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    The feast of the Transfiguration of

    our Lord Jesus Christ is one of the

    most important feasts of the

    Orthodox Church. It teaches us

    about who Christ is as well as aids

    us in our own spiritual journey. The

    Transfiguration is the revelation of

    the Divinity of Christ and points to

    the transformation of creation and

    the second coming of Christ.

    The Transfiguration is the event

    where Christ brought three of Hisbeloved disciples to the top of Mt

    Tabor and he was transfigured in

    front of them, to show his disciples

    His glory. The kontakion of the feast

    gives us an understanding as to why

    Christ chose to reveal Himself in

    such a way: Thou wast transfigured

    on the mountain, O Christ our God,

    and Thy disciples beheld Thy glory

    as far as they were capable, that

    when they should see Thee

    crucified, they might know that Thy

    suffering was voluntary and might

    proclaim to the world that Thou art

    indeed the reflection of the Father.

    Christ reassures the disciples. He

    reveals to them His glory in order

    that they can cope with the

    upcoming events of His passion,

    crucifixion and resurrection. He

    gives them the strength and hope

    that they will need in order to see

    these events by showing them, in aphysical sense, His divine glory.

    An examination of the icon of the

    Transfiguration gives us a better

    understanding of

    the meaning behind

    this event. The icon

    of the

    Transfiguration is

    pure theology. It

    encapsulates the

    Churchs doctrine

    about the person of

    Christ, who is of

    one essence with

    the Father, whobecame fully human

    while remaining

    fully divine. It is

    this icon that shows

    Christ in His divine

    glory, but it is His humanity that

    was transfigured with the divine

    light. The Holy Trinity is present.

    The Holy Spirit is manifested in a

    bright cloud which overshadowed

    the disciples and from that cloud

    came the voice of God the Father

    who witnessed to Christ as being

    His beloved Son (Matt 17:5).

    The Transfiguration takes place at

    the top of a mountain. In ancient

    times the mountain was considered

    the meeting place between heaven

    and earth, and a place of revelation.

    The triangular shaped mountain

    depicted in the Transfiguration icon

    was a universal symbol of the

    meeting place between heaven andearth. Christ is at the apex of the

    triangle, the pinnacle of the world,

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    yearXXXI

    July-August2006

    Radiantly

    Keeping FeastPresbytera Eisodia Menis

    TRANSFIGURATION OF

    OUR LORD

    (6th August)by Kelly Anna Tsoi

    The Feast of the Dormition of our

    Most Holy Lady, the Mother of God

    is a joyous occasion for our Church.

    Having prepared for the feast with

    fasting and prayer and vigil, we

    honour the Theotokos with psalms

    and hymns.

    Tradition teaches us that the Theoto-

    kos was attended at her deathbed by

    the Apostles and first bishops of the

    Church. Our Lady gave up her soul

    which was received by Jesus whotook her soul, reborn anew, to

    heaven.

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    and there is an outpouring of divine

    goodness downwards and outwards

    upon creation. It is at the top of the

    mountain, where Christ is

    positioned, which represents the

    point of convergence of all human

    efforts ascending towards Godi.

    When we look at the icon of the

    Transfiguration we can see that

    Christ is the focal point. He sets the

    example of what a perfect human

    being is. Christ is the archetype for

    all of humanity. As St Athanasius

    stated, God became human so that

    humanity could become gods, but

    God became human so that

    humanity could become more

    human

    ii

    ; a humanity that God hadalways intended from the

    beginning (cf. 1 Jn 3:2; 1Cor

    15:51). Christs humanity

    was physically

    transformed on Mt Tabor

    and seen by the eyes of

    the disciple, and it is

    this transformation of

    humanity that gives us

    the ultimate example of

    the goal of humankind.

    Many saints of ourChurch have experienced

    this divine light and they were

    transformed. It is this divine

    light shining outwards from within

    that is depicted in the icons of the

    saints. When Moses returned from

    the mountain, after being in the

    presence of God, the people had to

    shield their eyes because his face

    shone so brightly (Ex 34:29-30, 35).

    In the icon of the Transfiguration

    Christ is gloriously depicted, inbrilliant white or golden robes. In

    ancient times white was the colour

    of divinity. It transmits a sense of

    pureness, calm and tranquillity, and

    is the closest means of depicting

    light itself. Objects are visible only

    because they are illumined by the

    light. When light strikes something

    that is the colour white, in reality it

    is reflecting all colours. In the same

    way God reflects all things. The

    opposite of white is black, the colour

    which absorbs everything and

    reflects nothing back. Humanity can

    be likened to this darkness. It is

    only when we absorb the light of

    God that the splendour of our God

    [is] upon us (Ps 90:17 LXX). When

    we are illumined by the Spirit and

    absorb this light, it is possible to

    reflect this light and grace upon

    others.

    The figure of Christ is depicted in

    front of geometric shapes, usually a

    set of diamond shapes or circles,

    which are known as the mandorla.

    Generally there are three concentric

    rings which represent the Holy

    Trinity. The colour of the mandorla

    goes from light on the outside to

    darkness on the inside, closest to the

    body of Christ.

    This inner

    darkness represents the transcendent

    nature of God. It is Gods essence

    which is unknowable and this is why

    it is in darkness. However the outer

    ring is light because it represents

    Gods energies, which graciouslyallow us to participate in God. It is

    through these energies of God that

    we have the possibility of

    deification, becoming gods by grace.

    An example of experiencing Gods

    energies is through the sacraments of

    the Church. It is through the

    sacraments that Gods energies and

    grace come upon us.

    In the icon of the Transfiguration

    we can see Moses and Elijah on

    either side of Christ. They are

    standing upright and their bodies are

    touching the outer parts of the

    mandorla. This indicates that they

    have been sanctified by Christ. The

    icon shows that everything is

    illumined by the glory of Christ: the

    rocks, the disciples, Moses and

    Elijah! At the Transfiguration the

    energies of God are seen in the

    uncreated light by the disciples. It is

    through these uncreated energies that

    God makes Himself known to and

    partaken by creation.

    The same transfiguring power of

    God is evident today. This isnt just

    an event that happened on Mt Tabor.

    This same transfiguration also

    occurs at every Eucharist, during the

    Divine Liturgy. Bread and wine are

    transformed into the Body and

    Blood of Christ. When we receive

    Holy Communion we are

    transfigured by the body andblood of Christ. Our life is

    transformed into an eternal

    life in Christ, for as Christ

    says Unless you eat the

    flesh of the Son of Man

    and drink His blood, you

    have no life in you (Jn

    6:53).

    Moses is usually depicted

    holding the tablets of the

    Ten Commandments.

    Moses and Elijah arepresent to bear witness to

    Christ and to show that Christ

    is the fulfilment of both the Law

    and the Prophets. Moses received

    the Law from God on Mt Sinai, as is

    read on the eve of the feast during

    vespers (Exodus 24:12-18). Elijah

    represents those who prophesied

    about the coming of the Messiah/

    Christ.

    The presence of Moses and Elijah,

    alongside the disciples, showscontinuity between the old and new

    covenants. This is a circle of

    communion; dead and living, old

    and new, all living in the presence

    of, and touched by, God. Moses

    represents those righteous dead.

    Elijah was taken to heaven in a

    chariot, thus, he represents those still

    alive, and this communion between

    the living and the dead reminds us

    that we are joined with those who

    have fallen asleep, to worship God at

    the second coming. The disciples

    represent us, those struggling in the

    world. This circle of communion is

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    St Mary entered eternal life with-

    out Judgement. Her body although

    buried in the tomb was translated

    to heaven. Therefore we celebrate

    a second Pascha, the resurrection

    of her who is already united toChrist before the Last Judgement

    and the general resurrection.

    In falling asleep, the Theotokos did

    not forsake the world. We are

    blessed, for we have her constant

    protection as she intercedes for us.

    The services of Vespers and Mat-

    ins for the Dormition expound the

    tradition and teachings of our

    Church. For example in the ves-

    pers we read (by Theophanis):

    Come, O gathering of those wholove to keep the feasts, come and

    let us form a choir. Come, let us

    crown the Church with songs, as

    the Ark of God goes to her rest.

    For today heaven is opened wide

    as it receives the Mother of Him

    who cannot be contained. The

    earth, as it yields up the Source of

    life, is robed in the blessing and

    majesty. The hosts of angels, pre-

    sent with the fellowship of the

    apostles, gaze in great fear at herwho bore the Cause of life, now

    that she is translated from life to

    life. Let us all venerate and im-

    plore her: Forget not, O Lady, your

    ties of kinship with those who

    commemorate in faith the feast of

    your all-holy Dormition.

    The services inspire our warm and

    sincere participation in the public

    prayer of our congregations to

    honour the Mother of God.

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    also present during the Divine

    Liturgy. The full Church, made up

    of both the Church militant, here on

    earth, and the Church triumphant,

    those already in heaven along with

    the saints and the angels, are presentto offer thanksgiving and worship to

    God. In many icons of the

    Transfiguration a circle can be

    drawn in the lower half, which

    encompasses Christ and the

    disciples, as well as another circle

    encompassing Christ, Moses and

    Elijah. It is Christ who unites us all.

    The top of the icon has a sense of

    peacefulness and calm. Moses and

    Elijah appear to be conversing with

    Christ. In contrast, the lower half ofthe icon shows Christs disciples,

    Peter, James and John, in a state of

    chaos and disarray. It is these three

    disciples who Christ first asked to

    follow him, and it is those same

    three disciples who he chooses to be

    with him in the garden of

    Gethsemane. Among the three

    disciples we can discern different

    levels of spiritual advancement.

    James on the left has fallen

    backwards, his hands covering hiseyes. John appears prostrate in the

    middle and he has even lost one of

    his sandals. Peter on the right

    appears to be steadying himself, his

    arm raised towards Christ. From the

    three disciples we observe the effect

    that being in the presence of the

    transcendent nature of God has on

    human beings. In the gospel reading

    for the feast (Matthew 17:1-9) we

    read how Peter manages to converse

    with Christ and wants to build three

    tabernacles, one each for Moses and

    Elijah and one for Christ. From

    these images we can tell that Peter

    is the most spiritually advanced of

    the three disciples. While all three

    are struck by the awesome sight of

    the divinity of the Lord, it is St

    Peter who is still able to converse

    with Christ.

    Christs light shines on the

    disciples, and this light also shineson us. The disciples are generally

    not shown with halos, since the

    Holy Spirit has not yet enlightened

    them, and they are in an early stage

    of spiritual growth, just as we are.

    The disciples see and are touched

    by Gods glory and it is through this

    experience that they are

    strengthened further in their

    spiritual journey.

    Our own spiritual journeys can be

    likened to climbing a mountain, justas the disciples climbed the

    mountain to see the Divine Light of

    Christ. Saint Maximos the

    Confessor states that to those who

    are spiritually advanced and who

    have been able to follow [Christ] as

    He climbs the high mountain of His

    Transfiguration He appears in the

    form of Godiii. Even though we are

    all at different levels of spiritual

    advancement, Christ continues to be

    with us on our journey, encouragingus to climb higher so that we may

    experience God. Thus the

    Transfiguration no longer takes

    place on Mt Tabor, but within every

    person who welcomes Christ, the

    image of the Father who sends the

    Spirit upon His belovediv.

    iMaria Giovanna Muzji,Transfiguration: Introduction to thecontemplation of icons. Translated by

    Kenneth D. Whitehead. Boston, MA:St Pauls Books and Media, 1991,122.ii(Bishop) Kallistos Ware, TheOrthodox Way, (Crestwood, NY: SVSPress, 1999), 70-71.iiiSaint Maximos, Second century ontheology, in The Philokalia: Thecomplete text. Volume 2. Trans. byG.E.H. Palmer et al. (London: Faberand Faber Ltd, 1990), 140.ivMichel Quenot, The Resurrectionand the icon. Crestwood, NT: SVSPress, 1997, 151.

    Transfiguration... page 2

    people and treesRevd Doru Costache

    Bishop Jean Kovalevsky:

    trees are rooted people, people are

    uprooted trees

    trees symbolise us, we symbolise

    trees

    when praying with lifted hands, we,like trees, have two roots:

    one deep in the soil of our being,

    and one pointing to the skies of spirit

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    When one embarks on a piece of

    writing one is necessarily forced to

    look at their own lived existence in

    order to give a true account of what

    is being read and what is being con-

    veyed. In a world where we are

    taught to live objectively and teach

    objectively Henry David Thoreau

    presented his version of simplicity

    when he told us in Walden, In most

    books, theI, or first person, is omit-ted; in this it will be retained. In

    similar style the writings of St Si-

    louan are presented in the first per-

    son theI making his works ap-

    pear not only personal but as a re-

    flection of life in prayer. In his chap-

    ter on Adams Lament, St Silouan

    presents Adams fallen condition as

    a dialogue between himself and

    Adam. It reads like a poetic chapter

    in which he examines Adams la-

    ment and seeks advice and heavenly

    knowledge from Adam and finally

    concludes with Adams response,

    Repent before the Lord, and entreat

    Him. He loves man and will give all

    things (54).

    St Silouan tells us, Adam knew

    God in paradise and after his fall

    sought Him in tears (51). Imagine

    being intimate with the love of God!

    To a person living away from the

    Church intimacy with Gods love

    sounds bizarre and yet Adam was

    capable of this experience before the

    fall. What was Adams experience?

    St Silouan hints at this experience

    when he tells us that Adam was wid-

    owed of the love of God (47). Fur-

    ther clues are provided when St Si-

    louan tells us that, Adam pined on

    earth, and wept bitterly, and the

    earth was not pleasing to him (47).

    The peace and the love that Adamexperienced in direct communion

    with God could not be lived in the

    fallen condition and so Adam was

    left to lament for himself and us his

    descendants who suffer and live in

    enmity with one another.

    Adam cried, Where art Thou, O

    Lord? Where art Thou, my Light?

    Why hast Thou hidden Thy face

    from me? These words of despera-

    tion are also comforting as St Si-

    louan describes that God is love

    insaturable, love impossible to de-

    scribe (49). Love insaturable andimpossible to describe does that

    mean that in my fallen condition I

    am left unto my own devices to con-

    template this love and partake in His

    mystery? Off course not for this pre-

    cisely was the mistake that Adam

    madeforgetting to consult God. To

    use the parable for instance whether

    it was right to eat from the fruit Eve

    gave him. To experience the love of

    God we are asked to partake in the

    life of the Church. When we are di-vorced from this life we are twice

    doomed; from communion with

    Gods people and alienated from

    knowledge of God. Living away

    from Christ, mans soul is left to

    discover for itself how and where to

    find the Holy Spirit; to find the lost

    love and peace that Adam had ex-

    perienced in paradise. If we cannot

    be saturated in Gods love because

    of its density how is it possible for

    us to ever pursue it with the knowl-

    edge that the mind provides?

    Gods love is experiential and is felt

    in living the life that we are granted.

    St Silouan understood this and cried

    out with Adam, I too have lost

    grace and call with Adam. Be merci-

    ful unto me, O Lord! Bestow on me

    the spirit of humility and love! (48).

    Living with God, Adam lived peace

    and love in a state of humility. Everysoul which has experienced the Lord

    yearns for Him in this manner. Our

    deepest desires which cannot be

    quenched by anything earthly ex-

    press Adams lament to regain the

    lost paradise that he so much wept

    for having grieved his beloved God.

    The chapter on Adams Lament

    may be appropriately read in con-

    junction with another chapter in the

    book titled, On the Will of God and

    on Freedom because it is here

    where we discover how not to grieve

    God.

    When our Lord Jesus Christ in-

    structed us on prayer he taught,

    Your will be done on earth as it is

    in Heaven. In writing his chapter on

    the will of God there is no doubt that

    St Silouan would have had a signifi-

    cant and yet simple insight into our

    Lords commandto simply do

    Gods will. Our Orthodox theologi-

    cal training accommodates the will

    of man and the will of God as an

    unfolding synergy between God andman and yet if we look deeper at

    what St Silouan reveals we discover

    that the person who gives his soul to

    the will of God feels the love of

    God, even though the body may be

    suffering (68).

    St Silouan teaches us that The most

    precious thing in the world is to

    know God and understand His will,

    even if only in part (69). It is

    through prayer and following the

    consultation of a spiritual father that

    we come to know the will of God,

    tells us St Silouan (74). How clear

    it is to me that the Lord steers

    us (75). How clear! And yet how

    darkened are our minds! To all those

    who yearn to do Gods will, may

    Your will be done oh Lord on Earth

    as it is in Heaven

    * Wisdom from Mount Athos The

    Writings of Staretz Silouan 1866-

    1938, by Archimandrite Sophrony

    (Crestwood, NY: St Vladimirs

    Seminary Press, 1975).

    Adams Lament

    From the Writings* of Staretz Silouan (1866-1938)

    of the Holy Mountainby Vicki Petrakis

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    1 Kings (3 Kings in the LXX)

    19:3-13 [the text in italics]

    Elijah was afraid and ran for his

    life. When he came to Beersheba in

    Judah, he left his servant there,

    while he himself went a day's jour-

    ney into the desert.When afraid, no matter the reason,

    and running for your life, you can-

    not find help in others and even inyour earthly self. Leave down your

    servant, this corrupted body, and

    allow your soul/inner self fly to-

    wards the Rock. Leave the servant

    aside and fly to the desert for one

    day. [a days journey = the dis-

    tance one could cover by walking

    constantly during a day; I chose to

    usefor one day having the impres-

    sion of being suggested here a per-

    sonal experience of the only not

    first day of creation.]

    The desert, where there is no place

    to hiding and no possibility of dis-

    guise, where you could clearly see

    yourself, alone, in front of God.

    And for just one day, under-

    standing that there is none

    other (cf. Genesis 1:5, where

    day one is, not the first)

    He came to a broom tree, sat

    down under it and prayedthat he might die. "I have

    had enough, Lord," he said.

    "Take my life; I am no better

    than my ancestors." Then he

    lay down under the tree and

    fell asleep.The Tree... So present from

    the beginning to the end of

    the Scripture (Genesis 2:8-

    14; Revelation 22:1-6)... In

    Buddhas vision tooThe Tree is the symbol of the

    revelation, with its shadow

    cast on you, like a darkened

    refraction of the enlightening

    truth from above... There, under

    the Tree, is the best place in the

    world to express your fears, to shed

    your tears... There you could

    asleep/anesthetize your senses and

    your mind, preparing yourself,

    waiting for the answer (Genesis

    2:21-25)...

    Is it not intriguing, how Elijah did

    not want to eat from the Tree? He

    was strong. He knew the truth wasbeyond the Tree itself. The Tree

    represented a symbol, the epiph-

    any, incarnation of another real-

    ity

    All at once an angel touched him

    and said, "Get up and eat." He

    looked around, and there by his

    head was a cake of bread baked

    over hot coals, and a jar of water.

    He ate and drank and then lay

    down again.If you do not eat from below, food

    from above will be served to you.

    Therefore do not worry, and con-

    centrate on your quest.

    Why Elijah fell asleep again? For

    an angel cannot be the answer. It

    (no he, no she) just represents the

    presentiment of the answer

    The angel of the Lord came back a

    second time and touched him and

    said, "Get up and eat, for the jour-

    ney is too much for you." So he got

    up and ate and drank. Strength-

    ened by that food, he travelled

    forty days and forty nights until hereached Horeb, the mountain of

    God.And Elijah was right. The angel

    cannot bring an answer, although it

    is to expect from it (no he, no she)

    to tell you where to go for an an-

    swer.

    After so frugal meal, and there is

    no need for more actually

    (Matthew 4:4), he proceeded for

    his journey.We are invited to learn from here

    that there is no real journey with-

    out preparation: leave your servant

    down, go into the desert for one

    day, sleep under a tree, do not

    worship the angels, and eat.

    Only after all this you are

    ready to proceed for the tough-

    est part of your experience

    There he went into a cave and

    spent the night.The cave is the symbol of pre-

    paring the rebirth (John 3:3-7).

    In the cave there is always

    night the inner face of the

    day He entered voluntarily

    his inner darkness (Genesis

    1:2), renouncing his previous

    knowledge and virtue. Becom-

    ing a foetus in the womb of his

    mother a foetus may claim

    neither knowledge nor virtue.Elijah is the symbol of the

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    Reading the Bible:

    Elijah on the Mountain of Godby Revd Dr Doru Costache

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    editor:Rev. Doru Costache, PhD

    layout design:Ion Nedelcu

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    NSW 2133.

    phone: (02) 9642 02 60

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    conscious. The cave/womb could

    be the unconscious. And to some

    extent he was prepared for this

    adventure of conscious remaking

    (1 Kings 18:42). The cave, the

    womb, rebirth

    And the word of the Lord came to

    him: "What are you doing here,

    Elijah?"By entering the darkness, by only

    renouncing vanity you could hope

    hearing the inaudible.

    The Merciful One came again to

    Adam, asking the most basic ques-

    tion of all: are you aware of what

    you seek and are? (Genesis 3:9)

    He replied, "I have been very zeal-

    ous for the Lord God Almighty.

    The Israelites have rejected your

    covenant, broken down your al-

    tars, and put your prophets to

    death with the sword. I am the

    only one left, and now they are

    trying to kill me too."

    Always like Adam (Genesis 3:10),

    Elijah was not yet fully aware (see

    also the expression of his distress:I have had enough). His answer

    was not responding the fundamen-

    tal question uttered by God instead

    of him. Recalling St Silouan, even

    the saints can be wrong. Thus you

    should not despair when your an-

    swers will be inappropriate

    The Lord said, "Go out and stand

    on the mountain in the presence of

    the Lord, for the Lord is about to

    pass by."

    You willingly entered the cave

    and the darkness, but there is no

    knowledge/answer in your own

    humility. You accomplished your

    task, becoming humble and forget-

    ting about your vain knowledge.

    You are now ready to receive the

    wisdom from above: God is nei-

    ther knowledge nor knowledge-

    able. God is presence, life, alive,

    somebody to be partaken

    Then a great and powerful wind

    tore the mountains apart and shat-

    tered the rocks before the Lord,

    but the Lord was not in the wind.

    After the wind there was an earth-

    quake, but the Lord was not in the

    earthquake. After the earthquake

    came a fire, but the Lord was not

    in the fire. And after the fire came

    a gentle whisper. Powerful wind,

    earthquake, fire. All three are vio-

    lent, and you know what they

    are... They represent the chaos you

    assumed personally when you

    chose to not hurt the others while

    working on yourself. But God is

    not to be found during the violent

    stages of your de-construction. He

    will be there, at the end of your

    painful journey, where/when you

    will struggle not anymore, where/when you will serenely sit under a

    Tree, waiting for the revelation.

    Where/when you will cease to

    want anything more, understand-

    ing that what it is expected from

    you to be grateful for what already

    is. It (no he, no she) will come,

    caressing you gently, like the

    whisper of a soft wind

    When Elijah heard it, he pulled his

    cloak over his face and went out

    and stood at the mouth of the cave.

    Then a voice said to him, "What

    are you doing here, Elijah?"

    He knew now. He knew he was

    wrong, running for his life.

    He answered in a humble silent

    way

    [see also this http://revdcostache.

    livejournal.com/32528.html]

    Reading... page 3 On Souls and

    Various Ways

    of LivingRevd Doru Costache

    According to Palamas, although I

    do not remember the place, the

    radical difference between human

    (reasoning/conscious) soul and

    the animal soul consists in the

    quality of the former to be more

    than a function.

    The animal soul animates flesh;

    and there is no other reason to be

    outside this function

    The personal/human soul ani-

    mates the flesh, but it also has a

    life of its own, a raison dtre

    which is not a mere function

    A human soul, as principle of per-

    sonhood, implies to be aware of

    the dignity and call of the self,

    besides the function of taking care

    of the others

    Human persons are not like thoseflies whose main reason to be is

    to give birth, provide, and die af-

    ter their offspring enters the same

    pointless circle

    At least, if choosing to live for

    others, it is humane to grow per-

    sonally as a result of such a

    choice