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aneuli

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# 4. dekemberi. 2016 weli

èrTi moTxrobis~ konkursi meSvided gaimarTa ............................................................................................... 3revaz inaniSvili - 90 ..................................................................................................................................................................... 4interviusaubari besik RvinaSvilTan .................................................................................................................................................. 8givi alxaziSvili Suqi sityvebidan gamokrToda ...................................................................................................... 11irma kekeliZe didi mwerali ...................................................................................................................... 13literaturuli kritika gulnaz gvalia revaz inaniSvili ̀ daviTis xmali~ (ganxilva) ................................................................. 14revaz inaniSvilis saxelobis èrTi moTxrobis~ konkursis gamarjvebuli moTxrobebi beqa baRaSvili xaxvebi da nivrebi ..................................................................................................................................... 17maka sefaSvili gza, romelsac mivyavarT ................................................................................................................... 22goCa RviniaSvili TeTri dila ........................................................................................................................................... 29poezianana cincaZe ................................................................................................................................................................................ 33salome gogolaZe ......................................................................................................................................................................... 36mogoneba revaz inaniSvilzenoSrevan qoqraSvili es moxda meore msoflio omis damTavrebis Semdeg ...................................... 41erTi leqsiTemur CalabaSvili eqspromtad akaki mesabliSvils ........................................................................................... 44poeziakaxa mWedliSvili ........................................................................................................................................................................... 44barseli remusi ......................................................................................................................................................................... 48iubilariivane jafariZe Sexvedra giorgi oCiaurTan (gagrZeleba) ......................................................................... 49TbilisSi wminda dimitri yifianis saxelobis taZari ekurTxa ........................................................ 54mSvenierebis Semoqmedimariam qarcivaZe ̀ minda, sakuTari Rimilic avawyo biserebiT~ ..................................................................... 55 simon jafariZe -75 .......................................................................................................................................................... 56 Targmaniluiji pirandelo qaRaldis samyaro (Targmna lela zurebianma) .............................................................. 57emili dikinsoni, marina cvetaeva, silvia plaTi Targmna zeinab sariam ............................................ 61Jurnal àneulis~ keTili maspinZlebileila qitoSvili-saxlTxuciSvili sofeli gombori _xelisgawvdenazea ........................................ 64 mogonebebilela anjafariZe biZaCemi zurab anjafariZe (gagrZeleba) ........................................................................... 67Tamaz xmalaZe - 70qveyanaze Rrmad dafiqrebuli Semoqmedi .................................................................................................................... 68Tvalsazrisimerab abesaZe oda Tbiliss .................................................................................................................................................. 69didi kaci ........................................................................................................................................................................................... 72jumber jiSkariani wyaltubos sapatio moqalaqea .................................................................................................. 72

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mTavari redaqtori

Tamar SaiSmelaSvili

pasuxismgebeli redaqtori

sofio jafariZe

garekanze: nino albuTaSvilis namuSevari

Tamar miqaZe

leila qitoSvili _

saxlTxuciSvili

Temur CalabaSvili

manana CitiSvili

nino CxikviSvili

Tamaz xmalaZe

ivane jafariZe

juba Rebeli

jumber jiSkariani

Jurnal `aneulTan~ arsebuli literaturuli gaerTianeba:

JurnalSi gamoqveynebul masalebze pasuxismgebelia avtori

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kulturul-saganmanaTleblo sazogadoeba `aneuli~

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goCa soziaSvili

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revaz inaniSvili -90

revaz inaniSvilis saxelobis èrTi moTxrobis~ konkursi wels meSvided gaimarTa. saqarTvelos regionebidan 81 sakonkurso moTxroba da novela Semovida.

Jiurim, romlis SemadgenlobaSic iyvnen: filologi da mkvlevari nino CxikviSvili, mw-erali da reJisori juba Rebeli, mwerali Tamaz xmalaZe, mwerali da kritikosi rostom CxeiZe (Tavmjdomare) gamoavlina gamarjvebulebi.

I premia _ beqa baRaSvili (`xaxvebi da nivrebi~);II premia _ maka sefaSvili (`gza, romelsac mivyavarT~...);III premia _ goCa RviniaSvili (`TeTri dila~).revaz inaniSvilis saxelobis èrTi moTxrobis~konkursis priziorebi gaxdnen:lela ToTaZe _ `saRamos xevis naCurCulari~;baCo kvirtia _ `qva~;nana qardava _ `Cemi qmari da Cemi sayvareli~;nora ediSeraSvili _ `marTas gerebi~;givi CiRvinaZe _ `mogonebani wvimiani dReebisaTvis~;mariam aTabagi _ ùZiloba~.maT gadaecaT diplomebi da prizebi. tradiciisamebr, Jurnal àneulis~ megobarma

mxatvrebma sakuTari naxatebi Semoswires konkurss. didi madloba qvelmoqmed mxatvrebs: rezo (emeliane) adamias, Tamar lomiZes, nato sirbilaZes, vasil bostaSvils.

didi madloba _ mixeil javaxiSvilis saxelobis 124-e sajaro skolas da mis pedagogebs: izo samuSias da cismari yuraSvils, romelTac daaweses specialuri prizi.

revaz inaniSvilisadmi miZRvnili specialuri nomris momzadebaSi unda aRiniSnos sagare-jos kulturis obieqtebis gaerTianebis wvlili. Jurnalis es nomeri maTi TanadgomiT gamoica. didi madloba baton besik RvinaSvils.

saerTod ki, mravalwliani TanadgomisTvis gansakuTrebuli madloba: Tbilisis kulturu-li RonisZiebebis centrs, mis direqtors: zurab wereTels da qalbaton nana giorgaZes.

madloba yvela im adamians, avtors da mkiTxvels, vinc uangarod dgas Jurnal ̀ aneulis~ gverdiT da elodeba misi TiToeuli nomris gamosvlas. gansakuTrebuli madloba ekuT-vniT àneulis~ SemoqmedebiTi gaerTianebis wevrebs: Tamar SaiSmelaSvils (mT. redaqtori), ivane jafariZes, Temur CalabaSvils, Tamaz xmalaZes, juba Rebels, Tamar miqaZes, leila qitoSvili-saxlTxuciSvils, jumber jiSkarians, nino CxikviSvils.

madloba stambas: Tamaz Cadunels da goCa soziaSvils, romelTa damsaxurebiTac wlebia, es Jurnali axerxebs gamosvlas.

madloba revaz inaniSvilis ojaxs, qalbaton roza inaniSvils _ didi da saSviliSvilo TanadgomisTvis!

yvelas gilocavT damdeg axal wels, mSvidoba da sikeTe moetanos Tqveni ojaxebisTvis!

èrTi moTxrobis~ konkursi meSvided gaimarTa

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„...su fexiT Caval siRnaRis gadasaxvevamde... iqa, im siRnaRis gadasaxvevTan, xelmarjvniv

aRma-aRma suli sayane miwebi roa, im miwebSi, Senc gexsomeba, marto xeebi dgas aqa-iq. kox-

tebi, Ronivrebi, Telebi, bertyenebi, pantebica dgas. im xeebSi erTi bertyena aqedanve maqvs

amorCeuli, Caval, su fofxviT mainc mival im xesTan da mivjdebi ZirSi. iq davucdi

Cemi sulis aRsasruls. iq, im sayane miwebSi, im bertyenasTan, erTxel kidev vnaxav mzis

Camodgomas...

mze Tu ar iqneba, gaTenebas mainc, Tu gazafxuli iqneba, mwvane jejilebSi, Tu zaf-

xuli iqneba, TavdamZimebul yanebSi, Tu Semodgoma, Savad gadabnelebul naxnavebSi, Tu

zamTari, gadaqaTqaTebul TovlSi.

gaTendes erTi, CamoanaTos mzem... erTi avides Txeli nisli da mere movides sikvdili“...

revaz inaniSvili

erTxel kidev vnaxav mzis Camodgomas...

rezo da roza inaniSvilebi

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Wabua amirejibi:

„r. inaniSvili Zalian didi mwerali iyo, Za-

lian qarTveli mwerali, romelmac Tavisi osta-

tobiT moaxdina udidesi gavlena sxva mwerlebze:

enobrivadac, azrobrivadac, Janrobrivadac, da

saerTod, yovelmxriv... rezo iyo Tavmdablobis

nimuSi da etaloni; ar axsovs qarTul mwerlobas

misi erTi nabijic ki, gadadgmuli TviTreklamis

mizniT“.

Tamaz WilaZe:

„TiTqos imave TixiT iyo mozelili, rogorc

mTeli kaxeTi _ qvevri, jami, doqi, xelada, oRond,

cecxlSi ki ara, mzeSi iyo gamomwvari, xaSmis

mzeSi, edo kidec misi feri. Sekruli iyo patara,

modaraje koSkiviT, rogoric kaxeTSi TiTqmis

yovel nabijze SegxvdebaT.

laparakobda dinjad, mozomilad, TiTqos

uxilav kramitebs awyobda Cvens zeviT, uxilav

saxuravze. mis sityvas marTlac kramitis simZime

da saimedooba hqonda.

ratomRac uceb kvetaras lurji kramiti

gamaxsenda _ TiTqos angelozis cremlisgan

gaCenili“...

guram doCanaSvili:

„daaxloebiT saSualo zomis moTxrobebi,

erTi Tabaxidan oramde, qarTvelebsa gvaqvs 4

iseTi, rom me ar meguleba da sxvas Tu eguleba,

RmerTma misces sxva eris warmomadgenlebs, esenia:

batoni gogla leoniZis Rvinjua „natvris xidan“,

guram rCeuliSvilis „SaSas revolucia“, jemal

qarCxaZis „igi“ da rezo inaniSvilis „Tovli“. es

saamayo moTxrobebia, da Tu batoni jemal qarCxa-

Zis da batoni guram rCeuliSvilis moTxrobebi

iTargmneba, batoni gogla leoniZis da batoni

rezos moTxrobis Targmna Zalian SeuZlebelia.

uTargmneli mwerlebi rogorRac ufro dganan

mSobliur niadagze, vaJa-fSavelas Targmna xom

warmoudgenelia!“

revaz inaniSvili _ 90

guram benaSvili:

„is, Cveni didi Tanamedrove iyo da misiT

niadag iamayebs TviT genialuri mwerlobiT

ganebivrebuli me-20 saukune“.

merab kokoCaSvili:

„manavis cixesimagreze viRebdiT epizods.

araCveulebrivi peizaJi iSleboda, rezoc iqve

iyo, sasaflao da patara dangreuli, mitovebuli

Zveli eklesia iyo... rezosTan erTad rom avediT

zeviT, Camojda saflavis qvaze... araCveulebrivi

saRamo iyo, mze Cadioda, sakmaod didxans uyura

am suraTs, mere Sevida eklesiaSi, gamovida, isev

Camojda da gaxeda am Tavis kaxeTs, kaxeTi misi

samSoblo iyo, _ merab, modi erTi aq, erTi rame

unda giTxrao, kaco, im qveynis saocrebisa rogor

SeiZleba ara gvjerodes, roca es qveyanac aseTi

saocrebaao. aseTi saocari siRrmiT savse daskvna

hqonda. albaT ase mSvidad wavida, imitom rom

imqveynisac ise sjeroda, rogorc amqveynisa“.

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oTar CxeiZe:

„me da revaz inaniSvili ise xSirad ar vx-

vdebodiT erTmaneTsa; Tu SevxvdebodiT, gzas ar

avuqcevdiT. Sori salami ar gvakmayofilebda.

mas yovelTvis raRac hqonda saTqmeli, raRac

awuxebda da Tu ar getyoda, ver moisvenebda. es

„raRac“ ufro sazogadoebrivi zneobis daqveiT-

ebas Seexeboda, raRa Tqma unda, rac TavisTavad

literaturaze axdenda zegavlenasa, sxva darge-

bzedaca xelovnebisa. SeeZlo amaze dausrule-

blad elaparaka da wuxili gamoeTqva, gaunele-

beli wuxili, usazRvro wuxili.... is wrfeli

iyo, alali, guliTadi, uSualo, da SeumRvreveli

SemoqmedebaSic da cxovrebaSica. amitomac uWirda,

wuxda da misi saubari ufro wuxili gaxldaT

amitomaca. da SesaZloa misi Zneli ukurnebeli

seni, riTac aResrula, – ho, SesaZloa: sworedac

am gaunelebeli wuxilis bralic iyo“.

beqa qurxuli:

„...am magidaze vwer. xan aqedan mivujdebi, _

xan iqidan... kedelze majissimsxo daRestnuri

xaliCa hkidia... xalicaze papiCemiseula, vadamo-

ryeuli xanjalia Camokidebuli... xanjlis mory-

eul vadaze naCuqari vainaxuri, dazarniSebuli

feska hkidia... TuSi zaur aWaZiseuli, TuSurad

amownuli, tardaCuqurTmebuli balTiani maTrax-

ic _ egreve am yvelaferTan erTad Tof-iaraRSi

Camjdari da calTvalCamoxeuli vaJa-fSavelas

foto. avad iyureba Camofxatuli fafaxidan.

aqeT, wignis Taroze rezo inaniSvilis ucnaurad

ganaTebuli suraTia. arc rezo inaniSvili iyo

mSvidi, mag naTelma da Rimilma ar mogatyuos.

_ imdeni rame ireoda mis sulSi, sam planetas

gahkravda... su qri qris magis moTxrobebSi, su

aweuli aqvT paltos sayelo, ubralod, uSiSari

kaci iyo da mainc zevidan uyurebda yvelafers,

uSiSari da sevdiani RimilebiT... amaT zeviT

TiTqos winaswar glovis jarze Camomjdari ga-

briel jabuSanuris foto devs: „hoi, RilRos

daRrublulo caos“ avtorisa. asaxlebuli,

inguSis aulSi gadabargebuli, dRiurSi werda:

„wuxelis daviTveri da Cem mezobel abikaze

xanjliT vizide“. su magari, su raRacis kvals

midevnebuli xalxi Cans mag mxares“.

Teimuraz maRlaferiZe:

„idga dekembris Tve, dasawvavi dekembris

Tve 1991 wlisa, roca bedkrul saqarTveloSi

Zmismkvleli kaenis suli kidev erTxel (meram-

dened?) aRzevda da sisxlis tbebi daayena. qux-

dnen qvemexebi, kakanebdnen tyviamfrqvevebi, iwoda

da ingreoda qalaqi, iJuJebodnen rCeul-rCeuli

biWebi. erma dakarga arsebobis sazrisi, Suaze

gaipo, vis ra undoda, vin ras akeTebda, TviT

mama-ufalic ver mixvdeboda. swordeboda miwas-

Tan Taobebis ofliT nageb-namuSakevi. qaSueTis

wminda giorgis taZris gumbaTi Cumad kvnesoda

codvian ugunurTa mier aTas adgilas daWril-

dafleTili. vin iyo mtyuani? vin marTali?

aravin icoda, saqarTvelo rom ufskrulisaken

mieqaneboda, amas yvela grZnobda.

ai, aseT dros kvdeboda rezo inaniSvili,

amboben, sikvdilis win yvela adamians raRac

axlze Tavisi, sakuTari, pirovnuli ezmanebao.

albaT, marTalia. da Tu marTalia, maSin me

darwmunebuli var, rom rezos sikvdilis wina

zmaneba, swored iseTi iyo, rogorc erT moTxro-

baSi aqvs aRwerili: „Tvalebi davxuWe...… ai, am

yofaSi Semovida raRac saamo, raRac naTeli.

gavixede da dambla dameca: im TovlSi im bnel

burusSi, mkvrivi, araamqveynieri naTeli modis,

mohyveba Saravandedad wvril-wvrili Citebisa

da peplebis mgalobeli gundi. vuyureb am na-

Tels da varCev? qals! mTlad oqrosfers, Tmis

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oqrosfer nakadebSi gaxveuls. modis, axlovdeba,

moanaTebs TmebiT, TvalebiT, yvelafriT, Jinianad

moadgams SiSvel, oqrosfer fexebs, zeimiT moaqvs

patara, SekumSuli, Tavmsxvili ZuZuebi, ukanac

Tma misTrevs, Tmaa Tu Suqia adevnebuli. win mi-

uZRvis Crdilisferi, grZladaZagruli ori veeba

mgeli, nabiji nabijTan aqvs Sewyobili, Cemken

Semobrunebuli Tvalebi yuradRebiT aqvT savse,

moanaTeben TeTr lojebs. qali eseve, siarul-

Sive moixedavs Cemken...… ra sixarulis cisferi

sinaTle edga TvalebSi, ra sikeTis RimiliT

eRimeboda aqeT-iqiT odnav maRla aziduli

tuCebiT! wavida iseve gabrwyinebuli, gauZrvnen

win nabijSewyobili mglebi, gahyvnen mgaloblebi,

Citebi Tu oqrosferi peplebi“.

wavidnen da Tan waiyoles rezo inaniSvilis

naTeli, gamWvirvale suli.

dasaflavebis dRes, 31 dekembers, msusxavi

qari uberavda da xoSori Tovli ayrida. ganu-

wyvetlad ismoda Wurvebis baTqi da tyviebis

Tarsi wuili.

rezo iwva mSvidad, odnav iRimeboda.

me miyvarda es kaci!

miyvarda misi mwerloba: maRalniWieri, keTili,

didi ostatobiT aRbeWdili.

me miyvarda misi cxovrebis niri: marTali,

sada, alali...…

RmerTmani, bednieri yofila igi, Cveni, qa-

rTvelebis aseT sibeCavesa da siduxWires rom

ar Seeswro. marTlac: `gagvibatonda, mgosani,

siregvne Seuwonari~.

aqvs rezos erTi Canaweri:

„araferia imaze kargi micvalebulisaTvis,

oriode kacma miacilos sasaflaos myudro

kuTxeSi, raRac wai putunos TavisTvis samo-

sgaquculma mRvdelma, CauSvan micvalebuli

miwaSi, iqve wauqcion TiTi Wiqa da wavidnen

saqmemorCenilebi TavTavianTi gziT. cota xanSi

Semxmarma foTlebma dafaron saflavis borcvi.

aseTi bednierebi iyvnen mocarti da firosmani“.

aseTi bednieri iyo rezo inaniSvilic, – davu-

matebdi me, rameTu yvelaferi auxda, rac inatra

da iwanaswarmetyvela: iyo sasaflaos myudro

kuTxec, mRvdelic, Wiqis waqcevac… mxolod

xmeli foTlebis nacvlad, fifqebSi dafares misi

oboli samare“.

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_ sagarejoeli brZandebiT. revaz inaniS-vilis saxeli yvela qarTvelisTvis da, uwi-naresad, sagarejos raionSi dabadebulisTvis bevrs niSnavs. rodis gaicaniT revaz inaniSvi-lis Semoqmedeba pirvelad?

_ rezo inaniSvili savizito baraTia CvenTvis, garekaxelebisaTvis. Cvenc da Cveni Svilebic, minda giTxraT, qarTuli literatu-ris, saerTod, qarTuli mwerlobis gacnobas misi moTxrobebiT viwyebT. mec, jer kidev pataras, dedaCemma, Cemi skolis biblioTekis biblioTekarma dawyebiTi ganaTlebis klasebSi damawyebina wignis kiTxva _ es didi gogla da Cveni rezo inaniSvilis Semoqmedeba iyo, qarTuli ZarRviani sityvis, qarTuli leqsisa da moTxrobis meCuqurTmeni.

wlebi gavida da dResac maxsovs misi pirve-li krebuli ,,megobrisadmi minaweri werilebi-dan~; Semdeg krebulebi: ,,wveTebi foTlebze“, ,,cisferi gorgali“, ,,saRamo xsnis Canawerebi“, didi interesiT vkiTxulobdi saymawvilo wigns: ,,bednieri mTa“, ,,bibo“, ,,sad cxovrobs mezRapre“, ,,mglis lekvebi“.

wigns male filmebic mohyva: ,,ardadagebi“, ,,dabrunebuli Rimili“, ,,viRacas avtobusze agviandeba“, ,,ferma mTaSi“, ,,zafxuli soflad“.

CemTvis sasixarulo iyo misi wignisTvis ,,Sori TeTri mwvervali“ SoTa rusTavelis saxelobis saxelmwifo premiis miniWeba.

marTalia, sagarejos raioni iCemebs rezo inaniSvils, magram is yvela qarTvelisaa, yve-la im adamianis axlobeli da moyvarea, visac Tundac misi erTi moTxroba waukiTxavs. ar maviwydeba Jurnal ,,ciskarSi“ dabeWdili misi narkvevi ,,cetebi“, romlis gamoqveynebam didi sixaruli, sicili da siyvaruli Semoitana sru-liad saqarTveloSi. aq xom erTi Cveulebrivi kaxuri cxovrebaa gadmocemuli, iumornarevi, Tavisi yoveldRiurobiT.

interviu

`Cvenma samsaxurma davukveTeT rezo inaniSvilis saxlis reabilitaciis proeqti,

romelic uaxloes momavalSi iqneba mzad~

Tamar SaiSmelaSvils esaubra sagarejos kulturis obieqtebis gaerTianebis direqtori besik RvinaSvili

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_ yvelam viciT xaSmSi revaz inaniSvili-seuli saxlis bedi. rogor fiqrobT, ramdenad realuria iq muzeumis gaxsna da ra aris saWiro amisTvis?

_ guli mtkiva da sircxvilis ali mivlis rezo inaniSvilis xsovnis winaSe, roca xaSmSi misi saxlis Camqrali kera, Camoqceuli Weri da kedlebi maxsendeba. Cveni raionis xelmZ-Rvanelobam wlebis ganmavlobaSi ramdenjerme ifiqra misi reabilitacia, magaram sxvadasxva subieqturi Tu obieqturi mizezebis gamo ver moxerxda. ratomRac mgonia, rom cxovre-baSi moridebuli pirovneba sicocxleSic ver davafaseT da axlac asea. mekiTxebiT, ramdenad realuria iq muzeumis gakeTeba da ra aris amisaTvis saWiro? gipasuxebT, rom jer erTi, Cveni pativiscema, siyvaruli da movaleoba am kacuri kacis xsovnisadmi gvavaldebulebs – davubrunoT Zveli saxe mis saxls, meore _ Cveni mondomebaa da Cveni pasuxismgeblobis Sexseneba misi saxelis winaSe.

Cvenma samsaxurma davukveTeT rezo inaniSvi-lis saxlis reabilitaciis proeqti, romelic uaxloes momavalSi iqneba mzad. vnaxoT, imeds vitovebT, rom gamoCndebian mxardamWerebi aRniS-nuli sakiTxis mosagvareblad. miT umetes, rom ojaxTanac Sedga molaparakeba, misi Semdgomi mesakuTreobis Sesaxeb.

_ wels pirvelad xaSmSi revaz inaniSvilis xsovnis dRe dawesda da aRiniSna. special-uri naxatic ki Seiqmna... vin aris am naxatis avtori? rogor emzadebodiT am dRisTvis, ra unda gakeTdes samomavlod, rom am dRes ufro masStaburi saxe mieces? mwerali 20 dekembers daibada da 26 dekembers gardaicvala, ratom dawesda 10 ivnisi?

_ naxatis avtorze mekiTxebiT. es suraTi internetidan moviZieT da Cveneburi elferi miveciT. ise, rom avtori am naxatis, vfiqrob, Tavad qarTvelebi, Cven _ saqarTvelo varT. ise, SemorCenilia rezo inaniSvilis naxatebic, es _ ezo avtoportretic. Cven 10 ivnisi davaweseT misi xsovnis dRed.

ar vici, rogor agixsnaT, magaram ivnisi yvelaze lamazi Tvea Cvens raionSi marTalia, goglac dekemberSia dabadebuli, magram misi xsovnis saRamo aTwleulebia maisSi imarTeba – am dros yvavis CvenTan yvela yvavili, cac lamazia, ganwyobac, klimatic xels gviwyobs da ganwyobac.

_ vici, rom TqvenTvis revaz inaniSvili gamorCeuli mweralia. yvelaze metad misi romeli nawarmoebi giyvarT?

_ rezo inaniSvili, marTlac, gamorCeuli

mweralia. misi nawarmoebidan Cems suls ratomRac mware mogonebad rCeba moTxroba ,,patara biWi golgoTaze“, romelic misi bavSvobis mogonebebia. aq xom moTxrobilia is tkivili, rac man ganicada 1937 wlis tero-ris dros, axalc mawveba Tvalebze cremli, roca vixseneb, rogorc Seavlo patara biWma Tvali Tavis dapatimrebul mamas, roca Cekadan sasamarTloSi gadahyavdaT. guli mekumSeba im adgilis wakiTxvisas, roca ver icno naSim-Silebi da nawamebi mama. mainc rogori Tbili iyo is Rimili, romliTac nawamebma mSobelma patars gauRima?!

mecodeba miwurSi mcxovrebi represirebuli deda-Svili. maTTan erTad bebia. mosvenebas ar maZlevs is, rogor ganicdis es patara biWi naTesavebisgan gulgrilobas, maT ojax-Tan yovelgvari kavSiris gawyvetas. crem-lebamde mivyavar patara biWis xeliT, Savi fanqriT daxatul ,,didi kacis“ portrets, „romelic ubralod, gauTviTcnobiereblad Savi fanqriT daxata, ,,Savi varskvlavebi da Savi petlicebic“. naxati, romelic mTel sab-WoeTs ,,SeZravda“, naxati, romlis danaxvaze meZvelmaneebmac ukanmiuxedavad datoves maTi miwuri.... me es moTxroba ki ar miyvars, gulze nawiburebs miCens misi yoveli wakiTxva, magram gamorCeulad mainc mas dagisaxelebT, ubralo mizezis gamo – yovel wakiTxvaze TanavugrZnob da mecodeba is patara biWi – rezo inaniSvili Tavisi gamwarebuli bavSvobiT.

_ ras fiqrobT Cveni Jurnalis mier daarsebul revaz inaniSvilis saxelobis „erTi moTxrobis“ konkursze?

_ minda am konkurss warmatebebi vusurvo – gamoemzeurebinos rezosnairi patrioti, qarTuli sityvis mexotbe da meCuqurTmeni. konkursSi, Cemi azriT, yvela asakis adamianma unda miiRos monawileoba da rac SeiZleba, farTo masStabi unda SeiZinos.

_ erTxel miTxariT, rom revaz inaniS-vils ar uRalatebT. sagarejos kulturis obieqtebis gaerTianebas xelmZRvanelobT. ras apirebs samomavlod Tqveni gaerTianeba, rom revaz inaniSvili saTanadod dafasdes da xaSmSi misi saxelobis muzeumi arsebobdes?

_ yvelafers gavakeTebT, rom am saxlis re-abilitacia moxdes. Cven, Cveni TanamSromlebi fizikuradac SevZlebT iq muSaobas, oRond gamoCndes Tanxebi, riTic daiwyeba mSenebloba – reabilitacia da Semdeg mTeli raioni miiRebs masSi monawileobas. Cven am saxlis suraTic gvaqvs, Tavisi ezoTi, wina fasadiT..

rezo, rogorc aRvniSne, Zalian moridebuli

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pirovneba iyo, Cumi, gulCaTxrobili, magram xalisi iumoriT savse. Tu misi saiubileo saRamo ufro farTo masStabiT Catardeba, imaze kargi ra SeiZleba iyos? saiubileo saRamoze damswre Tundac erTi axalgazrada rom gaecnoba mis cxovrebas, Semoqmedebas, amaze sasargeblo ra SeiZleba iyos? rezo xom bum-berazi vaJa-fSavelas Semdeg is iSviaTi Semoqme-dia, romelic gvaziarebs pirvelqmnili bunebis mSvenierebas mTisa da baris, wylis saTaveebisa da Walis ferebis, tyis xmebisa da mindvris surnels, weliwadis droTa ganumeorebel xi-bls. rezo xom Taviseburad, didi siyvaruliT, ,,msoflio – siyvaruliT“ Seexmiana istorias da mis kuTxe-kunWuls. me Tamamad da siamayiT SemiZlia vTqva, rom ilias da goglas Semdeg, kaxeTs misnairi, Seudarebeli da sworup-ovari mxatvari ar hyolia.

diax, is xaSmelia, sagarejoelia kaxelia, qa-rTvelia da sruliad saqarTvelosia da Cvenc movaleni varT – gviyvardes, vafasebdeT.

_ Tqvens did da qarTul ojaxze gviambeT, sadac, darwmunebuli var, ara mxolod revaz inaniSvilis, aramed qarTveli mwerlebis da qa-rTuli sityvis fasi ician. Tqveni meuRle xom mSvenieri leqsebisa da simRerebis avtoria...

_ rogorc zemoT mogaxseneT, deda bib-lioTekari iyo da man zedmiwevniT kargad icoda, vis ra da rodis unda waekiTxa. amitom, pirvel rigSi, qarTuli Rirebulebebi iyo mTa-vari da Cemi Svilebic amas iRebdnen, rogorc udides sulier sazrdos.

garda amisa, ufalma, zogadad, musikis si-yvaruli da niWic dagvanaTla yvelas. roca bavSvi aseT garemoSi izrdeba da genetikac xels uwyobs, ukve yvelaferi rigzea.

1995 wlidan moyolebuli mTeli ojaxi sistematurad gamodioda sxvadasxva konkursze da festivalze.Ggran-pridan moyolebuli, yvelanairi jildos mflobelebi varT, Svilebi 4-jer iyvnen prezidentis sax. sti-pendiantebi, dRes ki profesionalur scenaze ganagrZoben moRvaweobas.

rogorc ukve Tqven aRniSneT, meuRle – marina SaniZe uamravi leqsisa da simReris avtoria. ramdenime ukve aJRerda radio-televiziaSi, leqsebi ki ibeWdeboda da axlac ibeWdeba sxvadasxva Jurnal-gazeTSi.

_ revaz inaniSvilis 90 wlis iubilea. kargia, rom TbilisSi gaimarTa mwerlis saiu-bileo saRamo, magram, vfiqrob, es saRamo ufro masStaburi unda yofiliyo...

_ rac Sexeba saRamos masStaburobas, unda aRvniSno, rom iq iyvnen saqarTveloSi cno-bili saxeebi, mwerlebi, poetebi, sazogado moRvaweebi. darbazi savse iyo, ra Tqma unda, SesaZlebeli iyo ufro did darbazSi Cat-arebuliyo da, sabednierod, dRes mravlad aris saqarTveloSi xalxi, romlebic didi siamovnebiT daeswrebian msgavs RonisZiebebs.

Cemi azriT, is saRamo ganicdida axalgaz-rdebis naklebobas da maT CarTulobas, rac albaT Cven yvelam unda gaviTvaliswinoT samomavlod.

bolos, ra SemiZlia vTqva _ rezo inaniS-vili is mweralia, romlis nawarmoebebi nebism-ieri asakis adamianma SeiZleba ikiTxos. Tumca yvela Taviseburad aRiqvams asakisda mixedviT. amas winaT, batoni rezos erTi moTxroba, ro-melic bavSvobaSi mqonda wakiTxuli, xelmeored wavikiTxe, SeSis mWrelma, romelmac ver moas-wro samuSaos dasruleba, radgan cudad gaxda, anderZad dautova SviliSvils, rom is SeSa daeWra an fuli daebrunebina patronisTvis. aRar maxsovs bavSobisdroindeli reaqcia, rodesac es nawarmoebi wavikiTxe, magram axla getyviT, rom mTel dRes cud ganwyobaze vi-yavi, ver vxvdebodi, ra mindoda. dRis bolos gamaxsenda is wakiTxuli nawarmoebi da mivxvdi, rac mawuxebda.

bevrs uTqvams, rom batoni rezo poetia, po-eturad wers da kidev bevri sxva ramis Tqma SeiZleba misi niWierebis aRsaniSnavad. Cven _ yvela misi xsovnis winaSe valdebulni varT, Cveni wili aguri davdoT im saqmeSi, rasac revaz inaniSvili hqvia.

revaz inaniSvili:

`sul male veraviTari dRemde arsebuli saxelmwifo wyobileba veRar SeZlebs pirovnebis

dacvas. yovel Cvengans cal-calke dagvWirdeba brZola mtaceblobis, Zaladobisa da mpyrob-

elobis winaaRmdeg~.

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givi alxaziSvili

Suqi sityvebidan

gamokrToda

rezo inaniSvilis ̀ samagido rveuli~ biWvin-

TaSi, mweralTa saxlis erT-erT oTaxSi vnaxe.

im zafxuls bedma gamiRima da rezo inaniSvils

Zalian davuaxlovdi.

romeli weli iyo, samwuxarod, ar maxsovs.

erTmaneTis mezoblad vcxovrobdiT biWvinTaSi,

mweralTa saxlis mexuTe sarTulze, maSin

qarTvel mwerlebs mexuTe sarTuli gvqonda

daTmobili.

batonma rezom Tavis oTaxSi mimiwvia. aivanze

aTlitriani boca edga mzisferi kaxuriT savse.

saocrad gulwrfeli saubari gamogvivida, metad

uSualo da bunebrivi. nel-nela vwrupavdiT

Rvinos, sveneb-svenebiT, laparak-laparakiT.

sawer magidasTan visxediT, sxva magida,

rogorc maxsovs, iq ar iyo. Tavis samagido

rveulze wamoiwyo saubari, „samagido rveu-

lic“ iqve, Sua magidaze ido. vTxove, rame

waekiTxa. amyva, rogorc Cans, TviTonac gauCnda

msgavsi survili. kiTxulobda dinjad, TiTqos

auRlveblad, Tavdajerebuladac ki, magram

xmaSi mainc igrZnoboda mimaluli mRelvareba.

romelime Canaxats rom CaamTavrebda, mere

zepir komentarsac moayolebda. im „samagido

rveulSi“ (rogorc mere Sevityve, sxva rveule-

bic hqonia baton rezos), iyo mcire prozis

brwyinvale nimuSebi da iyo publicisturi

Canawerebic.

publicisturi Canawerebi, faqtobrivad,

yvela usamarTlobas Tu umsgavsobas, nebismier

koniunqturul publikacias Tu literaturul

usindisobas exmianeboda mkacrad, daundoblad,

Tavis saxels arqmevda nebismier movlenas.

miTxra kidec batonma rezom: Cems sicocxleSi

ameebs ver gamovaqveyneb, sikvdilis mere ki,

albaT, gamouCndeba dambeWdavio... „samagido

rveulisken“ cali Tvali gavapare da aRmova-

Cine, rom xelnawers ki ara xelrTvas waaga-

vda, imdenad lamazad daexata, ki ar daewera.

maxsovs maSindeli gaoceba, dRemde Tvalwin

midgas Cawikwikebuli aso-niSnebi, yoveli aso,

yoveli sityva siyvaruliT iyo gamoyvanili.

sityvebs is silamaze gadascemoda, is mSveniere-

ba gamoexata grafikulad, rac STagonebidan

gadmohyoloda, Tan ise bunebrivad, yovelgvari

Zaldatanebis gareSe...

bolo wlebSi batoni rezo xSirad aqvey-

nebda saliteraturo presaSi „samagido rveu-

lidan“ mcire prozis calkeul nimuSebs.

erTxel ujarmaSic vestumre. ar damavi-

wydeba, rogor gauxarda, saidanRac mwvadic

gaaCina, sazamTroc, xinkalic, sxva rameebic.

ezo damaTvalierebina, pataraca da didic.

didi ezo saxlis moSorebiT iyo, sul raRac

ramdenime aTeul metrs iqiT; maxsovs, ra si-

yvaruliT miambobda xeebze, rogorc TanamoZ-

meebze, uaxloes adamianebze: es kaklebi qarSi

ise grialeben, es blebi gazafxulze rom

ayvavdebian, es komSi rom Caqarvisferdeba, es

WanWuri rom... Camewera mainc, gana im naambo-

bis daviwyeba iqneboda? Cveni mexsiereba lamis

politikur sanagved iqces Tu ar gavixsenebT

niWiT ganaTebul gulebs.

maxsovs batoni rezos saxli ujarmaSi, pa-

tara, magram mkvidrad naSeni, cixis galavani-

viT sqeli, qviTkiris kedlebi. mSvidi, mSvidi

saRamo da rezos Calaparakeba: kargia, rom Seni

kneinac wamoiyvane. biWvinTis Semdeg, ramden-

jer ar SevxvdiT, ar daviwyebia Cemi meuRlis

mokiTxva: Seni kneina rogor aris?

rezo xaSmidanaa, iq gaizarda. mere ki

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ujarmaSi meuRlis, qalbaton rozas sofelSi

damkvidrda. qalbatoni roza gvmaspinZlobda da

SevyeviT tkbil saubars..

ucnauria, magram axla, roca vcdilob, gavix-

seno es dRe, warsulis ferfli movacilo da

warmovidgino, aRvidgino baton rezo inaniS-

vilTan Cemi mravali saqmiani Tu Cveulebrivi

Sexvedra Tu saubari, yovelTvis maxsendeba

biWvinTa da ujarma.

biWvinTaSic SemogvaRamda da ujarmaSic.

TiTqos Suqi arc iq agvinTia da arc aq. TiTqos

iqac da aqac sanTeli enTo, TavisTavs da magidas

rom Zlivs anaTebda. TiTqoso, imitom vambob,

rom sanTelic ar enTo, magram sanTlis Suqi

ki dalacicebda oTaxSi. Suqi misi sityvebidan

gamokrToda.

romeliRac Sexvedraze, sadac mec momiwia

leqsebis kiTxva, rezom Tavisi novela waikiTxa.

darbazi gasusuli usmenda, magram me momeCvena

da camde marTali viyavi, rom rezo aTasjer, Tu

metjer ara, ukeT werda, vidre kiTxulobda Ta-

vis nawerebs. roca vambob: werda xelrTvas, arc

aso-niSnebis silamazes ar vgulisxmob, mwerlur

talantsa da ostatobaze vamaxvileb yuradRe-

bas. aqve gamogitydebiT, rom erT-erTi saubri-

sas gavumxile kidec rezos, rasac vfiqrobdi:

batono rezo, Tqven mravalgzis ukeT werT,

vidre kiTxulobT Tqvenive qmnilebebs. iwyina,

ar SeimCnia, viTomc aq araferio, magram SevniSne,

rom iwyina. am frazas arasodes SeuSlia xeli

Cveni urTierTobisTvis, piriqiT, vici, rom rezo

iolad mixvda, rac vuTxari da daimorcxva kidec,

radgan igi SesaniSnavad kiTxulobda Tavis

novelebsa da mcire prozas, magram mravalgzis

ukeT werda.

rezo inaniSvilis prozis Tavisebureba da

mimzidveloba sufevs ucnaur JanrSi, romelic

prozasa da poezias Soris arsebobs da iuve-

liris sizustiT grZnobs, rogor gadmosces

sulieri rxevebi, mkiTxvelze rom zemoqmedebs

mZlavrad, pirveladi gancdis utyuari efeqtiT.

rezos muRamis aTviseba da daufleba karga

xania, mis sicocxleSive mimdinareobda da

axlac grZeldeba. Cndeba variaciebi rezos

prozis mixedviT, mcire prozac uqceviad misa-

baZ magaliTad da amaSi araferia cudi, Tumca

sivrce, rezom rom SemosazRvra, TviTonve

daapatenta...

revaz inaniSvili:* * *

`mweralSi, namdvil mweralSi, mravali tbori dgas, mravali dineba miedineba aqeT-iqiT,

zogi taatiT, zogi aCqarebiT... namdvil mweralSi mudmivad Tovs, wvims, mzed, qari qris.

viRaca tiris, viRaca mReris, viRaca icinis. raRacebi iwyeba, raRacebi Tavdeba, aRmar-

Tia asasvleli, anda, piriqiT, daRmarTia Casasvleli. amitomaa, rom namdvili mwerali

TiTqosda yovelTvis dums, misi didebuli Tvalebi ki gamoaSuqeben uamravnair gaocebas~.

* * *

`didubis xidis iqiT, quCis piras, jer kidev dgas xmeli Tela _ nuJriani, totebmimo-

grexili, Savi burusiviT asuli cisken. aqeT-iqedan aRumarTes ToTxmetsarTuliani saxlebi,

da igi dapataravda, gasawylda, gasacodavda. sul male an TviTon waiqceva, an mosWrian. magram,

darwmunebuli var, aravis daenaneba~.

* * *

`dedamiwa guguniTa da Weqa-quxiliT mihqris kosmosur SaveTSi. igi erT-erTi gzaabneuli

cTomilia milionTa Soris. magram ranairadac patarad ar unda warmovidginoT, sul erTia,

uCemod ver vaxerxeb mis warmodgenas. es me var, me vdgavar im wertilSi, razedac am wuTSi

dapyrobili maqvs Tvali~...

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irma kekeliZe

didi mwerali

batoni revaz inaniSvili ara mxolod didi

mwerali, didi adamianic iyo. saocrad keTili,

saTno alali da gulwrfeli... vinc baton

rezos icnobda, sxvanairad ver gaixsenebs mas.

samwuxarod, dRevandelma yofam ise dagvimZima

sulebi, rom iseTi pirovnebis gaxseneba, rogorc

batoni rezo iyo, sulis simSvidis da, amave

dros, sevdanarevi Rimilis momgvrelia...

damwyebi mwerali viyavi, rodesac baton

rezos, megobarTan erTad, Jurnal ,,dilis“

redaqciaSi mivadeqi. Tavs ufleba miveci da

Suamdgomloba gauwie megobars, romelsac le-

qsebis dabeWdva undoda sabavSvo JurnalSi...

batonma rezom Cemi megobris leqsebi magidaze

moridebiT dado, gaRimebuli saxiT Semomxeda

da CamekiTxa: ,,Sen Tavad araferi momitane,

genacvale?..“ sakmaod uxerxulad vigrZeni Tavi

da ise vupasuxe: ,,me, batono rezo, bavSvebisTvis

ver vwer, ar SemiZlia.“ did mwerals gaeRima

da isev CamekiTxa: ,,scade da ar gamogivida?..“

amis Semdeg raRac uazrod CaviburdRune: ,,ara...

ar micdia...“

batonma rezom arc momismina, ise damiy-

vava: ,,aucileblad scade, mjera, rom gamogiva...

gelodebi, aucileblad Seni sabavSvo moTxroba

momitaneo...“ sxva ra gza mqonda, marTlac,

Sevecade da davwere moTxroba ,,vaJkacebi“

da erTi kviris Tavze mivadeqi Jurnal ,,di-

lis“ redaqcias. batonma rezom, iqve Cems

Tvalwin, didi interesiT waikiTxa. Semdeg

saTvalidan gamomxeda da gaRimebulma miTxra:

,,aki, ar SemiZliao?!...“ imave nomerSi daibeWda

moTxroba. madlobis saTqmelad, rodesac

veaxle did mwerals, arc acia da arc acx-

ela, ise momaxala: ,,irma, genacvale, madloba

rad minda, Seni madloba is iqneba, Tu Semdegi

nomrisTvis or zRapars mainc dawero.“ gaog-

nebulma Sevxede da ise vupasuxe: ,,ra zRapars,

batono rezo, zRapari arasodes damiweria“...

laparaki aRar gamagrZelebina, ise mipasuxa:

,,ar dagiweria da axla dawere. Sen iseTi kargi

mignebebi gaqvs, ar gagiWirdeba, dawer!.. imitom

geubnebi, rom namdvilad mwerali xar, Torem

ise, tyuilad arafers ar getyodi“... ase iyo

Tu ise, Cemi ori zRaparic Jurnal ,,dilis“

Semdeg nomerSi daibeWda.

yovelive zemoT TqmuliT imis Tqma minda,

rom igi iyo pirovneba, romelsac hqonda un-

ari adamianis, pirovnebis warmoCenisa. hqonda

unari sxvisi niWis dafasebisa, riTac TviTonve

ganicdida did siamovnebas.

dRevandeli gadasaxedidan namdvilad

meamayeba, rom mqonda bedniereba masTan urT-

ierTobisa. samwuxarod, adre dagvtova. man

Rirseulad gaagrZela da axal safexurze ai-

yvana qarTuli klasikuri prozis saukunovani

tradicia. batonma rezom moaswro im mTavrisa

da arsebiTis Tqma, riTac igi gamoirCeva yvela

Tanamedrove qarTveli da araqarTveli mwer-

lebisgan. iyo Tavmdabali, suliT mdidari. ar

uyvarda zar-zeimi, xmauri, Tavis gamoCena. misi

alali Sromisa da niWis nayofia is, rac Cven da

Cvens STamomavlobas dautova. igi iyo moamage

qarTuli enisa. uyvarda kaxuri kilo-kavi, rac

uxvadaa mis moTxrobebSi da kidev ufro metad

uxdeba, amdidrebs mis isedac mdidar da faqiz

Semoqmedebas. misi wignebi yvela qarTveli da

ara qarTveli mkiTxvelisaTvis didi samagido

ganZia.

batoni revaz inaniSvilis Semoqmedebas vinc

kargad icnobs, dameTanxmeba, rom igi tols ar

udebs Cexovs, bulgakovs, hemingueis da a.S...

igi namdvilad aris msoflio donis, didi

klasikosi mwerali, riTac ara mxolod awmyoSi,

aramed momavalSic unda iamayos Cvenma STamo-

mavlobam, sruliad qarTvelma erma.

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gulnaz gvalia

revaz inaniSvili _ „daviTis

xmali“

(ganxilva)

mwerlis yofierebasa da sulierebas har-monia eufleba, rodesac masSi adamiani da Semo-qmedi erT sibrtyeze ivanebs. es ki aviTarebs universaluri warmosaxvis unars da aZlierebs Sinagan wvdomas.

„Tu SeZlo mweralma da gauyalbeblad warmoaCina Tavis qmnilebaSi cxovrebiseuli WeSmariteba, e. i. man gadaarCina namdvili ambavi xelovanisagan“ (soloviovi).

bunebrioba, yovelgvari zemxatvrulobis gareSe gadmocemuli ambavi, gamWvirvale war-mosaxvis unariT STagonebuli gardasul dReTa realoba, mizezSedegobriobis dinamikuroba, re-vaz inaniSvilis Semoqmedebis dasuraTxatebaa. am TvisebaTa gamo misi moTxrobebi, novelebi Tu Canaxatebi Tanabrad sainteresoa yvela Taobis mkiTxvelisaTvis.

revaz inaniSvilis grZnoba-goneba samSoblos warsuls dastrialebs. mis yovel sagmiro epopeas TanamedroveTaTvis saCvenebel epizodad Camoqnis xolme. Sedegad, sulieri siRrmeebis WeSmariti gavlenis naTeli asxivosnebs mkiTx-velis sazrisianobas da erTdroulad hmatebs mas warsulis, awmyosa da momavlis mimarT mowiwebas, aniWebs Tavdajerebulobas, amZafrebs masSi gamarjvebulisa Tu gamorCeulobis survils. uviTarebs gansakuTrebul sifaqizes winaparTa mimarT. pativiscemas mSoblebisa da axloblebisadmi. afiqrebs tradiciebisa da wes-Cveulebebis dacvis garantirebul aucile-blobaze.

revaz inaniSvilis moTxrobebi gauwyveteli Zafia im gorgalisa, romelic dasabamidan brunavs. am uwyvetobis SenarCuneba da Zafis momaval usasrulobaSi gadaWimvis sawindaria misi moTxrobebis dedaazri.

raoden mniSvnelovania dRevandeli sneule-bebSeyrili qarTvelobisaTvis „daviTis xmali“ originaluri fabuliTa da originaluri intonaciiT. moqmedeba im warsulSi xdeba,

roca monRolebi suls xdidnen qarTvelebs. jalaTobis formaTa fantastikuri siuxviT gamorCeulebi cxovelsa da adamians Tanabrad epyrobodnen... isini ar indobdnen ZaRlebsac ki, albaT, maTi gansakuTrebuli erTgulebisaTvis patronebisadmi. monRolis mier ZaRlis wamebis epizodi imdenad bunebrivad warmoaCina avtorma, rom ver aicdens mkiTxveli sulier gardasaxvas da, rogorc cxadSi, dainaxavs yovelives, rasac avtori gonis sacecebiT amoqeqavs. marTla im saSineli suraTis Semswre kacis intona-ciiT yveba revaz inaniSvili misi sxeulidan moukveTel winapar qarTvelTa gancdilsa da gamovlils.

warsulis suraTebis cxadad daxatva emo-ciuri fonis asamaRleblad SesaniSnavi xerxia, magram avtors erTxelac ver gamoiWerT amis yalb mcdelobaSi. igi absoluturad uemocioa sakuTari pirovnebis warmosaCenad, misi fiqrebi morRveul da moryeul qarTul RirsebaTa gamo mxolod eris sulier gajansaRebaze zrunaven. igi cdlobs, Seucvlelad gadasces tradiciebi mozardebs, xolo ukve zrdasrulni Caaxe-dos sakuTar sulSi, auSalos sindis-namusis SemgrZnobi ujredebi,

moTxroba ar aris didaqtikuri, magram im atmosferoSi, romelSic dRes vcxovrobT, is iTavsebs am funqcias da emsaxureba sulier aRzrdas. sazogadoebis zneobriv-moraluri arasrulfasovneba avtorisaTvis is ZiriTadi problemaa, ramac ers kacur-kacobis Rirseba waarTva. waTe, saba da sezari arian mozardebi, romelTa Tvalwinac monRolTagan ileoda qarTveli. avtori ar mimarTavs brZolis epi-zodebis gadmocemas, is swored im sazarel yofaze mogviTxrobs, rac maT batonobas mohyva saqarTveloSi. moulodneli Tavdasxmebi, ga-nukiTxaoba Zaladobebi, monRolTa mouSleli sastiki Cveva iyo, romlis eniT gamouTqmelobis gamoc mwerali iribi naTqvamis formas iyenebs:

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`mamidamiss Tavi CamoaxrCobines monRolebma“. _ gasagebia ratomac.

gmiruli suliT momavali Taobis gaka-Jeba ufrosebis mTavari arsi iyo cxovre-baSi. am moTxrobaSi meomrad kurTxevis scena gulgrils ver tovebs mkiTxvels. mas Cvenamde moaqvs gardasul dReTa erovnuli sunTqva, winaparTa gautexloba. pirdapiroba. uSiSroba da Tavganwirvis Tandayolili neba.

waTesa da sabas stumroba moxucTan, awmyoTi dasetyvili axali Taobis qarTuli sulis Sexvedraa Zveli didebis relikviadqceul naSTTan, romelic winaparma mamacobisaTvis miiRo didgoris omSi. moxucis papis papisa da daviTis energetikiT damuxtuli xmlis, rogorc atributis, gamoyeneba kurTxevisaTvis mizanmimarTuli svlaa avtorisa da rwmenaa winaparTa sulebisa. vaJkacobisaTvis xeldasma mama-papeuli Cveuleba yofila, xolo mimdev-roba winaparTa gmiruli warsulisa-cxovrebis daniSnuleba.

dialogi agabo papasa da sezars Soris aris yoveli qarTvelisaTvis gardasul dReTa istoriuli movlenebis mimarT Segnebuli damokidebulebis magaliTi. axalbedas kargad unda scodnoda eris warsuli. mxolod amis Semdeg iyo SesaZlebeli mozardis xeldasma, anu kurTxeva omSi Tu sxva samamaco-sagmiro saqmeebSi monawileobisaTvis.

energetikuli velis cxadliv gavlena, arsad aravis ise ar gadmoucia, rogorc es re-vaz inaniSvilma moaxerxa. daviTis naqoni xmlis Sexebis Semdeg sezari `mklavebs ganze eweoda da TiTebs xan mokumSavda, xan gaSlida. xarbad isunTqavda notio haers. aSkarad grZnobda, rom mkerdic gaudidda, aumaRlda, fexebi xom mTlad damsubuqeboda, TiTqos xelebis erTi daqneva da, rogorc sizmarSi unaxavs, moswydeboda mi-was, afrindeboda maRla. waTe xom midioda da midioda Ronivrad, bednier Tvalebs moanaTebda beqac.“

daviTis xmalma erTbaSad Seucvala Sinagani ganwyoba biWebs. winaparTa gmirul sulTan ziareba, marTlac rom sacnauria _ erTianad Semsubuqebulni da energiiT aRsavseni axla sul sxva ganwyobiT miuyvebodnen imave biliks, romelic ris vai-vaglaxiTa da SiSiT gaiares moxucTan mimavalebma. mxneoba, ai, mTavari, rac agabos papis papis naqonma daviTis xmalma Sehmata mozardebs.

beqa da waTe, suldamZimebul sezars, gzad mosalodneli xifaTis miuxedavad, mainc rom warudgenen, winaswargamiznuli qmedebaa maTi mxridan da gamoZaxilia Zveli tradiciisa. is, rom ufros-umcrosebs zedmeti axsna-ganmarte-

bebis gareSe esmiT erTmaneTisa, ukve fesveb-gadgmuli wes-Cveulebis dasturia. `ToTxmet-TxuTmet wlisani“ iyvneno, _ mianiSnebs avtori da Cvenda saocrad, am asakSi ukve Wkuadamjdarni, mTavari Rirebulebebisa da Rirsebebis dam-faselni, tradiciebis gamgrZelebelni da vaJka-curi sulis patronni, mkiTxvelis Tanalmobas imsaxureben.

sulierad aRzevebuli sezari, ukan gzobaze, angariSmiucemlad ekveTeba monRols da mokla-vs mas. siswrafe da mtris ganadgurebis forma, meordeba. anu imavnairad, Tvalis daxamxamebaSi sCadis amas sezari, rogorc dodgoris omSi is papis papa, romelmac daviTisagan xmali daim-saxura mamacobisaTvis. TiTqos winapris sulebi masSi Casaxldneno. xels ar uSlis asaki, igi tolsworia omgamovlil mamacTa da am pasaJiT avtori aaSkaravebs TanamedroveTa simxdalesa da ususurebas. gansakuTrebiT mozardi Taobis moumzadeblobas cxovrebis mkacr kanonebTan Sesarkineblad.

maT samTa Sedgoma rTulad dasalaSqrav saxifaTo gzaze, moxucis miwurisaken diadi miznis gansaxorcieleblad, Canergili wesis aRsasruleblad, Sinagani mzaobaa gmirobisa da simamacis memkvidreobiT misaRebad. aris amaSi raRac aRmatebuli, imdenad, rom adamia-nis gonebas misi aRqma uWirs, magram cocxal da gardasaxul sulTa mistikuri kavSiri re-alobaa. moxucis SeZaxili _ „diviTis sulo“ da „aRavse, aRavse, aRavse! amer-imeris xilul-uxilavi erTobis rwmenaa, Zalismomcemia da Tavganwirulobis utyvi garantia.

beqasa da waTes swrafgonivruli moqmedeba megobris gadasarCenad, saukuneobiT erSi nawr-Tobi mosazrebulobis gamovlenaa. am saqcielSi aranaklebia ritualis emociuri gavlenac da mozardebSi ganfenili vaJkacuri sulis Tav-dadebac. moxerxebuloba, gasaqcevad gza-bilikis arCevisas, sruli mzaobaa maTi mxridan mZime situaciebSi gasarkvevad.

mwerali azris sxartad gadmocemis ostatia. Zalian erideba fuWsityvaobas. moTxrobaSi yvela detali gaTvlilia da organuli nawilia siuJetisa. avtori kopwia da faqizia dedaazris ganviTarebaSi. winadadebebs, garda imisa, rom ambis TxrobaSi efeqturobis xarisxs aniWebs, miznobriv datvirTvas aZlevs da Tanamimdev-robiT kinZavs Temis gasaSlelad, Canafiqris sisruleSi mosayvanad.

„mamidas Tavi moakvlevines monRolebma“, _ moTxrobis dasasruls sezaris mier monRolis mokvlis sababi xdeba. niSandoblivia, rom sai-qeTo gzazec SexvdaT biWebs monRolni, magram, piriqiT, daimalnen. sisxlis yivilis, Sinagani

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xmis Zaxilisa da xeldebis ritualiT emociur-fsiqologiur, mistikur gavlenaTa Tanxvedris wertili sezaris arsebaSi dedis udanaSaulo sisxliT gaiJRinTa da amoxeTqa am gaubedavi biWis arsebidan SesaSuri ZaliTa da simamaciT.

revaz inaniSvili ar mimarTavs detalurad aRweriT xerxs movlenaTa suraTis dasaxatad, magram, konteqstis gaTvaliswinebiT, Tundac erTi sityviT SeuZlia mkiTxvels sruli warmosaxvisaken ubiZgos: `meore dRis saRamos, pirvel bindisasve, qvemoT wiTlad gaSuqda mowmendili ca gorebs Soris.“ „wiTlad“ is sityvaa, romliTac gasagebia, Tu, rac moxda:-sofeli gadawves monRolebma, radganac ver ipoves mkvleli.

moTxrobaSi ar Canan mamakacebi, moxucis garda. waTes naTqvami _ „mamac aRara hyavs, aravin aRar hyavs Cvens meti“ drois sisas-tikis namusvralia. gamoucdeli axalgazrdebi erTi mxriv, gaxizvniT pouloben TavSesafars, magram meore mxriv, uneblieT xdebian soflis amowyvetis mizezic.a maSic drois msaxvrali xeli urevia.

TviTSegnebis xarisxi maRalia sezarSi, is Seecada Tavisi ubedurebis mizezTan gamklavebas, magram ver gaTvala Sedegi, ris gamoc is Zmebma diliT CamomxrCvali ipoves.

TiTqos gaTvlili aqvs avtors yvelaferi misxal-misxal. maRalia moralur-zneobrivi foni, mZimea da sastikia droiT gawerili bedi, Zlieria tradiciuli wes-Cveulebebis fesvebi. Tumc aris erTi didi kiTxvis niSani.sad arian mamakacebi _ mamebi, daixocnen Tu gaixiznen? Cemi azriT, isini daimalnen garkveuli taq-tikis Tanaxmad (rom ar amowyvetiliyvnen). amiT ukmayofiloa agabo papa: `magari vaJkacebi arian monRolebi, xmals met fass adeben, vidre

sakuTar Tavs, egerea, egre! Cven Cveni xorci gvirCevnia yvelafers.“

Znelbedobis Jams miuRebelia mwerlisaTvis soflis migdeba qalebisa da bavSvebis amara. samwuxarod, aseTi faqtebic Cawerila istori-aSi. revaz inaniSvili, misi Tananmedrove yofiT SeZrwunebuli, im Soreul warsulSic xedavs daSvebul Secdomebs da miaCnia, istoriis grZel gzaze, gansacdelis Jams, mters pasuxi unda gaeces kvalad moxucis papis papisa, romelmac Rirseulad daimsaxura da atara daviTis xmali.

viyoT daviTis xmlis memkvidreebi da xel-debuli agapo papis mier _ revaz inaniSvilis anderZia.

is samni-ToTxmet TxuTmeti wlis biWebi, sulier genetikuri memkvidreni arian, rogorc gmiri winaprebisa, aseve uSualod sakuTari mamebisa. orive mxaris naavdrali Tu nagmi-rali aisaxa ucodveli Taobis cxovrebaSi da warsulsa da awmyos Soris garCenilebi, un-eblied, xdebian mizez-Sedegobrivi movlenebis monawileni drois sisastikis wyalobiT.

hmarTebT dafiqreba mamebs.„daviTis xmali“ ambavSi ambis moyoliT

ganivrcoba, amiT avtori warsulis, awmyosa da momavlis mizezSedegobriobis uwyveti jaWvis denadobas warmoaCens.

mwerali, Txrobis uSualo bunebriobiT, siuJetis ganviTarebisas urTierTmonacvle epizodebis realuri kadrebiT, sulier dramas ise aviTarebs, rom Tavad xdebi monawile im avadmosagonari droebebisa da irgeb personaJTa saxeebs.

revaz inaniSvili TviTonaa agabo papa, ro-melic mamaTa saqcieliT ukmayofiloa da xelidan ar uSvebs Sanss axali Taobis mosag-oniereblad.

revaz inaniSvili:

`...mSeneblobad qceul dedamiwaze, sadac erTmaneTze daxvavebiT ageben, amsxvreven, isev iwyeben

Senebas, adian maRla, _ rogor waagavs dRes dedamiwa bibliuri babilonis godols! _ mwerl-

isTvis darCenilia erTi adgiliRa _ darajisa. igi darajobs warsulidan moyolil raRacebs

_ balaxebidan bavSvebamde. bav-Sve-bam-de!..

rogorc yvela darajs qveynierebaze, mweralsac umweod aqvs gaSlili xelebi, bavSvebi ki

darbian uTavbolod, balaxebic amodian uadgilo adgilas. SublSekvriT dahyureben erTTac da

meoreTac mSeneblebi~.

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revaz inaniSvilis saxelobis `erTi moTxrobis~ konkursSi gamarjvebuli moTxrobebi

beqa baRaSvili

Iaxali ofisi, axali imedebi, axali TanamS-

romlebi, axali dabrkolebebi, magram ucvleli daukmayofilebloba, ucvleli daCagrulobis SegrZneba, ucvleli gamoyenebulobis SegrZneba, Tumca yvelaferi axali mainc sainteresoa. es siaxlis Jini da vneba, Secnobis pirveli etapi gaviwyebs da Tvals gaxuWinebs morig usamarT-lobebze, raRac periodiT Cumad xar, mere isev intriganad Segracxaven da mere isev unda daiwyo amboxi.

axal ofisSi didi samuSao darbazi damx-vda, TeTri WeriT da kedlebiT. Cveni samuSao magidebi erTmaneTisgan Savi, `kardonismagvari~ jebiriTaa gamoyofili, ise rom mezobels ver xedav, verc win, verc gverdiT, magram ici, rom iq viRac aris, iq viRac muSaobs, an Sennairad muSaobs, an SeiZleba Sen giTvalTvalebs.Aiqac, iseve rogorc yvela sxva ofisSi, zogi muSaobs, zogi ki raRac misias asrulebs, an giTvalTva-lebs, an gafasebs, an „Spionobs“ ufrosTan. aseT garemoSi pirvelad miwevda muSaoba, derefanSi Semomavali yvela adamiani Cauvlida or rigad dawyobil magidebs da advilad SeeZlo gadaexeda, vin ras akeTebda.

axal ofisSi tradiciulad advilad avuRe alRo yvelafers, Zalian swrafad vasrulebdi dakisrebul saqmeebs, mere cota gabruebuli derefanSi gavivlidi da CemsaviT moboriale TanamSromlebs vxvdebodi. maSin vaanalizebdi, Tu ratom iReben amerikelebi amden films zombebze. diax, rutinisgan dadebilebul Tanam-Sromlebs Tu SexedavT, derefanSi rogori mkvleli saxeebiT dadian, rogori usicocxlo da uSinaarso TvalebiT mimodian, rogor erTi mizani utrialebs yvelas TavSi: `Tvis bolos xelfasamde gamaZlebina~ _ advili iqneba ameri-kuli hororzombebis gaxseneba. miT umetes, rom es saofise garemo da sistema amerikaSi ufro masiuria.

ai, ager Cemi TanamSromeli gila,1 saxeze wiTeli sisxliviT Camosdis ofli, miRimis da kbilebs ise aCens TiTqos SesaWmelad gaaRo, ager zarabi Tavs iqeqavs ise nerviulad, TiTqos tvini gaexliCa da kisers ise atrialebs, sada-

xaxvebi da nivrebi*

caaa unda gadatydes, SexedeT, neno Tavs Zirs xris da gaignorebs, ver gamCnevs, mere aswevs da ukan tydeba, es yvela kadri filmebSi ar xdeba, Cems axal ofisSi es yvelaferi yovel-dRiurobaa.

dakisrebul davalebebs male vrCebodi da ramenairad unda gamewela samuSao dRe, ofisSi yofna rom asatani gamxdariyo... gaiTvaliswineT, rom Zalian axalgazrda da sxarti var da Cems dakisrebul movaleobas Tu sxvebi 5 saaTSi akeTeben, me naxevar saaTSi vasruleb.

amitomac! movifiqre uCveulo ram, iseTi ram, rac Cems cxovrebiseul ideas, Cems pirovnul arss gamoxatavda, iseTi ram, rac intrignulic iyo da gamomwvevic, iseTi ram, rac adrenalins gamomayofinebda, rac bewvis xidze gamatarebda, gamaxalisebda, gamacocxlebda da ganmaaxlebda, is, rac raime gziT aqaurobas damaviwydebda, am zombebs da zombomanebs damaSorebda, da ra unda yofiliyo aseTi ram?

wignebi!diax, yovel dRe saxlidan gamosvlisas Cems

did biblioTekas avxedavdi, aba, axali wignebi Tu Zveli? qarTuli literatura Tu ucxouri? saiT wavideT dRes? sad vimogzauroT? safr-angeTSi wavide? frang avtorebs Sevexo? Tu germaniaSi? Zia dostoevskisTan xom ar avide Tu amerikaSi gavcuroT? kolumbis gzas xom ar gavyveT? selenjeri? Tu folkneri? iqneb stainbeki? moica, davrundi evropaSi _ romen garze ras ityvi? Tu penaks SevudgeT? _ moica, Zia prusti? Tu kamiu? germanul tyes xo ar mivxedoT? hese Tu Tomas mani? iqneb Zia haqsli an orueli... iyo ramdenime dRe, qarTuli mSob-liuri literatura rom mwyuroda... nikolo miwiSvils mivadeqi, xan paolos, xanac kldiaS-vili gavixsene da xanac akakis leqsebi. saidan sad davmogzaurobdi... ver warmoidgenT, qveynebi, epoqebi... mokled yoveli dila biblioTekasTan

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iwyeboda, patara wabaasebiT sakuTar TavTan, Semdeg erT-erT wigns movxvevdi xels, mklavis qveS amoviCridi da rogorc sayvarel gogonas, ise mivacuxcuxebdi ofisSi. Cems magida-butkaSi SeviyuJebodi, im dRisTvis specialurad SerCeu-li wigni kompiuterTan nazad da megobrulad meloda, sanam me saqmeebs ar movrCebodi, is iq iyo, gadauSleli, xeluxlebeli. dasruldeboda Cemi kompiuterTan kakuni da ai isic, ai, Cemi nanatri lukma, ai Cemi poezia da literatura... ai, Cemi sxva samyaro! Sors! Sors! dasavleTiT! Semdeg samxreTiT, mere CrdiloeTiT! da bolos aRmosavleTi? (am marSrutiT vcdilob, magela-nis mogzauroba gavixseno)

magramda es magram, isev es magram, ox, es magram, `ma-

gramistebis specialuri saxelmwifo programa~, mokled, am Cems wigns da wignomanias mTeli dabrkolebebi eloda...

maS ase, movrCi saqmeebs, SeveSvi komps da gadavSale Cemi im dRis satrfo _ modi vTqvaT da fonkinosi, fonkinosis `delikaturobas~vkiTxulob, qmars es-esaa manqa-na daejaxa, depresiaSia Cavardnili Cveni akura-tuli gogona (filmSi odre totu). gadaSlili wigniT vzivar kompiuteris win, warmoidgineT, mTeli civlizaciaTa jaxia, kompiuteri pirdaf-Cenili, gakvirvebuli sicisfre Semomcqeris, me ki, mis win axali gamocemis wigniT xelSi, mivemgza-vrebi safrangeTSi. kompiuteri daiWylupunebs, xan ra amovardeba, xan _ ra, me ki wignSi var Cafluli, omi maqvs gamarTuli teqnologiasTan, Cemi piradi brZolaa daqliavebasTan, dazom-bebasTan da kompiuterdamokidebulebasTan, me axla fonkinosTan erTad parizSi davexetebi, Cem win ki Cemi gaocebuli kompiuteri nervul xmebs gamoscems. es mxolod dasawyisi iyo, ai mTavari axla iwyeboda.

gadavSale wigni da TanamSromelma Caiara, oo, SemamCnia, hgonia, usaqmod var, oo, daeWvda, ar esiamovna, Tavi daxara, saeWvod dajda Tavis magida-butkasTan, oo, Cemo wigno, SegvamCnies, ase Tavisuflad da livliviT veRar SevZlebT urT-ierTobas, xandaxan unda davimaloT, xandaxan unda SeviyuJoT, rom Zalian TvalSisacemi ar gavxdeT.

TavisiT modis gamamarTlebeli fiqrebi: `me xom sigarets ar vewevi, Tqven _ yvela eweviT da yovel naxevar saaTSi gadixarT sigaretis mosawevad, me ar vewevi, maS, ar maqvs ufleba rom mowevis magivrad is, rac msiamovnebs, is vakeTo? CemTvis mowevaa wignis kiTxva~. Zalian bavSvuria.

modis ukeTesi versiebi: ̀ rom ar gamovdebilde da ar gamovSterde, aseTi ram movifiqre, wigns vkiTxulob xolme dReSi erT-or furcels~, magram amis Tqma ar gamova, imitom rom dReSi

erT wigns vamTavreb da meore dRes ukve axali wigni momaqvs, sxva ram unda movaxerxoT: `ai, Cemo TanamSromlebo, xom arsebobs stereotipi, rom sajaro samsaxurebSi rutinulad mxolod saqmes vakeTebT, Cemi es wignis kiTxva ki piriqiT, didi miRwevaa, vumtkicebT sazogadoebas da sa-myaros, rom sajaro samsaxurSi SesaZlebelia wignis kiTxvac, maSasadame azrovneba, maSasadame fiqri~ da mere vin giTxra, rom sajaro samsax-urebSi iseTi kadrebi gvWirdeba, vinc fiqrobs an azrovnebs? iyo Cems TavTan gamarTuli kamaTis pasuxi, mTavaria, robotebiviT kopi – peisti, kopi – peisti...

Cemi da Cemi wignebis ambavi saxifaTod gadai-qca, roca dedaCemisgan gavige, rom mis ufross sakuTari TanamSromeli imisTvis gauTavi-suflebia, rom Jurnalis kiTxvisas waaswroo... Turme aseTi precedenti yofila, me ki ar minda usamsaxurod darCena, sakuTari fulis gareSe yofna warmoudgenelia, miT umetes, rom karga xania Cavebi am karieristul, virtualur TamaSSi. me dawinaureba minda, saTanado xelfasi da dafaseba, magram wignebze uars ver vityvi, wignebi Cemi piradi omia ofisTan, aqaurobasTan, kompiuterTan...

erT dResac yurebSi maqvs garWobili yur-sasmenebi, vusmen musikas da Tan wignSi var Carguli, ameli notomisTan erTad iaponiidan movfrinav, rinris davSordiT da belgiaSi gagviwevia, rom Cemi samsaxuris ufrosi Tavze wamomadga. TiTqos erTi Tvali gavapare da vuy-ureb mis reaqciebs, ras izams? axla is wamia ,roca Cemi winaswarmofiqrebuli frazebi unda movagrovo da mzad viyo yvelanairi dartymisaT-vis, mzad var, ufrosi Cemsken modis, ar vwyvet kiTxvas, is axlovdeba, ameli belgiaSi Cadis da dasTan erTad iwyebs cxovrebas, ufrosi xels madebs da me yursasmenebs vixsni.

uxerxuli wami._ ras Svrebi?_ ra vi, vkiTxulob._ ras kiTxulob? xels adebs Cems wigns,

gadaatrialebs da kiTxulobs saTaurs, piriT CaikiTxavs `arc eva, arc adami~ da meubneba: ramdeni xania wigni aRar wamikiTxavs.

vicodi!!! asec vicodi!!! es axali ufrosi saocari kacia! aba, romeli samsaxuris ufro-sisgan gaigebdiT aseT SeniSvnas? magram Tan seriozuldeba, aba, vnaxoT, axla ras izams, Cemi eqsperimentebis pikSi var, mTeli socialur-fsiqologiuri dakvirvebebi maqvs, tuCebs SmuS-nis, saxes faklavs da moridebiT gaubedavad mekiTxeba:

_ ramdeni gaqvs dawerili? ukve saqmeebs gulisxmobs. iqve eSmakurad Cakecili programa kompiuterSi erTi klikiT gavxseni da veubnebi:

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_ yvela davasrule. _ ho, kargia... da mcildeba.Cemi pirveli brZola warmatebiT dasrulda,

Cven gavimarjveT. me da Cemma wignma sawadels mivaRwieT, davjabneT da mTel uxerxulobebSi vamyofeT es Cveni ufrosi, romelic sakmaod kai tipi yofila, cxovrebaSi pirvelad ar ga-mimarTlda? aseTi ufrosi rom geyoleba! magram isic vigrZeni, rom Cem gamo Tavs ar gaifuWebs, da isic vigrZeni, rom uxaria aseTi axalgazrda, wignismkiTxveli TanamSromeli rom hyavs.

momdevno dRes gilbert aderis ̀ meocnebeni~ waviRe, mTel axalgazrdobas xom eva grinze da bertoluCis im sameulze gvabodebs, samni rom garbian luvrSi, rekordis dasamyareblad, mokled, wignadac saintereso aRmoCnda frangi da-Zmis ambavi, gansakuTrebiT amazrzenad da kargad aqvs aRwerili maTi am zeobisa da us-aqmurobis Sedegi, roca ukve saWmeli gamoel-evaT, WuWyianebi dadian, scivaT da cxovelebiviT sanagve urnaSi iqeqebian, iqneb rame Wamon, ai swored am momentSi var, roca maTi amerikeli megobaric kuWaSlili abazanaSi garbis, rom karSi pupuna Semodis, pupuna, ooo!

sul damaviwyda TqvenTvis mTeli ierarqiuli sistema momexsenebina, mokled, Cemi samsaxuris ufrosi Cveulebrivi ufrosTagania, misi da misnairebis ufrosi ukve pupunaa, ai pupunas da aseTi didi sajaro samsaxurebis ufrosi ki ukve didi Tua gaxlavT, Tuas zeviT vinaa, nu, ar gvWirdeba am wams, araa mniSvnelovani.

Cemi samsaxuris ufrosi ki kai tipi aRmoCnda, magram es pupuna ki gamigia, arc ise ganaTle-bamowyurebuli kaci iyos, ufro agdebulad eqceva xolme TanamSromlebs.

hoda, eva grini tualetis karze ukakunebs amerikels, gamodio da am dros Semodis pu-puna karSi, wigni nel-nela Cavacure mkerdis horizontidan da klaviaturasTan mivmale, yursasmenebi movixseni da Sevxede, sabednierod, gareSemos aTvalierebda da mec mxolod Tvali mkida, dabzrialda cibrutiviT da ukanve gavida, ai, es iyo yvelaze didi adrenalini me da Cemi wignebis istoriaSi. es is momenti iyo, roca mzad ar viyavi da beds mivende, ra mox-deboda, Tqven ver warmoidgenT,rogori sigiJiT melodnen wignebis furclebi, ra moxdeboda, ra eqstaziT dasruldeboda es epizodi.

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izabel eberardis `mogzauroba maRribSi~ mqonda wamoRebuli, davalebebs Tavi davaRwie da am dabneul da dakargul qalTan erTad vmogzaurobdi marokosa da alJiris sazRvrebTan, uazrod meamboxe beduinebis Sexla-Semoxlas

da evropeli kolonistebis bolo, sulismRa-fav dReebs Sevcqerodi udabnoSi, rom am dros staJiorebi moiyvanes...

staJiorebis danaxvaze jer xom Cemi sta-Jireba gamaxsenda, amewva mTeli kuW-muceli da mere TiToeulze daviwye Zebna-Zieba, ramdenad gamZle iqnebodnen sistemisTvis, ramdenad am-tanebi, ramdenad kargi ojaxuri da socialuri statusi hqondaT. ra Tqma unda, staJiorebs advilad gavuge da maTac Tavisianad aRmiqves. ufrosma rom daanawila da gavida, ukve gasau-brebebiT, Sida gadaZaxilebiT gaverkvieT, vin vin iyo da vin ras warmoadgenda, yvela staJiori pozitiuri axalgazrda, odnav daCagruli da cxovrebaze gulacruebuli meCvena.

Cveni megobroba am saerTo niSiT daiwyo...daniel penakis ̀ romaniviT sakiTxavs~ vkiTxu-

lobdi, rom staJiorma sufom SemomTavaza, sasadiloSi maTTan erTad wavsuliyavi, wignma TiTqos RimiliT Semomxeda, midi, kaco, me aq gelodebio, kompiuteri isev zereled cisfrad manaTebda, sadacaa brazi moereoda, rom ar vek-arebodi. staJiorebTan erTad vsadilobdi, rom mwvave Tema wamoiWra.

_ mgoni, eseni ar apireben Cvens ayvanas._ mgoni, ki ara, ar apireben, Cemma megobarma

Tqva, ase, ici, ramdenjer miuRiaT? 5-6 Tve amuSaves da mere panRuri.

_ Sansi araa, axla ase uxelfasod unda gvamuSaveben da mere gagviSveben?

_ monebi varT imena, xaxvi mainc mogvcen _ erT-erTi cdilobs, ixumros.

_ Tu ase moxda, rame unda gavakeToT._ did TuasTan rom mivideT?_ kai ra, ra unda qna, kai raa...- xo, magram mainc SeiZleba sistemis Signidan

Sefucxuneba _ wamomcda me.roca dasaqmebuli amoiRebs xmas da aseT

rames ityvis, axalbeda, samsaxurs mowyurebuli adamianebis yurebi maSinve misken mitrialdeba.

_ rogor? kiTxulobs erT-erTi pirobiTad, romeliRacidan modis es kiTxva, SeiZleba arc modis da maTi mocqirali Tvalebidan, saerTo mzeridan momesma ̀ rogor”~ Tavis droze me xom marto viyavi da es `rogor~ ver vipove, axla ki am axalgazrdebs ufro meti SeuZliaT, isini bevrni arian, isini CemsaviT daCagrulebi da ususurebi ar arian, ager es gogo momxibvlelia, ager es biWi Zlieri Cans, ager es maRalia, ager es msuqania, ager es dabali da moxerxebulia, mokled amdeni da aseTi Wkviani da fizikurad gamosadegi staJiori ufro mets izams, vidre erTi nikolasi Tavis naWuWSi gamoketili, maS, Cemi misia ideebis darigebaa, me, rogorc inova-torulma generatorma, Cemi ausrulebeli ideebi unda gavce, isini miTxoven.

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_ sistema unda daingres ar gamova, ki xe-davT ra miviReT magiT, meubneba erT-erTi, magram sistemas rom unda ujiko, eg marTalia, sxva gza ukve araa...

_ kai ra, SeuZlebelia, axla ase Tu gagviSves. wuwunebs gogo.

_ Tqven SegiZliaT maT reputacias daartyaT. vagrZeleb, ar vCerdebi, axla unda gadmova-lago mTeli fantazia, ara nikolas, SeCerdi, nu mowamlav am bavSvebs. _ ho, Tqven SegiZliaT, erToblivad iseTi ideebi gaaJReroT, rom sax-eebi gaxdebiT, yvela dagimaxsovrebT, yvelgan migiReben.

_ aseTi ra unda gavakeToT?_ Tqven iseT ideebs gaaJRerebT, rac sax-

elmwifo politikaa, razec didi Tua xSirad saubrobs, iseT Temebs gaaJRerebT, razec tele-viziebi dairazmebian da, pirvel rigSi, Tqven mogxedaven.

_ da es yvelaferi rogor unda vqnaT? me-kiTxeba odnav SeSinebuli sufo, mas aSkarad urCevnia, usisxlod da Zaladobis gareSe miiRon samsaxurSi.

_ aman raRac icis da ar gveubneba, isev xum-robiT cdilobs nadori, vatyob, rom is farul saqmeebs kargad gaakeTebs.

_ marTla, marTla ras gveubnebi? seriozu-lad mekiTxeba gaorgi, ai, es ki Tavi unda iyos am amboxis, am anSlagis, aseTi konkretuli da pirdapiri tipebi mevaseba.

_ imedia, terorizmisken ar gvibiZgeb, es Tan xumrobiT naTqvamia, Tan marTla gulisxmobs, am biWs, mgoni ruti hqvia, am biWs davajildoveb, iseTebs Caidens.

_ ara, gviTxari, gviTxari, ras ambob erTi, Tionamac gamoyo fexi, ki ara da, kum fexi gamo-yoo, aseTi ambavi daemarTa am gogos, Tumca is yvelaze metadaa wamsvleli am misiaze, radgan usamarTlobis saSineli grZnoba gamjdari aqvs yovel nabijze.

_ ra unda qnaT da, qveviT, did sivrceSi, did sakonsultacio sivrceSi, xom iciT? ramdeni xalxi moawydeba xolme yovel dRe?

_ ki, mere?_ mokled, sanam Tqven staJirebidan gagiSveben,

da panRurs amogkraven, es unda gaakeToT. ori didi dinamiki unda iSovnoT, sakonsultacio saxlSi SemoitanoT, dacvis biWebs SegiZliaT uTxraT rom saqmes sWirdeba da rom aq muS-aobT, debilebi arian advilad Semogatanineben, iseT dros unda qnaT, roca didi Tua iqneba, didi Tua rom gvewveva. es ori didi dinamiki dadgiT centrSi, SemaRlebul adgilas ki avides erT-erTi Tqvengani da mikrofonSi Tqvas Tqveni moTxovnebi, TqviT, rom Tqven teroristebi ar xarT, gulwrfelad uTxariT xalxs, mosul moqa-

laqeebs sakonsultacio sivrceSi, uTxariT, Tu rogor agiyvanes staJiorad, rogor gamuSaveben da rogor gagiSveben erT-or dReSi. mowveuli unda gyavdeT televiziebi, saxalxo damcvelis aparati, arasamTavrobo organizaciebi, prof-kavSirebi, yvela, yvela unda darazmoT, yvelas unda SeatyobinoT, rom Cveni samsaxuris did sakonsultacio moqalaqeTa misaRebSi igegmeba didi brifingi, ajanyebuli da amboxebuli sta-Jiorebis eqspromti! da rom erT-or saaTSi isini iq unda gaCdnen.

_ da ras vityviT am mirkofonSi? kargi davuSvaT es dinamikebi movitaneT, xalxic movi-wvieT, mere ra unda vTqvaT?

_ ra unda TqvaT, da ai Sen! mivmarTav gaor-gis, Sen mgoni SeZleb. davweroT teqsti rasac waikiTxav! ai axlave SegviZlia es davweroT.

_ davweroT! _ meRriWeba nado, ruti kalams amoaZrobs, Tiona furcels Semoacurebs. me vi-wyeb teqstis karnaxs:

`nikolasis saxeliT! yuradReba moqalaqeebo, yuradReba qalba-

tonebo da batonebo! mogmarTavT staJiorebi! mogmarTavT, pirvel rigSi, Tqven, dido Tua, Semdeg ki mivmarTavT prezidents, mivmarTavT sruliad samyaros, televiziebs!

nikolasis saxeliT! Cven agviyvanes staJio-rebad 6 -Tvian programaze, ufaso staJirebaze da dagvpirdnen staJirebis mere agviyvandnen samsax-urSi! 6 Tve iwureba, TiToeuli Cvengani pirnaT-lad asrulebda davalebas! TiToeuli Cvengani muSaobda dauRalavad da imsaxurebs samsaxurSi ayvanas, Statis gamoyofas da Sesabamis xelfass! Cven uars vambobT dasaqmebulebze ufro dabal xelfasze! Cveni 6-Tviani ufaso staJireba aris sababi imis rom dagviniSnon analogiuri xelfasi! Cven moviTxovT pasuxs! Tqven winaSe moqalaqeebo! Tqvens winaSe, televiziebo!

gavrcelda xma rom yvelas gaSvebas gvipire-ben! warmogidgeniaT? Cven aq 6 Tve vimuSaveT xaxvisa da nivris gareSe! Cven aq viyaviT da vuZlebdiT uJmur da TviTmarqvia ufrosebs, xaxvisa da nivris gareSe!

dagvexmareT, moqalaqeebo! dagvexmareT, televiziebo! Cven moviTxovT sakanonmdeblo cvlilebas, yvela ufaso staJireba upirobo dasaqmebis garantiad!

xaxvisa da nivris gareSe egvipteli monebic ar muSaobdnen!

nikolasis saxeliT!xaxviTa da nivriT, nikolasis saxeliT!~arza daiwera, bavSvebi gaocebulebi Semom-

cqerian, me gavCerdi, Cemive naTqvamis ar mjera, arada yvelaferi wyaliviT wavida, kargad aewyo,

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amdeni idea saidan, romel filmSi vnaxe? Tan sak-maod Sinaarsiani idea! sakanonmdeblo cvlileba!

_ axla am yvelafers sWirdeba dekoracia! dekoracia imisTvis, rom Tqven samudamod darCeT istoriaSi, metic, iseTi ram unda movifiqroT, rac ganapirobebs Tqvens ayvanas samsaxurSi, diplomebi! xaxvebi da nivrebi!

_ raa? ukve, rogorc giJs, ise Semomcqerian staJiorebi.

_ ho, nivrebi da xaxvebi unda gekidoT kiserze, xelSi ki Tqveni diplomebi daiWireT, Tqveni usargeblo sauniversiteto diplomebi, odesme xom unda gamogadgeT rameSi!

_ hm, staJiorebi iRimian, magram maT Rimils mxars ar vubav, amitomac yvelaferi naTqvami da dagegmili maTSi sruli seriozulobiT iTqvifeba.

is dRe ise gavida, staJiorebi aRar mexmian-ebodnen, Cemi nalaparakevi zedmetad damcinavad aRiqves, albaT, SemeSvnen, Semracxes Cveul giJad. asec vicodi, isev marto darCi nikolas, isev SeviyuJe Cems magida-butkaSi da beberi frangi babuis, daniel penakis wigni gemrielad mivas-rule...

wignebi wignebs misdevdnen, mimixvdiT albaT, `luJinis dacvas~, `TeTri ZaRli~ mohyva, `lan-sarotes~ _ `maradi qmari~ da ase movadeqi am dRes, dRevandel dRes nacrisfers, oqtombris wvimiT moTenTils, mdinaris piras amerikuli ocnebasaviT, niu-iorkiT da da-ZmiT.

selinjeris `freni da zuis“ ukve vasru-leb, dRis bolo modis, frenim da zuim magra daayares erTmaneTs, zui RmerTze elaparakeba frenis da Seaxsenebs, rom RmerTi iq aris, sadac dedis gemrieli momzadebuli sadili, am dros Jruantelma damiara, sakuTari Tavi rom ar gamxseneboda, ase ar iqneboda, mokled, frenisTan erTad mec avkankaldebi da zuis veTanxmebi, veTanxmebi, rom RmerTi aqaa, dedis momzadebul kerZSi, ai iq, ai im wvnianSi tivtivebs da unda gavyve zuis, axla ras mikiJinebs, rom ras vxedav! Cems kompiuter-butkasTan pupuna ayudebula da iRriWeba.

gamoverkviepupunas ukan didi Tua dgas! selenjeri xe-

lidan gamivarda. gaSeSebuli wamovdeqi. pupunas braziT ecvleba saxe da momaxlis: ̀ ras akeTeb?~ xmas ver viReb, is ki trialdeba da did Tuas eubneba: `amas mere mivxedav~, is patara wuwki qali ki uxmod dgas da saxe ar ecvleba, arc iRimis, arc brazobs, arc sevdianobs, arc uxaria, damanaxeT dido Tua, qalRmerTo Tua, maCveneT Tqveni reaqcia, miTxariT rame...

gadian da sruliad usicocxlo, adgilze vecemi, Cemi saqme wasulia, wignebis gamo sam-saxurs davkargav, zui iqidan miRimis, furcle-

bidan, TanamSromlebi ki ukve mosasamZimreblad SemoquCebulan Cems garSemo, xmas veravin ver iRebs, isev me vamob:

_ axla gamagdeben.marTlac, ramdenime wuTSi ufrosis kabi-

netisken mixmoben. ar maxsovs, rogor davtace xeli isev selenjers, xelSi miWiravs da vfiqrob rom pupunas avuxsna, Tu ra magari wignia `freni da zui~, movifiqre isic, rom citatebi wavukiTxo, da vuTxra, rom RmerTi cocxldeba, ieso brundeba aq, ofisSi, brundeba am wignis saSualebiT, saxarebaa! iqneb religiaze apelirebam gaWras, ufrosebs xo aseTi ucnauri Tviseba aqvT, RmerTis brmad swamT, sakralurad, ise rogorc pirvelyofilebSi! SeiZleba imisic swamT, rom RmerTis xeli urevia axal biujetSi.

ar maxsovs, rogor Sevedi pupunas kabinetSi, sadac pupuna da Tavad is, is, ho didi Tua damixvdnen, didi Tua zis, pupuna ki dgas, didi Tua iwyebs:

_ Tqveni CV vnaxe, gimuSaviaT maswavleblad, CvenTan staJioric iyaviT, ager ukve 7 welia pirnaTlad emsaxurebiT saxelmwifos, TqveniT Zalian kmayofili var, amitom wignis kiTxvis gamo ki ar gaTavisuflebT, aramed gawinaurebT! Tqven iqnebiT staJiorebis mTavari zedamxedveli, mTeli staJiorebis ufrosi!

me vdgavar, ara amas dgoma ar hqvia, miwidan odnav maRla aviwie, selenjeri isev xelSi miWiravs, Cemi siamaye da Cemi droc dadga, mawi-naureben, ufrosi gavxdebi! Svidwliani muSaoba damifasda, TviT didma Tuam SemamCnia! axla yvelaferi Seicvleba! kargi xelfasi! kargi manqana! saxlsac viyidi! Cems cxovrebas aviwyob! me ufrosi vxdebi!

_ gilocavT, batono nikolas, didi Tua wamodgeba da xels gamomiwvdis. selenjeri marjvena xelidan marcxenaSi gadamaqvs da marjvenas did Tuas gavuwodeb. is-isaa unda gavuSva xeli, rom:

bbrrruuuxgaredan ismis gamWoli xma, sakonsultacio

sivrcidan xmauri amodis, mikrofoni Wyrialebs, viRac xmas amowmebs. samive, me, pupuna da didi Tua ufrosis oTaxidan gavdivarT da mesame sarTulis jebiridan viyurebiT, qveviT ki is xdeba! qveviT ki ukve dinamikebi moutaniaT, sakonsultacio sivrceSi, moqalaqeTa misaReb uzarmazar darbazSi xaxvebi da nivrebi yria, staJiorebs di plomebi auwvdeniaT maRla. Cemi gegma! es xom Cemi amboxi iyo! Cem gareSe gadawyvites asruleba? xom vuTxari, didi Tua rom mova, maSin-meTqi! da ai, axla isini amas akeTeben! televiziebi Semovardnen karSi, kamerebi aCaxCaxda, moqalaqeebi ikribebian sta-

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Jiorebis garSemo! gaorgi avanscenaze adis da Cems teqsts kiTxulobs!

`nikolasis saxeliT! yuradReba, moqalaqeebo, yuradReba, qalbatonebo da batonebo! mogmar-TavT staJiorebi!~ me gaocebuli vtrialdebi pupunasken, is gabrazebuli Semomcqeris:

_ es ra xdeba!?_ staJiorebs ar moswonT TavianTi pirobebi,

brZnulad askvnis didi Tua.qveviT gaorgi ganagrZobs arzis kiTxvas:

`6 Tve iwureba, TiToeuli Cvengani pirnaTlad asrulebda davalebas! TiToeuli Cvengani muS-aobda dauRalavad da imsaxurebs samsaxurSi ayvanas~...

didi Tua Cemken trialdeba:_ maS ase, batono nikolas, Tqveni pirveli

davalebac ufrosis rangSi! moagvareT es amboxi! da mSordeba, pupuna ukan gaekideba did Tuas, me vtrialdebi jebirisken da vuyureb scenas.

`xaxvisa da nivris gareSe egvipteli monebic ar muSaobdnen!~ yvirian erTad staJiorebi, diplomebs xelSi afrialeben, moqalaqeebi taSs ukraven, kamerebi yvelafers iReben, sxvadasxva rakursiT, gajgimuli uflebadamcvlebi seiriT xaroben, gulanTebuli staJiorebi yvirian:

`nikolasis saxeliT! nikolasis saxeliT!xaxviTa da nivriT, nikolasis saxeliT!~kiserze Camokidebul nivrisa da xaxvis ac-

mebs moixsnian da haerSi isvrian, diplomebsac haerSi aafrialeben, domxalia, viRacam unda daalagos es areuloba! veubnebi Cems Tavs, Tan msiamovnebs, ra lamazi amboxi movawyve! xelSi isev selenjeri miWiravs, Cemo wignebo, sadamde mimiyvaneT, es yvelaferi saidan dagrovda, saidan gaibeda? moqmedebis droa!

axla? axla ra unda vqna? xom ar jobs, SevuerTde

da Cemive gegmas Cavudge saTaveSi? rogor, me xom axla maTi ufrosi var, situacia unda davawynaro, yvelaferi unda movagvaro!Kki, ma-gram maT vuRalato? Tu Tavs unda vuRalato, amdenwliani muSaobiT ufrosoba movipove. axla ra jandaba unda vqna? vin var? rogori var? meamboxe Tu sistemis Svili?

`il konformizmo~ Tu `meocnebeni~?oi, bertoluCi!oi, Se italielo garewaro!oi, gvaxaria!oi, gvaxaria!

____* gila _ „gila“, nagulisxmevia qarTuli

saxeli „gela“, am novelaSi qarTuli saxelebis

komikur variaciebs warmovadgen, ase rom, yvela

qarTul saxels saxecvlils SexvdebiT.

maka sefaSvili

dilidan wvimda, moTova kidec, naZvebze Tovli miyinuliyo da talaxisferi miwa pri-alebda, sicive Zval-rbilSi atanda. mama iakobma manqana eklesiis ezoSi gaaCera da taZarSi Se-vida. SigniT Tbiloda, yvelgan adamianebi iyvnen, zogi Cafiqrebuli saxiT kedels miyrdnobili idga, zogi loculobda da zogi ki erTmaneTSi Cumad saubrobda, aqac, RvTis saxlSi, adamiani Cveulebrivad cxovrobda.

iakobi sakmaod maRali kaci iyo, ormocs ga-dacilebuli, saxes muqi feris wveri umSvenebda, alag-alag Severcxlili. axalgazrdobaSi misT-vis rom eTqvaT, wlebis mere sasuliero piri gaxdebio, maSin albaT siciliT mokvdeboda. erT dros sportSi seriozul warmatebasac miaRwia, WidaobaSi Cempioni gaxda. ocdaxuTs rom gadaabija TiTqos cxovrebam yovelgvari azri dakarga. im periodSi sakuTar Tavs xSirad ekiTxeboda, ra aklda, sinamdvileSi ra undoda, magram pasuxi ar hqonda. RmerTs mTeli guliT sTxovda, rom misTvis is gza eCvenebina, rac WeS-marit bednierebamde miiyvanda. erT Zvel nacnobs Sexvda, romelmac mouyva, rom cota xnis win erT monasterSi droebiT rogor icxovra da ra kmayofili iyo. es azri gonebaSi mWidrod Cae-beWda, mere didxans ar ufiqria, sadac dadioda imave eklesiSi mivida, mamaos daxmareba sTxova da ase daiwyo... mas mere yvela safexuri gaiara da moZRvaric gaxda.

saRamos locva Caatara, Zalian daRlili iyo. eklesiis ezoSi gamovida, Tovda. saRamos lampionebi aanTes, yvelaferi Suqze abrWyvi-alda. qaTqaTa TovlSi gaxveuli yvavilebis buCqebi did gundebs mogagonebdaT. iakobi ezos kuTxeSi grZel xis skamze dajda. tansacmeli

gza, romelsac mivyavarT*...

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tanze mWidrod SemoiWira. sufTa haeri Rrmad CaisunTqa da cota xniT Tvalebi daxuWa. Zil-buranSi iyo, rom uecrad igrZno, daTba, Tvalebi gaaxila da rac dainaxa, dajereba gauWirda. tri-al mindorze idga, caze mze WaxWaxebda, Citebi JRurtulebdnen, arsad adamianis WaWaneba ar iyo. dabla daixara, balaxi mowyvita da xelSi gasrisa, namdvili iyo, araferi ar eCveneboda. guli moulodnelad Seutokda, mTeli taniT mitrialda da win aRmarTuli taZari dainaxa. eklesiis gverdiT axalgazrda kaci idga da uRimoda, garSemo ucnaur sinaTles asxivebda, xelSic raRac eWira, Setrialda, taZarSi Sevida da gauCinarda. iakobma fexi gadadga da misken wavida, magram ver miuaxlovda, manZili masa da eklesias Soris ar ileoda, mirboda, magram amaod. mere gaCerda, sasowarkveTilma Tavi Caq-indra, roca gasworda da irgvliv mimoixeda, yvelaferi gaqra. isev igrZno, Tovli xelebze da saxeze rogor dneboda. skamze ijda, magram iseT daRlilobas grZnobda, TiTqos marTla erbinos, gaoflils mTeli sxeuli uxurda.

_ nuTu momeCvena? arada is taZari mecnoba, magram, saidan? – tvinSi sisxli moawva, guli baga-bugiT ucemda, yvelaferi imdenad cxadi iyo, ver ijerebda rom moelanda, xelebs daxeda, bal-axis kvali isev etyoboda, dasuna, sunic igrZno.

ori dRe gavida. eklesiaSi, sakurTxevlis gverdiT, marjvena mxares, ramdenime skami idga, eklesiis msaxurebi aq xSirad isxdnen xolme, wirvis Semdeg isvenebdnen da saubrobdnen.

axalgazrda mamakaci miuaxlovda. erTi Sava-naforiani beri wamodga, mamaSvilurad gadaexvia da daloca.

_ es mamukaa, Cemi disSvili, _ gaacno ax-almosuli, _ daasrule? _ mere isev mamukas miubrunda.

_ ki, imedia araferi ar gamogvrCa da yvela taZari aRvnusxeT, _ mamukam Tavi daukra, mere CanTidan sqeli, prialaydiani wigni amoiRo.

_ ra wignia? _ viRacam ikiTxa. _ wminda giorgis saxelobis taZrebis

katalogi, ilustrirebuli, Tan darTuli in-formaciiT, vin aaSena, rodis, mokled yvelaferi, - auxsna mamukam.

wigni xelidan xelSi gadadioda, iakobma RimiliT CamoarTva, moewona, gadafurcla. Canda, marTlac didi Sroma CaedoT. erT adgilas didxans SeCerda da igrZno sisxli ZarRvebSi rogor gaeyina. mokle informacia waikiTxa: `iloris wminda giorgis eklesia, adreuli me-11 saukunis xuroTmoZRvrebis Zegli, sofeli ilori, oCamCiris raioni. erTnaviani nageboba, romelsac CrdiloeT, samxreT da dasavleT mxares minaSenebi aqvs. jvar-gumbaTovani, erTi gumbaTiT. axlac moqmedia.~

es swored is adgili iyo, moelanda, Tu cxadad naxa.

_ `es iyo, es! aq Secdoma gamoricxulia, da is axalgazrda?... is xom wminda giorgi iyo, xelSi Subi eWira!~ _ gonebaSi xma ukioda. mamukas ZaldatanebiT gauRima da gareT gavida.

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sapatriarqos mosacdelSi, did xis skamze, TavCaqindruli iakobi iataks miStereboda. gon-ebaSi sityvebs erTmaneTze abamda, ukavSirebda, undoda, rom azri bolomde da naTlad Camoeya-libebina, magram TavSi namdvili domxali hqonda.

fiqri axalgazrda monazonma Seawyvetina._ misi uwmindesoba gelodebaT!mZime xis kari gaaRes da darbazSi Sevida.

patriarqs rom miuaxlovda da mis naTel saxes Sexeda, myisve, instiqturad muxlebze davarda da xelze embora, simSvidem moicva.

_ RmerTma daglocos, _ uwmindesma Tavze xeli daado da gauRima.

mxrebSi moxrili iakobi mis gverdiT sa-varZelze Camojda. moyola daiwyo, areulad laparakobda. patriarqi dabla iyureboda da yuradRebiT usmenda, uceb Tavi aswia da Tvalebi saxeSi SeanaTa:

_ anu, afxazeTSi ginda waxvide?_ diax, _ nerwyvi ZlivZlivobiT gadaylapa,

_ es Cemi xvedria, uflisgan boZebuli, romelic unda Sevasrulo, safrTxe? ara, ar meSinia!

_ guli galaparakebs, Tu goneba? – hkiTxa uceb uwmindesma.

iakobma Tavi daxara, rTuli SekiTxva iyo, Zalian rTuli.

_ roca deda Cemze orsuli iyo, iq naTe-savTan isvenebda, adreuli mSobiaroba daewyo. susti davbadebulvar, amitom gadawyvites iqve movenaTle. iloris wminda giorgis taZarSi gavqristiandi. mas mere iq aRar vyofilvar. mxolod erTi suraTi SemomrCa, taZris ezoSi, dedas gulze vyavar mixutebuli. erTi ram vici, RmerTs ase surs... Tqveni kurTxevis gareSe ki iq ver waval!

uwmindesma Tavisi naTeli saxe misken mi-atriala, Tbilad, mzrunvelad da amasTanave Cafiqrebulma gauRima.

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mujlugunma gamoaRviZa. gadatrialda da zeviT aixeda, Tavs wamomdgari afxazi dainaxa, romelsac erT xelSi makaroniT savse jami eWira da meoreSi ki plastmasis gadaWrili boTli, romelic Wiqis movaleobas asrulebda.

_ На ещ, _ uTxra, saWmeli iqve mdgom patara magidaze dado da gavida.

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iakobi sawolze wamojda. fexze mibmulma jaWvma gaiJRriala, sicivisgan aacaxcaxa. Sioda, magram Wama ar undoda, arc Cangali, arc kovzi, xeliT unda eWama. marjvena xeli anaforaze aisv-daisva da makaroni aiRo. saSinlad ugemuri iyo, umarilod moxarSuli, erTmaneTs miwebe-buli. sami lukma gaReWa, magram mere daijRana, mada saerTod daekarga.

_ RmerTo, momeci Zala rom ar yvelafers gavuZlo, _ Wers axeda da Tavi ufals Seavedra.

wamodga. fexze mibmuli jaWvi Sors gadaadg-ilebis nebas ar aZlevda. WerTan patara sark-meli iyo, bade gaekraT, dRis Suqi Zunwurad Semodioda. warmodgena ar hqonda sad iyo. sardafs gavda. kedelTan Zveli, dacarielebuli karada idga. sawoli iatakSi CaecementebinaT. Zveli, WuWyiani leibi da aseve WuWyiani ga-dasafarebeli misces. saWmeli dReSi erTxel SemohqondaT xolme da wyalic, isic namdvili WiqiT ki ara, gadaWrili plastmasis boTli. Zalian mowyurda. wyals Sexeda, Wiqa sufTad ar gamoiyureboda, magram uceb gonebaSi Tavisi tusaRobis dReebi gadaTvala:

_ ramdeni dRea, rac aq var? ukve oTxi, ese igi dRes 19 ianvaria, naTlisReba! dRe, rode-sac ieso mdinare iordaneSi moinaTla. dRes yvela wyali nakurTxia da sufTaa! – SvebiT amoisunTqa, pirjvari gadaisaxa da dalia. iseTi grZnoba daeufla, rom aseTi gemrieli wyali arasodes daelia.

wamowva da yvelaferi Tavidan gaixsena.sazRvari martivad gadaiara, aq Camosvlas

garTulebebi ar moyolia. iloris wminda giorgis eklesia advilad ipova, Tbilad miiRes. pirvelma dRem mSvidad Caiara. taZarTan axlos patara oTaxi dauTmes. yvelaferi TiTqos mSvi-dad Canda, magram meoTxe dRes viRaceebi movidnen, taZridan Zalad gamoiyvanes, Tvalebi auxvies da xelze borkilebi daades. ar axsovs ramden xans atares da bolos aq, am jurRmulSi gamoketes. sul oTxni iyvnen, maTi saxelebis gaxseneba scada: dauri, ruslani, dRes saWmeli rom moutana, oTari da kidev erTi Savwveriani – jamali.

Camosvlamde mxolod xilvaze fiqrobda da natrobda, rom rogorme aqamde CamoeRwia, ukve aq iyo da aseTi gansacdeli. ras grZnobda, brazs, sinanuls? ara, ufro eWvi epareboda. `iqneb raRac ver gavige da arasworad moviqeci, magram erTia, me es unda gaviaro, an gadavrCebi an ara! RmerTo, ratom? risTvis?~ – sasowarkveTileba igrZno. guli tkivilisgan SeekumSa, loyaze cremli Camougorda. wamojda, saxe xelebSi Cargo.

_ ufalo, vxvdebi, rasac grZnobdi, roca jvarze gakruli marto, yvelam migatova! mapa-

tie, rom gedrebi, magram, ratom mimatove, ratom? miTxari, maniSne, rom CemTan xar!

ar axsovs, ase ramden xans ijda, rom uceb Tavze raRac msubuqad daeca, Tmaze xeli moisva da muWaSi raRac moiqcia. daxeda, es bumbuli iyo, sisxlisferi Citis bumbuli.

gaocebulma mimoixeda da fanjris kuTxeSi pawawina gulwiTela Cituna dainaxa. moeCvena, TiTqos uRimoda.

_ ki magram, aq, rogor Semofrindi? fanja-raze xom badea gakruli, _ da uceb gaognebulma SesZaxa, - ufalo! es Sen xar!

muxlebze davarda da Subli iataks miado, roca wamoiwia, Citi iq aRar iyo. wamodga, en-ergiis mozRvaveba igrZno, axla mxolod erTi raRac unda gaekeTebina, unda eloca da unda erwmuna. locvani aiRo, jibeSi daxveuli olari da samajurebi moZebna. daWerisas yvela nivTi CamoarTves, mxolod eseni dautoves. amwams maTi madlieric ki iyo, rom bolomde ar gawires.

daaxloebiT naxevari saaTi gavida, magram iakobi dros ver grZnobda da isic ver dainaxa, karTan viRac rogor mivida da WuWrutanaSi Seixeda. sardafis kari WrialiT gaiRo da isev is Semovida, weRan saWmeli rom moutana _ ruslani. JRali TmiT da uazrod moSvebuli wveriT, Ria cisferi TvalebiT, laqiani samx-edro qurTuki ecva, sunic udioda, oflis da Tambaqosi erTad areuli. gabrazebuli saxiT miuaxlovda. iakobi gaSterebuli Sehyurebda. ruslanma locvani uxeSad waarTva da SeubR-vira. iakobma Tavi ususurad igrZno, egona boRma daaxrCobda. afxazma gacecxlebulma dauyvira:

_ Бога нету, ты понял? не было и не будет! ruslani ginebiT gavida da kari xmauriT

gaixura. cota xanSi iakobs moesma kamaTis xma, oRond sityvebi ver gaarCia. mere uceb gaCumd-nen. mixvda, es siCume raRacas moaswavebda, kari isev gaiRo. zRrublTan Savwveriani kaci idga – jamali, Savi gadabmuli warbebi hqonda da uxeSi wveriT dafarul saxeze RamesaviT Savi Tvalebi uprialebda. xelSi iakobis locvani eWira, gauwoda da uTxra: _ на, вазми, молитва ето светоё!

gaocebulma mamaom CamoarTva da madlobis niSnad Tavi daukra. jamali gavida.

didi dro ar gasula rom sardafis kars xeli hkres da isev ruslani movida. TvalebSi cecxli enTo.

_ Я тебе покажу щас Бога! – borotad Caiq-irqila, Semdeg uxeSad Seatriala, Tvalebi auxvia, xelborkilebi daado da xeli hkra.

iakobi daemorCila da ramdenime nabiji gadadga. karTan fexi raRacas wamokra da

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waiborZika. ruslanma CxubiT wamoayena, xeli mohkida da ZaliT sadRac gaiyvana. tusaRi ve-rafers xedavda. kibeebze avidnen, mere sadRac daaxloebiT sami metri gaiares da mixvda, Senobidan gamovidnen, ianvris susxi pirdapir saxeSi eca. Tan qaric gametebiT dahqroda da arafers da aravis indobda. iakobi rkinis mils jaWviT miaba da Tan dascinoda:

_ rao, Senma RmerTma, ar giSvelio, albaT SenTvis ar scalia da ufro mniSvnelovani saqmeebi aqvs. aq idgebi, sanam ar mixvdebi, rom Seni RmerTi aq ar aris, aq Cven varT RmerTebi da Cven gadavwyvetT, Sen icocxleb Tu ara!

iakobs sibrazisgan ZarRvebSi sisxli auduR-da. axalgazrdobaSi ruslanisnair pirovnebas siamovnebiT amounayavda cxvirs. yvelaze metad yovelTvis usamarTloba acofebda, Tumca rac sasuliero piri gaxda, mas mere Tavs ufro me-tad da ukeT akontrolebda, magram am wams is ubralod adamiani iyo. qari Tovls zed ayrida, yinavda. akankalda, kbilebs erTmaneTs uWerda, nel-nela sicivem mTels sxeulSi dauara. scada sxva rameze efiqra, Tvalebaxveulma Tavi moatriala, iqneba rame daenaxa, magram amaod. yuri daugdo, arc araferi esmoda, arc manqanis, arc adamianebis xma, ukacrieli adgili Canda. undoda, rom mzeze, siTboze efiqra, magram ar gamosdioda, TiTqos ruslanma fiqric aukrZala.

misi tanjva kidev didxans gagrZeldeboda, rom misda moulodnelad TovlSi fexis xma moesma. im ucnobma ruslans mkacrad mosTxova tyve ukan, sakanSi daebrunebina, mixvda, es maTi meTauri iyo – dauri. ruslani mxolod mas emorCileboda. iakobi isev sardafSi Seiyvanes. sawolidan gadasafarebeli aiRo da SigniT gaexvia, kankalebda.

xmauri moesma, gaixeda, karSi dauri idga. roca pirvelad naxa ki kargad daimaxsovra, magram axla ufro daakvirda. maRali, Savi gaxunebuli Sarvali ecva da Savi, xelovnuri bewvis Jileti, zemodan, qurTukze gadaecva, Tavze Savi feris, naqsovi qudi exura. wveri mokled SeeWra, mibnedili mzera hqonda, ai iseTi, narkom-anebs rom aqvT xolme. xandaxan kexian cxvirs ifxanda xolme, saxeze arajansaRi moyviTalo feri gadahkravda.

_ Sens mokvlas ar vapirebT, fuls moitanen da gagiSvebT, _ uTxra tyves mokled. wasvlas apirebda, rom mamaom moulodnelad hkiTxa:

_ saxeze aseTi feri ratom gaqvT? hepatiti gaqvT? gindaT janmrTelobis locvebs wagikiTx-avT? – saocari iyo amis SeTavazeba.

gamtacebels gaocebisgan Tvalebi gaufar-Tovda, aseT rames namdvilad ar eloda, da Tan visgan.

_ ratom? mere es ras Secvlis?_ mTavaria rwmena, is ki yvelafers cvlis! _ me rwmena ar mWirdeba, _ ironiulad Ca-

icina daurim, _ imitom rom, arafris da aravisi ar meSinia, arc im Seni RmerTis, Tan is ki ise Sorsaa, rom mainc verafers izavs!

_ vici, rasac ambobT, _ iakobma kveri daukra, dauyvava, _ urwmuno adamians arafris ar eSinia, imitom, rom RmerTis ridi da SiSi ara aqvs!

daurim araferi Tqva. erTmaneTs miStereb-ulebi idgnen.

_ kargi, waikiTxe, me xom es yvelaferi araferi ar damijdeba! – damcinavma Rimilma saxe mouRrica da swrafad datova iqauroba.

dReebi gavida. mama iakobi yoveldRe locu-lobda da yvela locvaSi RmerTs dauris janmrTelobas avedrebda. ramdenimejer igrZno, rom karTan viRac idga da usmenda, gaxSire-buli sunTqva esmoda. ratom akeTebda amas? cdilobda, da rac mTavaria, eSinoda, rwmena ar daekarga. yovel cismare dRes roca iRviZebda, RmerTs evedreboda, rom misTvis gamZleoba mieca: `Cemi codvebisTvis var aq, amitom, imas gavakeTeb, rasac yovelTvis vakeTebdi, Cemi movaleoba da saqme, esaa mTavari.~ es mtkiced sjeroda, amitom Seecada Tavis am mdgomareobas Segueboda. dReSi erTxel misTvis saSinlad uge-muri saWmeli SemohqondaT xolme, cotas Wamda, mxolod purs da wyals. Zalian gaxda, Tvalebi CauSavda, tuCebi dauskda da kani gamouSra, wv-eric Camoezarda, saxezec feri dakarga. Tovda da Tovda, misi fanjridan Suqi aRar Semodioda, Tovlma da yinvam sul dafares. Zilic uWirda, mxolod cota xniT Tu milulavda Tvalebs da mere gausaZlisi sicivisgan isev eRviZeboda, magram locva ar Seuwyvetia, mxolod am dros ar cioda xolme.

ukve Tebervalic movida. sawolze wamowo-lili iakobi Tavs SeuZlod grZnobda. diliT adga da sakanSi gaiar-gamoiara, magram sisustem mainc sZlia. locvis Tavic ar hqonda. Tvalebi daxuWa. kargad gaigo, kari gaaRes, ar gadatri-alebula. viRacebi Semovidnen, daxedes da isev gavidnen. Tvalebi milula, CasTvlima, rom isev viRaca Tavs daadga da qarTulad uTxra:

_ adeqi da wamodi.iakobma Tvalebi gaWirvebiT gaaxila da Sexe-

da. es oTari iyo, erT-erTi gamtacebeli. dae-morCila. Tvalebi aRar auxvies, kibeebze avidnen da did oTaxSi Sevidnen. did buxarSi cecxli gizgizebda, iqve daCexili skamebi da Taroebi eyara, garSemo ki erTi grZeli CuqurTmiani divani da ori savarZeli idga. erTze, misken marcxniv, savarZelSi dauri ijda, grZeli fexebi win gaeSxlarTa, iakobisken arc gauxedavs.

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_ modi, da cota gaTbi, Torem Tu mokvdebi, fuls vinRa gadagvixdis, _ ruslanma gadaix-arxara da gverdiT gadajda, adgili dauTmo.

iakobi cecxlTan axlos dajda da gaTo-Sili xelebi miuSvira, sicivisgan kani hqonda damskdari. cecxlis tkacunis xmam bavSvobaSi gadaiyvana, rogori bednieri iyo maSin. guli daewva da raRac Caswyda SigniT, saxli mwared da tkiviliT moenatra. cremliani Tvalebi uCumrad moiwminda.

jamalma patara WiqebSi arayi daasxa, erTi iakobsac miawoda. mamao jer ar arTmevda, magram mere oTarma uTxra:

_ dalie, cotas gaTbebi.iakobma arayi uceb gadahkra, mSier kuWze

sasmelma mTeli gul-muceli dauwva, daijRana, nerviulobisgan Subli moisrisa. sasmeli moekida da wamiT Tavbruc daesxa.

jamalma cecxlSi ori ficari Seagdo da SeikurTxa:

_ aTbobdes mainc, amis dedac, yvelaferi davwviT rac dasawvavi iyo.

_ aba, _ ruslani uceb gamxiarulda, _ roia-li mainc ar dagvewva, axla xom davukravdiT Sorpens! – da Tavisi naTqvamiT kmayofilma gaiRrija.

Sorpens ki ara Sopens, Se idioto! – kbi-lebSi gamoscra daurim, es pirvelad iyo, xma rom amoiRo.ruslani gaisusa, ufrosis Tvalebis dabrialebac sakmarisi iyo, faqtia, mas usityvod emorCilebodnen.

pauza ramdenime wams gagrZelda, bolos si-Cume oTarma gaarRvia:

_ maxsovs, bavSvobaSi dedas musikaze davy-avdi, ver vitandi musikis maswavlebels, sul TiTebze mirtyavda xolme. mec gakveTilebs vacdendi, is kidev dedaCems ibarebda da mere oriveni meCxubebodnen, _ RimiliT daamTavra, warsulis gaxseneba esiamovna. axla rusulad laparakobda da roca iakobTan Sedioda ki, yovelTvis qarTulad.

_ qarTveli xarT? – hkiTxa uceb mamaom. oTaris SekiTxva ar esiamovna, Sublic See-

Wmuxna, aSkara iyo fiqrobda, epasuxaYTu ara._ naxevrad, deda iyo qarTveli, mec mamamisis

saxeli mqvia._ axla cocxalia? – ar moeSva iakobi._ ara, _ moiRrubla uceb, - 1994-Si gar-

daicvala, simsivniT. ise omis dawyebas Zalian ganicdida, rogorc Cans TavSi hqonda raRac da, _ guldawyvetilma Tvalebi daxara. mere uceb iakobisken mitrialda da qarTulad hkiTxa:

_ suleli xar, aq ras modiodi? – mTeli dagrovili boRma amoanTxia, oRond amwams konkretulad visze brazobda, veravin mixvda.

iakobma motkacune cecxls Sexeda, `ratom xdeba adamiani boroti? imitom rom ubeduria? magram ra daaSava sxvam, vinc misi msxverpli xdeba. am codvil miwaze mwuxareba da sevda ufro metia, vidre bedniereba da sixaruli da amitomaa amdeni boroteba, magram araa, ra si-sulelea, - gonebaSi gabrazda, - adamiani Tavad irCevs cxovrebis gzas, mTavaria gauZlo da garCeva iswavlo, kargis da cudis, magram vis gulSic sibnelem daido bina da vinc sulSi borotebas uSvebs, iq sinaTle da sikeTe Znelad SeaRwevs!~

crida, mere ki gadaiRo, cioda. SuadRisas Rrublebidan cota xniT mzem gamoiWvrita da mere isev daimala. iakobi sardafSi erTi bolodan meoreSi dadioda, cdilobda gamT-bariyo. piriqiT, siarulSi kidev ufro Sescivda, saidanRac orpirma qarmac daubera. wamowva da adiela daifara, odnav daTba, esiamovna, scada daZineba, Tvalebi milula, rom karis gaRebis xma moesma. dauri movida. mis pirdapir dadga.

_ isev loculob... Cemi janmrTelobis...? – ZlivZlivobiT Tqva. iakobs gaukvirda misi daZabuloba, mere Tanxmobis niSnad Tavi daukra.

_ ucnauria, da amas ratom akeTeb? – marTla gulwrfelad aiCeCa mxrebi.

_ ucnauri ratomaa?_ imitom rom aq xar, Seni gaTavisuflebis

nacvlad fuls viTxovT da amis mere mainc?mamaom Tavi Caqinda, rTuli iyo axla amis

axsna. `mainc ver gaigebs,~ _ gaifiqra da erTi amoixvneSa.

_ kargi, gareT gavideT da iq miTxari, - moulodnelad gamtacebelma saocari ram Tqva. iakobs fexze jaWvi moxsna, magram Tvalebi ar auxvia, mxolod xelebze borkilebi daado, isic win Seukra. Tavad avtomati eWira da qamarSic iaraRi hqonda gaCrili.

Senobidan gavidnen. mamaom xarbad moavlo garemos Tvali. rogorc Cans es saxli ganmar-toebiT idga, marTlac, didi Canda, ezoTi da garSemo rkinis RobiT. adamianis WaWaneba ar iyo. garSemo mTebi ekra, dasavleTis mxares ki patara tba Canda. aRar wvimda, magram irgv-liv yvelaferi atalaxebuliyo. WiSkari rom gamoiares, iakobi gaCerda. daurim nikapiT aCvena tbisken wavideTo. zamTarSi foTlebSemoZarcvu-li xeebi TiTqosda abuzulebi idgenen. tbis napiras mividnen da gaCerdnen. maRali napiri iyo, ramdenime metri, adamiani Cavardnisas kisers namdvilad moitexda. `albaT aqedan unda gad-amagdos~ _ gaifiqra iakobma da uceb sakuTari Tavi Zalian Seebrala, miuxedavad gadatanili ubedurebisa, sikvdili ar undoda.

_ lamazi adgilia sikvdilisTvis, _ Tqva uceb iakobma da meores saxeSi Sexeda, _ kar-

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giT, Tqvens kiTxvaze kiTxviT gipasuxebT. im dRes ratom ubrZaneT da amiyvaneT buxarTan gasaTbobad?

daurim warbebi SeWmuxna, faqtia, ar moewona misi saqcielis axsna rom sTxova, magram mere damcinavad gauRima.

_ oTari movida da miTxra, rom cudad iyavi, Camovedi da roca gnaxe, iseTi iyavi, ai iseTi... rogorc sikvdilia! – Tvalebi auprialda.

_Dda, ra iciT, sikvdili rogoria? _ vici, bevrjer minaxavs da migrZvnia, _

daboRmils saxe moeRrica da cota xmamaRla gamouvida, magram mere boroti ironiiT daamata: _ oRond ara imitom, rom Semecode, Cems fuls vufrTxildebi da amitom.

mamaos yelSi raRac gaeCxira, guli Zalian etkina, imitom rom erTi Cveulebrivi adamiani iyo, sisxliT da xorciT da adamianTa borotebas Zalze mtkivneulad ganicdida.

_ gamosasyidi ramdeni moiTxoveT? – momate-buli grZnobebisgan xma aukankalda.

_ bevri! – dauris xma eqosaviT gaiSala._ qriste 30 vercxlad gayides da me, vin

var, masze Zviri rom vRirde! – gabrazebulma iakobma muStebi momuwa.

_kargi ra, mRvdelo, _ damcinavad da boro-tad JRerda dauris xma, _ nu cdilob, ar ginda, Cems gadakeTebas an Secvlas. Cven gavyidiT Sens sicocxles da amas veravin ver dagviSlis, verc Seni RmerTi da veravin!

amas rom ambobda tbis piras mivida, Zalian axlos da uceb svel, talaxian miwaze fexi daucurda, adgils mowyda da qveviT Cavarda. es ise moulodnelad moxda, rom iakobi verafers mixvda. miuaxlovda da Caixeda. dauris avtomati xelidan gauvarda, iqve, xis gamoSveril fesvebs mTeli ZaliT eWideboda. mamaom mas zemodan rom daxeda, misi Zalian SeSinebuli Tvalebi dainaxa. qveviT napirze uzarmazari qvebi eyara, ueWveli sikvdili iyo, Tu Cavardeboda. mere saxlisken gaixeda, rom gaqceuliyo, marTla ver gaigebdnen, da Tan cota dro hqonda.

_ `gaiqeci, wadi, es xom Seni Sansia, es aq mokvdeba, Tavs uSvele, isini ver gaigeben,~ _ uCurCula viRacam iakobs.

_ `marTalia, magram Sen SegiZlia misi ga-darCena, ara marto misi sicocxle, misi sulic SegiZlia ixsna!~ _ uTxra uCinarma.

_ `Tu gadarCeba, ggonia, dagindobs? Tan rac Sen dagmarTes, imis mere kidev fiqrob an WoWmanob?~

_`xo, magram, adamians Tu gasaWirSi miatoveb, Sen rogori mRvdeli xar?~

_ `vinaa adamiani, es?~ori sruliad sawinaaRmdego azri TavSi

utrialebda, egona tvini aufeTqdeboda, arada

gaqceva undoda, aseTi saSualeba da Sansi meti aRar iqneboda. ̀ magram rom wavide, xom mokvdeba, romc iyviros isini ver gaigeben, RmerTo, aseTi arCevanis winaSe roca xar, ra unda moimoqm-edo, ra unda gaakeTo!~ dauris TvalebSi Sexeda da cota xans uyura, isic elodeboda, mamaos xelSi iyo misi sicocxle. xec ar Canda Zlieri, Tan amdeni naleqisgan fesvebi darbilebul mi-was advilad moswydeboda. wamebSi unda mieRo gadawyvetileba. `ras izamda qriste? ras? daexmareboda!~ _ yvela azrs am, bolom ajoba, arada es misi mteri iyo, namdvili, sastiki da daundobeli mteri, magram mainc...

_ moeWide! _ talaxian miwaze gawva da dau-ris Tavisi borkilebdadebuli xelebi gauwoda da CasZaxa.

gamtacebelma xes erTi xeli gauSva da ma-maos CasWida, meores gaSvebas ver bedavda, mainc bolomde ar endo, magram roca iakobis Tvalebi dainaxa... oriveTi moeWida.

mamaom gaWirvebiT amoaTria, borkilebis gamo xelebi etkina da majebi magrad daizila. dauri mZimed sunTqavda, Tavdaxrilma, Cumad, madlobis maggvari Caibutbuta. gaocebuli da Sokirebuli gamometyveleba saxeze ewera. saxlisken uCumrad wavidnen, vinme ucxos rom daenaxa, arc ifiqreb-da, rom erTi tyve iyo da meore ki gamtacebeli, ubralod egoneboda, rom ori mamakaci erTad, wvimian da civ dRes erTad miabijebdnen. iakobi axla, amwams arc imaze fiqrobda, rom isev im civ sardafSi mouwevda yofna, raRacnairad saerTod araferze ar fiqrobda. adamiani gadaarCina da morCa. dauris ki TavSi domxali utrialebda, Sehyurebda Tavis mxsnels da fiqrobda, imaze, rom is iakobis adgilas ar iyoymanebda, da misi tyve ase ratom moiqca?

mamao sardafSi Caiyvanes da kari gadaketes, im Rames eZina.

* * *meore diliT, adre, oTari saWmlis gareSe

Semovida._ zemoT unda gadagiyvano, iq ise ar civa,

rogorc aq. kibis ujredis gverdiT oTaxSi Sevidnen.

erTi didi fanjara hqonda, garedan ficrebi miekraT, dRisiTac bneloda, dRis Suqi mxolod WuWrutanidan Tu SemoZvreboda. erTi sawoli da erTi skami idga. kedelze yvavilebiani fe-radi Spaleri gaekraT. `albaT bavSvebis oTaxi iyo!~ _ Cailaparaka iakobma. fanjris rafis qveS Tojina egdo. aiRo, rbili saTamaSo iyo, vard-isferi kaba WuWyisgan gaSaveboda, Tavze babTebi ekeTa. naRvliani saxiT iyureboda, Seecoda, kaba gauswora da rafaze dasva. am saxlis yofil mo-

binadreebze dafiqrda, neta axla sad iyvnen, Tuki

saerTod gadarCnen. oTarma gasvlisas anafora

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daubruna, romelic viTomda garecxes. iakobma

gaSala da daaTvaliera, ubralod wyalSi iyo

gavlebuli, radgan talaxis laqebi alag-alag

isev darCeniliyo. amaze mware ironiiT gaecina.

kedels mieyrdno da saxe xelebSi Cargo, sulSi

namdvili jojoxeTi utrialebda. es yvelaferi

iyo jildo, imisa, rom dauri gadaarCina.

`maSin rom gaqceuliyavi da dauri dag-

etovebina, axla Tavisufali iqnebodi~, _ viRac

uCinarma gveliviT daisisina da suli ufro

mouwamla. axla locvac ar SeeZlo, Zalian um-

weod grZnobda Tavs, siamovnebiT itirebda, rom

rogorme am boRmisgan gaTavisuflebuliyo rac

guls da suls uWamda.

diliT Tavi da mTeli sxeuli uxurda. Sub-

lze xeli daido, cxeli moeCvena, sicxe hqonda.

sxeuli dausustda da amitom avadmyofobac

advilad moeria. adgomis Tavic ar hqonda. saW-

meli oTarma Semoutana. ruslani im ambis mere

masTan aRar Sesula. TefSze erTi orcxobila,

puris ori Txeli da Zexvis aseTive Txeli

naWrebi elaga. mada saerTod ar hqonda, magram

SeWama da wyalic mosva. verc iloca. TiTqmis

mTeli dRe eZina. saRamos ukve bneloda, dauri

rom movida:

_ xval midixarT, _ amcno axali ambavi. mar-

Tlac saswauli, magram mTavari marto es ar

iyo. dRes pirvelad mimarTa iakobs TqvenobiT,

viTomda patara da umniSvnelo raRac, magram

Zalian bevrs niSnavda, mis mimarT pativiscemis

grZnoba gauCnda.

iakobma gakvirveba ar damala, magram gansa-

kuTrebuli emociebi ar gamouxatavs, sawolze

wamojda da anafora gaiswora. dauri misgan

aSkarad sxva rames eloda da marTlac gaoce-

bulma hkiTxa:

_ ar gixariaT?

iakobma ar upasuxa, piriqiT Tvali moarida

da iataks daxeda.

_ guSin ucnauri sizmari vnaxe, _ dauri

fanjarasTan idga, mere Semotrialda da im

erTaderT skamze dajda, mZimed sunTqavda: _

mesizmra, viTom patara viyavi da mindorSi

davrbodi, Zalian bednierad vgrZnobdi Tavs.

mze anaTebda, irgvliv uamravi bavSvi iyo. mere

uceb marto davrCi, dabnelda. yvelaferi gaqra,

mzec, yvavilebic, mindoric. vigrZeni, rom viRac

momdevda, visic Zalian meSinoda, gaviqeci da

uceb ufskrulis piras aRmovCndi. aRar vicodi

sad unda wavsuliyavi... da mere gamomeRviZa!

iakobi karga xans dumda, mere ubralod qve-

modan axeda, Tvali TvalSi gauyara da hkiTxa:

_ aseTi rogor gaxdiT?

_ rogor aseTi?

_ ai aseTi, _ xelebi gaSala da Tavi ga-

daiqnia.

dauri sxva dros am SekiTxvas ar upasuxebda,

piriqiT rame ironiuls etyoda, magram am ada-

mianma misi sicocxle ixsna.

_Axandaxan ara marto yvela da yvelaferi,

sakuTari Tavic da sicocxlec mZuls xolme.

minda, rom adamianebma, erTmaneTi daWamon da es

samyaro wamSi ganadgurdes. RmerTi ar mWirdeba

da arc veZeb. ityviT, rom sisastike cudia, magram

SexedeT, rogor eSiniaT Cemi. Cemi erTi sityvac

sakmarisia, rom rasac minda imas gaakeTeben!

_ maSin iq, im kldis piras rom iyaviT xes

moWidebuli, sikvdils pirdapir TvalebSi Caxe-

deT, maSin gindodaT sikvdili, gZuldaT samyaro

da adamianebi? – mamaom gamomcdelad hkiTxa.

dauris Subli SeeWmuxna, loyebi Seefakla,

ase pirvelad daemarTa.

_ ara, maSin ara! – Tqva da Tvali moarida,

gulwrfelobis Sercxva.

_ ki eSiniaT, magram uyvarxarT? – mamaom

ramdenwamiani pauzis Semdeg Tqva, win kedels

Sescqeroda, _ adamians xSirad borotebisken

sxva adamianebi ubiZgeben xolme, magram es ar

aris swori. aravis aqvs ufleba Tavisi ube-

dureba sxvas moaxvios, an sruliad udanaSaulo

adamians agebinos pasuxi. miwaze ar eZeben WeS-

marit RmerTs, magram adamianebs xom sxva Rmer-

Tebi hyavT: sixarbe, sisastike, siamaye, Suri, maT

xom eTayvanebian. yvelaferi imitomaa, rom Cven

yvelam siyvarulis unari davkargeT, erTmaneTis

siyvarulis.

_ magiT risi Tqma gindaT?

_ imis rom, _ cota xniT Seyoymanda mamao,

mere mzera gauswora da uTxra: _ ise gamiSviT,

fuli ar aiRoT!

daurim gaocebisgan warbebi azida, Sublze

naoWebi mkveTrad gamouCnda, SigniT, sulSi br-

Zola midioda sindissa da azrovnebas Soris, es

saxeze naTlad daetyo.

iakobi Tvals ar aSorebda da fiqrobda,

natrobda, rom daTanxmeboda: `iqneba odnav, sul

cotaTi mainc SevZlo adamianoba gavuRviZo, is

idea, risTvisac ibadeba adamiani, rac RmerTma

TiToeul CvenganSi Cado.~

magram iakobis sityvebma masze gavlena mainc

ver moaxdina.

_ morCa, xval midixarT, _ uTxra bolos da

oTaxi swrafad datova.

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iakobs im RamiT wamiTac ar sZinebia. was-

vla rogor ara, Zalian undoda, magram TiTqos

raRac akavebda. mixvda ratom, Rrmad swamda,

rom aq ufro saWiro iyo, RvTis sityva rogorc

puris marcvali unda daeTesa da gaevrcelebina,

swored amitom ar wamovida aq? Tumca Canafiqri

mainc ver Seasrula.

diliT oTarma xelebze borkilebi daado

da Tvalebi isev auxvia. Tavs gacilebiT ukeT

grZnobda, magram gulze TiTqos lodi awveboda

da mowolili boRma axrCobda. gareT rom

gamovidnen, sufTa haeri mTeli ZaliT CaisunTqa,

filtvebi mTlianad gaavso, undoda, aqauri haeri

da Tebervlis sunic Tan waeRo.

didxans ar umgzavriaT, gaCerdnen da gadmoi-

yvanes. Tvalze axveuli moaZvres da dainaxa, ram-

denime nabijSi qarTvelebi idgenen, mama iakobis

wasayvanad mosulebi. daurma ruslans TvaliT

aniSna da isic win wavida, mere iakobs mklavze

xeli mokida da isinic gahyvnen. qarTvelebma

patara, Savi Cemodani gadasces. morCa, iakobi

ukve Tavisufali iyo, magram Tavs bednierad

sulac ar grZnobda. jer erTi, imitom rom misi

sicocxlisTvis fuli gadaixades da meore, aq

darCena undoda, magram rogor etyoda qarTve-

lebs, romlebsac bednieri da gabrwyinebuli

Tvalebi hqondaT, rom maTi wvaleba amao iyo. aq,

am mitovebul TojinasTan da am miwaze undoda

darCena. SeZlo da dauriSi cotaTi mainc ada-

mianuri grZnobebi gaaRviZa, yinuli daiZra da...

zustad axla unda wasuliyo.

dauri Segnebulad aridebda Tvals, mxolod

roca manqanas miuaxlovda, sul aTi wamiT daaS-

terda da iakobs moeCvena, rom isic ukmayo-

filo iyo, yovelTvis auRelvebeli da uemocio.

Tvalebi daxuWa da mamaos ase daemSvidoba. mere

swrafad gatrialda da manqanaSi Cajda.

iakobma ukan, ukve gafuWebul da alag-alag

asfaltamoyril gzas gaxeda, mware grZnobebma

suli dausera, an ratom stkioda ase Zalian

guli, arada xom yvelaferi mogvarda. zeviT

mzes axeda da gulSi sakuTar Tavs piroba

daudo: `me aq aucileblad davbrundebi, ar

vici rodis, erT mzian an Tovlian dRes, magram

aucileblad davbrundebi. isic ar vici xvalin-

deli dRe, an es gza, sad wamiyvans, magram erTi

ki vici, rom kidev vnaxav am adgilebs! radgan

Seucnobelni arian gzani uflisani...~

____* dafuZnebulia namdvil ambavze

goCa RviniaSvili

gamisivda Tavi, damimZimda fexebi, gamiSra piri. vyarvar da ise cudad var, sakuTari Tavic ki mezizReba. asi grami minda, mxolod asi grami da yvelaferi rigze iqneba. dRes bolo dRea, morCa, bolo dRea... mxolod erTi Cartyma... meti ar minda. erT larians amogacli, marika, safuledan, ar gagaRviZeb, ise Cumad amoviReb, rom ver gaigo. es bolo lariani iqneba, metad aRarc gTxov da arc mogparav... rogor gekadreba, es boloa...

Tavs maRla vewevi, wels viTrev da saabaza-noSi Sevdivar.

xuTi iqneba. yovelTvis am dros meRviZeba... am sarkes ki, albaT, davamsxvrev _ gigosaviT Tvalebdasiebuli vCanvar.

gigos faizaRi, cirozi eqneba, gayviTlebulia da Tvalis gugebi trakiviTa aqvs gadmodebuli.

marikasi rom ar meridebodes, dResve gadavag-debdi. Zveli jobda... amaSi gasiebuli vCanvar.ara da, guSin diana Semxvda, `pollitra~ mqonda wartymuli, isev im biWiviT gamoiyurebio, miTxra.

marikam Tqva, sulelo, etiketia aseTio.me etiketi ar vici, am sarkeSi gasiebuli

vCanvar da, roca iqneba, davamsxvrev.

marika Cemi daa. am binaSi orni vcxovrobT. ambobs, Sen gamo davrCi gasaTxovario, me rom saxlidan wavide, Sen vin mogivliso.

marikas rom gaeRviZos da lariani momces, naRdad davuficeb, rom xvalidan aRar davlev.

fulis Sovnis ori xerxi vici. dRes pirvels gamoviyeneb: gavaReb marikas saZineblis kars da Seviparebi. safule, rogorc wesi, CanTaSi aqvs, CanTa _ garderobSi. safuleSi lariani, ueWve-lad, calke devs.

TeTri dila

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diliT metyvis, ar grcxvenia, fulis parvac daiwyeo da naxevarsaaTiani qadagebiT tvins gamiburRavs.

meore xerxi?marikas saZineblis karTan bolTas vcem da

vaxveleb. mas eRviZeba, naxevarsaaTian wyevla-viSviSs moyveba da bolos fuls momcems.

axla pirveli mirCevnia, buzRunis mosmenis Tavi ar maqvs.

abazanidan gamovdivar, vicvam da marikas saZineblis kars vaReb. yvelaferi rigzea _ lariani adgilze devs, marikas ki goWiviT sZinavs.

goWs veZaxi. bavSvobidan ase veZaxi, Torem msuqani ar aris.

fu, lifti ar muSaobs, oTxi sarTulis Cavla ar ginda?! marjvena xeli gulze midevs da marcxena moajirs eWideba _ fexebs exmareba, rom ar davgorde.

gzis iqiT darejanas jixuria. dRedaRam Riaa. es qali iq vaWrobs, iq sZinavs, iq Wams da iq svams. magisi qmari noSrevana magari CaSve-buli mastia, aravis uyvars. ramdenime wlis win erTi moTxroba daubeWdes, Turme daATavs mwerals eZaxis. adre sadRac sxvagan ucxovriaT, mere is bina mag noSrevanas Tavqarianobis gamo gauyidiaT. orjer gaeqca darejanas, magram isev dabrunda. es jixuri axla maTi saxlic aris da maRaziac.

mival, darejanas waveCaliCebi. iqneb `pol-litra~ nisiad momces, Tu ara da larad as grams davasxmevineb.

_ darejan, rogora xar, lamazo?_ lamazo ara isa... gaswi `forToCkas~ moa-

Sore Tavi, nu damaxrCe aryis suniT!_ darejan..._ ar aris saWiro darejan-marejan, nisiad

ar viZlevi!_ marika, xval iRebs xelfass da xo ici?_ araferi ar vici! isedac ocdaTeqvsmeti

laris gaqvs waRebuli. morCa, momSordi!eh, rogor ablatavdnen es bozebi, amaTi dro

dadga. CaTlaxebis da bozebisaa yvelaferi. vai, saqarTvelov!

_ darejan, ai, lariani... asi damisxi._ Camosasxmelis gayidva agvikrZales. ara

maqvs! wadi!_ qveviT wavide kolasTan? im siSoreze

miSveb?sxva gza ar aris _ kolasTan unda wavide.

am dros axlo-maxlo sxva aravin vaWrobs. _ rogor gamimete, darejan, me xom colad

Sens moyvanas vapirebdi._ wadi Seni...fexi trotuaridan gzaze gadamaqvs da vbar-

baceb. am dros Cvens quCaze manqana iSviaTia. yvelaferi uceb xdeba: jer TvalebSi Suqi

elvasaviT manaTebs, Semdeg _ saburavebis wivili da dartymis xmaa. tkivils gvianRa vgrZnob.

vtrialdebi da gulaRma vecemi. didi araferi, mgoni, sarke momxvda. gonebas ar vkargav. vxvdebi, rom manqana gaCerda. amas mohyva darejanas Caxle-Cili myivani xma:

_ kaci mokaliT!albaT, marcxena idayvi momtyda, mtkiva, magram

axla erT ̀ pollitraSi~ mTel mklavs moviWridi da mivcemdi.

gulaRma vgdivar, marjvena xeli mkerdze midevs. tkivilma cota gadamiara. yvelaferi rigzea... mTavaria, gulma ar miRalatos, vfiqrob da Tvalebs vaxel.

fexis xma miaxlovdeba. _ ̀ as Tormetze~ davrekoT, _ mesmis kacis xma._ ras ambob, sasamarTlo, gamoZieba, mowmeebi...

qmars ra vuTxra, dilis xuT saaTze SenTan er-Tad ra mindoda? Seni bralia, saWesTan ar unda dagesvi.

Tvalebs vaxel... pirdapir Cems TavTan dgas... lamazi fexebi aqvs...

_ am avarias Cem Tavze viReb, _ ambobs kaci._ moica, jer nu darekav. vnaxoT, iqneb arc

araferi sWirs._ ara, qalbatono, saWesTan Tqven ijeqiT, _

ambobs darejana, _ Cemken ixreba da perangis qveS mkerdze xels micurebs.

ra Tbili xeli gqonia, darejan, Se Zunwo. ra iyo, mogeca nisiad.

_ amas rom rame mouvides, daviRupe, _ am-bobs is.

au, darejan, giyvarvar, Se, CaTlaxo?_ qalbatono, Tqveni qmaria? yvelaferze me

vizruneb, _ mesmis kacis xma._ RmerTma damifaros, qmari ara... samasi laris

saqoneli aqvs Cemgan nisiad waRebuli.au, darejan Se nabozaro, ra samasi, ocdaTeqvs-

meti lari maqvs!_ mag fuls axlave gagistumreb, _ ambobs kaci

da jibidan safules iRebs._ ramdenia? _ mesmis darejanas uxeSi myivani

xma._ xuTasia da saWesTan me vijeqi._ me am kacs ar vicnob da araferi daminaxavs,

_ ambobs darejana.au, darejan, Se bozo, Se, CaTlaSka! gamyide?!_ mkvdaria? _ kiTxulobs qali da icucqebs.

misi muxlis Tavebi Cems TavTan erT mtkavelzea, minda wamoviwio, magram TiTqos raRac miwisken meWideba, guliscemis xma mesmis. neta, am aurza-urs gauZlebs, Tu gaskdeba?

darejana ixreba. mkerdze da yelze xels misvams.

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_ amas, mgoni, arayi uSvelis, _ ambobs da mesmis misi fexebis fratunis xma.

ra Tbili xeli gaqvs, darejan... droze qeni, Seni deda, Se nabozaro!

_ moica, arayi ara, eqimi unda, _ ambobs kaci._ acale, Tavisi saqme TviTon icis, _ mesmis

qalis xma da kvlav imedi meZleva.tuCze raRac mexeba, naRdad boTlia...Sen gaixare, darejan, Se nabozaro.ylup, ylup, ylup...tanSi siTbo mivlis, guli wynardeba._ eyofa, _ ambobs kaci.ra meyofa, Se Cema, ra meyofa?!darejana tuCebidan boTls maclis._ eqimTan waviyvanT, _ ambobs kaci._ aryis fuli gadamixadeT! _ mesmis dare-

janas xma._ ramdeni? _ kiTxulobs qali._ nemirovi TxuTmeti lari Rirs.vai, ra Rori xar darejan, TxuTmeti ki

ara, rvanaxevari Rirs. isic mxolod sami ylupi davlie.

kaci Cems wamowevas cdilobs. me ar vuZali-andebi. etyoba, janiania. ukana savarZelze msvams da cdilobs fexebi Semikecos.

_ moica! _ viZaxi me.._ cocxalia! _ uxaria qals._ ra gnebavT? _ mekiTxeba kaci._ aryis fuli gadauxade?_ ki, _ ukvirs kacs._ mere sad ari arayi? im CaTlaxs dautove?_ wadi, arayi gamoarTvi, _ brZanebis kiloze

ambobs qali.kacs arayi moaqvs._ ra gqviaT? _ mekiTxeba qali.ra moulodneli SekiTxvaa. saxelis gaxseneba

ratom unda miWirdes? mgoni, nikolozi mqvia. ki, nikolozi mqvia. niko, Tu nika? ara, _ nikolozi.

_ nikolozi._ batono nikoloz, rogor grZnobT Tavs? _

mekiTxeba qali.kaci boTls mawvdis. ramdenime ylups vsvam

da vaxveleb._ gtkivaT rame? _ Tavs Cemsken abrunebs qali.lamazia, au, magaria. aseT pidarasts _ aseTi

qali... es aris samarTali?xel-fexs vimowmeb, welSi viSlebi. Tavze xels

visvam. kefaze patara kopi maqvs, idayvmac gamiara, magram ar vici, am qals ra vuTxra.

manqana adgils swydeba._ jer me mimiyvane da mere es _ eqimTan! _

ambobs qali.boTli gavanaxevre. kargad var. SeiZleba vim-

Rero kidec.`verxvis foTolTa TeTri laSqari...~_ vcdi-

lob, melodia ar SemeSalos.

_ saxlSi wagiyvanoT Tu eqimTan, nikoloz? _ kvlav ukan abrunebs Tavs qali.

lamazia, aseT qalTan Rirs..._ SenTan wamiyvane, lamazo.wamomcda... amis Tqmas ar vapirebdi._ saxlSi ginda Tu saavadmyofoSi? _ xma

gaimkacra kacma.saxlSi mirCevnia. Cumad Seviparebi. marika

verc gaigebs. davwvebi, iqneb dameZinos kidec. male gaTendeba, marika adgeba da yavas mo-miduRebs. sanam gaiRviZebs, iqneb lariani mis safuleSi davabruno.

jibeebs viqeqav da fuls ver vpoulob. cudia. marikas viSviSis mosmena momiwevs.

_ saxlSi minda, magram sad aris Cemi fuli?kaci Tavs Cemsken abrunebs da fuls mawvdis._ esRa damrCa, _ mobodiSebiT meubneba.qaRaldis fulia. neta ramdeni iqneba?varTmev da jibeSi videb.manqana ukan brundeba. gamoCnda darejanas

jixuri. gzis iqiT me vcxovrob._ gzis iqiT gamiCereT._ siaruli SegiZlia? _ mekiTxeba kaci.manqanidan gadmovdivar. yvelaferi rigzea.

araferi ar mtkiva. ukve inaTa.

gaCerebasTan skamze vjdebi. or ylups kidev vsvam.

gzis iqiT darejanas jixuria. mag qalma CemiT mayuTi gaakeTa. is fuli Cemia.

aiRos Tavisi ocdaTeqvsmeti lari da danarCeni momces. danarCeni me mekuTvnis. modi, waval da vnaxav.

minaze vakakuneb. darejana sarkmels xsnis._ moxvedi? xom kargad xar? daTveri? Semodi.ra uxaria am SobelZaRls, hgonia, fuls ar

wavarTmev, Tu magisi noSrevanasi SemeSindeba?darejana gareT gamodis, welze xels mxvevs

da karisken meqaCeba.ra Tbili xeli gaqvs, darejan? sad mimaTrev?kars xuravs da mkerdze mekvreba.ra Tbili ZuZuebi gaqvs, darejan.xels SarvalSi miyofs.moica, noSrevana sad ari? araferi matkino,

darejan.gverdze viwevi.fu, Seni. ra momivida?

moica, ra xdeba, raRac vera var kargad. au, Cemi.. ra momivida? verafers vgrZnob... araferi gamodis... ratom? damerxa? ki ar damerxa, ar mevaseba, magram ra Tbili ZuZuebi aqvs... prosto, saqmeze movedi, es mkeravs da me ar vikerebi! ai es naRdia, me ar vikerebi! diax, me ar vikerebi!

_ Cemi fuli momeci, darejan!Cemi Sarvlidan xeli amoaqvs, nabijs ukan

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dgams da katasaviT iburZgleba.katebi ar miyvars._ ra fuli?_ xuTasi lari... imaTgan ro aiRe!_ ra xuTasi lari?!darejana xels mkravs.

axla ukve gavbrazdi, axla Wkuaze SeviSlebi! davamtvrev, yvelafers davlewav!

_ Se, CaTlaxo Sena, manqanam ro damartya da fuli aiRe, is fuli minda!

ro gamyide, is fuli minda!xels mkravs, jixuridan magdebs da wivis:_ ra manqanam dagartya? sad dagartya? be-

laia gaqvs!trotuaridan gadavdivar da im adgilas

vdgebi, sadac manqana damejaxa._ ai, aq damejaxa manqana. ai aq daveci, Seni

deda... ai, aq gamyide! _ darejanas vagineb, da am dros larians

vxedav.`belaia~ ara maqvs. ai lariani! marikas

lariani!..mixaria, vixrebi, viReb da jibeSi videb.bozebis dro dadga. eseni grimitoben, magram

bolos vnaxoT, vagrimiteb me magas! gzis iqiT gadaval, qvebs aviReb da minebs Cavumsxvrev. jixurs sul daulewav. CaTlaxma da pidarastma ar unda gaixaros! male kacebis dro dadgeba! Cveni dro dadgeba! mere vnaxoT!

_ darejan, magrad dagenZreva icode!_ sul gagiJdi, kaco?!_ ggonia, Seni pidarasti noSrevana giSvelis?

suli unda amogxado, suli! _ vyviri, gzaze gadavdivar da mesmis darejanas wivili:

_ noSrevan!dauZaxos, dauZaxos, fexebi ar momWamos mag-

isma noSrevanam.

vqoSineb, meti aRar SemiZlia, gaCerebaze vjdebi.

mag qalTan xval gavswordebi. axla Zalian mZimed var, inaTa kidec, saxlSi aval, iqneb marikas mZinares mivuswro, es lariani ukan davabruno, magis buzRuns mainc gadavrCebi.

ramdenime ylupiRa darCa, vsvam, cariel boTls visvri da sadarbazoSi Sevdivar.

_ erTi, ori, sami, oTxi, _ sarTulebs viTvli da win miviwev.

gasaRebi Tan ar maqvs, etyoba, Sin damrCa. al-baT kari Ria davtove, namdvilad Ria davtove...

ara! daketilia!rogor ar minda, magram momiwevs marikas

gaRviZeba.

zars vrekav, kidev vrekav, kidev vrekav. kari iReba.

es viRaa? aq ra unda?SeuZlebelia!.. marikam kaci moiyvana?..nacnobi saxe aqvs... ra uSno sifaTia... rogor

daRrica tuCebi._ Sena xar? _ mekiTxeba da Tavs aqnevs.neta, ra TxasaviT aqnevs Tavs? vin Cemi

siria! aq ra unda?!_ marikas dauZaxe, gaige?! marikas dauZaxe!_kargi ra, noSrevan, meramdened unda mox-

vide?! riT ver gaige, aq aRar cxovrob!ra? aq ar vcxovrob? ra? noSrevano... me noSrevana var? noSrevana

ki ara, nikolozi var! nikolozi! gaigeT, rom nikolozi var!!!

Tavis qalaze Signidan TiTqos WianWvelebi darbian da tvinze maskintleben.vera var kargad... yvelaferi airia. unda davwynarde, yvelaferi unda davalago.

moica, me noSrevana var? noSrevana var?!_ cudad xar? ginda darejans davureko?

TxasaviT acancarebs Tavs. Cems saxlSi SemZ-vrala. rqebi unda da eSmakia.

ara, rqebic aqvs!_ darejanas dedac... da Senic... gaige?!oTxi, sami, ori, erTi... sadarbazodan gamovdi-

var da darejanas veCexebi._ wamodi, noSrevan, cudad xar.minda Sevagino, magram Sewuxebuli saxe aqvs

da mecodeba. me ara var sacodavi, xuTas larad rom gamyida?

welze xels mxvevs. Zalian, Zalian Tbili xeli aqvs. mivyvebi, Cemdauneburad mivyvebi.

_ darejan, me noSrevana var?_ ho._ Seni noSrevana?_ ki, Cemi noSrevani.TavSi isev WianWvelebi darbian da tvini

mefxaneba.moica, me noSrevana var? is noSrevana Tx-

uTmeti wlis win erTi moTxroba rom daube-Wdes da Tavs mwerals eZaxis, magari CaSvebuli masti rom aris da ubanSi aravis evaseba, mTeli cxovreba darejanasgan rom garbis da ver gaq-ceula. ai, is noSrevana var?

me noSrevana var.marika?..marika karga xania wavida da sul menatreba.nikolozi?Cemi moTxrobis gmiria. im moTxrobisa, ro-

melic damibeWdes. vera da ver moviSore eg kaci._ ra Tbili xelebi gaqvs, darejan!

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nana cincaZe

poezia

wylisferi moTmineba

axla, rodesac ukve yvelafers

hqvia warsuli

da erTaderTi sityva darCa

Cven Soris xidad

– viyaviT erTni...

me kvlav maSinebs Seni simSvide,

me kvlav maSinebs Soreuli

Seni CurCuli

da usindisod motyuebuli Cemi imedi.

sanTlis Suqi da ori Wiqa,

Cemi wylisferi moTmineba

da yvela sityva, am sanTelTan

erTad damwvari.

gareT noembris mSvidi Ramea,

Cemi saxlis mkvdrul siCumeSi

marto me vici, rogor iwvis

Cemi saydari.

axla, rodesac ukve yvelafers

hqvia warsuli...

CarCo

rogor SeiZleba leqsSi CarCoebi,

rogor SeiZleba Sav-TeTri ocneba.

TviTon ixateba yalmiT maCoebi

da rasac ver vamxel, isic wamomcdeba.

strofSi pirvelyofil sawyisebs vnebdebi,

minda es leqsebi Taroze mivagdo,

riTmad moqarguli Takara vnebebi,

uCemod miaxrCobs usaxur iagos.

mere poezia caSi afeTqdeba,

gonebas dakarguls uceb gaagiJebs,

mere wuTi ara, wami gamefdeba,

fexsac medidurad imas daabijebs,

visac araferi ar darCa miwaze

da erTi leqsisTvis movida tiali,

visac SeuZlia tirili iaze

da fexze hkidia es oromtriali.

leqsSi moxsnilia tabu, CarCoebi,

riTma xanZaria astralSi... Takara...

iq danavardoben laRad maCoebi

da erTi sicocxle leqsisTvis ar kmara.

sarfiani dabandeba

araferi ar icvleba, Tu ar Secvli,

gaTendeba ise, rogorc Tendeboda,

erTs, fufalas uwodeben CvenSi SeSlils,

Tumc Siolas sxvac mravali ver xvdeboda.

mzis laqebi mTvares damRad avakari,

is mipovnis, vinc arasdros dameZebda.

saocnebod aviCeme avatari,

ar vicodi, mis siyvaruls sxvac SeZlebda.

galaqtikas axla ufro xSirad vstumrob,

dRes merkurze meramdened gavaTene.

ra xania gavizarde, aRar vxumrob

da RimiliT vanawileb anaTemebs.

iq ufalma sikeTesTan maziara,

me aq Tvali codvebisgan davielme.

sul mrudi maqvs, erTi swori xazic ara,

codvils, codvis siyvaruli gamielvebs.

guli mtkiva, dro muWSi ver movaqcie,

ise garbis, vici veRar davewevi...

fexqveS vTelav gamogonil gradaciebs,

romlis gamoc mTel qveyanas davewvebi.

sikvdils movklav, rom sicocxle

ar damTavrdes,

drosTan davde sarfiani dabandeba.

RmerTTan vgzavni erTsityvian amanaTebs –

d a b a d e b a ! ! !

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gadakveTili gzebi

sadac ca erTvis zRvas,iq gadis xedvis zRvari.me mirCevnia ca,an zRva, Slegi da wynari...radgan ver itevs fiqrsgadakveTili gzebi...iq, caSi viban pirs, roca astralSi vrCebi.

TamaSi cecxlTan

uamrav kiTxvaTagan mawamebs erTi,rodesac kacs qmnida – fiqrobda RmerTi?am kiTxvas mohyveba sxva kiTxva patara,rodesac qals qmnida, tiroda satana?mere es kiTxvebi lagdeba cecxlTan...iwyeba cxovreba – TamaSi vercxlTan.

fantomi

var siyvarulis aborigeni,fiqrawewili qarSi gavrbivar,radgan gza Senken gamovigeni,SecdomebisTvis aRar vvargivar.me fantomi var, gigzavni locvebs,Sens sisxlac Sevsvam vnebis jamidan.mere moviwmend sisxlnarev kocnebs,rom Sen daiwyo isev Tavidan,rom daCoqili gixilo ferxTiT,arad miRirdes Seni wameba.vici, Semindobs im survils RmerTi,suls rom SemorCa SeSlil dramebad.sizmrebSi mklaven, ar vagdeb Cirad,Tumc ver gavrbivar... vis unda vkiTxo,rom im uZluri Ramis magivradSens pirvelyofil siyvaruls viTxov.gesmis? – mRvimeSi ar vanTeb sanTels,vikingebTan vsvam erTi jamidan.ara! ar mikvirs rom mosdev naTels,Tumc ganSoreba bnelTan ar ginda.garbixar, mainc CemTan brundebi,xan geCvenebi gamqral fantomad...Sen xelze gadevs monis xundebi,me kleopatram kaba maTxova,rom kidev erTxel vestumro miwasme, siyvarulis aborigeni...radgan promeTe suls cecxliT miwvavs,gza ukuneTSic gamovigeni.

dakarguli Taoba

yofna... aryofna...

maradiul kiTxvas vawvaleb,

iavarqmnili saqarTvelo Tvalwin midgeba.

naTrevi suli aRma-daRma ise wanwalebs,

rom enatreba damSvideba, sadRac migdeba.

me dakarguli Taoba var, momeci xeli,

rom davijero feniqsiviT Cveni aRdgoma.

suli Camkvdari, meamboxe da ganaxeli,

barikadebze mainc natrobs laRad

dadgomas.

ar daiviwyo, rom ara varT mxolod

warsuli,

Cvens tradiciebs verasodes mospobs

satana.

mravalJamiers SemovZaxebT camde asulni,

ereklem TqvenTan gorda xmali gamomatana.

erTxel xom mainc unda iyos vinme marTali,

rom jvarze gakvriT ar movuRoT bolo

macxovars.

iqneb marTla hyavs saqarTvelos mxsneli

sardali

da mec ar vgavar uRirsisgan moklul

maTxovars.

xelSi miWiravs cxeli guli – isic Senia,

RmwerTo! ar amqna samSoblosTvis mkvdari

mamluqi.

xvalindeli dRe dRevandelis ganaCenia,

me mapatie, Tu ver vwere leqsi saluqi.

momeci xeli, damajere marTla Cemi xar,

rom marTla giyvars es patara miwis

nagleji,

rom am ubedur saqarTvelos ise Svenixar,

rogorc aspinZa, mowameTa, gremi, gareji.

movardnil grigals Seagebe Seni Radari,

sakuTar TavTan arasodes gqondes dandoba,

minda gjerodes, saqarTvelo marto aq aris,

marto aq icis TovlTn erTad yoCivardoba

da maSin vityvi, ar momkvdara CvenSi ilia,

ar dawanwalebs aRma-daRma suli euli.

dro male gadis, es dReebic gadaivlian

da dalagdeba dedamiwa gadareuli.

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mtkiva

mtkiva...

daviwyebuli alersis ferebi,

Seni xmis tembri,

gaReRili perangi,

gawewili Tmis siuxeSe,

rom ver minugeSe...

Sen magivrad mosuli sxva,

misi survili, mzera gulgrili,

mamris sunTviT gaTanguli quCis surneli,

rom var suleli...

dro, romelic uSenod ar gadis,

sxeuli, romelsac aRar exebi,

Cveni ezos verxvebi...

TiTebi, axla rom aRar kocni,

CemTvis rom veRar mocdi...

Seni naCuqari dReebi,

Rimili, Cumad rom sxvebs vacli,

sibere, romelsac ver waSli,

seqsi, romelze fiqric tkivils iwvevs,

kaci, romelic warsulSi miTrevs...

mtkiva...

bediswera

sadRac, uCemod daiwera Cemi cxovreba,

mere momarges ekliani gvirgvini cida.

ar gamimetes sasikvdilod Turme mogvebma,

Canasaxs maxsovs im wuTebis galoba cidan.

hoda, vatareb Cems mZime jvars,

saxsovars bedis,

ar memeteba aravisTvis tkivilis sevda.

xan kurtizani, xan geiSa, xan kidev ledi...

ukve ar vici, ras gvisurvebT

codvilebs ser da

gjeraT, aTasi saxisaTvis Segvqmna gangebam,

aTas meerTe moiZies mcxovrebTa miwis.

verafers SevcvliT, ar gvinda da

mainc Ramdeba,

bedis mweralma yvelaferi uCvenod icis.

qeds ar movixri, Tund gamakraT

jvarze Tavidan,

cxovrebas viwyeb kvlav Casaxvis

pirvel wamidan.

aTasi kiTxva

gaixa taZris kretsabmeli, mokvda ufali

da wmindanebi gamovidnen saflavebidan.

kaci arasdros ar yofila Tavisufali,

Tumc suliwminda madlsa hfenda

mokvdavs zevidan.

aTasi kiTxva daibada gulSi farulad

da yvela Tomas surs ixilos cxadSi ieso,

CvenSi TareSobs uamravi azris marula,

xorciT maZRarni vemsgavsebiT

suliT mSierso...

radganac CvenSi isev daZrwis viRac iuda,

mkvlels sasaflaod elodeba

sisxlis mindori.

pilatem xeli daibana, gagvididgulda

da JRers zarebSi agonia

vercxlis minoriT.

Sens amaRlebas Seveswari zecad ieso,

gverdiT gedeqi, roca erTad dagvarbieso.

metamorfoza

ver Sevagebe alesili xanjali fars da

bedniereba gavatane movardnil sizmars.

Camovafare sarkeebze vualad farda,

kars gvaris nacvlad wavawere –

aravin miyvars.

daRlil nabijiT avuyevi bnelSi kibeebs,

xelSi miWiravs keTrovanTa naqoni joxi,

magram uecrad CemSi qali kisers iRerebs

da eomeba SaviT mosil maTxovars, moxrils.

Talxi icvleba ucnauri Wreli ferebiT,

kvlav mefereba viRac Tlili,

grZeli xelebiT

da mec viRviZeb am jadosnur

xelis SexebiT.

kidev kargi, rom am qaosSi

siyvaruls vbedav,

cas ar SemovrCi odiliad, momakvdav gedad

da avirCie zRapris bolo winamorbedad.

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salome gogolaZe

saqarTvelos!..

suli mikivis da, o, rogor mtkivdebi, neta, ra gaaTevs am Rames, mand Turme yvavian krwanisze Sindebi, aq ki lodinia daRlamde,TiTqos Cakiruli muxlamde dagvmarxes, ver vsunTqavT, haeri ar gvyofnis, miTxariT, iqneba gavuZlebT sadamde, yorani Cvil guls rom dakortnis,TiTqos usaSvelo keTri Seeyara, avi zne SeuCnda qariviT,da veZeb, uflisgan naboZeb qveyanas, uRranSi dakargul kraviviT,sabralov, ramdenjer gagwires samsxverplod, yeli gamogRadres jorkoze!...sisxligan icleba, jalaTno, ar geyoT?!... SewyviteT, umizno xorxoci,xandaxan daxedeT, Tqvens dasvril xelebze ramdeni umanko sisxlia,dacemuls nu esvriT, mand qarTlis velebi tirian, glovoben, gvicdian, miwas rom abijebT, uZveles saunjes, winaparT Zvlebia namarxi,miwas nu datovebT mterTagan daucvels, am miwas bevri aqvs nanaxi, monRolma, TaTarma, lekma Tu osmalom, vera hqna, ver dasca beWebze, qarTvelo, Sen ratom ginda, rom moSxamo, qriste rom gacvalo meCeTze, vina xarT?.. ra rjulis, me mag xmas vera vcnob, suls yidiT, guls aRar gvitovebT, Tqven mxolod saxeli SemogrCaT qarTuli, me ki emigranti miwodeT. dagicav am susti frTebiT da xelebiT, miwao, gatareb xativiT, oRondac biWebi dazardeT, dedebo, budidan aWrilni arwivni, taZrebSi iloceT, aanTeT sanTlebi, axseneT saxeli wmindanTa, zarebi darekeT da uflis saxeliT, gamodiT qarTvelni, vinca xarT.ismineT, SeigneT, gaxsovdeT, giyvardeT, ra darCa, fexi da alagi, suyvelam saTqveno samSoblo SeirgeT, miwa xarT Txemidan mklavamdis.me aq var, vixuteb mag miwis naglejebs, vTbebi da imedi macocxlebs,ibrZoleT, ibrZoleT, lekvebo algeTis, uflis da rwmenisTvis, icodeT!

mkiTxvelo, aq Cemi sulis savanea, fexebi daiwminde da frTxilad Semodi. mtveri da WuWyi gareT datove da sufTa guliT eziare mas, rasac me ufali CamCurCulebs. aq, Cemi samyaroa, Cemi dila da saRamo, Cemi mTvare da varskvlavebi, aq, Cemi sulis ankara nakadulebi morakrakeben. yurs Tu daugdeb, Senc gaigoneb xmas da musikas. mkiTxvelo, nu iqnebi ise mkacri, rom naiarevze tkivili damitovo, damwvarze mduRare damasxa da ironianarevi RimiliT Camiaro gverdze.

me ar velodebi Sens taSsa da komplimentebs, me ar minda Seni Seqeba, mxolod erTs gTxov, Cemi sulis oazisSi roca Semoabijeb, ise gaiare, rom obol xeebs totebi ar daamtvrio!.. me igi, Cemi sisxliTa da cremliT gamovzarde, ofliT vasazrdoe. rac gamaCnia, mxolod saCuqaria da me Senze mdidari var. uamravi Tval-margalitis mflobeli da mqonebeli. minda giwilado da giTxra _ aiRe da gaamravle!.. amas hqvia sikeTe da amas hqvia ukvdaveba. SeigrZeni surneli amqveynad movlenili mSvenierebisa.

pativiscemiT _ salome gogolaZe

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v a m e x !..

me moRalate ar vyofilvar

arodes vamex,

nu micqer ase, viT aroni

Camqral kelaptars

mag gamowvdili fialidan

Sxamsac ki davlev!..

sicocxle Cemi sul ar miRirs

erT ylup xeladad,

Rameebs Cemsas uSenobis

feri aqvs axla,

feri TalxiviT daferili

sveli mantiis,

vamex, maswavle ganSorebis

ugulo gancda,

msurs moviSoro Seni saxis

uSno macili.

Sen geSinia da TiTebi giTrTis,

vici me,

momkali, radgan miveCvie

amgvar sikvdilsac,

vamex, Sen waxval da me isev

mwared vicineb.

aq veRaravin ver damiSlis

am giJ sicils da..

me SeviSlebi, SeviSlebi,

radgan qarebi,

daatareben upatrono bavSviviT

mTvares,

vamex, gpirdebi, arasodes

ar meyvarebi,

vamex, amoTxrils ar toveben

mkvlelebi gvamebs!..


arodes gesmis,

navsi gatyda da saaTebi

ariv-daria,

aiReb axla da dambaCas

kankaliT mesvri,

da gulSi ityvi _ yvelaferi

Seni bralia!..


arodes vamex,

navsi gatyda da saaTebi

ariv-daria,

TiTebSi vimwyvdev usulgulod

damsxvreul wamebs...

vamex, nu metyvi, es qarebi

ram gadaria!...

CamefSvna, Cadna Tovlisferi

saxis profili,

ramdenjer vxate, sisxliT, cremliT,

wvimiT, imediT,

mainc vrCebodi mowyenili

da ar yofili,

ramdenjer isev ukanasknel

zRvramde mivedi.

ramdenjer TeTri Rameebi

vaSene, vamex,

me xom mjeroda, me xom mwamda

suliT xorcamde,

da modioda viRac mZlavri

damarxul gvamebs,

Tvalwin miwyobda codvebiviT

uflis mosvlamde,

ar migemia, me ar maxovs

is tkbili gemo,

Sens tuCebs albaT rZe gadasdis

dedis xseniviT,

vin mogca neba, Cems ZarRvebSi

sisxliviT gevlo,

da suls marTmevde gesliani

Wreli gveliviT,

vamex, Tvalebi damitove

gza rom gavigno,

aq arc mTvarea, moitaces

mTvare boSebma,

Sen Tu mefe xar, fardagebi

unda dagigo,

da Cems sxeulsac miiRebdi

brolis koSkebad.

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monazoni

me am Tvalebs, cisfer Tvalebs,Sav tiloSi damarxulebs. davxri, rogorc mgloviare, Cemi uflis siyvaruli damaqvs guliT,sasZlo var da sasZlo viyav, ase, ucodveli mival,im qveyanas, Sen xom Cemi sasjeli xar,biWov, Seni siyvaruli damaqvs Tana!.. tans miburavs miwis feradmoxveuli Savi nisli,netavi ram amimRera guli?.. anda, amimRera visTvis!..var yinwvisis angelozi,zariT vixmob caSi ciskars,am codvian samzeoSi, mxolod Seni gaRimeba miyvars, Camoviqni sanTlad TiTebs,gavcveT locviT kabis kalTas,me Sen tkivils agarideb,aq davdgebi, uflis karTan.xam kabaSi gavexvevi,ra darCeba Cemgan sulac,mxolod sizmrad damexseni,siosaviT moparula Seni saxe,netav, sulac ar gicnobde, netavi ar damenaxe!.. Cemi fiWvis keliasTan surnelia akaciis, da avanTeb am guls sanTlad yovel diliT...wuxel mTvares RvTismSobeli davaqarge...alionze mival taZrad, da cremls vwmendav mariamis wminda saxes.gaxsovs?.. adre mxolod orni movdiodiT,axla Cemi suli dadis Sav kabaSi,var gelaTis fexSiSvela monazoni, viT CuqurTma ToTo vazis. nu migloveb, aq samoTxem Semifara,

davfal guli, gahyva mxolod qarebs ferfli,me ufalma Senze metad Semiyvara, aqa var, da vkocni, naterfalebs RmerTis!..

Zaxili

am yru samyaros xmaurSi,

vlesav sityvebis maxvils

da SenTvis ra ucnauri,

ra miuwvdomi gavxdi.

netav sad iyo adami,

fiqr rom SeuCnda evas,

vaSli iyo Tu atami,

axla adardebs yvelas.

guli daburul tyesaviT

aSlila qarSi rided.

ver Semiyvarebs SensaviT

ase veravin kidev.

codva gamxel sjobia,

damiavaddi vinZlo,

modixar, magram ar Canxar,

Cemo gulo da RviZlo.

kedlebs xravs fiqri Rameuls,

dasZaxebs mikioti,

kldesac amoxeTqs, sul mcire

imedis susti ylorti,

vin ras butbutebs, ras ambobs,

sicxianiviT moTqvams,

udrod ar gamomasalmo

am wuTisoflis modgmas.

gzad mSobiare qaliviT

miwam daiwyo SeSla,

Rame gavuge fardagad,

rom TeTri mTvare eSva.

momwyurdi isev sicocxled,

dauokebel sulad,

es sigiJea icode, anda _

gafrena srulad,

aq vWvret, guls miRma gazafxuls

uiaraRo TvaliT,

miwam SeWama, gamoxra

Cemi xorci da Zvali,

ra moxda netav, ra moxda,

Tu dagaviwydi, kargo!..

jojoxeTis da samoTxis

gauxarelo vardo.

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Semodgomis dila

gadaewneba venaxebs qari,

datovebs Seni dalalis surnels

da mowyenili, viT amorZali,

ivli am miwis daxeTqil gulze.

mze arwivebTan iwyebs saubars,

ca iseTia, RmerTTan vmaRldebi

da TiTqos mtevnebs sisxlSi gaujdaT

cvali, ofliviT Camonadeni.

es silamaze ise mawamebs,

damawyeT gulze mZime lodebi,

mere aRvsdgebi, rogorc lazare

da mtkivan sulze Segixorcdebi.

babuawvera

suls mogcem, oRond gafrindi, qars gahyev mindvrad da niavs,dampirdi oRond, dampirdi,mze rom muxlebSi damiars, ar mimatoveb arasdros,TeTrwvera, TeTro moxuco,mTvare sxvivebs rom Camaqsovs,am qveynad dardad mosulso.mag Seni fesvis Wirime,Rrublebs qarSi rom dawvelav, JruanteliviT mivlide,Sen Cemo, babua wverav, gahyevi mindvris Riobebs,am mTebs, am velebs Sabians,sadac rZe Taflad sdiodes,iq yvelgan uflis madlia,Citma rom gnaxos Cioram, budes Caekar WinWiviT, sul locvad gadmodiodesmaTi bartyuli WikWiki. nataZrals sanTlad aenTe,mze gumbaTiviT rom adgas, im bebris xelSi Caedne,Tvalze cremli rom moadga, sul ibzriale, icekve, qars afriale arSia, Seni bavSvuri sicelqe, wamwamTa aTinaTSia, suls mogcem oRond gafrindi, Cemi survilis wyarosTan. me sixaruliT avtirdi, gzad rom is erTi gamoCnda!....

jariskacis werili dedas

vuZRvni _ mixeil dvaliSvilis xsovnas

qari arwevs beber muxebs, Tovs da bardnis xvavrielad,caze elva daiquxebs, daiquxebs da ielavs.werils uwers biWi dedas, uwers simwriT, daWril xeliT,da sisxlisgan nawveT furcels mTvare umzers garindebiT.,,Cemze nu swux, Cemo deda!~ _ erT Txilis guls viyofT Zmebi,rkinas kvneten lomgulebi, Cemi TeTri arwivebi, ras miqvian SiSiT Zrwola, ra xeli aqvs CvenTan sikvdils,mTebis tola, devis tola, erTad vdgavarT yvela, vinc ki,qarTvelurad gvicems guli,brZolis velze RmerTi gviZRvis,da movkvdebiT vaJkacurad, iveriis saxelisTvis, nu migloveb, Cemo deda, cas mivapyrobT locviT Tvalebs,radgan qveynis sadidebladqarTvelebad davibadeT,mze ocnebebs dagviSanTavs _ gulze, rogorc vercxlis tyvias,vinc ki gmirad daibada, irmis ZuZu uwovia, mamaCemi miwas xnavda, jejilobda lurji yana,Cemi qveynis Sesadari meguleba mxare ganaa?..axlac maxsovs qoris frTebi da nangrevi taZris lodis,da RrublebiT, sakvirvelad daxatuli angelozi, cali xeliT werda werils, biWi cisferTvaliani,mxarTan hqonda natyviari, viT yayaCo xaliani. sisxlis wveTebs xvrepda miwa, Tendeboda dila roca,qari qroda, bebers muxebs ar sciodaT gasaocrad.iwva biWi, cas umzerda, SerCenoda tuCze Rimi, da werili, rogorc guli, darCenoda gaReRili!...

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o, siniora!..

o, siniora, nu miyureb ase simkacriT,

mec maqvs samSoblo da amayi

eris Svili var,

me saqarTvelos mivefere wuxel sizmarSi

da siniora, TeTr Rameebs aRar vCivivar.

me dRes aqa var, da saTuTad

gigeb sasTumals,

gikvirs, rad giTbob siyvaruliT,

gayinul xelebs,

Seni sicocxle uferulad ise gasrulda,

rom Zlivs ixseneb SviliSvilebs

da maT saxelebs.

Cemi cxovreba rogor mohgavs

konkias zRapars,

ai, mtredebic momifrindnen

Ria sarkmelTan,

gadavagorebT siniora, am sastik zamTars,

me cac meyofa wyarosaviT,

rom Cans saknidan.

o, siniora, me Cagacmev barxatis kabas,

gavuyveT quCas da mivuswroT

saRamos mesas,

aq didebuli taZrebia, Cvensas ara hgavs,

Cveni sul sxvaa, TiTqos ufro

axlos var RmerTTan.

aq SiSi mipyrobs, marmarilo

TiTqos gulqvaa,

sad aris RmerTi, xam tiloSi

Sobili kacad,

o, siniora saqarTvelos ici ufalma!?..

samoTxisebri silamaze aCuqa marTlac.

o, siniora CvenTan miwas puris suni aqvs,

CvenTan sul sxvaa gazafxulze

mosuli wvima,

Cemi sxeuli am siwmindiT gaTangulia,

mze menatreba, qarTuli mze da mitom mciva.

quCaSi RamiT nekerCxlebi icvlian samoss,

tanze icmeven Ramis perangs

asjer dakemsils

uZilo mTvare mebraleba, CemsaviT wvalobs,

gamorTeT, icis daiRala nuTu ar gesmiT.

o, siniora es sicocxle aris xanmokle,

axla ki ase dameyrdeni, migiyvan taZrad,

iqalbatone sinora, oRond ar mokvde,

saukunemde xuTiode nabiji dagvrCa.

gzajvaredini

wyaro momeci iseTi sufTa, viT

ukvdavebis wyali ankara,

Sen, ise axlos moxvedi sulTan,

tkivilma eklad gamomayara,

nu Semexebi mtkivan Wrilobebs,

sisxli mdis isev mouSuSebi,

dawveba mTvare Ramis Wilofze,

SeniT damTvrali da namruSebi.

gzad damawia wyevla isidam,

var damewyrili TeTri taZari,

da roca gqmnidnen kacad miwidan,

nekni suliviT amogacales,

visunTqav Seni Tvalebis almurs da

vixdi sxeuls vnebaatanils,

Cahberavs qari lerwmis salamurs da

mimofantavs Tovlze margalits,

sizmridan moval viT oreuli,

ase lamazi, ase macduri,

da daxeTqili broweulebi,

Sesvi bageTa aladasturi,

es me var eva, aTasgzis dardi, aTasgzis

cremli da SeniT savse,

xidi, romelic Cems gulze gadis, lodi,

romelic sasjelad mawevs,

me genTebodi sanTlad da alad, me

geRvrebodi sisxlad da

oflad,

iseTi codva vitvirTe qalma, rom

wuTisoflis godeba momklavs,

Sordebi ufals, ufro da ufro,

dagaqvs nagleji samoTxis cidan,

da eZeb adgils mSvidsa da myudros,

furcleb gacrecil Zveli wignidan,

midi, dawyvite eg artaxebi, Sen mdinare xar,

me ki jebiri.

dagikocnian sxeuls kaxpebi,

sisxlmoreuli alqajebiviT,

aq vdgavarT orni gzajvaredinTan da suli

nagleji dagvaqvs im cisa,

me, mxevali var, uflis asuli da Sen ki

mona _ dedamiwisa!...

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mogoneba revaz inaniSvilze

es moxda meore msoflio omis damTavrebis

Semdeg...

noSrevan qoqraSvili

batoni rezo ramdenime wliT ufrosi iyo Cemze, magram axlos viyaviT erTmaneTTan. am siaxloves ramdenime magaliTi ganapirobebda. jer erTi, misi umcrosi Zma akaki Cemi tola iyo da kargi megobrebi viyaviT. meore, rezos hyavda biZaSvilebi, romlebic Zalian uyvarda. rezo Tbilisidan rom Camovidoda, umcros bi-ZaSvil anzorTan, romelic aRar aris cocxali, aucileblad gadavidoda. iq vikribebodiT da TavisTavad erTad kargad viyaviT.

me-10 klasSi viyaviT me da misi Zma, gamovi-yvane gakveTilebidan, gavi pareT TbilisSi, navTluRSi CavediT da barbares eklesiaSi movnaTle. davbrundiT isev ukan.Ees ambavi rezom jer ar icoda. rom gaigo, Zalian gaux-arda da gaukvirda kidec _ rogor gabedeT da iq waxvediTo.

rezos etyoboda saxeze, rom kmayofili iyo am ambiT. dinji kaci iyo, Zalian gamozomili, mSvidi da dinji saubari da nabijic gamozo-mili hqonda. siarulze SeamCnevdi, rom rezo modioda.

erTma patara ambavma maszec da Cemzec Zalian didi STabeWdileba datova.

es moxda meore msoflio omis damTavrebis Semdeg. axali damTavrebuli iyo meore msoflio omi. am omSi xaSmidan 300 cota meti kaci wavida, 172 iq darCa, 172 erTi patara soflisaTvis didi ricxvia. axla 800 komlia da maSin 500 komlze cota naklebi iyo.

es Zalian didi danaklisi iyo, TiTqmis yvela meore ojaxi glovobda. omi rom dam-Tavrda, meored mosvlasaviT iyo, yoveli meore ojaxidan tirilis xma gamodioda. aivnebze daRupulebis fotoebi gamofines. zogi daRu-pulic ar iyo, magram radgana ar icodnen, sad iyo... yvela Tvlida, rom isic daRupuliao da yvela glovobda.

TviTon sofeli im dros gaCumebuli da-dioda. Zalian Cumi sofeli iyo, swored im glovis gamo, veravin bedavda, rom cota xma-maRla elaparaka an gaecina. Tu Tavisi ar iyo dakarguli, mezoblisa xom iyo da... Cumad iyvnen yvelani.

im periodSi marjaniSvilis TeatrSi Cveni soflidan sami axalgazrda iyo wasuli: Toma qoqraSvili, amiran mamulaSvili da SoTa qaru-miZe. omi rom damTavrda, wamovidnen marjaniSvi-lis Teatridan da xaSmSi dasi Seqmnes. imaTTan SedarebiT Zalian patara viyavi, magram didi siamovnebiT mimiRes, radgan mec mondomebuli viyavi, aqtiurad vmonawileobdi yvelaferSi. rezoc am dasSi iyo gaerTianebuli.

rezo, rogorc msaxiobi, isec monawileobda, raRac roli yovelTvis hqonda mas. rac mTa-vari iyo, rezos azrs, rogorc mxatvrisas iziarebdnen, radgan SesaniSnavad xatavda. misii saxlis kedlebi Savi fanqriT iyo moxatuli... peizaJebic, pirovnebebic... Zalian kargad xat-avda.

scenis mowyobis dros, rezos azrsac, ro-gorc mxatvrisas, iziarebdnen. maSin am saqmeSi monawileobda kidev erTi mxatvari _ irakli xuroSvili, romelmac Semdgom televiziis mxatvrad daiwyo muSaobda. orive erTad azrs Seajerebdnen xolme, Tu romeli scenisTvis romeli mowyobiloba iyo saWiro, rom ukeTesi gamoCeniliyo.

Cvenma dasma Zalian bevri kargi speqtakli dadga. daviT erisTavis „samSoblo“ unda dadgmuliyo. scenaze didi, sarepeticio magida idga, garSemo skamebi iyo, sxdebodnen msaxiobebi, kiTxulobdnen TavianT rols.Yyvelaferi Zalian kargad midioda. uniWieresi Toma qoqraSvili iyo reJisori.

erT dResac raionis centridan darekes, rom klubis gamge gvalaparakeTo. maSin tele-foni yvelas jibeSi ar edo, sabWos SenobaSi

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iyo telefoni da iq elodebodnen raionidan zarebs... aseTi ambavi moitanes, marjaniSvilis Teatrma Camowera rekvizitebis garkveuli raodenoba im mizniT, rom raionebis soflebSi, sadac speqtaklebi idgmeboda, unda daarigono. soflebis dasebs saCuqrad unda gaugzavnono.

sagarjos raionis xelmZRvanelobam xaSms upiratesoba miakuTvna imisTvis, rom CvenTan 1898 wlidan daiwyo Teatraluri cxovreba.

hoda, gvacnobes, unda gamogigzavnoT rekviz-itebi, daxvdiT da miiReTo. mere mTeli aTeu-lobiT wlebi vsargeblobdiT imiTi. ramdenime xanSi es manqana movida. gadmovcaleT, zogi magidaze davawyeT, zogi kulsebSi gavitaneT. im dRes, bunebrivia, repeticia CaiSala... reJisorma meore dRes gadaitana Sexvedra, repeticia.

vinc iyo Tbilisidan, mogviTvala da xeli mogvawerina miRebaze.

meore dRes dagvibares repeticiaze, dilis 2 saaTze iwyeboda repeticiebi da xan SuaRamemde grZeldeboda.

meore dRes dagvibares, klubis gasaRebi yovelTvis me mqonda, yvelaze adre mivdiodi da vaRebdi kars.

im dResac gavaRe klubis kari, daaxloe-biT 11 saaTi iqneboda, avedi scenaze, sadac repeticiebi imarTeboda. rekvizitebis dalageba daviwye.

ramdenime xnis Semdeg rezo movida, me vkiTxe, rezo, ase adre ratom moxvedi-meTqi. ici rao, noSrevano, unda dameZina da ver daviZine, ver movisveneo. ar vici, ra mWirs, daRlili var da vifiqreo, waval, mivexmarebi, rekvizitebia dasalagebelio. Tan gaverTobio da mere daiw-yeba repeticiebico.

me vuTxari, rezo, magidas mogicli da wamoweqi-meTqi. magidaze gagiSli da wamoweqi da daisvene, iqneb dageZinos-meTqi. rekvizitebi da tansacmeli iyo rbili. isini davuge. sxva araferi iyo dasawoli.

WkuaSi daujda, miTxra, kargio. gavasworeT, TviTonac mSveloda, gaSala tansacmeli, moirgo, rogorc TviTon undoda da wamowva. me farda davxure, klubis kari Ria iyo da sinaTle Semodioda. me vTqvi, an xmaurma, an sinaTlem ar Seawuxos-meTqi. davxure farda, daweqi, daisvene-meTqi, mec iqve kulisebSi rek-viiztebze Camovjeqi, mec davisveneb cota xans-meTqi, vifiqre.

gavida 10, 15 wuTi da uceb simReris xma Semomesma. pirvelad kargad ver aRviqvi, saidan modioda es simRera, megona, rom es xma garedan Semodioda, mere, yuri rom davugde, mivxvdi, rom

rezo mReroda. didi momRerali rezo ara yo-fila, smena ara hqonda iseTi, rom maincdamainc simReraSi gamorCeuli yofiliyo, magram erTi simRera uyvarda _ `urmuli~, mudmivad, Tu sadme Camojdeboda, an daRleboda da isvenebda, imas mReroda. amas ̀ horovelas~ anda ̀ urmuls~ eZaxdnen, xan erTs, xan meores...

rom gavige, rezo mReroda, mec avyevi... jer dabal xmaze daiwyo, mec dabal xmaze vmRerodi, mere TandaTan azartSi Sevida da cota aumaRla xmas, mec avumaRle xmas, rogorc SegveZlo da... saboloo jamSi, orive kmayofili viyaviT.

magram ras warmovidgendiT, rom aq sxva rame unda momxdariyo.

rom daamTavra simRera, ramdenime wami gavida da darbazidan uzarmazari taSis xma wamovida. gadmoxta maSinve rezo im magididan, mec am Sir-mis uknidan gamovedi da erTmaneTs vuyurebdiT, ra xdeboda, raSi iyo saqme, xalxi taSs ukravda, netav, vinme xom ar movida mTavrobidano, _ vi-fiqreT. gavwieT farda da vxedavT, scenisken iyureba mTeli xalxi da taSs ukravs.

rezom me Semomxeda, mec imas. mere mivxvdiT, rom Cven dagvikres taSi. ese igi, rezos simReras daukres taSi, madloba gadavuxadeT da rezom miTxra, biWoo, ra kargi yofila, rom adamianebi pativsa gcemen da Seni saqcielisaTvis, qcevi-saTvis taSs gikraveno. ra kargi dRe gagviTenda dReso. me vuTxari, raze dagvikres taSi-meTqi?

arao, aq sxva ramesTan gvaqvs saqmeo, mglovi-area sofeli da kaciSvili ara mReris, xom uy-ureb, sicils ver gaigeb sofelSio. Cven, mgoni, es glova movxadeT am sofels da stimuli miveciT, ecxovraT isev ise... rom omis damTavre-biT cxovreba ki ar damTavrda, sicocxle isev ise grZeldeba da unda gaagrZelono. ai naxeo, ramdenime xanSi Cveni axalgazrdoba isev ise kalapotSi Cadgeba da gagrZelebs cxovrebaso.

marTlac, ase moxda. ar vityvi, rom im patara SemTxvevam gamoaRviZa sofeli, magram nel-nela daiyo simRerebis mosmenac, sicili, CvenTan tradicia iyo, soflis boloSi rom vinme gardacvliliyo, soflis TavSi kaci ar gaicinebda. vinmes rom gaecina, etyodnen, ra ga-cinebs, xom ici, rom iq micvalebuliao.

dRes es sicili modadaa qceuli, amas aRar aqvs imdeni fasi, rogorc maSin hqonda, magram im dros es namdvilad drouli iyo da albaT sworic iyo da xalxmac normalurad Seafasa.

aseTi ram moxda meore msoflio omis dam-tavrebis Semdeg da aman Zalian didi kmayo-fileba momaniWa da TviTon rezoc Zalian kmayofili iyo.

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qarTuli poeziis Corexi

pirvelad universitetis ezoSi SevxvdiT

da erTmaneTs gamovelaparakeT. ai ise gulian

biWebs rom sCveviaT _ qalaqurad.

orive am didebuli alagis xiznebi aR-

movCndiT.

„Cemi araferi gaqvs wakiTxulio“? RimiliT

mkiTxa _ ver vicani.

kacTa Tandayolili udardelobis miuxeda-

vad, meyo sazrianoba da vTxove, leqsi waekiTxa.

rogorc Tavxnulze mZime naCliqari, ise mi-

myveba dRemde, iq, Wadrebis SrialSi amooxvrili:

„Sen sanTeli xar, susti, ubralo“...

maSin mivxvdi, visTan mqonda saqme.

gana bevria kaci, daoblebuli budis mercx-

lebiT mainc sxvis budeebze modarde?

gana bevrma igrZno, sadac iwyeba, iqve rom

mTavrdeba?

sikvdilTan yvela mebrZolia, cotaa guladi,

marjveni ki erTeulni iarebian:

kaxa mWedliSvili

„sikvdili mova oxeri,

mova da Semomakvdeba“...

anda, rogori yivilia, tkivilSi, Tanamedro-

veobis yiameTSi moyivile moymisa:

„iseTi xmali rad ginda,

mterTan Seyra ar Siodes...

iseTi mefe rad ginda,

mxedarT ar miuyiodes...

iseTi miwa rad ginda,

sxvis xelSi gadadiodes“...

gana yvela mama ase ar unda eferebodes,

ewrfelebodes da egulebodes Tavis Svils:

„me vdardob, Sen rom dagedardebi,

jandabas Cemi gza da saxeli“...

im bednier dRes ki, damSvidobebisas, jibeebi

SublSekrulma moisinja da TiTqos axali ma-

terika aRmoaCinao, saxegabadrulma samaxsovrod

wiTeli kalami damitova.

mas Semdeg vmegobrobT, ramdenjer mogvilx-

enia... mReris, ux, rogor mReris... TiTqos an-

eulSi dgas da daviwyebulTa garjis madls

svams beltebidan. TiTqos kalosRames aTenebso

_ gugunebs guTnisdedurad.

„da rogorc daRlil beber meguTnes,

xnulze damcviva albaT Tvalebi“...

ai, aseTi kaci cxovrobs TqvenTvis, Tqvens

Soris gulisTvaliT, mkiTxvelo, da rogor

SemeZlo qarTuli sulierebis TvalSeudgmel

zvirTebSi medgari, momRerali kacisa ara meTqva

ra.

qarTuli sityvierebis mwife, faskunjisfer

TavTavebSi mofusfuse kacisa ara meTqva ra...

qarTuli poeziis Corexisa ara meTqva ra...

papispapurad rom isityveba, iloceba da dRe-

niadag Tavis salocavSi gvelodeba.

aseTi kacadyofnoba Cauqobaa RvTisa da

qveynis winaSe.

am kacs ki Temur CalabaSvili hqvia.

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poezia

kaxa mWedliSvili

Sen gaiare nazareTze,

rogorc iesom...

maTes!

vibabilone, vigomore, moviqanane...viabadone, viTobele, viyav kaeni...ver viadame, viabele, viabraameda nazareTzec viwro gzebi damrCa ramdeni...batknad mklavdnen Tu mamzadebdnen

eSmakis kerZad,keTili mwyemsi viyavi Tu mwyemsi arami...mgeli merqva Tu merqva kravi,

kravi Tu verZi,Seni s a x e l i mapatia, RmerTo, aravin...…marTlis naTluli iqnebi Tu

monaTlav verags,freska iqnebi Tu alalad naxati tilo,mSobeli miwis, nu gaixdi gawyvetil perangs,saydarSi darCi, sxvis taZarSi

nu waxval, Svilo...

Sen, gaiare nazareTze, rogorc iesom...

Temur CalabaSvili

eqspromtad akakimesabliSvils

1 ianvars daibada akaki mesabliSvili

_ marjaniSvilis Teatris msaxiobi

ZvelisZveli Zmoba mogvdevs,

sityva sisxlSi vfere,

vwuxvar, leqsad aqamomde

rom ver mogefere...…

sikeTisTvis gaCenilxar,

dro ver gadagTelavs,

aq, TbilisSi, kacad Rirxar,

mand uxdebi Telavs...…

Zma xar, mudam Zmad darCebi,

me ra unda gaqo,

visTvis mxolod akaki xar,

visTvis kidev kako.

hai, gidi, wlebi midis,

gvrCeba Zveli fici...

raRa giTxra,

sxvanairi siyvaruli ici...

erTi leqsi

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locva RvTaebriv alTa

Sens alaCoxad amCexa alma,alis CoxaSisurs amamxedros,haeric, miwac, waiRos wyalma,xvalidan cecxliTdagicav, RmerTo...

locva _ samoseli ukanaskneli

afxazeTs, Soreuls,

rogorc samoTxes,

saqarTvelos, axlobels

rogorc ufals...

saiT, ufalo?

veRar vitan

eklian latnebs

da sulSi

cis da dedamiwis

codvebi mamtvrevs...

araTu mtveri,

me TviTon var

zecac da miwac

da melandeba

samoTxe, viT

moqvi da riwa...

nuravin iTxovT

lao Zisgan,

Zmebo, kimonos,

radganac kvarTi

daxeuli

locvad anTia...

cecxlSi iloceT,

rom verasdros

ver daimonos

naTlis naTluli

vaJkacebi

bnelis naTliam...

* * *

rameTu moxna aRmarTi Zalam,

Zala aRmarTad miiqces lamis...

me vmalav albaT yvelaze mTavars,

yvelaze cxads da yvelaze yamirs.

me vicav ciskris kaSkaSa niSans

gamoTenebis uebro SiSiT

da vrecxav mtvrian, yornisfer qviSas,

rom umal isev avivso qviSiT.

rameTu kacTa ar rCeba doRi,

rameTu RmerTmac ar icis, vin var,

var kacis xramSi Cayrili RorRi,

Cavyureb xrams da yoveldRe vgminav...

jvarcma mefur wyvdiadSi...

Cemi keris qals

me wavawydebi mefur wyvdiadebs,

am laJvardebiT datkbnen monebi

da Tu gvirgvinebs versad mivagneb,

wyvdiadiT mainc mogewonebi...

vici ver itans omi vezirebs

da brZolis veli rCebaT mamacebs,

albaT TixaSi jobda mezile...

sura ityoda mere danarCens...

me Cems bnel senaks sasaxled vaqcev,

gierTguleben Cemi mklavebi

da mamonaSi rodesac gamcem,

iesosaviT Tu meyvarebi...

mklavebs vetyvi, rom acvivdnen jvarze,

rogorc mamaci spasalarebi...

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* * *lxinSi saTqmeli...

ra dagiSave, Zmobilo,rad ar amivse Wiqa,Rvino xom salocaviakacis, aqac da iqac...gagevso, mec vilocebdi,mzes Cavwuravdi yelSi,sityvis patara orSimosamovawobdi mzeSi...cis sadRegrZelos getyodi,wuTmokleobas miwis,getyodi madlis erboTikaci ratomac iwvis...Tumca Senia venaxi,iqneb ra unda meTqva...me oqros sawmiss veZaxixizan eqvTimes Wrel Txas.kacs ufro did ganZs veZaxi,am Tass vupireb daclas,mamulo, Sen xar venaxi...Seni movla ki jvarcma...erTxel damisxiT, biWebo,sxva ganZi sxvebma zidon,ver morevixarT, qajebo,mkerdSi daCexil fridons.ver gagigia, barabav,madli qarTuli vercxlis,verc im cicabo kldeebis,samoTxeSi rom ver vcvliT.es gaumarjos aragvadZarRvSi movardnil sindiss,aba, scadon da daabantatos merani bindis...im gmirTagmiri papebisSesandobari iyos.dideba Zvlebis msxvrevis xmas _xresils, krwaniss da didgors...es gaumarjos Cvens Svilebs:beqars, onises, maTes,wminda giorgis mxedrobas _yvela patara qarTvels.aCqefdes sisxli amayiCemi mamaci modgmis,damisxiT tkbilad mesmodesamoZaxili moTqmis.maS, gaumarjos sicocxles _sikvdilis mware Zaxils,nu daiRlebiT, majebo,

muxlo, nu gxedav Caxrils.cremlebo, jamSi damisxiTyoveli kvnesa dedis...mamulis wminda mcvelebo,Subi daleweT ferdiT.gawyviteT uxsenebeligolgoTisa da jvarcmis,Sen daifare, ufalo,yvela, vinc am Tass daclis...

WirSi saTqmeli...

gamovardeba Rame ReleSi

da bindebs dascems iqve mRvrieSi...…

viT imaTgani aragvelebSi,

Savras davawven siaRvireSi…

da ivris lales damaxlis ZarRvi,

arRunianTa javri aduRda...…

qristes kvarTiviT daixa TorRva,

mSvidad rom werda kanons aRbuRa...

ra dros sidinje... dawves ionjac...

daiorReba iyo ivrisa...

cam oqros mklavi gaidoinja

da mSvidi mwuxri gaiirisa...

vefxvis CuqurTma mihqonda parxals

da Jami wveTda raindTa, gmirTa...

uxmlod daviTi veravin naxa,

ugorgasalod qarTveli vin Tqva...

iyo marabda... krwanisis janRi

sisxls Seficuli ZaZa xanjlebi

iberielTa odindel damRis

gulze daviwvi, Zmebo, xanZrebi...

idga didgori... biWebma mosres...

yvela tkivili sisxlSi Serekes...

lazeTs da hereTs, afxazeTs, ovseTs

utirebia bolos erekle...

`suli ar gatydes~... caamtexari

gautexeli metyvis metexi...

me saqarTvelos aseTs vexari

aseTi mwams da... aseTs veZebdi...

isev qarTuli mze madga mxrebze,

im mzis qveS javri damdevs xorazmis...

isev vtirivar dakargul svrelze

da cerze vawrTob cxra frTas xorasnis...

aTas cremls movwmend... aTasjer ici...

maCablis qalis daxril wamwamebs...

da viTvli, RmerTo, mSobeli miwis

borkilTa xsnaSi Semsxvreul wamebs...

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„ex“...

`...da moiRo xuTi igi puri da ori Tevzi,

aRixilna zecad da akurTxa da

gantexa da miscna...~

xolo iyvnes, romelTa-igi Wames,

mamani xolo xuT aTas,

Tჳnier yrmebisa da dedebisa.~

yoveldRe vTxoulobdi. sityvebi xmiadebad

rom gadameqcia, jibeSi, tomrebiT

gazidul dRis bolos,

erTaderT marcvals mivagnebdi

da aRdgomis kvercxiviT

saflavze vtovebdi:

„ex“...

iqve ki urCad mogonili ufali idga,

gaugebradac jobda yvela araks da igavs.

pirveli qvis wveTi

dabugavs im biliks,

romelzec idgebi...

nurcerTs nu aacden!

mudariT SesTxoven...

iqneba qvis wvima, qvis leqi,

qvis setyva dauSens

im sityvas, romelsac

dafaravs qvis gube,

gubidan gamova

uamrav ZmaTagan Tormeti,

ratomRac Tormeti iuda...…

ufalo, miuge.

mamulSi napovni sami leqsi

* * *

...dRes parxali meCeTia, naxevari saukunis win iSxanic meCeTad gamoiyeneboda,

dRes is mitovebulia...

tao... sizmrebs gamovyevi dolisyana...momenatra arTvini da bana...…gametire, berikaco,…gametire,saqarTvelo Woroxs wahyva... nana...rogor ari ugalavno balavari, Selewili bastionis sveti...momikiTxe imerxevi, qvaalali,parxals rom ar daaviwydes RmerTi...Sen ara xar sameCeTo klarjTa mdelooTxTa xatebs xels nu axleb, ilxan...Sen ara xar mgloviare, saqarTvelo,Sen arasdros miatoveb iSxans...

* * *`me var misani xari wiqara...~

papis xanjlebSi gadamalulno,verc vixorasne... verc vixirime...mec xnulSi vdgevar... RmerTo... mamulo...guTnisdedurad Tqveni Wirime...mZime saxnisi mimaqvs beltebSi _majagaxsnili sityva qristesi,sisxlis Tqriali uasketesi,uRaribesi da umdidresi...me davaCoqe riTmis muxlebi, davalocvine Tqveni xateba... sulSi yivian Sabarduxebi _sinamdvilea Tu molandeba...gayiduli var orpir burusSi,wyevlas waagavs yvela es leqsidRes jvarze adis daWrili quslSi,Cemi striqoni viT aqilevsi...

* * *wyalwrfelze aivlian kalmaxebi,jaWvis xma ismoda dawyvetil krwanisTan...xelSi aitaca urdom cxra godoli... ramdeni perangi daxia yaisma...muxlis ZvliT gaavses TerTmeti godori...Ralati. ramdeni laxvari dalaxvrularamdenjer amRvreula, Zmebo, sawyalwrfeloerTxel SemaTale mRvries kalmaxuradlocvav sulkalmaxo, Cemo saqarTvelo...

* * *yvela legenda...

yvela miTi...

yvela balada...

davgme ufalo,

da rogorc Sen,

mec, ise gende...

Tu jojoxeTSi

fexi mainc

unda davadga...

davimaxsovreb

im wams, roca

Cavuvli edems...

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mwvervalze aval, mimovlewav narCen aCrdilebs!

is, rac lorwkiviT aiZulebs Tvalma ixilos,

sul nakuw-nakuw msurs vaqcio mogonebebi,qviSa vayaro, swori piriT, vSobo siaxle,

axla iwyeba kosmosuri sxivTa ronini,mze gawiTldeba, sisxliT ara, Cemi SeqebiT,unda ki mara?! Sen ra ici?

iqneb mTxovs kidecda samadloblad, niSnis niSnad kani miTbeba.

mwveli mze isev, Cems TiTebSi _ TeTrad amodis,

ca ixuTeba, Cemgan asul fiqris oxSivriT,wvima wamova, ra Tqma unda, mosalodneli,me vcvli fiqrebSi da xexilebs amovasuqeb

da nawvimarze agrilebul sizmrebs gavTibav,Tivis zvinulebs feri asdiT aoqroveba,ra sul erTia, CemTvis droTa sami saxeli,vdgavar axla da, vakvirdebi

savse orsulebs...

sul dabal cecxlze mze anTia, xels ar SemiSlis,Tu amisruldi, fiqrs vuTxari,

sxvaze gadaval,me ki, suleli, brZeni var da

vsdev konstruqciebs,Zera anTia, Zera ki ara, mapatieT, Zgera anTia,

dabneulobac saWiroa, xan sul geSveba,amdeni sevda skivrSi lpobiT, ra medalia?arc RmerTma icis, Tu dasWirda, SemekiTxeba,kanibalic var, sakuTari Tavis mWameli,

modiT, qaosSi CagaxedoT, gavwlaT yofiTi,rasac akeTeb, amaoa, cdebi mamao, mTeli cxovreba azrebia, fiqrTa sakvebi,gaognebuli panorama mimzers SoSiiT.

mainteresebs, Wiis Wkuis rezervuari,Camobnelebas rom ver vkadre Cemi uari, dRes damakvdeba STagonebis seismuroba,Tu fantazia metyvis, rom es _ albaTobaa,

da albaT, Tboba ar gaxdeba kalmis sanerwyve,marTla, saxuravs vuyureb da ca uvardeba,da tyved miyvanen STagonebis fantaziebi,Tan mcrian, mWamen, mrTaven cecxlis enebi,

vcdilob, gaveqce albaTobiT riTmis nawnavebs

da mainc vxedav, ar gamomdis, Jonavs musika,rom kmayofili sul arafriT ar gamovdeqi,ca damacxeba natif azrTa mgluri siSmagiT.

marjvnidan centrSi fiqri Zvreba cofianiviTda is maxsenebs im yvelafers, rac frTiania,razec sul vfiqrob, sxva ki ara, wonas etyoba,nervebs vikvnet, da mimokldeba drois Zafebi.

,,maognebs, xeebs, ratom scvivaT Seni saxeli,isic ar vici, ratom gimxel

farul siyvaruls?!radgan ar Sedga, albaT amiT giTamamdebi,mtanjvel fiqrebs ki, ver vukrZalav

SenTan siaruls.ras elodeba, ras imedobs, riTi ar qreba, gzagadaxveul ocnebebis mtvris qaravani,ise miyvarxar, bediswera arc ki makarebs,ho-da, am yofas, tanjva hqvia da galavani~.

roca sigiJis Waobebi amomiSreba,iq damitire, ferad-ferad Wreli CitebiT,roca TiTebi dasawerad damiJangdeba,Cemi arseba _ Rebe, mere mogonebebiT.

vipatiebdi, RmerTis xeliT mis am (Secdomas),rom monawile miliardTa _

mec var erT-erTi...

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da pirvelad vnaxe, movida keTilganwyobili, rom Rirda amis gakeTeba. ar icoda mofereba, mowoneba gamoricxuli iyo da miTxres, rom moewona. bolomde aseTi darCa. ra Tqma unda, erCivna, rom didi samxedro, an didi mwerali vyofiliyavi. misTvis mamakacis Rirseba iar-aRi iyo, romelic mas bolomde ar moucilebia. uiaraRod saqmis gakeTeba ar iyo mamakacuri, mamakacis da mamakacobis sazomi iyo iaraRi. es dedaCems bolomde darCa.

erTxel, ukve mxatvari viyavi, CemTan, Suafx-oSi, stumrad iyvnen Cemi megobrebi. gulda kalaZis manqaniT viyaviT, maxsovs, gogi ToTi-baZe iyo, nodar cercvaZe, bevrni viyaviT, ar maxsovs, satirali iyo Tu ra iyo. nasvami viya-vi, gogi ToTibaZem Tu guldam manqana daZra da me gadavxti, manqanas gza miveci. nodari axlac ixsenebs, rogor gaocebulma Semxeda, rogor ga-davxti SeSinebuli kaci. axla, absoluturad mesmis da TviTonac vnanob.

i.j. _ b-no gogi, saidan modis Tqveni da Tqveni Zmis mxatvruli niWi?

g.o. _ Zalian Znelia albaT magis Tqma, vinmes niWi saidan modis, aravin icis. Cemi da, romelic eTnografia, is iyo namdvilad niWieri. wignebi aqvs gamocemuli, garda Tavisi specialobi-sa, Zalian kargad xatavda, albaT is iqneboda Zalian kargi fermweri. Cemi Zma mas baZavda, me _ Cems Zmas. ai, meqanikurad asea, ase Cans, magram saidan modis, sawyisi vin icis? saidan modis vaJas genia, aravin icis, ilia saidan modis, vin ra icis? saidan modis iakob nikolaZe?

i.j. _ Tqveni winaprebi xatavdnen?

iubilari

Sexvedra giorgi oCiaurTan

deda pirdapir miznisaken migverekeboda, di-dad ganicada, rom ori Svili gzas ascda da wavida qandakebisaken. es seriozulad misi gancdis sagani iyo, imdenad, rom universiteti-dan akademiaSi rom gadavedi, ramdenime Tve amas vumalavdiT da Zalian ganicdida.

xevsureTSi (SeiZleba sxvaganac), magali-Tad, did pativiscemas imsaxurebda mwerali. es mwignobari mxarea tradiciulad da xevs-ureTSi Zalian kargad ician qarTuli lit-eratura da ara marto qarTuli. iSviaTad minaxavs aseTi ganaTlebuli mxare. soflebSi aris saocari swrafva codnisken, literatu-ras vgulisxmob da xevsureTSi iyo midrekile-ba mwerlobisaken. xelovnebisadmi, ratomRac Zalian uaryofiTi damokidebuleba damkvidrda. albaT imitom, rom saqarTveloSi ar arsebobs es kultura, saxviTi xelovneba axali xilia da arc didi avtoritetebi Canda. albaT, amas aqvs mniSvneloba da ar icodnen, saerTod ra gza, ra arCevani SeiZleba iyos bolomde. maxs-ovs, vakeSi rom `aCrdilebi tirian~ gavakeTe (me mqonda `rekviemi~), dedaCemi RamiT waiyvanes, jer kidev mosamzadebeli muSaoba iyo. bevri xalxi trialebda Turme, me ar vyofilvar iq

(gagrZeleba. dasawyisi ix. `aneuli~, 3, 2016w.)

ivane jafariZe,saqarTvelos damsaxurebuli Jurnalisti, daviT aRmaSeneblisa da niko nikolaZis premiebis laureati

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axla vici da vafaseb, adre SeiZleba ar vicodi da vamayob, rom iolad ar vuyureb am saqmes, patara ramec didi wvalebis Sedegadaa, Tu rames vagneb, didi wvalebis Sedegad.

iciT, akademiaSi vaswavli didi xania da Cems mowafes Tu SevamCnie, xelmarjvea, Zalian swrafad gamosdis yovelive, yvelafers va-keTeb, rom gavaTavisuflo am xelmarjveobidan da davanaxo, ra aris mTavari, rom iolad ga-mosavali araferi davutovo da amas kargi nayofi moaqvs. Tu xelmarjveobas wahyva, axla iseTi `ostatebi~ gvyavs, pirdapir `ayvavebu-lia~ saqarTveloc, ruseTic da msoflioc am `xelmarjveebiT~, amitom Semdeg Zneli gasarCe-via, gansakuTrebiT gauwafavi mayureblisaT-vis, romelia namdvili mxatvari. warmoidgi-neT, sezani rodesac muSaobda erT etiudze (Svili igonebs, Semdeg cnobili reJisori), autaneli iyo saxlSi, roca etiudi ar ga-mosdiodao. waiRebda etiuds plenerze da moitanda ukmayofilo, maxsovs erTi etiudia, sami dRe dadioda da vxedavdio, rom sami-oTxi monasmi aklda am tilos (sezans Zalian uy-varda `vercxlisferi dRe~, kargad grZnobda am tonalobas), sami dRe atara es tilo da erT dRes bednieri movida, yvela gagvamxiaru-la, ixumra, kargad isadila da xelad mivxvdi, raSic iyo saqme, vnaxe sami, samad sami monasmi, gabeda da wausva. es Zalian kargi magaliTia, rom WeSmariteba ar SeiZleba motyueba iyos. Cven gvyavda xita quTaTelaZe, romelsac sul daumTavrebeli tiloebi aqvs da bevri sibri-yviT mis sisustes miawerda. sinamdvileSi is iyo Zalian faqizi da sadac ar iyo zusti, tovebda im adgils, ver bedavda, veRar gada-laxa es sazRvrebi, sikvdilis Semdeg yvelam daafasa, ramdenad faqizi mxatvari iyo. `xel-marjveebi~ ki ise akeTeben tilos, qandakebebs, rom dReSi gaakeTeben, rasac ginda.

i.j. _ Tqveni SexedulebiT, rogoria axal-gazrdoba saxviT xelovnebaSi?

g.o. _ Cemi mowafeebi, rasac vambob, es cota pretenziuli gancxadebaa _ Cemi mowa-feebi. SeiZleba is ar mTvlis Tavis maswavle-blad, magram visac vaswavlidi, dauzogavad vaswavlidi, rac vicodi, vTvli, rom es aris Zalian kargi safuZveli dRevandeli plastu-ri xelovnebisaTvis. marto Cemi wyalobiT ar aris, magram mec ar damizogavs Tavi maT Camoya-libebaSi, rom seriozuli mxatvrebi yofil-iyvnen. Tu xelSewyoba eqnebaT saqarTveloSi, es Zalian did nayofs gamoiRebs. ramdenime saxelia, romelTa Semoqmedeba aucileblad gaanaTebs saqarTveloSi. axla saqarTveloSi saxviTi xelovnebisadmi sxva mentalitetia,

g.o. _ ara! viRac. odesRac mWedlebi iyvnen.. vici, rom raRacas Wedavdnen, magram ase xa-libebic iyvnen mWedlebi. minda vTqva, rom es saqme xevsureTSi pativiscemiT ar sargeblob-da. es ar SeiZleboda raime Rirsebis niSani yofiliyo. es kompleqsi Zalian didxans mqon-da, SeiZleba axlac maqvs.

i.j. _ Tqveni muSaobis stili rogoria, didxans fiqrobT, didxans atarebT ideas Tu impulsurad qmniT?

g.o. _ ara, ara! me Zalian didxans vmuSaob, Zalian didxans. ai, weRan rom vaxsene deidas meuRle _ niko makalaTia, vinc politikuri patimroba moixada da samegreloSi daimarxa sabolood, xnieri, Zalian niWieri, ganaTlebuli, ucnauri kaci iyo da Cvens formirebaSi man iTamaSa garkveuli roli. gadasaxlebidan dab-runebuli CvenTan iyo stumrad da man miTxra erTxel: _ Sen Tu mxatvari xar, albaT au-taneli xaro, imitom, rom mxatvari fexmZime qals hgavs, idea Caesaxeba da Wirveuli qaliv-iT aris, mizezobs da neli asatania misi Wir-veulobao. Sen Tu mxatvari xar, erT `bavSvs Tu aCen~, meore ukve unda gyavdes `Casaxuli~ da warmoidgine, maT TvalSi rogor gamoiyu-rebi, es yovelTvis unda gaxsovdeso _ miTxra da es gakveTili maqvs bolomde. Zalian kargi formula gaakeTa. mudmivi fexmZimoba mTlad momgebiani pozicia ar aris kacisaTvis, magram es procesi mudmivia. Semoqmedeba, marTlac, raRac¬is Seqmnaa, aSkara sublimaciaa qmnis, ara? agrea, kaci xar Tu qali, is unda Sva Sen, Zalian sawvalebelia, zogi iolad akeTebs amas.

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esi izrdeba da SeiZleba Cvenma provinciulma mdgomareobam amaSi gviSvelos. qandakebaSi ukve gvyavs kadrebi. dasavleTSi es aRar iswavle-ba, figuratuli qandakebebis specialistebic aRar arian. Cemi mowafeebi axla gadian dasav-leTSi, monawileoben simpoziumebSi da irkveva, rom maT adamianuri qandakebis Zerwva aRar ician, qreba nel-nela, Cven ki am stalinuri ubedurebiT, es Rirseba dagvrCa da kidev Sei-Zleba gavakeToT xelovneba.

i.j. _ Tqveni mravali namuSevaria dadgmuli, axla rogor afasebT am namuSevrebs?

g.o. _ rogorc giTxariT, yvelafers mZimed. ar maqvs namuSevari, romlis Secvla ar min-dodes. arcerTi namuSevari normalurad ar gamikeTebia, sul raRac wnexis qveS viyavi, es damyva da normalur pirobebSi gakeTebu-li namuSevari ar maqvs. erTaderTi namuSe-vari, romelic gavakeTe damoukideblad, aris `daCexili samSoblo~, zogi eZaxis `daCexili saqarTvelo~.¬ mag saxeliT da niSniT ar ga-mikeTebia. amis garda, danarCens ise vixseneb, rogorc wamebas. akademiaSi erTi kompoziciis gakeTebisaTvis, meomars, sawvives ukravda da-Coqili deda, stipendia davkarge. meToduri sabWo moiwvies da sajaro gansja iyo. axla gagecineba, imdenad primitiuli namuSevaria da Seiqmna azri, rom ar vakeTeb raRac nor-malurs, amas ar vambob arc kargad, arc cudad, bedad vambob, ra aris bedi. diplomi gavakeTe. ajanyeba erqva da diplomi rom ga-daerCinaT, daarqves `1905 weli~, axla lanCx-uTSi dgas. specialuri daxuruli ganxilva moawyo moskovSi didma akademiam da salanRa-vad gamovidnen: akademiis prezidenti aleqsan-drovi, vice-prezidenti manizeri, krutkovski, kerzoni, es saSineli reaqcionerebi da mlanZ-Res raRac warmoudgenlad, marTla gamikvirda. amas rom vakeTebdi, miuxedavad Cemi pozicii-sa, usagnod vfiqrobdi da araferi amaSi ar Camidevs. aqedan moskovSi gamogviZaxes req-tori, Cemi xelmZRvaneli da me. erTi mosk-oveli somexi mxatvaria nikogosiani, Zalian popularuli moskovSi, damicva. es 1953 wlis zafxulSi moxda. stalini ukve gardacvlili iyo, gamovida nikogosiani, isteriulad damicva da gaaZeves darbazidan. iqidan es namuSevari damtvreuli gamogzavnes.

vaJa-fSavelas oTxi weli ar midgamdnen, Tu fexze ar Cavacmevdi. bevri ram gamafu-Webines. vakis parkis namuSevarze cameti weli sul raRac pirobas miyenebdnen, tankisti unda damesva. aiRes da gadayares isic, daamtvries. sadiplomo namuSevari, romelic gadidebuli axla lanCxuTSi dgas, putCis dros daamt-

sxva saxelebi JRers CvenTan. komunisturi inerciaa isev, sxva rame fasobda, sxvas afi-nansebda, aqezebda da propagandas uwevda sax-elmwifo aparati, Tumca, sxvaTa Soris, unda aRiniSnos, rom saqarTveloSi, gansxvavebiT ruseTisagan, Semoqmedebis Tavisufleba iyo, magram dafinansebis politika, rac Zalian mniSvnelovania saxviT xelovnebaSi, mcdari iyo. afinansebdnen mxolod monumentur xelovnebas, esec fsevdomonumenturi aRmoCnda, ubralod, kolosebi¬ idgmeboda didi, Tavisi ideebis propagandisaTvis da dazguri xelovneba, es xelovnebis safuZvelTa safuZveli msoflios yvela kulturuli erisaTvis, naklebad fi-nansdeboda. amas mxolod gamofenaze fendnen da Semdeg qreboda sawyobebSi. muzeumebic ar iyo aSenebuli da amitom nakleb yuradRebas aqcevdnen. am politikis gamo ar ganviTarda CvenTan, mTel ruseTSi, sabWoTa kavSirSic.

dazguri xelovnebis iseTi ostatebi, ro-goric iyvnen rodeni, maioli safrangeTSi, italiaSi martini, marini, greko, mancu an in-glisSi Cedviki, muri, anda matveevi ruseTSi unda yofiliyvnen gavrcelebulni, magram es monumenturi propagandistuli xelovneba ga-dahyva im politikur dros da sicarieleSi aRmoCnda ruseTi. aseve, saqarTveloSi ar aris safuZveli, arc kulturuli, arc finansuri, saxviTi xelovnebis yvelaze mniSvnelovani dargis _ dazguri xelovnebis aRorZinebisa. mxatvarTa kavSiris Tavmjdomared var arCeuli da vcdilobT, rom raRac dafinansebis wya-ro vipovoT. avtonomiuri saxelmwifo axali programiT aRar afinansebs saxviT xelovnebas, biujeti aRar iTvaliswinebs sabazro ekono-mikaze gadasvlis gamo da amitom avtonomiuri, sakuTari dafinansebis wyaro unda gamovnaxoT. raRac Cans, yovel SemTxvevaSi, imedi gvaqvs, rom raRacas mivaRwevT. erSi aucileblad unda Camoyalibdes myari safuZveli, Torem am fsevdomonumenturidan pirdapir usagno xelovnebaze gadavida Cveni xelovneba da male qarTuli saxviTi xelovneba waiSleba, gansa-kuTrebiT ferweraSi.

qandakebaSi kidev aris Sansi skolis Se-degad, figuratul qandakebas akeTeben. didi kontaqtebia da Cveni mxatvrebi ukve gadian bazarze. bazari aris ganmsazRvreli xelovneb-isa da ukve nel-nela im abstraqtuli, Taname-drove skolis SemTxvevaSi naklebi myidveli hyavs. amas yiduloben gamdidrebuli obivatel-ebi, yvelaze WuWyiani mdidari sazogadoeba.. figuratul xelovnebas ki ufro seriozuli muzeumebi, ufro seriozuli komerciuli my-idvelebi gamouCndnen. es aCvenebs, rom inter-

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i.j. _ yvelaze dauviwyari dRe Tqvens cxovrebaSi.

g.o. _ es provocirebuli kiTxvaa. erTi dRe maqvs aseTi. es kiTxva TavisTavad pasuxs gulisxmobs. imaze didi dRe ar SeiZleba hqondes adamians, rom Tavisi eris damoukide-blobis aqts moawero xeli.Aamaze, ra Tqma unda, arasodes miocnebia, gamoricxuli iyo, TavSi gamevlo, rom amas moveswrebodi, an maT, vinc iq xeli moawera, es tyuilia. SeiZleba gamsaxurdias hqonda rwmena, rom es moxdebo-da, magram aravin Tqvas, amas eloda vinme. amas aravin dauSvebda. imdenad mZime iyo totali-taruli reJimi, rom Cem irgvliv amaze aravin fiqrobda. mTavari iyo, SegenarCunebina Tavi am sikvdilis dros, ara piradi sikvdilis dros, aramed kacobrioba rom kvdeba, sibnele rom modis, erTaderTi, SegenarCunebina Rirseba. amas vin ifiqrebda, rom movidoda es damoukide-blobis dRe. tyuilia, rom viRaca eloda amas, tyuilia! kidev vambob, kostava da gamsaxurdia, es meocnebe gmirebi, mama gamsaxurdias mier gawvrTnilebi da gazrdilebi, SeiZleba elod-nen amas, ibrZoles da movidnen aqamde, magram sxvas amisTvis aravis ubrZolia. yvela ibr-Zoda Tavisi Rirsebis gadasarCenad. 42 wlis xalxic, inteligencia, romelic daixvrita, daisaja, gaaCumes an gadaagvares. brZola iyo Rirsebis SenarCunebisaTvis da ara imisaT-vis, rom miaRwev Seni eris Tavisuflebas. vambob, aravin fiqrobda amaze da miT umetes me, politikis gareSe mdgari kaci. iqac xom ise movxvdi, TiTqmis iZulebiT, damaZales Cemma megobrebma, romlebic Semdeg sxva gzaze wav-idnen, am poziciis sawinaaRmdego gzaze, isini maZalebdnen, rom deputati vyofiliyavi da mere gamsaxurdia, romelTanac ar mqonda siax-love, unda vTqva, ar vicnobdi. vicnobdi mis mamas, Zalian vamayobdi am nacnobobiT da das, romelic albaT erT-erTi yvelaze Rirseuli qali iyo saqarTveloSi, visac ki vicnobdi da Sevxvedrivar cxovrebaSi.

i.j. _ Tqven monadire brZandebiT. monadir-eobasTan me araviTari kavSiri ar mqonia, ma-gram mgonia, rom monadire mogzauric aris, sx-vadasxva kuTxeSi, sxvadasxva adgilebSi uxdeba yofna, iseT adgilebSi, sadac Cveulebrivi mokvdavi SesaZloa arasdros moxvdes. ra iyo TqvenTvis monadireoba da mogzauroba?

g.o. _ verc davakavSireb. vici, ra pasuxs eliT, magram ara maqvs eg pasuxi. mogzauroba ar miyvars. ai, magaliTad, iqve fSavSi, Cems sayvarel aragvis xeobaSi, im mTebze, sadac san-adiro araferi iyo, ar vyofilvar, is ar main-teresebs, magram sadac sanadiro iyo rame, ar

vries. qandakebaze faqtobrivad xeli aviRe, veRar vZerwav, azri ara aqvs. SeiZleba, rasac gaakeTeb, yvelafers ase Sexvdnen? Tumca va-kis parkis namuSevarSi saxelmwifo premia momces da didi rezonansi hqonda mxatvrebSi. iseT mxatvrebSi, visac pativs vcemdi da iseT-Sic, visac politikuri avtoriteti hqonda. Semdeg moiwones sazRvargareTis zogierTma kargma mxatvrebma da iseTma adamianebma, ro-goric tetCeria. tetCeris azri vici da haui lordis, romelmac vakis parkze Tqva, davi-Coqebdi, rom ar mrcxvenodeso (es Cerqeziam gadmomca). amiyara guli am mudmivma winaaRm-degobam. es meamayeba, magram Zalian mZimed mo-qmedebs, faqtobrivad aRar vakeTeb aRarafers amdeni xania. aTi welia, qandakebas xels aRar vkideb, aRaraferi gamikeTebia. CemTvis, saxlSi grafikaSi verTobi.

i.j. _ mTeli Tqveni cxovreba rom SeafasoT dRevandeli gadasaxedidan, ras ityviT?

g.o. _ rasac vakeTebdi, oficiozis uaryofiT reaqcias iwvevda yovelTvis, es raRac kargs mafiqrebinebda, magram xom Semaferxa? gamiWira saqme, gamiWirda.

magaliTad, Cems kolegebs, Cemi Taobisas, sax-elosnoebi saxelmwifom augo. saxelosno, sax-li, yvelaferi Cemi TanxiT avage. saxelmwifo SekveTa ar mqonia, xom daujerebelia! es vakis amxela saxelmwifo SekveTad qceuli namuSe-vari, Zalian SemTxveviTia. lado mesxiSvils SeukveTes memorialis gakeTeba da mTxova, erTi saflavis qva gamekeTebina iq. gavakeTe `fanta-zia~, ase davarqvaT da mas vaCvene. lados Zalian moewona da agorda nel-nela, man viRacas aCve-na, mouwona, gagrZelda, gagrZelda, gaibera da SekveTad iqca. Cems kolegebTan SedarebiT, Cemi ekonomiuri mdgomareoba Zalian gansxvavebuli iyo yovelTvis. vakis parkis didebis memoria-lis dadgmis uflebas 14 weli ar maZlevd-nen. erT wels moiwonebdnen (mJavanaZis dros daiwyo), meore wels aucileblad raRac Sari. es Cemi kolegebis intriga iyo. imdeni zne-dacemuloba da simdable vnaxe, rom saocreba iyo. es 14 weli gagrZelda, ceka iyo Zalian winaaRmdegi da arc malavdnen. maSin Sevard-naZe iyo cekas mdivani. xSirad vxvdebodi da ver itanda, amas ar malavda, pirdapir ambobda, magram Cemi dRevandeli poziciis miuxedavad, ar SemiZlia ar vTqva, bolomde mimatanina es namuSevari da ar amikrZala. akrZales orjer, magram Sevxvdebodi, vesaubrebodi, mere daTa-nxmdeboda. iyo Zalebi, romlebic amis winaaRm-deg Zalian muSaobdnen, daaxloebiT vici zo-gierTi, magram imdenad WuWyiania, rom arc minda amis gaxseneba.

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dasasruli Semdeg nomerSi

yvelaze dabali kategoriis or mwvervalze da or gadasasvlelze viyaviT. yvelaze ioli iyo iq asvlebi, imitom, rom tvirTi davawyeT da pirdapir avirbineT da CamovirbineT. yvela mwvervalze, uSbazec avidodi, oRond es tvir-Tis Treva ar yofiliyo. alpinizmi CemTvis sruliad Seucnobeli sportia, sporti arc minda vTqva, sporti arc aris CemTvis. erTx-el qalbatonma aleqsandra jafariZem Tqva: ar mesmis, mwvervalze rom midian da amaze medlebia, raRac pirobebs iumjobeseben, binebs iReben, amas ra kavSiri aqvs mTasTano. Cven rom mivdiodiT, arasdros CagviTvlia, rom viRacam madloba unda gviTxras amisTviso. ai, es aris alpinizmi. es aris CemTvis alpinizmi da adami-anis sruliad sxva mdgomareoba, romelsac Tu ara xar, ver gaigeb da ver gavige alpinizmi. mwvervalze rom avedi, damebada kiTxva, ratom amovedi? ver veziare amas, ar meyo daxvewi-loba am kuTxiT da aRar gamidgams fexi, imi-tom, rom CemTvis es tvirTis TrevasTan da yi-nulze RamisTevasTan iyo dakavSirebuli. rom menadira, yvelafers gavigebdi. ratom vaTrevdi am tvirTs Cems uaxloes megobrebTan erTad, ratom viweqi yinulze im gaWirvebaSi, avsuli-yavi da iq araferi mainteresebda. ai, zusti obivatelis pozicia, zusti, klasikuri forma da aRarc gavkarebivar mere, amaze davrCi da vuyureb alpinistebs, rogorc sruliad gan-sxvavebul rasas.

i.j. _ guram TikanaZeze ras ityviT?g.o. _ guramma rom alpinizmi daiwyo me

ukve alpinistebTan moleuli mqonda urTier-Toba. jumberi Cemi megobari iyo, sargisi Cemi megobari iyo. davdiodi alpur klubSi, wasv-lac mindoda, ubralod pativmoyvareobisaTvis. gurami rom alpinizmSi movida, me ukve namyofi viyavi mTaSi. gurami bevrad umcrosi iyo Cemze da alpinizmis Tema Cveni seriozuli msjelo-bis sagani arasodes yofila. zafxuls igi mTa-Si atarebda, me sanadirod mivdiodi, rogorc yvela, TbilisSi. axla Tvlian, rom gurami fotoxelovani iyo. saerTod, romeli iyo misi ZiriTadi gataceba, axla Zneli gasarkvevia.

vici, ra dabrkoleba unda yofiliyo, rom ar menaxa. nadirobasTan dakavSirebiT maqvs yve-laferi nanaxi, saqarTveloSic, azerbaijanSic, mTaSic da barSic. axla Cven is mdgomareoba ara gvaqvs, arc cxovreba mqonia iseTi, arc saxelmwifoSi vcxovrobdiT iseTSi, rom safa-reSi mimeRo monawileoba da levingstoniviT vTqvaT, afrika menaxa. amitom mogzaurobas Cems monadireobasTan ver davakavSireb.

nadiroba aris didi vneba, didi gataceba, didi instinqtebis moZaleba albaT. tyuilia is, rom nadirobas viRac misdevs bunebis Seswav-lisaTvis, SeiZleba dareli misdevs, magram es aris Zlieri instinqti pirvelyofilebis, bunebasTan ziarebis. bunebasTan kavSiri ar ar-sebobs, roca nadirob, maSin bunebis nawili xar da amas grZnob. rogorc pirvelyofili adamiani, yvelaze srulyofili biologiurad, srulyofili wevri kosmosisa Tu dedami-wisa xar nadirobisa da Tevzaobisas. sxvisT-vis, aramonadiresTvis, es sruliad gaugebari mdgomareobaa. adre ar mesmoda, vinc ar nadi-robda, ratom iklebda am samyaroSi yvelaze didi wvdomis saSualebas. axla imas ver vi-tyvi, vinc nadirobs, mas ufro gansxvavebuli da amaRlebuli wvdoma hqondes samyarosadmi, radgan uamravi primitiuli xalxi nadirobs, magram rodesac tolstoi nadirobs, ¬rodesac vaJa-fSavela nadirobs, bevri magaliTia, axla heminguei arc minda vaxseno, folkneri, turge-nevi, vin ar nadirobda da rogorc isini amaze weren, gansakuTrebiT rusebi, iq waawydebi xandaxan ra Zevs nadirobaSi. amas ver vxs-ni, Znelia amis Camoyalibeba, magram is Sexeba raRac sru¬liad gansxvavebulTan, sruliad uxilavTan, rac am samyaroSia, es mxolod nadirobis da Tevzaobis wyalobiT xdeba, sx-vanairad amas ver igrZnob. rom ar nadirobT, ar iciT ras akldebiT da amis axsna, kidev vambob, Znelia.

i.j. _ b-no gogi! mTaSi Tu yofilxarT, mwvervalebze?

g.o. _ arc SeiZleba mwvervali daarqva, erTxel viyavi svaneTSi, eqspediciaSi da raRac

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TbilisSi wminda dimitri yifianis saxelobis taZari ekurTxa

26 noembers, TbilisSi, „svaneTis ubanSi, vax-tang III-is quCa #2-Si (yofili terenti grane-lis quCa) wmida dimitri yifianis saxelobis taZari ekurTxa. saRmrTo liturRia aRasrula suramisa da xaSuris episkoposma, yovladusam-Rvdeloesma svimeonma (cakaSvili).

mama malxaz yifianis TaosnobiT da sruliad saqarTvelos kaTolikos-patriarqis, uwmidesisa da unetaresis ilia meoris locva-kurTxeviT, wmida dimitri yifianis saxelobis taZris mSeneblobas saZirkveli 2010 wlis 15 aprils Caeyara.

meufe svimeonma qadagebisas madloba uTxra mama malxaz yifians taZris aSenebaSi gaweuli

lamazi dRe

didi RvawlisaTvis da masTan erTad im adami-anebs, vinc am saqmeSi wvlili Seitana.

man daloca mrevli da wmida dimitri yifi-anis Rvawli kidev erTxel Seaxsena.

taZris kurTxevas eswrebodnen dimitri yi-fianis STamomavlebi: Tamar miqaZis, sofio pata-raias da qeTevan miqaZis ojaxebi.

`2007 wels dimitri yifiani Seiracxa wmind-anad, 2010 wlidan moyolebuli, roca safuZveli Caeyara taZars, _ dRemde vstumrobT da vefer-ebiT am adgils... lamazi da mniSvnelovani dRea CvenTvis, didi madloba gaweuli garjisTvis mama malxazs~, _ gviTxra dimitri yifianis STa-momavalma, mweralma Tamar miqaZem.

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mSvenierebis Semoqmedi

jer kidev patara iyo, fanqrebiT da funjebiT rom xatavda... deda xSirad ubrazdeboda, radgan mTeli oTaxi moxatuli hqonda sxvadasxva feriT.

wamoizarda, universitetSic Caabara. misi bavSvobis siyvaruli xatvis mimarT SemoqmedebiT namuSevrebSi gadaizarda... Tumca nino rom gavicani, miTxra, ivane javaxiSvilis saxelobis Tbilisis saxelm-wifo universitetSi qarTuli filologiis fakultetze vswavlobo. gamikvirda, radgan misi namuSevrebi rom vnaxe, gavifiqre: es gogona aucileblad samxatvro akademiaSi unda swavlobdes-meTqi...

es misi arCevani iyo. ninos Tavis profesiasTan erTad uyvars bavSvebi. swored amitomac airCia filo-logia da dRes gldanis 132-e sajaro skolis warmatebuli axalgazrda maswavlebelia.

roca pirvelad ninos muSaobis process daveswari, Tu rogor axerxebs beserebiT, ubralo mZivebiTa da ZafebiT Sedevrebis Seqmnas, gavvocdi, misi Semoqmedeba axlos aris adamianis bunebis samyarosTan. is Zerwavs TiToeuli adamianis saxes, maT nakvTebs, TiTqos es naxatebi realuri arsebebi arian, romlebsac adamianebiviT stkivaT, icinian, uyvarT, rogor ewyoba TiToeuli Zafi da Tvali erTmaneTze, rogor xdeba maTi damuSaveba... gansakuTrebiT CamrCa mexsierebaSi „avtoportreti“ da „gogona margalitis sayuriT“. minda sazogadoebam gaicnos niWieri adamianebi, romlebic karg saqmes akeTeben Cveni qveynis kulturuli ganviTarebisTvis.

nino maswavlebelia. is Tavad usxnis bavSvebs, ra ufro mniSvnelovania dRes momavali TaobisTvis, _ Tanamedrove, 22 wlis TviTnaswavli mxatvari nino albuTaSvili...

`minda, sakuTari Rimilic avawyo biserebiT~...

_ ra gaZlevT stimulsa da motivacias, aseTi kargi namuSevrebis Sesaqmnelad?

_ simSvidis mosapoveblad xelovneba sauke-Teso saSualebaa. Cemi interesic TiTqmis sruliad misken aris mipyrobili. pirveli namuSevari 12 wlis asakSi Sevqmeni, Tumca arc ise lamazi gamomivida, magram ar davnebdi, radgan sakuTari Tavis mjeroda. yoveli mom-devno ufro da ufro ukeTesi gamomdioda. did stimuls maZlevda is, rom me Sevqmnidi namuSevars, romelic farTo wris gancvifrebas gamoiwvevda.

aseve me TviTon mindoda sakuTari Tavis gaoceba, nawilobriv SevZeli, magram sirTu-leebs ar vnebdebi.

motivacias swored es maZlevs, rom minda sakuTari SesaZleblobebis maqsimums mivaRwio. Tumca Cem garSemo adamianebis aRfrTovanebu-li Tvalebic, rodesac Cems namuSevrebs uc-qeren, didi motivatoria.

_ 22 wlis xarT, gaqvT sakmaod bevri namu-Sevari. ras gegmavT axlo momavalSi?

_ pirvel rigSi, vapireb, Cemi namuSevrebis raodenobis gazrdas, Tumca ar aris marti-vi, radgan didi dro sWirdeba. aseve rTu-lia namuSevrebis Temis mofiqreba. yovelTvis vcdilob, raime gansxvavebuli Sevqmna. mitacebs sirTuleebi...

ZiriTadad, asea _ yoveli momdevno winaze ufro rTuli gasakeTebelia. amiT sakuTar Tavs gamocdas vuwyob. aqedan gamomdinare, rac male SevZleb axali namuSevrebis Seqmnas, miT ufro, male gavitan maT gamofenebze.

vgegmav personalur gamofenebsa da namu-Sevrebis ucxoeTis bazarze gatanas. didad moxaruli viqnebi, Tuki es saqme Cemi Semosav-lis erT-erTi wyaro gaxdeba, araferia imaze ukeTesi, akeTo is, rac gainteresebs da misgan miiRo Semosavali.

_ ratomRac msgavsi niWieri adamianebis Sesaxeb naklebad icis auditoriam. ras mou-wodeb Sens Tanatolebs, rogor moaxdinon Tavisi Tavis integrireba? ra aklia Cvens sazogadoebas, rom msgavsi TemebiT ufro dain-teresdnen, vidre sxvisi cxovrebis gankiTx-viT?

_ Cven garSemo uamravi niWieri xelovani da Semoqmedia, Tumca maT uWirT TavianTi Tavis warmoCena. ver vityviT, rom maTi bralia. amaSi xels sazogadoebis interesi da qveynis poli-tikac unda uwyobdeT. samwuxarod, Cvens qveya-naSi arc ise bevri saSualebaa xelovanisTvis, rom Tavi warmoaCinon, amitom vurCevdi maT, rom maqsimalurad ganaviTaron sakuTari Tavi, ara-sodes gaCerdnen, radgan erT dResac SesaZloa, saWiro dros saWiro adgilas aRmoCndnen da

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gaumarTloT. imisTvis, rom dainaxo da igrZno

xelovneba, daafaso is, saWiroa ganaTleba, rac

unda modiodes skolidan, ojaxidan, yvelanairi

garemo pirobidan. adamianebs sWirdebaT aRzr-

da imisTvis, rom Seiyvaron xelovneba, aRmoaCi-

non ufro metad saintereso ram, vidre „sxvisi

cxovrebis gankiTxvaa“.

_ Jurnalistebs ras urCevdiT?

_ mniSvnelovania, giyvardes da mogwondes

Seni saqme, mxolod amis Semdeg gaxdebi pro-

fesionali.

Jurnalistebze bevria damokidebuli, ra Te-

mebsac isini yvelaze xSirad aSuqeben, xalxis

interesic iqiT midis. aqedan gamomdinare, sa-

zogadoebis formirebaSi maTi roli didia.

Cemi azriT, maT unda SeeZlon da dainax-

on, ra aklia sazogadoebas, ra miscems ada-

mianebs saSualebas, rom ufro metad ganvi-

Tardnen. amitom yvela damwyeb Jurnalists

vurCevdi, daweron iseT Temebze, rac namdvilad

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meti ganviTarebis saSualebas miscemen

_ uaxloes xanSi gamofenas xom ar gegmavT?

simon jafariZe -75mimdinare wlis 26 noembers poetsa da mxatvars, 7 inteleqtualuri rekordis avtors, simon

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rom mainteresebda, ramdenad gamomividoda ada-

mianis saxis Seqmna biserebiT, sakuTari por-

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kidev erT eqskluzivs getyviT, rom vapireb,

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Targmanilela zurebiani

qaRaldis samyaro

luiji pirandelo

via nacionaleze, zed gamziris dasawyisSi xmauri da Wyleta iyo; brbos centrSi ori mokamaTe idga: TxuTmetiode wlis biWuna da seniori nesviviT gayviTlebuli fizionomiiT, romelzec axlomxedvelis saTvalis boTlis fskeriviT sqeli minebi ubrwyinavda.

es ukanaskneli saSineli wripina xmiT cdilobda sakuTari simarTlis damtkicebas da xelebs aqeT-iqiT iqnevda. erT xelSi ekalmuxis spilosZvlisTaviani xeljoxi eWira, meoreSi _ wigni, romelic, Sriftis mixedviT Tu vimsjel-ebdiT, Zveleburi unda yofiliyo.

biWuna gahyviroda da fexebs abakunebda, Tan terakotis patara uxamsi qandakebis namsx-vrevebs urtyamda wixlebs.

mayureblebidan zogierTi xmamaRla xarxareb-da, sxvebs Semwynarebluri gamometyveleba ewer-aT saxeebze, zogierTebs _ metismetad didaqti-kuric; mcirewlovani oinbazebidan ki, romlebic farnebze amZvraliyvnen, zogi yefda, zogi ustv-enda, zogi momuStul xelebSi zuzunebda.

_ es ukve mesamea! es ukve mesamea! _ Rrialeb-da seniori, _ me zezeulad vkiTxulob, is ki gangeb migdebs fexebSi Tavis amazrzen qandake-bebs, rom Zirs davanarcxo. es ukve mesamea! is Cemze nadirobs! mdarajobs! erTxel korso vi-torioze, mere _ via volturnoze, axla _ aq...

qandakebebiT movaWre biWuna, Tavis mxriv, cdilobda sakuTari mtkicebulebebiTa da Tavis marTlebiT daerwmunebina iqve mdgomni Tavis udanaSaulobaSi:

_ ara, ras ambobT! is TviTon aris damnaSave! sulac ar kiTxulobs! pirdapir Cems saqonelze abotebs! an ver xedavs, an RrublebSi dafrinavs, rac ar unda iyos, ai, ra gamovida...

`magram samjer?~ _ siciliT ekiTxebodnen msmenelebi.

bolos da bolos brbos garRveva orma policielma moaxerxa, romlebic mTlad gaof-liliyvnen da qSinavdnen; raki maTi gamoCeni-sTanave mopaeqre mxareebma urTierTbraldebebi gaaZlieres da xmasac auwies, wesrigis damcvel-ebma gadawyvites, sayovelTao sanaxaobisTvis bolo moeRoT da oriveni policiis ganyofile-baSi waebrZanebinaT daqiravebuli etliT.

is iyo, saTvaliani seniori ekipaJSi Cajda, rom maSinve mxrebSi gaimarTa, mTeli ZaliT wai-grZela kiseri da Tavis aqeT-iqiT qnevas mo-hyva. mere ki, TiTqos Tavis qanqariT daRlilma, wigni gadaSala da Tavi Sig ise Cargo, cxviriT furclebs miekro, mere saxe moaSora, saTvale Sublze aiwia da isev wignSi CaZvra _ axla SeuiaraRebeli TvaliT cdilobda wakiTxvas; am pantomimis Semdeg uceb saSinlad aRelda, saxe SiSisa da sasowarkveTisganac ki daemanWa:

_ o, RmerTo!.. Tvalebi... ver vxedav... ver-afers ver vxedav!

meetlem mkveTrad gaaCera ekipaJi. policie-li da qandakebebiT movaWre ise Secbnen, verc ki xvdebodnen, es seniori seriozulad lapara-kobda Tu Wkuidan Secda; pirebi daedoT da ver gadaewyvitaT, gaecinaT Tu ara.

im adgilis siaxloves, sadac ekipaJi gaCerda, afTiaqi iyo; karTan ukve SequCebuliyo seiris moyvaruli xalxi _ zogierTebi etls gamohy-olodnen aqamde, sxvebi ki iqve mixvdnen, saseero elodaT da sacqerlad gaCerdnen;

saTvaliani seniori, micvalebuliviT gafiTre-buli, mTlad Zalagamoleuli da daTrgunuli, xelkaviT Seiyvanes SenobaSi.

gzadagza kvnesoda. skamze dasves. ijda da Tavs aqnevda, muxlebs xelisgulebiT isresda _ JrJolas aetana da ver wynardeboda, arc afTiaqars aqcevda yuradRebas, romelic amaod cdilobda, misi Tvalebi gaesinja, arc mayure-blebs, romlebic amSvidebdnen, amxnevebdnen da rCevebsac ki ar iSurebdnen: unda dawynarde, araferia saSiSi, droebiTi darRvevaa, sibrazis Semotevisgan TvalT dagibneldao... uceb Tavis qneva Sewyvita, xelebi aswia, TiTebis gaSla-SekumSvas mohyva.

_ wigni, wigni! sad aris Cemi wigni?iq myofebma Secbunebulebma gadaxedes erT-

maneTs, mere ki gaecinaT. maS, mas Tan wigni hqonda? da gambedaoba hyofnida, gzadagza aseTi TvalebiT ekiTxa? rogor... sami qandakeba? ai,

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rogor. da mere vin, vin... ai es? ai, Turme ra yofila, gangeb udebda fexs? daxeT erTi! daxeT erTi!

_ minda gancxadeba gavakeTo mis sawinaaRmde-god! _ uceb iyvira seniorma, skamidan wamodga, xelebi gamoSala da Tvalebi gadmokarkla, ramac misi saxe kidev ufro sasacilo da imavdrou-lad Sesabralisi gaxada, _ yvela aq myofis winaSe msurs ganvacxado! is gadaixdis Cemi Tvalebis gamo! mkvleli! aq ori policielia _ swrafad CaiwereT gvarebi, Cemi da misi. Tqven yvelani mowmeebi xarT. policielebo. CaiwereT: baliCi... diax, baliCi, es Cemi gvaria, valeriano, diax; via nomentano, saxli asmeTormete, bolo sarTuli. da am aramzadis gvaric... sad aris, aq? ar gauSvaT! samjer, Cemi susti mxedvelobiTa da Cemi dabneulobiT isargebla... diax, batonebo, sami saZageli qandakeba... a, SesaniSnavia, gmad-lobT, Cemi wigni, davalebuli var Tqvengan! eki-paJi mWirdeba, neba momeciT... Sin, Sin, Sin minda! gancxadeba gakeTebulia.

da gasasvlelisken xelis cecebiT daiZra. zRurblTan odnav waborZikda, xeli SeaSve-les, etlSi Casves da mayurebelTa Soris orma yvelaze gulmowyalem saxlamdec ki miacila.

aseTi iyo mravali wlis ganmavlobaSi mimdi-nare Cumi aSlilobis xmauriani da banaluri finali. araerTxel umtkicebda eqimi-okulisti baliCis, rom sibrmavis safrTxis Semcveli misi sneulebis erTaderTi wamali iyo _ kiTxvaze uari eTqva. magram baliCi yovel jerze eqims im gaurkveveli RimiliT usmenda, romliTac aSkara xumrobaze pasuxoben xolme.

_ ar meTanxmebiT? _ uTxra eqimma, _ maS, ikiTxeT, ikiTxeT, mere ki zRvevT! Tqven mxed-velobas kargavT, gimeorebT. mere ar TqvaT: `o, netav mcodnoda!~ me Tqven gagafrTxileT!

Tavaziani gafrTxileba! baliCisTvis xom mTeli cxovreba kiTxvas niSnavda. erCivna mom-kvdariyo, vidre kiTxvaze eTqva uari.

es maniakuri vneba mas mere daeufla, rac anba-ni iswavla. jer kidev balRobaSi moxuci msax-uris zrunvas mindobilma, romelsac igi RviZli SviliviT uyvarda... albaT didxans icxovrebda gancxromasa da fufunebaSi, valebSi rom ar Cafluliyo uricxvi raodenobis wignebis yid-vis gamo, romlebic mis sacxovriss erT did uwesrigobas amsgavsebdnen. mas mere, rac axa-li wignebis yidvis SesaZlebloba moeswrafa, ukve orjer gadaikiTxa Zvelebi, TiToeuli daa-gemovna pirvelidan bolo gverdamde. da imis msgavsad, rogorc zogierTi cxoveli mimikriis kanonebis dacviT im garemos Tu mcenareuli sa-faris Seferilobasa da garegnul niSnebs iRebs, sadac binadrobs, isic TandaTanobiT TiTqos qaRaldisa gaxda: saxe da xelebi _ qaRaldiv-

iT gauTeTrda, Tma da wveric _ qaRaldisferi gauxda. am wlebis ganmavlobaSi axlomxedveloba gauZlierda da Canda, wignebi marTlac nTqavdnen, ukve am sityvis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT _ im-denad axlos mihqonda saxesTan kiTxvis dros.

im sazareli ambis Semdeg, eqimis rCeviT, ormo-ci dRe bnel oTaxSi gaatara, Tumca sruliad ar hqonda imedi, rom amgvari qmedeba gankurnavda; rogorc ki patimrobis vada dasrulda, baliCim brZana, kabinetSi SeeyvanaT. pirvelive karadasTan gaCerebulma romeliRac wigni mosinja xeliT, gadmoiRo, gaSala, saxe Cargo _ jer saTvaliT, mere mis gareSe, rogorc maSin, ekipaJSi _ da uxmod atirda, furclebze saxemidebuli. mere mdumared daiara vrceli oTaxi, TiTebiT exeboda wignebis Taroebs: ai isic, mTeli misi samyaro! mas ki iq aRar uweria cxovreba, an mxolod im doneze, ramdenadac mexsiereba Seuwyobs xels!

realuri cxovrebiT arasdros ucxovria; SeiZleba iTqvas, arsad da arasdros xeirianad arc araferi unaxavs; magidasTan, sawolSi, qu-CaSi, sazogadoebrivi baRebis skamebze _ yvelgan da yovelTvis erTaderTi ramiT iyo dakavebuli: kiTxulobda, kiTxulobda, kiTxulobda. axla ki mas, brmas, aRarasdros ewera cocxali sinamdvi-lis danaxva, romelic unaxavadve gaqra misTvis, da im sinamdvilis danaxvac, romelic wignebSi iyo gamosaxuli, radgan kiTxvac aRar SeeZlo.

Tavis wignebs yovelTvis uwesrigod tovebda, erTmaneTze alagebda grovebad an skamebze, ia-takze, karadebSi fantavda, rodis rogor. imden-jer apirebda am aliaqoTSi raimenairi wesrigis damyarebas mainc, surda wignebi Sinaarsis mixed-viT daelagebina, magram vera da ver moaba Tavi _ sul enaneboda dro. arada, ase rom moqceuliyo, axla xom SeeZlo xan erT, xan meore karadasTan misuls aseTi dabneulobis gancda ar gasCeno-da, azrebic ase ar daefanteboda, ufro mkafio gaxdeboda.

gamocdili biblioTekaris ZiebaSi, romelic am saqmes ikisrebda, gazeTebSi gancxadeba gana-Tavsa. ori dRis Semdeg viRac tvinikosi Wabuki gamoecxada, romelic friad gaaoca im ambavma, rom brmas surda Tavisi biblioTekis mowes-rigeba da amasTan erTad imasac bedavda, misT-vis miTiTebebi mieca. magram es Wabuki maSinve mixvda, rom sabralo albaT Wkuidan Secda _ es unda yofiliyo swored mizezi; aba, risTvis unda miewera, Tu ara sigiJisTvis is ambavi, rom morigi wignis dasaxelebis gagonebisas _ ai, is aq aris, _ kaci yovel jerze sixarulisgan adg-ilze xtoda, tiroda, sTxovda wigni miewodebina, alersianad efereboda furclebs da gulSi ix-utebda, rogorc didi xnis nanatr megobars.

_ profesoro, _ qirqilebda Wabuki, _ ase xom verasdros davamTavrebT, aba, dafiqrdiT!

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_ diax, diax, marTalia, marTali, _ eTanxme-boda maSinve baliCi, _ magram es wigni ai, aq dadeT... moiTmineT, Cemi xeli im adgilas miadeT, sadac wigns debT... kargia, kargi, ai, aq... rom advilad gaverkve.

ZiriTadad, es iyo wignebi mogzaurobaze, sx-vadasxva xalxis wesCveulebebze, wignebi sab-unebismetyvelo istoriaze da beletristika, istoriisa da filosofiis saxelmZRvaneloebi.

roca samuSao, bolosdabolos, dasasruls mi-uaxlovda, baliCis moeCvena, rom misi garemom-cveli wyvdiadi iseTi gauvali aRar iyo da man TiTqmis gamoiyvana Tavisi samyaro qaosidan. mcire xniT TiTqos gairinda, isev masSi Se-Wrili.

axla mTel dReebs biblioTekaSi atarebda, Taroebze dalagebuli wignebis ydebs SubliT miyrdnobili, TiTqosda imedi hqonda, rom maT-Tan SexebiT TavSi gadaeRvreboda is, rac iq ewera. scenebi, epizodebi, aRweraTa nawyvetebi mexsierebaSi aRudgeboda mTeli gamomsaxvelo-biT, mkafiod da aSkarad; ufro metic, isev iZen-da mxedvelobis unars _ sakuTar samyaroSi raRac wvrilmanebis danaxvis unars, romlebic gansakuTrebiT kargad daxsomeboda im xanidan, roca Tavis wignebs xelaxla kiTxulobda: oTxi Suquris wiTeli CiraRdnebi, romlebic portSi ganTiadisas anaTebdnen; udaburi zRva erTad-erTi gemiT, romlis konturebi ferflisferi gamTeniis caze ikveTeboda; xeebiT mofenil goraze, Semodgomis daisis cecxlisfer fonze, ori uSvelebeli yornisferi cxeni, romlebsac Tavebi Tivis zvinSi CaurgavT.

magram didxans ver gaZlo am mtanjvel mdu-marebaSi. moisurva, rom mis samyaros isev SeeZi-na xma da es xma, mis smenas miRweuli, uambobda, rogori iyo misi samyaro sinamdvileSi, da ara bundovan mogonebebSi.

isev ganaTavsa gancxadeba gazeTSi, amjerad mkiTxvelis saZieblad, da SemTxvevam viRac ymawvili seniorina gaugzavna, romelsac nam-dvili mousvenroba Sehyroda. am daucxromel arsebas naxevari qveyana Semoevlo da Tavisi SfoTianobis gamo, rac saubris maneraSic ki ig-rZnoboda, gacelqebul torolas hgavda, romel-ic xan afrTxialdeba ise, rom TviTonac ar icis, sad unda gafrindes, xan uceb miwaze daeSveba da frTebis suleluri tylaSuniT xtis, aqeT-iqiT trialebs da brunavs.

kabinetSi Sefrenilma wamoisrola:_ tilde palokini. Tqven?.. a, ho, me xom... o,

RvTis gulisaTvis, profesoro, ar gindaT! mismi-neT, TvalebiT mase nu akeTebT, meSinia... araferia, araferi, mapatieT, ukve mivdivar...

aseTi iyo misi pirveli gamoCena. Tumca is ar wasula. moxucma msaxurma Tvalebze cremlmom-

dgarma auxsna, rom es adgili misTvis swore-dac rom Sesaferisi iyo. _ mereda is saSiSi ar aris? _ ras hqvia saSiSi! araferi msgavsi! marTalia, cota axirebulia am wyeuli wignebis gamo. ho-ho, swored wignebis gamo, wyeulimc iyos isini... da TviTonac, am sawyalma moxucma, aRar icis, vin aris _ qali, Tu Cvari, romelmac mtveri unda wmindos.

_ oRondac kargad waukiTxeT...seniorina tilde palokinim mas Sexeda, saCven-

ebeli TiTi mkerdSi itaka da hkiTxa:_ vin, me?iseTi xmiT, rom ufro narnara xmas samoTx-

eSic ver ipovidiT.magram roca pirvelad warudgina Tavisi

xelovneba baliCis, intonaciebis TamaSiT, reg-istrebis cvalebadobiT, xan CurCuliTa da xan yvirilze gadasvliT, xan garindebiT da erT notze SeCerebiT, da yovelive amas Tan axlda mimika, iseTive daucxromeli, ramdenadac ara-saWiro, sabralo kacma TavSi itaca xelebi da mTlad moikunta, TiTqos cdilobda uamravi ga-cofebuli ZaRlisgan daecva Tavi.

_ ara! ar gindaT ase! RvTis gulisaTvis, ase ar gindaT! _ iRriala bolos baliCim.

_ cudad vkiTxulob? _ gaocda seniorina palokini da saxeze saocrad gulubryvilo gamometyveleba aRebeWda.

_ ara! magram RvTis gulisaTvis, ase xmamaRla nu! rac SeiZleba xmadabla, seniorina, TiTqmis uxmod! gaxsovdeT, me xom mxolod TvalebiT vkiTxulobdi!

_ Zalianac cudi, profesoro! xmamaRla kiTx-va sasargebloa. Tu xmamaRla ar waikiTxav, jobs saerTod ar waikiTxo. magram, momiteveT, ratom gaqvT aseTi reaqcia? mismineT (TiTebi wignze aakakuna). susti xmaa... yru... warmoidgineT, pro-fesoro, rom gkocniT...

baliCi gaqvavda, gafiTrda:_ me gikrZalavT..._ o, ara, mapatieT! Tqven ra, geSiniaT, rom

marTla gakocebT? ar vizam, ar vizam! mxolod magaliTi moviyvane, rom uceb mimxvdariyaviT gansxvavebas. maS ase, vcdi TiTqmis uxmod wak-iTxvas. magram albaT SeniSneT, rom roca ase vkiTxulob, `s~ cota stvenia gamomdis, profe-soro!

morigi mcdelobisas baliCi sul ufro metad moikunta. magram mixvda, rom amieridan igive daemarTeboda nebismier mkiTxvelTan. nebismie-ri ucxo xmisgan misi samyaro sul sxvanairad warudgeboda.

_ seniorina, mismineT... didad damavalebT, Tu ecdebiT da mxolod TvalebiT waikiTxavT, ux-mod...

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seniorina tilde palokinim isev Tvalebga-farToebulma Sexeda.

_ ra brZaneT? uxmod? aba, ase rogor? CemT-vis?

_ sworedac... TqvenTvis..._ didad gmadlobT! _ wamoenTo seniorina, _

Tqven ra, damciniT? ra unda gavukeTo Tqvens wignebs, Tu Tqven ver SeZlebT maT mosmenas?

_ axlave agixsniT, seniorina... _ mSvidad, od-nav mware RimiliT upasuxa baliCim, _ me is maniWebs sixaruls, rom viRac kiTxulobs maT aq, Cem magivrad... Tqven albaT ver gaigebT am six-aruls. magram ukve giTxariT, es Cemi samyaroa, me imaze fiqric Svebas mgvris, rom is dausax-lebeli aRar iqneba, ai, ase... me gavigoneb, rogor furclavT gverdebs, vigrZnob Tqvens siCumes da drodadro gkiTxavT, ra adgilas xarT, Tqven ki metyviT... o, sakmarisia Tundac miniSneba... me Tqven gonebiT wamogyvebiT... Tqveni xma, seniorina, CemTvis yvelafers afuWebs!

_ magram minda dagarwmunoT, profesoro, rom ulamazesi xma maqvs! _ ukmayofilod Seedava seniorina.

_ rasakvirvelia... vici... _ naCqarevad miugo baliCim, _ sulac ar msurda Tqveni wyenineba. magram Tqven yvelafers sxvanairad miferadebT, gesmiT? me ki minda, rom Cems samyaroSi araferi Seicvalos, rom yvelaferi iseve darCes... ikiTx-eT, ikiTxeT... me getyviT, ra unda waikiTxoT. Tanaxma xarT?

_ ki batono, Tanaxma var. momeciT wigni.sakmarisi iyo baliCis eCvenebina, ra wigni

unda waekiTxa, seniorina tilde palokini fexis wverebze Semdgari gamoZvreboda kabinetidan da moxuc msaxurTan saWoraod garboda. am dros baliCi im wignebis samyaroSi cxovrobda, rom-lebic misTvis gogonas SeerCia da amiT tk-beboda. siamovnebiT, romelic, misi warmodgeniT, gogonasac unda ganecada. drodadro ekiTxeboda:

_ mSvenieria, ar meTanxmebiT? an:_ ukve gadafurcleT?misi sunTqvac ki ar esmoda da warmoidgenda,

rom is albaT Rrma kiTxvaSi CaiZira da ar pasuxobs, rom ar mocdes.

_ ho, ikiTxeT, ikiTxeT... _ naxevrad CurCuliT amxnevebda, TiTqmis damtkbari.

xandaxan kabinetSi Semobrunebuli seniorina palokini baliCis Cafiqrebuls waaswrebda: sa-varZelSi idayvebze dayrdnobili ijda da saxe xelebSi Caergo.

_ raze CafiqrdiT, profesoro?_ me vxedav... _ pasuxobd iseTi xmiT, romelic

TiTqos Soreuli adgilebidan moismoda. mere ki gamofxizlebuli, xvneSiT dasZenda:

_ da mainc maxsovs, rom isini rcxilisa iyo!

_ mainc ra, profesoro?_ xeebi, xeebi goraze... ai, im adgilas, naxeT...

mesame karadaSi, meore Taroze... mgoni, bolodan meore wignia...

_ da gindaT mogiZebnoT eg Tqveni rcxilis xeebi? _ ekiTxeboda seniorina SiSiT, magram Ca-cinebiT.

Tu daTanxmdeboda am siamovnebis miniWebaze, Ziebis dros lamis glejda furclebs, maTi nela gadafurcvlis TxovniT gaRizianebuli. es yvelaferi ukve mohbezreboda. aqtiur cxovre-bas mieCvia, qrolvas, qrolvas _ matarebliT, man-qaniT, velosipediT, gemiT... sul eCqareboda! gr-Znobda, rom ukve suli exuTeboda am qaRaldis samyaroSi. erTxelac, roca baliCim wasakiTxad viRacis sagzao Canawerebi aurCia norvegiaze, Tavi veRar Seikava. baliCis SekiTxvaze, rogor moswons is adgili, sadac aRwerilia tronhe-imis taZari, romlis siaxlovesac, xeebis miRma, sasaflaoa gadaWimuli, SabaTs saRamoobiT ki gardacvlilTa morwmune axloblebs cocxali yvavilebis axali gvirgvinebi miaqvT saflavebze, seniorina saSinlad gaficxda da upasuxa:

_ me ki geubnebiT, ara! ara-meTqi! ara! _ iyvira, _ msgavsi araferia! me iq viyavi, gasagebia? da SemiZlia giTxraT, rom iq yvelaferi sul sx-vagvaradaa, sulac ara ase, rogorc am wignSia aRwerili!

baliCi wamodga, mZvinvarebisgan saxedafoT-lili:

_ gikrZalavT imis Tqmas, rom yvelaferi ise ar aris, rogorc am wignSi! _ iRriala da xel-ebi maRla aRmarTa, _ CemTvis sul erTia, yo-filxarT Tu ara iq! iq yvelaferi zustad isea, rogorc am wignSia, da wertili! ase unda iyos, da wertili daesvas amas! Tqven gindaT dam-RupoT! wadiT! wadiT! aq aRaraferi gesaqmebaT! momSordiT! wadiT!

marto darCenilma valeriano baliCim xelis cecebiT ipova wigni _ karis gaketvamde senio-rinas is iatakze moesrola _ da savarZelSi CaeSva; wigni gadaSala, akankalebuli xelebiT, siyvaruliT miefera daWmuWnil furclebs, mere saxe Cargo Sig da didxans gairinda, fiqrebiT tronheimis suraTs misCereboda, misi marmari-los taZriT, iqve axlos sasaflaoTi _ gar-dacvlilTa RvTismoSiSi axloblebi SabaTs saRamoobiT iq cocxali yvavilebis gvirgvinebiT Cndebian _ yvelaferi asea, zustad ase, rogorc wignSi weria. da ar SeiZleba Seicvalos...

sicive, Tovli, es cocxali yvavilebi da taZ-ris lurji Crdili... ar SeiZleba Seicvalos. iq yvelaferi zustad asea da wertili amas... es misi samyaroa... misi qaRaldis samyaro... mTeli misi samyaro...

Targmna lela zurebianma

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zeinab saria

* * * es Sengan mWirda ndomiT akleba?gabrundi! kbili igi mecvala _arwyule, visac swyurxar naklebad,vinc Sens SimSilSi nakleb ewvala –

gagimxel, vidre lodinSi myavdi,ndomis izarda kvlav misteria,uarvyav, raic mSioda da dResRvTis msgavsad, trapezs rac maqvs, bevria –

* * *Art thou the thing I wanted?Begone — my Tooth has grown —Supply the minor PalateThat has not starved so long —I tell thee while I waitedThe mystery of FoodIncreased till I abjured itAnd dine without Like God —

Emily Dickinson emili dikinsoni

* * * es Cemi baraTi – samyaros,arasdros me rom ar vaxsovar –bunebis unazes xvaSiadsvugzavni, rogorac saxsovars.

is saTqmels uxilav xelebiTmibrunebs idumal ieriT –ganmsajeT saTuTad, rbilad, rommec vitkbe bunebismieri.

* * *This is my letter to the WorldThat never wrote to Me –The simple News that Nature told –With tender Majesty

Her Message is committedTo Hands I cannot seeFor love of Her – Sweet – countrymen –Judge tenderly – of Me.

* * * mSvenebis gamo gardavicvaleda movwesrigdi saflavSi myarad,rodesac gverdiT dakrZales male,vinc simarTlisTvis gardaicvala.

man mkiTxa: risgan gWirs sikvdilio,silamazisgan, – vuTxari Cumad._ me simarTlisTvis, TiTqmis erTia,Zmebad viTvlebiT, – man miCurCula.

da vsaubrobdiT saflavebs SorisviT axloblebi, Zalze Zvirfasi,magram jer iyo, bageze mogvwvda,saxels ki mere gadevlo xavsi.

* * *I DIED for beauty, but was scarceAdjusted in the tomb,When one who died for truth was lainIn an adjoining room. He questioned softly why I failed?“For beauty,” I replied.And I for truth,—the two are one;We brethren are,” he said. And so, as kinsmen met a night,We talked between the rooms,Until the moss had reached our lips,And covered up our names.

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* * *ai, kvlav fanjara,sad fxizloben isev,iqneb svamen Rvinos,iqneb sxedan ise.

iqneb orni erTurTsver uSveben xelebs,erTmaneTi ZlivsRa daimartoxeles.

fanjaraa bevrgansanTlis SuqiT savse.da Cvens saxlSic, daxeT,datrialda ase.

da sanTeli bnelSiakamkamda lamis,miriadi iqneb,iqneb mxolod sami...

mo, davlocoT yvela, –Zilnaqcevi saxlida cimcimi sanTlis!

ВОТ ОПЯТЬ ОКНО...Вот опять окно,Где опять не спят.Может – пьют вино,Может – так сидят.Или просто – рукНе разнимут двое.В каждом доме, друг,Есть окно такое.Не от свеч, от ламп темнота зажглась:От бессонных глаз!Крик разлук и встреч –Ты, окно в ночи!Может – сотни свеч,Может – три свечи...Нет и нет умуМоему покоя.И в моем домуЗавелось такое.Помолись, дружок, за бессонный дом,За окно с огнем!

Марина Цветаева marina cvetaeva

* * *Cems leqsebs, naTqvams ise adrian,ros arc vicodi, poeti merqva,amofrqveulebs Sadrevnis Sxefad,maSxalis feTqvad,eSmakunebad SeWrilebs taZradda darCenilebs mere iqave,leqsebs sikvdilsa da sicocxleze,waukiTxavebs,

mimobneulebs mtvrian Taroze,sadac arvisi daswvdebaT xeli,Cems leqsebs, rogorc Zvirfas Rvinoebs,mouvaT jeri!..

* * *Моим стихам, написанным так рано,Что и не знала я, что я - поэт,Сорвавшимся, как брызги из фонтана,Как искры из ракет,Ворвавшимся, как маленькие черти,В святилище, где сон и фимиам,Моим стихам о юности и смерти- Нечитанным стихам! -Разбросанным в пыли по магазинам(Где их никто не брал и не берет!),Моим стихам, как драгоценным винам,Настанет свой черед.

* * *Sublze kocna – waSlaa urvisa,Sublze gkocni.

TvalSi kocna – moxsnaa sifxizlis,TvalSi gkocni.

tuCSi kocna – mokvlaa wyurvilis,tuCSi gkocni.

Sublze kocna – waSlaa xsovnisa,Sublze gkocni.

* * *В лоб целовать — заботу стереть.В лоб целую.В глаза целовать — бессонницу снять.В глаза целую.В губы целовать — водой напоить.В губы целую.В лоб целовать — память стереть.В лоб целую.

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* * *momwons, rom senad mogdebivarT aRarasodes,momwons, rom arc me mWirda Tqveni senad modeba,rom dedamiwis myari burTi mTeli simZimiTCven ors fexTaqveS aRarasdros agviorTqldeba.

momwons, rom viyo sasacilo, dasaSvebia –viyo Tavneba da sityvebma ar gamaxelos,ar gamawiTlos kdemis talRam, sunTqvaSemkravma,Tu odnav mogelamunebaT Cemi saxelo.

momwons isic, rom Cemsav Tvalwin, Cems dasanaxad

sruliad mSvidad sxvas exveviT da ekonebiT,arc me magzavniT jojoxeTSi imisaTvis, romTqven ki arada, sulac sul sxvas veamborebi.

dRisiT Tu RamiT rom bgerebi Cemi saxelisTqvens tuCebs JrJolad arasodes aRar uvlian,rom arasodes eklesiis simyudroveSiar gvigaloben Cven ors arsad „aliluias.“

guliT madlobas geubnebiT da xelsac garTmevT,

es imisTvis, rom sulac Tqvenda uneburadacase giyvarvarT: Rame mSvidi SeminarCuneTda iSviaTad Sexvedrebi daisurada.

madli mTvareSi arSemdgari seirnobisTvis,Cven rom arasdros dagvdgomia, im mzisodena,imisTvis, senad arasdros rom ar mogdebivarT,imisTvis, rom arc me mWirs Tqveni senad modeba.

* * *

Мне нравится, что вы больны не мной,Мне нравится, что я больна не вами,Что никогда тяжелый шар земнойНе уплывет под нашими ногами.Мне нравится, что можно быть смешной -Распущенной - и не играть словами,И не краснеть удушливой волной,Слегка соприкоснувшись рукавами.

Мне нравится еще, что вы при мнеСпокойно обнимаете другую,Не прочите мне в адовом огнеГореть за то, что я не вас целую.Что имя нежное мое, мой нежный, неУпоминаете ни днем, ни ночью _ всуе...Что никогда в церковной тишинеНе пропоют над нами: аллилуйя!

Спасибо вам и сердцем и рукойЗа то, что вы меня _ не зная сами! -Так любите: за мой ночной покой,За редкость встреч закатными часами,За наши не-гулянья под луной,За солнце, не у нас над головами,-За то, что вы больны _ увы! _ не мной,За то, что я больна _ увы! _ не вами!

bavSviSeni kamkama mzera erTi sruli

mSvenierebaa.me minda avavso is feradovnebiTa

da ixvebiT,zooparkis Cvili binadrebiT

romlebzec fiqrob –aprilis enZelaTi,induri salamuriT,pataraunaoWo ReroTi,gubiT, romlis gamosaxulebebicunda iyos didebuli da klasikuri.

ara am wuxilianixelebis gadagrexiT, am bneliuvarskvlavo ciT.

ChildYour clear eye is the one absolutely

beautiful thing. I want to fill it with color and ducks, The zoo of the new

Whose names you meditate --- April snowdrop, Indian pipe, Little Stalk without wrinkle, Pool in which images Should be grand and classical

Not this troublous Wringing of hands, this dark Ceiling without a star.

Sylvia Plath silvia plaTi

Targmna zeinab sariam

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sofeli

gombori _

xelisgawvdenazea!..

leila qitoSvili-

saxlTxuciSvili

Jurnal `aneulis~ keTili maspinZlebi

qalaqgareT gasvlas ra sjobs, Tu guliT gepatiJebian da saqmesac waadgeba... ase dagvpatiJes

literaturul Jurnal `aneulis~ redaqcia gomboris sajaro skolaSi.

ama wlis 4 ivnisia, ukan movitoveT lilo, norio-martyofis gadasaxvevi, sarTiWala... loWinis

xidi, romlis danaxvazec guli raRacnairad, ucnaurad Semitokdeba xolme; vici, gageRimebaT, magram

mudmivad asea... _ ̀ loWinis xevis piras mwkrivad mdgar, sicxisgan daosebul, saqonelgamoSvebul

Rvinis urmebs Soris~... _ yovelTvis ilias petres veZeb, axlac vxedav _ TiTqos, xevSi wyali

golvisgan ise mileuliyo, rom ZlivsRa moipareboda qvaTa Soris riyezed...~

marcxniv gadavuxvieT _ firniSis isari migvaniSnebs, rom sofel gomboramde 35 kilometria.

nawvimarze gamosuli mze, miwuruli gazafxulis ferdovani simwvane Tavisken gvixmobs, gvaxal-

isebs da gvaviwyebs yoveldRiurobas. manqanas cota xniT vaCerebT, gadmovdivarT _ vtkbebiT

bunebiT, gamWvirvale sufTa haeriT... TeTr-vardisferSi gadapentil-gadapranWuli askilis buCqi

Tavisken gvixmobs... samaxsovro fotoebs viRebT da manqanaSi vsxdebiT: Tamar SaiSmelaSvili,

Temur CalabaSvili, ivane jafariZe, vasil bostaSvili da Tqveni mona-morCili...

vagrZelebT gzas: yvela mxridan Tvals gvayolebs rezo inaniSvilis „gombori“ da isev gviyveba:

„Cemi bavSvobis egzotikur samyaros gvirgvinad adgas sofeli gombori. zemoTac mogaxseneT,

xaSmSi cieba icoda, muxrovanSi da gomborSi _ ara. erTic da meorec mSvenieri saagarako

adgilebia da garekaxelTagan, visac ki amis saSualeba hqonda, aq atarebdnen zafxulis or-sam

Tves. me oTxi zafxuli maqvs gomborSi gatarebuli. mivdiodiT xolme urmiT an furgoniT.

kacebi mogvyvebodnen cxenebiT, gomboramde unda gagvevlo ujarma, mere paldo, mere oTaraanT

kari, sasadilo, askilauri da bolos diliT adre gasulni xaSmidan, mosaRamovebulze Zlivas

mivaRwevdiT gombors.

gza aq marTlac umSvenieresi iyo, kargad moxreSili Telavis samxedro gza, aqeT-iqidan ty-

iani mTebiT, cixe-koSkebiT, eklesiebiT, wyaroebiT. ra Tqma unda, wyaroebTan vCerdebodiT, erT

wyarosTan didxansac _ iq vsadilobdiT, rom ar davmSeuliyaviT Zalian, mere isev ganvagrZobdiT

gzas. Zalian aRtacebulni viyaviT askilauris wyaroTi. aavsebdnen didebi Wiqas da uyurebdnen,

rogor iorTqleboda Wiqa ramdenime wamSi… gombors SuaSi Rele Caudis _ gomborula. ori

zafxuli wyals gamoRma maqvs gatarebuli, ori zafxuli wyals gaRma, eklesiis iqiT, vinme Wan-

turiebis saxlSi. es saxli idga mwvanian SemaRlebaze, romlis ferdobebi amotyevebuli iyo

didi xeebiT _ didi wiflebiT, muxebiT, qorafebiT. wyals gamoRma xrioki iyo, idga umTavresad

akaciebi. im akaciebSi budobdnen Citbatonebi. adioda gza sasaflaosaken, sasaflaoze yoveli

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mxridan Canda lamazi gogonas marmarilos qandakeba. SeuZlebelia, guli ar SegkumSodaT misi

danaxvisas“... gomboris STabeWdilebebiT maqvs dawerili ori moTxroba: „Zaxili mTaSi“ da „Su-

Sis namsxvrevi“, kidev sxvebic~.

...mobiluriT, Cveni erT-erTi maspinZeli, SeiZleba asec iTqvas, _ am Sexvedris avan-Cavani, te-

qnikis mecnierebaTa doqtori, studentebis sayvareli leqtori, revaz inaniSvilis saxelobis

literaturuli konkursis gamarjvebuli, sofel gomboris oTxi wlis mkvidri-moagareke zurab

joxariZe gvirekavs, gvkiTxulobs da gvelodeba (ian)...

kvlav b-n rezos movuxmob:

„kviraobiT gomborSi imarTeboda didi bazroba. Camodiodnen fSavlebi, xevsurebi, osebi.

gadmodiodnen, ra Tqma unda, SigniT kaxeTidanac. iyo xmauri da yatyati. patarebs gamorCeulad

gvizidavdnen xevsurebi, Wrel-Wreli mZime samoseliT, xmlebiT, farebiT. gahyididnen gasayids,

albaT, ZiriTadad, erbosa da karaqs. dalevdnen iqve, bazarSi, Rvinos, Sexurdebodnen, SezarxoS-

debodnen, daTvrebodnen da saRamo xanze gaimarTeboda keWnaoba. erTi aT wyvilze meti utevda

erTmaneTs, idga xmlebisa da farebis jaxajuxi, naperwklebis yra, Zaxilebi, _ „ass“, „ar as!“

gasdiodaT sisxli xelebidan da saxidanac. xSirad miliciac veRar axerxebda imaT dawynarebas.

miiwevdnen erTmaneTze, aelvarebdnen Tvalebsa da xmlebs. Tu mexsiereba ar mRalatobs, zogs

jaWvis perangic ecva da muzaradic exura.

Cvens ufrosebTan megobrobdnen xevsuri kacebic da qalebic. Cvens aRtacebas iwvevdnen

laparakiTac. da ai, esac aris imis mizezi, rom dRemde didi siyvaruli da pativiscema maqvs

mTis xalxebisa“.

...skolis ezoSi direqtori, zurab qistauri, me-4 klasis damrigebeli, Cveni mowvevis iniciatori,

marex didebaSvili, moswavleebi, mSoblebi Semogvegebnen; vestibiuli, saklaso oTaxi, magidebi,

iatakic ki yvavilebiTaa morTul-mofenili... gogo-biWebi mouridebeli interesiT Segvyuireben,

gviRimian, bavSvurad Relaven...

literaturul montaJSi, romelic dawyebiTi klasis moswavleebma warmoadgines, iyo klasis

damrigebelTan, q-n marex didebaSvilTan simboluri damSvidobeba da madlierebis gamoxatva;

literaturul nawilSi CarTuli hqondaT: Tamar SaiSmelaSvilis, Temur CalabaSvilis, manana

CitiSvilis, vasil bostaSvilis, juba Rebelis leqsebi. aseve sketCebi _ gaTanamedrovebuli

luarsabi da darejani, bebia olRa da zurikela, r. iananiSvilis moTxrobebidan nawyvetebi;

ufrosklaselebma fandurisa da salamuris TanxlebiT, didi siTboTi Seasrules ramdenime

simRera, riTac Sexvedras pewi da lazaTi Semates. moswavleebs Soris sakmaod iyvnen mkvidri

azerbaijaneli bavSvebic, romlebmac Tavi ar dazoges, raTa sakuTari SesaZleblobebi kargad

warmoeCinaT _ gasagebi, kargi qarTuliT esaubraT... vfiqrob, maTTan qarTulis maswavleblebs

meti muSaoba dasWirdebaT, raTa enobrivi priblema moixsnas, rac maT saSualebas miscemT, ufro

metad integrirebulni iyvnen Cvens enasTan, kulturasa da tradiciebTan...…

maspinZlebs sityviT mimarTes da sakuTari leqsebi waukiTxes Tamar SaiSmelaSvilma, Temur

CalabaSvilma, ivane jafariZem, vasil bostaSvilma. samadlobeli sityviT gamovidnen: leila arCe-

maSvili, marex didebaSvili, zurab qistauri.

Cems gamosvlaSi gavixsene enaTmecnieri, mkvlevari da mTargmneli uSang saxlTxuciSvili,

romelmac me-20 saukunis 60-70-ian wlebSi Sekriba da mecnierulad daamuSava garekaxeTis to-

ponimebi _ geografiuli saxelebi; wavukiTxe 60-ze meti misi Sekrebili toponimebi, romelTagan

ramdenimes aqac davasaxeleb, magaliTad: axalpakosi (saxnavi), baronis tye (adre daviT erisTvais

tye) _ agaraki, gomborka (mdinare, adre kilmaT// kilmaxi), dgnaliani _ adgili, vercxlismiwa _

(saxnavi, saZovari), kasagora (baRi, saZovari), kilmaTis saydari (nasaydrali), kriaxi (klde, gora),

mulinis baRi (baRi), rotni (saTibi, saZovari), sakaJias mTa (mTa), salekiano (adgili), samTeria

(samimTa), namZvlevi (klde), fSliswylebi (wyaro), Sixani (klde), Carkvianis wyaro (wyaro), xu-

tori (nasaxlarebi) da sxva.

maTi SeZaxilebidan aRmoCnda, rom bevri maTgani ukve dakargulia, aRarc ixmareba, ukve mivi-

wyebulia, an sxva, axali saxelwodebiTaa Secvlili... Sevaxsene, rogorc ufrosebs, aseve um-

crosebsac, rom samSoblo im adgilidan, kuTxidan iwyeba, sadac ibadebi, izrdebi, samyaros Seicnob,

amitomaa saSuri da savaldebulo im toponimebis aRwera-Seswavla, romelSic cxovrob, radgan

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momavalSi, arcTu keTilmosurne samezoblodan, ar „dagvimtkicon“ _ es adgilebi Cvenia, odiT-

gan aq vcxovrobdiTo... pedagogebs vurCie, sazafxulo ardadegebis dros daavalon moswavleebs

geografiuli saxelwodebebis Segroveba, xalxuri leqsebis, zRaprebis, andazebis Sekreba, raTa

iswavlon Sroma da pativiscema Tavisi miwisa da xalxisa, gaxdnen Tavisi qveynis patriotebi;

ikiTxon bevri _ qarTuli klasikuri mwerlobis, Tanamedrove avotrebis saukeTeso nimuSebi...

Tamarma bavSvebs da pedagogebs Jurnal „aneulis“ nomrebi usaxsovra, danarCenebma ki _ wignebi.

cxadia, RonisZiebas meore ganyofilebac hqonda, romelic zurab joxariZis sakarmidamoSi

aRiniSna;

skolidan wamosulebma ayudebuli, maRali aRmarTi aviareT, romlis orive mxares xeebi da

maRali buCqnari miuyveboda... avivakeT Tu ara, mwvaneSi Caflul erTsarTulian, beletaJis tipis

saxls mivadeqiT... eniT auwereli vrceli ezoTi;

SesasvlelSi gatotvili kaklis xiTa da mis qveS momlodined mdgari grZeli xis skamiT

_ samezoblos Sekrebis, sja-baasis, wuTSesvenebis mosurne... ezoSi balaxi muxlamde gvwvdeba

(maspinZels ar moucelia, raTa es silamaze xelSeuxebeli dagvxvedroda!), gadaCiTulia gvi-

riliTa da furisulaTi, mindvris yvavilebiT; gamomwvevad qanaobs saqanela, onkanSi wyaros civi

wyali iwonebs Tavs, xexils _ patronis saimedo xeli atyvia...

b-n zurabis miTiTebiT, qalbatonebi sufris gawyobas amTavreben... Cven isev fotoebs viRebT,

fexs viTrevT, SenobaSi Sesvlas ar vCqarobT, Tumca fexakrefiT Semoparuli bindi, madis aRmZ-

vreli suni Tavisas Svreba daa... sufris gvirgvinia naRdi kaxuri Rvino... ismeba sadRegrZeloebi,

TandaTan vixsnebiT da leqsi, simRera, oxunjoba Tavis zenits aRwevs...

wamosvlisas, b-ni zurabi gvTxovs, axlad Selesil derefnis erT-erT kedelze davtovoT av-

tografebi. idea yvelas mogvwons... rigrigobiT mivdivarT kedelTan da, _ mjera, rom ara marto

imdRevandeli Tavyriloba darCeba mexsierebas erT karg mogonebad, aramed Cvens warwerebsac

didxans Seinaxavs es mravlismnaxveli, Zveleburi qarTuli fuZe-kari...

madloba sofel gomboris sajaro skolis pedkoleqtivs, direqcias, moswavleebs, mSoblebs,

baton zurabs, romlebmac sagzlad sixaruli, madliereba da bevri safiqrali gamogvatanes.

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beze da bize

erTxel bebia emzadeboda didi wveulebisTvis

faliaSvilis quCaze... sad iyo maSin tortebis

da tartaletkebis kooperativebi... erTaderTi

imedi gvqonda, _ zeiko anjafariZis... uniWieresi

zeiko, Cveni gvaris siamaye, filosofiasa da so-

ciologiasTan erTad, kulinariul xelovnebasac

flobda...

saRamo iyo... zeiko movida, uceb gamoacxo

biskviti da paralelurad 40!!! cali beze, tor-

tis mosarTavad... es bezeebi bebiam fanjaraze

daawyo da daviZineT...

diliT zurikom gamaRviZa: beze xom giyvarso?..

da SevipareT sastumro oTaxSi da... sami bezeRa

iyo darCenili (danarCeni zurikos uWamia) da

gaviyaviT...

bebiam diliT rom gaiRviZa da beze rom ver

naxa, da me... zurikos Zalian gagvibrazda.

_ 40 beze rogor WameTo?

me darcxvenili videqi...

zuriko ki cota xans dafiqrda da isto-

riuli fraza _ `beze~ ar vici, magram bizes

rom vmReri amdeni weli, magitom gaqvT bezeo!

_ warmoTqva: da amayad Sevida Tavis oTaxSi...

biZaCemi _ zurab anjafariZe

lela anjafariZe

mogonebebijiniani galiCka da leibi...

rodesac minda davitabaxo, vambob, rom kargad vcurav... ara, tyuilia, kargad ki ara, Zalian kargad vcurav!

zurikom icoda yvelaze kargi curva... wve-boda wyalze, ar inZreoda da saaTobiT nebiv-robda. mamaCemi _ jemaliko ki xelebac ki ar xmarobda curavisas.

ai, dedaCemma – galiCkam ki curva, praq-tikulad ar icoda... wyalzec ver wveboda, horizontalurad ki ara moZraobda, aramed evertikalurad, magram, ar eSinoda da Sors micuravda... marTalia, saxe iseTi daZabuli hqonda, TiTqos ZaliT Seagdes wyalSio, magram ar eSinoda da `buiokamde~ mainc aRwevda. Cven ki napiridan uvalTvalebdiT, rame rom ar mosvloda.

erTxelac, galiCkam aRmoaCina, rom leibiT SeuZlia `buiokis~ iqiT ki gacuros. aiRebda gasaber mowyobilobas da micuravda ise Sors, rom gvekargeboda. zurikom ramdenjerme mTxova: uTxari, ase Sors nu micuravso! ar gasWra Txovnam. mere uxsnida, leibs rame rom daem-arTos, ukan ver gamocuravo... ar gaWra axsnam, galiCkam erTi fataluri fraza `gvesrola~: zuriko, ra koSmars meubnebi, cxovrebaSi aravis gaskdomia leibi da raRa me momivao?! gavida ori dRe. yvelani plaJze varT... galiCkam amayad da demonstraciulad amoido Tavisi gvirile-biT moxatuli leibi da gacura, gavida 10 wuTi da zurikoc Seyva.

_ sad midixar-meTqi? _ axla male deda-Sens leibi CaefuSeba da.. gamoviyvano, marTla ar daixrCoso!

Turme, zurikos ucuRlutia, Cumad gauxvre-tia leibi?! kinaRam gavgiJdiT, mamaCemi da me gadavesviT dedas gadasarCenad: dedaCemi ki wevs leibze, romelic nel-nela ifuSeba da viTomca-raferi, sul ar `iRebs~ Cvens daxmareba... mere gviTxra: sul vicodio, rom amiT damTavrdeoda yvelaferio (anu, samive rom avisrulebdiT natvras da davaxrCobdiT)!

mokled, sanam zurikom piradad ar mouxada bodiSi, ar misca patiosani sityva, rodesac „SoTa rusTaveli“ soxumis portSi Semovidoda, barSi waiyvanda da axal saTvalesac uyidda, ise, arafriT ar mogvyveboda napirze. bolos rogorc iqna, dagvTanxmda gadarCenaze.

am ambis mere, leibiT zRvaSi aRar Sesula...

(gagrZeleba Semdeg nomerSi)

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qveyanaze Rrmad dafiqrebuli Semoqmedi

Tamaz xmalaZe - 70

70 wlisa Sesrulda gamoCenili qarTveli mwerali da sazogado moRvawe Tamaz (akaki) giorgis Ze xmalaZe.

literaturul Jurnal àneulis~ redaqcia uerTdeba milocvebs da Tanamedrove qarTuli prozis erT-erTi Cinebul warmomadgenels, Jurnal àneulis~ saredaqcio jgufis wevrs, ulocavs RirsSesaniSnav TariRs _ dabadebis 70 wlisTavs.

1969 wlis gazeT „literaturul saqarT-veloSi“ gamoqveynda Tamaz xmalaZis pirveli moTxroba „molodini“, mas Semdeg misi nawar-moebebi sistematurad ibeWdeba Cvens salit-eraturo Jurnal-gazeTebSi, gamodis calke wignebad.

Tamaz xmalaZis prozauli krebulebi: „molo-dini“, „orni RumelTan“, „dReTa qaravani“, „aTi axali moTxroba“... didi adamianuri simarTliT, laRi dialogebiT, dasamaxsovrebeli xasiaTebiT, kolorituli suraTebiT, Tavankara qarTuliT, mdidari leqsikiT gamoirCeva... WeSmariti mwer-luri ostatobiT cocxldeba Tanamedrove yofa, qarTuli sofeli Tu qalaqi, savse harmoniiTa da idiliiT, tkiviliTa Tu sixaruliT...

Tamaz xmalaZis SemoqmedebaSi gansakuTrebu-li adgili ukavia romans „drois mkvlelebi“, romelsac Tanamedrove kritikosebi meoce sau-kunis bolo aTwleulis erT-erT mniSvnelovan SenaZenad miiCneven.

gansakuTrebuli aRniSvnis Rirsia Tamaz xmalaZis moRvaweoba saqarTvelos radioSi.

misi saavtoro gadacemebi; „enai Semkuli da

kurTxeuli“, „droeba“, „poeziis qnari“, „lit-eratura da sxva“... icavdnen qarTul enasa da mwerlobas, qarTul sulierebas, sruliad saqa-rTvelos icavdnen...

saqarTvelos radioSi gadmocemuli rCeuli dialogebi ibeWdeboda periodul presaSi, calke wignebad gamoica sxvadasxva gamomcemlobaSi.

Tamaz xmalaZe 1995 wlidan xelmZRvanelobs mweralTa kavSiris qiziy-hereTis (centriT siRnaRSi) ganyofilebas da yvelafers akeTebs saimisod, raTa qiziySi _ ubatono mxareSi aRorZindes literaturuli da kulturuli tradiciebi...

wlebis ganmavlobaSi eweva pedagogiur saqmi-anobas qveynis umaRles saswavleblebSi.

iyo ramdenime umaRlesi saswavlebis profe-sori, iv. javaxiSvilis saxelobis Tsu siRnaRis (kaxeTis) filialis Jurnalistikis kaTedris gamge.

Tamaz xmalaZe giorgi leoniZis, niko lorTq-ifaniZis, guram rCeuliSvilis, Jurnal „droSis“, Jurnal „oles“, saqarTvelos JurnalistTa fed-eraciisa da saqarTvelos radioJurnalistTa asociaciis premiebis laureatia.Ddajildoebu-lia Rirsebis ordeniTa da Rirsebis medliT.

TiTqmis naxevari saukunea, rwmeniTa da si-yvaruliT emsaxureba qveyanas, mwerlobas da saCino wvlilic Seaqvs mis ganviTarebaSi. àn-eulis~ redaqcia Cinebul prozaikoss, qveyanaze Rrmad dafiqrebul Semoqmeds axal warmatebebs usurvebs!

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Tvalsazrisi

oda Tbiliss

iakob nikolaZis Txrobidan viciT, rom did frang moqandakes ogiust rodens yvelaferi saukeTeso adamianSi SromasTan hqonda dakav-Sirebuli: „ramdenad ufro bednieri iqneboda adamiani, Sroma cxovrebis mizans rom warmoad-gendes da ara mis gamosasyid safasurs _ msj-elobda igi _ yoveli xelosani Semoqmedi rom iyos, durgali sixaruliT miamagrebda qacvebs Citis budeebs, qvis mTleli siyvaruliT gamow-vavda kirs, meforne ki nebivrobiT gaapativebda Tavis cxenebs... aba, TqviT, ar iqneboda es ide-aluri sazogadoeba?“ „siRrme yvelaferSi: es aris didi Rirseba, romelic unda iyos nebis-mier nawarmoebSi. rac ufro Rrmad CaswvdebiT bunebas, miT ukeTesi“. „mousmine rasac buneba geubneba da gaakeTe erTi oqtaviT maRla“.

bage bages erwymis, mamakacuri _ qalurs. sarTulebi erT mTlianobad iqca. vneba matu-lobs, guls baga-bugi gaudis. sisxli Tavisken miiwevs. Jruanteli talRisebrad ganevrcoba mTel sxeulSi da...

mzisa da dedamiwis brunva erT RerZze dgeba _ es xom polusia _ ara polucia.

plusebisa da minusebis ambori mxolod erTi, iSviaTad ori, gansakuTrebul SemTxvevaSi sami wyvilis SeerTebiT gvirgvindeba Seucnobelis sadgomSi...

iSva mamri, mdedri. dasaxldnen dabebad, so-flebad, qalaqebad. da aRmoCnda, rom es jer mxolod dabadebis pirveli safexuri yofila.

is pirveladi plusebisa da minusebis ambori dedamiwaze fexis adgmis Semdegac grZeldeba, oRond Tvisobrivad sxva safexurze.

sicocxlis amgvar aRqmas kenguru bunebrivi agebulebiT exmianeba. mas sxeulis gareTac aqvs momzadebuli axlad SobilTaTvis cocxali akvani.

haeris CasunTqvisa da TvalebSi mzeris Cadgomis Semdeg ukve miwier cxovrebaSi gaer-Tianebuli mamrisa da mdedris wyvili bunebriv garemoSi da Tavis mierve egebul sacxovreb-lebSi elis axalsaxlobas.

ai, amgvar SenarwyTa biologiur gamamdi-drebel garemod mouvlina gangebam kavkasions SuagulSi Tbilisi. misi aRmarT-daRmarTebiT, mTawmindiT, nariyalaTi, xarfuxiT, sololakiTa da orTaWaliT, krwanisiT da avlabriT, isan-iTa da kalaTi, yoveliveTi, rac mtkvaris

klaknilis marjvniv da marcxniv iyrida Tavs JamTasvlaSi.

aq qristiani, musulmani Tu iudeveli gver-digverd, erTi-meoris dawerili RvTis kanonis badeebs TavTavianTi gulisTqmiT dauwereli kanonebis improvizirebul koridorebs, aivnebsa da gadasasvlelebs urTavdnen, rac sabolood ezoebis koloritiTa da qalaqis pulsaciiT gaRvivebuli iseT sicocxlisunarian Ria gare-mod iqca, rom vercerTi sulieri ver xvdeboda am warmonaqmnis siRrmesa da zebunebriv dan-iSnulebas.

es izidavda mTeli msofliodan xelovansa da mogzaurs, vaWars Tu saxelmwifo moxeles, romlebsac warmodgenil urbanistul-sulier konglomerats jer ganucdeli silaRis muxtis axal ganzomilebaSi ahyavda.

yovelive amis Sesisxlxorcebis unaris masStabi ganapirobebs pirovnebis meored Sobis ama Tu im safexurs. Cveni dedaqalaqis swored amgvar aRqmaSi gamoixata didi mefis _ daviT aRmaSeneblis sidiade, romelmac mTeli amier-kavkasiis masStabiT srulad daamarcxa saqarT-velos irgvliv arsebuli sxvadasxva rjulis mteri, Tavis mefobis damagvirgvinebel stadiaSi 1122 wels aRebul TbilisSi arcerT araqar-Tul genetikur erTobliobas aramcTu xeli ar axlo, aramed yofis pirobebic ki gauumjobesa, raTa zemoT gamoxatuli am istoriul-eTnikuri Taigulis mTlianoba ar darRveuliyo.

ai, amgvar uxilav ganzomilebaTa energiis mimRebi erTeulebis meored mSoblad Tvisebebis mqone qalaqad moevlina Tbilisi kacobrio-

merab abesaZe

„rodeni“. kvercxis naWuWi, endro; 75X75;2006

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bas. aman gviSva ukve Semdgom umaRles safex-urze is sulmnaTi mefe Tu poeti, Sinauri Tu stumari, romlebsac kacobrioba mxolod saxelis xsenebiTac ki cnobs.

magram qalaqi xom ar aris, marTlac, qalba-toni, romelic Sobs ramdenime Svils da amiT amowuravs gamCenis funqcias. qalaqis cxovreba saukuneebiT izomeba. aqedan gamomdinare, mis Semadgenel nawilebs uaRresad didi mniSvneloba eniWebaT: dawyebuli ubnebiT da nagebobebiT da damTavrebuli floris zrdili Tu mcire elementebiT. mdedris garsi _ wylisagan gansx-vavebiT, romelic Cven sameano praqtikaSi cxra Tvis mkvebavisa da damcvelis funqciis amowurv-isTanave iRvreba (ganviTarebuli teqnologiebis mqone qveynebSi dedis placenta farTod gamoiy-eneba farmacevtul warmoebaSi), qalaqis yovelive Semadgeneli nawilebis erToblioba aRniSnuli funqcionirebisaTvis ganaxlebad xasiaTs unda atarebdes. aseTi mravaljerad pulsaciaze sworebisaTvis ki albaT yvelaze kargi orien-tiri deda-buneba aris, sadac aTaswleulebis ganmavlobaSi qveynis aRmavlobisa Tu dacemis, mosaxleobis batonobisa Tu tyveobis, sazoga-doebrivi agebulebis nebismieri modelis arse-bobis viTarebaSi yovel gazafxuls mdinareebSi nakadi mometebulad Cqefs da amravlebs faunas, nargavebi ki kvirtebiT imosebian da Semodgomis dadgomisas umetesi maTgani Seimoseba ra oqro _ mewamulSi, mwife nayofs iZleva.

amgvarad gamoxatavs floris samyaro weli-wadis dReTa monacvleobasTan Sesabamisobas. amitom ar SeiZleba ar aRiniSnos dedamiwaze cocxal arsebaTa mdedrobiTi nawilis fiziolo-giis uSualod mTvaris ciklurobasTan kavSiris faqtoric. es ukanaskneli mikroganzomilebaSi imeorebs placentis daRvris elements unayofod. Cemis azriT ki, swored am viTomda umniSvnelo movlenaTa krebiTi formis sistemaSi moyvana daedo safuZvlad evropeli socialisturi da marqsistuli Teoretikosebis moZRvrebas, rom-lebmac aRniSnuli problematika masebis sto-maqis dakmayofilebasTan tandemSi erT mTlian swavlebaSi moaqcies. amas adasturebs sityva „kom-mun-istis“ damarcvluli Targmani ingli-suridan _ „mTvaris aRmosavluri mosvla“.

aqedan gamomdinare odnav gaugebaria rusul leqsikaSi arsebuli sityva „molokos~ Jar-gonuli mniSvneloba, romelsac xmaroben raime mizans acdenili nasrolis mimarT, rodesac swored mamrisa da mdedris SeerTebuli hor-monebis SemTxvevaSi Cndeba Canasaxi, romlis sruli zrdis dasrulebisTanave adgili aqvs kidev erT RvTis mier naboZeb saswauls _ de-dis mkerdSi dgeba momavali axali sicocxlis masazrdoebeli rZe.

civilizaciam msoflios mraval qalaqSi daam-kvidra zemoT aRniSnul unikalur RirebulebaTa kerebi, sadac adgilobrivi da stumrad myofi bohema sazrdos hpoulobda. magram, teqnocituli aRmavlobiT nasazrdoebma kapitalisturi warmoe-bis zrdam Tavisi wonadi koreqtivebi Seitana Ri-rebulebaTa skalaSi. aman umalve hpova pirdapiri asaxva wamyvani qveynebis cxovrebaSic. magaliTad, parizis axlos mdebare sevrSi 1875 wels daarsda sazomTa da wonis saerTaSoriso biuro, sadac im droisaTvis cnobil erTeulTa etalonebi iqna Tavmoyrili. aseTive daniSnulebis palata Seqmna 1893 wels ruseTSi dimitri mendeleevma.

Tu qarTuli da, kerZod, Tbilisuri cxovrebis wesi saukuneebis ganmavlobaSi izidavda stumrebs Tavisi suliTa da poeturobiT, cxovrebis ganvi-Tarebis teqnikuri mxare bevrad Znelad ikidebda fexs CvenSi, rac qarTuli enis naklebad ganviTa-rebaSidac isaxeba am mimarTebiT. aseTi danaklisis Semavseblad da ganmaviTareblad moevlina Cvens samSoblos Tbilisis saxelmwifo universiteti.

ilia WavWavaZis saqmis gamgrZelebelma ivane javaxiSvilma mocemuli ganxilvadi Tema aiyvana saqarTvelosaTvis jer arnaxul safexurze. man daviT aRmaSeneblis xsenebis dRes gaxsnil Tbili-sis universitetSi moiwvia ruseTsa Tu evropis sxva qalaqebis umaRles saswavleblebSi myofi mecnieruli mowinave Zalebi da maTi erToblio-bisagan Seadgina iseTi myari saganmanaTleblo gundi, romelic tols ar udebda msoflios imdroindel mowinave mecnierul azrs arcerT dargSi.

es iyo saqarTvelos sxvadasxva kuTxidan TbilisSi Camosuli niWieri TviTnabadi po-tenciali, romelic gaizarda da ganimsWvala garkveul donemde adgilobrivi muxtiT, amis Semdgom bunebrivi SerCevis gziT (XIX saukunis Tavadaznaurobisa da SeZlebul mewarme-vaWarTa ojaxebi sakuTari saxsrebiT umarTavdnen xels niWier axalgazrdebs) gaigzavna sazRvargareT, iq daixvewa, miiRo organizebuloba da codniTa da erudiciiT dapentili ivane javaxiSvilis mier iqna erT umZlavres saganmanaTleblo sistemaSi moyvanili. es birTvi naxevar saukuneze meti xnis manZilze awarmoebda Cveni dedaqalaqisa da sru-lad qveynis unikalur erovnul inteleqtualur arteriebze dayrdnobiT maRali azris donorobas rogorc saqarTveloSi, ise mis farglebs miRma.

Tu Zeobisas, Cven adaTis Tanaxmad, Tofis gasroliT aRvniSnavT xolme, amgvari masStabis „mSobiarobebs“ zogjer buneba miwisZvriT, xolo kacTa modgma omebiTac ki exmianeba.

amitom nu dagvwydeba guli da nu aRviqvamT gandevnilad petre ibers, SoTas, vaJas, volters, paganinis, ainStains Tu tolstois da maT dar mraval sxva sulmnaTs. maT daimsaxures meoreT

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Soba da amitom maTi adgili sxva ganzomilebaSi _ bunebis _ florisa da faunis wiaRSi umaRles wevrebad gancxroma daimsaxures. amgvar RvTisnabad pirovnebebs mosasxamad Zalze daamSvenebda didi tradiciisa da Sinaarsis gamomxatveli mwyemsTa samosi „nabadi“. Tumca mocemuli Temis Tvalsawieridan Tanamedrove megapolisebSi samagaliTo bevri araferia, mainc aRsaniSnavia erTi garemoeba: did qalaqebSi macxovrebeli saSualo rangis inJinris ojaxsac ki, sakuTriv qalaqSi garkveuli farTi aqvs mxolod naqiravebi, xolo mudmiv sacxovreblad qalaqis gareubnebs irCeven, rom araferi vTqvaT SeZlebuli ojaxebis Zvirad Rirebul sasaxleebsa da ranCoebze.

yovelive amis kidev erTi naTeli gamovlinebaa, rodesac adamiani, cxovrebis garkveul etapze, saxelisa da gvaris sanacvlod, fsevdonims irCevs. sakuTari Tavis sazogadoebisaTvis axlad wardgenis amgvar formas umTavresad xelovnebis sferoSi moRvawe pirovnebebi mimarTaven xolme. magram arsebobs masisagan naklebad gamorCeuli fenac, romlebsac asakTan erTad Sexedulebebi ecvleba. amgvar msoflmxedveluri determinizmis amsaxvel saSualebad SesaZloa, gamodges saku-Tari saxeli. dasavlur civilizaciaSi bavSvs dabadebisTanave arqmeven ramdenime saxels, romelTa Soris erT-erTi mis zrdasTan erTad ZiriTadad mkvidrdeba. CvenSidac axalgazrdas, im SemTxvevaSi, Tu mas ar moswons mSoblebis mier darqmeuli saxeli, aqvs saSualeba, pasportis miRebis asakis dadgomisas TviTonve airCios TavisTvis mosawoni saxeli, romelic misTvis ufro misaRebi aris. amgvari praqtikis gaRviveba uTuod Seuwyobs xels sazogadoebaSi individualizmis danergvas.

RmerTma aRudginos Tbilisis quCebisa da moednebis, ubnebisa da sanapiroebis, landSaftisa da akvatoriis erTobliobas es xelTuqmneli aura, TvaliT uxilavi mikrokapilaruli sicocxlis mSobeli umaRlesi ganzomilebis Tvisebebi, rac uTuod Seuwyobs xels saqarTvelos dedaqalaqis unikalurobisa da ganumeoreblobis bunebrivi Tvisebebis reinkarnacias.

Tbilisis dila

yovel adrian diliT, 6 saaTze, rodesac saqarTveloSi umetesobas jer kidev sZinavs, araviis zRvis portebSi Cqefs Sroma, germaniaSi ki iwyeba samuSao dRe. am dros iezidi moxuci babo aiSa* iwyebs guSin gvian duqnebidan dabrunebul „mkvidrTa“ mier dabinZurebuli qalaqis dagvas. adgilobrivi ofisebi ki funqcionirebas 10_11 saaTisaTvis iwyeben, rodesac germanelebi ukve Sesvenebaze midian.

*aiSa _ Tbiliseli iezidi meezovis mcirewlovani gogona

grigol robaqiZis romanidan „mcvelni graalisa“

gamzirs xvetavs aisori _ aris swori?avejs qamriT kravs iezidi _ tvirTis mzidi.mwvanils yidis mxne TaTari _ xo, marTali.somxis qisa beravs qafs _ yalb alayafs.Cveni drois gmiri? _ „qinZura“ _ xorcmeti, qalis korseti,mflangveli, gveli, arafris mqneli,uqnara, wurbela da sisxlis msmeli!vin aris aq diasaxlisi? – menzura!kalatozs _ gonio. Tone _ mard xabazs,guTani _ mxvnels da durgals ki _ uro,meRvines _ Wuri, salesi _ xarats,falia _ Cubins, fargali _ xuros.nabaxusevs RviniT,danayrebuls xiliT,da gabanguls ZiliT,gameRviZa diliT!

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„saqmeni misni did iyvnes qveyanasa zeda da iyo kaci aznauri mzisa aRmosavlisTagani“ (ambavi iobisa, biblia, Tavi 1).

„zneobis mopovebas Taobebi sWirdeba, mis dakargvas ki erTi qalamnis dacveTis droc hyof-niso“, _ brZanebda gamoCenili mwerali da sazogado moRvawe batoni levan goTua.

miuxedavad dRevandeli duxWiri yofisa, Cvens RvTivkurTxeul samSobloSi zneobriv, spetak adamianebs ra gamolevs, erTi maTgani gaxlavT wm. ioane mowyalis saxelobis privat klinikis xelmZRvaneli, kardiologi batoni giorgi gogiSvili.

mraval operaciagadatanils msurs, madloba vuZRvna baton giorgis.erTxel, morigi vizitis Semdeg, gulwrfelad vuTxari: Svili ara myavs, magram, Tu vi-

survebdi, mxolod Tqvennair Svils vinatrebdi-meTqi._ uzomod madlobeli var. aseTi ram CemTvis jer aravis uTqvamso.batono giorgi! miiReT Cemi mokrZalebuli madloba im sikeTisaTvis, uxvad rom uwiladebT

xolme pacientebs.

luiza boCkova-xviCia,filologiis mecnierebaTa doqtori, sapatio profesori

didi kaci

jumber jiSkariani wyaltubos sapatio moqalaqea

cnobili speleologi da Jurnalisti, ̀ prom-eTes~ mRvimis aRmomCeni jumber jiSkariani wy-altubos sapatio moqalaqed airCies.

jumber jiSkarianma mTeli cxovreba speleo-logias miuZRvna. misi uSualo monawileobiT iqna Seswavlili 300-ze meti mRvime, Saxti da ufskruli, romelTa Soris aRsaniSnavia aTonis mRvime, romelic pirvelad man agegma.

asze meti samecniero Sromis avtorisaTvis Rirssaxsovari aRmoCnda 1984 weli. jumber jiSkarianis xelmZRvanelobiT geografiis in-stitutis speleorazmma wyaltubos maxloblad, sofel yumisTavSi aRmoaCina e.w. promeTes mRvime, romelic erT-erTi ulamazesi da unikaluria evropaSi.

mRvimeebis keTilmowyobis saqmeSi dagrovili mdidari gamocdilebis gacnobis mizniT, igi 1999 wels miavlines aSS-Si, sadac aisrula didi xnis ocneba – moinaxula msoflioSi

ugrZesi mamontis mRvime kentukis StatSi, msof-lios ulamazesi karlsbadis mRvime niu-meqsikoSi, `dakarguli zRvis mRvime~ msoflioSi udidesi miwisqveSa tbiT tenesis StatSi da sxv. am mogzaurobis Sesaxeb man saintereso werilebi dabeWda Jurnal-gazeTebSi. gamosacemad moamzada wigni _ `amerikis miwisqveSeTSi~.

niu-iorkSi gamomavali gazeTis ̀ daviTis faris~ furclebze da ucxoeTSi mcxovreb qarTvelTa Ju-rnalSi ̀ Tanamemamule~ (londoni) sistematurad ibeWdeboda batoni jumberis werilebi. swored amerikaSi momzadebuli werilebi daedo safuZ-vlad jer daustambav wigns _ `fiqrebi saqarT-veloze. fragmentebi amerikuli dRiurebidan~. gansakuTrebiT mniSvnelovania jumber jiSka-rianis wignis `Cveni otias~ gamocema.

yvelasaTvis cnobilia, rom jumber jiSkar-ians baton otia ioselianTan didi megobroba akavSirebda da pirveli, visac jumberma axlad aRmoCenili mRvime aCvena, swored otia ioseliani iyo, romelmac miwisqveSeTis silamazis xilviT aRtaceba mxolod erT frazaSi gamoxata: ̀ galak-tions rom es enaxa, nikorwmindas sxvanairad dawerdao~.

literaturul Jurnal `aneulis~ redaqcia redaqciis erT-erT damfuZnebelsa da saredaqcio jgufis wevrs _ jumber jiSkarians ulocavs wyaltubos sapatio moqalaqed arCevas, sulis simxnevesa da janmrTelobas usurvebs samomavlo didi saqmeebis, SemoqmedebiTi gegmebis aRsas-ruleblad!

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