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Angie Wu 1 By Angie Wu Requiem of the Labyrinth 2 Words checked = [7186] Words in Oxford 3000 = [92%] 3 About the Author -------------------------P.5 References ------------------------------P.67 Characters ------------------------------- P.6 Epilogue ---------------------------------P.62 Prologue ---------------------------------- P.7 4 TRANSCRIPT
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Requiem of the Labyrinth Angie Wu
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Requiem of the Labyrinth
By Angie Wu
Written by Angie Wu of E4B Composition 1
Instructor: Mr. Kenneth M. Smith Wenzao Ursuline College of Languages
Kaohsiung, Taiwan June 2010
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Words checked = [7186]
Words in Oxford 3000 = [92%]
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Content
About the Author -------------------------P.5
Characters ------------------------------- P.6
Prologue ---------------------------------- P.7
Chapter 1: Born on Monday ------------- P.8
Chapter 2: Christened on Tuesday ----- P.14
Chapter 3: Married on Wednesday -----P.21
Chapter 4: Took ill on Thursday --------P.35
Chapter 5: Worse on Friday ------------ P.40
Chapter 6: Died on Saturday ----------- P.51
Chapter 7: Buried on Sunday -----------P.58
Epilogue ---------------------------------P.62
References ------------------------------P.67
Acknowledgement ----------------------P.68
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About the Author
My Dear readers: thank you for reading my
story. It is my pleasure to share great intension
with you all.
I am Angie Wu, 19 years old, from Wenzao
Ursuline College of Languages, 4th
I am fond of reading all kinds of stories,
especially romance. To me, reading is like
traveling all over the world through pages and
verses. It is wonderful chance for me to let my
imagination run wild and begin my first story.
Hopefully every of you will have a great journey
while reading the story.
year
composition 1.
Thank you with my whole heart!
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Characters
Alexandra Newton
A doctor returning from London
Angela Knight
A young lady serves Mrs. Newton
Leila Knight
Angela’s older sister
Marie Newton
Alexandra’s grandmother
Martin Jones
Angela’s ex-lover
Lucy Goddard
An old lady works for the Newton’s
Sebastian Parker
The Newton’s master manager
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Prologue
Dear Angela
I will read you a letter, just as I promised.
I hope you will hear it--- in heaven.
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Chap 1. Born on a Monday
She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies…
(George Gordon Byron, 1788-1824)
It was five o’ clock in the morning. The air
was fresh after the morning dew. The wind was
chilly. After five years, this was the first time I
returned from London. I left school and
returned to Wood Bridge, my hometown.
Last month, my 69 year old grandmother
passed away. And, today, was her funeral.
Marie Newton, my dearest grandmother, raised
me from my childhood when I lost my parents
fourteen years ago. She offered everything to
me; therefore, I did not lack anything in my life.
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The old lady was the person I knew best in the
world. Although I felt piety for her, time would
never be back again. I hate, from the bottom of
my heart, the heart attack which took her away
from me. However, there was only one thing
which would comfort me. At least, she was
peacefully in heaven with God.
It was now five twenty. I shut my car door
but not wanting to take anything with me. I
could hardly hear the noise around me as it was
too early in the morning. The place was
unrecognizable. The rural part of Wood Bridge I
had not visited since my parents were buried.
The road to the graveyard was so foggy that I
could barely see the way.
Was I lost? Was I afraid because I was on
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the way to face the truth of my dear
grandmother?
I checked my watch. It was five thirty. In
fact, the ceremony would begin at seven. It
seemed I have arrived too early.
The sun rose into the sky. Everything for
the funeral was well-prepared before I arrived.
Even at the last moment, I did nothing for her.
Silently, I entered the room where the old
lady would be permanently to rest. When was
the last time I said goodbye to her? I could no
more remember. Once I lifted my head, I was
surprised to see there was another person in
the room. The scene suddenly fell into my eyes
and directly upon my heart.
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A small lady was sitting near the cold,
brown coffin, with tears in her eyes. The light of
the rising sun dramatically gilded her face
which resembled in a golden noble goddess.
Her long black hair was budging smoothly
across her shoulder as if silk fabric falling down
from heaven. Her profile suddenly turned into
the most perfect divine of all. I have never seen
such a beautiful girl in my life. It was definitely
a wonderful man-made piece from God. I fell in
love with her at first sight.
It took me almost a minute to wake up
from the amazement of beauty. I tried to move
forward but it was hard. Her beauty was so
irresistibly attractive. Unnoticeably, I made a
noise and the girl turned around and saw me.
“Mr. Newton?” she asked and was looking
at me with a familiar smile.
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Was the sound from heaven? All, not all of
it, was a tug on my heart.
“Grandma… did you send me an angel?” as
I wished you had?
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Alexandra Newton (21)
He is the main character of the story. Alex
lost his parents at age ten due to an earthquake.
He was then raised by his grandmother, who
was running a local hospital as their domestic
business. Marie, the old gentle woman, sent
Alex to London to study medicine and biology,
in order to inherit the hospital in the future.
From his youth, Alex liked to read and write. He
was also kind-hearted and honest. Because of
his cleverness and diligence in study, he was
successful and trustworthy among every one.
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Angela Knight (19)
A young, beautiful girl who came from Little
More ton, East Anglia three years ago and who
was working for the Newton’s. Her background
was known by nobody but herself. Serving Mrs.
Newton and organizing all the house chores
were her daily business, and the old lady
treated her as if she were her daughter. In
return, Angela respected old Marie the most.
She was silent but kind. Mysteriously, she liked
to stay alone at night in the glasshouse. She
was not easy to get along with and her mind
was far from the realistic world.
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Chap2. Christened on Tuesday
Build me a son whose heart will be clear,
Whose goal will be high;
One who will learn to laugh,
Yet never forget how to weep…
(Douglas MacArthur, 1880-1964)
Time flies.
It was dawn in spring. In spring, winds blew
gently and the sunshine was warm. The sights
were light and captivating. Flowers competed
with each other in such splendor. The beautiful
scenery made me feel relieved.
It has already been two months after my
returning from London. There was a lot to learn
in hospital and that was a whole new life I
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needed to get used to in Woodbridge. At first,
everything was completely different from what
I had learned in school. However, thanks for all
the coworkers in the hospital, for their kindness
and warm-heartedness, I could efficiently catch
up with the work. There was always too much
to be done and my time was completely
consumed.
Even though the work was hard; there was
still one thing I expected to happen every day.
Every morning Angela and old Lucy would
come to my room and serve me. They brought
me tea, breakfast, and sometimes I liked to
have it with newspapers. And, when I was
having breakfast on the veranda, they would
rearrange my bed and prepare things ready for
my work.
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We did not actually speak to each other, but
watching Angela busy around relaxed me from
the heavy work ---or something, something
more.
The work at the hospital almost cost all my
time. Therefore I came back to the house very
late at night. Probably I would have my dinner
at nine, but I was too tired to finish the whole
meal. Later in the evening, I need to read some
notes and prepare for work tomorrow. There
was so much reading to get through. Pretty
soon I felt sleepy and struggled concentration
on what needed to be completed.
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However, tonight, the weather seemed so
cool and freezing. I decided to take a walk
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around the yard and then afterward I could go
back to work. Just as I passed through the
glasshouse, I saw a shape of a young lady.
Without second thought, I knew it was Angela.
It was so late at night and wondered what’s
she doing there? Due to the dim light, I was not
able to see her face.
I felt that she was like an angel being
imprisoned in a huge cave. There was no
reason why I felt this way. Originally, she
worked here and served my grandmother, but
since the old lady had passed away, there was
no reason for her to still hanging around. Didn’t
she have anywhere else to go?
We hadn’t really spoken to each other yet,
not in a Master-Servant relationship. Angela’s
characteristic was adorable, sensitive and
soothing, but actually too mysterious to
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understand. She seldom revealed her feelings.
I could feel the air around the glasshouse was
not welcome about my approaching. The night,
which was full of sadness, belonged to her
alone in that isolated small room.
The chilly wind hurts my body, so I walked
quietly back into the house. I thought if I could
speak to her, everything would change and
would be fine. Little by little as I walked, this
kind of gentle, mild voice came over me.
* * *
The morning light shone brightly through
the thin curtains into my bedroom. I smelt a
special aroma that I had never smelt before. I
slowly opened my eyes and saw a bunch of lily.
So, it was lilies that I smelt?
“Good morning, Mr. Newton.” It was the
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voice of fair Angela.
“Lucy is sick, so I will serve you this
morning.” Staring at her, I got out of bed,
feeling a little bit backward.
“How long has she been in my room?” I
thought.
Although I was not a little boy anymore, my
heart was beating as if I were a teenager with
first love.
She genteelly put a robe on my shoulder,
but her eyes were looking somewhere else.
Again, she seemed very far from me.
“So, Angela, You are my grandma’s best
friend?” Honestly, I just wanted to start a
conversation. But, her hands stopped, and she
raised her head and frowned.
“Hum, listen, please, I was really grateful
that…” It might not be a suitable topic I guessed
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and hoped it was not too late.
“Since I was far from home and all of you
did your best taking care of my grandmother,
and I think…” Oh my goodness, how come?
Why was I stammering!
“Angela, you like flowers, don’t you? These
flowers are lovely, Thank you very much.”
For a second, she stepped back while kept
her gaze on me. Unexpectedly, a tear ran down
her long, pale face.
“Mr. Newton, you spoke very much like
her…”
Through such a clumsy way, this was how,
and this was when we started our indescribable
relationship.
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Chap3. Married on Wednesday
But seas between us braid hae roar’d
Sin auld lang syne…
(Robert Burns, 1759-1796)
Everything turned out like magic.
We started to get along with each other
ever so well. Every morning, from then on,
Angela would spend more time talking with me.
“Good morning, Mr. Newton. The weather is
nice today. Would you like to have some coffee
first?”
Generally speaking, people usually felt
waking up too early was miserable. However,
when I got up every morning, I felt blissful in
seeing the prettiest girl at my first sight.
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“Yes. But two cups, please.”
“Two?” she frowned.
“Yes, one is for you. Come and sit here. I
want to tell you something I read yesterday.”
Her emotion was not difficult to understand.
When I showed her books of flowers, she
couldn’t stop smiling and keeping asking
questions. This was how time happily flies
between us.
“Angela, I was thinking. How would you like
to visit some botanical gardens with me? They
would be more interesting than just reading
books.”
I should say this was the best way to keep
her attention on me.
To tell you the truth, I was not that smart,
but I knew, if you really wanted something, you
should use all your strength to get it.
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From then on, we went to several botanical
gardens, but it was mostly the morning we
spent our time together. That is, I would invite
her to have breakfast with me and have a walk
in the back yards.
We talked a lot, especially topics around
flowers. It was interesting and I liked it,
however I had no ideas why she liked flowers
so much.
“Angela,” I paused, “Could you tell me why
you like flowers so much? I’m quite interested.”
She looked at me, as this was the stupidest
question she had ever heard.
“Hum…When I was little, very little, my
grandfather told me stories of flowers. I
thought they were romantic. Weren’t they?”
I nodded.
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“Also, it was a little bit surprising for me
that men were crazy about flowers and
honestly speaking, my grandfather has very
similar characteristic like Mrs. Newton.”
She seemed to become thinking about
something, showing a deep, complicated,
woeful look.
“Any way, I have once learned…oh! It was
told by a friend. There was a kind of blue rose,
which its color was very, very, very beautiful.
Have you ever seen that?”
“They were legend; it meant a romance
was incapable of coming true.” Through her
face, I understood she was disappointed at my
answer. I sighed silently. I felt sad, was it a
question that she had kept hidden in her heart
for so long? I hoped not.
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I knew that she like me, but maybe we
were just friends now, at least for her. Angela,
for a clever girl, must have known that I liked
her or in reality in love with her. An impossible
romance, a legendary flower, did that meant
there was somebody? However, in my mind, I
could be sure, that she was now much closer to
me and she certainly trusted me.
* * *
Several days later, I received a letter from
work. It had mentioned there was a medical
study meeting in Little More-ton, where Angela
came from. It was a good chance to check out
Angela’s hometown, since I have been working
for so long. This has the potential to be a great
holiday anyway.
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The next day, I tried to invite Angela to
come with me, in order to take care of my daily
things while I was away on work, and she could
enjoy her hometown.
At first, I was really afraid to make such an
invitation that she would feel embarrassed so
she might refuse. Surprisingly, she agreed to
go. She said their old cottage was very near to
where I needed to go so we could live there. It
was at the sea and no one had used it for a long
time.
Gotten a good idea, I suggested we could
stay longer and spend more time, or more days,
a week or so, to enjoy a short term holiday. She
smiled in her own way from everything I asked
her. I was so excited for the holiday. Also it was
the first time that works had become a happy
task. How nice was the holiday going to be? I
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just could not imagine.
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A week later, we started our journey. The
weather was good. The blue sky was dot with
small white clouds. Angela was very energetic
and pretty. During the time we were taking a
train, we talked more, and I could feel her heart
completely open to me. Moreover, she could
not stop TALKING.
“Angela, you look wonderful today.”
Her face turned pink instantly.
“Oh, really, do I?”
We both laughed. For the reason we both
understood.
* * *
My work went on very well that in the first
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three days I had finished everything I needed
to work on. By this time, Angela was cleaning
the cottage and busying around. This was her
place, where she belonged.
On the fourth day, I got up very late. It was
so wonderful to sleep till noon. A few minutes
later Angela came in with some fresh bread and
offered me a cup of coffee.
“The weather is great. Would you like to go
outside today?”
“What can we do?” I turned my body,
feeling a little lazy to wake up. She asked if we
could go for a swim and I agreed. My work was
done and her cleaning around the cottage was
finished too.
“What a good place for holidays!” The sky
was azure blue and the water was clear and
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deep, which I only remember seeing in my
dreams when I was youth. I looked out to the
ocean as far as my eyes could see.
I stayed on the beach, reading, while
Angela was swimming. It was very surprising to
see that she could swim so well, just like a fish!
She smoothly dived into the water, and her
shape was shining like a brilliant star. I could
hardly imagine that she was so confident. It
showed how much she liked this place.
I watched the setting sun sink down to the
far reaches of the ocean. After the long swim,
we both were tanned, but not sunburned. The
brown color skin made me feel healthy and
good. I should come here more often if
possible.
Next, we went to the downtown market.
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Angela showed me so many things that were
quite new for me. It was like a mother taking
her child and showing him the surprises of the
world. She introduced interestingly some fruits
and vegetables to me, and at this moment, I
thought she was back to her childhood.
We were mixed up by the joyful
atmosphere of this wonderful place. We had a
lot of fun, and I realized I was more attracted to
her. At night, we went to the local bar to have
some fun. She wore a new red dress that was
totally perfect. She was shy, but everything
was alright.
The candlelight was beautiful. Her eyes
were shining brightly in my eyes. For this
moment, at this second, I was sure she had me
in her heart. I was the only person, absolutely.
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After the great meal, we walked along the
coast in order to get back to the cottage. The
wind swayed smoothly and I got an intention,
which somehow I could not tell.
Angela, however, suggested we should
have a night swim. She said I didn’t swim this
morning and recommended I had better try
now. This time, she swam very slowly as I
followed her. It should not be called swimming,
we were not serious. Our bodies were carried
by the waves, which took away all the troubles.
Two young people were playing in the water.
What ecstasy!
Something started to change. The mood
inside me, I could tell, I really wanted her.
I reached out my hand to her and pulled
her toward me. She came very easily and her
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body was weightless in the water. I kissed her
and tasted the sea. She looked a little bit
shocked. However, she put her hands up to my
cheek and touched it. Before I knew, she was
touching my neck.
“You are strong,” she said smiley. “But not
too strong.” Suddenly, I was kissing her wildly.
Then we fell onto the sand, which was still
warm from the sun, and lay together till the
moon came up.
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The next morning I woke up in my bed but
couldn’t find Angela. Where was she? I quickly
rushed to the front door to check out.
Suddenly the door opened and the girl
came in. We saw each other’s eyes and words
were lost. She looked at me silently and smiled.
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“Good morning, breakfast is ready.”
She said kindly for the first time and not
calling me Mr. Newton. I came near her and
looked down. We were looking at each other
with amorous eyes.
There was a silent question, and a silent
answer. Then I closed the door behind us.
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The rest of the holiday was great.
Everything was like dreams, beautiful dreams.
When we were on the train back to Wood Bridge,
Angela said she was going to bring me a drink
and left her seat.
Accidentally, she was crashed into by
another passenger. I went immediately to her
to see whether she was hurt or not. But instead
of getting hurt, she seemed rather much more
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frightened. Her face was pale, very pale. Her
body was shuddering, holding onto me very
tightly.
“Alex, may I… go back to my seat? I was
feeling…uh…a little bit tired……”
Her voice was trembling.
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Chap4. Took ill on Thursday
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too…
(Pablo Neruda, 1904-1973)
The relationship between us might go well,
after the holiday in Little More-ton. However,
Angela began to behave strangely.
In the morning, she didn’t come to my
room or bring me anything. Instead of her, loyal
Lucy brought me breakfast every day. I tried to
ask Lucy what was happening, but she was not
able to tell me.
“Miss Knight was sick …and better not to
disturb her.”
In addition, I felt people in the house were
not so comfortable when I mentioned her name
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these days. I really didn’t know why.
Because I had to work at eight, I was
supposed to leave very early. It was hard for
me to concentrate on my job. Questions were
swirling in my head. Sick? Could it be?
When I got back home, it was even late
than ever. I thought I should go to Angela. If
she asked me to do something, I would
definitely offer everything immediately.
Walking through the back yard, I saw her,
but not in the glasshouse as usual. Instead, she
was sitting at the edge of the fountain.
“Angela?” I called in a soft voice.
I came near, but the strong wind was
tumultuous and pushed me backward. She
didn’t notice me. There was sadness,
hopelessness and sorrow around her. Our
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holiday was perfect, didn’t we both agree?
Gradually, I heard a voice singing. The
melody was sad. Why did she feel this way? I
turned and sat down on a bench behind the tree.
We had no wine this evening, but somehow we
were drunk by love and romance.
I was woken up by a loud noise on the next
day. Someone or more than a person was
shouting at the front door. I quickly ran down to
the door and I saw Angela with Sebastian, my
master manager.
“Let me go!” shouted Angela.
“Please do not do that! You know Mr.
Newton would be angry with this!” Sebastian’s
voice shouted even louder.
Surprisingly, Angela was carrying one or
two baggage of luggage and Sebastian was
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pulling her bags. Their argument made me so
angry. I separated the two and took Angela to
my room.
“Why don’t you just leave me alone?”
She had tears in her eyes. How long has
she been crying? I put my arms around her,
feeling her body shaking.
“I love you. I need you to stay…”
Pretty soon I wanted to cry too. She held
me backwardly.
“I was not the right person for you, Mr.…” I
kissed her, kept the word close in her lips. No
more Newton. Please. I couldn’t bear it.
“I love you. I love you. You did know. Stay
here…” I whispered, shouting, touching her
face, her long black hair.
I could see my worried, miserable face
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through her eyes. But her eyes kept silent like a
mirror, telling me how I was hurt but nothing on
her mind.
I cried. I cried hard.
She kissed my cheek, but it was cold. It
was despair, ruined--- by love.
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Chap5. Worse on Friday
To hear the immense night, still more immense without
her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.
(Pablo Neruda, 1904-1973)
I cried so long then sobbed myself to a long,
deep sleep. Angela’s hand, her fine fingers, ran
through my hair, just like playing the melody of
a requiem.
From my youth, or started from the time I
lost my parents, I have stopped crying.
Grandmother taught me not to cry, because
when people cried, it showed that the person
was weak. If I cried, my parents would be sad,
so I didn’t want to show my weakness and
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worked very hard. When I final success, my
parents would be very proud of me. Trying so
hard and working non-stop, all I wished was to
be the pride of the Newton family.
Then I had a dream. I saw my parents, very
clearly.
“You worked really well, my boy.”
The sounds in my head were so real. I tried
to embrace them, but they fled away, waving,
smiling. Then they were gone.
When I opened my eyes, I felt tear stains
on my face. After a second or so, Angela came
into my room with a cup of tea in her hand. She
then sat at the edge of my bed.
I took her hand, softly, “Tell me, Angela.” I
pleaded looking at her with my eyes emptied
and tired.
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Angela touched my head, “You were sick,
probably got a little cold, I had already phoned
Dr. Tailor.” She helped me lay down into my bed
and covered the blankets on me.
“You had better rest, big DOCTOR.” She
was looking at me so sweetly. All led to my
heart with pleasure and great pain. There was
some melancholy in her mirth.
“If you love me, once in your life, please tell
me what has happened.”
I didn’t let her go. I held her more tightly.
Silence.
Angela watched me, and then turned away.
She took a deep breath, and this was how she
began her story.
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“When I was still living in Little More-ton,
not the place we went last time, I was living
with my sister.”
I nodded, and then she continued.
“I was in love with a man named Martin.”
So there was a man!
“We were so much in love. Well…I loved
him so much, and I thought I would be with him
forever.”
She was trying her best not to hurt me, I
thought. However, listening to Angela’s own
story almost stop breathing.
“Alex, you look bad, should I let you sleep
more?” I shook my head. I must have looked
worried. She smiled and kept speaking.
“My life was perfectly simple. That was the
kind of life I liked so much. But, things
changed.”
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Her voice started to get cold.
“My two year older sister Leila was the
prettiest girl in our town and all the times we
were struggling from jealousy.” She looked at
my face, which was so surprised by hearing of
another lady who might be prettier than her.
“Unfortunately she had an accident and her
face was hurt badly. After the operation and the
surgery, she was almost fully recovered but
there was a scar, a long scar on her face.”
I felt sorry when I heard this. “And what
happened?” I asked.
“She was so full of shame and locked
herself in the room. To tell the truth, the scar
was not obvious at all.”
“After all this happened, I felt Martin was
quite strange. From a way I could not tell. Then,
I thought Martin liked my sister.”
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Angela looked sad, or older. She became an
old lady with sorrow in her heart.
“It was true, how could a man refuse such a
beautiful woman? One day, I found out they
were lovers before I met Martin.”
She sighed.
“Leila was hidden from Martin. She just
didn’t want Martin to despise her. From the
bottom of my heart, I knew he cared about my
pretty sister.”
“Everything was clear, but I stilled liked him
and I was happy. I could have my own love,
anyway.” Her voice was deep and far,
imprisoned in the old story.
“I asked Martin if he would marry me, but
he always smiled, yes…a crooked smile. But he
said he would, when he built up his business
and then soon thereafter he would marry me. I
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believed everything he was saying.”
“After a few months, my sister had
recovered and she was beautiful again. She
started to meet her old friends again including
Martin.”
“One night, I asked her what if I was
getting married. She still needed someone to
take care of her. From that moment on, she
went mad. She had not recovered completely.
She just wanted to see a person, a
SOMEBODY!” Angela screamed, trembling so I
held her instantly.
“She got worse, so I had to put her in a
hospital. I felt sorry. She used to be the kindest
person I knew. Since then, I felt guilty and
hoped I hadn’t destroyed her life.”
My heart ached.
“I didn’t want to let my fortune flee away. I
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told myself firmly.” Her tears fall…like rain
drops continuously.
“A few days later, when I came home, I saw
a tall, long-haired person sitting in the living
room. I was so scared and questioned who it
was.”
“There came my beautiful sister. She
smiled in an unusual way, and said, ‘My lovely
Angela, I have a surprise for you!’ I stepped
back, feeling everything was so strange. Why
was she here?”
I felt cold, as if my blood had stopped
running.
“‘Angela, I am pregnant! I have Martin’s
child!’ Leila said in a cheerful way. She held my
hands dancing, singing happily. I was so
afraid…”
“‘Martin said he would love me and he
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would buy me a great house by the sea.’ She
did not stop talking like that! Her words started
to turn me upside down.”
“‘No! It is not true!’ I shouted at her very
loudly.”
“I screamed and ran out of the living room.
I called Martin, with my hand shaking. No
answer. What happened? Everything was
black.”
“Suddenly Leila spoke, ‘my dear, why are
you here? Come, I still have a lot to tell you.’
Now I was with a mad person. What should I
do?”
“‘Are you calling Martin? Lovely, he won’t
come.’ She laughed sharply.”
“I collapsed. Falling onto the ground, I
could not stop trembling. I took my cell-phone
and dialed the number of the hospital.”
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“She frowned, then knelt down on the floor,
whispering ‘Angela, what should I name my
lovely child…….................’”
Tears came out from Angela’s eyes.
“Martin was killed on the day Leila came
back to the house……”
“I felt the world was broken into pieces. I
cried and cried but no matter how hard I cried,
life was never coming back. I went to bars and
gone myself drunk. I didn’t mind at all. My
world was completely ruined.”
There was a long silence.
“One day, I carelessly visited Woodbridge.
Then I met Mrs. Newton, and finally I had met
you…”
I kept looking at her.
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“Alex, the woman, I crashed into on the
train driving back here was her. Leila, my sister,
it couldn’t be wrong.”
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Chap6. Died on Saturday
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good…
(W.H. Auden, 1907-1973)
In the next days, after the horrible event, I
recovered from the sickness. Angela stayed
with me and took care of me. I could feel her
love and when I touched her, she smiled at me
just as if the whole story was a bad dream.
Time still went on. I could smell the smell of
peace.
My workload was heavy. However, I worked
very hard and got back as early as possible so I
could see if Angela was well or not.
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Tonight was a special day. Therefore, I
rushed to finish my job and went home.
“Welcome home, do you want to have a
drink?”
It was only seven, very early for me to
return. Angela was in my room ironing my
clothes.
“How’s work today? You come back really
early.” she said smiley and closing my wardrobe
door.
“Come here, Angela, I’ve got something to
show you.” She was curious but couldn’t stop
smiling. Hey, not flowers all the time.
“Happy Birthday!” I gave her a box with a
red ribbon tied on it. There was a card on it and
some letters written in Italian, “Buon
Compleanno.”
“I bought it in Bella Boutique, and I
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promise you will love it.”
“Oh? Really?” Straightaway, she opened
the box. Inside the box was a yellow dress with
a bunch of lilies.
“Oh, Alex, these are too expensive!” Her
eyes were shining with delight.
I kissed her cheek, but this was not the
most romantic gift, my pretty girl.
* * *
The next day, I took Angela to a luxury
restaurant. I ordered the most expensive sweet
liquor and we had a good time. She was
dressed in that new yellow dress, which was so
pretty and caught a lot of attention.
When we were having our meal, I took a
small box out of my pocket. I knelt down and
she looked very surprised at me.
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“Would you marry me, Angela?”
She was so surprised, but she nodded so
gladly. I got her, finally. Even though the story
of her past was terrible, I loved her.
When we were in the car, I kissed her lips. I
could feel her strongly that I almost went into
crazy.
But suddenly, she pushed me away.
“Leila! Leila!” And then she had her head in
her arms, screaming aloud. Why did she
mention this again in such way? I was soon
overcome with great anger.
“Angela, Angela, what happened?” In order
to let her calm down, I held her tightly.
“Every time when I am about to get my
love… You are always against me!” She held me
back tightly but I had no idea what happened.
“I am leaving, or she would get us. No...
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She will find me!”
Now her eyes were full with tears. I was
chronically tired, so all of a sudden it made me
irritable. Angrily, I locked the car and drove
quickly back home. Why did this happen?
Originally, everything was so great. I was
worried about her. I was afraid of her story.
I asked Sebastian to watch her and made
her stay in her room. We struggled again and
again whenever I persuaded her to let all the
things go. I could marry her. I could protect her.
I could offer whatever she wanted, that’s true. I
hated to say it, but without me she was nothing
and had nowhere to go, really! What did my
love really mean to her?
However, she didn’t listen to my words.
She looked terribly dejected and sighed all
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day long. She was preoccupied and in low
spirited, even not wanting to eat. Why would
she wear such a sorrowful look?
I hated jokes, and she was a great joke that
seduced me easily. Finally, I decided to let her
think more carefully and insisted I would still
marry her. Never would I give up loving her. I
promised I would not let bad things happen,
not even a piece, and nothing needed to be
worried. Then, I went to live in the hospital. It
might be better for her to think without
disturbing.
One evening, I coughed so hard that I felt
so afraid. I was afraid of something, which was
approaching.
My phone rang. The sound was larger than
ever. It was old royal Lucy.
“Nr. Newton! Our house is on fire!”
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My heart beat rapidly. Immediately, I fell
into a flutter.
“Only Angela…she is...”
I ran out. Everything was swirling in my
head.
“Only Angela has not escaped.”
It started to rain. I was misty-eyed.
Please still not too late!
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Chap7. Buried on Sunday
I ran fast back home. All of the servants
were standing outside the house. Lucy saw me.
“Sir, Angela was not with us. It has been a
long time since the fire started!”
“What happened? How could it be?”
“There was an oil lamp, which accidently…”
Our house was on fire. Smoke rushed out
from the old house. Police and fire trucks had
already arrived trying to put out the fire, but
the smoke was still very strong.
No matter what would happen, I ran into
the burning house. Behind me were people
screaming and crying for help. I came to the
second floor, where Angela’s room was. It was
at the end of the corridor, and at this moment,
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the room seemed even furtherer and longer. I
crouched down, avoiding the dark black clouds
coming out from the door. It was getting harder
and harder to breathe, and I could feel my
lungs were aching.
It took me a long time to reach her front
door. The door was locked from outside, of
course she was certain to be locked in. Without
a second thought, I crushed the door and broke
in. The smoke was so thick inside that I nearly
fainted away. I could not move, getting more
and more paralyzed, and finally I collapsed.
Before I lost consciousness, I saw Angela.
She was lying on the ground in front of me, not
moving. I scrambled and wanted to hold her
hand, but everything was over. I couldn’t save
her lithe, easy and elegant shape haunt me
forever. The girl, who was extremely suave,
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then became a sleeping goddess.
* * *
I was in the hospital, feeling nothing. A
sense of desolation overwhelmed me.
Angela was past recovery. I was grieved to
the extreme. My life was broken. Everything
went to pieces, which I could never rebuild. My
face bathed with tears, the pain of losing her
was overwhelming me. My longing was like
madness that couldn’t stop.
Winds blew through my window. I saw
something on my bed. It was an envelope
which was damaged from the big fire. Now I
was tired, no more strength in my body. But my
hand moved forward and picked up the letter, a
burned dirty letter.
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The last “Goodbye” was written illegible.
I cried and spoke horsefly, “You are now in
heaven…my Angel.”
Dear Alexandra
Every minute with you is so wonderful
I owe you a lot
Read me, write to me
Thank you, for loving me
If we meet again, let me be your lady
All, you and me than no more
I will miss you
Goodbye
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Epilogue
This is the end of Solomon Grundy, and so
does ours.
People said lives are various.
Some took it seriously, but some took it as
play.
Some worked very hard to reach goals in
their lives, however, some faced it when things
occurred.
Some said if you waste a second, you’ll
never be able to repay, and, some said nothing
was ever too late.
If life was predictable, we won’t respect our
lives.
Last time I bade my old lady goodbye and
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that’s when I encountered a whole new life. The
scene would remain in my memory forever. I
had no chance to say goodbye, either I could
see your last sight.
You nourished me; I grew up in your arms,
and I tasted something called sweet and
solitude.
I studied for my whole life and worked all for
it, but I just didn’t know that there were love
and joys.
Until the day I met you.
I fell in love with you. I hated you when you
broke my heart, and I regretted all I had done.
Life was tough, filled with love and hatred.
When’s my second chance to dance with you?
Holding you in my arms? Touching you? Feeling
you? Nights with you watching stars shining in
the sky and we were like a prince and a
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princess in old fairy tales?
Endlessly, I would keep longing for your
beauty and passion.
* * *
Today, I was standing in front of a white,
beautiful coffin, with a young, sleeping beauty.
I took out a bunch of blue roses, putting them
round her. Blue roses were very difficult to find,
so I tried my best to have them. Staring at her
face, I grew older and older. Memories were
now again pulling me away from the real world.
After a few seconds, I took out a book, and
turned to the last page, then read the following
letters.
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Dear Angela,
We fell in love with each other at the funeral, and it was the place I bid you
farewell with tears in my eyes.
Blue roses mean something impossible, but I interpreted it into, “I’m possible
and incredibly in love with you.”
This is the end of our story.
Thank you for love me once in your life, dear Angela.
Love, Alexandra.
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If certain, when this life was out---
That yours and mine, should be,
I’d toss it yonder, like a Rind,
And take Eternity---
But, now, uncertain of the length
Of this, that is between,
It goads me, like the Goblin Bee---
That will not state----its sting.
(Emily Dickson,1830-1886)
-End-
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References
Books
1. When summer comes / Helen Naylor ; series editor by Philip Prowse
2. Jungle love / Margaret Johnson.
3. Just good friends / Penny Hancock ; illustrations by Mike Dodd ; series editor by
Philip Prowse
4. The house by the sea / Patricia Aspinall ; series editor by Philip Prowse
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Acknowledgement To Dear Mr. Smith:
It’s my honor to have you as my writing instructor in 4th year writing class. When I was in 2nd
Thank you for teaching me and gave me a great number of instructions.
year, I began to love READING because of intensive reading. And from now on, I start to love writing. Both are interesting and full of excitement!
Student Angie Wu To Dear Smiler:
Thank you for dubbing for Alexandra. It’s great to have tonic music when reading or writing. Hopefully, you can find something attracted you while reading the story.
Excellent to cooperate with you. Thank you with all wholehearted!
Friend Angie
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“The light of the rising sun dramatically gilded her face which resembled in a golden noble
goddess.”
Alexandra fell in with fair Angela at a funeral, and from that moment, their lives started to change. Surrounded by all kinds of emotion, they became different. Times flies. No longer were the couple same……
Ask yourself, “What’s life all about?”