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Am¡aV& C‘«-^a MbmVr OmVr h¡ &'8

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3. `mVZm H$s nhMmZ :-

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EH$ Ñí` {~å~ dH$sb gmh~ Am¡a ‘hH$~mZmo Ho$ g§dmX Ho$ ~rM CâVm h¡ & O~ dH$sb H¥$nmZmamÙ AmH$a gy{MV H$aVo h¢ {H$ ‘mgy‘m H$s emXr V` hmo JB© h¡ & Cgo dH$sb gmh~ Am¡a Hw$Qw>å~ Zo JmoX bo {b`m h¡ & ‘mgy‘m Ho$ ggwambdmbm| H$s eV© na ‘mgy‘m H$m nrha "hdobr' hr hmoJm& ‘hH$ gÝZ I‹S>r h¡, Am¡a bopIH$m EH$ Ñí` {~å~ I‹S>m H$a VrZ nr{‹T>`m| H$s {µOÝXJr H$m EH$ nb ‘| ’¡$gbm hmoVo XoI ‘hH$ H$s ‘Z:pñW{V nmR>H$m| Ho$ gm‘Zo aIVr h¢ -

"‘hH$ Ho$ H$mZ ~hao hmo Jò & gm‘Zo AmZodmbm Moham Am±Im| Ho$ gm‘Zo go Jw‘ hmo J`m & Bgr ~ogwYr ‘| H$moB© µObµObm CR>m Am¡a ^wa^wamH$a Xrdma| ZrMo {JaZo bJt& N>V ’$Q>r Am¡a Mm¡IQ> ‘| go {H$dm‹S> Qy>Q>H$a AbJ Om n‹S>o & XmbmZ Ho$ ‘b~o ‘| EH$-Xygao go bJr VrZ naN>mB`m± gm‘Zo AmZ I‹S>r hþB© - Zgr~ ~mZmo, ‘hH$ Am¡a ‘mgy‘m&'28

Nw>ÝZm, N>moQ>r C‘« ‘| {dYdm hmo JB© & ‘m`Ho$ Am¡a ggwamb XmoZm| OJh EH$ hr nr‹S>m Am¡a Ad‘mZZm H$mo PobVr, {dYdm ór H$s pñW{V ~`mZ H$aVr h¡ �

"OmZo Š`m OmZo Š`m go Š`m H$hmZr J‹T> ahr h¢ & EH$ Zm‘ Ya {X`m h‘mam, {dYdm & dh Vmo ha gwJU emó Ho$ ~mha, Cg na BZH$s g~ µIm{‘`m| - ZmH$m{‘`m| Ho$ {µOå‘oXma ^r h‘t&'29

Zm{gam e‘m© H$m CnÝ`mg "gmV Z{X`m±, EH$ g‘ÝXa' CZHo$ B©amZ àdmg Ho$ Zm¡ dfm] H$m AZw^d h¡& amOZr{VH$ nmQ>m| Ho$ ~rM {ng ahr B©amZr YaVr Am¡a OZVm H$mo bopIH$m Zo CnÝ`mg ‘| ‘m{‘©H$ ñda {XE h¢ & Væ`~m, ‘brhm, ‘hZmµO, gygZ, ehZmµO... Bg CnÝ`mg Ho$ gmao à‘wI M[aÌ "ór' h¢, {OZH$s ‘w{º$ H$s g§^mdZm Ho$ X²dma ImobZo H$s Bg‘| H$mo{ee h¡ & Bg Amem Ho$ gmW {H$ B§gm{Z`V H$s ~o{‹S>`m± Qy>Q>oJt V^r Am¡aV Ho$ {bE ^r ‘w{º$ g§^d hmoJr & daZm ha `wX²Y, ha H«$m§{V ‘| Cgo hr V~mh hmoZm h¡ &

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à^m IoVmZ Ho$ "AmAmo nono Ka Mb|' CnÝ`mg ‘| A‘arH$s ór Ho$ Xw:I H$mo OJh {‘br h¡&

ór H$s ̀ mVZm H$m gmd©^m¡‘ {~å~ I‹S>m H$aZo dmbm g~go ‘hËdnyU© CnÝ`mg h¡, ‘¥Xwbm JJ© H$m "H$R>Jwbm~' & CnÝ`mg ‘| pñ‘Vm, ‘m[a`mZ, Z‘©Xm, Agr‘m, ZraOm, Agr‘m H$s ‘m±... {ó`m| H$m nyam {díd h¡ & Zm‘, Ka, n[apñW{V`m± AbJ bo{H$Z `mVZm EH$, ór hmoZo H$s & ‘m[a`mZ H$s emoY H$m {hñgm - ñnoZ H$s éW, BQ>br H$s EboZm, ñH$m°Q>b¡ÊS> H$s gyOZ Am¡a nmob|S> H$s am°ŠOmZ Bg {díd ‘| em{‘b hmoH$a EH$ ñda ~wb§X H$aVr h¢ {H$ ór Mmho {H$gr ^r Xoe, Om{V, Y‘© H$s hmo Cgo H$‘mo~oe EH$-gr nr‹S>mAm| go JwµOaZm n‹S>Vm h¡ & O~ ‘m[a`mZ H$s emoY Ho$ Q>rnm| Am¡a ã`m¡am| ‘| H¡$X A‘yV© Am¡a Aê$n à{V‘mE± ‘m[a`mZ H$s AmË‘r`Vm go Img Mohao, ‘mohao Am¡a ep»g`V ‘| CâZo bJr Am¡a ha Am¡aV nyao EH$ g‘mO H$s, EH$ nr‹T>r H$s à{V{~å~ ~Z JB© h¡ & BZHo$ OrdZ Ho$ AÜ``Z go ‘m[a`mZ Zo nm`m {H$ ha Am¡aV EH$ nr‹T>r H$m à{V{Z{YËd hr Zht H$a ahr ~pëH$ BZ nyd©OmAm| Am¡a AmO H$s ñdV§Ì ór Ho$ ~rM H$moB© ~w{Z`mXr ’$H©$ Zht h¡ & AbJ-AbJ eŠb Am¡a g‘` ‘| EH$ hr {Z`{V, h¡{g`V Am¡a ÌmgXr & Ohm± gmar `mVZm Am¡a g§Kf© Ho$ ~mX EH$ gM ~MVm h¡, CgH$m "Am¡aV' hmoZm & ‘m[a`mZ H$s emoY ‘| CâVm ór `mVZm H$m gmd©^m¡‘ {~å~�

l "ñnoZ H$s éW - gw~h CR>H$a H$m‘ na bJVr Wr Vmo em‘ VH$ Hw$N> Zht ImVr Wr& g{X©`m| ‘| ‘m±g Ho$ Qw>H$‹S>m| na Z‘H$ bJmH$a J{‘©`m| Ho$ {bE gm|YmH$a aIZo Ho$ ~rM, {XZ ‘| EH$ ~ma, Cgr Z‘H$ H$s MwQ>H$s nmZr ‘| S>mbH$a nr boVr Wr & J{‘©`m| ‘| Imbr nmZr&'30

l nm¡boÝS> H$s am°ŠOm°Z - n[adma H$mo H$m°’$s XoZo Ho$ ~mX, BñVo‘mb {H$`m J`m H$m°’$s nmCS>a gwImH$a aI boVr Wr Am¡a AJbo {XZ, AnZo {bE H$m°’$s ~Zm boVr Wr & Á`mXm H$‹S>H$s hmoZo na, Xmo X’$m C~mbr JB© H$m°’$s, n[adma H$mo nrZr n‹S>Vr & V~, am°ŠOm°Z Ho$ {hñgo, Omo VrZ-Mma ~ma H$m {ZMw‹S>m Kmob AmVm Wm & Cgo H$m°’$s H$m dOyX XoZo Ho$ {bE, dh VmOm {ngm nmCS>a gm‘Zo aIH$a Am±I| ~§X H$a boVr Wr {’$a CgH$s AOr‘ Iwe~y gy±KVo hþE Cg ~H$~Ho$ Kmob H$mo hbH$ Ho$ ZrMo CVma boVr Am¡a VamoVmOm hmo OmVr &'31

l "BQ>br H$s EboZm - ^yIr ah gH$Vr Wr na ~XgbrH$m Zht & CgH$s nmoemH$ ’$Q>Vr Vmo dh BVZo ‘hrZo Am¡a Iy~gyaV Q>m±H$m| go a’y$ H$aVr {H$ H$bmË‘H$ H$grXoH$mar H$m ~ohVarZ Z‘yZm ~Z OmVr & ’$Q>Vm-{gbVm, Vma-Vma hþAm {b~mg, Pmba ~Z bQ>H$ OmVm na ahVm AmpIa VH$, H$bmË‘H$ Am¡a Iy~gyaV'32

l "ñH$m°Q>b¢S> H$s gyOZ - Zo amoZo Ho$ {bE gm±P T>bo H$m Eogm dŠV ‘wH$a©a H$a aIm Wm, {Oggo CgHo$ H$m‘ ‘| Img ZwH$gmZ Z hmo & Cg dŠV, dh n[adma Ho$ {bE ImZm ~Zm ahr hmoVr Wr,

Bg{bE amoZo ‘| dŠV Om`m Zht hmoVm Wm &'33

AR>mahdt gXr Ho$ B{‘J«|Q> OhmO ‘| Rw>§gH$a A‘arH$m nhþ±Mr éW go boH$a ~rgdt gXr Ho$ ~moBªJ hdmB© OhmO H$s BH$m°Zm‘r Šbmg ‘| ~¡R>H$a A‘arH$m nhþ±Mr pñ‘Vm VH$ n[apñW{V`m± H$hm± ~Xbt? éW Ho$ n[adma Ho$ ‘Xm] Zo gmao ’¡$gbo AnZo nmg gwa{jV aIo & ‘m[a`mZ H$s ~m¡{ÕH$ à{V^m na B{dªJ Zo H$ãOm O‘m`m Am¡a {Og Oma{dg Zo pñ‘Vm H$mo AmË‘nr‹S>H$ ‘ZmoamoJr {gÕ H$a Cggo ‘w{º$ ̂ r nm br Am¡a CgHo$ OrdZ H$mo AnZo AZw^dm| H$s à`moJ embm ̂ r ~Zm S>mbm& pñ‘Vm go boH$a ‘m[a`mZ Ho$ emoY ‘| nwZOr{d©V hþB© am°ŠOm°Z VH$ ór-OrdZ H$s ò Ord§V AmH¥${V`m±

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ór-emofU H$m B{Vhmg ^r àñVwV H$aVr h¢ Am¡a Cg nr‹S>m H$m g‘mOemór` AÜ``Z ^r &

5. {dÐmoh Ho$ ñda -

emofU Am¡a `mVZm H$s nhMmZ Zo BZ ór-nmÌm| ‘| nhbo AmË‘~moY OJm`m Am¡a {’$a {dÐmoh H$m gmhg OJm`m & CÎmaeVr Ho$ ór-aMZmH$mam| Ho$ CnÝ`mg ‘| `h {dÐmoh H$B© ê$nm| ‘| ì`ŠV hþAm h¡ -

l AmË‘~moY & l gm‘m{OH$ ~§YZm| Ho$ à{V {dÐmoh &

l nwéfm| H$s gm‘§Vr ‘mZ{gH$Vm H$m {damoY &

CfmXodr {‘Ìm Ho$ CnÝ`mg "{n`m' ‘| ~mb-{dYdm Zr{b‘m "{dYdm' hmoZo Ho$ H$maU A{êßV h¡ & O~ VH$ ‘m± H$s S>m±Q>-S>nQ>, VmZm| Am¡a CbmhZm| H$m {eH$ma hmoVr h¡ & bo{H$Z `h àVm‹S>Zm dh {Z`{V ‘mZH$a nr Zht OmVr & Xw:I Am¡a ì`Wm H$s K‹S>r ‘| T>oa gmao àíZ ^r‹S> bJmH$a CgHo$ AÝVa ‘| I‹S>o hmo OmVo h¢ "Š`m {dYdm Ho$db A§YlÕm H$s nmÌr hmoVr h¡ ? {dYdm hmoZm Š`m CgH$m AnamY h¡ ? Cgr ‘m± Zo Š`m ‘wPo OÝ‘ Zht {X`m, {OgZo H${dVm H$mo {X`m h¡? {’$a Eogm nmW©Š` Š`m| ? Š`m bÁOm {ZdmaU Ho$ {bE {dYdm H$mo dó H$m à`moOZ Zht h¡? `{X h¡ Vmo Cgo dó Š`m| Zht {‘bVo Am¡a H${dVm H$mo Š`m| {‘bVo h¢ ? ‘w±h Ho$ ñdmX Ho$ {bE `{X H${d EH$ n¡go H$m Vob ^r nm gH$Vr h¡ Vmo CgHo$ {bE Cndmg H$m {dYmZ Š`m| h¡ ? AmO Ho$ EH$mXer Ho$ Cndmg Ho$ ~mX H$b Cgo ^moOZ Š`m {‘boJm ? Ho$db C~mbm hþAm gmJ & ‘wQ²R>r â Mmdb ^r Zht & {H$ÝVw Š`m| ?'34

"{n`m' CnÝ`mg H$s Zr{b‘m H$m AmË‘~moY "Š`m|' H$m àíZ I‹S>m H$aVm h¡ Am¡a `hr àíZ Cgo ‘mVm go AnZo à{V AÝ`m` Ho$ pIbm’$ à{VàíZ H$m gmhg n¡Xm H$aVm h¡ Am¡a Cgo AmË‘{Z^©a ~ZZo Ho$ {bE ào[aV ^r H$aVm h¡&

M§Ð{H$aU gm¡Z[aŠgm AnZo ór-nmÌm| ‘| A{YH$mam| H$s ajm Ho$ {bE g§Kf© H$mo A{Zdm`©V: CnpñWV H$aVr h¢ & "M§XZ Mm±XZr' H$s J[a‘m {ó`m| Ho$ {bE nwamZr OO©[aV ì`dñWm ‘| ~Xbmd MmhVr h¡ Am¡a ZE ‘mZdr` {ZîR>m go ào[aV ‘yë`m| Ho$ {bE g{H«$` hmoVr h¡ & dh AnZr XodamZr b{bVm Ho$ gm‘Zo n[adma Ho$ ^rVa Ky§KQ> àWm H$mo IË‘ H$aZo H$s MwZm¡Vr ñdrH$ma H$aVr h¡ �

"... XoIVr ah ‘¢ Bg Ka go Ky±KQ> àWm g‘mßV H$aHo$ hr ahÿ±Jr &... OrZo H$s gmYmaU gw{dYmAm| Ho$ {bE ^r h‘| `h Š`m| gmoMZm n‹S>o {H$ ~w‹T>D$ bw‹T>H$ OmE± Vmo h‘ AnZo ‘Z H$s {ZH$mb|Jo& ̀ m n{V Ho$ gmW AÝ` ñWmZ na ~Xbr hmo Omò Vmo h‘ Bg àH$ma ‘m¡O H$a|Jo & dh g‘` bX J`m O~ ~hþAm| Ho$ emofU na gmam n[adma nm±d na nm±d aIH$a ’y$br-’y$br ImVm Wm &'35

ñdV§Ì ApñVËd H$s à{VîR>m ‘| g§b½Z ò Zmar-nmÌ g^r àH$ma Ho$ gm‘m{OH$ ~§YZm| H$m {VañH$ma H$aVo h¢ & {OÝhm|Zo hdm ‘| ‘wŠV gm±g boZo na ~§YZm| Ho$ ~m±Y ~Zmò h¢ &

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"nMnZ I§ô bmb Xrdma|' ‘| ñdm{V Ho$ AmË‘hË`m H$aZo Ho$ à`mg Ho$ ~mX H$m°boO Ho$ ñQ>m’$ ê$‘ ‘| AnZo H$mo à~wÕ, àJ{Verb ‘mZZo dmbr ‘{hbmE± {ZÝXm-ag H$m AmZ§X bo ahr h¢, CZ‘| gwf‘m H$mo g‘mO H$m {dH¥$V Moham ZµOa AmVm h¡ & gwf‘m AnZm {damoY XO© H$aVr h¡ & ñdm{V H$s AmË‘hË`m H$mo gm‘m{OH$ ‘mnX§S>m| H$m Cëb§KZ H$aZo na àmßV "XÊS>' H$ho OmZo na gwf‘m H«$moY âo ñdam| ‘| {damoY H$aVr h¡ -

"AmnHo$ gm‘m{OH$ ‘mnXÊS> `h H$hVo h¢ {H$ Amn g~Ho$ gm‘Zo {H$gr Ho$ ì`{º$JV OrdZ H$s Y{ÁO`m± C‹S>m Xr{OE ? haoH$ H$m OrdZ EH$ Eogm AZwb§KZr` XwJ© h¡ {OgH$m A{VH«$‘U H$aZm {H$gr H$m A{YH$ma Zht h¡ &'36

ñd`§ gwf‘m AnZo OrdZ-`mnZ ‘| Bg àH$ma H$s gm‘m{OH$ ~§{Xem| H$s nadmh Zht H$aVr dh AnZr ì`{º$JV ñdV§ÌVm Ho$ {bE nyU©V: gOJ h¡ & dh AnZo ì`{º$JV OrdZ ‘| g‘mO H$s XIb§XmOr H$mo hñVjon ‘mZ H$a ZH$maVr h¡ &

grVm, Ðm¡nXr, gm{dÌr... Ym{‘©H$, nm¡am{UH$ g^r M[aÌm| go Ow‹S>o {‘WH$ `hm± I§{S>V hþE h¢& am‘, H¥$îU.... g~ ‘hmZ nwéf àíZm| Ho$ Koao ‘| h¡ & ò Zmar-nmÌ AnZo OrdZ H$s {Z`‘mdbr Ho$ {bE ñd`§ VËna h¢ & {Og‘| dh ‘Zwî` Ho$ ê$n ‘| Or gH|$ & ‘mÌ EH$ ì`{º$ Ho$ H$hZo na grVm H$s Vah n{dÌVm H$s Ap½Z-bnQ>m| ‘| PwbgZo H$mo ò V¡`ma Zht h¢ & "H$Ý`mXmZ' H$s Zm{`H$m gm‘m{OH$ T>H$mogbm| Ho$ à{V VrIr à{V{H«$`m ì`ŠV H$aVr h¡ -

"g‘mO H$s ~mV ‘V H$aZm & H$m¡Z go g‘mO H$s ~mV H$aVr h¡ ar F$Vw & Cg g‘mO H$s ~mV H$aVr hmo, {Og‘| Ymo~r ahVo h¢ & ‘V boZm grVm H$s Ap½Z-narjm & O¡go-O¡go Ap½Z H$s bnQ>| VoO hmoVr Om`|Jr, Ymo~r T>mob-ZJm‹S>o ~Om AnZr ~mV H$hVo Om`|Jo Am¡a grVm H$s H$éU nwH$ma H$moB© Zht gwZoJm & am‘ `{X AnZo ~Zmò amñVo na OmZm MmhVm h¡ Vmo grVm H$mo ^r CgHo$ ~Zmò amñVo na OmZo Xmo&'37

"ór' hmoZo H$s Jwbm‘r H$mo g‘PZo Am¡a CgHo$ pIbm’$ à{V{H«$`m H$aZo H$s MoVZm {dH${gV H$aZo H$m à`mg {XImB© XoVm h¡ & "H¥$îUm gmo~Vr' Ho$ CnÝ`mg "Eo b‹S>H$s' H$s Aå‘y O~ AnZo ~rVo g‘`, OrdZ Am¡a AZw^dm| H$mo eãX Xo ahr h¡ V~ dh MmhVr h¡ {H$ ór hmoZo Ho$ H$maU CgHo$ OrdZ ‘| Ë`mJ Am¡a g‘Pm¡Vo Ho$ Omo {gb{gbo Ow‹S>| do AJbr nr‹T>r ‘| Z XmohamE OmE± Bg{bE EH$ Amoa dh AnZr ~oQ>r Ho$ gm‘Ï`© na âmogm OVmVr h¡ Vmo Xygar Amoa AnZr XoI^mb ‘| bJr Zg© gygZ H$mo OrdZ H$m ‘§Ì gm¢nVr h¡ -

"... ‘oar ~mV gwZmo & Z nyam IM© Vw‘ {H$`m H$amo Am¡a Z Cgo hr H$aZo {X`m H$amo & AmYm-AmYm, g‘Pr &' Am¡a, "emXr Ho$ ~mX {H$gr Ho$ hmW H$m PwZPwZm Zht ~ZZm & AnZr VmH$V ~ZmZo H$s H$mo{ee H$aZm&'38

"{N>ÝZ‘ñVm' H$s {à`m ‘madm‹S>r n[adma H$s ~oQ>r Am¡a ~hÿ O~ AnZo ApñVËd H$s {Za§Va Vm¡hrZ hmoVo XoIVr h¡ V~ A§VÛ©ÝÛ H$s {eH$ma hmoVr h¡ bo{H$Z ^rVa H$m g§Kf© Cgo AmË‘~moY

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H$amVm h¡ -

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‘‘Vm H$m{b`m Ho$ bKw-CnÝ`mg "b‹S>{H$`m±' H$s Zm{`H$m Ho$ {bE d¡`{º$H$ ñdmV§Í` EH$ Ah§ b‹S>mB© H$m {hñgm h¡ & bo{H$Z Cggo Ow‹S>o Xm{`Ëd~moY ^r CVZo hr ‘hËdnyU©& dh H$hVr h¡, "{Og Vah B§gmZ ‘wëH$ H$s AmµOmXr Ho$ {bE b‹S>Vm h¡, Cgr Vah Cgo AnZr {ZOr AmµOmXr Ho$ {bE b‹S>Zm n‹S>Vm h¡& {Og H$s‘V na AmµOmXr {‘bVr h¡, Cgr H$s‘V na CgH$s H$Ð ^r H$aZr n‹S>Vr h¡ &'56

‘§Owb ^JV H$s H$Wm Zm{`H$m "J§Or' AnZr ‘m± AZmamo Ho$ AZWH$ n[al‘ H$mo XoI MwH$s h¡ & AZmamo "AmË‘{Z^©a' h¡ bo{H$Z goR>m| Ho$ Ka ‘| H$m‘ H$aZo dmbr ‘erZ Am¡a AnZo Ka ‘| n[adma H$m {Zdm©h H$aZo H$m ‘mÜ`‘ ‘mÌ ~Zr ah OmVr h¡& Bg{bE ‘m§ Ho$ B{Vhmg H$s nwZamd¥{Îm AnZo OrdZ ‘| Zht hmoZo XoVr & Bg{bE AnZr ñdV§ÌVm ‘| ‘mZdr à{VîR>m ^r MmhVr h¡ dh ^mdmo go H$hVr h¡, "B§gmZ hÿ± ‘¢ ^mdmo & Iy±Q>o go ~±Ym T>moa-S§>Ja Zht & Z hr qnOao H$m n[a¨X-n§N>r {H$ Mmam-Mw½Jm ImE OmD$± hmoa n‹S>r ahÿ±, Ohm± {H$ Vhm±'57

"emë‘br' ‘mZdr` g§X^m] ‘| ñdV§ÌVm MmhVr h¡ & {Og‘| nwéf ór Ho$ à{V AnZo {Za§Hw$e ^md H$m Ë`mJ H$ao Am¡a ór "‘mZd' ê$n ‘| AnZr ñWmnZm H$ao Am¡a gmW hr Ow‹S>Zo H$m Xm{`Ëd ~moY ^r {Z^mòo & emë‘br ‘mZdr` ñVa na gå~§Ym| H$s ì`m»`m H$aVr h¡ & gå~§Ym| H$m ò Ag§VwbZ Cgo ì`{WV H$aVm h¡- "‘X©-Am¡aV Ho$ ~rM ha àH$ma H$m gm‘m{OH$-Z¡{VH$ `hm± VH$ {H$ AZ¡{VH$ gå~§Y ^r ~Z OmVm h¡, Omo àJm‹T>, A§Va§J Am¡a K{ZîR> hmoVm h¡ & ‘Ja ^mdZmË‘H$ ñVa na BVZo Jhao CVaH$a ào‘ H$mo A{^ì`ŠV H$aZo Ho$ ~mdOyX CZH$m gå~§Y H$^r ^r ‘mZdr` ñVa na g§Vw{bV Zht ~Z nmVm h¡, AmpIa Š`m| ?'58

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"VËd‘{g' (O`m OmXdmZr) H$s Zm{`H$m H$mo ̂ r ̀ hr àíZ ~maå~ma naoemZ H$aVm h¡ - "‘¢ amo‘r H$s ‘m± Ho$ Abmdm Š`m hÿ± ? ‘¢ {dH«$‘ H$s nËZr Ho$ Abmdm Š`m hÿ± ? ‘¢ H$hm± hÿ± ? ‘¢ Š`m hÿ± ? ‘¢ H$m¡Z hÿ±?' `X²`{n "VËd‘{g' ‘| ór Ho$ "ì`{º$' ê$n H$s ImoO ‘| Xme©{ZH$Vm Ho$ ahñ`-AmdaUm| Zo Bg àíZ H$s gm‘m{OH$ A{Zdm`©Vm Ho$ Am¡{MË` H$mo Yw§Ybm H$a {X`m h¡ &

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7. Am{W©H$ ñdmdbå~Z -

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"{XbmoXm{Ze' ‘| ~CAmOr Hw$Qw>å~ß`mar H$mo gm§ËdZm XoZo Ho$ CÔoí` go AnZr gmg go boH$a ~hÿ VH$ O~ ór H$s pñW{V Am¡a {Z`{V H$m VaOw‘m noe H$aVr h¡ Vmo CgH$m {ZMmo‹S> `hr {ZH$bVm h¡ {H$ nwéf Ka H$m ‘wpI`m & n[adma Ho$ âU-nmofU Ho$ {bE g§gmYZ OwQ>mZo dmbm, Bg{bE Ka H$m g~go ‘hËdnyU© ì`{º$ Am¡a Am¡aV Ho$ {hñgo AmVr h¡ C‘« â H$s namYrZVm & Hw$Qw>å~ß`mar ‘hH$~mZmo Ho$ gmW AnZo n{V dH$sb H¥$nmZmamÙ Ho$ gå~§Ym| na EoVamO OVmVr h¡, V~ ~CAmOr AnZo AZw^d H$mo gm‘Zo aIH$a ‘mZmo Am¡aVm| Ho$ Bg gZmVZ emofU H$s ar‹T> na hmW aIVo hþE H$hVr h¢ -

"h‘go nyN>mo Vmo ‘X© H$mo Jw‘amh H$aZodmbo µ’$H$V hþñZ Am¡a OdmZr Zht, CgH$s H$‘mB© h¡ Omo Cgo IwX‘w»Vmar XoVr h¡&'62

AnZo OrdZ-`mnZ Ho$ {bE n{V na {Z^©a ~Zo ahZo H$s ‘O~yar Ohm± Am¡aV H$mo n[apñW{V`m| go g‘Pm¡Vm H$aZo H$mo {dde H$a XoVr h¡ dht Bgr AmYma na nwéf gdm©{YH$ma AnZo nmg gwa{jV aI boVm h¡ & ~CAmOr H$s gmg, ‘m±, ñd`§ ~CAmOr - go Hw$Qw>å~ß`mar VH$ pñW{V, {Z`{V Am¡a nr‹S>m EH$-gr h¡ & R>rH$ EH$ gXr nhbo Ohm± I‹S>r Wr {R>R>H$s, gh‘r, Cno{jV, gHw$MmB© dht I‹S>r h¡ & Hw$Qw>å~ß`mar Bg {Z`{V H$mo ‘m{‘©H$ A{^ì`{º$ XoVr h¡ -

"`h aho h‘ Am¡a `h aht ~CAmOr & EH$ AnZo ~oQ>o Ho$ ~mn H$s gVmB© hþB© Am¡a Xygar ~mn Ho$ ~oQ>o H$s &'65

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8. ào‘ : Z¡{VH$Vm-AZ¡{VH$Vm Ho$ àíZ -

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Mñnm§ Zht {H$`m Om gH$Vm & ~Xé Am¡a ‘mgy‘m H$s ‘m± h¢ ~g...'85

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M§Ð{H$aU gm¡Z[aŠgm "M§XZ-Mm§XZr' ‘| n{V ê$n ‘| nwéf H$s gZmVZ ‘mZ{gH$Vm na ì`§½`mË‘H$ bhOo ‘| àhma H$aVr h¢ �

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"AmO dh Ohm± ^r hmo, na gmJa gm§Ü` H$s Bg {‘bZ ~obm ‘| ~agm| nhbo CgH$m ‘oao gmW `hm± hmoZm CVZm hr gM Wm {OVZm AmO A{ZéÕ Ho$ gmW ‘oam `hm± hmoZm &'105

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"H$Ý`mXmZ' H$s Zm{`H$m {ddmh H$s na§nam H$mo ZH$maVr h¡ & g‘mO Ho$ ImoIbo {Z`‘m| Ho$ ZrMo X~Zm-KwQ>Zm dh Zht MmhVr & OrdZ-`mnZ Ho$ {bE nwéf H$m Aml` boZm Cgo ‘mÝ` Zht h¡& Š`m|{H$ dh AnZo ~b na OrZo H$s gm‘Ï`© aIVr h¡& Cgr Ho$ eãXm| ‘|, "‘m± H$hVr h¡ {H$ ~J¡a nwéf Ho$ H¡$go {O`m Om gH$Vm h¡ ? ‘¢ CÝh| H¡$go g‘PmD$± {H$ `hm± g‘PZo O¡gr H$moB© ~mV Zht h¢, Cgo OrZm hr h¡ & Bg{bE OrZm h¡ {H$ H$moB© Y‘©amO Cgo Xm±d na Z bJm gHo$ &'109

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