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Kohakaf ka BandiLeo Tolstoy

Copy EditorRadheshyam Mangolpuri

IllustrationSandeep K. Louis

GraphicsAbhay Kumar Jha

CoverGodfrey Das

First EditionNovember 2007

Contributory PriceRs. 18.00

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,d Fkk lkgcA mldk uke Fkk >hfyuA og QkSt esa vQlj Fkk vkSj dkdsf'k;k esa rSukr FkkA

,d fnu mls ?kj ls fpëh feyhA cw<+h eka us fy[kk Fkk % ßcsVk] eSa rks vcfcYdqy cw<+h gks pyhA ejus ls igys cl] cl ,d ckj viuh vka[k ds rkjsdks ns[kuk pkgrh gwaA vk tkvks csVk] viuh eka ls fonk ys yksA eq>s nQukds fQj ls QkSt esa ukSdjh djus pys tkukA eSaus cgw Hkh ns[k j[kh gS] ogle>nkj gS] lqanj gS vkSj viuh tkxhj Hkh gS mldhA rqEgsa ilan vk tk,]rks 'kknh&C;kg Hkh gks tk,] fQj rks QkSt esa ykSVus dh Hkh t:jr u jgsAÞ

>hfyu lksp esa iM+ x;kA eka lpeqp gh cgqr cw<+h gks xbZ FkhA ftUnxhdk dksbZ Hkjkslk ugha_ tkus fQj feyuk gks] u gks! D;ksa u pyk tk,] vkSjvxj yM+dh vPNh gS] rks 'kknh Hkh dh tk ldrh gSA

rc og duZy ds ikl x;kA muls Nqêh yhA lkFkh vQljksa ls fonkbZ yhAvius flikfg;ksa dks pkj ckfYV;ka oksn~dk dh nha vkSj pyus dks rS;kj gksx;kA

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dkdsf'k;k esa rc yM+kbZ py jgh FkhA jkr gks ;k fnuµ jkLrs ij pyuk[krjs ls [kkyh ugha FkkA dksbZ :lh iSny ;k ?kksM+s ij gh fdys ls FkksM+h nwjfudy tkrk] rks rkrkj mls ekj Mkyrs ;k idM+dj igkM+ksa esa ys tkrsA lks;g dk;nk Fkk fd g¶rs esa nks ckj ,d fdys ls nwljs fdys esa xkjn ds lkFkdkfQyk tkrk FkkA vkxs&ihNs flikgh pyrs Fks vkSj chp esa yksxA

xfeZ;ksa ds fnu FksA lqcg&rM+ds fdys ds ckgj dkfQyk tek gks x;k]xkjn ds flikgh vk, vkSj lc py fn,A >hfyu ?kksM+s ij tk jgk Fkk vkSjmldk lkeku xkM+h ij ynk gqvk dkfQys ds lkFk vk jgk FkkA

vBkjg ehy dk jkLrk FkkA dkfQyk /khjs&/khjs c<+ jgk FkkA dHkh flikgh#d tkrs] dHkh dkfQys esa fdlh dh xkM+h dk ifg;k mrj tkrk ;k ?kksM+kvM+ tkrk vkSj lcdks #ddj bartkj djuk iM+rkA

nksigj gks pqdh Fkh] ij dkfQyk vHkh vk/kk jkLrk gh r; dj ik;k FkkAfpyfpykrh /kwi Fkh] /kwy mM+ jgh FkhA dgha 'kj.k ysus dh txg ugha] pkjksavksj Lrsih Fkh] u dksbZ isM+] u >kM+hA

>hfyu FkksM+k vkxs c<+ x;k vkSj #ddj bartkj djus yxk fd dcdkfQyk vk,A rHkh mls fcxqy lqukbZ fn;kµdkfQyk fQj #d x;k FkkA>hfyu lkspus yxk % ßD;ksa u eSa vdsyk gh py nwa] xkjn ds fcuk gh\ ?kksM+kesjk rst gS] vxj rkrkjksa ls lkeuk gks Hkh x;k] rks Hkkx fudywaxkA tkÅa;k u tkÅa\Þ

,sls gh [kM+k&[kM+k og lksp jgk FkkA rHkh ?kksM+s ij lokj ,d nwljkvQlj dLrhfyu ogka vk;kA mlds ikl canwd FkhA og cksyk %

ßpyks] >hfyu vdsys gh pyrs gSaA eq>ls vc ugha jgk tkrk] Hkw[k yxhgS] Åij ls ;g xehZA eSa rks ilhus ls rj gks x;kAÞ

dLrhfyu [kklk Hkkjh&Hkjde Fkk] xehZ ds ekjs mldk eqag yky gks jgkFkk vkSj ilhuk pw jgk FkkA >hfyu dqN nsj lksprk jgk] fQj cksyk %

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ßrks pyks] pyrs gSaA ij ,d ckr gS µ jkLrs esa vyx&vyx ugha gksuk]lkFk&lkFk pyuk gksxkAÞ

cl os nksuksa vkxs c<+ pysA ckrsa djrs] b/kj&m/kj utj Mkyrs gq, osLrsih esa pys tk jgs FksA pkjksa vksj nwj&nwj rd fn[kkbZ nsrk FkkA vkf[kjmUgksaus Lrsih ikj dj yhA vkxs jkLrk nks igkM+ksa ds chp ls tkrk FkkA >hfyucksyk % ßigkM+h ij p<+ds ns[k ysuk pkfg,] ugha rks vpkud dgha igkM+h dsihNs ls rkrkj fudy vk,axs] irk Hkh ugha pysxkAÞ

ij dLrhfyu us dgk % ßns[kuk D;k gS\ pys pyksAÞ

>hfyu us mldk dguk ugha ekuk vkSj ?kksM+s dks ckbZa vksj igkM+h ij p<+kfn;kA ?kksM+k f'kdkjh Fkk ¼>hfyu us lkS :cy esa cNsM+k [kjhnk Fkk vkSj [kqn

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gh mls fudkyk Fkk½( gok ls ckrsa djrs gq, og igkM+h ij p<+ x;kA Åijigqaprs gh >hfyu us D;k ns[kk fd mlds fcYdqy lkeus pkjsd ch?kk nwj?kqM+lokj rkrkj [kM+s gSa] dksbZ rhl yksx gksaxsA mUgsa ns[krs gh og ihNs eqM+k(rkrkjksa us Hkh mls ns[k fy;k] mldh rjQ ?kksM+s nkSM+k fn, vkSj canwdsa fudkyusyxsA >hfyu ?kksM+s dks <yku ij ljiV nkSM+kus yxkA mlus dLrhfyu lsfpYykdj dgk % ßcanwd fudkyks!Þ eu gh eu og vius ?kksM+s ls feUur djjgk Fkk % ßys py] HkS;k] dgha Bksdj u ysuk( fxj x;k] rks cl dke rekele>ksA ,d ckj canwd rd igqap tkÅa] fQj eSa buds gkFk ugha vkÅaxkAÞ

dLrhfyu bartkj djus dh ctk; rkrkjksa dks ns[krs gh tku NksM+djfdys dh vksj nkSM+kA og dHkh bl cxy ls] dHkh ml cxy ls ?kksM+s ij dksM+scjlkrk tk jgk FkkA /kwy ds ckny esa cl ?kksM+s dh nqe fgyrh utj vk jghFkhA

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>hfyu us ns[kk fd ekeyk xM+cM+ gSµ canwd pyh xbZ] ,d ryokj lsog D;k dj ysxk! mlus ?kksM+s dks okil xkjn dh vksj ?kqek;k] lksprk Fkkfudy tk,xkA ij ns[kk D;k fd m/kj ls mldk jkLrk dkVus dks Ng?kqM+lokj nkSM+s pys vk jgs gSaA mldk ?kksM+k rst Fkk] ij muds ?kksM+s vkSj HkhT;knk rst Fks vkSj Åij ls os mldk jkLrk Hkh dkV jgs FksA >hfyu us ?kksM+sdks jksduk pkgk] nwljh vksj eksM+uk pkgkA ij ?kksM+k bruh rsth ls nkSM+k tkjgk Fkk fd jksdk ugha tk ldrk Fkk] og lh/kk rkrkjksa dh vksj c<+rk tkjgk FkkA >hfyu us ns[kk fd lCts ?kksM+s ij lokj yky nk<+h okyk rkrkjmlds ikl vk jgk gSA og [khlsa fuiksM+s gq, ph[k jgk Fkk] canwd rkus gq,FkkA

>hfyu eu gh eu lksp jgk Fkk % ßtkurk gwa eSa rqe dec[rksa dks_ vxjftank idM+ fy;k] rks xM~<s esa Mky nksxs] dksM+s ekjksxsA ugha] thrs th eSa rqEgkjsgkFk ugha vkusokyk---Þ

>hfyu Fkk rks ukVk&lk gh] ij Fkk cM+k lkglhA mlus ryokj fudkyhvkSj ?kksM+s dks lh/ks yky rkrkj dh vksj c<+k;kA lksp jgk Fkk % ß;k rks ?kksM+sls dqpy nwaxk] ;k ryokj ls flj mM+k nwaxkAÞ

,d ?kksM+s dk Qklyk jg x;kA rHkh ihNs ls fdlh us xksyh pyk nhA xksyh?kksM+s dks yxhA ?kksM+k /kM+ke ls tehu ij fxjkA >hfyu dh Vkax mlds rysnc xbZA

>hfyu mBuk pkgrk FkkA ij nks rkrkj mlds Åij p<+ x, Fks] mldhckagsa ihNs ejksM+ jgs FksA >hfyu us >Vds ls mUgsa mrkj QsadkA ij rHkh vkSjrhu rkrkj ?kksM+ksa ls mrj vk,] canwdksa ds dqans mlds flj ij ekjus yxsA>hfyu dh vka[kksa ds vkxs va/ksjk Nk x;k] Vkaxsa yM+[kM+k xb±A rkrkjksa us mlsidM+ fy;kA thuksa ij yxs Qkyrw rax mrkjs] mldh ckagsa ihB ihNs ejksM+djrkrkjh xkaB cka/k nh vkSj ?klhVrs gq, dkBh dh vksj ys pysA fdlh us mldhVksih mrkj yh] ?kqVuksa rd Åaps cwV [khap fy,] lkjh tscsa VVksy&VVksydjiSls] ?kM+h tks dqN feyk fudky fy;k] diM+s QkM+ MkysA >hfyu us vius ?kksM+sij utj Mkyhµ og cspkjk ftl cy fxjk Fkk] mlh cy iM+k gqvk Fkk] cl

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gok esa Vkaxsa Qsad jgk FkkA ysfdu Vki tehu ij ugha iM+ jgs FksA flj esaNsn Fkk vkSj Nsn esa ls [kwu dh /kkj QwV jgh FkhA pkjksa vksj gkFk Hkj feêh[kwu ls jax xbZ FkhA

,d rkrkj ?kksM+s ds ikl tkdj dkBh mrkjus yxkµ ?kksM+k Vkaxsa gok esaQsads tk jgk FkkA rkrkj us Nqjk fudkyk vkSj mldh xnZu dkV nhA xnZuls lwa dh vkokt fudyh] ?kksM+k NViVk;k vkSj mlds izk.k i[ks: mM+ x,A

rkrkjksa us dkBh mrkj yh] lkt mrkj fy;kA yky nk<+h okyk rkrkj ?kksM+sij lokj gks x;kA nwljksa us >hfyu dks mBkdj dkBh ij fcBk fn;kA ogfxjs u] blfy, mldh dej ij isVh [khapdj rkrkj us cka/k nhA vkSj fQjos mls igkM+ksa esa ys pysA

vc >hfyu rkrkj ds ihNs cSBk /kpds [kk jgk FkkA mldk psgjk rkrkjdh ihB ls Vdjk&Vdjk tkrk FkkA mldh vka[kksa ds lkeus cl rkrkj dhpkSM+h ihB Fkh] xnZu dh Qwyh gqbZ ulsa ;k Vksih ds uhps ls eqaM+h gqbZ VkaM ghmls utj vk jgh FkhA >hfyu dk flj QwVk gqvk Fkk] vka[kksa ds Åij [kwute x;k FkkA u rks og ?kksM+s ij Bhd ls gksdj cSB ldrk Fkk] u [kwu iksaNldrk FkkA gkFk brus dldj cka/ks x, Fks fd galyh esa nnZ gks jgk FkkA

cM+h nsj rd os pyrs jgs] ,d igkM+h ls nwljh ij p<+rs&mrjrsA ,dunh ika> ij gydj ikj dhA lM+d ij igqaps vkSj rax ?kkVh esa gksdj tkusyxsA

>hfyu jkLrk ;kn djuk pkgrk Fkk fd os mls fd/kj ys tk jgs gSaA ijvka[ksa [kwu esa luh gqbZ Fkha vkSj og flj Hkh ugha ?kqek ldrk FkkA

>qViqVk gksus yxkA mUgksaus ,d vkSj unh ikj dh] fQj iFkjhyh igkM+hij p<+us yxsA /kq,a dh xa/k vkbZ] dqÙks HkkSadus yxsA os yksx xkao esa igqap x,Arkrkj ?kksM+ksa ls mrj x,A muds cPps tek gks x,A mUgksaus >hfyu dks ?ksjfy;kA [kq'kh ls ph[krs&fpYykrs os >hfyu dks dadM+ ekjus yxsA

rkrkj us cPpksa dks Hkxk fn;kA >hfyu dks ?kksM+s ij ls mrkjk vkSj ukSdjdks vkokt nhA ,d uxkbZ ¼dkdsf'k;k esa clus okyh] rkrkjksa ls feyrh&tqyrh

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Hkk"kk cksyus okyh ,d tkfr½ vk;kµ xkyksa dh gfM~M;ka mHkjh gqbZa] dqrkZ&lkigusA dqrkZ QVk gqvk Fkk] lkjh Nkrh m?kM+h gqbZ FkhA rkrkj us mls dqN dgkAukSdj csM+h yk;k % cywr dh ydM+h ds nks dqans] muij yksgs ds dM+s yxs gq,A,d dM+s esa dqaMk vkSj rkyk yxk gqvkA

>hfyu ds gkFk [kksydj iSjksa esa csM+h p<+k nh vkSj dksBjh esa ys x;kA mlsdksBjh esa /kdsydj ckgj ls njoktk can dj fn;kA >hfyu xkscj ij fxjkAva/ksjs esa VVksyrs gq, mlus uje txg <+wa<+h vkSj ysV x;kA

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ml jkr >hfyu lks ugha ldkA jkrsa NksVh FkhaA mlus ns[kkµ njkj esamtkyk gks jgk gSA mBdj njkj ds ikl x;k] dqjsndj njkj cM+h dh

vkSj ns[kus yxkA

njkj esa ls mls lM+d fn[kkbZ ns jgh Fkh] tks igkM+h ds uhps pyh xbZ FkhAnkbZa vksj rkrkjksa dk ?kj FkkA mlds ikl nks isM+ mx jgs FksA ngyht ijdkyk dqÙkk ysVk gqvk FkkA cdjh eseuksa ds lkFk Vgy jgh FkhA os lc nqefgyk jgs FksA >hfyu us ns[kkµ <yku ij ls toku rkrkj vkSjr p<+h vkjgh FkhA og jax&fcjaxh] [kqyh deht vkSj lyokj igus FkhA ikaoksa esa ?kqVuksard Åaps cwV FksA flj d¶rku ls <adk gqvk Fkk vkSj flj ij Vhu dh >T>jFkh] ikuh ls Hkjh gqbZA pyrs gq, mldh dej ypd jgh FkhA flj eqaM+s yM+dsdh maxyh idM+s mls lkFk fy, tk jgh FkhA yM+ds us cl ,d dqrkZ gh iguj[kk FkkA ikuh mBk, rkrkj vkSjr ?kj esa pyh xbZA ?kj esa ls rkrkjfudykµ ogh dy okyk] yky nk<+h okykA mlus js'keh vaxj[kk igu j[kkFkk] dejcan ij pkanh ds dke okyk [katj yVd jgk Fkk] fcuk tqjkcksa dsgh tqfr;ka igu j[kh FkhaA flj ij Åaph Vksih Fkh] dkyh HksM+ dh [kky dh]ihNs dks eksM+h gqbZA ckgj fudydj mlus vaxM+kbZ yh] viuh yky nk<+hlgykbZA FkksM+h nsj [kM+k jgk] fQj ukSdj ls dqN dgk vkSj dgha py fn;kA

nks yM+ds ?kksM+ksa ij lokj unh dh vksj x,A fQj dqN vkSj flj eqaM+syM+ds ?kjksa ls ckgj fudysµ lc fujk dqrkZ igus] uaxs iSj FksA os ,d >aqMesa [kM+s gks x,] fQj dksBjh ds ikl vk,] njkj esa fruds Mkyus yxsA >hfyuus tksj ls vkokt dh] cPps ph[ks vkSj Hkkx mBs] cl muds uaxs ?kqVus ghpedrs jgsA

>hfyu dks I;kl yxh Fkh] xyk lw[k jgk FkkA og eu gh eu dg jgkFkk % dksbZ [kcj ysus gh vk tkrkA rHkh mls dksBjh [kqyus dh vkokt lqukbZnhA yky rkrkj vk;k vkSj mlds lkFk ,d dkyk rkrkj Hkhµ mlls FkksM+sNksVs dn dk] vka[ksa dkyh&dkyh] yky xky] NksVh&lh] NaVh gqbZ nk<+hA psgjs

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ls [kq'kfetkt yxrk Fkk] galrk tk jgk FkkA blus vkSj Hkh vPNs diM+s iguj[ks Fksµ uhyk vaxj[kk] ftlij Mksfj;ka yxh gqbZ Fkha] dej ij pkanh ds dkeokyk [katj yVd jgk FkkA iSjksa esa irys peM+s dh yky twfr;ka igus Fkkµtjh ds dke okyh vkSj muds Åij eksVs twrsA flj ij lQsn HksM+ dh ÅaphVksihA

yky rkrkj vanj vk;kA dqN cksyk] ekuks ukjkt gks jgk gks vkSj HkjsBdk lgkjk ysdj [kM+k gks x;kA [katj fgykrk gqvk vkSj HkkSagsa fldksM+dj[kwa[kkj HksfM+;s dh rjg >hfyu dks ns[kus yxkA dkyk rkrkj cM+k rst Fkk]yidrk gqvk pyrk FkkA >hfyu ds ikl vk x;k] mdM+wa gksdj cSB x;k][khlsa fuiksM+ yha] >hfyu dk da/kk FkiFkikus yxk vkSj tYnh&tYnh viuhHkk"kk esa dqN cksyus yxkA lkFk esa vka[k ekjrk tk,] thHk ls p&p djs vkSjchp&chp esa cksyrk tk, % ßvPpk m:l! vPpk m:l!Þ

>hfyu dqN ugha le>k] cksyk % ßikuh nks] ikuhAÞ

dkyk galrk tk jgk FkkA ßvPpk m:l]Þ viuh cksyh esa cksyrk tk jgkFkkA

>hfyu us gksBksa vkSj gkFkksa ls fn[kk;k fd mls I;kl yxh gSA

dkyk rkrkj le> x;k] gal iM+k] njokts dh vksj ns[kk vkSj fdlh dksiqdkjk % ßnhuk!Þ

,d yM+dh Hkkxh vkbZ] nqcyh&iryh] dksbZ rsjg lky dh] 'kDy&lwjrfcYdqy dkys rkrkj tSlhA mldh csVh gh gksxhA mldh vka[ksa Hkh dkyh]pednkj Fkha vkSj psgjk lqanjA yach] uhyh deht igus Fkh] pkSM+h ckgksa okyhvkSj dejcan ds fcukA deht ds nkeu] Nkrh vkSj cktqvksa ij yky xksVyxh gqbZ FkhA lyokj igus FkhA iSjksa esa iryh twfr;ka vkSj muds Åij Åaph,M+h dh nwljh eksVh twfr;kaA xys esa ipkl dksisd ds :lh flDdksa dh gacsyAflj uaxk Fkk] dkyh pksVh vkSj pksVh esa fjcu xaqFkk gqvk] fjcu ij irfj;kavkSj pkanh dk :cy yxk gqvk FkkA

cki us mls dqN dgkA og nkSM+h xbZ vkSj fQj ykSV vkbZ] tLrs dh lqjkgh

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ykbZA >hfyu dks ikuh fn;k vkSj [kqn mlds lkeus mdM+wa cSB ,sls xBjh cuxbZ fd da/ks ?kqVuksa ls uhps gks x,A vka[ksa QkM+&QkM+dj ns[kus yxh fd dSls>hfyu ikuh ih jgk gS] ekuks og dksbZ tkuoj gksA

>hfyu us mls lqjkgh ykSVkbZA og taxyh cdjh dh rjg mNydj ihNsgVhA mldk cki Hkh gal iM+kA fQj mls dgha Hkst fn;kA mlus lqjkgh mBkbZvkSj nkSM+h xbZA xksy iVjh ij Qhdh jksVh ykbZA fQj cSB xbZ] xBjh cuxbZ] VdVdh yxkdj >hfyu dks ns[krh jghA

rkrkj pys x,] njoktk can dj x,A

FkksM+h nsj ckn uxkbZ vk;k] cksyk % ß,s] ekfyd] vks&vks!Þ

mls Hkh :lh ugha vkrh FkhA ij >hfyu le> x;k fd dgha tkus dksdg jgk gSA

>hfyu csM+h igus py fn;k] yaxM+krk tk,] iSj ugha j[kk tk jgk Fkkµ,d

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vksj dks eqM+&eqM+ tkrk FkkA >hfyu uxkbZ ds ihNs&ihNs ckgj fudykA ns[kk% nlsd ?kjksa dk xkao gS vkSj ehukj okyh efLtnA ,d ?kj ds ikl rhu ?kksM+s[kM+s Fksµthu dls gq,A yM+dksa us yxkesa idM+ j[kh FkhaA ml ?kj ls dkykrkrkj fudyk] gkFk fgykus yxk fd >hfyu m/kj vk,A galrk tk jgk FkkvkSj viuh cksyh esa dqN cksy jgk FkkA fQj njokts esa ?kql x;k] >hfyu ?kjds vanj x;kA cSBd vPNh Fkh] nhokjksa ij fpduh feV~Vh ls iqrkbZ dh gqbZFkhA lkeus dh nhokj ds vkys esa jax&fcjaxs rfd;ksa dk <sj yxk gqvk Fkk]vxy&cxy dherh dkyhu Vaxs gq, Fks( dkyhuksa ij canwdsa] fiLrkSysa] lc ijpkanh dk dkeA ,d nhokj esa Q'kZ ds ikl gh vaxhBh cuh gqbZ FkhA Q'kZ HkhfeV~Vh dk FkkA fcYdqy lkQA lkeus ds lkjs dksus esa uenk fcNk gqvk FkkAuens ij dkyhu vkSj mu ij ijksa ds rfd;sA dkyhuksa ij iryh twfr;kaigus rkrkj cSBs Fks % dkyk] yky vkSj rhu esgekuA lc dh ihB ihNs elunrfd;s FksA muds lkeus xksy iVjs ij cktjs dh fVfd;ka j[kh Fkha vkSj ,dI;kys esa fi?kyk gqvk eD[kuA lqjkgh esa rkrkjksa dh fc;j j[kh FkhµcwtkA osgkFkksa ls [kk jgs Fks] maxfy;ka eD[ku esa luh gqbZ FkhaA

dkyk rkrkj [kM+k gks x;kA >hfyu dks ,d vksj fcBkus dks dgkA dkyhuij ugha] uaxs Q'kZ ijA fQj ls og dkyhu ij tk cSBk] esgekuksa dks fVfd;kavkSj cwtk nsus yxkA ukSdj us >hfyu dks mldh txg ij fcBk fn;kA [kqnÅij ds twrs mrkjs] mUgsa njokts ds ikl j[kk] tgka nwljksa ds twrs Hkh j[ksgq, Fks vkSj ekfydksa ds ikl uens ij cSB x;kµ mUgsa [kkrs ns[krk jgk vkSjykj Vidkrk jgkA

rkrkjksa us fVfd;ka [kk yhaA ,d vkSjr vkbZ] yM+dh tSlh gh lyokj&dehtigus( flj ij dlkck cka/ks FkhA og eD[ku vkSj fVfd;ka ys xbZ] ydM+h dhfpyeph vkSj iryh VksaVh okyh lqjkgh ykbZA rkrkj gkFk /kksus yxs] fQj?kqVuksa ds cy cSB x,] gkFk tksM+s] pkjksa vksj Qawd ekjh vkSj nqvk i<+hAvkil esa ckrsa djus yxsA fQj esgekuksa esa ls ,d rkrkj >hfyu dh vksjeqM+k vkSj :lh esa cksyus yxk %

ßrq>s dkth eqgEen us idM+k gS]Þ yky rkrkj dh vksj b'kkjk fd;k]

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ßvkSj vCnqy eqjkn dks ns fn;k]Þ dkys rkrkj dh vksj fn[kk;k] ßvc vCnqyeqjkn rsjk ekfyd gSAÞ

>hfyu pqi cSBk jgkA vCnqy eqjkn cksyus yxk] ckj&ckj >hfyu dhvksj fn[kkrk jgk vkSj galrk jgk] cksyk % ßm:l flikgh] vPpk m:lÞAnqHkkf"k;k cksyk % ßog dgrk gS rw ?kj fpV~Bh fy[k] rkfd rsjs cnys iSls HkstsaAtc iSls vk tk,axs] rks og rq>s NksM+ nsxkAÞ

>hfyu dqN nsj lksprk jgk] fQj cksyk % ßfdrus iSls pkgrk gS\Þ

rkrkj ckrsa djus yxs( nqHkkf"k;k cksyk % ßrhu gtkj flDdsAÞ

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ßugha] brus eSa ugha ns ldrk]Þ >hfyu us tokc fn;kA

vCnqy mNydj [kM+k gks x;k] gkFk fgykus yxk vkSj >hfyu ls dqNdgus yxkµlksp jgk Fkk fd og le> tk,xkA nqHkkf"k;s us crk;k % ßfdruknsxk rw\Þ >hfyu lksprk jgk] fQj cksyk % ßikap lkS :cyÞA lc rkrkj,d lkFk tYnh&tYnh cksyus yxsA vCnqy yky rkrkj ij fpYykus yxk] ,slstksj&tksj ls fxVfiV djus yxk fd eqag ls Fkwd fudyus yxhA yky rkrkjcl vka[ksa fldksM+rk jgk vkSj thHk ls p&p djrk jgkA

os pqi gks x, rks nqHkkf"k;s us dgk %

ßekfyd ds fy, 500 :cy FkksM+s gSaA mlus [kqn rsjs cnys 200 fn, gSaAdkth eqgEen mldk dtZnkj FkkA mlus rq>s dtsZ ds cnys fy;k gSA rhugtkj :cy ls de ugha gks ldrkA ugha fy[ksxk] rks rq>s xM~<s esa fcBk nsaxs]dksM+ksa ls ltk feysxhAÞ

>hfyu us eu gh eu lkspk % ßbuds vkxs >qdus ls rks vkSj cqjk ghgksxkAÞ

og mB [kM+k gqvk vkSj dgus yxk %

ßrw mlls dg ns fd vxj og eq>s Mjkuk pkgrk gS] rks ,d dksisd Hkhugha nwaxk vkSj ?kj fy[kwaxk Hkh ugha] eSa rqe yksxksa ls u dHkh Mjk gwa] uM:axkAÞ

nqHkkf"k;s us mldh ckr mUgsa crk nh] fQj lc ,d lkFk cksyus yxsA cM+hnsj rd fxVfiV djrs jgsA fQj dkyk rkrkj mBk vkSj >hfyu ds iklvk;k] dgus yxk % ßm:l ftxhr] ftxhr m:l!Þ

ftxhr dk mudh cksyh esa eryc gS % cM+k vPNk gSA rkrkj [kqn galrktk jgk Fkk] mlus nqHkkf"k;s ls dqN dgk vkSj og cksyk %

ßpy] ,d gtkj ns nsAÞ

>hfyu viuh ckr ij vM+ x;k % ß500 :cy ls T;knk ugha nwaxkA vxjekj Mkyksxs] rks dqN Hkh ugha ikvksxsAÞ

rkrkjksa us vkil esa ckr dh] ukSdj dks dgha Hkstk vkSj [kqn dHkh >hfyu

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vkSj dHkh njokts dh vksj rkdus yxsA ukSdj vk;k] mlds ihNs dksbZeksVk&lk vkneh pyk vk jgk Fkkµuaxs iSj] QVs gky( mlds ikao esa Hkh csM+hFkhA

>hfyu ns[kdj nax jg x;kA dLrhfyu dks igpku x;kA mls Hkh idM+fy;k FkkA nksuksa dks mUgksaus ikl&ikl fcBk fn;kA os nksuksa ,d&nwljs dksvkichrh crkus yxs] rkrkj pqipki mUgsa ns[krs jgsA >hfyu us mlds lkFktks dqN gqvk Fkk crk;kA dLrhfyu us crk;k fd mldk ?kksM+k vM+ x;k]canwd Hkh pyh ugha] vkSj cl blh vCnqy us mls tk idM+k FkkA

vCnqy mpddj [kM+k gqvk] dLrhfyu dh vksj b'kkjk dj&djds dqNdgus yxkA nqHkkf"k;s us crk;k fd vc os ,d gh ekfyd ds gSa] tks igysiSls nsxk] ogh igys NwV tk,xkA >hfyu ls dgus yxk %

ßns[k] rw xqLlk djrk gS] vkSj rsjk lkFkh BaMs fetkt dk gS( mlus ?kjfy[k fn;k gS] ikap gtkj flDds HkstsaxsA vc mls [kkuk Hkh vPNk feysxk vkSjrax Hkh ugha djsaxsAÞ

>hfyu us tokc fn;k %

ßlkFkh tks pkgs djsµ gks ldrk gS og vehj gks] ij eSa vehj ughaA tSlseSaus dg fn;k] ogh gksxkA th esa vk, rks ekj Mkyks] rqEgkjs gkFk dqN yxusdk ughaaA ij eSa 500 ls T;knk ugha fy[kwaxkAÞ

lc pqi jgsA fQj vCnqy >Vds ls mB [kM+k gqvk] lanwdph yh] mlesals dye fudkyh] dkxt dk VqdM+k vkSj L;kgh] >hfyu dks lc fn;k vkSjmlds da/ks ij gkFk ekjk] gqDe fn;k % ßfy[kÞA jkth gks x;k ikap lkS ijA

ßBgj tk]Þ >hfyu us nqHkkf"k;s ls dgk] ßrw blls dg ns fd gesa [kkukvPNk ns vkSj <ax ds twrs&diM+s Hkh] fd gesa bdV~Bk j[ksµ ,sls ge vPNsjgsaxs] vkSj gekjh csfM+;ka Hkh mrkj nsÞ] dgrs gq, og ekfyd dh vksjns[kdj galrk tk jgk FkkA ekfyd Hkh gal jgk FkkA mlus lkjh ckr lquhvkSj cksyk % ßdiM+s cgqr cf<+;k nwaxkµ pksxk Hkh vkSj Åaps cwV Hkh] ,sls fdigudj 'kknh dj ldksA vxj bdV~Bk jguk pkgrs gSa rks jgsa dksBjh esaA

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ij csM+h ugha mrkjh tk ldrhµHkkx tk,axsA jkr dks flQZ mrkj fn;kdjsaxsAÞ mBk vkSj >hfyu dk da/kk FkiFkik;kA ßrsjk vPpk] esjk vPpk!Þ

>hfyu us fpV~Bh fy[k nh] ij irk Bhd ugha fy[kkA eu gh eu lkspk% ßHkkx tkÅaxkAÞ

>hfyu vkSj dLrhfyu dks dksBjh esa ys tk;k x;kA muds fy, djch ysvk,] nks iqjkus pksxs vkSj ?kqVuksa rd Åaps cwV] flikfg;ksa dsA ekjs x,flikfg;ksa ds mrkjs gq, gksaxsA jkr dks mudh csfM+;ka mrkjdj mUgsa dksBjh esacan dj fn;kA

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>hfyu vkSj mldk lkFkh eghus Hkj ,sls gh jgsA ekfyd tc ns[krk] galrk % ßrw boku vPpk] ge vCnqy vPpk!Þ [kkuk tSlk&rSlk gh

nsrk FkkµflQZ cktjs dh Qhdh jksfV;ka vkSj os Hkh dHkh dPph] dHkh idhgqbZA

dLrhfyu us ,d ckj vkSj ?kj fpV~Bh fy[kh] cl blh bartkj esa jgrkFkk fd dc iSls vk,aA lkjk&lkjk fnu dksBjh esa cSBk fnu fxurk jgrk Fkkfd dc fpV~Bh vk,xh ;k lksrk jgrk FkkA >hfyu tkurk Fkk fd mldhfpV~Bh ?kj rd ugha igqapsxh vkSj nwljh fpV~Bh mlus fy[kh ughaA

og lksprk Fkk % ßeka ds ikl brus iSls dgka ls vk,axs\ oSls gh eSa tksHkstrk Fkk] mlh ls mldh xqtj gksrh FkhA 500 :cy tek djus ds fy, rksmls daxky gksuk iM+sxk( [kqn gh fdlh rjg fudy tkÅaxkAÞ

[kqn og gj oDr blh rkd esa jgrk Fkk fd dSls Hkkxk tk ldrk gSA

xkao esa lhVh ctkrk ?kwerk jgrk] ;k cSBk&cSBk dqN cukrk jgrkµ dHkhfpduh feV~Vh ls xqfM+;k cuk nsrk] dHkh csy dh Vgfu;ksa ls dksbZ phtA>hfyu ,sls dke djus esa gksf'k;kj FkkA

,d fnu mlus xqfM+;k cukbZ] NksVh&lh ukd] ckgsa vkSj Vkaxsa Hkh] rkrkjksatSlh gh deht vkSj Nr ij mls lq[kkus dks j[k fn;kA rkrkj yM+fd;ka ikuh

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ysus pyhaA ekfyd dh csVh nhuk us xqfM+;k ns[k yhA nwljh yM+fd;ksa dkscqyk;kA lcus >T>jsa mrkj dj j[k nha] xqfM+;k ns[krh tk,a vkSj galrh tk,aA>hfyu us xqfM+;k mrkjdj mudh vksj c<+kbZA os galrh tk,a] ij ysus dhfgEer u djsaA xqfM+;k ogha j[kdj og dksBjh esa pyk x;k] pqids&pqidsns[kus yxk] vc D;k gksxk\

nhuk nkSM+h&nkSM+h vkbZ] b/kj&m/kj ns[kk] xqfM+;k mBkbZ vkSj Hkkx xbZA

vxys fnu lqcg mlus ns[kk nhuk xqfM+;k mBk, ngyht ij vkbZA xqfM+;kdks mlus yky fpFkM+ksa ls ltk fy;k Fkk vkSj vc cPps dh rjg xksn esa >qykjgh Fkh] viuh cksyh esa yksjh lquk jgh FkhA ,d cqf<+;k ckgj fudyh] mls

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MkaVus yxh] xqfM+;k Nhudj rksM+ Mkyh vkSj nhuk dks dqN dke djus Hkstfn;kA

>hfyu us ,d vkSj xqfM+;k cukbZ] igyh ls Hkh vPNh vkSj nhuk dks nsnhA ,d fnu nhuk lqjkgh ysdj vkbZ] mlds ikl j[k nhA cSBdj og mldhvksj ns[kus yxh] lqjkgh dh vksj b'kkjk djds galrh tk,A

ßbruh [kq'k D;ksa gks jgh gS\Þ >hfyu us lkspkA lqjkgh mBkbZ vkSj ihusyxkA mlus lkspk Fkk ikuh gksxk] ij mlesa nw/k FkkA >hfyu us nw/k ih fy;kvkSj cksyk % ßvkgk! cgqr vPNk!Þ fdruh [kq'k gqbZ nhuk!

ßvPpk boku] vPpk!Þ mNydj rkfy;ka ctkus yxhA lqjkgh Nhuh vkSjHkkx xbZA

rc ls og jkstkuk mlds fy, pqids&pqids nw/k ykus yxhA rkrkj cdjhds nw/k dk iuhj cukdj mls eksVh jksfV;ksa dh 'kDy esa Nr ij lq[kkrs gSaAdHkh&dHkh nhuk ,slh jksVh Hkh pqids ls ys vkrh FkhA ,d ckj ekfyd ds?kj HksM+ dVh] nhuk cktw esa fNikdj ekal dk VqdM+k ys vkbZA cl Qsad nsrhvkSj Hkkx tkrhA

,d fnu [kwc ckny xjtsA ?kaVs Hkj rd ewlyk/kkj ckfj'k gksrh jghAlkjh ufn;ka mQuus yxhaA tgka ika> Fkh] ogka rhu&rhu QqV ikuh gks x;k]iRFkj cgrs tk,aA gj txg ikuh dh /kkjsa cg jgh FkhaA igkM+ksa esa [kwc 'kksjgks jgk FkkA tc ckfj'k #dh] rks xkao esa txg&txg ikuh cg jgk FkkA>hfyu us ekfyd ls pkdw ekax fy;k] ydM+h Nhy&dkVdj /kqjh] xksy iVfj;kavkSj pDds cuk,] pDdksa ij ij yxk fn, vkSj ifg, ds nksuksa vksj xqfM+;kcuk nhaA

yM+fd;ka phFkM+s ys vkbZa( mlus xqfM+;ksa dks diM+s iguk fn,µ,d vknehcu x;k] ,d vkSjr( mUgsa Bhd rjg tksM+k vkSj ifg;k ikuh dh /kkj ijj[k fn;kA ifg;k ?kwes vkSj xqfM+;k mNysaA

lkjk xkao tek gks x;k % yM+ds] yM+fd;ka] vkSjrsa vkSj rkrkj Hkh] thHkls pV[kkjs Hkjrs tk,a %

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ßokg] m:l] okg] boku!Þ

vCnqy ds ikl :lh ?kM+h Fkh] [kjkc gks xbZ FkhA mlus >hfyu dks cqyk;k]?kM+h fn[kkbZ vkSj p&p djus yxkA >hfyu cksyk %

ßykvks] Bhd dj nwaAÞ

?kM+h ysdj mls pkdw ls [kksy Mkyk] ,d&,d iqtkZ vyx fd;k( fQj tksM+fn;k vkSj ns nhA ?kM+h pyus yxhA ekfyd [kq'k gks x;k] viuk iqjkuk] QVkgqvk vaxj[kk ykdj mls ns fn;kA D;k djrk] ys fy;k vkSj dqN ugha rksjkr dks vks<+us ds dke vk,xkA

rc ls >hfyu dh e'kgwjh gks xbZ fd og vPNk dkjhxj gSA nwj ds xkaoksals Hkh yksx vkus yxs] dksbZ canwd ;k fiLrkSy dk ?kksM+k Bhd djkus] dksbZ ?kM+hBhd djkusA ekfyd us mls vkStkj yk fn,µ fpeVh] cjek] jsrhA

,d ckj ,d rkrkj chekj iM+ x;k] >hfyu dks cqyk;k x;k % ßpy]bykt dj!Þ >hfyu dks dqN irk ugha Fkk dSls bykt&foykt fd;k tk,Ax;k] rkrkj dks ns[kk vkSj eu gh eu lkspk % ßdkSu tkus vius&vki gh

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Bhd gks tk,AÞ dksBjh esa pyk x;k] FkksM+k ikuh fy;k vkSj mlesa jsr feyknhA rkrkjksa ds lkeus ikuh ij ea= i<+ fn;k vkSj chekj dks fiyk fn;kAmldh [kq'kfdLerh ls rkrkj Bhd gks x;kA

>hfyu mudh cksyh Hkh FkksM+h&FkksM+h le>us yxkA tks rkrkj mlds dqNvknh gks x, Fks] mUgsa tc t:jr iM+rh] iqdkjrs % ßboku] boku!Þ dqN ,slsHkh Fks tks frjNh utjksa ls ,sls ns[krs Fks tSls og dksbZ tkuoj gksA

yky rkrkj dks >hfyu QwVh vka[kksa u lqgkrk FkkA mls ns[krs gh og eqageksM+ ysrk ;k xkyh nsrkA ,d vkSj cw<+k Fkk muds ;gkaA og xkao esa ugha jgrkFkk] igkM+h ds uhps ls dgha ls vkrk FkkA og efLtn esa uekt i<+us tcvkrk] rHkh >hfyu mls ns[krkA dn mldk NksVk Fkk] Vksih ij lQsn nqiV~Vkca/kk gqvk Fkk] nk<+h vkSj ewaNsa NaVh gqbZ Fkha] fcYdqqy lQsn FkhaA psgjk lkjk>qfjZ;ksa ls Hkjk Fkk vkSj bZaV&lk ykyA ukd mldh ckt tSlh Fkh vkSj vka[ksalqjebZ] dBksjrk Hkjh] eqag esa cl nks nkar jg x, FksA og viuh ixM+h igus]cSlk[kh dk lgkjk fy, pyrk vkrk vkSj [kwa[okj HksfM+;s dh rjg b/kj&m/kj ?kwjrk tkrkA >hfyu dks ns[krs gh] xqjkZus yxrk vkSj eqag eksM+ ysrkA

,d fnu >hfyu igkM+h mrjdj ns[kus x;k fd cw<+k dgka jgrk gSAixMaMh ij uhps mrjk] ns[kk] iRFkjksa dh ckM+ ds ihNs ckx gS] ckx esa pSjhvkSj nwljs Qyksa ds isM+ yxs gq, gSaA vkSj chp esa likV Nr okyk edkuAvkSj ikl x;k] ns[kkµ i;ky ds cus e/kqefD[k;ksa ds NÙks j[ks gq, gSa vkSje/kqefD[k;ka mM+ jgh gSa] fHkufHkuk jgh gSaA cw<+k ?kqVuksa ds cy [kM+k NÙks dsikl dqN dj jgk gSA >hfyu us mpddj ns[kuk pkgk] csM+h dh vkokt gqbZAcw<+s us iyVdj ns[kk vkSj ph[k mBk( dejcan ls fiLrkSy fudkyh vkSjf>fyu ij xksyh pyk nhA >hfyu eqf'dy ls iRFkj ds ihNs >qd ik;kA

cw<+s us vkdj ekfyd ls f'kdk;r dhA ekfyd us >hfyu dks cqyk;k]galrs&galrs iwNk % ßrw D;ksa x;k Fkk blds ?kj\Þ

ßeSaus bldk dqN fcxkM+k ughaA eSa rks cl ns[kuk pkgrk Fkk fd ;g dSlsjgrk gSAÞ

ekfyd us cw<+s dks crk;kA cw<+k xqLls ls yky&ihyk gksrk tk,] fxVfiV

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djrk tk,] uqdhys nkar ckgj fudy vk,] >hfyu dh vksj gkFk >Vdkrktk,A

>hfyu lkjh ckr rks ugha le>k] ij bruk le> x;k fd cw<+k ekfyddks dg jgk :fl;ksa dks ekj Mkyks] xkao esa er j[kksA fQj cw<+k pyk x;kA

>hfyu ekfyd ls iwNus yxk % ßdkSu gS ;g cw<+k\Þ ekfyd us crk;k %ß;g cgqr cM+k vkneh gS! cM+k 'kwjohj Fkk ;gA blus cgqr lkjs :fl;ksa dksekjk gSA [kwc vehj FkkA rhu chfo;ka Fkha bldh vkSj vkB csVsA lc ,dgh xkao esa jgrs FksA :lh vk,] mUgksaus xkao rckg dj fn;k] lkr csVksa dksekj MkykA ,d csVk cp x;k] og :fl;ksa ls tk feykA cw<+s us Hkh tkdjvius vkidks :fl;ksa ds lqiqnZ dj fn;kA rhu eghus muds ikl jgk] ogkavius csVs dks <wa<+ fy;k] mls ekj Mkyk vkSj Hkkx x;kA rc ls blus yM+ukNksM+ fn;kA eDdk x;k] gt djusA blhfy, og ixM+h igurk gSA mls rqe:lh vPNs ugha yxrsA og dgrk gS fd eSa rq>s ekj Mkyaw] ij eSa ekj ughaldrkµeSaus rsjs cnys iSls fn, gSaA vkSj rw rks] boku] eq>s vPNk yxus yxkgSA rq>s ekjuk rks D;k] eSa rq>s NksM+wa Hkh ugha] ij eSaus opu fn;k gSAÞ oggalus yxk vkSj :lh esa cksyk % ßrw] boku vPpk] ge vCnqy vPpkAÞ

pkj

blh rjg ,d eghuk vkSj chr x;kA >hfyu fnu esa xkao esa ?kwerk jgrk ;k dqN cukrk jgrkA jkr iM+rh] xkao esa lUukVk gks tkrk] rks og

dksBjh esa tehu [kksnus yxrkA iRFkjksa ds dkj.k [kksnuk eqf'dy Fkk] ij ogjsrh ls iRFkj jxM+rk Fkk vkSj vc nhokj rys bruk cM+k Nsn dj fy;k Fkkfd mlesa ls fudyk tk ldrk FkkA og lksprk jgrk % ßvc cl fdlh rjgbl txg dk Bhd ls irk py tk, fd fdÌj tkuk pkfg,] ij rkrkj dqNcrkrs gh ughaAÞ

vkf[kj] mlus ,slk ekSdk ns[kk] tc ekfyd dgha x;k gqvk Fkk( nksigj

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esa xkao ds ckgj igkM+h ij tkus yxkµogka ls lkjh txg ns[kuk pkgrk FkkAekfyd tc ?kj ls tk jgk Fkk] rks NksVs csVs ls dg x;k Fkk fd >hfyu ijutj j[ksA yM+dk >hfyu ds ihNs nkSM+k] fpYyk;k % ßugha] tk mÌj! vCckus euk fd;k gSA ugha rks vHkh eSa yksxksa dks cqyk ywaxkAÞ

>hfyu mls eukus yxk] cksyk % ßeSa nwj ugha tkÅaxk] cl ml igkM+h ij(eq>s ,d cwVh <+wa<uh gSµrqEgkjs yksxksa ds bykt ds fy,A py esjs lkFk] csM+higus gq, eSa Hkkx FkksM+s gh tkÅaxkA dy eSa rssjs fy, rhj&deku cuk nwaxkAÞ

NksVk eku x;k] vkSj os py fn,A igkM+h ns[kus esa rks ikl gh Fkh] ijcsM+h igudj pyuk cM+k eqf'dy FkkA pyrk x;k] pyrk x;k vkSj tSls&rSlsp<+ gh x;kA >hfyu cSB x;k vkSj txg ns[kus yxkA nksigj esa tgka lwjtgksrk gS] ml vksj dksBjh ds ihNs rax ?kkVh Fkh] mlesa ?kksM+ss pj jgs Fks vkSjuhps ,d nwljk xkao fn[k jgk FkkA ml xkao ls ,d vksj igkM+h pyh x;hFkh] blls Hkh cM+h mlds ihNs ,d vkSj igkM+h FkhA igkfM+;ksa ds chpuhyk&uhyk taxy fn[k jgk Fkk] vkxs igkM+ Åij gh Åij pys x, FksA lclsÅij Fks fgekPNkfnr ioZrA Vksih&lk ,d fge ioZr lcls Åapk FkkA lw;ksZn;vkSj lw;kZLr dh vksj Hkh ,sls gh igkM+ Fks( dgha&dgha njksZa esa xkaoksa dk ÌqvkamB jgk FkkA ßvPNk] rks ;g lc rks budk gh bykdk gS]Þ >hfyu us lkspkvkSj og :lh bykds dh vksj ns[kus yxk( uhps unh Fkh vkSj xkao] tgka lsog vk;k Fkk] pkjksa vksj ckx yxs gq, FksA unh fdukjs xqfM+;ksa&lh yx jghvkSjrsa diM+s Ìks jgh FkhaA xkao ds ihNs] FkksM+h uhps dks ,d igkM+h vkSj mldsihNs vkSj nks igkfM+;ka] mu ij taxy FkkA nks igkfM+;ksa ds chp ÌqaÌyk&lklikV eSnku utj vk jgk Fkk vkSj ml eSnku esa cgqr nwj ekuks Ìqvka QSyjgk FkkA >hfyu ;g ;kn djus yxk fd tc og fdys esa jgrk Fkk] rks lwjtfdÌj ls fudyrk Fkk vkSj fdÌj Mwcrk FkkA mlus ns[kkµBhd] mlh ?kkVhesa fdyk gksuk pkfg,] bu nksuksa igkfM+;ksa ds chp gh Hkkxuk pkfg,A

lwjt Mwcus yxkA lQsn igkM+ yky gks x,A uhps dh igkfM+;ksa eas vaÌsjkNk x;kA rax ?kkfV;ksa esa ls dksgjk mBus yxk vkSj og cM+h ?kkVh] ftlesafdyk gksuk pkfg,] lw;kZLr dh fdj.kksa ls vkx dh rjg ped mBhA >hfyu

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xkSj ls ns[kus yxkµ?kkVh esa Mksyk;eku&lk dqN fn[k jgk Fkk] ekuks fpeuhls mBrk Ìqavk gksA mldk eu dgrk Fkk fd cl ;gh :lh fdyk gksA

nsj gks xbZ FkhA eqYyk dh vtku lqukbZ nhA eos'kh ykSV jgs Fks] xk;sa jaHkkjgh FkhaA yM+dk dbZ ckj ?kj pyus dks dg pqdk Fkk] ij >hfyu dk tkusdks eu gh ugha gks jgk FkkA

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os ?kj ykSV vk,A >hfyu lksp jgk Fkk % ßvc txg dk irk py x;k]Hkkxuk pkfg,AÞ og mlh jkr Hkkxuk pkgrk FkkA jkrsa va/ksjh Fkha] d`".k i{kFkkA ij cnfdLerh ls 'kke rd rkrkj ykSV vk,A dbZ ckj ,slk gksrk Fkkfd os ykSVrs rks vius lkFk eos'kh [knsM+dj ykrs] galrs&xkrs vkrsA ij blckj dqN ugha yk,] cl ,d dkBh ij ekjs x, rkrkj dks yk,A og ykynk<+h okys dk HkkbZ FkkA lc tys&Hkwus ykSVs FksA nQukus ds fy, tek gq,A>hfyu Hkh ckgj fudydj ns[kus yxkA rkrkjksa us eqnsZ dks dQu esa yisVfn;kA rkcwr ds fcuk gh] xkao ds ckgj fpukj ds isM+ksa rys ys tkdj ?kklij fyVk fn;kA ekSyoh vk;k] cw<+s tek gq,] Vksfi;ksa ij nqiês cka/ks gq,] twrsmrkjdj eqnsZ ds lkeus ?kqVuksa ds cy cSB x,A

vkxs ekSyoh] ihNs rhu cw<+s] ixM+h cka/ksµikl&ikl gh] vkSj muds ihNsckdh rkrkjA cSBdj flj uhps >qdk fy, vkSj dkQh nsj rd pqipki cSBsjgsA ekSyoh us flj mBk;k vkSj cksyk %

ßvYykgAÞ ;gh ,d 'kCn dgk vkSj fQj flj >qdk fy;k] nsj rd pqicSBs jgs] tjk Hkh fgys&Mqys ughaA fQj ekSyoh us flj mBk;k %

ßvYykg!Þ lc cksys % ßvYykg!Þ vkSj fQj pqi gks x,A

eqnkZ ?kkl ij j[kk gqvk Fkk] vkSj os Hkh eqnksZa dh rjg cSBs FksA dksbZ Hkhtjk&lk fgyrk&Mqyrk rd u FkkA cl fpukj dh ifÙk;ksa dh [kM+[kM+kgV ghlqukbZ ns jgh FkhA fQj ekSyoh us nqvk i<+hA lc mBs] eqnsZ dks mBk;k vkSjys pysA ,d xM~<s ds ikl yk,A xM~<k ekewyh ugha Fkk] tehu ds uhpsrg[kkus dh rjg cxyh cuh gqbZ FkhA rkrkjksa us eqnsZ dks cxyksa vkSj tka?kksals idM+dj mBk;k] eksM+ fn;k] gkSys ls uhps fd;k] cSBs gq, dks tehu ds uhps?kqlk fn;k vkSj mlds gkFk isV ij fVdk fn,A

uxkbZ gjs ljdaMs yk;kA xM~<ss esa mUgksaus ljdaMs j[ks vkSj Åij lstYnh&tYnh feV~Vh Mky nh vkSj cjkcj dj nhA eqnsZ ds flj dh vksj ,diRFkj [kM+k djds yxk fn;kA tehu dks nck;k vkSj fQj ls dcz ds lkeuscSB x,A dkQh nsj rd pqi cSBs jgsA

ßvYykg! vYykg!Þ xgjh lkal yh vkSj mB x,A yky nk<+h okys us cw<+ksa

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dks iSls fn,] fQj mBk] dksM+k fy;k] rhu ckj vius ekFks ij ekjk vkSj ?kjpy fn;kA

vxys fnu lqcg >hfyu us ns[kk fd yky nk<+h okyk ?kksM+h dks xkao dsckgj ys tk jgk Fkk vkSj rhu rkrkj mlds ihNs&ihNs tk jgs FksA xkao dsckgj igqapdj yky rkrkj us vaxj[kk mrkjk] deht dh ckagsa Åijp<+kbZaµeksVs&rxM+s cktw Fks mlds] [katj fudkyk] iRFkj ij /kkj rst dhArkrkjksa us ?kksM+h dk flj Åij mBk;kA yky nk<+h okys us vkdj ?kksM+h dhxnZu dkV nh] ?kksM+h dks fxjk fn;k vkSj mls phjus yxkµviuh fo'kkyeqfë;ksa ls [kky mrkjrk tk,A vkSjrsa&yM+fd;ka vkbZa] ?kksM+h dh varfM+;ka /kksusyxhaA fQj ?kksM+h ds VqdM+s ?kj esa ys x,A vkSj lkjk xkao 'kksd eukus ykyrkrkj ds ;gka tek gqvkA

rhu fnu rd os ?kksM+h dk xks'r [kkrs jgs vkSj cwtk ihrs jgsA lkjs rkrkj?kj ij gh jgsA

pkSFks fnu >hfyu us nksigj dks ns[kk fd dgha tkus dh rS;kfj;ka gks jghgSaA ?kksM+s yk, x,] mu ij lkt dlk x;k vkSj dksbZ nl yksx py fn,Ayky nk<+h okyk Hkh pyk x;kA ij vCnqy ?kj ij gh jgkA pkan vHkh p<+rhdyk esa vk;k gh FkkA jkrsa va/ksjh gh FkhaA

ßcl] vkt Hkkx ysuk pkfg,]Þ >hfyu us lkspk vkSj dLrhfyu ls dgkAij og Mjus yxkA

ßHkkxsaxs dSls] gesa rks jkLrs dk Hkh ugha irkAÞ

ßeSa tkurk gwa jkLrkAÞ

ßjkr Hkj esa rks igqap Hkh ugha ik,axsAÞ

ßugha igqapsaxs] rks taxy esa jkr dkV yssaxsA eSaus dqN jksfV;ka tek dj j[khgSaA vkf[kj fdrus fnu ;gka cSBs jgsaxs\ iSls vk x, rks Bhd gS] ij dkSutkus rqEgkjs ?kj okys bruh cM+h jde u Hkh tek dj ik,aA rkrkj vktdyxqLls esa gSa fd :fl;ksa us muds vkneh dks ekj Mkyk gSA lks gesa ekjuk pkgrsgSaAÞ

dLrhfyu lksprk jgk] lksprk jgk] fQj cksyk % ßvPNk] pyks!Þ

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>hfyu Nsn esa ?kql x;k] mls FkksM+k vkSj [kksndj [kqyk fd;k] rkfd dLrhfyu Hkh fudy ldsA vc os cSBs bartkj dj jgs Fks fd dcxkao esa lc 'kkUr gks tk,A

tSls gh xkao esa lksrk iM+k] >hfyu nhokj ds uhps ?kqlk vkSj ckgj fudyvk;kA dLrhfyu Hkh ?kqlk] ij mldk ikao iRFkj ls vVd x;k] 'kksj gqvkAekfyd us j[kokyh ds fy, ,d dqÙkk ikyk gqvk Fkk] cM+k gh dV[kukA mldkuke Fkk mY;kf'kuA >hfyu us mls igys ls gh ijpk;k gqvk FkkA mY;kf'kuus 'kksj lquk] HkkSadus yxk vkSj yidk] mlds ihNs nwljs dqÙks HkhA >hfyu usgkSys ls lhVh ctkbZ vkSj jksVh dk VqdM+k QsadkA mY;kf'ku mls igpku x;k]nqe fgykus yxk] HkkSaduk can dj fn;kA

ekfyd us vkokt lquh vkSj vanj ls dqÙks dks 'kq'kdkjkµ ßyksg! yksg!mY;kf'ku!Þ

>hfyu dqÙks ds dkuksa ds ihNs [kqtyk jgk FkkA dqÙkk pqi FkkA mlds iSjksals FkwFkuh jxM+ jgk Fkk] nqe fgyk jgk FkkA

dksus ds ihNs nqcddj os dqN nsj cSBs jgsA pkjksa vksj lUukVk Nk x;kAcl ,d dksBjh esa HksM+ fefe;k jgh Fkh vkSj uhps iRFkjksa ij cgrs ikuh dk'kksj gks jgk FkkA va/ksjk Fkk] rkjs fNVd x, FksA igkM+h ds Åij gafl;s tSlkpkan mB jgk FkkA rax ?kkfV;ksa esa nw/k&lk lQsn dksgjk QSyk gqvk FkkA

>hfyu mBk] dLrhfyu ls cksyk % ßpyks] pysa!Þ

py fn,( nks dne gh gVs Fks fd lquk eqYyk vtku ns jgk gS % ßvYykggks vdcj!Þ rks vc yksx efLtn tk,axsA os fQj nhokj ds ikl nqcddjcSB x,A cM+h nsj rd cSBs jgs] tc rd fd lc yksx ugha xqtj x,A fQjls [kkeks'kh gks xbZA

ßpyks] pysa Hkxoku dk uke ysdj!Þ mUgksaus Nkrh ij lyhc dk fu'kkucuk;k vkSj py fn,A vkaxu ikj djds <yku ij unh rd mrj x,A unhikj dh vkSj rax ?kkVh esa pyus yxsA dksgjk ?kuk Fkk vkSj uhps&uhps FkkA

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Åij rkjs fcYdqy lkQ&lkQ utj vk jgs FksA >hfyu rkjs ns[k&ns[kdjvuqeku yxk jgk Fkk fd fd/kj tkuk pkfg,A dksgjs ls gok esa rktxh FkhApyuk vklku Fkk] ij cwV rax dj jgs Fks] ,d vksj ls T;knk f?kls gq, FksA>hfyu us vius cwV mrkjdj Qsad fn, vkSj uaxs iSj pyus yxkA ,d iRFkjls nwljs ij mNyrk tk, vkSj rkjs ns[krk tk,A dLrhfyu ihNs jgus yxk]cksyk % ßtjk /khjs pyks u] dec[r cwV lkjs ikao esa yx jgs gSaAÞ

ßrks mrkj nks u] T;knk vPNk jgsxkAÞ

dLrhfyu uaxs ikao pyk rks vkSj Hkh T;knk rdyhQ gqbZ % dadM+ksa ls lkjsikao Nyuh gks x, vkSj og ihNs gh ihNs jgrk tk,A >hfyu us mllsdgk % ßikao fNy tk,axs] rks Bhd Hkh gks tk,axs] ij idM+s x,] rks rkrkjekj MkysaxsAÞ

dLrhfyu dqN ugha cksyk] cl gkaQrk] dka[krk pyrk x;kA dkQh nsjrd os fupkbZ esa pyrs jgsA vpkud nkbZa vksj ls dqÙkksa ds HkkSadus dh vkoktvkbZA >hfyu #d x;k] b/kj&m/kj xkSj ls ns[kk] igkM+h ij p<+us yxk] gkFkksals VVksydj ns[kk( cksyk % ßvksQ] xyrh gks xbZA T;knk nk,a dks vk x,A;gka nwljk xkao gS] eSaus igkM+h ls ns[kk FkkA gesa ihNs tkuk pkfg,] ck,a dhigkM+h ds ÅijA ogka taxy gksuk pkfg,AÞ

dLrhfyu cksyk % ßFkksM+h nsj rks Bgj tkvks] tjk vkjke djus nks] esjsikao lkjs [kwuks[kwu gks x,AÞ

ßvksgks] dksbZ ckr ugha] Bhd gks tk,axsA rqe gkSys ls dwnks uA ,sls!Þ

vkSj >hfyu ihNs] ckbZa vksj dks nkSM+us yxk] Åij igkM+h ij] taxy esapykA dLrhfyu vkgsa Hkjrk tk, vkSj ihNs NwVrk tk,A >hfyu mls f>M+drkvkSj [kqn pyrk tkrkA

vkf[kj os igkM+h ij p<+ x,A ogka lpeqp gh taxy FkkA taxy esa ?kqls]rks dkaVksa ls lkjs diM+s QV x,A taxy esa mUgsa jkLrk feykA os ml vksj pyfn,A

ßBgjks!Þ jkLrs ij Vki lqukbZ nhA os #d x, vkSj dku yxkdj lquus

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yxsA ?kksM+s&lh Vki lqukbZ nh vkSj #d xbZA os py fn,] rks fQj Vki lqukbZnhA os #d tk,aµrks og Hkh #d tk,A >hfyu jsax&jsaxdj ikl x;k] jks'kuhesa ns[kkµlM+d ij dksbZ [kM+k Fkk % irk ugha ?kksM+k Fkk ;k D;k] vkSj mldsÅij dqN vthc&lk] vkneh dh 'kDy dk ughaA >hfyu us lqukµmlusQqQdkj HkjhA ßD;k vtwck gS!Þ >hfyu us /khjs ls lhVh ctkbZµ og fctyhdh rjg taxy dh vksj yidk vkSj taxy esa rM+rM+ gksus yxh] ekuksvka/kh vkbZ gks] lw[kh Vgfu;ka rksM+ jgh gksA

dLrhfyu rks Mj ds ekjs FkjFkjkus yxkA >hfyu galrk tk,] cksyk %ßvjs] ;g rks ckjgflaxk FkkA lqu jgs gks] dSls lhaxksa ls Vgfu;ka rksM+rk tkjgk gSA ge mlls Mj jgs Fks vkSj og gelsAÞ

vkxs py fn,A mtkyk gksus esa T;knk nsj u FkhA ij mUgsa ;g irk uFkk fd os Bhd fn'kk esa tk jgs gSa ;k ughaA >hfyu dks yx jgk Fkk fd blhjkLrs mls ;gka yk;k x;k Fkk] vkSj fdyk ;gka ls dksbZ lkr ehy nwj gksxk]ij dksbZ iDdh fu'kkuh u Fkh vkSj jkr dks irk Hkh rks ugha py ldrkA ,slsgh pyrs&pyrs og ,d NksVs ls eSnku rd igqapsA dLrhfyu cSB x;k vkSjcksyk % ßrqe tks pkgks djks] ij eSa rks ugha igqap ikÅaxk % Vkaxsa ugha pyrhaAÞ

>hfyu mls eukus yxkA ßugha] ugha igqap ikÅaxk] ugha pyk tkrk]Þ ogcksykA

>hfyu dks xqLlk vk x;k] mlus Fkw fd;k vkSj dLrhfyu dks QVdkjkA

ßBhd gS] eSa vdsyk pyk tkÅaxk] cSBs jgks ;ghaAÞ

dLrhfyu mBk vkSj py fn;kA dksbZ rhu ehy rd os pyrs x,A taxyesa dksgjk vkSj Hkh T;knk ?kuk FkkA lkeus dqN fn[kkbZ ugha nsrk Fkk] rkjs Hkhtjk&tjk gh fn[k jgs FksA

lglk mUgsa vkxs ls ?kksM+s dh Vki lqukbZ nhA uky ds iRFkjksa ls Vdjkusdh vkokt vk jgh FkhA >hfyu isV ds cy ysV x;k vkSj tehu dks dkuyxkdj lquus yxkA

ßgka] b/kj gh dksbZ ?kqM+lokj vk jgk gSAÞ

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os jkLrs ls mrjdj >kfM+;ksa esa fNi x, vkSj bartkj djus yxsA >hfyujsaxdj jkLrs ds ikl x;kA ns[kkµ?kqM+lokj rkrkj vk jgk gS] xk; yk jgkgS] xquxqukrk tk jgk gSA rkrkj xqtj x;kA >hfyu dLrhfyu ds ikl ykSVvk;kA

ßcpk fy;k Hkxoku us] mBks pysaAÞ

dLrhfyu mBus dks gqvk] ij fxj x;kA

ßugha py ldrkA gs Hkxoku] ugha py ldrk eSaA fgEer ugha jghAÞ

og Hkkjh&Hkjde vkneh Fkk] ilhuk vk x;k Fkk mls vkSj ;gka taxy esaBaMk dksgjk Fkk] ikao Hkh QV x, Fksµblfy, og fu<ky gks x;k FkkA >hfyutksj yxkdj mls mBkus yxk rks og fpYyk iM+k % ßgk; nnZ gksrk gS!Þ

>hfyu dh cl tku lw[k xbZA

ßfpYykrs D;ksa gks\ rkrkj ikl gh gS] lqu ysxk rks\Þ eu gh eu lkspusyxk % ß;g lpeqp gh VwV x;k gS( D;k d:a eSa bldk\ lkFkh dks NksM+djtkuk rks Bhd ughaAÞ fQj cksyk % ßvPNk] mBks] esjh ihB ij cSB tkvks]py ugha ldrs] rks eSa mBk ys pywaxkAÞ

mlus dLrhfyu dks ihB ij fcBk;k] tka?kksa rys ls mls idM+ fy;k vkSjjkLrs ij vkdj vkxs pyus yxkA

ßvjs] Hkxoku ds okLrs esjk xyk rks er nckvks] da/kksa ls idM+s j[kksAÞ

>hfyu dks cM+h eqf'dy gks jgh Fkhµ mlds ikao Hkh [kwuks[kwu Fks vkSj ogFkd Hkh x;k FkkA og uhps >qdrk] dLrhfyu dks mNkyrk] rkfd og ihB ijÅij dks cSBk jgs vkSj vkxs ikao ?klhVus yxrkA

rkrkj us dLrhfyu ds fpYykus dh vkokt lqu yh yxrh FkhA >hfyuus lquk ihNs ls dksbZ ?kksM+s ij vk jgk gS] viuh cksyh esa dqN fpYyk jgkgSA >hfyu >kfM+;ksa dh vksj yidkA rkrkj us canwd fudkyh] xksyhpykbZµfu'kkuk Bhd ugha cSBkA viuh cksyh esa ph[kdj mlus dqN dgk vkSj?kksM+k okil nkSM+k ys x;kA

>hfyu cksyk % ßcl HkbZ] vc x, ge! og dec[r rkrkjksa dks tek

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dj yk,xk gekjk ihNk djus dksA vxj ge nks ehy nwj u Hkkx fudys]rks cl x,AÞ eu gh eu og dLrhfyu ds ckjs esa lksp jgk Fkk % ßD;ksa eSa;g cks>k vius lkFk ys vk;kA vdsyk dc dk fudy x;k gksrkAÞ

dLrhfyu cksyk % ßtkvks] rqe vdsys pys tkvksA esjs fy, D;ksa ejrsgksAÞ

ßugha] vdsyk ugha tkÅaxkA lkFkh dks NksM+uk Bhd ughaAÞ

fQj ls mlus dLrhfyu dks ihB ij yknk vkSj py fn;kA bl rjg ogdksbZ ikSu ehy pyk gksxkA taxy&taxy gh tk jgk Fkk] taxy dk var ufn[krk FkkA dksgjk NaVus yxk vkSj ekuks ckny Nkus yxsµrkjs fn[kkbZ ugha

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ns jgs FksA >hfyu dk cqjk gky gks jgk FkkA

vkf[kj ,d txg igqaps % lM+d fdukjs p'ek FkkA og #d x;k]dLrhfyu dks mrkj fn;k] cksyk % ßFkksM+k vkjke dj ywa] ikuh ih ywaA vkvksjksVh [kk ysaA vc rks FkksM+h gh nwj gksuk pkfg,AÞ

og ikuh ihus dks >qdk gh Fkk fd ihNs ls Vkisa lqukbZ nhaA os fQj nkbZa vksjyids] <yku ij >kfM+;ksa esa nqcd x,A

Åij ls rkrkjksa dh vkoktsa vkus yxhaA rkrkj mlh txg #ds Fks] tgkals os jkLrs ls nkbZa vksj eqM+s FksA rkrkjksa us dqN ckrsa dha] fQj 'kq'kdkjus yxsA>kfM+;ksa esa dqN pV[kk vkSj ,d vutku dqÙkk lh/kk mudh vksj c<+ vk;kA#d x;k vkSj HkkSadus yxkA

rkrkj Hkh c<+ vk,A mUgsa Hkh >hfyu ugha tkurk FkkA mUgksaus bu nksuksadks idM+dj cka/k fn;k] ?kksM+ksa ij fcBk;k vkSj ys pysA

dksbZ nks ehy x, Fks fd ekfyd vCnqy vkSj nks rkrkj feysA mUgksausrkrkjksa ls dqN ckr dh] bu nksuksa dks vius ?kksM+ksa ij fcBk;k vkSj okil xkaoys pysA

vCnqy vc gal ugha jgk Fkk vkSj u buls dksbZ ckr gh mlus dhA

lqcg&rM+ds mUgsa xkao ys vk,A xyh esa fcBk fn;kA yM+ds tek gks x,AiRFkjksa] dksM+ksa ls mUgsa ekjus vkSj ph[kus yxsA

rkrkj ,d ?ksjs esa tek gq,A igkM+h ds uhps ls og cw<+k Hkh vk;kA ckrsadjus yxsA dksbZ dg jgk Fkk fd vkSj nwj igkM+ksa esa Hkst nsuk pkfg,A ijcw<+k dg jgk Fkk % ßekj MkyksAÞ vCnqy ugha eku jgk Fkk] dgrk Fkk % ßeSausbuds fy, iSls fn, gSaA eSa iSls olwy djds jgwaxkAÞ ij cw<+k dgrk Fkk %ßdqN ugha nsus&osus ds] cl dksbZ vkQr gh [kM+h djsaxsA :fl;ksa dks jksVh nsukgh iki gSA ekj Mkyks vkSj cl ckr [kReAÞ

lc pys x,] rks ekfyd >hfyu ds ikl vk;k] dgus yxk % ßvxj eq>srqEgkjs cnys iSls u feys] rks eSa nks g¶rs ckn dksM+s ekj&ekjdj ne fudkynwaxk vkSj vxj rwus fQj ls Hkkxus dh lksph] rks dqÙkksa dh ekSr ejsxkA fpV~Bh

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fy[k] vPNh rjg fy[k!Þ

ukSdj us mUgsa dkxt ykdj fn;k] mUgksaus fpfë;ka fy[k nhaA mUgsa csfM+;kaigukdj rkrkj efLtn ds ikj ys x,A ogka ,d xM~<k Fkk dksbZ ckjg QqVxgjkA mUgsa ogka xM~<s esa mrkj fn;k x;kA

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vc mudk thuk fcYdqy nwHkj gks x;kA csfM+;ka mrkjh ugha tkrh Fkha vkSjckgj Hkh ugha fudkyk tkrk FkkA xM~<s esa gh mUgsa dPph jksfV;ka Qsad

nh tkrh Fkha] dqÙkksa dh rjg vkSj jLlh ls lqjkgh esa ikuh mrkj nsrs FksA xM~<sesa cncw] mel vkSj lhyu FkhA dLrhfyu rks fcYdqy gh chekj iM+ x;k]Qwy x;k] lkjs 'kjhj esa VwVu gksus yxhA og djkgrk jgrk ;k lksrk jgrkA>hfyu Hkh xqelqe gks x;kµ ns[k jgk Fkk fd ekeyk fcYdqy fcxM+ x;kA dqNle> ugha ik jgk Fkk fd dSls ;gka ls fudyk tk,A

og tehu [kksnus yxk] ij feV~Vh Qsadus dh dksbZ txg u Fkh( ekfydus ns[k fy;k vkSj ekj Mkyus dh /kedh nhA

,d fnu og xM~<s esa mdM+wa cSBk Fkk] vktkn ftUnxh ds ckjs esa lkspdjmnkl gks jgk FkkA vpkud lh/ks mlds ?kqVuksa ij ,d jksVh vk fxjh] fQjnwljh] vkSj pSfj;ka Hkh fxjhaA Åij ns[kk] rks ogka nhuk cSBh FkhA nhuk mldhvksj ns[kdj galh vkSj Hkkx xbZA >hfyu lkspus yxk % ß'kk;n nhuk dqNenn dj nsAÞ

ij vxys fnu nhuk ugha vkbZA >hfyu dks ?kksM+ksa dh Vki lqukbZ nhA dqNyksx xqtjs vkSj fQj rkrkj efLtn ds ikl tek gks x,A og fpYyk jgs Fks]cgl dj jgs Fks] :fl;ksa dk ftØ dj jgs FksA cw<+s dh vkokt Hkh >hfyudks lqukbZ nhA Bhd&Bhd rks mldh le> esa ugha vk;k] gka] bruk irk pykfd 'kk;n :lh dgha ikl gh vk x, gSa vkSj rkrkjksa dks Mj gS fd dgha xkaoesa us vk tk,a( vkSj os ;g r; ugha dj ik jgs fd cafn;ksa dk D;k djsaA

ckrsa djds lc pys x,A lglk >hfyu us lqukµÅij dqN ljljkgVgqbZA ns[kkµ nhuk cSBh Fkh] ?kqVus flj ls Åij fn[k jgs Fks] uhps >qd xbZ]gacsy ds flDds yVd jgs Fks] xM~<s ds Åij fgy jgs Fks] vka[ksa rkjksa&lhped jgh FkhaA cktw esa ls iuhj dh nks jksfV;ka fudkyha vkSj Qsad nhaA >hfyuus ys yha vkSj cksyk % ßvkbZ D;ksa ugha Fkh bruh nsj rd\ eSaus rsjs fy,f[kykSus cuk, gSaA ;g ys!Þ vkSj og ,d&,d djds Åij Qsadus yxkA

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og flj fgyk jgh Fkh vkSj m/kj ns[k ugha jgh FkhA ßjgus nks!Þ cksyhApqi cSBh jgh] fQj cksyh % ßboku] rq>s ekjuk pkgrs gSaAÞ vkSj viuh xnZuij gkFk QsjkA

ßdkSu ekjuk pkgrk gS\Þ

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ßvCckA cw<+ksa us mls dgk gSA eq>s rqe ij rjl vkrk gSAÞ

rc >hfyu us dgk % ßvxj rq>s rjl vkrk gS] rks rw eq>s cYyh yknsAÞ

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mlus flj fgyk fn;k fd ugha gks ldrkA mlus gkFk tksM+sA

ßnhuk] cPph] yk ns u!Þ

ßugha yk ldrh]Þ og cksyh] ßns[k ysaxs] lc ?kj ij gSaAÞ vkSj pyh xbZA

'kke gks xbZA >hfyu cSBk lksp jgk Fkk % ßvc D;k gksxk\Þ jg&jgdjog Åij ns[krkA rkjs fn[k jgs Fks] ij pkan vHkh ugha fudyk FkkA eqYykus vtku nhA pkjksa vksj lUukVk FkkA >hfyu dks >idh vkus yxhA lksp jgkFkk % ßMj jgh gksxh ogAÞ

vpkud mlds flj ij feV~Vh fxjhA Åij ns[kkµcYyh xM~<s ds nwljsfljs ij vVd jgh FkhA fQj uhps vkus yxhA >hfyu [kq'k gks x;k] gkFkc<+kdj cYyh idM+ yh] uhps mrkj yhA cYyh etcwr vkSj yach FkhA mlusekfyd dh Nr ij igys Hkh og cYyh j[kh ns[kh FkhA

Åij ns[kkµ rkjs fNVd x, Fks( vkSj xM~<s ds ,su Åij va/ksjs esa nhukdh vka[ksa fcYyh dh vka[kksa&lh ped jgh FkhaA og xM~<s ds fljs ij >qd xbZvkSj QqlQqlkbZ % ßboku] boku!Þ [kqn eqag ds ikl gkFk fgykrh tk, fdß/khjs cksyAÞ

ßD;k\Þ >hfyu cksykA

ßlc pys x,] cl nks tus ?kj ij gSaAÞ

>hfyu cksyk % ßpy dLrhfyu pysa] vkf[kjh ckj dksf'k'k djrs gSaA eSarq>s ihB ij fcBk ywaxkAÞ

dLrhfyu dqN lquuk gh u pkgrk FkkA

ßugha] esjh fdLer esa ;gka ls fudyuk ugha fy[kkA dgka tkÅaxk eSa]djoV rd rks yh ugha tkrh\Þ

ßvPNk] rks Hkwy&pwd ekQ djukAÞ nksuksa us ,d&nwljs dks pwekA

>hfyu us cYyh idM+ yhA nhuk ls dgk fd laHkkys j[ks vkSj Åij p<+usyxkA nks ckj mldk gkFk NwVk] csM+h rax dj jgh FkhA dLrhfyu us mlslgkjk fn;k] tSls&rSls og Åij p<+ x;kA nhuk vius nqcys gkFkksa ls mlsdeht idM+dj [khap jgh Fkh] gal jgh FkhA

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>hfyu us cYyh fudkyh vkSj cksyk % ßtk] bls okil j[k vk] fdlh usns[k fy;k cYyh ugha gS] rks rq>s ekj MkysaxsAÞ

og cYyh ys pyhA >hfyu igkM+h mrjus yxkA <yku ls mrjdj uqdhykiRFkj mBk;k vkSj csM+h dk rkyk fudkyus dh dksf'k'k djus yxkA rkyketcwr Fkk] VwVrk gh u Fkk vkSj gkFk Hkh rks Bhd ugha cSBrk FkkA igkM+h lsfdlh ds nkSM+us] gkSys ls dwnrs vkus dh vkokt vkbZA mlus lkspk % ßnhukgh gksxhAÞ nhuk vkbZ] iRFkj mBk;k vkSj cksyh % ßykvks] eSa djrh gwaAÞ

?kqVuksa ds cy cSBdj rkyk rksM+us yxhA ij gkFk rks nqcys&irys Fks] tjkHkh rkdr ughaA mlus iRFkj Qsad fn;k vkSj jks iM+hA >hfyu fQj ls rkykrksM+us dh dksf'k'k djus yxk] nhuk mlds ikl iatksa ds cy cSB xbZ] mldkda/kk idM+ fy;kA >hfyu us eqM+dj ns[kk& ckbZa vksj igkM+h ds ihNs ykyhNk xbZ Fkh] pkan mx jgk FkkA mlus lkspk % ßpkan fudyus ls igys og rax?kkVh ikj dj ysuh pkfg,] taxy rd igqap tkuk pkfg,AÞ mBk] iRFkj Qsadfn;k] ßcsM+h igus gq, gh lgh] ij pyuk pkfg,ÞA

ßvPNk] nhuk]Þ >hfyu cksykA ßlkjh mez rq>s ;kn j[kwaxkAÞ nhuk us mlsidM+ fy;k] gkFkksa ls VVksyus yxh] <+wa< jgh Fkh fd dgka jksfV;ka j[ksA mlusjksfV;ka ys yha] cksyk % ßthrh jg] cPphA dkSu rq>s vc xqfM+;ka cuk ds nsxk!ÞvkSj mldk flj lgyk;kA

nhuk ds vkalw QwV iM+sA mlus eqag gkFkksa ls <kai fy;k vkSj igkM+h ij nkSM+xbZ] cdjh dh rjg Qqndrh tk jgh FkhA va/ksjs esa ls mldh pksVh esa my>jgs flDdksa dh [kud gh vk jgh FkhA

>hfyu us lyhc dk fu'kku cuk;k] gkFk ls csM+h dk rkyk idM+k] rkfdog [kM+[kM+k, u vkSj jkLrs ij py fn;kA cM+h eqf'dy ls iSj ?klhVrs gq,>hfyu m/kj vkleku dh vksj ns[krk tk jgk Fkk] ft/kj pkan fudy jgkFkkA mlus jkLrk igpku fy;kA vxj lh/ks pyk tk, rks dksbZ ikap ehy dkQklyk gSA vc pkan fudyus ls igys taxy igqap tkuk pkfg,A mlus unhikj dhA igkM+h ds ihNs jks'kuh lQsn gks xbZA vkleku ij mtkyk gks x;kvkSj rax ?kkVh ds ,d vksj mtkyk c<+rk gh tk jgk FkkA Nk;k igkM+h rys

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jsax jgh Fkh] >hfyu ds ikl vkrh tk jgh FkhA

>hfyu igkM+h dh Nk;k&Nk;k esa pyrk tk jgk FkkA og tYnh dj jgkFkkA ij pkan vkSj Hkh rsth ls p<+ jgk FkkA nkbZa vksj ds isM+ksa ds f'k[kjksa ijHkh pkanuh iM+us yxhA taxy ikl gh vk pyk FkkA pkan Hkh igkM+h ds ihNsls fudy vk;kA pkjksa vksj fnu&lk mtkyk gks x;kA isM+ksa ij ,d&,d iÙkhns[kh tk ldrh FkhA igkfM+;ksa ij pkanuh QSyh gqbZ FkhA lUukVk Fkk ekuks dghadksbZ tku u gksA cl uhps ls unh dh dydy lqukbZ ns jgh FkhA

>hfyu taxy rd igqap x;kA fdlh ls lkeuk ugha gqvkA mlus taxyesa va/ksjh txg <wa<h vkSj vkjke djus cSB x;kA

vkjke fd;k] jksVh [kkbZA ,d iRFkj <+wa<+dj] fQj ls csM+h rksM+us yxkAgkFk fNy x,] ij csM+h u VwVhA mBk vkSj jkLrs ij py fn;kA dksbZ rhuQykZax pyk gksxk] fu<ky gks x;kµ Vkaxsa cqjh rjg nq[k jgh FkhaA nl dneHkjrk vkSj #d tkrkA lksprk tkrk % ßdksbZ ckr ugha] tc rd ne gS pyrktkÅaxkA vxj cSB x;k] rks fQj mB ugha ikÅaxkA fdys rd rks eSa igqapugha ikÅaxk] ikS QVrs gh taxy esa dgha fNidj ysV tkÅaxk] fnu dkV ywaxkvkSj jkr dks fQj py nwaxkAÞ

lkjh jkr pyrk x;kA cl nks ?kqM+lokj rkrkj jkLrs esa vk,] ij >hfyuus nwj ls gh mudh vkgV ik yh vkSj isM+ ihNs nqcd x;kA

pkan Qhdk iM+us yxkA vksl fxjhA Hkksj gks jgh FkhA ij >hfyu vHkhtaxy ds fljs rd u igqapk FkkA eu gh eu dgus yxk % ßcl rhl dnevkSj py ywa] fQj taxy esa eqM+ tkÅaxk vkSj cSB tkÅaxkAÞ rhl dne pykvkSj ns[kk fd taxy [kRe gks jgk gSA taxy ds fljs ij igqapk] fcYdqymtkyk FkkA mlds lkeus Lrsih Fkh vkSj fdyk ekuks gFksyh ij j[ks gksaA ckbZavksj ikl gh igkM+h ds uhps] vkx ty&cq> jgh FkhA /kqvka QSy jgk Fkk vkSjvykoksa ds ikl yksx cSBs gq, FksA

>hfyu us xkSj ls ns[kkµ canwdsa ped jgh Fkha] :lh flikgh FksA

>hfyu [kq'k gks x;k] vkf[kjh tksj yxkdj m/kj py fn;kA eu gh eu

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lksprk tk, % ßHkxoku u djs ;gka [kqys eSnku esa dksbZ ?kqM+lokj rkrkj ns[kys] viuksa ds ikl gh gwa] ij cpdj u fudy ikÅaxkAÞ

lkspus dh nsj Fkh fd ns[kkµ ckbZa vksj Vhys ij rhu rkrkj [kM+s Fks] dksbZvkB ch?kk nwjA mUgksaus >hfyu dks ns[k fy;k vkSj ?kksM+s nkSM+k,A >hfyu dkdystk lqUu gks x;kA gkFk fgykus yxk] iwjs tksj ls fpYyk;k %

ßcpkvks] Hkkb;ks] cpkvks!Þ

:fl;ksa us lqu fy;kA ?kqM+lokj mNys vkSj mldh vksj ?kksM+s nkSM+kfn,µrkrkjksa dk jkLrk dkVrs gq,A

:lh nwj Fks] rkrkj iklA ij >hfyu us Hkh lkjk ne yxk;k] csM+h dksgkFk ls laHkkyk vkSj vius yksxksa dh vksj csrgk'kk nkSM+k] lyhc dk fu'kkucukrk tk,] fpYykrk tk, % ßHkkb;ks! Hkkb;ks! Hkkb;ks!Þ

:lh ?kqM+lokj dksbZ iUnzg FksA

rkrkj Mj x,µvk/ks jkLrs esa gh #dus yxsA vkSj >hfyu vius yksxksads ikl igqap x;kA

mUgksaus mls ?ksj fy;k] iwNus yxsµ ßdkSu gS\ dgka ls vk;k\Þ ij >hfyudks viuh gks'k u Fkh] og jksrk tk, vkSj cl dgrk tk, % ßHkkb;ks!Hkkb;ks!Þ

nwljs flikgh Hkh nkSM+ vk,] >hfyu dks ?ksj fy;kA dksbZ mls jksVh ns] dksbZf[kpM+h] dksbZ oksn~dkA dksbZ vksojdksV vks<+kus yxk vkSj dksbZ csM+h rksM+usA

vQljksa us mls igpku fy;k] fdys essa ys x,A >hfyu ds flikgh [kq'kgks x,] lkFkh tek gks x,A

>hfyu us lkjh vkichrh lqukbZ vkSj cksyk % ßyks] gks vk;k eSa ?kj] 'kknhdj vk;k! ugha] fdLer esa ugha fy[kkAÞ

vkSj og ogha dksgdkQ esa vQljh djus dks jg x;kA dLrhfyu dkseghus Hkj ckn ikap gtkj :cy vkus ij NksM+k x;kA fcYdqy v/kejs dksfdys esa yk,A

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