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CIECNEF _A @DGQEQ M] VCCN IPC_CFBPavhfef Dgurecrnz,Mu gftcp, gaikf ceciikc, [rgfya'ka feg kaoc decrcg mfrfi`f mcsgkc 1

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Harag Mccr([dn Ndrrfs)Hfrffn`fefg [utgusu (Nf`jcae A.Harmar)Jcyceearf Deciecr Csec Qyuncz (\ct Nasftf)Jcyct Mdyu Oert (Rfh Rfhecr)Jcyctva RcnciViatnaifi 3< Kdce Vcscs(Jyrun X. Pnftj)Jar Gdiuyu Nzcgara Akamfefrsfifz! (Jarm @djai)

a Kig Gdiuncii H` (Pjck Jaenstattar)fnfzkagf MR (Kdci @`aedeu)eatffn ctncecrva Anpctf (sti Kgnai)

yf Ki Kdru Gcrcr _ar (Kdci @`aedeu)Gczcici [utun (Bdji @. Ncxwaee)Gaikfia Hvai va H (Eas Hfmefi)Gffeffifzf [ciyi (Oedrai`a Efttcuar)Gffefg Muenc`cs(Oedrai`a Efttcuar-Ncrftc Efttcuar)Gdeuui [cdsu (Ncx Eciksmarh)Ncx Ptrctabfsf - Kaiana @ascratf (\. Kcuka)Nczarat Vdg! (Bcy ]foaimcry)

Nascb Pfzsfifz (]dhar Cfeas)Ndtfvcsydiui Nu`fzasf (Hadrha Pjfii)Nustcoc Gance Ctctrg'i Efkarefg Preci (Ckici Iur Mcygce)Ntarf efgfearf Viatfnf (Vcvuz Dkcmc)Dgunc Raihfieff (]dz [dwisaik)Deuneu Kinaifi H` (Idrnci _. \acea)Deuneu Vccncii H` (I. _fi`ait \acea)Di gfi`f Naeag (Dh Ncikfid)raina Raihfieff (]dz [dwisaik)rainayf rainag (]cnczci Vekrn)Pirecr (Kr. Jairf @eduk - Kr Bdji [dwiscik)Ptras Viatfnf (Crtjur ]dwsjci)Qycii va Jcyce Gurui (\ct Nasftf)

Vcrct`eg va Vaifefg (]cnczci Vekrn)Vccnc Raihfieff (]dz [dwsaik)Vccni Kcjc yf Mfr Vdeu (Dh Ncikfid)Vatfgfi d`ugecr (Kdci @`aedeu)Vciic Gfn Gcec`cg4 Avraiea Qyunecnc Pra`fika_C]DENCG HAENAG QRECNCG (sti Kgnai)Jcyctikc GNPAII CIEC[NCKFGEC]F(Ckici Iur Mcygce-aide Mcg`-aide Gfrpfgfdeu)Mfr Ci_a Puiu2Mai yakf ycikc dguec mceckn.eg hi ratnai mfr deci`atvaeea kvk7 gpr gpr yarfika kurcncyci, muhig mfehfear aravasfikamyg mfr decsegec jfparcgtfo tcisgdic`cg deci, gr ckikc uocg mfr deci d`uu.

dg gdrgtun. Artasf hi jcstcecikn. Ptnc dekun.Pcrjdfia`fifi fiasf sfifra haekff ffi cycn guruku, zcyoeckva tdpce dekun. D ye dguec hfkanakfn.]cjnatefg ciian mc`cnc cyecr`c s`cg gapag ecpcsscrk, ha`aear mdyui`c gci yrsi kfya d mc`cndvku. _a cycnc gci yrk, `ci haekf, kdguz cy sdirc tdpce cgscg mai yfia yrnaya mceckn.Artasf ye sagfz ycikc gdrgcrcg dguec hfttfn. eg hi hear yze, s`c`g mcgemfr ratnai mfzfnea marcmard`ug crgecrsyeakf, "Coarfi d`ugecr, ia hzae syeakfifz," kakf. _a maifn mcndgck. Hzni ffiamcgt, hensakf.Pdi karstai sdirc ava gdcrcg hfttfn, ydekc `dguyec yea mcrknjctreydrun2 "Mai dgueunusavfydrun, mai dgueunu savfydrun."gf ye sdirc ciian ek. Dguec hfttffnka yfia cyiratnaifn mcndgck, hzearf ianefykf.fnkf mai cetnmfr ycikcyn. _a mu sctrecryczcrgai hzearfn ianef. ratnaifnf zeakfn.Ia nuteu mcic gf ratnaifnfi sceikc dic mu gftcmncrncci atna orsctimuekun.

Pavhfef ratnaifnNuczzaz Cgtdehc,mu gftcmsfza suincg mcic myg mfr nuteueug varfydr.

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ratnaifn maifn yfia mcndgc. Vfia hearag mcg yzna. Vfia marcmar crgsyeat mfza.Pfzfi savhf kdeu szearfifza va tcgkfr kdeu mcgecrizc jap fjtfyc`n deku7 diecri yarf mcgc.Gfnsa ratnai hfmf mcgcnydr, gfnsa ratnai hfmf savanfydr, sfzfi savhfifz mfr mcgc ratnaifn.

VCRC] JCGGFIKCKdci @`aedeu ae'fi Pfefoga gcscmcsikc kdnufeg va drtcdgue raifnfif murckc ycpntr. Pfefoga'ka dyeecrkc efsa denckffi efsa raifnfif Cigcrc va Grgecraef'ikagf ccmayearfifi yciikc tcncnecntr.

Kcjc sdirc stcimue ifvarsftasf Akamfyct Ocgetasf \sfgdedbf Men'ikai efscis kfpedncsyec nazui denuva Qifvarsfty do Feefidfs, @jcnpcfih-Qrmcic'kc kfe psfgdedbfsf ceciikc kdgtdrc ycpntr. [rgfya'ka stcimueifvarsftasf, Jc`attapa ifvarsftasf va Mdczff ifvarsftasf'ika ratfn hravefsf decrcg cenva mfr yeOuemrfhjt crctrnc mursuyec Qifvarsfty do @cefodrifc, Margaeay'ka mueuinutur.Kdci @`aedeu'iui uzncieg cecicehecnc, raina va kfe psfgdedbfsfkfr. [rga va ihfefz`a ycyiecriimfrduiu featffn gdiusuikc ycpntr7 mu ycyiecr cyitdpeunkc yatfnffisciecr crcsikcgf fefgfearfdekuu gckcr, ocrgetdpeun va getrearka yatfnfgffearfi featffn fefgfearfif ka gcpscr. Kdci @`aedeu@cefodrifc Ptcta Qifvarsfty, Oueear-tdi'kci anagef denutur. CMK'ka yccncsic rcnai gftcpecri[rgaycyiecncyc kavcn atnagtakfr. isci va Kcvrci(3663), Vaifkai isci iscic (3663) va fnfzkagfd`ug (366=) ckegftcpecr]anzf Gftcmavf, yf Ki Kdru Gcrcr _ar (3660), Vatfgfi d`ugecr (366;),fnfzkagf Mfz (366?) va Ciecneva @dgueu Mfr Vccn fi PC _CP3 (3666) ckegftcpecrkc Pfstan

Vcyi`eg tcrcoikci ycynecintr.

fikagfearPuiuvfikagfear vff[aaggr fxisz xf3. Crcy 3=. Qyci=10. Ifyat 1?;. Haea`af Vcrctncg :81. H 301?. Pdruneueug 3888. en Mfefi`f =38:. Kaffn =;16. Mftnanffear =6;3

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Vccikgc crecci, yg crtci mfr yccn ffika kaffna icse `ascrat akfefr4Mftnanffearf mftfrarag.Kdguzui`u menka sfzf mftnanffearea tcitrydruz.Mftnanffear mftnakai h`nz gczcicncyz7 fnkf va u cii tanmaeeffikai gurtuecncyz.riag nf fstfydrsuiuz4Diui`u menka kdi Buci scvcdencii he riagearfif varfydr.

Di mfrfi`f menka, gdiutugecrnzhzkai hafrfydruz.iszxfff

Crfo May gfnkfr4Crfo May, mu gftcptc maifnea gdiuci mfr sio ratnaif. D maif muenck, cseikc mai diu muekun. Qzuizcncikr ratnaieara uecncg, diecrec mfr kfycedh mcectncg haragsfinasf kuyuydrkun. Crfo May'f myea mfrcrcyi sdiu`u muekun.

Crfo May'fi yrafika sgitvcr. cmceydr. Ciecncg fstfydr, ycpncg fstfydr. Kastag muecnydr. _a yceiz.MczaiYmfeha`a, mczai cec`cg kara`aka mcsft sdruecr sdruydr. Ifya4 ig Crfo May dguru kiydr2 iazcnci gdiu gcrnc-gecp fpfi u`u gcydr hfmf hriydrsc sdru mcsfteafydr. Crfo May'fi mti cnc`sfzdguyu`uyc ycrkn`dencg. Diui ffi crc src tutcrsz hriamfefr7 coodec.Mu gftcp gfnfi ffi yczek4

'Ciecneva `dgueu mfr yccn' sz sfza mfr ay focka akfydrsc, d yika rainag, d yika kafnag, ayeanffika dencg fstfydrsciz, mu gftcp sfzfi ffi yczek.Kcjc i`agf gftcpecrnkc cgeckn, frkaeakffn gcvrcnecrmurckc yfiaeanakfn. ehfeaiai dguyu`u kfargcyicgecrkci muecmfefr kfya kikn.'Pai'va 'Pfz'

Crfo May'ea gdiuncecrnkc dic mczai 'sai' kfya jftcp akfydrun, mczai ka 'sfz'. Gftcptc 'sai' va 'sfz'gdiusuikc tutcrszeg hramfefrsfifz. Mu tutcrszehfkarnag zara gftcp zarfika cergai gftcmhzkaihafrfi crgckcecrnkci mfrf, Ctcnci Dicr, mu ocrgeei tasckoai dencki, d cikcgf kuyhusce kficnfgearf-fika kdce decrcg deutuuic kfggctfnf agtf. Gaikfia zh sy-eayffyea, "Cmf, jd`c mfrfia 'sai' kfydrsc,diui garcnatf vcrkr. Jd`c, 'sfz' kakff zcnci gdrg!" kfya cehecyimaefrttf, va mu ocrgeei gftcptcgcencsiiarkf. Mai ka yea ycptn.KcvatGftcmi sdiuikc sfza mfr kcvat vcr. Mu gftcp sfza mfr ciecn f-ocka attf fsa, ycy iavf va maifnea ki`aearfifzfgsc`c pcyecncizfstfydrun. Mu gftcmi nsvakkasfif dguyci mfrgc gffifi ki`aearfif gftcmi crgcsikc"Dgurecri Ki`aearf" mcecetikc muec`cgsiz.3

CrcyPanfiar sdircsmaif gcpkc ycgceck. Vzika jaya`ci, harhfiefg, nuteueug va gcyhmfrmfrfia gcrntscigf. Hz hza haekfg2 "Jd`cn, mfr sdrun vcrk, c`cmc mcic mfrgc kcgfgcizcyrcmfefr nfsfifz4" Hzearfnfzmfrmfrfif cieck, diecr ciectgtci sdirc fstagear haiaeefgea deuneu ycitecir. Mai ka yea ycptn."Mfrgc kcgfgc cyrcmfefrfn." Hzearfnfz mfrmfrfia hek. D-iui hzika mfr s`cgeg, mfr crcy, mfr zean vcrk."Mai ratnaifn. ratnaiefa ficiydrun7 cnc, nutsuzun. Pfzfi tn gftcpecrizdgukun. Pfzfieagdiuncg fstfydrun."-Ckiz4-Ckn Crfo aoaikfn. Crfo Dgurar. Kakffn hfmf sio ratnaifyfn. ratnaieff fstakffn ffi satfn. Cnc,

fnkf ratnaieff satffn ffi gaikfnf mfrcz cptce jfssakfydrun. Gcymdenuhfmfyfn. _a'iakai cptcejfssattffnf, iakai gcymdenujfssattffnf ka tcn mfenfydrun.Mu gckcr gastfrnakai va ycei mfr kfeea ciecn crcyiciectmaif atgfeanftf. Gcrnkc, yccnciecnszecnckci ycgcecncg fstayai, cmcecyci, cnc iayf icse ycpc`cipag mfeanayai mfrfifhrydrkun.-Crfo May, mu mfrgc kcgfgc ffika gdiuuec`cg gdiu nu4-Kdci May, sfza uecncg zdr7 mu maifn tag orsctn. Pfza nagtup yczkn cnc `avcp cecnckn. Mfrgckcgfgc ffi mfea desc gdiuncg fstarkfn. D gckcr muicenc hfrkfn gf, mtanf zdrecycrcg psfgdedhc hfttfn,cnc pag ycrcrecicnckn.-Cieydrun. Gdiuncnz haragtffif hrydrun.-Avat.-Cnc, mfrgc kcgfgckci kcjc uzui zcncic haragsfinanfz vcr.

-Pfz ia zcnci karsaifz mai fstakffifz yara haefrfn.= Ciecneva @dgueu Mfr Vccn fi PC_CF

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-Vcri @uncrtasf. Vcri eakai sdirc scct fgfka Gcmctc'tcgf Kaifz Dtdms sgaeasf'ifi yciikcgf cymcjasfika mueucen n4-Mai sgkcr'kci haea`afn, mcic uyhui.-Deku. Vcri scct fgfka mueuncg zara.Hensayarag aefnf sgt. Jaya`cieyk. Vzi nuteu mfr f-ocka gcpecnt. Diu kcjc ycgikci tcincgfstakffnfi ocrgic vcrkn.

Crcyffika deci fiscic pag gdecy rcstecnydrun tdpeununuzkc. Maifnea gdiuncg fstayai fisciecridu cseikc mfr mcgcsiicse kaftframfea`agearfif sdruydrecr2"Gd`cn maifnea featffn gurnuydr. Pfzfi gftcpecrizdguncsisyeakfn, diecrkc dgunuydr. Iaycpnceyn4""Ciian va mcmcn sragef mfrmfrearfyea gcvhc akfydrecr. Diecri gcvhc atnanasf ffi ia ycpcmfefrfn4""d`uunuzui ratnaif, rai`fearfif czcreydr. Csg surctemfrf. Kcjc fyf mfr ratnai dencsffi dic iasyeanaefyfn4 C`cmc ratnaif kaftfrnaef nfyfn4""Gcrni ciiasf muriuiu mfzfn jar ffnfza sdguydr. Gcrn muikci rcjctsz kafe, cnc mai rcjctszn. Iaycpcyn, icse jcragat a-kayfn ka mfzfn gcyivcefkaifi ffnfza gcrncsiieayayfn4"[cmff, ai sg sdrueci, "Mu naneagatfi fisciiicse kaftfra`afz, icse ckcn aka`afz, jd`cn4" sdrusudeuydr.

Crfo ratnai, mfr mcgcsikaftfrnag ffi sdru sdrnck. Cseikc mcic sdru sdrnck. Vccnii

ciecnszectii ocrgic vcrki, mu mdeuui ffika gvrcikisyeakf. Mfr crcy'ffika dekuuiupcyect.Crfo ratnaif savkfn. Crcyffika deci fisci maifn ffi kaarefkfr. Mu fisci mfr ratnai fsa d zcncihznka kaarf mfr gct kcjc crtcr. Dic zcnci cyrncyc gcrcr varkfn. Vcri mueuc`cnzkikga maika jaya`cieciydrun.*#*@uncrtasf hi eakai sdirc scct mfr muugtc avkai gtn, Cgyde'kci Oikge'yc kdru ccyc yryaragfikfn, gakagf

Crcysfhdrtc frgatfifi haiae nkreg mficsii iikagf gecrkci gcryc hatfn. Vzn kaifza kigyrrgai scnkc mfr `cnf, inka mfr pcrg va pcrgi janai ffika mfr d`ug mcjasf yar ceydr. Grg kggscei`cgecr, yafea mdycin, dturc`cg yarearf grg mcigecrvcr mu pcrgi. Mcigecr grg dencsic rcnai yfiaka fisciecr dturuydr zarfika. Cicmcmcecr d`ugecrisceeydr7 mczd`ugecr gcykrcc trnciydr7 guecryarearka yfya`ag gritsc-rydr. Dekugc guvvatef mfr asfitf gnva mu asfitf scigf hrinaz mfr ae hfmfyarkagf gt pcrcecri, pecstfg tdrmcecrjcvcecikrp iia gctydr va hrinaz sfjfref ae pcrgtcgf tnpearf jcragata hafrfydr.Guvvatef asfitf yara ctenmdmfr jcnmurhar tdrmcsisrgeanaya mceck. Krt ycecrikc mfr gz d`uutdrmcii crgcsikci gdtu, diu ycgceckva gaikfsfif hzearfyea tcgfp akai, nujtanaeai gaikfsfikai mfr ycmyg ccmayfia, "Mcg, N`Kdiceks tdrmcs, mai muekun," kfyarag vhyea aefikagf gt tdrmcyhstarkf.

Ccmayf muiuiec haragtai fehfeaikf7 zarf rasfnef, pcrecg raigef, myg yczecrdeci, hz ce`mfr tdrmc dekuuffi gzc hptc fea mcgt. Gg gz ccmayfikai kcjc he kurunkc dencgtci naniui, zcoar gczcinmfrakcyec, aefika tdrmc, dic mcgydrku. [drmcyec mfr ayear ycpncsharagtffif kiydr, cnc ia ycpc`cimfenfydrku. _a ccmayfifi tagefoearfia cg dekuu jar jcefikai maeefykf.Gcjvaya Crfo May'kai i`a haenftfn. Mdcz'c ycgi mfr ncscyc dturkun. Crfo May'f hri`a hensayaragcycc gcegtn7 ae sgtg.

Crfo ratnai dtuz ycecrikc, cg raig sceyk7 jcttc gdyu sceecri mde dekuu eganfzka dic scri mfeakaiamfefrkf. Myscecrii raihfikaykf2 fi`a, mcgneva gfmcrk. Aefikagf gftcmncscnzi zarfia mrcgt.Vdekc haai zcnciigftcp dguycrcg kaareaikfrnfdenceyk.Dturkugtci janai sdirc sarvfs ycpci hai haekf va jfmfr ay syeanakai yea`a yznza mcgt7 yzfockasf va kuruuyec maeef gf sfpcrffnfzf magefydrku. gf cy syeakfg. Crfo ratnaifi, "Pfzfi jecnur fa`afifzfsciydrkun," szearf zarfia fgfnfz ka h-ensakfg.; Ciecneva @dgueu Mfr Vccn fi PC_CFKaifz dtdms fsgaeasf tcn gcrnzkcyk. sgaeaya haeai jar kaifz dtdmsikai yzear`a fisci fifydr, mfrgckcgfgc sdirc, fsgaeaka mageayai yde`uecr fiai yde`uecri yarfif cencg zara hanfya mfifydrecr va hanf gsc mfrcidistci sdirc jcragat akfydrku.Hiaef mfr hik. Dturkuunuz ncscii ycrshiataykf. Mai hehaef gsnc dturnutun. Gasna agarearpecstfg gutuecr f-fika rtsz ncscecri stia gdinutu. Mfrgc gt paata rzhri atgfsfyea yarearka

uuuydrku. ]zhr mfrcz guvvatef asfi`a gt paataear kaifza srgeaifydrku. Kcjc i`a ka mu pcrgtcgftcp dgurgai kfggctfnf agnftf7 fisciecr, fgdectc agareana hfmf yfya`agearfi cnmcecbecrictgecrikc

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gtecrincscecrii zarfia mrcgydrecr va rzhr mu kgitearf cep kaifza scvuruydrku. Mu kurungfnsaifi unuruikc kafekf.

Crfo ratnai kaifza kdru srgeaiai mfr gt paatayf cek, ncscii zarfikagf gftcmii cetic sgtrk.Crfo ratnaia ffn yaifkai sik7 diu savnftfn.[ciydruz"Avat, Crfo May, mfrgc kcgfgc gdiuncg fstfydrkuiuz," kfya sza mceckn. "fnkf mfrgc kcgfgckci kcjc dg

zcncinz vcr. Pfzfiea scct krka gckcr gcecmfefrfn. gf scct zcncinz vcr." D kc, mfr ci i`a gdiuncycmcecncg fstar hfmf janai yciteck2-Kdci May, mcic cyrkiz mu zcnci ffi taaggr akarfn. Pfzfiea mu gckcr sra gdiucmfea`afnf jcycekcjf atnfydrkun. dg nuteuyun. Pfzfiea gdiucmfenanfi maifn ffi ciecnmyg.-ratnai dekuuiuzu, ratnaiefa ficikiz, cnc nutsuz dekuuiuzu syeanftfifz.-Avat. ratnaieff fstakffn ffi satfn. Cnc, fnkf ratnaieff sanagea cptceeg ycptnkinayamceckn. Gcymdenuhfmfyfn. Iakai cptce jfssattffnf, iakai gcymdenujfssattffnf ka pag mfenfydrun.-Iaraefsfifz4 -Asgfajfr'efyfn. -Aftfnfifzf iaraka ycptiz4

Crcy-Asgfajfr'ka efsayf mftfrkfn. Aha ifvarsftasf'ika ygsag tcjsfefnf ycptn.-Gc yeeg ratnaisfifz4-Mafi`f yeikcyn.

-Ia zcncikci marf cptceeg ycptizkinaya mceckiz4- ye i`a myea kinaya mceckn, sdi fgf yekr mu kuyhu hfttfga crtt.-Ia deku, Crfo May4 Jarjceka kurup kururgai cptceeg ycptn kfya kinakfifz7 mczdecyecr, hzeanear,ki`aear sfzf mu kuyhuyc htrndence.-Avat. yea deku.-"yea deku" kanagea ia gcstattffifzf mfrcz ccr nsiz4cyecr haekf. gfnfz ka mfrar agar cttg, gcrtrkg7 mfrar yukun cekg. D `vekcyci hzear, kurhuiect, mfrcrc kcek7 sdirc yaifkai `ciecik, mcic mcgt, hensakf7 hensanasfika jcofo mfr utcihceg vcrk.

Ciectc`cgecrii maaifenayfp ycrhecic`cgugusu ffika, gcyhyec ffif agtf. Hz hza haekfg, utcihc mfrhensanayea gdiuncyc mceck2-Ciian va mcmcn maifn ratnai dencnfstanakfear. eatna`fefg, mfehfscycr njaikfseff, aeagtrdifgnjaikfseff hfmf pfycsckc tceap akfeai naseagearkai mfrfif sananf fstanfearkf. Mai ratnai dencgtc srcrattfn.-Iakai4-Pfzfi gftcpecrizdgukuun zcnci uiu hrkn2 [dpeununuzkc cicmcmceg gdiusuikc ianef cgscgegecrvcr. Mu cgscgegecri myg mfr gsnratnaiear tcrcoikci hfkarfeamfefr kfya kikn.-Cicmcmcecri agsfgefgearfifi mfr gsnimaegf mfr kara`a hfkaramfefrsfifz, kfya kikiz.-Avat, Kdci May.-Cnc, uncrn uiui mfefi`fikasfifzkfr7 cicmcmcecri avka d`ugecric varkfgearf aftfn, mfrdg yikaidguekcgfikai ocrgefarfg va gcpscndeuturur. Vcif, sfz jfmfr zcnci rai`fearfi cicsva mcmcsyarfiahaanazsfifz. Ia vcr gf, d`ugecri scegehaeffnf? Ciecneva @dgueu Mfr Vccn fi PC_CFyiikai ianef gctgecrkc mueuicmfefr, kaaref jfznatear suicmfefrsfifz.-Kdci May, zaeefgea fegratfn mcic ciecnemfr jfznat decicdecrcg hzgnt.-fnkf jfznat decicdecrcg hzgnydr nu4

-Jcyr, crtg yea kinydrun.-Iffi4-Jar aykai i`a mczratnaiearfi yea kinakffif hrkn. Maifn feg naseag cyecrnkc avgfnf,jaya`cin, `dgunu ai dg yckrhcyciecr dgueunkcgf mczta`rmaef ratnaiear deku. Mai ratnaiefamyg mfr jfznat decickfya mcgcrgai diecr ratnaiefa, "crasfzefgtai ycpeci mfr naseag" decrcgmcgydrecrk.-Naseaa iakai yea mcgtgecridiecrc sdrkuiuz nu4-Pdrncz deur nuyun, sdrkun tcmff. Mfzfn tdpeunkc aftfnfi, mfehfifi mfr kaarf dencki, ratnaifici`cg ecotc kaaref dekuuiu, cseikc ratnaieara ia cicmcmcecri, ia tdpeunui, ia ka kaveatfi kaarvarkffif syeakfear. Dgueecri kurunu, yiatfn tcrz, varfeai ncc, yiatf`fearfi ratnaiearea fefgfsfifisarteff va "avat aoaikfn`fefg," cicmcmcecri d`ugecrii haeffnfia hstarkff kuycrszeg, diecri avgfifgrn.

"fnkf diecr 'hafn ffi ratnaiefg' ycpydrecr. 'Haeffn f-fi ratnaiefg' jcycekai fmcrat kfydrecr. 'Avefkafegai, cfea ha-fikfrnazgai, vayc rai`fygai fisci rcjct rcjct jcyce gurcmfefydr, cnc, cfea gurup haragyccni ffia hfrfi`a, jcyceearfi scka`a jcyce dekuuiu ciecyc`cn,' syeydrecr,"

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Kurku7 mfr sra kik, kcjc sdirc gdiuncyc kavcn attf2-_a, 'jcyce ffika mfr nr hafranaya`afnf, maifn ka ifjcyat haraf ciecyc`cn,' maefrtfydrecr. Hcefmcmai ka ciecncyc mceckn.-Cnc, yea cieceydr gf, mu haraf ciecncyc mcecnciz sfzf pag nuteu atnfydr.-Jcyr! Nuteu atnfydr! Mfr gara muiui mfzfn harafnfz dekuuiu gcmue atnag maifn ffi zdr. gfi`fsf, aarmu mfzfn tdpeunui haraf fsa, mu harag ffika ratnaiefg naseafif sanan

Crcyjcgfgctai cptceeg. Muiu hrananag ka myg mfr scokfeefg. Mu gckcr aicyf dekuunu gcmue atnagta kazdreciydrun. Pzi gscsmarmct mfr kurunkcyn.-Cieydrun.-Muiu kuykuunc savfikfn7 ig mai crtg gaikfnf ciecnydrun.-Crfo ratnaifn, sfza Crfo May yarfia, Crfo ratnaifn kanag haekf ffnkai, fzfi varfr nfsfifz4- Vcif ratnaieff gcmue atnanf nf fstfydrsuiuz4-star gcmue akfi, fstar gcmue atnayfi. Maifn unurunkc deci d kafe. Maifn ian varkffn, maifnunurunkc deci, sfzfi feg mctc ratnaiefa mcgtcrzizkcgf ifyatfifz, ndtfvcsydiuiuz. Mu ifyatea sfz"haeffn ffi ratnai" dencyc jcg gczcinsiz. Mcgcsia karsa kasfi, sfz mfr ratnaisfifz.-\agf, gaikfnf ifya cptce jfssakfydrun4 Gcocn ifya gcrg4-Myg rasnf, haifaravayf fzanakffifz ffi. "Hafn f-fi ratnaieffi" ycpekmfr mcecn ffika

"haeffn ffi ratnaieff" ydrunecncyc ceydrsuiuz. "Haeffn ffi ratnaiefg" mcnmcgc mfr yccnoaesaoasf. Myea mfr yccn oaesaoasfifi sirecrffika sfz Crfo ratnaisfifz. _a Crfo ratnaiea tcitn ffigaikfnf cisejfssakfydrun.-Pcdeui Jd`cn.-Mu yccn oaesaoasf maefrhfieatfga, mu yccn oaesaoasfifi tanaeearf ctekgc, iakai myea kikn sfzka ciecncyc mcecyc`cgsiz. Cnc, fzfi varfi mfr hzean ycpcyn murckc7 sanfiarkai sdirc maifn mfrgckcgfgcnfstakffifzka sfza, "Crfo May, mu mfrgc kcgfgc ffika gdiuuec`cg gdiu nu4" kfya sdrnutun.Qncrn gdiuiui mfrgc kcgfgc ffika gdiuuec`cg mfr gdiu denckifnkf hrydrsuiuzkur.-Avat, hrydrun. Cnc, jarjceka sfzkai scctear fstayanazkfn.-[cmff, jcgesiz. Haifgcpscnemfr atgfeafn, mfr sdjmat f-fika mu gdiuyu aea cecen fstfydrun. Ia karsfifz4-Mai sava sava scctearfnf varfrfn. Cnc, sfza yg dencg, sfzfi kaaref zcnciizcencg fstanan7 muiuitakfrhfieff ffikayfn.: Ciecneva @dgueu Mfr Vccn fi PC_CF-Crfo ratnaifn, mu sdjmatfi ycrctc`cyde`ueug, maifn ffi ka ciecne. Pfzfi haeffnfifz gckcr, musdjmatta maifn haeffnfn ka sz gdiusu dec`cg. Mcic yea haefydr gf, fgfnfz ka ratnaifz. gfnfz ka crcyffikayfz. _a ratnai dencg fstayffnfzfi tanaefika mfzfn d`ugecrnz vcr7 diecrc uecncg, diecridecmfekffi`a haefnaearf, decmfekffi`a nuteu mfr yccn deuturncecrvcr.-\agf Jd`cn, iarakai mcecycen4-fnkf va murckci mcecycen4-Vcif icse4 Ciecycnckn.-fnkf va murckc deup mftaikai.-fnkf va murckc maifn gcocni gcrgeikci, gaikfnf cptce jfssakffnkai sz akarag mceckg.-Avat, dikci mcecycen.-Pfz, "Crfo ratnaifn" kfyarag maif diurecikrkizkci marf, asgfsf gckcr gaikfnf cptce, sco, aicyfjfssatnfydrun.

-\agf, mu hzean scic ia kfydr4-Gaikfnf asgfsf gckcr cptce jfssatnayffn nf4-Avat.-Kanag gf kikn gckcr cptce kafenffn, kfydrun gaikfna.-Iffi4-ig, sfza, sfzfi ki`aifza kaar varfydrun, scyhkuyuydrun.-Iffi4-ratfn yasfsfifz. dg scykc mfefnsae crctrncecriz vcr. Gftcpecriz ycyiecikva dguyu`uecrimaaifsfif gczcinkurunkc. Pfzf mfrgc gaz taeavfzydikc maaifyea fzeakfn. Pfz mu tdpeun ffi kaaref mfrfiscisiz. _a myea mfr fiscii mcic kaar varnasf, maifn ka gaikfnf kaaref hrnana yde cydr.-Crfo ratnaifn, ratnaieff jfznat decicffi satffifzf syeanftfifz.-Avat.

-"fnkf jfznat decicdecrcg hzgnydr nu4" kfya sdrnutun. D zcnci7 "Jcyr, crtg yeakinydrun," kanftfifz.Crcy

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33"Iffi4" kfya sdrkuunkc, "Jar aykai i`a rati 4 *"kinakffif hrkn" kfya mcecyci mfr cgecrn "Jar aykai i`a" kfya mcecnciz kfggctfnf agtf. Pfzfefgfifzf atgfeayai ratnaiearfi kikc mcgc gffear, kc atgaiear deku nu4-Avat, deku. ifvarsftaka dgurgai dekugc ycgi fefgf gurkuun, maaikffn mfr gz crgckcn, ratnaidencgtc srcr attffn ffi maifnea aveainag fstanakf, fnkf mfr aeagtrdifg njaikfsfyea avef.

-Dekugc haeaiagsae ki`a ffika sgp gcenmfr gz crgckciz vcrn. ratnai dencg fstakffifz ffisfzf tcgkfr aka`ag mfrdg cyki hai mcyci dekuuikci anfifn. Jarjceka, jaiz diecrkci mfrfyea tcincdecicmuecncnsiz.-Jaiz yea mfr fngi muecnckn. \ag crcyffia hfrkfn ka kaianaz. gf ye i`a gfrceg av crcrgai, mfr avscjfmf, ratnai yarfia avfif tf`cratea urcci mfr mcgcsic varnayf yaeakf. Gaikfsfyea gdiutuun zcnci,"Pfz ratnaisfifz, gfrcyvarnagta zdrecicmfefrsfifz!" kfya yzna gcyhsicgc syeanagtai agfinakf.Gaikf ciian va mcmcn, yataiagearfna uyhui mfr naseag sanakffn ffi maif je aeatfrfrear. Efsakagfcrgckcecrn, maifnea cecy akarear, "dg scosi eci sai. Nfeeat gaikf gcrpafika `amfif kdekuruydrgai, saidiecri ecoic gcicrcg, naneagat d`ugecric gaikfif ckcnsi. Mu gcocyec saifi muriui kcjc dddgsrter. Gaikfif kinydrsui, cnc, mfe gf fearka diecr saifi d`ugecrikinaya`ag," kfydrecr.-Crfo ratnaifn, fzfi var mfr ncizcrc fzayfn. Mu ncizcrc ffika gaikfifzf ics e jfssattffifzf mcicsyeanaifzf fstaya`afn.

_crscycen gf"Ncizcrc u2 Ocrzakfi gf cfeaearfi d`ugecriyccnc tcn jczrecncki, diecrhaeftfrnakffif gcnu,nakyc, jgnat ciecnkurunkc. Mfz mfefydruz gf, mu agsfgeff hfkarnaifi ai fyf ydeu cicmcmcecraftaragdiecratgfef, haeftfrai cicmcmcecr jcefia hatfrnag. Cnc muiu ycpncg h7 myg peciecnc, drhcifzcsydi,tcgfp, aftfn strctabfsf va ai ianefsf, uzui zcnci fstar. D iakaiea, ocr-zakaefn gf, d`ugecr i cfeakamuecnckaftfnf, haeffnf, yccnch Ciecneva @dgueu Mfr Vccn fi PC_CF.czrecncydguekc ratnaiearfi ycpcmfea`afif ciecyci mfr tdpeunec, mfr yiatfnea gcrgcrycyz."_crscycen gf, mu ciecyjar yarka ycyhi2 zaeefgea, ratnaiear crcsikc. ratnaiear gaikfearfiatdpeunui ai kaaref aeanciecrdecrcg mcgydrecr va 'mfz mu tdpeunuiui haea`afifi nfncrecryz,' kfydrecr."ratnaiefa myg mfr jfznat decickfya mcgcrcg ratnai dekuuiuz ffi naseagtcecriz sfzfguteuydrecr. Mfr fiscii yccnii muikci kcjc ciecnedecncyc`ci, pcrcspag fyf dencsc kcjf, aikdyuru`u, ai ciecne, ai `dgueu naseagearkai mfrfif satffifz ffi sfzf vydrecr. ifvarsftakagf gzcrgckciz, ratnai dekuuiuz ffi sfzf tcgkfr akfydr va jcyrcieg kuyuydr. Ciiaifz va mcmciz, 'Deun,sai kcjc dg pcrc gczcic`cg naseagear saamfefrkfi cnc, jfmfr naseag, ratnaiefg gckcr ciecnevakdyuru`u decnczk. Paif gutecrz,' kfydrecr. Efsa crgckcecri, 'Crfo saifiea hurur kuyuydruz. fnfzka aiciecnenaseaf sai satfi. \crc ianef cnc, ciecnemfr jfznat ycpti kuyhusu kcjc kc -ianef. Paiftcgkfr akfydruz,' kfydrecr."Mai gdiuncnsrkrrgai Crfo ratnai hensayarag -iia mcgydrku.-Ia kanag fstakffifzf cieydrun, Kdci May.

-Mai yfia ka sfza sdrc`cn sdruyu sdrcyn. Ocrz atnfdekuunuz mu drtcnkc kc, yfia sfzfi cgeiz gcrr,ratnai dencyc gcrcr varkffifz ffi gaikfifzf cptce, scokfe jfssakar nfykfifz4-Pcirn jfssatnazkfn. Kanag gf, gaikf naseafnf kaaref hrp hrnaya`afna gcrcr varfrgai mai,mcgcecrii tapgfsfif, kaareaikfrnasfif ascs ceydrun.

-Mu 'mcgcs' gctahdrfsfia mai ka hfrfydrun.-Ciecycnckn, Jd`cn.-Pfzf, 'Crfo ratnaifn' kfyarag diurecikrknkci marf, asgfsf gckcr gaikfifzf cptce, sco, aicyfjfssatnakffifzf syeanftfifz. ig, mcic, maifn ki`ana kaar varkffifzf, scyhkuykuuiuzusyeanftfifz. 'Iffi4' kfya sdrkuunkc, ratfn yasf dekuunu, mfefnsae crctrncecrni dekuuiu,gftcpecrni ycyieciki, vm. ayear syeanftfifz. _a 'Myea mfr fiscii mcic

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kaar varnasf, maifn ka gaikfnf kaaref hrnana yde cydr,' kanftfifz.-fnkf cieckn.Pustu. Qzui sra susgui gcekg.

Gcrkci, maycz gcsgatef, yatnfycecrikc mfr ckcn, mcrte gaikfsfikai mfrcz kcjc hai hstaraicetnycecrikc hzege mfr gckii gdeuic hfrnf, mfrefgta pcrg tcrcoikci gcjvaya kdru ccecricrcsikci ycvcycvcyrydrecrk. Vceckcn `agatfifi ffia maycz uzui gdeeu mfr hneag, gatai pcitdedi,

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gatai cycggcm, gcki fsa uzui mfr pcetd hfynftf. Diecrfzeargai gcocnkc mfr saicryd `ciecik2 Ckcn mfrmrdgrct denceykva dtdrfta gurkuu mfr cenc drtcnikc gdrgueci, scyhkuyueci mfr gfnsa hfmfkcvrciencyc cent. fnkf, pag iansanakff, zcyo hrk gckii gdeuic ycsecincg zdruikcyk.Hafrkff oaetai sdirc crtg gaikf mcic rcjct yryanfydrku.Hcrsdiu crckhzearfn va hz nascbnceci ocrgemfr hcrsdi haekf mu gaz. Dtuz ycecrikc, gre sce, `fkkfhrie, scegemfrfykf. i hrf, gdeecrva crgcssfycj raigta, ikai knaef, u-zui gdeeu mfr hneag

hfynftf. Mde, fi`a gataikai mfr pcitdediu vcrk, pcitdediuiui crgc `apearf mfr ayearea kdekuruenuhfmffgfikf. Mfr iasgcoa va su fstakfn. Crfo May yfia cy tar`fj attf. Hcrsdi, "Pte n desui4" kfya sdrcrgai "sfzmurcii yaifsfsfifz hcefmc," kar hfmf mcgydrku. Pcyhemfr tcvrec ycinzkci cyrek.

Crfo May, "Muiu ctnsciydrkun," kfyarag gdiuncyc mceckva kavcn attf2 "Cnc drtcni haragearfycvcycvcmaif atgfsf cetic cek, jarjceka."-Kcjc i`a syeakffnf yaifkai syeaya`afn. Myg rasnf, haifaravayf fzanakffi ffi, "drtcniharagearf" saifi haragearfi jcefia haefydr. "Hafn ffi ratnaieffi" ycpekmfr mcecn ffika "haeffnffi ratnaieff" ydrunecncyc ceydrsui. Jcemugf, "haeffn ffi ratnaiefg" mcnmcgc mfr yccnoaesaoasf.Hcrsdi fstakfgearfnfzf hatfrnftf. Prctea gcjva va cyncscnzc mrcgt. "Cofyat desui," kakf va uzcgect.

Crfo May cyic mfr agar ctp gcrtrrgai, mai ka gcjvankai mfr yukun cekn.3=

Ciecneva @dgueu Mfr Vccn ffi PC_CFCiecn Crcy-Crfo May, mfrcz ciecn crcyikci sz atnag fstfydrun7 ig d sra`fi tcn ffikasfifz.-Avat, mai ka yea hrydrun. -Pcirn psfgdedhc hfkffifzfi ka tanaefika mu vcr. -Jcgesiz. Cnc, zearagsyeayayfn, mu gdiukc maifn hfttffn psfgdedh, mcic pag ycrkn`decnck.-Maegf ka gaikfsfifi ciecn crcyic ycrkn`decncyci mfr psfgdedhc hfttfifz.-Mfenfydrun, maegf ka. Mcic pag ciecn focka atnayai gcepecinszear syeakf2 "Gcocizdg tcgydrsuiuz7mfrcz gceaikar deui7 mcgcecrii szearfia d gckcr ian varnayfi7 fisciecr jcycttc unkugecr yec kafe,muekugecryec yatfinaef" hfmf. Muiecrgaikfna mai ka syeayamfefrkfn. Kcjc kdrusu sdgcgtcgf mfrfyeagdiuscn kc muic maizar ayearf mcic syeayamfefrkf.-[rgfya'ka jaiz gfnfi gefifg psfgdedh decrcg cecmfea`afif maefreayai ycscecr deuncnkurunkc. Diakaiea, gaikfia psfgdedh kfyai jargasa yatgfi psfgdedh decrcg mcgncncg haragfr. Mfr i crctrnc ycpcrcg,psfgdedhui ia hfmf mfr aftfnsae va naseagsae jczregtci hatffif rainag haragfr.-Mfr crgckcni tcikdekuu ffi d psfgdedhc hftnftfn. Vatgfieff gdiusuikc jfmfr ofgrfn ydgtu.Gcjvankai mfr yukun kcjc cekn-Ciecn crcyikc feg ckn, grftfg va `ci ce`sdruecrsdrcmfenagtfr. Mu sdruecrgff gaikfia sdrcmfefr, yc kcmfr mcgcssdrcrcg diui kinasfif scecycmfefr. -Ia hfmf sdruecr4-Mcsft sdruecr. d`ugecri ncsunfyatf ffika sdrkugecrtrkai sdruecr.-riafi4-riafi, "Mai gfnfn4" sdrusu hfmf.

Crfo May, scigf gcrsikc gg mfr d`ug vcrnkc dic mu sdruyu sdruydrnuhfmf kurku7 mfr sra kikva kcjc sdirc,

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feg ckn, grftfg va`ci cUU`U sdruecisdrcmfenagtfr. gfi`fckn fsa, sdruecriyciticrcncgtr."-Ciecn crcyikc feg ckn grftfg sdruecr sdrcmfenagtfr kakfifz7 pagf fgfi`f ckn ia4-D sdruecri yciticrcncg.-Mai gaikfna jcihf sdruecrsdrc`cnmfeanakffn ffi diecri `avcmikc crcycnydrun, jarjceka.-Mai`a sfz, jcihf sdruecrsdrc`cizmfenakai, sdrcnckiz sdruecri `avcpecricrydrsuiuz. -Icse ycif4-fika mueuikuuiuz ruj jcefifi ocrgikcsiz7 gaikfifzf cptcei mfrf decrcg hrydr, nutsuz jfssakfydrsuiuz,yciemfr safn ycptizkiydrsuiuz.-Avat, kdru.

-Iakai myea jfssattffifzf ciecncg fstfydrsuiuz7 va kcjc sdirc, tcmff mu kuyhuecrkci gurtuencgfstfydrsuiuz.-Cnc sfza hra, jcihf sdruecrsdrc`cnmfenfydrun.

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-Ai ianef ckn, grftfg sdruyu sdrcmfenag va sfz jaiz d gfrftfg sdruyu sdrnukafesfifz.-Pdruecri mcsft dekuuikci, muiecri d`ug ncsunfyatf ffika sdruencsharagtffikai sz attfifz. riafi,"Mai gfnfn4" hfmf.-Haragtai yea. Gg d`ugecrc mu sdruyu sdrcrsciz diecr `avcmjanai mfefrear2 Gfnfsf '"Mai mcmcnideuyun," kar, gfnfsf "Mai ciianfi deuyun," kar7 avrasfika ai he, ai hvaifefr, ai ycgi hrkgearfgffyea fehf gurcrcg mu sdruyc `avcp varfrear. d`uui yccnikc he gff "mcmc" fsa "Mcmcni deuyun,"

"ciia" fsa "Ciianfi deuyun" kar. "Mai mcmcni va ciianfi deuyun" kfyai d`ug ciia va mcmcsii jarfgfsfif ka he va ycgi hrnagtakfr.-Mykga ia ycpcrecr4-Mykga gffifi sdsyce mdyutecrgcrncgecsi "Mai gfnfn4" sdrusuic jcihf sdsyce mcecn ffika ycitvara`agsa, d mcecnc uyhui ycit mueur.-Pdsyce mcecnkci iayf gcstattffifzf pag ciecycnckn, Kdci May43; Ciecneva @dgueu Mfr Vccn ffi PC_CF-Jcihf sdsyce kurunkc, gfnearea fgai, jcihf gdiu gdiuueurgai, iaraka hfmf mdyutecrgcstakfydrun.riafi, mfr "mcmc," d`uuiui dgueuikc kfar cicmcmcecrec marcmargai, mfrf haesa va "Mayaoaikf, sfzgfnsfifz4" kfya sdrsc, scirn jf kinakai, "Aoaikfn mai Nustcoc'ii mcmcsyn" kfya `avcp varfr.ig sdsyce mcecn cicmcmcecri mueuincsiharagtfrai mfr yar. Cyigff, "Pfz gfnsfifz4" sdrusuic, ffikamueuikuu mcecnc hra, "Eanci Jcin'fi gd`csyn," "Kdgtdrun," "Pfzfi gdnuiuzun," "Jsi May'fi

myg deuyun," va maizarf trikai `avcpecr kc varamfefr.-fika mueuikuu sdsyce kurunc hra mu gff "[rgn," vayc "Aejcnkefeecj Nsencin" kfya ka `avcpvaramfefr7 yea kafe nf4-Avat, kdru.-\agf cnc, mu sdruyc vara`afn `avcmzctai sfz mcic syeakfifz. "Pai gfnsfi4" kfya mcic sdrcrsciz, sfzfieahaeftfrkffn f-efgf mcecnffika "mai Crfo ratnaifn" kfya `avcp varnan haragfydr.-Mu idgtckc mai sdru sdrncyc kavcn akayfn, sfz ka mti ftaieffifzea `avcp varnaya cei. -fnkf nf4 -Avat, fnkf! -\agf!-ratnaieffifzfi tasfika sfz gfnsfifz4 -Krst, cegci, fyf ifyatef, fisciecrsavai, jfznat atnaya cecimfr fiscin.-Krst, cegci va kfar zaeefgearf deci mfr fisci dencii tasfika sfz gfnsfifz4

Crfo May `avcp varnakai mfr sra kik, hzearfif gst, `cnkci kcrmcgt. "isci dencii tasfika maigfnfn," kfya gaikf gaikfia nrekcicrcg sdruyu tagrcr attf. Kcjc sdirc mcic mcgt , "Mfenfydrun," kakf"cgenc mfr `avcp haenfydr." Mfrmfrfnfza mcgtg va hekg.-Pdru mcsft hriydr feg mctc, cnc, mfrcz kafi`a d gckcr gdecy denckdrtcyc gydr, kafe nf4

Crcy31-Avat haragtai ka yea. Maifn hfmf aftfn hrnmfrfia mu mcsft sdru mu gckcr zdr haefydr fsa, sdgcgtcgfsrckci fiscic jarjceka kcjc zdr haefr.F-Diecr mu sdruyu sdrnc cisic jf scjfp kafeear. fika yatftfgearf sdsyce drtcn diecrc sragef jcihfmcecnkc ia dekugecrijctrectydr. fika yatftff getrae va sdsyce mcecnecri tasfika gfn dekugecrisdrhuecyciecri scyscz, jan ka dg czkr.Pdruiecri japsfifitanaefika mfr oaesaof mdyut

yctncgtckr. 30u oaesaofmdyutu cg safg drtcycgdynckgc sdruiecrza`ag h`a va yatarefefajfmfr zcnciueccnczsiz.-Mu sdruyu gfnear sdrnu4-Mu sdruyu sdrcmfenfva sdrncyc, kanaya kavcn akamfenfdeciecri du kirear, ofedzdoecr.-\agf diecr ia hfmf mfr `avcp muenuecr4-Ofedzdoecr mfrmfrearfikai ocrge`avcpecr muenuecr va mu iakaiea ka, ocrgeoaesaoaear haeftfrnfear.-Ocrgeoaesaoaearfi haefnasfia yde ctic hra mu sdru ofedzdoecr ffi ka tanae mfr sdru dence.-Ndkari oaesaoaka mu gdiuyc ditdedbf ckivarfydrecr. "Ditd" Ectfi`a "vcreg" ciecnic haefydr, mfekffifz hfmf

"edbf" ka "fi`aeana ceci-mfefn-gurcn-kdgtrfi" ciecnic haeamfefydr. Ditdedbf gaefnasfif "vcrefi`aeana ceci,vcreg gurcn, vcreg mfefnf" d-ecrcg [rga'ya cgtcrcmfefrfz. Pcirn oaesaoa ratnaiearf "ditdedbf" decrcggueeciydrecr. Gsc`cs, vcrdeuui ia dekuuyec fehfef kina, fi`aeana ceciic varfeai fsfn.

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-Kdci May, oaesaoa ceciikc zae mfr cenc nycptiz4-Jcyr, zae mfr cenc ycpnckn. Cnc, oaesaoayf tanae mfr cenc cecidecrcg hrkn ffi orsctmuekugc tanae oaesaoa gdiuecrikc dguncg fstarfn. zaeefgea oaesaoaka ckchaefnaearf tcgfp atnag hfmf.-Iffi4-ig, ocrgikc decen yc kc dencycen, mfray decrcg yc kc tdpeun decrcg urctnz sdruiecri japsfifitanaefika oaesaof

3? Ciecneva @dgueu Mfr Vccn fi PC_CFmfr mdyut yctncgtckr. Mu oaesaof mdyutu cg safg drtcyc gdynckgc znaya cetnz sdruiu tnyeaciecycncyz7 va tcmff tnyea ciecycncknz sdruiecrharagtai za`ag yatfya jfmfr zcnci arfanayfz.-Mu tdpeunecr ffi haaref dekuu gckcr, jarjceka mfrayear ffika haaref.ffika mueuikuuiuz TMai`a gasfiefgea yeasdruiecri 'oaesaof' T , , ,.,-Kanag deuydr gf, ffika mu-mdyutecrigcvrcnckgc, ,uikuun YY3Y oaesaof mdyut-jcycti ciecni ecrigcvrcnckgc, jcyctniffimuecnczsiz. ciecnsz muekuunu va gaikfnfcptce jfssattffnf zanan.

-Avat. Diui ffi sanfiar sdircsmaifnea mfrgc kcgfgc gdiuncg fstanaifz, sdruiuiuzui oaesaof mdyutecrjcggikc pag mfr ay mfenakffifzf focka attf mcic.-fnkf d oaesaof mdyutecri ocrgic vcrncii sra`f ffikayfz, yea nf4-Avat. u cikc sfzfi gcocizgur`cecyci sdruiecri oaesaof tanaeearfif crctrydruz.-fnkf iayf gdiutuunuz va iffi myea gdiutuunuzu kcjc fyf cieydrun.-Oaesaoaifi tanae cecivcr. Muiecrkci mfrf mfrcz i`a szi attffnfz ditdedbf, vcrdeuui fi`aeainasf."Mfr kfar tanae oaesaoa cecikc apfstandedbfkfr. Apfstana va edbf gaefnaearfikai deuur. Apfstana asgf

Vuici`c'kc mfehf ciecnic haefr. Apfstandedbf mfehfifi kdcsi, gcyici, sirecrifi`aeayai mfr cecikr.Apfstandedbf ceciikc ceci mfrf, mfr fisci mfr ayf "mfefydrun" kakff zcnci, d gffifi ia kanag fstakffif,ycif 'mfr ayf mfenag ia kanagtfr' gdiusuiu fi`aear."Oaesaoaifi mfr kfar tanae cecikc atfgkfr. Ectfi`a atjf`c, asgf Vuici`c atjfga gaefnaearfikai tratfenftfr7cjecgf va sdsyce kcvrcii fi`aeaikff cecikr. Mu cecikc ceciecr, 'mfr fisci decrcg ycpncnz haragaiear'fiia dekuuiu fi`aearear. -Mu gdiuecr mfrmfrfikai cyrcyrnfi`aeaifydr4

Crcy38-Mu gdiuecr mfrmfrfikai cyrfnfhfmf kieamfefr, cnc, oaesaoa tcrfjfia mcgtnzkc mfrdg ofedzdoui muceciecr crcsikc drhcifg fefgfear gurcrcg ki`a sfstanearfif haeftfrkfgearfif hrydruz.-Ia kanag drhcifg fefgfear gurncg4-isci mfr mti dekuu ffi, fisciec urcrgai, fisciec fehfef jarjcihf mfr gdiuyu frkaeargai, fisciimtiei hzkai gcrnckci, diui mtieyea fefgfear gurcrcg gdiuyu tcrtncyc, 'drhcifg fefgfeargurcrcg tcrtncg' kfydrun.-Cieckn.-Ocrgeofedzdoecr mu ceciecrc ocrgecregecr varnfearkfr. Kdce decrcg ofedzdo gaikf mfekff cecic kcjc ianvarnfva d cecikc kcjc cyritegcvrcnecr haeftfrnftfr. riafi, Aoectui'ui tanae ceciditdedbfkfr. Mfenayeava kcvrcincyec fehfef ofgfrearfif mu vcrdeuoaesaoasfifi zarfia gurnutur. ta ycikci ie Orcisz kir

Kas`crtas mfenaya ian varnf7 kcvrcinc va vcr dency, mfena ceciitanae cecrcg deuturnutur. Nf`jaeOdu`cuet hfmf "icse kcvrciencj" gdiusuic ian varfp fi`aeayaiear fsa, mfena va vcr denc oaesaoaearfif atfgoaesaoaearf zarfia gurnuecrkr.-Vcif mu tanae oaesaoa ceciecrikci mfrf ai tanaekfr, kfarfikai kcjc i`aefgefkfr kfya mfr kurun ydg.-Jcyr, myea mfr kurun ydg. Jar ofedzdo gaikf ciecy sfstanf ffika mu i`aeff maefrefydr.-Gaikfnea fehfef -decrcg mu ceciecrtcinecyc`cg deurscn, yea kfyamfefr nfyfn2 "Mai gfnfn4" sdrusuiusdrkuun zcnci ditdedbf ceciikc mfr kir deuydrun7 "Mai ia mfefydrun, vayc rai`fearfnfi iayfmfenasfif, icse mfenasfif fstfydrun4' sdruecryec fehfeaikffn zcnci apfstandedbf sdruiecric yiaefydrun7 va"Icse kcvrcincn haragfr, ia ycpnceyn4" sdruecrisdrkuun zcnci kc atfg ceciic hfrnfdeuydrun.-Avat, syeakffifz hfmf.-fnkf, "Mai gfnfn4" sdrusuikc tgcingcentn. Pfz, "Krst, cegci va kfar zaeefgearf deci mfr fiscidencii tasfika sai gfnsfi4" kfya sdrkuuiuzkc icse `avcp vara`afnf mfeananftfn. fnkf drcyc kisag

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Di - di krt ycecrikc mfr mdyc`d`ug, mfr aefika mdyc`gutusu, kfarfika krt-magfedeug mdmfrgdisarva gutusu fea kdecydrku. ncsc fearfnfzka, asnar mfr jcinec dturci pds mygemfr ckcn d`ucfcrat attf. d`ug, taiaga gutuiui stia dturcrcg ckcni iia yareatf va cycggcmsimdycncyc mceck.Gckii dnuzuic cttscecrkz va uzuiku. Kdu Cickdeueu jcvcsvcrkcnc, d yraifi du gckiecrhfmf azfg va utcihc hrinydrku. Pfhcrcsituttuu scaefif yzia kcycn, mfeafia ka scecritdpecyp mcecrgai gueeciksfycj gunctdgcykdecnt. Mdyc`d`ugec dekugc fehfef hriydrku7 frf

hzearfif dikci cyrnydr, sragef dic mfr ayear ciectydrku. d`ug jf gckic mcgnckci ffif ycpydr, crcsrc mfr fgf gaefnayea `avcp varfydrku. Cycggcmsmdycici ckcn drckc dencgtci pag nuteu hzgnydrku,gsc gdeeu, fzhfef fi`a mfr hneag hfynftf7 hmaf jcofoa pcitdediui gcyii stia kgent.fnkf va murckc mueuici jar fiscii dekugc gcrncg cnc nutecgc gaikfia zh mfr ciecn kzaifdekuuiu kikn. D gcki mu mdyc`d`uc iakai mu gckcr fehf kuyuydrku4 Gaikf yccnikc, dd`uui kdguikuu mczayear denceyk. Cnc, ia4 Mfeamfesan, gaikfia zh mfr Cickdeu ygs deuurku.Jar mfr fiscii ygsi mfeamfenayf fstarkfn. Jar mfr fiscigaikf ygs ffika tciyp, diecrec yccnnifefgf ffika dencsifstarkfn. Diecrycrhecnckci gcmue aka`ag dehuieuc arftffnf kikn. fnka ckgdincnmfr savhfifi aiarbfsf vcrk.Mai Gfnfn4

Cyiaiarbf ffika Crfo May'ea fefgf gurkuunu kikn. Gdiutuunuz gdiuyc harf kinag fstakfn.-Crfo May, gsc mfr kaiana ycpncnc fzfi varfi.

-Icse mfr kaiana4-Dturkuuiuz yarka, hzearfifzf gcpctcrcg ycpc`ciz mfr kaiana.-\agf.-Pcikceyaifzka rcjct dturui va hzearfifzf gcpcti. fnkf makaififzfi ocrgic vcri. Cycg u`uiuzkci tapaifzagckcr yea mfr hzkai hafrfi. Harhfi yarear vcr n4 ]cjct jfssakai yarearfi,

Crcy36rcjctsz jfssakai yarearfi, jcnecn, ydruenu, yc kc zfika, kfi gsnecri ocrgic vcri."fnkf kuyhuecrizhzkai hafrfi. u cikc ia hfmf kuyhuecr ffikasfifz4 Jaya`ci njfssakfydrsuiuz4Gcyhiz vcr n4 Nuteu nusuiuz4 fifzka mfrcz rcjctszeg vcr n4 Pcgfi nfsfifz4""fnkf ki`aearfifzf hzkai hafrfi2 iaear kiydrsuiuz4 .... Cgeizkci u cikc ia hfmf ki`aearhafydr......fnkfva murckc deci ayearf nf kiydrsuiuz, ydgsc hanfea, yc kchaea`agea fehfef ki`aearfifz vcr n4......Pcka`a gdiutuunuzgdiuecrnkiydrsuiuz, ydgsc gffsae yccnizec, ratnaieffifzea, vayc yccnizi kcjc mcgcyiearfyea fehfef ki`aear haefydr nu4....."Mu crckc hcrsdi ycikcgf ncscyc su va cyrci hatfrkf, kiargai mfzfn ncscyc srtiarag hatf. Crfo May'fihzearfif cncg fstar mfr jcef vcrk.-fnkf hzearfifzf ccmfefrsfifz. Hcrsdi hfttfgtai sdirc gdiuncyc mceckg.-'Mai gfnfn4' sdrusuic 'Mai makaifnfn' mffnfika `avcp varamfefr nfsfifz4-Makaifn mfr pcrcn cnc, 'Mai gfnfn4' sdrusuiui `avcmdecncz.-Haragtai ka decncz. Pfz gggai, sfza yfia "Crfo kfydrecrk. Pfza mfrdg d`ugec mfrefgta agfenfmfr rasfnhstarsaear va "Pai jcihfsfsfi hstar,0' kasaear, gaikfifzf d hrup ffika mueur hstarfr va "ta mai muyun,"karsfifz. Jcemugf d`ugeug makaififzea fnkfgf Crfofi makaif mfrmfrfikai dg ocrge. Pfzfi makaififzkanfeycrecr`c j`ra yaifeaikf. Cnc, sfz yfia d d`uui va fnkfgf Crfofi cyifisci dekuuiu rcjctegec va

gugusuz`c syeayamfefrsfifz.-Avat, syeayamfefrfn.-Cyiayf kuyhuecriz va ki`aearfifz ffi ka syeayamfefr nfyfz4-Vcif, 'Mai kuyhuecrn kafefn!' ciecnikc n4 -Avat, d ciecnkc.=