ქრისტიანული პოეზიის IV ფესტივალი

wminda ninos jvari

krebuli IV

Tbilisi 2014

qristianuli poeziis festivali `wminda ninos jvari~ tardeba

sruliad saqarTvelos kaTolikos-patriarqis, uwmindesisa da unetaresis ilia II-is locva-kurTxeviT.

festivalis saorganizacio komitetis Tavmjdomare lia dauSvili Jiuri: mama ilia CikvaiZe zaal botkoveli ana erisTavi malxaz maWavariani givi CiRvinaZe redaqtori akaki dauSvili ©gamomcemloba `qaRaldis wero~, 2014

ISBN BN 978-99928-999-6-0 (yvela krebuli) ISBN N 978-9941-9333-4-9 (krebuli IV)

wignis garekanze: wminda Rirsi mama gabrieli aRmsarebeli da salosi. xati. xatmweri monozoni nana (quTaTelaZe)

amiran surgulaZe

Κύριε Ελέησον * dabruneba aha, movedi taZris karebTan Ze dacemuli _ codvebiT savse da RvTis sauflos vucqer garedan da codvis CaCi maxuravs Tavze. aha, movedi, mimiRe RmerTo, rac codva mawevs momwminde sul mTlad da aha, vdgavar, da vici _ vybedob da es ybedoba mixuTavs sunTqvas. movedi dRemde aTasi codviT da movitane Cemi bilweba. movdivar mudam, movdivar odiT, Tan momaqvs codvis ardaviwyeba. mimiRe, RmerTo, sauflos wmindas, macqire Tundac karis RriWodan. Cems Secodebas maradis vzidav dabadebidan rac Semicodavs. mxolod Sena xar mowyale arsi da ganmwmendeli xrwnil samareTa. aha, movedi wminda taZarSi da codviT savse vdgavar karebTan. sinanuli aRmivse, RmerTo, Tvalebi cremliT da Cemi guli sinanuls getyvis.

viyavi Seni vazi da mrevli, exla var codviT gadanasetyvi. de, ase iyos, de, viyo mkvdari, Tundac wamlekos wyalma-Rvarcofma. SemaZlebine, rom gulis kariT ganvagdo Cemi codvilkacoba. rom sinanulad movide kvalad, rom sixaruliT avivso mkerdi. dideba Senda... dideba marad... mkvdreTiT romeli aRdegin RmerTi! sityva jvars ecva igi. jvars acves igi. da iyo sityva. da iyo fiqri. milursmnes xeze saTuTi tani. TeTri sxeuli jvarze awames da idga mTeli hurriastani, didi da mcire, kaciT-kacamde. `ese ars Svili, ese ars deda~ _ mis cisfer Tvalebs moawva sevda. samyaros dardi, adamis codva, mxrebiT itvirTa ufalma wmidam. `jvars acu ege~ _ ugnuri modgma kvlav gahkioda golgoTis ZirTan. da igi, rogorc meufes Svenis Tvalebs iltobda maTTvis vedrebiT da idgnen mTasTan uZRebi Zeni da daulewes SubiT gverdebi. avazaki da mec uvici, codvili, bilwi, vdgavar da vici, ar maqvs Sendoba da aha, isev sircxviliT viwvi gverds rom mivlian, rogorc keTrovans. eJvanSebmuli codvian xelze godebiT mival aRTqmul miwebze. me var, ufalo, gakrulma xeze gulSi rom sisxli CamomiwveTe. me var, ufalo, is avazaki, me var, romelman mravali vcode da usaxuri, rogorc vasaka gvedri `miwyale, moxvide odes~.

uZRebi Svili momenatre da isev movedi da Sens TvalebSi veZeb imedebs. SenTan movdivar bolos yovelTvis da dasaRupad Sen ver mimeteb. vixetialeb Savbneli gzebiT da aTas codvas veziarebi da mere moval da SeniT vTbebi da anTebuli Seni TvalebiT. visveneb SenSi da vikreb Zalas da veZeb xilvas lamazi wamis. Cemma codvebma Sen ar dagRala; nuTu ar kmara rac jvars gawames?! da usaxuri codvebiT savse da sinanulis madliT mosili, davdivar ase da madgas Tavze Senze fiqrebi angelosiviT. nu damaviwyeb am Zvirfas fiqrebs, nu mimatoveb codvebSi Cafluls. didi xnis Semdeg, vin icis, iqneb, aRarc me vgavde TviTmkvlelis saflavs da Cemi suli, codvebiT xrwnili, isev aRdges da Sens gzaze Sedges. gmadlob, rom qveynad aris sikvdili da sicocxlea sikvdilis Semdeg!

*Κύριε Ελέησον (kirie eleison. berZn.) _ ufalo, Segviwyalen

eduard ugulava qeTevan dedofali mze Sirazis ise mwared anaTebs lamis axebs gamSral qviSas loyas... ismis – `mohyavT~ da sisxlisfer jalaTebs iberiis dedofali mohyavT. rwmena misi sxva simtkicis fasia... mzera misi sxva simSvidis aris... yelaziduls TeTri kaba acvia (lamazia deda dedofali). ara, Sahi masTan ver morigdeba, is urCobas ar patiobs mis mters: an mahmadi – pativi da dideba, an wameba – ese igi qriste!.. Tumc dedofals, xaliCaze amayad qvewarmavlis sinebivriT mwoli, ver ubzaravs rwmenis maRal alayafs verc irani, verc `iranis lomi~; da xma misi, mteric xvdeba ugulo, ra simtkices da siyvaruls itevs: – mxolod qriste! mxolod qriste, ugnurno! jvarcmuli da wamebuli qriste! da siCume, TiTqos mSrali TiTebiT uferul Tmas mgloviared iSlis... cxel haerSi farfateben Citebi, ucnauri ferisa da jiSis. RmerTo Cemo Tavze rogor ubralod axuraven aduRebul mitras... iwvis xorci da Sen uwyi, ufalo, am Semzarav tkivils rogor itans... lamis iqces ferflad freskis sadari, seqtembris mzes ofli dasdis simwris... dedofali, sanaxevrod damdnari, anTebuli sanTeliviT iwvis. meramdened, RmerTo, ukve ramdenjer, Tavzardamcem tkivilebis damTmens, fleTen, kveTen, mkerds gazebiT aglejen da sisxlSive agrileben SanTebs. ekargeba sxeuls feri sinedlis da sicocxle Wrilobidan Jonavs. ukve cerze dgeba xalxi mileTis,

rom ucqiros suraTs gaugonars. – mxolod qriste! – moZraoben tuCebi. (rwmena misi ver iTqmeba ambad) da nakverCxlebs amovsebuls lursmnebiT afareben cecxlmodebul sabnad. oh, es tanjva aTjer sikvdils eyofa da jalaTi, wamiTac ar SemkrTals, yelSi swvda da xeliT axrCobs dedofals, jerac cocxals, wamebisgan ver mkvdars. da suls, sxeuls mtrediviT rom Sordeba... cis silurje rom irCia binad, frTebiT miaqvs saqarTvelos godeba da wamebul SviliSvilTa gminva... jalaTi ki, Rvarul oflSi gabanils sisxliT izels amoburcul kunTebs, mere erTxans eWviT dascqers da bariT micvalebuls Subls yviriliT umtvrevs... xolo xalxi – dafantuls da feraSlils hgavs mglebisgan dafeTebul faras. brbo ireva da saSinel jgleTaSi Tavdaxrili qarTvelebi dganan... o, dedoflis Tvalebs RvTiur sinazis Svenis feri – darCenilebs Riad... sxvis miwaze, codviT savse SirazSi guliswamsvlel nafleTebad yria qeTevani, – ase uRvTod namusri, survils rwmeniT rom ubzaravs irans... saqarTvelos simtkice da namusi!... dedofali – orTav sofels Sina!..

zoia vaSakiZe iesu guramiSvilis motivze taZrad krZaluli movel da... locviT gavedreb mSier suls. gamiRe Seni karibWe, Semosvlad Rirs myav, iesu! ver damiTvlia codvani, vnebebma Cems suls sZlieso, gTxov Semifaro Sens frTebqveS, kacTmoyvareo, iesu! ismine Cemi vedreba, guliT gTxov, gulTmecnierso, daveci, suliT vnebuli, Sen aRmadgine, iesu; Wiri bevri maqvs... Tumc SeniT, dardebma veRar mZlieso, simxne Sen momec keTilo, avsuls Tavisi miezRo... SeniT vwer... vumRer sicocxles, xan ciurs, xan miwierso, mgosnobas SeniT moveli, tkbilo mamao, iesu; bevrjer mebrZoda boroti, damces da damaqcieso, magram suliT ver gamtexes, mcvelad Sen gsaxdi iesu; mamiT obloba vigeme, dards da satkivars mwieso... Svilad mimiRe, mSobelad Sen momevline iesu; ................................ maradiulo naTelo... sanTelo Cauqrobelo... tkbilo, sulisa damxsnelo, Cemda nugeSismcemelo. momiZie, ar damkargo, Senken svliT muxlebnakawri... ganmiRe bneli goneba, rom giTxra sityva sakadri. viTarca savse TavTuxi, maswavle dgoma TavdaxriT. arc erTi Cemi nabiji, ar iyos sxvaTa saZraxi. rom Senken saval bilikze, ar gadamicdes terfebi, sikeTis sxivad amanTe, Sens Rirs Svils, viTarc Sehferis. ................................ aRvavlen locvebs... imediT, vucqer cas, Tvalsawierso, moviltvi Senken, aRmarTze, Sen momeSvele, iesu; Tvalaxelili matare, minda vakeTo rac Sen gsurs. ar mimatovo, geZaxi... iesu!.. iesu!.. iesu!..

SoTa zoiZe `tyve qali~ berZnul-laTinur wyaroebSi nino kapadokieli ixsenieba, rogorc `tyve qali~. mcxeTelebic aseve uwodebdnen, misi uTvistomobis gamo. Zvel qarTulSi tyve ucxos sinonimia. varT Sens trapezze mowveulebi, Seni xatebis saTayvaneblad. Sen dagatyveves broweulebis yvavilebma da puris yanebma. Sens naterfalebs vercxli asxia, sadac ara xar, iqac gxedaven, atmis yvavili Seni aslia, atmis yvavilis Sen xar dedani. nana dedofals roca naTlavdi, roca mirian mefe monaTle, urwmunoeba iqve moTavda, qveyana uflis madliT ganaTda, angelosebi Senze zrunaven, me sami angelozis mama var, RmerTi igonebs axal sunamos, Seni Rawvebis dasanamavad. axla Sens portrets xatavs rodeni, sirinozebis gvatkbobs osana. RmerTi igonebs axal modelebs, Seni sxeulis Sesamosavad. Sen STamagone TavgametebiT, saTnoeba da msxverplis gaReba, Zirs Camodian sxva planetebi, Seni suraTis gadasaRebad. Sens naTlulebSi mec mimiTvlian, yvela qarTvelis Sen xar naTlia, gulebSi Seni cecxli gvanTia da yvelgan Seni aTinaTia.

urwmunoebas yavli gasvlia, sadac ara xar, iqac gxedaven, atmis yvavili Seni aslia, atmis yvavilis Sen xar dedani. mzea da yvavilebis jaria, qarTvels jvarcmulis gzebiT uvlia, da, yvelgan, sadac Seni jvaria, iq sicocxle da sixarulia! varT Sens trapezze mowveulebi, Seni xatebis saTayvaneblad, Sen dagatyveves broweulebis yvavilebma da puris yanebma.

jemal jayeli

jvari geweroT!

,,ganved kapadokiiT da Sevedi qveyanasa Sina, romelsac didaWara ewodebis“ andria pirvelwodebuli andria pirvelwodebuls Suqi Semohyva kandelis, aWaras SemoaTena qristianobis naTeli. ninom am madliT gankurna samefo saqarTvelosi, jvriT SemobrZanda, uZRoda cxra mze da cxra angelosi. cxra utevaniT Soravda dadumebuli armazi. jvari boloebdaxrili frTebs Slida, rogorc gavazi. ar uvis qarTlsa qalwuli, viT nino, saro, kenari, zeRvTaebrivi surviliT RameebganaTevari. marTmadideblur siwmindiT xatebTan feTqavs sanTeli. locvad damdgaro mTiebo, maradis gedgaT naTeli, Saravandedi dagnaTis, RmerTis wilxvedris saxeliT. ninos jvari da samSoblo saficaria qarTvelis.

Tamar farCukiZe guli damrCa oTxi dRe da oTxi weli, mere kidev – oTxasi, dardi mqonda, fiqri mqonda banasi da oTxTasi... aha, movel, mogeaxle, suli Semogafere, iavarqmnils, Tumc odesRac nalocevs da naferebs. mecno Cemi ca da miwa, Cemi dasaficari, gadamqrali freskebi da CuqurTmebi vicani... xanZTa – suli qvadqceuli zecis kacis _ xanZTelis da Satberdi – niSan-sveti gansacdelis, gancdilis... SavSeTs – cixe Tamarisa, iSxnis taZris TaRnari, wyarosTavis savaneTi, valaSkertis baRnari... imerxevis mTawnulebi, xevi mzis sabudari, basiani – didebuli, sauflo saCuqari... artanuji – kldis natexi, uamrav Wirnaxuli, oSki, tbeTi, kari, berTa, parxali da xaxuli... taoskari – gapobili molaSqreTa xmebiTa, kolas gzebze – naterfali kolaeli yrmebisa... dadaSeni – daxlarTuli, dolisyana – euli, opizaSi – anabeWdi opizrebiseuli... klarjeTs – TeTri nangrevebi bagratovanT palatis da aCrdili `tkbili, uxvi didi kurapalatis~...

fanaskertis sanaxebi _ vardisferi kordebi, galoba JRers Cveneburi qarTuli akordebiT... moviloce, gardasuli weli, lamis oTxasi, guli damrCa, Woroxis pirs, madli damaqvs oTxTasi.

vasil bostaSvili * * * mousxdebian sufras Crdilebi, Seeqcevian qarvisfer Rvinos... mxiaruloben uflis Svilebi, adRegrZeleben mzes, wminda ninos... bermuxasaviT Relavs Tamada, suli ivseba ciTa da leqsiT. Tovli mosula salocavada, viTarca erTi ubralo mwyemsi... cerze daimxobs gamoclil sasmiss, mze daisiviT da gaileva... gaixseneben gmirobas cxra Zmis, rusTavelis gens, ukvdav qmnilebas... SvidmnaTobiers aqeben Tamars, maRali kldeni dganan mcvelebad... Semoivlian kurTxeul mTa-bars, axalcixelad da mxargrZelebad... cas aaTrTolebs CuqurTma vazis, mxrebganieri sveticxoveli... angelozs cremli meWeWad azis, omSi dacemulT glovobs mSobeli... xeTa SrialSi ismis `Cakrulo~, SavCoxiani mReris uRrani... Zvalno, uamrav mterTa daxrulo, gjijgnidnen mgelni, gxravdnen turani!.. mainc gadarCa rwmeniT maRali, jiSi da modgma velur arwivTa... jvars isaxavda xelis kankaliT,

roca ibrZoda, sisxli awvimda... momavlis nergebs icavs mebaRe, Svili mzisa da Svili mTovaris... uflis kurTxeul gzaze menaxe, meored mova ros macxovari!.. ocdameerTed ivseba Tasi, ivseba suli da saxareba... rogorc mowame asiaTasi, aCrdilebiviT dganan jarebad...

mixeil CxeiZe aRsdeqi sulo!

`ara ars brZolaჲ Cueni sisxliTa mimarT da ჴorciTa, aramed mTavrobaTa mimarT da ჴelmwifebaTa, soflis mpyrobelTa mimarT bnelisa amis sawuTroჲsaTa, sulTa mimarT ukeTurebisaTa, romelni arian casa queSe~. (efes. 6-12) aRsdeqi sulo, ahyevi mwvervals, iq gelis mze da xmali elvare, iq wuxel yinviT damzral Tebervals gaToSil xelebs uTbobda mTvare. aRsdeqi sulo, Sen dagifaravs es gza varskvlavTa SuqiT fenili, da siyvarulis gagiSlis karavs zeca _ qveynidan gamodevnili. aRsdeqi sulo, am wyeul miwas mxolodRa kacTa sisxli swyuria, mis binZur sxeuls eSmaki icavs, es sisxli sulis safasuria! aRsdeqi sulo, dastove cremli _ cremli laCarTa siqadulia, SenTvis xmals sWedav saxlais grdemli, romelzec sxva xmals ar gaduvlia. aRsdeqi sulo, nu daecemi, nu daanaxeb momxdurs Wrilobas, sTqvi: es Wriloba ar aris Cemi, arc am sisxls surda Cemi Sviloba. aRsdeqi sulo, sasowarkveTa Sens ferxTqveS mokvdes, rogorc mamona, Sen ki Sens gamo jvars gakrul RmerTTan nu SegaSinebs lursmnebis povna. aRsdeqi sulo, qarSi, wvimaSi... Sen mxolod erTi fiqriT iare _ CvenTan ars RmerTi! axlac da maSin,

gzad dacemuls rom gixvevs iarebs. aRsdeqi sulo, nu SegaSfoTebs Tu win saval gzas sikvdili waSlis, ferxTqveS ixilav sisxlian foTlebs, Soreul satrfos dahkargav qarSi... aRsdeqi sulo, sxva siyvaruli, sxva sixaruli ra gabadia _ mxolod RvTis sisxli SenTvis daRvrili, yvela dacema rom gapatia. aRsdeqi sulo, mZime lodebiT Savi talRebi amsxvrevs TeTr navebs, oh, Sen ki mSvidad daelodebi mas, vinc am zRvas da qars Seakavebs. gaxsovdes, mova is erTi wamic _ wami simSvidis da netarebis, roca gamocli sicocxlis sasmiss da ufals Sensas miebarebi.

mamuka demetraSvili jvari

`visac unda, rom momyves, uaryos Tavisi

Tavi, aiRos Tavisi jvari da gamomyves.~ maTe 16, 24 viT niadagi sinjvas moiTxovs, vidre daTes, esreT RvTis saqmis win jvars iZen, gvarwmunebs maTe. Tu gierTgula myesma, devna tkivils rom ggvrida, maSin ityvi, rom gesma RvTis SeZaxili jvridan. znedacemuli xrova sakanSi gsvams Tu gitevs, msajuli mainc mova, mainc Caamsxvrevs klites. marTals Jami rom gsjida, Tundac gaZgeron Wurvi, ukvdavebis wylis Widan Sen daiokeb wyurvils. mdevar sawuTros brZmediT suli cocxldeba mkvdari, sulis warmwymedi bedi Seimusreba jvariT. ar gagebzaros jvari, romelic RvTisgan gergo, Torem iwrTobi sxva riT sasufevelis nergo?! Sen mand iloce, aq _ me, rom Semsubuqdes jvari, oRond aRsruldes saqme, RvTisTvis rac saTno ari... viT niadagi sinjvas

moiTxovs, vidre daTes, esreT RvTis saqmis win jvars iZen, gvarwmunebs maTe.

daviT kikvaZeE saxarebis maxarobelni maTe, markozi, luka, ioane _ oTxi mercxali _ maxarobelni _ erTi usasrulo, maradiul gazafxulisa...

mariam qsovreli-xarTiSvili wminda ninoze axlad Tqmuli RvTis sityvis mqadagebelo, wminda mociqulT momdevno, andria, simon, mataTas saqmeTa gamgrZelebelo, sayovelTaod mosulo, yovlisTvis maxarobelo iesos saxelisao; qarTlisa momaqcevelo, qristes gzad damyenebelo, axal cxovrebis momcemo, uflis vnebaTa ganmcdelo, jvarzed gakruli Zisao, jvris gulSi Camxutebelo, aRdgomis lxenis JrJolao, _ Cvenica ganmabrZnobelo, samoZRvrad gamogzavnilo, saTnoo RvTismSoblisao, ZilSi-RviZilSi fxizelo, jvarapyrobilo morCilo, jvarisa, vazis rqisao, _ savenaxoSi nergulo, aRmomcenarev gazafxuls, jvaro, aRTqmao qristeanT, iberT Stos gamnedlebelo, sveto sayrdeno maradis, vidre kacs suli gvidgaso; mefis da dedoflisaTvis mexT-texis SemCerebelo, pirispir Seyril gansacdels saswaulebriv momrevo, mziani gamodarebiT maradiuli cxovrebis, mziTa mudmiviT mnaTobo sulierisa sinaTlis; qarTvelTa TvalTa ciskaro, Znel gzaze Wiris daTmeniT Zalisa maCvenebelo, Sesmenil locvis Sedegad creml-frqveviT damyuCebelo,

odes samTavros mRvimeSi daidev locvis savane; qarTvlisa nugeSmcemelo, erTgulad qristes miyoliT, misTvis mxurvaled meoxo, mociqulT sworo ninoo, qalwulo maxarobelo, erTian Txovis mimxvedro, mtrisa momsrvelo, damcemo, TavmdabalT gamomrCevelo dReisadRemde, yovelTvis, Sen Cvengan uSorebelo, Cveni Senisken momxmobo, samkvidros mayvarebelo, _ walkotad geqceT _ Cagvesmis, Cvenzed uwyvetad mzrunvelo, urC SvilTa zeda mlocvelo, daSlil, gaSlilTa momkrebo, mTlian yovelis erTobiT jvriT SeniT maerTebelo, erisa jvriT damlocvelo, jvriTa, vazisa jvriTao, rtoTa, Seni TmiT SekruliT, JamTa cvliT mravlis mnaxvelo qarTlisa wamebisao, siRrmiT dumiliT mSobelo, sulisa mommyudroebo, mZime droebis gaZlebiT kvlav gzisa maCvenebelo, erTian Cveno wamZRolo, sitkbov da silbov, imedo, naRvlisa gamqarvebelo, WrilobaT momSuSebelo, salmobaT damwynarebelo, CvenTvis maradis vedrebiT sixarul aRmomcenebo, mlocvelTa gulis mcnobelo, WeSmaritebis swavlebis azrad da arsad Cenao, cxovrebis Cvenis lxenao, TxovaTa CvenTa mimRebo, locvaTa Semasmenelo, kerpTa viT vazis nasxlavTa zedmetad mimniSnebelo, erTgulo mevenaxeo, vazisa amtirebelo, cremlebiT sinanuliso, sulier Tval-margalitis

damtevan-damyurZnebelo, kvlavac gangrZobiT cxovrebis warmmarTvelo da mSvelelo, bnelisgan gamotacebis msurvelTa gadamrCenelo, damrwyulebelo yvavilnarT, momferebelo yovliso, taZrad SeyuJul qarTvelTa gareSisagan damcvelo, Sinauris Tu momxduris; mlocvelo maTTvis, ucxosTvis, Semosvlis pirvel dRidanve uwyvetad momlodebelo, gzad jer ar gamoCenilTa mainc momxmobo, mlocvelo, Cvenisa mimyvanebelo, sauflos karibWesTano, didis gzis mimaswavlelo; SenTa SvilTagan miiRe amagis dafasebao, mudam qomagad gvegulvi, vinc qristes gvaziareo, vinc es idumal cxovreba sikeTis qmniTa vcaniTo; qalwulo maxarobelo, mociqulT sworo ninoo, nurca mweobas mogvakleb, movsulvarT sadideblado, vinc Cveni mrude cxovreba gamarTe qristes gzisado!

maka gelaSvili

* * * fexSvela rad xar? ar gacivde, dardad ar meqce, daCoqili var, emocias gulidan vixsni... fexSvela nu xar, nalursmebi ar gamizezdes... Tma gavizarde, rom Wrilobas mogwmindo sisxli. yinavs... qaria... Secivnuli vwuxvar da vwuxvar... avad ar gaxde, ar madardo, fexSvela nu xar...

nika futkaraZe

oSkis anderZi davberebulvar, naoWebs viTvli da kvirtebiviT hyvavis WaRara, vaiTu, fesvSi sikvdili mizis, Tumca amdeni xani matara. Tu kurTxeuli var qarTvelTagan, ZvlebSi rad mamtvrevs maS, nostalgia? qarTvelo, Seni winapris kvali, tao-klarjeTis miwas atyvia. me vin momirCens drois naquxars, vin damiamos dardi, fiqrebi... da sanTeliviT erT danTebaze, nel-nela sevdis aliT viwvebi. eh, Cemo miwav, rwmenis saunjev, rogor Sorsa var qarTvelebisgan da Turqis xelSi lamis meCeTi _ bnel RamesaviT damiZmobilda. amas win vnaxe Cemi qarTveli, Cumad da malviT kedlebs hkocnida, maSin vigrZeni, dRemde qarTvelSi, Zalian didi rwmena yofila. gamTeniisas Camesmis xmebi, romelic ZilSic umal maRviZebs, ramdeni xani vsaukundebi, cremliT vixseneb mindvris yvavilebs. gamakres jvarze, WvartlSi maxrCoben, xan mawameben, xanac mangreven... da qarTvelebi dadumebulni, cremliT altoben taZris nangrevebs. lamis gavTurqdi. eniT vborZikob... iq, Cems miwaze, meCeTebs vxedav, vai, tkivilo! da vai, SiSo,

jobia erTad adami gerqvas. aiReT xmali! aRmarTeT droSa! droa, vibrZoloT Cveni ganZisTvis, yoveldRe Cvens guls dacemuls vxedav, dro mexureba Savi CadriviT. Sen, Cemo Wkviano, lamazo qarTvelo, modi da aRmarTe qarTuli droSa, ar mimatovo, momkide xeli, Torem mec lamis Turqulad glocav. gadarjuldiT da daeciT gana, vingrevi, Tqveni beberi oSki da roca moxvalT CemTan, icodeT, dagxvdebaT mxolod aguri ori. ismine qarTvelo, anderZi ese da mosvi simwaris Cemi fiala, gigzavni cremlebs, gigzavni leqsebs, rom gulisgulTan Camogiaros. albaT Tqvens gulTan mova es leqsic, gamoiRviZebs qarTveli eri, gaxsovdeT, oSkTan ufali gicdiT... da momavali svebednieri.

maia diakoniZe wminda ninos! dedao wminda, naTelo dRisa, ciskris varskvlavo, gamtexo bnelis, gardmoavline CvenTvis locvebi, Seni Svilebi Sewevnas veliT. Tvalebis SuqiT Serisxe mteri, ficis gamtexni daeci dabla, rom qristes jvari sul gvepyras xelSi da rwmeniT savseT ver vigrZnoT daRla. kerpTTayvancemis aRgave Zegli, urwmuno guli aanTe SuqiT, CvenTvis nadirobs mefe mirian, rom daamarcxos ferebi muqi. saTuTad vuvliT Sens naterfalebs, deda mariam gvafarebs kalTas, Sen dagviloce vazis mtevnebi, erTi nergidan miviRebT aTass.

daviT gabunia sveticxoveli aTasi weli ismis rekva Seni zarebis, eris sulier sidiadis simbolod ideq! barbarosebi awydebodnen mamuls zvavebad da Seni qveynis satkivari bolomde zide!.. o, vin CamoTvlis urjuloTa daundoblobas, Sen uqarqaSo xmlebs miende da ciur sibrZnes... ganamtkicebdi dasabamiT eris oblobas da vzomavT Seni SemarTebiT drosa da sivrces... verc yaenebma dagaCoqes, verc Temurlengma, qristes sulier sidiades bolomde ende!.. Tumc gawydebodnen qariSxlebi mRvrie da lega, bzari arasdros gasCenia Sens maRal kedlebs! xar aziduli saufloSi meSvide zecis, xan mzis amosvlas eferebi, xanac daisebs... Suqi geRvreba CanCqerebad oqros da vercxlis da gafenia RvTiur nebis sidarbaisle...

eldar WiWiaSvili fanduro... ra legendebze JRurtuleb, Cemo hango da fanduro, Ramis mexreo, fxizelo, ciskriT Tvalamobangulo? galob da uflis CitiviT gulTan mikenkav tkivilebs, xan cremliT iban frTa-niskarts, xan laJvardebSi livliveb! xan miwas ebmi saxnisad, miuTxrob erqvan-WapanTa: ra tkivilebi iargnes imqveynad mama-papaTa! axla Cemi vTqvaT saTqmeli, bedo, lodiniT naburo! xan Svebas veqceT tkivilad, xan tkivils mivesalbunoT! erTi xar, Cemo ufalo, Cemo Svebav da tkivilo, Tu atirebuls gixilav, me rogor vipirRimilo? me Seni berizvara var, patara xbo var, saxare, Sen _ Cemi wminda saydari, Cemi xati da sazare. dedas amsxlites ZuZudan, cremli imediT vaqarve, yels sakadrisi Semabes, Sens kalTas Semomafares, qedmodrekili geaxel, Cemo locvav da arako, gulis luskuma gamipe, rom sisxli Semogzvarako! gadmoskdi gulis barZimiT, sisxlo, jvar-vazis bWiano, rom mama-papis ferflisken sicocxled gaimziano!

win damifine naTeli, uflis biliko, bziano, rom mere pur-Rvinis madlSi, qristes sisxls Seveziaro! an mzarde Svinda xariviT, mimzade guTan-saTari, qedze uReli damadgi, muxis gulisa naTali! Seni tkivili vloRno da cremlis giloko marili, mTas vzido lodi sataZre, vabrwyino Seni arili! karg ymas vecalo uRelSi, jvarcmiT avlio golgoTa, rom sasoebad vesagzlo soflis qvriv-oxer-obolTa! mere ki... mere sicocxle gasruldes, rogorc wesia, SviliSvilebma moimkon, papas rac dauTesia!

SoTa togoniZe samyaros Seni imediT vxedav me mzis amosvlas yoveldRe veli, minda miwaze rom vidge myarad. suliT, sxeuliT da samSvineliT, ufalo, Sensken moviltvi marad. araa bevrjer cxovreba amo, simi uwydeba xandaxan ebans; vborZikob xSirad raRacis gamo, magram ar maZlev waqcevis nebas. SeniT vaRameb Tu vxvdebi dilas, iq mival sadac Sen migelian; aTas wvrilmanSi vpoulob imas, rac wmindaa da Senmieria. Cem zemoT Seni samosaxloa, mainc movdivar maTovs Tu mawvims; Senamde xSirad ise axloa, rom veRara vgrZnob Cven Soris manZils. samyaros Seni imediT vxedav da vebrZvi mudam mtersa da arTvals; WeSmaritebis Sena xar deda, Sen marCevineb mtyuans da marTals. vin icis, suls da xorcs rodis gahyris dro, rasac Seni naTeli Svenis da Sengan Seqmnil am did samyaros, ar mohklebodes wyaloba Seni!

dona kolxi-narmani Sen ambionze ideqi! saqarTvelos kaTalikos-patriarq kirions Sen ambionze ideqi da loculobdi mxurvaled! ca imRvreoda mamulis, igragneboda Rrubeli!.. Sen ambionze ideqi zecisken xelaRmarTuli da RmerTs esmoda RaRadi _ locva-kurTxeva qarTuli... jari moadga uricxvi Tbiliss, martyofs da maxaTas, mohqondaT droSa wiTeli da mouZRoda CaRarat!.. sisxlis morevSi scuravda: daba, qalaqi, sofeli, da dasCxaodnen yornebi miwas gvamebiT mofenils... mogadgnen barbarosebi, kacma gulisTqma dasZari! Sen nawil-nawil agkafes da zed dagamxes taZari!..

JuJuna xajiSvili

dideba ufals!... dideba ufals! namusri Zmebi kvlav ixseneben wmida giorgis... isev gabrwyinda kazmuli qvebi netari cremliT sxalTis dioflis. isev Semohyva samxreTul qarebs sakmevlis suni, litaniobis... da bnel qongurze nagvemi mTvare gamokrTa, rogorc suli iobis... dRe daiwmida Ramis locvaniT, dahyva xev-xevebs RameTa kupri, xirxaTis qedze Ze _ Torosani qaTqaTebs, rogorc nafleTi Rrublis. ician Cemma guljavra Zmebma _ malia misi fari da Subi! _ da sikvdiliTa sikvdilis Zlevac Zvelia, rogorc kurTxeva uflis. datexilia vadaSi xmlebi, mteri TareSis survils iokebs da aWarlebi _ namusri Zmebi kvlav ixseneben wmida giorgis!..

Teimuraz qoriZe saqarTveloSi mowame qarTvelis sikvdilis wina amoZaxili `Cuen sulel qristesTvis, xolo Tquen brZen qristes mier; Cuen uZlur, xolo Tquen Zlier; Tqven didebul, xolo Cuen ginebul~. (I kor. 4, 10) qristesTvis sulels, samSoblosTvis giJi miwodes, sulSi meRvreba sisxlad jvarze gamskdari guli. mijobs Sens mier aduRebul kuprSi viwvode vidre maxrCobdes mourCenel Ralatis wyluli. da ros mogwyurdes Cemi sisxli dalie peSviT, ar menaneba stumrisaTvis, Tumc mteri xaro. minda icodeT! me samyaros im mxares viSvi sadac dedis rZes TviT Rirsebis gemo aqvs Zmao. sadac yovelTvis gulmtkivani dadis poeti, sadac yovelTvis brZolob radgan ibrZolo kvlavac. mouSuSebel tkivilTagan daseril mkerdiT damaqvs samSoblo, vicav moyvass da mtkiva jvarcma. Sen ver migeb da gulze mayri zizRiT nakverCxals, mwared kvnesareb: – ra Zala aqvs aseTi qristes?! – xorcs cecxlSi gidnob, qvaTa cemiT gilewav yvrimals da tkivils mxolod erTi sityviT – madlobiT – itev. miwis sunTqvaa nislebad rom atyvia myinvars, cremlTa denaa odes miwis cvariT sveldebi. Svilis sisxlTagan gacxelebul miwis oxSivars guls ugrileben ganTiadze Cumad dedebi. ase rad gikvirs, cis da miwis kacTan erToba? an yovel sulSi RmerTi rogor ver Seicani?! aq brZolis Jini siyvarulis cecxlSi idnoba xmali gulia, fari kidev gulis ficari. da Sen urjulov! Tu ar gesmis giJi miwode, Tu ver gaige qristesaTvis dadreka qedis, maS, cecxlSi damwvi, gamatyave, magram icode, Sens xmalze ufro, Cemi sisxli mTqmelia metis. Sen isic gikvirs metexTan rom mzea wiTeli, gikvirs krwanisTan mTvare rogor nasisxlaria.

qristes sisxlia, mowameTa sisxli qarTvelis, barZimi misi ver daclili kapilaria. Sen ver gamigeb, amitomac SenTvis var giJi da sagiJeTi aris CemTvis Seni maxvili. me erTaderTi – Cemi qveynis tkivili miWirs, misi oxvraa – Cemi sunTqva, Cemi Zaxili. vici Cemi xma gtanjavs, droa daRvaro sisxli, daRvaro radgan siyvaruli guls ar meteva. da Sens winaSe qristesaTvis daxrili kisriT jer cocxali da mere mkvdaric – Senze meti var! „dideba ufals“ – mxolod amis TqmaRa moaswro, gacxovelebiT, nakuw-nakuw dauwyes Cexva. iqca sxeuli ukvdavebis sisxlian wyarod da angelosTa cxrave dasi gars Semoexva. da ukve mkvdrisTvis roca guli unda gaepo, SekrTa urjulo, mis cxedarTan Tvalcremliani, mkvdari qarTvelis sxeulidan guli aiRo da naxa – jvarze gapyrobili adamiani. atirda, mixvda riTac iyo mcire qarTvelze, dideba Sens RmerTs! – sisxliani cremlebiT bRavis. maradisobis sisxliT morwyul am wminda velze am qarTveliviT, masac mosWres qristesTvis Tavi. giyvardes niSnavs – me Sens gamo sikvdilic minda, Tavganwirva xom es yvelaze didi niWia. Tavisi sisxliT, Tavis sulis gza gaiwminda da qarTveliviT axla isic sxvisTvis giJia. vici siyvaruls verasodes gaupoben mkerds, radgan mxolod mas morCileben qveynad wamebi. mxolod Sen getrfi siyvarulo, Sen im erTaderTs risTvis sikvdilsac – sixaruliT davewafebi.

ciuri TargamaZe natvra ufalo, movel, ar vici rogor, balaxad movel, amqveynad, sipze... klde vxvrite, raTa sikeTe vzogo, amovabije ufskrulis pirze. aravin myavda gamgebi sulis, kldeTa simZime avwie martom, ar mcnobda arvin (sZulT martosuli), civia sivrcis kldovani plato. mainc amovel saTno balaxad, sikeTiT vZlevdi gasipul miwas, susti viyavi, qarma gamlaxa, ufalo, mxolod imedi micavs. rom bedisweram guli iTria, yvelas egona Rirsi viyavi, es guli axla cecxlad minTia, yayaCosferad cecxli miyvavis. dRes mraval qarTvels daaqvs iara, dRes saqarTvelo Tavad daWrila, gulze tvifrebiT gadamiara Zulvebam, geslma camde aWrilma. gamoviare qariSxalebi, Semipyro sastik sasowarkveTam, ufalo, gicqer gulis TvalebiT, micnon, am imeds nuRar warmkveTav. qveyana, Cemebr, dRes daRlilia, dakortnilia irgvliv svavebiT, dabneulia, dageslilia, gzebis sibneliT, aTas vaebiT. me saTnoebiT vZlie kldis sicivs, is gadavmale sulis binaSi, nu gamagoneb mzakvarTa sicils, nu damaCoqeb ekalT winaSe. samsxverplod guli momitania _ (Tumc ar aqvs Zali samSveniero), am gulis cecxliT saTnos, dardians rom gza vunaTo sabednierod.

Savlego aragveli lazis godeba

Sen, Cveno TanaZiro, Tanafesvo, TanajiSo, Tanajilago, Tanamodgmav, Tanaenav, Tanasisxlo, Tanaxorco, Tanaarso, Tanagulo, Tanasulo, gayofilo ganuyofelo, naninanatro da mourCenelo tkivilo Cveno. lazi var sisxliT qarTveli, netav ras matyobT Turqisas, TvalebSi medga zRvis feri, Savma drom gamimuqisa. sisxlis wvimebi mawvimes, jvars macves qriste macxovris, samSoblos ZuZus momwyvites, qarTvelTa ZirZvel sacxovriss. Cems saxlSi mdgmurad maqcies mkvleli gamixda msajuli, qristes taZrebi mingries, Semacvlevines wes-rjuli. da Tumca mterma veragma Zir-fesvianad gamTela, ena ver gadamaviwyes, qarTveli davrCi qarTvelad. dRes ucxo qveynis geri var, var, rogorc zRvaSi meCeCi, taZarSi qristes ki ara, mahmads vadideb meCeTSi. nuTu ar fiqrobs Tbilisi _ deda yovelTa qarTvelTa ZaliT rjulSecvlil lazebis kvlav qristes rjulze moqcevas. me jerac momdgams qarTuli ena, suli da ieri, jer kidev guls da sisxls miTbobs moyvasi sisxlismieri.

vSiSob, vai Tu Cems modgmas amouSanTon warsuli, vaJs daaviwyon lazoba, gamiosmalon asuli. Tu ar gvixseniT lazebi sasiyvarulo arxebiT, enasac dagvaviwyeben, Turq-osmaloni gavxdebiT. Sen gevedrebi, jvarcmulo, miwa laz-qarTvel-iverTa kvlav daubrune samSoblos, darCenils Senda imedad.

besik zaaliSvili duRabi SiSvel lodebs edeba xavsi ama cxovrebis. gaiJRinTa Segneba, seniT gaucxoebis. sicxiani naTeba, miwas rogorc anTeba, oqrod gadaadneba. leqsi, viT misteria ganwiruli ikivlebs, Tvalebi mistirian, Sejerebul bilikebs. gzas ver ignebs RameSi mtveris korianteli, rom ar iyos sibnele, azrs dakargavs sanTeli. kacis, rogorc koconis, xdeba miwad miqceva. Tbili cecxli kargia sanam xanZrad iqceva. sxeulSi ver eteva is sufTa da saCino. CemSi uflis nawili unda gadavarCino. siyvaruli siZulvils gamoutans ganaCens, elis Zveli msoflio, isev axal lamanCels. eris mkvrivi duRabi, nino, Seni Tmebia, saucxoo mxareSi jvars rom SeriTmebia.

Sorena CaxnaSvili jildo Cven gveCqareba yvelaferi da... vigvianebT... gvemdurian da Cven ki ucxoT vZraxavT da brals vdebT, ase dagvcinis brma sofeli Tanaziarebs da gvatrialebs Tavis Carxze sicocxlis zRvramde... zogjer tanjvaSi vpovebT Svebas da netarebas, xan ocnebebsac moemsxvreva zRapruli frTebi, maSin gvbezrdeba tyviadqmnili gvamis tareba, WeSmaritebis cnobis Rirsi rodesac vxdebiT... da is nabiji, umetesad raic gvemZima, is qarafebi, wavamtvrieT romelsac qedi, yofila jildo da Tavi rom ar gagvewira, RvTiur sikeTes ar gvizRavda Cven Semoqmedi... iiZulebis ase, Turme, sasufeveli, Rrma mocadebis mere aRebs ufali karebs, Cven Tumca vCqarobT, sul ar Cqarobs mefe-mZleveli, sacalfexoTi savanisken ros migvatarebs!..

maia maxaraZe (ia jiaTeli) wminda ninos jvari rwmena modis golgoTidan, sinemadan odiT, rom dagvixsnas cru rwmenisgan, vazis jvariT modis kerpTamsxvrevis maxvili da umecrebis cecxli, modis brmaTa TvalisCinad, dasamxobad vercxlis is, vinc vazi sakuTari nawnavebiT hqmna jvrad, vinc gaevlo armaz _ gacis usaRvrobas, sazRvrad, vinac qarTvelT sulSi kodi WeSmariti Cado, minda masve, misiv vazis lerwiT Cavezardo... minda misebr CaviRvaro sisxlSi qristes rwmena, wminda nino aris uflis sametyvelo ena, warmmarTTaTvis sizifes gzis, RvTisebr SeZlo axsna, axla Tomac da iudac, Tavad iTxovs jvarcmas... vazis jvaro, ninos suli gaqandakebs jerac, viTarc uflis, kvali misi, ar waSlila wyalSic da es kvali, ukvdavebad, sulTa amRerebad, gzas mihyveba iesosken, rom ar davrCeT valSi... valSi, rasac momavlisTvis taZrisgeba hqvia, Sen xar ninov zeca ciskris, mze, rac gvinatria, Sen vazisjvriT, `spilenZis kacs~,

qristes rwmena uZRven, ar elodi RvTis safasurs, arc adre, arc gvian… davrdomilTa suliwmindav, mociqulTa sworo, kerpT upove aqilevsis quslica da gulic, dRes arvina, qars sTxovos da pirqve gaasworos, vazis mTxrelni, Cems miwaze, me rom ase vuvli... Seni rwmena, dRes rom gvyavde, sisxls da cremlebs aRgvis, rogor minda nawnavs vwnavde, usisxlcremlod, akvnis... Sen ixseni yrmaTa suli armaz _ zadenisgan, visac wvavdnevn da ferfls imaTs, zed ayridnen RvTis kars... am sazarel cru rwmenisgan, daifare ninov, sefe _ wulni, pirmSoni da qristes kvarTiT mose, apkurebdi TviT demonebs, RvTis saxeliT mirons, mova Jami da samebas, brmac ixilavs odes... is rac RmerTsa ara surdes, ar iqmnebis, mwams me, jvari vazis miwas zeda, hfendes uflis naTels da saxeli, ninojvari, iqmnes naTlis gancdad, ninov, wmindav! swored SeniT, kerpTa risxva agvcda... Sen aqcie `vinad~, `rani~, sakmevelis kerav, iqmen iverT savaned da samkurnalo binad, dakarguli iogebis aRdgena _ simRerav, es Sena xar, sxiviviT rom samrekloze brwyinav... es Sena xar, kvarTiskalTa vinac qvaSi hkveTa, vinc Sriali diad rwmenis, xeTa SrialT xmad hyo,

vinac deda saqarTvelos, mekvled daebeda, vinc iesos WrilobaSi, guli wamlad Cado: minda misTvis viloco da saxe misi vxato saxed jvris da saqarTvelos xaverdovan ferad, Cemi baRis vazis fesvi, ylortSi imeds awrTobs, iverT eris aRdgomis da aRmafrenis mjera... uwmindurT RvTiuri SuqiT, udabnos bzis totiT, mosavdi da imaT rwmenas, `ZuZus wyaroT~ rwyavdi, me Sens udrek qalobas da qristes vuxdi bodiSs, tanjvasa da Jams jvarcmisas, gverdiT rom ar gaxldiT... Seni mzeris horizonti saqarTvelos are, aris Seniv wminda sulis, sulisTqma da sunTqva, wminda ninov! cremls davuSrob vazis mtiral Tvalebs, cas gavuxsni dedamiwis Sekrul sulisxuTvas... mec SensaviT RvTis werilad viqcevi da misTvis Tu davWirdi ar davzogav Senebr Tavs da rwmenas, is, vinc ibrZvis WeSmariti da RvTiuri gzisTvis aris Tavisi samSoblos saRvTo dedaena... xeSi CuqurTmis da qvaSi, aris rwmenis mkveTi is, vinc aris demonTa da iudaTa risxva, arvis swamda, wyalze gavla, navSi noes mtredi, urwmunobiT mcire iyo, SeniT vumzerT did cas... Sens WeSmarit rwmenas RvTis gza, `armazmac~ ki misca, miriansac auxile dabinduli Tvali,

umecrebiT odes kerpTa, axla vumzerT RvTis gzas, ara marto saqarTvelos gauRe cis kari... vazisjvari sulistaZris, svetebad Sen marTe, uflis madliT SeufoTlavs, vazs nawnavi Seni, Saravandedis sxivebi gefineba marTved... viT qaluri sinaze da viT dedoba, gSvenis... cas da dedamiwas Soris, gzas aravin kvalavs. gamCenelo mimaswavle, gza mSvidobis, rwmenis, ar msurs darCes miwas kacTa sisxli, aw da marad, maswavle, rom SevZlo axsna, saidumlo enis...

lia WabaSvili wminda ninos madliT sunTqavs saqarTvelo

wminda ninos madliT sunTqavs saqarTvelo, mis madlis qveS ikveTeba qarTlis guli, mokamkame, moxasxase, rogorc broli, Tbili, Tbili, rogorc Tonis dedas puri. wminda ninos madliT sunTqavs saqarTvelo, qerubimTa, serabimTa kvlav sadgomi, frTxialeba maTi, gulSi im naTels hfens, wminda ninom, rom mohfina yvelas gulSi. wminda ninos madliT sunTqavs saqarTvelo, misi madli ganfenila, mTel sivrceSi, wminda ninos sicocxle da sixaruli, gasjdomia qarTlSi mcxovreb yvelas, sulSi. wminda ninos madliT sunTqavs saqarTvelo, is warsuli, es awmyo da momavali, misi TmebiT Sekrul vazis jvariT Rvivis _ uflis ZaliT, CvenTvis cidan gardmoxdili.

ekaterine bazeraSvili

sxivi

vuZRvni uwmindess aRsaydrebidan 32–e wlisTavze

miyvars sxivi, sxivi mzisa, sxivi Tqveni Tvalebisa; sxivi grZnobis, sikeTisa, sxivi sulTa gadabmisa; sxivi miyvars momavlisa, taZridana momavlisa; sxivi didi meurvisa, (da) ilia meorisa; momwons xalxSi sxivi mTisa – megobruli meuRlisa; wrfeli sxivi miyvars sxvisac, sxivi Tqveni sityvebisac; sxivi Tan aqvs, arvis misca, dauRamda gzaSi visac; sxivi miyvars Soris risa? – didisa da patarisa; miyvars kidev jvriswerisa, sxivi TeTri qorwilisa; sxivi eris, Tu berisa, makrTobs sxivi iberisa! miyvars sxivi, sxivi Rirsad, mwams samSoblos TeTri dRisa! sxivi miyvars an afrisa...

mabnevs sxivi arafrisa; hoda, miyvars yvela sxivi, – WeSmaritis yvelafrisa! sicocxlis da Rimilisa, Sublze sxivi mironisa; sxivi miyvars jansaR xisa, gauTelel balaxisa; damaqvs sxivi cremlebisa, sxivi edges gardacvlilsa; sxivi miyvars sxivi cisa, Rame mTvarec sxivebs scrisa; miyvars sxivi ocnebisa, sxivi ferTa gamebisa; miyvars sxivi xarebisa, sxivi wminda samebisa! sxivi miyvars oblebisa, sxivi Cemi mSoblebisa; zecas sxivi – mamis, Zisa, aq ki sxivi – Cemi Zmisa; miyvars sxivi mgaloblis da gedis TeTri bumbulisa; udedmamos Svilobisa... miyvars sxivi mSvidobisa!

ani maisuraZe atirebuli geTsimania iesos tovebs geTsimania, ferad kvirtebze daunamia. daCoqebula mTaze sxeuli mamis kalTaze Semoxveuli. moaxlebula sasmisi tuCTan, CasZinebiaT megobrebs urCad. esxmis iuda maxvil – ketebiT, farisevlurad da gametebiT. mihgvrian nebiT sastik mRvdelmTavars, herode „mefiT“ acinebs mavans. iskariotels vercxli imiwebs, petre mamlis xmas veRar iviwyebs. nuTu ar unda dasja pilates? pretoriasTan SfoTi imatebs. RmerTze icvleba mkvleli baraba, keisars xeli xelma dabana. adgili Txemis ganaCens elis, lerwmis Wriloba erTvis qvafenils. tanze aRvivebs gvema tkivilebs, jvari ahkides simon kvirinels. eklebqveS nerwyven Tvalis cisfer fers, vidre lursmnebze sisxli ifeTqebs. aResruleba gegma mzakvrebis, atydeba xvedri avazakebis. bolo wveTebi dasdian jvarcmas, rom kidev erTxel Seundos da-Zmas.

dgas mariami, rom mxolodSobils isev upovos kvali bavSvobis. dedis cremlebSi Cargul RvTismSobels Svilis cxedari veRar iSorebs. ............................... aRdga sicocxle mamiseuli, mTaze amaRlda uflis sxeuli... ferad kvirtebze daunamia... iesos tiris geTsimania.

nana SubiTiZe ar gavaSavoT codvebiT zeca cas rom dafaravs Rrublebi qufri, mxurvale locviT SevTxovT RvTis Zesa, Segvindos, saqmiT Tu gulisTqmebiT, rom gavaSaveT codvebiT zeca; siyvarulsa da siTbos rom vkargavT, sakuTar TavSi eSmaks rom vZerwavT, codvili xeliT pirjvars viwerT Tan, erTmaneTisken maval gzebs vlewavT... ufali CvenTvis jvarze ewama, Cven ki arafers vukeTebT Cvens Tavs. wyaloba gvinda, kurTxevas viTxovT, magram dgoma ki ar gvinda RmerTTan... Rrublebi ki ar iqufrebian, Cven gavaSaveT codvebiT zeca!!! .................................................. TumcaRa codva Zalze bevria, ver gadawonis wyalobas RvTisas. ar SegveSindes, davdgeT ufalTan, mogvefineba ciagi mzisa. siyvarulsa da siTbos vipoviT, cac ar miiRebs fers codvisfrisas...

aleqsi gogberaSvili ufals vuTxari madloba Ramea ukve mimqrali da cis tatnobic amaRlda, Camodga dila sisxami, mWaxed iyivla mamalma. sarkmlebs aReben nel-nela oda-saxli da marani, irgvliv ki moli elvarebs, galumpulia cvar-namiT. mzeras mtaceben rarigad Citebi _ laRi frTxialiT, Sors darCa nisli zamTrisa, damTavrda dro naRvliani. saamod mesalbuneba aluCa,_ mamis darguli, sofels Svenis da uxdeba aprilis eSxi, zRapruli. raic vixile,_ viwame,_ (uflis madli da wyaloba,) da amisaTvis imwamsve,_ ufals vuTxari madloba.

iamze arvelaZe-xecuriani kvlav madli hqmeni ros ganixvneba aRmosavlis ciskris karebi, gadmogvapkurebs RvTiur cvar-nams madli samebis, gardavisaxav patiosan ninosa jvarsa, daudumeblad: meox meyav, vvedri ufalsa: mamao Cveno: saWeTmpyrobelo zesknel-qvesknelis da garesknelis, gulTamxilvelo, TvalTamxilvelo, sulisCamdgmelo _ yovelivesi, mondobilni varT Senze moyvasni! Cven gulSi zixar, Sen ukeT uwyi: ranic viyaviT ukunisidan, rani varT axla, xval ra viqnebiT, movsulvarT qveynad uryevi nebiT, Seniv saxebad, Senive gzebiT. ufalo Cveno: kacTmoyvareo, am soflad gulis macocxlebelo, im qveynad sulis macxovnebelo, xar siyvaruli simarTle Cveni, Sen sadidebels aRvavlenT rwmeniT! erTarsebao, gulmowyaleo, naTelmomfeno da madlmomfeno, SeniT gvaqvs Zleva WirTa daTmenis, raki varsebobT, vsuldgmulobT SeniT, Secodebani Segvindev Cveni. wmindao RmerTo, yovlad Zliero, didia qveynad gangeba Seni, ismine Txovna: kvlav madli hqmeni:

gagvimTliane, gadagvirCine, es saqarTvelo qristesmieri!!!

klara gelaSvili

bedi mdevari `fiqri mtkvris piras~ n.baraTaSvili moved mtkvris piras, saukunis SiSiT dazafruls, msurda, mexila...o, amaze fiqric aRar Rirs!... ras vifiqrebdi, TviTon drois gamflangvel sofels wuTisoflisgan gaZarcvuls Tu davinaxavdi!... moved, megona, kvlav meloda Zveli adgili, Tumc, lbili mdelos povna iyo arcTu advili, aq moSiSvlebuls da ferSecvlils vefere mdelos, vakvirdebodi, magram ar-ra me ara mecno! jirks, gadanakafs, Sestirodnen sxvani kunZebi, ex, mtkvaro, mtkvaro, aseT yofas riT gauZeli?! Sen isev dumxar, rad megona, gnaxavdi metyvels? vaJas kldesaviT scade, ena aidga erTxel! nuTu amdenis TviTmxilveli kvlav dumils SesZleb, ratom megona, eg talRebi me yovlisSemZle?! roca mtanjavda iq, saflavSi, me qarTlis bedi, yofna-aryofna, yovelive erTia SenTvis?! mtkvari SeCerda, gafermkrTalda, Seqanda, Sedrka, mere azvirTda, aiqoCra, moawyda napirs, SeaTamaSa, Searxia sxeuli erTob, _ moTqma daiwyo Svildakargul dedisebr gancdiT: _ utyvi miwode saukunis winaTac, maxsovs, amaoebas dascinodi soflisas maSin... maS, ra gegona, aRuvsebel modgmaTa Soris gamoCndeboda sawyaulis aRmsebi kaci?! andac mefeni, sxvaT didebis mnatrni da mtacni, SeSindebodnen miwadqcevis SiSiT da gancdiT?! kvlav mtkvari mqvia da radganac Tqven saxels icvliT, swored amitom, Cemze ukeT irecxavT sircxvils!!! mtkvari borgavda, ver vismine kidev ra iTqva, Tumc mis wisqvilze Cveni yofa mainc daifqva... Semrcxva, adamis modgmis codvebs vyvedridi rada, Cven, gonierni, mis dinebas mivyvebiT sada?! zarebis xmaze SefrTxialda gumbaTze mtredi, adevneboda tatos merans qarTlisa bedi!...

nunu ZamukaSvili alaverdis taZari guSin, erTxel, kidev vnaxe alaverdis taZari, isev, ise gamaoca, _ rom sityvac ver davZari! diadia, iciT, rogor? dro mis Zalas ver waSlis, gumbaTi ki zecas swvdeba, _ afrenila zecaSi. daviwere pirjvari da avasxive sanTeli, ufals vTxove mogvafinos ufro meti naTeli.

baCua ejibia * * * Sen, Cemo dao, Cemo sisxlo!.. gqvia rodesac... ubralod mikvirs rogor anTeb sanTels taZarSi?! Tavze mandiliT, locvanidan rogor kiTxulob da Tu kiTxulob siyvaruli rogor, saiT qris? Tu aTi mcnebis tvirTi Cemma sulma ver ido, Sen, RvTismoSiSo, mogeTxovos unda asmagi. guliswyromidan gadafskvnilo, sulis Rvlefamdi, viTom morwmunis moteveba amad ara Rirs. Tumc misatevi mimaCnia maqvs me ara ra da iqneb esec sasjelia miutevebi... magram Sen dao, saTnoeba ver aginTia, vera da vera, siyvarulis Camqral kandelSi. aRsarebaSi Cemzec ityvi albaT or sityvas, rom feSxumidan Sesva Rvino _ sulis wamali. Sen, dao Cemo, sisxlo Cemo... gqvia rodesac... ubralod mikvirs, rogor anTeb sanTels taZarSi?

kaxaber WiWinaZe es ra gvyolia! verxvebi rigSi dganan mdumared, auweviaT zeviT totebi, mxatvari erTi cremlmoreuli mihyveba aRmarTs Cumi godebiT. irgvliv aravin, ar aris Semwe, arc dardi misi vinmes hqonia, gardasaxulze ityvian mxolod: `es vin yofila _ es ra gvyolia!~ erTi poetic da angelozic, Turme isic aq, aqve gvyolia, muxTali tyvia, misTvis nasroli, SemarTebuli Cven xelT gvqonia. mere mivalT da davunTebT sanTels... namusi, Tavi qudSi gvgonia, mere ki vityviT: hei, qarTvelno! `es vin yofila _ es ra gvyolia!~ mitom gafrTxildiT, eZieT kargad, is TqvenTan aris! da iareba, gamoarCieT almasi qvebSi rom ar gamogrCeT es ziareba. ubralo, Cumi, _ gaxdeba gmiri, kaci dardi ki almas brolia, RmerTo acxone, yofila Rirsi! `es vin yofila _ es ra gvyolia!~ eqvTime aris is, Tu ilia?! nikalaa Tu, is saTno beri?! aqve dganan da aqve arian, ar unda Zebna _ wvaleba bevri. swori bilikiT, WeSmaritebiT miuyvebian ase cxovrebas,

Senc dainaxe da SeuerTdi, Senc Seudeqi sulis cxonebas ase xelixel, ase guligul, ase locviT da ase marjveniT, ver dagvamarcxebs verc erTi urdo da sul viqnebiT mudam qarTvelni.

giga gogberaSvili iwame RmerTi bedis namglebma adamianTa ramdeni wrfeli natvra moceles, eklesia ki ubrunebs kvlavac WeSmarit imeds guliT mlocvelebs. mere TvalnaTliv sazRvari ar aqvs maT sanukvar da lamaz ocnebebs, iwameb RmerTs da dasZlev Tamamad Jamis siaves gamaocebels.

sofo jijelava

* * * berad aRkveces, gaeridao am wuTisofels da siyvaruli arCiao, uflis dideba, Sehfarebixar mTaTa kalTebs, rogorc nugeSi da uSenobiT meramdene dila binddeba. Cveni pirveli siyvaruli, Cveni bavSvoba, dRes yvelaferma Camirbina Tvalwin wamiviT, me Semogxede, beri ideq Wabukis nacvlad da me avtirdi mitovebuli, qvrivi qaliviT... Sen xom tkbil survils anacvale gzebi samoTxis, iq albaT sxvaa, ufro sxvagvarad Tendeba dila, bevri ver gigebs, bevri albaT gagkicxavs kidec, Cven aq codvili adamianebi xom, erTmaneTs yoveldRe vkilavT... albaT iq jobda wasuliyav sadac waxvedi, sadac cxovreba ufro sufTa, ufro wynaria, garidebodi amqveyniur ampartavnebas da dReebi ise gagelia, TiTqos qnaria... da iyav marad... kurTxeuli uflis wyalobiT, ar moixedo, aqeT isev civa, isev qaria, aRar minatro, aRara var me amis Rirsi, aRar minatro... me xom mainc, mainc qali var...

naTia xijakaZe Satilis mTebSi Sen gazafxuli ar ginaxavs Stilis mTebSi, Sen ar ginaxavs mTis mwvervalis dnoba nel-nela, ar SegigrZvnia mzis amosvla susxian zamTris, bindis gayraze Sig iq, mTebSi rogor Tendeba. mTebSi sul sxvaa, iq sicocxle sxvagvarad feTqavs, iq siyvaruli sxva gvaria merwmune qalis, SenTvis ucxoa, Tumc vaJkacma Satilis mTebSi qalis gamoc ki SeiZleba gawiros Tavi. wamo, gaviqceT Sig mTebSi msurs SenTan cxovreba, minda didi mTa gadavlaxo fexiT SiSvelma, minda zamTarSi sicivisgan akankalebuls momialersos soyvarulis Senma sityvebma. me dRes geZaxi, gaviqceT erTad, wuTiT movSordeT Cven am samyaros, wamo, mTis wesiT jvari dagvweron, rom borotebam veRar gagvyaros. wamo, iq sadac vervin mogvagnebs, sadac siyvaruls ayavxar camde. wamodi, oRond gaveqceT am xalxs wamodi, mTebSi gaviqceT sadme. wamodi, mTebSi SevxvdeT gazafxuls, erTad vusminoT mReras Citebis, me, Sen gaCveneb iq maRal mTebSi Tu rogor xdeba gaSla kvirtebis. Cemi fesvebi mTisken mixmoben, suliT xorcamde mTis Svili mqvia, misgan siSores guli ver uZlebs, misgan daWrilis gulSi maqvs tyvia. wamodi, sanam Cumi nabijiT Semomparvia WaRara TmebSi, sanam ZarRvebSi kvlav miCqefs sisxli, sanamdis ZalmiZs gaqceva mTebSi. wamodi, mTaSi sxva cxovrebaa, ai rogorsac wlebi vlamobdiT, papai mixmobs Tavis nasaxlars da Tu kaci xar, Senc iq wamodi...

Temur tabataZe ipostasi ,,RmerTi yvelaferi iyos yovelSi~. (1.korinT. 15; 28) gamovazamTre Semoqmedis survili CemSi, galiis kari gavuRe da gavuSvi muza, miviwyebuli, davrdomili, moxrili mxrebSi, Tavisufleba, sufTa haers bavSviviT sunTqavs.

daviT asilaZe * * * alionidan uflis saxels egebebian dedamiwaze Savi kabiT angelozebi dgebian krZalviT da kabebiT imosebian da maTTan erTad saubroben serafimebi uflis xatTan da pirdapiri grZnobiT zecisken xelebs aRapyrobs monazoni ciskrisTanave dganan da isev mTeli guliT evedrebian wminda siyvaruls bedukuRmarT dedamiwaze... metaniebiT miilia dilis riJraJi miwis siyvaruls eCvevian angelozebi dRe gaileva kidev erTxel uflis didebiT da gadaRlili, mwuxris locviT ganimosebiT dilis simZimiT, Zilisagan aRmdgar sxeulSi sulis siwminde amsubuqebs xorcis simZimes dReSi Svidgzis da sulisaTvis mainc ukmariss mudam axsenebT sakuTar Tavs _ sulo nu gZinavs! gamoiRviZe, moaxlovda uflis dideba moinanie Segiwyalos raTa mesiam Tqveni Semosva Savi kabiT RmerTma ineba da Tavmdabloba Tqveni sulis isev maocebs... ...dganan berebi loculoben uflis winaSe metaniebiT gamoixsnes codvili eri da Tu hkiTxaven, rai aris saxeli Seni?! upasuxeben TavmdablobiT: `codvili beri~.

besarion qvriviSvili amyvavebodes xelT mwyemsis joxi mze Cadioda lurj mTaTa miRma, mTvare wertilad moCanda caze, dRe mTavrdeboda, Tmas mivercxlavda, xma meZaxoda, _ icxovre raze... mivyvebi drois dubela talRas, arwivis marTvem viSvile RalRa, enguris Cqerebs, mtkvris mcxeTis ubes, sacxovrebelad varCie gube. mtredi qorwilis macned movida, mayrebad mohyvnen myinvari, Sxara, me xels avuqSev, vrCebi udabnod, eqo tkivilad gadadis, _ ara. vgrZnob es ar aris buneba Cemi, ver vflob sixaruls da es mawuxebs, gedisyela xom ver itans suli, yelSi waWeril vnebis marwuxebs. yornis niskartma Cemi cisferi da meocnebe Tvali dabinda, miwad mimsWvalul gulisa frTebiT, momixmobs zeca, _ gafrena minda. me naTlis mxedrad, _ brZolisTvis viSvi, da ar veZebo myudro safari, Tu var vaJkaci da minda vpovo, sikvdilis Semdeg naalafari. kedlidan movxsni damtveril maxvils, fexze Sevxvdebi riJraJs adrian, mzes mivegebi Taboris mTaze, ubeSi Cavkref sxivebs madlians. `ufalman mmwysos da arai makldes~, nurc SemeSinos balaxis isris,

mzis anaTlisTvis Tundac damWirdes, jalaTis xmlisqveS modreka kisris. vTibo balaxi nabij-nabijad, marCenal Zroxis vxveto boseli, amyvavebodes xelT mwyemsis joxi, da momrgebodes cis samoseli

lela niSnianiZe maradis gmirad taZarSi erTi enTo sanTeli. misi cecxlis wvers gumbaTTan asuls, muxlmodrekili vedrebda qali da igonebda dReebs gardasuls. bages swydeboda mxurvale locva, bages cremlebiT danainamuls, elandeboda uwyalo xocva, bgerebi haers unTebdnen almurs. gareT kvnesoda qari daWrili, qari natanji da natyviari, TiTqos, imanac dakarga Svili da gulSi darCa mware iara. qali xedavda freskebs da xatebs, magram sul sxvagan dahqroda goni, guls mxneoba da simrTele marTebs, magram vai, rom ar ZaluZs, mgoni. xedavda qali, gori kvdeboda, Tvalwin uyridnen moZmeebs mokluls, mirboda qali da Tan bndeboda, rom abijebda gzebs sisxliT morwyuls. sxeulebs tyvia uwyalod xevda da gaigona „me vrCebi, deda!“ im wamSi ufro moawva sevda, im wamSi guli asjer daberda. uceb mis Tvalebs miapyro mzera da SeefeTa vaJkacis Tvalebs, gulSi Caikra da miefera, ukanasknelad aRirsa alerss. qalma pirjvari gamoisaxa, gza dauloca vaJkacs gulqarTuls, deduri grZnoba gulSi damarxa da Svili mcvelad miuZRvna mamuls. da, Tumca, guli uRvTod tiroda, mainc xarobda vaJkacis gazrdiT, qarTvlis dedisebr qali gmirobda, ar emCneoda guls ganabzari. omis qarcecxlSi gaswia vaJma,

da cocxal kedels Sehmata lodi, dedis fiqrebi moicva dardma da daeRara guli molodins. vai, rom gaqra lodinic mwared, Svilma samSoblos ufara mkerdi... taZarSi emxo, tiroda cxared, sasod uCanda mxolodRa RmerTi. taZridan gasuls Semoxvda qari, TiTqos, samZimars eubneboda da tkivils ukve ver grZnobda qali yvela avdaric sadRac qreboda. daemxo, muWiT aiRo miwa, TiTqos, Tavis Svils ikravda gulSi da saqarTvelos gadanaskvulma suli dalia mis siyvarulSi. da rogorc sisxlis yivili mwveli momavals udevs Seuryev xidad „me vrCebi, deda!“ sityvebis mTqmeli marTlac darCeba maradis gmirad.

marexi xojelani * * * jer marto suli maqvs iseTi, ankara wyarosac gadarevs, jer marto grZnoba maqvs iseTi, rom welSi udrek kldes gadatexs. gamiSviT, gavSalo xelebi, frenaSi arwivebs gavaswreb, jer marto sisxli Cqefs Cems ZarRvSi iseTi, rom qvesknels gadarevs. ampartavnoba ggoniaT? ar SecdeT, vTavmdablob iqamdis, rom Tqven mzes vficulob sizmarSic. jer marto sunTqva maqvs iseTi, haeri tkiviliT miarRvevs sxeulSi gasavlel niaRvrebs. jer marto miyvarxar iqamdis, TvalebSi Seni mze minaTebs. ggonia haeriT visunTqeb? ara, mis nacvlad ginatreb. ggonia am guliT vicocxleb?! ara, guladac mWirdebi. ici, Zvirfaso ubralod me Sen sicocxled gisurve. me Sen bunebad mWirdebi, ufalTan sanTlis damnTebad viTxove Seni xelebi, taZarSi misvlas ver vbedav, gambedaobad mWirdebi. locvisTvis Seni bage da mitevebisTvis codvebis Sen erTaderTi mWirdebi. ggonia SeniT movkvdebi? ara, me uSenobiT cocxalic mkvdari viqnebi, SeniT ki mkvdaric sicocxled da mgosnad mogeCvenebiT! ggoniaT, rom vampartavnob? ara, vTavmdablob miwamdis!

jer marto ca maqvs iseTi, sicocxled gamomiZaxebs. jer marto RmerTi myavs iseTi, vedrebas damifrTianebs. ggonia SeniT moxvedi? ara, sizmarSi ginatre, mTis siod gamogiZaxe. me gazafxulad mWirdebi, mTaSi simwvaned ginatre, enguris mCqefar talRebad, sigiJed gamogiZaxe, aranormalur qarbuqSi, bednierebad ginatre. ggonia SeniT movkvdebi? ara, sicocxled mWirdebi, me sunTqvad gamogiZaxe. roca movkvdebi sasTumlad sikeTe gamomitaneT, grZnoba udreki, uryevi alersad gadamafareT.

zurab zoiZe sofel WalaSi samebis eklesiis kurTxeva aq iyo odesRac mSvenieri taZari, mgaloblebi galobdnen sagalobels, zeobda mzesaviT azri mwyazari, ufali gzavnida cidan sawyalobels. dideba ufals, ufals madloba, WalaSi moxda Zlevai sakvirveli, kokobilis axlos Sedga naTloba, ikurTxa natarZali, taZris saZirkveli. mrevlma daiviwya Jami ulmobeli, aRavlina locvani wmidaTa wmida, caTa Sin tiroda mariam RvTismSobeli, dilidan saRamomde wvimda da wvimda.

manana qurdaZe * * * mama giorgis moZRvaro, me TqvenTan movedi da suliT xorcamde mogendeT... da iyo aqamde omebi, omebi, Zvrebi miwisa da zurgi Semaqcia samyarom... mimiReT aseTi urwmuno, codvili. var adamiani maqcia da mglebis xrovaSi omega, suli sanTlis alad miqcieT da omebi erTad movigoT. Wia mWams... saxravi gulisa msuyea... rad unda gagiyoT me Cemi codvebis ulufa?! Wia mWams... me xom myavs ufali! me xom myavs ufali! da ufals sufTa aqvs Tvalebi, ufali wyaroa sikeTis, Wia mWams... gmobas da siZulvils mikveTavs. Tavi SegawyineT moZRvaro, ufro advilia dumili, axla var me RmerTiT maZRari da Tqven Cem winaSe mdumare. da vici, rom me myavs ufali da vici, rom gagiyofT Cem sulis ulufas.

tariel Tofuria * * * rodemde mogvivlens ufali iliebs? rodemde vamZimoT ilia codvebiT? iqneba, Cven TviTon raRaca movigoT, iqneba, Cven TviTon vifiqroT Cvens Tavze. iqneba, davfiqrdeT Cvenive codvebze da mere davidoT malamo wylulebze. Cven TviTon vibrZoloT borotis ZalebTan da mere iqneb da movigoT es omi. rodemde davRaloT ilia dardebiT, mainc ver miviReT is, rac man mogviZRvna. iqneba, davfiqrdeT da mere miviRoT, is rac qveynisTvis iliam Sewira. iqneba, vizrunoT Cvenive codvebze, Cven TviTon davfiqrdeT sulier wylulebze da mere iqneba mivagnoT im naTels, saiTac migviZRvis ilia codvilebs. iqneba, Cven TviTon vidardoT Cvens Tavze, romelic savsea codvaTa simravliT, romelic uyurebs ukuniT sibneles, romelic codvaTa ubralod gvamia. iqneba, vidardoT yvelafer amaze, iqneba, davbrundeT uZRebni mamasTan da Tu marTla gvsurs ilia vaxaroT, maSin avdgeT da siyvaruls mivsdioT. dResve daviwyoT wuxili codvebze, rom gadavajiSeT qarTuli samyaro, rom gaveqeciT urTierT siyvaruls da rom daviwyeT Cven Zmebis gawirva, rom SevegebeT fialiT qveynis mtrebs da xmali davkariT samSoblos sxeulze.

iqneba vifiqroT, vinanoT amaze da mere uarvyoT kaenis sagvare. gviyvardes, SevundoT, davicvaT qarTveli. vebrZoloT, ganvdevnoT qveynidan mtarvali. vifiqroT, vinanoT, vitiroT codvebze da isev davbrundeT winapris savalze. nu gadavajiSeT qarTuli sulebi! nu mivatoveT sxvebisTvis cxovreba! gviyvardes, vinanoT, vifiqroT awmyoze, amiTi gavyvebiT ilias gza-kvalze.

nino boqoliSvili Cemi da Tqveni dardebi wkipze varT, qimze varT, gaSaleT afrebi, am kursiT yinulis samyaros vaskdebiT, fuTfuTebs, dudunebs, zRva Relavs talRebiT, amindma datvirTa gembani dardebiT. garekes Rrublebi sisina qarebma mzes waskda sxivebi, agvlanZes alebma, enebis sarsari atexes qalebma, tartariT davcildiT RmerTsa da samebas. wamobiT wameba, vaJas dadardeba Cakluli ilia, eris dabereba, Secvlili zneobiT gogos gaberweba, gadedakacebul vaJis gaxeleba. qoTqoTiT, xarxariT CavxoceT gmirebi, sanacvlod vuboZeT maT Svilebs Cinebi, dazamTrda, danacrda buxarSi jirkebi, daobda qveyana, acekvdnen Winkebi. kibis qveS nikalas uCvenod dagdeba, an galaktionis masxarad agdeba, ucxos dafaseba, qarTvelis gagdeba, lxinSi damRereba da WirSi gacema. yrmas veRar vaZinebT evropul miTebiT, CrdiloeTs SemorCnen, gvebrZvian skviTebi, iryeva msoflio SeSlili riTmebiT, Seexo yvelafers binZuri TiTebi. Cven ar gvaqvs sxva miwa, sxva zeca, sxva wyaro, sxva rwmeniT ar gvinda biliki gavkvaloT, taZramde savali gza, cremliT davfaroT, Segvinde, gviSvele, ufalo sabaoT.

irakli ZoZuaSvili * * * qsovili sada saTuTi ar darCeba mudam ubralo ufalo ieso qriste Zeo RvTisao Semiwyale me codvili ukvalod ar darCeba sisxli nebiT gamowovili ufalo ieso qriste Zeo RvTisao Semiwyale me codvili Sobili dedis tyavidan cxvris tyavSi mxsnelsa Tvissa ugalobs ufalo ieso qriste Zeo RvTisao Semiwyale me codvili uwyalod ar darCeba qveynad ara cdomili ufalo ieso qriste Zeo RvTisao Semiwyale me codvili.

zaur kodua rwmenis sufeva _ es zneoba da siyvarulia! fiqrebaSlili am miwis Svili vfren caTa Sina _ meSvide caSi frTamali raSiT, rwmeniT viqrole da gavikafe kidec gza xsnisa guldakodilma Cems qveyanaSi. amxedrebuli TeTr zRaprul cxenze virCev planetas _ Saravandians, mWvirvales brolze, misi naTeli gamaridebda miwier vnebebs _ sadardos yovlad undomel droze. ...magram ver vagneb me sxva cTomilzec sulis sayudels ufrore saRmrTos am miwa-wyalze, mowamebrivad aq gaviqarveb arasasurvels, _ Wmunvas arSemdgar adamianze. Wirisufloba zecierisa veRar SecnobilT, arc Sewyaleba, arc ram nugeSi, _ maT, urwmunoebs, ar monanie sodomur codvilT, am axlad damdgar saukuneSi! me, qristiani verasodes davTmob rwmenis sufevas, verc _ Cems RvTismSoblis wilxvedril miwas, sad mociqulTa qadagebas da pirvelkurTxevas madli mousxams asxmuli mZivad. Sevtrfi qarTveli kdemiT samzerel qarTvlis cisa fers, roca mze mkrTali Sav zRvaSi Cadis, miveferebi Cem irgvliv tyveqmnil zRvasa da mTa-vels, _ drosac, romelic qveynidan garbis uZReb sicocxliT, Tumca verc viTvli avbediT dReebs. me `RvTis risxvaSic~ qveynis daqcevas veRar viwameb, _ rom mze cxraTvala amova lodad da mogveweva `ciT qvaTa cvena~, _ warRvna miwaze. RmerTo Zliero, vin gvarTmevs yofas adamis modgmas, mkvidrobiT Sengan ukunisamde?! mwams WeSmaritad, rom Cven mokvdavni, uzenaeso,

RvTis xatad viSviT da mzesac vCemobT! mzes Segavedreb, _ mis cxrave TvalSi uqrobad enTos, Ze SecdenilTa moqcevac SeZlo... RmerTo, sawuTros wuTier stumris simSvides SegTxov!.. dRes, marTlmadidebel eklesiis erovnulobas gmoben xmobilni liberastebad, fuTnian garyvnil `elgebetes~ da bilw `identobas~, marTlmadidebelT Slian seqtebad, surT _ `...ena waxdes, eric daeces~, Caklan zneobac!

globalistebic, romelTa swrafvac identuria, veRar eRirson qarTvelis waSlas! macxovris kvarTi gangebiT mcxeTas xom daculia?! qarTvelSic rwmena icocxlebs marad! rwmenis sufeva ki brZolaa da siyvarulia. RvTivboZebuli Sesamoselic gvaqvs RvTismSoblisa, raic qveynisTvis safarvelia, gvifaravs Zalic _ sveticxovelis... mraval taZrisa, SoreTs STenilic Cveni bedia _ sulierebis mesaidumled oqros xanisa. eh, qarTvelobas ramdeni tanjvis gza gauvlia! `asi aTasi mowameTa~ da sxvac aTasobiT qristes sjulisTvis wamebulia; wargvstaces _ oSki, xaxuli, xanZTa, opiza, tbeTi... da nusxa mainc arasrulia. siwmideebis da mowameTa am savanisa uTuod didi madli gvicavda; mociqulT sworis _ wmidisa ninos varT Cven mrwamsisa, _ saWeTmpyrobelTa da aw wmidanTa: vaxtang _ daviTis, Tamarisa da qeTevanisa... da maTi madliT, Tund-xilul wmida gabriel beris, mravlobs taZrebi, salocavebi... matulobs mrevli, Zlierdebian qristianebi, mova aRTqmuli droc gabrwyinebis saqarTvelosi, _ erTianobis qveynis da eris! P.S. ...manamde mainc, razedac vSiSob, vacxadeb Riad! _ exeba es ilia meores, uwmidess, mrevlisgan wodebuls _ meore iliad; ar gaisrolon, RmerTo, meored! qveynis Tavze damokles maxvili jerac kidia.

daviT robaqiZe ninos qadageba veaxel mcxeTas, gamovkveTe aq vazis jvari. vlocav am miwas uxvRalians, kalTamadlians, qebad momidis wmindanebis didi laSqari, vlocav qarTvel ers saimedos, Rirsmomavlians! davdeq qadagad, dedaRvTisas SevsTxov, vavedreb... dardi ar gdevdes, arc simxdale gaivlo gulSi, gafantul Svilebs movuxmob da aq dagivaneb, uflis SewevniT Cavayeneb Sens samsaxurSi! momixaroda, Tan momqonda imedi xvalis, viaxle agrev moZme erTa nafiqri wrfeli, dedaSviluri sinatifiT, simtkiciT rvalis, gzas milocavda aTasobiT uflis morCili! mlocveli dedis Tavmandilis qristes SobisTvis, wminda mironiT Sublnacxebni, kvarTiT mosilni!

magda bebiaSvili tyuil-marTali leqsi `iqneb iyav, iqneb arc ki iyavi da mogigone~. Jaden gamovigone. Seni simSvide gamovigone. Torem dRe-Ramis uRvTo RrialSi romeli zRapari miSvelida? anda romeli uSvilo dedaberi miSvilebda? gamogigone! kidev kargi, rom gamogigone. Torem gulqva dedinacvali Sinidan gamiSvebda da manam iviSviSebda, sanam mamaCemi... eh! raRa gavagrZelo?! isedac ici. gamogigone! ocnebiT Sua gzaze rom dagweodi da xelisgulidan gaqceuli bediswerisTvis wyaroze Cameswro, gulidan wuxili moviglije, xelukuRma movisrole, ukan rom aRar mimexeda da aRaraferi damenaxa. gamogigone! mogonebebSi axladfexadgmuli bavSviviT rom agdevnebodi, kvalSi Cagdgomodi, mTvaris Suqis vercxlisferi _ nacrisferi gubeebidan megrovebina da sibereSi gauTenebel ganTiad Sublze wakruls, uTvistomos, usinaTlos, nisliT savse saTliT xelSi,

aWrili rZis qafidan savse mTvare amomegorebina da zamTris grZel RameebSi, goras roca miefarebodi, ferdakarguli muyaos qaRaldidan Seni CemTan yofna xelTavidan axal mTvared gamomeWra, gamogigone! mere viqnebodi SeniT mTvareuli da SenTan erTad gadavivlidi moTibul velebs. Seni TvalebiT daviTvlidi yvela im TavTavs, mziT garujuli xelebiT rom TavTuxisfer nawnavebSi Camiwnavdi. me viqnebodi mTvareze dawinduli da sarecelze Zilispirulis Wrel sizmrebs Cumad movparavdi Tavgasul ferebs. xeliskankaliT movqsovdi pawawina windebs da daTovlil bilikebze deda beRuras sifrTxiliT gadavafrendi Cavardnil Tvlebs _ frTamotexil umweo bartyebs. Sig Cavaqsovdi yvela dRes da suyvela Rames! yvela ambavs da yvela zRapars! yvela igavs da yvela araks! tyuils da marTals! mogiyvebodi, Cemi xelebiT amoyvanil mzes, rogor vaxvevdi TeTr marlaSi ToTo bavSviviT, anda saTuTad rogor vasxamdi rZisfer gemos sadRvebelaSi da RvTismSobelis sadidebel locvasTan erTad, rogor vmRerodi `iavnanas~ ia-vardis dedaSvilobis... da irweoda akvani Cvilis da aRar idga miwuri ubrad. gaocebuli, TeTri frTebiT mag siCumeSi, Seni simSvide muxlebze idga. ............... kidev kargi,

gamogigone. Torem uSenod ra moiyvanda wuxandel sizmars!

zaza bagaliSvili vmarxulob droSi gnatrulob veRar vzRaprulob cremliT vmarxulob Sen rom gantrulob ver vsixarulob Cemo aprilo gulo daRlilo sulo aRvsilo madlo ufalo gmadlob alilo...

ciuri oqruaSvili xuTi tkivili roca gavige, suli daRonda, iesos dedas gulSi ra hqonda, xuTi tkivili guliT dahqonda da, mainc, RmerTis imedze bWobda. xareba, Soba, mirqma, Sepyroba, jvarcma tkivilis zeniti iyo, ar dauSvia, arsad, Secdoma es iyo misi bedi-dedoba. farisevlebma Svili ki ara, TviT deda RvTisa gaakres jvarze, jvarze ieso marto ar aris, deda-Sviloba aris, TviT, jvarze. jvarze gakruli kacobrioba, muxlmodrekili modis da gminavs, Tavad, ufalma RmerTma ineba, amis mowmea wminda sameba. roca gavige, guli metkina, mTeli sxeuliT vigrZen tkivili, modis da moTqvams saqristiano, rom dauamon dedas kivili. xareba, Soba, mirqma, Sepyroba, jvarcma tkivilis zeniti iyo, ar dauSvia, arsad, Secdoma, es iyo misi bedi-dedoba.

maka bliaZe farvanis tbasTan abul-samsarisa da javaxeTis qedebs Soris mdebare qvabulSi, farvanis tbasa Sina... sarke gaxedebs warsulSi... gzaze gaSlila... Senamde modis... sicocxles gmatebs Saori, sabadoswyali da wvima... ca ixedeba SenSi da mere, margalitebad yinuli cviva... zamTari TiTqos mxrebiTve dagaqvs, arc arsad yinva, arc arsad civa... saTave Tavad xar mdinarisa, mtkvars rom ipovis da yvelgan miva... napirs atyvia nafexurebi _ sxivad gaSlila, farvanis tbasTan es meramdened, ninos SemosvliT Tendeba dila...

nini gorgaZe (8 wlis)

Cveni bundovneba modiT daviCoqoT ninos mTels kalTebze, locva wvimasaviT iRbals gaurbodes, muxlze daCoqilni sevdas gviamebdes, mkerdze mikrobilni nela vSordebodeT.... ....da im saukunes netav moveswari, rogor modioda nino nawnavebiT, talRebs ekroboda misi sandooba; xedebs bundovanad TeTrad anaTebda. Senma siZlierem yvela gagvamtkica, qristes arseboba yvelam aiTvisa.

qristianuli poeziis I festivali `wminda ninos jvari~

2011 wlis 23 ivnisi Tbilisi. saqarTvelos parlamentis ilia WavWavaZis saxelobis erovnuli

biblioTeka festivalis mTavari priziT _ wminda ninos jvari dajildovdnen: mariam wiklauri lia rusiaSvili givi iluriZe RvTis sityvis qadagebisTvis, erovnuli cnobierebis ganmtkicebisa

da patriotizmisTvis festivalis mTavari priziT _ wminda ninos jvari dajildovdnen:

Wabua amirejibi _ beri daviTi jansuR Carkviani mama ilia CikvaiZe TinaTin mRvdliaSvili Jiuri: mama ilia CikvaiZe

givi CiRvinaZe mixeil RaniSaSvili

qristianuli poeziis II festivali `wminda ninos jvari~

2012 wlis 28 dekemberi Tbilisi. wminda samebis sakaTedro taZari festivalis mTavari priziT _ wminda ninos jvari dajildovdnen: vano CxikvaZe maia miqaia festivalis priziT _ wminda ninos jvris medalioni dajildovdnen: murad mTvareliZe lela cucqiriZe cira yuraSvili daviT Semoqmedeli mariam wiklauri rona bubuteiSvili vaJa oTaraSvili Tamar farCukiZe Cveni qveynis kulturasa da xelovnebaSi Setanili gansakuTrebuli

wvlilisaTvis festivalis mTavari priziT _ wminda ninos jvari dajildovdnen:

rezo adamia rezo esaZe Jiuri: mama ilia CikvaiZe givi CiRvinaZe baRaTer arabuli zurab Toria

qristianuli poeziis III festivali

`wminda ninos jvari~ 2013 wlis 4-5 seqtemberi Tbilisi. 4 seqtemberi wminda samebis sakaTedro taZari. 5 seqtemberi saqarTvelos mweralTa saxli. festivalis mTavari priziT _ wminda ninos jvari dajildovdnen: eldar WiWiaSvili elguja lebaniZe festivalis priziT _ wminda ninos jvris medalioni dajildovdnen: lali jafaraSvili anton gagua aleqsi gogberaSvili farnaoz rainauli mariam qsovreli-xarTiSvili zurab yolbaia (imieri) iamze arvelaZe-xecuriani cisana TvaliaSvili Cveni qveynis kulturasa da xelovnebaSi Setanili gansakuTrebuli

wvlilisaTvis festivalis mTavari priziT _ wminda ninos jvari dajildovdnen:

rostom CxeiZe zina solomniSvili

Jiuri: mama ilia CikvaiZe zaal botkoveli geno kalandia givi CiRvinaZe mariam wiklauri

sarCevi amiran surgulaZe eduard ugulava zoia vaSakiZe SoTa zoiZe jemal jayeli Tamar farCukiZe vasil bostaSvili mixeil CxeiZe mamuka demetraSvili daviT kikvaZeE mariam qsovreli-xarTiSvili maka gelaSvili nika futkaraZe maia diakoniZe daviT gabunia eldar WiWiaSvili SoTa togoniZe dona kolxi-narmani JuJuna xajiSvili Teimuraz qoriZe ciuri TargamaZe Savlego aragveli besik zaaliSvili Sorena CaxnaSvili maia maxaraZe (ia jiaTeli) lia WabaSvili ekaterine bazeraSvili ani maisuraZe nana SubiTiZe aleqsi gogberaSvili iamze arvelaZe-xecuriani klara gelaSvili nunu ZamukaSvili baCua ejibia kaxaber WiWinaZe giga gogberaSvili sofo jijelava naTia xijakaZe Temur tabataZe daviT asilaZe besarion qvriviSvili lela niSnianiZe marexi xojelani zurab zoiZe

manana qurdaZe tariel Tofuria nino boqoliSvili irakli ZoZuaSvili zaur kodua daviT robaqiZe magda bebiaSvili zaza bagaliSvili ciuri oqruaSvili maka bliaZe nini gorgaZe qristianuli poeziis I festivali `wminda ninos jvari~ qristianuli poeziis II festivali `wminda ninos jvari~ qristianuli poeziis III festivali `wminda ninos jvari~