irma SiolaSvili

gamomcemloba `saari~

2009

foTlebis xidi

irma SiolaSvili - `foTlebis xidi~

ISBN 978-9941-0-1668-4

redaqtori: mixo mosuliSvili

naxati ydaze: qeTevan sabiaSvili

dizaineri: sandro Cxetiani

dakabadoneba: sagamomcemlo saxli `saxe(l)ebi~

©

ggaazzaaffxxuulliiss ddaa ffooTTlliiss bbaallaaddaa

raRacnairad miyvardeba es gazafxuli -

Tbili, gulwrfeli survilebiT,

cocxali mzeriT

da TiTebs viwvdi

misi mwvane mimarTulebiT.

Tavadac ise makvirdeba,

TiTqos misi nawili viyo -

misi gulidan CamoWrili,

foToliviT gamZle da sada.

ar mawuxebdes Rameebi, ar vwerde leqsebs,

ar mivtirode Waobebs da sawuTros avdars...

magram radganac foTols vgavar -

unda vuZlebde

avdrebsac, mzesac, kaliebsac,

miyvardes unda

yoveli mwvane gazafxuli,

yoveli wvima, sios CurCuli,

aprilebis Cveuli surdo

da arasodes damaviwydes Cemi warsuli -

miwis madli da Semodgomis maradi SiSi

da datotvili mdumareba - camde asuli

da Cems ZarRvebSi moTqriale geni da jiSi,

sanamde foTlis dardi mawevs -

ufleba ar maqvs,

es gazafxuli gavawbilo -

mzes rom ar iSlis

da poezia - gulis SigniT,

frTxilad rom damaqvs,

aprilis foTlebs vusaxsovro

RvTiur saniSned.

2008.

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irma SiolaSvili

ppooeettiiss mmoonnoollooggii

raRaca tydeba da bolo wertils

svams foTolcvena da gaoreba.

ver Seviyvare cxovreba metad _

saxeSi ise mcema cxovrebam.

gavdivar Cemi SeSlili wridan

da zecis TaRebs vesaTuTebi,

mwerda da mSlida, mwerda da mSlida

am dasaqcevi yofis wuTebi...

da axla ase daRlils da marTals,

da usaSvelod naTels da martos,

lodini gulze lodiviT madevs

da sizmrebiviT areul martebs

vigoneb TrTolviT da vinc miyvarda,

bolo wertils vsvam imis TvalebTan,

radgan, yoveli yofa iyo da

sizmari iyo sizmrisgareTa.

1995.

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iiaannoo......

rodidan daiwyeT fesvebis dalocva...

me axla marto var da TrTolviT vivsebi,

miwis mdumareba usaxod barbacebs

da yvela, da yvela brmad meTavisebiT.

brmad... Cemi miwidan iwyeba bavSvoba,

Cemia, vibnevi da mainc vmTlianob,

icdian, dardoben da cremlebs aSroben,

rom Tqveni sinedle SeigrZnon, iano;

rom Tqveni cremlidan daiwyon barbaci

xeebma, romlebic simaRliT Zaloben...

rogor SeviSaleT, rodesac gagvZarcves

sinaTled mosuli mzis niaRvarebiT;

rodesac gagvZarcves da yvela wertilSi

Cagvtoves dumilad da maradisobad,

me qvebis surnelic raRacad meniSna

da qva Seviyvare SiSveli RirsebiT

da yvela imedi saflavTan damebna...

ra mere, Tu guli lodiniT xmianobs,

me, albaT, imitom movedi amqveynad

rom Tqveni sinedle SemegrZno, iano.

1995.

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irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

...ar SeiZleba, leqsebs werde Zveli intimiT,

Zveli codvebiT midiode taZris karebTan

da sikvdiliviT gaSinebdes raRac martivi _

brmad modebuli siyvaruli, gulisgareTa.

ar SeiZleba, mowesrigde, roca saxelad

gqvia poeti da foTlebSi eZeb sinazes.

aha, saRamom Zveli boRma amoaxvela

da dasjiliviT migajaWva fanjris minaze.

ra martivia yvelaferi, roca xmaurob

da yvela xdeba moyvaruli da Seniani,

da tkivilamde ajadoebs Seni aura

adamianebs...

momlodine adamianebs

da ra rTulia yvelaferi, roca iRlebi,

roca mTiebi mkerdze akrul daRebs iCenen;

roca Senidan, rogorc Widan, amoiReben

wyals, rom gvalvisgan

mSrali gvami gadairCinon.

ra ucnaurad itvirTebi...

Tumca farulad

raRac maradi, Cauqrobi cecxliviT gaTbobs...

da simartove - erTaderTi TavSesafari

ise migelis, rogorc mzisgan

dasicxul satrfos.

1995.

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mmooddiiTT......

xom moxvalT. modiT.

me miwas vkocni.

me miwas vkocni

da cremlebs vaRrCob,

zeca rodesac TeTr fantels mocris,

didi sinaTle myofnia sarCod...

modiT. dRes CemSi viRaca borgavs

da kivis miwis auxsnel saxels,

warsuli qalis nawnavebs mohgavs

da qalis Tvalebs siamiT axels.

da qali _ miwis cremliviT sufTa

kankalebs, rogorc daWrili Sveli,

me warsuls didi filtvebiT vsunTqav

da qalic Jamis sunTqvaSi mSvelis.

me vkocni miwas da radgan miwa

kankalebs vnebiT da JrJola axrCobs,

vacileb gulze darWobil xiWvebs

da mzian Rimils vutoveb sarCod.

modiT...

1995.

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irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

axla am miwas atkivdeba Cemi cxovreba

wvimis xmaurSi dabrunebul

TeTri vardebiT,

es dabrunebac mxolod miwas emaxsovreba,

emaxsovreba molodinad an dabadebad.

es dabruneba sinanuli iqneba, albaT

(wyvdiads beWebze siyvaruli Camoadneba),

me... uxmaurod CavisunTqav prosper merimes

da damsxvreuli sarkis xmaze avxarxardebi.

1994.

kkllddiiss mmoonnoollooggii

Cemi zurgia sisxliani

da xerxemlidan amozrdili mouTmenloba

TvalebiT kveTavs

sinanuliT daRvarWnil kisers.

SevCerebivar mofriale nislis nawnavebs

da martoobas auxdenel surviliT vivseb.

erT dros Tavadve avikrZale, rom xelebidan

amomezarda siyvarulis lamazi vardi

da, axla, zurgis sisxliani laqebi mamxels

rom fesvSi Cazrdil danaSauls

Zalian vdardob.

da nislis TeTri nawnavebi survilebs kveTavs.

2005.

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irma SiolaSvili

bboonniiss ddRRiiuurriiddaann

rains gulamde Casdis mowyena

da Cemi mzerac gulamde Casdis...

da Tvalis ankess - Rrmas da orwveras

mosdevs Tevzebis sibrZne da dardi.

`Cemi mdinare~ - vambob da mikvirs,

rom ucxos ase utifrad vCemob...

is ki - mSvidi da beberi wiwkvi

ixdens dro-Jamis sunsa da gemos.

2008.

ffooTTlleebbiiss xxiiddii

me axla vmartoob. Zveli imedebiT

vis miuRwevia simSvidis karamdi.

SuaSi foTlebis xidia, batono,

da xidze isvenebs raRaca maradi.

SuaSi foTlebis xidia, batono,

da, Tumca, cxovrebac Zalian momwons,

mainc gonebiT, gonebiT vmartoob -

veridebi sawuTros WuWysa da lorwos.

batono, me vici, saidan iwyeba

yvelaze lamazi sizmrebis ferebi.

siyvaruls rogori cremlebiT iwyeben,

rogori sityvebiT, rogori xelebiT...

me vici surnelic, magram am talaxSi

ver varCev raRacas, raRacas vkargav...

sxeuli iRleba uazro TamaSiT D

da dausrulebel cxovrebis xarkiTA

da cdilobs gaqcevas,

da yofis mtvertials D

boRma mSral xaxaSi awveba uxmod.

batono, me viwyeb uazro xetials

da yvela martosuls Cems wreSi vuxmob.

SuaSi foTlebis WrelWrula xidia

da xidze Tvlemaa nacnobi surnelis.

zecaSi rZisferi Rrublebi midian...

vmartoob... suls miwis tkivilebs vuneleb.

1992.

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irma SiolaSvili

zz.. bb..--ss

me viyavi xe - romelsac

maradiulobisken ubiZga RmerTma,

me viyavi mgeli -

romelic mglebSi cxovrobda da

eSinoda mglad darCenis.

me viyavi locva,

romelsac bageebs ulurjebdnen da

mere faruli da

Semparavi mzeriT uswordebodnen.

me sikvdili viyavi da

usikvdilod gardavicvale,

rom axali dabadebiT gadamerieT.

me tkivili viyavi da vigrZeni geni,

romelic miwaSi feTqavda da...

vikivle, vikivle!!!

magram kivili arcvin gaigo da...

mainc gamiswordnen!

me viyavi qari da, vicodi, rom

am samyaroSi versad ver gaiqcevi,

radgan irgvliv Waobia da

uswormasworo molodinebi.

dagitireT, dagitireT mxecis RrialiT!

me davimaxsovre Tvalebi da molodini

da areuli nabijebiT wavedi, rom

dasasruliT dasawyisi aRmomeCina.

me avivse da ganvmartovdi rogorc mze,

rogorc miwis napralidan amosuli

sveli godeba

da wavedi...

wavedi, rom movsuliyavi

Tovlad, wvimad, monatrebad da

damesajeT mglobisaTvis, siZulvilisTvis.

me wavedi da davtove mze -

damdnari miwa.

1994.

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irma SiolaSvili

vvaarr xxmmaammaaRRaallii

o.W.-s

ukve dasrulda. Tumca vicodi

cxovrebas raRac sxva surda Cemgan,

Tumca vicodi, mainc aTrTolda

bavSvis tkiviliT SeSlili suli.

me cremli mecva da yvelafridan

gamovdiodi cremliviT sveli,

miwa ki, miwa sxvagvarad mxsnida

da purs miwvdida damWknari xeliT

da nafleTebi, romelic mwamda

iyo sinaTliT Tavbrudamxvevi,

da kulisebSi vaRrCobdi fardebs

gadareuli qaris saxeliT

da uxmod vTrTodi, Tumca qaridan

mrCeboda didi siSlege daRad

da viwodebdi survils xvalidan,

rom warsulisTvis meCuqna raRac.

vgrZnobdi, warsulSi inaxeboda

pirveli TrTolvis TeTri fesvebi

da vbrazdebodi, rom ver xvdebodnen

vis eZRvneboda Cemi leqsebi,

da vdumdebodi, roca yvelafers

svamdnen CarCoSi da mTvlidnen balRad.

mindoda, sityva Semomenaxa

warsulis trfobis mSvenier daRad

da rolebidan varCevdi bolos -

rols adreuli sityvebiT SeSlils,

radganac sityva miyvarda mxolod

da sityvis cremlis momwyvdeva peSvSi

da vjerdebodi poetis iRbals,

iRbals - miTiur sizrmis naSvilebs.

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xan cxovrebis mtvers virgebdi niRbad,

xan bgerebs - Wrelebs da CamoSlilebs

da ZvelisZveli sxeuliT vgrZnobdi

sxva sinaTles rom elodnen Cemgan.

Tumca tkiviliT savsea kordi,

Tumca cdunebis napirebs vxergav,

mainc mgonia, didi peSvidan

Camogordeba raRac maradi.

me, albaT, mTvaris dardi SemSlida,

cxovrebas wuTebs rom ar vparavde.

albaT, survilic yalbad memSvida

(survili, Tumca, memaxsovreba),

mainc mgonia, Cemi peSvidan

raRac aryofils iTxovs cxovreba.

1996.

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ggaassvvllaa ffooTTlliiaannii wwrriiddaann

im TamaSidan gasvla rTulia,

me meSinia da vikargebi...

es Zveli rwmenis dasasrulia,

dazafrulia suli xarkebiT.

im TamaSidan gasvlis msurvelebs

eliT sevda da arafrisqona.

gaiTiSeba sulis zumeri,

dumils dumiliT gamoigonebs

da wris gadaRma iqneba feTqva,

iqneba Troba ciTa da namiT

da gamWvirvale gulebis xeTqviT

gadaarCenen uzustes wamebs

da amden `da~ -Si CarCenil naRvels

Seatoveben oqtombris bgeras,

(suli rodesac gluv karebs aRebs,

saswaulebis uzomod sjera).

...da amden `da~-Si trialebs raRac...

Zalian martivs sTelaven uxmod.

vis dasCenia foTlebi daRad,

foTlebi, anda, vis cremlebs uxmobs...

saidan Tmebis surnelis sunTqva,

saidan Ramis Tvalebis feri,

atmis totebsac raRaca uTqvamT,

gafrenil sityvebs SesTxoven Svelas

da SiSi Svenis wridan gasulebs,

mTvaris asulis lamazi SiSi...

mec dardi ase Tu davasrule

iqneb siyviTlec xelaxla iSvas

da SegrCeT Cemi Zveli survili,

romelic erTdros vera vTqvi eniT:

rom SeSlil qarSi Setovil foTlebs

mindoda, raRac hqonodaT Tqveni.

wwaaddii......

es Sen xar, mTvaris TeTri asuli

da nisliani sulis xeteba,

scenaze rolebs ise asruleb

dasakargavad ar emetebi

im uxilavi scenis reJisors

da gawvdis scenars Tovlis TiTebiT,

Tumc ver xvdebian, ra hqvia Sens rols -

amonTeba Tu gadafiTreba,

vera xvdebian... da ucxo rolebs,

da uSno rolebs girCeven xolme.

SeuRwevia Seni sinaTle

im unaTlesi sinaTlis ltolviT,

SeuRwevia da ise dumxar

rogorc tkivilis ganmeoreba.

Tma uTeTrdeba samyaros quxils,

CamoxeTqili cremlis tborebiT

da ise dumxar, rogorc sinaTle...

da dumils uxmo rolebs arqmeven.

uwvdomi natvriT sevda inatre,

guli dagmane Tovlis sarqveliT

da uxilavi feris mantiiT

miuaxlovdi Seucnob wadils...

aq siyvarulic ar gapaties

da amitomac jobia, wadi!

wadi... kulisebs iqeT zecaa

da feTqavs Seni TeTri gzawvrili,

miwaze fexi Tu mogecara,

siTbo varskvlavebs gaunawile.

wadi... aq scivaT mTvaris asulebs

da Seni bindic bindisferia.

zRapars lamazad ra daasrulebs,

mtvriani laqa Tu Seeria.

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irma SiolaSvili

xxssoovvnniiss nnaappiirrii

mmaakkaa aabbuullaaSSvviilliiss xxssoovvnnaass

vin morTo Cemi mogoneba samkaulebiT,

an im Tvalebis siciveSi vin Camasaxla,

datexeT locviT avsebuli sveli gulebi

da daayareT siTeTreSi CaZirul saxlebs.

dRes Cemi rwmena gabzaruli sarkis gulia,

sadac mignebebs inaxaven mkvdari sizmrebi.

dekembers cremlis nafexurze Camouvlia,

daRlils tkiviliT, mogonebiT, aforizmebiT

da sarkesaviT damsxvreula raRac wyvdiadSi

(Cemi bavSvobis akordebsac bgera SeSliaT),

Zveli sizmrebi mogonebis fskerze miaSres

da, mogonebebs mistirian, savsepeSvians.

mec damamsxvries

gardacvlili sizmris zarebma,

mec, datexilma, davitire xsovnis napiri,

Cemi bavSvobac fexakrefiT miipareba -

aTrTolebuli sxeulidan gasvlas apirebs.

vcarieldebi da maSinebs is monatreba,

erTxelac Tavs rom Semaxsenebs da amakivlebs...

vici, dReebi daRlil sulze Semomadneba,

sulze, romelSic gardacvlili mzera Cakires.

airevian aCrdilebi. me rom maSorebs,

im dReebiviT gafiTrdeba miwis sxeuli...

Cemi bavSvoba gatexili saTamaSoa,

mTvaris sxivebSi nawil-nawil mimobneuli.

Cemi rwmena ki gabzaruli sarkis gulia,

sadac mignebebs inaxaven mkvdari sizmrebi...

dekembers cremlis nafexurze Camouvlia,

daRlils tkiviliT, mogonebiT, aforizmebiT.

1996.

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** ** **

vin gahyveba Cems fiqrian aCrdils,

vin miagnebs Cems dardian leqsebs.

uecari simartove mawvims,

uecars da ararsebuls veZeb...

movardisfro angelozTa sunTqvas

da sicocxles - leqsis tirils vadri...

sad gaveqce, sad gaveqce muzas,

roca sityvebs leqsi TviTon maclis.

sad gaveqce umartives rolebs,

sad vipovo unazesi feri,

gaifanta survilebi ise,

rogorc gzaze uecari mtveri.

1988.

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irma SiolaSvili

RRaammee ddaa ggaazzaaffxxuullii

aq mTvaris nafleTi gdia.

Rame axamxamebs Tvalebs.

- giyvarT gazafxuli?

- diax!

vpasuxob ocnebis qarebs.

qars Rrublis nafleTi miaqvs.

wuxili TeTr bafTas iqnevs...

- giyvarT poezia?

- diax!

vpasuxob galumpul fiqrebs.

irgvliv molodini mefobs

da kiTxvas ebmeba kiTxva.

ayruebs terasebs eqo

ZvelisZvel, galumpul fiqrTa.

1988.

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ddaa eess mmzzee CCeemmii ssaammoossaaxxllooaa

me vxedav dumils da meSinia...

da martoobac ise axloa...

es mTvare Cemi kvnesa, fiqria

da es mze Cemi samosaxloa...

SiSsa da fiqrebs raRas SevCivleb

Tu martoobis tanjviT vivsebi

da mrCeba mxolod ucxo sevda da

mxolod leqsebi, mxolod fiqrebi.

1987.

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`̀qqaarrmmaa SSeeaarrxxiiaa rrttooii ZZeewwnniissaaii~~..

aannaa kkaallaannddaaZZee

ra iyo - nuTu momeCvena Tqveni aCrdili,

unda dagSordeT, daSoreba Tumca maosebs.

qaris kivilSi idga Zewna xelebgawvdili

da mistiroda gadacrecil dReTa qaosebs...

ramdeni leqsi dawerila aseT sevdaSi...

simartoves ki Tavi mainc ver davaRwie,

mivuaxlovdi mogonebebs ferTa sulTqmaSi

da rtoi Zewnis RimmoreviT gadavarwie.

1989.

bb--ss

`̀aallbbaaTT,, ssuullii uuffrroo mmaallee mmooaaRRwweevvss SSeennaammddee,,

vviiddrree CCeemmii bbaarraaTTii~~..

megobris werilidan.

baraTi iyo iseTi Tbili,

iseTi savse da cremlnarevi,

SemomrCa sulze cisferi TrTvili

da aRsarebiT savse Tvalebi

vixile cxadad... axla vrwmundebi,

sulma namdvilad moaswro baraTs...

damewevian TeTri gundebi.

dReebs gamiTbobs fiqrebis fara

da im mesame gzis ZiebaSi

dafaravs suli cisfer gzawvrilebs,

Cven xelmeored davibadebiT

Tu mzis sxivebma ar gagvawbiles.

1990.

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irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

guli mainc TqvenTan darCa,

guli mainc ver movToke...

zeca Rrublebs gaesarCla.

Waobidan gamovtope.

ra vTqva, naTlad momeCvena,

sisxli gulze Semomawva...

guli mainc ver movToke,

guli mainc TqvenTan darCa.

1988.

iiccrreemmlleebbaa ffeerrii

rad maSinebT cremlebiT,

rad maxarebT sityviT,

leqsSi veRar vetevi,

leqsis gareT viltvi.

poezia farTxalebs,

poezia feTqavs,

arasdros meSinoda,

rac ar unda meTqva,

arasdros meSinoda

Ramis Savi fiqris,

leqsebiviT ocneba

cis kidurze mihqris.

icremleba dReebi,

icremleba feri,

magram leqsi Tamamad

sicocxleze mReris.

1988.

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irma SiolaSvili

CCaannaaxxaattii

`̀mmkkvvddaarr TTiiTTeebbss SSoorriiss iiRRvvrreebbiiaann nnaaccrriissffeerrii

mmaarrggaalliitteebbii~~.. ggeeoorrgg TTrraaqqllii

vdgebi. xmamaRla vkiTxulob Traqlis.

xmauri sunTqavs oTaxis iqeT.

ezoSi mSrali kiviliT dahqris

qari da uxmod emxoba pirqve.

ra mesmis... romel molodins vuxmo,

romeli dardi miCans brkolebad.

ezoSi qari qviTinebs uxmod,

fanjridan sunTqva miiboleba.

1995.

** ** **

momifoneben gulze imedad

sizmrebs ferebiT Senakowiwebs

da mere, albaT, dardis qveynidan

nabijareviT mosvla momiwevs,

Camodnebian TeTri Rrublebi,

dameRvrebian mxrebze jiutad

da qari mzesTan gasaubrebiT

suls siyvarulis yvavils miutans.

saocaria, roca mcioda

gulze yinulis lodi damades,

Cems nakvalevze qari kioda,

qari kioda moaqJamamde,

moaqJamamde momyva sifiTre

yofierebis verSeTvisebis

da, amitomac, gamorCeulad

mesxvisebiT da meTavisebiT,

RmerTia mowme, ar myvarebia

arsebuli da Seqmnili jerac,

rwmena davkarge sizmris sazRvarTan,

rwmena davkarge da mainc mjera

rom momifonebT gulze imedad

sizmrebs ferebiT Senakowiwebs

da, mere, albaT, dardis qveynidan

nabijareviT mosvla momiwevs.

1991.

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irma SiolaSvili

aarraaffeerrii aarr vviiccooddii

araferi ar vicodi,

Robe-yores vedebodi,

wlebi furcels ekvreboda,

wlebTan erTad vberdebodi.

verafersac ver vxedavdi,

verafersac ver vxvdebodi,

zogjer fiqrebs gavurbodi,

zogjer fiqrebs vnebdebodi,

zogjer dardiT vordebodi,

zogjer RimiT verTdebodi...

araferi ar vicodi,

Robe-yores vedebodi.

1988.

** ** **

dganan mxedrebi -

gacveTili gulis feTqvaSi

ucdian dilas da eSiniaT,

Rame ise ar gailios,

ver moaswron anderZis Tqma

aTinaTebTan.

1990.

** ** **

am erTxel kidev mogiteveb

da, Tuki ginda,

mTeli cxovreba

daTmobaze waval Sendami...

erTis pirobiT -

Tu leqsebic mogiteveben.

1990.

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irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

icinis bavSvi...

da simwuxarec xaTrs veRar utexs...

atmis yvavili kiskisa qars

dalalebs uxvevs...

(atmis yvavilis erTi furceli

dafrinavs caSi).

ver vxvdebi, rogor, magram scivaT

mwuxare foTlebs.

1987.

SSeemmeeSSvveelleeTT......

zRvis napirze

zRvisfer talRas

talRa talRad ekoneba,

SemeSveleT, Torem miwa

marTla miwa megoneba.

SemeSveleT, Torem suli

zecisaken miiswrafvis,

monatrebad SemrCenia

TeTri qafi.

hoi, gulo, gulisferi

gagulebiT gamaxele,

ra leqsebi, ra leqsebi

gadaarCens am saxelebs...

dasisxluli TiTebi da

gapastuli ujredebi,

riT mogxibloT, roca Tavad

tkivils veRar vujerdebi.

es tkivili tkivilisfer

tkivils ise mikrobia,

ise mtanjavs usaxoba

da simarTle daCagruli.

irevian aCrdilebi,

suls sisxlisfrad SerCenia

Camomdnari mogoneba

talRasaviT ajagruli.

zRvis napirze

zRvisfer talRas

talRa talRad ekoneba,

SemeSveleT, Torem miwa

marTla miwa megoneba.

1991.

foTlebis xidi

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34

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

SeRamebisas iwyeboda qaris kivili,

TeTr mosasxamebs isworebdnen mogonebebi

da Cems oTaxSi Semodiodnen.

da kedlebidan CamonaJon momwvano sevdas

saucxood exameboda

qarisa da mogonebis idumaleba.

maSin, cxadia, ver vxvdebodi,

rom ocnebaSi dakarguli TeTri wuTebi

adre Tu gvian

jalaTiviT momiWerdnen sulze marwuxebs

da glovisaTvis gamamzadebdnen.

maSin yvelafers damtverili nisli efara

da mec ver vgrZnobdi,

saidan, rogor vuRebdi sulis mocisfro karebs

siyvaruliT gamTbar feradebs,

arc is vicodi, odesRac nazi feradebi

mkacr mogonebad Tu iqceodnen

da Cems momwvano, momcro oTaxSi

sanTeliviT aminTebdnen sasowarkveTas.

1991.

ccoottaa mmyyooffnniiddaa

rac mTavaria, iyo simSvide

da, rogorc mudam, cota myofnida.

RvTis gulisaTvis, nu momiridebT,

nu CamomarTmevT Rimils yofiTad.

ciskrisferia ciskari mxolod,

sevdisferi ki - raRa ar ari...

gadairia agvistos bolo,

amtkivda sulis ZarRvi mTavari

da dafleTili zecis kivilSi

moTeTro foTlebs Semomatoves...

vicode mainc, visi bralia

Cemi simSvide da simartove.

1991.

foTlebis xidi

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36

irma SiolaSvili

iiooaaxxiimmss

11.. eess eevvrrooppiiss SSuuaagguulliiaa

is ambobs: ucnauria, sad iswavle

uniRbo saxeebze amgvari msjeloba.

es evropis Suagulia,

siyalbiT daRvarWluli

da adamianebs goneba

ferebis SerCevisken aqvT momarTuli,

rom akrul niRbebze

momcinari mzeebi Aaixaton,

an feradi varskvlavebis yalbi naTeba.

Sen ki ramdenad gulubryvilod

cdilob xolme _

amtkico raRac sikvdilidan wamoyolili.

1999.

22.. vviiccii,, rroomm CCeemmTTaann xxaarr

gana ar vaRiareb, rom Zalian ucxoa

Cemi guli am mduRare siyvarulisTvis,

rom ise vawydebi SeSlil SuaRames

TiTqos daluqul skivrSi vrialebde.

miyvarxar, vambob da Tavadac ver vxvdebi

ratom mexsnebian axali iarebi,

ver vxvdebi, Tumca ki mudmivad vaRiareb,

rom miwis natexebi mzis irgvliv trialeben.

mec TeTri miwa var da Cemi natexebi

mzis nawilakebma usityvod gaTvales

da axla damcinis SiSveli samyaro

da maxevs saxidan vardisfer saTvales.

vici, rom CemTan xar da mainc mawuxebs

ratom ver vkiTxulobT erTmaneTs bolomde,

me Seni nekni var ucxo nawilebiT.

Sen ginda, yovelTvis Sens gverdiT cxovrobdes

Cemi moTmineba da Cemi nugeSi,

romelmac aTasjer uxmod aRiara,

rom mainc martoa Sens Zlier ubeSi,

rom moswons yoveli gaxsnili iara.

2008.

33.. CCeemmii qqaarrTTuullii ssiissxxllii

dRes naxevrad var Seni nawili.

Cemi qarTuli sisxli da

leqsiT gaTanguli poetis bage

jiutad garbis Seni Ramidan

da koSkebs Tavis miwaze agebs.

Tu miuxvdebi idumal sevdas

Zvirfasi colis bages da TiTebs

da mzeras _ Ramis fskerze rom xedav

da am mzeraSi Camsxvreul miTebs,

Tu igrZnobs Seni amayi sisxli _

sxva miTebiT da zRaprebiT savse...

dafarulia es Rame nisliT

da wvima dasdis lodebs da xavsebs.

me mRvrie mzeriT gavrbivar Sengan

da xeli - mTvaris sxivad gawvdili

sxeulSi warsul tkivilebs nergavs...

dRes naxevrad var Seni nawili.

2004.

foTlebis xidi

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38

irma SiolaSvili

44.. yyooffiillii kkaappiittaannii

yofili kapitani iseTi saTuTia,

cxovrebas poetis sizmrebTan iyofs.

me ukve gamovtydi, rom misi Tvalebis

RrmulebSi CamxrCvali cisferi miyvars;

rom misi cisferi hgavs sizmris narCenebs

da rwmenas - ocnebidan amoyelils...

cxovreba miwier saswauls maCvenebs -

miwiers siyvarulad daviyoleb.

2001.

wwrreezzee bbrruunnvvaa

vcarieldebi.

Cems siyvarulebs

erTferovnebis mtveri edeba,

iqneb mixdeba dardi faruli -

qancgaleuli xeteb-xetebiT,

vcarieldebi.

dila abarebs

suls gamWvirvale dilis feTebas,

ar Semaxseno, raa mTavari,

miwisTvis rato ar gemetebi.

mavseb Tu TamaSs vigonebT axals

an venacvlebiT mfeTqav sityvaTa,

ver gamovZerwe demonis saxe,

verc davadgine, rodis inaTebs.

nu mkiTxav, kiTxva araferia,

roca kiTxvebic warmavlad maTovs...

erTferovnebis mtveri eria

odesRac yofiT gadaRlil mnaTobs

da maocebda ubralo sxivi -

ubraloebiT maradiuli...

me axla Cemi sinaTle mtkiva

ase rTuli da ase ioli,

mtkiva da Tumca Sen ras miSveli,

mainc SiSveli natvra var mxolod

da Cemi fiqri - TvalebgiSera

mzisgan dasicxul bilikze goravs.

Sen ras miSveli... rogor aanTeb

minavlebuli mzeris feTebas,

rogor moxiblav TeTri baraTiT

foTlebis xidi

39

40

irma SiolaSvili

suls - miwisTvis rom ar gemeteba

da mzera - odnav daxrili WriliT,

da suli - mwvane fifqiT naferi...

Sen - monatrebis ufero Svili,

me - varskvlaveTis sada saferi...

Cven - usaSvelod gadaRlilebi

didi cremliT da maradisobiT...

caze irweva oqros Rilebi,

ca uCveulo naTliT ivseba

da vmeordebiT. Cven vmeordebiT,

Cven vemsgavsebiT dilis feTebas

da, gvixaria, rom erTmaneTi

yofis mtverisTvis ar gvemeteba.

1996.

** ** **

man dawera: `haeri mtkiva~

da sulis rafas

dabinduli mzera Seavlo,

xolo xelebi

motexili totiviT ewyo

sakuTari muxlis Tavebze

da aqerclil TiTebs Soris

irweoda moyvavile sityvis sinedle.

haeri ki gardacvlili feriviT TrToda

gafiTrebul da mzedanatrul

sulis rafaze

1999.

foTlebis xidi

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42

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

qalbatono,

me mSurs Tqveni mSrali siyalbe,

daxvewili manerebi

da gulsgareT Camoqnili

sityvebis gala...

qalbatono!

roca Tqven CemTan CaimuxlebT

da poetebis mouwesrigeblobas

miarTmevT yvavils

(mxolod erT yvavils, qalbatono,

vards an kesanes),

yalbi iqneba netav cremlic,

romelsac daRvriT?!

kadnieria Cemi leqsi,

xom, qalbatono!

kadnieria...

magram mainc nu gamiwyrebiT,

me marTla mSurs Tqveni siyalbe,

daxvewili manerebi

da TvalebSi Cayinuli

talRis simwvane

(CemsaviT ar boboqroben

TqvenSi qarebi).

da, xandaxan mSurs, qalbatono,

marTali Tu gsurT,

Torem Cems cremlSi

miwa rogor Semoeteva.

1995.

** ** **

rogor avivso,

an monatrebas

riTRa vuSvelo am dasabugavs.

raRac maklia...

mogigoneb da

cremli amowvavs gayinul gugebs.

ra Seicvala, Tavad ar vici

mec Sevicvale (arcTu uCinod)

da vwuxvar zrunviT -

egeba leqsebs

bavSvuri sunTqva gadavurCino.

egeba leqsebs movaklo cremli,

isev me...

oRond leqsebma ara,

yvelafers ambobs Cemi Tvalebi

da mainc, mainc raRacas faravs.

vdumdebi.

vici, fiqris Crdilebi

tkivils Rameebs veRar uTeven,

radgan leqsebi brma axirebiT

gaZlebis niWsac isakuTreben.

me ki ra mrCeba -

mxolod sifiTre

da monatreba imqveyniuri,

dro kuzian wels uxmod miiTrevs,

boRmiT ixrCoba Zveli dRiuri.

ra Seicvala, Tavad ar vici,

mec Sevicvale (arcTu uCinod),

da vwuxvar zrunviT -

egeba leqsebs

bavSvuri sunTqva gadavurCino.

1992.

foTlebis xidi

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44

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

`bavSvi ucxo Cans da Secvlili~

grigol robaqiZe

bavSvi ucxoa da Seicvala.

bavSvs siyvaruli alaparakebs.

da, roca gzawvrils mihyveba calad,

Tavis oreuls usmens arakebs.

bavSvi martoa da yvela wertils

amowmebs Tvalis mSrali gugebiT

xandaxan Rrublis sveli mzeridan

fexTiT molodins Camougeben

da icis, miwis sxeuls, senians,

roca zecaSi naxaven asuls,

bavSvs uwodeben mere genioss

da siyvarulze mosTxoven pasuxs.

1994.

eekkaa aassaaTTiiaannss

da Cemi cremliT daixrCoba mTeli samyaro!

- eka! sikvdilebs verasodes ver gaveqeci

da, Tumca, gulze enZelebi gadmomayares

mainc wameqca simSvidis xe, mainc wameqca!

eka! Aam tkivils,

albaT, raRac sarCuls mosdeben

Tda sinanuliT aureven simartoveSi.

iqneb jobia, davamsxvrio sulis godeba,

iqneb jobia, am sigiJis rolebs moveSva.

eka! sikvdilis scenasaviT dums safoTleTi

da foTlebiviT gauTelavT yofiereba,

dauwuneben, albaT, axla Robe-yoreTa

nar-eklebiviT SemoCveul cru dapirebas.

eka! riTmebic ifanteba, iqneb miSvelo,

rogor hgavs axla es tkivili

bavSvobis sizmrebs,

Sen darCi CemSi jiuti da TvalebgiSera

da Zveli mzeriT gayinuli samyaro iZra.

da, Cemi cremliT amoixrCo mTeli samyaro!

1993.

foTlebis xidi

45

46

irma SiolaSvili

ppaarriizziiss ddRRiiuurriiddaann

dagimaxsovre. Tumca gancda, me rom mawvalebs

ver gadamirCa gauxunar Sinagan gancdad,

radgan senaze areklili Suqi wamwamebs

mosalodneli guldawyvetis

cremlebad dascda.

iqneba sjobda, damrCenodi marad ocnebad

da Sens saswauls sveli xeliT ar Sevxebodi.

xval vici, lamaz mogonebad Camococdeba

Rame, romelSic aRtaceba miirxeoda.

ver gadamirCi gauxunar Sinagan gancdad,

radgan yovelTvis mamJRavnebdnen

cremlis TiTebi

da, mapatie, uneburi sityva rom damcda!

bednieri var, Sens TvalebSi rom miviTvlebi.

1997.

cciikklliiddaann:: `̀ccrreemmlliiss nnaaffeexxuurrii~~

ori sityva cremlze da poetze

me var cremli, romelic

megobrebma miatoves -

imitom, rom bavSvoba ver datova.

vici, mzardia interesi,

roca cxovrebaze msjeloben poetebi.

me miyvars poetebi,

romlebic bavSvobas ver toveben

da rCebian cxovrebaSi

auxsnel gantolebad.

me miyvars yvavilebic,

romlebic poetebs eWiraT odesRac,

mere ki quCaSi viRacas aCuqes,

radgan ar SeeZloT,

aRtaceba ar gaebniaT da

ar SeekrToT miwierebi.

da xelebi... poetis xelebi

mTvareakruli da gacrecili,

marjvena SuaTiTi aqerclili

(mTvaris sizmrebisgan)

miyvars, damijereT!

sizmari dilam gamiCera,

rodesac Cemi daWorflili martoobidan

amoSales mzis aRtaceba

da ganmeorda raRac maradi...

bavSvobas mudam sizmrebs vparavdi,

rom ar gaveZevebine Tavis samflobelodan;

yelze bavSvobis sizmrebmoxveuli,

Tmebze varskvlavebiT,

xelSi sakraviT, romelic

foTlebis xidi

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48

irma SiolaSvili

iasamnis CurCuls gamoscemda

vdarajobdi gulubryvilobas

da cxovrebaSi vbrundebodi

Wreli pirobiT,

rom arasodes Sevmtveravdi

Semoqmedis did martoobas,

ar uarvyofdi maradiul Sinagan gvemas...

da dRes, gazrdilma megobrebma

uxmod damtoves

maradiuli bavSvobis da sinaTlis gamo.

1996.

** ** **

im survilebiT unda gavqvavde,

xes rom daadna wvimis wveTebad...

yvelas wvimebis madli gfaravdeT _

me... Cemi madlic meimedeba.

da gdardobT. da es SeSlili marti,

roca tkivilebs aclis mzetials,

me gamovdivar saxlidan marto

da daRlil cremlSi viwyeb xetials.

1994.

** ** **

me uaryofa viswavle gvian,

lodinze gvian, locvaze gvian,

CurCulebs wlebi da, wlebs da qarebs

Cemi daSlili saxeli hqvia.

me minda, sityvas vemsxverplo uxmod,

me minda, cremlis sisustes vgavde,

foTlebis TrTolva ganTiads uxmobs,

trialebs dardi... aSinebs dardebs

da erTgulebiT daRlili miwa

feTqavs da kvnesis, kvnesis da fiqrobs:

romeli sevda uxdeba wiwvebs,

an mzes da tkivils, an mTvaris mikrobs...

me sinanulic viswavle gvian

da SeveCexe dazafrul mimwuxrs,

wlebi wlebia, Tavisi miaqvs,

me mZimed vsunTqav da guli miwuxs

da erTgulebiT daRlili miwa

ixsenebs raRac Tanxmobis magvars,

me wreze vbrunav da uxmod viwvi

da Cemi cremli sxva cremlebs ar hgavs,

saidan, rogor, lodinze gvian

kargavs sxeuli mTvaris sinaTles

da Cems sisustes, cremli rom hqvia,

Cemi sxeulis uxmo binadars

vukocni Tvalebs da mfeTqav gulze

vikoneb raRac sinaTlis magvars,

Tumca, Tvalebi aryofnas umzers

da Cemi cremlic sxva cremlebs ar hgavs.

1995.

foTlebis xidi

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50

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

asea! albaT, gagiJeba Rirda

cremlisTvis,

nuRarcras momTxov zarmacsa da

Zilismoyvares,

ar Semadaro yvavilebi Cveni

tyemlisa -

me foTlebs vgavar -

qarebma rom karTan moyares.

nuRarcras momTxov!

im warsulSi tkivili mtkiva,

nurc gaioceb Cemi leqsis

-`udroo sibrZnes~...

adre Tu gvian monatreba

sulamdec miva,

Tuki daRlilma imedebma

simSvide igrZnes.

1992.

** ** **

me sosanisfer cremlSi Camtoves

maradisobis locviT mSieri...

Zewnebs astkivdaT sveli sartove,

gaocebuli xmiT da ieriT

roca movedi da Cemi mzera

gawarsulebul nislSi Cavtove...

mere feradebs mostaces bgera,

Zewnebs astkivdaT sveli sartove.

1992.

foTlebis xidi

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52

irma SiolaSvili

TTiiTTeebbii ssaammyyaarrooss xxaaxxaaSSii

--me vici, dResac laqebi gzaravs...

magram ra, rogor daanaxeb cremlebs samyaros!

Semoayare, suls foTlebi Semoayare,

Torem cxovreba gadaTelavs Sens uiRblobas

da gamarTleba dagamsgavsebs yvelas raRaciT!

me mjera, axlac sizmrebs daacdi,

fexis fratuniT rodis movlen

SenTan zRapridan

da siyvarulis sagalobels rodis imRerebs

suli mzesaviT naTeli da miukarebi...

qars bavSvobaSi abruneben Seni Tvalebi

da qaric Tvalebs ra ubralod esaTuTeba...

Sexede, qarSi irwevian norCi TuTebi,

Seni TuTebi

didi xsovnis Savi TiTebiT,

isev gaRmerTebs (ra gaSinebs, ratom fiTrdebi),

TuTebis CrdilSi SeyuJuli patara ia...

Sens martoobas axlac didi lodini hqvia

da, cxovrob axlac,

iis cremlSi mfeTqav miTebiT.

nuRar irTvebi, sevdis farCiT nuRar irTvebi...

isedac yvelas TvalSi xvdeba Seni cxovreba,

Tumca, werisgan dasisxluli susti TiTebi

hgavs monatrebis uCveulo ganmeorebas

da JamiT-Jamze movardisfro Seni TiTebi

locvas ugzavnis dalaqul da SeSlil samyaros

da zeca Tvalebareuli Wreli miTebiT

Seni TiTebis sinaTleze imeds amyarebs.

1996.

mmee ddaa mmiiwwaa

* * *

suli aborgda.

daikawra sicruis bardiT,

es sixarulic Caminacres

miwierebma...

o, me Tu ara, vinRa icis,

ra aris dardi,

an dardis mere

afeTqili bedniereba.

o, me Tu ara,

vin ugzavnis varskvlaveTs ambors

anda daRlili simartovis

vin icis fasi...

iqneba mkerdi amoewva

mzisagan Tabors

an iqneb, miwam SemoiZro

gulgrili garsi.

ra aris miwa -

Canacruli imedi egeb

(parnasisagan savali gza

aRar Semcirda...)

iq, zecis miRma

ferxTiT TeTri foTlebi mego,

mere davbrundi

da daisrul sulze Semcivda.

sulze Semcivda...

momiteveT, TeTro fifqebo,

foTlebis xidi

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54

irma SiolaSvili

rom simartove

Tqvenze metad gaviTavise...

eha, imedis koconebic

ise miqreba

rom suli didi ocnebiTac

veRar avivse.

ver movaswari veraferi...

Rrublis sifiTre

im Zvel sinanuls miemgvana,

rogorc yovelTvis...

Seucnobelis sikaSkaSe Semomagebes

imqveyniuri simSvididan

roca movedi.

** ** **

me movdiodi Zalian didxans...

miwa guldinjad miwvdida xelebs,

mere simSvidis mizezi mkiTxa

da mianarcxa talRebi xmeleTs,

mere eklebi damigo fexTiT

da niSnisgebiT gadixarxara,

xalxi daRlili `CemiT~ da `meTi~

umanko sulze Semomaxala

da ise uceb gamZarcva xalxma,

ise damgesla SuriT da RvarZliT,

sulSi simSvidis nergebi gaxma,

vemsgavse yvavils - TeTr furcleb gaclils

da simartovis sevdian gedebs

Cemive xeliT vaCuqe suli...

rad mpirdebodiT sizmrebis edems,

Tu win ufskruli meloda kruli.

** ** **

`̀mmee vveekkuuTTvvnnii rraassaass,, rroommeelliicc mmRReerriiss wwaammeebbiissaass~~

rreemmbboo

simRera? DdaRlil ferebs mivtiri,

Tore wameba isec didia,

bJutavs kandeli, TeTri Rrublebi

zecis Tavanze krZalviT midian,

midian... Tumca uxmo vedrebas

ufro miagavs maTi ronini,

vidre siyvaruls da aRzevebas

aryofilis da gamogonilis.

- `me ki ar mgvanan~, - vityvi CurCuliT

da Sevisworeb Tovlis mantias,

cremlSereuli dardis mizezi

miwisTvis bevrjel ganmimartia

magram ra... rodis igebda miwa

martosulebis melanqolias,

mzis qveS yovelTvis ugrZnoblad iwva,

usulod...

Tumca, rodis hqonia

suli, romelic usazRvro tkivils

usazRvroebis silaRiT itevs...

momnatrebia uniRbo Rimi

da poeturi `gralebi... inte...~

da vebrZvi miwis sxeuls quslebiT

da mzaravs xSirad masTan msgavseba...

rad meCveneba ase uvsebi

gamiwebuli yvela arseba.

Tumca ra... ratom unda mikvirdes,

es moCvenebac Jamieria,

xom kargad maxsovs, nacrisfer miwas

odesRac zecis namic eria,

foTlebis xidi

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56

irma SiolaSvili

magram iseTi usulo iyo

namic miwasTan SeerTebuli

rogorc imedi - miwierebis

daudevrobiT Canacrebuli.

Cemi ocneba sizmris feria

da sizmrebidan iRebs saTaves,

rad momifineT katabardebiT

kibe, romelic ver avaTave.

** ** **

uTxariT rame Rameul fiqrebs,

Tore fiqriviT SemogadnebiT,

cnobiswadili codvaa iqneb -

amoyelili rZisfer vardebad.

dakiTxeT mzisgan damskdari miwa,

dakiTxeT miwa umkacres mzeriT,

ratom ar awvdis sinazes wiwvebs

an rad aqvs dardis suni da feri;

dakiTxeT miwa da brma gulebi

enZelebiviT wignSi CatoveT,

rom hgavdes erTurTs agebulebiT

yvela sinaTle da simartove;

dakiTxeT miwa da usaSvelod

Wreli samosi SemoaxieT,

mere usulod qceuli suli

Talxi sizmrebis mtverSi gaxvieT,

rom yvelaferi iqces warsulad

da warsuliviT gamogiglovoT

(ferebze fiqri vinc daasrula,

brmad CamoSorda lamaz igavebs)...

ra sisuleles Seaskda vneba -

taZris kedelze amokawruli,

albaT, sizmrebSi poulobs Svebas

im igavebiT mTvrali warsuli,

im igavebiT mTvrali warsuli

daTalxul sizmrebs agrovebs, albaT

da cisartyelis Wreli asuli

xmel lukmas zecis cremlebSi albobs.

ar mkiTxoT arcra! me axla gulqva

cremlis wvimaSi unda CagtovoT,

rom SemoviZro sveli sulidan

is sizmrebi da is simartove,

uflebas gaZlevT, ikivloT didxans

da wafratundeT ucnobwadilod,

rom qvaze ufro qvadqceul survils

SurisZiebis sisxli vadino.

** ** **

... vin gayo, neta, zecisgan miwa,

vin daamZima, anda, codvebiT.

me vici, roca sikeTe iwvis

aRarasodes ganvmeordebiT.

me vici, roca siSave TenTavs

adamis ZeTa codvian sxeuls,

aRaras Svelis locvai berTa

dazafrul sulis xlarTovan xveuls.

me vici, vici, rom cremlebs badebs

mwveli tkivili Zveli iaris

da sulis kivils simZafres matebs

miwierebis oromtriali.

foTlebis xidi

57

58

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

ikivle axla, rom mogabezres

Tavi landebma nabJutureviT,

rom idumalad asvla mTvareze

aRar gaocebs daRlils srulebiT;

ikivle axla, rom mogonebebs

ginda gaeqce da cremli malo,

rom, roca viRac SefarviT gimzers,

xdebi mkacri da uzomod cxarob;

ikivle, Tore miwa iZreba

da dagexveva sxivTa amala

da Zveleburad gagiWirdeba

ararsebuli natvris damalva.

ikivle, gesmis?

SeakrTe miwa,

SeakrTe, Torem

codva dabugavs.

Sen ra, ra giWirs -

Zecis mkvidri xar,

miwierebs ki suli ras ugavT -

Sexede!

SekrTi!

kivils umate

da mSvid alions Sexvdi xarxariT,

Tvali Seavle nacnob suraTebs

da dRe - mravalWirgadanayari

qars miadare, qars miutole

da Seifere masTan msgavseba,

oRondac... oRond ar dagaviwydes

simwris fialis cremliT avseba.

** ** **

iyo cremlebi da iyo sevda...

nuTu qaosiT gamoifite,

modiodi da fexdafex gdevda

Camoglejili Rrublis sifiTre.

modiodi da qarisfer qarebs

tanjuli sulis kvnesiT arTobdi,

mogacilebda daRlili mTvare -

daRlili miwis uniaTobiT.

hei, beCavo, vin mogisaja

usagno sevda da simartove.

ver Seasmine samyaros aja,

ver Seasmine da miatove

miwa, romelic mdumared gzrdida

da suli leqsiT daipurade.

miayurade axla simSvides,

sulis tkivilsac miayurade,

rom ulamazo asoTa mwkrivSi

SeigrZno Seni yofis sibece.

ra SuaSia aryofis SiSi,

yvelas Tavisi bedi mieces.

mieces yvelas Tavisi wili

imedica da uimedobac...

xom kargad ici, adre Tu gvian

suli siyvaruls gadaeWdoba

da mogZebnian mere sxivebi

miwis kalTaSi sawylad SeyuJuls.

sxva monatrebiT moginatreben

nacnobi xmebic zecis TaRidan,

gagiSifraven: Seni sicocxle

ratom Rirda da ratom ar Rirda.

iqnebi mSvidi da uzrunveli

da mainc, roca sevda modgeba,

foTlebis xidi

59

60

irma SiolaSvili

Camoglejili Rrublis sifiTriT

miwis sicive mogagondeba

da nabij-nabij, da sunTqva-sunTqviT

moizomeba cremlis farTobi,

gamogacilebs daRlili mTvare,

daRlili miwis uniaTobiT.

** ** **

Sen guls tovebdi, guls tovebdi im siCumeSi.

iyo qar-wvimis nakvalevi fanjris rafaze

da anaTebda mogonebiT mTvrali kandeli

saswaulebiT gadaRalul farTo darbazebs.

Sen guls tovebdi.

gonCabindul aCrdilTa rials

egebeboda gulgriloba miwismagvari.

ra SuaSia, poetebi ram gadaria,

an kacTa modgma ra satanam gadaagvara.

gadaagvara...

Tumca, egeb cremlic ar cremlobs,

roca aCrdilebs daviwyniaT ferTa broleba

da imedCamSral miwiskacTa uazro lodins

amouvsia upeebi cxeli tborebiT.

nu gaeqcevi im molodins - miwa miwaa

molurjo TaRebs miekar da xeli Seaxe,

Torem amdeni sazrunaviT daRlili suli

cxeli cremlebis ubiwobas ver dainaxavs.

ver dainaxavs, axla sxvaa qaris qiliki,

daborialebs mzedavsili nasmureviviT.

SemorCeniaT Zveli sevda sizmris bilikebs

da TviT sizmrebic erTmaneTSi aureviaT.

sxvaa mwuxrisas monatrebis amofeTqeba

an qar-wvimebSi Cabneuli ferTa sinaze.

cxadia, miwa uSvilZirod gadaegeba

Tu Sebzaruli gulis kari gadairaza.

cargvalsac cremlis flasebiviT

Svenis simSvide

da saswauliT moRaluli idumaleba.

im Camocremlil mogonebebs nu moirideb,

nurc qaris kivils nu monaTlav rame zmanebad.

guli datove da mosasvlel cremlis lodinSi

miekar ferebs, miekar da ar aRrialde.

mere warsuleTs mouxade didi bodiSi

da movardisfro bilikebze waborialdi.

** ** **

raRaca xom ar SegveSala,

Cemo batono,

xom ar davtoreT

striqonebi aurzauriT.

ferTa ferebis dalocvaSi

ar mimatovoT,

ar gamagonoT

miwieri miwis xmauri.

Cemo batono,

gesmis? gesmiT?

rogor vmkacrdebi...

me miyvars miwa...

miyvars, magram

Tanac ar miyvars.

Tqven ver gaigebT

Cems siyvaruls da gatacebas,

Tqven verc tkivilebs ver mixvdebiT

foTlebis xidi

61

62

irma SiolaSvili

albaT, zeciurs.

ra SuaSia dacema an zeaRtaceba,

me unda TavTan mzis hamaki gadamerwios.

rom Seviyvaro miwa

rogorc gamzrdeli deda,

rom mimwuxrisas movinatro

lamazi sevda,

rom daRlil ferebs

uferoba aRar davwamo,

rom urwmunoebs mwuxris locviT

RmerTi vawamo...

miwa...

o, miwa...

is silaRe qars gavatane,

me kargad vici,

cremlebs boRmas ratom atanen,

me kargad vici

balaxebi ratom kvnesian

roca sTelaven

miwis gulze miwierebi.

mTeli welia,

suls eWvebi Semoesia

da mainc, mainc,

miwa JrJolavs bednierebiT.

1991.

ggaannwwyyoobbiilleebbeebbii

** ** **

da ganicdi, rom gvirilebis nacvlad

wer cxovrebaze, romelmac dagRala da

damakavSirebel sityvebsac

xSirad xmarob nawerebSi.

sizmrebi ki amoSlilia

Seni xsovnis zedapirSemoclili

siRrmidan

da geSinia, ar daemsgavso gogonebs,

romelTac samkaulebi itacebT da

rusTavelzec Tavis mosatyueblad seirnoben...

xolo im mxatvars -

Seni mzera rom daiWira da ferebad aqcia,

ginda poezia gaugzavno da Rimils imeteb,

da Rimils imeteb, rom

kidev erTi ltolva miisakuTro da

gazrdili bavSvis dabneulobiT da

Camouyalibebeli mrwamsiT

Sexvide cxovrebaSi da daiviwyo,

rogor martoobdi.

1995.

foTlebis xidi

63

64

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

yvelaferi criatdeba,

roca isedac naTelia, rom

poetebi gvianobamde raRacas weren da

martosulebs Zalian uWirT.

xandaxan ikargeba mTvare da

Seurvebulebi borialoben

TeTri saxlis ufero kedlebSi,

raTa fexiT gaTelon

gauxexav parketze

soxanesaviT dafenili martooba da

gulSi Caibrunon kvnesa -

kvamliviT gamtari da daunjebuli.

yvelaferi criatdeba.

1995.

** ** **

raRac Zveli dagibrundeba,

roca wyvdiadidan gamouxmob

SemkrTal balRobas da

bolo wertils dasvam,

rom Tavi aravis moabezro

gauTavebeli sayvedurebiT.

raRac Zveli dagibrundeba,

roca uaxlessa da uZveless Soris

SeaCereben maradisobis sazoms,

rom Camoasxan Senidan wamosuli

mduRare tkivilebi

did kiTxvisniSnad,

romelsac cxovrebas uwodeben.

1994.

foTlebis xidi

65

66

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

Sen ar waxvide im samyaros

dalaquli siyalbisaken,

iq icinian, xmauroben

da martooba ise esmiT,

rogorc sagani,

romelic SeiZleba daimsxvres da

fanjridan gadaiyaros.

ar waxvide im samyaros

dalaquli siyalbisaken.

1993.

** ** **

rodis ufeTqavs dedamiwas guli -

gamTeniisas Tu mimwuxrisas?

an rodis kvdebian

RawvCamoxokili molodinebi...

me sxva gziT waval,

sxva gziT waval,

rom sinanulebs

ver sTxovoT axsna-ganmartebani.

me sxva gziT waval.

1995.

foTlebis xidi

67

68

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

ras dainaxav Cems cariel TvalebSi,

Cems lodinsa da sasowarkveTaSi,

an imedSi ras dainaxav...

veRar metyvian miwier kompliments

mtverSi amogangluli foTlebi,

verc siyvarulis sagalobels

ver mimRereben da wertilebi... wertilebi...

molodinSi CarCenili iebiviT gadacrecilni

da siyvarulebi... mzemokidebulni da

daWorflilni

da locvebi... mxurvaleni da unorCesni -

Tvalebidan wamousvlelni da

Tvalebs vergaqceulni...

ras dainaxav da rogor metyvi:

yvelaferi iebiviT iTelebao.

1994.

** ** **

me ukve mivicvale!

da daviwyebuli Ramis kuTxeSi

miasvenes wregavlili usxeuloba.

me ukve mivicvale.

uniWo mignebebs, daTelil foTlebs

Seaxma Cemi xsovna da bavSvoba -

Cemi bavSvoba

(romelic gulidan mkacrad moviglije da

cxovrebis autanel mtverSi Sevxetialdi)

idga zRurblTan da

dastiroda Cems micvalebas.

me ukve mivicvale.

1995.

** ** **

me damamsxvries

da Tvalebi, romelic

svel qviSaSi Caikargnen,

aRar miZebnia.

da xedva davkarge.

1995.

foTlebis xidi

69

70

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

me feri ar maqvs.

yvelaferi realobiT SeTiTxnilia

da mtverwayrili.

unda aRgiqvaT.

unda bolomde gaviTaviso,

rom siaxlove ucnauri siSorea

da yvelas gkargavT.

me feri ar maqvs

da vwer ufero,

usuno da

didsula leqsebs,

romlebic mzeras gaurbian,

magram verasdros mixvdebian,

raa gaqceva.

da am daRlil da

damZimebul yofiTobaSi

Cems suls ZebniT da

uaryofiT vuaxlovdebi.

da, mgoni, feri,

mgoni feric Semodis CemSi.

1994.

** ** **

Semiyvarda da martoobaSi Semasaxles,

Zalian uniWod SeTiTxnil martoobaSi

da dameCagra geniosi siyvaruli.

1996.

** ** **

... da poeti, sxvebis Tvalis asaxvevad

gangeb iwyebs saubars samkaulebze,

rom mTavari tkivilebi dafaros.

icis poetma, rom Svela ar aris,

arc siyvaruli arsebobs iseTi,

is rom ocnebobs da...

ra ubeduria poeti miwaze -

roca simartovidan gamodis.

1995.

foTlebis xidi

71

72

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

ee..aa..--ss

rogor maradiulad davisaje -

Cemi SeRamebuli lodinidan

Semtvreuli totebi da

foTlebi damrCa

da ise, ise, ise ganvicdi...

mivatove megobari, romlis sunTqva

iasamans magonebda gamTeniisas da

sayveduric Secnobilad Semovidne safeTqelze

da avtirdi.

Tovli iyo pirvelyofil grZnobasaviT

mofarTqale da Citis guliviT mSiSara

(Tovlis qveS miZinebul ias vgrZnobdi).

da Camovjeqi.

da ltolvas, maradiulobidan wamosuls

SevaCeCe martoobis damfrTxali sunTqva.

rogor utkivilod davisaje.

1994.

** ** **

gamoitirebs ganTiads mnaTe,

viTarc sayvarel diacis suraTs.

ramdeni dRea, xatebTan vaTev,

Tavze moTalxo TavSali mxuravs.

Semoexizna upeebs sevda

da Camomaskda cremli zecidan,

zRapris gmiriviT amtkivda ferdi

da mocaxcaxe mxrebze Semcivda.

...me locvebs isev Tavidan viwyeb

(qvafenils vavseb oqros flurebiT),

ra umowyalod gadaiviwyes

TovlSi waSlili nafexurebi.

anda, zecidan monapirebi

CamoTalxuli Rrublebis sibrZne;

saiT wavidnen zRapris gmirebi,

nuTu xilvaTa siyalbe igrZnes.

saiT wavidnen zRapris gmirebi...

vis Seatoves ferebis Tavsxma...

mWide grZnobaTa gamotirebiT

me sxeuls didi borkili avxsen.

daarigeben gamoxrul gulebs,

rom daaRwion Tavi faTeraks...

CaSlil galavans areviT uvlis

naTelwasuli cicinaTela

da SiSnarevi mzeriT SeSlili

ekurkureba saflavebs matli.

xmalamowvdili da dageSili

Cems miwa-sxeuls viRaca fatravs

da cremli maxrCobs, rogorc ber-mnaTes,

da ikawreba yeli kiviliT:

Cems miwa-sxeuls viRaca marTmevs,

viRaca marTmevs xmalamowvdili!

1992.

foTlebis xidi

73

74

irma SiolaSvili

gguullii -- ddaagglleejjiillii qqiittoonniiaa......

oi, dangreulo cixiono,

oi, Cawixlulo istoriav,

Savad Sesudruli mogoneba

nuTu cremliani striqonia.

rodis gamoZerwes agre mkacrad

mzera-sircxvilisgan alanZuli,

Cvenma pirvelobam dagvamarcxa,

guli - mtevania danawuri.

rad ar dagvifare, RvTismSobelo,

codvilT codva ratom mogvamate,

aRar ganirCeva Cvenda Wirad

eris erTguli da moRalate.

rixiT xarxareben mionebi,

guli - daglejili qitonia...

vai, dangreulo cixiono,

vai, Cawixlulo istoriav!

1992.

** ** **

vaime, deda, Cems saqarTvelos

gaseril gulze daadges fexi,

uSno qongurebs SefarviT vumzer,

tiris tirifi, kankalebs verxvi.

geTsimaniis baRSi dacvenil

locvebs krefaven mociqulebi,

galavans gareT moRuSul Crdilebs

CaSavebiaT dardiT gulebi.

vaime, deda, kvamlis bolqvebi

dRes mter-moyvaris garCevas gviSlis

da loculoben TeTri mogvebi -

cremli ulevi, Tvalebi giSris...

vin gaamagrebs saydris karibWes,

vin moilocavs xelTuqmnel xatebs...

Cvens qor-WaRara biWebs aniWe

moudrekloba, viTarca marTves.

uxmod diode, naenguralo,

ra bedenaa xmauri axla,

xatismtvirTvelis dakoJril beWebs,

vici, sakmevlis surneli axlavs.

vin Seagebebs, ra kiTxva unda

Rrmad Semolewil alayafs, qva-mkerds,

egeba, cotne-biWi dabrunda,

wamoizardnen lekvebi algeTs.

egeb moswyindaT SeToril landebs

dumili - ZaRlis Tavze sazari

(mxsnels saukune SefarviT badebs

da Wrilobebis nusxas abarebs).

am mourCenel iarebs vCiviT

(viRaca icmevs daZenZil zarads),

gjerodes, deda, eklian gzaze

simarTlis feTqvas vifarebT farad!

1991.

foTlebis xidi

75

76

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

gican da mainc ver gican TiTqos,

ise mimtyuna mexsierebam.

poetis tvirTi sicocxles iTxovs,

kmara cremlebi da gaxeleba.

moitans qari atmis yvavilebs,

sionis axlos Cavimuxlebi,

sakmevlis suni fiqrebs amirevs,

cremlad dadneba mzec - xeluxlebi.

da, amoxeTqavs mexsiereba:

`garna, qarTvelno, Zili ganvifrTxoT!~

kmara cremlebi da gaxeleba -

mamulis tvirTi sicocxles iTxovs.

1989.

** ** **

is istoria -

Cvenive xeliT rom davmarxeT miwaSi da

gulsavse locvas gavataneT wlebis gadaRma,

bolos da bolos, xom unda vigrZnoT.

xom unda Segvyves genSi rwmena,

rom dauwerel striqonebSi

ufro meti xibli ivanebs

da, nebsiTi Tu uneblie,

sityvamiudgom tkivilebsac mivusadagoT

mooWvili xatis dideba,

gardasul dReTa mzed rom brwyinvalebs.

xom unda vigrZnoT damwvar xorcis

ucxo suni da

dauSanTavi sulis simaRle.

foTlebis xidi

77

78

irma SiolaSvili

sulis, romelic

jvarsakruli macxovariviT zecas etrfoda.

Cven unda SevZloT striqons miRma darCenili

dauwereli fiqrebis da dardis gaSifrvac,

rom istoria Tvals da xels Sua ar gagveparos.

1991.

** ** **

Sirazis vardi, ciur sinaTliT

garSemotymuli, tkivilebs miSlis.

- aq wamebuli dedoflis suli

gadaRebili RvTiuri sisxliT

naTlismcemelis SeudrekobiT

ganwmendil xelebs zecisken iSvers.

mociqulebi zarebs rekaven -

Turme, ieso xelaxla iSva.

beTlemis caze, RvTismSoblis gverdiT

gamoxatula dedoflis saxe...

saqarTvelois awuxebT bedi,

qari ki Zewnas arxevs da arxevs.

isev RvTiuri Zalmosileba

kurTxeul edems Tu gadaarCens...

muxa dgas - mumli aRar ileva,

muxa dgas - risxviT elis ganaCens.

`Cven gadavrCebiT~, - CurCulebs Zewna,

`Cven rCeulni varT...~ -vCurCuleb, viwvi...

dedofali ki RvTiuri madliT

ganwmendil xelebs zecisken iwvdis.

1990.

foTlebis xidi

79

80

irma SiolaSvili

mmoolluurrjjoo TTaaRRii

es bursaWiris frialo nisliT

yrud SehRaRadebs zecis motivebs,

gadasavalze mzis deda icdis,

grZnoba gamomxmar belts anotivebs

da TvalSeuwvden xeobis piras

gapobil buruss amkveTrebs miTi...

ReleSi viRac daeZebs miraJs,

viRaca kenWebs wlebiviT iTvlis.

Cans poeziad Sekruli janRi,

yvavilis kokrebs Rimili scdeba,

edemis baRSi molurjo TaRi

Tavisuflebis simbolod dgeba.

1991.

ddaa,, vvxxaattaavv......

dRes mTeli dRea vxatav,

dRes mTeli dRea vfiqrob;

fexze dadgeba cvata,

taxtsac moiTxovs TiTqos.

moeZaleba sevda

sveticxovelis TaRebs,

xuroTmoZRvaris deda

qvebSi Cakiravs naRvels.

daewveTeba landebs

CamonaJoni ferTa,

sxivTa irao waleks

usazRvro fiqrTa zeTavs.

dardi dardisfrad moTovs,

mrumed Seferavs vakiss...

he, mkodovanTa mefe

Tu mibrZandeba pankiss!!!

he, usaSvelo lodins

Tu moeReba bolo,

RvTiTkurTxeuli lodi

CamouSliaT, olol!

daungreviaT fiqriT

nakowiwebi zRude,

mzeraSeudgam cargvals

nisli sasTumlad udevs.

da, vxatav... vxatav... vxatav...

da vfiqrob, vfiqrob ulevs.

qari simSvides atans

Rrublis qaTqaTa qulebs.

1990.

foTlebis xidi

81

82

irma SiolaSvili

mmiiyyvvaarrddiiTT

miyvardiT, radgan siZulvilisTvis

vercerTi wuTi ver movicale

da axla locviT gadaRlil imeds

urCi dReebi miabancalebs.

miyvardiT. mzera sxivebs swvdeboda,

qari kioda TavgamodebiT,

xan feriebi mesizmreboda,

xan aRsarebas gTxovdiT godebiT

da CamoSlili sulis kedlebiT

ifareboda fiqris saZvale...

miyvardiT, radgan siZulvilisTvis

vercerTi wuTi ver movicale.

1991.

** ** **

aRaraferi aRar SemeZlo

siyvarulis da tkivilis garda,

Camovafare suls monatrebis

Camobebkili moSavo farda

da siSaveSi TeTri laqebi

ganwiruliviT gamoviglove...

roca Zalian Zlier miWirda,

metoqeebmac maSin idroves,

maSin idroves da gamomfites,

maqcies damdnar fiqrad da dardad

da yvelaferi SemomaZarcves

siyvarulis da tkivilis garda.

1991.

foTlebis xidi

83

84

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

minaweri l. goTuas moTxrobaze `serafiti~

mova odmani - urcxvi jalaTi,

marTazs lomiviT miapyrobs Tvalebs,

sasiyvarulo sulis baraTi

serafitiviT gahyveba qarebs.

misnurad xvdeba iqneb siyvaruls,

roca etratze asoebs sinjavs,

moSrialdeba mzis angelozi

da gulebs Soris irRveva mijna.

...ai, mesame niamors bedi

agemebs trfobis tkbil-mware Rvarcofs,

ras izam, axla iseTi droa

rodesac ZaRli patronsac ar cnobs.

ras izam, roca mona xar, magram

mflobelze bevrad maRla dgas suli,

yvela imedi guldagul gaqra -

angarebaa TviT siyvarulic.

vin ityvis sityvas ufro uprians,

saukeTesod vis ZaluZs wera,

qvaze dajdeba brZeni Supria

da mTis mwvervalebs dauwyebs cqeras...

mova odmani - urcxvi jalaTi,

marTazs lomiviT miapyrobs Tvalebs,

sasiyvarulo sulis baraTi

serafitiviT gahyveba qarebs.

1990.

** ** **

Seni sicili dResac laRia

da ucnauri siamiT kocnis

CemsaviT Rrma da maraddaRian

siyvarulisgan anTebul kocons

da, mec, momwons, rom amgvarad veli

Sens sicils _ laRs da sufTas da marTals...

gangeba Cemi cxovrebis saWes

guluxvi mzeris sxivebiT marTavs.

2002.

* * *

davadnob mklavebze sxeulis sacmelebs

da Sensken lamazi xmauriT wamoval,

Sexede, TiTebze leqsebis acrebi

da Tvalis RrmulebSi Winkebis ceceba

uxdeba am dilas, romelic maxsenebs,

rom es siyvaruli sxeulad mecmeba,

Tuki movindomeb da sxivad gagwvdebi

Sebindebamde da sicocxlis bolomde...

me minda, TiTebze maradi acrebi

sityvebad, leqsebad Sens gulSi cxovrobdes.

2008.

foTlebis xidi

85

86

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

dResac zafxuli CurCulebs CemSi

da ikawreba mzera, romelic

xandaxan martokaciviT cxovrobs;

Tu damiyvaveb erT mSvenier dRes,

rom Camovjde da cis kabadons

cremlis didi sartyeli vTxovo,

Tu Seibraleb TiTebs, daRlilebs,

sawylad CamomsxdarT zamTris yinvaSi,

ususuri Citebis gverdze...

dRes, ra Tqma unda, Zalian momwons,

roca yoveldRe, aRtacebuli,

Cems sulSi lamaz niJarebs eZeb.

2002.

ZZvveellii ddRRiiuurriiddaann

** ** **

aRaraferi Secvlila TiTqos...

Seni cremlidan Cems cremlamde

ise Soria...

gareT wvims. miwis surnelebas

gulwrfelad giTmob,

Tumc Sen arasdros daminaxav

Tvalebtborians.

Tvalebtborians arasodes mimiReb,

vici...

axla yvelafers Sen giTmob da

mainc savse var,

ramdenic ginda, gaabrue

balaxis ficiT,

ramdensac ginda, Seni mzera Semoaseve.

gareT wvims...

zecis gulCviloba Cemamde wveTavs,

Sen ufro Sors xar,

Seni cremli ufro Soria,

Sen verasodes dainaxav sinaTlis zeTavs -

Sen arasodes ar mimiReb Tvalebtborians.

1995.

foTlebis xidi

87

88

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

ratom gamiSvi im wvimian amindSi marto -

iqneba marTla dairCine rame saTqmeli,

me daRlili da SeSlili var

yovelTvis martiT,

da SeRamebis sisadaviT, da mzis naTeliT,

da sayveduri sayvedurebs ebmeba uxmod...

me da foTlebi, me da qari, me da molxena...

da areuli notebiviT mSral akords vuxmob,

da gaoceb da gagulovneb Cemi moTmeniT.

es Semodgomac gaxunebul suraTebs xatavs

da uxmod Tvreba cis TaRidan CamonadeniT...

ratom gamiSvi im wvimian amindSi marto -

me siyvarulis meSinoda da foTolcvenis.

1993.

ggaauuggzzaavvnneellii bbaarraaTTii ## 11

Zvirfaso!

aTiaTasjer rom gagimeoro,

iqnebi ki CemTvis Zvirfasi?

ici, rogor mawuxebs

mTvares rom aRar velodebi da

Senze iSviaTadRa vocnebob.

vcarieldebi...

nu gaioceb -

cxovrebas poetebis CaTrevac scodnia;

poetebs Tumca Rrma Tvalebi aqvT da

kiTxviani gamoxedva,

magram, xSirad, quCaSi verc amCneven da,

transportSi mujlugunsac wahkraven xolme...

Cemi leqsebic cxovrebas daemsgavsa da...

masac ganvicdi.

- Sen, leqsebi da cxovreba!.. -

erTi jaWvi,

magram sada var me,

sad sunTqavs Cemi gaqceuli aCrdili,

xandaxan furclebSi rom imaleba da

Tvalebze xels ifarebs -

uneburad ar daemtveros quTuToebi,

Torem... mere... ras dainaxavs!..

hoo, Zvirfaso,

xandaxan Seni xelis siTbo minda gavixseno,

Seni Tlili TiTebi da daRlili `momenatre~...

erT mSvenier saRamos,

sadme rom damxvde da gamacilo,

mxarze ndobis TeTri vardi amomezrdeba.

1994.

foTlebis xidi

89

90

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ggaauuggzzaavvnneellii bbaarraaTTii ## 22

vici, yvelaferi unda damemsxvres da

Seni Tvalebidan dawyebuli

martooba gamoviglovo,

gamoviglovo, Seveguo,

rom Seni wasvlac,

mousvlelad wasvlac bedia

da verasodes ver miviReb,

rasac moviTxov...

Sen ki uxmod unda gamSorde...

sul erTia, verasodes amoikiTxav,

Tvalebis Rrmulebs saidan aqvT

TamaSis niWi,

anda bageze SerCenil ias

unda eltvode Tu gaurbode;

iqneb yalbia Cemi saxe,

magram cremlebs,

cremlebs ra vuyo,

anda musikad qceul sityvebs,

anda molodins.

mapatie... mapatie...

me rom varsebob...

mapatie da mere wadi...

me ki imdeni qartexili

unda davZlio,

imdenjer unda amogSalo,

imdenjer unda Sevubero

suli nawilebs,

rom mcire bwkarmac ar damtanjos

mTeli cxovreba

rom, Sen ra ici...

myarad rom vdgavar,

ggonia, rom Zlieri var,

anda udreki?

ubralod, qari

arsaidan aRar uberavs.

nu daudgebi Cemsken maval

qartexils mkerdiT!

gaxsovs? gaxsovs? ra gamimxile...

me aRar minda gaxseneba,

radgan damsxvreva, kargad vici,

Cemi bedia,

radgan TamaSi aryofilTan

xdeba arasdros,

gesmis? ar minda

SenTan yofnis talRam damaxrCos.

Ca-mo-me-ca-le!

rom samudamod, samudamod

dagimaxsovro.

Camomecale da usityvod mapatie,

me rom varsebob

damsxvreuli sarkis CrdilebSi.

1994.

** ** **

xom SeiZleba, mTeli Rame ar dameZinos

da mere, mere uZinarma Tvalebma gamTqvas

da diliT sarkem amoicnos is siyvaruli.

1996.

foTlebis xidi

91

92

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

mm-ss

Seni codvebi...

ucnauri mzeriT wavidnen...

da dafxrewili niRabidan

kivis Tvalebi;

sxva gazafxuli daiwyeba,

albaT, xvalidan.

Sen ki... Sen ase

aRaravis ar eyvarebi.

da dafxrewili niRabidan

kivis Tvalebi.

ra ucnaurad daasrules

speqtakli wlebma.

Sens gadamsxvreul sxivebs

uxmod daatareben

pirvelyofili molodiniT

daRlili xmebi

da dafxrewili niRabidan

kivis Tvalebi.

1995.

** ** **

Sen veraferi veRar Segcvlis -

didi xnis win SeaCvie monatreba,

ucnaurad ubralo da savse survili

mxolod Sens mwvane oTaxSi rom gamogekida

da axlac, albaT, gadaitan,

roca is kaci

mSvidad ascdeba

Sens iebiT mofenil sevdas

da getyvis, rom marTalia, sasurveli xar,

magram bolomde ver avseben sanTlis qalebi.

1999.

foTlebis xidi

93

94

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

`Rirs siyvaruli miwis mtverSi?~ -

fiqri kankalebs.

vwer sxvaTaSoris,

gimeorebT da gekrZalebiT.

Cemi cxovrebis bilikebi

ise gakvales,

rom veRarafers vumklavdebi

susti mklavebiT.

`Rirs siyvaruli miwis mtverSi?~ -

fiqri kankalebs.

1995.

** ** **

oRond roca marto iqnebi,

me grZneul kibes amovyvebi

da ubralo nabijiT gavTqvam

Cems Zvel siyvaruls,

romelic gulSi

uxmaurod davasamare.

oRond, roca marto iqnebi...

me mogitan Tvalebs,

romelSic balRuri asoebiT

Sekruli baraTebi Srialeben da

gamovtoveb sityvas `Zalian~,

roca getyvi: `Sen da bavSvoba

erTnairad menatrebiT xolme-meTqi~.

me mogitan saCuqrad CurCuls,

an dumils, romelsac iasamnis

surneli eqneba da

iasamaniviT daidardebs

Cemi fanjridan gamoparul

naTev Rameebs,

romelSic Sen saxlobdi!..

da gkiTxaven mere

Tvalebi da dumilebi:

ratom verasdros dainaxe

Senamde vermoRweuli

siyvarulis cremli.

1994.

foTlebis xidi

95

96

irma SiolaSvili

mmiinnaawweerrii ddRRiiuurriiss yyddaazzee,,

aannuu lleeqqssii SSeennddaammii ddaa vvaarrddeebbiissaaddmmii

siyvaruliviT uxmaurod wavida marti...

warmodgenili Sexvedrebis Jamic dasrulda.

vzivar. Cvens zarebs vigoneb da igavebs vmartav

da fexSiSveli mivfratuneb mdore warsulTan.

siyvaruliviT uxmaurod wavida marti...

gaigeT Cemi gaoreba, rogorc geneboT,

Tu gsurT, eklebiT martoobis TiTebi xateT

maisis bolos damtvreulo vardis Rerebo!..

rac gindaT xateT,

oRond sulis ucisfres mesers

ar migakarebT - saTuTad da sadad awverils...

da nuRarafers emarTlebiT dardian leqsebs,

im damsxvreuli siyvarulis mere dawerils.

1997.

** ** **

me ase msurda, magram ratomRac

ver gamovida, rac msurda, kargad

da axla, roca cremlad wamomcdi

mzis ukanasknel sxiviviT gkargav,

ubralod gkargav... da xsovnis CrdilSi

vTrTi, rogorc foTlis susti ujredi.

rom gamebeda, erT mSvenier dRes

cremlebs foTlebad movaquCebdi

da mogiZRvnidi yvela foTols da

yvela ocnebas, Cems suls rom sdevda.

rom gamebeda, Senc ucnaurad

dagamSvenebda lamazi sevda,

magram, ratomRac, uxmod wavedi,

ver gavufrTxildi mzis sxivebs kargad

da, axla, roca cremlad wamomcdi,

xelaxla gkargav.

1999.

foTlebis xidi

97

98

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

ra mere... davmTavrdiT. da Cemi TiTebi

hgavs zamTris daRalul saRamos narCenebs,

veRar amovxeTqav mRelvare zvirTebad,

verc Tvalis gugebiT siyvaruls gaCveneb,

davmrTavdi. Dda Cemi lodinis saSodan

wamosul sityvebze vfenivar merdinad...

Cven, albaT, imitom SevxvdiT da davSordiT,

aryofnis naRveli rom gadagverCina.

1999.

** ** **

vici, ganicdi... Cemi dakargva

hgavs Sua gzaze dafantul sarCos

da im TvalebSi, me rom ara mgavs,

amoyelili eklebi gaxrCobs.

mec aRar vici, ra rols vTamaSob,

Cemi xelebi ras wers da ras hgavs,

orTave vgavarT SiSvel xaraCos

da mxrebiT Zveli tkivili dagvaqvs.

1999.

foTlebis xidi

99

100

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

Cveni Sexvedra mudam raRaca

SeuTavsebel cekvas mohgavda,

Sen mTvaresaviT savse Rimili,

me - tkivilebis tevri momyavda.

xelebs vWidebdiT, magram xelebic,

magram xelebic ar hgavda xelebs

da miyvebodi `wrfiv gaxelebiT~

rogor dascvivda foTlebi xeebs.

rogor usmendi gamTeniisas

guldadinjebiT qarebis qadils

da gaocebda cremli iisa -

siyvaruliviT sacTuris mbadi.

rogor meZebdi mTeli cxovreba,

rogor giyvardi dabadebamde,

dReebi dReebs roca moeba

rogor mamgvane ciur feradebs.

uCemod suli rogor xmeboda,

sizmrad tkivilebs rogor miqrobdi.

me... gulisgareT meRimeboda,

Tvalebs vxridi da... mzeze vfiqrobdi.

Cveni Sexvedra mudam raRaca

SeuTavsebel cekvas mohgavda.

Sen mTvaresaviT savse Rimili,

me - tkivilebis tevri momyavda.

1991.

aavvddaarrss mmoovvggaavvaarr......

erT mSvenier dRes mivxvdebi rom...

Sen menatrebi, -

Cemi bavSvoba aiSleba Zveli zRapridan

da ucnaurad areuli TeTri kartebiT

gagimxel, rogor tkivilamde

miyvardi erT dros,

rogor miyvardi

da siyvaruls gangeb vCrdilavdi

da martosuli mivyvebodi cxovrebis ferdobs

da ase, krZalviT qviTinebda Cemi bavSvoba...

(me TviT movToke siyvarulis Slegi aRviri

da davamsgavse ocnebebi saTamaSoebs).

Zvel sasaflaos CrdilSi dawva Cemi bavSvoba

da axla ase gaorebuls Tvals ar maSorebs,

me ki oTaxSi gamoketil avdars movgavar,

Zveli kedlebis sayveduriT gadareuli.

qarma warsuli daZenZili sevdiT mogava

da Tavze vaxev mTels samyaros

foTlis rveulebs,

romelSic Cemi martooba bavSvobas icavs,

bavSvobas icavs da quCaSi uxmod xetials.

ver gavuzome verasodes siyvaruls sicxe,

Tumca, guldagul varwmunebdi, rom zedmetia

cremlebic, sevdac, mogonebac, SemoTenebac,

TeTri xelebic zedmetia - cisken awvdili,

martoobisa yvelaferi momexseneba,

oRond miwaSi damekarga Cemi nawili,

romelsac Zveli siyvarulis surneli hqonda...

bavSvis xma hqonda da bavSviviT didi Tvalebi,

axla sityvebma imarjves da tkiviliT morTes

aseTi susti da aseTi Seubralebi.

1996.

foTlebis xidi

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102

irma SiolaSvili

ggaammoossaavvaallii

me ase msurda - Sens cxovrebaSi

meara uxmod, TiTiswverebiT,

axla rom movkvde, vici, sityvebiT

an mzeriT veRar SemeSvelebi.

eklebis gzaa, mivexetebi,

ase varCie mosvla Senamde,

ra, mere, Tundac sisxlis wveTebi

Sens sulis kibes wiTlad Rebavdes.

nu SeSfoTdebi... Cemi saxea

es gacrecili Ramis fardebi,

rom momismino, poeziiT da

mzis mcxunvarebiT daavaddebi

da, mere, veRar icxovrebs suli

foTlebis dardze ulaparakod...

unda wavideT erTmaneTisgan

da martoobis xidi avagoT,

rom erTmaneTi gadavitanoT,

rom ar SevaxmeT yofis iarebs...

da, mainc, sanam davSordebodeT

modi, samyaro SevatrialoT!

1999.

** ** **

(erTi siyvarulis istoria)

ra samwuxaroa. -

orive davmarcxdiT.

orivem Zalian ubralod wavageT

da axla es qari sevdasac ar macdis,

axla Cems cxovrebas qarebi ganagebs,

wavageT.

Cems imeds muxlebi mokveTes

sityvebma - savsenma tkivilis kirTebiT,

me merqva saxelad `miyvarxar, momxede~,

Sen gerqva: `kargi xar, magram ar mWirdebi~.

orive davmarcxdiT.

1998.

foTlebis xidi

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104

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

me ki cxadia, arafers ar gTxov -

ise damixvdi, rogorc genebos,

Tumca wlebs Zveli sisavse aTovs

da natvra didi bednierebis.

arafers ar gTxov... rogorc genebos,

ise icxovre Cemgan wasulma,

ar Segrisxaven susti xelebi,

ar mogaseven zars da avsulebs,

rogorc genebos... oRond wasvlamde

(sanam moZebni Sens wils da safers)

warsuls gaxede - sveli sulidan

Camocvenili foTlebiT nafens.

1998.

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105

** ** **

me yvelaferi mSvenivrad maxsovs-

is siyvaruli mere movida,

viRac avsebda sicocxlis Tasebs,

Cven vbrundebodiT TeTri Tovlidan.

Cven vbrundebodiT TeTri Tovlidan

da RvTiur fifqebs vinawilebdiT

da siyvarulic ise movida,

rogorc daRlili sulis imedi.

da suls mzesaviT Tbilsa da martos,

da suls mzesaviT miukarebels

SemoeCvia veluri marti

amRvreuli da sveli TvalebiT

da yvelaferi Seakvda lodins

da lamaz sevdas, da SeSlil ferebs,

gimaxsovrebdi mindvriT da kordiT,

gakowiwebdi locviT da mReriT

da Tovlis TeTri sudariT vTrTodi,

da suli mqonda iseTi savse...

vdardobdi... vTmobdi... xelaxla vTmobdi

da vawydebodi samyaros ase.

da yvelaferi xmauriT TrToda,

mxolod tkivili movida uxmod,

me SeviSale da yvela zRapars

Cemi samyaros kuTxeSi vuxme,

me SeviSale RvTiuri sunTqviT,

romelic Tovlis mere movida

da Cavimuxle, rom wamomeRo

raRac Zalian sufTa Tovlidan

1993.

106

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

arafers hgavda es monatreba -

cisferi wigni TeTri zolebiT...

axla yvelaze metad gvixdeba

ucxo rolebis gamogoneba,

axla yvelaze metad gvixdeba

ferebis wvima da simartove,

nu damadnebi sulze miTebad,

nurc umiTebod nu mimatoveb

da es simRera - qaris sadari

mxrebze momxvie Rrublis mantiad,

gadaglejili guli sad ari,

siyvaruli rom ver daatia,

sad ari... Tumca, Zebnac fuWia,

ras SegarCenen miwierebi,

unda gaeqce yofierebas

mziT dasicxuli yofierebiT,

unda gaeqce da Rrublebs gahyve,

Rrublebs gahyve da survili stanjo,

vin dagijerebs, zecam sasjelad

iebis sunTqva rom mogisaja,

vin dagijerebs, iebis sunTqva

ferad miTebs rom itevs erTian,

rom akankalebs mSfoTvare talRebs

Rrublis cremlebi roca erTvian,

rom monatreba modis cremliviT

da ar arsebobs misTvis jebiri...

ararsebuli guli ginatris

siyvarulisgan gadaglejili.

1992.

** ** **

da kidev erTi wertili SenTan -

erTi dumilis samagiero,

aseTi roli, Cems frTebs rom TenTavs,

sadamde unda vansaxiero,

sadamde... rolebs miwunebs scena

(aRtacebebic wlebma waleka)

da Cemi sulis mklavs foTolcvena

da sunTqva zaris - xval rom darekavs

da wasvlis mZime nabijebs mamcnobs...

Sen ki damrCebi gauSlel kartad,

foTlis dardivic mdumare kaco,

nu amicremleb imedis xatebs

mooWvils arcTu Zvirfasi qvebiT,

magram CemsaviT nazs da dardians...

me dRes beberi xesaviT vxmebi

da zecas vCuqni, rac mabadia

da aRar vici, riTi vuSvelo

am namrudisfer urTierTobas.

gamiWirdeba, vici, uSenod,

vici da mitom aRar meTmobi,

foTlis dardiviT mdumare kaco...

Seni rolebi mabnevs da mTenTavs,

nuTu Tvalebi arafers gamcnobs,

nuTu ar gesmis CurCuli xeTa?

am wertilebsac gauZlebs guli

da, bolos, Tvalis Rrmulebi gagvcems

Cven - yuradRebas moklebul surebs,

Tqven - foTlis dardiT avsebul kacebs.

1997.

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108

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** ** **

gemudarebi, gamiRe kari.

sityva, romelic erT dros gamomrCa,

me mogitane axla peSvebiT,

gemudarebi, kari gamiRe!

ase advilad ver SeveSvebi

dagmanul karSi SeWuWkul lodins

da rwmenisa da imedis lodebs

ver Camovaglej Cems martoobas.

...sisulelea jiuti Robe

yinulovani, TeTri TiTebiT,

me, Tumca, mTvaris satrfod viTvlebi,

mainc mTavari davtove SenTan _

ubavSvuresi sulis miTebi

da moyvavile sinaTle ferTa;

da axla, sityva momaqvs peSvebiT,

romliTac unda gadavarCino

Sens sulSi TiTqmis gaxunebuli

Cemi TiTebis anabeWdebi,

savse var Seni didi surviliT

da survils iqeT ar vixedebi.

gemudarebi, kari gamiRe.

1998.

** ** **

me, ra Tqma unda, mTavars vmalavdi...

da, Tumca, nabijs dgamdi gabeduls,

siyvaruls rogor moiparavdi _

Cems sulSi Svidi beWdiT dabeWduls.

Rames arTobda mTvaris balada,

Tu... nagrovebi tkivili peSviT;

an Rames rogor moiparavdi _

Cemi sizmrebiT bolomde SeSlils.

tkivili iyo... da, ra Tqma unda,

me tkivils mTeli guliT vmalavdi,

Sen ki... Sen miwis mtvridan moxvedi

da tkivils rogor moiparavdi.

1996.

foTlebis xidi

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110

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** ** **

ver gamovdivar im warsulidan!

sasaciloa, magram axla Cemi warsuli

hgavs afeTqebul iasamnis motexil rtoebs

da wvimas - brZens da

caSi sawylad gamokidebuls.

sasaciloa, magram axla wvimac maRelvebs,

romelic, Tumca brZeni aris, magram sawyali.

var dafoTlili auxsneli kiTxvis niSnebiT

da mdaRavs Seni ZvelisZveli xmis mcxunvareba

da wreSi, sadac wlebis ukan rialebdnen

Cveni Crdilebi, meSinia,

sawyal wvimas ar CaeZinos.

sasaciloa, magram vici, Cemi warsuli

nislSi boginobs da bavSvobas exveva yelze

da, meSinia, siyvaruli ar mapovninos

nislma, romelsac saxelic ki ver SevurCie.

- me auxsneli siyvaruli mapurebs dResac,

romelic Cemze didia da Cemze naTeli.

SemomabrunebT? vimartoveb siyvarulisTvis,

rom cxovrebaSi yofis mtverma ar gamiTelos

amoxeTqili enZelebis sada zmaneba

(Cemi balRuri aRtacebis didi niSani).

xval, albaT, xmaSi monatreba Semepareba

da gamiznulad davarigeb ferad niJarebs

(romelTac erTxel gamimJRavnes saidumloni),

me ki, ra mSvidad megona, rom

survils vtovebdi...

sasaciloa, Seiyvaro qali-poeti,

sasaciloa da riskia umisamarTo.

vici, gavgiJdi, axla Zveli rokva gamarTobs

da warsulidan gamovixmob ferad klaviSebs,

gesmis? SeSlili wvima marTavs Ramis maraTons,

sawyali wvima... sapatio stumrad mpatiJebs.

sisulelea, magram marTla mpatiJebs wvima.

Cemi warsuli, rogorc TeTri iasamani

hgavs sicocxlidan gamoparul maradisobas.

1996.

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112

irma SiolaSvili

** ** **

Cemi saxea siyvaruli

da saxli, sadac

RamRamobiT niRabs viSoreb,

savsea vardis surnelebiT

da meuRlis mzrunveli mzeriT...

da aRar vici, sad davmalo

sevdis TeTri, mSvidi nagleji,

rom Cems mSvenier, sada baRSi

molodini aRar yvavilobs.

2001.

** ** **

es ucnauri zrunva SemrCa -

Sen Segagrovo,

Seni siciliT amovide

martoobis TeTri sevdidan

da vTqva, rom morCa,

am wuTidan cxovrebas viwyeb.

gangebam Seni siyvarulis

cremlebiT momrwyo

da vtkepni Seni cremliT savse,

xorklian miwas.

yoveldRe giwyeb

da TiTebSi leqsebi miTrTis.

2001.

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** ** **

man Tqva, rom dRemde afasebs CemSi

Semodgomis gayviTlebul, mzian amindebs

da roca midis, wasvla uWirs

Wreli foTlebiT mofenili

mSvidi Crdilidan

sadac mze ase nawil-nawil

anaTebs xolme.

me ki... me vdgavar

da mis sevdiT savse nabijebs

foTlis Cveuli,

udidesi simSvidiT viTvli.

2000.

kkaaqqttuussiiss RReerroo

isev movwonvar Cems lamaz sevdas.

meuRle wuxs, rom verafriT marTobs...

var moyvaruli coli da deda

da dReebs Cems wil tkivilebs varTmev,

rom ar gaxundes sulSi Cazrdili

kaqtusis Reros xasxasa feri...

meuRle wuxs, rom verafriT marTobs.

me... mSvidad vuvli kaqtusis Reros.

2004.

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lluukkaass

odesme aRar dagWirdebi -

am jinsisferi qurTukiviT gamixdi da

saxlidan waxval.

me, albaT, kalTas Camovawyob gadaRlil majebs

da sevdaSi da molodinSi davidnob saxes

da Cems sicocxles oqros toti Camoatydeba...

Sen ki... Sen- deda genacvalos - unda iaro

mxrebgamarTulma, lamazma da savsem martebiT,

siyvarulebiT, survilebiT, yofis xviarebs

mxari uqcio da xandaxan xelis wavlebiT

usityvod hkiTxo dedis majas -

ratom wrialebs...

mxolod xandaxan - Torem, deda dagewamlebis -

Sen udardelad, utkivilod unda iaro.

2008.

** ** **

deda gimReris. sveli bagidan

yvavilebis wvima iRvreba.

dedas uyvars, rom patara xelebs

TiTqmis arasdros ar aviwydeba

yelze moxveva da Tbili sunTqviT

gulze maradi imedis qargva...

deda gimReris. zamTris amindi

TandaTan Tavis simkacres kargavs.

2004.

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zzaammTTrriiss ssiimmRReerraa

Cems Svils - Zalian lamazs da naTels

uyvars fanjrebze cxviris mideba,

zamTari - Rames TeTrad rom aTevs,

bednierebas uxmod mpirdeba.

Cemi pataris Tvalis RrmulebSi

moCans sinaTlis farTo Tvalebi

da yofis mtveri rom Semawuxebs,

vici, am Tvalebs Sevefarebi.

2006.

ccxxoovvrreebbiiss uujjrraaSSii TToovvlliiaa

Sexede, cxovrebis ujraSi Tovlia

da Seni patara Svilebi xaroben,

rom zamTars fifqebi stumrad mohyolian...

patarebs Tvalebi ubrwyinavT siTeTreSi

da lamaz TiTebze fifqebi adnebaT...

Sen ki cxovrebis ujraSi ixedebi

da mSvidad, fiqrianad, lamazad Ramdeba.

2007.

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cciissffeerrii CCaannaawweerreebbii

** ** **

melanqoliis yovladoba, anda, saerTod,

yovladoba araraobis...

me davinaxe warmosaxvis irib sarkeSi sakuTari

mkrTali aCrdili, SevigrZeni dramatuli

daZabuloba...

ho, vici axla, SemaxsenebT goeTes sityvebs -

`sasowarkveTa movaleobaao~ da... mkacrad

SemxedavT.

rilkeseulad yovelive uTqmelis mjera...

amitom, rogorc raime ucxos, elvis siswrafiT

avisxletav Tqvens msusxav mzeras

da davdumdebi.

ver gamigia, mivdivar Tu ukan vbrundebi...

an, im rgols vgavar iqneb, misTvis rom brunavs,

bolos da bolos sakuTar Tavs rom daewios da

molodiniT gaToSil TiTebs CamoaZros

yinvis beqTari.

iqneb sferoTa simfoniis erTi bgera var -

survili rom aqvs, gadalaxos siplegadebi,

mere, xmauriT gadaswios glovis fardebi da

maradiul, usazRvro dumils bolo mouRos.

sicarielis dasaZlevad movlenili nergi var

iqneb, Tavs rom ver vaRwev fiqrs satiales, rom

ver viSuSeb dabadebidan Tandayolil

uRrmes iarebs;

msurs, gavaRwio sulis CarCos, gadavarRvio

jebirebi da avyve im sxivs, miwidan rom

aikeceba...

odesme, albaT, feri mecvleba...

usityvo sityvebs, uxmo bgerebs daveZeb mudam,

var gadaRlili naturmortebiT, Tu

damamSvidebs - erTaderTi, mocisfro gunda,

anda, sizmrebiT savse kordebi,

Tu davRondebi, martosulis mziT davRondebi.

1990.

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** ** **

Sesabamisad - yvelaferi warsuls Cabarda, -

sulis balada, sikiskase, qaTinauri... mTeli

sicocxle poeziis nimbi mfaravda, suls

miRonebda miwierTa amo xmauri, Tqven

gelodebiT, feriebo, ucxo qveynidan, awewil

riTmebs moenatra TeTri furceli,

ar visakliseb, geficebiT, amieridan,

sulis avsebas siyvarulis nazi surneliT,

Tqven gelodebiT. miwyaloboT egeb siTeTre

(gulze damadno Ramem sevda imqveyniuri),

fericvalebis sijiutes ver mivekedle, verc

daserili aRsarebiT gavxdi RvTiuri, Cemi

ocneba bevrjer basri mzeriT datores,

cxovrebam yofis sivaglaxe urcxvad maCvena,

da, aha, karTan galeuli guli davtove, guli

davtove siyvarulis gadasarCenad... eh,

feriebo... feriebo... raRas miSveliT, suli

isedac tkiviliT da dardiT ivseba... Tqvens

gaxarebas - momaSoreT miwis sisvele, rom

mivekedlo maradiul sxivmosilebas.

1991.

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** ** **

wvimis wveTebSi Cans raRaca ukarebeli. Cemi

cremlebi fergacrecil kedlebs magonebs, cis

lurj kabadons kveTavs drois matarebeli -

nela miaTrevs istoriis mZime vagonebs, scivaT

furclebze mkacrad akrul mtvrian asoebs,

mkrTali fiqrebi istoriis sauflos kveTavs...

me, cremliani, karibWesTan marto damtoves

jiRosanTa da skiptrosanTa tkivilTan erTad...

1988.

** ** **

sad aris axla Cemi ocnebiT gadatvirTuli

dekas foTlebi. momenatrebiT da musikis hangs

Zveli dumiliT daveTxovebi. sad aris muza,

anda, saerTod, qaris kivilSi Semxmari wlebi,

vin mawerinebs leqsebs, sizmarSi vin Camagonebs

vardisfer riTmebs, nurafers metyviT,

gavuZleb wuxils - iseve, rogorc tkivilebs

viTmen. Ddadgeba rigi gardacvlil dReTa, mova

sikvdilic mwuxrSi nawrTobi, Cemi portretis

mudmivi Strixi - sevda Caaqrobs zecis

mnaTobebs da uflisaken gawvarTul xelebs

gayinavs Tovlis mciredi TrTvili...

samyaros iqiT, sicocxlis merec

`maradisobis kanoniT~ vivli.

1990.

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** ** **

ver SemamCnies. mRelvarebiT daiwva Rame.

metkina miwis Wrilobebad qceuli suli.

AamRvreul sizmrebs mivekone. aprilis qarebs

sisxlis simZafriT SevasunTqe sakmevlis suni.

msxverpli iTxova macxovarma daRlil

TvalebiT, beTlemis zecam ver itia fiqris

anTeba. samariteli qalis msgavsad SeSinda

dila da cremliT dawva varskvlavebis mZafri

naTeba. sivrces daetyo lurji zRvari. muzam

iwvima. mezmana, TiTqos uwmindesi iesos

sTxovda bednierebas mamulisas... damnisla

fiqrma. cisfer sauflos avuyevi. uferod

Tovda. Ddamwuxrebuli WadariviT mimzerda

mTvare. codvis anderZad Seikona sxivTa aruli

da `sinanulis naTliscemad~ dadaRul Tvalebs

daetyo miwis yru RaRadi, camde asuli.

TmagaSlil wmindans mivamgvane Cemi striqoni,

ninois jvariT muStadSekrul ers gavuRime,

qristem Tavisi RvTaebrivi, wminda qitoni

Seiswora da... saqarTvelos daxeda TrTolviT.

vigrZeni, miwa rogor iZra, Zlivs movigone

locvis pirveli mwveli sityva, Tqmuli

mzisagan... sulma SeigrZno ucxo Sveba, ucxo

mironi... mamuli Cemi ganiwminda codvebisagan!

AaRimileba daemgvana frTian striqonebs,

beTlemis caze angelozebs moswyurdaT frena,

cisa da miwis gasayarTan mze mivikone, qarma

maCuqa sixaruli da aRmafrena.

1990.

** ** **

o, ara, ara, es ar hgavda mzis dabnelebas.

es iyo mxolod urwmunoTa amonaxvneSi.

Cemi bavSvoba iwyeboda sust simRerebad

da ebmeboda ufrosebis TvalTa maxeSi.

sivrces zomavda aryofili eSma TvalebiT.

zRvis napirebze yrud godebda araraoba.

Ddaseirnobdnen Cadriani banovanebi da

iSleboda yvavilebad norCi Taoba.

Camaval mzis sxivs monatreba aCnda

sisxlisfrad. mididdeboda TvalTaxedvis

gasadevari. me davinaxe, saukune rogor

damZimda, rogor CaJangda qarTvelT fari

da satevari. Rame oxravda.

qari fermkrTal jaras arTavda.

zRvis sanapiro, xis CrdilebiT gadaburuli

piramidebiT gadaRvarclul saflavs mihgavda.

caze amayad dadioda Savi qurumi.

Tvals vuSterebdi kavkasiis WaRara

mwvervals da sikvdiloviT maSinebda

sisxlis koSmari. vgavdi yvelasgan mitovebul,

gakicxul mwerals, romelsac ar hyavs arc

mfarveli, arc ram moZRvari.

melodebodnen saqarTvelos mindvris ferebi,

criaga riJraJs mosdeboda leqsis surneli

da nawil-nawil dayofili lurji bgerebi

miWrialebdnen aRmarT gzaze fiqris uremiT;

me mixaroda. uwmindesis suraTs vumzerdi

da jvarcmas, rogorc cremlis muxruWs,

Svelas SevTxovdi, vicodi, ca ras saubrobda

avgaroz mzesTan, mesmoda, miwa gazafxulze

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rogor Rreobda da mainc, mainc, jvarcma iyo

yovlis damtevi. jvarcma mmatebda siZlieres

sulis qarTulis. oqrosfrad mziral

asomTavruls miRma uferod qristes Tvalebi

iyo sisxliT amoqarguli da mivdiodi ase

rwmeniT aRzevebuli, `RmerTma daglocos da

gaxaros suliT ZlieriT~ - aRmaval biliks

milocavda uwmindesi da mididdeboda vardis-

feri Tvalsawieri.

1989.

** ** **

Ramis wyvdiadSi mogonebis gacrecil freskas

xels Sevaxeb da... gobroniviT mtkiced

davdgebi. guli ver itevs aRSfoTebas, mzis

zari rekavs, martod STenili Tmogvis cixes

miveaxlebi. bevrjer natvraSi gamipia dRe

talRasaviT. Aar Sevicvlebi (ufro swored,

ver Sevicvlebi). vici, uRonod Rame xelebs

gaasavsavebs da Zrwolas momgvris uborotes,

yru SekivlebiT. Cemi leqsebi ufaqizes

guliT iqmneba da gasaZlisi aRSfoTebac

gamoviare. kiTxvisniSnebi miseraven striqons

iqneba, iqneba eSma ar mixorcebs ZirZvel

iarebs. dasabamidan damanaTla ufalma SiSi,

dasabamidan mtkivneuli ZarRvi gamiWres,

gamoviare dRevandlamde gzawvrili fiqrSi,

axla ki caSi marTvesaviT unda aviWre.

macaleT mxolod! - siWabukes Sevasxa frTebi

(bavSvobis tkivils Tavs verasdros davaRwev

Tumca). yvirilobisas momeweva ciuri xmebi da

gamaclian mogonebebs sul furcel-furcel.

cxovreba Tavis wil cremls iTxovs farTo

peSvebiT. asea mudam. Aararaa tkivili uxmod.

bermuxasaviT gamidgia mtkice fesvebi da

qarTlis cis qveS angelozTa amalas vuxmob.

1990.

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** ** **

`̀rraaRRaacc mmiinnddooddaa mmeeTTqqvvaa,, TTuummccaa xxoomm iisseeddaacc

iiccooddii~~..

eka baqraZe.

ra unda geTqva - am CarCoebSi da cis

cremlebSi ras gavarCevdi, Tumca, daRlili

gulebis feTqvas miwierebic gamoarCevdnen; ra

unda geTqva Cveni CurCuli yvela CurCulze

ufro rTulia da TrTis foToli... ras verCiT

foTols, ras verCiT miwas - mfeTqavgulians. me

isec vici, `o, ra Tqma unda~, irgvliv Sen

sunTqav da menatrebi, Cveni bavSvobis rZisferi

bude da poeziis lurji xatebi axlac sxvagvari

surneliT mavsebs... da, Senc, naTeli da axlo-

beli mamSvideb sityviT da vcxovrobT ase,

mzisferi sanTlis Cauqrobelad da roca savse

gulebis feTqviT miwierebi gamogvarCeven

vgavarT feradebs, romelTac cnoben da mere

Tvalebs nela aCveven, vgavarT sityvebs da

xmamaRal locvas da monatrebul qarebis

kivils, gvestumrebian CurCuliT roca da am

stumrobis sinaTle gvtkiva da ase, ase tri-

alebs raRac, Cveni sinaTliT dabneul

Crdilebs auxdeneli ocneba daRavT da suls

RrubelTa pawia fTila ise adneba, TiTqos

bavSvobas eTxovebian sveli Tvalebi, me gamov-

divar cremlidan frTxilad locviT,

CurCuliT da iarebiT da Sen magebeb

Senislul Rimils (Rimili mTvaris TeTri

sulia), gamoparula sizmridan wvima da mTis

ferdobze gadauvlia da darCenilan sveli

foTlebi, foTlebi, eka, sevdis TvalebiT, me

mixaria ganmeoreba Tavis sinaTliT Tu iarebiT

da vimeoreb nabijebs axlac, ase daSlili da

axlobeli movdivar... Zveli sinaTle maxlavs,

mzeTa sinaTle - Cauqrobeli.

1994.

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mmoonnaattrreebbaa

SSeemmooddggoommiiss ssaaRRaammoo

saRamos pirebs mdumared zveravs

Cemi tkivilis da monatrebis

gadaRlili SiSveli mzera

da magondeba adgilis deda

da Cemi deda sevdiani Taflis TvalebiT

da borgavs suli - dabneuli ucnaur bediT -

siyvarulebiT, imedebiT, aRiarebiT

da Cemi deda Tvals adevnebs siSoris yinuls

(Taflis TvalebiT Tvals adevnebs

guls Taviswveras)

da Semodgoma mzis sxivebad adneba minebs

im saxlis, me rom vuyvardi da mzarda da mwera.

2008.

oorrSSaabbaaTTii

datexilia Cemi TiTebi

da mzera ise sevdiani,

rom sizmrebsac gadaabrunebs.

CemSi mTavrdeba orSabaTis

mSvidi saRamo

da TiTebidan sisxlTan erTad

saRamo wveTavs...

xolo is kaci,

vinc Cems mzeras Zafi gamosdo

da gulze Zafis gorgaliviT

gadaixvia,

dgas orSabaTis CamoTovlil

gzagasayarze...

Cemi cxovreba orSabaTis Sejamebaa

da aRar vici, ras mivendo, -

am kacis Rimils,

romelmac Cemi sevda

gulze gadaixvia

Tu

brZnul naTqvams, rom

orSabaTiT iwyeba kvira

da xvale yvela orSabaTebs

Camoitovebs.

1999.

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** ** **

raRacnairad gulgrili gavxdi...

erTaderTi, rasac vamCnev

kedelze uSnod atuzuli

oTxi CarCoa

da ferebi - SeWuWkuli CarCos kuTxeSi...

menatreba sayvareli qalaqis mtveri,

Savi mtveri - mouvleli, sada quCebis.

vrekav ucxoel megobarTan,

romlis ZarRvebSic

daedineba ucnaurad narevi sisxli,

romelic kosmopolitia

da erTnairad enatreba

bonic da Cikagoc...

da vuyvebi, rom

qalaqi, romelic menatreba,

Zalian Zvelia da Zalian saxieri,

magram ucnaurad daavadda da

adamianebs veRar patronobs.

1999.

nnoossttaallggiiaa

mtkiva, - vambob me.

mere ra, rom

didi xnis win amivses suli

moxriale minis natexebiT

da didi xnis win maswavles

sakuTari sxeulidan

survilebis gamodevna,

sityva xom SemrCa

da tkivilis gamoxatvis

erTaderTi, marTali xerxi _

marjvena xelis

TeTr furcelTan miaxloveba.

1999.

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** ** **

amgvarad vcxovrob -

samuSao magidaze damxobili

TiTebi mtkiva

da sulSi Cazrdil

wiTel ekals

RamRamobiT mTvaris sxivebs

baliSad vufen.

lamazad sunTqavs Cemi qmari...

mis nestoebSi

TiTqo sevda Cagubebula

da mkerdSi mSvidad amozrdia

ndobis sifiTre.

roca saubrobs, bageebze elva gadasdis

xolo dumili maradiul sevdad adneba.

Cvens Tvalebs moswons erTmaneTi -

cisferidan wablisferSi iRvrebian

survilebis ucnauri gadmonaSTebi,

xolo sunTqvidan amozrdili

ndobis yvavili

samuSao magidaze mocaxcaxe

TiTebs adneba.

2001.

** ** **

sxvanairi var.

daviRale.

da oTaxi, romelic itevs

Cems gacrecil germanul wignebs

da qarTul locvas

da saaTis ganwirul wikwiks

nela-nela emgvaneba irealobas

da vici, ratom vTamaSobdi

erTi dRis win zafxulis foTols -

momlodine SemodgomiT

pirTamde savses.

axlac vcaxcaxeb foToliviT

da JamiJam xelisgulze

naoWebs viTvli...

xelebze bedi maweria

ucnauri, ucxovrebo

cxovrebiT savse:

Cems xelebs axsovT,

rom odesRac poeti merqva

da sulSi didi,

TeTri naviT vmogzaurobdi.

axla... Zalian daviRale,

radgan TeTr navSi

ucxo sityvebiT mowamluli

wyali dagubda.

2001.

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qq--ss

mkvdar foTols vgavar da vificebi,

rom sifrifana, cera TiTi

vardiswyalSi maqvs amovlebuli

da mzis Cveuli caxcaxidan

SarSanwindel zafxuls viwodeb.

mdumareba maqvs bolo sagzlad

da suli, sadac

TeTri kariviT ixsnebian mogonebebi

kariviT kvnesis da Wrialebs

Sens damTavrebas.

2001.

iimmeeddii

vrCebi sakuTar TavTan da rwmena -

marjvena xelze daxveuli

midis furcelTan

da ambobs, rom

foTolcvena droebiTia,

rom suls yovelTvis

aqvs sakvebi uxilav fskerze.

2001.

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** ** **

vin Semibralebs ucxo miwaze

beRurasaviT mcivans da amtans,

me guls avyevi da axla sityvebs

Sens mSral kalTaze xmauriT vfantav

da TrTis kedlebi, romelSic ase

moCvenebiTi simSvidiT vcxovrob

da mxolod Seni sicili mavsebs

am gadaRlili saRamos bolos..

2003.

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** ** **

dResac, yelze rom uxmod gexvevi

da mxrebi miTrTis foTlismagvarad,

cerebiT miwis sxeuls vexebi

da telefoniT saqmes vagvareb,

nu ifiqreb, rom kmayofileba

odesme sulis jebirs walekavs,

me qariSxlebis sunTqva vinebe

da zecis biliks locviT avekar.

2003.

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** ** **

ar vici, rogor davibruno

ucxo qalaqis gulgrilobaSi Camkvdari

Cemi poeturi aRmafrena.

xandaxan xelisgulebze yvavilebs viwyob

da mocaxcaxe majebidan viwyeb sinanuls,

raRacnairi, gamWvirvale cremlebiT savses.

aRar vici, ra saxe maqvs ucxo qalaqSi -

kiTxvisniSnis Tu ufoTlebo TeTri yvavilis,

miveCvie misalmebebs ucxo enaze

da Wrel-Wrula saxeebSi Tavis Cakargvas

da Cemi sisxlis keTilSobil, TavmaRal yivils

mSvidad vafareb gaZlebis da Tmenis sudaras

da Zvel sxeulSi monatrebis sinaTle mivis

da mTvaris sevda,

Cemi sulis gzebs rom vadareb

da warsuls, mTvariT ganaTebuls,

mwiriviT vumzer.

2005.

ppaarraalleellii

magram me viswavle, rom unda Semenaxa

TiTebze Semxmari leqsebis nawilebi

da yovel diliT vyofiliyavi

Cveulebrivi qali da deda,

gamomexmo grZeli sevda ganTiadidan

da Tmis samagriT Semekra erTad

dauwereli yvela leqsis mSrali caxcaxi

da mekiTxa SvilebisTvis grZeli zRaprebi,

Wreli miTebi, meRiRina Zilispiruli

da ekvnesaT Cems TiTebze Semxmar striqonebs,

ZarRvebSi uxmod Sesuliyvnen, sisxli

aemRvriaT

da mecaxcaxa ciebianiviT,

gamevlo paralelebi

TiTebsa da ZarRvebs Soris,

Cems Tvalebs Soris, dReebs Soris,

sicocxles Soris.

2008.

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ZZiilliissppiirruullii

dRes sami rame unda gaswavlo:

wera da wera da kidev wera.

Cemi fanjara daorTqlilia,

qari martivad isworebs perangs

da vdgebi. Aaxlac xmauriT vdgebi

da fanjris minas caxcaxiT vawer,

rom ucnaurad damaWres frTebi,

rom mxrebze miwis simZime mawevs,

rom Senc verasdros ver waikiTxav

verc nawerebs da verc sulis Wrilebs,

rom daRlili var da nisliani

da sevda faravs TiTebs da Wirxlebs

da TiTebidan sicocxle wveTavs,

gafiTrebuli da Semcivnuli

da fanjris minas akruli sevda

CemSi Semodis ZilispiruliT.

2008.

ffSSaavvSSii ZZvveelleebbuurr aammbbeebbss yyvveebbiiaann

fSavSi Zvelebur ambebs yvebian,

vaJai sunTqavs zecis Tavanze,

Txilianisken mtvrian gzebia,

RorRi xeobas arcTu anazebs

da, mainc, ucxo xibli zvirTdeba,

roca Suafxos kordebs edebi,

erTbaSad gnusxavs miwis dideba

da sizviade lurji qedebis...

fxovis zecao, Sen dagvifare

(iaxsars Temis droSa frialebs),

gulze sanTlebis tevri ifare,

nu gagviaxleb ZirZvel iarebs...

fxovis zecao, suli gagviTbe

Seni Tvalebis ucxo sinaTliT,

mzis striqonebi uxmod gariTme

da gulisgulSi daabinadre

is iebi da is enZelebi,

me rom pirvelad wavarTvi miwas

da, imis mere, susti xelebi

sakuTar tanze mesoba xiwvad...

fxovis zecao, es monatreba

vici, saxier sevdas margunebs,

gamomigzavne patara fTila

im Rrublis, Sen rom ifen salbunad,

gamomigzavne Rrublebis fTila -

Wrilobebs unda mivusalbuno...

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fxovis zecao, Zveli xelebiT

zogjer giSrisfer dalals gitoveb,

nu momigoneb argaxelebiT,

nurc xsovnis bolos nu momitoveb

da Seni didi idumaleba

galumpul mxrebze Semomasalte.

gamabrueben, albaT, qarebi,

roca siyvaruls veRar Cavatev

am satiale gulis sazRvrebSi

da usazRvrobis fers Sevifereb...

vici, sustia feris gareSe

yvela locva da yvela simRera

da feranTebul natvriT ginatri

da vgrZnob aragvis ltolvas vnebians,

SeSlils pirveli sxivis sinaTliT,

SeSlils, uRwevs da velurxmebians...

1995.

bbaarraaTTii ssaaqqaarrTTvveellooss

me Sen gekuTvni da ar vici, rogor aRmovCndi

am usazRvro da martoobiT SeRebil cis qveS,

sadac beRurebs weliwadis yovel dros scivaT,

sadac swavloben, rom warsulze maradi dardi

sisustis didi niSania da... ar dardoben.

me ki vdgavar da bednierebas vTamaSob

ucxo kedlebis dumilSi SeyuJuli

da am yofidan amozrdili eklebi maRrCobs;

Seni surneli SerCenia samSvivnels sarCod

da saocari, madliani sityvebis sarCevs

valageb gulSi, sagangebod, xmauriT gdardob

ase Zalian avadmyofs da mainc mSveniers.

da vamCnev, rogor ukvirT kedlebs, rogor

ireklavs

germanuli biurgertumis civi mSveneba -

Wreli, natifi porcelani oqros xazebiT -

Cems emociis mdinareebs, usityvod sunTqavs

ZvelisZvel bgerebs - kavkasiis CamonaTalebs -

qarTul satkivars ras gaugebs dedinacvali...

me ki Sens mkerdze dambnevia yvela marcvali,

Seni Svili var da ar vici, rogor mogbano

eg sisxliani Wrilobebi, ra dagafino

daRlil Tvalebze,

daJeJil da nawameb mxrebze,

sityvebs da sityvebs,

kidev sityvebs SenTvis vaquCeb

da mtkiva guli,

Sen rom ggavs da... Sen rom maCuqe.

2008.

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bboollooTTqqmmiiss mmaaggiieerr

`̀CCeemmii wwiillii ssaaqqaarrTTvveelloo mmuuddaamm

TTaann ddaammddeevvss......~~

-- iirrmmaa,, SSeenn iiss ppooeettii xxaarr,, rroommeelliicc ggaarrkkvvee--

uullii xxnniiTT mmoowwyyddaa qqaarrTTuull lliitteerraattuurruull ssii--

vvrrcceess.. yyoovveell SSeemmTTxxvveevvaaSSii,, SSeennii aaxxaallii aarraaff--

eerrii wwaammiikkiiTTxxaavvss kkaaii xxaanniiaa ddaa ZZaalliiaann mmiixxaarriiaa,,

rroomm ddaabbrruunnddii,, aaxxaallii lleeqqsseebbii mmooggvviittaannee ggaa--

mmoossaaqqvveeyynneebbllaadd.. iimmeeddii mmaaqqvvss,, CCvveennii TTaannaammSSrr--

oommlloobbaa ggaaggrrZZeellddeebbaa TTuu iisseevv uunnddaa ddaaggvveekkaa--

rrggoo??

- Tavad faqts, rom evropaSi yofnam qarT-

ul literaturul sivrces momwyvita, mud-

mivad ganvicdi, radgan vfiqrob, rom qarT-

vel poets qarTuli garemo sWirdeba. Tum-

ca, am xnis manZilze, qarTul poetur sity-

vasTan urTierToba arasdros gamiwyvetia,

mSobliuri enaze wera iyo CemTvis mudam is

umTavresi faqtori, ramac ucxoeTSi qarT-

uli suli gadamirCina. dakargvas namdvil-

ad ar vapireb da madlobis metic araferi

meTqmis Zveli megobrebisTvis literatur-

uli wreebidan, romelnic, wlebis merec gu-

lisa da gamocemebis kars Zveleburad miR-

eben.

-- ssaannaamm ssaaqqaarrTTvveellooddaann wwaaxxvviiddooddii,, ssaammii ppoo--

eettuurrii kkrreebbuullii ggqqoonnddaa ggaammoocceemmuullii ddaa aall--

bbaaTT SSeennii ppooeettuurrii ssaaggzzaalliicc eess iiyyoo.. rrooggoorrcc

vviiccii,, SSeennii lleeqqsseebbiiss wwiiggnnii iiqqaacc ggaammooddiiss,, -- ggee--

rrmmaanniiaaSSii.. ggvviiaammbbee SSeennss ggeerrmmaannuull kkrreebbuullzzee..

- pirveli poeturi krebuli - „ararsebu-

li sityva“ 1992 wels, Zalian axalgazrdam

gamoveci. am krebulSi moTavsebuli leqse-

bi maleve Targmna rusulad TbilisSi mcxo-

vrebma SesaniSnavma mTargmnelma beqa laSx-

iam. swored misi iniciativiT gamoica 1996

wels wignad es Targmanebi, romelic marT-

lac rom iRbliani sagzali aRmoCnda CemT-

vis evropaSi. germanelma poetma, agnes gis-

brextma, romelic ruseTSia dabadebuli da

ori mSobliuri ena aqvs, rusulidan ramde-

nime leqsi erTi amosunTqviT Targmna ger-

manulad. esec misi iniciativa iyo, radgan,

rogorc TviTon ambobs, Cems poeziasTan di-

di sulieri naTesaoba akavSirebs... sami wlis

win ki Cemi SemoqmedebiT cnobili germane-

li profesori da mwerali, uli rotfusi

dainteresda. ulim Cemi sami leqsi intern-

etSi aRmoaCina, Tavad momZebna, danarCeni

leqsebis gagzavna mTxova da mogvianebiT Ta-

vadve SeuTanxmda erT-erT gamomcemlobas

leqsebis wignad gamocemaze. sxvaTaSoris,

mis erT-erT bolo romanSi „leila icinis“,

romelsac Tavis araCveulebriv meuRles

uZRvnis, moTxrobili aqvs, rogor imoqme-

da masze Cemma leqsebma, ramxela sulieri

naTesaoba akavSirebs Cems poeziasTan. alb-

aT marTla ar ician monaTesve sulebma arc

erovneba da arc sazRvrebi. CemTvis ki yve-

la es megobari, RmerTisgan gamogzavnili

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iseTive saCuqaria, rogorc misgan naboZebi

poeturi niWi.

-- rraass ggvveettyyvvii CCvveennss ssiiZZeezzee,, aannuu SSeennss ggeerrmmaa--

nneell mmeeuuRRlleezzee,, TTuu ggeexxmmaarreebbaa ddaa TTuu eessmmiiss SSee--

nnii,, rrooggoorrcc SSeemmooqqmmeeddiissaa......

- Cemi meuRle - ioaxim britce - profesi-

iT filologia, slavisti. kargad icis rus-

uli, bulgaruli, serbo-xorvatuli da iap-

onuri enebi. swavlobs qarTulsac. eweva mTa-

rgmnelobiT moRvaweobas da wers da aqvey-

nebs gramatikis wignebs. mas Zalian mgrZno-

biare suli aqvs da Cems Semoqmedebasac zu-

stad ise grZnobs, rogorc visurvebdi. io-

aximi yvelaferSi mexmareba da mxarSi midg-

as. igi Cemi saukeTeso megobaria.

-- SSeenn aammJJaammaadd mmuuSSaaoobb ggeerrmmaanniiiiss rraaddiioommaauuww--

yyeebblloobbaaSSii ddaa aaggvviixxsseennii,, rroommeell rraaddiiooSSii kkoo--

nnkkrreettuullaadd ddaa rrooggoorrii xxaassiiaaTTiiss ggaaddaacceemmeebbss

aakkeeTTeebb??

- radio “Bonn/Rhein/Sieg” wlebis manZilze

uTmobs eTers ucxoel Jurnalistebs. me Ce-

mi qarTuli-germanuli kulturuli gadac-

ema eqvsi wlis win SevTavaze maT da mas Sem-

deg gavdivar eTerSi. Cemi gadacemebi 28 wu-

Tiania, orenovani da qarTul- germanul ku-

lturul urTierTobebs eZRvneba. profes-

iiT teleJurnalisti var da sayvareli saq-

me Zalian damexmara imaSi, rom amdeni weli

ucxo qveyanaSi gameZlo. Tanac am saqmis ke-

Teba erTgvari yofis gamarTlebaa CemTvis

Cemi saqarTvelos winaSe.

-- rrooggoorr ggrrZZnnoobb TTaavvss iiqq ddaa aaqq ddaabbrruunneebbaa

aauucciilleebbllaadd mmiiggaaCCnniiaa TTuu aarraa??

- mec, iseve, rogorc ucxoeTSi mcxovrebi

bevri qarTveli, dabrunebis imediT vcxov-

rob.

-- iiqqnneebb aarrcc wwaassuullxxaarr aaqqeeddaann??

- faqtia, rom wavedi, magram qarTul samy-

aros arasodes movwyvetilvar, Cemi wili sa-

qarTvelo mudam Tan damdevs... miuxedavad

imisa, rom germaniaSi Cemi sayvareli ojaxi

maqvs, mudmivad Tan mdevs grZnoba, rom mi-

wa, romelzec davdivar, Cemi ar aris da Ti-

Tqos fexqveS miwa ara maqvs. germania Zali-

an sasiamovno qveyanaa sacxovreblad, magr-

am me iq Cemi silaRe maklia, romelic mxol-

od saqarTveloSi Camosvlisas mibrundeba

xolme.

-- SSeenn aaxxllaaxxaannss ddaaiiccaavvii ddiisseerrttaacciiaa.. rraa TTee--

mmaazzeeaa ddaa rraammddeennxxaannss mmuuSSaaoobbddii mmaasszzee??

- Cemi sadisertacio naSromi eZRvneba Te-

mas: „meore msoflio omis Semdgomi qarTu-

li da germanuli politikuri lirika“, ro-

melSic gamarjvebuli da damarcxebuli er-

ebis omisSemdgomi fsiqika, maTi poeziaSi ga-

dmocemuli sulieri ganwyobaa asaxuli da

erTmaneTs Sedarebuli. Tema saintereso ga-

movida, masze muSaobas 4-5 weli Sevalie da

kvlevis procesSi Jami-Jam viwuwune kidev-

ac, rom am arapoetur samuSaos didxans ve-

Rar gavuZlebdi...

-- iiqqiiddaann,, uuccxxoo qqvveeyynniiddaann,, rrooggoorr aaRRiiqqmmeebbaa

SSeennTTvviiss ssaammSSoobblloo ddaa aaqqeeddaann rrooggoorr aaRRiiqqmmee--

bbaa ggeerraammnniiaa??

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- ucxoeTidan Cemi samSoblo CemTvis aTm-

agad Zvirfasia da sayvareli, magram Zalian

avadaa da, mixedva da patronoba sWirdeba.

aqedan germania CemTvis keTil dedinacvl-

ad aRiqmeba, romlisganac sikeTis meti ara-

feri maxsovs da amitom Zalian miyvars da

vafaseb, Tumca, xSirad vuyvebi, rom Cemi de-

da-samSoblo mainc mTel qveyanas mirCevnia.

-- aaii,, eerrTT kkvviirraaSSii iisseevv ggeerrmmaanniiaaSSii ddaabbrruunndd--

eebbii ddaa rriiss ggaakkeeTTeebbaass aappiirreebb iiqq,, rrooggoorrcc uukk--

vvee ffiilloollooggiiiiss mmeeccnniieerreebbaaTTaa kkaannddiiddaattii ddaa,,

rraacc mmTTaavvaarriiaa,, ppooeettii??

- gegmebze da survilebze winaswar sauba-

ri maincdamainc ar miyvars. mas Semdeg, rac

mecnierul kvlevas movrCi, Tavs mTlianad

SemoqmedebiT saqmianobas, Targmanebs da ku-

lturul urTierTobebs mivuZRvni.

esaubra

mixo mosuliSvili, Jurnali

`literaturuli palitra”,

2005 w.

sarCevi

5 gazafxulis da foTlis balada

6 poetis monologi

7 iano...

8 * * * (ar SeiZleba leqsebs werde Zveli intimiT)

9 modiT...

10 * * * (axla am miwas atkivdeba Cemi cxovreba)

11 kldis monologi

12 bonis dRiuridan

13 foTlebis xidi

14 z.b.-s

16 var xmamaRali

18 gasvla foTliani wridan

19 wadi...

20 xsovnis napiri

21 * * * (vin gahyveba Cems fiqrian aCrdils)

22 Rame da gazafxuli

23 da es mze Cemi samosaxloa

24 * * * (ra iyo-nuTu momeCvena Tqveni aCrdili)

25 * * * (baraTi iyo iseTi Tbili)

26 * * * (guli mainc TqvenTan darCa)

27 icremleba feri

28 Canaxati

29 * * * (momifoneben gulze imedad)

30 araferi ar vicodi

31 * * * (dganan mxedrebi)

31 * * * (am erTxel kidev mogiteveb)

32 * * * (icinis bavSvi)

33 SemeSveleT...

34 * * * (SeRamebisas iwyeboda qaris kivili)

35 cota myofnida

36 ioaxims

39 wreze brunva

41 man dawera: `haeri mtkiva~

42 * * * (qalbatono)

43 *** (rogor avivso)

44 * * * (bavSvi ucxoa da Seicvala)

45 eka asaTians

46 parizis dRiuridan

47 ori sityva cremlze da poetze

48 * * * (im survilebiT unda gavqvavde...)

49 * * * (me uaryofa viswavle gvian)

50 * * * (asea! albaT, gagiJeba Rirda cremlisTvis...)

51 * * * (me sosanisfer cremlSi Camtoves...)

52 TiTebi samyaros xaxaSi

53 me da miwa (poema)

63 * * * (da ganicdi...)

64 * * * (yvelaferi criatdeba)

65 * * * (raRac Zveli dagibrundeba)

66 * * * (Sen ar waxvide)

67 * * * (rodis ufeTqavs dedmiwas guli)

68 * * * (ras dainaxav...)

68 * * * (me ukve mivicvale)

69 * * * (me damamsxvries)

70 * * * (me feri ar maqvs)

70 * * * (Semiyvarda da amrtoobaSi Semasaxles)

71 * * * (da poeti sxvebis Tvalis asaxvevad)

72 * * * (rogor maradiulad davisaje)

73 * * * (gamoitirebs ganTiads mnaTe)

74 guli - daglejili qitonia

75 * * * (vaime, deda, Cems saqarTvelos...)

76 * * * (gican da mainc ver gican TiTqos...)

77 * * * (is istoria...)

79 * * * (Sirazis vardi ciur sinaTliT..)

80 molurjo TaRi

81 da, vxatav...

82 miyvardiT

83 * * * (aRaraferi aRar SemeZlo)

84 * * * (mova odmani - urcxvi jalaTi)

85 * * * (Seni sicili dResac laRia)

85 * * * ( davadnob mklavebze sxeulis sacmelebs)

86 * * * (dResac zafxuli CurCulebs CemSi)

87 * * * (aRaraferi Secvlila TiTqos...)

88 * * * (ratom gamiSvi im wvimian amindSi marto)

89 gaugzavneli baraTi #1

90 gaugzavneli baraTi #2

91 * * * (xom SeiZleba mTeli Rame ar dameZinos...)

92 * * * (Seni codvebi...)

93 * * * (Sen veraferi veRar Segcvlis)

94 * * * (Rirs siyvaruli miwis mtverSi?)

95 * * * (oRond roca marto iqnebi)

96 minaweri dRiuris ydaze

97 * * * (me ase msurda...)

98 * * * (ra mere ... davmTavrdiT)

99 * * * (vici ganicdi...)

100 * * * (Cveni Sexvedra mudam raRaca...)

101 avdars movgavar

102 gamosavali

103 * * * (ra samwuxaroa ...)

104 * * * (me ki cxadia, arafers ar gTxov)

105 * * * (me yvelaferi mSvenivrad maxsovs)

106 * * * (arafers hgavda es monatreba)

107 * * * (da kidev erTi werili SenTan)

108 * * * (gemudarebi gamiRe kari)

109 * * * (me, ra Tqma unda, mTavars vmalavdi)

110 * * * (ver gamovdivar im warsulidan)

112 * * * (Cemi saxea siyvaruli)

113 * * *(es ucnauri zrunva SemrCa)

114 * * * (man Tqva...)

115 kaqtusis Rero

116 lukas

117 * * * deda gimReris

118 zamTris simRera

119 cxovrebis ujraSi Tovlia

120 * * * (melanqoliis yovladoba)

122 * * * (Sesabamisad-yvelaferi warsuls Cabarda)

124 * * * (wvimis wveTebSi Cans raRaca ukarebeli)

125 * * * (sad aris axla...)

126 * * * (ver SemamCnies...)

127 * * * (o, ara, ara, es ar hgavda mzis dabnelebas)

129 * * * (Ramis wyvdiadSi...)

130 * * * (ra unda geTqva)

132 Semodgomis saRamo

133 orSabaTi

134 * * * (raRacnairad gulgrili gavxdi)

135 nostalgia

136 * * * (amgvarad vcxovrob...)

137 * * * (sxvanairi var ...)

138 q-s

139 imedi

140 * * * (vin Semibralebs ucxo miwaze)

141 * * * (dResac, yelze rom uxmod gexvevi)

142 * * * (ar vici rogor davibruno)

143 paraleli

144 Zilispiruli

145 fSavSi Zvelebur ambebs yvebian

147 baraTi saqarTvelos

148 boloTqmis magier