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mxatvrobasTan~

is weli iyo, bukles kepianma bi bikingma filarmoniis scenaze romdaukra da Tbilisis `dinamom~ `liver-puls~ mougo Tavsxma wvimaSi. momadgaZmakaci da miTxra _ ginda, oTxasi mane-Ti gaSovnino sam dReSio? zafxulikarzea momdgari, meuRle da ori wlisSvili qalaqidan myavs gasayvani, suf-Ta haerze, romelime axlo-maxlosofelSi. oTxasi maneTi didi fulia,binis daqiravebas SevZleb ori TviT,gamosakvebad xelfass vimyofineb... rasaqmea, ra unda gavakeToT-meTqi,vkiTxe. keramikis feradi filebi undavamtvrioT viRac mxatvrisTviso, mipa-suxa. vin mxatvari, ra filebi-meTqi,rom gavikvirve, amixsna _ Savnabadaze`komkavSiruli qalaqi~ Sendeba, yve-laze didi darbazis kedels mozaikuripanoTi upireben damSvenebas da mx-atvrisTvis, visac es saqme SeukveTes,damxmareebi sWirdebaTo. ̀ komkavSiru-li qalaqi~ cudad momxvda yurSi, Tum-ca jer sxva rame vkiTxe _ samsaxurebsra vuyoT-meTqi. samecniero-kvleviTinstitutebSi vmuSaobdiT mec da isic.yazarmuli wesrigi sufevda orivegan.cxvirs ver gamoyofdi gareT direq-toris xelmowerili saSvis gareSe. dam-amSvida, gacdena ar mogviwevs, paraskevsaRamos SevudgebiT saqmes da kvira sa-Ramos movrCebiTo da kidev erTxelgausva xazi anazRaurebis siuxves,calke Sen da calke me lamis erTi Tvisxelfasi gamogvdis dReSio. mainc vuTx-ari, biWo, mere magaTi sityva indoba-meTqi? komkavSirlebi vigulisxme. egreTu gavyeviT, aravis sityva ar indoba,vinc `zeviT~ ariso da cera TiTi aiS-vira Werisken. ra unda meTqva, davyab-uldi...

im dros samarSruto mikroavto-busebi mxolod TbilisSi moZraobdnen,qalaqidan gasasvlelad taqsi undadagveqiravebina. iseTi gasamrjelogveloda, rom es xarji, xuTi Tu SvidimaneTi, daunaneblad gaviReT. CavediT,SevediT betonis galavniT SemoRobilvrcel teritoriaze, sadac ukve das-rulebuli da mSenebare nagebobebiidga; kiTxva-kiTxviT mivageniT mxat-vars, im droisTvis iSviaT jinsis ko-mbinezonSi gamowyobil axalgazrdakacs, romelmac magrad gaixara CvenidanaxviT _ or damxmareze verc vio-cnebebdio. masze umcrosma, pijakzesamkerde niSandabneulma Cvenxela bi-Wma ki, feradi filebis or mozrdil,lamis Cven simaRle grovasTan migviy-vana, brezentis calTiTiani xelTaT-manebi mogvca da mxrebze xeli mogvi-TaTuna _ aba, Tqven iciTo!..

daviwyeT mtvreva. Tavidan ioladwagvivida saqme. filebi Txelebi iyo dadidi Zaldataneba ar gvWirdeboda maTdasaqucmaceblad jer or da mere oTxnawilad. udardelad SevcqerodiTCven win aRmarTul borcvebs da eWvicar gvepareboda, rom araTu sam, ordReSi gavumklavdebodiT maT. rakimaTematikosi viyavi, daviwye angariSi_ ramden filas davamtvrevdiT wuTSida aqedan gamomdinare, dReSi ramdenisaaTi unda gvemuSava. martivi ariT-metikuli gaTvlebiT _ xuTi-eqvsi sa-aTi.

kaci bWobda, RmerTi icinoda dagve-marTa. jer cera TiTebi agvtkivdafilebze xSiri daWerisagan, mere xe-lTaTmanebi dagvexa. aRmoCnda, romgadamtvreuli kideebi samarTeblebiv-iT seravdnen brezents. droulad argamovicvaleT da vinaneT, xelisgule-bi davisisxlianeT. cxvirsaxocebi ga-daviWimeT, axali xelTaTmanebi movir-geT da gavagrZeleT mtvreva. Sebinde-bulze davtoveT iqauroba, avtobusimodioda ̀ merve legionis~ dasaxlebam-de da imas gamovyeviT. meore diliTacimave avtobuss davemgzavreT Savnaba-dasken. Turme Cem Zmakacsac CemsaviTgautexia Rame, isic magrad gauw-

zaalsamadaSvili

valebia tkivils, misTvisac wausvamTmalamo Wrilobebis mosaSuSeblad.mivediT Tu ara, filebis grovebs da-vuwyeT zomva. erT mesamedze cota nak-lebiT iyo Semcirebuli orive. erT-maneTi gavamxneveT _ oTx-xuT saaTSiTu amdeni SevZeliT, bolomde gasvlacar gagviWirdeba or dReSi-Tqo. sadiyo, sad _ ara, mxatvaric dagvadgaTavze. mousvenroba etyoboda, wamdau-wum Tmaze isvamda xels. ybedobisTvisar gvecala da rom ar vkiTxeT, ra xde-bao, Tavad gviTxra _ pirveli Camodisda vnerviulobo. ar vicodiT da imdRes gavnaTldiT, `pirveli~ Turme

yvelaze maRali rangis komkavSirelsniSnavda; is apirebda Semovlas damSeneblobisTvis Tvalis Sevlebas.cota xanSi lurjxalaTiani damlage-beli qalebic gamoCndnen da wvrilisamSeneblo narCenebis gaxvetasSeudgnen. Cven Sors viyaviT im kedlis-gan, sadac muqi zolebiT momavali pa-nos konturebi iyo Semoxazuli. danax-viT _ davinaxeT muq kostiumebSigamowyobili kacebi, romlebsac mxat-vari xelebis qneviT uxsnida raRacas,albaT imas, sad ra feri da romelifigura unda `damjdariyo~. TavSic argagvivlia, rom es jgufi CvenTanacgadmoinacvlebda _ gana ra sanaxaviiyo filebis mtvreva. ar migvdiodasaqme kargad, ver vmuSaobdiT ise,rogorc gvindoda. Wrilobebs ara uS-avdaT, msubuqad gvwiwknidnen. TiTebigvRalatobdnen periodulad, xan gviS-eSdebodnen, xan agvikankaldebodnen.sveneb-svenebiT virjebodiT, TumcavatyobdiT, rom yovel jerze dasveneb-is dro izrdeboda, xolo TiTebisamoZraveba da damorCileba sul ufroda ufro gviZneldeboda.

sisxlis mimoqcevis gasaumjobese-blad mtevnebs visresdiT gamwarebule-bi, viRacis xma rom Cagvesma _ ra in-teligenturi garegnobis damxmareebiSegirCeviaTo. movixedeT da is jgufiSegvrCa xelT, weRan kedelTan romidga. sityvebi maRal, msubuqad Tma-SeTxelebul, ormociode wlis kacs

ekuTvnoda, romelsac yvela mowiwebiTSescqeroda. mxatvarma arc acia, arcacxela da Tqva _ Cemi megobrebi ari-ano. xma ar amogviRia, gaviRimeT zrdi-lobianad. martoni rom davrCiT, erT-maneTs gadavxedeT da bevri vicineTaxal `megobarze~. sityvebma, romelic`pirvelis~ Sefasebas mohyva, xasiaTigamogvikeTa da gavagrZeleT mtvreva.vixsenebdiT, rodis Seutia Cveni qala-qis kedlebs da vin iyo `mozaikomaniis~fuZemdebeli. vicodiT romelia, leg-endebi ki ar gvqonda mosmenili misSesaxeb? Cven mxatvars misi wabaZviTecva kombinezoni da didi albaTobiT

ocnebobda im dReze, roca erTs ki ara,aT da as saxlsa da kedels CaigdebdaxelSi asaWreleblad saxelovaniwinamorbedis msgavsad. Cveni azriT, masZalian gauWirdeboda imis ganxor-cieleba, rac SeZlo rigiTma, arafriTgamorCeulma mxatvarma, radgan Cven-gan ramdenime metris daSorebiT myofkacs araferi etyoboda avantiuristi-sa, romelsac gadaRZuebuli komunis-ti liderebis `daboleba~ SeeZlomdare gemovnebaze gaTvlili TaRli-Turi triukebiT. didi-didi, monumen-turad wodebuli mxatvrobis yavlisgasvlamde wvrili da saSualo SekveT-ebisTvis gamoekra xeli mliqvnelobiswyalobiT.

sanam qalaqisken mimaval avtobusSiavidodiT, ludi davlieT. cali xeliTver viyudebdiT boTlebs, meores vax-mardiT, xelisgulebTan erTad TiTe-bic dabintuli gvqonda mokriveebiviT.arayic mivayoloTo, mTavazobda Zmaka-ci, tkivils gagviyuCebs, RamiT tkbi-lad dagveZinebao, magram ver damiyo-lia, daRlili da mSieri erTma boTl-ma ludmac ise momTenTa, rom kinaRamsasauzmeSive CavTvlime, sadac Cvengarda ̀ qalaqis~ mSeneblobaze dasaqme-buli mZRolebi isxdnen, sigaretseweodnen da ybedobdnen.

vinane, rom ar davujere, wina Ramemonagoni aRmoCnda imasTan, rac imRames gadavitane. ar miZinia, tkivil-gamayuCebeli abebiT gaWyepils gamTe-

niamde Tbil wyalSi mqonda Cambalidaserili da Sesiebuli TiTebi. nuRarwaxvalo, miTxra meuRlem, bolosdab-olos gangrenas xom ar daimarTeb fu-lis gulisTviso. jiutad rom gadava-qnie Tavi, axsna scada, gamouZinebeli,gaTanguli, aseTi gaubedurebuli xe-lebiT ver SeZleb muSaobaso. gavjiut-di da qvisgan gamoTlil kerpad viqe-ci, romlis gaqvavebulobas gare sam-yarodan Semosuli vercerTi signalirom ver arRvevs. filebi rogor undamemtvria _ ar vfiqrobdi, unda wav-suliyavi samtvrevad da _ morCa. sa-magierod, Cemma Zmakacma icoda, raunda gveqna, rogor unda movq-ceuliyaviT da SevxvdiT Tu ara _miTxra. aRar mouyolia, rogor CaiaraRamem _ saxeze ewera, masac Cemzearanaklebi parkuWebi ekida Tvale-bqveS. mokledo, imis fuli gada-vaxdevinoT rac vimuSaveT da wamovide-To... saqmis naxevari xo gavakeTeT, hoda,gamovarTvaT oras-orasi maneTi dadavemSvidoboT monumentur mx-atvrobaso... naxevari ki ara, filebislamis ori mesamedi gvaqvs damtvreu-li-meTqi, vuTxari. CasvlisTanave dap-ataravebuli grovebis ori dRis winan-deli simaRle gavaxsene dabintuli xe-lebis awev-daweviT, warmosaxviTi _Zveli da realuri _ axali niSnulisCvenebiT.

gadavwyviteT, jer mxatvrisTvisgveTqva, muSaobas rom veRar vagr-ZelebdiT da amis mere davlaparake-bodiT samkerde niSnian biWs. gveTqvamisTvis, rom saqmis didi nawili gvqon-da Sesrulebuli da miuxedavad amisa,Sepirebuli gasamrjelos naxevarzecgaxldiT Tanaxma, raki mtvrevas vwyvet-diT. imedi gvqonda, rom yvelaferi wy-enis gareSe Caivlida, radgan vinc kixelebze dagvxedavda, uyoymanoddaijerebda muSaobis Sewyvetis mizezs.xelebisTvis arcerTs ar dauxedavs,arc Cven mogviklavs Tavi WrilobebisdemonstrirebiT. erTmac TanagrZno-biT gvismina da meoremac, mxatvarmadananebis niSnad amoioxra kidec _eeho... civi Sxapi ki samkerde niSnianmabiWma gadagvavlo. gvkiTxa, samuSaos samdReSi Sesrulebaze viyaviT SeTanxme-bulebio? Tavi davuqnieT, viyaviT-Tqo.dasrulebulia saqmeo? ra unda gveTq-va, kvlav Tavi gavaqnieT, amjerad uar-is niSnad. hoda, vwuxvar, magram rakidarCenas da saqmis bolomde miyvanasver axerxebT, anu pirobas arRvevT,kapiksac ver gadagixdiTo. ese igi, racgavakeTeT ar iTvlebao? _ hkiTxa Cem-ma Zmakacma da xeli dacotavebulifilebisken gaiSvira. razec SevTanxm-diT, is unda Sesrulebuliyo, sityvazevendeT erTmaneTs, sityva _ sityvaao,gvipasuxa da SevSindi, am pasuxs mZimegagrZeleba ar mohyoloda. rodis aqeTdaiwyeT `kamsamolebma~ quCis biWebiv-iT laparakio, gamoscra kbilebs SorisCemma Zmakacma da sanam gatokebas mo-vaswrebdi, moqneuli xeli ise axlosmiutana saxesTan, TiTqos Semdeg jerzeSublSi Cafarebas upirebda. veZgere dagamovwie ukan. rom ar damsxltomoda,saltesaviT SemovaWde xelebi, TanaqeT-iqiT daviwye Tvalebis ceceba,vinme xom ar gviyurebs-meTqi. Cxubs aqaravin dagviwyebda, samagierod mi-liciis gamoZaxebas ar daizarebdnen.veravin SevamCnie. mxatvari, romelicam dros kedelTan fusfusebda xolme_ sadRac aorTqlebuliyo. Treva-TreviT gamovaride iqaurobas. rom me-gona, daSoSminda-meTqi da xeli gavuS-vi, gaiqca, Cven samuSao adgilTan mi-irbina da darCenili filebi fexebiTmiyar-moyara zogi sad da zogi sad...isev davebRauWe, amjerad mklavze daase viareT manam, sanam zurgsukan armovitoveT mSenebare `qalaqi~.

didxans, Zalian didxans vuyve-bodiT nacnob-megobrebs Cveni `gada-gdebis~ ambavs da Tavidan Tu guls viox-ebdiT ̀ gadamgdebis~ lanZRviT, mere damere brazi sicilSi gadaizarda da vi-cinodiT xolme sakuTar gulubryvi-lobaze. amasobaSi isic SevityveT, rommarto Cven ar vyofilvarT motyue-

3literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi proza1 - 14 ivlisi 2016bulebi. sami dRe veravin Zlebda Tur-me filebis damqucmaceblad _ erTi,didi-didi dRenaxevari. fuls arcimaT uxdidnen, yvelas erTi da imaveseubnebodnen, sityva-sityvaao da ram-denime aTas maneTad Rirebul saqmesufasod akeTebinebdnen. sxvebi rogoreguebodnen amas, ver getyviT, Tumcaisinic pirSi Calagamovlebulebi rCe-bodnen da Sinisaken mimavlebs fulisnacvlad daCexil-dasiebuli, muStadSekruli xelebi ewyoT jibeebSi.

* * *es ambavi amiT ar damTavrebula, mas

kidev erTi epizodi daemata, oRondmogvianebiT, cameti wlis Semdeg. mo-mxdaris Sesaxeb im moxaliseebisgan Sev-itye, vinc Cem ZmakacTan erTad Savna-badaze gadioda wvrTnas afxazeTSiSemoWril rusebTan saomrad wasvliswin. erT Rames raRacnair yru bagunsgauRviZebia mebrZolebi. amdgaran, mi-ugniaT im adgilisTvis, saidanac xmamoismoda da ras Seswrebian _ mimd-gariyo Turme es Cemi Zmakaci uzarmaz-ar kedelze gadaWimul mozaikur panosda mTeli ZaliT, gametebiT urtyamdaavtomatis kondaxs. frontze Casuli,mesame dRes, tamiSSi, zRvidan gad-mosxmuli desantis mogeriebisas moce-la tyviam. afxazeTSi daiRupa ̀ pirvel-ic~, mSeneblobis dasaxedad mosulimaRali kacic, mxatvris damxmareebirom Segvaqo _ is tyved Caigdes ruseb-is mxardamxar mebrZolma daqirave-bulebma da sadRac, soxumTan axlos,gzispiras daxvrites...

Senaqos gaxseneba

erT-erTi asvla maxsendeba mTa-TuSeTSi. karavi omaloSi rom davecida iqidan rom davwanwalebdi xeobebsada soflebSi. Rames sxvagan ar vaTevdi,Sebindebisas vbrundebodi ̀ Sin~, sadacgemriel vaxSams maxvedrebda he-likohteris asafren-dasafren moedan-Tan mdebare sasadilos mzareul-dax-lidari. mis ̀ samflobelos~ riyis qviTnagebi mogrZo, erTsarTuliani Seno-bis ganapira nawili ekava. amave Senoba-Si iyo sawyobi da fosta. sasadilosabrac hqonda, gaSalaSinebul ficrisnaWerze amomwvari naxati _ egreTwodebul `aJurul~ windebsa da moklekabaSi gamowyobili qali, romelsacxinklebiT savse sini eWira wingawvdilixeliT. abraze warwerac iyo _ `kosmo-si~. Tqma rad unda, rom mTavari kerZicxvris xorcis xinkali gaxldaT. xin-klis garda, SegeZlo, dagegemovnebinagudis yveli, SurTxis Caxoxbili, mTisbalaxebiT Sekmazuli kalti. sasmelicmoepoveboda leos, baridan amotanilimsubuqi, manavis mwvanesaviT gemrieliRvino litrian boTlebSi.

erTxelac Senaqosken aviRe gezi.Cavirbine grZeli daRmarTi, gadaviarealazanze gadebuli xis xidi da Sevud-eqi aRmarTs. msubuqad viyavi, cota-odeni saWmeli _ yveli, puri da mox-arSuli xorcis naWeri medo zurgCan-TaSi, meti araferi _ sigareti, blo-knoti, saSleliani fanqari da orpir-iani dasakeci dana `Stormovkis~ ji-beebSi mewyo. Senaqos silamazeze bevriram msmenoda Telaveli Zmakacis, Tbi-lisuri bohemis Tvalis, baadur bal-arjiSvilisgan, magram aRmarTi romavaTave da gavivake, iseT suraTebsvkide Tvali, dRemde rom ar amomdismexsierebidan.

marcxniv sonexis mTa iyo, yayaCoe-biTa da gvirilebiT dawinwklulikalTebiTa da ramdenime rigad Cawik-wikebuli, erTmaneTisgan Tanabari man-ZiliT daSorebuli nabinavarebiT.pirdapir _ Senaqo, isic gorebze Sefe-nili; moruxo, Jangmodebuli sipebiTnaSeni saxlebis erTobliobas gorisTavze daskupebuli patara eklesiaagvirgvinebda, kompoziciurad krav-da, ansamblurobas sZenda sofels. ek-lesiamde patara moedani unda gagev-lo, bexvine, Sesakrebi, salaybo adg-

ili, sadac erT-erTi saxlis kedlisgaswvriv TeTrad ybebdaekliliberikacebi isxdnen. aq, am adgilas, ram-denime wlis win CemsaviT amoxetebulbaadurs, aseve mzes mificxebuliberikacebi daxvedrian da ukiTxavT,vina xar, ra xelobis kaci xaro. amasupasuxia, poeti gaxlavarTo; imaTkidev uTqvamT, poeti Tu xar, age immTas gamouTqvi leqsio... ra Tqma unda,sonexisken gauSveriaT xeli. CemTvisaraferi ukiTxavT, Tvali gamomayolesmarto. saydarSi Sesuls asanTis gakvramomixda _ ise bneloda, TvalTan TiTsver miitandi. iatakis filebi ayriliiyo, kedlebze miWyletili sanTlisnarCenebs Soris zogi axali gaxldaT,zogi kidev vin icis, rodindeli.

gareT rom gamovedi, iqve, kedlisZiras Cavjeqi da qveviT gavixede, fer-dobisken, romelic aq amosvlamde arCanda. iqac sipebiT nagebi da sipebiTvegadaxuruli saxlebi xis aivnebiT daerT-erT aivanze sruliad moulodne-li suraTi _ naWris liTonisCar-Coiani gasaSleli skamebi _ egreTwodebuli ̀ Sezlongebi~, moxaratebulmoajirze gadmofenili didi, feradi,xaoiani pirsaxocebi da kedlebzeCamokidebuli bafTebiani Wilis qude-bi.

aseTi ram ormoci wlis winandelmTaTuSeTSi moulodnelobaze metigaxldaT. aq mxolod ucnauri Tbi-liselebi amovdiodiT, biWebic da go-goebic, ucnaurebs ki aseTi rameebinaRdad ar ewyoT zurgCanTebSi. es su-raTi bexvneze msxdari berikacebis CemipersoniT dauintereseblobas mieba damivxvdi, rom am mxareSi raRacdamTavrda.

dilis kaci

gagonili geqnebaT _ tyis kaci,mTis kaci, wvimis kaci... me dilis var,sisxami dilis kaci. gamTeniisas miyvarskiTxvac, gansjac da werac, miyvars damgoni, ukeT gamomdis kidec. dRes di-las orhan famuqis `mdumare saxls~vkiTxulobdi, gasuli saukunis oTx-mociani wlebis dasawyisSi dawerilwigns. teqstma gamitaca da ormoc wuT-Si TiTqmis samoci gverdi wavikiTxe. ̀ memqvia wiTelis~ msgavsad ambebs aqacpersonaJebi hyvebian. Txrobas jujaiwyebs, oTxmocdaaTi wlis qalbatoniagrZelebs da midis da midis, ematebianmTxrobelebi, sxvadasxva asakis, sxva-dasxva msoflmxedvelobis adamianebi.kiTxvisas drodadro nanasken da bavS-visken vaparebdi mzeras _ gver-digverd eZinaT, salomem RamiT moiTx-ova `did~ loginSi gadmobargeba. wig-ni maSin davxure, roca bebiam da Svil-iSvilma gaiRviZes. Tvali veRar movw-yvite maT alerss da gavifiqre _ mgo-ni, bevri rame gavakeTe imisaTvis, romCem uZvirfases adamianebs Tbil da na-Tel saxlSi gaeRviZaT, erTmaneTisyurebiT damtkbariyvnen da ar efiqraTsakvebisa da samosis mopovebaze.

Jan valJani martokaci iyo da mar-tokaci var mec. maqsimalisti gaxla-varT, sakuTar Tavs Zalian bevrs vTx-ov da rogorc Cans, daaxloebiT im-denives moviTxov sxvebisganac. es gax-lavT mizezi imisa, rom megobrebisCamosaTvlelad erTi xelis TiTebic kimyofnis. ar vnanob im adamianebisCamocilebas, visac megobrebs vu-wodebdi, me Cemi gza maqvs gasavlelida am gzaze isini ver ivlidnen. zogmascada da ar gamouvida, zogs arc uc-dia.

cxel zafxulSi, quCur, kunapetRamesa, lalelis universitetTan,kibeze samni visxediT: Tea, laSa da me.mere SemogvierTda kata _ mobrZanda,laSas zurgze miefera, gansakuTrebu-li pativiscemis niSnad Teas mklavzekudi gausva da gverdiT Camogvijda,Zalian arxeinad. ludi SevTavazeT, ma-gram iuara, daleviT ar davlev, magramambavs siamovnebiT movismeno.

ambavs Tea gviyveboda. Tea hyvebo-da, rom Zalian Sors, maRal mTaSi, uR-rani tyis piras, pawawina saxli aqvs.

ufro qoxi eTqmiso, laSam.am saxlis erTi kedeli kldes eb-

jineba da kibec qvisa aqvs, am kldeSigamokveTili. saxli svetebze dgas,raRac ucnaur, TeTr miwaze, da es Te-Tri miwa naxirs TavdaviwyebiT uyvars.Turme, zafxulSi sul saxlis qveS wvan-an Zroxebi, miwas lokaven da kmayo-filebi svetebs exaxunebian.

svetebs amayad hqviaT svetebi, si-namdvileSi adam da evas droindelimorebia, aRar ariano kargad, laSam.

aseTi saxli hqoniaT Teas da laSas,cota sasacilo da sruliad SesaniS-navi.

asi welia, iqiT aRar vyofilvarT,magram wels mainc avideTo, laSam.

erTxelac Teas kacma daureka, ucx-om. Teas arc xma ecno, arc saxeli, ma-gram kiloTi mixvda, rom im mxaris kaciiyo, sadac saxluka dgas. kacma Tea dar-baislurad moikiTxa da uTxra, saqmemaqvs, magram iseTi, qals ver mogiyve-bi, Seni kaci damalaparakeo.

Team, axlaveo.ucxo kacma axla laSa moikiTxa da

mere ambavic uTxra. ambavi _ sakvirve-li: Tqvens saxlSi daTuna Sevida da ravqnao?

eg araferi, rogorc Sevida, ise gam-ova, iq wasaRebi araferiao, laSam.

kacma miugo, ver gamige, daTuna Sev-ida, qurdi ki arao.

miT umeteso, laSam.kacma SvebiT amoisunTqa. Zalian mix-

aria, rom ase fiqrob, imitom romZalian kargi daTunaa da misTvis Tofis

srola Zalian gamiWirdebodao.daTuna!Cven movifiqreT, rom daTunam kar-

gaxans uyura am saxls. uyura, uyura...mere ifiqra, mainc kaci-dabadebuli arakiTxavso, da Cemze kargi vin estumre-bao, rad minda bunagi, Seval da am kargsaxlSi gamoviZinebo, da abajbajda qvissafexurebze da kari gaaRo.

netav, rogor, ha? TaTiT?imis gaRebas ra undodao, laSam.

daTuna ki ara, es stambuleli fisocSeaRebdao.

visxediT kibeze, luds vsvamdiT, vi-cinodiT da vnatrobdiT: erTi im oTax-Si gagorebuli daTuna gvanaxa! rogorfiqrob, laSa, mTeli zamTari iq eZina?

albaT, ratomac arao, laSam.cali TvaliT mainc dagvanaxa, ra

magari iqneboda, ara?stambulelma fisom Tavi dagvikra,

madlobeli varo, da Tavis katursaqmeebze wavida. Cven erTxans kidevvisxediT kibeze, am mTisas, im barisasvlaparakobdiT. cxeli Rame iyo, qu-Curi, kunapeti.

...axla Tea Sorsaa, sxva miwaze, ucxomxareSi. masTan Casasvlelad didi droda blomad fuli damWirdeba, da axlaarc erTi maqvs, arc _ meore.

laSa kidev ufro Sorsaa, ZalianSors.

axlac Ramea, quCuri, kunapeti, civida saZageli.

hoda, vzivar am RameSi da vfiqrob,rom sadRac, Zalian Sors, maRal mTa-Si, uRrani tyis piras, pawawina saxlidgas, da erTxelac iqneba _ bevri,Zalian bevri wlis mere _ im saxlTanSevxvdebiT erTmaneTs Tea, laSa da me,da vuyurebT, rogor abajbajdeba qvissafexurebze Zalian kargi daTuna, karsTaTiT SeaRebs, oTaxSi Seva da dawveba,drunCze TaTs daifarebs da daiZinebs.da Cvenc SevalT im saxlSi da Tbiladda mxiarulad vicxovrebT. gareT kimowvims da moTovs da qari iqrolebsda Rame iqneba _ raWuli, bneli, kun-apeti...

ana korZaia-samadaSvili

daTuna

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`veCvevi uSenobas!~ m u r m a n l e b a n i Z e

dacarielda kaba, sawoli, sarke, saTvale, qolga _ Senebi,yvelaze metad yelsabams uWirs, magram me veRar SeveSvelebi.yvelgan Sen xar da Sen aRara xar, yvela nivTi da yvela sagani _Sen miizide, Sen miiTvise, Sen amoavse Cveni sakani,romelic TiTqos carielia, saidumloa TiTqos seroba,sadac erTmaneTs edavebian Seni Senoba da uSenoba.adre daRamda, Seni senaki mimwuxris mTvarem moavaraya,girekaven da saxlSi ara xar da aramarto saxlSi ara xar.mainc yvelafers Seni saxeli hqvia da Cemebs aRarc daveZeb,adre arasdros ar mifiqria Cemeulebis sicotaveze.qali ufro met samxils stovebso, _ iuwyebian RvTismosavebi,amitom kacma unda gaaswros, unda Caacvas droze Savebi.Sen ki kedlebic gamogetira da cremli ise gadmogiRvarda,negativiviT gamoamJRavna, ra giyvarda da ra ar giyvarda.fotosuraTebs gadavamravleb, rom nawil-nawil gadagarCino,gadavamravle da momevline ufro saCino da TvalsaCino.axla bevri xar da memuqreba Rame bneli da Rame Raribi,ise bevri xar, ar meSinia, Tu romelime gameparebi.imdeni wyvili TvaliT miyureb, TvalebSi TiTqmis ver vixedebi,enacvlebian sufTa profilebs _ profilis sami meoTxedebi.laSas _ da ara laSaris _ jvarma daxata Seni foto-kolaJi(jvari _ Tayvanis-sacemelia, rogorc weria `sityvis konaSi~).sarkesTan, sadac sakuTar anfass veRar da veRar esabamebi,axal pietas elodebian Seni jvarcmuli yelsabamebi,romlebsac aqebs salamuri da aqebs Cangi da aqebs gitara,veRar Seibi erTi, romelic Senma iraklim Camogitana.modi, kasetas gadavaxvev da ar SegaSinos Cemma Seqebam,movtexav mag Sens yelsabamebs da xelsabamebs da ise Segabam.da, raki qveynad kidev veTrevi, Sevavedreb da Sevevedrebi,raTa vardebis liturgiaze daamwyalobnon Seni TeTrebi.Sen xom im pirvel dabadebis dRes ar maviwyebdi arasdidebiT,roca wiTlebi _ moparuliviT _ SemogaCeCe xelSi titebi.nanebi! _ Seni iavnanebi: nanebi! – Sen da vardonanebi:ginane! _ kvlavac mag CaniSnuli dedis locvisTvis damenanebi.dasanania: Cvens bedisweras usmi radari aradarebda,Cven ver davberdiT, gaviTamaSeT arCevani da aradani daCven ar davberdiT, gzebi gavigneT SaravandiT da SaravandediT,Cven erTmaneTs da erTimeores SevaberdiT da gadavaberdiTda gavixseneT moskva-reka da Cveni Taflobis sami dekada,kremlis saaTi roca CvenTvisac rekavda, magram mSvidad rekavda.vaqebdiT arbats, sadac qarTuli iyideboda maSin lavaSida sadac axla upedestalo Zegli dgas bulat okujavasi,da gagexumre (Tumca xumrobas ver migvixvdeba zogi pingvini):daberebulic ise momwonxar, modi, meored vifskvnaT gvirgvini.magram simaRle ver gadavlaxeT _ gaTvlili uxilavi TamasiT _da veRarc niko lorTqifaniZis bebrebi veRar gaviTamaSeT.ver gagamdidre, almas-lalebiT ver dagimZime kaba-kubani,Cven vaJkacurad movigerieT cxraasi milioni kuponida mere, roca avTandiliviT wamogveSvela laris tiraJi,me Sen dolari gadagixade `ucnobis~ yovel koreqturaSi.axla birJaze avdaria da ise uberavs evro-mistrali,ar vici, rogor movigerio, Cemo finansTa naministralo.magram me ufro mainteresebs gasaSifravi wlebis qaosi:aqedana da Senamde kidev ramdeni damrCa saaqaosi.

vin icis, ramdens gamoimetebs Cemi genebis energiebi,anda _ ramdenjer gadamarCenen es Cemi sisulelegiebi?cxra wlis vali maqvs, Cemo mevalev, Cven gagvimeta Cemma asakmac:aqeT damtova, aqeT ganmsaja, aqeT gamsarja da damasaqma.aqeT _ brinjaos ori mxedari _ vaxtang (elguja) _ daviT (merabi),iqiT _ brinjaos xelsabamebi _ Seni feradi efemerebi!ise damZimda Seni xelkavi, veRar gavbede xelis gaSvebada, Tumca daTom xelebi kibis moajiriviT SemogaSvela, _Cveni ziari nafexurebi katabalaxam aabalaxa:girekaven da saxlSi ara xar da aramarto saxlSi ara xar.

amieridan salxinebelis calmxriv trasaze unda geZioda, raki veRar momibrundebi, me TviTon unda wamogewioda, vinaidan Cemi myobadi moklea, vidre Seni mermisi,Zalian didxans ar damayovnebs Cveni hadesis Cemi hermesi.ar daayovna TurmeobiTmac, Turme nu ityvi, Turme Zalian _mxolod SenTvis da SenTvis da SenTvis _ aRaravisTvis aRar mcalia.uari nardis mReras da banqos! _ maraoian-muarebianvarhalaloebs veuarebi: auareba uarebia._ xma amaiRe! _ ase mRerodnen, aseTi iyo Zveli hitebi,_ xma amoiRe! _ amjerad miqel-anjelosaviT agixirdebi.Sen ki sdumxar da ase mgonia, Svidive simi gawyda gitaris,ase mgonia, mxolod da mxolod me momikvdi da sxvebma gitires.icremlebian Cveni fanjrebi da me fiqrebSi CaviZirebi,magram aravis ainteresebs Cemi da Seni Wreli wvimebi.ca tiris, rogorc bavSvi (tirifi), romelic dedam (qarma) galaxa:girekaven da saxlSi ara xar da aramarto saxlSi ara xar.

bedma qvrivoba ar gaRirsa da Seni varskvlavi aRar aanTo,gadagaviwya tkbili sityva da sityvebi, Cemo oTaraanTo.ras aSavebdi? ra iqneboda, mag Seni viTom-briliantebiT _Senc gebaCuna am planetaze am ramdenime miliardiviT?!erTi pliusi! _ msoflio balanss ras daaklebda erTi pliusi, _ajasa amas dasturs dascemda markus (baCana) avreliusic,Tavs arc iohan (daviT) goeTe (werediani) Seikavebdada aRarc sulxan (ezope) saba _ mesaidumle meigaveTa.axirebuli Jini amitans da Serekili vneba wamitans:_ iqneb SeCerde, kacobriobav, Tundac am erTaderTi wamiTac! _ra vqna, me TviTon mexamuSeba Cemi mazalo sentimentebi,Sinaurebi Semindoben da mapatieben, Sen Tu mendobi.Tumca, Sen verc ki warmoidgendi, Cemo urwmuno Tomas daiko,da verc veravin dagarwmunebda, fiandazic rom fexqveS daego:erTbaSad gatyda navsi xangrZlivi urwmunoeba-uimedobis:mogixsenies da Sens saxelze xati akurTxes nana dedoflis,da axla ese Cveni simarTle RmerTma uwyis da ara alaxma,girekaven da saxlSi ara xar da aramarto saxlSi ara xar.

adre daberdi: Sen waikiTxe warsuli, rogorc Zveli afiSa,Sen moeswari megobris Ralats, romelmac mirons gadaabija,magram gwyalobda zari anasi da saRaraZis Sandor petefida kidev _ daviT kakabaZis da Seni bavSvobis imereTebi.Sen ar gaxsovda mama, gaxsovda Tbilisis bneli quCa wvimaSida sami soko: wiTelqudasi, nagasakis da xirosimasi.gaxsovs: ucnobi Camoasvenes qerCidan, drama gaiTamaSes,da Cven vardebi mivarTviT _ rogorc Cveni Svilebis papas _ mamaSens.Sen mobiluri Cagiweria Cveni dedebis sasaflaosi,Sen svaneTidan Camoyvanili ar mogewona santa-klausi,

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5literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi poezia1 - 14 ivlisi 2016Sen biWvinTaSi (afsus afsuas!) saagarako nergs daeZebdi,Sen TianeTSi besikis dedam Cagawerina xinklis recepti.Sen SviliSvili ganugeSebda Seni mamisZmis _ aleqsandresi,Sen angelozma dagidastura ukanaskneli Seni adresi.xolo vinc Seni Tavi wamgvara da momaniWa urva asmagi,vaxo momgvara Teqvsmetisa da gadamaviwya vaxos asaki,romelmac Cveni gaiTavisa yvela ujra da yvela ganjinada aipedSi gadarCenili Seni replika aRmoaCina:_ biWo, gaCerdi! _ ar gaCerda da, rakiRa macxovari wyalobda,Seni alublis sami kunwula Camogitana muxaTwyarodan.Cemi udabnos efemeram ki foTlebis madli male moisxa:oazisiviT SemomaSvela locvani dila-saRamoisa.mavanT wyurvili unda moiklan da siameni unda moiklon,xolo romelni cremliT Tesviden, maT sixaruliT unda moimkon.rogorc platoni baCana brZanebs, sxeuli sulis sapyrobilea:suls aRsareba gadaarCenso, _ dasZens mamai Cveni ilia.amitom smenas vaTviniereb wminda wignebis kilokavebTanda nerviuli telefonebi girekaven da girekaven da...

Senma granitmac gamoiRviZa: sityva sdumda da qva RaRadebda,xeli CamWide, aRar gamiSvi da mimiyvane nacnob xatebTanda mimatove da Sematove yvelaze didi kiTxvis niSani,Tan umoklesi gzebi maswavle samebisa da sionisani.Sen Sematove Cemi vinsentic: orni davrCiT da Cvenma mesamemSenTvis _ mocartis `rekviemiviT~ _ wamomaSvela baxis `mesa~ me.xolo keTilma Cvenma mzaxalma _ `mTvaris sonatis~ fraza patara _simZimiliviT gaixsena da samZimariviT gamomatana.qris ri ki TviTon amoirCie: `gza SaveTisa~, _ ratom SaveTi? _saxifaToa, rogorc cameti an kidev _ rogorc ocdacameti,da ratom qris ri? _ da ratom oTx marts dabadebuli uflis sexnia? _melomanebi ikiTxaven da SviliSvilebi daikvexnian.Sens fotoebTan movisakliseb, movipatiJeb motivs motivad,anTebul sanTels davelodebi da mere Sengan SenTan movdivar,sadac, vidremdis tans aiyridnen kiparisebi _ Cvenze maRlebi,Sen SemirCie, Sen momizome adgili, sadac davimarxebi:dajavSnulia samaradisod, ver gadajavSnis sami samitic:Cveni sastumro-sasufevelis nomeric vici: 413! _da me advilad amomicnoben amden unomro mobinadreSi,Tuki SemTxveviT miqel-gabriels ar daaviwyda Cemi adresi.am wuTisoflis ani da bani _ jer ocneba da mere Jinia:ra Seicvala bolos da bolos? _ Sens magivradac me meSinia:TiTqos sizmarSi TiTqos xanZari TiTqos gaCnda da TiTqos taZaridawves da TiTqos raRaca unda meTqva SenTvis da ver movaswari.ver davamsgavse sityva da sityva erTmaneTs, rogorc lebans lebani,veRar da veRar davamuRame uSenobaTa gantolebani.ver movtvine da ver movipove sxva misani da sxva spiriti dauSenod veRar gamovaRwie Seni dozebis labirinTidan.manam ki, vidre gamovaRwevde gamodevnebul SiSebs maSindels,Seni naxevrad carieli da naxevrad savse Wiqa mamSvidebs.vixseneb, raTa wamovaSvelo Cems gawbilebul imeds amaos _doCanaSvilis naCuqar jvars da guramis mier mogvril mamaos.erTi nugeSic Sevakowiwe ramodenime aqsiomidan:Cemi irinas naTlia mova da uSenobis wamals momitans.xandaxan, roca gaminapirebs Cemi erTguli melanqolia,uceb SemakrTobs zari quCisa, Seni sasTumlis zari mgonia.ZilSic Camesmis Seni `vaxti~ da _ SensaviT _ Senze Cumad meZaxisda, rogorc dedaCemi ityoda, vebRauWebi imeds ercaxes:ase mgonia, meordebian samzadisebi sakaifoni:dezertirebis bazarSi isev damekarge da male gipovni.anda _ qviSxeTSi gaxiznuli xar _ bavSvebTan erTad _ da melodebiT,me ki TbilisSi berbiWasaviT vcxovrob da Tavi momaqvs lordiviT.an kidev _ erTi yelsamkauli, romelsac gulTan axlos miitan,CamovabrZane siciliidan, maSasadame _ italiidan.Sen daberdi da kargad daberdi, magram fortunam gvialmacera,ver movaswariT sveticxovelSi Cafiqrebuli jvaris dawera:ver daikide... verc daikide, verc daikideb amieridan,Tvali TandaTan momaride da gverdi TandaTan amiare da

aTwleulebis gadasaxvevTan erTi nabijiT gadamaswari,mitevebaTa sazepiroebs aRarasodes gadamaswavli:isev SensaviT vimezobleb da vimaspinZleb da vinaTesavebda _ Seni xaTriT _ asakis gamo _ xels ar daviban pilatesaviT.aq Sedarebam moikoWla da gansawmendelSi gamovatare,radgan sxvagvarad ar SemiZlia: manam varsebob, vidre vadareb:netar _ baCana _ mTawmindeliviT, migel _ baCana _ lamanCeliviTda sent _ baCana _ ufliswuliviT bevrjer bewvze var gadarCenili,magram amjerad veRar gadavrCi: ukanaskneli matareblidansayveduriviT gadmomxede da ukanasknelma Senma replikamRiad darCenil karadis karTan damimontaJa Seni video-Tvali, romelic maSantaJebs da mafrTxilebs: axlos ar moxvideo.mas Semdeg Cveni oTxi kedeli ufro da ufro mepataravada idumali axla amaod marwmunebs, TiTqos marto ara var.var da amitom SemogTavaze skaipi anu gasaubreba,Sen ki orive gamoiyene: dumilisa da vetos ufleba:girekaven da saxlSi ara xar da aramarto saxlSi ara xar,xar oden cisa da oden RvTisa anabara da anabaraRa.

dainomra da gadainomra weliwadebis grZeli aRali:ukanaskneli midis Seni da male uSeno mova axali.mze amova da mTvare Cava da daabalansebs xarvezs xarvezTan,me ki ra vuyo uSeno wams da wuTs da saaTs da dRes da Rames dauSenod dros vin gamayvaninebs an guls romeli momayvaninebs,mesiji mainc gamomigzavne, rodis davusxa wyali yvavilebs.erTma Zalian maeWviana: gierTgula da ver amitana:netav romeli muxliT isjeba begoniaze eWvis mitana?erTic ayvavda agarakze da yovelTa mfarvelia sameba,magram me visRa Camovutano Seni buTxuza iasamnebi?xedav, ramdeni kiTxvis niSani gaaTamama gamosarClebam? _Cven yvelas erTad movigeriebT da, rac Cvens Soris darCa, darCeba.Cemo SeTqmulo, romel mesames eTanxmebi da eTavadebida, rom gitoveb, ras gauwyeben eg Seni TeTrze TeTri vardebi? _romlebic ukan mezidebian, magram me aRar vzivar saWesTan,kidev da kidev damenanebi, Cven erTmaneTi mogvisajes dasxva arCevani ar dagvitoves: danaRmulia sami kedaro,sizmarSi mainc gamomecxade, rom Segadaro da Segedaro:rakiRa Seni kera Camiqra da Seni kelaptari Camiqrada, raki gulSi veRar Camikrav, iqneba Tvali mainc Camikra,raTa avkinZo almasebiviT gadaRebuli wvimis wveTebida kvlav Segaba yelsabamiviT, Tuki SeZleb da gamiCerdebida ukanasknel sabediswero meridiansac Tu gadalaxav...girekaven da saxlSi ara xar da aramarto saxlSi ara xar.

*gasrulda ese elegia da triali calfa riTmis jarasida, roca bolo wertili davsvi, moulodnelad Sens fanjaraSicisferi mtredi gamomecxada, RuRuna marcvlebs anamcecebdada am striqonebs ise daxeda, TiTqos sakuTar saxels eZebda.saocaria: Cveni cisferi ganmeorebiT gamomecxadada frTebi ise mZimed azida, TiTqos gafrena aRar ewada,TiTqos SensaviT gamomesalma _ umSvidesi da usaTnoesi _pablo pikasos arCevani da kidobanelTa elCi noesi.fanjara aRar davxure, Tumca saswaulebis ara gjeroda,mtrediviT SekrTa Seni landi da gamoixeda Ramis Cerodan.aq iyo Seni salodino da samlocvelo da sametanio,aq bediswera autaneli geZaleboda _ amitaneo.es iyo Seni gadasaxedi, Sen am video-marTkuTxedidangvacilebdi da gvafrTxilebdi da gvavedrebdi da gvakurTxebdi daaqve gvelodi, vidre uecrad ar gaviTiSeT zeda-qvedanida aqve, rogorc dabarebuli, ar momevlina mtredi-qedani.Camoimarcvla weliwadebis krialosani anu qarasta,es naxevari saukunea, mtredi ar maxsovs am fanjarasTan,dRes ki ca ufro mtredisferia da Ciorebis kosmodromidankvlav _ ara marto mofrindeba da kvlav _ ara marto ambavs momitans.

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erekle mefis Svili, iulon bato-niSvili, ruseTidan rom dabrunda, sax-leurni, Sinaurebi da Tavisi glexebiSemoexvivnen:

`aba, kurTxeulo, rogor moiareruseTi, ra naxe iq RvTissargo da kar-gi!..~

`vnaxe ruseTi, velni, vakeni, qalniunifxvo, kacni makeni...~ upasuxa iulonbatoniSvilma da mSobliur saTorneSidurTa Tavi _ moita, raime rigianimaWameTo.

dRes orma Jurnalistma damireka _erTma sazogadoebrivi arxis radi-odan, meorem _ Jurnal `gzidan.~

ara, ra Tqma unda, wigni da liter-atura ar ainteresebdaT, arc Cemi, arc_ sxvisi. ah, rogor gekadrebaT, mwer-loba da poezia xom arc `aqtualuro-badia~ arc `yurebadi~, `mosmenadi~ daarc `kiTxvadi~...

ara, batono, Cemi azri aintereseb-daT imaze, rac maTi azriT ufro ̀ yure-badi~, `mosmenadi~ da `aqtualuroba-dia~ masmediaSi ̀ gasaJRereblad~ _ un-iversitetSi mimdinare movlenebze daam bolo dros gavrcelebul piradicxovrebis Tu raRaca eSmakebis amsaxv-el farul CanawerebTan dakavSirebiT...

bunebrivia, uari vuTxari. imitom,rom am yvelaferze azri, rasac azrihqvia, ar gamaCnia da erTaderTi, racgamaCnia, grZeli saburTalouri dedisginebaa, SigadaSig kai gemrieli kaxuriminarevebiT. rac unda iyos, dedule-Ti iqiTa maqvs, kaxeTSi, magram am Cvenspatiosan masmedias viTom epataJi kievaseba, magram qarTuli xalxuri de-dis trakobia ki mainc Zalian SeaZr-wunebs xolme...

es xumrobiT, seriozulad ki ZalianmZime, umZimes dReSi varT!

swored mag dReebSi, Sida qarTlSi,sofel jariaSenSi, bebos naxiridanZroxa mouvida, Cveulebisamebr go-murisken wavida da... ruseTSi amoyoTavi. sanam Zroxa naxirSi iyo, am dedaZ-aRlma rusebma jariaSenSi gaabesmavTulxlarTebi, Zroxam kidev magisira gaigo, Tavis gomurSi Sevida daiqidan Semozmuoda bebos. bebo kidevveRar ekareboda. imitom, rom misi ezosnaxevari ruseTSi aRmoCnda...

ai, ratom vZmakacob, vgulSemat-kivrob da alalad mSurs kidec CveniCrdiloeTkavkasieli mezoblebis.

26 welia, Cvens Tvalwin, erTi muWaveinaxebi, gamanadgurebeli da sisx-lismRvreli omebis miuxedavad, vidreCven erTmaneTs saZineblis WuWru-tanidan vuTvalTvalebT, ganvixilavT,vWoraobT, intervius viRebT, preskon-ferenciebs vawyobT da saerTod TavsviWriT, ar wyveten ruseTTan winaaRm-degobas. sul axlaxans kidev axalirazmi gavida tyeSi, iaraRiT xelSi daaxali deviziT: `dolxur daq, douxurdaq, diqdir daq!!!~ _ `ar gavtydebiT,ar daviviwyebT, ar vapatiebT!!!~

rogor ar minda, davijero, romCven gavtydiT, daviviwyeT da vapati-eT!.. saSinel, pirdapir fizikurtkivils mayenebs amis warmodgenac ki!..da Tu am qveyanam, erT drossaqarTvelod wodebulma, rodismedaiviwya, apatia da gatyda, maSin me,erTi adamiani, arasodes gavtydebi, ardaviviwyeb, ar vapatieb!

arasodes da aravis!arc ruseTs da arc im qarTvelebs,

romlebsac SeuZliaT, faruli kamere-bi daamontaJon da erTmaneTsuTvalTvalon mag bozebma, imitom,rom swored eg aris bozoba da ara is,rom kacs qali hyavs, qals kaci da visramdeni, rogor da ratom, es mxolodmaTi gadasawyvetia da maTi saqme!

arasodes gavtydebi!..ar daviviwyeb!..da ar vapatieb!..vidre cocxali var!..da, rom movkvdebi, miTumetes:ar gavtydebi, ar daviviwyeb da ar

vapatieb!..

P.S. maiaralla _ veinaxuri sity-vaa da simamaces, Tavdadebas niSnavs.sityvas, romlis mniSvnelobac ki sulufrodaufro gvaviwydeba saqarT-veloSi da romlisganac carieli daumweo paTetikaRa SemogvrCa.

22 martiToxi da kalami

erTxel kaxeTSi jaras balRi momad-ga, raRac saqmeze gamomyevi manqaniTo.

wavediT.gzaSi veubnebi, gaaswora saxlidan

rom gamomiyvane, dilidan vwerdi damagra daviRale-meTqi...

ironiulad gadmomxeda.

_ hoo, Sena, pasta igeTi mZimea ara?..ma Sen Toxi rom dagaWerinon, raRas iz-am?

erTxel interesis gamo marTlagavyevi simindis saToxnelad. daviwy-eT Toxna da, zustad or wuTSi, rom mo-vkide am Toxs tarSi xeli da gavafria-le, erTi saaTi eZebdnen mere baRCis bo-loSi, jagebSi Cavardnils biWebi.

_ bijoo, iqve ver daagde, raRasgvaZebnineb?! _ sicil-siciliT meCxu-bebodnen, _ Se `smetanaze~ gazrdilo,qalaqelo, Sena...

axla, amdeni wlis mere, rame magarsrom vkiTxulob, sul eg maxsendeba: aR-frTovanebasTan, gaZlierebasa da su-lieri simSvidis SegrZnebasTan erTadsul vfiqrob, am nawarmoebebis dawer-is dros, am teqstis avtorebs rogoruWirdaT, rogor SiodaT, sciodaT, tk-iodaT, rogor iSlebodnen Wkuidan,rogor loTdebodnen, iCxiravdnen,rogor uyvardaT, rogor xtebodnenfanjridan, rogor ixsnidnen venebs daixlidnen TavSi tyvias da sul mrCebaSTabeWdileba, rom TviTon irTmevdnensuls da Cven gvinawilebdnen _ SeiZle-ba sulac uneburad, qvecnobierad, ise,rom es maT sulac ar undodaT, magramase gamovida. namdvili nawarmoebi mx-olod ase iwereba da ase ikiTxeba.

kalami Toxze gacilebiT mZime aR-moCnda. gacilebiT!

rom Caval, jaras balRs vetyvi ma-gas da Tu isev Taviseburad damiwyoRadaoba, ro wavayri Tav-pirSi, iqnebaiZaxodes: `netai dRea Tu Rame da isevaq ari Tu ukve wavida!..~

Tan viris jani aqvs, arc dagenanebada araferi...

vaax, to, Toxio! ra Toxi?.. Toxi araisa...

27 martiraRaca yovelTvis mTavrdeba da

axali rame iwyeba. axali ambavi. axali

saqmeebi, axali omebi, axali probleme-bi.

ukve karga xania, vxumrob, RmerTmaproblemebi imisTvis Seqmna, rom isinime movagvaro-meTqi.

vtrabaxob, bazari ar ari, magram Tanrom marTla vagvareb?! ai, eg aris yve-laze magari da ucnauri. Tan _ bavS-vobidan moyolebuli. yovel SemTx-vevaSi, aqamde vagvarebdi. erTaderT amboziSvil sikvdils ver movuxerxe ve-raferi.

da isic viswavle, rom arc imis cod-nas aqvs azri, rom amden brZolas, tan-jvas, Zvlebis mtvrevas stressa da nerv-iulobas ar aqvs aranairi azri.

ubralod, xelebis CamoSveba dadanebeba magrad texavs. Tumca ukveici, rom tyuilad baTqaob, am brZol-idan mainc araferi gamova.

erTi eg aris, rom am Seurigeblo-bis gamo odnav ufro naklebad gZulsda grcxvenia sakuTari Tavis da arse-bobis, odnav ufro TavisufladsunTqav da ufro inarCuneb adamianurTvisebebs da keTil Rimils.

da did, saboloo dasasrulsacufro iolad da gulianad Sexvdebi ra...

daRlili siciliTa da SvebiT.ha, gavedi, to `svabodaze?..~amnistia Semexo Tu `udo?..~

1 apriliskolaSi swavlisas gazafxulis

moaxloebas Tebervlidan vgrZnobdiT,23 Tebervlidan. 1921 wels saqarTve-los respublikis sabWoTa wiTeli armi-isagan okupaciisa da aneqsiisa da 1944wels veinaxebis, yaraCaelebisa da yab-ardo-balyarelebis deportaciisdRes, rogorc sabWoTa kavSiris wiTe-li armiis dRes, ise gvazeimebdnen. Cvenki skolaSi `biWebis~ dRes veZaxdiT daTanaklaseli gogonebi saCuqrebsgvikeTebdnen. ufro xSirad saTamaSopistoletebs gvaxvedrebdnen merxebze,romlebic plastmasis tyviebs isrod-nen. Cvenc saswrafod vayiravebdiTmerxebs, klasis Tavsa da boloSi, namd-vil barikadebs vagebdiT da iseTi sro-la da gniasi tydeboda, veluri dasav-leTis pritonebi da barebic ar dagvi-wunebdnen.

Cveni sawyali gogonebi wivil-ki-viliT gvefarebodnen, rom TavisivenaCuqari iaraRebidan gamofrenilityviebisaTvis aeridebinaT Tavi. maTSoris ufro yoCaRebi qimunjebsac ariSurebdnen da sruliad SemTxveviT imbiWis mxares da zurgs ukan aRmoCnde-bodnen xolme, romelic moswondaT.

meore aseTi dRe 8 marti iyo. ofi-

cialurad ori Zukna komunistis _klara cetkinisa da roza luqsembur-gis _ xsenebis dRe, CvenTvis ki realu-rad `qalTa dRe~ da rac mTavaria, Cve-ni klaseli gogonebis dRe iyo da axlaCven vukeTebdiT saCuqrebs _ ufrosunamoebs da yvavilebs.

8 marti `biWebis dResTan~ Sedare-biT, rogorc wesi, ufro mSvidad Caiv-lida xolme, Tumca gakveTilebi im dR-esac iSleboda.

amas mohyveboda 1 aprili da cno-bili _ `dRes pirveli aprilia, mo-tyueba advilia~. midioda gacureba,motyueba, xumroba, maswavleblebisgaTamaSeba da maTTvis oinebis, xandax-an `boroti~ oinebis mowyobac.

maswavleblebic, imis mixedviT, ro-gori xasiaTi hqondaT da axalgazrde-bi iyvnen Tu Zveli yaidis mkacri daSeuvali pedagogebi _ an klasidan gvy-ridnen an CvenTan erTad icinodnen.

mere iyo aRdgoma _ yvelaze akrZa-luli, mistikuri da idumalebiT moc-uli dResaswauli CvenTvis. SabaT saR-amos, aRdgomis Rames, ̀ iluzionSi~ Seg-nebulad yvelaze iSviaT da sabWoTacenzurisgan dablokil filmebs uS-vebdnen, rom xalxi saaRdgomo litan-iobaze ar wasuliyo. ase vnaxe pirve-lad Cemi biWobis erT-erTi sakultofilmi _ `SesaniSnavi Svideuli~ iulbrineriT, elaia uolahiT, Carlz bron-soniT da _ `makenas oqro~ gregoripekiT da omar SarifiT.

aRdgomis kviris Semdeg orSabaTs,yvelanairi akrZalvis miuxedavad,mainc agvqonda skolaSi wiTeli kver-cxebi da midioda WaxaWuxi. viRacebsixvisa da cicaris kvercxebic hqondaT.saqmeSi gadioda xis wiTlad SeRebilikvercxic, romliTac ufrosklasele-bi gveSulerebodnen da gvaTavnebdnen.

amis Semdeg skolis gverdiT, baRSi,nel-nela Semodioda tyemali da alu-Ca, romelsac aravin arasodes acli-da damwifebas.

da zafxulic modgeboda karze _didi da nanatri zafxulis ardadege-bi. swored zafxulis ardadegebi gan-sazRvravda Cvens zrdas da klasidanklasSi gadasvlas.

7 aprili

rogorc Cans, mxolod cudi ki ara,kargi damTxvevebic arsebobs. raRacmagari dRe gamovida. Zalian didi ko-mplimentebi miviRe Cems romanze _`samoTxidan gaqceulebi~ _ laSa Ta-bukaSvilisgan da Tamaz WilaZisgan.miT umetes, rom laSas organ hqondafexi motexili da Tamaz WilaZec avad-myofobs da, TiTqos, ver unda moeca-laT Cemi wignisTvis. maTi azrebi daemociebi ormagad sasxiarulo iyoCemTvis, radgan zustad vici, laSa Ta-bukaSvilic da Tamaz WilaZec ZalianufrTxildebian sakuTar sityvas daara marto literaturis da mwerlo-bis namdvili eqspertebi, aramed Zalianmkacri Semfaseblebic arian.

miviRe SeniSvnebic. ra Tqma unda,qeba sasiamovnoa. mTeli dRea, sxvanair-ad vmoZraob. rogoria, Tamaz WilaZerom getyvis _ `es wigni veSapis dawer-ilia~... an laSa TabukaSvilis emociebiavRaneTisa da afxazeTis sabrZoloscenebis dros, magram aranakleb mniS-vnelovania is kiTxvebi da SeniSvebi,romlebic am romanis Sesaxeb gaCnda.

imis miuxdavad, rom bevrma adamian-ma waikiTxa da TiTqmis yvelas Tavisisurvilebi da pretenziebi gauCnda,arcerTi SeniSvna erTmaneTs ar damTx-vevia, sul sxvadasxva SeniSvnebs ma-Zlevdnen. Zalian ucnauria ega da Tanimedi momeca, rom me da Cems wigns erTididi iaRliSi ar mogvsvlia. aranak-leb sainteresoa isic, rom Tanamed-rove istoriis 80-90-iani wlebis aRw-erisas, prezident gamsaxurdias mo-mxreebi msayvedurobdnen, Zalian ̀ put-Cisturi~ miWiravs da simpatiiT da Tan-agrZobiT aRvwer mis mowinaaRmdegeebs,gamsaxurdias mowinaaRmdegeebi ki mismimarT zedmet loialurobaSi mdeben`brals~ da miaCniaT, rom aSkarad mismxares viWer...

7literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi dRiuri1 - 14 ivlisi 2016Cemma Zmam leqsom amaze miTxra: `e,

etyoba, marTla sworad aRwere yvela-feri da imitom!..~ es xumrobiT, magram,rogorc Cans, es Tema dRemde, 25 wlisSemdegac, Zalian mtkivneulia Cveni daCveni ufrosi TaobisTvis. kargia, romaraferi dagvviwyebia da Cveni Wri-lobebi, TiTqos drois mier moSuSebu-li da Sexorcebuli, TiToeul Sexeba-ze an amindis Secvlaze da qaris daqr-olvaze isev gvtkiva, gvtexavs da gva-wuxebs.

mgonia, rom es Zalian kargia da amSeniSvebsa da pretenziebsac marTlagulwrfeli pativiscemiT da sixar-uliT viReb. aranaklebi sixaruliT, vi-dre saqebar sityvebs da vcdilob, das-mul kiTxvebsac, rac SeiZleba, alal-ad vupasuxo da aseve alalad mgonia,rom ar arsebobs mwerlisTvis ufrometi bedniereba, vidre nawarmoebisganaRZruli emociebis gaziareba, kiTxve-bze pasuxis gacema an Tundac is, rode-sac Tavadve usvams sakuTar Tavs kiTx-vebs...

marTali xar ro?.. ramdenad obieq-turad moaxerxe Seni saTqmelis Tqma?..marTla amis Tqma gindoda Tu nawermaTavis gzaze gautia, rogorc es xSiradxdeba? xom ar aurie?.. da saerTod, kiyovelTvis magari Tavxedi iyavi, magramaxla ukve nametani xo ar mogivida?..

hemingueis _ ̀ visTvis reks zari~ _gamosvlis Semdeg Zalian gaunawyend-nen; ara marto espaneTis samoqalaqoomSi gamarjvebuli falangistebi damaTi kaudilio fransisko franko baa-monde, aramed respublikelebic. ise,rom bolos gabezrebuli heminguei Se-moutrialda: `risi Tqma gindaT, romespaneTis samoqalaqo omSi aravin da-uxvretiaT, Tu Tqven respublikelebsaravin dagixvretiaT?~

e, mgoni, marTla Zalian gavblatav-di da amivarda TavSi, xo ici, me da hem-inguei da isa... male egre daviwyeb la-paraks: `wuxel ezra paundma damirekagaglejil kaifSi, biWo, qurxul, fic-jeralds zeldam isev gautraka, ZaanmZime zapoi aikida da wamo, lionidanCamomayvanine...~

P.S. wuxel Tamaz WilaZesTan tele-fonze saubrisas wamomcda: rogor mw-ydeba guli, batono Tamaz, dedaCemirom ver ismens Tqven sityvebs, rasacmeubnebiT-meTqi. da im wamsve mivxvdi,rom warmoudgeneli sisulele vTqvi.mivxvdi imasac, rasac mipasuxebda daswored is sityvebi gavige:

_ esmis, beqa, esmis!gesmis, de? xo gesmis?..

10 aprili8 aprils poet qeTi niJaraZis Tx-

ovniT axalgazrdebs raRac leqciismagvari wavukiTxe. Tumca, rom mkiTxo,es ufro mogoneba iyo, mogoneba imdroisa, rodesac maTi toli da maTzepatara viyavi. iyvnen bavSvebi afx-azeTidanac. inal kuCba da irakli ubi-lava. iraklim amayad ganacxada, ubix-ebis STamomavali varo. es ubixebi adi-Reur Cerqezuli tomia, romelic rus-ebma amowyvites, sakuTari miwa-wylidanTurqeTSi gayares egreT wodebuli mu-hajirobis dros. iq ki, rac rusebmadaakles, osmaleTis imperiam gada-uTava da dRes arcerTi ubixi aRar ar-sebobs. amazea afxazi mwerlis bagratSinkubas Zalian magari wigni _ `uka-naskneli ubixi~. albaT kargi iqneba,qarTulad kidev erTxel Tu gamovcemT.

ar vici ratom, magram, rogorcumetes SemTxvevaSi, qarTul-megrulubixuri warmomavlobis irakli ubila-va gacilebiT ufro ukompromiso iyoda gacilebiT ufro `gvibrazdeboda~,vidre afxazi inal kuCba. Tumca sulxuTiode wuTis gulwrfeli daRimilnarevi saubris Semdeg yve-laferi dalagda da, ra Tqma unda, aR-moCnda, aramarto irakli saubrobdaqarTul enaze, inal kuCbac mSvenieriqarTuliT laparakobda.

9 aprils 14 wlis viyavi, da imden-jer maqvs amaze dawerili da nalapar-akebi, rom aRarafers davamateb, miTu-metes, rom yvelaferi kargad maxsovs

da eg ubedureba ki isedac mWirs _xSirad vimeoreb da vyvebi erTsa daimaves, an, rogorc cici meubneboda _`akviatebuli azrovneba maqvs...~

erTaderTi, rac arasdros momiyo-lia da damiweria, isic imitom, rom mxo-lod axla davfiqrdi 1989 wlis 9 apri-lis Ramis Semdeg, ager ukve 27 weligasula, arc erTxel arc erT 9 aprilsRame iq aRar mivsulvar. ar vici, ra-tom, ubralod, aRar mominda.

da axlac Rrmad var darwmunebuli,rom rusebi maSin cocxlebi ar undagagveSva Tbilisidan. yovel SemTxveva-Si, Zalian magrad unda dagveyara. imi-tom ki ara, rom aseTi sisxlismsmelivar. ara, namdvilad ara, RmerTma dam-ifaros _ ubralod, sul maqvs SegrZne-ba, rom maSin Zalian iafad SerCaT Cve-ni sisxli, Cveni qalebis daxocva. ki,bolomde CavyeviT da moviTxoveT; ki,mTels sabWoTa kavSirSi yvelaze maleTbilisidan gavida sabWoTa saokupaciorusis jari, sul erTi kvirac ar gagr-Zelebula komendantis saaTi, magram 9aprilis gaxsenebaze, didi Tavdadebisda sulieri amaRlebis SegrZnebasTanerTad, romelic udavod axlda imdReebs, Zalian usiamovno boRmis Seg-rZnebac maxrCobs _ umweobis boRmis,romelic, amdeni welia, TiTqmis yov-eldRiurad mipyrobs. aseTi boRmis daumweobis SegrZneba ki saSinlad amaxin-jebs kacis suls.

da kidev erTxel maTTvis, visacdRemde aqvs iluzia, rom ̀ erTmorwmuneruseTTan~ morigeba SeiZleba, an ro-disme megobrulad vcxovrobdiT:

1801 weli, pirveli aneqsia daqarTl-kaxeTis samefos gauqmeba, rasacam orasTxuTmeti wlis ganmavlobaSimohyva:

1804 wlis mTiuleTis ajanyeba,saqarTvelos marTlmadidebluri ek-lesiis avtokefaliisa da sapatri-arqos gauqmeba; 1812 wlis kaxeTis ajan-yeba, sadac rusebma ufro meti jarisk-aci dakarges, vidre ruseT-iranis omisdros; 1832 wlis qarTvel Tavad-azn-aurTa SeTqmuleba, romelSic qarTve-li batoniSvilebi, maT Soris, mefeerekle II-is qaliSvili da aleqsandreorbelianis deda, cnobili Tekla ba-toniSvilic monawileobdnen; 1841 wlisegreT wodebuli `cerkovni bunti~,rodesac imereli episkoposebi saqar-Tvelos eklesiis rusifikaciis wina-aRmdeg ajanydnen. svaneTis samTavrosgauqmeba da svaneTis ukanasknelimTavris, konstantine dadeSqelianismier quTaisis gubernatoris mkvlelo-ba, svaneTis ajanyeba da svanuri sof-lis xaldes dedabudianad amowyvetada ganadgureba; 1864 wels afxazeTissamTavros da mmarTveli dinastiisServaSiZeebis gandevna, afxazeTisajanyeba da muhajiroba, rodesac afx-azeTis TiTqmis mTeli mosaxleobarusebma TurqeTSi gadaasaxles. vincgadarCa, isic maSindeli qarTveli Ta-vad-aznaurebisa da inteligenciisdidi ZalisxmeviT (ukacravad Sexseneb-isTvis, magram namdvilad ase iyo) damaT adgilas rusebis da somxebis Casax-leba. dimitri yifianis gadasaxleba damokvla; 1905 wels golovinskis, axlan-deli rusTavelis prospeqtze rusiskazakebisa da Savrazmelebis mierqarTveli axalgazrdebis da gimna-zielebis uRmerTod Caxocva; 1921 welssaqarTvelos ganmeorebiTi okupaciada aneqsia, iunkerebisa da maro mayaS-vilis sikvdili; 1924 wlis ajanyeba,romelic warmoudgeneli sisastikiTCaaxSes; 1930-iani wlebis egreT wode-buli koleqtivizacia, ̀ gakulakeba~ darepresiebi; 1942 wlis SeTqmuleba, imavewels TuSebis amboxi adam bobRiaSvilismeTaurobiT _ orive SemTxvevaSi TiTq-mis yvela SeTqmuli amowyvites; 1956wlis 9 marti, rodesac rusTavelzerusebma tyviamfrqvevebiT dacxrilesqarTvelebi; 1978 wlis 14 aprilisaqciebi, rodesac kremlma, faqtobri-vad, aparteiduli kanonis miReba daa-pira, riTic sabWoTa kavSirSi Semava-li xalxebis dedaenebs kanongareSeacxadebda; 1983 wlis egreT wodebuli

`TviTmfrinavis biWebis~ saqme; 1989wlis 9 aprili. cxinvalis pirveli omi1990-1992 wels; afxazeTis omi 1992-1993wels; galis brZolebi 1998 wlis maisSi;cxinvalis brZolebi 2004 wels; cxin-valis meore omi 2008 wlis agvistoSi,iqauri qarTvelebis dedabudianadgamoyra sakuTari saxlebidan da kideverTi okupacia...

da, rac mTavaria, jer, samwuxarod,araferi dasrulebula. rogorc Cans,ruseT-saqarTvelos `Zmuri da mego-bruli~ urTierTobis CvenTvis jerkidev ucnobi da tragikuli TariRebimomavalSic elian TavianT rigs...

13 apriligoga Wyonia: kviraSi erTxel ki unda dalios kacma...

me: biWo, kviraSi erTxel rom SemeZ-los daleva, yovel dRe davlevdi...

iyo dro, rodesac me vcxovrobdialkaSebTan erTad. da iyo dro, rode-sac me ar vcxovrobdi alkaSebTan er-Tad...

axla me ar vcxovrob alkoholike-bTan da narkomanebTan erTad, magramnebismier dRes, nebismier wuTas SeiZ-leba yvelaferi Seicvalos da me isevCem Zvel koreSebTan amovyo Tavi, radg-an miuwvdomelia uflis gza da miuwv-domeli gangeba misi, rogorc muslime-bi amboben...

da imis miuxedavad, rom arasodesnarkotiki ar mizidavda da ar mainter-esebda da imis miuxedavadac, rom 13wlidan vsvam da vTvrebi da verc gal-oTeba movaxerxe, aravisi ise kargad armesmis, rogorc loTebis da narkoma-nebis. amas, yovelgvari zedmeti sule-luri originalobis gareSe, sruliadgulwrfelad, vambob. saerTod, aravi-si ise kargad ar mesmis, rogorc egreTwodebuli ̀ susti~, ̀ CaSvebuli~ da ̀ fs-kerze dacemuli~ adamianebis, imis mi-uxedavad, rom TviTon mTeli cxovrebaTavzexelaRebiT, sisastikemde misulidaundoblobiT da gaafTrebiT vebrZ-vi sakuTar TavSi nebismier sisustes,sasowarkveTilebas da SiSebs. SeiZle-ba, swored magitomac vebrZvi, rom asekargad mesmis maTi, sakuTar TavSicvgrZnob am monacemebs da pirdapir qu-Curi, klanuri da naTesauri solidar-obis grZnoba maqvs am kategoriis ad-amianebisadmi. amitomac maRizianebsxolme didaqtikuri saubrebi ̀ warmate-bul~ da `warumatebel~, `luzer~ da`xelmocarul~ adamianebze. saerTod,adamianebis aseT kategoriebad dayofaimdenad macofebs, rom virtymevinebikidec, Tan `warmatebulad~. rogorcCans, qvecnobierad an iqneb gacnobiere-buladac, sakuTar Tavsac am galoTe-bul, ganarkomanebul, damarcxebul daxelmocarul adamianebTan vaigiveb...amas mohyveba Zveli suleluri loTurida ubnuri sentenciis: `aba, Zmao, am cx-ovrebas fxizelma, mterma uyura~-skidev ufro swori da daundobeli ver-sia: `aba, Zmao, am xelmocarul da dama-rcxebul sakuTar Tavs, fxizlad Cemmamterma uyura...~

da kidev ufro uaresi, rodesacdamarcxebasTan, xelis mocarvasTan dasasowarkveTasTan ara marto sakuTarTavs aigiveb, romelsac sxva ukeTesiarc araferi daumsaxurebia, aramedmTel Sen Zvel, jer kidev Senamdeaswleulebis ganmavlobaSi, aTasjergaglejil-gamoglejil da sul mudam-damarcxebul qveyanas, romelsac ukveSens Tvalwin glejen da amarcxeben daSens sakuTar giJur marcxsa da fi-askoebs esec emateba...

maxsovs, 1995 wlis dekemberSi, rode-sac yobosa da oTxmocasTan erTadbozi elizas bordelSi gaviCiTe, sadacgoga nabiaSvilis mamis, daTo Zias, saax-alwlod gadadebuli da gamotanebu-li fuli mivafSvnite _ eg ambavi `na-nianel qalSi~ maqvs aRwerili _ pirve-lad davfiqrdi imaze, ra ucnauraddaemTxva Cemi Taobis da am qveynisdamoukidebeli saqarTvelos garda-texis asaki erTmaneTs. maSin sulraRac mexuTe weli iyo, rac saqarTve-

lo 9 apriliT, sroliT, cecxliT dasisxliT daeRwia sabWoTa kavSiris`diad rusul imperias~ da Tan sakuTarisisxlxorceuli nawilebi SemoefliTa.Cven ki patara biWebi viyaviT da erT-maneTis axlad gaTxril saflavebTanvizrdebodiT. 21 wlisani ki ukve gada-rCenil, sicocxliT gaumaZRar xron-webad miviCnevdiT sakuTar Tavs da Tbi-lisSi cnobil naTqvamTan erTad(`saerTo suraTi gadaviRoT da gaisaddaviTvaloT, ramdeni gadavrCebiT~)sakuTari xumrobac gvqonda: vinc I eqs-perimentalur skolaSi vswavlobdiTda dRemde cocxlebi varT, wiTel wign-Si unda Segvitanono...

axla xSirad miwevs axalgazrdebi-sTvis, romlebic Cvenze gacilebiTWkvianebi, praqtikulebi da windaxed-ulebi arian, erTi martivi WeSmarite-bis mtkiceba, rom es dedaatirebuliomebi Cven ar dagviwyia. Tundac imit-om, rom 16-20 wlis biWebi omebs ar iw-yeben da yvelani mkvlelebi da morfin-istebic ar vyofilvarT. rogorc Cans,am oci wlis ganmavlobaSi, fantasti-urad imuSava Cvens winaaRmdeg dawye-bulma komkavSirulma da CekisturmaSavma piarma!..

pirvelad ki swored dekembris bnelRames benzinis `dviJokis~ raxraxSi,`kerasinkis~ navTisa da iaffasianimotkbo suniT gajerebul elizas bor-delSi mivxvdi, rom am asakSi ukve saS-inlad, gamousworeblad davmarcxdiCems samSoblosTan erTad, romelicsul axlaxans, yvelaze lamazi, yvelazekeTili, yvelaze ucodveli, yvelazemarTali da, rac mTavaria, yvelazeuZleveli megona. maxsovs is azric, racTavSi mitrialebda:

`ra minda aq, am aqoTebul bordel-Si, an am dasirebulebTan da an am saco-dav bozebTan erTad. da ratom vxvdebiyovelTvis damarcxebulebis mxareze,damarcxebuli klani, damarcxebulimodgma, damarcxebuli qveyana...~

arsebobs mTels msoflioSiganTqmuli, mters bolomde Semwydari,biWebis devizi da SeZaxili:

Mors aut Victoria (laT).Victory or Death (ing).Ya Qelebe ya Olium (Turq).Vittoria o Morte (it).Tollam ie Vallar (vein).La Victoire ou la Mort (frang).rac Cveni Taobis da Cveni drois

saqarTvelosaTvis kidev ufro sastikda gamouval gzad da yiJinad iqca:

damarcxeba an sikvdili!!!sxva arCevani Cven ar gvqonia...da visac ar dagezarebaT, SegiZli-

aT, gvaZaxoT da gviTvaloT _ narko-tiki, sasmeli, ramdeni, rogor...

da ratom gadavrCiT da rogorisimTvrale gvaqvs!..

15 aprili `Tqven saSinlad daiRaleT, gatokeb-

is Tavic aRar gaqvT. me ki gaCvenebT,rom gacilebiT meti SegiZliaT,

vidre ggoniaT, da es daRlilobaarafers niSnavs!~

1978 weli. argetinis safexburTonakrebis mwvrTneli _ luis menoti.

rodesac meti aRar SemiZlia, rode-sac veRar vuZleb, verc fsiqologiur,verc moralur da verc fizikur wnexs,vixseneb ara iulius keisars an miTri-date pontoels, ian huss an giorgisaakaZes, samas spartels an samas aragv-els... ara!

am dros, ratomRac, yovelTvis oriamerikeli zangis biWi maxsendeba,orive samxreTuli monaTmflobeluriStatebidan. samxreT karolineli jofrezeri, romelmac bavSvobaSi marcx-ena xeli moitexa, arasworad Seuxorc-da da es xeli pirdapir iqca mis gan-Tqmul da gamanadgurebel marcxenahukad. arasworad Sexorcebul mar-cxenas saaTobiT amuSavebda xeze dak-idebul, yviTeli simindis marcvlebiTamovsebul tomaraze...

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Cven rom mamuli gvqonda da...

mgonia, sizmrad mogvlandda,drom ise swrafad molia,Cven rom mamuli gvqonda da...Cven rom mefeni gvyolia...

ZlivsRa mexsneba bage daucxo dgas cxmorTan, hereTTan,Cven rom cixeni vageT da...Cven rom wignebi vwereTa...

lom-vefxvni gvyavda morbedad,cxra mxriT mogvqonda alafi,Cven amiranic vSobeT damerme jaWvebiT davabiT.

dro, sisxliT mimonamuli,icvala, radRa, gulo, scem,amiranic da mamulicyvav-yorans gadavuloceT.

zurgSi maxvili vadamde,fxizlad arc eris gonia,`nikofsiiT darubandamde~ _zogjer zRapari mgonia.

iqneba marTla mogvlandda,drom ase rogor molia,Cven rom mamuli gvqonda da...Cven rom mefeni gvyolia...

agvisto

elavda quCaferad-feradiT,agvistos sicxe,mze da agatida Cemi mzera,rogorc perangi,moSilifebultanze Cagacvi.

dro mogonebebsTovliviT alxobs,gvimravlebs dReebsCums da nacrians,sadac ar undaSegxvde da gnaxo,tanze kvlav Cemimzera gacvia.

pirvelad SatilSi

kalmaxi feTqavs, rogorc laRumi,es wyalia, Tu saRmrTo mironi,mTebis sisxliviT moCqefs arRunida Cems ZarRvebSi JrJolad mimodis.

ra gorozi da ra uecari,aq, am koSkebTan Jami berdebada qari, rogorc qisti mucali,Rrublebis remas mierekeba.

ise var axla

Jami mavsebdada Jami myofda,suli codvisganbevrjer iZlia,ise var axla,arc SenTan yofna,arc uSenoba

ar SemiZlia.yvela SecdomismiviRe xurda,bedma udaburtevrSi gamriya,ise var,roca aravin gZuls daarc aRaravinrom aRar giyvars.

gmadlobT, meufev niqozisa da cxinvalis mitropolits isaia Wanturias

gSveniT mamulze fiqriT zeoba,mtiral suls Svebis kalTas afarebT,

gmadlobT, meufev, jvarcmul xeobasqristes aRdgoma rom miaxareT.

Tvalebze cremlis mware akido,bage ra xnidan Rimma datova,Cvengan daTmobil saxls da samkvidrosTqven gamouCndiT mwed da patronad.

qsnis Zvel cixeebs grigali Tofavsda civi wvima iglovs am gorebs,meufev, qsanze dRes Tqveni yofnayarayorumSi yofnas magonebs.

qari, TiTqosda qvrivi vinmea,civ saflavebTan imgvarad oxravs,jaWvis perangze ufro mZimeaTqveni ubralo beruli Coxa.

suls Tqvensas veram daatyo bzari,uflis TvaliviT dagyurebs zeca,dido meufev, eg wminda jvarimamulis damcvel maxvilad geqcaT.

yru nasoflarebs sibnele damzers,mzec ki ver aTbobs sxiviT amoTi,mgonia, yvela yvavili qsanzeRvTismSoblis mbrwyinav cremlze amodis.

gSveniT mamulze fiqriT zeoba,mtiral suls Svebis kalTas afarebT,gmadlobT, meufev, jvarcmul xeobasqristes aRdgoma rom miaxareT.

ra iqneboda

xevispirs alva da mayvlis bardi,qari aCaRebs nislis samovars,ar meSinia, mze roca Cadis,vici, rom xvale isev amova.

ufalo, Tumca me vin da ra var,suls sxva ocnebebs vacmev samosad...ra iqneboda, Cvenc roca CavalT,am mzesaviT rom SevZloT amosvla.

ciskari

Cems caze javris RrubeliSvidpirad wamoimarTa,muxlze rom mejda ciskari,sxvis karze amoinaTa.me mtrad momkida sawuTros,sxvisTvis aqcia lxinada,sisxli danelda, gadiqcaqselis samRebro inada.CamSala SemonaTvalma,rvali Camomfxvna minada, _`Sens mklavze mwoliaresaes miyvardao winaTac.~

dagvianebuli monologi

me sxva viyavi,TiTqosda lupiTmakvirdeboda viRac zecidan,da mTvaris sxivTa yviTeli yulfiCemi sxeulis gaswvriv ekida.

vin SemarCenda yofnas nebisad,vin mimiSvebda natvris wyaromdida gansxvavebiT sxva qalebisgansul erTi bewo siTbos vkmarobdi.

da bevrs rom arc ki uRirda groSieg bageebi da eg Tvalebi,miyvarda, msurda da Sensken TovlSiSiSveli fexiT movwanwalebdi.

viT violinos gamwydari simi,kiodnen qarSi cru imedebi,me gTxovdi cicqna siTbos da Rimils,magram amasac ver imetebdi.

mtanjavda Seni dakargvis SiSi,Tumca siyvaruls mainc vbedavdi,Sen ki geZina da albaT ZilSiZalian lamaz qalebs xedavdi.

me sxva viyavi noembris qufrSidabadebuli qacvis eklidanda mTvaris sxivTa yviTeli yulfisul Cemi yelis gaswvriv ekida.

bedismwerlebma sxvagvarad mTales,rakiRa ucxo davrCi aqamdi...im ganazebul da kekluc qalebs,saubedurod, arc riT ar vgavdi.

me Sen miyvardi, survilis lagamsvxravdi, rogorme rom damecara,da mwvel koconSi yelamde CamdgarsTamaSisaTvis sadRa mecala.

sxvebi gxiblavdnen RimiT Tu liqniTda Senc uZRvnidi xotbis baladebs,da verc amCnevdi, Rimilis iqiTrom sicrues da Ralats malavdnen.

me ki movardnil grigals mivqondida momkioda ukan macili,da Cemi leqsis yvela striqoniSenze ocnebiT iyo acrili.

is ocnebebi Jamma gaTela,dRes siaxlove maSinebs leTis,jer ki dafrinavs cicinaTela _didi sinaTlis patara wveTi.

jer kvlav mamSvidebs Sriali TuTis,vxedav, nislebi rogor midianda mTvaris sxivTa yviTeli yulfikvlav Cemi yelis gaswvriv hkidia.

Tqven CaibareT giorgi lobJaniZes

dRea mziTa da mTvariT naferi,ramdenjer vuTxar aprils qeba daTqven CaibareT suyvelaferi,Tu ram mqonda da Tu ram mebada.

me civi wvima misvelebs saxes,yvela zardaxSa ukve daclila,xval sxvas gadahkras bedma is saxre,me rom arasdros ar amacila.

ara mqonia skiptra da taxti,arc davuRlivar maTze ocnebas,me Tqven gitovebT vel-mindvrebs qarTlissaalersod da dasakocneblad.

vera vTqvi sityva maTi saferi,ver ganvasrule gulis neba dadRes Tqveni iyos suyvelaferi,rac ki mqonda da rac ki mebada.

gasaubreba jarjisTan

dro mec imgvarad gamrjida,caze ro mTvare qanaobs,sxvaT arc me vsjerdi, jarjiv damaTTvis mec movcdi amaod.

cis kidis vgrZnobdi Serxevas,qaris vusmendi naninebs,leqss xo mec davkar berxensa,Wala xo gavatanine.

ver vamyofine

Sens Tvalebs,vnebis cecxliT miRaluls,vumzerdi,

9literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi poezia1 - 14 ivlisi 2016aminds cvlida amindida kargad vgrZnobdi,rom Sens siyvarulserT sicocxleSiver viswavlidi.

dros gahyvasiyrmis Tavdaviwyeba,qarebmazamTris susxi momfines,Sens siyvaruls daSens daviwyebaserTi sicocxlever vamyofine.

n a m c v r e v i

* * *risTvis aswrafdi,risTvis Cqarob,Tqma rom moaswro?ra unda Tqva gana iseTi,drom ver waSalos,Jamma rom ver gaacamtveros.

* * *es gvirilebi,peplis Wreli maraoebiT,Zveli Tbilisiskekluc asulTar gaxseneben?

* * *Sen sul iseTi vinme giyvarda,visi siyvarulic ar SeiZleboda...nuTu RvTis risxvazogjer asec gadmodis kacze.

* * *siyvarulze wera an laparakiCemTvis sisxlis amonCqrevas hgavs,TiTqos varvara nakverCxlebimiwvaven bages.SegiZliaT, qalbatono,siyvarulzeRimiliTa da RuRuna xmiTrom isaubroT?netavi Tqven!netavi Tqven!

* * *kari iseT qals unda gauRo,romelsac Sen Tu ar eyvarebi,mand visTan modis,is rom mainc ecodineba.

* * *Seni Tvalebidan afrenililurji frinveliim drodan dRemdeCemi sulis tbebSi dacuravs.

* * *CveulebrividanaraCveulebrivad gaqcie,roca Segiyvare.

* * *sicocxle erTaderTi gzaa,romliTac ukan ver dabrundebi,martooden win,sikvdilisken unda iaro.

* * *siZulvilsac Tavisi asaki aqvs,rogorc siyvaruls.bevrs rom naxav dabevrs rom gamoscdi,siZulvilic Semogeswavleba.

* * *vin icis,meramdened vkiTxulob`natvris xes~,qarTuli sityvisra brwyinvale gamofenaa...

* * *yvelas sulSia SemonaxuliTiTo locvada TiTo wyevla.dedis ZuZuebs kimxolod locva SeuZliaTda samyaros simSvidecam locvaze dgas.

manana qurdaZe

* * *Cems zamTars rogor yinvis suni aqvs,xilvebi daaqvs Tvalis gugebiTda zarmac fantels, civs da uniaTs,xelisgulebi xafangs ugeben.

* * *dRes ZaRli vnaxe, didi da TeTri,amoTeTrebuli TvalebiT,mere bavSvma miTxra (Cemma Teom),Tovlia, yinavs,sulSi Caugubda qarebi?me eklesiidan movdiodi,momdevda, Sioda uTuod,me mecodeboda da Tan meSinoda,Sevcode, aq raa saTuo.mere bavSvma miTxra (Cemma Teom),riT ver moifiqrasadarbazoSi Semosvla.me ki sibralulTan brazi mRrnida,mas xom ZaRlis tyavi emosa...es yvelaferi, xo, dRes moxda,TeTria is ZaRli, TeTri TvalebiT,me eklesiidan movdiodiaRsareba Canabarebi.

SroSanebi

SroSanebi Saragzidan moSorebiT Srialeben,SeSlil gulebs Slegi TrTolviT axeleben,ganTiadi mzis sxivebiT moqarguli,airekla Wrela-Wrula mnaxvelebiT.cisartyelam wvimis wveTi,gamoRmidan gaRma kides gadaaba,xelgaSlili da gulaRma mdelos verTvida SroSani simorcxvisgan Tvalebs nabavs.

* * *axla oTx kedelSi mwifdebiangulze gamobmuli kunZulebi,suli umZimdebaT, mowydebian,arian sxeuliT uZlurebi.gvanan eSvebian begemotebs,erCian suyvelas da Tan arafers,sikvdilis karibWes darajoben,

sikvdilis akldamebs darajoben,sikvdilis sardafebs darajobenda myrali xaxa aqvT daRebuli,rom STanTqan wuTebi, saaTebi,RmerTo, Sen uSvele daRupulebs,RmerTo, moaxede yvela Tvali,RmerTo, moabrune yvela guli....„gulo, Cadeq sagulesa,gulo, Cadeq sagulesa~.isev oTx kedelSi mwifdebiangulze amozrdili kunZulebi,gvanan eSvebian begemotebs,suliT da sxeuliT uZlurebi.miwa Wams yvelafer unayofos,miwaSi Tvalebamde Calpobilebs,RmerTo, Sen uSvele uniaTosxeulebs, sulebi apovnine.gaZRa eSmaki da ganze gadga,gvami daapura, amoivso,isev warRvnaa da isev omebia,lama sabaqTani, ufalo ieso!lama sabaqTani, ufalo ieso!

* * *me Sevinaxe Canaweritvinis marjvena labirinTSi,iq mwifdeba da ibadebawarmosaxviTi kafsulebi.vylapav xan wyliTda xSirad cremliT..savse maqvs cxovreba lafsusebiT.aq aris RmerTicda dro da dro (ufro xSirad)mibiZgebs viyo kacTmoyvareda rogorc muceli sanovagiT,tvini fiqrebiT amovyore.gavuSvi mfrinavi manqanebi,Rrubels CitebiviT mosdebianda msgavsad erTguli daqalebis,maTi monaWoric bodvebia...da tvinis marjvena labirinTSi(roca marcxenas sZinavs tkbilad),xdeba Seucvleli procesebi,am dros isev bRuis CarTulimagidaze Cemi procesori,savsea monitori megobrebiT,imedi cimcimebs mwvane SuqiT,monacvleobiT ki, magram mainc....da Cemi tvinis yvela sfero,axla emsgavseba erT did saits.

10 literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiproza 1 - 14 ivlisi 2016beberi yorani zantad datrialeb-

da Tavs gayviTlebul, xriok trama-lebs. daqancul frTebs TiTqmis ariqnevda, odnavi rxeviT iWerda cxelihaeris miwidan amomaval talRebs dazed dasrialebda auCqareblad. ZalaTiTqmis ar SerCenoda. ra xania,araferi eWama. gvalvis sezoni idga damzisgan gadabugul mindvrebSi TiTqmisaranairi sicocxle ar WaWanebda. egecrom ara, mzerac aRar qonda Zveleburida gaxunebul miwaze Tagvis danaxvasveRar axerxebda. ufro iolad mosax-elTebeli sakvebi sWirdeboda. undamoeTmina, icoda, odesme bedigauRimebda. trial mindorze euladmdgar xesTan adamianebi SeniSna. es kar-gi niSani iyo. adamianebi TiTqmisyovelTvis tovebdnen rame SesaWmels.drois ambavi iyo, magram dro cotahqonda. ukanaskneli Zalebi ewureboda,cotac da SimSilisagan Ronega-moclili qvasaviT daenarcxebodasworedac rom im adamianebis fexebT-an, visganac axla xsnas eloda. magramjer iTmenda, did wreebs artyamda daeloda...

niCabi xrialiT Tlida gamomSralmiwas. ormos kedlebi saocrad sworida Tanabari gamodioda. „ucnauria,Turme jer kidev maqvs survilebi,romelTa asrulebac SemiZlia~ _ukvirda klintons. TiTqos yovelivesunda daekarga mniSvneloba, mTeli sam-yaro erT did uazrobad unda gadaq-ceuliyo ukve, magram rodesac niCabizustad ise CamoWrida miwas, rogorcsurda, Tavisdauneburad kmayofileb-is grZnoba eufleboda. wamiT SeCerdada niCabs daeyrdno. „netav, rogoriiqneba Cemi ukanaskneli asrulebulisurvili? _ gaifiqra, _ ai, magaliTad,iqneb da zustad gasrolis win ukana-li momefxanos? movifxan da vityvi, ai,msurda da avisrule kidec. cxovrebagrZeldeba da rogorc yovelTvisraRac gamodis, raRac ki vera, an egebda bolo wams siom wamouberos uecradda oflian Sublze misi Sexeba meamos...age, ukve iseTi rameebic ki misrulde-ba, rac arc ki misurvia...~ gaeRima daniCabis yurs Zalumad daaWira CeqmisZiri.

„an es Ceqma ratom ar gamxades aqam-de? etyoba ician, rom magis gareSeTxras saukunes movandomeb da sad aqvTamdeni cdis Tavi? SublSi tyvias rommiTavazeben, mere gamaZroben. Ceqmas vinCivis, sacvals Tu SemarCenen, egaa sak-iTxavi, eseni xom velurebi arian. vermogarTviT, yvelaferi ase male armoxdeba, am siamovnebas ar gaCuqebT,Cemi saflavia da saguldagulodgavTxri. arsad meCqareba. Tanac bavS-vobaSi mamam damariga, rasac undaakeTebde, kargi saqme iqneba Tu cudi,xels Tu mokideb, safuZvlianad gaake-Teo. hoda, am saqmesac bolomde miviy-van~.

_ ha, mouCqare! _ SemosZaxa iqve xisCrdilSi Camomjdarma Tofmomarjve-bulma kacma, TiTqos mis azrebs kiTxu-lobdao, _ Ramemde gelodo?!

_ da Tu gind, sul nu damelodebi,wiTuro, gana ki giWer? wadi gaqusle,beds ewie, _ upasuxa Tavauwevlad.

_ sworedac rom saxumarod gaqvssaqme, ai. droze gaTxare, Torem axlavedagaxli da aq dagagdeb yornebis sa-jijgnad.

_ kai erTi, nu maSineb, ra didi gan-sxvavebaa, yornebi damkortnian Tumatlebi damxraven? Tqveni Tavi gada-rdebT, sunma rom ar SegawuxoT, Toremarc amdens damacdidiT.

_ midi, imuSave, bevrs nu lapara-kob, _ calybad gamosZaxa Tofianma,radgan am sityvebis pasuxad rigianiveraferi mouvida TavSi.

klintonma Tavi aswia da gavarvare-bul zecas Sexeda, yornebi marTlaczantad dastrialebdnen Tavs _ egenisikvdilis suns mudam pirvelebigrZnobdnen. „arc amaT gavaxareb~ _gaifiqra gulSi da Txra gaagrZela.

is am mxareSi daibada, aq gaataramTeli cxovreba da axla aqve unda daes-rulebina arc ise grZeli da arc ise

cotne Ciqovani

odesme

dalxinebuli sococxle, romelsacTiTqos didad arc arasodes afasebda,magram axla ki Zalian daenana.

eCveneboda, rom jer Zalian adreiyo, raRac naCqarevad xdeboda yove-live. win kidev bevri rame elodaTiTqos. mas xom mudam Sveloda jados-nuri sityva _ odesme. im `odesmeSi~cxovrobda yovelive kargi _ odesmeyvelaferi unda Secvliliyo, odesmeyvelaferi unda mosuliyo, odesme ise-Ti iqneboda, rogoric Tavi ocnebebSiwarmoedgina, odesme am stepebs da-tovebda, qveyanas naxavda, beds eweodada mere isev aq dabrundeboda bediTxeldamSvenebuli yvelas dasanaxad...axla ki gairkva, rom `odesme~ aRarmovidoda. aRarasodes movidoda. eswyvetda guls yvelaze ufro.

misi saxli iqve mdinaris gadaRmaidga. Tumca sadRa idga, mis adgilasmxolod mbolavi nangrevebiRa darCe-niliyo. misTvis aq yvelaferi nacnobida Zvirfasi iyo. ai, Tundac es xe, rom-lis Zirasac axla misi sikvdiliCamomjdariyo. ho, misi sikvdili, imi-tom, rom am kacs unda moekla, rogorc

ki sakuTari saflavis Txras daas-rulebda. Crdiloelebi tyveebs aRariyvandnen. axali brZaneba hqondaT. maTiSenaxva ar SeeZloT, radgan sakvebi Ta-vadac ar yofnidaT.

ramdenjer amZvrala am xeze bavS-vobaSi, roca indielobanas TamaSobd-nen. mis daburul totebSi Camalulimoulodnelad dauSenda xolme da-grovil riyis qvas iankebis kavale-rias...

Tavis droze aq marTla indielebicxovrobdnen, sanam jarma da fermereb-ma isini bolomde ar gawyvites. am adg-ils gansakuTrebiT etaneboda yvelajuris avazaki, radgan xma gavardnil-iyo, aq indielebs Tavis droze didZa-li ganZi daumarxiaTo. rogorc Semdeggairkva, am Worebs mTavroba yrida,qveyanas es ukacrieli adgilebi ufroswrafad rom aeTvisebina. xalxi ganZissaZieblad modioda, droebiT saxlebsiSenebda im imediT, rom odesme aqedanmdidari wavidoda, Semdeg ki xel-mocaruli da ukapikod darCenili ad-amianebi aqve rCebodnen samudamod daamave miwaSi imarxebodnen, romelsacmTeli cxovreba Txridnen ganZis Zie-baSi.

Tavadac xom aseTi ganZis maZieblisSTamomavali iyo.

„sasaciloa, _ fiqrobda klinto-ni, _ Cems winaprebs swored rom miwisTxraSi amoxdaT suli da ai age, mec si-cocxlis bolo wuTebSi igive saqmemarguna iRbalma, mainc ra yofila esmemkvidreoba~.

memkvidreoba ki xis Ziras mjdar„mis sikvdilsac~ msgavsi qonda. klin-tonma ar icoda, rom Tofianiswinaprebsac cxovrebis naxevarze metimiwis TxraSi gaetarebinaT, oRond amadgilidan Zalian Sors, irlandiisxasxasa mdeloebze. Tumca isini oqro-sa da Zvirfas qvebs ar eZebdnen, maTiganZi mxolod da mxolod kartofili

iyo, Tumca fasad sicocxle edo.erT dResac maT es mwiri ganZi veR-

ar ipoves, Wirma mospo mosavali da maTmxareSi didi SimSili movida. saxlSi ki,roca SimSili stumrobs, maspinZlisadgili aRar rCeba. bevrma aWeda kar-fanjara da bedis saZieblad Sor gzasdaadga. isic maT gahyva da am qveyanaSiamoyo Tavi yovlad upovarma. aseT yo-faSi ki jari, ufaso kveba, tanisamosida sul mcireodeni xelfasi miswrebaiyo misnairi adamianisTvis. ase aRmoC-da am omSi, Torem saerTod ar dagidev-daT, vin Crdiloeli iyo da vinsamxreTeli. saiTac etyodnen, iqiT wav-idoda, vizec miuTiTebdnen, imas esro-da _ es iyo axla misi kartofilic,ganZic da xsnac.

am kacis mokvla ki didad ar epit-naveboda. brZola mainc sxva ambavia _an saerTod ver xedavda, vis esroda,anda iseTs esroda, vinc Tavad masumiznebda. aq ki adamiani uiaraRodidga mis win. arc icoda, vin iyo, an radaeSavebina. Cveulebrivi kaci, raRac-iT misi msgavsic ki. Zneli iyo yovelivees. cdilobda, amaze ar efiqra. undo-

da Tu ara, es saqme misi gasakeTebeliiyo. uceb unda moeTavebina yvelaferida daeviwya samudamod.

ai, klintoni ki siamovnebiT gamo-asalmebda mas sicocxles. ver itandaam jiSs. Camoeyaren mis qveyanaSi,gaunaTlebeli, ugvani, xepre xalxi.movidnen mis miwaze. aoxreben daZarcvaven misi winaprebis mier Sromi-Ta da wvalebiT ayvavebul mxares dakidev Wkuas aswavlian, rogor undaicxovron da vis rogor moepyran.erTze wydeboda guli _ bevris daxoc-va ver moaswro. rom SesZleboda, mTelssicocxles maTze SurisZiebas moan-domebda, magram sadRa darCenoda si-cocxle?!

uceb miubrunda da kiTxa Tofians:_ Seyvarebuli gyavs, wiTuro?_ ra Seyvarebuli? Txare-meTqi,

giTxari! _ vici es xriki, gaifiqrairlandielma. unda, megobruli sauba-ri gamibas da damiaxlovdes, fiqrobs,rom mere veRar vesvri. ar gagiva, me-gobaro. me unda gesrolo. es gadaw-yvetilia. ramdenic ginda, ilaparake.

_ gyavs, ese igi, radgan amaze sa-ubari ar gsurs, _ mSvidad gaagrZelaklintonma, _ rom ar gyoloda, ioladityodi, arao. mere da Sen, aq rom wa-mogorebulxar xis CrdilSi da TofsmiSver, vin icis, is visTan goraobsaxla. egeb da am Tofs me ki ara, sulsxvas umiznebde?

_ ena daimokle ! _ fexze wamovar-da irlandieli.

_ me ki davimoklebdi enas, magramimas ar aRmoaCdes Senze grZeli rame,magaze idarde, jobs.

_ mogklav, Se RorisSvilo, _ iyvi-ra Tofianma da Caxmaxi Seayena.

_ Cu, Cu. moica cota xani, amis ga-keTebac mogiwevs, me arsad gageqcevi,vinc marTla mosaklavi gyavs, imazeifiqre, jobs.

irlandiels aRaraferi uTqvams,

isev xis qveS Camojda.surda, araferi SeemCnia. arada ra

mtkivan adgilas dahkra axla am marT-la mosaklavma. Tavisi samSoblodan Tuki ram mogoneba gamohyoloda, swore-dac rom im gogos saxe iyo. is guldaw-yvetili mzera, romelic gembanze md-gars acilebda. im xelebis siTbo, mismxrebs rom moeWidnen gamomSvidobebi-sas da im tuCebis gemo, mis tuCebs romSeexnen moulodnelad.

eh, vin icis da sadaa axla marTla?ufro ki _ visTanaa? vis mxrebs exeba?vis tuCebs kocnis? sami weli gavida.didad saeWvoa, isev im navsadgurTanidges da mas elodes. am mware fiqre-bidan isev klintonma gamoiyvana.

_ TumcaRa tyulad nu idardeb,mainc veRarasodes ixilav. Sen xom ukanaRar dabrundebi. gaxede am ukideganostepebs, aqedan veRar gaaRwev, gamo-savali ar aris. Senc CemsaviT aq daima-rxebi. saflavi Tu geRirsa saerTod.ggonia, vinme ifiqrebs Senze? ara, me-gobaro, Sen maTTvis mxolod xarjixar. xarji xar cocxali da xarji xarmkvdaric. Tavs aravin Seiwuxebs,ubralod gagxdian, rac moewonebaT dadagtoveben turebis sajijgnad, _daasrula klintonma da niSnis moge-biT gaxeda irlandiels, Tumca mis sax-eze veranairi wuxili ver amoikiTxa.

irlandieli imiTac kmayofili iyo,rom am didi tiradiT sikvdilmisjil-ma mas siyvarulze mware fiqrebi ga-ufanta, sikvdilze fiqri ki ar aSineb-da. sikvdils bavSvobidan naCvevi iyo.araerTxel unaxavs Sin Tu gareT daarc is adardebda didad, rogorisaflavi ergeboda _ es miwa misTvismainc ucxo iyo.

klintoni umalve mixvda, rom sworigezi ver airCia da saswrafod SecvalamimarTuleba.

_ mere ki saSinel samsjavrozewarsdgebi. jojoxeTi gelis, megobaro.fiqrob, RmerTi gapatiebs sxvis omSiCabmas? fulis gulisTvis udanaSauloadamianebis xocvas, romlebic sakuTarsamSoblos icaven mxolod? an TundacuiaraRo kacis daxvretas Segindobsufali? _ am sityvebiT klintonma barimaiagdo, orive xeli gaSala da mkerdimiuSvira irlandiels, _ mesrole,Zmao, oRond icode, im qveynad kuprisqvabSi moixarSebi.

es dartyma ukve mizanSi moxvda.sikvdilis ara, magram RmerTisirlandiels namdvilad eSinoda. jo-joxeTi misTvis savsebiT realuri ramiyo. bavSvobidan sul aSinebdnen da misarsebobaSi eWvi arc arasodes Separvia.mas mere, rac aq moxvda, Rame ar gasu-la, am ambavze ar efiqra.

xSirad sazarel sizmrebsac ki xe-davda. ramdeni ecada, verafriT monaxaTavis gasamarTlebeli sabuTi, romel-sac RmerTs warudgenda samsjavrozemoxvedrili. xan fiqrobda, Tavs Seva-codeb _ „xom ici, ufalo, rarig mi-Wirda~, xan ki Tavs isulelebda _ „asemegona, keTili saqmisTvis vibrZodi,Sevcdi ymawvili kaci, SemideT~, magramgulis siRrmeSi ki xvdeboda, rom Rm-erTis gacureba arc iseTi advili saqmeunda yofiliyo da amitom cdilobda,saerTod ar efiqra im saSinelsasjelze, rac im qveynad eloda. amkacma ki axla swored es gaaxsena. mo-saklavia, aba, ra aris?! irlandieliuceb wamoxta, xelebgaSlili klinton-Tan miiWra da sityvis uTqmelad uTava-za Tofis kondaxi ybaSi.

klintoni gulaRma daeca, Semdegzantad wamojda da dasisxlianebulsaxeze netari Rimili gamoexata. Tof-CabRujuli irlandieli Tavs edga dagaognebuli dascqeroda. klintonikmayofili iyo, miaRwia sawadels, gaax-ela, gaacofa, gaamwara mosisxle mteri.uiaraRom iaraRians iseTi tkivili mi-ayena, tyvia rom daexala, albaT ase varatkenda. is marTavda axla viTarebassicocxlis bolo wuTebSi, is iyo mTa-vari gmiri da am patara tragediismefe, uSvelebel tramalebSi Cakarguleul scenaze rom viTardeboda.

irladieli gabrunda da isev xis

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cota xniT orive Tavis fiqrs mieca.irladiels iseTi grZnoba daeu-

fla, uneblied rame Zalian ugemursrom gadaylapavs kaci da gulze mZimeddaadgeba. am dartymam aranairi kmay-ofileba ar moutana. piriqiT, kidevufro wauxdina xasiaTi. risTvisdaartya am kacs? simarTlisTvis mx-olod, da gana ki amas RmerTic verdainaxavda? age, kidev erTi codva dae-mata mis isedac codvil yofas. oh, ne-tav male damTavrdebodes es amaTi omi.ra undaT, ras xocaven erTmaneTs? Tum-ca raRa erTmaneTs? Tavad araa amsaqmeSi CarTuli da sakuTari xeliT arxocavs adamianebs?! daiRala, ZaliandaiRala.

klintonis droebiTi kmayofilebaki isev sevdam Secvala. kai, ho, gaamwaraes ubeduri, moutana raRac usiamovne-ba, magram sabolood mainc is gamo-asalmebs sicocxles, Caagdebs am gamom-Sral saflavSi, miayris xriok miwas.mere ki wava, Tavis gzas gauyveba. vinicis, mSvenivradac gaaRwios am stepe-bidan saRsalamaTma da didxansac icx-ovros dalxenilad.

da isev wamoiwyo._ magram, gana ki dasanania, rom

male CaZaRldebi? Seni amqveyniuriyofa raRaa, irlandielo? riT gansx-vavdeba jojoxeTisgan? arafriT. raginaxavs cxovrebaSi? bavSvobidan mx-olod SimSili, sicive, tkivili, SiSi.tanjvis meti araferi. raRacis imediTu gqonda, anda gaqvs jer kidev, uare-si SenTvis, imitom, rom araferia amqveynad imedis gacruebaze mware, _ aqklintons sakuTari `odesme~ gaaxsen-da da kidev ufro dasevdianda, _ job-da, arc ki geocneba, imitom, rom eg Seniocnebac SenTan erTad daimarxeba aq,SenTan erTad dajijgnian yvav-yorne-bi da SenTan erTad dalpeba am miwaSi.da RmerTis winaSe roca warsdgebi,erTi ram SesCivle mxolod. RmerTo,risTvis gamaCine? mxolod imisTvis,rom amqveyniuri xanmokle tanjva im-qveyniur samaradiso wamebaze gamecv-alao?!.

klintoni irlandielisaken ariyureboda, TavisTvis dudunebda amyvelafers da imedi hqonda, rom kidevufro wauxdenda gunebas momaval mkv-lels. misTvis Sexedva da am ambis gada-mowmeba ki ar surda _ vin icis. mis sax-eze kvlav gulgriloba amoekiTxa?sworsac Sveboda. irlandiels TiTqmisaRaraferi esmoda misi, wina monol-ogebic eyo, rom gancdebisgan mTli-anad dacliliyo. Soreuli iavnanasav-iT Caesmoda sikvdilmisjilis dudunida mSvidad eloda im wuTs, roca amyovelives sakuTari xeliT dausvamdawertils. miuxedavad im boRmisa da Sx-amisa, romelsac klintoni ase mon-domebiT afrqvevda, irlandiels ukve,cota ar iyos da, moswonda kidec eskaci. aocebda is simxneve da Tavda-jerebuloba, sicocxlis bolo wuTeb-Si rom avlenda es adamiani. im viTare-baSi, sadac sxva muxlebakankalebuli,xvewna-mudarasa da tirils mohyvebo-da, is amayad gamarTuliyo welSi da caqudad ar miaCnda da dedamiwa qalam-nad. namdvilad dasafasebeli ambavigaxldaT da irlandielic saTanadodufasebda.

stepebidan grilma niavma wamoubera.da es ambavi msxverplsac da mkvlel-sac erTnairad eamaT, am bolo wuTserTi saerTo survilic ki ausruldaorives. irlandiels Tvali ar mouxu-Wavs, magram, faqtobrivad, eZina. vinicis, ramden xans gagrZeldeboda ase,magram mere raRac Seicvala da amangamoafxizla. uecrad erTferovanmadudunma jer cot-cota borZiki iwyo,Semdeg ki saerTod Sewyda da srulisiCume gamefda. irlandielma am xnismanZilze pirvelad Sexeda klintonsdakvirvebiT. is gaSeSebuli idga da sax-eze dabneuli Rimili aRbeWdoda. kaci,romelic ramdenime wuTis win mxneobisada simSvidis magaliTad gamodgeboda,axla sruliad wamxdariyo. bolomde

ganadgurebuli Canda. „gaaTviTcnobi-era, rogorc iqna, ra mdgomareobaSia~_ eama irlandiels. magram mTavari isiyo, rom klintoni aRar Txrida.

_ hei, Sen, RorisSvilo! aba, imuSavecocxlad, Torem sworedac rom cocx-lad dagmarxav, _ ixumra Tavis WkuiT.

misda gasakvirad, klintoni umaldaemorCila, Txra daiwyo, magramraRac Zalze uniaTod. ofli wurwu-riT sdioda da saSinlad qoSinebda.drodadro irlandiels gaxedavdaxolme dabneuli RimiliT da Tavs umalisev dabla xrida.

_ xom xedav, arc iseTi vaJkaci yo-filxar, rogoradac Tavi mogqonda, _kmayofili laparakobda irlandieli,_ ggonia, ver vxvdebi, ra xdeba? Tava-dac mSvenivrad ici, rom imqveynad SencCemnairi bedi gelis. SegeSinda, ara,Zmao, sikvdilis? Segzara ara jojox-eTma?!.

magram klintons sikvdilis arSeSinebia, sul sxva ramem daabnia,Seacbuna da Sezara kidec. man jojoxe-Ti jer kidev sikvdilamde ixila, is,rac adre samoTxed warmoedgina, razeocnebaSic araerTi Rame gauTenebiaTeTrad, axla uecrad mis winaSe WeS-mariti jojoxeTis saxiT warsdga.rodesac barma pirvelad gaiCxrialaase mWaxed ormos fskerze, ifiqra, qvasgamoedoo, magram es raRac sxvanairiCxriali iyo. ufro rbili da yru. klin-tonma qvas gverdebi SemouTxara, mereerTi mZlavrad amohkra bari da ue-crad mis fexebTan moelvare oqroszodi amogorda. Tvalebs ar ujereb-da, ar undoda, zaravda amis dajereba,magram es namdvilad oqro iyo. Tavis-dauneburad xeli staca da farajisubeSi Semala, mere irlandiels gaxedaumal. misda sasixarulod, is zedac aruyurebda. magram aman mxolod wamieriSveba mohgvara. erTxans ase idgasruliad gaognebuli. zodis mier da-tovebuli patara pirdafCenili or-modan ki oqroTi savse ufskrulimosCereboda da Tvals Wrida eniTauw-ereli sikaSkaSiT. eWvi ar iyo, indi-elebis ganZs miagno. marTali yofilaes yvelaferi. is, rasac aTasobiT ad-amiani amdeni wlis manZilze tanjva-wamebiT, sicocxlis fasad amaod eZeb-da, axla mis fexebTan iyo garTxmulimorCilad. o, RmerTo, ratom?! risigulisTvis? ris gamo aseTi sastikidacinva, ra daaSava? riT daimsaxura?!ai, misi sizmrebi, ai, misi egzom sanuk-vari `odesme~! da es yvelaferi axlamis mosisxle mters unda darCes?!

araaa! ar gamova! vin icis, RmerTiexumra ase mwared Tu eSmaki?! dae, Tundorive erTad, magram klintonTan ase-Ti xumroba ar gavidoda.

verafers miiReben! ai, Turmerogori yofila misi ukanaskneli sur-vili. aseTi mkafio, naTeli da mwveli

survili cxovrebaSi arasodes hqonia.es oqro masTan erTad daimarxeba sama-radisod.

samare jer naxevramdec ar iyogaTxrili. klintonma oqrosfradmoelvare ufskruls cotaodeni miwamiayara. Semdeg Txrilidan amoxta, ni-Cabi iqve miwas daarWo da gulx-eldakrefili gaijgima.

irlandiels veraferi gaego. fexzewamoiWra da erTxans ase mdumared mis-Cereboda.

_ Txare! _ SeubRvira erTi.magram klintoni ar inZreoda._ Txare-meTqi, vis veubnebi! _

daiRriala irlandielma._ Se wiTuro mamaZaRlo, ggonia,

gasiamovneb sikvdilis win? erT niCabmiwasac aRar amoviReb. Tu ase ginda,moeTrie da Sen TviTon gaTxare!

_ gesvri, _ Caxmaxi Seayenairlandielma.

_ ver mesvri, Se mxdalo! kaci romyofiliyavi, Sens gabozebul Seyvare-buls mixedavdi. risi Tavi gaqvs? modi,aba, Tu magari biWi xar. mesrole, sanamjojoxeTis WiSkars gagiReben eSmake-bi, _ klintonma gadawyvita, rac ki ramSxamis gadmonTxeva SeeZlo, erTad gad-moenTxia irlandielis Tavze, rom sab-olood gaexelebina da eiZulebina, es-rola. aucileblad ise unda momkv-dariyo, rom es ormo gauTxreli dar-Cenoda.

irlandiels ki misi mokvla jer arSeeZlo, samare bolomde unda gaeTxre-vinebina. ifiqra, kidev erTs vuTavazebda moWkviandebao. kondaxmomarjvebu-li miiWra masTan, magram arc klinto-ni iyo naklebad mkvircxli.

TvalisdaxamxamebaSi daswvda miwa-Si CarWobil bars da jer kidev oriodnabijSi mdgomi irlandielisaken mTe-li ZaliT gaiqnia. baris basrma pirmaSxuiliT gasera cxeli haeri da zus-tad miswvda irlandielis yels. sisx-lma ise ifeTqa, rom klintonis fara-jac ki daasvela. irlandielma cali

xeli yelze itaca, meoreTi ki Tofissasxleti dauSva. tyviam klintonsmkerdSi uwia, Setortmanda da nax-evradgaTxril samareSi Caemxo pirqve,wamic da, zemodan sisxlSi amosvriliirlandieli daeca.

irlandieli mxolod ramdenimejerSetortmanda. klintoni jer kidevcocxali iyo, bolo Zalebi moikribada ormos fskerze darCenil pataraRrmuls orive xeliT miayara miwa.

ai, bolo asrulebuli survilic.misi `odesme~ qveynad aravis darCa.klintonis saxeze Rimili gaSeSda...

oriod saaTis mere mosulmakapralma da rigiTma naxevradgaTxril samareSi ori erTmaneTsTiTqosda Caxutebuli sxeuli aRmoa-Cines.

_ vambob, am axalbedebs amisTanasaqmeebs nu andobT-meTqi da aravin mis-mens, _ yovlismcodne kacis Tavda-jerebiT Tqva kapralma, _ vinaa es?gvari xom ar gaxsovs?

_ ara, ser, irlandielia._ anki raRa mniSvneloba aqvs?! am

sulelur omSi daRupuli morigisulelia mxolod.

_ davmarxo, ser? _ xeli mokidarigiTma bars.

_ ara, amis dro sadaa?! Cadi, gaxa-de Ceqmebi. unda viCqaroT, mzis Casv-lamde unda gavideT.

rigiTi daixara, klintonsa dairlandiels rigrigobiT gaxada Ceqme-bi da samaris pirTan daawyo, Semdeg kiklintonis farajas daejajgura, ma-gram Zvra ver uyo _ mkvdari klinto-nis muWi mas araadamianuri ZaliT CaW-ideboda.

_ gauSvi, iyos, _ CasZaxa kapralma,_ vis rad unda magis moTxvrili fara-ja. wavediT, _ Tqva mere da Ceqmebi am-oiRliava.

rigiTi ZunZuliT daedevna ukan.xriok miwaze aRaravin moZraobda.yoranma nela iwyo daSveba...

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Zveli monastris istoriis kvlevi-sas misi unikaluri zarebis ambiTacdavinteresdi. axla TiTqmis miwasTangasworebul samrekloze dedozarTanerTad sxva momcro zarebic xmianobd-nen Turme. maTgan, gansakuTrebiT, erTiyofila gamorCeuli, dedozarTan Se-darebiT, ra Tqma unda, patara, magramuCveulod lamazi ornamentebiTa daxazebiT Semkuli. gansakuTrebiT mSve-nieri JReradoba hqondao, ambobdnenmoxucebi da aseT ambavsac moayolebd-nen: erT Tavmomwone aznaurs, romel-ic ucolod darCeniliyo, mogvianebiTCveneburi mRvdlis moxdenili qaliS-vili Sehyvareboda. qalic ar yofilavaJis mimarT gulgrili, magram mis ax-loblebs SeekavebinaT Tavi... bolosmSvenieri asuli Cveni mxaris cnobildedaTa monasterSi monazvnad aRkveci-la. imeddakarguli aznauri zarebisCamosxmis ostati gamxdara. erTxel masTavisive xarjiT zemoTnaxsenebi zariCamousxams da swored dedaTa monas-trisaTvis Seuwiravs, sadac misi rCeu-li imyofeboda...

didi xnis mere Seyvarebuli aznau-ris naostatari gamorCeuli zari iqvemTis Ziras mdebare mamaTa monasterSigadautaniaT. monastris zarebis Sewy-obili JRera saocari xmiT efinebodaTurme axlomdebare soflebs. TiTqmissaukunes miRweuli adamianebi, rocaZvel ambebs ixsenebdnen, zogjer im za-rebzec Camoagdebdnen sityvas _ isexmianobdnen, msmenels sasoebasTan er-Tad saamo ganwyobac eufleboda.moSorebiT, venaxebsa da yanebSi mo-muSave glexebi uneburad SeCerdebod-nen da mokrZalebiT iwerdnen pirj-vars. zarebis xma xeobebSi eqoebadiRvreboda da Soreul mTebsac swvde-bodao...

mere qveyana rom gadabrunebula,monasterSi wirva-locva SeuwyvetiaT.sabWoTa xelisuflebis mesveurebstaZris mimdebare nagebobebi axali cx-ovrebis Sesabamisi SenobebisaTvis _sabWoebis, kolmeurneobaTa kantore-bisa da skolebisaTvis _ gadautaniaTaxlomdebare soflebSi. samreklozeCamwkrivebuli, xmaSewyobilad mJRerizarebic wauRiaT. zogi skolebisTvismiuciaT, zogi dakargula. aznauriseu-li moxatuli zari ki Cveni soflisSuagulSi did cacxvze daukidniaT dakolmeurneTa Sesakrebad Semohkravd-nen xolme, roca krebebze eZaxdnen axa-li cxovrebis maSenebel glexebs. mereCamouxsniaT cacx