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CXv, Hcn°epw kºq¿ÆamImØ ]hmkØns‚ I≈Øcßfn√mØ HtcSv amXw.

]hmkw hnjbambn´p≈ H´\h[n FgpØpIfp≠v.aebmfnIfpsS ]hmkhnjbØn\v, Kƒ^pw Atacn°bpw

atejybpw _¿Ωbpw Hs° ]›mØesamcp°nbn´p≠v.At∏mgpw \msams° ad∂pt]mbhsc°pdn®v AYhm

I≠n´pw Nn¥n°msXt]mb Hcp sNdnbIq´w ]hmknIsf°pdn®mWv, Fs‚bo FgpØv.

aebmf\mSv ]ctZihmkam°nbhsc°pdn®v \ΩƒNn¥n°p∂ns√¶n¬, Ahsc \mw kz¥w \m´pImcmbnAwKoIcn®pIgn™p F∂mWv A¿∞amIp∂sX¶n¬ AXv\ΩpsS Ahtijn°p∂ \∑bmIs´.

Ab¬cmPyØp\n∂pw tIcfØnseØn ]mdmhv tPmenkzoIcn®v D]Poh\w XpScp∂ Kq¿JIfpsS PohnXsØ°pdn®pff Fs‚ At\zjWamWv Cu t\mh¬.

c≠mbncØnsb´n¬ Rm\nXv FgpXptºmƒ t\∏mfn¬cmP`cWambncp∂p. Hcp DƒKmaamb _mMva sshZypXoIcn®ncp∂n√.

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kwhn[m\w sXcs™Sp∏neqsS A[nImcØn¬ h∂v, _lpam\y\mb ]pjv]Ia¬ ]P≠ P\m[n]Xy t\∏mfns‚ kmcYnbmbn.

CXn\Iw _mMvabn¬ sshZypXnsbØntbm F∂pRm≥At\zjn°p∂n√.

]ehn[ ImcWßƒ Is≠Øn aS°bmX `b∂v P∑\mSvhnZqcÿambnt∏mb temIsØºmSpap≈ ]hmknIƒ°vap∂n¬ ap‡odmant\bpw IpSpw_tØbpw Rm≥ ss[cy]q¿∆wka¿∏n°p∂p.

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Hm¿ΩIƒ bmXIfmWv.ASp°pw Nn´bpan√mØ a\kns‚ Xo£vWamb k©mc

ßƒ...IqsS IcptX≠Xv Fs¥∂ ap≥Xocpam\an√msX, FhnsS

CdßWsa∂ ap≥\n›btaXpan√msX, ]mtYbsØ°pdn®vthhemXn kq£n°msX hgnbºesØ∏‰n ]Xo£]pe¿ØmsX Zriy\nc¥XbneqsSbp≈ lkzhpw Zo¿LhpambBflmhns‚ alm]bmWßƒ...

]gbapdnIƒ ]eXpw hgnbnept]£n®v ]pXnbapdnIƒhen®psImt≠mSpIbmWv Hm¿ΩIfpsS Icnh≠n.

kabw sX‰n, Imew sX‰n, EXp°fpsS Iahpw sX‰n®psIm≠v...

Ipdt®sd Hm¿ΩIƒ dnavemens‚ Akzÿamb a\ neqsSXeßpw hneßpw HmSnbncºn. th¿]mSns‚ thZ\bpw ]pd∏mSns‚ D¬°WvTbpw IqSn°e¿∂v IepjnXamb Nn¥m[mcIƒ.

kzbw ]dn®p\Sm≥ t]mIp∂ \mń¬ a\ n\v thtcmSm\mbp≈ ê`qbnjvSamb aÆp≠mIptam?

Ct∂mfw Pohn®bo \mńte°v C\nsbs∂¶nepw Hcp kµ¿iI\msb¶nepw aSßnsbØm≥ CSbp≠mIptam? F¶n¬A∂o tIcfw kz¥w \mSv Fs∂mcp DƒkzcapW¿Øptam?

dnavemens‚ t_m[Øns‚ Dd®`qansb H∂msI aqSnb aebm◊ Hcp B¬acambn hf¿∂v XnSwh®v XmßpthcpIƒ s\©ØvIpØn B a\ msI aqSn\n∂p.

sXtßmeIƒ henb ]®bcnhmƒ]nSn® ssIIƒhninbmXmsamgntbmXn.

dm]vXnkmK¿ FIvkv]kv sskd¨ apg°n tÃj≥ hnSpIbmbncp∂p. hndtbmsS \S∂p\oßnØpSßp∂ hm¿≤IyØns‚ InX∏pt]mse, GtXm ITn\ ZpxJw a\knsemXp°nbA\p`hkº∂\msbmcp hr≤s\t∏mse, A[nIw \ofmsXsskd≥ s]s´∂v D≈nsemXp°n.

Zp¿_eNnØ\mb dnavemens‚ \njvIf¶X\nd™ apJwZpxJØm¬ IqSpX¬ \njvIf¶ambn. A[nIcn® kpJ ZpxJßƒ F∂pw AbmfpsS sNdnb IÆpIsf IqSpX¬ IS™vsNdpXm°ptºmƒ, angn\o¿ ]pgsbmgpIpw, IÆpIƒ sNºcØn

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bnXfpIfmIpw.tla¥nIbpsS apJØv D’mlw h¿≤n®phcp∂Xv dnavem¬

i≤n®p. ]nt∂m´v \oßp∂ ImgvNIfpsS IuXpIw A©phbkpImcnbmb aIfn¬ DW¿Øp∂ AXymÀmZw AbmfpsSt\mhpIsf sXm´p.

Cfb ktlmZcnbmb aukanbpw tla¥nIbvs°m∏wP\mebpsS IºnbgnIƒ°nSbneqsS ssIIƒhoin. AhfpsSapJØv hyk\w \ng¬ hogvØnbncp∂p.

bmXmsamgn.taman ZoZo1 ssIhoin \n¬°p∂Xv dnavem¬ I≠p._‘p°tfbpw Ab¬°mtcbpw Dƒs°m≠ P\Ønc°n

s\mSphn¬ FdWmIpfw F∂v lnµnbnepw Cw•ojnepw aebmfØnepsagpXnb a™®mbaSn® kna‚ v ]eIbpw IS∂v IΩyqWnÃv]®Iƒs°m∏w Xg®vhf¿∂ ]mgvs®SnIƒ ]S¿∂ KpW\Nn”ßƒ \nd™ kna‚ v thenbpw IS∂v s]mSnbpw ]pIbpw]pc≠v \nc∂p \n¬°p∂ hnf°pImepIfpw IS∂v t]mIthh≠nbpsS Imcncpºv NIßƒ°v K¿∆njvTamb thKX h¿≤n®p h∂p.

ktlmZcnbpsS apJØv L\o`hn® mhw dnavemen\v Adnbmw.Hmtcm bmXbpw Hmtcm hn`P\amWv.Hmtcm ]hmkhpw Hc¿∞Øn¬ hn`P\InbbmWv, ChnsS

bnXm kvt\lkº∂hpw kmtlmZcy]q¿Æhpambncp∂ Hcp`h\Øns‚ IpSpw_hn`P\w.

kzmX¥ytØmsS hn`Pn°s∏´ almcmjvSØn¬ \n∂pwhn]coX Zn°pIfnte°v HmSnbI∂ a\pjy¿°v A∂v s\m¥n´p≠mIpw. Hcp hoSn\pffn¬ Ign™ncp∂ Ch¿°v XΩn¬ ]ncnbth thZ\n°p∂Xpt]mseXs∂.

“_phm2...”tla¥nI CSbv°nsS dnavemens‚ apJtØ°v Xncn™p

t\m°ns°m≠v ]pdtØ°v hnc¬Nq≠n D®Øn¬ ZriyßfpsShm‹bNnXßsfgpXm≥ ian°p∂p.

]pdtØ°v Xs∂ angn]mInbncn°p∂ Ba3bpsS Ihnfn¬sXm´pw i‡ntbmsS X´nhnfn®pw ]ns∂ FXn¿hisØ ko‰n¬Nmcnbncn°p∂ _mtP4tbbpw _pbn5tbbpw I©p_phm6

tbbpw Hs° t\m°nhnfn®pw F√mhtcmSpambn Ahƒ ImgvNIfnse IuXpINe\w ]¶psh°m≥ ian°p∂p.

1. apXn¿∂ ktlmZcn, 2. A—≥, 3. AΩ, 4. A∏q∏≥, 5. AΩqΩ, 6. sIm®—≥

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Hscm‰ImgvNt]mepw \jvSs∏ScpsX∂v AhtfmSv Btcm\njvI¿jn®ncn°p∂Xpt]mse ]pdtØ°v Xs∂ IÆpIƒ]mInbhƒ ImgvNIƒ hgpXnt∏mImXncn°m≥ i≤n°p∂pap≠v.

Hcp]t£, tla¥nIbpsS PohnXØnse HSphnesØ tIcf°mgvNIfmbncn°mansX∂v AhfpsS a\knencp∂v Bsc¶nepwHm¿Ωn∏n°p∂p≠mImw.

“Ipt™, Hs°bpw IÆpXpd∂v It≠mfq” F∂v..P\n®Xp apX¬ ]n®h®v hf¿∂v HmSnØS™v hoWv ap´p

c™v c‡w s]mSn™ aÆnt\mSv bmX]dbpIbmsW∂v AdnbmØ A©phbkpImcnbpsS a\ v ]pdwImgvNbpambn NßmØØnembn.

\ndw aßnb Xqhmebm¬ angnIsfm∏pIbmbncp∂ dnavemens‚ apJtØ°v ameXn Xncn™pt\m°n.

XSn®v]c∂ B henb apJsØ Ibv]v ad®v, Hcp sNdpaµlmkw hcpØn mcytbmSv Abmƒ ]p©ncn®p. Ahƒ as‰mcpaµlmkw ]IctaIn. AhfpsS IÏfnepw \\hv \nd™p\n∂ncp∂p, h‰msX, XpfpºmsX... AhcncphcptSbpw t\m´wH∂mbn GIaIfmb tla¥nIsb hm’eytØmsS XgpIn.

ZoZntbmSv bmX]d™v Im¬sXm´v s\dpIbn¬ hbv°ptºmgpw mcybpsS sNdnb IÆpIfn¬ CtX\\hv D≠mbncp∂Xvdnavem¬ Hm¿Øp. ktlmZcnbmb tamantbmSv amXrXpeyamsbmcp kvt\lw dnavemens\t∏mseXs∂ ameXnbpwkq£n°p∂p≠v. kz¥w amXm]nXm°fpw ktlmZcßfpwCt∏mgpw Pohn°p∂ P\n®phf¿∂ \mSmb tIcfw Dt]£n®vaIƒ°pw ¿Ømhn\pw ¿Ømhns‚ IpSp_mwKßƒ°pw H∏wbmXsNtø≠nh∂ ameXnbpsS a\kv koXmtZhnsbt∏mseas‰mcp ZWvUImcWyIØneqsS \S°pIbmImw, `¿Xr]mZßƒ ]n≥XpS¿∂pXs∂.

]ctZihmkw as‰mcp h\hmkamWv.ameXn°v ]pXnb \mńse PohnXw h\hmkw BImXncps∂

¶nse∂v dnavem¬ BKln°p∂p≠mbncp∂p.sNdp∏°mcpsS ssIbSnbpw _lfhpw s]s´∂v Db¿∂p.sXm´∏pdsØ ]eko‰pIfnepw tImtfPv ]nt≈cmWv.ZqctØtXm ]^jW¬ tImtfPn¬ ]Tn°p∂ BÏpń

Ifpw s]ÏpńIfpw, CSIe¿∂ncp∂v Xamibpw _lfhpambp≈ bmX, Ah¿°v tLmjbmXbmWv.

kº∂cmb amXm]nXm°ƒ D≈hcmbncn°mw, F¶n¬ hnZym`ymkImeL´w Ah¿°v BtLmjßfptSXv Xs∂bmbncn°pw..

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sSbn\v hyKXtbdn.C\n aq∂p ]IepIfpw c≠v cmXnIfpw....£oWn® icocØn\p≈nse tISp_m[n® lrZbhpambn

_phm Xmt≠≠ Zqctam¿Øv dnavemens‚ AIw s\m¥p.Iptd\mƒ ]cn]q¿Æhniaw \n¿t±in® njKzc∑mcpsS hm°pIfpw B aI≥ Hm¿Øp. ]t£, Fs¥ms° Bscms° ]d™n´pw Cu bmXbv°mbn XnSp°wIqńb _phmbpsS at\mhnNmcßƒ FXbmtemNn®n´pw dnavemen\v hy‡amIp∂n√.

]\n]nSn® icochpambn _mMvabn¬ \n∂pw Aep]pctØ°vFØnbt∏mtg°pw ap‡odmw BsI Xf¿∂pt]mbncp∂p.Np°pw IpcpapfIpw NX®n´v Im®nb N°c°m∏nt°m, IpcpapfIvs]mSn Nmen® dΩnt\m AS°m\mhmØ Npabn¬°pcpßnb izmksØ HSphn¬ Xoh]cnNcW hn`mKØnse IpgepIfn¬ Ipcp°m\p≈ tUmIvS¿amcpsS iaw.

_mMvabnse ssiXyw s\©Øv IqSph® I^w ap´bn v hncnbn® Ip™pßƒ ]mWhmbp `£n°m\n√mØ BhemXntbmsS IpdpIp∂p≠mbncp∂p.

ASnb¥c Ah[nhmßn Kƒ^n¬\n∂v Aep]pctØ°vdnavem¬ ]d∂ndßptºmƒ AbmfpsS a\kp\nd™p \n∂Xvsamss_¬t^mWn¬ \n∂v ImXneqsS s\©pInf® ZoZnbpsShnem]ambncp∂p. XmfwsX‰nb lrZbsØ AXym[p\nI kv]µam]\nbn¬ sXfnbp∂ aSßnapdn™p\oßp∂ tcJIfneqsS\nco£W hnt[bam°nbncns° Bbncp∂p dnavemens‚ hchv.

Xoh]cnNcWhpw hnetbdnb Huj[hpw HcpIpSpw_Øns‚ ]m¿∞\bpw...

ap‡odmw IpgepIfn¬ \n∂pw hntamNnX\mbn.c≠mgvNapºv Xoh]cnNcW°nS°bn¬ H∂cbmgvN Ign®p

IqńbXns‚ £oWw B IÆpIfn¬ Ct∏mgpw _m°nInS°p∂p. imcocnImhiXIƒ samØambn D≈n¬ Aa¿ØnbAdp]Ø©vImc\mb ap‡odmw C√mØ Dt∑jw apJØv hcpØm≥ ian°p∂p.

Hcp IpSpw_w samØambn h¿jßƒ Pohn®dn™ tIcfwDt]£n®v t]mhpIbmWv, ]emb\w XpStc≠nh∂ A`bm¿∞nIsft∏mse.

_phmbv°v sXmćnIn¬ Ccn°p∂ BabpsS ZrjvSn sNdpaIfmb tla¥nIbnemsW∂v dnavem¬ I≠p. Abmfpw aIsft\m°n.

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hmXnen\cnIn¬ \n¬°pIbmbncp∂ ]h≥ Ah¿°cnInte°v \Ss∂Øn, BatbmSv tN¿∂ncp∂p. FXbpw thKwAep]pctØ°v aSßnt]mIm\mbn XnSp°ap≈ ]h≥Xoh≠n°v thKXt]msc∂v Nn¥n°p∂Xmbn tXm∂pw, B apJwI≠m¬. Iº\nbn¬ DSt\ ÿncs∏Smhp∂ sXmgnens\°pdn®pw AXneqsS e`yamtb°mhp∂ A[nI hcpam\sØ°pdn®pw Gsd ]Xo£tbmsS ktlmZc≥ kwkmcn®ncp∂Xpw dnavem¬ Hm¿Øp. Ip™\pP\mb ]ht\mSpw, Ip™\pPØnbmb aukantbmSpw dnavemen\v GsdbnjvShpw henbhm’eyhpw D≠v.

Hcp \ni_vZX ]pdØv\n∂pw Im‰nt\msSm∏sa∂t]mseAh¿°v \Sphnte°v ]d∂phogp∂p≠v...

sSbn≥, sskd¨ \ońapg°n.h≠nthKw h¿≤n°p∂p.Dcp°v NIßƒ ]mfØnepcbp∂ i_vZhpw Xmfhpw...`mhn`qXßƒ ]hNn°m≥ kn≤nbps≈mcp Ejnsbt∏mse

Xoh≠n kwkmcn°pIbmsW∂v dnavemen\v tXm∂n. _phm,Xs‚ apJtØ°pXs∂ t\m°nbncp∂v Xs∂°pdn®v Nn¥n°pIbmsW∂pw.

Hcp am¥nIIÆmSnbneqsS ImeØn\∏pdtØ°v t\m°ptºmƒ, ]Xn‰m≠pIƒ°v apºv _mMvabn¬\n∂pw bmX∏pds∏Sp∂ kz¥w apJw aI\n¬ ]Xn_nw_n°p∂Xmbn, IpSpw_tØbpw Iqń Nnc]cnNnXa√mØ A\ytZitØ°v s]mdpXn°vt]mIp∂hs‚ ktµlw I\ØpInS°p∂Xmbn ap‡odmwImWp∂p≠mImw.

dnavem¬ Nmcnbncp∂v IÆpIfS®p.h≠nbpsS i_vZw hm°pIƒt]mse D≈nte°v hoWp\nd

bpIbmWv.“Cu \mSpt]£n®v t]mIp∂ \n\°v t\mhp∂p≠v, At√?”InX∏n\nSbn¬ izmksaSpØpsIm≠v Xoh≠n tNmZn°p∂Xv

Dƒ°mXdn™p.dnavem¬ IÆpXpd∂p, _phm ]pdtØ°v t\m°nbncn°p∂p.hbteeIƒ aÆn´paqSn ]e\neIfp≈ sIńSßƒ ]WnXv

]pXnb \Kcßƒ D≠m°p∂p... hfcp∂ d∫¿tXm´ßƒ°nSbn¬ t\¿Øpt]mIp∂ sXßn≥tXm∏pIƒ... aW¬J\nIfn¬]mW≥]nS™v ]mXmfØnte°v HgpInsbmfn°p∂]pgIƒ... kºØns‚ Zp¿taZkm¬ No¿Ø a\kpIƒ...

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A\nhmcyamb Cu aS°sØ°pdn®v \ymboIcWßtfmsS_phm Nn¥n°pIbmsW∂v dnavemen\v tXm∂n.

“\ns‚ a°ƒ ]mXna\tkmsS amXat√, \nt∂msSm∏w k©cn°p∂Xv? AhcpsSapJw Aßs\ ]dbp∂nt√?”

Xoh≠n _phmtbmSv tNmZn°p∂p≠mImw...Xoh≠n°v bmXnIcpsS a\ dnbmat√m... ]emb\ßƒ°v

IpdpsIbpw ]Stbm´ßƒ°v s\SpIbpw HmSn°nX® kzm\p`hßfneqsSbp≈ Xncn®dnhpIƒ. \mSpISØens‚ th¿]ncnbens‚ IqSnt®cens‚ ]p\xkamKaØns‚ `mhhyXymkßƒ.

“Rm\panXpt]mse ]Xn‰m≠pIƒ°v ap≥]v Fs‚ \mSnt\mSpw....”

_phm Bizkn°p∂p≠mImw...dnavemens‚ Nn¥Ifnte°v P\mebneqsS Im‰v i‡ntbmsS

X≈n°bdnh∂p. Xoh≠nbpsS i_vZw apgßnbncºn. h≠nsbmcp ]mew IS°pIbmbncp∂p. \ncpt∑jw XfwsI´nbdnavemens‚ t_m[Øns‚ ]meßfneqsS Nn¥Iƒ HmSn°S°ptºmse.

_mMvasb°pdns®mcp BZnkvarXnbmbn dnavemens‚ a\knsemcp amUntJmebpsS AXoµobamsbmcp L\kzcw Ccºnbm¿Øp.

CSbv°vapdns™mcp Xmcm v, ]mXnbpd°Øn¬ \n∂v Ipep°nbpW¿Ønb Ip™ns\t∏mse Aep]pcw Bflmhn¬ \nehnfn®p.

Imt‰‰v Xpd∂ ]pkvXIw t]mse a\kn¬ Hm¿ΩIfpsSXmfpIƒ Iaan√msX ]n∂nte°v Xpd∂p Xpd∂v t]mIp∂p.

“lmbv \√ckw...”tla¥nI GtXm Hcp ImgvNbnte°v hnc¬Nq≠n. dnavem¬

t\m°ptºmtgbv°pw aIƒ I≠ ImgvN HmSnad™ncp∂p.ImgvNbn¬ ckw]nSn®ncn°pIbmWv, Ahƒ aukantbmSv

Bcm™p.“Xoh≠nbn¬ BZymbn´m?”Ahƒ As√∂v Xebm´n, hnjmZ`mhw Hfn∏n®v ktlmZc∑m

cpsS t\¿°v t\m°n.CjvSan√msØmcp bmX a\knte‰p∂Xns‚ AkzÿX

aukanbpsS apJØv\n∂pw hmbns®Sp°mw. AhfpsS t\m´w]pdsØ ]®∏pIfnsehnsStbm hoWpNnXdp∂p. kz¥w a\kvAep]pcØv h®n´v h∂ncn°p∂Xpt]mse.

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at‰sXmcp hml\Øns‚ thKtØbpw tXm¬∏n°m\p≈i‡ntbmsS, ]WbØns‚ ambnI]mfßfneqsS k©cn°pIbmbncp∂ AhfpsS PohnXbmXbpsS am¿§at≤y, Zp¿hn[nt]mse ISs∂Ønb Cu Xoh≠nbn¬ Ccp∂v Ahƒ Fs¥ms°bmImw Nn¥n°p∂Xv?

]Wbw D√mkbmXbmWv. ]Wbn\nIƒ hnt\mZ k©mcnIfpw.

tla¥nI apØ—s‚ ASpsØØn... tNmZyw Bh¿Øn®p.ap‡odmapw A√msb∂v Xebm´n.

“FXXhW bmXsNbvXn´p≠v Xoh≠nbn¬?”Hm¿ΩIƒ samØw NnI™mepw FÆnØn´s∏SpØm≥

Ignbns√∂v Adnbmambncps∂¶nepw Abmƒ Hmtcm bmXIfpwHm¿sØSp°m≥ ian®p.

“F∂mcp∂p, BZyambn sSbnt\¬ IbdnbXv?”“]≠v... ]≠v, hfsc]≠v...”“]≠v... AsX∂m?!”“Iptdh¿jßƒ°v apºv... tZ \ns‚ _phm \n∂nepw sNdpXm

bncp∂t∏m...”“H‰bv°m...?! _mtPb∂v t]Snt®m..?!”Abmƒ Nncn®psIm≠v t]c°p™ns\ kz¥w icoctØmS

W®v, Ip™ns‚ Ihnfn¬ apØn.apØ—s‚ Hm¿ΩIfpsS Icnh≠n°v sIm®paIƒ

]®s°mSnhoip∂Xpt]mse.

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Aamhmkn ]pX® cmXn.IgpInbpW°nb Hcp tPmUn hkvXßfpw IpJcn1bpw h®

XpWnk©n apdnbpsS aqebn¬ ]`mXØn¬ bmX]pds∏Sm\mbn DW¿∂ncn°p∂p.

ISbp∂ IctfmsS hndbm¿∂ Npt≠msS sNdp∏°mc\mbap‡odmw aIs‚ Ihnfn¬ apØan´v, aIsf a\kntes°∂t]mse s\t©mSv tN¿ØW®p.

H∂padnbmsX Ip™pßƒ Ddßp∂p.`mcybpsS IÆo¿tNme IhnfneqsS AbmfpsS lrZbØns‚

AKm[Xbnte°v hgntXSn, Ccpfn¬ FhnsStbm hoWpNnXdn...kvt\labnbmb `mcybpsS Ihnfnse \\hv XpS®psIm≠v,AhfpsS Icßƒ Ih¿∂p sIm≠v Abmƒ ]Xn⁄sbSp°p∂p.

“FhnsSsb¶nepsamcp sXmgn¬In´n, Hcp hoSv Xcs∏SpØnbn´v Rm≥ HmSnsbØpw... \nßsf IqsSs°m≠pt]mIpw...”

\n›bZm¿Vyw amXambncp∂p ap‡odmans‚ kºØv.kzX¥`mcXw.t\∏mfn¬\n∂pw C¥ybnte°p≈ sXmgnet\zjIcpsS

Hgp°v, ap‡odmw ]hmlØns‚ `mKamIp∂p.GsXmcp ]hmkntbbpw t]mse X\n°p≈sX√mw kz¥w

aÆn¬h®n v XpSßnb bmX. CjvSs∏ v kvt\ln®v IqsS°q´nb`mcytbbpw HºXphbkmb aItfbpw c≠v hbkv XnIbmØaIs\bpw ]nd∂aÆn¬ A¿∏n®v ]m¿∞\ItfmsS Bcw`n®Zn\cmXßƒ Xm≠p∂ Im¬\SbmX.

DØ¿]tZinse GtXm Hcp Xoh≠nbm∏okv... Icn]nSn®CcpºvXqWpIfpw XIcta¬°qcbpw.

h≠n ImØncp∂h¿ Hscm‰°q´w... BZywh∂ h≠n Z£nWZn°nte°mbncp∂p.

“B Zn°n¬ sXmgnep≠v...”Btcm ]d™p. Bsc√mtam Ibdn.]q¿Æa\t msS bmXsNøp∂n√, Hcp bmXnI\pw, ]tXyIn

®pw sXmgnet\zjIcmb Hcp ]hmknbpw, ]mXna\kv ]nbs∏´hcpsS AcnIn¬ G¬∏n®n´v XpSßp∂ Hcn°epw ]cn]q¿ÆamImØ kmºØnImt\zjWßƒ.1. t\∏mfnIƒ D]tbmKn°p∂ aq¿®bp≈ \o≠ IØn

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A∂phscI≠nń√mØ `mcX`qanbnse ImgvNIfneqsSAdnbmhgnIfneqsSbp≈ ]bmWw... At\zjWØns‚XpºØv]nSn®v A‘amb `bw ]n≥XpScptºmgpw, AXphscImWmØ AdnbmØ GsX¶nepsamcnSØv Hcp sXmgn¬ ImØncn∏ps≠∂ hnizmkw ssZhsØt∏mse hgnIm´p∂, AZriye£yØnte°p≈ ]bmWw.

C¥y hfcpIbmbncp∂p.]pXpXmbn apf® hyhkmbimeIƒ, hm\tØ°v hfcp∂

]pI°pgepIƒ. IcnºpI BImi\oenasb sISpØp∂ ImgvN.IΩyqWnÃv djybpsS hnπhIcamb hymhkmbnI Im¿jnI

]ptcmKXnIfn¬ BIrjvScmb cWm[nImcnIƒ Duńb ]©h’c ]≤XnIfneqsS sImgpØp XpSßp∂ cmPyw sXmgnet\zjIcmb Ab¬cmPy°mcpsS hmKvZØ`qanbmbncn°p∂p.

B `qanbneqsS ap‡odmw k©cn°pIbmbncp∂p.AbmfpsS Hmtcm Im¬hbv∏nepw kq£vaXbp≠mbncp∂p.

A]cnNnXamb ]tZiØpIqSn \S°p∂ ]ctZinbpsS AXohkq£vaX.

BbncØnsXmffmbncØn Fgp]Xmam≠nse t¢iIcambbmX sXs°mcnSØv, Aep]pcØv Ahkm\n®p.

CSXpssIhncepIƒ heXpssIapń¬ sXm´v Hc\pjvTm\wt]mse DtZymKÿs‚ apºnse tai∏pdØv IpJcn h®v Xdbn¬sXm´v \akv°cn°p∂p. amt\PcpsS Imen¬ sXmSm\mImØAIeap≠mbncp∂p; taibv°v Iosg.

Dd∏p≈ ssI]nSnbpw, an∂p∂ hmbvØebpap≈ aq¿®tbdnbhenb IØn. AXn¬ ap‡odmans‚ apJw ]Xn_nw_n®p.

t]cpw ]mbhpw hnemkhpw ]ucXzhpw km£ys∏SpØp∂HutZymKnItcJt]mse... hnZymkº∂Xbpw I¿ΩcwKsØap≥]cnNbßfptSbpw km£y]Xßƒ t]mse... sNhnIƒc≠pw ImWpw hn[Øn¬ apJw apgph\mbp≈ kao]ImesØSpØ t^mt´mt]mse...

tai∏pdØv IpJcn Xnfßn.Imh¬°mcs‚ sXmgn¬e`n°m≥ A∂v Hcpt\∏mfn°v

th≠nbncp∂ G‰hpw henb tbmKyX, IpJcn Iøn¬ IcpXnbncn°pI F∂p≈Xmbncp∂p.

XnI™ BtcmKyhpw bta¬°mØ a\kpw Acbn¬ sIńb hoXnbp≈ tXm¬s_¬‰nse Ddbnepdßp∂ ss[cyØns‚tkmX mb IpJcn ]kcn∏n°p∂ clkybq¿÷hpw...

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aebmf samgnIfn¬ ]mWs‚ ]m´pIƒt]mse ]Npc]Nmcwt\Snbncp∂, tIcfobs‚ b`mhaSßnb Hcp hnizmkw... cmXnbnepw ImgvNbp≈ ]penbpsS IÆpIfp≈ Imhemƒ, IØnDdbn¬ \n∂qcnbm¬ Hcn°¬t∏mepaXv c‡w sXmSmsX Ddbnte°v XncnsI hbv°pIbn√...

‘C≥Uym¬t°m’sb∂ k¿°m¿hI Aeqan\nbw Iº\nhmXn¬°¬ sXmgnenSw Xpd∂pIn´p∂p, Imh¬°mc\mbsXmgnemfn°v.

‘Kq¿J’

\njvIf¶cmb \n›bZm¿Vyap≈ Imh¬tPmen°mcpsSs]mXp\maw.

Imew EXp°ƒ°v Imh¬\n¬°p∂p.hn\bm\znX\mb ap‡odmans‚ Bflm¿∞Xbn¬ taeptZymK

ÿ¿ kw]oXcmIp∂p. IpSpw_sØ Iqńs°m≠v h∂v s]mdp∏n°m\mbn Iº\nhI Izm¿t´gvkpIfn¬ HscÆw A\phZn°s∏Sp∂p.

Hm¿ΩIfpsS ]mfßƒ \o≠vInS∂p, _mMvabn¬\n∂pw...A©v ]Xn‰m≠pIƒ°v A∏pdsØ Hcp cmXnbn¬ \n∂pw....dnavemens‚ `mh\ HcpNnXIYm]pkvXIØmfpIfnse

sNdpXpw hepXpamb IfßfneqsS, ASn°pdn∏pIfneqsS F∂apdbv°v \oßpIbmbncp∂p.

]nXmhns\°pdn®p≈ `mh\bpsS t_mKnIfpw sXmSpØvhen®v, dnavemens‚ a\kneqsS HmSpIbmbncp∂ Xoh≠nsbNßehen®v \ndpØnbXpt]msebmbncp∂p tla¥nIbpsSs]s´∂p≈ tNmZyw.

“_phmbpw ]≠o sSbnt\ev Ibdntbm?”AtXsb∂v XeIpep°n.as‰mcph≠n sXmćnInse ]mfØneqsS FXn¿Zn°nte°v

HmSnt∏mbn. aIfpsS tNmZyhpw h≠nbpsS Ccºepw IqSn°e¿∂p.

dnavemens‚ a\kpw k©cn°pIbmbncp∂p, Aep]pcaps≈mcp Zn°nte°v.

BbncØnsXm≈mbncØn Fgp]Ønaq∂v.D®Øn¬ \oń°qInhnfn®psIm≠v I¬°cn∏pI Xp∏p∂

Bhnb¥Øns‚ i‡nbm¬ IpXn°p∂ Xoh≠nbn¬Øs∂Bbncn°pw A∂v bmXsNbvXXv.

[cn®ncn°p∂ Ip∏mbØns‚ sh◊bn¬ Icn]nSn°p∂,IgpØph´sØ aS°pIfn¬ Icnbpw s]mSnbpw ASn™pdbp∂

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bmXbpsS Hm¿Ω... Ae°nbmepw ]q¿Æambn ambmØ ]d¶namhn≥ Np\bmbn Hm¿ΩbnsehnsSsb¶nepw?

FX ian®n´pw dnavemens‚ Hm¿Ωbn¬ B A©phbkpImc≥ FhnsSbpan√...

tamanZoZntbmSv tNmZn°Ww. CfbktlmZcs‚ ssIøpw]nSn®v \S∂ ]Xns\m∂v hbkpImcn tN®n°v a\kn¬ apZWwsNøs∏´ Fs¥¶nepsamcp kvacW, BZybmXsb°pdn®v,ImWmXncn°m\nSbn√.

Abmƒ a\kn¬ BKln®p.tamanZoZn h≠nbpsS ]pdØv πm‰vt^man¬ Cud≥IÆpIfp

ambn ssIhoin\n∂v bmXmawKfw t\cp∂ps≠∂v tXm∂n.Hm¿ΩIƒ kq£n®phbv°m≥ BWpßtf°mtfsd s]Æp

ßƒ°mWv IgnbpIsb∂v FhnsStbm hmbn®n´p≠v.ASp°n kq£n°m\mImØ Hm¿ΩIsf∂pw \netØ°v

Ańadns™mcp Aeamcbnse ]pkvXIIq´ßfmWv. HmtcmtcmImeßfn¬ FgpXs∏´, hmßs∏´, \meaXmtbm A©maXmtbm ]p\x]kn≤oIcWw sNøs∏´ ]pkvXI Iq´ßƒ...Bh¿Øn®v hmbn°s∏´Xpw, Hcn°¬t∏mepw hmbn®v ]q¿Ønbm°m≥ IgnbmXncp∂Xpw...

Znhkßƒ \o≠p\n¬°p∂ Xoh≠nbmX a\kn¬ _m°nbnSmhp∂ Ipep°aps≈mcp XmfØns‚ t\¿sØmcp injvSsa¶nepw...

C√.Hm¿ΩIfpsS Ip∂pIƒ J\\wsNbvXn´pw BZybmXbpsS

Ahtijn® sXfnhmbn Hcp t^mknept]mepan√. ]Xn‰m≠pIƒ ap≥]p≈ _mMvabpw dnavemens‚ a\knen√.

Ipń°mesØSpØ Idp∏pw shfp∏pw amXaps≈mcpt^mt´mt]mepw hońen√mbncp∂p...

A©phbkphscbp≈ _meyw samØambn, Hm¿ΩIƒt]mepw A∂hnsSbm _mMvabn¬ Dt]£n®n´mbncn°mwAep]pctØ°v amXm]nXm°ƒ°pw apXn¿∂ ktlmZcn°psam∏w bmXt]mbXv. AXn\m¬ amXambncn°mw tIc`qanbpsSizmkw s\©v \nd™phnßp∂Xpw, C∂o ]dn®p\Soens‚ thZ\a\kns\ Xf¿Øp∂Xpw...

]t£,_mMvabnte°p≈ BZybmX Ct∏mgpw C∂sesb∂

t]mse AbmfpsS Hm¿Ωbnep≠v. c≠mwh¿j _ncpZhnZym¿∞nbmbncns°bp≈ BZybmXbpw PohnØnse BZyZo¿LbmXbpw.

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ISepIƒ Xm≠nbp≈ \mevaWn°q¿ BImibmXbpw F´vh¿jsØ acp`qhmkhpw \¬ImØXneptasd Fs¥ms°tbm\¬Inb _mMvabnte°p≈ BZybmX ad°p∂sXß\?!

BNmc]Imcap≈ _m°¬1 Ign°pIsb∂Xns\m∏w,t\∏mƒ ]mkvt]m¿´v kºmZn°m\pw, `mhnbn¬ Ipd®v `qanhmtß≠p∂Xnte°v Bhiyamb Nne HutZymKnItcJIƒD≠m°m\pw Hs°bmbn _lphn[ Dt±iyßtfmsSbp≈bmXbmbncp∂p.

bmXm\p`hßƒ tI´t∏mƒ Hs°bpw Ipdn®phbv°m\mbn]d™Xv kl]mTnbmbncp∂ kplrØmb kptcjmbncp∂p.Hm¿ΩIƒ ajn]S¿∂ A£cßfmbn ]pdwN´IfS¿∂ t\m´p]pkvXambn sI´pIƒ°p≈n¬ FhnsStbm D≠v... B Ipdn∏pIƒ hmbn®XneqsSbp≈ AdnhpIƒh®psIm≠mWv ameXnbpwBZyambn ImWm≥t]mIp∂ C\nbp≈ Imew ]m¿°m≥t]mIp∂ _mMvasb°pdn®v C∂v Nn¥n°p∂Xpt]mepw.

Abmƒ `mcysb t\m°n.ameXnbpsS aebmf ioXzap≈ angnIfn¬ ajn]S¿∂ncn

°p∂p.dnavem¬ t\m°n.sNdpaIƒs°m∏w Ifn°p∂ _phmbpsS apJØv Bizmk

`mhap≠v. PohnXØnse hfschenb BKlkm£mXvImcØns‚ \nanjßfmb Cu aS°bX At±lsØ XnI®pwkt¥mjn∏n°p∂p≠v.

AWn™ncp∂ hfIƒ DucnsbSpØv Hmtcm\ndßfpw]IpØv A∏q∏s‚ ssIsh≈bnepw aSnbnepambn \ncØnh®p≈ tla¥nIbv°vamXw Adnbmhp∂ GtXm HcpIfnbmWXv. Ba IuXpItØmsSsb¶nepw AXoh i≤mephmbnXs∂ AhcpsSIfn I≠ncn°p∂p.

ImcpWy]q¿∆ßfmbncp∂ Ign™ Imeßsf°pdn®v, Aep]pcsØ hn´pt]mIth t\mhn°p∂ AZriyßfmb sImfpØpIsf°pdn®v dnavem¬ Nn¥n°pIbmbncp∂p.

]h≥ HcmgvN∏Xn∏nse XpS¿°YbnemWv....\mØq∑m¿ Ft¥m kwkmcn°pIbmWv.h≠nbpsS Gßen\nSbneqsS dnavem¬ Ahsc i≤n®p.

bmX]dbms\Ønb HmtcmcpØ¿ \¬Inb kΩm\ßsf°pdn®mWv aukan ameXntbmSv N¿®sNøp∂Xv.

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“XncnsI hcWw.”“ad°cpXv”“Rßsf ad∂mepw Cu aÆns\ ad°cpXv.”“hntijßsfms° Adnbn°Ww.”“CSbvs°ms° h∂pt]mIWw.”“Kƒ^vbmXbv°nSbn¬ s\Spºmt»cn hgnsb¶nepw.”dnavem¬ Aep]pcsØ Hm¿Øp. Ab¬°mcptSbpw kplr

Øp°fptSbpw ]cnNb°mcptSbpw aebmfw Hm¿Ωbn¬\n¿_m[w ]Xn[z\n°p∂p.

Hm¿Ω Dd®\mƒ apX¬ I≠phf¿∂ F√m‰nt\mSpw a\ n\p≈ s]mcpØw.

Ah[n°meØpw, hnhmltijw t]mepw ]mXevIgn™m¬dnavemen\v ho´nencn°m≥ BIpambncp∂n√.

“Zp¿a¥hmZnIƒ B`nNmcInbIfm¬ Bhmln°ptºmsebmWv Ihebpw ]cnNb°mcpw \m´phntijßƒ]¶phbv°m\mbn dnavemens\ hnfn®psIm≠v t]mIp∂Xv”

ameXn ]cmXn ]dbmdp≠mbncp∂Xv Hm¿Øp.Kq¿Jbmb ap‡odmant\mSv D≈Xneptasd HcnjvSw dnavemen

t\mSv Aep]pcØpIm¿ ]ecpw kq£n°p∂p≠v. Abmƒ°vAhtcmSv AXntesdbpw. AXpsIms≠ms°bmWt√m c≠paq∂v Znhkßfmbn Ab¬°mcpƒs∏sS ]ecpw dnavemens\bpw ameXntbbpw kµ¿in®Xpw bmXmawKfßƒ t\¿∂Xpw.

h≠nbpsS thKXIpdbp∂p, ]mfßfpsS A‰Ip‰∏Wnsbs¥¶nepw \S°p∂p≠mImw, bmX°mcpsSapgph≥ i≤bpw]pdtØ°mbn.

aq∂v

bmX]dbms\ØnbXmbncp∂p tKm]me≥ amjv.dnavemens\bpw CfbØpßtfbpw kv°qfn¬ ]Tn∏n®Imew

apX¬ hfscbSp∏w ]ckv]cw kq£n°p∂p≠v. amjnt\msSm∏w Ccn°msX F√mhcpw hyXtbmsS Np‰nepw \n∂p. tla¥nI amXw _lpam\n°m\dnbmsX, CjvStØmsS At±lØns‚ aSnbn¬ Ibdnbncp∂p.

amjv, saen™pWßn RcºpIƒsXfn™ ssIIfm¬Ip™ns‚ XeapSnbn¬ hm’eytØmsS XgpIp∂p.

amjn\v \akv°mcw sNm√ns°m≠v Ntµ´≥ Ibdnh∂p,Gsd°mew B¿anbn¬ cmPyØns‚ ]e`mKßfnembn tkh\a\pjvTn®n´p≈, ]tcm]Imcnbpamb Ab¬°mc≥.

“AkpJw ]q¿Æambn t`ZambXn\ptijw bmX sNbvXm¬aXnbmbncp∂p.”

X\n°nt∏mƒ bmsXmcp kpJt°Spans√∂pw, ]gbXnt\°mƒ BtcmKyhm\msW∂pw ap‡odmw kt¥mjtØmsSNtµ´s\ Adnbn®p. sImSpapSnIfpsS Dbcßƒt]mepw\n›bZm¿VyØm¬ IogS°nb NcnXap≈hcpsS hwiØn¬]nd∂hs‚ Dd∏p≈ a\kv.

“CXthKw, aSßWambncpt∂m? Ip™ns‚ ]Tns∏ms°apSßpsa∂v Nn¥n°ptºmƒ... AXn\p≈ kuIcysam∂pwAhnsSbn√msb∂v tIƒ°ptºmƒ...”

hnZym[\w k¿∆[\m¬ ][m\sa∂v hnizkn°p∂ Hc≤ym]Is‚ ktµlßƒ.

“H∂pans√¶n¬ sh´hpw shfn®hpap≈, sXm´SpØv Hcpkv°qfpw Bip]Xnbpw Ds≈mcnSØv \mgnaÆv hmßmambncp∂p. C∂sØ°meØv hnZym`ymkan√msX Fßs\bm a\pjy≥ hfcpI?”

Ab¬°mcs‚ Ip‰s∏SpØp∂ kzcw.Xp—amb s]≥j≥XpIbpsS knwl`mKhpw a°fpsS hnZym

`ymkØn\mbn \o°nshbv°p∂ hnap‡`S\v hnZym`ymkhnjbßfn¬ Xt‚Xmsbmcp ImgvN∏mSp≠v.

“Ht∂m¿Øm¬ Chscms° aSßnt∏mIp∂Xv Xs∂bmWv\√Xv. A∂m´n¬ IrjnsNøm\pw Ibdn°nS°m\pw aÆpw]pcbpsams° kz¥ambn D≠mIptºmƒ... hmSI\¬In FXImeam as‰mcptZiØv Ignbm\mIpI?”

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amjv Ntµ´t\mSmbn ]d™p.“dnavemens‚bm kplrØv... F¥m AbmfpsS t]cv?”t]cv Hm¿sØSp°p∂p.“Mm.. kptcjv. C∂se Ft∂mSv ]dbphm amtj... hnap‡`S

∑mscms° Imh¬tPmen°v Cdßnbncn°p∂Xn\memWtXt\∏mfnIfmb Kq¿JIsfms° sXmgnen√mØhcmbncn°p∂sX∂v....”

“AXpw kXyØns‚ `mKat√, Nµm...? aebmfnIsfms°skIyqcn‰n kYm]\ßƒ \SØpIbt√ ChnsS... ho´pthe°msct∏mepw ÿm]\ßƒ hgnbt√, C°meØv e`n°q...”

“]ckv]cw ]≠p≠mbncp∂ hnizmkw apgph\mbn\jvSambncn°p∂p. Imh¬°mcmbn´mbmepw ho´pthe°mbn´mbmepw Hcmfnt\bpw hnizkn®v \ndpØm≥ BImØ Imeambncn°p∂p. ]ns∂ In´p∂ s]≥j≥sIm≠v PohnXs®ehv h´saØn°m≥ Ignbp∂n√ amsj, AXpsIm≠m Cu ]gb]´mf°mscms° tIzm´m In´p∂ aZywt]mepw A[nIhnehmßnhn‰pt]mIp∂Xv...”

sNøp∂Xv sX‰msWs∂mcp t_m[w Ntµ´s‚ kzcØn¬dnavem¬ Xncn®dn™p.

“aq∂vt\cw BlmcwIgn®v, apjnbmØ ap≠pSpØv, kabmkabw tUmIvSsd°≠v hm¿≤IyklPamb AkpJßƒ°p≈ acp∂phmßn°gn°m\mbn In´p∂ s]≥j≥ sIm≠vamjn\v XnIbptam?”

hnjmZØns‚ HXp°¬ Hcp s\Spho¿∏v amXw.Ip™ns‚ XeapSnbn¬ XgpIns°m≠v amjncp∂p.“ChntS°v ]hmknIfmbn h∂v kXyk‘XtbmsS tPmen

sNbvX Ab¬cmPy°msc°pdn®v \Ωfmcpw Ct∂hsc Nn¥n®n´p t]mepan√! AhcpsS Bhiyßfnte°v \ΩpsS k¿°mcpIƒ bmsXm∂pw sNbvXn´pan√. temIØv ]ebnSßfnembnNnXdn∏m¿°p∂ e£°W°n\v aebmfnIƒ°pth≠n, C¥ym°m¿°pth≠n a‰v cmPy°mtcmSv kwkmcn°m≥ ]ns∂ \aps°¥v A¿lXbmWp≈Xv?”

Ntµ´s‚ tcmjØn\v adp]Sn]dbmØ amjns‚ ipjvIambhncepIƒ Ip™ns‚ intcmtcJ XncbpIbmbncn°Ww.

“C°meØv GsXmcmfmWv ]hmkn A√mØXv? t\∏mfn¬\n∂v Aep]pctØ°v h∂ \ΩpsSbo ap‡odmapw. Aep]pcØv \n∂v Kƒ^nte°v t]mb Cu emepw, Xncph√bnte°v sI´n®b® AhnSp∂v Atacn°bv°v t]mb tamfn°p´nbpw amXa√,

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s]m≈m®nbn¬ \n∂pw C∂mńseØn ]gb XIc∏mÍƒ s]dp°p∂ apcpI\pw, Xncph\¥]pcØv \n∂v \ΩpsS k¿°m¿]≈n°qSØn¬ hm[ymcmsbØnb A\ncp≤\pw.... Hc¿∞Ønes√¶n¬ as‰mc¿∞Øn¬ Chsc√mw ]hmkw A\pjvTn°p∂h¿ Xs∂bt√? hoSvhn´v as‰mcnSØv ]m¿Øv A∂w tXSp∂h¿?”

]gb ¢mkvapdn°p≈n¬ amjv ]Tn∏n°pIbmsW∂v dnavemen\vtXm∂n, Abmƒ Nne\nanjßfn¬ AdnbmsX ]gb hnZym¿∞nbmbn.

“F¶n¬ icn°p≈ ]hmknIƒ Rßft√ amtj? amXrcmPyØn\pth≠n ]hmknIfmb ]´mf°m¿... Adnbs∏SmØKmaßfn¬\n∂p t]mepw ]pds∏´v `mcXØns‚ AXn¿ØnbnseØn a™paeIfnse S©pIfn¬ Dd°anf®ncn°p∂h¿...CdmJn¬ Ct∏mgpw XpScp∂ Atacn°≥ ]´mf°mcpw ]hmknIƒ Xs∂bt√...?”

Zo¿L\nizmkØn\pw Hcp ]´mf®n´bp≠mbncp∂p.“]hmkw...! ssIØg°an√msX D]tbmKn®p]tbmKn®v

aq¿®bS¿∂pt]msbmcp ]Wnbmbp[w!!”Ntµ´\v BtcmsSms°tbm hntZzjap≈Xpt]mse.“]hmkw! B hm°n\v ]cymb]Zan√... AXdntøm?”amjv Ntµ´t\mSv tNmZn°p∂p. aebmf\mń¬ ]hmknI

fmb t\∏mfnIƒ tIńcn°p∂p.hnjbw ho≠pw Np‰nØncn™v tla¥nIbpsS XpS¿]T\Øn

seØn.“kvIqfn¬ t]mbn okpsImSpØpw, hnZym`ymk hnN£W¿

FgpXnbp≠m°p∂ Icn°pew A\pkcn®pa√ ]≠p≈ a\pjy¿ ]Tn®Xpw Adnhv kºmZn®Xpw... ]Øncp]Xv h¿jw ¢mkvapdnIfn¬ Ccp∂v ]Tn®v t\Sp∂ AdnhpIƒ ]co£bpw hnPbhpw A√msX AXnseX iXam\w PohnXØn¬ ]tbmP\s∏Smdp≠v? ]mT`mKßfn¬ \n∂v AI∂p≈ ]mtbmKnI]cn⁄m\amWv a\pjys\ ]cn]q¿Æ\m°p∂Xv. ]Tnt°≠sX√mw Hmtcm]IrXnbpw Ah¿°vNp‰pw Hcp°nh®n´p≠mIpw. Adnhp≈amXm]nXm°ƒ Xs∂ [mcmfw... Ipń°v Bhiyap≈ AdnhpIƒ ]I¿∂psImSp°Ww.”

ameXnsb t\m°nbmWv ]d™p\ndpØnbXv.“NpW°pńbmbn hfcWw, tIt´m...?”tla¥nI A\pkcWtbmsS Xebmń.amjv bmX]d™Xn¬ ]nt∂bpw Ntµ´≥ Ipd®pt\cw IqSn

Ah¿s°m∏ancp∂v kwkmcn®p.

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Ntµ´s‚ ]mbsØ tXm¬∏n°p∂ D’mlap≈ kzcwtIƒ°ptºmƒ, kptcjns‚ hm°pIfmbncp∂p dnavemens‚a\kn¬.

BtcmsS∂n√msX kptcjns‚ ]Xntj[kzcw.“P∑\mSns‚ kwc£WØn\mbn buh\w X¿∏Ww sNbvX

hsc th≠pwhn[w BZcn°m≥ \ΩpsS `cWm[nImcnIƒ°vi≤°pdhpIfp≈Xpt]mse. \mevIp∏n tdj≥ dΩns‚ elcnbn¬ ]´mf°YIƒ Abhnd°n Ahscms° ImelcWs∏SWsa∂v Bscms°tbm BKln°p∂Xpt]mse... buh\w_m°n \n¬s°Øs∂ hncan®hcpsSt]mepw BtcmKyap≈a\kv cmjvS\n¿ΩnXn°mbn F¥psIm≠v D]tbmKs∏SpØp∂n√?”

Ntµ´≥ bmX ]dbptºmƒ dnavemens‚ Icßƒ tN¿Øp]nSn®n´p≠mbncp∂p.

“\ns‚ _phm `b°pwt]mse, \msfhcps∂mcp `mcXob`cWIqSØn\v t\∏mfnt\mSp≈ kulrZw ths≠∂v tXm∂nbmtem? \ns‚ _phm HcpZo¿LZ¿inbmbncp∂p F∂v Imew]dbn°mXncn°t´... ]Whpw kabhpw e`n°ptºmsgms°C∂m´nte°v hcWw.. FhnsS Bbncp∂mepw h√t∏mgpsamcpHm¿Ω... Kƒ^nte°v t]mIpwhgnt°m hcpwhgnt°m CSbvs°m∂v CdßWw, C∂sØ°meØv t\∏mƒ HØncnZqcsØm∂pa√.”

Ntµ´s‚ i_vZw Xcfambncp∂p. H∂pw ]dbm\mImsXdnavemepw.

Ct∂mfw a\kv ImØph®ncp∂ Aep]pcØv\n∂pw amXr`qhnte°p≈ ZqcsØ°pdn®v Nn¥n®p. Kƒ^nte°p≈ AIesØ°pdn®pw.

A∂pan∂pw AhntSs°ms° HtcZqcat√...? bmXbpsSthKXbv°v Zqcw Ipdbv°m\mIptam..? Icnh≠n°v ]IcsaØnb ]pjv]pƒ Uok¬ F©n\pIƒ°v hen®pw X≈nbpwZqcw Ipdbv°m≥ Ignbptam...? `qJWvUßƒ Xm≠p∂ Bhn°∏epIƒ°v ]IcsaØnb hnam\ßƒ thKØn¬ ]d∂m¬ZqcsØ AXnewLn°m\mIptam...?

Zqcßƒ F∂psat∏mgpw bmXnIcpsS a\knemWv, ZqcßfpsS AfhptIm¬ Hmtcm bmXnIs‚bpw a\kv amXamWv.

]ctZinIƒ Zqcam]\nIfmWv.sSbn\n\p≈n¬ s]s´∂pb¿∂ sNdp∏°mcpsS ssIøSnbpw

_lfhpamWv dnavemens‚ Nn¥IfpsS NcSvs]m´n®Xv. h≠n

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sskd¨ apg°n, hnZym¿∞nIsf imkn°p∂ A≤ym]Is\t∏mse.

hfIƒh®p≈ IfnaSpØv tla¥nI ameXntbmSv t]mscSpØpXpSßn. Gsd]nbs∏´ Ifn∏m´Øn\mbn.

s]mXns°ńsehnsStbm BWv ]nbmt\m... _phmbv°v kpJans√∂dn™v ]pds∏´ dnavemens‚ s]ńbn¬ BsIbp≠mbncp∂Xv, aIƒ°mbn apsºt∏mtgm hgnhmWn`°mcnbmb HcpssN\m°mcnbn¬ \n∂pw hmßnh®ncp∂Xv.

AsXSpØv sImSp°m\mbpff apØ—s‚ ip]m¿i, sNdpaIƒ°v AXymÀmZambn.

“ChfpsS ]nSnhmin°v hfanSp∂Xv apØ—s‚ kvt\l[mcmfnØamWv”

acpaIfpsS ]cn`hwtI´v ap‡odmw Nncn®p.A≤zm\n°p∂Xn¬ ep_v[\√mØ ap‡odmans\ dnavem¬

Hm¿Øp.IqSpX¬ t\cw tPmensNbvXv, Ipd®pIqSpX¬ aZy]n®v, mcy

tbbpw a°tfbpw IqSpX¬ IqSpX¬ kvt\ln®v, hn\oXhnt[b\mbn Np‰p]mSpap≈ kIetcbpw BZcn®v, \m´mNmcßsfkz¥w BNmcambn _lpam\n®psIm≠p≈ Hcp [mcmfnbpsSPohnXw.

]nXmhns\°pdn®v aI\v A`nam\ap≠v.tla¥nI NnWpßm≥ XpSßn... BtcmsSmsbms°bp≈

tZjytØmsS ameXn _mKpIƒ ]cXn. πmÃnIv \qepsIm≠vs\bvX hmbvXpd∂ henbIoi \netØ°v Ncn™phoWp.

AXn\p≈n¬\n∂v Hcp Ipt™me Xe\oń dnavemens\t\m°n, kptcjpambp≈ kulrZw Hm¿Ωn∏n®p.

c≠p\mƒapºv bmX]dbm\mbn h∂t∏mƒ kptcjv \¬InbPoh\p≈, hfcps∂mcp kΩm\w.

“CsXmcp \mS≥ \√bn\w ssXømWv.. t\∏mfnte°v \obnXvsIm≠pt]mIWw.. ]pXnbhoSn‚ ap‰Øv \´phf¿ØWw....Fs‚ Hm¿Ωbv°mbn.”

kptcjv Nncn®psIm≠v sXmćnIn¬ \n¬°ptºmse.“a\pjy≥ acn®S°nbn v amXa√ sXßn≥ssXIƒ \tS≠Xv.

Pohn®ncn°p∂ Fs‚ kvamcIambnXv \ns‚ ho´pap‰Øv hfcs´...”

HØncn]tXyIXIfp≈ kptcjns‚ kz`mhw dnavemen\vGsd ]nbambncp∂p. AXpsIm≠v Xs∂ _ncpZ]T\Øn\v

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tijhpw, C°mewhtcbpw, Ah¿ ]ckv]cw kulrZwkq£n°p∂p.

“Hmtcm ]m¿ń°mcpw c‡km£naWvU]ßfmbn I¬kvXq]ßƒ sIńbp≠m°p∂Xn\v ]Icambn Hmtcmacßƒ \´p hf¿Ønbncps∂¶n¬, [mcmfw kvacWIpSocßƒ D≠mIm\mbn\ap°v Bin°mambncp∂p. ]ckv]cw sIm∂v kz¥w AWnIsfkwXr]vXns∏SpØp∂ ]m¿ńcmjvSobsØ°pdn®v tJZnt°≠mbncp∂p. tIcfØn¬ Atßmfantßmfw FX sXßpIfn∂vCf\o¿°peItf¥n \n¬°pambncp∂p...”

F¥neptaXnepap≈ kplrØns‚ thdns´mcp ImgvN∏mSns\°pdn®pw Bt£]]cnlmk[z\n \nd™ hm°pIsf°pdn®pwdnavem¬ Nn¥n°th,

“I≈p\nd® IpSßƒXpfpºpw I≈o \n∂psS amdn¬...”kptcjv, ISΩ\n´°hnXbpsS CucSnIƒ sNm√n.“CXv hf¿∂v Imbv°pwapºv Rm≥ \ns‚ \mSpImWm\mbn

hcp∂p≠v... Hcp Zn\sa¶nepw F\n°pw \ns‚ ‘ams®]qs®’1IWn

I≠pWcWw...”bmX]dbpw apºv kptcjv BKln®p.

1ams®]qs®: lnamebØns‚ `mKamb Db¿∂p\n¬°p∂ Hcp ]¿∆XinJcw.

t\∏mfnse H´pan° Zn°pIfn¬\n∂pw ImWm≥ Ignbpw.

\mev

Ccp´nte°v HmSn°bdp∂ h≠nbn¬ Dd°sØ Xm°oXpsNbvXpsIm≠v ]pdsØ ]nt∂m v ]mbp∂ Ccpfn¬ Ip™psh´ßƒ°mbn Xncbp∂ IÆpItfmsS dnavem¬ t\m°nbncp∂p.

_mMvabn¬ XpSßm≥t]mIp∂ ]pXnb PohnXØnt∑ep≈BIpeXIƒ AbmfpsS Nn¥IfnemsI \nd™p.

aIfpsS P\\hpw hf¿®bpw... \gvkdn ¢mkn¬ anSp°nbmsW∂v tI´t∏mƒ D≠mb kt¥mjhpw ]Xo£bpw... aIƒ\∂mbn ]Tn°p∂Xn¬ i≤n°Wsa∂v HmtcmZnhkhpw mcysbHm¿Ωn∏n°mdp≠mbncp∂Xpw... Np‰ph´sØm∂pw kvIqfpIsfm∂pt]mepw C√mØ _mMvasb°pdn®p≈ \ncmibpw CSbvs°ms° ]\nhcmdp≈ aIfpsS BtcmKysØ°pdn®v, Np‰ph´sØm∂pw Bip]XnIfn√mØ Hcp \mSv D≠m°p∂ bmi¶Ifpw...

dm]vXnkmK¿ FIvkv]kv Xangv\m´nse GtXm Hcp KmawXm≠p∂p. Aßnßv shfn®Øns‚ sam´pIƒ. s]s´∂vNqfwhnfntbmsS thKX Ipdbp∂p... Sm°n¬\n∂pw hfscZqcØ√mØ Hcpt£XØnse D’hw, \ndZo]ßƒ... h¿Æ hnf°pIfpsS Ae¶mcßƒ... Bƒ°q´w.

AdnbmsX dnavemens‚ a\knsemcp ]m¿∞\ \nd™p. BAºeØnse Abmƒ°dnbmØ ]XnjvTtbmSv:

“bmXbn¬ ImtØmftW AtΩ..”as‰√mhcpw Dd°amWv. dnavem¬ F√mh¿°pw Imhembn

DØnjvT PmKXtbmsS DW¿∂ncn°p∂p. GgwK IpSpw_Øns‚ apgph≥ kºmZyhpw IptdsI´pIfmbn ko‰n\Snbnepw\Sp°pambn h®n´p≠v. _mMvabnte°p≈ I∂nbmXbnse_phmbpsS Hm¿Ωs∏SpØ¬ ho≠ptam¿°pIbmbncp∂pdnavem¬.

“klbmXnItcmSv NßmØambns°m≈q BtcmSpw Xs∂AXncphns´mcSp∏w mhn°cpXv, AhcpsS AIwImWm≥ \ap°vIgnbn√t√m. Ah¿ Xcp∂sX¥pw hmßn°gn°cpXv, h√ab°pacp∂pw X∂v ssIønep≈sXms° Ih¿∂v IS∂pIf™mtem? kz¥w t]cv ]dt™mfq, ]t£ ]q¿Æamb hnemkw\¬IcpXv, mhnbnsemcphn\bmtI≠t√m... kz¥w ZpxJßfpsSI\ap≈ aSnioe as‰mcmfns‚ ap∂nepw Hcn°epw Xpd°cpXv.am\knIambn \s√mcSp∏an√mØhs‚ kamizmkßƒ I]Skm¥z\ßfmbncn°pw. F√mhcpw H∂n®pdßcpXv, HcmƒhoXw

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Dd°anf®v Ccn°Ww, bmXbnepS\ofw.”]mbtadnb _phmbpsS hm°pIƒ a\kn¬kq£n®psIm≠v

Xs∂ Zo¿LZqc bmXIfneqsS DcpØncn™ \√ kulrZßsf°pdn®v hmbn®pw ]d™pw tIń´p≈Xv Abmtfm¿Øp.

ssIIƒ ]ckv]cw Ih¿∂v H∂msbmcp \ng¬ CS\mgnbneqsS \S∂pt]mbn. tImtfPp hnZym¿∞nIƒ F√mhcpw Ddßnbn´p≠mIn√. Dd°an√mbva ]iv\ßƒ krjvSn°mØbuh\w... AhcpsS ]hrØnIƒ h≠nbpsS Dƒhiw as‰mcpIemebam°pIbmImw...

Hmtcm Iemebhpw ]WbIpSocamWv. HmtcmcpØcnepwIemebw hnNmca√, hnImcamWv.. hn`mKob Nn¥Iƒ°∏pdw,H∂n®p]Tn®h¿ XΩnep≈ _‘ßfnse Bghpw ]c∏pw Dd∏pw.

IpSpw_mwKßfpw sSbn\pw F√mw dnavemens‚ Np‰ph´Øp\n∂pw am™pt]mbn.

ssk]kv acßƒ Imh¬\n¬°p∂ Im¬]\nIX hnS¿Øp∂ Iemeb Xncpap‰tØ°v dnavemens‚ Hm¿ΩIƒ kptcjnt\msSm∏w \S∂pIbdn.

tImtfPv hcm¥bneqsS \S°pIbmbncp∂p.\o≠hcm¥bnte°v Nm™phogp∂ shbn¬, At∏mƒamXw

hnS¿Ønbn´ Ikhvt\cyXpt]mse AXns‚ tate°v sNºIacw \ng¬®nXßƒ Xp∂p∂p.

Iemeb \Spap‰sØ hr£apØ—\mb ]pfnhmIbpsSI\Ø ]≈bnte°vNmcn thcpIsfmcp°nb aSnØń¬ Ah¿Ccp∂p. apIfn¬ Im‰ns‚ Iøn¬ lcnXNmacw.

\o≠bnS\mgnbneqsS doabpw Iq´pImcnIfpw \S∂pt]mIp∂Xv I≠v, kt¥mj`mhw dnavem¬ apJØp\n∂v Hfn∏n°m≥ias∏Sptºmƒ, kptcjv i≤n®p.

“tZ doasbt∏msemcphƒ \S∂pt]mIp∂Xv I≠pthm...?”“AXv AhƒXs∂bmWv.”dnavemens‚ apJw XpSpØp.doabpw dnavemepw.AhscmgnsI kptcjn\v amXadnbmhps∂mcp ]Wbclky

ambncp∂p. t]cpIfnse kmZriyw t]mse a\kpIfnepw s]mcpØap≠mbncp∂pthm?

¢mkn¬ BsIbp≠mbncp∂ AºØnaq∂pt]cn¬ aq∂n¬c≠pw s]ÏpńIfmbncp∂p. Ahcn¬ doa amXambncp∂p,dnavement\mSv kvt\ltØmsS a\kv \¬Im≥ Xømdmbn h∂Xv.

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Hcp aebmfns]Ïpń Xs∂ ]Wbn°psa∂v Ah≥ Hcn°¬t∏mepw kz]v\w I≠ncp∂n√. ]Wbn°m≥ HcpIq´w BÏpńIƒ Np‰pap≈t∏mƒ awtKmfnb≥ apJaps≈mcp Kq¿JbpsS aIt\mSv Hcp aebmfns∏Æn\v ]Wbw tXmt∂≠ Imcytabn√t√m.

s]¨sImSnamcpsS ]Wbk¶¬∏ßƒ Hcp]mSv amdn°gn™ncp∂p. ]T\ImeØv tamt´m¿ ss_°pIfnsemcp en^v‰v..sFkvIow ]m¿edpIfnsemcp a[pcap≈ XWp∏v, kn\namsImÍIfnse am‰n\n Ccpfn¬ hncepIfnse C°nfnkv]¿iw,hm¿jnI ]co£bpsS th\ens\mSphn¬ am∏v]ds™mcpbmXmsamgn. A]q¿∆ ]Wbßƒ amXw ImeØn\v tbmPn°msX kzbw a\kpw Poh\pw XyPn®v ]cmPbw kΩXn®p.

]Wb]®∏pIƒ ]´pt]mIp∂ th\eh[nIƒ.tlm°n]cnioe\w Ign™v hnb¿∏v \\™ tXm¿Øn¬

apJwXpS®v dnavem¬ ssaXm\Øv \n¬°ptºmƒ HmSnbpwNmSnbpw AXve‰v ]cnioe\w Igns™Øp∂p, doa.

]ckv]cw Ah¿ t\m´ßfneqsS kwkmcn®p. ]p©ncnIfneqsS kt¥mjn®p. Hmtcm A`n\µ\hm°pIfneqsSbpw ]ckv]cw AwKoIcn®p.

Hcp hneIqSnb ]pXph¿j BiwkmIm¿Un¬ Xs‚ lrZbwNne hm°pIfneqsS ]I¿Øn dnavemen\v \¬Inbt∏mƒ Ahs‚lrZbambncp∂p IqSpX¬ anSn®Xv.

Hcp\√ Ifn°mc\mbm¬amXw t]mcm, henb SoapIfn¬CSwIn´m≥ henb kzm[o\hpw sNehpw th≠nbncp∂p. ]eIfn°m¿°pw ÿnchcpam\aps≈mcp sXmgn¬ t\Sm\ps≈mcpIpdp°phgnbmbncp∂p Ifnbpw hnPbhpw. IfnItfbpwIfn°fßtfbpw kvt\ln® dnavemen\v Ahkcßƒ hmXn¬Xpd∂n√.

“t\∏mfnIƒ°v Hcp ]co£Ifnte°pw ]tXyI Cfhpw\nba\ßfnte°v ]tXyI kwhcWßfpw tIcfØnsehnsSbpan√ kptcjv.”

A`bm¿ØnXzØns‚ hyYIƒ kptcjpambn ]¶n´p.Xoh]cnioe\Øns‚ Zn\ßƒ ImØp\n∂ncp∂p.dm©nsbSpØ ]¥v hSnbpsS hf™Np≠Øv sImØn

sbSpØh≥ FXncmfnbpsS tKmƒapJtØ°v ]d∂ndßn.hnPbw.ap≥\nc°fn°mc\mb dnavemens\ F√mhcpw A`n\µn®p.

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k¿∆Iemime a’chnPbnIfmbn h∂ Sow AwKßsftImtfPnse ImbnIt]anIƒ amebn´v kzoIcn®v Pbvhnfn®vBÀmZ]IS\w \SØn.

doa, dnavemens‚ IgpØn¬ ]\n\o¿lmcw AWnbn®p. Aht\mSv Ahƒ°p≈ kvt\lw Iq´pImtcmsSms° Xpd∂p Im´m≥Hchkcambn AhfXv Is≠¶nepw dnavemeXv Adn™`mhw\Sn®n√.

a‰p]ecpw Ahs‚ IgpØneWnbn® lmcßƒ°p≈n¬AhfWnbn® ]\n\o¿lmcw Ipcpßnt∏mbncp∂p.

“Hcps]Æn\v ]ISn∏n°m≥ Ignbpwhn[Ønse√mw Ahƒa\kv Xpd∂p, At√..? \osb¥v Xocpam\n®p?”

kptcjnse tkmI´okv tlm°n Ku≠n\p ]pdØp≈ AcaXnen¬ Ccn°pIbmbncp∂p. tNmZyßƒ sXmSpØv DØcßfnte°v tIƒhn°mcs‚ a\ ns\ sIms≠Øn°p∂ kw`mjWcoXnbmWv kptcjnt‚Xv. A[nIw ]dbp∂Xn\p]cn GsdtIƒ°p∂ ]IrXw, ASpØdn™ GsXmcmfpw Ahs\ ad°n√.

]cnioe\w Ign™v £oWn® icocw ]p¬∏pdØv InSØndnavem¬ hnian°pIbmbncp∂p.

Ah¿°cnIn¬ \nc\ncbmbn \n¬°p∂ kqNnImK ac\ncIƒ Im‰nemSn\n∂v ]SbmfnIsft∏mse DdpanNpg‰p∂p.

HcpØchpw \¬Im\n√msX dnavem¬ ]p¬∏pdØv ae¿∂pInS∂p. BflhyYIƒ hm°pIsf \ntj[n®psIm≠v \n»_vZcmbn.

t\∏mfnsb∂ t_m[w Ahs‚ ]WbNn¥Iƒ°v tasehensbmcp `mcsaSpØph®ncp∂p. \msf as‰mcp tZitØ°vaSßnt∏mtI≠h\v, Cu aÆnept]£n®v t]mIm≥ IgnbmØsXm∂pw IcpXnhbv°m\mhn√.

]Tn°p∂ A\pP≥, hnhmlØnte°v hfcp∂ A\pPØnam¿P∑\mSvamXw izmkØn¬\nd®v Pohn°p∂ amXm]nXm°ƒ.

“Bao _mMvam s^m¿Jnt\ t]m¿t®m. bm tIm amt´mamsImØn s_mindmt\. bmtØm tZsc ]cnh¿Ø≥ s_mbnsimIntbm. samssfX tatcm P∑`qan av sam¿tW s]m¿®.”

(_mMvabnte°v aSßntb Ignbq. ChnsS FXImew Pohn°m≥ Ignbpw. ChnsS henbam‰ßƒ h∂p Ign™p. F\ns°s‚ P∑\m´n¬°nS∂v acn°Ww)

_phmbpsS hm°pIƒ Ahs‚ a\kn¬ ]Xn[z\n®p.Ah\v Dt]£n°m≥ Ignbp∂Xv doabpsS ]Wbw amX

ambncp∂p.

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lcnXm`bpsS A\pKlobX\nd™ aÆn¬ thcpIfmgv∂pt]mb Ahs‚ izmkØn¬\n∂pw aebmfØns‚ tZhK‘wacn®mepw am™pt]mIn√. F√mw Adn™psIm≠pXs∂A[nIw sshImsX kzbw ]dn®p\tS≠nhcpw. thcpIsfm∂msI apdn™v thZ\tbmsS hmSn\n¬t°≠nhcpw...

“]Wbn°pIbpw ]Wbn°s∏SpIbpw sNøpIsb∂XvHmtcm buh\lrZbØnt‚bpw AhImiamsW∂v BcmWv]d™Xpw FgpXnbXpw?”

kptcjv tNmZn®p.“\nh¿∂p \n¬°m≥ Im¬]mZØn\pIosg qanbn√mØhs‚

]Wbw iq\ymImiØn¬ \o¥p∂ icocØns‚ `mcan√mbvabt√?”

kptcjv tNmZyßfneqsS Nn¥n°p∂p.sSbn≥. NIßfn¬ thKXIpd™Xns‚ IncpIncp∏v.

Dƒ\mńse GtXm sNdnb tÃj\cnIn¬ \n∂p.sXmćnIn¬ DdßpIbmbncp∂ ameXnbpsS ssIIƒ dnavemen

s‚ icocØv kv]¿in®p.“`mcy sXmćnIn¬ Ddßptºmƒ ]gb Iemeb]WbsØ

°pdn®v Hm¿°mtam...?”dnavem¬ hyk\tØmsS £am]WtØmsS kzbw tNmZn®p.

kz¿Æh¿Æw ]pjv]n®pInS°p∂ kqcyIm¥ntØm´ßƒ°nSbneqsS, Icnºn≥ ]mSßƒ°p≈neqsS, ]®°dntØm´ßƒ°cnIneqsS h≠n ]I¬shbn¬ Xm≠n.

tIcfØn¬\n∂pw hSt°m´v t]mIpt¥mdpw lcnXh¿ÆwIpd™pIpd™v hcnIbmWv.

sSbn≥bmXbnse F√m°metØbpw AtemkcßfmWvSnSnbnamcpw dbn¬th t]meokpw.. I¿Øhyt_m[a√. HmtcmIp‰hpw Ipdhpw A[nIhpw Is≠Øn ]ngbpsS t]cp]d™v`bs∏SpØn h√Xpw Xcs∏SpØm\p≈ Ffp∏hgnbmWv]lk\ kam\amb ]cntim[\Iƒ.

DƒKmaßfnse Hcp tÃj\n¬\n∂pw ASpØ tÃj\nte°p≈ hgnat[y ]gh¿§ßsfms° IqSbnem°n hn¬°ms\Ønb KmaoW¿ t]meokns‚ ssIøn¬s∏SmsX HmSp∂ h≠nbn¬\n∂pw Xmtg°p NmSp∂ kmlknIXbm¿∂ ssZ\yXbv°vapºn¬ bmX°m¿ \nklmbcmbn t\m°nbncp∂p. ]nSn°s∏´m¬ NpaØp∂ ]ngbSbv°m≥ \mep\mƒ \S∂phn‰mepwkzcp°q´m\mhmØX henbXpI th≠nhcpatX... πm‰pt^man¬ e`n°p∂Xneptasd cpNnbp≈ tISmImØ ]gßƒ

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]mXnhneb°v KmaoWcn¬ \n∂pw e`n®ncp∂Xv bmX°m¿°vGsd em`Icambncp∂p.

h≠n HmSnØo¿°p∂Xv B‘m]tZinse hnkvXrXhpwhnP\hpamb IrjnbnSßƒ Bbncp∂p. ]cpØnIrjnbmbncn°Ww, \c®\ndw aqSn\n¬°p∂ acßƒ.

dnavem¬ aItfmsSmØv Ifn®pw Nncn®pw....hnesImSpØv hmßnb ]mtYbØns‚ AcpNn. hm´nb

hmgbnebpsS K‘ap≠mbncp∂ s]mXnt®mdv Hm¿Ωbn¬cpNn®p.

FdWmIpfØp\n∂pw sKmc∏qcnte°v bmXXncn® h≠naq∂p cmXnIfpw c≠v ]IepIfpw ]n∂n´v DØ¿]tZinsetKm≠ tÃj\n¬ InX®p\n∂p.

sXm´SpØ πm‰pt^man¬ as‰mcph≠n Ahsc ImsØ∂t]mse InS°p∂p.

]pXnbh≠nbn¬ Ibdm\p≈ XnSp°tØmsS \S°p∂bmX°mcn¬ FXt]¿, Ah¿°v ImXßƒXm≠m\mbn HmSnØf¿∂ Xoh≠nsb°pdn®v Hm¿Øn´p≠mImw? IrX⁄XtbmsS FXangnbnWIƒ AcamXsb¶nepsam∂v Xncn™pt\m°nbn´p≠mImw?

b¥ØIcmdpIƒ bmXmhnLv\w hcpØp∂, sshIntbmSp∂ h≠nIsf°pdn®v amXta bmX°m¿ ]cmXnItfmsS Nn¥n°q, apjnthmsS Hm¿°q...

IrX⁄Xm]q¿∆w dnavem¬ Nn¥n®p, Hm¿Øp, Xncn™pt\m°n.

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Xnc°vIpd™ as‰mcpam¿§ØneqsS ]pXnbh≠n e£ywtXSp∂p.

t\∏mfnIƒ Gsdbp≠mbncp∂p Iºm¿ vsa‚n¬. klbmXnItcmSv Ipiew ]d™pw KmaØnse hntijßƒ tNmZn®dn™pw A©paWn°q¿ bmX°nSbn¬ _phmbpw Babpwhfschenb D’mlØnembn. CXImewIgn™ aÆpw PohnXhpw ad∂Xpt]mse... tla¥nItbmSvt]mepw t\∏mfnbn¬ amXwAh¿ adp]Sn]dbp∂Xv dnavem¬ i≤n®p.

Cdtß≠p∂bnSw Bsb∂v _phm ]d™p.Ba tXmƒk©nbn¬ Xnc™v t\∏mfnIfpsS kwkvIrXn

bpsS `mKamb UmIsXm∏nIsfSpØv `¿Ømhn\pw B¨a°ƒ°pw sImSpØp. AhcXv Xebn¬ [cn®p.

t\∏mfns‚ HutZymKnItcJIfn¬ ]Xn°p∂ t^mt´mbn¬BWpßƒ UmIsXm∏n [cn®ncn°Wsa∂v \n_‘\bp≠v,sXm∏n [cn°msXSpØ t^mt´m k¿°m¿ Imcymebßfn¬kzoIcn°mdn√. ]mkvt]m¿´v BhiyØn\mbn UmI sXm∏n[cn®v h¿jßƒ°v ap≥s]SpØ t^mt´m Ct∏mgpw dnavemens‚t]gvknencp∂v ]p©ncn°p∂p≠v.

_¿Wn tÃj≥. bmXbv°nSbn¬ ]e tÃj\pIfn¬\n∂mbn sSbn\n¬ Ibdn°qSnb t\∏mfnIƒ H∂msI Cdßnbt∏mƒ... t\∏mfnse Hcp tÃj\n¬ Xoh≠n \ndpØnbXpt]mse...

Xoh≠n aS°bmXbv°mbn ImØpInS°p∂p.bmXXpSßm\mbn Iptdtbsdt∏cpw ImØp\n¬°p∂p.

BZnbpa¥yhpan√mØ ]mfßfneqsS HmSnØfcp∂ Hcpk©mcnbmbn sSbn\pw.

UmIsXm∏n [cn®h¿s°m∏w a\kpsIms≠mcp t\∏mfnbmsW∂v kzbw hnizkn∏n®psIm≠v dnavemepw ho´pIm¿s°m∏w πm‰vt^maneqsS \S∂p.

Iptdtbsdt∏¿ D≠mbncp∂p. Fßs\sbms°tbm sNdnbIq´ßfmbn Ah¿ cq]s∏SpIbmbncp∂p.

tÃj\v ]pdtØ°v Xnc°n´v \S°th, dnavem¬ SnSnbnsbI≠p. ]mbtasdbp≠mbncp∂ AbmfpsS IÆpIƒ tla¥nIsb hm’eytØmsS XgpIp∂p≠v.

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dnavemen\v Bizmkw tXm∂n.

Sn°‰v FIvkman\¿ _phmsb hgnbn¬ XS™p. Sn°‰pIƒtNmZn®phmßn t\m°n.

t]cpIƒ tNmZn®p, hnemkhpw bmX]pds∏´ ÿehpw,Hs°.

tNmZyßƒ°v A∂v DØcßƒ \¬InbXv dnavemembncp∂p._phmbpsS hbkv \mev]Ønbmdv F∂v ]d™t∏mƒ tNmZyw

_phtbmSpw Bh¿Øn®p. _phm icnhbv°pIbpw sNbvXp.Sn°‰v _p°v sNøm≥t]mb I©p_phm1, _phmbpsS hbskXsb∂v \n›ban√msX Duln®v ]d™psImSpØt∏mƒ \mevhbkv Ipd™pt]mbncp∂p.

sX‰mb hnhcßƒ \¬In bmXsNbvXXn\p≈ ]ng\¬IWsa∂mbn DtZymKÿ≥.

hbskmcp henb]iv\ambn hgnbS™v\n∂p.CWßnbpw ]nWßnbpw ]cn`hn®pw t£m`n®pw ]ckv]cw

]eXpw ]d™p. IqsS Iºm¿´psa‚n¬ \n∂ndßnbh¿ CØncnsbm∂v ImØp\n∂n´v AhchcpsS hgn tXSn.

HSphn¬ ]ngsImSp°m≥ Xømdmbn.FXsb∂v Bcm™t∏mƒ Adp\q‰nbºXv cq]sb∂v.XpI Ipd®pIn´m\mbn XpS¿Ø¿°ßƒ.Hs°bpw I≠pw tI´pw sXm´IeØmbn \n¬°pIbmbn

cp∂ Hcp t]meokpImc≥ CSs]´p ]d™p.“tNmtSm bm¿, Kco_v BflotemtK... tXmSm Ip®v an¬tØ

tXm tesem.”(hn´pIf, ]mhßfmWv... Fs¥¶nepw Xcpsa¶n¬ hmßn°q)HSphn¬ ap∂qdpcq] ckoXpe`n°mØ ]ngsbmSp°n a\kp

sIm≠v i]n®pw hmbvsIm≠v ]mInbpw Ah¿ aqhcpw tÃj\v]pdtØ°v \S∂p.

]gbbmXbnse A\p`hw Abmtfm¿Øp. AXvHm¿°p∂pthm F∂v BatbmSv Bcm™p.

C¥y≥ hgnbmXbn¬ Xo¿Øpw ]ctZinIfm°s∏´ \nanjßƒ dnavem¬ thZ\tbmsS Hm¿°pIbmbncp∂p. h¿jßƒ°vtijhpw.

C¥y≥ sN°vt]mÃn¬ AXn¿Ønc£m tk\bmbncn°pw,]cntim[\ I¿i\ambncp∂p. XohhmZØns‚ \ngen¬ km[mcW°mcmb bmX°mscms° hfscb[nIw _p≤nap´p∂p≠v.1. sIm®—≥

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]≠nhnsS ]cntim[\ \maamXambncp∂p. dnavem¬ ]gbHm¿ΩIfn¬ ]cXn. ssIønep≠mbncp∂ _mKpIƒ A∂vshdptXsb∂t]mse H∂v Xpd∏n®pI≠v HmtcmcpØscbmbnISØnhnńcp∂p.

‘tamtf, PohnXØnemZyambn \obnXm \ΩpsS ss]XrI qanbnte°v Im¬hbv°phm≥ t]mIp∂p.’

Ft¥m sNhnbn¬ ]dbp∂Xv tI´v H∂pw a\knemImsXtla¥nI _phmbpsS apJtØ°v t\m°n.

Hcp XWpØ Im‰v Ip™ns‚ apSnbngIfn¬ hm’eytØmsSsXm´p.

kz¥w aÆn¬ Imephbv°m≥ t]mIp∂Xns‚ kmêywap‡odmans‚ a\kv Ihnbp∂Xv apJØv ImWmw.

_phmbptSbpw BabptSbpw icocØnemIam\w Hcp ]pXpHmPkv h∂p\ndbp∂p.

BabpsS apJw ]Imiam\amIp∂Xv dnavemens\∂pw kam[m\w \¬Imdp≠mbncp∂p. A\y\mń¬ Ignbp∂Xnep≈hnlzeXIƒ... ]Tn°m≥ t]mbncn°p∂ a°sf°pdn®v ]IepwImh¬ tPmen°v t]mbncn°p∂ ¿Ømhns\°pdn®v cmXnbpw...

a\kv hmSp∂ Nn¥Iƒ BabpsS apJØv HgnbmsØmcpapdp°w \nd®ph®n´p≠mIpw, Ft∏mgpw.

“F¥nepw ]Xdnhogp∂ a\kmWv BabptSXv. AtXa\kmWv \n\°v Inńbn´p≈Xv.”

AbmtfmSv ZoZn ]dbmdp≠v.Ct∏mgnXm BabpsS apJsØmcp ]pXnb ]Imiw. \S°p∂

Xn\nSbn¬ BImiØns‚ AIeßfnte°v, t\∏mƒ ae\ncIfnte°v \ofp∂ angnIfn¬ kt¥mjØns‚ shbn¬s]m∂v,ssiXymw_cØnse∂t]me...

BabpsS kvt\lap≈ ktlmZcßfpsS ASptØ°mWv,]nbs∏´hscsbms° ImWm≥ t]mIpIbmWv, AXns‚D’mlw.

Hmtcm sNdpIq´ßfmbn t\∏mƒ sN°vt]mÃn¬ FØnbt∏mƒ apt∂sbØnbh¿ Xo¿Ø \o≠hcnbn¬ ap‡odmapwIpSpw_hpw \nc∂ptN¿∂p. apt∂m´v t]mIm\mbn hnc¬Nq≠p∂ tla¥nItbmSv, ]´mf°mcpsS t]cp]d™v bs∏SpØm\p≈ dnavemens‚ iaw ]mXn hnPbn®p.

Im‰v tla¥nIsb h´wNp‰n.“Hbne cmØosOm sImbnt\m s°mdmhp\qkv. ]it°

Zpbnti]®mkv Zpbnti]®mkv \n°m¬∂qkv.”

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(cmXnbmWv, A[nIw i_vZap≠m°cpXv. F√mhcpw ss]kXcnI. F√mhcpw HcpIqámtWm, F¶n¬ Ccp∂q‰nbºXv cq]hoXw HmtcmcpØcpw XcnI)

HcmtImiw AbmfpsS Hm¿Ωbnte°v s]s´∂v tXm°vNq≠nh∂p.

A∂v.]n∂mse h∂hcpƒs∏sS \mev]tXmfw t]¿. Bscms°

tbm F¥nt\mth≠n X¿°n°p∂p≠mbncp∂p. Fs¥∂vAt\zjn°m≥ apt∂m´p \oßnb dnavement\mSv Hcp t]meokpImc≥ tXm°vNq≠n AednbXmbncp∂p.

cq] XcmØhsc shSnsh®nSpsa∂pw tNmZn®m¬ amthmbnÃvòIc\msW∂v t_m[n∏n°psa∂ òjWnbpw.

sN°vt]mÃn\v Np‰p]mSpap≈ _mcnt°SpIƒ°v am‰taXpan√. ASp°nh® aW¬Nm°n\nSbneqsS ]´mf°mcpsS tXm°ns‚ _mcepIƒ A∂tØXpt]mse Xs∂ bmX°mcnte°ve£yw h®ncn∏p≠v. Nm°pIƒ°v apIfn¬ Ccpºv NńsØm∏nIƒ.

aW¬Nm°pIƒ°v ]n∂n¬ apJsamfn∏n® Imh¬∏S.HcpsImSpw òIcXbpsS HfnØmhfw. ssIsbØn \n¬

°p∂ acWw. bmX°mcpsS D≈v InSpßn.t]m‰n hf¿Ønb `mcXtZitØ°v Xncnt™mSnbmtem?dnavem¬ A∂v BKln®pt]mbncp∂p.kz¥w aÆnte°v IS°m≥ kz¥w ]´mf°m¿°v ]Ww

\¬tI≠nh∂ \mWwsI´ a\t msS dnavem¬ amXm]nXm°ƒs°m∏w IºnthenIƒ°nSbneqsS, t\∏mfneqsS \S∂p.a\pjyXzw \jvSs∏´ apJan√mØ ]´mf°mtcmSv A∂v DW¿∂tZjyw hensbmcp hnjmZambn dnavemens‚ a\kn¬ C∂pwNnXdn InS∏p≠v.

Kuchw\nd®v ]´mf°m¿ IS∂pt]mIp∂ HmtcmcpØtcbpwIqcambn t\m°p∂p.

“`mKyw, CØhW [\\jvSan√.”dnavem¬ i_vZsamXp°n ameXnbpsS sNhnbn¬ ]d™p.òXnbpsS \ng¬]S¿∂ aIfpsS apJtØ°v Abmƒ t\m°n..

C\n apX¬ Pohn®phftc≠ \mSns\°pdn®p≈ Nn¥ a\kn¬\ndbv°p∂ ktµlßtfmsS.

At∏mgpw XWpØIm‰v hoip∂p≠mbncp∂p.

1Ip©p_phm: A—s‚ A\pP≥

Bdv

IrjvW\K¿.]Xns\´v h¿jßƒ°p apºv I≠Xmb, ISIƒ \nc∂p\n¬

°p∂ AtX sXcphv, AtX i_vZßfpw dn£Ifpw... hym]mctIµØn\v hensbmcp am‰hpan√.

\ncØneqsS \S°pIbmbncp∂ dnavem¬ ]cnkcßƒi≤n®p.

sshIpt∂cw A©paWnbmbt∏mtg°pw k‘ybpsS \ng¬\ndbp∂ Zn°pIƒ.

sXcphneqsS h∂ Im‰n¬ N∏pNhdpIƒ AgpInb K‘w.dn£m°m¿ ]n∂mse h∂v hnfn°p∂p.km[\ßƒ hmßms\Øp∂ t\∏mfnItfmSv t\∏mfnbnepw

C¥ym°mtcmSv lnµnbnepw hmNmeXtbmsS km[\ßfpsSKpWhnhcßƒ hnfn®pIqhn Bƒ°msc BI¿jn°p∂I®ShS°m¿.

IuXpIapW¿Øp∂ hnet]iens‚ ssieohnemkßfneqsS tIm´m¨ Kmhp1Imcs‚ ISbv°p≈nseØn.

Abmƒ ameXntbmSpw aukantbmSpsams° t\∏mfo`mjbn¬ ]eXpw tNmZn®p. CXhcpsS ]Ya kµ¿i\amsW∂vAdn™t∏mƒ.

“lnµn hm°pIƒ hmbnen v Nh®pNpcp°n, \o´n Xp∏ptºmsebmWv \nßfpsS `mj.”

Ab¬°mc≥ Ntµ´s‚, \¿Ωws]mXn™ hm°pIƒBscbpw apdnth¬∏n°mdn√. F∂n´pw. AXvtI´v BabpsSapJwaßn.

amXr`mjtbmSv F√mh¿°pw Bgaps≈mcp Bfl_‘ap≠t√m.

]Tn®pw ]d™pw a\kn¬ \nd™ aebmfw... ‘\ΩpsS mj’

sb∂v Ba ]d™p]Tn∏n® t\∏mfo \m´p`mjbmb ‘samK¿...’sXmgnen\mbn Kƒ^n¬h®v ]d™p ]cnioen® DdpZpIe¿∂lnµnbpw Cw•ojpw Ad_nbpw...

CXnteXmsWs‚ `mj?tZiob`mjsbt∂m, amXr`mjsbt∂m th¿Xncn®v ]£w

]dbm≥ ]ctZin°v kz¥samcp `mjbpt≠m?

1.tIm´m¨ F∂v t]cp≈ Kmaw

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`mjIƒ°v AXoX\mIp∂p GsXmcp ]hmknbpw.ameXn°v IS°mcs‚ KmaoWssien AXsbfp∏w

a\knembn´p≠mhn√. ho´pImcpsS apºn¬ h®v t\∏mfo`mjkwkmcn°ptºmƒ D≠mtb°mhp∂ sX‰pIp‰ßƒ hcpØnhbv°mhp∂ \mWt°Sv Hm¿Øhƒ au\w ]men®XpamImw.

`¿Ømhns‚ hońteXpt]mse Hcp t\∏mfn A¥co£wameXnbpsS hoń¬ D≠mbncp∂n√. AhfpsS amXm]nXm°ƒtIcfØnseØnbXn\p tijamWv ameXn ]nd∂Xv. tdmanseØnbm¬ tdmam°mcs\t∏mse F∂a´pImc\mbncp∂p, AhfpsS_phm. dnavemens‚ Basbt∏mse hoń\p≈n¬ Hcp t\∏mƒA¥co£w krjvSn°m≥ AhnsSbmcpw sa\s°ń√. a°sfms° aebmfnIfmbn hf¿∂p.

Ifn°fwamXw ap‰Øv Xo¿°p∂ th\eh[n°mew.]T\ßƒ°v ]mT]pkvXIßƒ°v tIs´gpØpIƒs°ms°

Ah[n\¬Ip∂ _meytIfnIfpsS kph¿ÆImew. AhntS°vSyqj≥amjmbn hcmdp≠mbncp∂ t\∏mfotN´t\mSp≈ AXr]vXn. t\∏mfn A£came Hmtcmtcm apØpIfmsbSpØv ]TnXm°fpsS Hm¿Ωbnte°bmƒ sImcpØphbv°pIbmbncp∂p.

Ba BZcthmsS Abmƒ°v BhiyØntesd `£Ww\¬Ipambncp∂p. AXn\m¬Xs∂ A∂v a‰p≈h¿°v hbdp\nd®v ]mIØnepÆm≥ Blmcw XnIbpambncp∂n√. A∂XvamÃtdmSp≈ AXr]vXn A[nIcn∏n®ncn°mw. B Znhkßfn¬Ba apgp∏ńWnbpw Bbncp∂ncn°mw.

_phmbpsS Xp—amb hcpam\Øn¬ \nXysNehpIƒXnIbv°m≥ _≤s∏Sp∂Xn\nSbnepw t\∏mfn`mjbmb samK¿a°ƒ ]Tn®ncn°Wsa∂v \n›bn®pd®v AXn\pth≠n Syqj≥ôkmbn HcpXpI am‰nh® BabpsS a\kns\°pdn®v C∂vNn¥n°ptºmƒ dnavemens‚ a\kv B¿Z]qcnXamIp∂p.

“a°ƒ amXr`mjbn¬ kwkmcn°p∂Xv A]am\IcambnIW°m°p∂, a°ƒ hntZi`mjbn¬ kwkmcn°p∂Xn¬\n¿hrXnb\p`hn°p∂ amXm]nXm°fp≈ C°meØv... aebmfwkwkmcn® hnZym¿∞nbpsS Xe apWvU\w sNbvX Cw•ojvaoUnbw kvIqfpIƒ ]h¿Øn°p∂ aebmf°cbn¬ Cßs\sbmcp AΩtbm? AXpw kvIqƒ hnZym`ymkw t]mepan√mØHcΩbnßs\... amXr`mjbpw amXrXzhpw H∂pXs∂bt√?”

kptcjns‚ hm°pIƒ Hm¿°th, sXmćnInencp∂v B ]nbIq´pImc≥ kwkmcn°p∂Xpt]mse dnavemen\v tXm∂n.

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dnavem¬ hgntbmcsØ t_m¿UpIfnse FgpØpIfnte°vkt¥mjtØmsS t\m°n. t\m´w sX∂nsØ∂n kz¥w BabpsS sXfn™ apJsØØn.

Ba NqSnbncp∂ Imivaocnjmƒ Im‰nenfIn.A∂p≠mbncp∂ F√m A\njvShpw C∂v Gsd ]nbXcambn

]cnWan®ncn°p∂p. `mj FgpXm\pw hmbn°m\pw ]Tn®XvC∂o\mń¬ A\pKlambn amdnbncn°p∂p. ISIfpsSt]cpIƒ hmbn°mw, ÿe\maßƒ hmbn°mw...

a™ƒtX®pW°nb Nqc¬IjmbØns‚ Ib¿∏n∂vs\√n°mbpsS a[pc\ocmbncn°p∂p.

B amjns‚ t]sc¥mbncp∂p?FX BtemNn®n´pw s]m°w Ipd™ Cenºn®icochpw

Ip™n°ÆpIfpw D≠mbncp∂ Bt±lØns‚ cq]a√msXt]scm∂pamXw Hm¿sØSp°m≥ dnavemen\v BIp∂n√.

t\∏mfo A£camebn¬ HXpßmØ Hcp t]cp≠mIptam?FÆbpw D∏pw ]©kmcbpw tXbnebpw tkm∏pw Hs°

hmßn.Hcphenb Nm°n¬, Xq°n∏nSn°m\p≈ kuIcytØmsS

IS°mcXv s]mXn™p sIńs°mSpØp._mMvabn¬ CXns\ms° \mencń hne\¬IWw. DƒKma

ßfnte°v t]mIp∂h¿ F√mhcpw CØcw \ntXym]tbmKhkvXp°ƒ Ignbp∂X hmßns°m≠pt]mIpIbmWv ]Xnhv.

Nm°psI´pw ssIIfnep≠mbncp∂ a‰v _mKpIfpsams°bmbn c≠v dn£Ifn¬ Ibdn, _kvÃm≥Unte°v Xncn®p.Bƒ°m¿s°m∏w henbsI´pIfpsams° \nd®v A\mbmkwdn£m Nhnń\o°p∂ Dbctasdbn√mØ t\∏mfnIƒ, inipcq]nIfmb lnaKncnh¿§°m¿.

\ncØnse Ip≠nepw IpgnIfnepw s]´v Nnhnńs‚ BbØns\m∏w BSnbpebp∂ dn£bn¬ Nm°psIs´ms° sX∂nt∏mImsX CcpssIIfm¬ kq£n®v ]nSn®ncn°pIsb∂Xv t¢iIcamWv.

Hcp bmXm_ v Bƒ°mtc°mƒ A[nIw Nm°psI´pIƒAIØpw apIfnepsams°bmbn IpØn\nd®v HmSnh∂p.

“GXmbmepw _kvk¿∆okv D≠v!”dnavem¬ Bizkn®p.“A∂mZyambn Rm≥ h∂ImeØv bmXmkuIcyan√msX

RßfmsI he™pt]mbncp∂p.”Abmƒ ameXntbmSv ]d™p.

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Ahƒ, _ ns‚ apIfn¬ Nm°psI´pIƒs°m∏w Ccp∂vbmXsNøp∂hsc t\m°pIbmbncp∂p.

“A∂v Zo]mhen°meambncp∂p.”dnavem¬ Hm¿Øp.

Hscm‰ hml\wt]mepan√msX InS°p∂ tÃj\pw, bmXsNøms\Ønb HcpIq´w Bƒ°mcpw.

tIcfØn¬ s]s´∂p≠mIp∂ l¿ØmepIsf ]cnNbn®ioetØmsS Bcm™t∏mƒ sRń°p∂ h¿Øam\ßfmbncp∂p tI´Xv.

h≠nIsfms° Hm´w aXnbm°n, tPmen°mscms° Zo]mhenBtLmjn°m≥ kz¥w Kmaßfnte°v t]mbncn°p∂tX..C\n BtLmjw Ignt™ KXmKXw ]p\xcmcw`n°q.

Zo]mhen°∂v HcmgvNtbmfw _m°nbmbncp∂p.]Øp\mƒ \o≠p\n¬°p∂ Zo]mhen BtLmjw, hnPbZi

anbpw tlmfnbpw t]mse t\∏mfnIƒ°v ]m[m\yap≈ BtLmjamWv.

]t£, F¥ns‚ t]cnembmepw hml\KXmKXw apS°p∂XvIp‰Icamb ImcyamWv. cmPIob`cW kwhn[m\amsW¶n¬°qSn C°mcyßfn¬ bmsXmcp DØchmZnXzhpw Cs√∂mtWm?

dnavemens‚ D≈nse ]Xntj[w ]XnIcn°p∂ aebmfna\kmbn DW¿∂p. ]t£, A]cnNnXXzßfn¬ Zn°dnbmsX HcpUmIsXm∏nbm¬ a\kpad®v Abmƒ \n∂p.

C¥y≥ l¿ØmepIsf tImSXn CSs]´vt]mepw \nb¥Whnt[bam°m≥ k¿°mcpItfmSv B⁄m]n°p∂ hm¿ØIƒtI´phf¿∂ Abmfn¬ t\∏mfnse l¿ØmepIsf°pdn®p≈hnhcWßƒ hfsctbsd \ncmibpW¿Øn.

t\∏mfn tIm¨Kkn\pw, amhmZn IΩyqWnÃpIƒ°pw, IpSntb‰°mcpsS amtZin ]m¿ń°m¿°pw FhnsSbpw £matabn√.

Cu ]m¿ń°m¿ Blzm\wsNøp∂ l¿ØmepIƒ aWn°qdpIf√ BgvNIfpw Znhkßfpw amkßfpw Ign™v \ofmdp≠tX... D∂bn°s∏Sp∂ Bhiyßƒ AwKoIcn°s∏Sp∂Xphscbp≈ k‘nbn√mØ l¿Øm¬ kacßƒ...

Xpd°mØ ]oSnIbpStbmcpsS IpSnbn¬ ASp∏v]pIbp∂p≠mIptam?

Hcp km[mcW°mc\mbn F\n°o \mńseßs\ Pohn°m≥Ignbpw?

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dnavemens‚ a\ v ktµln®p. Hcp ZnhksØ l¿Øm¬t]mepw ]Xy£Øn¬ ]iv\ßƒ krjvSn°p∂, Aep]pcsØPohnXw Zpklam°p∂ A\p`hßtfmSv Ib¿°mdp≈ a\kns‚ ktµlw.

]ecpw ]ckv]cw At\zjn®pw ]d™pw FhnsS\nt∂mZ√msft∏mse Hcmƒ h∂p. A¬∏aIse Hcp _ vapXemfnbps≠∂pw, Bsfm∂p°v Fgp∂qdpcq] hoXw \¬Inbm¬bmX icns∏SpØmsa∂pw ]d™p.

]t£, _ v t]mIp∂ hgn Ah¿°v t]mtI≠nbncp∂ ÿeØp\n∂pw hfsc AIse°qSnbmbncp∂p.

a‰v t]mwhgnIfn√mØXn\m¬ AXn¬Xs∂ t]mImsa∂vap‡odmw \n›bn®p.

hml\bpSatbmSv kwkmcn°m\mbn Z√mfn\pw a‰v aq∂memfpIƒ°psam∏w dnavem¬IqSn t]mbn, _mMvabpsS ]m¥hgnbneqsS h≠n Xncn®phnSm\mbn At]£n°Wsa∂ HcmKltØmsS.

as‰mcp dn£mbn¬ ]hs‚ aSnbnencp∂v bmXsNøpIbmbncp∂ tla¥nIbpsS \o´nbp≈ hnfn dnavemens‚ Hm¿ΩIsfXSpØp. AhfpsS kt¥mjØnte°v ssIhoith, tN¿Øp]nSn®ncp∂ Nm°vsI´v CfInsØdn°m≥t]mbn.

CØncn thKXtbmsS hcnIbmbncp∂ S°n\v dn£ hgnsbmgn™p sImSp°p∂p.

S°ns‚ thKØm¬ XWpØIm‰v dn£sb De®p.ZqcØp\n∂pw Hcp IhNnXhml\w HmSnhcp∂Xv I≠p.dnavem¬ `oXntbmsS ]gb Hm¿ΩIfpsS Zn°nte°v, S°n

te°v t\m°n.

Ggv

_ v bmX Xcs∏SpØm\p≈ At\zjWw.]n∂n¬\n∂pw Hcp S°ns‚ Ccº¬... AXv ASpØSpØv

h∂p.tdmUnte°ndßn \S°pIbmbncp∂ Ah¿, Z√mƒ°pw a‰v

c≠paq∂pt]¿°pw H∏w dnavemepw, hgntbmcwtN¿∂v \S∂p.S°ns‚ apIfn¬ ap∂nte°v Nq≠n∏nSn® b¥tØm°p

amsbmcp ]´mf°mc≥. [cn®ncp∂ Ccpºv sXm∏n°v Iosg`oXns∏SpØp∂ ]c∂ henbapJw. IhNnX hml\Øn\p≈n¬\ndsb ]´mf°m¿... H∂pc≠vt]¿ ]pdtØ°v ImepIfn´vtXm°pIfpw ]nSn®ncp∏p≠v.

]´mf°mgvNbpsS ]pXpabn¬ dnavemens‚ Ip™n°ÆvhnS¿∂p.

S°v IS∂pt]mIp∂Xpw t\m°n\n¬°th, apt∂mt´°pt]mb hml\w s]s´∂v \n∂p. t]mbthKXbn¬ AXv ]nt∂mt´°v HmSnhcp∂p.

\me©v ]´mf°m¿ dnavemens\ hf™p Ign™ncp∂ps\mSnbnSbn¬.

NmSnbndßp∂ ]´mf°mcpsS AXnthKXbpw jqkpIfpsS NS]Si_vZhpw icocØnte°v ap´n\n¬°p∂ tXm°n≥IpgepIfpw...

“X]mbv sIm lp\p≥—?” (\o BcmWv?)“Imlm Pm\q≥—?” (FhnsSt∏mIp∂p?“sImXm_m´m Ah\p—?” (FhnsS\n∂v hcp∂p?)“tPmf _nX sI t—m?” (_mKnse¥mWv)“t_mw_v tlm?” (t_mw_v At√?)HcpIq´w tNmZyßƒ DØcw \¬Im≥ CSan√mØ XcØn¬

S°n¬\n∂pw NmSnbndßnbXpt]msemcp thKØn¬Xs∂ssk\nI¿ tNmZn®pIgn™p.

s\‰nbn¬ tXm°n≥Ipgens‚ ihkv]¿iamb XWp∏v.ASn]Xdnt∏mb \nanjßƒ... \mhv hc≠v t]mbncp∂p.

XWp∏v kqNnIfmgvØp∂ ssiXyØnepw hnb¿°p∂p≠mbncp∂p.

hndbm¿∂ icocØnse dnavemens‚ a\kv B \nanjwt_m[wsI´v hogm™Xv Fs¥∂v Abmƒ°n∂pw Adnbn√.`bw \n¿PeoIcn® \mhv hf®v tNmZn®Xns\ms° DØcw ]dbp

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tºmtgbv°pw BsI Xf¿∂p t]mbncp∂p.]cntim[\bv°mbn _mKv Xpd°m≥ Ah¿ Bhiys∏´p,

sNdnb D≠∏qńs‚ Xmt°m¬ BabpsS aWnt∏gvknembncp∂p.

IqSpX¬ hnfdn._mKns‚ ]q´m\mhmØ ]pdsØ Adbnse kvIqƒ tImtfPv

k¿ń^n°‰pIfpw sXcs™Sp∏v IΩojs‚ hI Xncn®dnb¬Im¿Upw a‰pw aebmfnbmb t\∏mfnsb ]´mf°mtcmSvkm£ys∏SpØn.

ssk\nI hml\w apt∂m´v t]mbn.At\I¿ dnavemens\ Xs∂ t\m°n\n¬°p∂p.]tø]sø, \n›ecmbn\n∂ P\mhen Xnc°neen™v

]eZn°pIfnte°pw sX∂n \oßnØpSßn.Hcp thZ\tXm∂n...“CsXs‚ \mS√”

Dds° hnfn®p]dbWsa∂v Abmƒ°v tXm∂n.a\kns‚ Bgßfnsemcp apdnhvIqSn hoWncn°p∂p.‘\ΩpsS kz¥’sa∂v _phmbpw Babpw Ft∏mgpw Hm¿Ωn∏n

°pambncp∂ aÆnepw Hc\ys\t∏mse, Ip‰hmfnsbt∏mse\n¬t°≠nh∂ ssZ\yXtbm¿Øv Abmƒ thZ\n°pIbmbncp∂p.

heXpIcwsIm≠v dnavem¬ kz¥w s\‰nbnepw IhnfnepwIÆnepw aq°nepw Np≠nepw... ]c∂ henb apJamsIH∂pgn™p.

tIcfØn¬ hf¿∂p]mIs∏´ awtKmfnb≥Ombbv°v h√]cnWmahpw kw`hn®n´p≠mIptam?

Hcp]nSn ktµlßƒ a\kn¬\nd™v Ihnbptºmƒ IqsS\S°pIbmbncp∂ Z√mƒ Ahs\ Bizkn∏n°ms\∂ t]mse]d™p:

“tNmSv Zn\qkv... X_mbns°m dIv thjv tZtlcm X_mbn_bncmtZiv _m´m BtbmtIm a©n... timNv \p t_mtbmtlme... tNmSv Zn\qkv...”

(kmcan√.. Xm¶fpsS thdn´thjw I≠n v Xm¶ƒ ]pdw\mń¬\n∂pw h∂n´p≈ BfmsW∂v Ah¿°v a\knembn... AXpsIm≠m... kmcan√...)

hgnbcnInse t]meokv tÃj≥ Z√mƒ Abmsf hnfn®vImWn®p. \ndsb shSnbp≠ Xpf™pIbdn kna‚S¿∂ ]pdwNphcpIƒ, t_mwt_dn¬ IØn°cn™ P\egnIfn¬ ]‰n∏nSn®

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IdpØ]pI C\nbpw NmbwtX®v ambv®nń√.AImcWamsbmcp òXn dnavemen\v Np‰pw Nqgv∂v\n∂p.amthmbnÃpIsf°pdn®v Nn¥n®t∏msgms° tIcfØnse

IΩyqWnÃvImcpsS ]h¿Ø\coXnIfmbncp∂p a\kn¬.cmP`cWhyhÿtbmSv Bbp[ßƒsIm≠v FXncnSp∂

]m¿ń ]h¿Ø\ßsf°pdn®v Imcyamsbm∂pw BtemNn®ncp∂n√.

“tIcfØnse IΩyqWnÃvImcpsS hnπhw Xnfßp∂ NmbaSn® IºpIfn¬ Nph∂ ]´psImSnIƒ sIń \Kc]Z£nWwhbv°p∂ Iem]IS\ßƒ amXat√?”

kptcjv AkwXr]vXntbmsS tNmZn°mdp≈Xv dnavem¬Hm¿Øp.

shSnbp≠ Xpf™pIbdnb NphcpIfn¬ A[nImcØns‚Alw`mhw s\©v Iodn tNmc\\™v \n¬°p∂p.

dnavemev hgntbmcØv apt∂m´pw ]nt∂m´pw t\m°n Ft¥mXncbp∂Xmbn I≠v ameXn At\zjn®p.

“ChnsSsbhnsStbm As∂mcp t]meokv tÃj\p≠mbncp∂p. amthmbnÃpIfpsS BIaWØm¬ mKnIambn XI¿∂HcpsIńSw.”

_ vtÃj\n¬ FØn, At\zjn®p.AXncmhnse _kp≠v.a™v.XWp∏v Gdntbdnhcp∂ Im‰v.k‘ytbmsS aeaS°pIfn¬\n∂pw IrjvW\Kdns‚ ap°pw

aqeIfnte°pw ]pIa™v Cdßnh∂p. F√mhcpw kz‰sdms° [cn®p. tla¥nIbv°mbn hnetbdnb XWp∏v Ip∏mbßƒdnavem¬ Kƒ^n¬\n∂pw apt∂Xs∂ sIm≠p h®n´p≠mbncp∂p. AXWn™ aIfpsS saen™icocw I\wh®XmbnAbmƒ°v tXm∂n. ASpsØmch[n°v ameXntbbpw aItfbpwIqń t\∏mƒ kµ¿in°p∂Xn\v Abmƒ ]≤Xnbnńcp∂p.

Kƒ^vImcs‚ Hmtcm BKlßfpw kabkmºØnI A\p]mXØn¬ A\n›nXambn \o≠pt]mIpI-bm -bn -cp∂p.AØcØn¬ \o≠pt]mIpIbmbncp∂ ameXnbptSbpwtla¥nIbptSbpw H∏ap≈ t\∏mƒ kµ¿i\hpw.ap‡odmans‚ A\mtcmKyhpw ASnb¥ncmh[nbpw ]nSnhminbpwam‰nhbv°m\mhmØ \nanØ ambn, \n\®ncn°msXbp≈bmXbmbn, ]dn®p\Soembn.

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“C\n Ipd®v Ah[nZn\ßtf _m°nbp≈q... Kƒ^nte°vaStß≠XmWv.”

ioean√mØ XWpt∏‰v AkpJwhcmsX t\m°Wsa∂vameXn `¿Ømhns\ Hm¿Ωn∏n®p.

sXm∏nbpƒs∏sS sNhnIƒ aqSpwhn[w a^vfh¿sIm≠vdnavemepw Xe Np‰s°ń, Ińbp≈ DSp∏n\p tase Pm°‰v[cn®p.

IrjvW\KdnsehnsSbpw sshZypXn \ne®ncp∂p.CSbv°v thmƒt´Pv C√msX _ƒ_pIƒ sISmdmb Xos°m

≈nt]mse IØn\n∂p.sNehpIpd™ temUvPvapdnIƒ At\zjn®p, tImSa™n¬

\n∂pw icocw Hfn∏n°m\mbnamXw._ vÃm‚n\v hfscZqcØ√msX Hcp temUvPv.Cu¿∏hpw ]mbepw NnX∏WnsNbvX NphcpIƒ. ]gInb

hmSI apdnbpsS \c®`nØn\ndsb sImXpIpIsf ASn®psIm∂Xns‚, NX™c™ icochpw c‡hpw DWßn°dpØ,]mSpIƒ.

amdmebn¬ IpcpßnØqßnb, A©pImepIfpw s]mgn™NØ Nne¥nsbt∏mse ^m≥, a®n¬ ]‰n∏nSn®v InS∂ncp∂p,h´w Np‰m\p≈ sshZyptXm¿÷an√msX.

aqfnaqfn Bscbpw Ddßm\\phZn°mØ sImXpIpIƒ XpWnbm¬ adbv°mØ apJØv Xs∂ BIan°p∂p. icocØnseXnW¿Ø ]mSpIfn¬ sNmdn™p sNmdn™v, ]pecpwapºv Bscms°tbm Ft∏msgms°tbm abßnbn´p≠mImw..

P\mebn¬ Im‰v ssIhoinbSn°p∂ H®.dnavemen\v Ddßmt\ Ign™n√.

_kvÃm≥Un¬ Iptdt]¿ \n¬∏p≠v Sbn\nep≠mbncp∂]ecpw AhnsSbp≠mbncp∂p. dnavement\bpw ]ht\bpwF√mhcpwIqSn \n¿_‘n®v h≠nbpsS apIfn¬ Ib‰n.

sNdp∏°mcpw a≤yhbkv°cpamb apgph≥ BWpßfpwhml\Øns‚ apIfnencp∂mWv bmX.

Ip´bpw hńbpw sI´pw... F√m‰n\psam∏w [mcmfw bmX°mcpw.

Sm¿sNbvXsX¶nepw \nc∏n√mØ \ncØneqsS BSn°pepßntbmSp∂ iISØns‚ apIfnencp∂v bmX sNbvXv ]cnNbap≈hcmbncp∂p as‰√mhcpw.

Hmtcm hfhpw Xncnhpw Ib‰hpand°hpw dnavemens‚ PohnXbmXIfnse ISpØ]co£Wßƒ Xs∂bmbncp∂p.

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hgntbmcØv ImWp∂ s]ÆpßtfmSv A«oe®phbp≈hm°pIƒ D®Øn¬ hmintbmsS hnfn®pIqhn hºpImńckn®pw a‰p≈hsc ckn∏n®pw bmX BtLmjam°m\p≈iaØnembncp∂p, BWpßƒ. ASpsØmcnSØn¬ _kvH∂v thKsaØn\n¬°phm≥ AhnSwhsc Xmtg°vsXdn®phogmsX bmXXpScm≥ tNm‰m\n°cbΩsb a\kn¬hnfn®v ]m¿∞n°pIbmbncp∂p, dnavem¬.

AXn¿ØnIS∂pw tZhnbpsS i‡n ]hmlap≠mbncp∂XpsImt≠m Ft¥m ASpØ tÃm∏n¬ Cdßnbh¿s°m∏w Xmtgbv°vNmSn h≠n°p≈nse kvXoIfpsS Xnc°n\p≈nte°vDu¿∂vIbdnb Ahs\ ameXn Ccn∏nSØns‚ HmctØ°v \o°n\ndpØn.

tla¥nI ameXnbpsS aSnbn¬ Ddßp∂p._ n\p≈nte°v i‡ntbmsS IS∂phcp∂ ioX°m‰v

Ip™ns\ sXmSmXncn°m\mbn AΩbpsS PmKX.ISpØh¿Æßfnep≈ Iºnfn\qepsIm≠v tamanZoZn s\bvXv

\¬Inb kz‰dmWv Ahƒ [cn®ncn°p∂Xv.dnavem¬ ktlmZcnamsc°pdn®v Hm¿Øp.angnhp≈ Ahs‚ Hm¿ΩIfnse√mw, tamanZoZnbpsS hnhn[\nd

ap≈ \qepIƒ D≠mbncp∂p.dnavemens‚ tN®n, td¥Iƒ s\bvXpIqńs°m≠ncp∂p. ]e

hen∏Ønep≈ taihncnIƒ... Bhiy°mcmb ]cnkchmknIfpsS CjvS\ndw tNmZn®dn™v Xp∂nsbmcp°p∂p. H∂v s\bvXvXocpwaptº, ASpØ Bhiy°m¿ FØpIbmbn.

I\ap≈ \qem¬s\bvX td¥ItfmSv A°meØv \m´pIm¿°vGsd ]nbap≠mbncp∂p. PmeIhncnbmbn, tdUntbmbpsSapJmhcWambn, Xebn¬ Xámbn... ]gbkn\naIfnse \mbnIamcpsS hkvXßfn¬t∏mepw td¥Iƒ `wKn tN¿Øncp∂p.

FXthKamWv aebmfnIfpsS s]mXpkz`mhØn¬ πmÃn°nt\mSp≈ àw, B¥cnImhbhØn¬ A¿_pZw t]mse thcpIfmgvØnbXv.. πmÃnIv taihncn∏pIƒ°v td¥hncn∏pIƒ hgnamdn. ]®°dnIƒ s]mXn™psIń sImSpØncp∂ ]\tbmesaS™ hńIƒ πmÃn°v IqSpItfmSv tXm‰pt]mbn... tdj\cnhmßm\mbn sIm≠pt]mbncp∂ Im°n\ndap≈ NońØpWnbpsS k©nbpsS sNdpZzmcßfneqsS AcnaWnIƒ Hs∂m∂mbn tNm¿∂pt]mIp∂ Hm¿ΩIƒ...

td¥Iƒ Dt]£n®v, Xø¬ tPmen ]Tn®v ]q°ƒ Xp∂m≥]cnioen®v, Nhnń°dßp∂ Xp∂¬ b¥Øns‚ ]n∂nte°v

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]Xpßn, ISIS i_vZØn\p≈nte°v HXpßnb tamaoZoZnbpsSbuh\w.

ZoZnsb°mWm≥, B ktlmZco hm’eyØn\cnIn¬Ipds®m∂ncn°m≥ dnavem¬ BKln®p.Aep]pcw ZoZnbpsSHm¿ΩIfmbn hnjak‘nIfnte°v Ahs\ ]nSn®pX≈n.

F´v

Sm¿sNbvX hgnIsfms° Ign™v \nc∏n√mØ hgnIfneqsSbp≈ Ib‰ßfnepw Cd°ßfnepw IqSn _kv HmSpIbmWv.

hgnbn¬ ssIImWn°p∂hcn¬ Nnesc ssUh¿ Ib‰p∂p≠v.

h\`wKnIfneqsS apt∂m´v t]mIpIbmWv, h√msX Debp∂p≠v.

Hmtcmtcm h\]tZißƒ Ign™v Hmtcmtcm Kmaßƒ...]tØm ]Xn\t©m hoSpIƒ, Gdnbm¬.

_ ns‚ ]m]yÿm\tØ°v \o≠pInS°p∂ sN¶pØmbIb‰ßƒ. A]Xo£nX Cd°ßƒ, Dcpf≥ I√pIƒ°nSbn¬A]ISw Hfn∏n®v h®ncn°p∂ \nc∏n√mØ \ncØv. adn™phogm≥ t]mIpwa´n¬ hgnh°nse acØn¬ XS™p\n¬°p∂Xpw, \nb¥Wwhn´v XmgvNIfn¬ ]Xn®Xpamb hml\ßƒ.bmX kmlknIXbpsS `oXnbpW¿Øp∂p. F∂n´pwBƒ°m¿ hml\Ønse Xnc°pIfnte°v \qgv∂vIbdp∂p.

h\cminbpsS lcnXØn¬ \nd™phnßp∂ a™n\p≈n¬Cuizc∑msc [ym\n®ncn°p∂ ]IrXn.

Ib‰ßfn¬ Gßnhen™v apc≠v t¢in®v HmSn°bdnbncp∂]gbh≠n Hcphenb Ib‰Øn\nSbn¬ InX®p\n∂p. ¢o\¿NmSnbndßn henb ac°jvWw hoepIƒ°v AShbv°p∂p.Cdßn \S∂v Ib‰w Ibdm\mbn F√mhtcbpw \n¿_‘n°p∂p.

a\kn√ma\t msS BfpIƒ Ib‰w \S∂pIbdn. hfscIjvSs∏´v Ipds®mgn™ _kpw Ib‰w HmSn°bdn.

ho≠pw h∂ henb Ib‰ßfn¬ ]ns∂]ns∂ Bcmepw\n¿_‘nXcmImsX BWpßƒ F√mwXs∂ _kn¬\n∂pandßn \S∂pXpSßpambncp∂p. CØcw henb Ib‰ßfnseIm¬\SbmXIƒ _kvbmXbpsS `mKambn dnavemepwa\kdnbmsX AwKoIcn®v Ign™ncp∂p.

_kv hgn°v \n∂p.h√msX apcfpIbmbncp∂ AXns‚ b¥w \ni_vZambn.ktµlßfpsS Hcp h√mØ aqIX _kn\p≈n¬ \nd™p.

ImØncn∏v Zp lambt∏mƒ bmX°m¿ Cdßn hgntbmcsØacßfn¬ Nmcnbncp∂pw ]p¬]pdßfn¬ \nh¿∂pInS∂pwhnian®p.

Im‰nenfIp∂ hr£imJnIƒ. \\hv ]S¿∂ ]p¬∏pdßƒ.

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ssUhdpw klmbnbpw IqSn ]gInb b¥tØmSv c≠paWn°q¿ a’cn®v hnPbn®p.

h≠n ho≠pw h√msØmcp Ipep°tØmsS ]nS™pW¿∂p. hgnbcnInse HcpsNdnb ISbn¬\n∂pw D®`£Ww,

c≠p\p≈v hmcnbm¬ Xo¿∂pt]mIp∂X tNmfs∏mSnsIm≠p≠m°nb D∏pamhv. ]e¿°pw Blmcw Inńbn√, Inńbh¿°v]e¿°pw hni∏v amdnbn√. AXpamXta B ISbn¬ D≠mbncp∂p≈q. h≠n FØnbXn¬]ns∂ ]mIw sNbvXXv. IS°mcpsS]mNIcoXnIƒ ameXn t\m°n\n¬°p∂Xv dnavem¬ i≤n®p.

aeaS°pIfneqsS shńsØfn® ]mXbneqsS Cg™pt]mIp∂ hml\Øn\p≈nencp∂psIm≠v dnavem¬ _phmtbmSvZn°ns\∏‰n At\zjn®p.

ap‡odmw Hcp hS°pt\m°nb¥ambn.b¥Øn\v Hscm‰Znt° Adnbq. hSt°Zn°nte°v amXw

ap\Nq≠n\n¬°p∂ b¥kqNnbn¬t\m°n a‰pZniIƒa\kn¬ KWn°pIbmWv bmXnI¿.

aebpsS A∏pdsØ hgnbneqsS Bbncp∂tX ]≠h¿bmXsNbvXXv. Im¬\SbmXbv°v Ffp∏hgn AXmsW∂vA—≥ aIt\mSv ]d™p.

]cnWan°ns√∂v iTn°p∂ hgnZriyßƒ Xm≠p∂ bmX...hgnacßƒ°∏pdØv XΩn¬ ]nWßnbXpt]mse AI∂p

Ignbp∂ hoSpIƒ°nSbn¬ [m\yhbepIƒ, a\pjycpsSip≤Xbp≈ t¢ißsf G‰phmßn A\pKln°p∂p. ]Izêßƒ \nd® Nm°pIfpw tUmtIm1Ifpw \avebn¬ sIńRmØnssIIƒhoin \S∂pt]mIp∂ Irjn°m¿.

ta™p\S°p∂ AkwJyw ss]°nSmßƒ.]cnkc KthjWØneqsS IuXpIßƒ Xncbp∂ aukan

bpsS BZyt\∏mƒ ImgvNIƒ.D¬∏ØnbpsS ]m]©nIclkyw Aa¿ØnsbmXp°nh®ncn

°p∂ ]ucmWnI ]IrXnbpsS h\inev]mhenIƒ°v AcnIneqsS, Pebpdh Aens™mgpIp∂ \ZnIƒ°p IpdptIsIńbIep¶pIfpsS apXpIØqsS, Hcp Xo¿∞mSIs\t∏mse _kvk©cn°pIbmbncp∂p. D®bpsS Ip∂pIƒ Xm≠n, k‘ymPzcam¿∂ \ZntbmcØqsS...

_kn\p≈nte°v ASn®pIbdnbncp∂ XWpØ Im‰n¬cmXntbmsS a™pXp≈nIƒ IqSn°qSnh∂p. icocw h√msXXWp°p∂p≠mbncp∂p.1. Nqc¬s°m´

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dnavem¬ IÆpIfS®ncp∂p, amdnse NqsSm´n aIƒ Ddßp∂p.t\cw ]pecm≥ \mgnIIƒ _m°nbp≠mbncp∂p.A∂v, BZybmXbnse A]cnNnXamb Ccpfnte°v dnavem¬

amXm]nXm°tfmsSmØv _ ndßn._mKpIfpw Nm°psI´psams°bmbn aÆnte°v Im¬h®p.]Xo£n°msX Xmgv∂pt]mb heXpIm¬... adn™phosW

∂pXs∂ h√msX bs∏´pt]mbn. Ccpfn¬, Hcp Ipgnbnte°mbncp∂p dnavem¬ ImseSpØpIpØnbXv.

\Shgnbpw hgntbmchpw GtXsX∂v Xncn®dnbm\mImsXIqcncpfn¬ \n¬°ptºmƒ hml\w ASpØhfhnte°v HmSn°bdn ad™p.

]gbiISØns‚ apcƒ® ambv®psIm≠v sh≈®m´Ønt‚Xpt]msemcp ]NWvUkzcw, GXv Zn°n¬ \n∂msW∂v Xncn®dnbm\mhmØ i_vZXcwKßƒ, F´v Zn°nepw apgßn.

hensbmcp sh≈®m´Øn\v \Sphn¬ \n¬°p∂Xmbn dnavemen\v tXm∂n.

XWp∏v h¿≤n®v h¿≤n®v icocØnemIam\w \ndbpIbmbncp∂p.

ap‡odmw `mcytbbpw aIt\bpw apt∂m´v \bn®p.]mbtadnbn´pw cmhns‚ Ccpƒs∏m¥Ifnte°v Nqgv∂nd

ßp∂ Imhemfns‚ ]cnNnX ZrjvSnIƒ hgnsXfn®p.hf¿∂p]S¿∂ acßƒ Hcp \n_nUh\]XoXn Dfhm°n.hgnbcnInsemcp acØSntase Ahcncp∂p. Djs mcp

]`mX]pjv]ambn ]ImiØns‚ BZybnXfpIƒ hnS¿Øp∂Xpw ]Xo£n®psIm≠v.

Im‰pw XWpØpd™pt]mbn´mImw, \n›ecmbn \n¬°p∂ac°q´ßƒ.

]`mX\£Xßƒ ]SpXncnsbcn™p.sh´w hoWXpw \S∂pXpSßn.lnakcnØpIfn¬ IpfnIgns™Ønb ssPhnIlcnXm`

bpsS apJw ]pe¿sh´whoWv ]tim`n®p._phmbv°v ]n∂mse Babpw AXn\p]n∂mse dnavemepw.CcpIcßfnepambn BhiyØntesd mcw hln°p∂p≠m

bncp∂p Ahsc√mhcpw.Babpw _phmbpw henb`mcßfpw hln®v \S°th

dnavemen¬ AXv hnjaambn. ssIønencn°p∂ Hcp_mKvIqSnAh≥ Npa°msa∂v ]d™n´pw Ba A\phZn®n√.

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“_kv C√msb∂v Adn™ncps∂¶n¬ IrjvW\Kdn¬\n∂pwCXb[nIw hmßpambncp∂n√.”

`mcw hln®v \S∂p\oßp∂ Xs∂t\m°n hyk\tØmsS\n¬°pIbmbncp∂ hgntbmcsØ acßtfmsS∂t]msednavem¬ ]d™p.

aeaS°pIfnse tImSa™v Aenbn®v shbn¬shfn®wXmsg°ndßphm≥ t\can\nbpw Gsd°gnt™°pw.

aesRmdnIfneqsS HgpIn\oßp∂ amUntJme1 DW¿ØnbPekwKoXambncp∂p sh≈®m´Øns‚ Bchambn cmXnbpsSA‘ImcØn¬ apgßns∏bvXncp∂sX∂v, Ccpfn¬ Xm≥ihn®sX∂v, dnavem¬ Xncn®dn™p.

\ZntbmSv tN¿∂p≈ hgnbneqsS A∂v aqhcpw \S∂p.BZy t\∏mƒbmXsb°pdn®v, aeaS°pIfneqsSbp≈

Zo¿Lhpw t¢iIchpambncp∂ Im¬\SbmXsb°pdn®vdnavem¬ `mcytbmSv hnhcn°pIbmbncp∂p.

1amUntJme: \Zn. amUnsb∂ t]cp≈ \Zn

HºXv

_mep_mMn¬ _kndßn.A©mdv ]oSnIIƒ amXap≈ P\kmµXsbm´pan√mØ Hcp

X´v, aebpsSaSnbnsemcp kaXe `qan. sNdp]´Wtam, AtXmCØncn hf¿s∂mcp Kmatam?

c≠v Po∏pIƒ Hm´wt]mbn´p≈Xv, DSt\ aSßnsbØpw.XhnSns‚ K‘hpwt]dn Im‰pw GtXmh≠n ImØv AhnsS

\n¬°ptºmse.\mev sNdp∏°m¿ ISbpsS ap‰Øv NXpcn®n´ acÃqfpIfnen

cp∂v Iymcwkv Ifn°p∂p. tla¥nI ]hs‚ hnc¬ØpºØv]nSn®v IfnImWp∂ \me©vt]¿s°m∏w \n∂p. Ifn°m¿IS°mc\v hmSI \¬tI≠Xp≠v, Iymcwt_m¿Uv D]tbmKn°p∂Xn\v.

tNmfaWnIƒ Iqºn¬\n∂pw CdpØnSp∂ ho´pImcns°m∏w,ISbpsS XnÆbn¬ \nc∂ncn°pIbmbncp∂ Nne¿s°m∏w,ap‡odmapw klbmXnIcpw ImØncp∂p.

bmXnI\v ImØncn∏v ]cnNnXamWv.apSßnt∏mb bmXmh≠nIƒ. ImØncn∏ptIµßfn√mØ

_ vtÃm∏pIƒ. A\n›nXXzw amXw\¬In sshIntbmSp∂Xoh≠nIƒ. sdbn¬th πm‰vt^manep≈ ImØncn∏v. bmXm\n_‘\Iƒ A\pkcn®v aq∂vaWn°qdn¬ IpdbmsXbp≈hnam\ØmhfØnse ImØncn∏v. kab\njvTbn√mØ BImibm\Øn\mbp≈ £abpcp°w...

UmMv Pn√bnte°p≈ Po∏v ImØncn°pIbmbncp∂ ZZodmans\ ]cnNbs∏´p, IqsSbp≈ _‘phmb Hcp _pbntbbpw.

AhcpsS Kmahntijßƒ tI´ncn°pIbmbncp∂ _phmbptSbpw BabptSbpw ameXnbptSbpsams° apJØv BImw£bpsS I\w h¿≤n°p∂Xv dnavem¬ ImWp∂p≠mbncp∂p.

]mcºcyambn henb kzØns‚ DSaIfmWv Sm°q¿am¿.Ah¿ Db¿∂ PmXn°m¿. ]mSØv ]WnsbSp°p∂hscms°bpw IogvPmXn°m¿. Ah¿°nSbn¬ D®\oNXzßfpsS \ngepIƒ I\Øp InS°p∂p. amthmbnÃpIfpsS Hfn]h¿Ø\ßƒ°v \mƒ°p\mƒ i‡n]m]n®phcp∂p. hnZym`ymkhpwtemIhnhchpw kºmZn®hcpsS t\XrXzw ]h¿Ø\ßƒ°v\hbq¿÷w \¬Ip∂p. kaqlØnse Xp√yX ASn®a¿Øs∏´hs‚ BXy¥nI kz]v\ambn IpcpØv, AhImit_m[ambn

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hf¿∂v Hcp kzm`mhnI ]cnWmaØneqsS Kmaßƒ IS∂pt]mIp∂p.

Hmtcm Sm°q¿ IpSpw_ßƒ°psaXnsc NphscgpØpIƒs]cpIp∂p, c‡wsIms≠gpXnb AhImi kq‡ßƒ... HmtcmIpSpw_Øn¬\n∂pw Hcmsf¶nepw amthmbnÃv ]ÿm\Øns‚]h¿ØI\mbn amdWsa∂ AenJnX\nbaw, [\nIcn¬\n∂p≈ I¿°iamb ]W∏ncnhv...

]mbØn¬ Ipd™h¿ Ipń∏´mfambn.FXn¿Øh¿°v Pohlm\n h∂p. ss[cyan√msX Ad®p\n∂

hsc \n¿_‘]q¿∆w ]nSn®psIm≠pt]mb h¿Øam\ßƒ.kaXzhpw P\Iob`cWhpw hn`mh\sNbvX ]m¿ń]h¿Ø\ßƒ òXnbpsS \ng¬]S¿Øn.

B oXnbpsS \ng¬]‰n ]ecpw IpSn∏I Xo¿°p∂p. hnπh]h¿Ø\w cmP`cWØns\Xncmb òIc]h¿Ø\ßfmbnZp¿hymJym\w sNøs∏Sp∂p.

òXn \ngen´ BabpsS apJw dnavemev I≠p.t]meokpImcmbncp∂ aq∂pBä°fpw sImesNøs∏´

B _pbn1 dnavemens‚ apJØv t\m°n ]d™p.“tascm tOmd lcqse amtcIm Xn\n lcq slmbv\ ]XnIm¿

sIm emKo sImkte am¿tZtIm tlme”

(C√ Fs‚ a°sf sIm∂Xv Ahcmbncn°n√. ]It]m°m\mbn a‰mtcm Bbncn°mw)

Bgap≈ NpfnhpIƒ°p≈n¬ ]pX™pt]mbn´mImw_pbnbpsS apJØv IZ\w Atijw ImWm\mIpambncp∂n√.

_pbnbpsS CØncnamXw Xpd∂ ]ofsIńb IÆpIfnte°vt\m°m≥ dnavemen\v Ign™n√. Abmƒ Zqtc°v, BIitØ°vt\m°n.

ams®]qs® ]pIa™n¬ Bgv∂pt]mIp∂p.dnavemens‚ IÆpIƒ Cud\mbn.

]g°ap≈ Po∏ns‚ ]cnNbkº∂\mb ssUh¿ kwkmcn®psImt≠bncp∂p. BSnbpebp∂ hml\Øn\p≈n¬ icocwCfInsØdn°p∂p.

]mds°´pIƒ X√nbpS®v hoXnIqńb hgnbneqsS Po∏v Ib‰wIbdn. hgnh°n¬ hmbv]nf¿∂v A]ISw ImØpInS°p∂AKmZamb sIm°.

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ae\ncIƒ°p≈n¬ ]mdsI´pIfpsS ImgvNIƒ°nSbn¬sXfn™phcp∂ Aaq¿Øßfmb inemcq]ßƒ.

]pdw ImgvNbn¬ Hcp ivaim\w dnavem¬ I≠Xpw, CfInØp≈p∂ Hcp PmKnbpsS Ne\ambncp∂p Hm¿ØXv.

ae©cnhnse Im´pacßƒ hgnØmcbv°v Imh¬\n∂p.k‘ymshfn®sØ BńbI‰nb Ccp v acs°mºpIfn¬ \c®odpIsft∏mse Xqßn°nS∂p.

hgn, Hcp ]gb Nnbms‚1 AcnIneqsS \ng¬hoWp InS∂p.Ba ]d™t∏mƒ amXamWv AsXmcp ih]dºmsW∂v

Abmƒ°v a\knembXpXs∂. A]arXyphn\v CcbmIp∂htcbpw A—\Ωam¿ Pohn®ncnt° acn°p∂htcbpw Nnbm\n¬Ipgn®nSpIbmWv ]Xnhv. a‰v ]tcXcpsS A∂abamb ùXnItZlw BNmchn[n]Imcw kwkv°cn°pw, amUntJmembpsSXocØv NnXsbmcp°n.

\neØp\n∂v hfsc°pd®v DbcØn¬ I√Sp°nb IpcnbmeIƒ, s]mXpth hnP\amb hgnØmcbn¬ AhnsSsbmcp AXnòIcamb \ni_vZX \nd™phnßp∂Xmbn dnavemen\v tXm∂n.

IShmhepIƒ IdpØNndIpIƒ hoin Nph∂IÆpItfmsSt\m°p∂ ivaim\cmXnsb°pdn®v shdpsX k¶¬∏n®p.

bmX B hgnXm≠n HcpaWn°q¿ XnI™n´p≠mIpIbn√.“h√mØ £oWw”

F∂p ]d™v ap‡odmw Xs∂bmWv BZyambn hgntbmcsØ ]p¬tańte°v apXpInseSpØp\S∂ I\ap≈ _mKvCd°nh®Xv.

AXn\cnInencp∂Xpw H´pw sshImsX \nh¿∂pInS∂XpwBgap≈\nZbn¬ ebn®Xpw hfscs∏s´∂mbncp∂p.

“h¿≤n® £oWØm¬ _phm Ddßnt∏mbXmWv.”Basb aI≥ Bizkn∏n®p.KmV\nZbn¬\n∂pw hfsctbsd _≤s∏´mWv Ah¿ ap‡o

dmans\ DW¿ØnbXpw Gsd \n¿_‘n®Xn¬ ]ns∂bmWvAbmƒ bmX XpS¿∂Xpw.

bmX°nSbn¬ ]eIpdn ap‡odmw CXpt]mse \n\®ncn°msX Dd°Ønte°mgv∂p t]mbn.

_phm KmV\nZbnembncn°p∂Xv dnavemen\v I≠p]cnNbap≠mbncp∂p. cmXntPmen Ign™v aSßnsbØnbm¬ H∂pc≠v aWn°q¿ ssZ¿Lyap≈ \nZXs∂ [mcmfambncp∂p. Bt\cßfn¬ a°fmcpw Dds° i_vZn°pItbm ieys∏SpØpItbm sNbvXm¬ tZjywsIm≠v Nph∂pt]mIpambncp∂p.1. ihw adhp sNøp∂ ivaim\w

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izmkw aq°neqsSbpw hmbneqsSbpw D≈ntes°SpØvXncnsIhnSptºmƒ aq°n\p≈nse hf¿∂ tcmaßƒ ]pdtØ°vh∂v i‡amb D—zmkhmbphn¬ ]d°pw.

thKØnembncp∂ bmXbpsS XmfwsX‰n, hgn Cg™pXpSßn.

hgnbnte°v Ccpƒ I\°phm≥ XpSßn.XWpØ sh≈Øn¬ apJw \\®psImSpØpw NqSvNmb

hmßns°mSpØpw s]s´∂v t_m[Ønte°v ]S¿∂pIbdp∂Dd°Øn\v sXs√mcbhphcpØn bmX XpScpIbmbncp∂p.

HSphn¬ Hcphn[Øn¬ ama1bpsS hońseØn.I\ap≈ ]pIa™n¬ cmXnbpsS Ccpƒ ]pX®v Ddßn°nS∂

hoSns\ Ipep°nbpW¿ØnbXp t]mse hmXnen¬ hnf°v IÆpXpd∂p. ssaPp2hns‚ apJØv AXymÀmZw Dd°sØ AXnewLn®p.

dnavem¬ kz¥w Ba P\n®phf¿∂ hoń\p≈nte°v Ibdn.aqØaIfpw IpSpw_hpw Dd°apW¿∂v hoń\p≈nse

act°mhWnbneqsS HmtcmcpØcmbn Cdßnh∂p. CfbaIƒhnhmlnXbmbn Ipd®Ise as‰mcp hońemWtX.

hoSns‚ AItØ°v Ibdp∂nSØv \Sp°mbn´mWv ASp°f.I√pIƒ hn\ykn®v NfnIpg®v s]mXns™SpØ ASp∏pIƒ,

Icn]S¿∂ a¨NphcpIƒ.AXn\cnIn¬ hf™ncp∂mWv Blmcw Ign°p∂Xpw h¿Ø

am\w ]dbp∂Xpw.AΩmht\mSv kwkmcn®pXpSßnbtX D≠mbncp∂p≈q.

_phm s]s´∂v ho≠pw KmV\nZbnemgv∂pt]mbn.Bam, At_m[`bw DW¿Ønb hm°pIfm¬ amatbmSv

thhemXns∏´p.Iptd At\zjWßfneqsS Fs¥ms°tbm a\knem°n

bXpt]mse ama ]pdtØ°ndßn Ccpfnte°v \S∂p, GsdsshImsX Hcp PmKn3sbbpw Iqń aSßnsbØn.

ASp°fbn¬ Fcn™psIm≠ncp∂ ASp∏pI√pIƒ°cnIn¬ KmV\nZbn¬ t_m[an√msXbpdßp∂ _phmbpsSssIØ ≠bn¬]nSn®v \mUnanSn∏v t\m°pwt]mse PmKn Nne\nanjß fncp∂p.

HcpNph∂ NcsSSpØv Npcpń apjvTn°p≈nsemfn∏n®v]mIrX mjbpsS Ahy‡ioen¬ Fs¥ms°tbm a¥ßƒ

1. AΩmh≥ 2. AΩmhn 3. a¥hmZn

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sNm√n, NcSnte°v ]eXhW DuXn. ]ns∂bXv _phmbpsSssIØ≠bn¬ sIń.

B NcSnepw ssIØ≠bnepambn Aa¿Øn∏nSn®psIm≠vIÆpIfS®v ]m¿∞n°pIbmbncp∂ PmKnbpsS icocØnte°vHcp t\cnbhnd _m[n®p.

\nanjßƒ°Iw hnd i‡n]m]n®v PmKnbpsS icocwDe™v \neØp\n∂pw Xp≈n°pXn°m≥ XpSßn.

a¥hmZn t£m`tØmsS Bsctbm Ip‰s∏SpØm\pwBt£]n°m\pw sXmćnIn¬ AZriy\mbncn°p∂ BtcmtSmsb∂t]mse ssINq≠n B⁄m]n°m\pw XpSßn. A]cnjvIrX]Zßƒ tN¿∂ `mjbn¬ B[nt£]n°p∂p≠mbncp∂p.

IØp∂ ASp∏n¬\n∂pw I\epIƒ ssIsIm≠v hmcnsbdn™p.

“tXm In\mbm Btlm?... sXmse s_mK hp®q...”(\osb¥n\nhnsS h∂q... \ns∂ Rm≥ HmSn®phnSpw...)Bh¿Øn®v ]dbp∂p≠mbncp∂p.At∏mƒ PmKnbpsS `mj \m´p`mjbn¬ \n∂pw Gsd

hyXykvXambncp∂p.tdmIm PmXnbn¬ s]´ amasbms° kwkmcn®ncp∂ `mj

tdmImsamK¿1 BsW∂v dnavemen\dnbmw, _mMvabnse KmaoW`mj. K¿Øn PmXnbn¬ Dƒs∏´ _phmbpsS KmaØnteXvK¿ØnsamK¿ BsW∂pw Abmƒ ]d™ptIńcp∂p. ]cnNban√msØmcmƒ°v s]s´∂v Xncn®dnbm\mImØ sNdnbNnehyXymkßƒ amXta CXpc≠pw XΩn¬ D≠mbncp∂p≈q.

PmKn Xp≈nØp≈n hoSn\p]pdtØ°v hgnbnte°ndßnHmSnad™p.

BImw£bpsS NphSpIƒ ]pdtØ°v \bn® dnavemens\ama hmXnen¬ XS™p.

ama ]d™Xpt]mse, A¬]t\cw Ignbth PmKn XncnsIsbØn, im¥\mbnØs∂.

Gsd°gnbmsX Ign™sXm∂padnbmsX \nZbn¬\n∂pW¿∂ _phm a¥hmZnbpsS hm°pIƒ A¤pXmZcthmsStIńcp∂p. k‘ymt\cØv ivaim\Øn∂cnIneqSp≈ bmXbv°nSbn¬ _phmbpsS icocØnte°v Hcp t]Xw Bthin°pIbmbncp∂sX...

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HcpsNdnbIpSw sh≈whmßn AXnte°v PmKn ]e]mhiywa¥n®v DuXn, sh≈w _phmsb IpSn∏n®v IØp∂ ASp∏n¬\n∂pw CØncn NmcsaSpØv a¥n®qXn \mhnepw s\‰nbnepwsXm´psImSpØp.

ap‡ndmw t]X_m[bn¬ \n∂pw ap‡\mbn.a¥hmZnbpsS IpessZhsØ ]oXns∏SpØm\mbp≈

IpcpXn°mbn Hcp ]qh≥tImgnsb ama t\¿®\¬In.a¥hmZn Z£nWbpw hmßnt∏mbn.PmKn t]mbv°gn™v amatbmsSm∏w _phm aZytkhbn

te°pw kzd]d®nepIfnte°pw IS∂p.CØncnapºv AhnsSI≠Xpw A\p`hn®Xpamb Imcyßƒ

F√mwXs∂ Ahsc√mhcpw ASpØ£WØn¬ ad∂ncp∂p.]cImb]thinbmb t]Xmflmhns\°pdn®v ]n∂mcpw Hc£cwt]mepw ]d™ptI´n√.

ssZhßƒs°m∏w CØcw hnizmkßfpw _mMvabnsePohnXØns‚ `mKamsW∂v dnavem¬ I≠dnbpIbmbncp∂p.

klkm_vZßfneqsS At\zjWIpXpInIfmb Hcp a\pjyh¿§w ]WnsXmcp°nb bp‡nbpsS almtKm]pcßƒ Al¥tbmsS \nh¿∂p \n¬°p∂ ]pXp\q‰m≠ns‚ \mKcnI cmPhoYnbneqsS \S∂ph∂ t]Xmflm°ƒ, Nn¥IfpsS aeIƒ Ibdn°bdn k‘ybpsS \ng¬hoW hgnØmcbneqsS \S∂pt]mIp∂p.

dnavemens‚ Nn¥Ifpw t]Xmflmhnt\msSm∏w ]nt∂mt´°v\S∂p.

Nnbms\Øpwaptº \Zn°cbnse ISbn¬\n∂pw BlmcwIgn°p∂Xn\nSbn¬ _phm Xnc°n´v FXn¿hisØ ISbv°p≈nte°v Ibdp∂Xpw, ssI∏Ønbm¬ Np≠nse \\hv tX®pW°n Xnc°n´v aSßnsbØnbt∏mƒ aZyØns‚ cq£K‘ap≠mbncp∂Xpw dnavem¬ Hm¿°p∂p.

hocywIqSnb GtXm ]pXnb aZyhpw Zn\cmXßfpsS bmXm£oWhpwIqSn ]mbtasdbmsbmcpicocsØ Xf¿Øn KmV\nZbv°v ASnas∏SpØn°qsS∂n√t√m?

hmbn®dnhpIfneqsS hf¿∂v tIcfaÆn¬ cq]s∏´ AbmfpsS bp‡n Hcp]nSn kwibßfpsS tNmZyNn”ßƒ FgpXnh®p.

th≠, kwibnt°≠...HcpNm¨ NcSnepw Hcp\p≈v NmcØnepw kp√p]dbp∂

t]Xhnizmkw, tZmjßfn¬ ]ptcmlnX t\XrXzw Np°m≥

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]nSn°p∂ aXhnizmkßfptSXnepw tasehcn√, kmaqlyIaØnse kzÿX XI¿°n√.

dnavem¬ Bizkn®p.AbYm¿∞sØ AXnewLn°mØ Abp‡nbpsS Bizm

kw.ivaim\w hnfn®pImńs°m≠v, _phmbv°v ]≠p≠mb

Cusbmcp A\p`hw ameXntbmSv ]dbWsa∂v BKlns®¶nepw s]mSp∂s\ AXv ths≠∂v, C∂mńse hnizmkßƒshdptX hen®ng®v AhfpsS a\kn¬ òXn \ndbvt°s≠∂v,\n›bn®p.

c≠vaeIƒ°nSbneqsS, Xpcs∂SpØXpt]mep≈ CSpßnbhgnbneqsS hml\w HmSn°bdn agsh≈w IpØnsbmgpInba¨]mSpIfn¬ Dcpf≥ I√pIƒ NnXdnInS∂ncp∂p. CSbv°vaebnSn™vhoWv hml\KXmKXw kvXw`n°mdp≈Xns‚ AhinjvSamb aÏq\bv°v apIfneqsS Po∏v IS∂pt]mbn.

aeIfnse Im´pacßƒ°nSbneqsS hoinsbØnb Im‰n\v,NpcØn\p≈n¬ i‡n Ccń®ncp∂p.

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Po∏vbmX c≠v aeIƒ°n∏pdw Ahkm\n®p.acßƒ hf¿∂p ]S¿∂ Ińbp≈ XWen\p≈n¬ F√mhcpw

\n∂p.ae\ncIfpsS kar≤n.ImgvN∏mSns‚ A∏pdtØmfw aeaS°pIfpsS ]®\ndw acß

fm¬ Xg®pw a™m¬ ]pX®pw, XpSpØpw hnfdnbpw...`qan°p≈nsehnsStbm FØs∏´Xpt]mse ameXn°v

tXm∂n. Ahƒ, aIsf amtdmSv tN¿ØW®p.]®∏n√mØ acp`qanbn¬ tIgpIbmbncp∂ dnavemens‚ a\kv,

_mMvanbpsS lcnX[mcmfnXzØnepw kt¥mjn°m\mhmsXIpg™p\n∂p.

C\n Im¬\SbmX.tKmXkvacWIfmbn XeapdIfnte°v ssIamdn°nńb

kmwkv°mcnI `q]SØnse XmhgnbpsS imJIƒt]mse,aeºmXIƒ t\∏mfns‚ aeaS°pIfneqsS AjvSZn°pIfnte°pw ]S¿∂pInS∂p. AXv GsXmcp k©mc`q]SØnepwtcJs∏SpØnbnń√mØ bmXnIs‚ DuSphgnIfmbn, h≥aXnepIfm¬ th¿Xncn°s∏SmsX ]mIrXkzX¥Xbn¬ ebn®pInS∂p.

H∂n\papIfnsem∂mbn [cn®ncp∂ hkvXßfpw kz‰dpwIńbp≈ ImepdIƒ cs≠Æw H∂n®v AWn™n´p≈Xpwdnavemens‚ \SØw Bbmk]q¿Æam°n. a¶nsXm∏n apJsamgnsI XesamØambn s]mXn™n´p≠v. F¶nepw ssiXywhnjan∏n°p∂p.

Npaense `mcap≈ Nm°vsI´v CSXptXmfn¬\n∂pw heXptXmfnte°v ssIamdn]nSn®, ]hs‚ apJØv A\njvSw ]ISamWv. ]cnNban√mØ t¢iIcamb aeIb‰Øm¬ AkzkvXamb ktlmZcs‚ a\kv Ahs‚ imcocnI`mjbneqsS dnavem¬ImWp∂p≠mbncp∂p.

\n_‘\Ifn√msX ]S¿∂pInS°p∂ Im\\aSnØn´bn¬h\k¥XnIfmb ]p¬s®SnIfpw AXns‚ tase H‰°men¬X] \pjvSn°p∂ tZimSIcmb sIm°pIfpw.

A∏pdsØ aebpsS ]≈bn¬ GtXm Hcp KmaamWv, Iq´wIqSn \n¬°p∂ hoSpIfpsS kulrZ]q¿Æamb IqSnt®cente°v ameXn t\m°n\n∂p.

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_phm Zqtc°v c≠paeIƒ°v A∏pdtØ°v hnc¬Nq≠n.“hmlv ]mco sZlns\ Kmhv slm.. tatcm inin\ncn.”(Aßv Zqsc°mWp∂ KmaamWv Fs‚ inin\cn)aehgnbpsS Atß®cnhn¬ X´pIfmsbmcp°nb Irjn`qan

bpsS AIe°mgvN. apJsØ NpfnhpIƒ I\Ø `qan, tKmXtNX\bpsS hr≤kvarXnIfm¬ Ime]cnWXnIsf [ym\n°p∂p!

NncRvPohnIfmb Xm]khr≤¿ DdßpIbmWv. Ah¿lnamebØnte°p≈ hgnbmXbv°nSbn¬ hnian°pIbmWv!

]®∏p¬∏S¿∏pIfpsS kmao]yw, A¥co£Ønse \o¿°m‰v... ZriyØns‚ hgnbSbmfßfneqsS ]IrXnbpsS B¿ZXh∂psXmSp∂p, D≈nsehnsStbm.

hgnIƒ Ip∂pIbdns°m≠ncp∂p. Hmtcmtcm ae©cnhpIfneqsS.

Imhnse Im™ncs°mºn¬ NpÆmºph≈nIƒt]mse Np‰n∏nW™pInS°p∂ hgnIfpsS Ipcp°pIfnte°v, aeaS°pIfnte°v dnavem¬ t\m°n\n∂p.

hgnØmcIƒ, ]¿∆XmtcmlIsct∏mse aeIƒ Ibdn°bdna™p]mfnIƒ°p≈neqsS, lnairwKßfneqsS ]nSn®pIbdn°bdn taL°q´ßƒ°nSbneqsS BImißƒ Xm≠nt]mIpIbmImw...

amUntJme aesRmdnIfneqsS ssPh[mcbpsS \nc¥cXsb°pdn®v \nc¥cw Hm¿Ωn∏n®psIm≠v Xmtg°v HgpInsbmgpIn...Cu \Zn, GXv BImiØmbncn°mw ]ndhnsIm≠Xv... Aen™ptNcm\mbn GXv kmKcambncn°mw Cu ]bmWw kpe£yam°p∂Xv?!

dnavem¬ Nn¥n®p.F√m Agp°pIfpw X∂nte°v Bhmln®v ]hnXX amXw

_mMvabv°v \¬Ins°m≠v bpKßfmbn XpScp∂ ]m¿∆XtKmXnbmb Pe]hmlw... Cu \ZnbpsS i_vZw BZybmXapX¬ Hm¿Ωbn¬ F∂paps≠∂v Abmtfm¿Øp, a\pjya\knse \o¿kv]¿iambn.

]mbw, \Znbmbn IcIhns™mgpInb ap‡odmans‚ apJwshbn¬hoW amUotJmet]mse Xnfßn.

\nd™pIhn™v HgpInb \ZnbpsS Iepj]hmlw hgnh°pIƒ X√nbpS®Xns‚ ]mSpIƒ.

Ip∂pIfpsS ]≈bneqsS bmX \o≠p.a¨]mXIfn¬ Nhn´p∂ ImeSnIfn¬ aÆns‚ arZpXzw,

jqkns‚ ImTn\yw Xm]kcpsS Pcmk‘nIsf thZ\n∏n°p

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sa∂v IcpXnb dnavem¬ ]mZßƒ IqSpX¬ Aa¿ØmsX]Xps° \S∂p.

“kz¥w icocØneptasd `mcap≈ hkvXp°fpw hln®v]mbtadnb kvXoIƒt]mepw FXthKØnepw D’mlØnepamWv aeIbdn°bdn adbp∂Xv?!”

ameXn AXnibw `¿Ømhnt\mSv ]¶ph®p.hoXnbp≈ `mKw s\‰nbpsS IpdptI InS°p∂ \ave1bpsS

c≠‰ßfnembv sIńRmØn apXpIsØSpØ apgph≥ mchpwIgpØn¬ _ewsImSpØv \nb¥n®v CcpIcßfpw kzX¥ambnhoins°m≠h¿ aeIƒ HmSn°bdp∂p.

Hmtcm Ib‰hpw Ign™v £oWn®v InXbv°p∂ ameXnbpsS`wKnbp≈ amdnSßƒ Db¿∂pXmgp∂p, izmkIaØmfØn¬.

Hcp t\∏mfnkvXobpsS sabvhg°sam∂pan√mØ mcybpsSicocØnte°v dnavem¬ t\m°n.

AhfpsS Ip™n°ÆpIfn¬ t\m°msX, A¬∏sam∂v]c∂ aq°n¬ i≤n°msX, ameXnsb t\m°p∂ HcmfpwAhsfmcp aebmfnb√ F∂p]d™nń√. XeapSnbn¬ ]pcńbIrjvWXpfknbn´v Im®nb shfns®ÆbpsS \dpK‘Øns\m∏w, tIcfob imeo\X saen™sX¶nepw BI¿jIambAhfpsS XmcpWyØn¬ kq£n°p∂p≠v.

ImgvNIfpsS F´XncpIfpw \ndsb a™p]pX® aeaSp°pIƒ.

aeapIfnse HcnStØ°v hnc¬Nq≠n Ba ]c™p.“amYo tZlnt\ Tqtem dq°v sIm sXmem tlm tacm K¿.”(Aßv apIfn¬ ImWp∂ henbacØns‚ XmgØmWv Fs‚

hoSv)Ip∂n≥ Ncnhnse \nc∏p≈ hnkvXrXnIfn¬ Irjnÿe

ßfpw hoSpIfpw.hgnh°n¬ I≠hsc√mw ]cnNnXsct∏mse Nncn®p.sImØa√ns®SnIƒ ]qØpe™pInS°p∂ hgnh°nse

]mSØv Im‰nfIn, ]q°fpsS sh¨\pc IS¬Ønct]mse CfIn.aebpsS Hmcßfnse hnkvXrXamb CSßƒ Hmtcmtcm sNdp

NXpcßfm°n Irjn`qan Hcp°nbncn°p∂p. A√mØbnSßfn¬ t\_mtcmbpw2 _mkpw3 tKmK\pw4 Nnemhpt\bpw5

c‡Nµ\pw Nyqcnbpw6 skm√ymdq°pw7 Xg®phf¿∂v ]¥en®v\n¬°p∂p.1. `mcap≈ hkvXp°ƒ sIńsbSp°p∂ \mS, 2.tX°v, 3.apf, 4, 5.Im´pacØns‚

thcpIƒ, 6. FÆ°pcp\¬Ip∂ acw, 7. Im‰mSnacw.

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hgnh°nse t]cdnbmsØmcp acØn¬ IpeIpØn°nS°p∂ \oe∏q°ƒ.

ImewsX‰n hncn™ emenKpdmkv hgnbcnIn¬, c≠paq∂v]q°ƒ amXw. ]q°fpsS `wKnbnte°v t\m°n\n¬°p∂IpSpw_tØmSp≈ ]nbtam BZcthm, F¥mbncp∂p ]mSØv]WnsNøp∂ a\pjy\n¬. acØn¬°bdn Abmƒ ]qs]mń®vBZcthmsS tla¥nIbv°v sImSpØp. CSXpssIhncepIƒheXpssIapń¬ sXm´psIm≠v.

Ipdt®sd∏q°ƒ H∂ns®mcp sRń¬ hncn™ ]q¶pet]msebmWv Hmtcm Nph∏v ]qhpw.

BZcthmsS kvt\ltØmsS ]qs®≠v\¬In tla¥nIsb_mMvabnte°v kzoIcn®m\bn°m≥ ]nXr°ƒ Ab®XmIpwB a\pjys\! tla¥nIsb kzoIcn°m\mbn amXw hncn™XmIpw B ]q°ƒ!!

dnavemen\v Aßs\ tXm∂n.‘tdmtUmsU≥tUm¨.’ t\∏mfns‚ tZiob]pjv]amb

emenKpdmkns‚ kkyimkvX\maw dnavemen\dnbmambncp∂p.`mcXobcpsS tZiob]pjv]Øn\v ‘s\epwt_m\qkns^d’

F∂mWv imkvX\masa∂pw, Atacn°°mcpsS Xmacbv°vs\epwt_meq‰nsb∂v t]cn¬ sNdnb hyXymkaps≠∂pwdnavem¬ ]Tn®n´p≠v, _n.Fkv.kn.t_m´Wn¢m n¬.

F∂psat∏mgpw Atacn°bpw C¥ybpw XΩn¬ Xmac∏qhns‚ ImcyØn¬ amXa√t√m Cu s]mcpØt°SpIƒ.

Hcp ssI°pºnfnt\°mƒ hen∏ap≠mbncp∂ Nph∂ ]qhns‚ CXfpIfn¬ kv]¿in®pw hmk\n®pw tla¥nI ]qhns\Hma\n°p∂p. as‰mcp ]pjv]sØsb∂t]mse aIsf tImcnsbSpØv dnavem¬ amtdmSv tN¿Øp, AbmfpsS s\©n\p≈n¬Hcmbncw emeo Kpdmkv ]qØphnS¿∂p.

hnkvXrXßfmb IrjnbnSßfpw AhnShnsSbmbn ap∏tXmfw hoSpIfpw amXap≈ _mMvam KmaØnte°p≈ aeºmXbneqsS Ah¿ \S∂p. KmaØn\pNp‰pw ]mIrX`qanbmbImSv CcpƒaqSn°nS∏p≠v, Imew ]SpØpb¿Ønb Imh¬t°m´t]mse. aeºmXbpsS tImWpIfn¬t]mepw ImSns‚ injvSwXg®phfcp∂p. hoSphbv°m\pw Irjnbnd°m\pambn amXtaa\pjy≥ ImSns‚ ssPhnIX Ih¿®sNbvXn´p≈p.

Icnº®bpSpØ ]IrXn°v \oe°pSNqSp∂ BImiw._mMvabpsS, ]IrXncaWobXbm¿∂ Kma`wKnbnte°v

tla¥nI t\m°pIbmbncp∂p.

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aeaS°nse X´p`qanbn¬ XIcwta™ NfnhoSns‚ ta¬∏pcsXfn™p.

kz¥whoSv BZyambn ImWpIbmWv, ZqcØv.“tZ, \ΩpsS hoSv..”Abmƒ aIfpsS i≤ ho´nte°v Nq≠n.Aep]pcsØ Iº\nhI tIm¿´dpw hmSIhoSpw Kƒ^nse

te_¿ Iymºpw Hs∂m∂mbn dnavemens‚ Nn¥bneqsS \nc∂ph∂p.

“\ΩpsS cmPyØv Hcp]nSn aÆpw kz¥amsbmcp Iqcbpans√∂v Nn¥n®v C\n \nßƒ t\∏mfntes°mcp aS°bmXsb°pdn®v Nn¥n°mXncn°n√.”

Kƒ^nembncns° sSent^mWneqsS tI´ _phmbpsSkt¥mjw Xpfpºnb i_vZw dnavem¬ Hm¿Øp.

Abmƒ BabpsS apJsØ ]ImiØnte°v t\m°n.kz¥w \m´n¬ Hcp]nSn aÆv thWsa∂ amXm]nXm°fpsS

BKlw \ndthdnbncn°p∂p. hln®ncp∂ `mchpw t¢ihpwad∂Xpt]mse F√mhcptSbpw ImepIfn¬ thKXbpw icocØn¬ D’mlhpw\nd™Xpt]mse... aptº Im¬hbv°phms\∂t]mse ho´pap‰tØ°v a’cn®v \S°pIb√, F√mhcpwHmSp∂Xpt]mse.

Zo¿LbmX HmtcmcpØcnepw \nd®ph®ncp∂ \ncpt∑jw\nanjßfpsS tIheXbn¬ am™pXocp∂p.

]Xns\m∂v

]pXpXmbn sIńbp≠m°nb sNdnb hoSns‚ ap‰Øvdnavem¬ aIsf Npaen¬\n∂nd°n.

“\ΩpsS hoSv... \ΩpsS aÆv... \ΩpsS BImiw... \ΩpsS]IrXn...”

_phm F√mhtcmSpw ]dbp∂Xpt]mse.BImitØ°v, Np‰ph´sØ ]IrXnbnte°v, t\m°n.HcnfwIm‰v Xs∂sXmSp∂Xv Abmfdn™p.Aep]pcw HcpXmcm´mbn BabpsS hm’eykzcambn dnavem

ens‚ Hm¿ΩbnseØn.“tatcm imt\m sJdmtbmBtPm tImØ sJmdmtbm_mep Btb temtKym IoPwKnƒ Xoc Ootcym Io”(Fs‚ apb¬Ip™ns\ Cs∂hnsS ImWmsX t]mbn

IcSnh∂v sIm≠pt]mtbm Imńte°v HmSnt∏mtbm...)Ba Cfb A\pPØnsb ]mSnbpd°p∂p.H∂n\p]ndsI H∂mbn c≠v A\pPØnamcpw Hc\pP\pw

P\n®p. ap‰Øv IqsS°fn°m≥ BsfIn´p∂Xnep≈ D’mlap≠mbncp∂p.

“Ft¥, Ch¿ thKØn¬ hf¿∂v HmSn®mSn°fn°m≥hcmØXv?”

]cn`hap≠mbncp∂p.tI´v]gInbXn\memImw, Aht\bpw ]mSnbpd°nbn´p≈Xn

\m¬ Bbncn°mw... BabpsS Xmcm´v dnavemens‚ a\kn¬Ct∏mgpw Hcp CfwIm‰pt]mse, XpºnbpsS aqf¬t]mse, NnXie`Øns‚ NndI\°w t]mse...

hm’eyØns‚ Ipfn¿\ng¬aqSnb BabpsS Bflmhns‚Xncpap‰w.

tImgnt∏≥ Ibdnb tImgnIsf aebn©n CSn®pNX®n´sh≈Øn¬ ap°n°pfn∏n®v DWßm≥ \ndpØpIbmWv.

Imen¬ Ibdv sIńbnńcn°p∂ ]nSt°mgn ap‰sØ apcnßacØn\v h´w Np‰n®p‰n... thenRq∂v Ab¬]°tØ°vt]mbXn\p≈ in£bmWo _‘\w. \mev\mƒ Ign™vIbdgn®phn´m¬ ]ns∂ B tImgn ]dºv hn´v FhntS°pwt]mIn√.

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tImgnIsft∏mse Imen¬ sIńb Ibdn√msXXs∂ Babv°vNp‰nepw ]Z£nWwhbv°p∂ _meyw. aqØaI\pw AΩbpwXΩn¬ lrZbwsIm≠v AIetabn√ F∂v ]dbmdp≈Xvdnavemens‚ ImcyØn¬ Xncn®dnhmWv.

tImgnIƒ°v Xo‰nsImSpØpw, tImgn°qSv ipNnbm°nbpwdnavem¬ Babvs°m∏w D≠v.

“Bam, _mØv Zn\nkvtXm”

(AtΩ tNmdvX∂mepw)FXhnit∏msS HmSnØf¿s∂Ønbmepw, a°ƒ aebmf

Øn¬ Blmcw Bhiys∏´m¬ BabpsS a\ v Aenbpambncp∂n√. a°ƒ t\∏mfo`mj amXta kwkmcn°mhq Fs∂mcpI¿i\\nbaw hoSn\p≈nep≠v.

“samsse t_mKv emtbm”

(F\n°v hni°pt∂)Gsd`hyX kzcØn¬\nd®v ]dbm≥ a°sf ]Tn∏n®Xpw

Babmbncp∂p.a°tfmSv F¥ptaXpw, hf¿ØptImgnIƒ°v Blmcw C´p

sImSp°ptºmgpw, A∂v ap´bnSm≥ aSn® Nmct°mgntbmSvhg°Sn°ptºmgpw, then NmSn°Ss∂Øn hmgbpsS Xfn¿\mºv ISn® Bń≥Ipńsb ]mIptºmgpw, tImgn°p™ns\dm©m\msbØnb I√dms\ t]mgvØw hnfn°ptºmgpw a\kpsIm≠v Ba _mMvabnembncp∂p, `mjsIm≠v t\∏mfnepw...

aukanbpw ]h\pw hoSn\pNp‰pw \S∂v t\m°pIbmWv.Babpw ameXnbpw IqSn hoSn\p≈nte°v sI´pIƒ HXp°n

hbv°pIbmWv. CdºØncp∂v tla¥nItbmSv Fs¥ms°tbm]dbp∂ ap‡odmans‚ apJØv, ]cn£oWamb IÆpIsf ad®psIm≠v Hcp Bizmk`mhw.

dnavem¬ hoSn\p≈nte°v Ibdn.]®aÆns‚ aZK‘w hmfloIwt]mse Bflmhns\ s]mXn

bp∂ A]q¿∆amXIƒ.]IrXnbpsS ]cnh¿Ø\ßƒ PohnIƒ°v s]mØpIƒ

Hcp°nbncp∂p. ]IrXnZØamb KplIƒ Dt]£n®v a\pjy¿kz¥w hmkÿeßƒ \n¿Ωn°pIbmWv.

]md°√pIƒ ASp°n sNfnIpg®v ]SpØ NpacpIƒ°p≈n¬, a\pjy\n¿ΩnXamb amfØn\p≈n¬ \n∂p.

PohnXØnse BZysØ hmSI\¬tI≠mØ Hgn™pt]mIm\mcpw iTn°m≥ CSbn√mØ kz¥w hnSv. dnavemens‚ a\kvXpSpØp, IÆpIƒ kt¥mjØm¬ \nd™p. \o¿apØv I¨

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XSØn¬ Aen™p. \mSpw hoSpw hn´v A\y \mń¬ Ignbp∂Xnep≈ hnlzeXIsfm∂pw Hm¿°msX kt¥mjn®p. Hcp]hmknbpsS PohnXØnse A]q¿∆ \nanjßƒ... A\y\mń¬H‰bv°v hnb¿ØvkºmZn® [\w \¬Ip∂ kwXr]vX\nanjßƒ.

kz¥w hońepw Ipd®p\mƒ Ignbm\mIn√msb∂ tJZwdnavem ens‚ a\kns\ aqSn. kz¥whoSp≈ ]hmknbpw hmSI\¬In A\y\mń¬ Pohnt°≠ hn[nsb°pdn®v Hm¿Øt∏mƒAbmƒ°v Xt∂mSpXs∂ Acniap≠mbn.

XmgØv \mev NphcpIƒ°p≈n¬ HcptImWnembn I√pIƒ]mInbp≠m°nb ASp∏pIƒ. [m\yßƒ \nd® Iptd Nm°pIƒ Hcp aqebn¬ Iqńbnńcp∂p. sImbvØpIgns™¶nepwtKmXºpw tNmfhpw Hs° hn¬°pw apºvXs∂ AkpJw_m[n®v _phmbv°v Aep]pctØ°v aStß≠nh∂Xv dnavem¬Hm¿Øp. Hs°bpw hn‰pXo¿°mØXn¬ Bizkn®p. C\nAsXms° ImipsImSpØv hmßmsXIgn°msa∂vkt¥mjn®p.

a®n¬ \ncØnbSp°nb I\ap≈ XSnIƒ°pw apfIƒ°pwCSbnte°v Du¿∂ndßn DWßn∏nSn®ncn°p∂ aÆv.

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Ipds®m∂v hnian®t∏mtg°pw amabpw IpSpw_mwKßfpwFØn, F√mhcpw h∂ptN¿∂ hnhcw amasb Adnbn°m\mbn]mSsØ GtXm tPmen°mcs\ Ba ]d™b®ncp∂p.

Iºnfntcmaw sIm≠p≠m°nb UmIsXm∏n ]mXnad®amabpsS s\‰nbnse I\Ø NpfnhpIƒ°v IpdpsI ]s≠tßmHcp apdnhpWßnb Ie ambmsX InS∂ncp∂p. K\yqNp‰nbssaPphn\v ]mbw amasb°mƒ A[nIamsW∂v tXm∂pw.aq°ns‚ CcpZzmcßƒ°p≈neqsS Xpf®nńcp∂ henb hfbcq]ap≈ sh≈naq°pØn ta¬®pt≠mfw Rm∂pInS∂p. aq°p

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ØnbnSmØ kvXoIsf _mMvabn¬ ImWm\mIn√. Babv°p≈Xpt]mep≈ Hcp I\ap≈ apØpamebpw [cn®ncp∂p.

HmtcmcpØcmbn \nc∂psN∂v amatbbpw ssaPqt\bpw]ns∂ ]mba\pkcn®v HmtcmcpØcmbn \akv°cn®p. `hyXtbmsS XeXmgvØn, heXpssI∏Øn FSpØpb¿Øn kz¥ws\‰ntbmSv tN¿Øv hµn®p.

amabpsS ZrVamb Xgºp≠mbncp∂ ssIbv°v ]®®mWIØns‚ K‘ap≠mbncp∂p. ssaPqs‚ ssI°v shÆbpsSK‘hpw AXv \¬Inb am¿±hhpw.

amatbmsSm∏w h∂ Xs∂°mƒ ]mbwIqSnb Hcp _‘pdnwemens\ hWßn.

X∂nepw apXn¿s∂mcmfm¬ hWßs∏Sp∂Xn¬ dnavemen\vhnjaap≠mbncp∂p. ]t£, ÿm\w sIm≠v dnavemens\hµnt°≠ ISa _‘phnt‚Xmbncp∂p, AΩmhs‚ ÿm\ambncp∂p dnavemen\v.

C\n CtXZnhkwXs∂ a‰nSßfn¬h®v ImWm≥ CSbp≠mbm¬, At∏mgpw hWtß≠Xp≠v. \m´mNmcØns‚ khntijXbmWXv.

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AXnYnbmsbØn ]nXmhns‚ kplrØmb BXntYbs‚Im¬sXm´v s\dpIbn¬h®v hµn®ncn°Wsa∂ I¿i\amb\njvI¿jbpap≠v.

Aßs\ Im¬sXm´v hµn®v A—≥ hcm™Xnep≈ ]cn`hsamgnbpw kzoIcn®v amdn\n¬°p∂ \nanjw apX¬ A]cnNnXXzwHcphenb A]I¿jXmt_m[ambn dnavemens\ ]nSnIqSm≥XpSßpw. Hcphenb s]cpºmºns\t∏mse AXv Np‰nhcn™va\kns‚ Hmtcm Ahbhßtfbpw sRcn®pSbv°pw. ]c∂apJw IqSpX¬]c°pw N∏nb henbaq°v Iptd°qSn D≈nte°vBgv∂vt]mIpw, I¨t]mfIƒ IqSpX¬ AS™v IÆpIƒIptdtbsd sNdpXmIpw.

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HSphnsemcp Xncs°mgn™ ]¥nbn¬ C\nbpw kZybpÆm≥Bcpans√∂v Bscms°tbm hnfn®pIqhp∂ HchkcØn¬Bcmepw £Wn°s∏SmsX kzbw Ibdnbncp∂v DuWvIgn°pw.

AtXmsS B s]cpºmºv dnavemens\ ]cn]q¿Æambn hngpßn°gn™ncn°pw.

]ns∂ ASpØ Znhkßfn¬ Hme≥apSn NoIm≥ IÆmSnt\m°ptºmƒ kz¥w apJtØmSv Abmƒ ]nWßpw. Pohn°p∂ kaqlØn¬ \n∂v Xs∂ thdn´p\ndpØp∂ awtKmfnb≥ apJtØmSv Ieln°pw.

as‰mcmfns‚ Im¬sXm´v hµn°p∂, ]ckv]cw ssIIq∏nas‰mcmsf ssZhsØt∏mse hWßp∂ BZchns‚ AXy]q¿∆X, ]pØ≥ Iq‰v Zpioeßƒ hiam°nb aebmfn°v Ft∂mFhnsSht®m \jvSs∏ńcn°p∂p. \mSvhn v HmSntbmSn hgnbn¬I≠ sIm≈cpXmbvaIsfm∂msI ]dn®psIm≠ph∂v IrXnahfan´v Xncpap‰ØpXs∂ \´p\\®v hf¿Øp∂p.

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]t£, kz¥w _phmbpsS B⁄Iƒ inckmhlnt°≠aqØaI\mbncp∂p Abmƒ. A—s‚ B⁄b\pkcn®mWvBtLmjÿeØv h∂Xv. BXntYbs\ hWßmXncn°m\mIn√, Blmcw Ign°msX aSßp∂Xpw a\km£n°pap∂n¬Ip‰IcamWv.

‘hońse ÿncamb tdj\cnbpsS a\w]pc´p∂ K‘Øn¬\n∂pw Dcnb ]cn∏n´v Fs´Sßgn Xnf∏n°p∂ ]cn∏pIdnbn¬\n∂pw Hcpt\csa¶n¬ Hcpt\cw Xs‚ ]nbs∏´ aI\v HcptamN\w D≠mIt´sb∂pw ]e\mƒIqSptºmƒ Hcpt\csam∂vhbdp\nd®v Dt≠mt´sb∂pw _phm IcpXp∂p≠mImw... Hcp\msfms° Ah[nsbSp°m≥ GsXmcp sXmgnen\nSbnepw]gpXpImWmXncn°n√t√m?’

C]Imcw dnavem¬ C∂Xns\°pdn®v Nn¥n®pt]mIp∂p.BtLmjhońse Blmcw Hgnhm°n ]pdsØmcp ISbn¬

\n∂pw Fs¥¶nepw hmßn°gn°m≥ Iøn¬ Hsc´Wt]mepw

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IcpXep≠mImdn√. AYhm Ds≠¶n¬t∏mepw BtLmjhntijßƒ tNmZn®dnbp∂ BatbmSpw ZoZntbmSpw kZyh´ßsf°pdn®√msX ]ns∂¥v hnkvXcn°m\p≠mIpw? ]ns∂bpwHgnhpt\cØv _phmtbmSpw BtLmjhntijßƒ Hm¿sØSpØv ]dtb≠nhcptºmƒ I≈Øcw Hfn∏n®v hbv°m≥Ahs\mcn°epw anSp°p≠msb∂pw hcn√, Fßs\sbXsbms° ian®mepw icn.

Imen¬sXm´v hµn®v AanXamb BZchvIm´p∂Xv, ]tXyIn®pw Hcp Kq¿JbpsS aI≥... ho´pImc\n¬\n∂v Fs¥¶nepsamcpklmbw ssI°em°m\mbncn°psa∂v Hcp Aip≤amb[mcW ImWnIfmb aebmfnIƒ°nSbn¬ D≠mIp∂p. BAdnhv dnavemen¬ t\mhn°ps∂mcp Nn¥bmbn hfcpambncp∂p.

alm_enbpsS sFXnlytØcpcpfp∂ lcnXNmcpXbp≈aÆn¬ hf¿∂t∏mgpw, aebmf`mjbn¬ a\ pcp°n∏Tn®AdnhpIƒs°m∏w apXn¿∂t∏mgpw s\t©mSv tN¿Øp]nSn®ncp∂ tIcfobs\∂`mhw ‘t\∏mfo’... Fs∂mcp ]n≥hnfnbn¬CfInsØdn°msX C\nbpw ImØph®ncn°p∂p, a\kns‚D≈dbn¬ AXoh`ZambnØs∂.

\m´nse H´pan° BtLmjßfn¬\n∂pw Ignbp∂X amdn\n¬°m≥ dnavem¬ ian®ncp∂p. Hgnbm\mhmØ Ahkcßfn¬ FhnsSbpw Hcp t\mhn°p∂ A]cnNnXXzw Abmƒ A\p`hn®n´pap≠v. AhntS°v ]d™phn´ _phmtbmSv At∏mƒtXm∂p∂ \ockw D≈nsemXp°pw. F¥n\v A—\ΩamscshdpsX hnjan∏n°Wsa∂v Nn¥n®v kzbw thZ\n®v Bizkn°pw.

dnavem¬, AkvXnXzsØ°pdn®v t_m[hm\mIpw.

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ama F√mh¿°pap≈ Blmcw henb]mXßfnem°nsIm≠ph∂ncp∂p.

AXnYnbmsbØnbh¿ Nne\nanjßƒ°p≈n¬Xs∂BXntYbcmbn.

kz¥w hońte°v ktlmZcs‚ IpSpw_sØ kzoIcn®ncpØp∂Xnep≈ kwXr]vXn BabpsS apJØp≠v.

shfns®Æbn¬ hdpsØSpØ N°h‰epw, CSns®SpØtXßmNΩ¥nbpw ISpIpamßm A®mdpw ameXn Ah¿°vhnfºn.

A®mdns‚ Fcnhnepw Ah¿ kwXr]vXntbmsS ameXnsbt\m°n.

tNmfw CSns®SpØ s]mSn thhns®SpØ D∏pamhv AØmgwIgn®p, Ipºfßbpw ]cn∏pw sIm≠p≈ Idnbpw. GsXmcpIq´m\nepw a√nbnebpsS aWØn\v Hgnhn√.

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‘Ipd®v Ign°pt∂m’ F∂v IfntNmZn®t∏mƒ ameXn AbmtfmSv IÆpcpń. ]mbt`Zan√msX BWpßsf√mhcpw amXa√Iptd s]Æpßfpw C∂mń¬ aZyw Ign°mdps≠∂v Ah\dnbmw.

Pm≥ Ccn°pt¥mdpw elcn h¿≤n°ps∂mcpXcw aZyw, F√mhońepw kpe`w. Ign°p∂Xn¬ \nb¥WßtfXpan√mbncp∂p.

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tNmfhpw s\√pw hm‰nsbSpØ elcn]m\obßsf°pdn®pw,tKmXºn¬\n∂v hm‰nsbSpØ tPmsb°pdn®pw dnavem¬ ameXntbmSv ]d™p, ]gb kµ¿i\mhkcw AsXms° cpNn®Xpw.

aZyelcntbdnb _phmbpsS i_vZhpw kwkmcØns‚Xmfhpw D’ml`cnXamIp∂Xv I≠v dnavem¬ kt¥mjn®p.Gsd sshImsX ap‡odmw Fgpt∂‰v\n∂v tdUnsbmKm\Øns‚ XmfØns\m∏w NphSph®v \rØwXpSßn, ssIIƒapIfnte°pw Xmtg°pw Nen∏n®psIm≠v. tla¥nIbpwamabpw _phbvs°m∏w NphSphbv°th, dnavemen\v ASßnbncn°m\mbn√. aukan \mWn®pw ]h≥ A\njvSsamfn∏n®pw\n¬°pIbmbncp∂p.

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\SØp∂ t]mcpIsf°pdn®v ama _phmtbmSv hnkvXcn°p∂XvtIńcp∂p. `bw P\n∏n°p∂ hnπh ]h¿Ø\ßƒ...

ac®n√Iƒ°p≈n¬ h∂ncp∂ Ccp´v hoSns‚ tam¥mbØnte°v ]d∂pIbdn.

GtXm ]q°fpsS K‘hpambn hoinsbØp∂ XWpØIm‰n¬ amUotJmebpsS \oscmgp°ns‚ kwKoXw \nd™p\n∂p.

cmXnbn¬Xs∂ Ah¿ aSßn.aÆns‚ aWap≈ apdnbnse ssiXyØn¬ dnavemepw

ameXnbpw.ap´hnf°ns‚ Nn√n\p≈n¬ XncnXmgvØnb sNdp\mfw mcym

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kuµcyw t\m°p∂hcpsS IÆnemWv, ImgvNbmWXns‚Afhv]mXw.

ameXnbpsS sI´gn™ XeapSn°p≈nse ]pXnbK‘Øns‚A]cnNnXXzØn¬ dnavem¬ apJaW®v izkn®p. Zo¿LbmXbnepS\ofw XpWnbm¬ aqSnh®n´mImw.

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a™v]pX®, aetbmcsØ amabpsS hoń¬ DWcpIbmbncp∂p,dnavem¬.

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Xo¿∞mS\tIµßƒ Itºmfßfmbn. Kmaw ]´WamIm≥ssZhßƒ ImcW`qXcmbn. Aßs\ Hmtcm ssZhßfpw]pXnb ]´WØnte°v ]emb\w sNøs∏ v FØnb \nklmbcmb ]ctZinIsft∏mse im]KkvXcmbn.

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hbvt°≠ Imhemfmbn amdnbXv Fßs\sb∂v B¿°padnbn√.

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IpSpw_Øn¬ HcmÏp™v ]nd∂m¬ IpessZhØns\mcpBń≥IpcpXn _mMvabnse KmaoWmNmcamWv. temIsØhnsSbmbncp∂mepw HcpZnhkw AhscØn _en \SØnbncn°Ww.

AXn\v CX Xncs°¥ns\∂v Bcm™ `mcytbmSv AbmƒapJwho¿∏n®p.

dnavem¬ HcmgvNbv°p≈n¬Xs∂ Kƒ^nte°v aSßnt∏mIp∂Xn\m¬ Bbncn°mw _phm Cßs\ F√mw thKØn¬ IaoIcn°p∂sX∂v Ba BizmktØmsS auknatbmSv ]dbp∂Xpw tI´p.

]Wn°mct\mSv IqsSt∏mIm≥ N´wsIń.]mSØv ]WnsbSp°ms\Øp∂h¿ Gsdbpw ImanIfmWv,

PmXnbn¬ Ah¿ XmtgØńemsW∂v dnavemen\v ]d™dnhp≠v.Ahcpw Aßs\ hnizkn°p∂ps≠∂v Ah\v tXm∂nbn

cp∂p. IqsS \S°p∂ BfpsS mhhpw icocØns‚ Ne\hpwAXv hnfn®p]dbptºmse. AXv dnavemen\v hnjaambn,Ignbp∂X kvt\ltØmsS Abmƒs°m∏w tN¿∂v \S°m\mbn i≤n®p.

amabpsS hoSn\p≈nte°v Ah¿°v `jvSp≠mbncp∂XvBZybmXbn¬Xs∂ dnavem¬ Xncn®dn™XmWv. hoSn\v]pdØncp∂h¿ Blmcw Ign®v ]mXß¬ IgpIn IangvØnh®vIrjnbnStØ°v aSßpambncp∂p. B ]mXßƒ ImanIf√msX hońse a‰mcpw D]tbmKn®ncp∂n√.

1. ap´\mSv 2. _en (IpcpXn)

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Cu¿∏wIbdn \\™v IpXn¿∂v sNfnaÆv\nd™ hoSns‚XmgsØapdnbn¬ hf¿ØparKßƒIqSn Ibdp∂p. ]t£...ImanIƒ°v ]thi\m\paXn \nt£[n®ncn°p∂p.

tIcfØn¬\n∂p h∂ henb]Tn∏p≈ BtfmSv tPmen°m¿°p≈ BZchv A\mhiy _lpam\ambn At∂ Ah\vtXm∂nbncp∂p. aebmfnIfpsS Hmtcm BtLmjthfIfn¬A\ys\t∏mse \n∂psImSpt°≠n h∂ncp∂ \nanjßƒthZ\tbmsS Ah\n∂pw Hm¿°p∂p≠v.

sIm√∏Wnbpw Irjn∏Wnbpw Xø¬∏Wnbpsams° ImanIfmWv A[nIhpw sNøp∂Xv. B sXmgnepIsfms° sNøp∂XpsIm≠v amXamtWm Chscsbms° Xmgv∂PmXn°mcmbnkaqlØn¬ KWn°s∏Sp∂Xv?

F¶n¬, Xø¬sXmgn¬ sNøp∂ Ahs‚ ZoZn ChnsSsbØnbm¬ Xmgv∂ PmXn°mcnbmbn amasbms° ]cnKWn®Ifbptam?

Ah≥ amatbmS∂v tNmZn®n√.tIcfØn¬ PmXobamb AbnØw FhnsSbpw I≠nńs√∂v

]dbptºmƒ ama AXnibtØmsS dnavemens\Xs∂ t\m°p∂p≠mbncp∂p, BZy kµ¿i\thfbn¬.

hgnsbmcp ho´pap‰ØqsS∂t]mse InS∂p.J¿1 ta™ B hoSns‚ ap‰Øpw tImgnIfpw Bń≥]‰hpw

]ip°pńIfpw D≠mbncp∂p. thensIń IqSpt]mse Xncn®NXpcØn\p≈n¬ aq∂v\mev ]∂nIƒ ]pdtØ°v, hgnbnte°vt\m°n\n∂p.

ap‰w Xq°pIbmbncp∂ s]ÏpńbmWv dnavemens\sbms°BZyw I≠Xv. ho´pImtcmSv hnfn®p]d™psIm≠v, \o≠Xpw_eap≈Xpamb Hcn\w ]p√pIƒ ASp°nt®¿Øv sIńb Nqev]n∂nte°v ad®p]nSn®p, Aep]pcØv Cu¿°n¬sIm≠v D≠m°mdp≈ \ofa[nIan√mØXpt]mep≈ Hcp Nqev.

kpawKenbmWv Ahsf∂v FXZqcØv\n∂pw Xncn®dnbmw,koa¥tcJsb aqSnb Nph∂ Ip¶paØns‚ tim` ImWpIbm¬;_mMvabnse kpawKenIƒ ÿncambn Ip¶paw sXmSmdp≠v.hnhml]mbsaØnsb∂v ImgvNbv°v t]mcmØ DSemsW¶nepw, CSn™pXqßnb amdnSw H∂pc≠v IpńIfpsS BabmWvAhsf∂v hnfn®p]dbp∂p.

ap‰tØ°v BKXcmbhsc CdºØncp∂h¿ BZcthmsSFgpt∂‰v\n∂v kzoIcn®p, AhcpsS ssIIƒ Zave2bpsSta¬,1. J¿: ]pctabp∂ ]p√v 2. Ibdv

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]ncn Ab™pt]mImsX apdpsI ]nSn®ncp∂p. _mjntbm1

ap‰Øpw CdºØpambn NnXdn°nS∂p.tNmcbnXfpIƒ hncn™ ]qhp≈ Xebpb¿Øn NndISn®v

h∂ ]qh≥sImgn, Ft¥m NnI™psImØn\n∂ ImapInt°mgn°v ]nSsImSpØp.

ho´pImc≥ Hcp ]pXnb ZavesbSpØv Bń≥IpńbpsSIgpØn¬ sIńs°m≠v _enarKsØ ssIamdn, ]m¿∞\tbmsS. t_m°en\mbp≈ BSn\v hne]dbmt\m hnetNmZn°mt\m ]mSn√. Krl\mYs‚ ssI°p≈n¬ XncpIns°mSpØt\m´pIƒ Xo¿®bmbpw Abmsf kt¥mjn∏n°psa∂v Kƒ^pImc\mb dnavemen\v Adnbmw.

kw`mh\bmbmepw hnebmbn´mbmepw Ipd®[nIw s]men°mdp≈ Kƒ^pImcs‚ a\kv Fßs\bmImw [mcmfnØsa∂va‰p≈h¿°v tXm∂n°pwhn[Øn¬ ]cphs∏´Xv? cq]bpsSKpWnXaqeyw amXamtWm Cu \n¿tem` Zm\t]cnXamb a\ vkrjvSn°p∂Xv?

Hcn°epw Aßs\ Bbncn°ns√∂v dnavem¬ Nn¥n®p.]ctZihmkØn\nSbn¬ P∑\mń¬ e`n°p∂ Npcp°w

Znhkßƒ°p≈n¬ F√mhcptSbpw CjvShpw _lpam\hpwt\Sm\p≈ Ipdp°phgnbt√, Hmtcm ]hmknbptSbpw ssIbb™p≈ CjvSZm\ßƒ?

ap‰sØ HccnInembn Ańbn´Xpt]mse DWßm\mbnASp°ns°ńh®ncn°p∂ tNmf°peIƒ. AXns‚ XWeØvam¥n°pgn®aÆn¬ Npcp≠pInS∂pdßpIbmbncp∂ Hcpsaen™ \mbv DW¿∂v \S∂Iep∂ Bń≥Ipńsb Zo\XtbmsS t\m°n.

t_m°bpambn aeIbdpIbmWv.as‰mcp ap´\mSns‚ apJw dnavemens‚ a\kn¬ sXfn™p

sXfn™p h∂p.

1. Ibdp≠m°p∂ ]p√v

]Xnaq∂v

IpSt]mse ]S¿∂p ]¥ens®mcp km¬ac®phń¬sIńbnńcn°p∂ t_m°bpsS AcnInte°v dnavemens\ amaIqńs°m≠v hcnIbmbncp∂p.

BSv Ahs‚ apJtØ°v t\m°n, B¿Zamb `mhtØmsS.dnavemens‚ Bbpkn\mbn ]ctZhXbpsS A\pKlØn\p

th≠nbp≈ IpcpXnIgn°m≥ c≠ph¿j°meambn AΩmh≥t]m‰pIbmbncp∂p B ap´\mSns\. BcptSbpw D®njvSsama‰v Agp°pItfm `£n°m≥ A\phZn°msX ]tXyI ]cnNcWØn¬ hf¿Ønbm¬ amXta IpcpXnsImSp°m\mIpIbp≈q. \n¿±njvS Znhkw ]qP Ign°pIbpw thWw, apS°ßtfXpw hcpØmsX.

h¿jßfmbn AXn\mbp≈ ]m¿∞\tbmsS Ba ImØncn°pIbmbncp∂p. ]e]e ImcWßfm¬ IpcpXn \o≠p\o≠pt]mbn. HSphn¬ c≠v h¿jw aptº Xocpam\n®pd®v amasbAdnbn°pIbmbncp∂p, ASpØm≠nse _enbp’hØn\vFØp∂ps≠∂v. AXn\mbn At∂ Xncs™SpØp t]m‰pIbmbncp∂p e£WØnIhp≈ B ap´\mSns\.

PohnXØn¬ FXtbsd BSpIsf sIm∂Xn¬ \n∂pap≈Cd®nØp≠pIƒ dnavem¬ `£n®ncn°p∂p. Hcn°¬t∏mepwHcmSns\°pdn®pw Abmƒ Nn¥n®nń√. \me©v IpSpw_ßƒH∂n®pIqSn Hmtcm hntijmhkcßfnepw Hmtcm henbBSpIsf Iim∏vsNbvXv ]¶ns´SpØv `£n®ncp∂p.

PohnXØnemZyambn Hcp ap´\mSnXm Xs‚ Bbpkn\mbntNmcNn¥n Poh≥shSnbm≥ Pohn°p∂p!

Abmƒ°v BZyambn HcpPohn sIm√s∏Sp∂Xn¬Ip‰t_m[w tXm∂n, Adn™psIm≠v Ip‰wsNbvsXmcp]m]Nn¥t]mse HcmSns‚ ssZ\yapJw AbmfpsS a\kns‚Ccpfn¬ Abhnd°n \n¬°p∂p.

]Xo£n®ncp∂ ZnhksaØn.hoń¬ Nne hntij ]qPIfpw ]m¿∞\Ifpw \S∂p.]tXyIambn IcpXnh®ncp∂, hrØnbmbn kq£n°p∂

]mXØn¬ ]mIw sNbvX tNmdv Bbmƒ Xs∂ BSns\ Du´Wambncp∂p.

Nne ZnhkßƒsIm≠vXs∂ ap´\mSn\v dnavement\mSv \nd™NßmØambn°gn™ncp∂p. BSns‚ \njvIf¶amb IÆpIfn

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te°v t\m°ptºmgpw If`w sXm´psImSp°ptºmgpsams°AbmfpsS a\kn¬ AXns‚ Pohs\°pdn®p≈ Nn¥ \odp∂p≠mbncp∂p.

shfp∏n\v A©vaWn.BSns\ ]qameNqSn®v Ip¶paw sXmSo®ncp∂p.Ahkm\bmaØn¬, \ZnbpsS ]Xn™kzcw, ]mXnbpd°

Øn¬ HgpIp∂Xpt]mse.BSns‚ Ibdn¬ ]nSn®v aeIbdm≥ XpSßn. ]n∂mse

_phmbpw Babpw ssaPphpw F√mhcpw.]e sNdpIq´ßƒ Ah¿°v aptºbpw ]ntºbpw aeIbdp∂p

≠mbncp∂p, ap´\mSpIfpambn. Nhn´SnØmcIƒ aeapIfnte°vt]mIpt¥mdpw P\kmµambns°m≠ncp∂p. BWpßfpws]Æpßfpw IpńIfpw.. ap´\mSv D’mltØmsS aetbmSn°bdpIbmbncp∂p.

acWØnte°msW∂dnbmØ D’mlw.dnavemens‚ a\kn¬ ap´\mSnt\msSmcp klXm]w tXm∂n.

Xebmń, Rm∂pInS°p∂ sNhnIfmSn, hmemńbp≈ bmX.aebpsS lrZvkv]µ\wt]mse apgßp∂ tUme1bpsS \mZw

Zqsc aeapIfn¬\n∂v tIƒ°mw, a™neqsS ]c∂papgßp∂XpI¬hmZyØns‚ i_vZw.

IpessZhsØ ]oXns∏SpØmsX IpSpw_Ønse HcmÏpń°pw hf¿®XnIs®mcp ]pcpj\mbn ]cnh¿Øn°m≥ Ignbns√∂ hnizmkap≠v.

t\∏mfn¬ P\ns®¶nepw tIcfØn¬ Xs∂ hf¿∂v, Ccp]sØm∂p hbkp≈ XnIs™mcp ]pcpj\mWn∂v Abmƒ.]t£, Hcp bYm¿∞ ]pcpj\mIp∂Xv IpessZhØns‚A\pKltØmsS. Cu IpcpXn°v tijw amXambncn°pw...

ama aeapIfnte°v h∂n√.BabpsS IpSpw_Øn¬ ama Hscm‰ aI\mbncp∂p. AXp

sIm≠vXs∂ Hcn°¬t∏mepw ]nXmhv aIs\ IpcpXnaebnte°vAb®nń√.

IpcpXn XpSßn Ahkm\n°p∂Xn\nSbn¬ ssZhnIi‡n°vA[o\s∏´v Xp≈nbpd™m¬, hcpw\mfpIfn¬ t£XØnse]qPmcnbmbn Pohnt°≠nhcpw, IpSpw_ _‘ßƒ Dt]£nt°≠nhcpw.

IpSp_Øns‚ s\SpwXqWmtI≠ GI aIs\, Bdv s]ÏpńIfp≈ Hcp ]nXmhv IpcpXn D’hØnte°v Abbv°p∂1. sN≠

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sXßs\?IpetZhXtbmSv b`‡n _lpam\ap≠v, A\pKln°psa∂

hnizmkhpw ]Xo£bpap≠v, ]t£, ]qPsNøm\mbn CbmƒXs∂ thWsa∂v BKln®pt]mbm¬...

tZhXIƒ, CjvSwtXm∂nt∏mbm¬ ]ns∂ a\pjysc°mfpwkzm¿∞cmWv!

aeapIfn¬ \nc∏m°nb HcnSsØ Hcphenb acØWen¬IpØn®mcn h®ncn°p∂, ]tXyIns®mcp cq]hpan√mXncp∂hensbmcp Icn¶√v. FÆsagp°v ]S¿∂v If`hpw Ip¶pahpwIpg™v HcXym[p\nI in¬∏wt]mse.

a\pjy[zwk\ßƒ°v t\sc AcpsX∂v hne°m\mbnHcn°¬t∏mepsam∂v Xpd°mØ hmbnse CfImØ \mhpw,ò`’amb ImgvNIƒ°v t\sc HcpamXsb¶nepw Xpd∂SbmØIÆpIfpap≈, aeoakambns°m≠ncn°p∂ A¥co£Øn¬\n∂pw izmksaSp°mØ aq°pw, B¿Ø\mZßƒ t]mepwD≈nte°n‰p hogmØ ZzmcaS™pt]mb sNhnIfpap≈ ]©temlhnKlßtf°mƒ Iäp∂nse Icn¶¬ ]XnjvTtbmSvdnavemen\v HcSp∏w tXm∂n.

IÆpIfS®v ]m¿∞n®p:“Ipes∏cpamtf ImtØmftW...”]XnjvTbv°v Np‰pw Ip¶paw tNdnhoW \neØv IpØn\mńb

sNdpXpw hepXpamb Iptd iqeßfpw, acimJnIfn¬ \n∂vsIńRmØnbnńcn°p∂ Ipdt®sd Hm´paWnIfpw...

a\pjycpsS kw`jWßfnse hyXykvX kzcßƒ IqSn°e¿∂v Bchw Im‰n¬ \nd™p ]S¿∂p.

\o≠\ncbn¬ F√mhcpw Dugw ImØv \n¬°ptºmƒ,dnavem¬ P\Ønc°neqsS Np‰n\S∂p.

Np‰pw, Nńbpw hńbpw IpSbpw Ip¥ncm≠hpsams° hn¬°p∂ ISIƒ. Ifn∏m´ßfpw `£W]m\obßfpw kpe`w.

tKmXºpw s\√pw tNmfhpw ]gßfpsams°bn´v hm‰nb]eXcw elcn]m\obßfpsS I®hSw ]ckyambn s]mSns]mSn°p∂p. Ip∂n≥ Ncnhnse acßƒ hf¿∂ adhpIfn¬ thiyIƒicocØn\v hnet]ip∂p.

tUmebpsS \mZw apgßp∂p. i_vZw aeaS°n¬ ZqcsØhnsStbm ]Xn[z\n®v amUotJmebpsS \oscmgp°n¬ DS™phogp∂p.

ap´\mSns‚ D’mlØn\v Ipdhn√. hmemń, sNhnbmń,Nh®psIm≠v \n∂p, Ibdns‚ A‰hpw ]nSn®v dnavemepw.

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UmI sXm∏nbpw shff\ndap≈ Pma1bpw [cn®v s]mIcnameAcbn¬sIń, ssIIfnse s]mIcn2 Inepßp∂ sNdnbaWnIƒ Inep°n Dd™pXp≈pIbmWv PmKn.

c‡Øp≈nIƒ sXdn®phoWncn°p∂ ad®psIńb XpWn°∏pdw hensbmcp IpJcnbpw ]nSn®v ]qPmcnbpsS klmbnsbt∏mse Hcmƒ. BSpIfpsS Bflm°fmIpw, c‡w sIm≠vioebn¬ NnXw hc®ncn°p∂Xv.

dnavement\bpw _enarKtØbpw Btcm apt∂mt´°v ]nSn®phen®p. AtXm ]n∂nse Xnc°n¬\n∂pw Bsc¶nepw apt∂mt´°v X≈pIbmbncpt∂m?

]Xo£n°mØ thKXbn¬ Ah¿ Gsdapt∂m´v \oßnt∏mbn.

BSpw dnavemepw XΩn¬ Gsd AIean√mbncp∂p.henb IpJcn Db¿∂pXmWp.AXyp®Øn¬ a¥wapgßn. FcnXobn¬\n∂v I\epIƒ

CfInsØdn®p. tUmebpsS \mZw s]cpIn.IgpØn¬\n∂pw NpSptNmc No‰nsØdn®p. inckv tOZn°

s∏´ _enarKw ssIImepIfSn®p.Hcp tNmc∏pgsbmgpIn Xs‚ apJtØ°v ]Xn°ptºmse

Abmƒ `b∂p...IcßsfSpØv apJws]mØn Abmfedn, `‡nad∂v,

òXntbmsS.Ipg™v t_m[wam™v \nesØ NpSptNmcbnte°v hoWp._enbmtLmjßfpsS hnhcßƒ Adn™t∏mƒ, \nanØ

ßƒ tI´t∏mƒ, ama BizmktØmsS ]d™p:“`Khm≥ Im a≥ i¥pjvSv s_msbm.”(`Khms‚ a\kv \nd™ncn°p∂p)]t£...FX Bizkn®n´pw XeIpep°n aeIbdp∂ ap´\mSns‚

sNhnIfm´p∂ Ip¶pa°fàn´ apJwamXw AbmfpsS Hm¿Ωbn¬\n∂pw am™pt]mbnń√, h¿jßƒ am™pt]mbn´pw.

]n∂oSv ]e]e cmXnIfnse Dd°Øn\nSbn¬ AhnNmcnXamb F√m DW¿®Ifnepw AbmfpsS ssI∏Øn Np‰nsbmcpaban√mØ Ib¿ apdpIpambncp∂p.

aeIbdm≥ aSn®p\n¬°p∂ sNdnb ap´\mSns‚ Ibdpwdnavemens‚ ssIøn¬ apdpIn.

1.\o≠ Ip∏mbw 2. Inepßp∂ sNdnbaWnIƒ

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\S°m≥ aSnImWn® Ip™mSns\ tPmen°mc≥ Zm£Wyan√msX apt∂m´p¥n.

IpcpXnbv°mbn hn[n°s∏ńcn°p∂Xv ap´\mSv Adnbp∂p≠mIptam?

Bń≥Ipń, ]pXnb bPam\s‚ hoń¬ Hcp IpSntb‰°mc\mIm\mbn ]pXnb aehgn Nhnń°bdn, ]mXna\tkmsS.

Dd®p\n¬°m\mImØ aÆns‚ A\n›nXXzw adnIS°m\p≈ iaw amXamWv, ]hmkØnse IpSntb‰w.

Hmtcm IpSntb‰°mc\mb ]hmknbpw, HmtcmXcwIpcpXnbv°mbp≈ \ntbmKamWv.

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tla¥nI ]®bpSp∏n´ sNSnIsf ipiqjn°pIbmWv.aItfbpw ]cnkc]IrXntbbpw t\m°ns°m≠v dnavem¬

Ccp∂p, kzÿambn.PohnXØn¬ At∂mfap≠mbncp∂ apgph≥ Xnc°pIfpw

s]s´∂v Ahkm\n®ncn°p∂Xpt]me... Aep]pcØpw, Kƒ^nepw F¥n\pth≠nbp≈ sh]mfw Bbncp∂psh∂v C∂v Abmƒ°dnbn√.

Bhiyan√mØ thKßfn¬\ns∂√mw hnSpX¬ h∂ncn°p∂p.

Hscm‰thKXbn¬ HgpIp∂ amUotJmebmbn AbmfpsSa\kpw.

KmayPohnXØns‚ thKÿncXbpsS anXXzØn¬ _mMvabpw a\pjycpw Nen°p∂Xv Abmƒ ImWpIbmbncp∂p.

“XWp∏v A[nIcn®v h√ sZÆhpw hcpw, t]mbn sNcn∏vFSpØnSSo...”

ameXn aIsf iImcn°p∂Xv tI´p.Aep]pcØv \n∂pw ]pXnbaÆn¬ FØnbt∏mtg°pw

]Xnhmbn [cn°mdp≠mbncp∂ ]mZc£Isf°pdn®v Ahƒad∂pt]mbncn°p∂p.

]IrXn Hcp°nb, \mevImen¬ Xmßp∂ Hcp Hmetaem∏n¬HXpßmØ \nesØgpØv Ifcnbn¬, DZv nP hn⁄m\obØns‚BZyZfßƒ sXm´dnbpIbmWv tla¥nI.

“Chƒ, CXm ]IrXntZhXIsf D]mkn®pXpSßp∂p.”`mcytbmSv Aßs\ ]dbWsa∂v Abmƒ BKln®p.aIsf°pdn®v hensbmcp DXvIWvT dnavemen\p≠mbncp∂p,

]pXnb Imemhÿ Hcp sshcmKnsbt∏mse Ip™ns\ ]co£n°ptam F∂v... `b∂Xpt]mse H∂pw kw`hn®n√.

thens°´pIfn√mØ Xpd mb Irjn`qanbnte°v Ahsfmcp h¿Æie`ambn ]d∂ndßn, \·]mZßfm¬.

]mSØv hncn™p\n¬°p∂ q¬tKm]nbv°pw1 _µmtKm]nbv°p2sam∏w tla¥nI Ifn°p∂p.

IpeIpØnb ]®°Se CdpsØSpØv £n°p∂p. ho≠pwho≠pw Ign°m≥ sNdpa[pcap≈ ]®°SebpsS cpNnbhsft]cn∏n°p∂p.1. tImfn^vfh¿ 2. Imt_Pv

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hoSpIƒ°p≈nse Ip¬Ym\n Xs∂bmWv _mMva°mcpsSt£Xßƒ.

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Hmtcm hoSpIfpw Aßs\ ]m¿∞\mebßfmIptºmƒ,KmaØn\msbmcp AºeØns‚ Bhiysa¥mWv?!

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AdhpImcs‚ aq¿®tbdnb IpJcn NqSn√mØ D®shbnte‰vXnfßn.

Iim∏pImcs‚ ssIIƒ Db¿∂p Xmgv∂p.sht´‰ inckv Zqtc°v sXdn®phoWp. ]nSbp∂ icocw

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A©mbn ]¶ns´SpØ Bń≥tXmep≈ Cd®nØp≠pIfpwBń≥ tNmcbpw...

Fcnhn√mØ IdnbpsS AcpNnbpw Idnbn¬ tN¿Ø tNmcbpsS Nphbpw..

Bńd®n°dn BkzZn®v Ign°m\mhmsX ameXn Ccp∂p.DW°apfInt\mSpw apfIps]mSntbmSpw t\∏mfnIƒ°v bw

t]mse, sXm´p]tbmKan√. hfsc°pd®v FcnhvamXw AXn\p≈

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]®apfIv ASp°fhcm¥bnte°v ssIIfpw \o´n ap‰ØvXs∂\n¬∏p≠v.

a√nbpw a™fpw C©nbpw Dephbpw ISpIpw ]dºn¬Xs∂kpe`w.

]cnNnXa√mØ AcpNn, dnavem¬ Ipd®vamXw Ign®vFgpt∂‰p.

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F¶nepw ]hmkn, e`yamIp∂ cpNnItfmSv tN¿∂p\n¬°m≥ian°p∂p, A]cnNnX\mb Hcmƒs°m∏w bmXsNøptºmse.

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c≠v Znhkßƒ IqSn Ign™p.]pXnb hoSns‚ ÿm\w, ac°p‰nIƒ Xd™v \ońs°ńb

NcSpIfm¬ Xm¬°menI hoSns‚ ap‰Øv aÆn¬ ]Xn™pInS∂p.

]WnXo¿∂m¬ ]pXnbhoSv a\jycpw ]gbhoSv ImenIfpwhmkÿeam°pw.

]pXnb hoSns\°pdn®v ap‡odmw t]c°pńtbmSv ]d™psImSp°p∂p. Ip™pa\knse hoSv tla¥nI ISemkn¬hcbv°m≥ ian°p∂p. IqńtbmPn∏n® Iptd hcIfm¬.

hoSv, a\pjycpsS kz]v\hpw ]hmknIfpsS \jvShpamWv.ap‰Øv tImgnIƒ Nn°p∂p.tImgnIfn√msX Babv°v hoSv ]q¿ÆamIns√∂v dnavemen

\dnbmw. amabpsS hoń¬\n∂pw Ba sIm≠ph∂Xmbncp∂ptImgnIsf.. FcpØn¬ sI´p∂Xns\°pdn®pw ImenIsfhmßp∂Xns\°pdn®pw _phmbpw Babpw amatbmSv Kuch]q¿∆w BtemNn°p∂Xv dnavemepw tIńcp∂p.

ASp°fbnse PmtXm1 Xncn°m≥ hian√msX ameXnIjvSs∏Sp∂Xv dnavem¬ I≠p. klmbnbmbncp∂ aukanbpwBsI £oWn®ncp∂p. PmtXmbn¬ [m\yßƒ s]mSn°pIsb∂Xv, ]cnNbw kn≤n®m¬ Gsd Ffp∏amWv, AcI√n¬AΩnbpcp´p∂Xnepw eLphmb A≤zm\ta th≠q.

dnavem¬ `mcysb klmbn®p.At∏mgmWv Ba ]m\nK´2sb°pdn®v ]d™Xv.Hcp Nm°n¬ Iptd tKmXºpw \nd®v ]pds∏´p, aeIfndßn

bndßn Xmtg°v.amUotJmebpsS Hgp°n\p≈n¬ Dd∏n® PeNIØm¬

Xncnbp∂ CØncn hensbmcp XncpI√v Xs∂bmbncp∂p ]m\oK´bpw. hm´¿an√ns‚ DSatbmSv AXns‚ ]h¿Ø\coXnIƒtNmZn®p a\knem°n.

DuWvIgn™v ap‰tØ°p≈ Ińf∏Snbn¬ Ccp∂p, tla¥nIap‰sØ sNSnItfmSv In∂mcw ]d™v Ifn°p∂p. C∂seAhfpsS ssI]nSn®v aÆn¬\´ph® sNSn°ºpIfpw ssXIfpw.

amabpsS ap‰Øv\n∂pw Ab¬]°sØ hoń¬\n∂psams°

1. XncpI√v, 2. Hgp-°p≈ \Zn-bn¬ ÿm]n-®n-cn-°p∂ s]mSn∏p b¥w.

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bmbn sIm≠ph∂v aIfpsS ssI]nSn®v \´phbv°th ameXn]dbp∂p≠mbncp∂p.

“F∂mte Ip´q\v CsXms°bpw AhfptSXmsW∂ Hcphnizmkw D≠mIq.”

ap‰Øv XSwtImcnbpw aÆvtNdn \nc∏m°nbpw ameXnbmsI£oWn®ncn°p∂p. Ifn®pIpg™ tla¥nI apØ»ns°m∏wAIØncp∂v Ft¥m Ign°p∂p.

D®Ign™v k‘ybnte°v sshIpt∂cØn\v Gsd Bbpkn√. a™v KncnirwKßsf thKØn¬ s]mXn™p XpSßpw.

shbn¬ XmWXpw, Im‰n\v Cud≥IqSnh∂p.HgpInØf¿∂Xn\memIptam, amUotJmembpsS kzcw D≈ne

a¿∂Xpt]mse.AØmgw Ign°m\mbn ASp°fbnse CØncnbnSØv Xs∂

F√mhcpw H∂n®v \nc∂p._mMvabnse Ccpńt\mSv FXthKamWv tla¥nI NßmØ

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ameXn `¿Ømhns\ sXm´phnfn®v BImitØ°v hnc¬Nq≠n.

NµnI a™p]mfnIfneqsS Acn®ndßp∂ ImgvN FXat\mlcamWv.!

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ameXn Ab® ‘Cusabn¬’ ktµißƒ a\kn¬ hmbn°pIbmbncp∂p B t\cw Abmƒ...

ho≠pw ho≠pw hmbn°m\mKln°p∂ Iptd ]nbs∏´hcnIƒ...

`mcy \ntXy\ Ab® ]Wbktµißfn¬\n∂v GsdbnjvSap≈ Hcp]nSn hcnIƒ Hcp t^mƒUdnte°v ]I¿Øn ‘tla¥w’

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Ah\v hfsc CjvSambncp∂p.hmcnIIfmbncp∂p ameXnbpsS Iq´pImcnIƒ. B\pImenI

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Ba hnfn®Xv tI´v, ameXn AItØ°v t]mbn. ap‰sØcmXnbn¬ dnavem¬ X\n®mbn.

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AbmfpsS a\knte°v shfn®ambn, hoSns‚ ]n∂mºpdsØCcpfnte°v ameXn Cdßnh∂p.

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]Scpw aptº Ba Ahsc AItØ°v hnfn®p. DKhnjap≈]mºpIsf°pdn®v Hm¿Ωs∏SpØns°m≠v...

t\cw ]pe¿∂p..ameXn°v ]\nbpw hndbpw O¿±nbpw... dnavem¬ aeIfndßn

bndßn aq∂v Kmaßƒ°∏pdw Iptd ZqcØmbn tUmIvSsdI≠v acp∂phmßn h∂p.

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hnesImSpØv hmßnb acp∂pIƒ _m°nbmbn, AXn√msXXs∂ ameXn km[mcWt]mse `£WwIgn®v sh≈wIpSn®vNncn®p \S∂p, ap‰Øpw ]mSØpw ]®°dnacßƒ°pw CSbneqsS

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B hgn°v Nn¥n°m≥ sa\s°SmsX PmKn ]d™n´pt]mbhm°pIsf°pdn®v amXw Nn¥n°phm≥ BKln°pIbmbncp∂p dnavem¬.

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“A¿≤cmXnIfn¬ ]pdØndßn Bflm°sf ievs∏SpØcpXv.”

At±lØn‚ hm°pIfn¬ Hcp Xm°oXns‚ kzcw, aebnSp°neqsS Xmtg°v ]Xn°p∂ amUotJmebpsS apgßp∂ kzcw,D≠mbncp∂nt√?

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bmbncp∂p.apjn™pe™ Zuc [cn®, AXnssiXyw sRcSnbpS®

Np≠pIfpw, XWpØIm‰v X√n∏dØnb XeapSnbp≈ sNdp∏°mc≥.

“Kpcp]kmZv.”kzbw ]cnNbs∏SpØn, amthmbnÃv ]h¿ØI\mWv.GXmbmepw ]mbw ap∏Xn\SpØv hcpw. ]tem`n∏nt®m

`o£Wns∏SpØntbm Ip´n∏´mfØnte°v tN¿°s∏´ Hcmfmbncn°n√ F∂v dnavemen\v tXm∂n.

amthmbnÃpIsf°pdn®p≈ tI´dnhv A]k¿∏I IYt]mse...

`bw \nd® a\kpambn Abmƒ°v ap∂n¬ Ccn°pIbmbncp∂p dnavemepw a‰p≈hcpw.

`mjbpw i_vZhpw, hnZym`ymkhpw hnhchpap≈ HcmfmWbmƒ F∂v dnavement\mSv km£ys∏SpØn. hfsc BtemNns®∂t]mse, Hmtcmtcm hm°pIfm¬ ]Xnsb kwkmcn°p∂p.

Iq´Øn¬ mcXsØ°pdn®v, tIcfsØ°pdn®v AhnSpsØ`cWkwhn[m\ßsf°pdn®v hfsc Xm¬]cytØmsSbp≈At\zjWßƒ.

]ucmWnI lcnXNmcpX ]S¿∂ `qanbn¬ kacip≤n\ndbv°m≥ \nbp‡\mbn, cmPIob cWsØ sh√phnfn°p∂,amkvacnImlzm\apb¿Øp∂ B kJmhns‚ apJtØ°v_lpam\tØmsS dnavem¬ t\m°nbncp∂p.

cmPhmgvNbvs°Xntc \S°p∂ kacapt∂‰ßsf°pdn®vkphy‡ambn Abmƒ kwkmcn®p. ASnaXzØns‚ hnt[bXzØn¬\n∂v hnπhØneqsSbp≈ hntamN\Øns‚ Hu≤XyØnte°v... I¿ΩcoXnIfpw e£yhpw... e£yØnte°p≈ lkzZqcsØ°pdn®p≈ ]Xo£bpw...

dnavemens‚ D≈neqsS, kaXzkpµcamb ip≤k¶¬∏Øns‚ NmepIfneqsS ]pgsbmgpIn. amUotJmebpsS BchwKpcp]kmZns‚ i_vZsØ XgpIn.

“\ΩpsS cmjvSob e£yw `cWw amXa√, a\pjycpsS]ptcmKa\m[njvTnXamb \ne\n¬]mWv... cmjvS kºØv cmP

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`WvUmcØne√, cmPyhnIk\Øn\pXIp∂ s]mXpJP\mhnemWv D≠mbncnt°≠Xv. temIw apgph≥ amdnbncn°p∂p.GIm[n]Xy at\m`mhØn¬ \n∂pw cWb¥ßƒ am‰s∏Sp∂nStØ a\pjykaXzØn\v ]k‡nbpw \ne\n¬∏pap≈q.”

hkvXp\njvTambn hnhcßƒ [cn∏n°p∂Xnep≈ ]mhoWyw.h¿jßfmbp≈ Xs‚ ]h¿Ø\taJebmbncp∂ Ihdn

Pn√bn¬ Dƒs∏Sp∂ tdmjn _km¿ hnt√Pns\°pdn®v, AhnSpsØ PohnXsØ°pdn®v Kpcp]kmZv B[nImcnIambn kwkmcn®p.

\membncØn A™qdn¬Xmsg P\kwJybp≈ AhnsSCcp∂q‰nsbgp]sØ´v Bƒ°m¿°v amXta A£cm`ymkap≈q. BsI c≠v k¿°m¿ kvIqfpIƒ amXw.

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_m“W\pw £Xnb\pw hnizI¿Ω\pw ipNnI\pw s\hmdpw_pPmfpw Hs°bmbn XΩneI∂v Ignbp∂ \m´pImtcbpw\mSnt\bpw cmPmhpw A\pNc∑mcpw tN¿∂v h©n°pIbmWv.

cmP`cWtØmSv Abmƒ°p≈ sshcmKyw P∑ZØamtWmsb∂v kwibn∏n°p∂ hm°pIƒ.

ap∏tXmfw hoSpIƒ amXap≈ _mMvabpsS ]ptcmKXnsb°pdn®v Kpcp]kmZn\v hy‡amb ImgvN∏mSp≠v. AXnte°p≈]h¿Ø\ßsf°pdn®v hy‡amb BkqXWßfp≠v.

ap‡odmw, koa, ]h≥, aukan, dnavem¬, ameXn, tla¥nI...Kpcp]kmZv IpSpw_mwKßfpsS t]cpIfpw hbkpw tNmZn®

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1, ‘dnavem¬°m_phm’

2F∂nßs\ Ba `¿Ømhns\bpw hnfn°mdp≠v.tdj≥Im¿Un¬ FgpXntN¿°ms\mcp t]cv, AXv amXambn

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“tIcfob kaqlØn¬ Hcp IpSpw_w ]pe¿Ønbncp∂ap‡odman\v cmjvSobw D≠mImsXhcptam?”

Kpcp]kmZv dnavement\mSv Bcm™p.GsX¶nepsamcp cmjvSob]m¿ńtbmSv Nn¥Iƒ tIm¿Øn

´p≈ tIcfobcpambp≈ \nc¥cklhmkw _phmbn¬ F¥vam‰ßƒ D≠m°nbn´p≠mIpw?

dnavem¬ Nn¥n®p.HØncnsbmØncn ISºIƒ adnIS∂v Hcp tdj≥Im¿Uv kz¥

am°m≥ klmbn® JZ¿amXw [cn°p∂ Hcp t\Xmhnt\mSp≈IS∏mSv ap‡odmw CSbv°nsS Hm¿°mdp≠v. CØncntbsdaZy]n®v tNmdpÆm\ncn°p∂ AhkcØn¬ Hcn°¬t∏mepaXvHm¿Øv ]dbmXncp∂nń√.

]t£, B kXv]h¿ØnsNbvX t\Xmhv h√t∏mgpta ap‡odmans\ Hm¿Øncp∂p≈q. A©ph¿jw IqSptºmƒ ÿm\m¿∞nbmIptºmƒ kz¥w ]m¿ń Hmtcm sXcs™Sp∏pItfbpwA`napJoIcn°p∂ Ahkcßfnepw Abmfpw AbmfpsSAWnIfpw ap‡odmans\bpw thm´hImiap≈ IpSpw_mwKßtfbpw IrXyambn Hm¿Øp.

Aeqan\nbw Iº\nbnse ÿncw tPmen°mc\mbn amdnbn´pwat‰sXmcp sXmgnemfn°psam∏w F√mhn[ sXmgnemZmbßfpw1. IpńIfpsS A—≥ 2. dnavemens‚ A—≥

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A\phZn®p InńbXv IΩyqWnÃpIm¿ t\XrXzw \¬InbbqWnbs‚ ]h¿Ø\êambncp∂p. ap‡odman\v IΩyqWnÃv]h¿ØItcmSv \µnbpw BZchpw Ds≠∂pw dnavemen\dnbmw.

dnavem¬ _ncpZ[mcnbmsW∂v Adn™t∏mƒ Kpcp]kmZn\vBZchv Gdn.

hnZym¿∞n kwLS\m ]h¿Ø\ßsf°pdn®v Xm¬∏cytØmsS At\zjn®psIm≠v Abmƒ kz¥w ]T\ImesØHm¿ΩIƒ ]¶ph®p.

“temIØmIam\w a\pjy¿ ]pXnb hn⁄m\Øn¬ \o¥nØpSn°ptºmƒ, \ΩpsS ktlmZc¿°v F∂pw CcpfneqsSamXw \St°≠nhcptºmƒ BhiyØn\v hnZym`ymkwe`n®n´p≈ \aps°ßs\ CsXms° I≠ns√∂v \Sn°m\mIpw?! dnavem¬ Nn¥n°Ww, \aps°mcpan®v ]h¿Øn°Ww...”

Kpcp]kmZv i_vZsamXp°n ]d™psIm≠v dnavemens‚IÆpIfnte°v t\m°n.

ap‰tØ°v \m¬°menIƒ IbdmXncn°m\mbn ASp°nbI√Xncn¬ Ccp∂v Ifn°pIbmbncp∂ tla¥nI Ifn\ndpØnKpcp]kmZns‚ hm°pIƒ i≤n°p∂p.

Hcp cmjvSob kwLS\tbmSpw ]tXyIn®v ASp∏an√mbncp∂p F∂ dnavemens‚ kXyhmMvaqew Abmƒ hnizkn®ncn°m≥ CSbn√. kvIqƒ tImtfPv ImeL´Ønse kw`h ]cºcIƒ kv^pSXbn√msX Hm¿Ωbnte°v Xncn®phcp∂p.

Ifn°fw kvIqƒØew apXte dnavemen\v lcambncp∂p.Im¬∏¥pIfntbmSv hfsc CjvShpw, ap≥\nc°fn°mcs\∂JymXnbpw. kvIqƒssaXm\Øv XpSßnbIfn ]sø]sø hf¿∂vt£XØn\p ]n∂nse Inf®vadn°mØ sXßn≥ tXm∏nte°vIfw am‰nbncp∂p.

k‘ytbmfw \ofp∂ Ifn...Ifn°fw Hcp Ifcn°fambn ]cnWan®p.saø`ymkØnep≈ Htcsbmcp Xm¬∏cyw Ifn°fØn¬

Abmsf ]nSn®p\ndpØn. ]cnioe\°fcn Hcp cmjvSob]m¿ńbpsS t]mjILSIambn \ndwaßp∂Xns‚ `hnjyØns\°pdn®v dnavemepw Iq´pImcpw A∂X t_m[hm∑mcmbncp∂n√.

_ncpZ]T\Øn¬ h∂ptN¿∂ ]pXnb kulrZßƒ...kptcjns\t∏mep≈ Iq´pImcpsS CSs]S¬, tlm°o SoanseAwKXzw...

]hmk `qanimkvXw 97

Nn¥IfpsS ]pXnb hmXmb\ßƒ hy‡nXzØn¬ ae¿s°Xpd∂p.

kmlnXyhpw kwKoXhpw Hs° CfwsX∂embn a\kneqsShoin. tlm°n ]cnioe\Øns‚ Xnc°neqsS dnavemens‚]T\Zn\ßƒ Du¿Pkzeam¿∂p.

IfcnIsf°pdn®v Hm¿°m≥ kabwXnIbmØ B \√\mfpIƒ Cu \nanjw dnavem¬ Hm¿Øp.

Kpcp]kmZv Iptd eLpteJIƒ dnavemen\v \¬In.Aep]pcsØ ]©mbØv KŸimebpsS CubnsS I≠

Ahÿsb°pdn®v dnavem¬ \ncmitbmsS Nn¥n®p.XSnbeamcIfn¬ \o¿®nX¬ Ibdn B¿ØntbmsS ssh⁄m

\nI KŸßfpsS Bflmhv Ic≠pXn∂p∂p. Xpd°mØhmXnen\p≈n¬ \nh¿ØmsX InS∂ Zn\]XßfpsSta¬\c®odpIƒ amdme s]mgn®n´ncn°p∂p.

hmb\bpsS hk¥Imeambncp∂ IemebZn\ßƒ dnavem¬Hm¿Øp. hmbn®p Xo¿Ø ]nbs∏´ FgpØpImcpsS ]ikvXIYIƒ... IYm]mXßƒ t¢ian√msX aeIƒIbdn dnavemens‚a\knseØn.

]´WßfnteXpt]mseXs∂ amthmbnÃv ]h¿Ø\ßƒ_mMvat]mep≈ DƒKmaßfnepw hym]n®ncn°p∂p. Hcp IpSpw_Ønse Hcmsf¶nepw apgph≥ kab ]h¿Ø\ßfnte°vk∂≤\mtI≠Xns‚ BhiyIX Kpcp]kmZv A°an v ÿm]n°p∂p.

dnavemen\v Kƒ^n¬ sXmgneps≠∂v Abmƒ°dnbmambncp∂p. iºfsØ°pdn®pw, \nXysNehns\°pdn®pw kºmZysØ°pdn®psams° At\zjn®p. kº∂cmbhcn¬ \n∂pw`mcn®XpIIƒ o£Wns∏SpØnt∏mepw hmßp∂ amthmbnÃpIsf°pdn®v dnavemepw tI´n´p≠mbncp∂p.

~Hcp πmÃnIv Iº\nbn¬ klmbnsb∂ XkvXnIbn¬ Hcpkm[mcW sXmgnemfnbmbn Ign™ BZyh¿jßfpw iºfhpwc≠ph¿jw XnI®p≈ Ah[n°mehpw ISwsIm≠v hmßn\ndbv°p∂ kΩm\s∏mXnIƒ \¬Ip∂ kt¥mjhpw...HSphn¬ Kƒ^pImcs‚ amXw kºmZyamb kmºØnIIS_m≤yXbpw...

AsX√mw Hm¿sØ¶nepw, H∂pw ]dbm≥ dnavemen\v tXm∂nbn√.

“\mKcnIXbpsS A[n\nthißsf sNdpØptXm¬∏n°m\mbn KmaoWXbpsS NmeIi‡nsb DtØPn∏n°m≥ amthm

]hmk `qanimkvXw 98

bnÃpIƒ°v Ignbptam?”BKlap≠mbncps∂¶nepw dnavem¬ tNmZn®n√.]mtbmKnI cmjvSobØnte°v NphSpam‰p∂ tkmjyenÃp

IfpsS AP≠bn¬ \jvSamIp∂ KmaoWXsb \ymboIcn°p∂hnjbßft√ _m°nbp≠mIpI?

kt¥mjtØmsS, ]Xo£tbmsS Kpcp]kmZv bmX]dbth, kz¥w \mńte°v aSßnhcWsa∂v ]hs\ Hm¿Ωn∏n°m\pw Abmƒ ad∂n√.

]h\v kz¥w \mSv GXmWv, P\n®phf¿∂ Aep]pctam, amXm]nXm°ƒ P\n®phf¿∂ _mMvatbm?

Hm¿ΩIfn¬ H∂pw Ahtijn∏n°msX Hcp `qan a\kn¬kz¥sa∂ DƒkzcapW¿Øptam?

Kpcp]kmZv \S∂pt]mIp∂Xpw t\m°n dnavem¬ Ccp∂p.Aep]pcw Dƒkzcambn, I¨tImWpIƒ \\™p.tla¥nIbpsS apJtØ°v hoWpInS°p∂ apSnbngIfn¬

Im‰v hnc¬sXmSp∂p. Ahƒ Kpcp]kmZnt\bpw i≤n®vCcn°pIbmbncp∂p.

_mMvabn¬ kw`hn°m≥t]mIp∂ hnπhØns‚ A≤ymb\kzcw ihn°pIbmbncp∂, ]pØs\mcp kmaqlnIimkvX]mTw ]Tn°pIbmbncp∂ Hcp hnZym¿∞nsbt∏mse I√Sp°n¬Ccp∂ tla¥nI Fgpt∂‰v apØ—s‚ AcnInte°v \S∂p.

ap‡odmw sNdpaIsf s\t©mSv tN¿Øv, a°sf t\m°nNncn®p. Kpcp]kmZns\ tI´pIgn™ _phmbpsS apJØvkwàa√, im¥Xbmbncp∂p dnavem¬ I≠Xv.

ap‡odmw Aep]pcØv BZysaØnb \mfpIƒ Hm¿Øp.Hc£cwt]mepw ]cnNnXa√mØ `mjbv°pw ]pXnb kzcßƒ°panSbn¬ tI´ h¿Øam\ßƒ ho≠pw Hm¿Øp.

a°tfmSv Hm¿Ωbnep≈Xv apgph\pw ]d™pXpSßn.Xncps\√n, ]p¬∏≈nbptSbpw Ip‰nbmSnbptSbpw X\nbmh¿

Ø\ hnêiaw.tIcfØnse ]£p_v[ buh\Øns‚ \Ivk¬ ]pd∏mSv,

A]k¿∏I IYIfmbn. c‡°d DWßmØ tIƒhnIƒ.Xpdp¶neSbv°s∏´ t\Xm°fpsS t]cpIƒ.

]`mX]Xw hmbn°p∂ ]oSnIØnÆbn¬ tIńcn°p∂ Bƒ°q´Øn¬ Hcmfmbn A\pIqen°mt\m ]XnIqen°mt\m BImsX, AdnbmØ mjbneqsS Ahy‡ambn tI´hnπhIYIƒ...

XmSn hf¿Ønb sNdp∏°mcpsS sNdpkwLßsf kwibZrjvSym t\m°nb \mfpIƒ...

]hmk `qanimkvXw 99

A©ph¿jw Ign™ph∂ ASnb¥ncmhÿ AZriyambIq®phneßn´ kmaqlnI PohnXw.

“t\∏mƒ `cWw amthmbnÃpIƒ t\SnsbSp°pw.”ap‡odmw ]hNn°p∂Xpt]mse dnavemen\v tXm∂n ]Xymi

XnI™ kzcw.“\nßƒI≠ C∂sØ Aep]pcØns‚ hf¿®bpw ]ptcmK

Xnbpw t\m°n\n∂h\mWv Rm≥.”hmb\imebpw \mSIkwLhpap≠mbncp∂ Du¿÷kze

cmb sNdp∏°m¿ Kmaapt]£n®v A\y \mSpIfnte°v sXmgnet\zjIcmbn ap‡odmans‚ I¨ap∂neqsS IS∂p t]mbXvI≠p\n∂ hgnIƒ°v hoXntbdp∂p. kachpw _µpw l¿Ømepw kXyKlhpw \ncmlmchpw F√mw \nc∂p\oßnbXnt\msSm∏w hf¿∂ tIcfw...

“\ΩpsS _mMvabpw hfcpw, B hf¿®bv°mbn Fs‚ a°ƒ\ΩpsS kz¥w aÆn¬ D≠mhWw.”

ap‡odmw AIte°v t\m°nbncp∂p. \msfsb ImWp∂angnItfmsS...

NcnXØn¬ FhnsSbpw tcJs∏SpØmsX t]mIp∂ IebpwkwKoXhpw PohnXhpap≈ Pn]vknIsft∏mse thcpIƒ \jvSs∏´ \mtSmSnIfmbnamdn Xs‚ a°fpsS kzXzw \jvSs∏ScpsX∂v ap‡odmw BKln°p∂Xmbn dnavem¬ Adn™p.

amthmbnÃv ]h¿Ø\ßƒ GIm[n]Xy`cWØns\Xnsckacßƒ Hcp°p∂p. kacßƒ Iem]ßfmIp∂p. amthmbnÃpIƒ Iem]ImcnIfmbn hymJym\n°s∏Sp∂p. cmP`cWwAhkm\n®pIgn™m¬ Iem]ImcnIƒ `cWm[n]cmbn]cnWan°pw.

Ak¥pjvSamb Bflmhvt]mse ]cImb]thinbmb A[nImcw F∂pw IqSvhn´v IqSpamdns°mt≠bncn°pw. Iem]ßƒZpc¥ßƒ G‰phmßn NcnXØns‚ GSpIfn¬ Hcn°epwDWßmØ apdnhpIfp≠m°pw.

amUntJmebpsS Pekzcw, C¶pem_ns‚ Bthi[z\nbmbndnavemens‚ Nn¥bneqsS HgpIn, Kpcp]kmZnt\bpw IS∂v\oßn.

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]h≥ InX®psIm≠v izmksaSp°m\mbn ias∏Sp∂XvI≠v `bNInXbmbn hnfn®pIqhnbXv ameXn Bbncp∂p.

Xf¿∂v XnÆbnencp∂v Hcp ssI s\©Øv Aa¿Øn, adpssIsIm≠v i_vZap≠m°cpsX∂v ameXntbmSv hne°p∂ ]hs‚AcnInte°v dnavemepw Babpw HmSnsbØn.

BabpsS ASpØ_‘phpw Ab¬°mc\pamb òant\msSm∏w ASpØ KmaØnte°v t]mbncp∂ ]h≥, H‰bv°vCcn°p∂sXßs\sb∂ Nn¥, dnavemens‚ a\kn¬ kwibßfp≠m°n.

]h≥, sXm´SpØ KmaØn¬ t]mbXmbncp∂p.hndIvXobmfp∂ NqSpw ]pIbpw Xń Icnhmfn® apJap≈

kvXobv°v AºXv hb ntesd ]mbap≠mbncp∂p.ASp∏nse Icn]nSn® Jp]nb1bpsS apIfnencp∂ slm≥Um2

bpsS NqSp≈ aqSn \·amb ssIsIm≠h¿ Xpd∂v, Bhnhan°p∂ \m\n3 ]pdsØSpØv NqSp≈ Nmcmbw ]hs‚ ]mXØnte°v ]I¿s∂mgn®p\¬In.

Hcp Xcw \mS≥ hm‰pNmcmbamWv, amasb k¬°cn°m\mbXv hmßm≥ ]d™b®Xv _phmbmbncp∂p.

CcpIcßfnepw AS∏p≈ henb ]mXßƒ, H∂n¬ asÆÆbpw as‰m∂n¬ aZyhpw, Xq°n∏nSn®ncp∂p.

hgnbpsS Hcphiw \nd™v IpØt\ apIfnte°v \n_nUh\amWv, adphiw AKm[amb K¿Øhpw.

hnP\amb A]cnNnXhgn.A—\Ωamcm¬ ]≠v ]d™XptI´ b£n°YIƒ a\kn

te°v hgnsX‰n hcp∂p≠mbncp∂p.h\Øns‚ hr£\n_nUXbpsS D≈n¬\n∂pw Hcph\yPohn

sbt∏mse, s]s´s∂mcp a\pjy≥ hgnbnte°ndßnh∂p.Aet¶mes∏´ hkvXßfpw ]mdn∏d∂ apSnbpw... Akz`mhn

IX Nqgv∂p\n∂ AbmfpsS tNmZyßƒ°v DØcw ]dbptºmƒa\kn¬ Hcp h√mØ `bw hfcpIbmbncp∂p. h\Øn\p≈neqsS \S∂m¬ Zqcw em`n°psa∂v ]d™v hgnImń £Wns®¶nepw, IqsSt∏mIm≥ ]hs\ a\knep≈ IYIƒ A\phZn®n√.

1.2.3 ˛ Nmcmbw hm‰m\p]tbmKn°p∂ ]mXßfpsS t]cpIƒ

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][m\hgnbneqsS Ignbp∂X thKXbn¬ H‰bv°v \S°pIbmbncp∂p, thKXIpd®v HmSptºmse.

Ab¬°mc\mb oant\mSv ]nWßn, H‰bv°v Xnc°n v Xncn®p\S∂Xn¬ tJZn°pIbmbncp∂p, a\kv.

òav Ct∏mgpw hgnh°n¬I≠ s]Ænt\mSv In∂mcw ]d™v\n¬°pIbmbncn°pw. hgnh°nse hnP\Xbn¬ ]ckv]cw]d™ A«oeX hf¿∂v lnXa√mØXv Fs¥¶nepw kw`hn®ncn°ptam AhnsS? ImenIsf tabn°m≥ h∂ AhfpsS ssIøn¬aq¿®bp≈ IpJcnbp≠v, Ah\v Ahtf°mƒ BtcmKyhpap≠v..Ah\v hgßm\p≈ a\kv Ahƒ°v D≠mIWsa∂n√, Iogvs∏SpØm\mbn Ah≥ ian®pIqsS∂pan√...

F¶n¬...Ah¿ ]ckv]cw GsXms° coXnbn¬ ]h¿Øn°mw,

]Xntcm[n°mw...HSphn¬ sXfn°m≥ Bfn√msX ]mhw ImenIƒ hgnsX‰n

\S∂v IpgnIfntem sIm°Ifntem ImenSdn hogpw...s]s´s∂mcp h√mØ i_vZw, Nn¥IfpsS tate°v `bw

IpS™n´psIm≠v Dcp≠ph∂p.hr£ßfpsS thcpIfn¬, XmbvØSnIfn¬ Xńbpcp≠v

henb ]md°√pIƒ..kIess[cyhpw kw`cn®v Hgn™pamdn.`bØns‚ Iqcncpfn¬ BizmkØns‚ an∂man\pßv t]mse,

Zqsc aeapIfn¬ KmaØnse BZysØhoSv ImWmw.apgph≥ BtcmKyhpw hn\ntbmKn®psIm≠v IpØs\bp≈

Ib‰w HmSn°bdn, B hoSn\pap∂nseØn InX®p\n∂v òXntbmsS Xncn™pt\m°n..

hc≠v Zmln°p∂ sXm≠\\bv°m\mbn sh≈an√. ssIønep≈Xv aZyamWv, ZmlØn\pap∂n¬ GsXmcp]m\obhpw \njn≤a√.

ssIønencp∂ ]mXØns‚ aqSn XnSp°Øn¬ Xpd∂v hmbnte°v IangvØn.

hmbvsh¥p, Xp∏nbn´pw D≈nte°n‰ndßnb Xp≈nIfm¬sXm≠bpw sh¥p.

asÆÆ]m´bmbncp∂p Xpd∂Xv, aZyØn\p]Icw.A]ISw ]n∂mse Dcp≠pcp≠v hcpsa∂ t_m[w, HmSn.

H∂pw IpSn°msX ho≠pw HmSn. Hcphn[w hońseØpIbmbncp∂p.

]hmk `qanimkvXw 102

hgnbnsehnsStbm hoWpt]mbncn°p∂ asÆÆbpw aZyhpwhos≠Sp°m\mbn, Babpw ameXnbpw dnavemepw t]mbn,]ht\msSm∏w.

h\]m¿izhgnbn¬ hoWpInS∂ ]mXßƒ. asÆsÆap°mepw Xqhnt∏mbncps∂¶nepw aZyw apdpInb AS∏p≈]mXØn\p≈n¬ `Zambncp∂p.

h\\n_nUXbnte°v t\m°n \n¬°p∂ Ba ]dbp∂p≠mbncp∂p, ]Xn‰m≠pIƒ°v apºv BflmlqXnsNbvX Hcp ]Xn\mdpImcnsb°pdn®v...

KmaoW¿ ]ecpw AhfpsS t]Xmflmhns\ CXn\papºpwASpØpI≠n´p≠v. a\pjysct∏mse ]ethjßfn¬ IqsS\S°p∂Xpw, Xobmsbcn™pw I√mbpcp≠pw a™mbnaqSnbpw]ecq]ßfn¬ ]Xy£s∏Sp∂Xpw... GIm¥]YnIcmba\pjysc cm]IepIfpsS hyXymkan√msX `bs∏SpØnckn°p∂Xpw...

a\pjyPoht\mSv I\nhp≈ b£nbmbncn°mw, BcptSbpwcp[ncw ]m\wsNbvXn√, Bscbpw A]arXyphn\v Cc\¬Inbn√.

dnavem¬, I√pcp≠ a¨]mSpIƒ Xnc™vXnc™v, hgnh°nse XmgvNbnte°v Ccpfpw ]®∏pw aqSn∏pX®v InS°p∂AKmZK¿ØØnte°v t\m°n \n∂p; ae CSnt™m, h\yarKßƒ ]ckv]cw t]mscSpØv aÆnfIntbm ae©cnhneqsSC\nbpw Dcps≠Ømhp∂ ]md°√pIsf°pdn®v t_m[hm\mbns°m≠v.

acßƒ°nSbneqsS IS∂pt]mbIm‰v ac®n√Isf Nhnń°pep°p∂Xpt]mse.

F√mhgnIfnepw A]ISw ]Xnbncn∏p≠mIpat√m, Dcp≠vhcp∂ I√mbn, NphSv]ng® K¿Øambn...

F√mhgnIfpw A]ISamWv, F√mbmXnIcpw A]ISßƒs°m∏w bmXsNøp∂hcmWv.

sshIpt∂cw.IrjvW∏cp¥pIƒ hán´p ]d°p∂ BImiw.sXmgpØnte°v aSßp∂ ImenIfpsS _lpkzcw. IpSaWn

sbm®Iƒ.]pjv]n®p\n¬°p∂ ac®n√Iƒ°nSbn¬ kqcy≥, sIńRm

Ønb BUw_c hnf°mbn.]pIa™v IS∂phcm\mbn ]®®n√IfpsS sImSn hoip∂

A]cm”w.

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ameXnbpsS thjhpw `mhhpw Ab¬]°ßfnse s]Æpßsf A¤pXs∏SpØn.

‘CX ]Tn∏p≈ Hcp s]sÆt¥ Cßs\?’]ØmwXcw Pbn® ameXn A£cadnbmØ Np‰ph´Øp≈

kvXoIfn¬ A¤pXmZchv \nd®p.Ahƒ, t\∏mfn s]ÏpńIsft∏mse apJØv I\Øn¬

tdmkv ]uU¿ tX®n√, henb apØpameIƒ AWn™n√.[mcmfw ]Ww Nabßƒ hmßm\mbn sNehgn®n√.

ISpwNph∏p\ndap≈ en]vÃnIv ]pc´p∂Xns\°pdn®v, Np≠pIfn¬ c‡w I´]nSn®ncn°pw t]mep≈ ImgvNIsf°pdn®v,ameXn AkzÿXtbmsS kwkmcn°pIbmbncp∂p.

“AXnseßs\ AhcpsS ¿Ømhn\v Npw_n°m≥ Ignbpw”.ameXn `¿Ømhnt\mSv tNmZn®p.“Cßs\.”Hcp Npw_\w dnavem¬ adp]SntbIn.]q°ƒhnS¿∂ kz‰dn\p≈n¬ Ahsfmcp emenKpdmkmbn

Nph∂p.CfwIm‰pw k‘ybpw ssItIm¿Øv \n∂t∏mƒ t]cdnbmØ

GtXm]qhns‚ \dpK‘w ap‰tØ°v HgpInsbØn. k‘ym\maP]w sNøp∂ amUotJmebpsS kmµboWØns‚ A\pcW\ßƒ Bflmhn¬ hoWpd™p.

ac®phń¬ InS∂pdßpIbmbncp∂ \mb DW¿∂v AhcpsSkvt\l]IS\ßtfmSv kulrZ]q¿∆w hmemń.

“Zo]mhen kabØv C∂mńse arKßsfsbms°ImWm\mWv IqSpX¬ tNev.”

BZykµ¿i\ImesØ Zo]mhen BtLmjsØ°pdn®vdnavem¬ ameXntbmSv hniZoIcn°pIbmbncp∂p.

]Øv Znhkßƒ \o≠p\n¬°p∂ ]qPIfmWv Zo]mhenBtLmjßtfmSv A\p_‘n®p≈Xv.

HmtcmZnhkhpw Hmtcm PohnIsf ]qPn®psIm≠v XpSßp∂p...

Im°tbbpw Imftbbpw ]ńtbbpw ]iphnt\bpw... Hmtcm∂n\mbn Hmtcmtcm ]qPIƒ... hoSpIfn¬ hf¿Øp∂ ]£narKmZnIfpsS tijvTZn\ßfmbncp∂p, Ipfn∏n®v Ip¶pawsXmSo®v ]qameIfWnbn®v ]qPn®v arjvSm∂aqńkt¥mjn∏n°pw...

Hmtcm PohnIfpw Hmtcmtcm ssZhßsf ]Xn\n[m\wsNøp∂p≠v...

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]ip°ƒ e£ntZhnsb ]Xn\n[oIcn°p∂p. Bcpw ]ip°sf D]Zhn°mdn√, sIm∂pXn∂p∂Xns\°pdn®v BtemNn°m≥IqSnIgnbn√. NØp t]mIp∂ ]ip°sf F√mhn[ BZcthmsSbpw kwkv°cn°pw.

“]qame IgpØneWn™v If`hpw Ip¶pahpw Nm¿Øs∏´vhgn\osf HmSn\S°p∂ \mbv°sf ImWm≥ \√ tNep≠mbncp∂p.”

\mbv°sf ]qPn® Zn\w, dnavemen\v IrXyamb Hm¿ΩbmWv.“]Ømw\mƒ Bßfamsc ]qPn°m\p≈ ZnhkamWv.”FXZqcØmsW¶n¬t∏mepw ktlmZcnam¿ Xs‚ ktlmZc

∑msc ImWms\Øp∂ ]Xnhp≠v. ]tXyIw sIńbp≠m°p∂amebWnbn®v, Ip¶paw sXmSo®v ssI\o´w \¬In ]oXns∏SpØpw. CjvSs∏´ ]elmcßfpw aZywt]mepw ktlmZcnam¿ktlmZc∑m¿°v ImgvNhbv°pw.

D≈Xpt]msemcp XpI Z£nWbmbn ktlmZcnam¿°v \¬IpIbpw thWw.

ktlmZcnam¿ BZybmXbn¬ H∏an√mXncp∂Xn\m¬ kZykzoIcn°mt\m Z£nW\¬Imt\m Ign™n√t√m F∂pwdnavem¬ a\xkvXm]s∏´p.

C\n hcp∂ Zo]mhen°v aWemcWyØn¬ H‰bv°mbncn°psa∂v Abmƒ IW°pIqń. Imew adn™v, \m´mtLmjßsfKƒ^n¬ ]p\xkrjvSn°p∂ kulrZIq´mbvaIsf°pdn®pwAbmƒ Nn¥n®p.

IpSpw_mwKßfpsS km∂n≤yan√mØ, kz¥w Kmaw ]›mØesamcp°mØ GsXmcmtLmjØn\mWv X\na krjvSn°m\mhpI?

tIchr£an√mØ \mń¬ HmWap≠mIptam?!emeoKpdmkv ]q°mØ aÆn¬ Zo]mhenbp≠mIptam?!

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hncp∂pIfpsS tLmjbmX._mMvabn¬ BsIbp≈ hoSpIfn¬ ]IpXnbntesdbpw

_‘p°fptSXmbncp∂p. P∑wsIm≠pw hnhmlßfneqsSbpw]ckv]cw _‘p°fmbh¿. _m°nbp≈ hoSpIƒ ]Wn°mcmb Xmgv∂ PmXnbn¬ s]´hcptSXpw.

_‘phoSpIfnse F√m hncp∂pIfnepw Ign°m≥ ]®cnt®mdp≠mbncp∂p.

‘IÆn¬I≠Xpw ssIøn¬InńbXpw’ F∂v ]dbp∂Xpt]mse, GXv ]®°dnbpw, Imt_tPm Iymct‰m F¥pwshńbcn™v NypcnsbÆbn¬ Cs´SpØm¬ AXv A®mdmWv.

hncp∂pÆth Hm¿ΩIfnse Aep]pcw cpNnbmbn dnavemens‚\mhneen™p.

Aep]pcsØ ASp°fbnte°v aSßm≥ sImXn°p∂hni∏v. ]pgao≥IdnbpsS kzmZv cpNn°m≥ \ndbp∂ \mhv.

Hmtcm \mSn\pw AXns‚ cpNnØ\na D≠mIpat√m, \mhnsecpNn°q´pIƒIqSn dnavemens\ Hcp aebmfnbm°nbncn°p∂p.

Ab¬]°sØ tN®namtcmSv tNmZn®pw ]d™pw ]Tn®aebmf A£cßƒs°m∏w aebmfnIfpsS Fcnhpw ]pfnbpwIqSnb `£W]Zm¿∞ßfpsS ]mNIcoXnIqSn tamanZoZn]co£n®v hnPbn®ncp∂p.

dnavemen\v ktlmZcnsb°pdn®p≈ Nn¥Iƒ a\kn¬ Aenhmbn, hb‰nep≠mbncp∂ hni∏ns‚ Xobv sI´pt]mbn.

Aep]pcw Ahs‚bp≈n¬ Xocm\jvSØns‚ thZ\bmbn...

amhvt]mse hf¿∂v]S¿∂v ]¥en® NyqcnacØnse Nn√Ifn¬IpeIpØn°nS°p∂ sNdp]gßƒ. ]pdsØ a[pcap≈amwkfamb `mKw Ign°mw. Ipcp DW°n BńsbSpØ FÆhońse D]tbmKØn\mbn IcpXnhbv°p∂p.

henb acØnte°v hen™pIbdn inJcßfn¬ Nhnń°pep°n Nyqcn°mbvIƒ s]mgn°p∂ s]Æpßƒ BWpßƒs°m∏w sabv_eap≈ sXmgn¬sNøp∂ ImgvNbnte°v ameXnAXnib]q¿∆w `¿Ømhns‚ i≤£Wn®p.

“ASpØ Ah[n°v Rms\Øptºmƒ GsX¶nepsamcpacØns‚ a≠bv°v Ibdn\n¬°p∂ \ns∂sb\n°vImWmat√?”

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dnavem¬ `mcytbmSv tNmZn®p.“Rm\mbncn°n√, \ΩpsS aIƒ..”Ahƒ XncpØn.AhfpsS apJw A]k∂amIp∂Xpt]mse dnavemen\v

tXm∂n._mMvabnte°v t]mIm≥ Xocpam\n® \nanjwapX¬ ameXn°v

`¿Ømhnt\mSv At\zjn°m\p≠mbncp∂Xv tla¥nIbpsShnZym`ymksØ°pdn®v amXambncp∂p.

“\gvkdnbnse anSp°n°pńbmWhƒ..”Ahƒ `¿Ømhns\ Hm¿Ωn∏n°mdp≠mbncp∂p.kz¥w aIfpsS `mhnsb°pdn®v, hnZybm¿Pn°m\p≈ `mj

Iƒ ]Tn°m\p≈ GsXmcp kmlNcyhpan√mØ _mMvabnsePohnXsØ°pdn®p≈ Hcp ]nXmhns‚ BIpeX dnavemens\Xf¿Øn.

F¶nepw, amXm]nXm°fpsS BKlßƒs°m∏w k©cnt°≠Xv kz¥w ISabmsW∂ hnizmkw Ahs‚bp≈n¬ IcpØmbn DW¿∂p.

_mMvabnte°v ]pds∏´ \nanjw apX¬ aIfpsS `mhnsb°pdn®p≈ BIpeX apgph\pw ad®ph®v, AsX√mw ad∂Xpt]msemcp `mhamWv ameXnbn¬. amXm]nXm°fpsS BKlkêoIcWØn\mbp≈ ¿Ømhns‚ k∑t\m`mhtØmShƒapgph≥ a\kpw tN¿Øph®ncn°p∂p.

tla¥nIbv°v ]I¿∂psImSp°m\mbn, Cw•ojpw aebmfhpw lnµnbpw NcnXhpw imkvXhpw KWnXhpw... Iptdtbsd]pkvXIßƒ ameXn IcpXnbn´p≠v.

hmbn°m≥ ]pkvXIßfps≠¶n¬ ]hmkw AbXv\am°msa∂v ameXnbpw hnizkn°p∂p≠mIpw.

hnhml£Ww.BabpsS HcSpØ _‘phns‚ aIs‚ hnhmlamWv. ]s¶Sp

°mXncn°p∂Xv \m´pacymZb√.s]mXn™psIń sImSpØbbv°mhp∂ hneIqSnb kΩm\

Øntem kph¿Æen]nIfm¬ FgpXn\nd® s]m≈ØcßfpsSHcmiwkm]XØntem km‰≥\mSbn¬ sIńsbmcp°nb Iptd]n\n\o¿]pjv]ßfntem kt¥mj]q¿Æamb kz¥w ]m¿∞\\ndbv°p∂ ]Xnhv _mMvabn¬ Fßpan√.

Hmtcm aplq¿Øßfpw _‘panXmZnIfpsS IqSnt®cen\pth≠n amXap≈XmWv.

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£W]XnIsbÆn IWs°SpØv GsX¶nepsamcp ]mNIIº\n°m¿°v Icm¿\¬In Hcp°p∂ kZybpan√.

Cd®n°dnbpsS K‘w Np‰nepw \nd™p\n∂ncp∂p.Bńd®n thhn®p≠m°nb ]eXcw IdnIfpw tNmdpw aZyhpw

Xømdm°n kq£n®ncn°p∂p. hnfºnsbSpØv Ign°m\mbnhrØmImcØnep≈ henb Ão¬ XfnIIfpw, aZyw ]I¿∂pIpSn°m\p≈ IpSphn® ]mXßfpw ASp°nh®ncn°p∂p.

]ckv]c klIcWtØmsS GsXmcphntijßfpwBtLmjam°nbncp∂ tIcfØns‚ ]gb ]IrXw Fßs\bmWv CXta¬ amdnadn™Xv? GXv hntZi kwkv°mc km∂n≤yamWv tIcfobcpsS Nn¥mKXn am‰nadn®Xv?

dnavem¬ Nn¥n°pIbmbncp∂p.“tbm t_ema X]mbn lcp _mMvam am Ahpt\ Khm≥te

a≥ sKmdmt°m _lpem _lpen ldqt°m `mKymtlm.”(Cu t\cØv _mMva kµ¿in°m≥ \nßsf ssZhßƒ CS

hcpØnbXv h[qhc∑mcpsS `mKyamWv)BXntYb¿ kt¥mjn°p∂p._lpen1°v ]Xn\mev hbkv XnIbp∂tXbp≈q, _lpe2

bv°v ]Xns\´pw.F´mw XcØn¬ ]Tn®ncp∂ Aht\msSm∏w Ign™bmgvN

Ahƒ sNdp°s‚ hońte°v t]m∂p.Hmtcm hnhml DSºSnbpw Xo¿°p∂Xv kvXo]pcpjkwtbm

KßfpsS Hmtcm ]Wb]hmkat√?\me©v aeIƒ°∏pdap≈ ]≈n°qSØn∂cnInse hoń¬

\n∂pw I≠p ]Wbn® Iuamc°mct\msSm∏w ZmºXyPohnXat\zjn®v ]pds∏´ kvXoa\kns‚ IpSntb‰w.

km[mcW hnhml BtLmjßfnepw s]Æns‚ hońseØnBlmcw Ign™v h[phnt\bpwsIm≠v hcs‚ hońte°v aSßpIbmWv ]Xnhv.

hnhmlNSßpIƒ apgph≥ hcs‚ hońembncn°pw, XmensI´pw If`wsXmSoepw F√mw.

XmensI´v Ign™p.]´pkmcnbpSpØncp∂ h[phns‚ apSnbngIƒ ]n∂ns°ń

h®ncp∂p. hnhn[ h¿Æßfp≈ apØpIƒs°m∏w kz¿ÆaWnIƒIqSn tN¿ØpsImcpØ I\ap≈ henb ameIƒ IgpØn¬\n∂v amdn\papIfneqsS Rm∂pInS∂p.

1.h[p. 2. hc≥ 3. I¿∏qc Xpfkn

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hct\msSm∏w a‰mƒ°mcpw ImgvN°mcmbn hoSn\p ]pdØvt\m°n\n¬t°, h[p Hcp ]mØnbne ISn®p]nSn®psIm≠v\ndIpSw ssIIfnte¥n GIbmbn hoSn\IØv t]mbn hnf°vsXfn®p.

XpS¿∂v h[qhc∑msc BZcn®ncpØn If`w Nm¿Ø¬.km¬acØns‚ CeIƒ tN¿ØvtN¿Øv apf°odpsIm≠v

Xp∂n°q´nsbSpØv ]q°ƒ \nd®vh®ncp∂ ]mXßfn¬ tla¥nI IuXpItØmsS sXm´pt\m°n. km¬acØns‚ CeIƒ,tIcfØn¬ hmgbnet]mse, k¿∆ I¿Ωßfnepw D]tbmKn°p∂p.

ssXcn¬ AcnIe°n AXn¬ Ip¶paw Ie¿Ønb If`w.ÿm\apdb\pkcn®v dnavemens‚ DugsaØn. Abmfpw

h[qhc∑mcpsS Xebn¬ ]qhn´v s\‰nbn¬ If`w sXmSo®v HcpsNdnb XpI Z£nWbmbn h[phn\v s]men®p. Aßs\ e`n°p∂ XpI h[phn\v amXw AhImis∏´XmWv, FXcq]e`n®ncp∂p F∂pt]mepw At\zjn°m≥ hc\pIqSn AhImian√tX.

If`w Ihntfmfw \nd™p ]S¿∂v h[qhc∑mcpsS apJamsIaghoW tImesagpØmbn.

I¿∏qcsacnbp∂ aWhpambn Im‰v Bƒ°m¿°nSbneqsSHmSn\S°p∂Xpt]mse.

amUotJmebpsS kzcw Bƒ°mcpsS _lfØn\nSbn¬\n∂pw Db¿∂ps]mßm≥ ian°p∂p≠mbncp∂p.

dnavemepw ameXnbpw ]ckv]cw t\m°n.Aep]pcØph®p≈ AhcpsS hnhml\mƒ B kph¿Æ

\nanjßfn¬ Ahcnepw ]p\¿P\n®p.

tIcfØn¬ P\n®v hf¿∂ ameXnsb, dnavemens‚ h[phmbnIs≠ØnbXv tamanZoZnbmbncp∂p, s]Æv ImWm≥ Iq v t]mbXpw.

“Ah¿°v XΩn¬ Ft¥epsams° an≠m\pw ]dbm\pap≠mIpw.”

Ab¬]°sØ apØ»nbmbncp∂p, ameXnbpsS IpSpw_hpambn GsdbSp∏w ]pe¿Øp∂h¿.

“Ip™v AItØ°v sNt∂mfq...”ho´pImcWhcmbn Ah¿.ameXn°v Xmsg aq∂v A\nbØnam¿ IqSnbp≠v.

]hmk `qanimkvXw 109

Hcp sNdnb hmSI hoSmbncp∂p, apdnbv°p≈nencp∂v ]d™mepw ]pdØv\n∂v tIƒ°mw. As√¶n¬ ImXnte°v Np≠vIq¿∏n®v clkyw ]dbWw. Npw_n°pwt]mse.

]dbm\p≈Xv ameXntbmSv amXambn´v Bbncp∂n√. AXpsIm≠v Ahƒ tIƒs° amXm]nXm°tfmSmbn ]d™p.

“Fs‚ _phmbptSbpw BabptSbpw BKlamWv, Ct∏mƒFt‚bpw...”

dnavem¬ hniZoIcn®p.F√mw tI´pIgn™t∏mƒ ameXn ZoZntbmSv ]d™p.“CjvSambn... F\n°v kΩXamWv.”F\n°v dnavemens\ CjvSambn... F\n°v t\∏mfn¬ Pohn

°m≥ kΩXamWv...Ah[ns°m∏w IqsS tPmensNøp∂h¿ ISwsImSpØ

Hmtcmtcm sNdnb XpIIsfms° kzcq]n®v, \mńseØnbKƒ^pImcs‚ kmºØnIw H´pw sa®ambncp∂n√. F∂n´pw,B XpIbn¬\n∂v ]Øp]hs‚ kz¿Æwhmßn ameXnsbamebpw hfIfpw sIm≠v AWnbns®mcp°n h[phm°n.

Imeßfmbn tIcfØn¬ IgnbpIbmbncps∂¶nepwkvXo[\ kºZmbØns‚ sshdkpIƒ BIan°mØ t\∏mƒ a\kpIsf°pdn®v kptcjv ]iwkn®Xv A`nam\tØmsSdnavem¬ tI´p\n∂ncp∂p.

“hnhml®SßpIƒ t\∏mfn coXnbn¬Xs∂ thWw.”ap‡odmw hminbnembncp∂p.HSphn¬ ]ecptSbpw \n¿_‘Øm¬ XmensI´v amXw

s]Æns‚ hoń¬h®v \SØm\mbn Abmƒ hgßn.\ndIpw`hpambn ]mØnbne ISn®p]nSn®v ameXn IpSn

shbv°m\mbn hoń\p≈nte°v heXpIm¬h®p Ibdn. hc\pwIqćpw hoSn\p]pdØv ImØp\n¬°th, hoUntbmKm^¿Iymadbpw tXmfnseSpØv hoSn\ItØ°v Ibdm≥ Xp\nbthap‡odmw Abmsf hmXnen¬ XS™p.

“th≠, ]pdØp\n∂v ]nSn°mhp∂XpamXw ]nSn®m¬aXn.”h[p GIbmbn hoSn\p≈n¬ IS∂v hnf°v sXfn°Wsa∂Xv

t\∏mfnbpsS BNmcØns‚, hnizmkØns‚ `mKamWv. AXvsX‰n°m≥ ap‡odmw Bscbpw A\phZn°n√.

hc≥, h[phns‚ s\dpIbn¬ knµqcw sXmSphn®p. _‘panXmZnIƒ A\pKlwsXm´ If`w dnavemens‚ s\‰nbneqsS]S¿∂v sN∂nbpw Ign™v Ihntfmfw XWp∏mbn XpfpºnsbmgpIn.

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Aep]pcØpw ]cnkcßfnepambn Ignbp∂ apgph≥t\∏mfo IpSpw_ßfpw hnhmlØn¬ ]s¶SpØp. t\∏mfokaqlØnse Hmtcm hntijßfpw AhcpsS HØptNcen\p≈ thZn Xpd∂ncp∂p.

cmXn sshIpthmfw Ah¿ ]m´p]mSnbpw \rØw sNbvXpwaZyw tkhn®pw Bńd®n tN¿Ø `£Ww Ign®pw hnhmlmtLmjØnse kt¥mjw ]ckv]cw ]¶ph®p.

t\∏mfnItf°mƒ IqSpX¬ XpI Z£nWbmbn \¬InbXvAb¬°mcpƒs∏sS aebmfo kplrØp°fmbncp∂p.

a[phn[phns‚ Dujvaf\nanjßƒ°nSbn¬ Ft∏mtgmameXn, amaqev am‰n\ndpØn kvt\lhnt[bbmsbmcp tIcfob`mcybmbn Aht\mSv tNmZn®p.

“Z£nWInńb aqhmbncØn Ccp∂q‰n]¥≠v cq] Rm≥F¥psNøWw?”

“\n\°v CjvSap≈sXs¥¶nepw hmßns°m≈pI.”Ah≥ ]d™p.Hcp\√ j¿ v hmßn kq£n®p. Ah[n Ahkm\n®v ¿Ømhv

Kƒ^nte°v aSßptºmƒ AWnbn®v bmX Abbv°m\mbn.ameXnbpsS BZy kΩm\w.t\cnb tdmkv\ndap≈ j¿ń¬ AhfpsS a\knse CjvS

Øns‚ tdmkm]pjv]ßƒ H∂msI ]qØpe™p\n∂ncp∂p,kvt\lkpK‘hpw t]dn.

Ahƒ°h≥ \¬Inb BZy kΩm\w AhfpsS a\knepwhb‰nepambn Ip™nfw sNmSnbnXfpIfmbn, AcpaØfn¿saømbn hncn™pXpSßnbncp∂p.

IeymW®Sßns‚ XpS¿®bmbn XpSßnb ]m´pw \rØhpwdnavemens\bpw ameXntbbpw Aep]pcØp\n∂pw aS°ns°m≠ph∂p; Ahcpw BÀmZmchßfnepw Xo‰nbnepw IpSnbnepw ]¶ptN¿∂p.

hnf°v sh´Øn¬ kvXoIfpsS apJØp≈ tdmkv]uU¿,apJmhcWw AWn™Xpt]mse thdn v ImWmw. aq°pØnIƒ]eh¿Æßfn¬ Xnfßn.

BWpßfpw s]Æpßfpw c≠v `mKßfnembn Ccp∏pd∏n®v]m´va’cw Bcw`n®p. HcpIq´¿ adpIq´sc ]m´p]mSn tXm¬∏n°Ww. kmµ¿`nIambn ]m´pIfp≠m°n∏mSm≥ Ignhp≈hcmbncp∂p Ahcn¬ ]ecpw.

kvt\lhpw kt¥mjhpw kmtlmZcyhpw ssZh]oXnbpsa√mw Ah¿ ]m´pIfmbn ]mSns°m≠ncp∂p. tXm¬∏n°m\m

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ImsX ]ckv]cw Pbn®v apt∂dp∂ ]m´pIƒ...hc\pw h[phpw Ah¿°v \jvSamIp∂ BZycmXnbpsS

BI¿jI \nanjßsf Hm¿°mXncn°m≥ ian®psIm≠v _‘panXmZnIfpsS BÀmZØn¬ Iq´mfnIfmbn.

t\cw ]pecm≥ C\n Ipd®v \mgnIIƒ amXw.ameXnbpw dnavemepw tNe_nØn

1s°m∏w hońte°v Xncn®p.

AIsebp≈ as‰mcp Kma°mc\mb Abmƒ kz¥w IrjnbnSØn¬ hnfhnd°m\mbn h∂n v Hcpamkw Ign™ncp∂p. C∂vcmhnsebmWv Abmƒ°v mcym]nXmhns\ kµ¿in°m\mbXv,]tXyIn®v £Wn°s∏SmsXXs∂ Abmfpw hnhmlhońte°vhcpIbmbncp∂p.

a‰p≈h¿ A¿≤cmXntbmsS tla¥nItbbpw sIm≠vhońte°v aSßnbncp∂p.

_lpemK¿ am X]mbnsØm _lpe _µm _emØv ao lq\qs_mtbm.

(IeymWhoń¬ Xm¶fmbncp∂p h[qhc∑mcnepw Gsdi≤n°s∏´Xv)

tNe_nØnbpsS Np≠nsecnbp∂ _oUnØpºnse I\¬sh´w amXw ZnisXfn®p.

]pdsØmcp\mń¬ \ns∂ØnbXns‚ A]cnNnXXzw amXamWv i≤n°s∏´Xns‚ GIImcWsa∂v dnavemen\pw Adnbmambncp∂p.

Im‰pw \Znbpw, \nibpsS \ni_vZXbneqsS HgpIp∂p≠mbncp∂p.

1.tNe-_nØn: ktlm-Zco `¿Ømhv

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tla¥nI amXm]nXm°fpsS ssIøpw]nSn®v aeaS°nseIrjnbnSßfneqsS \S∂p. ap‡odmans‚ Irjn`qan ]m´Øns\SpØ I¿jI≥ tla¥nItbmSv ]q°ƒ CjvSamtWmsb∂vtNmZn®p.

Irjn∏Wn sNøphm≥ ]cnNban√mØ, BtcmKyan√mØap‡odmw, \m´v\S∏v A\pkcn®v Irjn`qan Irjn°mc\v \¬Ins°m≠v hnØn\pw hfØn\pap≈ ]IpXns®ehv hln®v, hnfhvsImbvsXSpØv hn‰pIn´p∂Xn¬ ]mXn ssI∏‰ns°m≠v,Irjnbn¬ ]¶mfnbmbn.

Hscm‰ hb¬t]mepw Xcnimbn InS∂n√.hnfhv \jvSw BcptSbpw IgpØn¬ Ib¿°pcp°v

hogvØnbn√, Hscm‰ ]mSwt]mepw aÆn´v \nIØn kn\namimetbm hnhmlaWvU]tam \n¿Ωn®n√.

\n¿®mepIfn√mØ Irjn`qanbnte°v amUntJmebn¬ \n∂vshńb tXmńse sh≈Øn¬ tla¥nI Im¬ \\®v Ifn°p∂p.

]pgsaenbp∂ th\en¬, shńb NmepIfneqsS \oscmgp°napIfn¬\n∂v Xmtg°v X´pIfmbp≈ IrjnbnSßƒ Hs∂m∂mbn \\bv°pw. PetkN\w ZmlaI‰nb Hmtcm Irjn`qanbnte°pap≈ DdhbS®v Xmtg°v \o¿\¬In ]ckv]c klIcW at\m`mhtØmsS Irjnbn¬ F√mhcpw HcpaIm´pw.

BImiØpIqSn ]cp¥pIƒ h´wNp‰n∏d∂p. A]q¿∆sa¶nepw ac®n√Ifn¬ h∂ncp∂v Im...Im... Icbp∂ Im°Iƒ.

hntijßƒ Xnc°p∂ acßtfmSpw sNSnItfmSpw a¨XnÍtfmSpw tla¥nI sIm©n∏d™p \S∂p.

DghvNmeneqsS t]mØpItfbpw ImfItfbpw sXfn°p∂,\o≠NcSm¬ Acbn¬ Np‰ns°ńhbv°p∂ Cd°ap≈Zuc1bpw Imend°ap≈ ipcm2epw [cn®, Ccp]Xv XnIbmØKmaoWcmb sNdp∏°mcpsS tPmenbnep≈ D’mlw dnavemens\sbms° ImWth Gdnh∂p.

X√phmßmsX A\pkcWtbmsS tPmenXpScp∂ Dcp°ƒDghp]Inb PohnXI¿ΩamsW∂v hnizkn°p∂Xmbn dnavemen\v tXm∂n.

1.]pcpj∑mcpsS DSp∏v 2. ]m‚ v

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Kp\yp1 sRmdn™pSpØv hoXnbp≈ ap¥mWn Acbn¬ ta¬ap≠pt]mse DSpØph®v tPmensNøp∂ kvXoIfn¬ a≤yhbkvIbmb Hcphƒ tla¥nItbmSv Fs¥ms°tbm sIm©nt®mZn°p∂p. XWp∏n¬\n∂p≈ c£bv°mbn Xehgn aqSn∏pX®ncp∂ atPtXm2 as‰mcphƒ Agn®pam‰n.

Ahcn¬ ]mbw Ipd™ Hcphƒ Hcp Umtem3bn¬ Ipd®vIm´qkp4ambn \S∂ph∂p. ap≈pIƒ s]mXn™ B ImbvIƒhb¬hcºnse XSnIjvWØn\v tase h®v AcnhmfpsIm≠vsImØn∏nf¿∂p. tNmfn5 [cn® AhfpsS `mcap≈ amdnSßƒ`qansb Ip\n™v hµn°pw t]mse apJwIp\n®XpI≠v dnavem¬apJw Xncn®p.

Im´qkns‚ ]cns∏SpØv CeNo¥n¬h®v F√mh¿°pambn`£n°m≥ \¬In.

“A≠n∏cn∏ns‚ AtX cpNn...”ameXn `¿Ømhnt\mSv ]d™p.F√m kvXoIfpw Kp\yphn\pw tNmfn°panSbn¬ ]´p°bm¬6

hbdv Np‰ns°ńbncp∂p. BWpßƒs°m∏w A≤zm\n°p∂Xn¬ Ah¿ B\µw Is≠Øp∂p.

]mSØv tKmXºvRmdv \´psIm≠p\n¬°p∂ Ccp]XpImcns]Æns‚ Xakv°cn°s∏Sp∂ buh\w Ahsf thKØn¬hr≤bm°psa∂v dnavemen\v tXm∂n. ]¥≠pw ]Xn\mepwhbkp≈t∏mƒ AΩbmIp∂h¿, Ccp]Ønsbń¬ AΩqΩbmIp∂h¿... dnavem¬ tJZtØmsS aIsf t\m°nt∏mbn.

“Fs¥¶nepsamcp tPmensNømsX Bcpw shdptX kabw\in∏n°p∂n√. Kƒ^nteXpt]mse..”

dnavem¬ ameXntbmSv ]d™p.A\pIqe ]cnXÿnXnbpsS [mcmfnXzØnepw, tIcfØnse

sNdp∏°mcpsS ]mgm°n°fbp∂ \nanjßƒ Abmtfm¿ØvhymIpes∏´p.

“\obmWv icnbmb aebmfn, aebmfaÆn\v tbmPn®h≥..”kptcjns‚ ]iwkmhmIyw dnavem¬ Hm¿Øp.hm¿jnI]co£ Ign™v Nne BgvNIƒ°v tijw kptcjv

Aßs\ ]dbptºmƒ, dnæm¬ Hcp sIńS\n¿ΩmW Iº\nbn¬Znhk°qen°mbn IjvSs∏SpIbmbncp∂p.

1. kmcn, 2.tjmƒ, 3. sNdnbNqc¬s°m´, 4. HcpXcw Ingßv (]pdØv

ap≈pIfp≠v) 5. kvXoIfpsS DSp∏v, 6.hoXnbpw \ofhpap≈ XpWn.

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]co£mêw h∂t∏mƒ \√ am¿t°msS hnPbns®¶nepwXpS¿∂v ]Tn°m≥ dnavemen\v Ign™n√. _phmbpsS ssIøn¬AXn\p≈ ]Wans√∂v Ah\dnbmw, ]mdmhv tPmenbn¬\n∂pwe`n°p∂ hcpam\w ho´psNehn\v IjvSn®v XnIbpw.

A\nb≥ Xt∂mfsa¶nepw ]Tn°Wsa∂pw Cfbc≠vktlmZcnamsc hnhmlwsNbvXv Abbv°Wsa∂pw AXnte°v_phmtbmsSm∏w \n¬t°≠ DØchmZnXzw X\n°ps≠∂pwdnavem¬ hnizkn®p. BbXnte°v GsX¶nepsamcp sXmgn¬amXambncp∂p AXymhiyhpw.

t]\]nSn® ssIøn¬ Xgºv hoWv I\Øp.kq£vaZ¿in\nbneqsS kkyPmeßfpsS hnkvabtImiLS

\Iƒ t\m°n∏Tn®hs‚ Iäpºn¬ Aÿnhmcßfn¬ \n∂pwtImÏo‰v ImSpIƒ apf®pap¥n BImitØ°v hnc¬ Nq≠p∂p.

kptcjnt\mSv kwkmcn®v \n¬°th s]mSn ]mdnhoWmbncpt∂m ImgvNIƒ°vta¬ A∂v \\hv]S¿∂Xv?!

Syqt´mdnb¬ tImtfPn¬ H∂n¬\n∂v as‰m∂nte°v aWn°qdpIfpsS IW°v h®v kptcjv A≤ym]IsXmgnemfnbmbn amdnbncp∂p.

aq∂ch¿jßƒ Ign™n´mbncp∂p, Hcp ]cnNb°mcs‚ip]m¿ibn¬ Hcp πmÃnIv Iº\nbn¬ dnavemen\v tPmen InńbXv.

πmÃn°v XcnIƒ DcpInsbmen®v ]pXnb sXmńbpw hńbpwIehpw IpShpsams°bmIp∂p.

\nba]cambn \ntcm[n®ncp∂n´pw Ccp]Xv ssatImWn\vXmsgbp≈ πmÃnIv k©nbpsS DXv]mZ\hpw Bhiy°mcpwXΩnep≈ A\p]mXXpe\w \ne\n¿Øm≥ b¥ßƒ ias∏SpIbmbncp∂p.

Inńbncp∂Xv hfsc°pd®v iºfw.]t£ AXv ap‡odmans‚ IpSpw_Øn\v hfsctbsd Bizm

kambn. AXncmhnse tNm‰p]mXhpambn ssk°nfn¬ ]pds∏Sp∂ dnavem¬ cmXnbpsS CcpfneqsS aSßnsbØn.

“dnav, \ns∂sbm∂v ImWmt\ In´p∂n√t√m?!”ka]mb°mcmb kplrØp°ƒ ]cmXn ]d™p.Ah¿ cmhnse HºXpaWntbmsS Dd°apW¿∂v arjvSm∂w

]mXevIgn®v IrXyambn IhebnseØn IqSnbncp∂v kn\nam°YIƒ \ncq]Ww sNbvXpw, D®bv°v D≠pdßnbpw sshIpt∂cw ap∏Xpw AºXpsams° Ignbpwhn[ans´mcp \ndIp∏nelcn hmßn s]m¥bpsS \ngenencp∂v Unkvt]mkn_nƒ

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•mkn¬ ]I¿∂v tkmUtbm an\d¬ hm´tdm tN¿Øv Ign®v,No´pIfn®v, cmXn sshIn ho´nseØn hnfºn AS®ph®ncn°p∂AØmgw Ign®pw cpNntXm∂nbns√¶n¬ Ign°msXbpwInS∂pdßn.

Hcp t\∏mfo Km\Øns‚ KmaoWioens\mØv a\kdnbmsXap‡odmw ssIbpw Xebpw saøpw sNdpXmbn Nen∏n®p XpSßnbXp I≠v t]c°nSmhpw ap‰Øv NphSpIƒh®v XmfwNhn´n.

_m‰dnbn¬ ]h¿Øn°p∂ ap‡odmans‚ sNdnb Sm≥knÃ¿ tXmepdbv°p≈nencp∂v ]mSp∂p. aeaS°pIfnse A¥co£Ønte°v Xpd∂ GIPmeIw tdUntbm tÃj\mbncp∂p.

t\∏mfo]m´pIfpw hm¿ØIfpambn AXv AhnShnSßfn¬CSbv°nsS i_vZn®psImt≠bncp∂p. hm¿ØIfpsS temIØvF¥v kw`hn°p∂p F∂dnbms\mcp DXvIWvT Bcnepw I≠n√,henb kw`hßƒ°vtase Fs¥¶nepsamcp BIpeXbpw.

Im‰p hoip∂ thKhyXymkØn¬ tdUntbmbpsS kzchpwDb¿∂pXmWpsIm≠ncp∂p.

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Ccp]sØm∂v

ho´nte°mhiyamb \ntXym]tbmK hkvXp°ƒ Ipd®vhmßnh®n´v t]mbm¬ Babv°pw ameXn°pw AXv BizmkamIpsa∂v dnavem¬ Nn¥n®p.

]q¿Æambpw AkpJwt`ZamImØ _phmbpsS NpacmXnbn¬ ]et∏mgpw tIƒ°mdp≠v. Znhkßƒ \o≠p\n∂t¢iIcamb bmX _phmbpsS BtcmKysØ i‡ambnDe®n´ps≠∂v Ah\dnbmw. kq£n®ns√¶n¬ tcmKwaq¿—n°m≥ CShcpw. At∏mƒ A`bw tXSm≥ ASpsØßpwBip]Xnt]mepan√.

B Nn¥Xs∂bmWv _phmsb B[nIw bmXsNøm≥ A\phZn°cpsX∂v BatbmSv \njvI¿jn°m≥ aIs\ t]cn∏n®Xpw.

Kƒ^v bmXbv°p≈ XobXn \n›bn®v hnam\Sn°‰v hmßWw, XncnsI FØp∂ XobXn Iº\nbn¬ hnfn®dnbn°Ww.

]cnNban√mØ hgnIfneqsS ]´WØnte°v t]mbnhcm\mbn dnavemen\v Iq´pt]mIm≥ Ba NpaXes∏SpØnbXv_©ntPmbnsbbmbncp∂p.

A©mw ¢mkvhsc ]Tn®n´p≠v. ]Xn\mdmw hbkn¬ hnhmlnX\mb Abmƒ°n∂v ]Xn\mdv hbkp≈ aI\p≠v. aI≥ hnhmlnX\mbn°mWm≥ Abmƒ BKln°p∂p.

dnavemepw kz¥w _phm ]≠v ]ISn∏n® BKlsØ°pdn®vHm¿Øp.

]oUnKn°v ]Tn°p∂ aIt\mSv hnhmlnX\mIm≥ Bhiys∏´ ]nXmhns‚ BKlw... kz¥w kplrØns‚ ]Xn\mevImcnaIƒ°mbn hnhmlamtemNn® hm’eyw.

“\o bs∏Sp∂sX¥n\v? Rm≥ ]Xnt\gv hbkn¬ ]Xnaq∂vhbkp≈ \ns‚ Basb IqsS hnfn®psIm≠v h∂XmWv... \ot]mbn hmk¥nsb hnfn®psIm≠vhcnI. Cu ho´n¬ F√mh¿°psam∏w Ahƒ°pw Blmchpw hkvXhpw Rm≥ sImSp°mw...”

_phmbpsS BKlw kvt\ltØmsS \ncmIcn®Xv Hm¿Øp.hnhmlw Hcps]Æns\ IqsS s]mdp∏n°p∂Xv amXas√∂pw

Blmchpw hkvXhpw InS∏mShpw \¬Ip∂Xns\m∏w ]IzXbm¿∂ Hcp henb DØchmZnXzw Bhiyaps≠∂psams°Hcpaebmfnsbt∏mse dnavemepw A∂v Nn¥n°p∂p≠mbncp∂p.

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H∏w, Ccp]Ønsbm∂v hbkv XnIbpwapºv hnhmlnX\mIp∂Xv,]Xns\´v hbkv ]q¿ØnbmImØ s]Ïpńsb `mcybm°p∂Xv Pohn°p∂ kmaqlyhyhÿtbmSp≈ \nbaewL\amsW∂v hnizkn°p∂ \√a\kv.

_phmbpsS BKladn™ Aep]pcsØ Iq´pIm¿ Ifn]d™p.

“\n\°p≈Xpt]msemcp X¥ Rßƒ°p≠mbncps∂¶n¬CXn\Iw Rßfptamtcm X¥amcmtbs\..”

aeIƒ Ibdnbndßn \S°th, _©ntPmbntbmS vIfn®ßmXntbmsS∂t]mse HcnjvSw dnavemens‚ a\kn¬D≠mbn... _mMvabnse BZy kulrZambXv amdnbXpt]mse...

amUotJmembpsS Iepj]hmlw t\m°ns°m≠v XocsØacthcv Ccn∏nSßfm°n. hf™pNp‰nsbmgpIp∂ \ZnbpsSAtß°cbn¬ \S∂pXo¿Ø aehgn hnP\ambn InS°p∂p.

th\en¬ \Zn saenbpw. ]pgbpsS s\©Øv \nd™pInS°p∂ an\pkap≈ Dcpf≥I√pIfn¬ Nhnń aps´m∏w sh≈Øn¬ ]pg \S∂pIS°mw. hgnZqcw ]mXnbntesd Ipdbv°p∂KojvaImebmX.

th\epIƒ Zqcßƒ Ipdbv°pIbpw ssiXyw ZqcßƒIq´pIbpw sNøp∂ _mMvabn¬ amUotJme Hcp Zqcam]\nbmWv bmXbpsS AfhvtIm¬.

Kƒ^v hnk e`n®sXßs\sb∂v Adnbm≥ _©ntPmbnbpsS BImw£.

a\knse kvarXnamen\yßƒ XńØqØv Cf°p∂ At\zjWßƒ.

\nizmkØn¬ πmÃn°ns‚ K‘w, Bflmhn¬\n∂v_ln¿Kan°p∂ NnXbpsS K‘wt]mse...

]IrXn, X\n°v tZmjap≠m°p∂ hkvXp°sf√mw Dcp°nbpcp°n Zham°n, `qanbpsS D≈ns‚bp≈n¬ Hfn∏n®ph®ncn°p∂sXms°, a¨]mfnIfpw inem]mfnIfpw Xpc∂pXpc∂vt]mbn ]pdsØSpØv ]IrXnsb iXphm°p∂ a\pjy¿..IqUns‚ AhinjvSßƒ Hcn°epw \in°mØ πmÃn°mbnkv\m\s∏Sp∂p.

πmÃnIv Iº\nbn¬ A∂v clkyamsbØnb hnk GP‚n\vHcp \pg™pIb‰°mcs‚ mhambncpt∂msb∂v dnavem¬ C∂vkwibn°p∂p.

Hcp IuXpIØn\mbn RmbdmgvNbnse C‚¿hyqhn\v t]mbn.]mkvt]m¿´v tIm∏nbpw t^mt´mbpw ssIamdn. ]Tn∏p≈h¿

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s°ms° Kƒ^n¬ \√tPmen e`n°psa∂ amabpsS ]Xymibpw Xm¬∏cyhpambncp∂p t\∏mƒ ]mkvt]m¿ v Icÿam°m≥CSbm°nbXv.

tPmentXSn Kƒ^nte°p≈ Hgp°mWv tIcfØnsehnsSbpw.Hcphoń¬\n∂v Ipd™Xv Hcmsf¶nepw Kƒ^nemWv. acp`qan

bn¬ as‰mcp aebmf\mSv cq]s∏ńcn°p∂Xmbn Hcp hmcnIbnse teJ\w hmbn®p. an°hoSpIfnepw amXm]nXm°ƒa°fpsS XpWbn√msX hnêhr≤XbpsS Npgnbn¬Øncn™vhntbmKßsf ]mIp∂p. a°sf√mhcpw A\ycmPyßfn¬]ebnSßfnembn NnXdn]m¿°p∂p.

“\o Kƒ^n¬ t]mIp∂Xn¬ hntcm[an√, ]t£, tPmensNbvXv In´p∂sXms° an®wh®v _mMvabn¬ Hcp ]nSn aÆvhmßWw...”

Kƒ^v hnkbpsS km[yX sXfn™bpS≥ Ba ]d™hm°pIƒ.

Kƒ v tamlßfnse NXn°pgnIfpsS h¿Øam\ßƒ tI´pwhmbn®pw `bambncp∂p, tNmZn®XpI sImSp°m≥; Sn°‰n\pwFantKj\pw Smh¬ GP≥knbpsS Iqenbpsams°bmbn.

Kƒ^v tamlnIfmb Bdpt]cn¬ Hcmƒ \mńse Hcp ]uc]apJs‚ _‘phmbncp∂p. Abmƒ t\cn v At\zjn®v sXmgn¬ Dd∏v hcpØnbXn¬ ]ns∂bmbncp∂p bmX ÿncs∏SpØnbXv.

\m¬∏Xn\mbncw cq]... tPmenbn¬ \n∂v ]ncn™t∏mƒ_phmbv°v Iº\nbn¬\n∂v Inńb XpI, Hcmbpkp apgph≥A≤zm\n®vXf¿∂h\p≈ ]mcntXmjnIw.. hońtebpw s]ä°fptSXpamb F√m AXymhiyßtfbpw AhKWn®v,_mMvabn¬ Ipd®v qanhmßm\mbn \n[nbmbn IcpXnh®ncp∂Xn¬\n∂v ISwXcptºmse...

t\sc Cfbs]ßƒ am\kn hnhml]mbambncn°p∂p._phmbpsS iºfØn¬ \n∂pw hn´vsNehv Ign™m¬ ISwamXambncp∂p F∂pw an®w. Iº\nhI tIzm¿t´gvkv Hgn™psImSpØv ASpsØmcp hmSIhońte°v amdn°gn™ncp∂p.

tPmenbn¬\n∂v hncan®t∏mƒ ]ecpw D]tZin®p, A©vsk‚ v`qan Aep]pcØv hmßn Hcp IpSnepIpØm≥.

tIcfØn¬ HcpXp≠v `qant]mepw hmßm≥ IgnbmØXhnetbdn°gn™ncp∂p. Hcp km[mcW sXmgn¬sNøp∂Hcmƒ°v kz¥ambn HcpXp≠v `qan Hcn°epw kêamImØkz]v\acoNnIbmbn Ahtijn°p∂p.

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tIcfØn¬ kz¥ambn Ipd®v qan hmßnbm¬∏ns∂ t\∏mfnte°p≈ aS°bmXbv°v AXv hnLv\amtb°psa∂pw _phIcpXnbn´p≠mImw.

[\mVy¿ ssIønep≈Xpw ISwhmßnbXpsams° Nm°nen v`qantXSn \S°p∂p. ]mcokv Imknt\mIfnse NqXm´wt]mseem`wamXw e£yan v qanhmßpIbpw hn¬°pIbpw sNøp∂p.

hntZi]WØns‚ kzm[o\w Kmaßƒ°p≈n¬ Hmtcmtcm\Kcßƒ ]Wnbp∂ ImgvNIƒ. aebmf hmkvXphnZybn¬\n∂I∂v kn¶∏qcpw atejybpw tlmt¶mßpw Zp_mbpw Hs°]Xn_nw_n°p∂ sI´nSkap®bßfneqsS, tIcfob Imemhÿbv°v Xo¿Øpw A\ptbmPya√mØ ^vfm‰v kºZmbwPohnXcoXnbmbn cq]wamdp∂p.

dnbsetÃ‰v _nkn\kv hni∂ knwlambn K¿÷n°p∂p.aÆn¬\n∂I∂p≈ PohnXw aebmfnIƒ kz]v\w ImWp∂p.sXm´cnInsemcp ssl∏¿am¿°‰pw sSent^m¨ hnfnbneqsS

hni∏v Xo¿°ms\mcp ^mÃv^pUv dtÃmd‚pw Ds≠¶n¬PohnXw ]q¿Æamsb∂v hnizkn°p∂ Hcp Iq´Ønte°v BfpIƒ s]cpIpIbmWv.

hnam\w Db¿∂ps]mßnbt∏mƒ Zo¿LhrØmImcap≈P\mebneqsS dnavem¬ tIcfØns‚ ]®∏nte°v t\m°n.

`qanhn v t]mIp∂Xn\membncn°mw, bhpw Bi¶bpw Abmfn¬ s]cpIn.

a\pjy\v aÆn√msX Pohn°m\mIns√∂v a\knem°mØimkvX⁄cmIptam Ct∏mgpw BImißfn¬ ]pXnbsXs¥ms°tbm Xnc™psIm≠ncn°p∂Xv? ‘iq\ymImi’sa∂v t]cn´Xpw Ah¿ Xs∂bt√?

apcfp∂ hnam\w NqfwIpØn Nn¥Isf ]cnlkn®v Nncn°p∂Xpt]mse...

Abmƒ IÆpIfS®v ]m¿∞n®p XpSßn.

Kƒ^nse sXmgnens\°pdn®pw Iq´pImsc°pdn®psams°_©ntPmbn At\zjn°p∂p, hfsc Xm¬]cytØmsS...

_©ntPmbnbpsS At\zjWw GXvhgn°mWv \oßp∂sX∂pw AsX¥n\msW∂pw dnwavemen\v a\knembn. Kƒ^n¬\ns∂Øp∂htcmSv Kƒ^nte°v t]mIm\p≈ am¿§a√msX as‰¥mWv a‰msc¶nepw At\zjn°mdp≈Xv?!

Kƒ^ns\°pdn®v F¥mWv ]dbm\p≈Xv?Iptd\nanjßsfSpØv dnavem¬ BtemNn®p.

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adptZihmkw ad°m\mhmØ A\p`hßfptSXmbncp∂p.PohnXw ]e¿°mbn ]¶n´p\¬Im≥ Hmtcm]hmknbpw

]cnioen®pXpSßp∂Xv BZyamsbmcp apdn ]¶n´psIm≠mWv.]I¬ H∂n®ncn°p∂ Ccn∏nSw Nßebn¬ sImcpØvXq°nInS°bm°p∂, Xoh≠napdn°p≈nse∂t]mse...

As√¶nepw ]hmksa∂Xv, adptZiØv tPmenbn¬ XpScptºmgpw a\kpsIm≠v XpScp∂ bmXXs∂bt√?

Ań\ncØnb IńepIƒ, apIfnepw XmgØpambn InS∂v \c®Iń∏pX∏pIƒ°p≈n¬ izmkwapń Ddßp∂h¿. At∏mgpwh¿Ækz]v\ßsf ssIhn´pIfmbm≥ aSn°p∂h¿. HmtcmAh[n°metØ°pw Ipd®v kpK‘te]\ßƒ IcpXnhbv°p∂h¿. PohnXw sXmgnen\mbnamXw ]Wbs∏SpØnbh¿, t\SnsbSpØtXm, Ipd®v NIßƒ.. AXv ]Øns‚KpWnXßfm¬ ]IpØv ]√m¶pgnIfn®v B\µwIs≠Øp∂h¿.

acp`qanIfn¬ \n∂pw aW¬\nd® a\kpambp≈ bmXIƒ.I\¬∏qgnIfn¬ Bgv∂pt]mIp∂ kz¥w ImepIsf°pdn®vthhemXnbn√. IpSpw_Øns‚ ImepIƒ `Zam°p∂Xns\°pdn®v amXap≈ DXvIWvT IcpXnhbv°p∂h¿...

]dtb≠Xv B ]hmknIfmb a\pjysc°pdns®m?A\p`hßfnse \√XpamXw ]d™pXpSßn, Abmsf sX‰n

≤cn∏n°pIbmsW∂ t_m[ytØmsS Xs∂.]hmk°pdn∏pIƒ an°t∏mgpw bmYm¿∞yßsf aqSn

hbv°p∂p. AbYm¿∞ßfpsS at\mlmcyX hmb\°mscZnimt_m[an√mØh\m°p∂p. sX‰n≤cn∏n°s∏Sp∂p. ]n≥KmanIsf tXSp∂ ]hmknbpsS H‰s∏Sens‚ kzm¿∞X.

AdnbmZn°nte°v ]pds∏´ ]q¿∆nIs‚ Imea√nXv. F∂n´pwXnc®nemWv.. ]pXnb kpJßƒ°mbp≈, AXn\pth≠kºØn\mbp≈ Xnc®n¬...

Iqcncpfnse Xo\mfw ie`ßsf ]tem`n∏n®v NndIpIƒNp´pXn∂p∂Xpt]mse, tUmfdpw ]u≠pw bqtdmbpw Zn\mdpwa\pjysc tI´ptIƒhnIfpsS A\y\mSpIfnte°v ]tem`n∏n®vBhmln°p∂p. Zp¿a¥hmZn\nbpsS AXn\nKqVambB`nNmc_‘\Øn¬ hoWpXpe™v, HSphn¬ Fw_mwsNbvXIpfncn¬ A¥nbpdßptºmgpw Ahs‚ a\kv sN∂ps]´ aÆnseGsX¶nepsamcp Zn°n¬ AdnbmØsXt¥m At\zjn°pIbmIpw...

dnavemen\v BtcmsS√mtam ]ItXm∂n.Atacn°bnte°v I∏temSn® sImfºknt\mSv, Atd_y≥

ISeneqsS ]tØamcnIƒ Xpgs™Ønb Ad_nItfmSv ,AdnbmZn°nte°v sXmgn¬ tXSnbndßnb kz¥w _phmtbmSv.

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a\pjyh¿KsØ, sh≈°mc\pw IdpØh\pw amXamb√,a™°mc\mbpw hn`Pn®ncn°p∂p.

dnavemen\v a\pjycpsS sXmen∏pdsØ \ndhyXymkßtfmSvA\njvSamWv.

t\∏mfoOmb Ahs\ aebmfokaqlØn¬ \n∂pw NhnńbI‰n. henb ]Tn∏p≈ Ahs\ t\∏mfo kaqlw Dƒs°m≈m\mImsX D¥nbI‰n. aebmfnbmbpw t\∏mfnbmbpw AwKoIcn°s∏SmsX, aq∂masXmcnSan√mØ te_¿Iymºn¬ XnI®pw H‰s∏´v a™n®v hnfdnb BZyZn\ßƒ.

C≥Uy°mcpw t\∏mfnIfpw _wKmfnIfpw ]mInÿm\nIfpw^nen∏bn\nIfpw kntemWnIfpw Hmtcmtcm apdnIƒ°p≈nembnCSIe¿∂v Ießn X´pX´mbp≈ InS°Ifn¬ kz¥w icocßƒ \nh¿Øn°nSØn. Hscm‰ apdn°p≈n¬ ]e]e sSenhnj\pIfn¬ \n∂v sht∆sd mjIfnep≈ Km\ßfpw hm¿ØIfpw]hln®v HmtcmapdnIfpw Hmtcm qtKmfambn A®pX≠n√msXDcp≠p Xncn™p. In°‰v a’cßfnse hnPb]cmPbßfpwAXn¿ØnØ¿°ßfpw bp≤òjWnIfpw Ah¿°nSbn¬hoWpNnXdn. kulrZßƒ°nSbn¬ ]ckv]cw A]lkn®pwH∂n\pa√msX Nne kv]¿±Iƒ Hfn®ph®pw H∂n®pIgn™p.

C≥Uy°mcmIs´, ]©m_nbpw Imivaocnbpw admńbpwKpPdmØnbpw Xang\pw sXep¶\pw ae_mdnbpambn a\kn¬Ip™pIp™p Zzo]pIfp≠m°n.

Chcn¬ Xßƒ°mWv ]Yaÿm\sa∂v Hcp[mcW aebmfnIƒ a\knseSpØv \S∂v, e`n® Ahkcßfnse√mw Ah¿B Nn¥ i‡ntbmsS Db¿Øn∏nSn®p. Ah¿s°m∏w HcpaebmfnbmIm\mImsX, `mcXob\mIm\mImsX dnavem¬Ipgßn.

F∂n´pw Hmtcm ]`mXØnte°pw hntZzjØns‚ æm\Xbn¬\n∂pw Ahsc√mhcpw H∂pt]mse DW¿∂p, tSmbne‰n\pap∂n¬ H∂n®v Dugw ImØp\n∂p. Htc XIc sjUn\p≈n¬Hcpt]mse tPmensNbvXv Htckabw hnian®v Hcpt]mseXf¿∂pdßn, P∑w Xpe®psIm≠ncp∂p...

F¶nepw AhcpsS D≈ns‚bp≈n¬ sXmgnemfnIsf∂ GI`mhw A¥¿eo\ambncp∂p.

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]iv\ßƒ°nSbnte°v IS∂psN√m≥ A\phZn°mØa\kmbncp∂p dnavement‚Xv.

aebmfnIƒs°m∏w Ignbth t\∏mfnIsf \ymboIcnt°≠nh∂ Ahkcßfn¬

“\o A[nIw ]£w ]nSnt°≠, \ns∂ Cßs\ ]kwKn°m≥ ]Tn∏n®Xv RßfpsS tIcfamWv, AXpad°cpXv..”

hnc¬ apJtØ°v Nq≠nbh¿ `o£Wns∏SpØn.cayXbpsS hm°pIfm¬ BizmkØns‚ thZ\kwlmcn

Ipg®v ]pc´th“tXtcm sam≥ Bante Sms®m, sXmebv XybmtIm amt´mse

`qXv s_mt\d Xm\n sim°ntbm.”(\ns‚ a\kv Rßƒ°dnbmw, \ns∂ AhnSpsØ aÆv

`qXwt]mse ]nSnIqSnbncn°pIbmWv)t\∏mfnIfpw Ahs\ X≈n∏d™p.CcpIq´¿°panSbn¬ a\kv ]Ip°m\mImsX Hcp au\Øns‚

NnX¬∏p‰v Bflmhns\ aqSp∂Xh≥ Adn™p. Ah≥ Bƒ°q´Øn¬ H‰s∏´p.

Imew B¿°pth≠nbpw ImØp\n¬°ns√∂v ]d™XvFX kXyambncp∂p.

Kƒ^nse s]mSn°m‰v Hmtcmtcm EXp°sf ]dØnbI‰pItbm, ]pXnb EXp°sf NndInte‰n ]ds∂ØpItbm amXambncp∂p.

EXpaXnbmImØhƒ kvXobmtWm?EXpNIan√mØ `qanbmWv Kƒ^v.cm]IepIƒ DjvWØns‚ Bhn\ndbv°p∂ Kojvaap≠v.Zn\cmXßƒ XWp∏v NpcØp∂ ssiXyhpap≠v, h¿jIme

a√mØ EXp.hk¥tam, ictØm, tla¥tam, ininctam C√, AsXms°

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s]mSn°m‰v DjvWw \ndbv°p∂ ImeØv sh¥pcpIn.NqSpImeØv Hmtcm a\pjy\pw Hmtcm ktamhdmbn, D≈n¬

AS°n∏nSn® tXßepIƒ Xnf®padn™p. ]nSnhn´pt]mhp∂Zo¿L\nizmkßƒ ]gb ]n®f\mWbØp´pt]mse Inepßns°m≠v Xnfbv°p≈n¬ h´w Np‰n.

ssiXyw Ipfn¿tImcp∂ cmhpIfn¬ Iºfw ]pX®p.

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ssiXyØn\nSbn¬ Zn°dnbmsXh∂v, hgnbdnbmsX hoWpacn®v A\mYihßfmIp∂ k©mcnIsft∏mse ag sNfn°pgnIƒ Xo¿Øp.

Ipń\cbp≠mbncp∂ dnavemens‚ XeapSnbnse Idp∏v AIme\cbpsS hnf¿®bn¬ Bgv∂pt]mIp∂p.

Hmtcm amkiºfhpw Hmtcmtcm IW°pIqépIfmbn,]hmknbpsS KWnXimkvXØn¬ Fßs\ lcn®mepwHcn°epw injvSwhcmØ BsIØpIIfmbn. _phmbpsSs]≥j≥XpIbn¬ sRßn sRcpßn Ign™pIqSp∂ amXm]nXm°fpsS IpSpw_`mcØn\v AØmWnbmbn, \mtfbv°p≈]Xo£bmbn...

c≠ph¿jßƒ IqSptºmƒ c≠v amkßfpsS Ah[n°mew,ImØncn∏ns‚ Ahkm\w kamKaØns‚ IpXqlew \nd™cm]IepIƒ...

Kƒ^pImc\v Ah[n°meßƒ AtLmjn°m\p≈XmWv.DƒKmaßfn¬ Ign™ncp∂ t\∏mfnIƒ°v hońseØm≥

Xs∂ HcmgvNbne[nIw bmXmZqcap≠mbncp∂p. hnam\Øn¬h∂v, aWn°qdpItfmfw _knepw, Znhkßtfmfw Im¬\Sbpambn AhcpsS hońte°p≈ Hmtcm Ah[n°me \o≠bmXIfpw Ahsctbmtcm Zo¿Lk©mcnIfm°n.

Ah[nbpw hnhmlhpw a[phn[phpw hnclhpw...hnhmltijw `mcysb∏ncn™pt]mIpIsb∂Xv s]cpag

bn¬\n∂v AXypjvWØnte°p≈ FSpsØdnbemWv. a™paebn¬\n∂pw acp`qanbnte°p≈ ]dn®p\SoemWv.

G‰hpw henb thZ\bmb ]khthZ\ ameXn Adnbpwapºv,AXnepw henb thZ\bmb hnclthZ\ dnavem¬ Adn™p.P\n®Ip™ns‚ NnXØn¬ apØanSp∂Xnep≈ t\mhpw..

ZoZnbpsS a°ƒ°v kvIqƒ Xpd°p∂p. ]pXnb ]pkvXIßfpw kvIqƒ_mKpw ôkpw thWw. hnZym`ymkap≈ dnavemen\v A\¥chcpsS ]TnØImcyßfn¬ DØchmZnXzw IqSpXep≠v. sXm´pXmgsØ A\pPØn°v ISn™q¬ t]dmWv, Kƒ vImcs‚ ktlmZcnbpsS ]khc£bv°v HcpIpdhpw D≠mIcpXv.

iºfh¿≤\hv D≠mbns√¶nepw Hgn®pIqSm\mhmØsNehpIƒ IqSns°m≠ncp∂p. Iº\n°p≈nse s]mSn°p≈n¬\n∂v πmÃn°nt‚bpw A®SnajnbptSbpw cq£K‘Øn¬\n∂v Hmôkv apdn°p≈nte°p≈ am‰w.

“Hcp aebmfnsb hbv°mambncp∂nt√?”

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“Hcp aebmfn CXIpd™ thX\Øn¬ Hm^okv]Wn sNøptamsSm?”

“Abmƒ aebmfnXs∂bt√?”Hfn™pw sXfn™pw CjvSm\njvSßfpsS ]ndp]ndp∏pIƒ..awtKmfnb≥ apJap≈ aebmfnbpsS a\kv tXßn... hnZym`ym

ksØ AwKoIcn® I¿Ωtijnsb BZcn® hnZymkº∂\pwaebmfnbpamb Iº\nbpSatbmSp≈ IrX⁄X\nd™lrZbtØmsS dnavem¬ Iºyq´¿ sNbdn¬ Ccp∂p.

hnfshSp∏v Bbncn°p∂psh∂pw, _mMvabnte°v t]mIpIbmsW∂pw ]d™ _phmbpsS sSent^mWneqsS tI´kzcwD’ml`cnXambncp∂p. ho≠pw, amkw XnIbpwapºvtI´ tamanZoZnbpsS kzcw \ndsb `bmi¶Iƒ \nd™pI\Øncp∂p.

ASnb¥nc Ah[nhmßn dnavem¬ ]d°pIbmbncp∂p.

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\mev aeIƒ Ibdnbndßn \S∂pw ]ns∂ Po∏nepambnk©cn®v _mep_mMnseØn.

Po∏vbmXbn¬ sXmćnInencp∂ a≤yhbkv ]n∂nSp∂ bmX°mcs‚ apJØp≈ Icn™sX¶nepw Ahtijn°p∂ hrWwòXnZmbIambncp∂p. H∂ch¿j°mew apºv h\hgnbneqsSbp≈ bmXbv°nSbn¬ IcSn BIan® apdnhv.

Kƒ^nte°v sSent^m¨ sNbvXp, kl]h¿ØI\mbioPnØns‚ samss_ente°v...

Hmôkns‚ NpaXebp≠mbncp∂ taml\s\ tPmenbn¬\n∂pw ]ncn®phnńcn°p∂p. GtXm kmºØnI Iat°Sns‚t]cn¬...

hntijw tI´p.c≠camkw AbmfpsS Iogn¬, B⁄m\ph¿Ønbmbn

tPmenbn¬ klmbn°mdp≠mbncp∂ dnavemens‚ a\kn¬s]s´∂v AXni‡amsbmcp ktµlw Xffn°bdn. C\nbmIat°SpIfn¬ Xs∂°qSn DØchmZnbmbn ]¶ptN¿ØpIfbptam F∂ òXn Abmsf Nqgv∂p.

As√¶nepw Kƒ^nse Hcp ÿm]\Øn¬ \n∂pw HcmƒcmPnh®v Hgn™pt]mbmepw ]ncn®phnSs∏´mepw Ah[nbn¬t]mbmepw acn®pt]mbmepw Hcpt]msebmWv. aWn°qdpIƒ°p≈n¬ ]Ic°m¿ FØpIbmbn, ho≠pw ]gbXnepw thKXbn¬, Hcp]t£ IqSpX¬ Imcy£aambn ]h¿ØnIƒ°vXpS¿® e`n°p∂p. Hmtcm sXmgnemfnIƒ°pw Hmtcm b¥Øns‚ ÿm\tabp≈q, ^mIvSdnbnse ]pI]pdtØ°v X≈p∂FIvtkmÃv m≥ t]mse, Hmôknse Iºyq´¿ ]n‚¿ t]mse...

ioPnØns‚ XpS¿`mjWw, dnavemen\v BizmkIcambn, H∏w]Xo£m`cnXhpw.

dnavem¬ FXbpwthKw aSßnsbØm\mbn Iº\nbpSaBhiys∏ńcn°p∂p.

“\ns∂ hnfn®dnbn°m≥ Hcp sSent^m¨ \ºcn√msXRßsfms° BsI he™t√mtSbv... Xm\nXv FhnsSbm?B‚m¿ń°bn¬t]mepw samss_¬ IW£\p≈t∏mƒXmt\Xv Zp\nbmhnem Ct∏mƒ?”

ioPnØv Nncn°p∂p.

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]´WØnte°p≈ hgnh°n¬ Hcp samss_¬t^m¨B‚n\bpsS \n¿ΩmWw \S°p∂Xv Zqc°mgvNbmbn _©ntPmbn hnfn®pImńbncp∂p. sshZypXn \mev aeIƒ°∏pdwhscFØnbv´ps≠∂pw, _mMvabnte°v DSt\sbØpsa∂pw]Xo£tbmsS ]d™pw tI´p.

]ØmwXcØn¬ ]Tn°p∂ ZoZnbpsS aqØaI≥ Xt∂msSmcpsamss_¬t^m¨ Bhiys∏´Xv dnavem¬ Hm¿Øp. samss_¬t^mWn√mØ PohnXsØ°pdn®v Nn¥n°m≥ IgnbmØXpt]msemcp s]mXp`mhw aebmfn°n∂v hf¿∂pIgn™p.

ioPnØn\v _mMvasb°pdn®v tI´dnhp≠v. AXn\memWo]cnlmk[z\nsb∂pw dnavemen\dnbmw.

DSt\ aSßWw, ioPnsØms° ]Xo£n°p∂Xpt]mseHmôkns‚ ][m\ NpaXebnte°v Xs‚ tPmen Db¿Øs∏´m¬ AXv Hcp]t£, Hcp hgnØncnhmtb°mw... dnavem¬ ]Xo£tbmsS Dd®p.

apSn°p≈neqsS Xetbmńtase Ft¥mXnc™ hnc¬\JØn\p≈n¬ Xmc≥ CfInbpd™p, XWp∏pw PetZmjhpwImcWw Xe\\®v Ipfn°mXncp∂Xns‚ êw.

“Hmôkn¬ Ccn°ptºmƒ AXn\nWßp∂ hkvXw [cn®mse¥m... Ab¨sNbvX j¿´v C≥k¿´v sNbvXv CØncn ASns]mfnbmItSm ‘ae∏mfn’ kmtd”

skbn¬kvam\mb Pbs‚ \¿Ωw Ie¿∂ hm°pIƒ...aebmfnbmb t\∏mfn... AXmWv At±lØn\v ‘ae∏mfn’.

Hmôknte°p≈ ÿm\am‰w ÿncs∏SpØnbXmbn´vIº\nbpSatbm D∂Xÿm\Øncn°p∂ at‰sXmcmtfmAdnbn®nń√. Ignhn¬ Xr]vXn°pdhp≠mbm¬ Xgbs∏t´°mw,AXpas√¶n¬ Dt]£n°m\mImØ as‰mcmƒ°v tPmen\¬tI≠nh∂m¬ \o°s∏Sm\pw CSht∂°mw... Aßs\h∂m¬ ^mIvSdnbv°p≈nte°v aStß≠nhcpw.. ho≠pw]gbXpt]mse s]mSnbv°p≈n¬ \nctß≠nhcpw.. At∏mƒkl]h¿ØI¿ ]cnlkn°pw...

“\jvSs∏SpØp∂ Ahkcßƒ \sΩ AImehm¿≤IyØn¬ FØn°pw”

\jvSs∏Sp∂ buh\wt]mseXs∂ ]ca][m\amWv hmXn¬Xpd∂pXcp∂ Ahkcßsf∂pw, Kƒ v PohnXØn¬ e`n°p∂Hchkchpw ]tbmP\s∏SpØmsX Dt]£n®v IfbbcpsX∂pw, e`n°p∂ ]cnNbkº∂X iºfh¿≤\hv e£yam°namXw hn\ntbmKn°Wsa∂pw At±lw F√mhtcbpw D]tZin°mdp≠v.

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“Kƒ^v sXmgnemfnbpsS Ignhn¬ ]mbw hcpØnhbv°p∂Un]nkntbjs‚ iXam\w \n›bn°m\p≈ Hcp t^m¿apebpsS KthjWØnemWv Ct∏mƒ Pb≥km¿.”

Hs°bpw tIńcn°pIbmbncp∂ A°u≠‚ v ]flIpam¿Ifnbm°n.

“Cu \mń¬ Ignhpw hbkpw H∂pa√ kmtd... Hs°bpw`mKyam, `mKyw.. `mKyaps≠¶n¬ \√ Ahkcßƒ Xmt\ht∂mfpw... Kƒ^v Hcp `mKymt\zjWØns‚ `qanbm...”

Abmƒ \choW Ip‰nØmSnbneqsS hnctemSn®p.AIme \cIbdnb tIme≥apSnbpw, a™n® sXmenbpw,

]c∂pXSn® apJsØ N∏nbaq°pw Ip™p t\Xßfpw...dnavem¬ IÆmSnbn¬ ImWmdp≈ kz¥w Ombsb°pdn®v]Xo£Ifn√msX Nn¥n°pIbmbncp∂p.

“sXmgnen¬ anIhv ]ISn∏n°p∂h\mWv bYm¿XY sXmgnemfn, AXv t\∏mfnbmbmepw aebmfnbmbmepw _wKmfnbmbmepw...”

Pb≥km¿ Bizkn∏n°m\mbn ]d™Xmbncn°ptam?!dnavemens‚ ktµlw Hgnbp∂n√.Kƒ^v sXmgn¬taJebnse I¿Ωtijnsb ]eX´pIfm°n

XcwXncn®ncn°p∂Xpt]mse... Htc Iº\nbn¬ Xs∂ HtcsXmgn¬ sNøp∂ hnhn[tZi°m¿°v ]e\nc°nep≈ thX\w\¬Is∏Sp∂p. Imcy£aXtbm ]cnNbkº∂Xtbm hnZym`ymktam ]mbtam Af∂√, ]ucXzw ]cnKWn®psIm≠v... sXmgn¬∏ńIbp≠m°n, thX\\nc°v \n›bn®v, sXmgnemfn°v AXvIrXyambn e`n°p∂ps≠∂v Dd∏phcpØp∂ GsXmcp\nbahpw Kƒ^v cmPyØv FhntSbpan√.

dnavem¬ hyk\tØmsS, \ncmitbmsS Nn¥n®pt]mbn.Ib‰ßfn¬ ImepIƒ h√msX ISbp∂p≠mbncp∂p. ]´W

Øn¬ \n∂pw _mMvabnte°v F¥pZqcap≠mIpsa∂v dnavem¬_©ntPmbntbmSv At\zjn®p.

]n∂mse aeIbdnh∂, Xm≥ Npa°p∂Xneptasd `mcwhln®ncp∂ kvXoIƒ, Xt∂mfw ]mbap≈hcpw, ]mbwIpd™hcpw H∂pt]mse FXthKamWv aeIbdn apIfnseXncnhn¬ ad™Xv! ChnsS bmXm]cnNbamWv ZqcßfpsSam\ZWvUw.

Cu Ip∂ndßn°gn™m¬, as‰mcpaeIqSn IbdnbndßWw.Abmƒ hońte°p≈ Zqcw IW°pIqń.Hmtcm bmXIfpw Hmtcm ZqcamWv.

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Abmƒ Hm¿Øp.

hgnbcnInse ISØnÆbn¬ sIńd°nh®v ac∏eIta¬Ipd®ncp∂p. Im‰v, £oWn® icocsØ DuXnbm‰p∂p.

AƒXmakap≈ hoSns‚ ]mXbv°v A`napJambn ]pdtØ°vXpd°mhp∂ IXtIm P∂tem Xs∂bmWv ]oSnI. knKd‰pw_oUnbpw anTmbnbpw Xos∏ńbpsams° hn¬°s∏Sp∂p.BZyambn ]cnNbs∏SpI Bbncp∂n´pw IS°mc≥ Nnc]cnNnXs\t∏mse Nncn®p.

ISØnÆbnencp∂v hnZqcXbnte°v t\m°nbt∏mƒ amt®]qs®bpsS ao≥hmept]mep≈ KncnirwKßƒ XΩneSpØv \n¬°p∂ ImgvN. AXn\v sXmćnIn¬ Db¿∂pImWp∂Xv A∂]q¿Æ ]¿∆XapSnIfmbncn°msa∂v dnavem¬ IcpXn, t\∏mfn¬\n∂v ImWmhp∂ lnamebØns‚ Db¿∂ KncnirwKßsf°pdn®v Ft∂m hmbn®Xv AbmfpsS Hm¿Ωbnte°v Db¿∂ph∂p.

dnavemepw _©ntPmbnbpw \SØw XpS¿∂p.Ccphcpw ]ckv]cw ]d™pw Hmtcm∂v Nn¥n®pw hosSØn.shbn¬Xń ]pc∏pdsØ XIcw Xnfßp∂p. D®shbnen\v

CfwNqSv. XWpØ Unkw_dnse kqcys‚ atµmjvWw A\pKlamWv.

ho´pap‰sØØpw aptº ameXn HmSn°nXs®Øn. Ahƒhgnbnte°v t\m°nbncn°pI Bbncp∂ncn°Ww. ¿Ømhns‚tXmfsØ `mcw FSp°m\mbn XnSp°wIqń. ]t£, Abmfhsf A\phZn°p∂n√. Nne\nanjßƒ kvt\lap≈ X¿°w\o≠p. HSphn¬ c≠pt]cpwIqSn ssIIfn¬ hln®v mcw]¶n´vhońte°v \S∂p. kwXr]vXntbmsS Ahscbpw t\m°n Baap‰Øv \n¬°p∂p≠mbncp∂p.

C∂se ho´pap‰Øv ameXn \´ sNºcØns®Sn hmSn \n¬°p∂p. amabpsS ho´pap‰Øv \n∂pw ]pXnb ho´pap‰tØ°v]dn®p\´ sNSn.

Hmtcm ]hmkhpw ]dn®p\SoemWv.thcpIƒ Bgv∂ndßmØ aÆnepw Xfn¿°psa∂ ]Xo£

bp≠v. ho≠pw ]dn®p\t´°psa∂ tKm]yamb Hm¿Ωs∏SpØepap≠v.

Hcnfw Im‰v hoin.

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t]mepw au\w]men®Xv dnavem¬ i≤n®p.

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tla¥nIbpsS IÆpIƒ ]pdsØ CcpfnsehnsStbm ]pXnbsXt¥m Xncbp∂Xpt]mse...

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]m¿∞\bpsS aebmf `mjbpw `‡nkmµamb kzchoNnIfpw ]pc\nd™v ]pdtØ°v Ihns™mgpIpw.

acßƒ Nn√Iƒ HXp°n tI´p\n¬°pw. ]pXnb ]m¿∞\bpsS `mjbpsS A¿∞hym]vXnbnte°v, tla¥nIbpsS kzc\nkz\ßfnte°v amUotJme sNIntSm¿ØpsIm≠v ]XnsbsbmgpIpw... tla¥nIbpsS tZhkzcw a™n¬ ebn®p\n¬°pw.

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ap‰Øv hndIvIqń, asÆÆ IpS™v IØn® XoIpWvTØn¬\n∂pw NqSpw shfn®hpw ]kcn°pw. HmtcmtcmcpØcpsSa\kn¬\n∂pw kt¥mjhpw.

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tla¥nIsb tXmfnte‰n ap‡odmw ]mSpw, ap‰Øv NphSph®mSpw...

kt¥mjap≈ a\tkmsS ]mbbn¬ \nh¿∂p InS∂psIm≠vdnavem¬, s\©Øv XeNmbv® `mcybpsS sNhnbn¬ ]d™p:

“Cßs\ F√mhcpw H∂pt]mse kt¥mjn°p∂ \nanjßƒamXta Rm≥ BKln°p∂p≈q, ChnsSsb∂√, acp`qanbntem, h\m¥cØntem, temIsØhnsSbmbmepw...”

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dnavem¬ kz]v\Øn¬ \n∂v DW¿∂p.amUotJmebpsS Hgp°ns‚ kzcw, hr≤s‚ izmtkm—zmkw

t]mse AcnIn¬ tIƒ°p∂p.t\cw shfp°mdmsb∂v Abmƒ Duln®p. sXmćnIn¬

ameXn KmV\nZbnemWv. I≠kz]v\sØ°pdn®v Nn¥n®psIm≠v Ccpńte°v IÆpIfpw Xpd∂bmƒ InS∂p.

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Bbncn°m\t√ CSbp≈q?!”kptcjv tNmZn®p.“lnassießfpsS am\k]pXcmWv t\∏mfo hwiP¿.

sImSpapSnIfpsS Dbcßƒ Ahs‚ ImeSnIƒ°v IogSßpw,IogSt°≠Xn√... \o PohnXØn¬ sImSpapSnIƒ IogS°pw.”

kptcjv kz]v\sØb∂v hymJym\n®p.BabpsS \nehnfn DW¿∂pInS°pIbmbncp∂ dnavemens\

\Sp°n.dnavemepw ameXnbpw hmXn¬Xpd∂v sXm´SpØ apdn°p≈n

te°v HmSnsbØpIbmbncp∂p.izmksaSp°m≥ hnjan°p∂, izmkØn\mbn InW™v ian

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ameXn s\t©mSv tN¿ØW®v Bizkn∏n°phm≥ ian®p.“H∂pan√, F\ns°m∂pan√..”a°sf Bizkn∏n°m≥ ian°p∂ ]nXmhns‚ apJtØ°v

dnavem¬ \nklmbXtbmsS t\m°n..tla¥nIbv°mbn IcpXnh®ncp∂ NpSvsh≈w vfmkv°n¬

\n∂v ]I¿∂Xv c≠nd°v IpSn®p.thZ\sbmXp°m≥ CSan√msX s\©v Db¿∂pXmgp∂p.“ChnsSØs∂ \osbmcphoSv hbv°Ww... IpSpw_Øns‚

\mY\mbn \osb√mw... \n∂nse\n°v hnizmkamWv...”]mXnapdn™pt]mb hm°pIƒ.ap‡odmans‚ ZrjvSn tate°v adnbp∂p, IrjvWaWnIƒ

apIfnte°pcp≠v adbp∂p....Hcp \nanjØns‚ \pdpßv.thZ\bpsS IbØn¬ Poh\pth≠n \o¥m≥ ian°pI

bmbncp∂ ap‡odmans‚ ssIImepIƒ s]s´∂v \nh¿∂v\n›eambn, acWtZhs‚ ap∂n¬ B⁄m\ph¿Ønbmsbmcp[oc`Ss\t∏mse.

]mXnapdns™mcp izmkambn, ]mXnbpSs™mcp Npabmbn,]mXnbS™ IÆnWIfmbn...

ap‡odmw, I¿Ω]cnWXnIfpsS Imeßƒ°∏pdtØ°vbmXt]mbn. acWw ap‡nbmbn.

F√m bmXIfpw aS°bmXbv°mbn amXap≈XmWv.]t£ acWw aS°an√mØ bmXbt√? AYhm acWw

amXambncn°mw, imizXamb aS°bmX... CltemIsØ

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]hmkL´w Ign™v ]m]yamIp∂ ]IrXnbpsS Bflmhnte°p≈ kpÿncamb aS°w.

acWw kv]¿in® kz¥w _phmbpsS s\©tØ°v apJaW®v, Nne \nanjßƒ dnavem¬ Ne\an√msX Ccp∂pt]mbn...]mdmhpImc≥ Ddßnt∏mbXn¬ \n∂v DfhmIp∂, \jvSwh∂p`hn°mhp∂ AXnk¶o¿Æamb Ac£nXmhÿ.

AbmfpsS a\kn¬ _phmbpsS i_vZw ams‰mensIm≠p...“Bao _mMvam a s^m¿Jnt\ t]m¿t®m. bm tIm amt´mam

sImØn s_mindmt\. bmtØm tZsc ]cnh¿Ø≥ s_mbnsimIntbm, samssfX tatcm P∑`qan av sam¿tW s]m¿®.”

(_mMvabnte°v aSßntb Ignbq. ChnsS FXImewPohn°m≥ Ignbpw. ChnsS (tIcfØn¬) henbam‰ßƒh∂pIgn™p. F\ns°s‚ P∑\mń¬°nS∂v acn°Ww)

AXn\pth≠n Bbncp∂nt√, CX Xnc°n´v kz¥wIpSpw_sØ A\ytZiØp\n∂pw kz¥w aÆnte°v ]dn®p\´Xv?

ssh[hysØ \nehnfntbmsS hcn°p∂ BabpsS IÆpIfn¬ Imeh¿jw Ccºns∏bvXp.

B¿Øebv°p∂ BabpsS, `mcybpsS, ktlmZcßfpsS,ImcyadnbmsX Icbp∂ aIfpsS CSbn¬ \n∂pw dnavememWvBZyw Fgpt∂‰Xv.

PohnXØn¬ BZyambn acWsa∂ ss\XnIamb bmYm¿∞ysØ I≠dn™ dnavem¬ hoSn\v ]pdtØ°v ]SnIfndßn.

hoń\pffn¬\n∂v Db¿∂ \nehnfnIƒ a™neqsS ]S¿∂vNp‰nepw apgßn. aeaS°pIfneqsS ]Xn[z\n®v A¥co£amsI\ndbp∂ \n m¥z\ßfmb ]e]\ßƒ°mbn hniz]IrXnsNIntSm¿Øp.

Im‰nenfInb km¬ac inJc kv]µßfpsS Zekzcßfn¬\n∂pw km£cßfmb kaq¿Øamsbmcp hnem][mc DW¿∂ps]mßn.

]pgbpsS ASnØńte°v \nehnfn Bgv∂ndßn, amUotJmembpsS ]hmlkzcw tXßent‚Xmbn.

]`mX\£Xßƒ ]pecna™n¬ I¬hnf°pIƒt]mse\\™psI´p.

C\nsb¥v F∂p≈ Hscm‰Nn¥ amXambncp∂p, dnavemens‚D≈n¬.

km¬acw shń°odnb hndIv ASp°n, NmWIhcfn \ncØn,]pgbcnIn¬ Hcp°nb NnXbnse Xo\mhpIƒ a\pjyamwkw

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`£n®v hni∏S°n.CltemIhmkØns‚ s]mcpfdn™ ap‡odmw imizXamb

Adnhn¬ Pzen®v, ]mcayXbm¿∂ PzmeIƒ Icn®pIf™ ]q¿∆_‘ßfn¬ \n∂pw ap‡\mbn BZn`qXßfn¬ ebn®p... ]]©[mXp°fneqsS ho≠pw ]hmkw XpScm\mbn´v.

B A·nPzmebn¬ Xs∂ BabpsS B`cWßfpw Ip¶pas®∏pw Nph∂\ndap≈ hkvXßfpw kvXoklPIfmb Hcp]¶v ]Xo£Ifpw Zln®acp∂Xv PeIeiØns‚ s]m´pws]mSnbpw NnXdnb aÆn¬ dnavem¬ I≠p\n∂p.

hn[hbmb kvXobv°v Ip¶pa°pdn hbv°m≥ ]mSn√, Nph∂\ndap≈ hkvXßƒ [cn°m\mIn√. C\nsbmcp awKfI¿ΩØnepw ]s¶Sp°m≥ A\phmZw D≠mIn√.

s]bvsXmgnbpt¥mdpw BabpsS apJØv Im¿taLw I\°p∂p≠mbncp∂p.

tNen_nØn1 £uc°Øn°v aq¿®Iqń. NnX Fcn™Sßpw aptº Bä°fmb dnavement‚bpw

]ht‚bpw Xe BNmc]Imcw tNen_nØn apWvU\w sNbvXp.icocØnse tcmaw apgph\pw hSn®p\o°n. amXmhv Pohn®ncn°p∂Xn\m¬ Xebnse D®nbn¬ amXw Ipd®v apSnbngIƒHcpIpSpat]mse _m°n \ndpØn. HcpNo¥v XpWn tImWIapSpØv AS® apdn°p≈n¬ Ah¿ Iq\n°qSnbncp∂p. hn[hbmbBabpw ameXnbpw Iqńcp∂p, hn[n]Imcw.

Bcpw InS∂pdßm≥ ]mSn√. Imev \nh¿Ønbncn°mt\m]ckv]cw kwkmcn°mt\m ]mSn√. kpJkt¥mjßƒ h¿÷n®v, Iq®phneßn´v a\knt\bpw \·amb icoctØbpwkzbw ]oUn∏n®v ]nXmhns‚ Bflmhn\pth≠nbp≈ XymKw,]pX∑mcpsS Zo£bmWv.

ZpjvSmflm°ƒ hrX[zwk\Øn\mbn ian°pw, BflmhpIƒ ]pX km¥z\w e`n®v Xr]vXcmbn tam£w ]m]n°p∂Xn¬Akqbmep°fmb ZpjvSmflm°ƒ... tNe_nØnbpsSImhep≠v. ]√ntbm ]mtºm ]q®tbm ]ńtbm IS∂ph∂vsXmíp≤am°n hXwapS°nbm¬, ]Xn\mdv \mfpIƒ XpScp∂hXw B aI≥ ho≠pw XpSßWw.

IeØn¬ an®ap≈XpsIm≠v AØmgapÆp∂hs\t∏mseIØnba¿∂ NnXbnse NmcwaqSnb Xo°\epIƒ arXicocmhinjvSßƒ hSn®p\°n \odnbSßn.

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ASp∏v Iq´n.Hcp ]mXØn¬ Iptd Acnbn´v IgpImsXXs∂ Xnf∏n®p.XhnbnSmsX, Cf°msX, thhvt\m°msX... ]mXnsh¥pw

thhmsXbpw Acn, I™nbpw tNmdpamImsX BsI°pg™v...D∏n√msX HcnØncn s\øn‰n®v Ahsc√mhcpw £n®p, Znhkw

Hscm‰t\cw amXw.Hmtcm ]mNIØn\psamSphn¬ ASp∏v sh≈samgn®v sISpØn,

Nmchpw ASp∏v I√pIfpw ZqscsIm≠pt]mbn Ipgn®n´p,BcptSbpw Nhnt´‰v Aip≤amImsX.

A[nIwh∂ tNmdpt]mepw a‰v P¥p°ƒ Xn∂v ip≤nsISm≥CShcmØ hn[w Ipgnsh´naqSn.

]Xn\mdv ZnhkamWv ]pe, ]t£ sUmtamskm1 ImcWw]Xns\m∂mw \mƒ ]pe Ahkm\n∏nt°≠nh∂p, acWw\S∂Xv Ccp]Xmw XobXnbmbncp∂p.. Ccpamkßfnte°v]pe\o≠pt]mIm≥ ]mSn√msb∂Xpw amaqemWv.

]tcX≥ Pohn®ncnt° ]nbtØmsS Ign°mdp≠mbncp∂F√m £W]m\obßfpw aZyapƒs∏sS Ip¬Ym\nbn¬ hnfºnsbmcp°nh®v ]qPn®v A¥nI¿ΩßtfmsS Aÿn ]pgbnsemgp°n. KmVamb \nizmkßtfmsS tXP znbmb ]pg Aÿn°eihpta¥n HgpIn°S∂p. A]cnNnXtZißƒ a\kn¬Xo¿Ø apdnhpIƒ amUntJmebpsS sXfn\ocm¬ IgpIn°fbth, ap‡odmans‚ Bflmhv im¥XbpsS Ipfncdn™p.

]ndhnbpsS ]mIrXÿenIfn¬\n∂pw ]cnWma[m¿jvSyØns‚ NIßfntedn hn`qXn hntbmKhncmaßfnte°v Dcpfp∂kmXznIcYbmX...

ssPhnIXbpw ]IrXn\nba]Imcw bmXsNøpIbmWv, H∂vas‰m∂ns\ Blcn®v, PohnXNIw ]q¿ØoIcn®v BhmkhyhÿbpsS kv]µ\Xmfw Ahncmaam°ns°m≠v.

amUntJmebpsS k¶o¿Ø\Øns‚ hmMvabw dnavemens‚D≈neqsS HgpIn[z\n®v, \\pØv Zp¿_eambn ambp∂p... Hcp1. Ccpamkw

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]pXs‚ \nehnfn ]pgbpsS ASnØńte°v Bgv∂ndßnth¿]ncnbemb bmXbv°v BiwkmhN\wt]mse tamNnXambn.

dnavemepw ]h\pw ]pg\ocns‚ ISpwIpfncn¬ apßns∏mßn.ktlmZcnam¿ BßfamcpsS Xe XpWnbn´v ad®v Ip¶paw

sXmSo®t∏mƒ, ktlmZcnam¿°v Z£nW \¬Inbh¿ ]peAhkm\n∏n®p.

ssXcn¬ AcnIe¿Ønb If`w sXmSo®v s]ä°ƒ,AΩbpsS NmhphrXhpw apS°n.

hnhn[Xcw Cd®n°dnIfpw ]eXcw elcnZhßfpw\nc∂pIgn™p. ]pdta\n∂p≈ _‘p°ƒ BNmc]ImcwAh¿°njvSap≈ `£Wkm[\ßfpambn h∂v AhnsS h®vsht∆sd ]mIwsNbvXv ho´pImscmcp°nb CjvSap≈ Cd®n°dn°pw CjvSap≈ aZyØn\psam∏w hbdp\ndsb `£n®v]tcXs‚ Bflmhns\ kt¥mjn∏n®v, aSßnt∏mbn.

dnavem¬ F√mhtcbpw hµn®v bmXbm°n._mMvabpsS aÆn¬ Dcphmb icocw Hcp]nSn s]mSnbmbn

amUotJmembpsS Pe[mcbneqsS HgpIn∏c∂v t\∏mfns‚ê`qbnjvSamb aÆn¬ ebn®ptN¿∂p. Bflmhv aeaS°neqsSIm‰neqsS ]pIa™neqsS t\∏mfns‚ ]ucmWnIamb a\kn¬Aen™p tN¿∂p.

sshIn v.BImiancp≠v ]¿÷\yh¿jambn.\n\®ncn°msX s]bvX agbnte°v t\m°n dnavem¬ Ccp∂p,

aIsf aSnbn¬ h®psIm≠v. agbpsS KqVamb thZa¥ßƒap‰Øpw XnÆbnepw ]pc∏pdØpsams°bmbn s]mgn™phoWp.

]nXr°ƒ agbmbn Xncns®Øp∂p. agbpsS ioXw aIs\sXm´p, sNdpaItfbpw.

ap‡odmwK¿Øn Hm¿Ωbmbn.

_phmbpsS th¿]mSv A\n›nXXzw Xo¿Øncn°p∂ \mń¬.hbkmb Batbbpw ]pXnb \m´pcoXnItfmSv s]mcpØs∏ńń√mØ mcytbbpw A©phbkpImcn aItfbpw _m°nbm°nKƒ^nse tPmenbn¬ XpScp∂Xns\°pdn®v dnavemen\v BtemNn°m≥IqSn Ignbp∂n√.

kz¥w Irjn`qanbn¬ hnfhnd°p∂Xns\°pdn®v, I¿jIhrØn PohnXam°p∂Xns\°pdn®v, Nn¥n°pIbmbncp∂p.

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“_phm XpSßnh® Irjnsbms°sNbvXv C\nbp≈ImewRm\nhnsSØs∂...”

Ah≥ Kƒ^vbmX Hgnhm°p∂Xns\°pdn®v BtemNn°m\mbn amabpsS hoń¬ X\n®v FØpIbmbncp∂p. k¶o¿Æamb hnImct`Zßƒ \ndwsISpØnb apJØv hnjmZw hf¿∂pInS∂p, hf¿∂ XmSnaoiIfnse tcmaßƒ°nSbn¬. Xebn¬apSnbpsS Idp∏v hf¿∂phcp∂p≠v.

amabpw ssaPphpw Ahs\ Bizkn∏n®p.“blm lan ldptlm..”(ChnsS, aebpsS CtßhiØv Rßfp≠v...)hnizkvXcmb tPmen°mcpsS klmbaps≠∂v hnizkn∏n®p

sIm≠v, _phmbpsS BKl]Imcw hoSp≠mt°≠ DØchmZnXzw Hm¿Ωn∏n®psIm≠v, t]mbnhcm\p≈ ss[cyw ]I¿∂p.

Hmtcm Hm¿Ωs∏SpØepIfpw D≠m°ns∏cp∏n°p∂ ktµlßƒ amXamWv ]hmknbpsS P∑\mńte°p≈ Xncn®pt]m°n\v F∂psat∏mgpw hnLv\amIp∂Xv.

hońte°p≈ bmXbpsS hnjaXIƒ Ipdbv°m\mbn,Hmtcmtcm Hm¿ΩIƒ XpWbv°p∂p.

h√mØ £oWtØmsS dnavem¬ hgnh°nse Hcp km¬acØns‚ Nphń¬ acØSnbnte°v Nmcnbncp∂p. _phmbpsSacWhpw hXhpw ho´pImsc ]ncnbm≥ t]mIp∂Xnep≈at\mhyYbpw... Hcp KmV\nZbpsS A\pKlkv]¿ian√mØZn\cmXßfneqsS Abmƒ IS∂pt]mIpIbmbncp∂p.

]pIa™p]S¿∂ BImitØ°v Abmƒ t\m°nbncp∂p,Ipfn¿shbn¬ ]mWhmbphn¬ ]Scp∂ ImgvNbn¬ AbmƒB_≤\mbn.

apf¶q´ßfpsS ]S¿∂sImºpIƒ Nm™v hf™v ]Wn]IpXnbmsbmcp Iam\w t]mse... ImgvNsb s]mXn™ph®ncn°p∂p. Iäp∂n¬ XfncneIfn´v hf¿∂pInS°p∂ th∏pac°q´ßƒ... ImbNnIn’m ]mamWnI≥ Bbp¿t∆ZmNmcy\mbNcIaln¿jn th∏pacØWen¬ X]kpsNbvXncn°mw...

Hcp aµa¿Ωci_vZw... AcnIntem ZqctØmsb∂v Xncn®dnbm\mImsØmcp Q¶mcw.

tX≥IpSn°m\mbn ]ds∂Ønb h≠v ]qhnt\mSv A\phmZwtNmZn°p∂ apcƒ®...

HcnfwIm‰v km¬ac®n√Ifn¬ Xqßn aÆnte°v Cdßnh∂p.AXv AjvSZn°pIfpw hewh®v dnavemens‚ Np‰nepw Icnbne

Isf ]dØmsX, s]mSn]Seßsf sXm´pNnXdn°msX h´wId

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ßn... kmh[m\w AbmfpsS a\knte°v Nn¥IfpsS ]ShpIfneqsS NphSph®v Ibdn.

Zp¿§Sw]nSn® ]mXIfneqsS ]≠v _phmbpw Babpw \S∂ncp∂t∏mƒ Fs¥¥v t¢ißƒ A\p`hn®ncn°mw... F∂n´pwCu _mMva Ah¿s°ms° FXtbm ]nb¶camWv! B ]nbat√, HSphn¬ Xt∂bpw ChntS°v hgnsXfn®Xv?!

dnavemens‚ Nn¥Iƒ°v adp]Snsbt∂mWw Hcp kzcw. AXva\kns‚ aeaS°pIfn¬ Xń ]Xn[z\n®p.

“Ipt™... GsXmcp PohPmeØns‚ Bflmhnepw P\n®aÆns‚ K‘hpw BZyambn sXm´dn™ ]IrXnbpsS izmkhpwebn®p tN¿∂n´p≠v.”

sXmćnIn¬ sNhntbmSv ASpØvtI´ i_vZØnte°v dnavem¬t\m°n.

kq£vaicocnIfmb Im‰nXm ÿpeXbm¿∂v kzÿambnhnian°p∂ Hcp bmXnIs\t∏mse sXmćnIn¬ Ccn°p∂p.

dnavem¬ AXnibn®p. Im‰pIƒ°v HcnSØpw Ac\nanjsam∂v ASßnbncn°m\mIn√sb∂ ap≥[mcWbnXm IS]pgInbncn°p∂p. A¤pX`mhw AS°nh®v Ah\ncp∂p.

]ckv]cw ]d™pw tI´pw Ahcncp∂p. Nne \nanjßƒ°p≈n¬Xs∂ at\mthZ\m kwlmcnbmsbmcp kplrZvkm∂n≤yambn amcpXn amdpIbmbncp∂p.

dnavemens‚ D≈n¬ aqSnInS∂sXms° ]d∂I∂p. lrØSØnse ]®aÆv sXfn™ph∂p. IÆpIƒ Ießn Xpfpºmdmbn.

P\n®phoW ]IrXnbpsS izmkØnte°v Ahs‚ a\kvaS°bmXbmbn. A©phbkphscbp≈ Hm¿ΩIƒ Cs∂∂t]mse sXfn™psXfn™v h∂p.

]IrXnthZßfnse ]hN\kq‡ßfpsS A¿∞wKln°m\mbp≈ Pn⁄mkm`cnXamb Akpe`\nanjßƒ. Hs∂m∂n\v`£WamIp∂ PohnXNIßfneqsS imizX Pohs‚ \ne\n¬∏vssPh[mcbpsS ]mckv]cyØn¬ _‘nXamIp∂ KWnX]amWßƒ... Hs°bpw ihn°pIbmbncp∂ \nanjßƒ.

c≠p\mƒ°∏pdw IpSpw_mwKßtfmSv H∂msI bmX]dtb≠n hcp∂Xnep≈ ZpxJhpw, Gsdsbm∂pw ]cnNban√msØmcp\mń¬h®v Ahsc ]ncn™v t]mIp∂Xnep≈ ktµlßfpw,A©phbkpImcn aItfmSp≈ hm’eyhpw, AhfpsS mhnsb°pdn®p≈ DXvIWvTbpw...

“\ns‚ _phmbpw Hcn°¬ c≠phbkpXnIbmØ \nt∂mSvCXpt]mse bmXtNmZn®n´p≠v.”

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Im‰v Hm¿ΩIƒ \ncØns°mt≠bncp∂p.dnavem¬ kpJ]Zamb ab°w hn´pW¿∂p, \ncpt∑jØn¬

\n∂pw \thmt∑jØnte°v.FXt\cambn AhnsSbncn°pIbmbncp∂p F∂v Aht\m

¿Ωbn√. hnclZpxJw ]Xbv°p∂ a\knse kabImeßfpsSA\n›nXXzØn\pta¬ im¥abamb HcpW¿∆v.

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PmKcq]\mb Kq¿Jsbt∏mse km¬acw Ah\v Imh¬\n∂p. acs°mºpIfn¬\n∂pw hmbpcq]nbmb Im‰nfIn, kz—µhnlmcnIfmbn Xpg™pXpg™v t]mIp∂p.

Im‰v Xntcm`hn®v I≠I\hv Zqcÿßfmbn am™pt]mIp∂p._mMva F∂ Cu KmaØn\v FXXeapdIfpsS A\p`hßƒ

]dbm\p≠mIpw. FX h¿jßfpsS NcnXmhinjvSßfpsSaÆnf°n AXnt∑emWv Rms\mcp ]pcsIt´≠Xv?

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CXnt\mSIw ]q¿ØnbmIpambncp∂p. F¥v D’mlambncp∂p,hømbvIIƒ B icocsØ _≤s∏SpØnbt∏mgpw.

]nXmhns‚ A`mhw thZ\n∏n°p∂ Nn¥Ifmbn aIs‚a\kns‚ apdnIƒ \nd™p.

sNdnb iºfap≈ sXmgnemfn°v henb tImÏo‰v hoSvBKln°mtam?

InS∂pdßms\mcp NfnhoSv D≈t∏mƒ as‰mcp henbhoSvF¥n\mWv? hensbmcp hoń¬ henb PohnXw krjvSn°phm≥Ignbptam?

PohnXw, hoSn\p≈n¬ amXw cq]s∏SpØmhp∂ Hcp hkvXphmtWm?

dnavem¬ NcSvsIńØncn® IfßfneqsS, Hmtcmtcm apdnIfpsS ÿm\ßfneqsS \S∂p.

Hmtcm ]hmkntbbpw ]´ßsft∏mse ]d∏n°p∂ BKlßfpsS NcSpIƒ a‰mcpsSsbm°tbm ssIIfnemWv.... Hmtcm]ctZintbbpw IfnaÆpt]mse Ipg®pcpń Fs¥ms° inev]ßfmWv a‰p≈h¿ Np´p≠m°p∂Xv?!

]nXmhns‚ kz]v\anXm HcphoSmbn aIs‚ a\knse aÆn¬ad™pInS°p∂p.

hnclØns‚, GIm¥hmkØns‚, sXmgn¬t¢iØns‚,hnck\nanjßsf D]mkn®v hoSns\ bmYm¿∞yØns‚ qanIbnte°v Bhmlnt°≠ H‰°mense sImSpwX]kmWv C\nXymK]q¿Æamb acp`qhnse ]ctZihmkw.

s]mSn°m‰ns‚ NpgnIfn¬ izmkwapń∏nS™v, A¥co£Øn¬ \nd™phnßp∂ Bhnbn¬ Bflmhns\ ]pgpßnsbSpØv, kqcys\cn°p∂ ]©m·nat≤y icocsØ DW°nsbSpØv, HSphn¬ sImSpwssiXyØns‚ ioXoIcWnbn¬ ad∂ph®v Imew ]gIn D]tbmKiq\yambnt∏mb lrZbwt]mse,Hmtcm Kƒ^pImct‚bpw P∑w.

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]pX∏n√msX cmXn, lna]mXßfm¬ Akzÿ\mbn ]IrXnbpsS InS°bn¬ Xncn™pw adn™pw InS∂p. Ccpfnse kar≤hnjmZ \nanjßfm¬, \ainckvIbmb ameXnbpsS kmao]ywau\[z\nbpsS k¶o¿Ø\ßfmIp∂p.

Abmƒ mcybpsS inckv ]nSn®pXmgvØn anSn°p∂ s\©n¬]pX®ph®p. ]pdsØ ]¿∆XkcnØns‚ ]hmlkzc[mcameXnbpsS s\©neqsS HgpIn, AS°m\mhmØ tXßembn.

ameXnbpsS tXß¬ t\¿Øp.“kt¥mjtØmsS t]mbnhcnI, ]m¿∞\tbmsS Rm≥

ImØncn°mw..”F∂pw ImØncn∏ns‚ Imew hnclnWnIfmb kvXoIfpsS

IcfnemWv.hoSphn´pt]mbhsc, bp≤Øn\pt]mbhsc, ISen¬ t]mb

hsc, ImWmsX t]mbhsc, C∂v kmºØnI tkmXkpIƒtXSn `qanbpsS A‰ßƒ Xm≠p∂hsc Ah¿ ImØncn°p∂p.

aukanbpsS Npaen¬ ssIh®v Ahsf Abmƒ ap‰ØvCØncn ZqctØ°v Iq´ns°m≠pt]mbn.

“\ns‚ BKlßsf Rm\mbn´v \ncmIcn°p∂n√... \ns‚`mhnhc≥ A≤zm\n°m≥ a\kp≈h\msW∂v \n\°v Dd∏ps≠¶n¬ aebmfnsbt∂m t\∏mfnsbt∂m F\n°v bmsXmcphyXykhpan√... \ns‚ kt¥mjamWv Rßƒ°pw... ]ht\msSm∏w \obpw Aep]pctØ°v aSßns°m≈pI, \o BKln°ps∂¶n¬..”

aebmfnsb kvt\ln°p∂ aukanbpsS a\kv ameXn°pw,AhfneqsS dnavemen\pw Adnbmambncp∂p. F√mhcpw bmX]pds∏Spw t\cw Gsds\m¥ lrZbhpambn Abmƒ sdbn¬thπm‰vt^manse P\Ønc°n¬ D≠mbncp∂p. aukanbpwAbmfpw ]ckv]cw ssIIƒhoin bmX]dbp∂Xv dnavemepwI≠ncp∂p.

Ahƒ IrX⁄Xm]q¿∆w ktlmZcs‚ ssIbpb¿ØnssI∏Ønbn¬ Npw_n®p. AhfpsS \nd™ncp∂ IÆpIƒAbmƒ XpS®p. aukan HmSnt∏mbn ameXnsb Bt«jn®vIhnfn¬ \µntbmsS Np≠a¿Øn.

]ht\mSv F√mhcpw tIƒs°bmWv Abmƒ ]d™Xv.“P\n®phf¿∂ \mSv F√mh¿°pw ]nbs∏´XmWv.. \n\°v

Ct∏mgp≈ tPmen ÿncamIpsa¶n¬ F\n°v kt¥mjamWv..

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\obhnsS PohnXw XpScp∂Xnepw.. F∂pthWsa¶nepw,BKln°p∂ Hcp\mƒ \n\°o aÆnte°v aSßnhcmw... CXv\ΩpsS _phmbpsS aÆmWv, ChnsSbp≈ GsXmcp ]pcbpw\n\°pIqSn AhImis∏´Xmbncn°pw...”

Basb Bt«jn®t∏mƒ Ahcncphcpw Ic™p. Icbm\pwIgnbmsX hc≠ IÆpIfpambn ameXn \n∂p.

_phmtbmSv bmX]dbm\dnbmsX tla¥nI amXw Nncn®psIm≠v, ]pXnb Ifn∏m´ßsf°pdn®pw \ndapff s]≥knepIsf°pdn®pw Hm¿Ωn∏n®p.

amabpsS hnjmZapdbp∂ apJw dnavem¬ I≠p.ssaPp Abmsf Hcp sNdnbIpńsbt∏mse s\©neW®v

Ihnfn¬ XtemSn. Bä°fn√mØ AhcpsS a\kn¬ dnavemsemcp sNdnb BÏpńbmbn.

“At_m Xnan H¿s°m emenKpdmkv q¬s\ t_ema tatcmtOmd t_mt\dm Hus\m s]m¿sOm.”

(C\n emeoKpdmkv ]q°p∂ thfbn¬ Fs‚ aI\mbn \ohcWw.)

Ah¿ ]d™p.emenKpdmkv ]qØpebp∂ ImgvNImWm\p≈ BKl

tØmsS, ImSpw taSpw Nph∂pXpSp°p∂ B \mfpIsfm∂n¬_mMvabpsS aehgnIfneqsS Npddn\S°m≥ sImXn°p∂a\tkmsS... t\∏mfnbmbn PohnXw XpStc≠nh∂ B aebmfnhoń¬ \n∂pandßn, aSßnsbØpsa∂ ip`]Xo£tbmsS...

]Xo£IfmWv ]hmknbpsS thKw.A]q¿ÆXbmWv ]hmknbpsS a\kns‚ cq]w.Aep]pcØv \jvSs∏´Xns‚, Kƒ^n¬ C\nbpw \jvSamt°

≠Xns‚, _mMvabn¬ \jvSamIp∂Xns‚ a\kpambn A]q¿Æ\mb B a\pjy≥ \S∂p, ]pXnb thKßfn¬s]´ \nc¿∞Iamb Xnc°pIƒ tXSn. ]hmkhgnIsf sXm´dn™ kz¥w_phmbpsS ]kmZISm£Øm¬ ]mXIƒ ]mZßƒ°pap∂n¬ sXfn™psXfn™p \nh¿∂p.

]hmk`qanimkvXØns‚ am™p t]mIp∂ AXncpIfpsSacoNnIbn¬ Nhnń ]pXnsbmcp Zqcam]\nbmbn ImeßsfAf∂psIm≠v dnavem¬ apt∂m´v \S∂p.

“]hmkw XpS¿°YbmWv.”amUotJme Im‰nt\mSv ]d™Xv hgnIƒ ]nW™pInS°p∂

ae\ncIƒ tI´p..

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c≠p\mƒ apºv ap‰Øv \´ph® sXßn≥Xøv, ]nbaebmfokplrØmb kptcjns\t∏mse dnavemens\ t\m°n ssIhoin\n∂p. AXns‚ thcpIƒ _mMvabpsS apddØv Xo¿Ø A\¥tImSn Imemh¿Ø\ßfpsS ]ucmWnI \m¬°hebn¬ \n∂pwt\∏mfns‚ e`qbnjvSamb aÆneqsS ]bmWØns‚ ]pXnb]mXIƒ XncbpIbmbncp∂p.

]hmkZpxJw Nqgv∂p\n∂ sXßn≥XøpsS thcpIƒ°vap∂n¬ ]ctZinbpsS `q]Sw Npcpƒ \nh¿∂p.

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