rising dusk (update 4!)

8/14/2019 Rising Dusk (UPDATE 4!)

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,K`ffe& cq fey`', @j~b|j cp|cp|`j ag cq `b|& megzagpagn ze tfbq' A }caf`j bgj

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Zk`g zk` }ankz mkbgn`j bgj az ~b} \`g`}c`` ge~ tfbqagn zk` tabge'

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hp}z gejj`j& gez lezk`|agn ze mfe}` ka} }zaff nbtagn cepzk' Hbmel }z|ej` bm|e}} zk` |eec

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ze zk`|` p}pbf tfbm`}' @}c` ~`gz ze k`| |eec ze ~e|o eg lfp` t|agz} bgj Mb|fa}f` ~`gz

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zk`g < cagpz`} `y`|qzkagn ~b} lbmo ag tfbm`' ]eeg `gepnk zk`q ~`|` mkbzzagn fao`

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