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nv‡dR L›`Kvi Avãyj nvwKg `v`vRvb cvwL|

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GKUv KvUv Nywoi †jR a‡i †`Šo‡Z †`Šo‡Z Avwg hv‡K cvB †m Avm‡j †KD bv| Avgvwi Ab¨ ms¯‹iY, †evanq KzwoZg| Avwg Rxeb

evey‡K bg¯‹vi Rvbv‡Z Rvbv‡Z P~uovq ZvKvB Avnv! KZ nvnvKvi c‡o Av‡Q P~uovq AvU‡K

cov KvUv Nywoi †j‡R|

Ggb kv`vgvUv Nywoi Mí cÖwZw`b †kvbv hvq| hviv †kv‡bwb A_ev fv‡e G GK Avðh© iƒcK_v

Zv‡`i Rb¨ ewjÑ Xvwjqv bv‡g GK wej Av‡Q †mLv‡b ˆK Avi gv¸‡ii mv‡_ wKQz

ˆKeZ© evjK cÖwZw`b Nywo Iovq Avi Zvi wKQz †K‡U hvq my‡Zv|

Ggb GKwU Nywo †Zvgiv AvKvkc‡_ D‡o †h‡Z †h‡Z P~uovq AvU‡K _vK‡Z †`‡L knigq †dwi

K‡i †eovI Rxebeveyi †MŠieMvu_v|

Rxebevey‡K bg¯‹vi, ewj; GB †mB Nywo, hv GK`v AvwgB Dwo‡qwQjvg ˆKeZ© cvovq|

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cÖ`k©bx 12 34 kxZ G‡j‡e‡j 13 35 GK em‡šÍi KweZv Av‡iK

em‡šÍ AÜKvi 14 36 †ivÏy‡ii bvg ivwL `vg

AÜKvi-2 15 37 eyK c‡KU AÜKvi-3 16 38 Aÿi †Ljv welqK

ü`Mfx‡i NvBgviv Abyf~wZ¸‡jv 17 39 Avwg fv‡jvevwm Avðh© c„w_ex KuvPLÛ 18 40 bZzb iæevB

weiƒcvÿ 19 42 wSg aiv‡bv Mvb Avgv‡`i †KvbI ’vqx wVKvbv †bB 20 43 wew”QbœZv Avm‡j Kv‡Q cvIqvi GK

Zxeª AvKv•Lvi bvg evsjv‡`k 21 44 Avgvi Rb¨

evsjv‡`k-2 22 45 e„n¯úwZevi evsjv‡`k-3 23 46 ga¨weË Avie¨ iRbx 24 47 Av ’vnxb

wkKvi 25 48 iO †dqviI‡qj 26 49 A™¢zZ

BkKzj 28 50 Zey GKK GKRb KL‡bvB ¸iæZ¡c~Y© bq

`ycyi 29 51 we`vq `ycyi-2 30 52 mvZwU †nuvPU WvKbvg 31 54 K¨vig Rxeb

GB me wg‡_¨ bq 32 55 Kb‡dkb GB †h Zzwg 33

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c~e©cvV

Nyg †_‡K †R‡M DVvi g‡ZvB e¨cviUv wKOev Av‡iv mvaviY| Mvj‡dvjv e¨v‡Oiv bv‡K Pkgv Szwj‡q K…wÎg Uv‡Ki evnvi †`wL‡q A_ev hviv ûRyi gvK©v †Pnvivq

wbw³ wb‡q Av‡mb| Zv‡`i Rb¨ cvnv‡o IVv eviY|

AvKvk ågY wbwl×!

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cÖ k©bx `vwo †K‡U †K‡U jywK‡q †dwj kv`v mgq `vwo †K‡U †K‡U wb‡R‡K jyKvB|

cÖK…Z eÜz‡K GLb Z¨v‡Mi gwngv †kLv‡Z nq ewj, bZ nI, DRvi D`viÑAvZ¥ejx‡Z gnxqvb hZme †¯ÍvÎevK¨ cvV K‡i, K‡i K‡i... Kx PgrKvi!

eÜz‡KÑ eÜz‡Z¡i, Z¨v‡Mi gwngvq fvmv‡Z fvmv‡Z gy‡L †dbv Zzj‡Z Zzj‡Z †Rievi n‡q hvw”Q; wR‡jU †iR‡i L‡m co‡Q wcÖq wcÖq kv`v `vwo

Avqbvq SKg‡K wK¬b‡mf&W gyL!

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G‡j‡e‡j Avgv‡K wR‡Ám K‡ivÑ AKviY †iv‡` wf‡R nvuUvnvuwUi KviY

GZ XvK‡Xvj wcUv‡bvi wKQz †bB †Kvb †Kvb mgq evwj‡Z m~uP cvIqv hvq †Zgb †c‡q †M‡j fv‡ev, Avn& Kx †mŠfvM¨!

mu~‡Pi K`i wQ‡jv Avgiv Rvwb; Avaywj dz‡Uv n‡q †M‡j j‡K‡Ui wMuU †`Iqv Qvov ZvuwZcvovq m~uP Avi †Lvu‡R bv †KD|

Avgv‡K wR‡Ám K‡iv cvnvo `uvwo‡q _vKvi KviY?

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AÜKvi 1.

†gvgUv Luy‡R cvw”Qbv, Av‡jvUvÑ A_P AÜKvi GK`g ¯úó mnvqKnxb Av‡jv †Zv bKj, †gKxÑ PZzf©~‡Ri fxo Avi cÖK…Z K_vi g‡Zv AÜKviB †gŠwjK

AÜKv‡i Avgv‡K †`‡L bv †KD|

AÜKv‡i wKQzB Lyu‡R cvw”Q bv GKKvwV PziæU, GKev· w`qvkjvB wk‡kœi AMÖfvM, wcÖq bvg, gyL!

AÜKvi fv‡jv‡e‡m mvay e‡m AvwQ nvZov‡j Avwg Quy‡Z cvwi c„w_exi gyL|

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gvSLv‡b AÜKvi †i‡L GKwU Av‡jv †_‡K Av‡iKwU Av‡jv‡Z †cŠuQ‡j AÜKvi †K‡o †bq mKj gvbm Avi g‡b c‡o cÖ_g Av‡jv‡Z wKQz nvwi‡qwQ|

Av‡jv †`‡L g‡b c‡o wKQz wQ‡jv †QvÆ GKUv Pvwei wiO, myiÄbv b`x †Mi ’vjx w`b, gvVfiv Rxebvb›` `vk|

cÖLi `ycy‡i Avgiv †e‡Lqv‡j NygvB nviv‡bvi, Pzwii kZ Aemi...

†jvW‡kwWs; Zxeª RvMvq mœvqy‡Z mœvqy‡Z cÖniv AcjK †Pv‡L c‡o ”Qj ”Qj Rj; wgkKv‡jv b`x|

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wQjvg †Zv AÜKvi eviv›`vq Zxeª Av‡jvK `nbÑ gv‡Mv, cyov‡jv Zver †Kvgj Zvi jvwM †V‡jwQ cv‡q GB Av‡jvK Aa¨vm|

wbZvšÍ Awb”Qvq Avi mKj wPrKvi D‡cÿvq †h Av‡jvwKZ f~eb Avgv‡`i A‡cÿvq †mLv‡b fxlY auvauv, †Mvj P°i|

Av‡jv †Zv i‡Oi evnvi: gy‡Lv‡ki KvimvwR, wb‡qwQ bK‡ji AwgZ cÖ‡ivPbv...

†gKv‡ci mg¯Í Av‡qvRb gy‡Q w`‡q ivZ bvg‡j AÜI †`‡L †bq mKj msµvg!

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ü`Mfx‡i NvBgviv Abyf~wZ¸‡jv K. Ny‡gv‡Z Ny‡gv‡Z hviv hvq Avi Ny‡gv‡Z Ny‡gv‡Z Av‡m Zviv åg‡Y nvB †Zv‡jÑ ayr! weiw³Ki, e‡jÑ Ôwek¦v‡m wgjvq K…ò Z‡K© eû`~iÕ| Avwg †Zv †`L‡Z †`L‡Z hvB Avi †`L‡Z †`L‡Z Avwm d‡j K…‡ò gb †bB| gb c‡o Av‡Q yaevwjKvi N‡i|

åg‡Y K¬vwšÍ †bB Z‡K© Z‡K© D‡V cwo ~iMvgx †Uª‡b| L. ÔI Avgvi †`‡ki †g‡q †Zvgvi cÕ‡i †VKvB gv_vÕÑ cvk †_‡K Ggb GKwU myi ¸b¸wb‡q DV‡j gyn~‡Z©B mg¯Í K¬vk duvKv n‡q hvq| ZLb Kx K‡i eySvB Aa©-wkwÿZ Aa¨vwcKvi eKeKvwb ïbvi †P‡q QvÎx n‡÷‡ji mvg‡b `uvwo‡q `uvwo‡q Uvw¼ gviv KZ cyY¨gq Avi wi‡qwjw÷K|

evrm¨vqb †R‡bwQ Avwg Rb‡gi †`v‡l ZvB †_vovB †Kqvi H Aa¨vwcKvÑ ¸iæR‡b fw³ †bB, †PvL weu‡a Av‡Q mncvwVbxi ¯Í‡b| M. evwZ wbwf‡q w`‡j me AÜKvi| kv`v-Kv‡jv mgvb| AÜB †Kej †Pv‡L †`‡L ZLb| c„w_ex‡Z †Kej †nvgviB Av‡jv Avi AÜKv‡i mgvb †R¨vwZg©q| gyLfiv Mvj wb‡q hviv e‡m Av‡Qv Zviv Aa¨vwcKv fv‡jv| Av‡jv‡Z Av‡iv fv‡jv| Av‡iv fv‡jv P‡›`ªi mgvR|

†Pv‡L Avgvi MÖnY †j‡M‡Q eo, g~L©Zi, mvwRqvwQ Avw`g m~uPKzgvi...

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KvPLÐ cÖwZwU cÖfv‡Z †`wL bZzb m~‡h©i gyL Avi DBÛw¯Œb ¸‡ov nq ¯^‡cœi gv ywj L‡m covi Av‡MÑ GB K_v ï‡bwQ Ny‡gi Mfx‡iÑ Kvwg‡R Nvg gy‡Q †d‡j †`wL cÖwZwU KvPL‡Ð AvgviB Aeqe, LÐ wefvR‡b Kv‡Pi wKQzB hvq Av‡m bv|

wMu‡_ _vKv mKvj nv‡gkvB mRxe wXjwU G‡m hw` ¸‡ov K‡i mg¯Í Avqbv ZeyI iv¯Ívq Qwo‡q _vKvÑ cÖwZwU KvPLÐ a‡i iv‡L GK GKwU c„w_ex|

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weiƒcvÿ WvbvIqvjv cix‡`i Mí iƒcK_vi AvwObv †Q‡o ga¨vý‡fv‡Ri †Uwe‡j ciKxqvq iZ| kv`v aea‡e, dm©v eyK †`‡L hv‡`i byby‡Z Rj Avm‡Zv Zviv AvR ûBj †Pqv‡i e‡m Avgv‡`i J¾¡‡j¨i Lei †kvbvq| K…òMnŸi wK Lye ~‡ii Rb? AvZkevRx‡Z g‡R †M‡j gb Avi Kx Kx evKx _v‡K kv`v Pz‡ji iex›`ªbv_?

Pzj `yÕGKUv AvgviI cvK‡Q e‡U| Avi c„w_ex! µgk †Zvgvi †RŠjym nviv‡Z e‡m‡Qv e‡j †Pv‡L gvLwQ A‡q›U‡g›U|

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Avgv‡`i †Kvb ’vqx wVKvbv †bB evcyivg e‡j †h mvcy‡o wQ‡jv †m GLb wWmKfvwi P¨v‡b‡j| Rn‡ii †jv‡f c‡o †h wK-bv nvwi‡qwQ‡jv bvgavgm‡gZ ¯’vqx wVKvbv GK f~ebWvOvi wPj Qvov hvi Avi †Kvb evÜe wQ‡jv bv| †MvLivi †cÖ‡g g‡R wM‡q †h wK-bv wb‡R‡K jyKv‡Zv ke©ixi †`‡n; †`‡ni †gvP‡o c‡o AvUgvm †_‡K †h‡Zv †eDjvi N‡iÑ †mB AvR wd‡i G‡m‡Q wWmKfvwi P¨v‡b‡jÑ †KvU UvB c‡o|

mvc wK Rvb‡Zv? mvc wK Rv‡b? KvgZvi e‡b †hme nwibxiv Ny‡i †eovqÑ mv‡c‡`i m‡nv`iv Ggb weÁvc‡b K¨vgb †fvM¨cY¨Ñ GB gnvfviZ| †e‡`iI wVKvbv †g‡j, †g‡j wKQz LyP‡iv cqmv| †g‡j bv-Kx?

Avq evev evcyivg! ¯’vqx wVKvbvi Afv‡e Av‡Rv cvwiwb †h‡Z wWmKfvwi P¨v‡b‡j|

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evsjv‡`k 1. Avgiv nvuUwQjvg b`x‡K ev‡g †i‡L ycy‡ii †iv‡`, P‡ii evwj‡Z; Avgiv PviRb

mvwie×fv‡e| AMÖMvgx †jvKwUi Kvu‡a wQ‡jv Rvj cvwb SiwQ‡jv; Zvici D‡`vg Mv‡q †jswU civ †jvKUv wQ‡jv aea‡e dm©v `kvmB kixi; hvÎvcvjvi fuv‡oi g‡Zv Avwg nvuUwQjvg `yB kvU© Mv‡q; †cQ‡bi †jvKwUi nv‡Z wQ‡jv gvQ, †Pv‡L wkKvix `„wó|

b`x‡K ev‡g †i‡L Avgiv nuvUwQjvg MÖš’m›`f©nxb Mfxi †iv‡`, Mnxb Pivq mvwie×fv‡e Avgiv PviRb|

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2. GB K¬vD‡bi K_v Ny‡iwd‡i K‡Zvevi ejv hvq, K‡Zvevi †kvbv hvq iwmK bvM‡ii fuvovgx; KvÐMuv_v? A_P †Zvgiv ÔK¬vDbÕ ÔK¬vDbÕ ej‡Z ej‡Z gy‡L †dbv Zy‡j †hfv‡e fvuo †m‡R hv‡”QvÑ Zv‡Z mevB †egvjyg fy‡j hvq Avgv‡`i wcÖq †cvlv K¬vD‡bi †cvkvK Qvovi Mí|

wKš‘ †Zvgiv †`L‡ZB cv‡”Qv bv K¬vD‡bi mvR c‡i e‡m Av‡Q evN Avi Zvi †PvL `yÕwU K¨vgb R¡jR¡j Ki‡Q|

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3. GB bvI Avgv‡K, †U‡b didi K‡i wQ‡o †dj ü`wcÐ GB‡Zv evwo‡q w`‡qwQ KwjRv, dvwj dvwj K‡i Kv‡Uv Avgvwi K¼vj R¡vjv‡bv †avuqvq myiwfZ †Zvgv‡`i Ni Avi gv_vi Lywj PgrKvi G‡÷ª n‡e, †h‡bvev †kv-wcm| Avwg GK Avðh© wMwbwcM, †hgb B‡”Q Kv‡Uv-†Qu‡ov...

gvb¨eiMY Avwg †Zvgv‡`i Rb¨ GK RvšÍe PKP‡K Dcnvi|

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Avie¨ iRbx ivZ †kl n‡q G‡jv A_P wKQzB n‡jv bv| bv †cÖg, bv Nyg Avi GKv GKv Kv‡gi K_v g‡bB Av‡m bv|

ivZ †kl n‡q G‡jv, cvwLiv WvK‡Q A_P wKQzB n‡jv bv| hw` n‡Zv mvZ mKv‡j nvRviUv w`b gvwU n‡Zv|

nvRviUv w`b †eu‡P _v‡K GKwU iv‡Zi †jv‡f|

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wkKvi †Ljv ïiæ n‡q †Mj Zvn‡j

ivZ evo‡ZB R‡g DV‡jv, Zzwg ga¨gv‡V ej cv‡q Avi Avwg †Mvj‡cv‡÷ A_ev Zzwg ej nv‡Z QzU‡Qv Avwg wµ‡R mUvb e¨vUmg¨vb| cv‡q cv‡q Nyi‡Q ej A_ev †g‡i Z³v evwb‡q w`w”Q, †ePviv ej! Kx A‡K¬‡kB bv †Ljvi cvÎ n‡q †Mj| †Ljv R‡g DV‡jv Zvn‡j, Avgv‡`i Nv‡gi Z…w߇Z M¨vjvwi‡Z Djøvm †Mvj, †Mvj... Q°v, Q°v...

Dc‡fvM¨Zvi wecix‡Z †Nvovi wWgUv‡K †mvbvi cv‡Î mvwR‡q ivL‡Z ivL‡Z g‡b n‡jvÑ ejUv GZÿY Avgv‡`i wb‡q †Lj‡jv bv †Zv?

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†dqviI‡qj Gevi ¸nvgvb‡eii Mí nDK Z‡e|

cv_‡ii Mv †_‡K Mí m‡i G‡m †hw`b cvnv‡oi P~ovq `uvov‡jvÑ †mw`b †_‡KB emšÍ GK iæÿ dz‡ji bvg; Avi †e`bvI gvbyl‡K Avb›` w`‡Z wkL‡jv|

Gevi Z‡e ¸nvgvb‡ei MíB nDK c„w_ex‡Z Avi †e`bvi gZ Avb›` cÖ‡qvRb †bB|

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c~e©cvV

Nyg †_‡K †R‡M DVvi g‡ZvB e¨vcviUv wKOev Av‡iv mvaviY| Ny‡gv‡Z hvevi Av‡M nqivb n‡q wb‡Ri Pvicvk ZQbQ K‡i mij As‡Ki RwUjZvq A_ev R¨vwgwZK

eµZvq wb‡R‡K GZevi, b!Ñ GUv bq, IUv bq K‡i K‡i Nywg‡q c‡owQ e‡U| Nyg fvO‡ZB Lye mnR K‡i †iv‡`i mijZvq †iv`gq GB †Zv AevK Dcw ’wZ|

Zvnviv ey‡Sbv nvq, AwZeo we`¨vi RvnvR|

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BkKzj GK_v KvD‡K †evSv‡bv hv‡e bv| Avi †mI †evS‡e bv †Kvbw`b AvwgB †Kej †ev‡SwQ ÔwbiƒcvqÕ k‡ãi gvnvZ¥¨| hviv Avgv‡K †evSvq Ôa‡ivÕ Ôhw`Õ ... msjvc Avwg Zv‡`i ïbvB hw`nxb Rxe‡bi Mí|

†Kej hw`nxb Rxe‡bB †Zvgv‡K cvIqv m¤¢e|

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ycyi

1. GgbZ‡iv `ycy‡i AvR AvwgI wd‡iwQ Mvu‡q Zzwg Av‡iK kn‡i eªþcy‡Îi R‡j `ycy‡ii Qvqv †`‡L m‡l©i i‡O GK nwi`ªvMÖv‡gi †Nv‡iÑ fv‡ev, MÖvgx‡Yi K…cYZv, Avgv‡`i gv‡S ïay AZB k~b¨Zv

ycy‡ii PvjvKx Avi hZ eyRiæKx duvwK SzuwK cj‡K bv a‡iÑ hw` Wy‡ev ivB, m‡l©i †ÿ‡Z Kx Ggb †`vl Av‡Q mijv `ycy‡ii! Avwg †Zv nvwU eywo Ab¨ mgxKi‡YÑ

†`n hZ ~i hvq gb Z‡Zv Kv‡Q cvB|

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2. GKwU `ycyi K‡Zvevi AvuK‡Z wM‡q FYx n‡qwQ K‡qKwU ~e©v, avb Avi GKUz †iv` i‡Oi Kv‡Q| GKwU †`v‡q‡ji wkl dziv‡Z dziv‡ZB KZ ªæZ †kl n‡q †Mj GKwU `ycy‡ii Mí, Avi Avjc_Ñ †m Rvb‡jvB bv GKwU `ycy‡ii i‡Oi †cv‡Qi †fZi †mªv‡Zi †fZi wg‡k Av‡Q GB KweZvi me `xN©k¦vm|

GKwU ycyi Avwg K‡Zvevi †Zvgvi Kv‡Q Rgv ivL‡Z wM‡q FYx n‡q wd‡iwQ Kv‡jv Kv‡Ki cvj‡K|

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WvKbvg GB †h Quz‡o gvi‡Qv, †m wKš‘ Avwg bB

†h †Zvgvi cv‡qi Kv‡Q e‡m _v‡K bZ n‡qÑ jywUcywU Lvq, †hb KzZzeDwÏb AvB‡e‡Ki ivRmfvi Kvwd« `vm; ûKz‡gi †Mvjvg, hv‡K hLb B‡”Q Quy‡o gv‡iv| B‡”Q n‡j Kv‡Q Wv‡Kv| Av`i K‡iv| cv‡qi Kv‡Q e‡m _v‡Kv|

Ni Qvov ivLv‡ji `„wóc‡_ ZvwK‡q _vKv †gvMj kvnRv`x GZ wgbwZ Avi Kvbœv hvi Rb¨ RgvÑ †m wKš‘ Avwg bB|

Zzwg hv‡K WvKbvg a‡i Wv‡Kv †m Avgvi †cÖg|

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GBme wg‡_¨ bq †Zvgv‡K †`‡L KL‡bvB AvKv‡ki bxj fvwe bv Pvicv‡ki wjwg‡UW †Kv¤úvwb †`‡L †`‡L eo f‡q fvweÑ †Zvgvi mva¨ †bB mgy ª‡K QzuI Avi wP‡ji Wvbv †`‡LI ey‡K wZivm Rv‡M bv|

G‡Zv Rvbv K_vB, ZzwgI Rvb‡ZÑ wkwk‡ii mv‡_, e„wói mv‡_ Avwg cvi‡ev bv ZvB Kvuw` bv †Mvjv‡ci mv‡_, eD K_v KIÕi mv‡_ Avwg cvi‡ev bv ZvB evwm bv, WvwK bv

Zvi gv‡b GB bqÑ †Zvgvi Rb¨ Avgvi Kvuw`evi B”Qv g‡b Rv‡M bvB †Zvgv‡K Avgvi fv‡jvevwmevi K_v g‡b Av‡m bvB|

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GB †h Zzwg A_P †Zgb †Kvb cÖ‡qvRb †`wLbv †Zvgv‡K †d«‡g AvUKv‡bvi †PvL eÜ Ki‡jB †hLv‡b †Pv‡Li Zvivq Zzwg nvwRi †mLv‡b †mjyj‡q‡Wi wdZvi Kx KvR? GB †h GLb weg~Z© Zzwg K_v ej‡Qv, MvB‡Qv, nvm‡Qv nvIqv Avm‡Q, So eB‡Q, mvUcvU Ly‡j hv‡”Q Rvbvjv `yqvi| Avi †Zvgvi †m nvwmi kã †Uc Kivi Rb¨ †Kvb cøvw÷K wie‡i wR‡¼i cÖ‡jc jvMvB bv|

Avwg †Zv †Pqv‡i Mv Gwj‡q w`‡jB ¯úó ïb‡Z cvB jÿ †KvwU SY©vi KjKj aŸwY, Avi Kx noeo e‡j hvI Agi KweZvLvwb!

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kxZ VvÐvq R‡g KviI gviv hvIqvi Lei cvB wb| 16µ †m. ZvcgvÎv †gv‡UB Amnbxq wKQz bq nvdnvZv wU kv‡U© w`we¨ Nyivwdiv Kiv hv‡”QÑ ivZ evo‡ZB kxZ Av‡iKUz RvwK‡q em‡e e‡U Z_vwc ga¨iv‡Z †KD †KD Qzu‡o †dj‡e kxZe ¿, Nv‡g wf‡R †b‡q DV‡e †KD †KD|

A_P Kvj mKv‡j †Zvgvi †Mvmj n‡e †f‡e AvR iv‡Z fqvbK †Ku‡c D‡VwQ †e`bvi kx‡Z|

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GK em‡šÍi KweZv Av‡iK em‡šÍ MZ em‡šÍI Zzwg wQ‡j

GB em‡šÍI mviveb cÎnxb cvZv‡`i mv‡_ wSg a‡i c‡o hv‡”Q †e`bv| GB em‡šÍI bM‡i evDj evZvm b`xiv g‡i hv‡”Q, g‡i hv‡”Q Rb Kjie|

MZ em‡šÍI Zzwg wQ‡j Avgiv e‡jwQjvg, we`vq we`vq em‡šÍi †`eZv Avgv‡`i wdwi‡q †`qv †nvK big KwP Nvm cvZv|

Mv‡q †g‡L †iŠ‡`ªi iO nvuUwQ nuvUwQ mviv kvjeb|

GB em‡šÍI Zzwg Av‡Qv Avi Avgiv ejwQÑ Avb›` ¯vMZg! my vMZg!!

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†ivÏy‡ii bvg ivwL `vg emwZ †f‡O hvq, †f‡O †dwj AviI wKQz cÖvPxb K_v|

cvZvi kã n‡jB kvjeb wKOev cvnvo wKOev †Kvb b`x‡K Luy‡Rv bv| GKw`b hv‡K fy‡j _vKv hvq ¯§„wZ Zvi bvg| UªvwdK AvBj¨v‡Û †`‡Lv ivRwmK eU wKOev cvKzi wKOev wnRjI Szj‡Z cv‡i †mLv‡b| Avi hviv Mvb Mvq Zviv GKB cvovi evwm›`v, wkíx? cvwL Z‡e †Kvb †Mi‡¯Íi ab? `ªæZ dzwi‡q hvIqv my‡ii gZb meyR Avi Zvi wKQz Rj wKOev nvIo wKOev AiY¨, AvU‡cŠ‡i K_vgvjv... †hb †_‡g _vKv †ivÏyi wKOev †ivÏyi wKOev †ivÏyi...

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Avgvi eyK c‡KU `ywbqv wWRym n‡q †M‡Q K‡ZvKvj Kvwj`vm †bB †gN‡K †KB-ev cÎ w`‡e Avi GK`v mgxiY †hme wPwV w`Z AvR Zv cÖZœZ‡Ë¡i gh©v`v cv‡”QÑ eyK c‡K‡U|

Avgvi eyK c‡KU c„w_exi ÿz`ªZg Rv`yNi|

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Aÿi †Ljv welqK †Q‡j‡ejvq Avgiv GKUv A™¢~Z †Ljv †LjZvg| Avgv‡`i N‡i euv‡ki †eovq ˆ`wbK cwÎKv †j‡Þ _vK‡Zv Avwg cwÎKv †_‡K jyKv‡bv Aÿi Lyu‡R wb‡q †Zvgv‡K ejZvg, Avwg hv †`wL Zzwg Zv †`L? Zzwg nqivb n‡q jyKv‡bv Aÿi Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡Z| Gici Avgvi cvjv|

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d‡j †Zvgvi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvwK‡q AvR Avgv‡K Kó K‡i †Kvb Aÿi Luyu‡R wb‡Z nq bv|

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Avwg fv‡jvevwm Avðh© c„w_ex MZ el©vi †kl cÖkœ ‡jvi DËi Rvbv n‡jv bv GB †hgb cvnvo uvwo‡q _vKvi KviY, †iv` evo‡ZB Avgvi †Kb nuvU‡Z B‡”Q K‡i?

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Avi GBme AgxgvswmZ in‡m¨i Rb¨ c„w_ex‡K Avgvi eo fv‡jv jv‡M|

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bZzb iæevB †duvUvq †duvUvq Rni Avwg Rgv K‡i ivwL gi‡Yi `vg w`‡q wKwb mKv‡ji nvwm|

Avqy‡iLv nv‡Z †bB, Av‡Q GK cÖvPxb evwU eÜziv AvOy‡j ¸b‡Q eqm, Avi Avwg m`vMi evwU‡Z fiwQ Rni; nvwm Avi ivwÎi bvg K‡i|

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wew”QbœZv Avm‡j gvbyl‡K Kv‡Q cvIqvi GK Zxeª AvKv•ÿvi bvg †kl ch©šÍ Avwg †Kej eÜz‡`i‡KB †Q‡o G‡mwQ †Q‡o G‡mwQ evev Ges fvB| GgbwK Avgvi wcÖqZg bvix‡KI| †kl ch©šÍ Avwg evwoi kv`v cÖRvcwZwU‡KI †Q‡o G‡mwQ whï‡K †hgb †Q‡o wM‡qwQ‡jv wg‡K‡j¨vćjv|

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Avi eo †ewk †LvKv nIqvi Rb¨ †kl ch©šÍ Avwg nZ¨v K‡iwQ Avgvi ˆkke|

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Avgvi Rb¨ wb‡R‡K Lywk Kiv Qvov Avgvi Avi †Kvb KvR bvB|

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e„n¯úwZevi! Avgvi g„Zz¨w`b|

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A™¢~r hZB wd‡i Avmv hvq ZZB wcQ‡b c‡o K`g K`g c_ †cQ‡bI gyL Av‡QÑ Rjfiv †PvL|

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mvZwU †nuvPU †Zvgiv hLb kvje‡bi wfZi w`‡q wdiwQ‡j ZLb whï cÖ_g †nvuPU †L‡jb| Kvua †_‡K µzk m‡i †M‡j gv_vi KuvUvZvi gM‡R weua‡jv| mvivivZ K‡qKUv gvZvj ïwoLvbvi †fZi GB `„k¨ Ae‡jvKb Ki‡Q| didi K‡i mg¯Í †cvkvwK AveiY L‡m †M‡j Avevi †K GKRb D‡V `vuovqÑ †Mvaywj‡K åg nq Avgiv Ck¦‡ii bZ g¯Í‡K Pzgy †L‡q wd‡i Avwm|

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g‡b Kwi‡q †`q| KiæYv Avi fv‡jvevmvi AvKzwZ wb‡q hviv ZvKvq c„w_exi w`‡KÑ Zv‡`i mvjvg|

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µgvMZ fyj, fyj, fyj...fy‡ji AZj †mªv‡Z Pj‡Z Pj‡Z †hw`b ïׇKB Avgiv fyj ej‡Z

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Avi w`‡bi AvKvk †gNjv n‡Z _vK‡j †Lv`viv GBfv‡e whï‡`i †Q‡o P‡j hvq|

Avgiv ZLb kvje‡bi wfZi w`‡q evwo wdiwQjvg|

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K¨vig Rxeb Avgv‡`i nq‡Zv kv`vB wQ‡jv A_ev Kv‡jv A_P QzUwQ jvj NywUUvi †cQb †cQb Avgv‡`i K¨vwm‡bv †bB K¨vigB Rxeb|

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Avgv‡`i K¨vwm‡bv †bB K¨vigB Rxeb|

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Lye wnmve K‡i ej‡Z n‡”Q, mZ¨ Avwg K`vwPZ ewjÑ †h †L‡q †M‡Q KzgviRxeb Zvi cÖwZ †Kvb Awf‡hvM †bB, †h †mweKv †Kvgj nv‡Z mvwi‡q‡Q ü`wc‡Ði †duvov ZviI cÖwZ wQ‡jv bv †Kvb cÖZ¨vkv; †K Rv‡b wb‡RiB †Lqv‡j KLb ivZ`ycy‡i Avgvi evuwk evRv‡Z B‡”Q KiwQj? gyL‡cvov nbygv‡bi g‡Zv †j‡R Av¸b †R‡bI wØZxqevi...

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