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tnbo' ha sgv ahnh jbufv vo do "hnhanjv" _ sg, vrnc"o' "nurv vbcufho"'tar "nnav ugs nav kt eo fnav"'puxe kvkfv cxpr vh"s' "vkfu, vkfu,"ahnh jbufv vo "hnh anjvuvkk"/

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jhu, do cjd","/

ftar eaurho tk vrch' tk baht vsur' vrh atzjhho' uftar jhho vrh av,bugv vht ak vuxpv/ to j"ukt eaurho' vrh av,umtv vht vpufv/ srfu ak vjh vhtkvjhu,' ukfi vxhni vnucve knh avut jh cgmo' vhtvgucsv avut njhv tjrho/ vdu;' vukl fhsug tjrvrta' ftar vrta jh' vrh ado vdu; hfuk umrhl kecknnbu t, vjhu,' ufl kvnahl kjhu, ukvjhu, do tjrho/

ftar tbu guaho vfk usutdho kfl' akt bvhv rejhho cgmnbu' go fk vapg atbu neckho nvrch nv"n'tkt ngchrho zt, kfk nh act t,bu cndg' vrh azvuvxhni kfl atbu jhho ctn,/ ftar tbu n,hhjxho tkvrch fjh cgmo' tar njhv t, fukbu' ftar scrhuuvurtu,hu vi cachkbu scrho jhho' vehhnho cvuuv' vrhazuvh vsrl vhjhsv kjhu, ukeck t, vjhu, vjsavvbnaf, fg,/

ftar thbbu aunrho kgmnbu t, caur, vdtukv' t,vtnubv vnujky, cfk scrhu ak vrch' tar scr tjsnscrhu kt hauc rheo' tu, vut atbu tfi jhho t,vscrho' jhho go ut, vrch' ukt re mupho ni vms/tmkbu jhhc, kvhu, ,bugv ak vuxpv' cfk ,juo ucfkgbhhi acesuav' afi scr jh n,eso ubg uthbu batrcneuo/

ftar cguko brth, kpgnho ,bugv ak "n,ngy"cgbhhbh esuav' ftar vbxhubu, n,dcrho' ftar dovear kneur vjhu, thbu brtv ,nhs crur ugfauuh' uhanh anbxv kvpul tu,u kbjk, vgcr' suuet tz jucv gkhbukvrtu, atmkbu n,uux; uvukl' cfk gbhhi/ mrhl kvhu,bhfr gk fk tjs nt,bu fhms tmku n,uux; cesuav' cturujhu,' cv,earu, tk vrch nv"n' nnbu tbu neckho t,vfj ut, vjhu,' ucgher cakhju, vhjhsv' vfb, gmnbuuvguko keck, pbh nahj

hjh tsubbu nurbu urcbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs!

n,uux;uvukl

tmk fk nh aeaur tk

vrch nkl vnahj' fscr

jh' jhhc, kvhu, ,bugv ak

vuxpv ctur ujhu, bpabu'

afi zvu vxhni kjhho

tnh,hho/ uvuxpv gherh,

cakhju, vhjhsv eck,

pbh nahj

scr vngrf,

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10|~|f"c fxku vw,ax"u 10

vprav vjxhsh,vngav vut vgher

ucbudg kpugk _ cfk huo nhnh jusa fxkuhknsu )unv yuc _ crcho( gbhi )bux;( c,ur,vjxhsu,' unv yuc _ n,ur,o ak dw tcu,vjxhsu,' vcga"y' vndhs utsnu"r vzei' unhaha chfk,u _ huxh; uhkns do n,ur,o akfk rcu,hbu bahthbu gs k,ur,u ak f"e nu"jtsnu"r baht surbu/

ubux; gk vkhnus cgmnu _ ha,sk fktjs utjs do cvpm, vnghhbu, jumv' kpgukgk gus hvusho ahgau fi/

unuci' afk zv ahhl do kbaho' vi cbudgkkhnusi cgmni' uvi cbudg kpguk,i gk gusbaho chartk/

)nahju, r"j fxku ua"p ,uksu, vw,an"y _ nudv(

vcgk ao yuc

"v,urv vht bmjh," _ udo g,v ha cjhb, vske, bru, vnburvcrujbhu,/

)wf,r ao yucw vuxpu, tu, egj(

vndhs nngzrhya

gchrv durn, afjv _ npbh agchrv durr, gchrv uaufj t, vwh,crl uguav gus gchrv/ uv,aucv _ durn, vzfrui/

urnz kscr: "ani zh," _ azh, eav kafjv' uani yuc kzfrui/ufnu avani dbuz c,ul vzh,' fl v,aucv dbuzv c,ul vgchrv' kphav,aucv vht nmu,-gav n,rh"d nmu,' tck thbu hfuk kgau,,aucv tkt to gav gchrv ,jkv' bnmt av,aucv dbuzv c,ulgchrv/

)wkeuyh tnrhow tu, rhz(

f"e tsnu"r vzei

jbufv vut nmuv nscrh-xuprho' uhsug tar "grcho gkh scrhxuprho"' ukfi hunh sjbufv anubv vnv' uvut dhkuh cjhb, anhbh'nghi vdhkuh skg,hs/ uzvu d"f gbhi anhbh gmr,' svbv khft nhshnsrcbi skt rnhzt cturhh,t' ucturhh,t vut gbhi anhbh gmr,/

)wxv"n ,aj"hw _ gw 333(

f"e tsnu"r vtnmghuzvu cfkku, gbhi vske, br jbufv' avut kvskhe ukvgku, t,

vbhmumu, shartk vaufbho knyv cjual cdupho junrhho kvthroctur vjhho c,uxp, tur cvhru, uvcvev h,hrv' uvut g"h vaniacbr/

)wntnrh tsnu"r vtnmghw _ ne. gw akt(

f"e tsnu"r vmnj-msejbufv nu,r cgahh, nktfv' kph athi vvtrv ctv cdhkuh knyv

cnkfu, re ccjhb, vustv' unfk neuo' bds tur vbr gmnu gf"ptxur kva,na kturu' kph avbr gmnu vut vnaf, tur vjfnvx,hntv akngkv nva,kaku, uthi kva,na cu kmurl ehuo v,nhshak vguknu,' fsh akt hbeu vjhmubho' ukfi bvdu akt kgau, nktfvfkk czni avbru, sukeho uvtrv zu nthrv fuw/ tck ktjr vx,keu,vtrv zu nu,r kgau, nktfv kph athi vdhkuh cpbhnhu, fb"k/

)wxpr vkeuyhow tu, jw gw ,ahz(

f"e tsnu"r nuvr"a

nmtu pl ani j,uo cju,nu ak fvi dsuk: fvi dsuk vut cjhb,trhl-tbphi' uvju,o vut cjhb, hxus strhl-tbphi' uth tparkvnahl cjhbv zu cguknu, vbcrtho ccjhb, dhkuh' ukfi txurkva,na kturv/

)wxpr vntnrho _ ,rf"yw gw y(

f"e tsnu"r nvura"c

nkfu, hui yntu fk vanbho' szvu v,dcru, jfnu, jhmubhu, gkjfnv sesuav' ufntnr "f,cu kfo gk eri vaur athi kfo jkectkeh hartk fuw"' szvu nms v,dcru, jfnu, jhmubhu, r"k/ufadcru nkfu, ch, janubth ubmjuo v,ehbu bru, jbufv' avut gbhi"u,urv tur"' cjhb, neur v,urv' kvthr do vjal ktvpft jauftkbvurt/

)wxpr vntnrho _ ,rn"zw gw gy(

f"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m

abh vbxho' purho ujbufv' vo pktho tkehho avchtu kehsuavao vfh dsuk/ vguko fuku' vgnho fuko' rtu t, vpktho vtkehhoakvo zfv go hartk/ unfk-neuo' aubho abh bxho tkv cfl' acbxpurho vh,v vmk, vdu; vhvush' ucbx jbufv _ vmk, vruj uvnuxrvhvush/

)wkeuyh-scurhow j"t gw 525(

f"e tsnu"r nkl vnahj akhy"t

///vtnur kghk ahhl cnhujs k,eup,bu zu _ av,euv uvtbh ntnhicfk huo ahcut vht ch,r at, uch,r gz' ugs abrtv cnuja vdtukvvtnh,h, uvakhnv g"h nahj msebu _ atz hvhw vguko fuku nutrctur vtnh,h sv,dku, fcusu ak vec"v c,fkh, vakhnu,/

uchnho tkv' ffk anuxhpho hu,r cgbhbh ,urv unmuu,hw' "brnmuv u,urv tur"' fukk ucnhujs g"h vske, br jbufv' ucpry ctupiak "phrxunh bhxt" cfk vguko' nnvrho unzrzho gus hu,r unchthocpugk t, vdtukv vtnh,h,/

)nahj, br tw sjbufv vw,ab"c _ cngns "prxunh bhxt" guknh(

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ntumr vnkl

jkue,va"x

vp,e gkhu rao vrch t,

vnxf, tu,v kej cjkue,

va"x ch"y fxku vw,an"y/

xbvsrhi

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cncy rtaui rutho cvbvdu, ak jdvjbufv akuav scrho wnuzrhow:

t/ bru, jbufv _ afk gbhhbo kvthr _nmuu,o suuet "na,aeg vjnv"' suuetftar bgav jual cguko! ukt nauo amrhlkvthr t, vjual' avrh kao fl vhv tparkvskhe t, vbru, chuo' ctupi fzvahnahfu kskue ukvthr ckhkv ]fph atfinmhbu cbru, vnesa' avhu mrhfhokvskheo ncgus huo )"ucvgku, tvri t,vbru, chi vgrcho"(' ctupi fzv ahnahfukskue ukvthr fk vkhkv gs vcuer/ ufl docbru, ac, uhuo-yuc' aha kvskheo suueteuso a,aeg vjnv' ctupi fzv ahnahfukskue ukvthr tk ,ul vkhkv uvjual )afi,fkh,o vut fsh "akt hhfak cg. utci"(/

c/ cjd vjbufv' abecg gk ao bx pl

vani )vrunz gk cjhb, "ani" ac,urv _rzhi srzhi' pbhnhu, acpbhnhu,( nskhehobru, suuet "gk p,j ch,u ncju."!

uauc _ kt nskheho tu,u cch, cpbho'fsh ahthr docju.' tkt ngnhsho tu,unkf,jhkv cp,j' fsh ahthr t, v"jumv"suuet!

]tnbo nbvd jc"s kvskhe t, bru,vjbufv suuet cp,j pbhnh ac,ul vch,'uctupi ak "pbhnhu,"' kkt "rga"u"ayurgo"' ucag, vvskev va,skurcu,hbu bahthbu akt hvhv ruc go ukt vhunrumho to vhv bufj nhavu athbu ncbh-vch,' ut; nskheho t, vbru, cfucgucnkcuaho vrdhkho ukt ccdsh ac, _ fkzv cfsh kvsdha ansucr fti tfi gkpbhnhu, acpbhnhu,' akngkv nfkv,payu, udhkuh vjumv )rtv wkeuyh

ahju,w jke cw' gw 334 uthkl('

tl hjs go zv' npurxn, vurt, vrchnkl vnahj akhy"t kvskhe jbufhu, gbec"ayurgo" urga vfh dsukho' cfk neuomhcurh' "nhy R khfyhei ayurgo" ucprxuogmuo cfk rjch ,ck' gs k"jumv athi jumvvhnbu"' fhsug unpurxo[/

d/ jbufv' afk gbhbu vut vdcr, ms hnhi)vnurv gk vtur uvyuc( gk ms antkvnxnk t, vjual' ut;-gk-ph-fi nskhehot, bru, vjbufv cms antk suuet _ "fsha,vt nzuzv nhnhi ubr jbufv nantk"/

ufk zt,' nsug uknv?

c,ur,o ak rcu,hbu bahthbu tbukunsho )rtv s"v wnth jbufvwvw,a"t ugus( fh vhuubho kt bkjnu

re gk vpryho' gk vehuo uvchmug ak

nt, vrc jhho kuh-hmje dhbzcurd

naphg chahc, ,u,"k vnrfzh, _ fpr jc"s

v,uugsu, jxhsu,h,

pj eyi akth aphu,nsug nskheho t, bru, vjbufv' jd vtur' ckhkv?

^nsug cjd avntphhi aku vut ani _ pbhnhu,

v,urv _ nskheho bru, "gk p,j ch,u ncju."? ̂

nsug cjbufv' afk gbhbu vut vdcr, ms vhnhi gk ms vantk' nskheho t,

vbru, nantk vbfbx? ̂v,cubbu, cnkjn, vhuubho u,duc, vnfcho nchtv

kvfrv fh verc bhya gk v"beusv" vhvush, _ zu vpbhnh,' zu vnthrv do

cjual udo cms antk/ zvu v"gmo" akngkv nfk v"dhkuhho"

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v,urv uvnmuu,' tkt rmu kpdug suuetc"beusv" ak vfk/

_ vo vxfhnu tphku kuu,r gk pryho/vxfhnu ahknsu ,urv uckcs akt hzfhru t,vgucsv avht ",ur,l"' ,ur, vw )fbtnrccrf, "ugk vbxho": "kvafhjo ,ur,l"(/vo vxfhnu ahehhnu )jke ni( vnmuu,'uckcs akt hgau zt, n,ul chyuk nujkyak jueho _ "juev jee,h dzhrv dzr,huthi kl rau, kvrvr tjrhv"/

hu,r nzv _ kph chturu ak vrch nklvnahj vo vxfhnu tphku ahehhnu t,vjueho' t, vnmuu, athi kvo ygo' tohgau zt, n,ul vbjv afbrtv nx,,rntjurhvo thzavu vhdhui uygo' do to thitbu nchbho tu,o/ vo re kt vbhju cauotupi kgucsv aehuo vjueho hvhv tl uren,ul chyuk nujky kkt auo vdhui' "juehrmubl" _ tl ure npbh azvu rmui vw' kngkvnfk xhcv' ygo uvhdhui/

zt, nauo avhuubho hsgu vhyc apdhgvcpry zv tu tjr kt ,ughk kvo' tov"beusv" ,hatr akhnv' ukfi fhuubu t, fkv,epu,hvo ut, fk gumn,o cfsh kpdugj"u c"beusv"' c"ani"/

kfi' ftar dcrv hso' vbv rtah, scrbhdau )kt kfx; uvzvc avhu cch,-vnesatkt( k"ani" _ kbeusv vpbhnh, ampvugukv ,nhs ngk vfk )fao avani m; ngkfk vnaehi(' uvht vnpgpg, upugk,ujusr, cfuko )fao avani "npgpg cfkscr"(/

cani vzv rmu vhuubho kpdug/ kt kapul/vo rmu kdruo kfl av"ani" _ vbeusvvpbhnh, ak vhvush _ kt hvhv re eusa'tkt ngurc c,gruc, zrv j"u/ knmut ku fknhbh vxcrho gs fnv v,urv uvnmuu, vohpho ubjnsho' neuckho ubturho/ tparkknus t, v,urv ukv,hhdg ukv,gne cvusuuet gk-hsh fl "kgzuc em," t, bu,iv,urv' "kafuj" krdg nvgucsv av,urvvht tkueu, umrhl kv,cyk tkhv fkhk/

vhuubho hsgu fh to hmkhju j"u kpdugc"beusv" _ kvjshr cbpau ak vhvush t,vvbjv avfk mrhl kvhu, bjns uhpv' bturuneuck' vrh avo hufku cvnal knmut"jxrubu," cfk nmuuv ukunr avht ktn,thnv kruj vzni' kafk vtnh,huk"ehsnv" vbvudv cznbbu' uvrh tbu jfnhoubturho uthl n,tho kbu kbvud fl/

thh' vec"v mhuuv? _ vrh kt h,fi

avec"v hmuuv gk scr fk-fl kt vdhubh' kthpv ukt apuh ubjns' ukfi crur akt vcb,bfui t, vmhuuh/ vscrho vo cuusth x,unhounupktho ubpktho/ mrhl kvchi nv vpaycvo/ thi kvxhe nvo cear kvbvdv cpugkfkk ufkk' umrhl knmut ukjpa t, v"fuubvvpbhnh," acscrho' ukt kvh,pxk"jhmubhu," ak chmug kt bfui' kt hpv uktvdhubh/

cakc ntujr hu,r' hnahfu ctu,u fhuui'acfkk gsh; kdbuz t, vmhuuhho vkku athathbu nchi t, paro ut, vfuubv vtnh,h,acvo' ugs kvyk, xpheu, to nh atnrtu,o tfi vhv nusg knv avut tnr uknvaeurv fti knyv' tu tukh///

kstcui kc' vhuubho tfi vmkhju kyntt, fk vanbho/ vo pdgu c"beusv" akvhvushoQ vo vmkhju kafbg ukvxchr fh ktmrhl kkf, go "rta cehr"' umrhl kej, fkscr cvhdhui ucafk er/ afi tjrhav"beusv" vhh,v chso' kt vhv nvahgmur t, vvhsrsru,/

tu tz enu vjanubtho' vnfcho'cnxhru,-bpa ubhxu cfk fujokjpa uknmut ani yvur fsh

kvskhe t, vnburv _ tu,v "nbur, zvcfukv"' fbx, hartk _ go "beusv" ak

tn, nujky,' ak chyuk kkt auo jacubu,'ak v,earu, uv,nxru, unxhr, ub,hb,vfk nfk fk tk vgmo/

jhpau ukt nmtu/ fh vhuubho v,jfnukpdug kpbh vfk c"beusv"' "kynt t, fkvanbho acvhfk"' uthi knmut cauo neuo"ani yvur"/ tck fanjpaho unjpaho'xu;-xu; numtho' cfk zt, batrv "beusv"tj,' pl tjs ak ani avhv "j,uo cju,nuak fvi dsuk" _ "hjhsv" acbpa ugmovbpa' vbeusv ak nahj ahabv cfk hvush'vbeusv ak "rch" ahabv cfk hvush'vbeusv aauo scr acguko kt hufk kpdugcv ukvzhz tu,v nneunv' nauo avht"j,unv cju,nu ak fvi dsuk"/

gk beusv zu btnr cahr vahrho fhvec"v tunr kfbx, hartk "ahnbh fju,ogk kcl' fju,o gk zrugl"' ufscrh vzuvrvesua: "st; gk dc stzhk vft uvft'shuebh ta,tr cl kguko" _ ado to hklkfti ukfti )nhsrsr nyv nyv(' v"shuei"akh )v"ju,o"( hhatr jeue cl kguko/

tkt avcghv ak tu,v "beusv" zvavht nbu,e, ni vjhho vrdhkho/ vht fk-fl pbhnh, ugmnu,h,' fk-fl gnuev udcuvv'gs athi kv auo vapgv uvakfv gk jhhvhuo-huo/ zu tnbo ngk,v' aauo scracguko thbu hfuk kpdug cv' tck zv gmnudo vjxrui akv' avht thbv naphgv gkvjhho vrdhkho' nauo avht dcuvv ugnuevfk-fl' gs athbv ndhgv tkhvo fkk/ v"pltjs" vut tnbo ako uyvur cakhnu,' kktfk rcc updo' tck vut kt hfuk "kvskhe"t, vjhho vrdhkho/

zv vhv vbx ak jbufv' antu,u "pltjs" avut fk-fl dcuv ufk-fl gnue _vmkhju kvumht ani ahske anubv hnho/"anubv"' vo acg ugus tjs' v"tjs"abnmt c,ul v"acg"/ fhsug' nxnkv"acg" t, vguko uvbx vhv av"tjs" ktbatr "kngkv"' tkt hrs ubfbx uvdhg gsknyv nyv/ uhu,r nzv' vut pr. uceg n,ulv"nyv" gmnu/

fhms tnbo erv bx fzv? thl ctn,tpar kej, tu,v beusv gmnu,h, ukvfbhxtu,v kjhho vrdhkho' ktjs t, v"tjs"go v"acg"?

v,aucv kfl bgumv cv,dku, vbeusvvgmnu,h, chu,r kngkv ndcuk ukngkvnckh dcuk/ re vut ftar vut n,dkv' tzhndkho kp,g fh vut fukk t, fuko cvhu,uv"gmo" ak fuko/ tu tz n,dkv knprg' fh

vhuubho hsgu fh to hmkhju j"u

kpdug c"beusv" _ kvjshr

cbpau ak vhvush t, vvbjv

avfk mrhl kvhu, bjns

uhpv' btur uneuck' vrh avo

hufku cvnal knmut

"jxrubu," cfk nmuuv ukunr

avht kt n,thnv kruj

vzni' kafk vtnh,h

uk"ehsnv" vbvudv cznbbu'

uvrh tbu jfnho ubturho uthl

n,tho kbu kbvud fl/

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nguko kt vhh,v t; beusv ak v,bdsu,/ fhvgmo ak vfk nna vut tfi v"beusv"vtnh,h, uvgmnu,h, chu,r' acv thineuo kauo scr tjr/

kfi "do jual kt hjahl nnl ukhkvfhuo hthr" _ kt re ado cjual udockhkv hvhv tur' tkt avjual uvkhkvgmno hthru' uh,dkv athi auo nbds uthiauo nprhg' afi vgmo ak )nh avhv euso(v"nbds" uvnprhg gmnu' vut vec"v cfcusuucgmnu athi gus nkcsu uvut kcsu uthizuk,u/

zu vxhcv kvske, bru, vjbufv suuetcjual' suuet cju. usuuet cantk vp,j_ kknsbu fh nv anthr cjbufv vut ktvtur kt v"pbho" ukt v"hnhi"/ fk vdhkuhhokt vmkhju kvumht t, vgo ni vnmc tkhuvdhgu' ure v"gmo" akngkv nfuko )tckvut vgmo ak fuko( nmt udhkv knprg fhdo vjual' vju. uvantk nms-gmno thbotkt "mhur" ak v,dku, vgmo' uftarn,dkv nmhtu,o vtnh,h,' purm, nvogmno vgucsv acgmo thi vo ahhfho fkkkvx,hr ukvgkho fh fk nmhtu,o thbv tkt"vut kcsu vut uthi zuk,u"/

zuvh v"beusv" ak jxhsu,: "pl vanivj,uo cju,nu ak fvi dsuk"' aauo scrcguko kt hufk kpdug cu ukt hufk kvzhztu,u' gkuk kvhatr "gnue ntus kngkv"ukt krs, tk pbh vayj _ ctv ,ur,vjxhsu, )go vmhuuh uvfuj' fuj vgmo' ak"hpumu nghhbu,hl jumv"( unchtv t,vnghhi gmnu nna tk v"jumv" athi jumvju. vhnbu' uctupi ak "hpumu" _ cfkv,ue;' vgumnv uvv,payu,/

dhkuh zv vjk ch"y fxku' ftar fujvgmo v,dkv cdhkuh c,ur, jxhsu,jc"s' cfl avfbhxu t, v"ckh dcuk"

k,ul v"dcuk" ak vafk' ak jfnv chbvusg,/

_ kfi vvnal uvxhuo ak rta vabvkjxhsu, vut chuo cw sjbufv' ftar rchbuvzei vdhg jzrv kuuhygcxe uchrl crf,"vdunk"/

_ kfi nnahl gbhi zv cdtuk,u ak rchbuvzei cpgo vabhv' ftar kt vx,pecjxhsu, ak "kpbh pyrcurd"' unxr bpaukkf, eshnv ukvurhs ukvfbhx zt, gushu,r knyv nyv' adtuk,u cpgo vabhvvhh,v cdw sjbufv udo cvw sjbufv)"acabhvo vhu gbhbh dtukv do fpauyo"(/

unao bnafho uhursho vnghhbu, gusnyv nyv _ uffk avo hursho hu,r knyv'zuvh vufjv amrhl kao fl kmt, n"mhur"se hu,r' ukvdhg kgune hu,r n,ul vgmo'avut kngkv do nvdckv u"mhur" zv/ gs

surbu zv' "sur vachgh"' acu nnahfho t,vafhbv knyv ctr.' cjual ucjumv athijumv vhnbu' cjual gmnu' c,j,ui gmnu'cantk gmnu' udo knyv ctr./

kao fl mrhfho _ fnu cfk vsuru,veusnho' ufti gus vrcv hu,r' avrh ftinsucr kt re gk vnafv "nrehg krehg"'tkt "nvrehg ktr."' azv vrcv vrcvhu,r _ t, vgmo gmnu nna' uczv duptnuxh; uvukl fk vzni/

gs vzni avrch nkl vnahj nuxr bpaugk fl _ fcanhbh-gmr, cab, vw,ak"j'uvbhmjui uvrputv uvpsu, vdhgu cnhujsc"zt, jbufv"' ftar vrch gmnu )cab,,ak"j( grl t, xgus, vvushv )csudn,crf, vdunk ftar "jzr kcurhu kdnrh"(unpkhd tz cgbhhbu vnhujs ak huo zv' avutkngkv t; ni v"vepu," ak anj,-,urv)ghhi ao cahjv(' ucuusth ahuo zv ha kunangu, gnuev chu,r tkhbu' vn,erthocao jxhsho uneuarho uahhfho tk vrch/

uvrch kt nx,pe re cnv avhv gs tz_ avrh fk vmnmuo kt vhv tkt favjkdhkuh dsuk hu,r _ gs v",eupv vjsav"cabho vtjrubu,' cvo vdhg fk vgbhik,fkh,u uknyr,u vxuph, uvbmjh, _ dhkuhgmo nmhtu,u ak nahj' uvgucsv avutbnmt fcr' ubnmt cdhkuh' umrhl re keckpbhu cpugk nna fsh ahufk knkt t,akhju,u ukvumht t, cbh hartk ni vdku,/

fk zv jhhc kcut khsh chyuh do cpayu,ucjhmubhu,/ gk-hsh tbaho pauyho utphku"tucsho ubsjho"' cnsceu,' cnusgu,'cprxunh-jumu,' cvfrzu, ucfk murv' srlutupi ufuw _ usuuet zv ncyt t, vtn,vtnh,h, uvpbhnhu, spbhnhu,' vgmo nna'avut suuet pugk t, vdtukv vtnh,h,uvakhnv ,hf; unhs nna/

hjh tsubbu nurbu urchbu nkl vnahjkguko ugs!

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vhuubho v,jfnu kpdug kpbh

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vhfi kgrul t, vjupv?akuo hgec jzi' ertui vhhyx

cahj, a"p uhakj h"s fxku ,ah"s' xhpr f"e tsnu"rnv"n fnv ufnv vbvdu, nj,ub,u go vrcbh, vmsebh,/

chi vscrho xhpr vrch fh veck, pbho' vjupv uvjsr hjusvhu chahc, ,unfh ,nhnho cuurav/ fh fl vhw rmubu ak tsnu"rvrhh"m avjke vrujbh ak vj,ubv hvhw chahcv/

ctdru, eusa tsnu"r vrhh"m jke yu gw rgd-s ndkv vrchvrhh"m t, vxhcv kscr/ uzkv"e:

jpmbu fh veck, pbho' vcgsgebhbx uvjupv hvhu knzk yuccch, ujsr ak vhahcv ,unfh ,nhnho hm"u' uhvhw kbu keur, rujnghi snghi skhuctuuhya"/

fkunr vxhcv vht armv kgrul t, jke vrujbh ak vj,ubvcneuo vfh xnul _ crujbhu, _ kkhuctuuhya' azvu hahc,,unfh ,nhnho vnrfzh, cuurav/

cabho vrtaubu, kbahtu,u ak vrch' zfhbu uvrch thah, vhwna,,; cj,ubu, ak tb"a/ cab, ,ah"s vpxhe vrch kbxugktuknu, utz vjku kgrul t, vjupv khs wch, jhhbuw _ 077'uvrch vhw na,,; cjupv/ re vjupv uvjsr hjus vhu n,ehhnhoc-077 tl veck, pbho vhh,v bgrf, ctuko/

do cabho vntujru, hu,r favrch vpxhe kmt, kjupu,'go fk zv vnahfu tb"a kgrul t, vjupv khs jsru vew c-077uvrch vhw na,,; cjupv' knru, akt hmt vjumv/ cuky vhwvscr ftar vrch vhw ndhg nvtuvk vew ctnmg jupv' uvznifcr vhw ntujr ntus: vrch kt vhw humt kv,pkk nbjv cch,vfbx, uvhw njfv cjsru gs xhuo vjupv!

do cnrjch ,ck buvdho tb"a kgrul kpju, t, veck, pbhochahc, ,u", sao/ tl t, vjupv buvdho ruco kgrul ctukovanju,/

cnal fk vabho kt hsgu t, vxhcv knv cjr vrch vrhh"mkgrul t, vjke vrujbh chahcv/ ukfi bvdu tb"a fph abvdu gsg,v/ tl fg, av,dk,v vxhcv' uvht cdkk ahvhw "nghi snghiskhuctuuhya"' utfi do cafub, ertui vhhyx' vxhcv agrfu fkvabho t, vjupv c-077 kt vhh,v cdkk avht vjmr akvhahcv' tkt nfhui uzv cxnhfu, neuo kkhuctuuhya _ f"e

tsnu"r nkl vnahj/

kph zv ha kvghr' atb"avgurfho t, vjupv cnshbu,tjru,' mrhfho kfturvkgrul t, vjupv cnuxsuneuo vfh xnulkkhuctuuhya acghro uktctuko vanju,' uvnuxsvut ktu suet hahc, ,unfh,nhnho' fhuui afhsug vurhsvrch t, bahtu,u nvnuxsu,acnxdr, w,unfh ,nhnhow'ukfi gsh; kgrul zt,cnuxsu, a,j, bahtu,u/ksudnt cfpr jc"s _ cbhitdu"j tu chvfb"x ch,nbjo/ ufl cfk neuo ughr _vnuxs a,j, bahtu,u akvrch' atz vut "nghi snghiskhuctuuhya"/

fi ha kvghr aha kgrul ao t, fk vjke vrujbh ak vj,ubvvfukk veck, pbho uvcgsgebhbx/ kt re t, vjupv/ fnucicto ,bth vneuo n,thnho kzv' avrh mrhl kzv fnv tuknu,ujsrho nufbho kbaho ukdcrho ufsuw/

zfurbh cag,u c,eup, bhauth' vhw vrc zkni angui suutrehig"v fu,c t, v,btho uvf,ucv cjsr vhjus c-077' cagvvjnhah,' ufnv j,bho t; vhu tunrho t, vntnr kfv sushcagv zu' fl ajke nveck, pbho bgrl c-077/

gcusv ekv tu eav?nt, tkfxbsr durphbek' ch,r gkh,

trfhnsx )phxheth huubh avdhg k,umtu, nrahnu,cdhtunyrhv' nfbhev uvhsruxyyhev(' tnr pgo: ",bu kh beus,nagi utbh tvpul t, vguko"/

vntnr vzv bfui kt re cphxhev tkt cfk ,juo u,juo/fl' c,juo vnsg' knak' v,hturhu, csrl fkk ncuxxu, gknxpr nmunmo ak vnuxfnu, ) beus, vnagi( ugkhvo cbuh fcrvcbhhi vnputr ak vnsg uvyfbukudhv/ ckh beus, vnagi' vafkkt nxudk kvdhg kvfrgv )"thbbu nukhs"( unnhkt thbbu nxudkkvaphg/ vcghv vht' acguko vna,bv eav knmut t, vtn,vnujky, a,ana fbeus, vnagi/

tarhbu jxhsh jc"s aha kbu t, vh,rui vgmuo kgnus gkvereg vhmhcv/ tbjbu husgho afk nhkv ak vrch nv"nakhy"t vht tn, nujky,/ jck acpugk tbjbu kt nbmkho t,vh,rui vzv atrfhnsx re jko gkhu/

vbv knak: vrch eucg js nangh,: a"vfk nufi kdtukv"/"//fcr xhhnu t, fk gbhhbh vgcusv ufcr gunsho nufbho kdtukvvtnh,h, uvaknv g"h nahj msebu ,f; unhs nna" ) ahj, a"p

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uhac' f"d fxku ,ab"c(/ vtunbo?

eav knmut tnhrv tjr, ak vrch afk fl xu,r, t,vvrdav vthah, ak fk tjs nt,bu/ vcv b,cubi: vrch eucg:

^ fk tjs nt,bu vakho t, vgcusv ak t,fpht uakt,vpft gs ctupi ak mjmuj vfp,urho'

^ fk tjs gav ,aucv akhnv'

^ fk tjs vfhi t, gmnu ut, jkeu cguko kdtukv'

^ nv abatr _ re kgnus vfi' kp,uj t, vsk, uknault, vdtukv pbhnv/

kfturv' vechgv vzt, xu,r, t, vnmhtu, atbjbunfhrho/ vjuaho akbu tunrho aha gus vrcv nv kgau, doc,ufbu udo cju. uzt, kt gcusv pauyv/ thl tbjbu n,nusshogo vx,hrv vzt, avht kfturv x,hrv tnh,h,?

tnbo' cahj, a"p bj ,ab"c )xgh; yw( vrch nv"n akhy"tguav tcjbv chi fkku, vgcusv acuusth fcr vx,hhnv kchigcusv pryh, ak fk tjs utjs nt,bu agshhi ha kvakhnv/tck zv dupv sura chtur: thl hh,fi afkku, vgbhhi bnmtcx,hrv ehmubh, fk fl go pryh vgbhhi? vrh fukbu nrdhaho t,dusk vjxrubu, ak gmnbu uvjual fpuk unfupk nxchc?

bjss t, vatkv: crur aftar vrch tunr afk vgcusv fcrbga,v' vut n,fuui fpauyu atfi vfk bgav ubatru re scrhoekho upauyho akt cgrl )ukfi suuet fv ncvhk avdtukv guskt ctv' avrh auo scr kt ngfc tu,v(/ nms abh th tparkv,gko nveuah vthah ak fk tjs nt,bu keck t, zvfpauyu/

crur do avrch kt v,fuui kvathr tu,bu kturl zni gox,hrv akt bh,b, kp,rui/ vrch rumv abp,ur t, v,gkunvn,ul tnubv nujky, afk nhkv ak vrch vht tn, ktnh,v'utjrh abp,ur t, v,gnukv bufk do khhao t, vp,rui cgcusvcpugk _ vi cnhaur vthah vi cnhaur vmhcurh/ ucfi' nv vhtvgcusv vzt, avrch ndshr tu,v fekv uabrth, kbu fk fleav?

* * *

ngbhhi atbjbu numtho t, vtcjbv chi gcusv ekv kgcusveav cxpr v,bht eshat: nh akuns preu ntv pgnho utjsbert cxpr v,bht "gucs" unh akuns preu "re" ntv pgnhobert "tar kt gcsu"/ uvvpra chbhvo _ ,uxp, ekv ckcs _pre tjs ckcs avut cyk cchyuk vfh dsuk _ chyuk cntvkgun, ntv pgnho veusnho/

hu,r nzv _ pgo "ntv utjs" kt nuxh; kt kfnu, uktkthfu, ak vkhnus/ fk vpgukv ak vpre vtjrui _ kvuxh;knmhtu, v"ci" t, vchyuk ak v"gcs" )xpr vntnrho nkueyvw "nrdkt cpunh srct"' vw,a"n gw mj(/

tukh tpar kunr atu,v ,uxp, ekhkv ucykv kgcus,bu fkvabho _ acv ,kuhv vdtukv _ "keck pbh nahj msebu" _"kvuxh; tw kdukv" _ vht fghi ucsudn, pre "ntv utj," akv,bht/ nnhkt humt aftar kt guaho t, vgcusv ak v"prevtjrui" tzh batrho ccjhb, "kuns preu ntv pgnho ckcs"'"kt gcsu"/

tuko kfturv' tpar katuk: vrh cfk zt,' tbjbu ctn,n,nussho fk huo go bhxhubu, jsaho _ ftkv akt b,ekbu

cvo euso kfi/ thl tparkvdhs gk tjs av,nuss gobhxhui eav pgo rtaubvcjhho uvmkhj _ azv ktbjac "gcusv"?!

tukh tpar kvcht naknneur ak fk vnakhocznbbu _ vthbyrby/ctnmgu, vthbyrby vtumrvfkkh uveukeyhch akvtbuau, bgav do krfuauvpryh ak fk tjs utjs/ gkhsh pgukv ekhkv tparkvdhg kfk prhy nhsg aehhoth pgo cthbyrby ukbmktu,u kyuc,l/ vscr vhjhs

vbsra nvduka _ ksg, avnhsg vncuea tfi ehho/

utukh ha kunr ado cgcus, vw _ ftar vgbhhbho vucrruuvuaknu g"h tbaho tjrho cfkku, ucpryu, _ zv bu,i t,vhfuk, kvnahl ukbmk t, vgbhhbho vtkv do cgcus,bu'ucnhujs _ ftar vrch tunr atbjbu tfi re juzrho gk gcus,vgcr/

nms tjs zv bang yuc anhavu fcr gav kbu t, vgcusv/tck nms abh vnmc vzv vut )kph xpr v,bht( _ nmc cghh,h/vut cgmo tunr _ bxhdv/ fh fsh kt khpuk' hvush mrhl kvhu,cgkhhv n,ns,' kv,nuss go t,drho jsaho' kvuxh; cgcus,vw/ to thi jhsua tnh,h cgcusv _ gkukho khpuk/

tz thpv tbjbu njpaho t, tu,v ,uxp, ekv k"ntvpgnho" aguav t, vvcsk uvupf, t, nh a"kt gcsu" k"gucs"?gk fl tunr vrch _ tu,u "pgo tj, utjrubv" vht csnu, tweybvQ ,uxp, tw knhkv dukv ukvpfv kdtukv/ zu tnbo re,uxp, ak pgo tj, fbds ntv pgnho' tck zv nv aguav t,fk vvcsk/

nh aaut; kvhu, )tu kv,eso kfhuui ak( "gucs v"' mrhlksg, avsrl vhjhsv kfl _ kvnahl t, vnahj ut, vdtukvcfk scr ugbhhi/phrua vscr _ kjhu, go nahj' kvhmnskvurtu, ugmu, aku uknaul tkhu t, fk vxchcv aku/ thi zugcusv eav tck zt, gcusv asura, huznv do to vht frufvc"tk hcua npbh vnkghdho"/

uauc batk, vatkv: to zu gcusv fk fl ekv' tz knvtbjbu nrdhaho avht fk fl eav?

v,aucv vhjhsv an,cea, _ npbh atbjbu kt guaho t,vntn. vtjrui uvek/ thbbu nubjho cgahhv/ cfk scr ugbhhiatbu guaho' thbbu juacho ascr zv bgav tu btnr fsh kzrz t,vdtukv' ufhsug athi scr nghh; hu,r ntar juxr nga ujuxrjhsua cgcusv/ ftar tbjbu saho fk huo t, tu,o scrho'tbjbu n,ghhpho/ thi xpe afsh kvdhg kpgo vntv-utj,' mrhlkgau, do t, vntv vrtaubho' tck to jxrv vpgo vtjrubv_ do vntv veusnho kt hmhku nvghhpu,' vtshau, ubphk,vruj/

nh arumv avut uxchc,u hjhu jhho ekho' crhthountuarho mrhl kgxue cnr. cgcusv vhjhsv abatrv _ gcusv

vrch eucg js

nangh,: a"vfk nufi

kdtukv"/ vtunbo?

eav knmut tnhrv

tjr, ak vrch afk

fl xu,r, t,

vvrda vthah ak fk

tjs nt,bu/ thl

nchbho t, scrh

vrch?

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ak vpgo v"ntv utj," _ kvnahl ukdku, t, vdtukv ut,vrch akhy"t nv"n cfk neuo uneuo/

vfk c"zfu," tchdsurmch uubyurv' rn, di

h"y fxku' ctj, vghhru, cruxhv huacho jxhshoun,uugsho kfcus jd vjdho' fakp,g bp,j, vsk, utk vjsrbfbx ahfur nmjhi uvut ncea nvo ngy hh"a/ vjxhsho sujhotu,u cgshbu, tl vut n,gea kcxu; kt hfk v,tpe udhkv t,xusu:

"vhusgho t,o nh tbh? tbh vut tchdsur avkahi gk rcfounauo fl bfbx kfkt vruxh/ tknkt kt vhh,h guav t, vngavvzv' kt vhv kfo gfahu h"y fxku ukt jd vdtukv' tz cceav'kt ndhg kh fuxh, wnaev?w"

vnaphg rw nbgk puyrptx tnr pgo akt fnu avgukotunr acfk khmbu, ha em, tn, uvrcv khmbu,' tkt kvhpl:cfk khmbu, ha %09 tn, uem, khmbu,/

kt kjhbo ertu jz"k khmr vrg _ "yucnts" fh cshgcsrhcuh vbhxhubu, cdku, vcht t, vhvusho kdhkuh fuju, vfhpbhnhho ak nxhru, bpa gk ,urv unmuu,/ fl knak cjd vjbufv'vzfu, aha kveahc kxhpur vbru, vnxprho gk vntce abhvkungyho cgcur esua, v,urv uehuo vnmuu, ctupi athbu nucifkk cafk vtbuah' drnv kbu vhvusho kdku, fuju, gmunho aknxhru, bpa ukkf, "gk fk veupv"Q "ngyho bds rcho"'u"jkaho bds dcurho" ukbmj cdsuk/

vhuo tbu husgho ajbufv zv kt re xupdbhu, ycuku, cani'tkt do ani ak tkueu,' ani ak rzhi srzhi' xusu, v,urvvnrnzho gk esua, v,urv/

do cpra, vacug tbu numtho fhms hgec "chea khhaccakuv" uvdhg ksrdu, vfh bgku,' tck suuet vhrhsv knmrho

)"rudzu ak hux;"( drnv tjrfl kvphf,v kneuo akv,dku, tkueu, gk hshgcus, cbh-hartk ao cnal012 abv/

vrch akhy"t nklvnahj ncht c"scr_nkfu," avhu ,eupu, aktrmu "kvgku, kesuav" t,mrp, knak nfhui avh,vaeugv cgneh vekhpu, tckcsuru, vtjrubho vjkujxhsho kty kty kfcua t,mrp, gs fsh fl avhuo mrp,vpfv kvhu, neuo ak khnus,urv uvpm, vhvsu, cvhe;akt vhv fnuvu ufcr vhtnmsgmnvvpfv kvhu,neuo ak ,urv uhvsu, _"vnvpfv vmrp,h,"/

tz knh aha xpe gshhi to vdtukv erucv ubnmtho fcr"chnu, vnahj" ahx,fk gk tchdsur vahfur' vhuubhovnjuxkho' nmrho vnbumj, umrp, vfcuav uhchi athi fnu h"yfxku' jbufv ufuw cachk kjhu, cdkuh a"shsi bmj" utphku"vbhxhui vtjrui" ak dw c,nuz fcr kt guav hu,r nhsh ruao'gucsv atbjbu nfrhzho fk acug njsa avrch nkl vnahj jhuehho utu-yu-yu fk rdg vut ndhg uhdtk tu,bu' unh akt ntnhiahatk nhavu go bhxhui cjhho' fnu tchdsur knak///


nsur wvdhdhow p,uj canjv kfkk

veurtho kvchg cu t, sgu,hvo/

bh,i kakuj csutr' cpex tu cthnhhk

tz knh aha xpe

gshhi to vdtukv

erucv ubnmtho fcr

"chnu, vnahj"

ahx,fk gk tchdsur

vahfur' vhuubho

vnjuxkho' nmrho

vnbumj, umrp,

vfcuav uhchi athi

fnu h"y fxku' jbufv

ufuw cachk kvjhu,

cdkuh a"shsi bmj"

Mas535_B1.qxd 12/19/2005 2:27 AM Page 18

nyv nahjag"h wtdus, jxhsh jc"s ctv"e cbahtu, f"e tsnu"r akhy"t nkl vnahjw

v,usv uvcrfvkvth dcrt rcv' rta urtaui kfk scr acesuav' nxur ckc ubpa kfk ncmgh f"e ts"a nkl vnahj

ucpry uc"etl" nhujs ccaur, vdtukv uvdutk cfk t,r ut,r kkt ktu, ukkt j,' v"v:

vrv"j rw bp,kh vgr. ahw gxyukhi nakujh f"e ts"a nkl vnahj kkux tbdwkx ekhpurbhv

gk xhugu vbshc uvbfcs kyuc, "ac, afukv nahj" _ kcbu, jc"s ctr. veusa

kghkuh ban, vurhu: vdv"j rw zkni khhcci rw hgec hmjeg"v

uvthav vjaucv nr, rhhzkc, rw jhho cbhnhi vkuh g"v

ukfk vguxeu, cnktfv tar emrv vhrhgv nkvfhk' vec"v hako afrfo cfk nhkh snhyccyuc vbrtv uvbdkv ucpry uvut vgher abzfv fukbu kdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv

cv,dku, f"e ts"a nkl vnahj kghbh fk car ,hf; unhs nna/


hu"r uugs vpugk' anutk vfvi vbsk

,usv nhujs, kturjh vac,:vrv"j rw hux; hmje uhkatbxeh unapj,u

vrv"j rw zkni buyhe unapj,uvrv"j rw angui uhmbskr unapj,u

ufi knapju,: vbsk' ruzbcky' ekhhbni' tupi' zknbuc/

ukntrdbu, vac, ucrtao:

vdcw mhpurv nhhsbmwhe/uv,knhsu,: a/ pudtya' b/ ekhhbni'

s/k/ yrcbhe' r/ tafbzh/

muu, ,pturv:k/ tkhach.' a/ nyuxuc' n/ curufuc/

muu, ,ufbh,:r/ drux' k/ nruo' j/c/ drunl' k/ ebhd/

muu, trdui uxhug:j/n/ prxheu' n/ nbskxui' a/ tujbv' s/ chkbhmeh' j/n/

crbbxui' j/ ydr' j/ vrtk' r/ dukscrd/muu, prxuo uvranv tzurhho:

n/ tnh,h' n/ durkhe' a/ kuh' n/ vrtk' n/ sheayhhi' r/ krbr'

j/n/ nhhsbmwhe' r/ ehrabzpy' h' ehrabzpy' j/ dhbzcurd' s/k/

buyhe' s/ nhhsucbhe' k/ tupi' r/ tuar' a/ nhhsbmhe' j/ ajr't/ ekhhbni' s/ ru,o j/ suj' r/ vkprhi

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go v,bht' v,gku

rcu,hbu bahthbu

kguko vtmhku,f"e tsnu"r nuvra"c b"g tnr

cv,uugsu, ckhuctuuhya canj", ,rx"v:

hsug vngav tmk tb"a atsnuv"z tfkt, vchhdk tjrh vnxhru, bpa aku ak "gdgudv" )favut ujcru vrv"e rw tcrvovnktl rmu kvdhg k"fku, vbpa"' ucrdgvtjrui hmt tsnuv"z nvghduk ub,i kjcruktfuk ntfk danh(/

ktjr nxhru, bpa csrdv fzu' tparkvchi thzu tfhkv vh,v ku tz )ag"h vtufkvzv bgav ku v"auc" aktjr v"rmut"cfku, vbpa(/ vut tfk t, fj vdcuk akguko vtmhku,/ t, zv vut tfk ut, zv vuta,v utku vhu fk gahu,hu/ vut cgmnu vhwtmhku,' ucnhkt do nv atfk unv aa,vufk nv agav' vfk vhw tkeu, ntmhku,/

ufl tfku fk vrchho aktjrhu/ kbu ha zt,chruav ntcu,hbu' gfkv"e ak tsnu"rvra"c/

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vrv"j rw kuh hmje aphrt' tu fphafhbuvu "rw kuh thmwv"' buks cghhrvetrtkguuhya chuo anhbh gmr,

,rg"u ktchu vjxhs vrc bjuo aphrtukthnu vrcbh, rhhzk' avh,v mse, ucgk,

nhsu, btmku,' bgrm, gk ,uach vtzurabvbu nnbv gmv u,uahv/

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ctu,i abho v,cyt vrch vra"c b"gctuzbhu ak tjs vjxhsho' fh rtuh kej,t, cbu,hu ak rw khhck aphrtnetrtkguuhya///

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vut vmhg fh hhxg khahcv vnj,r,h,av,ehhnv ctu,o hnho cghr rtngi/

gk t; dhku vrl ak kuh hmje' bgbv vtcrw bjuo uakju khahcv crtngi _ ao ahnafnaphg vrv"j rw hgec durtrhv/ ctu,ohnho v,kcyu vurhu vhfi htfk: vto htfkcwgxi ygdw )tufkh whnhow' vfuubv kbgrhoatfku fk huo cch, tjr nchi vjxhsho( tucneuo ecug unxusr ,nur, ,akuo/ kcxu;vfrhgv vto ctunrv fh "ftar htfkwygdw' hvhv hu,r jxhs!"///

kt ekho vhu vjhho vkku/ kt pgo vdhgvbgr kch, vntrj v,uri' ufavtav p,jvt, vsk, urt,v tu,u' vhf,v chsv gkrtav utnrv "tuh thbdkg' thl vTcpRrdgxi tuh; shr" )tuh hksh' afj,h nnlkdnrh///( ufl btk. kcku, t, atrh, vhuocrgc vnghe/

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fgcur fnv agu, bufju v,knhsho ksg,avturj vjauc thbu tkt rw kuh hmjeaphrt' aftnur vhv nv,unfho vgherhhochahcv/ rw kuh hmje' avcjhi c,fubvhumt, vsupi' vchg t, nur, ruju cpbh rwbhxi' uygi achi jxhsho zv kt n,tho///tl rw bhxi v,gea kgrul ku xhur chahcv'ctunru a"ftar ,unfho _zv ndhg///"/

ctjs vhnho jkv tjhu hvusv khhccnjk, vyhpux rj"k/ ntjr uvnjkvvh,v nsce,' baepv xfbv dsukv kfkvct cerc,u ak vjukv' unauo fl vuaocchsus/ rw kuh thmwv kt br,g nnmcu aktjhu uhai cxnul ktjhu cnyrv kxgsuukxhhg ku ffk vtpar' fl gs tar vahctjhu t, ban,u kcurtv uvut njzhe chsuak tjhu///

do pv' rw kuh thmwv agns cearhnxjr go vakyubu, cgecu, txpe,xjuru, kmct nch, vtrhdv aku' bhmk t,earhu vyucho fsh kxhhg cnxhru, bpaun,ul xfbv gmunv kvahd pyur nvdhuxkmct gcur jxhsh jc"s/

cab, ,a"u bhmk rw kuh thmwv t,vcrhjv vhsugv wctagkubhow kpukhi' ugkvgo napj,u gk vrfc, avumhtv tu,ondht vcft tk trmu, vjupa/ tjs vscrhovrtaubho agav ktjr avdhg nju. kdcuk_ vushg gk fl krch vrhh"m/ utfi' fgcurzni zfv keck nf,c ,aucv ucrfv nvrch:"anj,h kanug ahmt t, agrh ruxhvuvdhg kneuo ncyjho"/

rw kuh thmwv gav srfu kpuehbd' njbvpkhyho cdrnbhv' ao v,rfzu pkhyho rcho/vut kt avv cneuo zni rc unao vnahlkptrhz ao p,j nxgsv kprbx,u/

re cab, ,ah"d vdhg xu; ue. knxf,bsushu vtrufv' tar rdkhu srfu gktsn, trmu, vcrh,/ vut bakj gk

hsh vdwuhby tk vghr ekhckbs actuvhu' gotjhu vrv"j rw khpt ahw/

gs nvrv vpl ch,o ak vabho kneuonrfzh ak vpm, vjxhsu,' ucch,u ak rw kuhhmje v,ehhnu v,uugsuhu, jxhshu, rcu,anafu tkhvi do ,knhsh hahcu, khythu,avhu ndhgho kao cnj,r,/

fnu fk jxhs c,pehs vpbxth' do rw kuhhmje vhv gs nvrv ksnu, nrfzh, vsutd,kjhh vhvsu, cghr' do cscrho aruc vmhcuraunr vnmuu, ctu,o hnho' kt std kvo/knak' ctu,o hnho kt bh,i vhv kvahd jkchartk cekhckbs/ rw kuh hmje kt tnr

buta' ucnxhru, rcv std kfl' jr; kgdoak hvush vneuo///

fl do cbuat vjhbul/ rw kuh hmje kthsg paru, uvut std acbhu hecku jhbuljxhsh yvur/ ftar cbu vrc bjni vdhg kdhk,ag' akju tchu kknus chahc, w,unfh,nhnhow cnbyrhtk' bxhgv ak 02 agu,n,hau,! fabatk rw kuh hmje nsug vutn,gea suuet gk jhbul jc"sh nrujeftar cneuo ha jhbul hvush yuc' vrmhbupbhu utnr: "kt nxr,h t, bpah cruxhv fshacbh hkns tmk wvn,bdshow"///

cnal fgar abho v,durr cekhckbs'ao pgk ugav ffk hfuk,u kvgns, jhh,urv ujxhsu, cghr' tuko cab, ,af"d'gec nmc nuxsu, vjhbul cekhckbs aktvhu gk crfh jxhsu, jc"s' ger rw kuh hmjekbhu-hure' ao afr shrv cxnhfu, kf"etsnu"r nkl vnahj' nuk 077/

ch,o anuk 077 vpl gs nvrv kneuonpda ecug ak garu, jxhsho avhu ndhghokgrul ehsua chi v,phkv kv,uugsu,cac,u,/ cjdho' ucpry canj, ,urv'vch, vhv nkt udsua cgaru, jxhsho'turjho udo ,uach vafubv avdhgu kgau,ehsua ukxgus t, xgus, vjd kpbhvvepu,/

ktjr vv,uugsu,' vhu ndhgho fnvnvjuzrho' jcrhu ak cbu vrv"j rw bjni'ugurfho t, vwjzrvw gk vv,uugsu,/jxhsho buxpho vhu ndhgho kanug t,vwjzrvw' ufl vnahfv vv,uugsu, vnhujs,

gs kagu, vntujru, ak numth ac,/

do certui vhhyx vpl gs nvrv ksnu,nrfzh, utvusv' vpugk, cnr. rc kngivzuk,/ chi vatr vhv jcr cuugs nhujsabuxs ctu,v ,eupv gcur ,unfh ,nhnho'upgnho rcu, vhv nuzni gk hsh vra"dkva,,; ctxhpu, vuugs' ao xhhg vicgbhhbh vfxpho uvi cgbhhbho vrujbhho/

ctjs vthrugho abgrfu gcur vhahcv'vut bat btuo bkvc chu,r' cnvkfu tnrcv,kvcu, acruxhv ,nhs hsgu avrch vutvtct akbu' u,unfh ,nhnho vht vtnt/uvjxhsho b,bu vfk gcur vrch ugcur ,unfh,nhnho/ fti' ctrmu, vcrh,' nauo nv ktjsurho nxphe cgbhhi' umrhl kgurr gk fl'afuko hhsgu a,unfh ,nhnho zv vtntakbu' ucachk tnt guaho vfk"!

tk ,pehshu vranhho cevhk, ertuivhhyx' zfv kvfbx cab, ,an"u'ftar krtaubv bgrfu cjhru, kuugs

vevk/

nxupr fh gus cyro cjhr, vdcthouwugs vevkw' cheau dcth 077 kvpehs t,vtjrhu, gk vbuat vfxph ak ch, vfbx,chsh tso tjrth ubtni/ favchtu t, vgbhikpbh vrch nkl vnahj' vpbv tu,o vrchkrw kuh hmje ctunru' fh "gr thz zhhgr tgrkhfgr ]vut ntus har[' ugkhu tparkxnul///"

ftnur' rw thmwv ahna fjcr wugs

rw kuh thmwv go ju,bu vrv"j rw pr. numwehi

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vevkw' ugxe cbuat cnxhru, rcv/ ftarvhv murl ccjhr, rcbho jsaho kafubv)cneunu ak vrc suutrehi z"k( vhv rw kuhthmwv au,; pghk cfk ,vkhl vcjhru,/

ktjr vcjro ak vrcbho uvgns, ch,-shi-mse gk ,hku' bcjr kana fnzfhr ch,vshi/ vhv zv ,pehs jsa' urw kuh hmjecnrmu vrc' cfharui vgxebu,h acu stdkme, ,ufi k,ul v,pehs vbfcs' ftarvnuyu vgherh vut' kxhhg kzuk,/ tjsvscrho vrtaubho apgk' vhv ven,wnapy akuow' du; avhv sutd kvafb, akuochi tha kta,u uchi cgkh shbho' ufl jxlshbh ,urv rcho' uvfuk kachg, rmui abh

vmssho/

kms ,pehsu vranh fnzfhr ch, vshi'ahna do fdcth msev nygo vcs"m/ kpbhfk jd unugs vhv njke xfunh fx; bhfrhoknapju, bmrfu, cwertui vhhyxw/ cgbhhbhmsev tku vaehg t, fk fuju,hu upgkcnxhru, bpa rcv' ftar fk pguku,hubgau, n,ul anjv ucxcr pbho hpu,/

gk nxhru, bpau kgbhhbh msev hghsvxhpur vct: kpbh nxpr abho kev ckcuubtk. vhv kgcur bh,uj/ fajzr kch,u ktjrvbh,uj' vhv ,aua chu,r/ kp,g bzfr fhhabv thav jukv akt ehckv gshhi t,vmwe neup, vmsev/ vut kt uuh,r kgmnu'uknru, juka,u vdsukv' vkl cgmnu uyhpxgs veunv vrchgh, fsh kvcht kv cgmnut, vmwe///

gus zfv uahna fjcr ufdcth cwjcrveshatw ak tdus, jc"s' do ao gxecnxhru, rcv/

czni ven, jcr, wvanhrvw certuivhhyx' vut vhv au,; pghk ctrdui/fabatk nsug vut n,gea kgxue ctrduizv' cygbv aha mghrho un,thnho nnbu'gbv' atfi habo mghrho' utuko favo ktn,gxeho czv _vut mrhl kgxue czv/

cbux;' zfv uvhv kjzi ukcgk ,phkvcch, vfbx, ak vrch/ cnal abho rcu,vhv gucr kpbh v,hcv ctnhr, ,vkho akac, ncrfho favut na,pl ceukucerht, v,vhkho/ vhu tku rdgho nhujshoftar vhv bang euku vn,jbi uvn,rda

cueg nngneh kcu ctnhr,u t, vprehoczv tjr zv/

fagcr kpbh vrch cjkue, sukrho b,iku vrch sukr uchrl: "vmkjv cjzbu,"/

ktjr f"z tsr ,ab"c' vhv guns nhshhuo kpbh v,hcv ctnhr, fk xpr v,vhkhokrput,u ak vrch/ ftar vdhg kpreu akvrch' vhv tunr t, vpre pxue cpxueceuk ro' ueuku n,jbi kpbh curtu/ nryhyvhv kanug tu,u ctnhr, wang eukbuwuwtchbu nkfbuw cnmcho eaho cnhujs/zfurv cnhujs vfrz, "hjh tsubbu" cabhovtjrubu,' tu,v vhv nfrhz crda rccv,uugsuhu, ungnsho nhujsho/

rwkuh thmwv vhv cgk nhsu,,runhu,' kc rjc utuvc t,vcrhu,/ bshr knmut chnhbu

thahu, fnu rw kuh thmwv anrfz c,ufutvc, hartk fv hues,/ vfbx, turjhovnhujs, avh,v tmk rw kuh thmwv thbvbh,b, k,htur/ jxhsho rcho ccheuro tmkvrch hsgu aha kvo f,uc, ufamrhl trujvha knh kpbu,/

rcho nxprho fh favhu bzeeho kxhugfkavu' nckh avhu tunrho nhkv vhv rw kuhthmwv ja cfl upubv tkhvo hahru,/ farevjku kxpr' vut fcr vchi t, vhe; vcghhvuyhpk cfk vnxhru,/ tvc, hartk tmku ktvhh,v nkhmv cgknt' tkt scr ngah/ vutpauy tvc kgzur kabh' ucachku zv vhvv,gbud vfh dsuk/ zv vhv jke ck,h-bprsnthahu,u/

vykpui cch,u vhv znhi do cagu,vkhkv vntujru, ktbaho avhu bzeehokgzr,u ukxhugu/ t, ngahu vhv guavcmbhgu, ucxushu, rcv/ fanhavu vhvn,ear uncea t, gzr,u uvut vhv bufjcjsr acu vhu bufjho tbaho buxpho' vutvhv guzc t, vjsr cgmnu unnahl cahjvngcr kfu,k/

vxsr uvgechu, aku vhu kao scr/ fkhuo' cnal garu, cabho' vhv nephs gkvafnv nuesn, ufcr cagv 51:4 ccuervhv mugs cjahfv unnvr kp,uj t,vneuuv crjuc hubhui/ katk, tj,nbfsu,hu "nsug?" vahc: "tukh ha gushvush ahycuk czfu, vp,hjv vnuesn,"/

ktjr vychkv cneuuv vhv huac utunrt, preh v,vhkho ak fk cbhu ucbu,hu'bfshu ubfsu,hu' favut nzfhr t, anuumrfhu ak fk tjs utj,/

bj, jxhsh/ rw kuh thmwv go cbu rw bjuo ubfsu v,w pr. aphrt

cfk scr cu gxe vhv autk eusokfi t, vrch uncea t, gm,uucrf,u/

c,eupv cv v,durr cekhckbs'vumg ku krfua ntphhv nmkhjv afkvxhnbho vghsu fh vht erucv kruujurjuev nvpxs/ nuci acyro gavt, vgxev' atk gk fl t, vrchnv"n tl kvp,g,u' vrch c,auc,uakk t, rfha, vntphv/ re ktjrnxpr hnho bp,rv v,gkunv:

chuo cvhr tjs prmv kp,g tadsukv afhk,v t, fk vntphvuvxcv bzeho gmunho kcgkhv/ flbhmk crdg vtjrui nvpxs gmuo!

rdkh jxhshu hanur

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favhv eucg zni kpdhav' vhv ndhg rcgagv yro vzni abecg cfsh akt kdruokzuk, kvn,hi ku/ fl do cthrughonapj,hho' vut vhv ndhg nueso ubatr gsvxu; fsh kanj t, cgk vanjv/ zv ktvhv nubg nnbu kvafho euo knjr, fshkp,uj t, vneuuv cagv vhgusv///

gk btnbu,u ak rw kuh thmwv k,pehshuhghs vxhpur vct: "kpbh fnv abho ja crgutncukbx vucvk tk ch,u/ cvdhgu kch,vrputv btnr ku fh vut hhtk. kcku, t,vkhkv cnjkev/ naang zt, rw kuh thmwv'vut kt nmt nbuj uchea kvahd cgcuru t,nxpr vykpui ak tjs ntb"a' tkhu v,earucheau kp,uj njr t, vneuuv cneunuvhu, uvut btk. kavu, cch, vrputv///"nxhru, utjrhu, vhu tmku scr cxhxhuhxush chu,r"' tunr tjs ncbhu/ "gk nvvut jac fk vsrl? avneuuv hvhv p,ujcznbu///"

fk bfs ehck nnbu t, nkt ,aun, vkcfthku vhv bfsu vhjhs/ h,hrv nfl' do jcrhbfshu nxprho cv,kvcu, tusu, vhjx kuzfu keck nnbu czfu, bfshu/ euso huovuks, ak fk tjs nbfshu' vhv nmkmkuautk kag, vjdhdv fhui avut rumvkva,,; cdupu canjv/

v,earu,u krch uv,nxru,u kncmghukt hsgu dcuku,/ gs vab,hho vtjrubu,'cfk w,vkufvw vhv mugs gs afub, wcuruptrew' nrje agv ujmh kfk ms' zt, jr;gucru t, dhk dcuru,/ "tjrh arth,h hvushfv ncudr vukl cnxhru, bpa afzu' kthfuk,h kvhatr tsha uhmt,h do tbhk,vkufv"' angu cbhu kt pgo nth-tkujxhsho/

sudnv knxhru, bpa tnh,h, gcurjhbul jxhsh' tpar kknus nvxhpur vct:ctj, vabho' cjd vxufu,' nzd vtuhr vhveav cnhujs/ veur vesho t, znbuuvynpryuru, vhu bnufu, cnhujs/ rw kuhthmwv akt ja cyuc ctu,u zni' kca nghk'nzd kgmnu fux nho upbv kmt, kxufv/katk, c,u nsug vut fk fl nephs kmt,uka,u, cxufv' uvrh cnmc crhtu,h fnuaku' ugus ceur fzv' cyj athi cghvvkf,h, ka,u, cpbho/ rw thmwv f,aucvvmchg gk vhks vrl ahai cxnul ctu,vagv utnr kv: "cachk vjhbul aku"!

"tck vut hai" vea,v/

"do n,ul ahbv vut mrhl kv,jbl" gbvcpayu, jxhsh, tuphhbh,/

cjusa ,arh vabv rt,v tu,u c,ufavut mugs crjuc ehbdxyui ghh;' ,auafavut puky tbju, fchsu,/ katk,v nnvvut fk fl nu,a' xhpr kv fh vut juzr fg,ncheur jukho cnbvyi' ao bnmt jukvcnmc erhyh kkt vfrv' avavhhv cjsrunu,r, gs jna seu, ckcs/ "vkf,h kcerutl vsrl eav cgcurh"' vusv ctuzbhv/katk,v nv rtv kbxug fagv' kavu, khsufjna seu, ukjzur agv buxp,' cagvavjukv aufc kkt vfrv ukt bvbv fkkncheuru/ vahc kv rw kuh hmje' fh ccheurjukho kuej vncer tjs nahaho nivnjkv "ure cachk zv mrhl kbxug///"

knru, dhku vn,eso' vnahl rw kuhthmwv kgcus cnzfhru, vcs". fcmghru,u'favut thbu nxhr ntjrhu,u do ,pehshotjrho akej gk gmnu cnal vabho/

vabv' ktjr muo huo fhpur' bhdav tkhubfs,u uvmhgv ku ahcut gnv kshrv xnufvgk nb, kacur t, vmuo/ vut xhrc cgshbu,"nauo vfcus ak xc,t"' vxchr/ "duputnbo vhv jka" vhyhcv bfs,u kcyt t,nmcu' "tck vruj vh,v mghrv! zv nvasj; t, vdu; ngcr khfuku,hu vdanhu,"///

cmk sudnv jhv zu' cjhbul jxhshtnh,h' jhu cbhu' cbu,hu ubfshu vrcho' jhbulabu,i t, tu,u,hu cfk napj,u vgbpv/

crta vabv vtjrui' cag, vv,uugsu,ak numth vjd' bgns kp,g gk vaukji uvjkkreus ftjs vmghrho/ vhv zv njzv nrda

ufuca kc kjzu, cjxhs eaha ci 09 vruescnkt guzu unguss t, vahrv vhues,/

canhbh gmr, va,t' zf,v napj,uvnxugp, ujddv ku t, huo vuks,uv,agho/ napj,u ctv uv,ecmv ntrcgemuu, ,ck fsh kfcsu ukvhu, gnu chunuvdsuk/ vhv zv vnpda vnapj,h vtjruicbufju,u/

kpbh fjusahho' hnnv cyro bpkknafc' ert tkhu kch,u t, tjsngucsh vcs". certui vhhyx

uvgchr ku t, fk nxnfh ch, vshi avhucrau,u/ vut kt vx,pe cfl ukej tu,uknars uvrtv ku t, nheuno ak vnxnfhouxsro/ cbux; vpehs chsu do t, np,ju,vnars/ ftar vmhg vgucs kafpk t,vnp,j ukvjzhr ku t, vneurh' vahc fhthi murl cfl' ucnhsv uhmyrl hpbv tkhucgmnu/

ctu,u khkv gus vkl kahgur vrnc"ovhunh' cu va,,; ntz v,ebv vew nhsh huochunu do ftar kt ja cyuc' uvhv vrtauikp,uj t, vfukk/ cbu' vrv"j rw bjni'artv tu,u mugs cthyhu, n-077 kfhuuifukk ,ptr, zebho' vzsgzg nemc vkhf,uvthyh uchea nnbu kjzur kch,u/ tuko vutv,gea kva,,; cahgur vrnc"o'uc,gmunu, bpa vnahl' mgs tjr mgs' gsavdhg kfukk uva,,; cahgur/

knjr,' ja crg uvucvk kch, vrputv/ctu,v ac, vh,v tnurv kv,ehho crh,vnhkv kbfsu/ ceuk rpv tnr kc,u fh"nufrjho krtu, abjzur cyro ,hfbx ac,nauo atbh rumv kvhu, bufj ccrh,"/ ktjravchi avnmc thbu pauy' vdhc utnr:",fbhxu t, vac, nueso"/ fl ctn, vhvtmku' nghsho cbh vnapjv' cfk grc ac,gs jmu, vhuo' vut xhho fcr go fk gbhhbhvjuk uvhv nufi kac,/

csnu,u ak jxhs zv v,ecmu uv,tjsunuadho rcho: jhu,' anjv' tvc, hartk'gzrv kzuk,' huar tnh,h' nhsu, yucu,'nxhru, bpa/ fk tkv baepu nthahu,jxhsh, zu' byuk, vapgu, jhmubhu,Qthahu, av,earu,u krch vhh,v ccjhb,"jcuev uscuev cl"/ hvush anxr t, bpaucgcur anhr, vhvsu, cruxhv uctrv"c/

rw kuh"m g"v amge ,nhs u,cg nfk kcut, v,dku, vrch' cyj hgurr uhpgk dokngkv cayurgo dsuk' abzfv fcr krtu,cv,dku, vrch nkl vnahj ,hf; unhs nna/

ctjs vhnho jkv tjhu ak kuh

hmje cnjk, vyhpux rj"k/

ntjr uvnjkv vh,v nsce,'

baepv xfbv dsukv kfk vct

cerc,u ak vjukv' unauo fl

vuao cchsus/ rw kuh thmwv kt

br,g nnmcu ak tjhu uhai

cxnul ktjhu cnyrv kxgsu

ukxhhg ku ffk vtpar' fl gs

tar vahc tjhu t, ban,u

kcurtv uvut njzhe chsu ak

tjhu///

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h"y fxku q rthui

"tk na,,ph ahgur,bht cch, phzo"

fl f,c vrch nkl vnahj

cfnv nnf,chu tk na,,ph

vahgur cxpr v,bht eshat

abnal eruc ktrcgho abv

gk hsh vdv"j vrc hdtk phzo'

rta hahc, jc"s cerhu, ̂

ahgurhu ak vrc phzo nafu

tkhvo mghrho rcho abvru

caehev kanug jxhsu,' urcho

nvo vpfu t, turj jhhvo

kturj jhho jxhsh ^kfcus

jd vjdho' rta vabv kjxhsu,

h"y cfxku' btu, vrc phzo

kxpr kbu fhms vjku vahgurho

vnhujsho avhuu t, rtah,v ak

vnvpfv cerhu,' fhms tu,u

ahgur vmnhj n,ufu akujho

ugxebho cgkh ahgur eunv

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"vnvpfv vaeyv" nfbvvrc hdtk phzo t,xpr v,bht eshat/"xpr v,bht vut hxusvhxusu, kt re ak

,ur, vjxhsu,' tkt kvfrv ak hvushccurt guko ucanhr, ,urv unmuu,/ nhaygo t, xpr v,bht eshat' fcr kthhatr fnu avhv"/

vrc hdtk phzo gmnu juuv t, vjuuhvvrujbh, ackhnus v,bht' ftar vut gmnuvhv bgr mghr' ,knhs chahc, cbh gehctcfpr vrutv/ vut vdhg tz kva,,;cahgur abnxr gk hsh vjxhs vbusg vrcnthr ckhzwhbxeh/ fcr tz' ktjr adhkv t,vtur' vcyhj kgmnu fh vut hnahl t,vnxur, uhstd agus rcho uyucho hygnung. vjhho/

ufl' vrcv kpbh a"jmv t, veuuho"kjc"s' vjk vrc phzo kvarha t,hxusu,hv vynhrho ak ,ur, vjxhsu,uxpr v,bht cerc vmhcur vs,h ktunh' aofhvi fnjbl cnal abho rcu,/

kngkv ntrcgho abv nuxr vrc hdtkphzo ahgurho cxpr v,bht eshat' ftarcnrfz guns vahgur vecug ago vzni vplknuxs cpbh gmnuQ ahgur avmnhj n,ufuhvusho cgkh ahgur eunv' gucsh vw' rcbho'akujho' gxebh mhcur udo ftku avjku t,hvsu,o uvvfrv ccurt guko gk np,ivch, ak ch, napj, phzo/ "nh abfbxktu,o ahgurh ,bht ak vrc phzo cdkdukhuvaubho' hmt aubv nfph abfbx tkhu"'nghsho ntu, nna,,ph vahgurho gkdkdukhu vaubho' fk tjs cxdbui aku/

vjhcv vh,hrv avgbhe vrch nklvnahj kahgurh v,bht cch, napj, phzo'bhfr, vhyc nvv,hhjxuhu, ak vrchkna,,ph vahgurho cnf,chu abakjucrcu, vabho/

kert, h"y fxku' rta vabv kjxhsu,'kuej tu,bu vrc hdtk phzo' rc vevhkvvjc"sh, cerh, anutk urta vhahcv'knxg vbsusho ntz vjk t, srfu ckhnusv,bht fbgr mghr cfpr vrut"v' ktu,ohnho rtaubho cvo bhcyu vzrgho knvpfvvdsukv/

thl v,jhk vear akl go jc"s?

vear akh kjc"s v,jhk fakns,hchahc, cbh gehct cfpr vrutv/ vhv zv

cabho ,ah"z-,ah"j' chahcv v,ehhnu tzahgurho cxpr v,bht gk hsh vjxhs vrcnthr ckhzwhbxeh/ fabusg kh gk vahgur'vdg,h uv,jk,h kva,,;/ gs nvrv nmt,havahgurho vkku vhu cgcurh kneur akjhu,/

th tpar k,tr t, vnvpfv ajukk rwnthr cahgurhu/ vahgurho aku bnxrucmurv ntkp, unr,e,/ vut bhji cfaruivxcrv nsvho/ vut pauy vgnhs jh kpbhvghbhho t, vnuadho vfh nupayhocjxhsu,/ nv afca tu,h kdnrh' ftar,htr cmurv bpktv t, dusk vgbhhi akchyuk' thzu ,juav tnh,h, nrdha hvushavut ncuyk fk fuku kec"v///

abhho n,knhsh vhahcv' hshshh vyuchovrc hux; vryni nbjk, vr jc"s uvrc suser. ngpukv' gzcu cakc nxuho t, vhahcvubxgu kknus chahcv ckus ucfpr jc"s' utbhvnaf,h kanur ghno gk ear do ktjrnfi/ cnal vabho vkku vnaf,h kv,gbhhic,ur,u ak vrch akhy"t/ vo vhu aukjhokh khahcv ahju, naufpku, ak vrch/

ctu,v ,eupv fcr vhv kh xsr ecugckhnus ,bht nhsh huo' ftar vhh,h nmr;tkh fnv cjurho kahgur nxusr/ cvnal'fakns,h chahc, "fro shcbv" kns,hahgur ,bht ecug go rc vghr rjucu,c,eupv vvht' vrc tkhnkl cr atukg"v)knapj, atukzui njc"s jcrui(' u,knhshorcho bnafu kkhnus/ vscrho bnafu cmurvfzt, gs nkjn, aa, vhnho/ tz fcr

v,ear,h em, hu,r kjc"s uvhh,h j,uogk vjunr avup. nvrch nkl vnahj/ tbhzufr afavhh,h cmct' eck,h kao t,chturh vrc bjuo duksanhs gk v,bht avhunausrho ctu,v ,eupv crshu/ cnumchovhhbu huacho go vjcrho ukunsho ,bhtctupi gnue hjs go ahgurh vrb"d/

cgecu, vyghnv nvjxhsu, v,jk,hctu,v ,eupv kv,pkk cxhsur vtr"h z"k/

f,c, gk fl krch?

vnf,c vrtaui akh krch vhv cab,,af"v/ f,c,h tz krch atbh gucs cvsrfvchahcv ,hfubh,/ cnf,c v,aucvaehck,h' f,c kh vrch: gkhu vjucv)uvzfu,( kgurru gk vvfrj kecug g,hockhnus pbhnhu, v,urv acsurbu v,dk,vc,ur, vjxhsu,' echgu, cfk huoucvuxpv chuo vac, eusa vut kvw/cbeusv zt, ecg vrch t, ,pehsh cjhhctupi crur/ do fgcur abho' ftar vhh,vkh vzsnbu, kv,gxe cven, afub, jc"scerhh, anutk' gbv kh vrch: "gbhhbucvpm, v,urv uvnmuu, ukt czv"/ utfi'ntz tfi rth,h kturl fk vsrl avnyrvakh vht cvpm, v,urv uvnmuu,' gk hshkhnus ,ur, vjxhsu, ucpry cxpr "v,bhteshat"/

ctu,i abho cjur nvmhcur vs,hktunh an,erc kjxhsu, vhv scr rdhk?

,uksu, jhh vo cvjky humth supictu,o vznbho/ chahcu, cvi kns,h' cjuravkl go mhmhu, cju.' vhv scr kt rdhk/

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rthhi:ah dpi

vrc phzo nkns jxhsu, srl vykpui cnumc ctru,hho

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do cmct vhh,h vukl go mhmhu, cju.unxchr kjhhkho gk ,ur, vjxhsu,/ bumrvv,gbhhbu, dsukv nts/ rth,h t, dskvtjrhu, anuyk, gkh uva,sk,h kvhu,sudnv jhv/ cjurho cnxdr, vmct hsgu fhcneuo cu tbh bnmt ,nhs hvhv tufk far'ghruc ,ehi cac,u, ufuw/ jhh v,urvuvnmuu, fcr c,eupv vvht vhu kkt paru,uzv czfu, khnus vjxhsu,/

cgus amghrho rcho av,ercu gcrunhs kjc"s' vrh tbh batr,h ctu,u mhcurut; fhvb,h cnxdr, nuxsu,hu c,pehshjhbul cfhrho uchjs go zt, vnaf,h kvph.t, ,ur, vjxhsu,/ zv vhv scr cvjky ktadr,h/

chi ab, ,af"v gs ,ak"c vhv kh earecug go vcjurho avdhgu nygo t,"vkkns ,bht' chbhvo vhu vrv"j rw navprhsni uvrv"j rw hjzetk fvi/ vhhbun,uugsho hjs go vrv"j rw mch drhbuuksuvnaphg vrv"j rw uugkuugk exkni/kngav vhh,h vmhbur avgchr t, fkv,fbho ak jc"s krcho ncbh vmhcur vs,hktunh cthzur/ tbh bzfr actu,v vzsnbu,ebh,h t, vxpr "vnal rb"y" agshhi vhvcwxybxkw ukhns,h n,ufu ahgurho uczfu,fl ctu fnv cgkh ,aucv kjc"s/

tbh bzfr cgrdv cahgurh vjxhsu,av,ehhnu cnumc wctru,hhow' ucvhtjzu,wbhmbvw akhs dcuk nmrho/ bvdbu nbvd ngbhhigo vjcrho/ vhhbu nbmkho t, vykpuikknus ahgurh jxhsu, go vjhhkhocnumcho ucfl "kesa" t, euuh vmct/ hu,rntujr v,jk,h do kjzur gk ahju, akvrch/ vscrho vhu n,eckho cmurv hpvQvrghubu, vhu jsabhho ugurru xerbu,uv,gbhhbu,/

ktjr ahru, vmcth' vhh,h cnxdr,vbj"k/ ctu,v ,eupv fcr vhh,h bauhuveps,h kknus fk huo pre c,bht/v,durrbu tz cehcu. yhr, mch utrdb,h ao"jud kjxhsu," cu knsu ,bht nxpr pgnhocacug/ vscrho v,ecku cjhu, nhujs,/fcr tz rth,h axpr v",bht" aubv kdnrhnatr vxprho/ tbh zufr acv,jkv bhxh,hkknus nvr"k' tck ftar ctbu k,ur,u akvtsnu"r vzei' rtu nhs azv nthr u,upxtu,l kdnrh' jusr kbcfh vbanv/

khnho vdhg tkh vxpr wtur vjxhsu,w

avumht ktur vrc jbul dkhmbayhhi/ kns,ht, zv caehev gmunv/ gs vhuo tbh nnkh.kfk tjs kknus t, zv cghui/

n,h kngav v,vse vear akl gojc"s?

cab, ,af"z vfr,h t, vnaphg vbusgvrc rtuci subhi g"v srl hshsh urgh vdv"jvrc sus nthr srueni' rc evhk, jc"scerhu, urc vghr erh, numehi' tu,u vfr,hgus n,eup, khnushh cfpr vrutv/ vrcsubhi fhuui uvsrhl tu,h csrfh/ huo tjsvut bhda tkh utnr: "bu' vnkl cdku, ut,vhuac atbi/ gus ngy vnkl hcut uhatktu,l knv kt cher, tu,h czni vdku,///"/

utfi' kert, jusa ,arh ,ak"d bxg,hkrch cpgo vrtaubv/ vrch acv t, kch/vrda,h tz avrch vut vnbvhd vtnh,h akgo hartk' nna fnu nav rchbu' utz eky,havut kngav vnkl vnahj/ ftar jzr,hktr.' vusg,h nhs knapj,h uk,knhshoakh avrch vut vnkl vnahj ugk fukbukvhu, neuarho tkhu/ vscr v,eckcpayu, vfh dsukv

ctu,v ,eupv vgcr,h ahgur cdnrtkfacgho wcgkh c,how urmh,hcnechk kkns do t, ,ur,

vjxhsu, tck kt hsg,h thl hecku t, zv/atk,h t, vrch nv kgau,' vto kknsjxhsu, tu kvnahl cwbdkvw/ vrch tnr khkkns t, abhvo/ fl v,jk,h kkns do t,eubyrx wunghhi hmt nch, vww/ cnal vznivahgur vkl udsk gs aktjr zni vhhbunufrjho kpmk t, vahgur kabhho!

cnechk nxr, ahgurh jxhsu, docch, udo cnuxsu, vjhbul cvo khns,?

ctu,v ,eupv v,jk,h kv,prxoftha jc"s cerhu,/ trdb,h ahgurhochahcv v,hfubh, "prjh tvri" cerh,anutk ao fhvb,h fnadhj' ucnechk doahgurh v,bht av,ehhnu cch,h mcru,tumv/ hvusho nfk duubh vea, vhu ndhghoutphku vgh,ubho vneunhho f,cu gkvahgur axuj; tjrhu rcho/ tbh zufravdhgv f,c, tkhbu vch,v uvht va,,pvthah, cahgurho av,ehhnu kbaho uktjrnfi vgchrv t, vjuuhu, vnhujsu,/

nhsh huo abh vhu huacho 4 agu,rmupu, cahgurho avpfu kv,uugsu,jxhsh,/ vrtaui aph,j t, ahgurh jxhsu,cerhu,' vhv vnaphg vrv"j rw aknveupmwhe z"k/ ktjr akt hfuk vhv kvdhgkerhu,' vnaf,h t, vahgurho hjs go


vrc vrtahkhartk vrv"d vrchubv nmdr xhpr cgmnufhms v,erc kjxhsu,srl ahgurh v,bhtcch, vrc phzo/ vhvzv cg, anj, vfbx,xpr ,urv khahcvcj"h tkuk ,ax"d/

"zu zfu, dsukvakfo avfbx,o vhuoxpr ,urv khahcv zu'tar crtav guns nfucsbu vrc phzo _ acznbu kns,h tmku ,bht cahgur abgrlcch,u ckhkh ac,' usrfu ehck,h t, v"dgane" cjxhsu, jc"s/ vut vthr t, ghbhcsrl vzu' utbh hfuk cphrua kerut ku: nurh urch!"

vfk vjk cahgur ,bht ckhk ac,///

kngkv ntrcgho abv nuxr

vrc hdtk phzo ahgurho cxpr

v,bht eshat' ftar cnrfz

guns vahgur vecug ago vzni

vpl knuxs cpbh gmnuQ ahgur

avmnhj n,ufu hvusho cgkh

ahgur eunv' gucsh v'w rcbho'

akujho' gxebh mhcur udo ftku

avjku t, hvsu,o uvvfrv

ccurt guko gk np,i vch, ak

ch, napj, phzo/

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vrv"j rw anutk prunr )acvnal vsrlvcht krch ntu, cgkh-,aucv' unuxh;uvukl(/ garu, tbaho vhu na,,pho cfkahgur ufl vjk kngav vdrghi ak vevhkvvjxhsh, ctzur/ ahgurh v,bht vchtuknvpfv jxhsh, cfk vtzur/ rthbu t, xusfuju ak v,bht eshat/

ahgurho buxpho v,ehhnu cch, vxprwhcbvw cjhpv ucch, xpr v,hfui vs,hcerh, ho' ao khns,h/

nncy ktjur nv ha kl kxpr' t, nht,v zufr ctu,o ahgurho?

eav kvhzfr cpryho ftar cahgurhotku av,ehhnu cch,h gcru ntu, rcu,utukh vrcv hu,r/ vahgur tfi vhv tciautc, ktbaho mntho ajhpau srl/

tbh zufr knak t, vrv"j rw sbh kuh'fhuo nbvk ch, xpr jc"s cbmr, gkh,avhv ndhg kahgurho go nsh vmct harnvcxhx/ vvhmnsu, aku kjc"s vhh,v srlvahgurho/ tu knak t, nh anbvk fhuo t,ra, dbh jc"s cerhu, vrv"j rw navtzukth av,jhk do vut t, srfu cahgurh,bht tmkbu/ vrv"j rw aknv vfvi tkuruanfvi frc cch, vfkt g,kh,' t; vutkns tmkbu cfukk ap,jbu )untujr hu,rbert "bpa jhv" gk ao vrcbh, g"v(uv,erc czfu, vahgurho/ fl do vakhjvrv"j rw yk sek/ th tpar akt kvzfhrt, vrv"j rw hartk sus nrtah vevhkvuxdi nbvk nuxsu, vjhbul wmctu, nbjowcerhu,' avjk t, srfu kjxhsu, ntu,oahgurho/ tu knak t, vrv"j rw cugz ekh'apghku,u vbnrm, vchtv kcbhh, fkvnuxsu, vnputrho uvnvpfv vjhbufh,cerhu, ufhuo nfhru vmhcur vrjcnpghku,u cgbhhbh acg nmuu, cbh bj/

n,eupv zu tbh bzfr fg, do cvrv"j rwjhho uyurh vn,durr cbjk, vr jc"s' vrcaknv hshshv thhzi' tha jhbul nucveuxupr x,"o uguxe rcu, cvpm, vnghhbu,cerh, d,' vrv"j anutk srueni urghh,unerh, ho' vrv"j rw anjv dksmhhkrngpukv' vrv"j rw hgec pduy urghh,unerh, ho aknsu jxhsu, cahgurho/ kfktjs nvo xhpur nhujs' ugus rcho uyuchoarcho vo/

nprxpeyhcv ktjur tpar kunr arucvevhkv vjc"sh, pv mnjv nahgurhv,bht uvjxhsu,/ tbh ,nhs juzr utunr' hakbu bae vyuc chu,r cguko aanu xprv,bht' urutho cpugk nna t, vnvpfvazv gav cerhu, uv,pay kfk vtr. fukv/

cnechk vnvpfv kt pxjv do gkv,knhsho cnuxsu, cvo khns,/

tjs n,knhshh chahcv v,hfubh,cjhpv vhv cjur cao rph kuhbxui' fhuovut nfvi frc uakhj c,k gsaho/ vut knstz chahcv v,hfubh, whcbvw uvhv cjur gohrt, anhho rcv' tl v,eav kcyt zt,cmurv tnh,h,/ nv aw,pxw tu,u vhv khnusv,bht aknsbu ufl bgav jc"sbhe/ ftarvdhg k,unfh ,nhnho ckus' v,cyt gkhuvnaphg vrc jhho tafbzh fh to vehnu t,w,unfh ,nhnhow ckus cachku' vhv auuv'ufk vatr zv ruuj/

thl ecku t, vgucsv acbux;kghxuel cjhbul t,v do nkns jxhsu,?

cch, vxpr chcbv cjhpv vhu tfieahho tck hsg,h kgnus gk akh/ cabvvrtaubv akhns,h ao v,knhsho bvu tjrhcceao kkhnus jxhsu,/ vo vhu ndhgho goatku, ucghu, cbuath jxhsu,/ vhh,h huacgno ukunsho ,bht unbdbho hjs bhdubh jc"s/cvpxe, gar vhh, nuxr ahgur c,bht/cakc nxuho vdhgu c,kubu, ut; gk ph fikt br,g,h/ tbh zufr t, ,knhsh vjchckvcjk"j vrv"j rw mprhr ukbr g"v avhvcjur cgk farubu, ncvhkho/ cv,jkv ktrmv kangu fkuo gk jxhsu,' tck cnalvzni "btk." vhv kanug cgk furjuucgecu, fl v,jze uvpl t, fk vch, akukch, jc"sh/

ktjr nfi fcr bvhv xsr tjr uv,jkbukknus ahgur c,bht tjrh v,phkv/

tbh bzfr fg, ccjur bux; ntu,oahgurh ,bht aveho napjv jxhsh,knup,' vrv"j rw ,unr uhry nerh, t,t'fcr f,knhs akh ndhk 41 v,jhk kv,ercczfu, vahgurho/

kt vx,pe,h cjxhsu, ckcs' tktstd,h kvfbhx cerc ,knhsh tuhrv tsuevak anhr, guk ,urv unmuu,/ jze,h t,nmuu, mhmh, unmuu, msev/ jke nvvurhoartu t, vhksho n,jrsho' vjkhyu kveho"uugs, cheur," ak vurho' tck fnuci azvkt gzr kvo vrcv/

gk ph vurtv npura, ak vrch nkl

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vrc phzo cyhuk go ,knhsho nhahc, hcbv/ huac nantku: mprhr uukbr g"v

thi ,jkh; cguko kkhnus ,bht/

thi cguko scr ahfuk kerc

hvusho fnu vw,bht eshatw/ zv

pu,j t, vkc ut, vbanv/

ctnmgu, v,bht tbaho numtho

t, vsrl kec"v uzv nuxh; kvo

chrt, anhho ucvbvdv yucv/

ftar t,v nuxr ahgur c,bht'

th tpar ckh xhpur jxhsh tu

v,uugsu, jxhsh,' usrl zv t,v

nabv t, fk vdhav/ nvpfv ak

nna

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vnahj' cnal gar abho khns,h fnjbl'ucvnal do frc' c,hfui wkuhbxuiw cerh, hocnechk kgcus,h fr"n chahc, whcbvwcjhpv/ ctu,v ,eupv vhh,h n,jhk kgcuscacg ccuer unxhho cgar ckhkv!

ngcr kahgur cch, uknuxsu,vjhbul' vhh, nuxr vrmtu, uahgurhobuxpho?

csrl fkk vhu nznhbho tu,h kvrmtu,gk ,ur, jc"s ctzur jhpv/ pgo vznhbutu,h knpda ak nurho unbvkho cshnuxathbo s,hho/ vo vhu nts grbhho cvrmtvunts bvbu/ vo tphku vushgu ahaekukvznhi tu,h auc/ ktjr nfi pda,h tjsnvo uatk,h tu,u nv vhv ktjr nfi' uvutv,bmk uvxchr fh bgrl shui uvujky akt

kvznhi tu,h ktjr ajaau fh tbh ctn,hafbg tu,o///

vuznb,h do kc,h xpr/ cch, xprnnkf,h acerh, ho b,bu kh kvrmu, cpbhaka fh,u, h"t cvo knsu fanubho,knhsho/ cpgo vakhah, avdg,h' nbvkch, vxpr avut hshs thah akh nvmct'chea nnbh c,jbubho akt kvhfbx kch,vxpr fh ha ku cghu, go vvurho unpjsahvhu ku cgkh ,aucv/// tbh kt uh,r,hubatr,h kgnus cju. ukvbhj ,phkhi govmghrho/ fnv nvo tfi jzru c,aucvutjs nvo vpl kr"n ctjs nhahcu,vvxsr/

vvmkjv vhh,v do cerc bahoucbu,?

cvjky/ vhh,v g,usth, mghrvctubhcrxhy, jhpv aknsv tmkbucahgurho/ favdhg vzni' v,dhhxv kmct/ktjr acug cmct vht v,earv tkhucheav atgzur kv kgzuc t, vmct/ vhttfi gzcv t, vmct uvehnv ch, hvushk,ptr,/ ,knhsv cch, vxpr ,hfui aknsvtmkh ahgurh jxhsu,' bhatv kcxu;kjc"sbhe/ tj, buxp, avhh,v nsrhfvccbh gehct knsv tmkhbu ,bht' ufavdhgvzni kgau, ahru, ktunh' xhrcv cygbv fhzv buds t, vvkfv/ cgecu, ahgurhvjxhsu, bxgv k,gbl ao khnsv cch, xprjc"s tmk vrc hsdr/ vht v,ercv ntskjc"s uv,j,bv go cjur jc"sbhe/

kt fuko vpfu kjxhsh jc"s czfu,ahgurh v,bht' tl do tku ahbu t, vdhavakvo fkph jc"s ujxhsu,/ tjsvnpurxnho acvo vut rw turhkupukhtbxeh' hu"r hs arv ufhuo rtaghrhh, hruakho/

"hvush her"' bzfr vrc phzo/ "vut vhv,knhs akh uvhu ku hxusu, ak jc"scnxdr, vpghku, aku cwhs ktjhow aovfhr t, vrc khcuc/ vut kns tmkh jxhsu,ugs vhuo vut zufr t, zv kyucv/ ftarv,ear,h tkhu c,eupv vtjrubv' vutvzfhr kh nhuzn,u t, khnus vjxhsu,uv,bht/ vrc kupukhtbxeh vhv do vnrfzak vehhybv vrtaubv ak jc"s cerhu,av,ehhnv cgrc nkjn, huo fhpur' ktjravrch nkl vnahj hmt cncmg "nphgukkho uhubeho"/ tj, vnahnu, avrchvyhk vhh,v kveho ehhybu, khksho/ pgk,htz cah,u; pgukv go vrv"j rw navsrueni uvrv"j rw rtuci subhi g"v'ukvcjk"j rw tcrvo tbeubv/ jhpa,h tz


vrc phzo go fh,v nv,hfui vs,h cerhh, ho' cu fhvi frc ch, vxpr

vrc nthr muerni nrtah hahc, fpr vrutv nscr gk vrc phzo uahgurhuchahcv:

"chahc, fpr vrutv kunsho fakua ntu, ,knhsho/ veu vjhbufh vcuky chahcvvut vjhbul ktvc, ,urv' ngurcu, cjhh tr. hartk' k,ruo kjcrv ucbhh, sur akhvusho ahcbu t, ch,o gk tsbh v,urv uvnmuu,/ cnxdr, vhahcv ehho ahgur nhujscxpr v,bht atu,u nuxr vrc hdtk phzo' ncudrh vhahcv akbu/

"fnv ncudrh vhahcv vpfu go vabho kjxhsh jc"s utbu ntus dtho cvo'chbhvo vrc sus srueni rcv ak erhh, numehi' vrc sus er. ngpukv' vrc phzo'ugus/ vrc phzo ct nhsh rchgh cgrc unuxr cpbh v,knhsho ahgur c,bht/ habvva,,pu, dsukv fhuui avut nuxr t, vahgur cyuc ygo' utbu nmsbu rutho zt,ctur jhuch/

"habo do thrugho nhujsho fnu h"y fxku u,trhfho buxpho avrc phzo gurlcvo v,uugsuhu, go v,knhsho ctuuhrv nna nhujs,"/

vcudr abvpl knuxr vahgur

vuznb,h do kc,h xpr/ cch,

xpr nnkf,h acerh, ho b,bu kh

kvrmu, cpbh aka fh,u, h"t

cvo knsu fanubho ,knhsho/

cpgo vakhah, avdg,h' nbvk

ch, vxpr avut hshs thah akh

nvmct' chea nnbh c,jbubho

akt kvhfbx kch, vxpr fh ha

ku cghu, go vvurho unpjs ahvhu

ku cgkh ,aucv///

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nhavu ukcxu; vznb,h t, kupukhtbxehkvhu, nrfz vehhybu,/

rtu tz cnuja t, vgbhhi ak wut,vbpa tar gau cjriw' unv fuju vxdukh akahgur c,bht/

ftjs acnal trcgho abv xpudckhnus v,bht uvmkhj kerc ntu,utkpho thl t,v ndshr t, vkhnuscxpr v,bht?

thi ,jkh; cguko kkhnus ,bht/ thicguko scr ahfuk kerc hvusho fnuvw,bht eshatw/ zv pu,j t, vkc ut,vbanv/ ctnmgu, v,bht tbaho numthot, vsrl kec"v uzv nuxh; kvo chrt,anhho ucvbvdv yucv/ ftar t,v nuxrahgur c,bht' th tpar ckh xhpur jxhshtu v,uugsu, jxhsh,' usrl zv t,v nabvt, fk vdhav/ nvpfv ak nna/

t, vnvpl' ftnur' rth,h cnu ghbhpgnho rcu,/ v,knhsho aknsu tmkhjxhsu, vuapgu ntus chjx akvo k,urvunmuu,/ zv vumht tu,o neku, vsg,vntphhb, cbh bgurho/ t,v rutv cnu ghbhlt, vtvcv ak v,knhsho krghui uksrl/ gkhsh v,bht t,v hfuk kvfbhx t, fkvnxrho ak vrch cgbhhbh dtukv unahj/vfk ynui ujcuh c,bht eshat/

krch nkl vnahj ha jhcv nhujs,k"ahgurh v,bht cch, napj, phzo"'fph avrch nfbv crta nf,chu t,na,,ph vahgurho/ tukh ,xpr kbu gkfl?

na,,ph vahgur f,cu su"ju, ecughokrch' uzfu keck nf,cho rcho/ ,nhs rthbut, vbj, ruj azv duro krch/ vrch ,nhsvuxh; crfu, cf,h"e kna,,ph vahgur/knak chuo vcvhr h"t bhxi ,ak"j akjvrch nf,c nhujs k"na,,ph ahgur ,bhtcch, phzo"/ cxu; vnf,c vuxh; cf,h"e"cfcus uccrf, vjd ukkf, njhk tk jhkc,un"m ]= c,urv unmuu,["/

chnh vxphrv ,an"d' vrch nhgi t,

vnf,c "tk vna,,pho cahgurh khnuscch, phzo"' vrch vuxh; cf,h"e crfvnhujs, "cfcus uccrf, vjd ukvmkjv rcvcfk gbhbhvo"/ fcr cab, ,ak"u vrch f,cnf,c "kna,,pu, cahgur ,bht cch,phzo"/ chnh vxkhju, ,a"n vrch vuxh;cf,h"e "kvdsk, vahgur cfnu, ucthfu,"/

nfk zv rthbu t, vbj, ruj vrcvabdrnv krch cahgurho tku/

ftnur' vrc hdtk phzo vjk kknus t,xpr v,bht kpbh fhuck abho ftar va,,;cahgurh vnaphg vjxhsh vbusg vrc nthrckhzwhbxeh g"v chahc, fpr vrut"v/ fhuonnahl vrc phzo knxur ahgurho cneuocxhug ak trdui t,"v vnrfzh cvbvk, vrcnbjo prkayhhi/

gcur vrc phzo' ha cfl nauo xdhr,ngdk buxp,' afi chuo h"y fxku do jk huovpyhrv ak vdtui vrc nav mch brhv g"v'avhv rta hahc, fpr vrutv' avrc phzovhv n,knhshu vjchcho/ vrc phzo bzfrcgrdv chnho vvo ftar vrc brhv gmnunxr ahgurh ,bht' kms std,u acxprhv

hvhu xprh ,bht ujxhsu,/

xdhr, vngdk vpryh, ncjhb,u ak vrcphzo' trgv cabv agcrv/ "ctjsvahgurho anxr,h' vcht ,knhs xpr ,bhtntumr vxprho ftar p,j,h t, vxprrth,h gk vfrhfv ak v,bht raunho fkvanu, ak jcrh vnjzur akh' fukk anh'ava,,pbu tz cahgur v,bht/ cachkh zuvhh,v xdhr, ngdk nrda, ntus/

ktur bxhubl vrc ckhnus ,bhtucehruc mhcur vs,h kjc"s _ nv vnxrakl knknsh v,bht chnhbu tkv?

fhuo' ktjr vdhkuhho vnrghahounpkhtho nvrch cahju, b"t-b"c'favnxr vgherh ak jc"s vut kvhu, nuficpugk keck, pbh nahj cpugk nna' vrhkhnus v,bht vut hxush udurkh hu,r nthpgo/

tbu gunsho mnusho nna k,fkh,uakhnu, vcrhtv cv,dku, vrch nklvnahj' uv,bht eshat nsrhl unfuui tu,bukgcusv nxusr, kvaky, vnuj gk vkcuzvhru, cnjacv shcur ungav/

to nknsho t, v,bht kkt vjhsuahocgcus, vakhju, vgfauuh, )fph ab,ctrucnhujs cahju, v"scr nkfu," b"t-b"c('njxhrho t, vgbhi vgherh _ eck, pbhnahj azt, vakhju, vgherh, g,v/

nauo fl vmg,h ahknsu nt,bu' ucxhuofk ahgur ,bht hknsu gbhi cwcaur,vdtukvw' avut fghi ehmur au"g k,eup,bu'tu nxpr vahju, b"t ub"c/ czv do nnkthot, rmui vrch kjhu, go nahj fpauyu/ vrhvrch shcr ca"p cke ,ba"t ag"h khnusdtukv unahj cvcbv uvadv cnuj zv jusrcrdau, ackc "ugs knjacv shcur ungavctupi vn,tho kzni zv agunsho gk x;vdtukv"/

fanxchrho' v"hjh" kt nrjhe t;tjs/ ufandhaho t, vgbhi cyuc ygo ugovneuru, njz"k unscrh vrch' ucpryncpbho' vfk n,juur/ hbxu uhuufju!

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garu, abho ak

gahhv nau,p,vear chi f"e tsnu"r vra"c kdtui

vrc jhho guzr druszwbxeh' bnal' uch,rat,' go f"e tsnu"r vrhh"m' ktjr agkvgk fx vbahtu, ktjr vx,keu,u ak tchutsnu"r vra"c/

vear chbhvo vjk kngav gus cjhhtsnu"r vra"c' ftar tsnu"r vrhh"m bhvk

aurv ak pghkuhu, mhcurhu, cakhju, tchub"g/ garho abv _ chi vabho ,rb"y ugs,rg"j _ arr vear vtnh. uvvsue chitsnu"r vrhh"m kdtui/ vear fkk v,f,cu,rmupv' npdaho rcho ugahhv mhcurh, gbhpvunau,p,/

ear tnh. zv bu,e kngav ktjravakyui vcukacheh vurhs t, nxl vcrzkgk ruxhv utzrjhv' uvhfuk, kakuj nf,chonvft kv,o' vhh,v nudck, chu,r/ tnbovear jusa nhs go hmht, tsnu"r vrhh"m

ncrh, vnugmu, cjusa ,arh ,rp"j/vdrj"g kt v,nvnv uahdr ncre crfv cucrl t, tsnu"r vrhh"m krdk cutu mkjvkrhdv' neuo nafbu vjsa/ tsnu"r vrhh"mt; vut vahc ku cnf,c ,usv' untz vearjusa/

vnpda vrtaui chbhvo c,eupv zu vhvftar vrch vrhh"m cher cuhkbv cjusatsr ,rp"j/ vrch avv cuhkbv nxpr hnhoucnvkfi bgrfu cheurho vsshho/ vrchvrhh"m xhpr kvdrj"g gk nmc hvush crh,

vrch vrhh"murch jhho guzr

resu hjshu///cnal garu, abho gns f"e tsnu"r vrhh"m cear rmu; go vdtui

rch jhho guzr druszwbxeh cgbhhbh gxebu, vfkk uvpry' cngrfu,

vaubu, kngi hvush ruxhv uhvush thrupv cfkk/ ftar vhu abhxu

kgrgr gk ngnsu ak vdtui' bzge tsnu"r vrhh"m kvdi gkhu cnf,c

ntk; ̂pre abh n,ul abhho' vxuer t, vear vnhujs chi tsnu"r

vrhh"m kdtui' udo gk npda tjs go vrch nkl vnahj

earho go tsnu"rh jc"s

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vnugmu,' uvut vxfho kxhhg ku cnvabsra/

ctu,o hnho vhrcv tsnu"r vrhh"mkvanhg cpbh rcbho uthah mhcur t, vnmcvtnh,h ak hvush ruxhv' uchea nvo k,,hs ukgzur khvusho tku vnsuftho cdanhu,ucrujbhu,/ kt rcho bjkmu kgzur tlvdrj"g vhv nvrtaubho avxfho kxhhg'fph afu,c ku tsnu"r vrhh"m cnf,c trulnzw tkuk ,rp"j vnpry t, vnmc veavcruxhv: "vtjs vnhujs vut fcus ,ur,utar pbv kveahc euk aug, vbsftho")tdru, eusa jke yu gnus rc(/

ktjr aert vdrj"g t, v,hturvnpury gk nmc hvush crh, vnugmu,' bgbvkpguk cnabv nr. kms tsnu"r vrhh"m cfshkgzur khvusho tkv csrfho aubu,/ fjusaktjr nfi' nmhhi zt, vrch vrhh"m cnf,ccu npry t, vpguku, abgau gs fv:

"/// ubcut cf,ucho go fcus hshsh ntzuneso vrv"d vnpurxo uvbusg kao ,vkvu,ptr, do cgxebu, vmhcurh, nuvr"rjhho guzr akhy"t drtszgbxeh' tar

fgarho abho nab, ,rb"y gs ,rg"j vhhbuctho cjkuph f,ucho ucv,rtu, kgh,hoerucho krdkh vgcusv cgxeh vfkk' u,trbukpbhu cf,c t, tar hufk kvf,c' unv ntusanj,h crtu,h fh kccu vgshbv gr vut kfkgbhbh nshb,bu ftar ntz uneso" )tdru,tsnu"r vrhh"m jy"u gw rhd(/

ftnur' vear jusa ugnu vnf,chouvnpdaho/ v,f,cu, gbhpv urmupv'npdaho' nxrho gk hsh akhjho ugus vhujke nvear vnhujs chi vdrj"g krchvrhh"m/

tso dsuk urc vngkvcxpr "bahth jc"s ucbh suro" nxupr:

"pdhav tj, vh,v krcbu ]vrhh"m[ gnu]vdrj"g[ cvhu,o hjs cnghhbu, vrputv/cear kfl nxupr arw jhho guzr yhhk pgoupda crcbu favukl ckt khuuh' atku rj"gthl zv vukl ckt nkuuv? uvahc rcbu azuvhnbuj,u/

"pgo ct rcbu kuhkbv uvhv csg,u kcert, rw jhho guzr/ tl rw jhho guzr aang gkcutu ak rcbu veshnu ucher t, rcbu"/

t, vhjx uvvgrfv vnhujs, arja kuvrch vra"c' vnahl do cbu tsnu"rvrhh"m' fph atpar kknus nvtphzusu,vctu,:

ceh. ,rp"j sucr gk cjhru, kvbvku,ak evhku, khyt/ tk tsnu"r vrhh"m pbuvrv"j vrc aknv tkhvu tuaptk vh"srcv ak vghhrv eurbh. utjrho' uatku t,gm,u cgbhhi/ vrch vrhh"m vahco fh gkhvokbvud gk ph vjkyu, abecgu ctxhp,vrcbho cuhkbv cvbvd, vdrj"g ucgk vwjp.jhhow/

v,hhjxu, nhujs, habv cnf,c af,cvrch vrhh"m chuo vw c,arh ,rp"y tk susuusus,u _ vrc nav g"v uvrcbh, jhvnuaet vh"s )tju,u ak tsnu"r vra"c(/cnf,c nxupr fh vdrj"g hbpua cdkk nmcuvcrhtu,h ctuyuume )avhbv ghhr, bupakhs uurav(:

"ucusth husg fcus sush ahw ngk, fcus

nt,:abhtur zkni crdr

tsnu"r vrhh"m cmghru,uvdtui rch jhho guzr druszwbxeh czebu,u

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vrv"d vrj"g akhy"t vbusg cao ,vhkvzv gahrhu, cabho cgxebu,u vdsukvkyuc, vfkk avus f"e ttnu"r ]vra"c[vrv"e zmuekkv"v bcd"n zh"g vhv ct gnucf,ucho' urtuh ahcer tu,u/ ukt tpubv fhdo sush ahw hvbv nvhfru, zu' uhvhv ku kgubdfh tso dsuk urc vngkv vut" )tdru, eusatsnu"r vrhh"m jy"u gw rhy(/

cakc nxuho veho vdrj"g cuhkbvnrfz jhhsrho u,knush ,urv avua,,u gkvjhbul vnxur,h vhai uvyvur/ favdrj"gakj nf,ch ceav k,ruo knrfz aveho _ahdr tkhu tsnu"r vrhh"m t, ,run,ucmhru; nf,c cu vut nurv do ktb"acthzur k,ruo:

"///uncea vbbh t, tb"a ahw tarcuuhkbv utdphv udkhku,hv tar ha,,pucpugk' cdao ucruj' cfkfk, ucvjze,v,knush ,urv uvjsrho hm"u" )tdru, eusatsnu"r vrhh"m jh"t gnus ec(/

nf,cu ak vrch purxuo cvckyvcgh,ui "sTx uuTry" )dhkhui 922( ahmtktur cuuhkbv ctu,o hnho/

"kcch apf,h

kpbh vdrj"g"cjur; ,rp"y vjk tsnu"r vrhh"m

kgurr tusu, nakuj nmu, khvush crh,vnugmu,/ ctu,i abho cvi akyuveunubhxyho ccrhv"n' fngy ukt btpunmu, faru,' nv do aab, ,rp"y vhh,vab, cmur, ukhvusho _ aruco vhu cnmc

fkfkh eav _ kt vhv sh fx; kebu, enjcfsh ktpu, nmu,/

vrch vrhh"m rtv tput murl sju;uvfrjh kakuj fnuhu, dsuku, ak nmu, hjsgo wngu, jhyhow' fkunr: xhug fxph bux;kert, jd vpxj/ cfsh ktrdi xhug cnnshodsukho aftkv' veho vrch vrhh"m ugsnhujs cu vhv jcr hjs go vdtui vwjp.jhhow uvdrj"g/

vhu tfi abr,nu kxhhg tl vhu aeyrductunro fh vrch vrhh"m ncea kcut kgzr,jxhshu ckcs/ cy"z cacy ,rp"y f,ctsnu"r vrhh"m kvdrj"g nf,c trul)tdru, eusa jke y"z gnus k( cu vutnxchr t, par erhru, vrcbho cthrupvkbufj vnmc vburt vaurr cruxhv/ gk scrhutku cnf,c zv fu,c tsnu"r vrhh"m:

"nruc mgrh uhdubh gk fkku, veuruveptui ak tjhbu acju. ktr. ahw tk nmctjhbu ahw vxuckho ucpry vv,hhjxu,verv tk fcus vrcbho akhy"t kt hfuk,hscr' ure t, kcch apf,h kpbh vrv"dvdrj"g akhy"t' tar ng, cuth vbv ,"kvfbhx t, gmnu kgcus kyuc, cgkh ,urvukunsh ,urv/// un,gbhi czv uhusg fk pryhgbhbh vgcusv kfk xghphv"/

vdrj"g vjkhy knzgr t, jrp,vrcbho avumhtu kgz' uvut ahdr nf,cnhujs krc anutk hmje vhkni' nrcbhvvjaucho ak kubsui' ucu ncyk t, scrhvaer ashcru bds tsnu"r vrhh"m:

"///vrv"d nkhuctuuhya uj,bu vrcanrhv dur-trhw cyj f,cu ctrufv' fh kvovscrho hu,r ncurrho utbh tcut reknktu, t, scrhvo uchhjus kvxhr vkgz

avo guxeho chu,r gcur tb"a vjxhsho'ukcea kgau, fk tar cfujo kyuc, txhrhgo gbh utchui eruc kakuav nhkhui bpanhartk vn,durrho cnnakv vxuchhyh,'custh hvhv nghr kgzur kvo cfk vgbhbho/

"///uyuc vscr ctn, to ,aukjv,nhfv har kvrcv rcbho ao vzeuehokgzrv' tu gk hsh ugs-vrcbho' vhhbu gk hshvdv"m wjp. jhhow ahw ugk hsh' ugk hsh vrcnkhuctuuhya" )euc. tdru, tjhgzr jke cwtdr, rkz(/

enj thi do cgs fx;ctu,o hnho' bxg tsnu"r vrhh"m

kcrkhi ao bnmt vhv vnrfz vfxph akvugs vnhujs knakuj nmu,/ ktjr zni hmtweuk eurtw k,ruo gcur nmu, khvush crh,vnugmu,/ gk vj,uo ctu akuav ndsukhvsur uakua, huach rta tdusu, vrcbhocpukhi' khyt ukychv/

"tk tjhbu cfk t,r ut,r

"g, erc zni jru,bu vct gkhbu kyucv'ndhg euk auug, gnbu uzge,o nruxhtQ aostdv burtv nghev gk kco unnrr, jhh fktha hartk' vstdv gk scr vxpe, nmvnugs jd vpxj kntu, tkpho napju,hvusho gbhho' tar thi kvo cnv kebu,nmu, ukgau, jd vpxj/

"xhc, vstdv vut vgubh vdsuk chitjhbu cruxht/// bux; gk fi' va,t venjktpu, vnmv thbu nmuh fkk' fh vabv vzt,vht ab, cmur, cnshbv ruxht' enj thi docgs fx; th tpar kvahdu' ucfk vgrhojuxr kjo/

"kph vxphrv tjrubv avhh,v cnshb,ruxht gukv nxpr cbh hartk' abh nhkhuiacg ntu, tkpho bpa' fi hrcu/ nmv kpxjsruav k,agho tjuz hvusho vbnmthoctr. ruxht/

"tjhbu!

"vto ckhkv vzv tjhbu utjhu,hbucbhvo ucbu,hvo' vhuacho cnshb, ruxht'hacu jx uakuo gyupho crgc/

"vjuc gk fk tso nhartk kvprhabsc,u kao wngu, jhyho khvush ruxhtw/

gk vj,uo ctu:

vrc hartk nthr nrtshi _ cgk vjp.jhhoQvrc jhho guzr drtszbxehQtsnu"rvrhh"mQ vrc hjzetk khcah. _ tc"setkha uhu"r tdus, vrcbho spukhiQ vrcnbjo ngbsk z"e tc"s rhdt uhu"r tdus,

ncre crfv aahdr vdrj"g krch vrhh"m ktjr hmht,u ncrh, vnugmu,

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vrcbho skychvQ vrc tcrvo sucgr fvbtaphrt tc"s eucbv uhu"r tdus, vrcbhoskhyt"/

do ktjr thxu; vfxpho' ruc vgcusvbu,rv gus kpbh vrch vrhh"m/ vrch ufnvnjauch vjxhsho' cah,u; pgukv govdrj"g' gcsu kkt ktu, fsh kvahdrhahubu,/ ktjr ntnmho rcho cvpgk,earho' vnmu, uvxhug kpxj bakju khgsouhvush ruxhv zfu t; vo kac, xchc aukjivxsr go nmu, uatr nygnho/

t, vncmg vnxucl xhfo vrch vrhh"mcnf,cu nf"z bhxi:

"bakju f"j nrfcu, ]erubu, rfc,[nmv tpuhv' ujnav tkpho aa ntu,anubho u,agv jchku, enj ak pxj' udogzrv cnzuni"/

cabv aktjr nfi' vnmc ccrh,vnugmu, re vkl uvjrh;/ khvush ruxhvvhh,v xfbv cgmo eck, jchku, vnmu,/akyubu, crh, vnugmu, v,hru re keruchnapjv kakuj keruchvo ccrh, vnugmu,jchku, ak 5e"d enj far kpxj' cfshahtpu nvi nmu, kcbh vnapjv ckcs/tsnu"r vrhh"m bjk. juaho do vpgo'uchjs go vdrj"g uvwjp. jhhow pgku acfkevhkv h,trdbu hvush vneuo kakujjchku, eybu, ak enj kph napju,/

cabho vctu, vnahfu vakuavcpguku, nau,pu, knakuj nmu, csrfhoaubu,/ cnechk' ctu,i abho gxeu vakuavcpguku, fchru, cfsh ktrdi gzrv khvushcrh, vnugmu, cnal fk hnu, vabv/ vuenuugsho nhujsho cpukhi' khyt ukychvuvxhug abakj vmhk bpau,/

vrch uvdrj"g

ruesho hjshurcho nrcbh utsnu"rh thrupv vhu cear

n,nhs go vrch vrhh"m av,durr ctu,v,eupv crhdv tck grl cheurho ,shrhocnshbu, thrupv vaubu,' ao pda crchonvrcbho uvtsnu"rho/ tuko ngk vduurshvv,urbh, vrjcv' bhmcu czvro tsnu"rvrhh"m' vjp. jhho uvdrj"g' avgukov,urbh rja fkphvo vgrfv gmunv' fphatpar kknus ntphzusv vctv/

chunbu' n,tr vrch vrhh"m t,va,,pu,u ctxhp, vrcbho cbhu hure chuof"c cfxku ,r". ufu,c do t, scrhu

vemrho ctxhpv:

"rtah, fk tcrl t, vw tar zhfbhkrtu, fbxhv dsukv' fi hrcu' tar zfh,hkrtu, fnu,u thi sgr Rkygr vhho ]"cch,vhai"[' vzfrv krcu,hbu vdtubho' f"ettnu"r ]vra"c[' vrv"d rw jhho ]ncrhxe['uhcsku kjhho yucho vdtui vjp. jhhouvdrj"g///"

vdrj"g hac pgnho rcu, go tsnu"rvrhh"m ctxhpu, jaucu,' uerv doavabhho resu hjshu canjv dsukv kghbhvjxhsho/

vhv zv cjusa xhuui ,rm"c' ctj,nxgusu, vwacg crfu,w ak nr, ahhbtvh"s' c,u ak tsnu"r vrhh"m abhatv krcnbjo ngbsk vurbayhhi' bfsu ak tsnu"rvnvr"a/ vrc hmje sucgr tuaptk avhvbufj cneuo xhpr: "rcho v,gbdu gk vnjzvvnrvhc' thl arcbu ]vrhh"m[ go rw jhhoguzr resu hjshu cnal zni"/

vrch nv"n uvdrj"gzfv vdtui rch jhho guzr' uvut vfhr do

baht bux; cauak, bahth jc"s' vkt vutvrch nkl vnahj' gus cyro gku,u gk fxvbahtu,/ cnal vabho bpda vdrj"g govrch nxpr pgnho/

vpgo vrtaubv vhh,v fbrtv cg,vhu, vrch bgr fci 61 cch, vurhu' chnhnkjn, vguko vrtaubv' ftar vdtui avvfpkhy cghr heyrhbuxkc/ c,eupv zu gnscear rmu; go rc vghr vdtui rch kuhhmje' tchu ak vrch' uctu,o hnho vhv

vrch fci aa garv uavv cch, tchu/

cnal vabho hsug fh vrch pdau fnvpgnho cvzsnbuhu, aubu,/ fnv tbesuyu,nnpdaho tku bcht fti/

xhpr vrv"j rw zuat uhkhnucxeh)wvpryhziw( g"v:

"pgo akj f"e tsnu"r vrhh"m t,vrch tk rcv ak uhkbv' vdtui rch jhhoguzr druszwbxeh/ ftar vdhg kch, vnsra',knhsh vhahcv hsgu avut j,i vrchnkhuctuuhya uv,jhku katuk tu,u atku,ckhnus' tl vrch kt gbv/ fartu athbugubv' v,cytu c,ducv fh cjc"s ktkunsho/

"ktjr axhho vrch t, pdha,u govdrj"g' bfbx auc kch, vnsra uvpgovahc gk fk vatku, abatk euso kfi/ fkvxuccho' v,pgku nvdtubu, uvgneu,abhfrv nscrh vrch' utjs vcjurho t;vkl kerut kvdrj"g uxhpr ku gk vdtuivmghr/

"vdrj"g hmt njsru uftar ang gkva,kaku, vscrho' atk t, vrch nsugkt vahc c,jhkv ub,i neuo kzkzuk crchucnapj,u/ vrch vahc fh fhuui actcakhju,u ak jnhu vrch' vrh gs akt chmgt, vakhju,' thi vut rath kv,gxe cauoscr tjr"/

xhpur sunv )utukh zv tu,u xhpurcdhrxv aubv(' xhpr tjs n,knhshuvnucveho ak vdtui rch crul cgr khcuch.:

"pgo mhrpbh nurh urch kbxhg,unengbh. kuhkbv kcheur tmk vdtui rch

vrch vdhg cakhju, tk vdrj"g

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jhho guzr zm"k/ rch crul cgr bfbx kjsruak rch jhho guzr utbh vn,b,h cju.uctu,v agv vhu ao fnv ,knhsh jfnho'ukp,g ct tcrl akatk,bu vmhd gmnufj,bu ak vrch nkhuctuuhya' utnr aha kuakhju, nhujs, nju,bu vrch/

"vxcrbu ku fh rch crul cgr bnmtcpbho' uchb,hho v,jkbu kaujj cgbhhbhkhnus' uveahbu fnv euahu,' uvtcrl ktvdhc cnal fk vzni/ kp,g bp,jv vsk,'unavcjhi rw jhho guzr ctcrl' atkuvuknyr, cutu' ufi gk buat ahj,o cju./

"vtcrl jzr gk fk veuahu, abatkucapv crurv vahc gk fk vatku, abatk/rch crul cgr v,pgk ntus nscrh v,urvak vtcrl' unhs vmhg ku ahxg th,ukhahc, etnbh. uao vcyhju ahvhv wdsukchartkw/ navxchr ku vtcrl athictparu,u knkt cea,u' rth,h arch crulcgr pr. ccfh"/

vtcrl vkt vut vrch nv"n' vdhg

ugnu nf,c nvrch vrhh"m krch jhho guzrgk nb, ahj,uo gkhu' uvut vhv nupbvktjs ncgkh vc,ho cuhkbv/

vfhr her grl vhahcvjxhsh jc"s cghr ndurhu ak vdtui _

uhkbv _ vhu nycg vscrho cear yuc gnu/tjs vgxebho vjc"shho _ vrv"j rwngbsk kuhi vh"s afhvi do fjcr ugsvevhkv vhvush, _ bjac vhv ktjsnneurchu' fph anxpr vrv"j rw anguiduksnti:

"rw ngbsk kuhi vhv jcr cugs vevhkvak uhkbv uc,ur afzv bnbv gk neurchu akrc vghr vdtui vrc jhho guzr druszwbxeh/ rwngbsk kuhi vhv gxei jru. uhrt anhotnh,h uvcht fcus rc kkhuctuuhya"/

cg, ven, hahc, w,unfh ,nhnhowcuhkbv cjusa thhr ,rp"z' xhhg vdtuikhhxusv ustd t; avhahcv ,eck xhugnuugs vhahcu, ckhyt' trdui avut gnscrtau/ v,emhc gns gk 52 sukrho uvutvupxe fgcur fakua abho' ktjr avbvk,vhahcv akjv naukj ahec. gcuro fxphocbprs' scr akt vhv kruj nbvkh uugsvhahcu,/

uugs vbvd, vhahcv pbv krch vrhh"m'uvrch tfi vjk kpguk gk nb, kvjzhr t,vnmc kesnu,u/ kmurl zv chea njcrhvbvk, vhahcv kpbu, kvdrj"g/ vrch cheakmr; knakj, t, vdchr vrc abhtur zknizgkhdxti' av,durr cxnhfu, kch,u akvdrj"g crjuc vuhkbth cuhkbv:

"hcjru nktfu, ak akav jcrhvvbvdv uhshsbu vdra"z ahw zgkhdxti tjsnvo' kcer t, vdrj"g akhy"t' kceau fhgk zni vcg"k huxhpu ukfk vpju, hdshku xljnaho sukrho kjusa' ukt tpubv tarchsgu vnmc gk t,r' utar hsg fh cgzv"hhgau njkev buxp, ak ,knhsho ahwvkunsho kgmno custh ha,sk cfk vtparhknktu, ncueao vyuc" )tdru, eusatsnu"r vrhh"m jh"d gw rs(/

cnechk akj vrch vrhh"m nf,c ceavnhujs tk vdrj"g:

"ugs hahc, ,u", ],unfh ,nhnho[skhuctuuhya cuhkbv/// vushgv kh nzni kznit, vhjx vngukv ak f,"r ]fcus ,ur,u[akhy"t tk vnuxs vnaucj hm"u' uv,nhfvnugs vhahcu, cxl f"v aekho kjusa ut;

vdtui vkhyth std khahcv vjc"sh,/ ,knhsh hahc, w,unfh ,nhnhow cuhkbv

csur veuso' vhv ckhyt hvushndzg jxhsh jc"s aao napj,u vhv"chncs"/ ctjs vhnho ehck tu,ujxhs nf,c nvrch vrhh"m ucnf,cumuhhi ao napj,u c,uxp, mhui rtah,hcu, ngk/ bhxv vjxhs kpgbj t,par mhui zv' tl kt gkv csg,u/

bhda tput tk vdrj"g' c,euuvavut hmkhj kpgbj gcuru t, ,gkun,vscr' tl do rw jhho guzr kt nmtp,rui' uhg. ku katuk t, vrch cgmnuparu ak scr/

ngbvu ak vrch vhv np,hg/ vrchdhkv ku ahxus ao napj,u vo rtahv,hcu, _ cnvrv hcut nahj ci sus!

favkv vrtv t, v,aucvkdrj"g' bgbv cv,kvcu, utnr:

"tv' zu dtubu,"/

vtcrl vjc"sh avdtui v,pgk nnbu/

vrc anutk zknbuc chnh vnkjnv go ,knhshu cuhkbv

"zu dtubu,"

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fh nmgr vut' tck nts v,gbd,h gk vrujjhcv vaurr, cvbvdv zu' unerc kchvush,h kf,"r akhy"t gk zv' uczv rth,ht, fk vyuc tar tjpu. krtu, cvbvdu,evku, tar tb"a ahw aufbho anv kyucvukcrfv cdu"r ]cdanhu, ucrujbhu,[/

"tnbo npt, vsuje vburt uvkj.vaurr vufrjv ugs vvbvdv kakuj nakuj'ucachk zv bdrg jkeo vpguy/// ukgun,vbt,h veusn, ftnur xck,h utxcuk mgrnzv' uczv vbbh pubv ccea,h kf,"r hshsbpah akhy"t kva,sk gcur vhahcv")tdru, eusa tsnu"r vrhh"m jh"d gw rv(/

fhms vdhc vdrj"g thi tbu husgho' ucfktupi cabho vctu, vnahfv vhahcv keck,emhc ecug nugs vhahcu,' fph atparkknus nshuuj af,c vrc tkhvu uuh.' nhhxsvhahcv unbvkv/ vshuuj v,prxo cchytuiwv,nhow cjusa fxku ,rm"u:

"do vdtui vrc rw jhho guzr druszwbxehakhy"t' vfhr her grl vhahcv uemc kv,emhc jusah neup, ugs vhahcu,///"

go pru. vnkjnvgo pru. nkjn, vguko vabhv cakvh

ab, ,rm"y' bxdrv vhahcv u,knhshvbpumu' tuko fgcur zni kt rc bp,jvvhahcv cabh, gk hsh ,knhsho urnh"o

abnkyu kuhkbv nhahcu, w,unfh ,nhnhowcpukhi/ tjs nrtah vhahcv unbvkhvctu,o hnho vhv vrc vjxhs rw anutkzknbuc' avhv do gurl vcytui wv,nhow/

ftar pda vdrj"g t, vrc zknbuc'tjzv cu v,pgku, dsukv/ "tcrl fv mghrgurl t, wv,nhow"?! atk cv,pgnu,/ vrczknbuc vhv tz ci 63 ckcs ufcr grl t,jucru, wv,nhow cvi bf,cu pkpukhognueho nnhyc vknsbho vjc"shho/nv,cytu, zu knsu vjxhsho cuhkbv' fhvdtui vkhyth ert vhyc t, jucru,wv,nhow ahmtu ktur cvurt, vrch vrhh"m'uvhu dsuau, cntnrh bdkv ujxhsu,ucxhpurh jxhsho/

chnh vnkjnv std vrch vrhh"m kxhhgk,knhsh w,unfh ,nhnhow avdhgu kuhkbvfsh kmt, nthrupv vcugr,/ bgau nxprbhxhubu, kgzur kvo csrfho aubu,' uchbhvobaekv vtparu, keck "xryhpheyho"kgku, ktr. veusa/

fnu, ak thaurho ftku vhh,v mrhfvkvdhg nt, vrc vrtah khartk vrc hmjethhzhe vrmud tk ugs nhujs cbahtu,vdrj"g' uvrch vrhh"m chea nabhvo fhhemu k,nhnho uvr"nho akvo kfk vpju,ntv "xryhpheyho"/ cxupu ak scr'v,fbh, kt hmtv kpugk ujke nv,knhshovmkhju kcxu; kmt, nuhkbv uavu cabjthczni vnkjnv' vh,r bxpu/

baht chartk

_ fuko tckhoc,jhk, jusa nbjo tc ,"a' bpyr

vdtui vdsuk rch jhho guzr' nrtah vhvsu,vjrsh, ckhyt unecrbhyhv vcukyho/ruju, vnkjnv fcr bacu cthrupv' to fhyro vdhgu kuhkbv gmnv/ t; gk ph fi' tckfcs khvusho cfk neuo tkhu vdhgvvanugv/

zni emr ktjr nfi f,c tsnu"r vrhh"mnf,c tck:

"tk evk gs, hartk

vw gkhvo hjhu

"bacr ubsfv vbbh nvcaurv vngmhcvnvtxui vburt tar erv tu,bu' fk evkgs, hartk' cpyhr,u ak vdtui vtshr arv,urv nri rw jhho guzr' ,bmc"v/

"baht chartk fk go tkueh tcrvotckhu' uvneuo hbjo tu,bu fukbu c,ultckh mhui uhruakho/

"scrho thi kh cnv kv,bjo' unv dokbjo tjrho' tck zt, gkhbu fukbu ksg, fhtu,v vgcusv vesuav tar gcs vnbujvdrj"g kvmhk ,knhsh jfnho u,knhshvhahcu, urtah vhahcu,' vw gkhvo hjhu'gkhbu kvnahl ch,r at, uch,r guz///"

^ ̂ ̂

ftnur' nxf, earho gbhpv uvsuevarrv chi vdtui kchi bahth jc"s csuru/nx,cr fh nv abja; cabh preho tku' zvre ypj nfkk nxf, vgcusv vnupktv'ngrf, vnf,cho uvhjx vvssh aarr chircu,hbu bahtbu kdtui zm"k/

hrhg, vhjxho vkku brenv cpre zvueusnu' zt, gk ph rmubu uvurt,u ak vrchnv"n' achea kvcht zt, kfk neuouneuo/

neuru, kabh vpreho: "eubyrx unghhi"'"tdru,-eusa tsnu"r vra"c"' "tdru,-eusatsnu"r vrhh"m"' "xpr vahju, ,a"s"' "xprvahju, ,r"."' "tdru, eusa vrch nv"n frlh"y"' "v,uugsuhu, ,a"b frl s"' ",uksu, tsnu"rvra"c"' ",uksu, tsnu"r vrhh"m"' "hnh nkl"'"nnkf, v,urv"' "bahth jc"s ucbh suro"'",uksu, kuh hmje"' "tdru, tjhgzr"' ",uksu,jc"s cruxhv vxuchhyh,"' "vpryhzi"' "hvsu,khyt"' "v,nho" )uurav(' "ch, nahj"' "v,nho")nux; ch, nahj(/

cjur; ,rp"y vhv nh agrgr gk nar,u ak vdrj"g frcv ak uhkbv/ vrch vrhh"mbjk. kvdi gkhu' uahdr nf,c ktjs vthaho vbudgho cscr' vnxchr t, ngku,hu akvdrj"g fnh agnk cnal garu, abho kngi fkk hartk:

"vkt vut tjs vnhujs ngxebh vfkk' vgunsho cgs vs,' v,urv ufkk hartk///vkt do akuaho abv euso' cg, tar bahth hartk gnush v,urv' nbur, vntur' vusf"e ttnu"r vrv"e ]tsnu"r vra"c[' vdtui rw sus nerkhi' vdtui rw tkhvu jhhonkuszw' vdtui rw jhho ncrhxe gus ugus' vhuacho cx,r gkhui' zh"g' hcsk kjhhoyucho utrufho vhv vdtui rj"g akhy"t rta vgxebho' ufuko zh"g vchyu gkhu ftkhxus nrfz vgcusv unrfz vgxebu, kyuc, fkk hartk' ujkeu ku fcus bgkv/

"fk zv nv azufr tbh cnal akuaho ua,ho abho' nab, ,rb"z _ abv rtaubvkv,jk, gcus,h cgxebu, vfkkh,' ufnv ang,h nph ndhsh tn, vbh akujt srcbiactu cakhju,o ak vdtubho rw tkhvu jhho' rw jhho ]ncrhxe[ urw tkhgzr nygkzzh"g' kkhuctuuhya' kv,hhg. cgbhhbh vfkk' tar vrcu cacju ak vdrj"g akhy"tucdusk her, ,ptr, vfcus tar fhcsu vdtui rw hmje tkjbi ]xpeyur[ zm"k/

"vto tjr trcgho tu hu,r abho ak gcusv bnrmv fzu kyuc, vfkk/// bgrhoh,gkku cu' uhxcu chzhubu, ftku' unnh' vkt fk vaung ha,uno gk scr burt uncvhkfzv"/

vnhkho cnf,c ncvhk zv' nscru, cgs gmni///

"hxus nrfz vgcusv unrfz vgxebu, kyuc, fkk hartk"

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fk vdsuk _ njcruphra vrc vndhs t, ntnr rz"k fk

vdsuk njchru _ hmru dsuk nnbu:

fk vdsuk_ fk dsku,u ungk,u ak tso_ vrh zv _ njchru/ uthku hmru dsuk _dsuk, vhmr vrg acu _ vrh zv _ nnbu _fkunr ngmnu////

)rn"j tu,hu,(

guba vv,dku,euso v,dku,u vhv vndhs nngzrhya

gbh nrus/ kprbx, cbh vnapjv vhh,v zud,ukav ghxu, cme cc,h vcgkh-c,hocngzrhya/ fafr vhh,v neck, nxprpruyu,' uktjr tphh, vkjo vhh,v neck,fhfr kjo/ thrg' ukt vznhbu tu,v kauoneuo _ utu,u vhuo batru kkt p, kjo/

cbo vesua' rch tcrvo )"vnktl"(vhv tz gusbu hks eyi vkuns cwjsrw/ ctu,uhuo' vkl vhks kjsr kkt tufk' do fajzrnkhnushu ukt vhv ku nv ktfuk' vkl khauifavut rgc/ knjr, jzr ubabv vnerv'uauc nmt t, gmnu vhks gk nhy,u _ rgc/

nmcu vfthc krcbh,/ vht bfbxv tkcgkv vdsuk uxhprv ku cftc azvu fcrvhuo vabh avhks kt tfk ntunv' udo fg,

thi kv nv kvtfhku/

faang t, scrhv' zkdu ghbhu sngu,ftc rjnho ujnkv/ tu,v agv bgav rgacanhho' tku nhhnhbho utku nanthkho/vnhhnhbho ygbu atfi' mrhl kvmygrukcfu, ftar aungho a,hbue hvush kttfk zv hunhho' uknjr, mrhl vut kauc tkxpxk vkhnusho/ vnanthkho kgun,oygbu' avxhcv kcfh bgumv cgucsv azvu cbuhjhsu' ucfhu vut gk danhu,/ "thku vhv zv,hbue tjr' kt vhv nmygr fk fl"' ygbu/

hmt vpxe kngkv' ac,ur guba _ gkhukv,dku,/ ftar busg krc vndhs vpxe'bgbv utnr kzud,u vrcbh,: sTx vTci nhrauhi pRrzhbshdy' cruhey uugki nhr auhivTci ]= vpxsbu fcr' tck kjo ktfuk fcrhvhv kbu[///

vhv zv ktjr ,phk, ajrh,' t,v,phkhi ak rta jk. fcr uvbhjo cfhxvnghk/ ftar vuahy t, hsu kvbhj do t,v,phkhi ak hs cfhx' nmt kp,g nycg/bgbv utnr' "zvu ngav bhxho uthi khvbu,nzv"/

chea vndhs nvrcbh, kej, nycgnneuo nxuho cch,' gkhu kt hsgv eusokfi' ukebu, cu kjo kph vy;/

nbh tz' vjk angu ak vrc vndhsn,prxo cguko///

)kheuyh xhpurho _ prkuc(

naje vnjcuthovrv"e rw tcrvo' cbu ak vrc vndhs'

ahje ceybu,u go bgr ci dhku cnajevnjcutho/ ftar vdhg vhks ktchu vrcvndhs' v,kubi ccfh' aftar vhv ,urukjpa t, jchru _ gav t, vnuyk gkhu'ukt bj ukt aey gs anmt t, jchru' uthkuftar v,jct vut' nn,hi kjhpuahu akvjcr' vn,hi zni rc kaut' gs av,crr ku'avjcr vkl kch,u _ ukt yrj fkk kjpau///

kvp,g, vhks' vjk tchu vrc vndhskcfu, hjs th,u/ katk, vhks wkcfhv zu nvguavw vahc vrc vndhs' at; vao h,crl'ct ceuckbt gk go hartk/ njcht vut t,gmnu' cnyrv ago hartk hjpauvu' utzhusth hnmtuvu/ tuko tbu afjbuvu uthi tbunjpaho tjrhu///


jh kvjhu,chuo vhtrmhhy vrtaui ak vcgk-ao-

yuc' cjd vacugu, ,ef"t' bgns rch mch'cbu ak vcga"y utnr afk vpnkht akngkv gcrv tk vrc vndhs/

tu tz' atk vrc vndhs t, fk tjsn,knhshu "nv t,v zufr?"


"chsh kvcht t,vnahj ,hf; unhs"

key xhpurho tusu, f"e rch sucgr' vndhs nngzrhya'

krdk huo vx,keu,u h"y cfxku ,ek"d

h"y fxku q xhpurho

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ho

u,

hv

ai

ai"

h,

atkv zu vjh,v cjhu, ak ,jhh,vn,ho t, vjxhsho ksuru,o/ ,jhh,vn,ho vhhbu jhho trufho' jhho tnh,hho/nh,v vht vpxe _ ujhho trufho vo jhhockh vpxe _ uvo jhho tnh,hho/

thi zv re nv athi vgsr vjhho' fh toscr avut hu,r njhho/ c"gcusv" zvn,cyt avtso' kt re avut jh cgmnu'tkt do njhv t, vzuk,/ beus, vgbhi _jhho tnh,hho _ vo esuav _ uesuavvht thi xu;/

)xpr vntnrho ,a"h gnw 262(

"chsh kvcht t,

vnahj ,hf; unhs" vkhfu,hu upguku,hu ak vrc vndhs

nngzrhya' vhu nfuubho fuko krmui vgkhui'do pguku, pauyu, fnu xsr hahc,v,knhsho' vhu fuko nfuubho kmhruphogkhubho uaura vbanu,/

ftar v,jhk kcbu, ch, fbx,' vhvnurv kcbtho _ ftar vhh,v g, rmuikngkv _ kcbu,/ ufartv athbv g, rmui'cheao kvpxhe kcbu,/

ktjr abdnrv vcbhhv uch, vfbx, gnsgk ,hku' bfbx kch, vfbx, _ uv,pkk t,

,phk,u vrtaubv cneuo _ gk cht, nahj/

fahmt nch, vfbx, tnr: "thl egicrhhbdgi nahjwi fTya auhi' Tcgr ngi uugysRrpi dhhi thi thshag ckuy chz shebgfkgl" ]= chsh kvcht t, vnahj ,hf;unhs' tck hmyrfu kcuxx cso hvush gsverxukhho///[


bahtu, bmjh,vcgk ao yuc nxr k,knhsu vrc vndhs

nngzrhya' t, pl vani vrujbh' knaul cut, rcbu vzei kbahtu,u ksuru,hu/

)xpr vntnrho ,a"h gnw 361(

nv arutho nao///pgo tj, vdhg hvush kngzrhya cfsh

kacu, cac, eusa cnjhm, vrc vndhsukanug scrh tkueho jhho/ cnumth ac,eusa ac rdkh kch,u/

ctnmg vsrl b,ghh; vkv' bafc ,j,vthki kbuj _ ut, mruru ,kv gk tjsvgbpho/ cvehmu dhkv fh jchk,u thbv gnu'uhjs t,v bgknu kvo vykh, uv,phkhi/kvnahl kch,u kt hfk' ufh thl hkl ckt

vykh, uv,phkhi?

v,hhac vkv csg,u uvjkhy kauc tkvndhs kxpr ku t, tar thrg/ cvdhgu' vurvku vndhs kkf, nhs khauc pkubh' ao hnmtxgus, crh, nhkv ugbhho xugsho cv/vndhs ,htr cpbhu ,htur ak tjs vgbhho'uvurv ku kpbu, tkhu hahru, ukceau kvahct, vdbhcv/ uvhv to hfjha vgbh' tnur kufh tbh vut zv tar vurh,hl kpbu, tkhuhahru, _ cfsh keck t, vjchkv tarbdbcv/

gav vkv fph abmyuuv/ gk ph ,hturuak vndhs nmt t, vgbh' ucheau kvahc kut, vjchkv/ ,jhkv tfi vfjha vgbh uygiathbu husg cnv nsucr' tuko ktjr atnruku atku vo scrh vrch bgbv utnr "kvfjhathbbh hfuk gus unufrj tbh kvahcv kl _tck kt tjzhrv kl' gs abkl abhbu tmkvrch"/

ftar vdhgu vabhho tk vndhs' tnr kuvgbh: rch' rutv tbh at,o rutho vfkuthbbh hfuk kvfjha/ tck tnru kh: ufh thikfo nktfv tjr, tkt kvx,fk thlatbaho dubcho?!

vahc ku vndhs' actu,v agv vhvcch, vfxt _ ao rutho scrho ftkv///

ftar ang vgbh t, scrhu vjzhr nhst, vjchkv/


43 dhkhui nxw535|~|

nt,:ngbsk mp,ni

kvp,g, vhks' vjk tchu

vrc vndhs kcfu, hjs th,u/

katk, vhks wkcfhv zu nv

guavw vahc vrc vndhs'

at; vao h,crl' ct

ceuckbt gk go hartk/

njcht vut t, gmnu'

cnyrv ago hartk

hjpauvu' utzh usth hnmtuvu/

tuko tbu afjbuvu uthi tbu

njpaho tjrhu///

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msheho cnhy,o///nv dsukv ubpktv fk pgukv ak vrc

vndhs' uku ngav zuyt fahbv _ tphku kdchtnhr, ahr vahrho ak mshe tjr' bh,ikknus nvxhpur vct:

pgo' cgrc ac, eusa' akj f"e vrcvndhs t, nanau tk vrv"e rw tvrinetrkhi' umhuv gkhu ahtnr krw tvriahpxhe ntnhr, ahr vahrho _ fh nvwahrvahrhow aku' bgav rga cfk vguknu, _ukfi thbu hfuk khaui/

vkl tkhu vnana unmtvu aufc gknhy,u _ ukt bang nnbu auo euk/ jacvnana arw tvri hai uac tk vndhsctunru "vut hai"/

"vut kt hai"' pxe vndhs' uvurv kukkf, tkhu abh,/ jzr tkhu vnana unmtuathbu hai' tkt aufc gk nhy,u utunr ahrvahrho ckjhav/ unxr ku t, scrh vrcvndhs/


vndhs bu,i ktsv"z

fuj nvrchchjxu tk atr ,knhshu' bvd vrc vndhs

knxur chshvo vurtu, pryhu, uakhjuhu,cneunu, nxuhnho/ kfk tjs nvo b,ineuo nhujs ao vhv gkhu kjbl ukvsrhl/aubv vhh,v srfu chjxu tk tsnu"r vzei/

ftar bprs nnbu cxu; vabho ,ef"s _,ef"v' atk tsnu"r vzei t, vrc vndhs'nv mrhfv kvhu, gcus,u?

gbv ku vrc vndhs: gkhl khmur srlkgmnl/ tx; tz rchbu vzei ecum, tcrfhoukns th,o/

fact auc tk vrc vndhs' tnru rcbuvzei kvrc vndhs' atcbho ueraho ha ku'thl kxsr tu,o vut do fi husg' jxr ku refuj vnsce/

gbv ku vrc vndhs: gk fl mrhfho kej,fuj nvrch' utej nrch _ vcgk ao yuc _ut,i kl/

knjr, tnr ku vrc vndhs: t,v zeuekcrfv fpukv' hrmu kacur tu,l uhvhu klvrcv nbdsho' uchrl tu,u ccrf, fvbho gofk vfuubu,' utnr ku:

hvhu kl vrcv nbdsho' cro ha kl vtzurak tkhvu unu,bhho jzeho kgnus cfk

vgbhhbho vfcsho///)xpr vahju, vw,a"s gnw 99(

nhvu ci ,urv?fact rchbu vzei nngzrhya' ucher

cnhbxe' atkuvu ao: nv ehck cngzrhyawjhsua c,urvw?

gbv tsnu"r vzei: nv avhu hfukhokjsa c,urv _ jhsau' tkt akt hvhv kfoygo cfl/ cro' kt re jhsau ao c,urv'tkt knsu fhms kfcs ci ,urv/

unhvu ci ,urv _ tha pauy///)ahj, xgus, khk tw sjd vacugu, ,a"u(

dgdugho ak rchagu, tjsu, kpbh vx,keu,u' tnr vrc

vndhs nngzrhya k,knhsu vjchc' rchbuvzei:

zknhbt' zknhbt! su ckhhcxy sT Rkhhi/thl uugk shr zgvi truhxmuakgpi pui Rkgmru,' uuTruo bTl shr uugy nhr ctn,cgbegi ]= zknhbt' zknhbt! vbl batr fticuss/ ta,sk kvumht tu,l nfk mru,hl' fhtkhl t,dgdg ctn,[!

)pbhbh vf,r(

tnub, mshehoctj, nbxhgu,hu ak vrc vndhs go

vjcrht eshat aku' mhuv vndhs kgmur khstfbxhv tj,' ao hhatru kkui/ cgk vch,ecko canjv nrucv ucxcr pbho hpu,' grlkpbhvo akji btv uxhsr nmgho bujho kfkcbh vjcurv vesuav/

cyro gku gk hmughvo' bhda cgk vch,tk vndhs utnr ku' fh zv nfcr rmv kbxugtkhu kngzrhya ukatuk gm, esau tusu,gbhhi bju.' tl fg,' ftar zfv uvrch cgmnuct cmk eur,u _ rumv vut katuk t,gm,u ucusth huthk vrch kvahcu cgmvbfubv/

vpbv vndhs t, ntrju tk ,knhsu'rcbu vzei' ctnru ku "fh vut jfo ubpkt'cercu aufb, ban, vrnc"i' uhzfv kcifnubh _ ufscrhu fi ,gav"!

gav vntrj fnmuuv gkhu' bhda tk rcbuutnr ku: zv abho rcu, prbx,h nmuhvntfxbhv zu' tl g,v vyhku gkhv nx dcuv

u,ucgho snh afhru, dcuvho nts/ kfi'crmubh katuk t, rcbu' to fsth kh kvbhjtfxbhv zu ukgeur ktfxbhv tjr,' vyucvnnbv' vaufb, ngcru vabh ak vbvr/

vxfho rcbu ksg,u utnr ku' fh tnbobfui vscr kgcur ktfxbhv vabhv' ufh nabvneuo nabv nzk kyucv ukcrfv!

ftar eo rcbu nab,u' rtv fh cgkvch, guns unn,hi ku uvtfxbhv rhev nfk'fh thi cv tbaho' kt akji ukt fxt uatrjpmh vch,! cgk vch, vxchr t, ngavu'fh neuck tmku' anv atnru jz"k "nnbugmv" _ vfuubv anhs tjr eck, vgmv hakda, ukcmgv' nckh kv,nvnv/ kfi' nhsftar ang gm,u' vgchr t, fk rfuauktfxbhv angcr kbvr/ do fk cbh vjcurvfcr gcru t, vbvr' ug,v nn,hi vutkvgchr kao do t, rcbu/

gav rcbu fscrhu ugkv th,u gk vxhrvvjumv t, vbvr' kgcru vabh/ uhvh chacocxhrv' vcrhe kp,g cre gbe utjrhu eukrgo dsuk/ vtfbxhv fukv v,kejv nvrgougk,v ckvcu,! _ _ _

^

tu,u cgk vch, zfv ktrhfu, hnhonupkd,/ kg, zeb,u busg ku' fh rcbu vzeiace jhho kfk jh' ucbu _ vrch vtnmgh _nnkt t, neunu/

gshhi vsvsu ctzbhu scrh vndhsnngzrhya' tar tnr ku gk cbu ak rcbu:"uhzfv kci fnubh"' ukfi vjkhy kaho ksrlpgnhu tk vrch/

ftar bfbx kvhfk veusa urtv t, pbhuak vrch' vcjhi nhs fh ,utr pbh esau'nna fmur, pbhu ak vrc vndhs _ ut;buat t, anu _ ub,gk; nruc pjs _ _ _

)ndsk gz(

ghi yucvxhpr pgo vrc vesua rch hartk

nruzwhi:

cg, aavv vrc vesua rch zuxhtntbhpukh chnh jurpu cnjhm, nuru urcuvrc vndhs vdsuk nnzrhya' rtv pgo uvbvbhda gucr turj krcu uauyj kpbhu t,cea,u ahuthk khhg. ku c,juo nxuhhoukgnus cu khnhbu/

rtv rch zuxht gk pbhu cruj eusau fhtu,u tha nkt gchru, ujytho' ukt gusanguko kt gkv csg,u t; an. ak vrvurh,aucv/ kt v,tpe rch zuxht udgr cu _


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"tha juyt fnul agcr ujyt nckh jryv'fhms zv nghz t,v t, pbhl uguns kpbhrchbu vesua kkt cuav' ukt gus tktat,v ncea t, gm,u yro jzr,c,aucv?"

v,chha vtha' uhmt t, ch, vrchncuhha ujpuh rta/ nhs brdg rch zuxhtnfgxu' ubhxv knmut t, vtha fsh kphhxu'tkt avkv bgko utha kt hsgu/

ftc krch zuxht gk achha uvfkho t,vtso cscrhu nckh a,hei t, ngahu/ cmrku pbv tk vrch fsh ahurv ku srl ,aucv'uhcrfvu ang,v uthkl hrtv ctso re t,ngahu vyucho ckcs' do to hvhv juytdsuk/

bhtu, vndhs nngzrhya kcea,u'uchrfu ccrfv nhujs, ubpktv zu/ ntu,vagv vhv ja tl ure cngahvo vyucho akhvush ctar vut/

cfk pgo avhv vrc vesua rch hartknruzwhi nxpr t, vxhpur vzv' vut vhvnuxh; unsdha:

"thku do tbu fukbu vhhbu cgkh ,fubvfzu' fcr nzni avh,v bhyk, vragv nivtr.' uchkg vnuu, kbmj uzfhbu k,heuivguko cdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv"/

ccut vnahj

vut hvhvctjs vhnho bxg vmshe rch bjuo

nyarbuchk go n,h-nxpr n,knhshu tknuru urcu vrc vndhs nnzrhya/

favdhgu kngzrhya nmtu t, vmshehuac unaujj cscrh ,urv go cbu rchtcrvo "vnktl" k,, ku akuo fbvud/ nhsktjr nfi vkl rch bjuo nyarbuchkktfxbh,u' uthku ,knhshu bu,ru cch, vndhsfsh khvbu, nzhu turu vdsuk/

re kg, rs, huo acu v,knhsho jzrvktfxbhv acv avv rch bjuo cvhu,o

b,ubho ,j, ruao gz/ n,ul v,pgku,gmunv aujju chbhvo cv,rdau, fh vrcvndhs nnzrhya ucbu vnktl brtu cghbhvofv dsukho uesuaho' gs fh kph vagr,o ktheunu fsudn,o gs ct dutk///

v,kvyu pbhu ak rch bjuo nyarbuchk'utnr:

"f,uc "uzrj vana uct vana"' survukl usur ct/ fnu vcgk ao yuc vesua kthvhv gus gs hnu, vnahj' tl cct vnahjvut hvhv!"/// _ ujzr gk napy zv "tl cctvnahj vut hvhv"' akua pgnho ,ulvsda, vnhkho "vut hvhv!"

)ngahu, untnrho herho(

45 dhkhui nxw535|~|

sev vkhfv n-077^nkui nputr^cpurny eyi ̂xyhhk dcuv ̂shru, xyushu nputru,

@ nycj nmuhs cnhyc vafkukho vnusrbho: nerr' nherudk yuxyr' nhjo

@ truj, cuer' nerr go a,hv fk vhuo/

@ ykpui jupah

@ thbyrby nvhr jupah

@uhstu@vjkp, nmgho undcu,

@aru,ho utncyhv nputrho

@xcubho uanpu capg

@aru, nkt!

22112255--119966--77119977339955--337744--881177

cgk vch, vxchr t, ngavu' fh neuck tmku' anv atnru

jz"k "nnbu gmv" _ vfuubv anhs tjr eck, vgmv ha kda,

ukcmgv' nckh kv,nvnv/ kfi' nhs ftar ang gm,u' vgchr

t, fk rfuau ktfxbhv angcr kbvr/ do fk cbh vjcurv fcr

gcru t, vbvr' ug,v nn,hi vut kvgchr kao do t, rcbu

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tt, vxhpur vct ang uxhpr akhj vrch

cekhpurbhv' vrc tkhvu vfyahw:

hnh nkjn, guko vabhhv cghmuno/vdrnbho fucaho njuzu, czv tjr zv/nshbu, thrupv bfbgu, unucxu, ,j, tavdrnbho vmpupv/ bhmjubu, nzvhrho/

weu.w eyi nghe gk vdrnbhoQ tnbo zvthbu gumr t, nfub, vnkjnv vthunv' tlvut ctn, nmhe _ vpryhzbho/ ecumu,kujnho eybu, aecgu t, cxhxi' csrlfkk' chgru, gcu,ho/ vpryhzbho ehsaunkjnv fbds vdrnbho hn"a' ugau fk tarktk hso fsh kjck cngrf, vmcth,

vbtmh, vnaunb,/

tu,v ecumv avx,,rv cutev vhh,vtux; ak kujnho gzh-bpa acrju nnjbu,gcusv btmhho/ cecumv vhu fnv hvushoabnkyu cgur ahbhvo nvtemhu, vaubu,'ufi emhbho cmct pukhi vnucx/ kt atvcutku t, tku' tck kngi nyrv nau,p,'vxfhnu kvyu, afo tjs ukesa nkjnvcmuu,t/

ecumv eybv zu trdbv fuj v,bdsu,nj,r,h cgk gumnv/ emhbh vmct vbtmhctzur chtkv-utev vhu cvjky nuyrshonakk vpguku, vbugzu,' ngah hshvo akvpryhzbho vtnhmho/

cvpgukv vctv' nkfus ,jbv mcth,

btmh, cfpr eyi' kt vrje nhgr rusbheh'vhh,v bugz, knsh/ vhv murl kvhfbxcjath k,ul vfpr' nckh kv,dku,' knkfst, vnpesv' ucs ccs kvahd aeh nzui fshkjsa t, nkth vnzui chgr khnhoverucho/ cxu; vnahnv vhv gkhvo kjzurcakuo kneunu, vnx,ur akvo' chi gmhhgr rusbheh/

cnvkl tu,v pgukv b,eku vpryhzbhochvush ct chnho' bpuj fpiQ vut bhmk ktjravrumjho vbtmhho jacuvu kn,/ npesnjkev pryhzbh hvush ab,ek cu' bfnru

euku ak vjxhs fngy akt bang/ n,ul vsnnv eav vhv kzvu, t,

tnhr, vcrfu, ak vske, br jbufv/ cxhuo vvskev vut pmj

cahrv jrhah, "vbru, vkku"/// "fcv t, vta nhs!" euku ak nbvhd

vpryhzbho bang fkcv ru,j, vpurm, n,ul vr dga! ghbhu hru ta/

"nyur;! fcv t, vta! durkbu hhjr. knuu, chrhhv!" _ _ _ ̂xhpur

bpkt n,ul vxpr "xhpur ak jd _ jbufv"

xhpur kjbufv

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rjnhu gkhu' ucvhu,u tnui gk "fk vnmhkbpa tj, fthku vmhk guko nkt"' vjkhykej,u gno tk vghr ukypk cu frtuh/

vut b,i peusv emrv kgus abhhonvpryhzbho vhvusho avhu gnu' utkvbatuvu gk f,phvo vghrv' ao yhpk cunpes vnjkev cnxhru, rcv gs ajzrkcrhtu, ,ehbv/

fngy ruc vpryhzbho vhu bds thxupu akvzei vhvush' av,crr ktjr nfi fh vkv rccgcru' jxhs' cr turhhi ubaut pbho/ vutvhv kvo kbyk' afi gkhvo vhv kvhzvr fkvg,' kbug ukbus c,btho eaho' uthku zeizv///

ktjr uhfujho nnuafho vujky akt

kvpehru kdurk nr' ucv,jac cdhkuucngnsu bh,bu ku abh ,pehsho jaucho:chauk vnzui u///,phkv kakuo ecum,vkujnho/

npes vnjkev vhvush vhv nufikvhacg' fh ntz cutu ak vzei tkhvo'vecumv kt xckv ntcsu, cbpa gs xu;vnkjnv///

dcxhuo vnkjnv v,pzru vpryhzbho'

ghhpho' hdgho unmukeh bpa/ fk tjs nvogcr juuhu, nxghru, cabho yrupu, tkv/

re vanjv gk ,cux,o ak vbtmho abuthbpao' vht zu avekv gkhvo t, vnalvjhho/

kujnh vnj,r, vpukbho' emhbh vmctcshnux' acu kpukhiQ jkeo vnahfu csrfokkychv' ujke tjr _ cgher vhvusho nchivpryhzbho _ batru cruxhv' jxrh ao'zvu, uch,/ c,eupv vrtaubv gus hfkukgcur kpukhi' cnxdr, vxfo abj,o chiruxhv kpukhi' tuko cakc nxuho vurhsvnnak, ruxhv t, nxl-vcrzk' uaucvjnhrv t, nshbhu,v cjupa vpry aktzrjhv/

kt trfu vhnho' uvkku vchbu fh ygu/vnmc vkl ubvhw eav nhuo khuo/ cfk neuo

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armu nrdkh jra avkahbu kakyubu,ve/d/c/ gk "tuhhch vgo"/ auyrho trcuktbaho jxrh ,gusv uch,/ vpryhzbhovhvusho jau fh gkhvo kgzuc t, ruxhvcveso/

tl tbaho tnhmh kc aftku kt hhr,gunnxl vcrzk avurs cabh,/ vo vfhbu,fbh, npury, fhms kvcrhj t, dcuku,ruxhv ctjs vkhku, vtpkho ak ,jhk,jusa/ vo hmru ear go ncrhj dcuk nemughavxfho kxhhg kvo' uzv' ,nur, xfuovdui' vgbhe kvo gmu, jaucu, kvmkj,vncmg vnxufi/

,fbubo ak vpryhzbho vhv nsuese gskpryho/ vo bgrfu kfl ftk ncmg pryhzbhkfk scr _ ncmg abudg kjhho tu knuu,/fhuui avhu tku ghmuno ak hnh vjur;' ,fbbukgcur t, vdcuk gk dch bvr vsui anhnhueptu uvpfu kafc, erj gcv/

vncrhj xhpr kvo fh cdsv vabhhv akvbvr habu ayj nuprz' chi pukhi kruxhv/zvu veyg vtjrui agkhvo kgcur/ "cayjvzv ,nmtu ce,, g. vahhf, kjhk nanrvdcuk vruxh/ ctupi ecug huac ao jhhkjnua a,pehsu knbug vcrju, dcuk"' dhkvt, tuzbo/ "vvurtu, aehck nvemhbhovnnubho gkhu vhu cruru,: khru, knuu, cfkscr azz/ ckh jehru,/ kkt atku,/ eusokhru, utjr fl kcsue///

"cagv tj, tjr jmu, khkv"' vnahlvncrhj kgsfi t, ecum, vpryhzbho'"humt vjhhk nce,,u umugs nxprehkunyrho gs kce,v verucv chu,r' aovut nehho npda go jhhk bux; c,pehssunv/ vo njkhpho shuujho' unuusthoavfk cxsr' uc,uo vnpda vut juzrkneuo nanr,u/ fk vwyhuk vkhkhw bnalfag,hho/ czni avut bgsr' t,o hfukhowkcerw cce,,u ukjno t, gmnfo/ tckzfru vhyc: t,o jhhcho kvhgko nao gsavut juzr!"

vncrhj vnemugh ehck khshu xfuo fx;,nur, vvsrfv' ubgko ksrfu fkgun, act/

secum, vpryhzbho vhh,v nurfc,

ntbaho mghrho utnhmho ntus/ vncudrhohu,r fcr thcsu ,euuv ubpku kzrugu,vhhtua/ ckh, crhrv bfbgu knd; vruxhvsurxbh uvjkhyu kvhatr cyrhyurhveunubhxyh,/ vncudr vhjhs avxfho

kvnahl t,o ksrfo' vhv vjxhs vzei/

kt bx,r nbds ghbhu vuuhfuj vxugrapr. cdhbu/ jke nvpryhzbho mhssukvathru cruxhv' nshb, nuks,u' ukt kmr;tu,u kcrhjv/ vo ygbu avut fruxh nkhsvkt hvhv b,ui cxfb, jhho' fhuui ahufkkvx,sr vhyc njsa/ "hmtbu hsh jucvfkphu ngk ungcr knmupv/ hvhv kbu eavntus _ to kt ck,h tparh _ kmr; tu,utkhbu/ vut hdruo kvtyv nangu,h,unxufb, cemc vvkhfv akbu/ vut zeiujukbh/ thi cachk nv kdrur tu,u gnbu!"

suuet pryhzi tjr _ bumrh tsue _vfrhz p,tuo:

"to bpehr tu,u kdurku vnr' fukbu bvhvcmru,/ tbh kt nnahl ckgshu!"

vbufjho vpbu t, rtao kgcr vsucr/euku xnfu,h' nujky ujs-nangh/ fnucvxfnv nujky,' tha nvo kt pmv gust, phu/ vo hsgu vhyc t, vxhcv vtnh,h,kfl antz vmyrpu, vzei kecumv' thanvo kt bgsr///

vkhkv tpk tp; t, fk vtzur/ fpur burt

arr ctuuhr/ vjur; vhv cghmunu/ rujmukp, bacv cguz uvf,v gk pbhvo akvpryhzbho/

tkv vkfu cnvhru, ffk ahfku'cv,jac cgucsv averj vjkeke an,j,ndphvo vfahko fk vg,/

vjxhs vzei v,eav kkf, go vecumvcrhm,o vnyurp, c,ul xup, verj/ vutbsra kvgphk' kru.' kkf, fbds nac vrujvjzev' ftar tkph njyh fpur ju,fu,ccaru/ kt hhpkt afuju,hu tzku cnvhru,/vut kt vhv nxudk kvnahl gus/

gmn, vxupv dcrv/ hu,r npgo tj,bgmru vpryhzbho ubtkmu kvrho t, vzeiukat, tu,u gk fphho/ knru, akt aekhu,r nae ak gur ugmnu, hcau, ktjr fknv agcr gkhu chgru,' tck ftar btcehocfuju, tjrubho fbds vruju, vaureu,unbxho kv,eso fbds fk vxhfuhho' t;vnaek vnugy vhv nfrhg krgv/

vecumv btkmv kvty t, emcvvkhfv' t; gk ph afk sev vhh,v nfrhgvudurkh,/ brtv vhv afk fuju, vycg jcruhjshu fsh kvfahk tu,o cnahn,o kjmu,t, vdcuk ukvdhg kjhru,/ kfuko vhv cruracfk rdg gkuk kpru. ntce nr/// zv tfi

vdhg nvr ni vnmupv/

cc, tj, pr. auc vuuhfuj veukbhavjk kpbh hunhho/ vpgo vhv ruc nfrhgcgs vatr, vzei c,ul grnu, vakd/ "vutkt hjzhe ngns gs xu; vsrl"' vmyse tjsnvo/ "tukh zv tphku tfzrh kxjuc tu,uukgbu, tu,u cykyuk du; ubpa tkv"/

vemhi b,i cfuko ncy/ xnfu,u ktvhh,v bh,b, kgrgur/

"nnahfho!" vx,pe cnhkv tj,' ushvhv kfuko kvrfhi rta ukmhh,/

vagv vhh,v tj, tjrh jmu, ftartku vdhgu catrh, fuju,hvo kbeus,vnpda' kt vrje ni vce,v/ fngy aktnmtu t, vce,v avhh,v aeugv gstnmgv cakd/ eputho uxjuyho gs kasgmnu,hvo vn,hbu cnrje cyuj kmt,u akvjhhk kxhcucu vkhkh/ kshso' fk rdg vhvfbmj/ vo jau vhyc fh vo gunsho keputknuu,/

cshue tz' ftar fak fuj vxckubahn,o vkfv uvtyv' hmt vjhhk nce,,uuvjk kmgus cnxkuk vecug' cshue fpha,utr kvo nrta/

vpryhzbho "bpku" k,ul vche,v vjnv'ftar fk tjs nvo n,jrv kvdhg eruchu,r tk vtj cnyrv kxpud t, vjuovbgho ukvpahr jkeh du; eputho ubueaho/

re vzei batr vrje natr jcrhvecumv/ kt vhv zv nauo afuju kt vhvcnu,bhu/ vut vhv yrus cnavu tjr kdnrhQvrje nstdu, "pauyu," ak nf, eurufsunv/

nchi epkh cdshu ak; j,hf, pj habvujkusv/ vhh,v zu jbufhhv ahsgv hnho hphohu,r/ ncsk cdsu nal j,hf, juy' udkdktu,u kp,hkv/ nauo neuo ak; cecueuiani unzd czvhru, nxpr yhpu, ani kebvvnburv/

jcrh vecumv av,tuaau engvchb,hho' gecu tjrh ngahu fnvupbyho/ vokt drgu t, ncyo nnbu t; kt kabhhvtj,/ snnv ak xerbu, va,rrv cjsr/tha nvo kt vgz kvpr t, va,hevvexunv/

vjxhs ao t, vjbufhhv gk tsi jkuivce,vQ rfua vnnakv veunubhxyh,/vngns vck,h-tparh rh,e t, fuko/

euku ak vjxhs fngy akt bang/ n,ulvsnnv eav vhv kzvu, t, tnhr, vcrfu,ak vske, br jbufv/ cxhuo vvskev vutpmj cahrv jrhah, "vbru, vkku"/

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"fcv t, vta nhs!" euku ak nbvhdvpryhzbho bang fkcv ru,j, vpurm,n,ul vr dga! ghbhu hru ta/

"nyur;! fcv t, vta! durkbu hhjr.knuu, chrhhv!"

vjxhs kt thcs t, akuu,u/ vutv,jhk kvxchr ceuku vaey fh zvu khkrtaui ak jbufv _ jd jauc uher akvhvusho/ vut kt gav fk guuk ukt v,fuuikrgv' tkt pauy vskhe t, vnburv c,urehuo nmuuv/ "tbu nmuuho kzfur t, vbxvdsuk athrg gnbu gk hsh vske, br jbufv"/

kt' vut kt nufi kfcu, t, vkvcv/ gkph vvkfv vhvush, vkvcv jhhc, kskuejmh agv/

zgnu ak vemhi cgr cu/ vut vuahy t,hsu fsh khyuk t, rucvu///

cc, tj, bp,jv sk, vce,v c,bugvdxv/ vjhhk vruxh pr. pbhnv fruj xgrv/vjhhk' dcuv urjc f,phho vhv brtv nthho/vrucv vaku; achsu brtv nhu,r kdnrh/fuko jau fh vut hfuk knukk t, vdhcurhoacvo chs tj,///

akt kscr gk vrc vmbuo uvhaha///

vjhhk kt vhv mrhl khu,r natd,"hshho kngkv" gk nb, kvepht t, snoavjk re kt nzni kzruo auc cjupahu,cgurehvo/

fk jcrh vecumv gnsu suo fahshvongk rtahvo/ ve. kjkunu, gk jhh jupausrur ngcr knxl-vcrzk/ ve. kjhho' ktre kjhh jupa/

fk jcrh vecumv eptu gk neunu,hvo'fnu njfho kxpud t, vhrhu, vnb,eu, t,p,hk jhhvo/ fk fl vhu erucho/ njacu,tjrubu,///

ctupi ck,h mpuh fkk' cnrje abhu,durkhu, chi jhho knuu,' vjhhk gzco kbpaoupbv kfhuui vhvush vzei agns gshhi khsjbufhh,u' xnul ktsi vjkui/ vut bhda eructkhu' khy; t, vnburv vsuke, cncynruje' utnr cruxh,:

"yuzwv hv hhcrhh ]= do tbh hvush![ aaabho ntz arth,h nbur, jbufv!"

ctupi np,hg gus hu,r v,fup; kjxhsveaha' bhae t, zebu' upr. ccfh eukbh/

vpryhzbho kagcr juu cgcr ucvuuvvrcv thrugho uvrp,etu,' tck zv vhvnavu aubv kjkuyhi/

vjhhk vchy cagubu' ukp,g bjpz/cnvhru, rcv xhpr:

"tjrh agzc,h t, vche,v csrfh

kbeus, vnpda' bzfr,h p,tuo cnxnfhojaucho avatr,h cce,v/ ,ul fsh vkhfvcjzrv' an,h kc kkvcv eybv anthrvnjkui vce,v/ kt hfuk,h kvtnhi knrtvghbhh/

"ta? thl ndhgv p,tuo kvcv tkvce,v? nh vskhe t, zv? apap,h t,

ghbhh krtu, to tbh juko: nbur, jbufv!nbur, jbufv' ctnmg auo neuo' cayjnpurz' cnshbv eunubhxyh,' cce,v mcth,cahtv ak xup, akd? vhh,fi?? vthi tkv,g,ugh rthhv?"

uzvu xhpuru ak jxhs anmyr; ktkph

xhpurh dcurv ak jxhsho ado cnhmr'cnjbu, gcusv ucgrcu, xhchr' tu docch,o ,j, ghbo vpeujv ak tbahvcuka,' vephsu gk vske, bru, jbufv/cxl vfk _ nmuuv srcbi/ thi murl cnxhr,bpa/ tck jxhs vut pbxth' u,pehsu akpbxth vut kvskhe tur/

vjhhk are kpbh abhu, xpuru, dhkvkvo t, zvu,u vhvush,' vrdhg t, ncrhjhvdcuk ctunru fh thi kvo xhcv kjauannbu/ fk gus vo chshu' vo cyujho cntvtjuz/ ktu, hshsu, ak; cecue uusevnvns; ujhke t, va,hv vjrhpvuvnjnn, kfk tjs ncbh vjcurv/

"thku vhv fti jhhk tjr vgrc' vutvhv vurd t, fukfo gs vtjrui acfo!ugfahu' vzsrzu ucutu tjrh/ tbh thah,tuchk t,fo kdcuk"/

fk vjcrho jau vhyc cykykv vbpah,vgzv/ f; vekg nna/ tuko thi zv vzniknjacu, urdau,/ jhhcho kmt, auc ksrl'uvpgo cnvhru, aht/ vo vkfu tjrh vjhhkavcht tu,o gs ngcr vdcuk/

vvrdav vhh,v bpktv uexunv! jupa'srur' jhru, tnh,h,' uctupi fv bhxh!

rdg kpbh abprs nvo' pbv auc tkvjxhs vhaha cceav thah, nrda, gssngu,:

"rc her' v,pkk cgcurh/ cea nvw adotbh tzfv kbx jbufv/ cea nvw atzfvkva,jrr nvmct ukv,tjs auc gonapj,h"/

^ ̂ ̂

"ftar gcru cakuo t, vdcuk' uvnxlauc hrs ntjurh dchvo' v,prev vjcurv'utha tha vkl ksrfu cguko vdsukuvjupah/ vjxhs vhaha zfv kvdhg ktrmu,vcrh,/ vut xhpr t, xhpur bx jbufvvpryh aku khshs' utbh ang,h tu,u nvhshscvhu,h bgr mghr"' xhho vakhj vrc tkhvuvfy t, vxhpur vanur gnu abho rcu,/

)n,urdo ungucs gk ph xhpur

apurxo cdhkhui "kjhho"(

zvu xhpuru ak jxhs

anmyr; ktkph xhpurh

dcurv ak jxhsho ado

cnhmr' cnjbu, gcusv

ucgrcu, xhchr' tu do

cch,o ,j, ghbo vpeujv

ak tbah vcuka,' vephsu

gk vske, bru, jbufv/

cxl vfk _ nmuuv srcbi/

thi murl cnxhr, bpa/ tck

jxhs vut pbxth' u,pehsu

ak pbxth vut kvskhe tur

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ugs vevksafub, ertui vhhyx

"fti mhuv vw t, vcrfv"

ckc anj nadrho tbu t, crfu,bu vkcchu,kcjur vbgkv tvuc gk nfrhu uhshsu nkt nr. uanjv

v,w nbjo hmjeahw

gnrokrdk cutu cearh vahsufhi gc"d vnvukkv uvnafk,

auabv arv,jhw nzrjhh,i vah", ahvt zv cbhi gsh gs nkt crfu, cdanhu,

ucrujbhu, kbj"r f"e tsnu"r nv"n' ubzfv kanj,

vdtukv ,hf; unh"s nn"a

ybt nkt crfu,khshsh ftjh ckc ubpa

nxur ub,ui kfk gbhhbh f"e tsnu"r akhy"t'nupkt ctvc, hartk' rus; msev ujxs

v,w vbgkv nbjoahw gnrokrdk cutu cearh ahsufhi gc"d

auabv arv,jhw nzrjh

hvt rguut ni anht ahzfu kveho ch, btnichartk ch, jc"s ch, nahj kbj"r f"e tsnu"r

akhy"t cdtukv vtn,h, uvakhnv

tuvcl ckc ubpangbsh nhpgh - 077

zr crfu,canjv rcv na,,pho tbu canj,u ak jcrbuvher uvtvuc nxur kfk gbhhbh f"e tsnu"r nv"n

akhy"t' rus; msev ujxs nvpghkho vbnrmhocvpm, caur, vdtukv

v,w vbgkv nbjo hmjeahw gnrokrdk cutu cearh ahsufhi gc"d ,jhw

hvh rmui a,vhv vj,ubv cagv yucv unumkj,

uhcbu ch,o cbhi gsh gs kbj, ruj f"e tsnu"rnv"n akhy"t uabzfv kv,dku,u vnhsh,

,hf; unh"s nn"a


njcrhl ftjhlabhtur hgec vkkhux; bhxho nahj

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ccrrff,, ttjjhhoon,ul rdah dhk uanjv' ctvcv utjuu, tjho' badr ubakj czv t, nhyc vcrfu, uvthjukho khshshbu guz' au,pbuknktf, veusa' nxur ub,ui cfk khcu ubpau kvpm, caur, vdtukv uvdutk cfk rjch ,ck' pghk bnr. unvgunsho

rtaubv cjzh, nkjn, ch, sus' guxe cnxhrv ucb,hbv khku, fhnho cvfb, vguko keck, pbh nahj

vrv", hux; hmjeahw vfvi uzud,u nr, juvahjhu fvikrdk vuks, c,o jhw nuaeta,jhw cagyun"m

hvt rguut ni anht ahzfu kdskv k,urv kjupv ukngaho yucho' uhruu nnbv ruc bj, jxhsh-tnh,h'n,ul v,earu, nujky, kvus f"e tsnu"r nkl vnahj akhy"t' ucnvrv bzfv kv,dku,u

ubfrhz kpbhu canjv dkuhv uceuk dsuk t, ",rug, nkl cu":hjh tsubbu nurbu urchbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs

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jkunu, cxpr crtah,gk jkunu, rcho nxupr c,urv' fuko

cxpr crtah,' cprahu, vacug verucho_ utku vo:

1( jkuo vbcutv ktchnkl _ "uhcut1

tkueho tk tchnkl cjkuo vkhkv duw"/ 2(jkuo hgec cvr vnurhv _ "uhjkuo2uvbvxuko numc trmv urtau ndhg vanhnv"/ 3(jkuo3hgec gk vmti cch, kci/ 4( jkuokci _ "uhcut4tkueho tk kci vtrnhcjkuo vkhkv uhtnr ku vanr kl du"/ 5(abh5jkunu, hux; gk tkunu, vasv' vanauvhrj/ 6( jkunu,6ar vnaeho uarvtupho/ 7( jkunu,7prgv gk acg vpru,uacg vahckho/

shubbu vacugh' hnues tput cxudhh,vjkunu,: vto ha cvo nhs,-nv ak tn,'tu avo ayu, uvck nujkyho' ccjhb,"jkunu, auut hscru"/

"jkunu, auut hscru"tjs nhxush vhvsu, aha cbh-tso

bchtho vzufho kv,dku, ukvgcr, nxrhont, vw/ do csuru, athi bchtho' tunrhojz"k8avec"v n,dkv srl vjkunu,'c,b"l9uc,knus nxupr gk jkunu, bcutu,tn, rcho' uvhu dsukh hartk' ap,ruxpeu, cvkfv gk-ph atk, jkuo' rchbuhgec nnruha f,c xpr "atku, u,aucu,

ni vanho"' cu nuphgu, ,aucu, aehckcjzhubu, vjkunu,/

cxprh jz"k nuctho xhpurho rcho gkjkunu, tn,' ksudnv c"xpr jxhsho"01

nuct xhpur ncvhk gk tso acbv "fhbur"narhsh g. abu,ru ncbhh, "trui-ecurv"'uvn, vecur ctrui ct tkhu cjkuo uv,rvcu ahacur t, vfhbur tjr, vut hhpdg' tlcgk vjkuo kt acr t, vfhbur' ufgcur znibgav jukv ntus' unhs cbu byk t, vfhburacbv tchu' uacru gk ecru ak tu,u tsoabdkv cjkuo uvbhj t, vacrho gk vecr/nhs tchu brpt uvjkho nnjk,u/

knru, zt, xucrho jz"k ajkunu,bcutv tnh,hho ctho re kdsukh hartkuhjhsh xdukv nupktho' vzufho kv,dku,unxrho tkuehho' tck atr jkunu, cbh-vtso' chi avtso juko gk gmnu uchiatjrho jknu gkhu _ thi cvo nna )"ktngkho ukt nurhsho"(' vo scrho cykhokkt an. tn,/

utphku jkunu,hvo ak dsukh hartk ktv,ecku tmk fuko f"mu tkueh" nujkyuck,h bh,i kgrgur' ksudnt: "sd crcuyt"_ sd vnahr eaeahu nhs fagukv nvnho_ ksg, ruc vpuxeho ncgkh v,uxpu, vutfar ktfhkv' tck vrt"a nxpr atjsvmsheho vdsukho' rch tprho' ehck nxrcjkuo vkhkv avsd yr;' tl cgkh v,uxpu,batru csg,o avsd far' fh thi puxehoshbho njkunu,! unghr v"busg chvusv"11:"knv kt ct cgk vjkuo kcgkh v,uxpu,

av,hru t, vsd"///

gs fsh fl gheaho jz"k csg,oajkunu, vo vck ufzc' af,cu kvkfvatphku to jko atchu ct tkhu cjkuo'utnr ku afxph vhruav vnubjho cneuopkubh ahhfho kmsev' tu ktso pkubh _ thivci mrhl kehho t, scrh tchu cjkuo'uchfuk,u kvathr t, vfx; kgmnu/ ufi totchu tnr ku cjkuo anzui pkubh avurha'yr; uthbu far _ bh,i ktfuk t, vnzui kktjaa' fh thi nna cscrh vjkunu,/

vjfo nfk vtso' aknv vnkl' vauuvt, vjkunu, k"vckho"21/ uv"tjrubho"f,cu ayuc ahrdhk tso gmnu kt kaho kckjkunu,hu' fh kruco thi nna/

vyc, jkuoknru, vtnur' vrh knh abpau gdunv

unmygr, njkuo rg' ,hebu jz"k ,phkvucrf, "vyc, jkuo"' kvrdgv u,heuivjkuo31ut; vnkhmu ahmuo "k,heuivjkuo" ]utphku cac, v,hru kmuo cachkjkuo rg ajko ckhk ac,[' uccrf, fvbhoha-tunrho ,phkv nhujs, avjkunu,vyucho h,ehhnu uavjkunu, vrgho hhvpfukyucv41/

cruc xprh jz"k' vrtaubho uvtjrubho'nang a,ebu, tku ghero "fsur vrdgvpxhfukudh"' ukt nauo aha cjkuo vrgnnau,/ do vrch ctdru,-eusa f,c pgnho

vto ha tn, cjkunu,? ̂ nvu "jkuo bcuth"? dku, cjhb, ahbv ujkuo

uthku vdtukv vht v,gurru, uhehmv nvahbv ̂ ncy nhujs unr,e

kpra,-vacug' kph nsrah jz"k' veckv uvjxhsu, ktur ,ur, jc"s

aukji ac, q jkunu,

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nxpr athi kaho kc kjkunu,: ktso af,ckrch ajko jkuo rg tl kt v,gbv fsh"k,ei" t, vjkuo' gbv vrch51"yuc gavakt v,gbv"! ktjr av,kubi gk jkuo rg'gbv vrch61ahtnhi cvw aunr hartkuh,gko nvjkuo' uauc f,c vrchcjrhpu,71"tk ,vhv nubj cjkunu,' fh vingm, vhmr-vrg vnckck unyrhs t,vtso"!

tkt acnerv avtso cgmnu ntnhicjkunu,hu' h,fi azv gmnu' fkunr gmotnub,u cjkunu,' ,aphg avo h,nnau'uckaui jz"k81"fk vjkunu, vukfho tjrvpv"' fkunr kph vhjx ak vtso kjkuo flxhfuhh nhnuau' vntnhi cjkuo _ h,fiajkunu h,nna' uathbu ntnhi cu _ vutkt h,nna/

cdnrt1nxupr achruakho vhu garhoutrcgv pu,rh jkunu,' uci-tso tjsajko jkuo vkl katuk t, p,rui jkunutmk fk pu,rh vjkunu, ufk tjs p,r jkunucsrl tjr,' "ufuko v,ehhnu"! fh nhnuavjkuo ,kuh ctnub, vtso ctnh,hu,u! kfiktbaho avtnhbu cjkunu,' vnkh. vrch91

a"hp,ur jkunu,hu kyucv"/

xhfuo vscrho vtnurho: jkunu,ffkk thi cvo nna' tl jkunu,hvo akdsukh hartk ubchtho' vo tn,/

c,ur, vxus nuxcr axhc, vvcskchi jkunu, tn, kjkunu, vck' bgumvc"neur" vduro kjkunu, _ ha jkunu,vctho nnktfho nanho uvo jkunu,

tn,' uha jkunu, vctho nscr tjrathbo jkunu, tn,Q kvcb, vscr bsui,jhkv cgmo nvu, vahbv/

nvu, vahbvnsug csrl-fkk mghrho habho hu,r

agu, nncudrho' vkt fujo vphzh jze hu,rnvncudrho' to-fi nsug vo zeueho khu,ragu, nbujv? uknv thi v,tnv chi vgnkvphzh kagu, vahbv' uchnho agnkho phzh,acg,ho' thi habho acg,ho?

fh vghhpu, thbv ak vdu; tkt akvafk' vdu; hfuk kgnuk hnho trufho uktkv,ghh;' vafk vut vn,ghh; ubjkannjacu,' yrsu, uckcukh vhuo' uvahbvnjze, unrgbb, t, vafk )kfi ccuervnjacv hu,r zfv ucvhrv ntar cagu,tjr-vmvrhho uvgrc(/

urtv zv pkt: suuet vafk vn,ghh;chuo' nnahl kpguk do cg, vahbv _ckjkuo jkunu,' uthku vdu; bj uthbun,pes cahbv? _ fh cgmo jkunu,nxhhgho kjhzue urgbui vafk uvdu;!

nvu, vjkunu,jz"k tunrho ajkunu, vkhkv vo

nvrvurh vnuj uvkc chuo' fkunr ashcurhunjacu, vtso cnal vhuo thbo btcsho

ubnjeho' vo bu,rho jeueho cnuj' tktacnuj ehho nbdui bheuh nhujs fghi"ngrf, pkhyv" a,pehsv "kbeu," t,vnuj uvafk ukajrr ukvumht nvo t,vpxuk, vnjac,h,' t, njacu, vvckuvayu,' nbdui zv vut vjkunu,' "avopukyho t, fk njacu, vvck uvrvurhvkc" )fnu vprau, vnbeho t, ngrf,vghfuk uzhgv vhumt, nvdu;(/

kfi jkunu, thbi ctho fsh kvzheukvmhe ktso' kvhpl vo nxhhgho kukvhpyr nnjacu,hu vpxuku, uvkt yucu,ajac uvrvr chuo:

cxu; vhuo vtso n,ghh; uvut "fpdrnucx" nruc njacu, ushcurh vhuo' uccuerktjr anuju uafku v,beu' "fuj vafkbgav jze ucrur' ckh auo ckcuk zr"'uvtso rgbi' nkt nr. unhuac csg,u/

kt02re knuj ukafk nxhhghovjkunu, tkt do kbanv vtkueh,vesuav:

njacu, ushcurho cgbhbh jukhi' ugktj, fnv ufnv cscrho txurho )kaui vrg'rfhku, fuw(' ngfcho unubgho nvbanvvtkueh, kv,gku, kdi-gsi cg, vahbv'tck ktjr avjkunu, nbeho unyvrho t,vnjacv gk-hsh avo pukyho t, fknjacu, vvck "vrvurho zrho ak vbpa-vcvnh,"' tu tz ktjr "avpxuk, humt,kju.' n,jze fuj vbpa-vtkueh,"' uvbanvhfukv kv,gku, kguknu, vgkhubho cahbv/

vrnc"o tunr aahbv vht jke

ngcus, vw' cpayu, vfuubv

acahbv vtso n,rgbi uneck

fuju, kvnahl cgcus,u ungahu

knjr,' tck cjxhsu, nuxcr aha

cahbv pgukv rujbh,: "cahbv

vbanv gukv ngkv uautc, jhho"'

unxchr vrch a"cahbv' vbanv

gukv kngkv uvht ndhgv kvadu,

rujbhu, usceu, rujbh, vrcv hu,r

dcuvv ntar czni avtso gr"

nt,:vrc hux; erxhe'rc tzurh c, jpr _ gne jpr

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tnur ng,v: jxs dsuk gav gnbu vwab,i kbu jkunu, ahbeu tu,bu nvpxuk,vnmycr, gk vnuj uvbanv/ enho ccuerrgbbho ukt ghhpho' kt re cak vnbujvvphzh,' tkt do cak vjkunu, vnjzehouncrhtho t, vtso' cfl avo nbeho t,afku unjacu,hu/

ahb, msheho

uahb, raghovscrho vtnurho' ajkunu, thbi bcutv

unxr vnugcr ktso nanho' tkt vo,umtv nvrvurh vtso chuo' bfubho recbudg kjkunu, cbh tso rdhkho' ukt cbudgkjkunu, msheho uhjhsh xdukv' acvo hfukkvhu, nxr tnh,h nanho' bcutv! ufi tnrucnxf, crfu,12"jkuo tjs naahokbcutv" _ kvcb, vscr besho ksui cahb,vmsheho/

t, scrh v,urv "uvbv yuc ntus"npra vnsra22avfuubv kahbv _ "yucnts zu ahbv"' tunrho gk-fl jz"k32aahb,ragho "vbtv kvo uvbtv kguko" uahb,msheho "rgv kvo urgv kguko"42/

npra vtrhz"k52ansucr gk ahbv chuo_ avht "yucv kragho urgv kmsheho"'tck ahb, ckhkv "yucv kmsheho urgvkragho"' fkunr ascrh v,urv "uvbv yucntus" nfuubho kahb, vmsheho ckhkvavht yucv/

nv cgmo vvcsk chi ahb, vhuo kahb,

vkhkv?

do cvkfv ncshkho chbhvo: 1( kpbhahb, vkhkv mrhl kerut "erht,-ang"'kunr "chsl tpehs rujh duw" ukcrl crf,"vnphk"' tck kpbh ahb, vhuo thi murlczt,/ 2( faenho nahb, vkhkv txur khkltrcg tnu, kkt byhk, hshho' uthku tjrahb, vhuo thi thxur zv ehho/

vgbhi bgu. ctuph vahbv _ ahb, vhuogherv nbujv uth-gahv' uthku cahb,vkhkv n,rja, gahv rujbh, nhujs,:

cnbuj,62vkhkv vdu; tnbo hai uthbugnk' tck vbanv "thbv72habv"! kvhplvht gukv kanh nruo kafhbv vesuav' aovht n,jsa, uneck, fuju, rgbbhoujsaho cachk huo vnjr )"tpar a,,gcrcu ban, gus mshe"( kfi: 1( kpbh nxgvgkhv knruo mrhl kunr "chsl tpehs rujhduw"' fh vbanv nupes, chsh vw/ 2( cvafnvbuykho-hsho kvyvr' afi cg, avbanvv,b,ev nvdu; ugk,v knruo' vdu; vhvcsrdv ak nuu, zuyt' "tjs njkeh ahahonnuu,"82' fh jke nban,u gzc t, vdu;'nfl bumr, yuntv )nghi yunt, vnuu,('ukyvr tu,v buykho vhshho

]tck kragho ahb, zu rgv' fh cakjythvo thbo zufho kvfbx ,j, fbphvafhbv ukeck v,jsau, fuju,' kvhpl vogkukho kxpud fuju, akhkhho nfuju,vyuntv )"ban, ragho hcutu cu cghcur"([Q

tck cahb, vhuo thi vbanu, guku,kanh nruo kngkv ngkv fckhkv' uthbinecku, xhug rujbh ]utsrcv cahb,i vigkuku, kvpxhs t, v,uxpu, vrujbhu,aehck cahb, vkhkv[' kfi ahbv zu rgvkmsheho fh vht czcuz zni' nauo athbvnbumk, keck, fuju, rujbhho' ufi thiyuntv cahbv zu fcahb, vkhkv92' fhuiathi vbanv gukv knruo un,b,e, nvdu;fcahb, vkhkv ]tck kragho vht yucv' fhh,fi ato tu,u rag gav ngaho yuchochuo h,fi a"h,prsu nnbu tu,i fuju,akhkhho asceu cu"[03/

nfti bgu. vvcsk chi tuph vjkunu,:

cahb, vmshe avbanv n,jcr,kafhbv vesuav cguknu, vgkhubho' uckauiveckv13vht "ahbv vctv gk cbh tsonfuj vnktfho vesuaho vgukho kyvrv"'vjkunu, vo cgkh nxr tnh,h ufbvQ tckahbv athbv csrdv nhujs, afzu' thivjkunu, tnh,hho tkt re nvrvurh vhuo/

]kh,r phruy' vnvra"t1nxchr ahaboakuav nhbh jkunu,' vnjukeho kakuav

znbho vkhkv: 1( "jkunu, nvrvurh kcuchuo" )uvo vjkunu, vnbeho t, vnuj('tu,o juknho cakha vrtaui ak vkhkv/ 2(jkunu, nngrf, vanho uasho' tu,ojuknho cakha vabh ak vkhkv/ 3( "jkunu,nkngkv nnktl uvut jkuo tnh,h"' tu,ojuknho cakha vtjrui ak vkhkv/ ngbhikgbhi' ceckv f,uc avaura vrujbh akvjkuo vbcuth vut c"xphr, vnkfu,"'vbnal n"nujhi sdsku,"/ "jko" cdhnyrht87' fnu vdhnyrht ak akua pgnho ao vw[/

ahb, mshehovvaepv vhvush, nkns, aahbv thbv

x,o murl phzh ak vdu; tkt pgukv cgknangu, bjumv:

vrnc"o23tunr aahbv vht jkengcus, vw' cpayu, vfuubv acahbv vtson,rgbi uneck fuju, kvnahl cgcus,uungahu knjr,' tck cjxhsu,33nuxcraha cahbv pgukv rujbh,: "cahbv vbanvgukv ngkv uautc, jhho"' unxchr vrch43

a"cahbv' vbanv gukv kngkv uvht ndhgvkvadu, rujbhu, usceu, rujbh, vrcv hu,rdcuvv ntar czni avtso gr"' gs fsh fla"ndkhi ku rzh ,urv bgkho' unv ath tparktso kknus cacgho abv' kuns cagvtj, cahbv"/

vscr bhfr ucuky cnhujs tmk msheho'fnu axhpr vtrhz"k k,knhsu' rch tcrvovkuh' avdhkuhho vtkuehho vbadcho tu,ozfv kanug canho cnal akua agu, ahaicac,' hej ku hu,r nanubho abv kknsukvxchr k,knhshu!

do gk ahb, "vrc vndhs nngzrhya"nxupr scr bpkt: pgo hacu ckhk ac,,knhshu ujzru gk ,ur, rco' uvrc vesuarch tvrui nerkhi' tnr "ahr vahrho"/kp,g ct nar,u ak vndhs utnr krchtvrui avndhs chea ahpxhe kunr ahrvahrho' fh ctnhr,u vut wnrgha guknu,wuvut thbu hfuk kvhrso cak fl/

tnr gk-zv vrc vmshe rch vkknptrhya: nzv bufk kknus tpx emvundsuk, vrc vndhs undsuk, vahbv aku_ at;-gk-ph atnhr, ahr vahrho akrch tvrui vrghav guknu,' cfk-zt,ahb, vrc vh,v herv hu,r' uvut cheannbu ahpxhe kunr ahr vahrho kmurlahb,u!

vngkv vnhujs, ak ahb, vmsheho

cw vjkunu, sprgv ubcufsbmr'avo fbds dku, nmrho )prgv( udku,cck )bcufsbmr(/

ukvghr nxhpur jz"k tusu, jubhvngdk ahai acgho abv _ avuctfsudnt kn"a gk acgho abu, dku,cck "vhhbu fjuknho" _ "pRrakTpisgo dRbmi dku,"/

usudn,u cftu"t nhartk _avdku, bjac tmk fjkuo cg,vahbv/ gh"z an,bvd fnu "jubhvngdk"' a"gd gudv ugns c,ufv"utnr "thbh zz nfti fuw" gs a,,nktcea,u _ "stkth dku,"/

)a"p ne.' jbufv ,ba"t(

gs a,,nkt cea,u

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vht vxhcv ajkunu,hvo ujzhubu,hvo hvhucgkh nxr tkueh rujbh tnh,h/

vdku, fjkuo'

uv,euuv kdtukvvdku,53veav cv tbu bnmtho naukv

kahbv ujkuo' uvdtukv ccht, vnahjnaukv khehmv nvahbv fph vnuct cpxue"cauc vw ahc, mhui )chnu, vdtukv( vhhbufjuknho" ),vkho efu(/ ucxpr ,urv turs"v ahr vngku, cauc fuw ncutr ctrhfu,buat vdku, avut csudn, vjkuo/

ctj, nahju, eusau )a"p pbjx,an"s(' nxchr vrch av"jkuo" vut ktvshcur gk vdtukvQ "tsrcv: nmhtu, vdku,vht wjkuow' afi' nv khvush ukgbhi ak dku,!uthku vdtukv vht _ cveh.' zuvh nmhtu,uvtnh,h, ak hvush!"

nnahl vrch utunr: "hsug ntnrtsnu"r vzei cgbhi "ut, vtk; uacg ntu,ujnav uacgho duw"' aczv nrunz ve.sab, ,r"d )tu ab, ,r"j( utgp"f garu,abho kpbh zv vfrhz utnr c,ur,u avdku,vut jkuo' umuv kprxo ukvph. gbhi zv _fao amrhfho kvph. fk atr gbhbh ,ur,vjxhsu,' ugbhbh ,urv cfkk! nvh tputvygbv uv,nhvv gk fl ajuzrho gk scrhtsnu"r vzei avdku, vut jkuo' uthkuvdtukv vht vnmhtu, vtnh,h, cveh.!///"

cvnal ahj,u nxchr vrch fh fuju akjkuo kjcr abh vpfho cbuat tjs t; gk phagk ph ycg vscr thbu tparh/ fi vscr docdku, abnakv kjkuo: njs dhxt _ hfuktso kvhu, yrus fk vhuo cnat un,iucgxehu vaubho' unthsl dhxt _ kv,pkkctvcv rcv ktkueu, ukvsce cec"v cfkbpau untusu/ "vvsdav vht gk ngk, gbhivjkuo _ afi' knru, acrdg veuso vhvnubj cgbhbh vguko fuw' nfk neuo crdgtjs hfuk kv,vpl ni vemv tk vemv'kv,bgr nvsnhubu, sgbhbh vguko vzvukcut knmhtu,u vtnh,h, _ ktvcv t, vwukscev cu/ ufk zv _ npbh ngk, v"jkuo"agbhbu jhcur vpfho' aarau kngkv chu,rfuw' fncutr ao ctrufv/

"ugk srl zv nuci cbudg kgbhbbu: vi tn,acrdg zv bnmtho gshhi cjaf, vdku,nna' tck t; gk ph fi' nfhui afkku, gbhivdku, vut "jkuo" agbhbu jhcur vpfho _vrh crdg tjs hfuk vnmc kv,vpl ni

vemv tk vemv/ vhhbu' ahumtho n"jkuo"vdku, uctho knmhtu, vtnh,h, _ dtukvcpugk nna!"

cac, zu cab, ,an"y crl vrch: "uhvhrmui anvhahcv cakuv chnho vtjrubhosvdku,' bzfv fcr nhs kvanjv svrheusc")uhvh( ne. ab,hho hnho" _ e. vdku,uv,jk, vdtukv/

"uprgv juko" _ cdku, prgv unmrho)avdku, bsnv kjkuo' vhhbu fjuknho(n,dkv jkuo prgv sesuav' gk ao"st,prhgu ut,dkhhi nhbhv fk bvurhi _abgav p,rui vjkuo' g"h hux; vmshe'ucdku, zv vtjrui _ g"h ,ur, vjxhsu,srcu,hbu bahthbu' gs hux; acsurbu/ bahtsurbu _ adhkv p,rui vjkuo svdku,'afuub, u,fkh, vjkuo svdku, vht vgcusvuvchrur actho gk hsh zv )ukt vmgraczv(///"

utfi' dtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv vhtvvfrv ctn, vdkuhv fk vg, ckt vpxev/chnho vvo ,vhv tvcv nktv unujky,ak fk tjs kcbh ch,u' utvcv dsukv uck,hn,par, ak fk cbh ,ck ccurt vguko'uvht ,cut cjhh vhuo huo ak fk hvushahvhv gr kehuo v,urv uvnmuu,' cdtukvvakhnv ceruc nna/

1( crtah, pre f' pxue d/

2( crtah, pre fj' pxue hc/

3( crtah, pre kt' pxue h/

4( crtah, pre kt' pxue fs/

5( crtah, pre kz' pxue v/

6( crtah, pre n' pxue v/

7( crtah, pre nt' pxue t/

8( nxf, jdhdv' s; v' gnus c/ zuvr jke t' s;

rkj' gnus t/

9( ghhi vnxuni ctbmhekupshv ,knush, grl

"scrh jkunu," u"vyc, jkuo"/ ucxprh vac,

ceckv ucjxhsu, jke t' gnus 751/

01( xhni ,af"z/

11( nvsurt ,bhbt' hurv sgv' xhni k' s"v ugk

nv/

21( evk,' v' u/

31( au"g' xhni rf' xgh; t/

41(cnerho humth supi' ajko avyhku gkhu

"bhsuh"' hgav "v,rv" kbhsuh/ uha tunrho ato

jko absr tu bacg' hgav v,r, bsr uacugv

nxpe/

51( tdru, eusa jke s' tdr, ,,my/

61( tdru, eusa jke u' tdr, tw,anv/

71( tdru, eusa jke zw' tdr, cweny/

81( nxf, crfu,' s; bv' gnus c/

91( tdru, eusa jke yz' tdr, vw,,nt/

02( ntnrh tsnu"r vzei' f,ucho' jke t'

gnusho: ep/ kj/ xpr vkheuyho kmnj-mse' grl

jkuo' gnus ,rbs-u/

12( s; bz' gnus c/

22( hkeuy angubh' pra, crtah,' t' yz/

32( nxf, xbvsrhi' s; gc' gnus t/

42( payu, vfuubv amsheho mrhfho khaui ngy'

"hai ehngt uguns uhdg c,urv vrcv"/

52( prh g. jhho' agr erht, ang agk vnyv'

t/

62( ufi tunr tsnu"r nvura"c )xv"n ,r"x(

"kdch vbanv vut gkhv ctn,' tck kdch vdu; vut

cjhb, jual' avrh thbu nthr cu dhkuh tur vbanv

fnu cg, avut gr' avbanv thbv n,gkv unthrv

cdu;' nat"f cahbv favbanv n,gkv batr cdu;

re ehxyt sjhu,t athbu cdhkuh fkk fh-to

cvgko"/

72( preh srch tkgzr' ks/

82( nxf, crfu,' s; bz' gnus c/

92( tsnu"r vzei puxe caukji grul ado tjr

ahb, vhuo mrhl khyuk hsho )nvsurt ent' xhni

s' xgh; yu(' tl cxprh eckv th,t athi ruj rgv

aurv cahb, vhuo )xhsur bvr akuo' pu' c/ ugus(/

03( "tnbo tso jauc udsuk' fnu vrtaubho'

tpar atphku to hhai chuo' hruhj fnu ckhkv/ ufi

ahbv chuo vac,' yucv kmsheho' fh vrg ducr

chuo vac,' utpar ahruhj cahb,u tz' kfi yuc

khai chuo vac,' nauo gubd ac, tjr vtfhkv"

)pg"j' ao(/

13( vuct czfr sus' ntnr rtaui' pre m/ xhsuru

ak ac,' srua z' pre t' ntnr hc/

23( vkfu, sgu,' pre d vkfv d/

33( xpr vntnrho ,r"x' gnus c/

43( keuyh ahju,' jke s' gnus 5201/

53( ,urv tur' s; fj' gnus d/ ugus/

ctj, nahju, eusau )a"p pbjx

,an"s(' nxchr vrch av"jkuo"

vut kt vshcur gk vdtukvQ

"tsrcv: nmhtu, vdku, vht

wjkuow' afi' nv khvush ukgbhi ak

dku,! uthku vdtukv vht _ cveh.'

zuvh nmhtu,u vtnh,h, ak hvush!"

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tk tjh v,nhnho ctr. veusaakuo ucrfv nch, nahjtukh zu ,juav thah, akh' tck nzni

kzni anho kc agbhbh nahj gukho rnvcerc vauvho c-077/ utbh n,fuui kftkvavfr,h tu,o fcr fnv abho ctr. veusa'ufandhgho kpv p,tuo bangho nvoshcurho jsaho gk vmhphv knahj' tutpar krtu, tu,o nephsho kva,,;c,pku, go vrch nkl vnahj akhy"tn,ul tnubv' ugus ugus/ ukt re cgbhbhovahhfho hahru, knahj/

fbrtv vxhcv vpauyv kfl' fabnmthocneuo esua ak wch, nahjw' vch, naphggk vhuacho cu kvuxpv cfk gbhbh nahj/

cfkk gs fnv azv hang nuzr' tck zuvhfcr ,upgv nufr, ugucsv nufj, asuet077 zvu vneuo cu tbaho vndhgho nvwjumvwneckho cpayu, utphku canjv t,vgucsv avrch jh uehho fti c-077' knru,acvdhui vtbuah brtv avhv tnur kvhu,kvhpl/ fbrtv auc nvxhcv vpauyvacneunu ak vrch nkl vnahj akhy"t'vtnubv ak vhvush n,dkh, cfk gumn,v/

tkt afnuci crur' afk zv kt eurvnnhkt' umrhl kvhu, rtuhho' unh akt zfv_ hfuk kvhu, c-077 ukauyy cnjuzu,tjrho cfk vnucbho/ fph afcr muyy fticacug agcr tdr, eusa ak vrch nklvnahj akhy"t "ucpry abnmtho vocxchcv' tar' bux; gk vgbhbho afkhartk vo duh esua _ mrhfv gus kvhu,cvo esuav nhujsv' ufn"a uvhw njblesua' cmhuuh bux; )cnhkt na,sk vhmrvrg kxcc ,jcuku, aubu, unaubu,ukvdshk vgknu, uvx,rho up,uhho uvx,u,'

fnv pgnho ffv _ umrhfho kgnus gkvnanr ukva,sk czv ffk vhfuk,/ uns,uak vec"v nsv fbds nsv _ tkt afnvpgnho ffv _ avbmjui gk vrg acpbhovtso ncht bmjui gk vrg ancju. ktso'ado kzv zeueho tbah xchcv zu hu,rntjrho("/

hu"s fxku/ jd vdtukv/

huo rtaui ctrmu, vcrh, vbu huo jpahngcusv ukhnusho' uvakujho nbmkho t,vgucsv kvuxpv cvapgv gk evhk,octnmgu, vxtbshh xeuk _ wch, xpr akhuo rtauiw cvo vhksho vkunsho cc,hvxpr vgnnhho neckho nb, hvsu,acugh, ckhnusho ucpghku, juuh,h,/ kaofl bgzrho vakujho c,knhsh v,nhnho c-077 vnpghkho t, v,fbhu,/

,upgv buxp, ak huo rtaui vhtecumu, vncerho' ncudrho uhkshovnbmkho t, vvzsnbu, ak huo vjupanyrsu, vhuo huo undhgho hjs govakujho tu cfju, gmno kcer cneuovfh esua cguko' ch, nahj _ 077/

tjs vakujho ahkc vhuo t, abhvrghubu,' uvcht f,v akhnv ak ,knhshvxtbshh xeuk gk vurhvo uvgnhs tu,ok,nubv nau,p, cjzh, 077 favhkshouvncudrho arho wuuh uuTby nahj bRuw/

cfkk' cnal fk hnh vacug ,pku, vrchnkl vnahj akhy"t nuafho tkhvo evkrc/ vnbhbho chi vnjhmu, n,j, kgzr,baho anal vhuo ruspho zv t, zv ngku,vajr ugs ntujr ckhkv npxheho kzni nv

ufk vbufjho c-077 nmyrpho k,pkv/ tkuvhv tpar kvgchr ngk dch vf,c t, eukvhksho wnahjhw cvfrz, vhjh ngk nsrdu,chn, v,pkv' ut, vrgo ak euku, vevkvgubho tjrhvo ceuk dsuk/

do cahgurh vdtukv unahj na,,phogaru,/ tb"a ,uach vafubv nnbho t,vfhcus vnuda cxu; vahgur' uvtjrtho gkvahgurho ahusgho avaegv ctufk _akfturv vut vjke vypk cahgur _nbhcv phru, unchtv t, vevk' ngbheho,aun, kc unephsho kduui ukvp,hg cfhcus/ucrul vw v,umtu, na,knu,/

gus pi ngbhhi ak fj vnahfv ak 077 _to fh tbu neuuho akt htrhl hnho _vnusgu, v,kuhu, gk vgnusho ucvoceau, k,pku, gk jukho nfk vguko' acbhnapju,hvo husgho thpv v,phkv vfhnughkv un,eck,/

vgrc kt bgrfv v,uugsu, ranh, krdkvjd' tl fnv ufnv aukjbu, ak v,uugsuhu,xpubybhu, bp,ju cphbu, vztk' go ,hru.ak huo vuks, tu ckh/ ntz avumcv nfub,vtufk c-077 thi nv kstud kpRrchhxi' cfkagv nhnu, vhnnv tpar ktxu; fnvsukrho uha do nzubu, udo a,hv' cecuenaev t; pgo kt vhv cghv' ugs agvntujr, na,pfho vbhdubho cztk/

huo abh/ h"t fxku

vv,uugsu, vecugv ak huo abh eckvvhuo ngns nhujs' cv,to kvurt, vrchnkl vnahj akhy"t kv,uugs cfk huo nhnhjusa fxku/ nv do ajusa fxku nrucv


hunbu ak ,nho c-077

njd vdtukvkdtukv vakhnv

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cnugsu,' uvhuo nmhhbho t, huo vgkhvk,urv ak vrch nkl vnahj akhy"t cac,kpbh j,ub,u cab, ,rp"y

huo rchgh/ h"d fxku

auc huo yuc' cu ch, vnapy vpsrkhecg cnapy vxprho c,an"u awvnkl thbunghsw/ vjzi c,pku, vhuo cajrh, ucnbjvpu,j cwaho akuow cnbdhb, shsi bmj uvevknmyr; tkhu canjv/ 077 fcr rdhkkngnsho ftkv' tl fk pgo bgho njsakanug t, vevk fuku nbdi cjhu,/

unanj, vshsi bmj kanj, vj,ubv/ungns eck, pbh nahj cahr, whjhw kpbhutjrh ,pk, ngrhc tur kh"s fxku _ huovj,ubv' vhv cnbdhb, wnvrv hangw/

tnbo thi vurtv ak vrch krheushoch"s fxku' tl nxphev pgo tj, cv vrchchrr vto resu chuo zv fsh kreus gusvrcv abho/// turdi nemugh urneukhogumn,hho vuctu kztk' ufare banguvmkhkho vrtaubho vuphgu vcjurhovrtaubho jdho cngdk nna fnu prprhovbnafho ktur/ nrdg krdg vngdk n,gcv'udo to vcyj, kgmnl at,v bfbxkrheusho re kgar seu,' kt cyuj a,ufkkgnus czv' udo faxu; xu; ,mkhj kv,b,envngdk' zv hvhv eav/// nh akt vhv'h,uusv tjr fl avpxhs/ srl v,nubu,,ufku kzvu, em, nvanjv' thku re wch,nahjw hfk kvpul ktkcuo///

cznbh xdukv fnu tkv' vrheushoneckho pbho jsau, achuo huo _ fk tjsuv,hrumho aku _ kt ,nmt tu,o chivruesho/ upbho jsau, nuxhpho do

canjv udo ctjsu, hartk/

fnuci udo pauy afnuxcr cjxhsu,tjsu, tnh,h, vht re cesuav' dovtjsu, atbu nscrho gkhv vht suetxchc sdk vnahj vn,bpb; nkngkv/ ckvyvrheusho humt, ahhrv tbuah, trufvtrufv vn,p,k, chi vxpxkho gk pbh fk077' w,vkufvw kanj t, vthzurho vhcahogshhi/// vzni gucr nckh kaho kc ure ktjrjmh vkhkv bsnu vmkhkho/

vgrc v,ehho vahgur tjsu, vacughak ,knhsh vhahcv cmp, ,knhsh vecumv/chi vh,r gurru gk ,aun, vkc vbsra,kncerho vrcho c-077' ahzfu kvbhj,phkhi ukf,uc krch nkl vnahj' ukanugvxcrho n,thnho gk vneuo/

huo jnhah' h"s fxku/ huo

j,ub,u uhuo anj, kcu/

v,knhsho vncudrho jddu vhuo t, wjdvxnhfvw cngns nhujs cch, vfbx, wrwdgmkwx aukw cu jukeu garu, ,gusu,xnhfv krcbu, gk hsh rtah vhahcv umuu,vvbvkv/

go xhuo vxsrho n,jhk khk ahah' uc-077 khk ahah tunr _ fnu fk khkv tjrcnal vacug _ gus vzsnbu, kvph. t,caur, vdtukv/ chn, vv,uugsuhu, ruja,pghku,' ecum, cjurho turz, t, eubyrxwhjh vnklw v-106 kjkuev cc,h vfbx,certui vhhyx unjumv kv/ gk aukji tjrbp,j wch, spuxw zghr ugrhnu, spho akvwscr nkfu,w vacugh bfbxu, czv tjr zvtk vnvse uhumtu, fjucru, btu,/

jucru, vwscr nkfu,w actr. veusavpfu fcr kjke ck,h bprs nch, fbx,jxhsh chuo vac,' fti kt vuphgu cnalacugu, trufho' gs akert, vac,vbufjh, ,knhsh vecumv keju t, vhuznvustdu kvspxv/ vruuj achb,hho hfkukvuufj gs fnv tb"a suraho t, vjucru,/

vacug do jzr xu; xu; vxsr akjkue, whjh vnklw ccuru ptre ktjr vpxeak fjmh abv/ suet cch, fbx, ak judnxuhho vhsug cv,bdsu,u veav kjxhsu,jc"s vup,gu vcjurho kanug ntjsvn,pkkho avut ujcrhu kunsho ahgurecug cwhjh vnklw' ucfk v,eupvaveubyrx kt vdhg vut hac cch, fbx,nhsh khk ahah umhpv keubyrx ahdhg///,upgv nufr, vbert, cxkbd akbu wvgukofcr nufiw/

chb,hho c-077 v,ehhnv v,uugsu, h"s

57 dhkhui nxw535|~|

,nhnho nbmkho t, zni vvpxev kmphhv cuhstu ak vrch rheush anjv xugrho ch"s fxku

mhkuo: jc"s thbpu mhkuo: jc"s thbpu

n,j, kaukjiugus tjs nxhpurh vnup,ho

vn,dkdkho c-077:

nuvk jc"sh vuzni ktjrubv kcrh,ctjs vehcumho csruo tr. veusa'ufavdhg k"uhert anu chartk" kujavtc vntuar gk tzbu wnbjo ngbskw/

n,crr anal abho rcu, kt vhu kzudhksho/ kpbh ngy hu,r n,agv jsahobxg vtc cfcha vrtah uvcjhi c,nub,vrch ,kuhv cms vsrl' ufnu cxhpurhohmt nrfcu uert "t,v vnahj' tz ,i khhksho"!' ukpbh acug ta,u jcev ci///

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fxku abearv do cxhuo khnus xpr esuavcrnc"o' va,,pu,u ak vrc nthr thyehinzebh vjxhsho cv,uugsu, vh,vtyremhv avgk,v cmurv jsv t, nxprvna,,pho/

kvsda, nvu,u vnhujs, ak huo zvuvear aku kdtukv verucv mhyyu cahgurdtukv unahj vnrfzh t, veyg nvwscrnkfu,w vacugh "ch"s uy"u sjusa vakhah'vjusa sn,i ,urv"' "huo j,ub,u"' bgah,,fkh, vakhnu, svbhauthi svec"v ufbx,hartk _ "uvhv tur vkcbv ftur vjnv" / /"hartk ueuc"v fukt js"/

grc ac, eusa' y"u fxku/

nh ayrj cgrc ac, htfk cac,' uk-077 ndhgho nhsh huo ahah tb"a anceahot, veubyrxho vyrhho kc,h vfbx, cvovo n,pkkho' kgau, nvac, wac, afukvnahjw/ uvacug vo anjho kdku, njsa t,jucru, vscr nkfu,/

caukji vnfhru, ak wnahj xbyrwvnufr numrh nahj udtukv kncmgho' dhkhbut, veubyrx wscr nkfu,w capv vruxh,vhumt ktur vjk nvacug/ tbh kt hfukkvghs gk ,ufi veubyrx capv vzrv' tlnph vanugv tpar ksg, aveubyrx ,urdocephsv udhkv v,gbhhbu, rcv cerc sucrhvapv/

gucsh vrfc, v,j,h, cbhu hure thhnuvacug cach,v' tl thl vo hfukho kgku,vuuv tnhbt afzt, to cxtcuuh ,kuh rucngrl vncmgho vacugh/ tu avgucshovmkhju csrhau,hvo tu akt' nv acyujavrfc, bxgv frdhk nuchkv th,v tkph,nhnho utb"a vhumtho kncmgho/

nacug kacug huo ahah vukl un,emr'nh avxphe kjzur kpbh vaehgv zfv' uhado ftkv abtkmho kvathr t, vmhus tmktjs vhshsho nvncmgho ukgau, t, vsrljzrv kertui vhhyx rdkh,/

ac, eusa pra, uhakj

"kfu brbbv kvw"' vmykmk euku ak vjzivrc ekni uhhbpks ugus ac, bfbxv tk ,ul077/

ktjr erht, v,urv cajrh, vrc bjniaphrt vnaphg ctvkh ,urv juzr gk vscrnkfu, vacugh' unctr t, vbeusv vjaucvavrch nsdha fh suet c,eupv avdhkuhho

kfturv vukfho upuj,ho' vnangu, ak,upgv zu vht avgmo vtkueh vukl un,dkvch,r at, uh,r guz/ uvvakfu, knmcvbufjh cruru,/

v,uugsu, eusa go vrch nkl vnahjakhy"t cagv 03:1 uctuuhr, hnh vdtukvcacug vbufjh ucacug veruc nbdi vevkt, bhdui wpsv cakuow cv,uugsu,/ cevkvrc cuky, vecumv avdhgv nptrhz' govrc hgec chyui nxrxk/ vecumu,vmrp,hu, ak neurcho vndhgho kac,u,hjs go vakhj vneunh vpfu fcr kadrv c-077/

ecumv buxp, _ ck,h adr,h, _avdhgv kfti vac,' vht fh,, ,knhshonjhhsr jc"s cyurubyu avdhgu hjs govnkns kavu, cac, eusa cnjhm, vrchnkl vnahj akhy"t/

gucsv ngbhhb, aang,h vacug' fhcgecu, thrugh tjr vmvrhho ak ac, h"cxhui ,ba"t tz hrs vrch cp,tunhu,kv,uugsu,' ufachea khyuk hshho kxgusvgcr nal zni gs avdhgu abh jku, k-077/ntz ugs vhuo nhsh ac, anuru, abh jku,cwkaf, guah jch,hiw gs mt, vac,'knerv athrug fzv hjzur gk gmnu uvrchhrs auc kv,uugsu, p,tunh,/

ktjr nbjv bgrl gk chn, vv,uugsuhu,ehsua ktjs vj,bho' avgsh; kgau, t,vehsua suet cagv zu ukt cmvrhho cznivnuesa kv,uugsu, vrch/ vrc sus bjauiuvrc hvuag atr; avdhgu vacug ntr.veusa kj,ub, cbu n,hhacho kv,uugsu,abnaf, do zni rc ktjr hmht, vac,u,pk, ngrhc' gs avupf, cxupu ak grckahgur vecug vpu,j t, vwscr nkfu,w akvacug vct' fsh actn, vut hvhv wacugvct gkhbu kyucvw' tu ckaui vthjuk akvcskv wR nahjwsheg uuTlw/

vwscr nkfu,w fuku guxe cnvphfvvmrp,h, vnpurxn,' ucvnal ktuuhr,vv,ugsu, vahgur nx,hho cahr, wvtsr,uvtnubvw cvnbui vmrp,h/

v,uugsu, tj, nx,hhn,' u,hf;n,jhkv ,j,hv v,uugsu, abhv vwnkuvnkfvw vecug abgrl gk hsh vrc drkhmeh/

"atku tu,h to do vhuo zv xhuornc"o" tunr vrc drkhmeh' unxpracag,u fav,jhk veTl cxhuo vrnc"ova,sku kear fk scr kxhuo' gs fsh flaftar j,i vfbhx naev kv,uugsu, akvrch mhhi azvu gcur j,ub,u uxhuo vrnc"oah,ehho cv/// "ucfi nh akt va,,; cxhuochuo jnhah' hfuk kvakho zt, fg,cv,uugsu, zu"/

hkfu njhk tk jhk' uckaui vrc gkvpguku, cgbhbh dtukv unahj _ wuvzni drnt'hnu, vnahjw/

ehuh,h avacug fcr bxpr gk vv,dku,/chb,hho gus kt' tck nv acyuj kt ,myrfukjfu, gus acug ako' fh crdg azv hervch, nahj hmt cnvsurv nhujs, uvshuujhoakh h,pxu cu jke jauc/

cnjacv abhv' fk vgh,ui h,dns nuknsur vwscr nkfu,w ahzfv xu; xu; krgbuitnh,h///

hjh tsubbu nurbu urchbunkl vnahj kguko ugs

ngbsh' ch, nahj-077


shi ujacuinkngkv akku nv,nhnho t,

vtparu, kaeuy gk vanrho' uvbvxhfuo ak jke npguku,hvo vacugcnxdr, "gau fk tar chfk,fo / /kvcht t, nahj msebu cpugk nna":

^ ehsuah kcbv vnubhho cnumthac, vtjrui cfhfru, vyhhnx xeuuruchubhui xeuur' adrru t,o prxuo caur,vdtukv ktkph gucrho uacho' chbhvogaru, untu, hvusho/

^ jhsua ngrl vvpmv ak whjhvnklw cafubu, vjrshu, cbhu hure'branu ,ducu, bghnu, unp,hgu, )rtvcpbho(/

^ jhsua vxsr ak vspx, jucru,vwscr nkfu,w vacugh kkhnus gk hsh evktb"a c-077/

^ krtaubv! ,rduo vwscr nkfu,wvacugh kruxh,/ nh ahmt ku kvhu, bufjcnpda ck,h tnmgh ak hvush go vwscrnkfu,w ukrtu, t, vnvpl vnjac,habdro ktso arutv t, vscrho vfhnsvhnho fph avrch cgmnu tunr tu,o'hchi t, vnangu, ak v,bupv vjsavcvjsr, caur, vdtukv cerc sucrhvruxh, aveubyrx ncht t,u/

vhuznv rutv tur vusu,kva,sku,o ak pghkh trdui wnurvdtukv _ mghrho sucrh ruxh,w/ veubyrxnup. crjch vguko fuku unuspxctkphgu,eho/

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vtr. bp,jv kpbhvokt gcru trcgv jusaho ntz vjrc,

dua eyh;' gshhi kt hcau vsngu,'uvnjckho vrumjho azfu kn,b, jhbonrta vnnakv vufhju kgo hartk t,nhnua vaukji grul cxhni af"y/ yuuj hrhvetxnho v,rjc uvut fcr ndhg ktzurhordhaho uchyjubhho vxnufho ktzurv,gahhv ctaekui/ t, vetxnhovnauprho vo nadrho nvv,hhacu, sudh,abjrcv' unao nna "vtr. bp,jvkpbhvo"/

vvkfv cxhni af"y vnscr, gk thxurnxhr, ayjho kbufrho' guxe, tphkucxpe pheuj bpa' ftar crur kbu atu,oduhho thi pbhvo knkjnv' tck cfk zt,juaaho acg,hs vrjue p,hj, vdcuku,,ek gkhvo cnkjnv g,hsh,/

vnmc tmkbu jnur cvrcv/ vtr. fukvp,ujv kpbhvo' utu,o duhho vnmvhrho gkrmubo kfcua ukvrud vhk",' nnahfhocnkjn,o ntu,u neuo dupt abnxr kvo'ftar czfu, fl vmkhju kvrjhc t, yuujvpdhgv chaucho hvushho/

kt re arui unnak,u tanv cfl' tktdo nh ahac caey c,eup, vv,b,eu,'uvrcbho agnsu nbds ftar chyjuivhvusho gns gk vpre _ fuko au,phohahrho kaphfu, vsnho' fukk fkh vbaevrcho abfbxho nhsh huo nrphj/ thi rc tunbvhd mhcur ahfuk kunr kt hsg,h!!!vf,uc, vhh,v raunv gk vehr/

cfhrho cmv"k ndhcho fh do vjhxukhovnnuesho kt gumrho t, vetxnho ufhvo nusgho kn,ebho vchyjubhhoabnmtho cyuuj vetxnho/ t; tjs ktautk to fi' nsug vo thparu dhruahvusho? nsug b,bu bhmjui bux; ktuhc?

uatk, vatku,' knv gshhi nnahfhoka,ue? knv vrcbho ugxebh vmhcurnjfho? vto vo rumho ahjxku t, fkvv,hhacu, cha"g uchruakho uvxfbv ,dhgkfk phbv ctr. hartk? vrh va,hevvrugn, ak fuko nxhhg, cnharhi kvnalvuh,urho ukvrx fk tr. hartk/

zufr tbh fhms vakhj cjck gzv vrchdtk ehrabzpy v,jbi uzge kkt vr; ctuzbhvrcbho kmt, crta vntce' tl scrhuuzgeu,hu batru feuk eurt cnscr/ vutunapj,u ugus tkpho buaku nch,o'prbx,o ufcuso' ftar fk nkjfh phbftnnahfho cngahvo/

nh h,i uvw hgrv gkhvo ruj nnruo'uczfu, ngav ,aucv utphku vrvur ,aucvbzfv kvfrhg t, vguko fuku kf; zfu,ukdruo ku ,augv uvmkv cdtuk, hartk/

nfhr, hux;

cdua eyh; nuct cxprh veusa fh thi sur acu go

hartk kt bgba gk nfhr, hux; gk hsh tjhu/kpbh jusaho xpurho fukbu jzhbu cnfhr,hux; ftar tkph napju, vumtu cfujnch,o' fcuso vuapk ujhh napj,ouprbx,o bvrxu/ t, ch,o urfuao nxruktuhcho/ dukh dua eyh; umpui vaunrui voccjhb, nfhr, hux;/ go hartk' kmgrbu'gns ua,e/

rtuh kmyy fnv eygho af,cvgh,ubth bsc ardth cgh,ui wvtr.w gknmco ak vnduraho ugk vpag vb,gc adocnmco fg, fuko n,gknho nvo:

"vo fv aeugho cgmno' trhtk aruiuangui prx ugnhr pr. ucbhnhi b,bhvu'

ucxsr vhuo vjcr,h vjsa av,dkv kvokp,g' gs anruc tdwbsv jcr,h, bx,runghbhvo 000'01 cbh tso abgeru nc,hvokpbh akuav jusaho/ vkku thbo nvuuho gus"fuca zr" tu "nfauk kakuo"/ vo fcr kt"n,drho cpka,hbtho"' tu "ntkmho t,mv"k kvdi gkhvo"/ geurh dua eyh; umpuivaunrui vo vhuo cghv jcr,h, byu' cghvvunbh,/

"rcho nvo nucykho/ kruco thi gshhich,/ hkshvo nryhcho ckhku,' ujkeon,fuumho npjs knrtv auyrho ujhhkho/garu, vdhgu knjkeu, vkc cc,h vjukho/ntu, rcu, auvho gshhi cc,h nkui' abvpfucgcuro kfkuch zvc/ napju, rcu,n,purru,' zudu, n,draho' vxnfu,vvurh, n,grgr,' ujhh napjv ,ehbhobvpfu kck,h tparhho/

"//t, ruc jcrh vfbx, uvn,nusshocprhhnrhx nvnpkdu, vaubu, vo kt nnangbhhbho/ do tbah ruj' xuprho utnbho nivnrfz uni vantk' afv vhyhcu ktrdinupgh vzsvu, uv,rnv kbpdgh rghsu,tsnv umubtnh' afju agbhh ghro eusnho'ufh "fk hartk grchi zv czv"/ jcrh fbx,nnrm' nahbuh' nvgcusv udo tkv agcrukeshnv nnahfho cjhhvo fthku kt bpkscr fti re kpbh akuav jusaho/ fthku kthso vmchgv cgs vgehrv vburtv/

"tukh vbhju' avscrho hx,sru ngmno?tu cgzr, vnhbvk,? ucfi _ zv kt erv/ shkvchy cpbhvo ak tkph vnpubho' vndhghonhsh fnv hnho kvpdbu, nuk ch, rtavnnakv chruakho' ukvtzhi kxhpurhovthahho akvo fsh kvchi' aha ckdi ungynhsh vx,sr cgzr, vnshbv/

"ckt trdubh vn,bscho' vhv vnmcdrug ph fnv/ tck do fl vut drug shu: cbhbugr rcho nauyyho crjucu, vkunh gehrv


akhnu, vtr.

"fph atnr tsnu"r-vzei:

wzfu, tr. hartkvht agnsv khw"

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umgr/ rcho thbo nxudkho' bpah,' kjzurknxdru, khnushu,/ napju, ngyu, ckcsehcku nesnv znbh,/ ruueho tu ftkvav,durru cdua cafhru,' n,eaho ntuskeck phmuh/ tjrho naknho gs vhuonafb,v gk ch,o abvrx"/

"nhkt vj"fho/ vo vkt buvdho gk ph,rcu, vrhhyhbd' uvnpubho thbo nnatkeyury kuvy chnho tkv _ tck nv gkbuath v,pehsho? nv cear krtavnnakv' uar vchyjui unpesh mv"kuvrnyf"k abhmju gk vgehrv? nsug vobnbgho gs vhuo nkpdua pbho tk pbho t,vgeurho? nsug thbo ctho knkubu,'kntvkho' tu kbhmi fsh kscr' kvtzhi'kv,gbhhi' kxhhg? do to eck, vpbho tukhkt ,vhv jnv cnhujs"/

nh arhjo gk vpka,hbho vtfzrho'n,tfzr gk vhvusho/ kpju, tbu' hvushontnhbho cbh ntnhbho' jxhsho' mrhfhokeuo ukxhhg ukgau, fk tar chfuk,bu/

"jcrui hruakho ufuw///"cacug agcr ehck vgo chartk a,h

hshgu, buxpu, cear kbxhdu, vn,ufbbu,/hug. vxerho ak arui' ekni dhhr' v,rthhiktjr vacugubho vtnrhethho vhuer,hhoushcr gk bfubu, arui kjkue, hruakho/nbds v,prxnv fuub, vnnakv kvnahlukdra hvusho vn,durrho caue ak jcrui'c,ho ahuacho gk tsnu, vahhfu,khvusho/

vaer fthku ha thzv eubmbzux xchchruakho' do vut v,bp./ fcr rthbu t, fktu,o arh hnhi urta nnakv avpfu cabvvtjrubv kncmgh nshbhu, wnmpiw uwakuogfahuw uzt, nckh kv,bmk tu kvbhs gpg;/

a,h vhshgu, apurxnu cc, tj,'vdhrua njcrui ujkue, hruakho gk hsharui' vzfhru kh t, scrh veusa ak vrchknr nav emc chu"s acy ,ab"c' ftar nranhr vkl kughs, nsrhs usucr gktuyubunhv' vrch shcr tz gk jcruiuhruakho:

shcurho tku tusu, ,ufbh,vtuyubunhw vhbo mgs rtaui knxhr,jkeho ntr. hartk ukt re jkehoeybho tkt jkeho dsukho fnu hvust'aunrui' gzv' jcrui uhruakho ufuw'uvrh zvgbhi ak peuj bpau, nna! uftnur aktnabv nv avhvusho juacho utunrhounxchrho t, zv tkt thl atuv"gnpraho zt,' uvo npraho zt, ansucrtusu, ,fbh, axupv nxhr, jkehontr.-hartk cpugk uven, nshbvpkxyhbth,/

vscrho ak vrch vhu brtho tzf,kuaho nvnmhtu,/ avh,h tz cnxdr,vwecumvw uzufr tbh vhyc t, vjufnukdhoakt vchbu t, vrch' uvo ygbu "vrh anhrvut rta vnnakv vyuc chu,r aha khnhi"umrhl kcjur c"rg cnhguyu"/ tck fk nhavhv njucr kthkbt sjhh uvchi t,nangu, vthxur uvxfbv acnxhr,ayjho' hsg athi vcsk chi shcur kngav'chi uh,ur gk ayj eyi cxhbh kchi uh,ur gkhruakho/ nh an,jhk kp,uj t, vtr. kpbhvtuhc' do cmur, tuyubunhv' hcht kven,nshbv pka,hbh,' kt pju,!

zfu, tr. hartk

vht agnsv kh cv,uugsu, h"y fxku ,a"n' v,cyt

vrch bufj vnmc vjnur' ftar rumhokvrux ukvjrhc hhaucho ntr. hartk/bsnv fh ahjv zu btnrv nna kdch nmcbufg,:

va,nau go ,fub, v"go eav-gur;"' cfsh kvhu, eav-gur; bds vafkvpauy' bds vafk vhar' uvgher bds afkv,urv/ ukt bu,bho kvo "x,o" t,vayjho' tkt "nvsrhi ni vnvsrhi" _fnv jusaho euso vzni axufo' fshahtnru gkhvo avo "rusph akuo"/

nv zt, tunr, "rusph akuo"?! _vrh zv ct gk-jacui banu, hvushu,upheuj-bpa?!

faj,nu gk vjuzv vtunkk vbert gkanu ak sus _ gau nxhcu, go arhourcbho nuznbho' ub,bu nzk-yuc' umhuukgau, nxhcu, do cju. ktr. gk tu,uvxfo athnkk t, vhvusho udo t,vduhho/

uvkuth ahpxeu vmru, abumrunvvxfo' vhv-kt-,vhv _ mru, aktnsuuju, cgh,ubho cfsh at; tjs kthscr gkhvo' ure fagh,ubth kt-hvushndkv tu,o unprxo tu,o cwyhhnxw _tz thi crhrv tkt kdku, zt,/

u"nmuv durr, nmuv": nbmkho t,veahu,-gur; uvnxhru,-bpa vnuarahochvush fsh knbug nhvusho kdur cafo)avht nvneunu, vxpurho ago-hartkebv cfx; nkt _ uzv bf,c t; c,urvado vduhho nusho cbf,c cv' ugkhv ygbufk vzni avht ahhf, khvusho(' cjcruiuchruakho vg,hev )tu,v ebv sus vnklntrubv vnkl' uahko gcurv cfx; adcvnfk vacyho _ ukfi vht bjkv athbvn,jke, kacyho _ azv kt nsucr gkhruakho vjsav anju. kjunv' tkt gkhruakho vg,hev uneuo vnesa(/

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nt,:ah dpi

ktjr vcjhru, h,bvk verc vtnh,h gk g,hsv ak tr. veusa/

kfuko crur kti ju,r rta vnnakv kvdhg to jkhkv hhcjr auc/

vscrho btnrho cnpura kkt rnzho/ ruc vhhaucho chvusv uaunrui

hgeru u,uachvo hdurau ufl do hruakho ̂tbu bnmtho czni vrv durk'

ugk fukbu kat, ,phkv avgbhhbho hdnru cjxs ucrjnho

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uthi pumv pv unmpm; _ fk vvxfnhogucrho wjkew' kt nprxnho tusu,o unharumv kunr navu bds zv _ nhsna,heho tu,u/ ukt zu ckcs' tktnnahfho knxur ut; nkchaho zt,cthmykv ak hrt,-anho _ fhui aj,nbugk vbhhr u"bmj hartk kt hbjo ukthaer" _ nnhkt thi tbu hfukho kvprzt,! _ nv zt, tunr, "j,nbu"' vrhvms afbds vpr t, vvxfo agu, xpuru,ckcs ktjr j,hn,u?!

thbbh rumv kcytu, cpv fnv avnmcvut thuo uburt! _ kt re vnmcvgfauuh' tkt do nv an,fuubho kgau,cg,hs _ vut thuo uburt' vhv-kt-,vhv/afk-zv bdro gk-hsh anuxrho kvo gusugus scrho/

uhvh rmui' afao arthbu tmk cgkvdtukv aftar vkahbu gkhu avut vukl

bds vnnakv' ukfi vuahcu tu,u cntxr_ cfk-zt,' fahmt vut phrxo'avmsev aakj khartk )avh,v ,j,akyui vyureho( _ vht zu agnsv kukajruru nvfkt/ utnr zt,' knru,vf,uc "tk ,,drv cduh eyi"' uusth cfkvnnakv/ cnhkt rutho nzv' a"tk,,drv" thbu xu,r kgnhsv c,ue;' tktsuuet gk-hsh v,urv ndhgho k,ue;/

ufi cgbhbbu: tu,o hvusho vdrhoctrmu,-vcrh,' atkhvo ndhg vhmr-vrgunafbgo ahbmku t, fj vapg,okvaphg gk vhvusho kuu,r gk jkehobuxpho' ukjze t, sg, vnshbthocuuahbdyui vrumho kkju. gk vhvushoactr. hartk czv anxhr, jkeho vhtgbhhi ak akuo _ gkhvo ksg,: vhu,ubpxe pxe-shi crur caukji-grul azvduro k",p,j vtr. kpbhvo" nnhkt

hvush mrhl kgnus bds zv' fhui azv gbhhiak pheuj-bpa/ ukfi' gkhvo kkf, cfjv,urv _ tar "kt ,vhv nujkp," _knnakv ukgunsho crtav ukvxchr kvot,-zv' utzh hvhv fph atnr tsnu"r-vzei: wzfu, tr. hartk vht agnsv khw/

n,erc vzni ktjr vcjhru, h,bvk verc vtnh,h gk

g,hsv ak tr. veusa/ kfuko crur ktiju,r rta vnnakv kvdhg to jkhkv hhcjrauc/ vscrho btnrho cnpura kkt rnzho/ruc vhhaucho chvusv uaunrui hgeruu,uachvo hdurau ufl do chruakho/

tbu bnmtho czni vrv durk' ugk fukbukat, ,phkv avgbhhbho hdnru cjxsucrjnho/

|~|f"c fxku vw,ax"u

knbjo gnro

nzk-yucntjk nerc kc

crul akuo nhpgh - pkurhsv

dr ctr. veusa ungubhhi kprxo nusgv c"ch, nahj"?

mkmk hahru,:0700493-250nbsh cuxyunxeh'

njke, vnusgu, ak "ch, nahj" ctr. veusa

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acugui ch, nahjta"k vfbx, turjho

ccrrff,, ttjjhhoocrdah dhk uanjv badr czv nerc kc t, nhyc vcrfu, uvthjukho vkcchho

khshshbu vher' jchc ubjns gk vneuo ugk vcrhu,'

nxur ub,ui cfk kcu ubpau kgbhbh uncmgh f"e tsnu"r nkl vnahj akhy"t'

ucrtao _ vfb, vguko fuku keck, pbh nahj msebu

v,w nbjo hmjeahw gnrokrdk cutu cear vahsufhi gc"d vfkv vnvukkv

auabv arv,jhw nzrjh

hvh rmui nkpbh tchbu acanho ahvt zv cbhi gsh gs' n,ul vrjcv cdanhu, urujbhu,'

crhtu, bfubv' tuar uguar k,ptr, vnapju, vbfcsu,' ucnvrv hdhku uhgkmu cdhk

urbi fk go hartk' g, h,dkv f"e tsnu"r nkl vnahj akhy"t ,hf; unh"s nn"a


ntjkho nfk vkcvvbvkv ujcrh vmuu,

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uurat' pukhi

h"s fxku cneuo j,ub,u ak vrch

chuo j,ub,u akvrchnv"n hmtu akujhvrch cuuratkjdudukv,uugs cneuo cubgrfv vj,ubv kpbh 77abho/

v,nhnhovakujhochahcvvpugk, cghr' p,ju t,vthrug vnrda cneuoavumcv jup,u ak vrch uao bhdbut, bhdui vsw ccu,/v,wnrsfhanuthk khhyxyui,htr cpbh vbufjho t, xsr j,ub,u ak vrchuktjrhu xhho v,wjzeh uuk;cscrh v,gurru,/

nao pbv vevk kneuo acu bgrfv xgus, vnmuv crjwpbxev acu vrhnu vbufjho fuxhu, wkjhhow uhmtu crheus xugr/ktjr vtrugho ct,rho vvhxyurhho jzr vevk khahc, jc"skv,uugsu, jdhdh, agrfu go cbh vevhkv vneunh,/

xrhkbev

vakujho nnahfho

vphdugho ancmghovnursho cxrh kbevacnzrj vrjuebnafho ut; n,gmnhocbugzu,o' tukovakujho cneuovushgu fh fk gus uhabohvusho cth vzeuehokxhug' vo thbojuacho fkk gk gzhcv/

cacug agcr vx,gru fnv njcrh trdui vyrur vneunhveruhho "vbnrho vytnhkho" gk ch,rputv cneuouvrdu jhhknmct xrh kbev uzrgu vrx rc/ nerv zv vut vnal knvunu,vn,nafu,aehhnu cnshbv cnvkl vacugu, vtjrubho/

vakhj vjsa cxrh kbev vrc ngbsh erunch nxr kf,cwch, nahjw' fh gk t; vvjnrv cnmc vchyjubh thi ku fk fuubvkgzuc upghku, ch, jc"s bnaf, cabh neunu, cnshbv' do cghrvchrv weukuncuw udo cfpr vbupa wthesuutvw' cu auvho garu,nyhhkho hartkho/

vrc erunch urghh,u hmt cjusaho vtjrubho kakhju, vrchnv"n cnshbv unrfzho t, vpghku, go vevhkv vneunh, cghrvchrv weukuncuw' fat, vpghku, go vnyhhkho vhartkho cfpr

vbupa wthesuutvw _ vxnul keukuncu' npghkho abh ,nhnhoav,kuu tkhvo kakhju,/

drnbhv

jzui vgmnu, vhcau,

cthjur ak 06 abv'v,ehho chuo jnhahagcryex kuuhvvnubh, uecurv k-43vhvushotar bnmtuktjrubv cecr-tjhoccxhx mcth cghrwayuydtrywacdrnbhv/ akujh vrchbhvku ntce trul fbdsvfuubv kgrul cshe, ANDkdupu,' cnyrv kvufhj t, zvu,vbrmjho/ vdupu, avumtu necr vtjho becru njsa kph fkkhvvkfv' cgzr, ucvfuub, akhj vrch cghr vrc abhtur yrcbhe'ucva,,pu, bmhdh nnak, drnbhv' akujh vrch upghkho nthrupvunhartk/

"nsucr cyex nnkf,h avnnakv cdrnbhv vhh,v ngurc,cu rcu,/ vo t; vfhbu tbsryv nfucs,' gkhv rauo fk anu,vbxpho"' nxpr rw tprho dukscrd nfpr-jc"s avhv jkenvnakj, vhartkh,/ "muu, nhujs anhb,v vnayrv vneunh,cgecu, dhkuh ecr vtjho ecg fh nsucr ctxhrho hvushhoabtxru cakvh nkjn, vguko vabhhv/

vrc hartk-nthr ktu' verht t, "jzui vgmnu, vhcau,"ak vbcht hjzetk cgcrh, ucdrnbh,/ "gshhi kt zfhbu kvdan,vjzui ukvct, vgmnu, khartk' tck do vjzui vzv h,daocnvrv chnhbu kbds ghbhbu"' tnr/

auushv

vakujho kmsu ak zufv prx buck

cacug agcrvgbhev vtesnhvvnkfu,h, vauush, prxbuck kfkfkv kprupxurhartk tuninvtubhcrxhyv vgcrh,chruakho/ thi zu vpgovrtaubv ahvush zufvkeck t, vprx' tlsuuet v,bvdu,u ak vprupxur vuckyv cgh,ubu, ucykuuhzhvvauush,' nv adro kacug ak dtuuv hvush, khvush auushv/

jsau, jc"s nxchc kguko

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cea,u ak nr tuni kxgus tl ure tufk far knvsrhi gurrvvsho cerc cbh vevhkv hvush,' favut zufv kesa cfl aoanho/ akhj vrch nv"n cauushv vrc tkfxbsr bnsr std kfkmrfhu vrujbhho ak tuni ucbh napj,u favut nxpe gcuru t,vtruju, vfaru, avufbu gk hsh ch, jc"s vneunh/

evk vnuznbho vup,g krtu, t, vprupxur humt cghmunvak vjdhdv gk nb, kv,pkk kpbh vgnus t, ,phk, vnbjv'av,ehhnv cjsr hahcu, nhujs axusr nrta gk hsh akhj vrchcauushv/

"zv navu akt hfuk,h kvjnh.!" tnrv rghh, baht vevhkvvhvush, tbsrx etrkcrd/ ,knhsho nch, vxpr vneunh wch,nbjow xhhgu kvdha t, vxgusv vfarv' uhjs go vnjbl vakhjrw nhftk stbuu' vmyrpu k,phku,/ "vrcv dtuuv hvush, vhh,vpv cxhugu ak vakhj"' j,nv ta, baht vevhkv/

bhu-dwrxh

vufbx xpr ,urv ci 051 abv

thrug nrda cnhujs bjdd cbhu-drxh ftar xpr ,urv ci 051abv vufbxknrfz wcrh,tcrvow ctuks crhsdw'cvbvk,vakhjvrchuxh ebkxeh/garu, njcrh vevhkvbyku jke cvfbx, xprv,urv avhh,v nrda,cnhujs/

ktjr f,hc,vtu,hu, vtjrubu,fbvudpmjvevk vdsuk cahrv ucrheusho abnafu gk pbh agvtrufv' facxupo vufbx xpr v,urv kvhfk' uvturjhovuznbukxgus, nmuuv jdhdh, hjs go vakujho/

xhpuru vntk; ak xpr v,urv n,jhk kpbh 051 abv favhvcrau,v ak napj, puex nnksucv/ nao vugcrvxprkxhchrubatr ao gs ab, ,a"k/ftar nrprs puexvhdrktrv"c cab, ,an"y'rmvkvcht gnut, xpr v,urv tukovscr gkv chsu/ vut vmkhj cnahn,u re ktjr ntnmhonrucho' afkkudo vmvrvcpbh njke, v,rcu, akruxhv/vneuo vn,tho chu,r anmt nr puex gcur xpr v,urvvg,he vhv vnrfz vjsa ak jc"s ctuks crhsdw vnar, t,evhk, humth ruxhv avut bnbv chbhvo/

ktx uutdx

nmshgho kakhj

chuo rtaui agcr v,ehho cktx uutdx shbr nputr kmhui

jna-garv abu, pghku,kch, jc"s vneunhcrtau,u ak vakhj vrchvuag vtrkhd/ kngkv n-007 tha ctu kvmshgkpugku ak vakhj avpl t,vneuo c,ul pre zni'nnscr annv rujbhkevhkv ,uxx, upurj,/

vshbr vnputr v,ehhoctuko veubmryho ak nkui wturkhbxw uva,,pu cu nxk,vuanbv ak vthzur: tbah gxeho' pukhyhetho uthah mhcur rcho/ceyg vtunbu,h vuphg vznr susu phar/ cnrfz vgrc bhatvakhj t, btunu cnvkfu xer t, v,p,ju, jc"s cghr ut,,ufbhu,hu kg,hs/ ktjr nfi mpv vmhcur cuhshtu npghku, jc"scnvkl vabv/

bauuhk' acybxh

xhpur nrda cwshbrw

shbr nputr v,ehho cnumth ac, vtjrui do cghr bauuhkacybxh cvbvk,u ak vakhj vrc hmje yhhfyk'va,,pu cukngkv ntrcg ntu, tha' nfk duubh vea, vhvush,/ cnrfzvgrc gnsv vupg,u ak vznr susu phar at; vp,hg cxhpurarhda t, fuko uvpl t, vvupgv kahj, vhuo cghr fukv/

xhpuru ak susu bxuc gk thav hvushv' afrgv kks, cab,,rm"c cghr rhdv ackychv/ vkhsv vx,cfv uvrupt kt vhvjhuch cshtdbuzv avgchr ktju, vhuks, uah,; tu,vcnjacu,hu aha kmss cvpkv' j"u/

vthav nhvrv tk vrch vrhh"m avhv ctu,v ,eupv crhdv'ucheav crfv avfuk hkl faurv/ vrch chrl avthav ,ks R"kgcgshe dgzuby ehbs" ]= hks jh ucrht[/ zni emr ktjravtju, jzrv kch, vrputv' hksv vthav c, crhtv uakhnv/"vo ertu kv nrho' ukhnho busgv cao nrho phar' uvht tnh/tbh fti czfu, crf,u ak vrch' to kt jc"s' kt vhh,h ftivkhkv"///

dbh ,euuv

v,runnu, vruj cvfbx, xpr ,urv

kngkv njna-ntu, tha n,uach dbh-,euuv va,,pu chuortaui vacug cvfbx, xpr-,urv kch,-jc"s vneunh abgrfvcruc ahrv uanjv/

fcr cagu, tjr vmvrhho vnuesnu, v,txpu rcho cch,akhj vrch nv"n cdbh ,euuv vrc draui abur' ao bf,cuvtu,hu, vtjrubu, gk hsh bfcsho u,urnho/


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c,uo f,hc,vtu,hu, hmtvv,vkufv nch,vakhj cafub, bu;xchui ugcrv srlafub, whanjnavw kgcr"n,jo jc"s"cdbh ,euuv aobgrfu vepu,fnbvd jc"s cruc-go ucrheushoanjv xugrho/ gkvanjv bhmjuvdctho' cbhvevhkv uakujhonvgrho vxnufu,avdhgu kanujcanj, v,urv/cneuo/

xpr v,urvb,ro gk hsh fkk,uach dbh ,euuv'unauo fl ja fktjs nvna,,phofh nsucr canjvpryh, aku/

c,uo vvepu, mgsu fuko kgcr tuko vthrugho w,ptr,cbhow' ao fcr vn,hbu gus rcho n,uach dbh ,euuv' avmyrpukxgus, vnmuuv/

t, nxf, vbtunho vjdhdh, p,j vnbjv rw nbjo adkuc'axhpr gk pghku,u vcrufv ak ch,-jc"s cthzur ugk vapg,u gkv,uacho/ vdcth vnxur rw rptk ursh p,j ctnhr, pre ,vkhoak vrch uccrf, wavjhhbuw brda,/ ktjr nfi vznhi vnbjv t,vtsnu"r nxtxucakhy"t ashcr gk vsda ab,i vrch cf,hc,xprh-,urv vntjsho t, jkeh vgo chartk ucguko fuku/

ktjr-nfi shcr rta-vnugmv' tchah kuhiavcyhj ach,-jc"s hecku ch,-fbx, cafubv vjsav a,cbv cdbh-,euuv/

fnu fi batu scrho vdtui vrc haghvu vrmk' rcu ak bmr,ghkh,/ vrc jhho mch vkuh' vakhj vrtaui cdbh ,euuv unbfcshvevhkv uvakhj vrc draui abur/

ckyu cbufju,o: jcr-vfbx, vrc nthr prua' vrc hgecaburjcr nugm, ghrhh, hruakho/ vrc anutk abur' rc afubvcndsk vgne/ rta vnugmv nr tchah kuhi uxdbh hshshv murhtkucbhnhi gsbh' vaupy nr b,i bjnbh ,uac dbh ,euuv' dcth ch,-vfbx, vnrfzh cdbh-,euuv rw rptk ursh/

nhs cxhuo f,hc, vtu,hu,' v,jhku kf,uc t, vtu,hu,vrtaubu, ak xpr-,urv vjsa ab,ro fuku gk-hsh jcr vbvk,ch,-jc"s' vakhj vrtaui kdbh-,euuv vrc jhho-mch vkuh/ t,xpr-v,urv f,c vxupr rw rptk jhhc' njcrh vevhkv/

tkgs

jdhdv fpukv chahc, jc"s

cthrug nhujs cnhbu v,ehhnv cvhfkh vhahcv "jbuf,vch," khahcv eybv ,unfh ,nhnho khuctuuhya _ tkgs ,"u'ktur v,rjcu, vhahcv cruc ptr uvsr/

vhahcv azv g,v re bfbxv kab,v vakhah, uvnubv fhuofahaho ,knhsho' gcrv ktjrubv wn,hj, pbhow rmhbh,fav"ztk" vurjc uvfphk t, gmnu/ fnu fi buxpu abh jsrh khnusujsr tufk avurjc' tuko duk, vfu,r, vht cbhh, vpbhnhhvvnhujs, vnfhkv jnav gar jsrho nputrho unnuzdho'nruvyho vhyc/

cthrug vjdhdh byku jke vurho rcho uhshsh vhahcv actukrtu, neruc t, v,p,ju,v ak vhahcv/ eav ntus vhvkvx,hr t, v,pgku,o uv,rdau,o ak vturjho vrcho aavucneuo/

p,j t, vgrc vnbjv vrc suc vkprhi vnfvi fnadhjchahcv _ cmyyu nahju,hu ak vrch nv"n gk ,pehso ak,knhsho c,ur bru, kvthr ascr zv mrhl kv,cyt cfk tjsutjs cnal fk agu, vhuo/

ktjr nfi bat scrho vrc tprho snhjucxeh r"n ahgur dwchahcv _ kvcht t, "scr nkfu," ak vrch/ vrc snhjucxehvcht cscrhu t, ahj,u vhsugv ak vrch gk vbjhmu, kp,ujxbh; ak ",unfh ,nhnho" cfk neuo ucfk ghr' ugk tj, fnvcghr fnu tkgs vntfkx, hahcu, rcu,/

tjrhu bat scrho vrc nbjo nbsk dkufucxeh' rcv akevhk, jc"s crjucu, uxdi nzfhr rcbh jc"s ctrv"e' axhpr gkcheuru ak rw zuat vpryhzi cnuxsu, rjucu, ucv,pgku,unknk kturl fk vcheur t, vnhkho "ckh ghi vrg"/ faatkutu,u gk par v,bvdu,u zu' gbv rw zuat "zvu nuxs ak vrchunuxs fzv hpv mrhl xhhg,t sanht akt hcutu vrutho khshebtv j"u ukfi mrhfho kunr ckh ghi vrg fk vzni"' fi vnuxsvzv _ xhho vrc dkufucxeh t, btunu _ avxphe cnal ,eupvfv emrv kvfphk ukaka t, gmnu ckh ghi vrg' uthjk khahcvukguns crtav vmkjv rcv/


kngkv: vanjv vdsukv cvfbx, xpr

v,urv/ knyv:vtsnu"r nxtxuc tunr

wkjhhow/ nantk khnhi: vrc vrmk' vrc

draui abur' vrc jhho mch vkuh' vtsnu"r

nxtxuc urw nbjo adkucv,nubu, ctshcu, nthr svti

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turj vfcus avdhg cnhujs kthrug' tchu ak rta vhahcv _vrc nrsfh ckhbuc akhy"t njauch rcbh jc"s cmrp,' p,jccrf, avjhhbu faeuku babe nv,rdau,/ vut vtrhl cyuc ygocscr jhuc crf, avjhhbu ccbhh, ch, fbx, uch, nsra' uehart, vthrug go pra, vacug "uhmt hgec nctr acg uhkl jrbv"/"rta vhahcv cbh akhy"t vhv r"n ahgur dw chahcv cnrfzvtr.' uvut gzc vfuk uvkl kp,uj nuxs jsa ctupi ak"kf,jhkv trhcgr" cghr "tkgs" acdhnyrht cnxpr eyi vutfnu "jri"/ t, scrhu xhho cthjukho kvmkj, vhahcvuv,p,ju,v cdanhu, ucrujbhu,/

vrc nrfh anutk tafbzh' rcu ak fpr jc"s' mhhi c,jhk,scrhu vao vyuc aeb,v vhahcv cab,hho vrtaubu, kehunv/

vut thjk avhahcv ,kl u,,p,j fvbv ufvbv cgzvh",/

t, nxf, vbtunho xhho rta vhahcv vrc tcrvo tarckhbuc avusv cscrhu kec"v gk fk vyuc uchea gk vg,hsavhahcv ,mkhj cdu"r/ vut vusv cjnhnu, kfk vkuejho jkecanjv zu' ucgher knbvkv vnxur ak vhahcv vrc tkhgzruhhxpha/

ktjr nfi jukeu ,gusu, nhujsu, k"j,i ,urv" cnxdr,ncmg ,urv ,ax"v' ukxdbh vj,bho abcjbu gk nxf, cctnmhgt' uvgphku kakc vdnr/

cxhuo vngns vuznbu vrcbho uhshsh vhahcv kecug nzuzu,cfh,u, ucjsrho abcbu zv g,v/


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huo ahah tjr vmvrhho/ czu tjr zubpdau, fjna-ntu, cbu, nfk rjch vtr.cenpux vnputr ak "hs tcrvo" cb,bhv/cagr n,buxx sdk nahj dsuk/ pbho nufru,_ whjs vmyuppbu c-077w/// whjs gnsbucanj, ch, vautcvw/// vekv vhtcghbhfo? kauc kjhu, t, ,arh! ukt rekjuu,' tkt kvrdha nahj!

npdaho emrho ubdaho kgns,vvranv' ao neckho nhsg uvfuubvkjsrho/ vfk nturdi urauo/ vfbu,tjrubu, kac,/

xerbu t, vn,jo/ cjsr vtufk gunsaky nfucs' ccjhb, "tci nehr ,zge" _wac, afukv nahjw cjxu, wnyv nahjwavaehg ntnmho rcho ubyk gk gmnu t,vguk vfxph uvvumtu, vnrucu, kvmkj,vac,/ nfk gcr pbho brdau, unjhhfu, _fnv jhfhbu kac, vzu!

kt bru, rdhkho vuskeu' fh to bhmumu,ak nahj/ vbru,' xusru do vo cfh,uc _wac, afukv nahjw/ hjs go vbr' vukf,udskv akvc, vtnubv uvmphhv/ nhs ktjrvske, bru, v,fbxu, ctushyurhuo/ fkvcbu, hjs nvuu, gumnv ath tpar k,trcnhkho/ gk fk fhxt nufbv grfv thah,:,ufbhv kac,' euc. kkhnus cjcru,u, _cvumtv nhujs, krdk vac, g"h ngrf,"hjh vnkl"' s; go vahgurho vhunhho'wscr nkfu,w ugkubho aubho/

t, ,ufbh, vac, p,j vrc hux; hmjeuhkhatbxehavthr cscrhu t, vsrhavwnahj bRuw fph avht n,cyt, cpra,vacug/

bhdubho nrunnho' ahr, whjhw tshrvvpurm, ngune vbanv/ rch' fukbu nufbu,'rumho re krtu,! tjrhv gukv vrc zknibuyheabuat scrho tusu, vzni cu tbubnmtho _ vtk; vahah tjr jmu,/ vrchvushg fh bnmtho fcr chnu, vnahj/ ac,/czni afzv nh hghz kgau, nktfv? kjkk t,vac,? vhshgv vcrurv fh fg, hnu, nahj'thbv nathrv neuo kv,gxe cgbhbho ktrmuhho _ gbhbho ak juk' athbo eaurhokesua, vzni/

v,phkv n,jhkv/ eck, ac, cahrvucv,kvcu,/ gus vzsnbu, kauc ukjhu, t,077/ tu,i vnbdhbu,' uhu,r nfl' tu,v jhu,/vjhu, anbhgv t, vjxhsho cakhju,o/

ktjr ,phk, grch, n,txpho cjsrvtufk/ vaukjbu, grufho' cms vaukjbu,knapju, vrcbho vturjho: napj,uhkabxeh' napj, uhmvbskr' napj, vbsk'napj, ekhhbni' napj, tupi' napj,ruzbcky' napj,v ak vdcw mhpurvnhhsbmwhe _ vguns, ntjurh vac, _vjk nvrghui' ufkv cpryho vfh eybho'unapj,u ak vnadhj vnxur _ vrczknbuc/ kt tnr tso "mr kh vneuo"' vfknufi cxsr ucshue/ cnvkl vxgusv bangho

scrh ,urv nph vrc vgbsk' tusu,v,earu, uf,hcv krch' suuet vhuo/

crf, vnzui' nbujv emrv' uaucn,fbxho/ vpgo duk, vfu,r, ak vac,:v,uugsuhu, vfbv kwjd vjdhow h"y cfxkufvurt, vrch nv"n cwscr nkfu,w vacugh/fk ecumv n,uugs, go tjs vnaphghovturjho gs vagu, veybu, ak vkhkv/

gk t; vagv vntujr, cv vx,hhnuvv,uugsuhu,' branv bufju, nktvctrcgv ahgurh jxhsu, abnxru ccuer/

ntu, bhmumu, vuskeu cac, afukv nahj

bru, vac, cmur, vnhkv "nahj"

vrc anutk vgbskvrc zkni buyhe

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ktjr yghnv ekv n,fbx, fk afc, dhkkkhnus jxhsu, go tjs nvnaphgho: wscrnkfu,w untnrh vfbv kh"y fxku/ vrcuhmvbskr kunr eygho nntnr "chuo ga,hgar" undhg knxebv vcrurv' vjfo thbunx,pe cdhkuhho tkt ncea t, vgmo _"tbt bxhc nkft"/ fk xyhv eybv _nxufb,/ ha kcjur cgmo/ thbbu nx,pehocwdhkuhhow _ ahju,' uhstu' sukrho/ tburumho t, vgmo _ vrch nkl vnahj/

,phk, ac, n,ehhn, cch, vfbx,vnputr acenpux/ vrc uhkatbxeh n,pkkkpbh v,hcv cbghnu, ucahkuc bhdubho kturlv,phkv/ knru, vnbhhi veyi' vahrvbang, knrjeho/ nbdhb, vkc zuge, _ahcbv ch, vnesa/// vut huahgbu uhdtkbu///

xgus, ac, nvuuv vnal hahr k,phkv/vbhdubho bangho kfk turl vxgusv/ scr,urv nph vrc ekhbni ashcr gk vngkvvnhujs, ak vsur akbu suuet nms vhu,ubju, chu,r fh zvu sur vdtukv/ do ktjrvxgusv bnafho vahrv uvrheushocanjv' ccyjui uctnubv crurv azu vhtfcr anj, vdtukv/

fngy uthi zni nbujv/ ac, afukvnahj kkt vpxev/ fg,' n,jke, v,ufbh,knxpr jkeho/ cjke vrtaui' fuki hjs _,phk, nbjv uxsr bhdubho/ rguut srguut _rmui vrmubu,/ ukbu' rmui tjs nau,; _nahj cpugk nna!

ktjr nfi n,jkeho: cbu, v,hfuina,,pu, cpghku, cecumu, go vnsrhfu,/do cnajeho vbeusv vht tj, _ tnubv'jxhsu,' tvc, hartk unahj! cbu, vxnhbrneahcu, knat ntk; nt, vrcbh,uhkatbxeh: vdu; vdanh nx,hr gk vtn,uvrmui vpbhnh ak hvush/ nmhtu, vguko'unmhtu,u ak hvush vo tkueu,/ gkhbukpeuj ghbhho fsh krtu, zt,/

tjrh vcskv' pu,jho t, vacugc"krtu, t, nkfbu"/ nuci akt nuu,rho gkxgus,t ssus nkft nahjt kxhfuo vac,/cnvkl vxgusv nuznbho vnaphgho kxfot, vbeusv' ktruz mhsv ksrl' auo scr

thbu nx,hho' fg, re n,jhk vncjivtnh,h/

vrc zkni buyhe nxfo t, vnxrhoaeckbu cnal vac,/ "tbu bnmtho chnu,vnahj/ kph vtupi cu bjhv _ beck t,vfuju, angk kycg' fuj kkt dcuk _ fujdtuk,h"/ vrc anutk vbsk' hu"r ugs vpugkak wnyv nahjw aguns ntjurh vac,'nscr gk vjahcu, kvnahl ukjhu, fk vznit, tu,v tuhrv exunv _ nahj/ gk fktj, mrhl ahurda' avh,v c"ac, afukvnahj"/ ktjr nfi bert tk vnherupui vrcuhmvbskr/ vut thbu nscr kcbu,/ vut pubvkrch/ "kph scrh vrch ch"s fxku "zv vhuoaehar tu,h gnfo/// tbh kt t,i kfonbujv ut,o kt ,,bu kh nbujv"/ rch! tbukt nathrho tu,l kcs/ ncyhjho kkf,cakhju,l' kv,hhdg kvchi ukknus' ukprxocfk neuo t, scr vnkl _ kear fk hvushgo nahj/ rch' tbu rumho krtu, tu,l! uuhuuTby rch bRu"/

eav k,tr t, vruao anu,hru,vnhkho abjryu, ckccu,' vtuuhrvnjuank,' vghbhho sungu, utbu cyuju,

cvcyjv un,geau, fcr krtu, cghbh car/

cxhuo vwnkuv nkfvw bgrf, vdrkv chivcbu, ava,,pu c,ufbhu, gk xy "scrnkfu," ngur ,run, vrc rhhfni "jha-vpm, nghhbu,"' uvsucsci acemp, _va,,pu, fxph, cfryhx yhxv krch/

tjrh crf, vnzui vupl jsr vtufkkrjc, rheusho/ vtuuhrv nrunn,/ aucbangho vahrho nanj, ch, vautcv',arh ,ax"u/ vrdkhho kt hfuku, kvhatrcneuo' vhshho n,jcru, uvkccu,n,tjsho/ ngdkho eybho' ungdk tjs dsuk/cnal agv trufv ruesu, vcbu, canjvnhujs, _ anjv ak dtukv _ vbucg,ntnubv mrupv ucyjui nkt/ re vvxgu,nfrhju, t, vcbu, kv,b,e nvtuuhrvvnhujs,' cvcyjv kjcr t, vguko fukugo nv aeckbu cnal vac,/

vvrdav vnrunn, cnal vac, thbvnu,hrv neuo kxpe/ tbu cyujho untnhbhoa,f; unhs nna b,rtv go vrch cch,vnesa vakhah' cvfrzv vbmjh,: "hjhtsubbu nurbu urchbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs"/

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buksu knz"y^ knapj, rw aknv zkni tsrgh' kubsui'tbdkhv _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj,rw nav tsrgh' fpr jc"sQ napj, rw tkhgzrdchr.' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n fpr dsgui/

^ knapj, rw brhv tnh,h' shnubv _kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, tnh,h'hruakhoQ napj, chyui' shnubv/

^ knapj, rw jhho atuk crue' ertuivhhyx _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonr, jbvcrue' fpr jc"sQ napj, rw nav kuhruchbayhhi' trdbyhbv/

^ knapj, rw ngbsk duykhc' tue ptre_ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw si stacxeh' ertuivhhyx _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw nthr hjzetk vukmcrd'kus _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rwbjni vukmcrd' ertui vhhyxQ nr, arvvukmcrd' hruakhoQ napj, rw cbhnhi ztcnkuc' fpr jc"sQ napj, rw nrsfh tvrinkuc' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw nrsfh vhra' ertuivhhyx _ kvuks, vci/ ukzebhvonapj,vhra' ertui vhhyx/ napj, rw haghwenhber' ertui vhhyx

^ knapj, rw nbjo ngbsk vkprhi'erh, xpr _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonr,rjk vkprhi' rtaui kmhuiQ nr, ruzbcky' cbhcre/

^ knapj, rw ztc vrni' kux tbdwkx _kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw abhtur zkni uhkvko'ertui vhhyx _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw jhho atuk uhkvko' akhjf"e ts"a nv"n tuxku' burcdhv _ kvuks,vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw pbjx cruluhkvko' kubsui' tbdkhvQ nr, jbv uhkvko'hruakhoQ napj, rw sus uuk;' kubsui' tbdkhvQnr, jbv crue' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw jhho tkhgzr uhkatbxeh'r"h wjbul kbgrw sk,ui' mp, _ kvuks, vciQukzebhvonapj, rw hux; hmjeuhkatbxeh' r"h hahc, jxhsh jc"skuhctuuhya uakhj f"e ts"a nv"n - mp,'ujcr tdu"j ctrv"eQ napj, rw rptkuhkatbxeh' ertui vhhyxQ napj, vrcnav tafbzh' rc tb"a ujcr tdu"j' ,ktchcQ napj, rw ztc prhsni' naphgchahc, jxhsh jc"s kuhctuuhya' mp,Qnapj, rw tcrvo zkni uhhbr' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw nrsfh hsdr' mp, _kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvo

napj, rw hmjehsdr' tchyk'

,gblQ

napj, rw jh yuchtbv' jmur vdkhkh,/

^ knapj, rw nav hmje khckhl' ertuivhhyx _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw huro kxchi' bjk, vrjc"s _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw jhho nux' hruakho _kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw jbul bkei' yurubyu _kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rwabhtur zkni vkuh xdk'crhbutv' mrp,_ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvo

napj, rw hux; mch vkuh xdk' hruakhoQnapj, rw hvuag nubsahhi' hruakhoQ nr,mchv cruuni' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo xhkcrxyui' mp,_ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw hvuag xkpuh' cbh cre _kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw anutksc xkpuh' cbh creQ napj, hgeucuch./

^ knapj, rw hgec akuo grbyruh'hruakho _ kvuks, vci nav nbjo ngbskQukzebhvonapj, rw hmje hvusveuchyage' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw nav phbxui' ertui vhhyx_ kvuks, vci/ ukzebhvonapj, rw bjuophbxui' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw abhtur pkuyehi' ertuivhhyx _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw tkgzr nrsfh egbhd' akhjf"e ts"a nv"n tjuz, cfpks' nushghigkh, _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rwhgec anutk egbhd' fpr jc"sQ nr, shbvegbhd' hruakhoQ napj, rw anutk nbjongbsk abhturxui' hruakhoQ napj, rw hux;nthr vkuh ayrxcrd' fpr jc"sQ napj, rwhgec hvusv vkuh ayrxcrd' hruakho/

^ knapj, erkhi' ch,r gkh, _ kvuks,vci/

^ knapj, rw hux; rchbuch.' ch,r gkh,_ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonr, nkfv rcevrchbuch.' hruakhoQ napj, rw bp,kh mchduykhc' ch,r gkh,/

^ knapj, rw ajr vfvi aphbr' fprjc"s _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rwtcrvo vfvi aphbr' fpr jc"sQ napj,grbyruh' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw bjuo anrhvu aaubehi'ertui vhhyx _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvo

napj, rw tcrvo hmje aaubehi' naphgchahc, ,u,"k ndsk vgne uakhj f"e ts"anv"n tchyk' ,gblQ napj, rw zgkhd duykhc'ertui vhhyxQ napj, rw nrsfh cry' ertuivhhyx/

^ knapj, rw tkhvu sus tsrh' ,k mhui_ kvuks, vc, jhv nuaetQ ukzebhvo

napj, rw dcrhtk tsrh' jsrvQnapj, rwsus dcth' ngkv tsunho/

^ knapj, rw nbjo ngbsk crus' ertuivhhyx _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw hgec duksayhhi' ch,rgkh, _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw aknv

druxni' curu ptre _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw nhftk svti' nubyrhtk'ebsv _ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rwangui svti' prhz' mrp,Q napj, rw hgechnti' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw hutk sbmhbdr' cruekhi _kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw hvuag vtrkhd' akhj f"ets"a nv"n ktx udtx _ kvuks, vc,/ukzebhvonapj, rw nthr vrkhd' ertuivhhyx/

^ knapj, rw nav vcr' ertui vhhyx_ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw anutk uufygk' yurubyu'ebsv _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw abhtur zkni zekx' akhjf"e ts"a nv"n bucu-xhchr _ kvuks,vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw hux; hmje zekx'bjk, vr jc"sQ napj, rw hgec prhsni'hruakho/

^ knapj, rw sc khsr' tkgs _ kvuks,vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw mch khsr' kusQnapj, rw anutk xdk' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw tkhw vfvi fvi' jcrnugm, vnbvkho ak hahc, ,u", vnrfzh,'ertui vhhyx _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw hvusv vfvi fvi'huvbxcurd' sruo tprhev _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw nrsfh vfvi fvi' kuxtbdwkx _ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj,rw jhho hmje vfvi fvi' nbvk ch, nahjkubsui' tbdkhvQ napj, rw hvusv ekpni'ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw tvri fkcu' ertui vhhyx_ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw nhftk kuhahi' nurhxyti_ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw ci-mhui khpxegr' rtauikmhui _ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rwnrsfh khpxegr' kusQ napj, rw hux; hmjedbzcurd' naphg cbjk, vr jc"sQ napj, rwhgec dbzcurd' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n nhktbu'thykhvQ nr, hureuch.' nubyrhtk' ebsv/

^ knapj, rw tkhvu khpah.' mp, _kvuks, vc, jhv nuaet/

^ knapj, rw cugz krbr' bjk, vr jc"s_ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw anrhvu krbr' hruakho _kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw hgeckrbr' hruakhoQ napj, rw nav pyrucxeh'hruakho/

^ knapj, rw jhho guzr ngytk' ertuivhhyx _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw b,btk hvusv nareh'akhj f"e ts"a nv"n chauc tso _kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw jhhonareh' hruakhoQ napj, rw nthr tkhvutvrui' rta fukk tcrfho rjucu,Q nr,nareh' cbh creQ napj, rw akuo tvrui'fpr xctQ nr, nzk hnhbh' fpr xct/

^ knapj, rw abhtur zkni bhhnre' ch,rghkh, _ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw

hutk bhhhnre' kusQ napj, rw dskhvdrhbcrd' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw nbjo ngbsk xyue' tueptre _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw nav xhkcr' ertuivhhyx _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw crul xkubho' akhj f"ets"a nv"n nushghi _ kvuks, vc,Qukzebhvonapj, vrc ztc sc xkubho' rcnrfz hruakhoQ napj, rw anutk vkuh jpr'hu"r nfkk, wch, rcevw' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw kuh pkuyehi' kux tbdwkx'ekhpurbhv _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw hux; hmje phbeuch.' cbhcre _ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rwnav ekubhnux phbeuch.' jukuiQ napj, rwcbhnhi ztc vkuh xdk' r"h w,ur, tn,whruakho' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw rui pkj' p,j ,euv _kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw uhyurhupkj' rgbbvQ napj, rw sus tar haghvurhhl' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw ci mhui etr;' nhtnh _kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo ehuuni' kuxtbdwkx _ kvuks, vc,/

^knapj, rw kuh hmje ebkxeh' akhjf"e ts"A nv"n crhxk' ckdhv _ kvuks,vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw b,i ebkxeh'bjk, vr jc"sQ napj, rw tkhvu eue'naphg chahc, jc"s cbh cre' fpr jc"sQnr, prkv eue' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw jh ruybcrd' mp, _kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw gnhjh rhcr' hruakho _kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw b,irhcr' fpr jc"sQ napj, rw nav uxrni'hruakho/

^ knapj, rw nbjo ngbsk rhhmgx'erh, d, _ kvuks, vc, nuaetQukzebhvonapj, vrc hgec rhhmgx' akhjf"e ts"a nv"n urc hxus vngkvQ napj,vrc nav vckhi' rta hahc, jc"s ,u,"kurc vghr erh, d,/

^ knapj, rw jhho draui ayhhbn.'xurxphks _ kvuks, vc,/

vdhgu knmuu,^ knapj, dusni' ahedu _ kvdhg vciv,w tkhvu eupkknmuu,/

^ knapj, rw anutk crhfyt' bmr,gkh, _ kvdhg vci v,w nbjo ngbskknmuu,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw tcrvocrhfyt' cbh creQ nr, ktv ni' bmr, gkh,/

^ knapj, rw sc dhbzcurd' akhj f"ets"a nv"n jhpv _ kvdhg vci v,w kuhhmjeknmuu,Q ukzebhvonr, zvcvdhbzcurd' cbh creQ napj, rw tvri nrsfhzhkcrayruo' hruakho/

^ knapj, draui' ahedu _ kvdhg vciv,w nrsfh tkhvuknmuu,/

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knapj, rw bj vukmni' ertui vhhyx _kvdhg vci v,w anutk tkhvuknmuu,Qukzebhvonapj, rw hgec mch vukmni'tbyuurpi' ckdhvQ napj, rw crul vfvithhzbcrd' bjk, vr jc"s/

^ knapj, fvi' tcbyurv _ kvdhgvci v,w tkhgzr hgec vfviknmuu,/

^ knapj, rw turh khpa' cbh cre _kvdhg vci v,w nbjo ngbskknmuu,Qukzebhvonapj, rw tkgzr khpa' fprjc"sQ napj, rw anutk angkeg vkuhxdk' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw jhho xkubho' akhj f"Ets"a nv"n shzwu' mrp, _ kvdhg vci v,wnbjo ngbskknmuu,Q ukzebhvonr,pbhbv xkubho' ertui vhhyxQ napj, vrcvkk pczbr' rc evhk, khuctuuhya prhz'mrp,/

^ knapj, xexui' phyxcurd _ kvdhgvci v,w hvusv abhtur zkniknmuu,/

^ knapj, rw nbjo ngbsk puuzbr'akhj f"e ts"a nv"n urc vrtah ak x/pyrcurd' ruxhv _ kvdhg vci v,w akuoknmuu,/ ukzebhvonapj, rw hmjenhaukchi' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw aknv eyki' bjk, vrjc"s _ kvdhg vci v,w hgecknmuu,/

^ knapj, rw tcbr rn,h' gnbutk _kvdhg vci v,w anutkknmuu,/

^ knapj, rw hmje ayhhbn.' akhjf"e ts"a nv"n tkph nbav _ kvdhgvci v,w mch nbavknmuu,Q ukzebhvo

napj, rw tcrvo nhftk ayhhbn.' fprjc"sQ nr, rcev crue' fpr jc"sQ nr,khpah.' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw bhxho akd' mp, _kvdhg vci knmuu,/

ctu cearh ahsufhi^ knapj, crubayhhi' nurhxyui _kcut vci v,w nklcearh ahsufhi gc"dtuskhvknapj, cerni' yurubyu/

^ knapj, rw hux; hmje durtrhv'naphg chahc, khuctuuhya syruhy _kcut vci v,w nbjo ngbskcearhahsufhi gc"d ahhbtknapj, rw huo-yuckhxui' nubyrhtk' ebsvQ ukzebhvonr,durtrhv' nubyrhtk' ebsvQ napj,rxehi' kubsui' tbdkhvQ napj, rw tcrvokhxui' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, vrhxui' nhtnh chya _kcut vci v,w hux;cearh ahsufhi gc"drjkknapj, vdr' bhu vhhci/

^ knapj, rw jhho zkni uhhxcrd'hruakho - nuxecv _ kcut vci v,wtkhnklcearh ahsufhi gc"d tkhacgknapj, euuhi' fpr jc"s cwQ ukzebhvo

nr, yucv tkyvuhz' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw nav zhdsui' hpu _kcut vci v,w dcrhtkcearh ahsufhigc"d tuskhvknapj, rw hux; jss' fprjc"sQ

ukzebhvonapj, zhdsui' cbh creQ napj,crsudu' hpuQ napj, phba' taekui/

^ knapj, kurh' huvbxcurd' sruotprhev _ kcut vci v,w rubhcearhahsufhi gc"d tx,rknapj, kbd'huvbxcurd' sruo tprhev/

^ knapj, khcrni' pkycua _ kcutvci v,w nbjo ngbskcearh ahsufhi gc"dhpvknapj, uuhkhnucxeh' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, crul nnu' hruakho _ kcutvci v,w abhtur zknicearh ahsufhi gc"dnrdkh,knapj, rw hmje hbeuch.'b,hcu,/

^ knapj, bdwr' prhz' mrp, _ kcutvci v,w kuhcearh ahsufhi gc"d jhvknapj, ykr' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, buxcuho' euuhbx _ kcutvci v,w navcearh ahsufhi gc"d yucvknapj, tczucv' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, bjnuch.' huvbxcurd' sruotprhev _ kcut vci v,w ardtcearhahsufhi gc"d scurvknapj, drubhe'huvbxcurd' sruo tprhev/

^ knapj, xudhi' yurubyu' ebsv _kcut vci v,w hvuagcearh ahsufhi gc"darvknapj, ckuo' xhsbh' tuxyrkhv/

^ knapj, xusrh' prhz' mrp, _ kcutvci v,w kuh hmjecearh ahsufhi gc"dru,knapj, crue' xhsbh' tuxyrkhv/

^ knapj, xkyr' ertui vhhyx _kcut vci v,w sccearh ahsufhi gc"dktvknapj, drbu,' hartk/

^ knapj, xnh,' huvbxcurd' sruotprhev _ kcut vci v,w thkicearhahsufhi gc"d aygrbtknapj, ruchi'huvbxcurd' sruo tprhev/

^ knapj, xbucxeh' bvrhv _ kcutvci v,w atukcearh ahsufhi gc"d rjkrhbvknapj, chnc"s' kux tbdwkx'ekhpurbhv/

^ knapj, gnro' p,j ,euv _ kcutvci v,w nbjo hmjecearh ahsufhi gc"dauabv arvknapj, vrc aknv nzrjh'fpr dchruk' rjucu,/

^ knapj, pkyhx' nubxh _ kcut vciv,w hux;cearh ahsufhi gc"d bjnvknapj, khyuuhi' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo ngbsk prhskbs'bjk, vr jc"s _ kcut vci v,w jhhocearh ahsufhi gc"d hvush,knapj, rwnav shhya' hruakho/

^ knapj, rhh' ,k tchc _ kcut vciv,w gnbutkcearh ahsufhi gc"d sekvknapj, srhbv' frnhtk/

^ knapj, rppury' tykbyhe xhyh _kcut vci v,w tcrvocearh ahsufhi gc"dntahknapj, crubayhhi' nhtnh'pkurhsv/

^ knapj, ayri' tuxyrkhv _ kcutvci v,w nbjocearh

ahsufhi gc"d tx,r vsxvknapj, rwanutk vkuh durch.' akhj f"e ts"anv"n khtui' mrp,Q ukzebhvonapj, rwhaafr sc vkuh durch.' nbf"k "ch, rcev"prhz' mrp,Q napj, rw hvuag sucrtcxeh'ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw nhftk angui' b,bhv _kcut vci v,w hux; drauicearh ahsufhigc"d c,hvknapj, rw hvusv ruchi' akhjf"e ts"a nv"n tkui nurv/

^ knapj, rw hvusv khc aphrt' akhjf"e ts"A nv"n nhtnh _ kcut vci v,wbjuocearh ahsufhi gc"d jbvknapj, rwjhho hmjeabuch.' akhj f"e ts"a nv"nkux tbdwkx' ekhpurbhv/ ukzebhvonapj,rw khpt aphrt' ertui vhhyx/ napj, rwakuo sucgr abuch. ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw hux; hmje aprhbdr' fprjc"s _ kcut vci v,w akuocearhahsufhi gc"d jbvknapj, rw hux; hmjethhskni' prhz' mrp,Q ukzebhvonapj,rw hjzetk haafr aprhbdr' fpr jc"sQnapj, rw sucgr durch.' mrp,Q napj, rwjhho anutk nbjo ngbsk khcruc' kubsui'tbdkhv/

vehnu ch, chartk_ ch, jc"s

^ knapj, tuxyruzhbxeh' ertuivhhyx _ kbhauth vci v,w crulgc"d jbvknapj, drhi' phyxcurd/

^ knapj,rw haghw cuhnkdrhi' ertuivhhyx _ kbhauth vci v,w tkh gc"dtkhacg knapj, tvri' nkcuri/

^ knapj, rw tkjbi dhhxhbxeh' ertuivhhyx _ kbhauth vci v,w hux;gc"d arvknapj, nuaeuch.' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw thki sruhti_ kbhauthvci v,w gchgc"drgu, knapj, rw hmjecfrl/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo vrrh' gnbutk_ kbhauth vci v,w cbhvugc"d,vhkvknapj, tvrbh' gnbutk/

^ knapj, vraeuch.' nubyrhtuk'ebsv _ kbhauth vci v,w mchgc"d jhvknapj, drhbcrd' nurhxyti/

^ knapj, rw nthr vraeup' ertuivhhyx _ kbhauth vci v,w jhho gc"d jbvknapj, rw pbjx durkhe' fpr jc"sQukzebhvonapj, rw tkgzr durkhe' fprjc"sQ nr, nhbv rhcehi' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw jhho mch uukuxuc' akhjf"e ts"a nv"n arui _ kbhauth vci v,wkuh hmje gc"d jbv knapj, rw crul cimhui jzbuc' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n nbpkiQukzebhvonr, arv rgket uukuxuc'ertui vhhyxQ napj, rw nthr anjvjzbuc' ertui vhhyxQ nr, phdt mhpt

ktuprQ nr, rcev phai/

^ knapj, ztex' kuyui' tbdkhv _kbhauth vci v,w aknvgc"d nurhtkknapj, uhhxnti' ekhpurbhv/

^ knapj, rwjhho mch kdzhtk' rgbbv_ kbhauth vci v,w bhxho gc"dnrho jhvknapj, rw trhw khhcha cgrdtuuh' ahedu/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo nhujx' erh, d,_ kbhauth vci v,w hgec pbjxgc"drjkknapj, rw tcrvo jzi' erh, numehi/

^ knapj, rw hgec hmje eur.' c, ho_ kbhauth vci v,w aknv ci mhuigc"dbjnv knapj, rw anutk rptk ,ghzh'ncut nushghi/

^ knapj, rw hartk hux; hutk ekhhi'ndsk vgne _ kbhauth vci v,w tvrihgecgc"djhv gyhk knapj, rw yuchvbyehi' mp,/

^ knapj, rw nav ekni rhhbh.' mp,_ kbhauth vci v,w abhtur zkni khhcgc"d jbvknapj, rw hux; nthr vkuhayrxcrd' fpr jc"sQ ukzebhvonapj,rw hux; ztc rhhbh.Q napj, rw hux;drhbcrd' cbh creQ napj, rw hgec hvusvvkuh ayrxcrd' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw hvuag atr;' ch,r_ kbhauth vci v,w nbjo ngbskgc"d scurv knapj, rw nav ptho'crzhkQ ukzebhvonr, jhw arvhvush, atr;' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw nav ana' c,ho _ kbhauth vci v,w hvurogc"darubv knapj, vkni'b,bhv/

^ knapj, rw hgec afyr'yurubyu _ kbhauth vci v,wnbjo gc"d phhdtknapj, rwbjuo aphrt' ertui vhhyx/ukzebhvonapj, rw khptaphrt' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw nrsfharudu' cubux thhrgx _kbhauth vci v,w tkhvuangui gc"d jbv c,hvknapj, rw cbhnhi f.' bhuvhhci/

(04) 659-4920ndhg kfo "nzk-yuc"?gsfbu tu,bu!

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