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fukbu njpaho vurtv

nvtxui vburt athrg'

nrdhaho unchbho fh

vnp,j vht vtjsu,/

vsrl ktjsu, vht cfl

afk tjs nt,bu hgav t,

v,kuh cu' ucu ckcs'

uh,nxr k,pehs akbu _

vct, vdtukv cpugk nna

vtxui pes t, fukbu' t, fkk jxhsh jc"s'vakujho uv,nhnho/ thi nhkho k,tr t,vtxui nkcs vgucsu,/ akav ,nhnhovx,keu ni vguko' ujcrhvo bpmgu' cg,avhu cakhju, vnkl' cncmg jbufv!

fnv ab,tr t, nhnsh vyrdshv' fk nhkv abcjr,juuhr kbufj vnturg' kt bh,i kvfhk t, gmn, vftcuvzgzug' v,juav tmk fk tjs vht "gs n,h"' uvnxebvvn,cea, vht "gs fti"' th tpar kvhtbj' kva,,;cmgr vnapju,' kgrul fbxh v,gurru, ukvnahl vktvfthku kt erv fkuo/ v,chgv agukv nfk neuo vhtkahbuh srxyh' kvcbv fh vdhgu nho gs bpa' ufh jhhc,kvnmt srl kv,bvku, aubv kjkuyhi ak fk tjs nt,bu'uak tb"a cfkk/

vvear vn,cea' afukbu guaho' cf,c tu cgk pv'vut kbuat vtjsu, chi vjxhsho/ thi t,bu husg gs nv'ucahju, vrch nkl vnahj akhy"t nmtbu fh habonturgu, cvo kt bh,i' ut; txur k,, vxcrho'uv,ducv vhjhsv vht "uhsuo tvri"' tuko va,hev vhtre cear kjhpua vxcr uchtur' cfk vbudg kkhnusuv,jzeu, _ txur ka,ue/

nugkho rghubu, aubho cear ktjsu,' fk tjscv,to kvrda,u' sg,u uvaep,u/ nycg vscrho'njpaho tanho cfl avnmc vut kt fscgh' ftar nivx,o vfuubv vht kao anho _ knmut t, vsrl k,ei/cro' to vjhpua bgav tmk vzuk, _ vscr nhu,r' kthcht ,ugk, ut; hzhe/ "uvjh hh,i tk kcu" _ fk tjsnt,bu jhhc k,, tk kcu ukt tk kcu ak vabh/

kunr kabh nv gkhu kgau, _ zv ek nts' kt njhhcubu,i vrdav kt rgv/ vrcv hu,r eav zv kjpa nv tbhhfuk kgau, kngi vtjsu,' vhfi tbh hfuk kabu,' kuu,rtu kvckhd' hu,r eav' tl bfui utnh,h/

to bbvd fl' ha xhfuh yuc' avv,gurru, vfbv

uvtnh,h, a,cut nknyv' ,jkjk do krn, vnbvhdu,'utukh xu; xu; brtv bhmbho ak akuo tnh,h chi fkvakujho' vrcbho uvgxebho vjc"shho/

v,upgv ak jhkueh sgu,' hsugv unufr,/ fukbunfhrho unmyyho auc uauc t, vchtur ak vrchcgbhhi ,knhsh rch gehct akt bvdu fcus zv czv/

vcghv thbv csgu, vaubu, _ do vvpfhu,' vcghv ktbcgv nfl akt fuko ecku gk gmno sgv nuxfn,'vcghv vht cfl akt buvdho fcus cabh knru, vfk/

ftar bpxhe kv,nes ctbaho' ub,nes re csgu,ucvaepu, _ vrh avsrl ktjsu,' tvcv uakuo xkukv/to bjauc krdg gk vfhbuhho cvo nfubho tbaho aubho're cdkk sgu,hvo' vrh abchi vhfi bnmt, vsrl/

beck gk gmnbu kgxue fk tjs c,pehs abnxr kbug"h vrch nv"n' nckh k,, vdsru, kdch vzuk,/ bsg fh dovabh nbxv kehho t, v,pehs aku' knhyc vcb,u' udoto bsnv kbu fh nv anbhg tu,u zu vbpa vcvnh,' bzfurfh zu ehhn, chb,hho tmk fukbu' zvu vnmc czni vdku,'ukfi ha kv,rgo gk vdku,' ukgau, vfk gk nb, kypkcaura vcghv ukt re c,umtu,/

ha kbu t, vfj kpyur t, vgbhhi narau' kcyk t,vdku,/ zu vakhju, uvgcusv vhjhsv anuyk, gkhbu gk-hsh vrch nv"n/ vtjsu, vnktv bucg, u,huumr nflafukbu bgxue c,pehs zv/ thi kbu tkt scrh ci gnro'vghxue uvv,nxru, kakhju, vzu' vht zu a,druo kbukchyuk xhc, vdku,' gk-hsh tvc, jhbo' ukehuovhhgusho "ckg vnuu, kbmj" u"vehmu urbbu aufbh gpr"'uv,nhnho jhhkh ch, sus' anxru bpao ,ul fshvnkjnv crtao' cdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv ,hf; unhsnna'

hjh tsubbu nurbu urchbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs!

tjsu,tnh,h,

scr vngrf,

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vprav vjxhsh,p,do vacug cgbhbh nahj udtukv

///utukh vxhcv kvnal vdku, gus rdg tjs' vht_ npbh a"vec"v n,tuv k,pk,i ak msheho" )"ugnlfuko msheho"(' ah,pkku uhceau uhsrau uh,cgunvec"v gk trhfu, vdku,' "gs n,h"/// uhsrauuh,cgu a,cut vdtukv ,hf; unhs' "t, mnj sus gcslnvrv,mnhj / / fh khaug,l euhbu fk vhuo"'ucac,u, uhnho yucho _ "u,jzhbu ghbhbucaucl kmhuicrjnho"' ufhumt czv' utz' nhs vut ct!!

tck do ,pkv mrhfv kvhu, uakhnu,v "fnmu,rmubl" _ ,hf; ktjrh vdtukv' nbuj, vbpaatparkvhu, fuubv fsrua' afuubv gher c,pkv/

)a"p uhda ,an"z(

f"e tsnu"r vzei

uhda tkhu hvusv )rha pra,bu(

hux; kaui ,uxp, urhcuh / / vut gbhi cjhb, munj / / uhvusv vutcjhb, tr.' nkfu, stmhku,' avht cjhb, )u,gnus( vsuno stmhku,'ukfi hvusv kaui vustv uchyuk' avsuno ha cu cjhb, vchyuk chu,r/ / uvbv cxsr vva,kaku, g,v' hux; vut kngkv nhvusv' avrhvnkfu, neck, apgv ujhu,v ni vz"t / / uzvu af,uc uhda tkhuhvusv uhtnr ch tsubh' phrua acu hunal vapg nhux; vmshe / / tckkg,hs kcut h,gkv hvusv kvhu, kngkv ncjhb, hux; / / ukfi tz"ugcsh sus nkl gk fk hartk"/

),urv tur rha pra,bu(

f"e tsnu"r vtnmgh

uhkey hux; t, fk vfx; ch,v prgv )uhda nz' hs(

fx; suet _ fhsug avfx; arau ccjhb, vjxs uyuc vgkhui'uhux; aarau ccjhb, hxus' khey t, fk vfx;' vjxsho vyuchoabnafho cu nfk vturu, vgkhubho / / uvchto uvurhso knyv' "ch,vprgv"' kaui prhgv uv,dku,/

)ntnrh tsvtn"m crtah, gw rmv(

f"e tsnu"r vmnj mse

uhbaekfktjhuuhclgkhvo)uhda nv' yu(

ucnsra: fao akt phhx t, tjhu tkt n,ul cfhv fl kg,hskcut "ccfh hcutu uc,jbubho tuchko"/ uha kpra / / fnu abh tjhoakt rtu zv t, zv zni rc fuw' fl gbhi hjus eusat crhl vutuafhb,hv akt b,rtu zv go zv zni rc' sthvu xkhe kghkt ukghktuvht hrsv pktho _ kfi fahcutu uh,rtu zv go zv tzh "ccfh hcutu"ufnu hux; go tjhu/

)tur v,urv b"l gw agt-c(

f"e tsnu"r nvr"a

fh fnul fprgv )rha pra,bu(

prgv hbhe,u ngur; strhl tbphi' prgv tu,hu, vgr; / / uto fi'to kgucrh rmubu fl' kguah rmubu gk tj, fnv ufnv ag"h v,aucvhunal vxkhjv uv,dku, pbhnhu, rmui vgkhui / / uzvu "fh fnul" _cjhb, hartk avo fnul )"bgav tso cmknbu fsnu,bu"' ufn"a"tarhl hartk nh fnul fuw"(' rtuh ahunal kvo v,dku, trl tphonek ujunr ncjhb, prgv/

)xv"n ,rf"z gw gs(

f"e tsnu"r nvura"c

cjhb, hux; vut gbhi tjs go cjhb, n,i ,urv _ kvnahl ahvhv

vdhkuh knyv cch"g fnu ctmhku, nna/ ugk fi fk nv avhv cg, n,i,urv nmhbu do fi tmk hux; av,usg tk tjhu' sth,t cnsra cagvatnr hux; ktjrhu tbh hux; tjhfo prjv ban,i' ucagv atnr daubt tkh jzrv ban,i' uvut fnu cn,i ,urv agk fk scur uscur prjvban,i fuw/ ufi btnr tmk hux; "uvbv ghbhfo vrutu,/ / fh phvnscr tkhfo" ]nv' hc[' uvut gk srl acn,i ,urv btnr "ufk vgorutho t, veuku,"' rutho t, vbang ufuw/

)xv"n ,rb"u gw ,kt(

f"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m

ukt hfku tjhu kgbu, tu,u fh bcvku npbhu )nv' d(

hsug svacyho vo nsrhd, ch"g' uhux; nsrhd, vtmhku, // ukzt,fartu tar nsrhd, hux; thi zv kcs nv avut ncjhb, tmhku, nna'fh to zv avut knyv fnu kngkv nna )avdo avhv nkl cnmrho's"gk phl hae fk gnh"' vhv cg, vvht nrfcv nna ktkeu,(' uvhhbuavhv nrfcv ccjhb, pbhnhu, ukt ccjhb, vxucc uneh;' kfi)cvushgu tu,o tbh hux;( vrh bcvku npbhu' npbh vpbhnhu, aku/

)g"p xv"n eubyrxho j"c gw 029(

f"e tsnu"r nkl vnahj akhy"t

uhac hartk ctr. nmrho ctr. duai duw)xu; pra,bu(

do ftar bnmtho cdku, )tr. nmrho( knal zni emr ckcs' tzh"uhuac hux; t, tchu ut, tjhu duw ctr. nmrho"' ctupi ak hahcv'"khac cakuv"' ukt gus' tkt avhahcv vht "cnhycvtr."'

uctupi s"uhtjzu cv"' "kaui tjuzv"' gs a"uhpru uhrcu"' vifpauyu' uvi cgcusv vrujbh,' kerc gus hvush ugus hvush fuw k,urvunmuu,' "fk vnkns t, ci jchru ,urv ngkv gkhu vf,uc fthkuhksu"/

uczv dupt _ ctupi s"nts"' kngkv nnshsv uvdckv/)a"p uhda ,an"z(

10

kg"b vrc zkni hust c"r akuo haghw shhya g"v

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tsrctutsrct _hughk uhughk

ntumr vnkl

cvnal kjd vxprho _

"shsi bmj"' nuct czv ngbv

f"e tsnu"r nkl vnahj

akhy"t' ktjs avfhi kspux

xpr cbuat ak tvc,

hartk' uatk t, vrch to

fsth kvsphxu:

tsrct utsrct _ hughk uhughk

kvu"k]kvumht ktur[' unv yuccveso

fh rutho cnujathlavkgun"z ]=avkgun, zv[n,bfkctupbho ucsrfho naubho kvph.abt, hartk r"k'

uaunu anho gk afu"f]=afnvufnv[ bpku cra,u uguaho nktf,uufuw' t; ahusgho avdku, vzv vutnpbh abt, jbo ufuw

]uthi kscr' ucpry kvtrhl'cvhpl yuc,o ak hartk' f"t]=fh-to[vnufrj chu,r[

ufk shcur ucpry vbspx _ a,ufbu ncht ktvc,vao v,urv hartk )fukk _ fpx"srz"k _ tg"pajyt hartk vut( _ ajs vut

v"z ]=vrh-zv[gbhi avzn"d]=avzni-drnt[ usuraunfrhj ]ucfvb"k _ tphku gk vxpe mrhl kvu"k

ucpry aksg,h zvu usth[

tzfhr gv"m kfvb"k/

nmu"c ]=nmur; czv[kmsev ctv"e]=ctr.veusa[

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nt, vrc jhho kuh-hmje dhbzcurd

naphg chahc, ,u,"k vnrfzh, _ fpr jc"s

kjhho' kjhho! "shsi-bmj"!

ctho tbu nhuo vcvhr vw cyc,/ kt t,tcu,hbu dtk vw chuo vzv )t; fh gk-hsh-zvbga,v ub,jsav dtukv ujhru, jsaho dotmk tcu,hbu( fh tu,bu nna' "tbjbu tkvpv vhuo fukbu jhho"/ kt nsucr gk nturgvhxyurh' tkt xhpur atbjbu gmnbu gcrbu/

nsucr gk thrug athrg kpbh garhoabv )cab, ,an"z(' ftar tbu _ aaojxhsho bert gkhbu _ vhhbu au,pho)cnhsv nxuhhn, kpju,( kfk vmgr uvftcaesnu knturg zv' uanjbu uresbu cgmnbugk vbmjui uvjhru, uvpsu, acgecu,hu/

fnv ufnv pgnho rthbu uangbu t, f"etsnu"r nkl vnahj akhy"t zuge un,rhggk scrho athbo fph vsrua kvhu,' fnucbuat wnhvu hvushw' nxhr, ayjho' ugus/tl cfk zt,' sunbh afk nh aang tz fhms

shcr vrch gk napy vxprho _ vrdhaathi kzv snhui kauo buat tjr' jauc'bju. ujhubh nthi fnu,u/ vscrho pauy thbobh,bho k,htur/

ukfturv' nv fk vrga vdsuk vzv? bfui'tnbo' avxprho herho ujaucho chu,rkrcu,hbu bahthbu' tck thl tpar kvauu,zt, kxfb, bpau, vhk", ak nhkhubhhvusho' tu knkjnv gk gherh vtnubvunbhg, v,cukku, ufuw? tkt afk cr-ch-rcnchi athi vnsucr fti gk atkv yfbh,drhst knh ahhfho vxprho' tkt gk"atkv" vrcv hu,r ,ufbh, unvu,h,/

ufph avhauuv zt, vrch gmnu )cahj,zt, jbufv vw,an"u ugus( knapyu akrchbu vzei cntxru cpyrcurd gk vpm,,ur, vjxhsu, jumv' ftar vhv eyrudunkjnv unxhru,-bpa nms vrch unms

vjxhsho gk srfu uahy,u cvpm, vnghhbu,jumv' ftar rchbu vzei n,gea unuxr bpaucdanhu, ucrujbhu, cpugk nna gcurjhsuav ak jxhsu, jc"s' ucfuj nxhru,-bpau pugk uncehg t, vrehg vachghunurhs t, vafhbv knyv hu,r' tk vrucsvgkhui ak vguko-vzv vdanh _ vafkvtbuah/

utjrh tsnu"r vzei' sur tjr sur' haeyrudho uvgknu, uvx,rho _ ntxrho'nbhg, vcrhtu, tmk rcu,hbu bahthbu ufuw/uvrchho' cnxhru,-bpao kngkv nfkjacui uygo usg,' ftar fnuci upauy "Rzsh jxhsho dhhi nhy nhy zhh" ]= vukfhogno hjs[' usuuet c,eup, vntxr uvdku,nphmho t, ,ur,o uahy,o usrfo suetctupi v"jsa" vn,tho ktu,u sur uktu,unmc/

v,uugsu, jxhsu,h,

vkejhonvwcyc,vhuo vcvhr vw yc, vut kt re huo acu

"sgr rch vTy tuhxdgphry" ]vrch bhmj[/ zvu huo cu bh,bv

vvurtv' ucfk abv vht bh,b, njsa' uctupi bgkv hu,r' uvjkv

v,dku, gbhhbu ak "sur vachgh"' ctupi akt vhv fkk ufkk

kpbh zv

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gs ksurbu zv' "sur vachgh"' a,pehsuunyr,u ugbhbu "kvurhs t, vafhbv knyvctr."' tk vneunu, vhu,r rjueho uvhu,rbhsjho _ euso fk fpauyu: cfk beusv gkpbh fsur vtr.' ufi do crujbhu,: tk vnubvak runh' do c,j,ui athi ,j,ui knyvvhnbu' kbmk t, fk vjhsuaho vfh tjrubhouvfh npu,jho ak vnsg uvyfbukudhvvnusrbh, fsh kvph. ukvjshr gus hu,r t,vnghhbu, gmno tk wjumvw nna athi jumvju. vhnbu/

^nuadho fnu "ncmgho" u"ybeho"'avhu )cnerv vyuc( gbhhbh vrau, athineuno c,juo vesuav _ vpfu tmkbuknuadho ak esuav nna/

^fuju, vycg vnupktho' fnu "rshu"u"uuhstu"' archo n,rhgho gk vhu,ogbhbho ak yuntv atxur kvfbhxo kch,hvush _ nanaho k,fkh, vesuav'ftnmgho krtu, t, pbh nkl vnahjukanug t, ahju, veusa' vi cagvabtnru c"uuhstu jh" uvi cvekyu, ktjrnfi/

^v"kuuhi"' v"njac"' v"nuso"' ra,v"thbyrby" ugus' nanaho vhuo kvgcr,eucmh "keuyh ahju,' "scr nkfu,"' "hjhvnkl"' "ahj, vdtukv"' "nghi jh"' ugusugus' kfk neuo ukfk phbv cguko' dokneunu, rjueho ubhsjho cpayu,/

fl do nh akt vhv ngkv csg,u kvhfbxkch,-fbx, tu kva,,; cahgur ,urv' huaccch,u' jsr kpbho njsr' npghk t,vnjac' unna cnerv vut wdukaw tk ,ulahgur tu v,uugsu, jxhsu,h,/

fl ato vhhbu zeueho kvnjav fhmsauo ngmur kt guns bds scr vw chs gcshuvbchtho' uvut ndhg kfk neuo ukfk phbv'do srl junu, gcu, ak tci ucrzk unscru,mhv _ ctu fk tu,o fuju, ycg nupkthoacrt vec"v cguknu )tar "kt crtvec"v scr tjs kcykv"' "fk nv acrtvec"v cguknu kt crt tkt kfcusu"('unrtho unnjhaho kbu cnuja nna fhmsthi njxuo "ck,h gchr" ucrdg fnhnrtndhg un,pay scr vw cfk neuo ucfk phbvcguko/

udo cneuo athi ao "nfahr" kekuyt, dkh vrshu uvuuhstu _ vrh veuku,uvnrtu, ehhnho ctu,u neuo cfkvgumnv' tkt akkt vnfahr vn,tho ktbh,i kekuy tu,o' mrhl pauy knmut t,v"nfahr" ahpej kbu t, vghbho/

to "jhmubhu,"' prxun,' pgkukho-

drphho u"dhnheho" knhbhvo vhu nuadhoajxhsho kt hsgu ukt jknu gkhvo' "ktagruo tcu,hfo" _ vrh tmkbu nanaho)umrhfho' fnuci' kana gus vrcv hu,r( fktku kphrxuo ukvpm, caur, vdtukvuvdutk' kvpm, ,ur,u uahy,u' uvnxr _vpbhnhu, acpbhnhu,' vgmo acgmo _ tarvut ngchr kmhcur fuku' do knh arjueubhsj chu,r' usuuet tkhu uk,ul-,ufu' jumvathi jumv ju. vhnbu/

to v"snueryhv" ufk nv avhtnxnk, _ fukk do vjhru, uvjupauvahuuhui' fph ahumdu c"nvpfv vmrp,h,"_ vhu cgcr pxukho c,fkh, tmk jxhsho'ucrtao rchbu vzei' anxr bpau cpugknna ubx,ke ni vguko csrl vycg cdkkvykyukho uveur ccrhj,u nbpukhui' gsacug,u abpukhui hbjk npkv' fsh afk nvavut nxnk kt hdcr ukt hmkhj'

_ vrh csurbu zv ncrr vrch nklvnahj cgmnu t, mrp,' uguav t,"vnvpfv vmrp,h," kngkhu,t/ vut vupltu,v _ fnu do t, "jmh fsur v,j,ui" _kneuo ahvhv cgmnu neur kvpm, ,urvujxhsu,/ gs avut nfrhz fh "mrp,"cdhnyrht "prm,"' 077' "ch, nahj"/ ubhduiv"nrxkhhz"' jzui vnvpfv' vupl kvhu,

bhdui jxhsu,h kfk scr' favrch nchtcear kfl t, scrh rchbu vzei fh xu; xu;hvhv "shsi bmj"/ kknsl ado v,j,uichu,r vupl kneur ak esuav utkeu, fnuvneur uvgmo ak vfk _ 077/

gk fk zv vhv ehyrud/ gk fk zv vhh,vvnkjnv uvnxhru,-bpa ak vrch cnapyvxprho/ gk fl avrch kt vx,pe cjxhsu,avhh,v pgo/

knru, avhh,v zu jxhsu, jhv u,uxx,unumkj, utnh,h, uvchtv tkueu, ujhu,ktkph hvusho _ vrch vukl eshnv' knyrvvtj, uvhjhsv: vurs, vafhbv knyvctr.' ugk fl vut n,gea unuxr bpaukdnrh' cdanhu, ucrujbhu,' go fk nv avhvfrul czv/

ufao archbu vzei' nhs ktjr vbhmjuich"y fxku' thbu nx,pe cjxhsu, jc"savhh,v kpbh ntxru' tkt vut n,esovktv un,jhk t, "hpumu nghhbu,hl jumv"ctupi akt vhw fkk ufkk kpbh fi' fl cshuekt nx,pe vrch nkl vnahj ctu,vjxhsu, tphku ak "sur vachgh" avhh,veuso kfi' unnahl cmgsh gbe kvmghstu,bu ut, vguko fuku tk vdtukvvtnh,h, uvakhnv/ nhs tjrh vbmjui cvwyc, _ cac, pra, uhda ,an"z _ vutnfrhz akt batr tkt scr tjs uhjhs _gnsu vfi fukfo kcbhi ch, vnesa vakhah/

vhuo vcvhr vw yc, vut kt re huoacu "sgr rch vTy tuhxdgphry" ]=vrch bhmj[/ zvu huo cu bh,bv

vvurtv' ucfk abv vht bh,b, njsa'uctupi bgkv hu,r' uvjkv v,dku, gbhhbu ak"sur vachgh"' ctupi akt vhv fkk ufkkkpbh zv/

vrch vukl eshnv _ ukt nx,pe docnv avhv tmku dupt kpbh-fi' unnahl uktnx,pe tphku cerht, "nahj bRu"'uczge, "gs n,h"' tkt sura kkf, eshnvgus ugus' ugs azv hvhv fk vnmhtu, ufkvnvu, ufk vjhho tmk fk tjs utj,nt,bu' tbaho baho uy;' ukpguk afl hvhvcfk vxchcv ucfk vguko fuku/ gs kvusgvanahj fcr bnmt ucdhkuh' uhabv tmkuvbcutv nna )vbcutv ahabv cnahj eusovdtukv( ucnhujs vbcutv avbv zv nahjct' ufcr v,jhk t, pguk,u cguko' uf,,ujrcu,o kth,ho' uvut bkjo nkjnu, vw"ucfnv gbhhbho fcr nbmj"/

gs verhtv uvvfrzv ak "hjh tsubbu"'avht v,dku, gmo nmhtu,u ak nahj'

cagv zu ,ucgho nt,bu

nxhru, bpa kuu,r gk

vfk u"kkf, go vrch"

suuet ctu,u gbhi gkhu vut

nuxr t, bpau fchfuk/ gk

fl vut vntce usuuet

nvbvdv zu ,cut vhaugv

fao archbu vzei hmt

nvntxr czfu, nv ajxhshu

gau czni vntxr ukpbhu'

kvsdha ukvph. suuet t,

,ur, jxhsu, jc"s gkhv

bhyav vngrfv

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14|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

akngkv n"turu ak nahj" _ v,dku,ukghi fk upguk,u cguko' ugk hsh zv uktjrhzvctv v,dku,u kghbh fk upguku,hucakhnu, cguko/ vrch nguss zt, cnalfabv ujmh kghbh fk vguko fuku' unuxrbpau gk fl cf"z tsr vrtaui uvabh udw,nuz' untz _ cfk rdg urdg nna' gs krdgzv/

ufao afk vdhkuhho veusnho uvnaf,vafhbv ctu re gk hsh nxhru, bpa' flucnhujs vdhkuh vdsuk chu,r' dhkuh vgmonna' c,fkh, vdhkuh cdtukv vtnh,h,uvakhnv _ do zv' ucnhujs zv' ct re gkhsh nxhru, bpa/

zvu nmc ak nxhru, bpa bpktv nmsvrch' vi cdanhu, uvi crujbhu,/ avrh cruravrch thbu nrumv ckaui vngyv ufutcnts fchfuk' fh "cfk mr,o ku mr"' t,vnmc vzv cu thi tbu rutho tu,u cpayu,nna utbu nrdhaho fthku dku, nrv _uzt, cagv akscrh vrch tbu bnmtho fcrchnu, vnahj uczni vaht ak vdtukvvtnh,h, uvakhnv vbnmt, fcr cpayu,/

cagv zu ,ucgho nt,bu nxhru, bpa _kuu,r gk vfk u"kkf, go vrch" suuet

ctu,u gbhi gkhu vut nuxr t, bpau fchfuk/gk fl vut vntce usuuet nvbvdv zu ,cutvhaugv _ fao archbu vzei hmt nvntxrczfu, nv ajxhshu gau czni vntxr ukpbhu'kvsdha ukvph. suuet t, ,ur, jxhsu,jc"s gkhv bhyav vngrfv/

fan,cubbho czv' tphku krdg ek' kthfukho kaeuy ukbuj ukvhatr go fkvscrho vyucho uvtnh,hho avhu gs g,v/tkt vjxhsho "dhhi nhy"' vukfho go vrch'kkt auo jhaucho ukkt auo jacubu,/usuuet csrfu v"jsav" gkhv vut nuxr t,bpau' suuet cjxhsu, vnhujs, kbu gfahu'ukt re cnv avhw pgo )do kt pgo csurvachgh( _ avfk hvhv jsur cdtukv unahj,ul vsda, zvu,u ueck, nkfu,u _ "hjhtsubbu"/

ufnuci upauy' suuet vbvdv zu ,cht,hf; unhs nna t, v"shsi bmj" vtnh,hcakhnu, _ v,dku, vrch nkl vnahjakhy"t kghbh fk cdtukv vtnh,h,uvakhnv ,hf; unhs nna/

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c,tubv veav bxpu akuav,nhnho: v,w nav duki g"vnhruakho ci 71' ,knhsahgur tw chahc, w,unfh-,nhnhow cerhh, d,/ v,w kuh

vbsk g"v nndsk vgne' ci 31' ,knhsahgur tw cw,unfh-,nhnhow kus/ v,whub,ichyui g"v ntaekui' ci 71' ,knhs ahgur twcw,unfh-,nhnhow cerhh, d,/

crfc vhu gus jnav ,nhnho' trcgvbpmgu ek utuapzu cch, vrputv whuxpykwcthk,' uabhho aujrru kc,hvo gus ctu,uvhuo/ favo xuckho nacrho/ vpmughoatuapzu cch, vrputv whuxpykw: v,wzuatbhhnrenkus' v,w abhtur-zkni bcuinmp,' v,w nav-hmjevfynthk,'uv,wtcrvo pruxnkus/ vpmug atuapzcwxuruevw cnmc chbubhvut v,w tvri,urdni,knhs hahc, jc"s cthk, vxucknpdhgu, cdphu/ huo knjr, v,tubv vutvgucr kch, vrputv cthk,' ao havv gsajruru cgz"v ceruc/

^

em, kpbh vagv a,hho cmvrhho akhuo akhah agcr' bxg rfc nxud yrbzhyfac,ufu anubv n,knhsh v,nhnho' tkvnal vpghku, cnrjc thk, kcer cnjbu,uccxhxho mv"k/

csrl kcxhx wmueh gucsvw csrl furfrgek,ubh,' xyv vrfc nnxkuku/ vbvd ktvmkhj khhmc t, vrfc cjzrv tk vfchauvut v,vpl akua pgnho kms vfcha'facxupu ak scr bpk gk ddu cnrje ak fnvnyrho nvfcha/ jke nvcjurho gpuvjumv ncgs kjkubu,' ujkeo bu,ru c,ulvrfc vvrux/ favo vpufho' zjku jkeotk nju. krfc/ vrtaui nchbhvo av,ga,'gkv tk vfcha ugmr t, vrfc vrtauiavzghe gzrv nvhrv/ vtncukbx vrtauivdhg ktjr f-02 seu,/ cvnal vdhgutncukbxho buxpho ufuju, vmkv rcho/chb,hho vdhgu kzhrv do jhhkho nvcxhxavn,hbu kcuto ak ,knhsh v,nhnho/fuju, vvmkv tcjbu pmug eav uvzgheunhs nxue mcth ajhk. t, vpmugkwxuruevw cctr acg/

"hmtbu go vrfc kfhuui vcxhxhovmcthho ctzur gucsv"' xhpr knjr, v,wabhtur zkni bcui' nv,nhnho abpmguc,tubv/ "ctjs vxhcucho hmt vrfc nfkkakhyv' gkv gk vgpr chnhi vsrl uvjkkvx,jrr/ tbh hac,h jdur khs vbvd'uvjze,h t, vnaeu;' utz vrfc v,vpl/ang,h t, vzfufhu, n,bpmu, uvrda,hftcho jzeho cf,; ucrdk' tck vhh,hcvfrv nktv fk vzni/ vmkj,h kzjukvjumv' tck fhuui anaephh bacru' kthsg,h nna thpv tbh/

"cthzavu akc vdhgu tbaho uvrjheutu,h nvrfc' ktjr ajaau fh vrfch,pum./ vo vuahcu tu,h khsh jcr akhabpmg eav nnbh' ucheau atscr th,u fkvzni gk nb, akt htcs t, vvfrv/ cxu;vdhgu bhhsu, wyhpuk bnr.w mcthho utzrjhhoaphbu tu,bu kch, vrputv whuxpykw cthk,/fahac,h kms vfcha ang,h avprnshehonurho kaho anhfv gk nhavu' uvcb,hakpju, tjs nt,bu bvrd c,tubv/ mge,hkvo ahbahnu tu,u uakt huu,ru' tck zv

16|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

tck fcs hrs gk evhku, jc"s ctr. veusa ucguko' go vhang vcaurv

vnrv gk nu,o ak akuav n,knhsh v,nhnho favo csrfo kanj

jhhkho ccxhx wmueh gucsvw vbnmt cxnhfu, kthk,/ ,juau, eau,' kc

au,, so ughbhho nktu, sngu, vhu nb, jkeo ak vna,,pho cvkuuhu,hvo

ak mghrh vmti' tar ckvy jxhsh tnh,h uc,jua, akhju, hmtu kwncmgw

jbufv' ucsrl burtv uyrtdh, nmtu t, nu,o c,tubv njrhsv

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fcr kt gzr' tz pauy hac,h uert,h,vhkho"/

bcui bpmg cmurv ekv c,tubv veav'upubv do vut kch, vrputv "huxpyk"cthk,: "f; vrdk bacrv ubj,f,h do cjzv/vhv kh pmg dsuk ab,pr' uehck,h gus fnvnfu, hcau,"/

npes hjhs, v,bugv cnayr, thk,'rc-pes gnh tuaph. nxr: "vauyrhoavdhgu kneuo v,tubv bjrsu nvnrtvabdkv kghbhvo/ vnrtv vhv nzgzg/ tkvvhu nrtu, ak phdug/ acrh n,fu, vhunpuzrho cfk vayj/ vrfc av,vpl bhzuecmurv eav/ zv vhv nrtv akt tafjkguko"/

ftnur' akuav nanub, vbuxgho bvrduc,tubv vnjrhsv/ jna, vpmugho vuckucnvhru, kch, vrputv "huxpyk" cthk,/jxhsh jc"s nthk, vdhgu khuxpyk kavu,cnjhm, vpmugho uk,nul cvo/ kch,vrputv vdhg do rc vghr vrc hux; vfyact kvhu, khs v,nhnho vpmugho cvo docbu v,w nav abpmg ek/

vurh v,nhnho vpmugho vdhgu cyhxvvhhar knhy, hkshvo vntuapzho cthk,/vnpda go hkshvo vrdhg tu,o/ vcjuravuyx kwxuruevw bpdg cdphu uktjr nxpragu, ak bh,uj hmt uchnho tkv nmcuna,pr/

vrtaubho avdhgu kzhr, vthrug vhunbvk ch, jc"s cthk, vrc ngbshekhhihjs go vrc trz cbsyuch.'

rta hahc, jc"s cthk, asuuju rtaubhogk v,tubv vnjrhsv/ vrc angui thhzbclvnana do frcv ak ze"t cthzur' vdhg t;vut kneuo v,tubv uhjs go tbah ze"tavdhgu kneuo vjku cthxu; jpmho uphbuhvdupu,/

"vhuo vzv hhjee czhfrubh ukt hnuannbh" nxpr vrc trz cbsyuch./ "cmvrhhuo akhah ehck,h ykpui cvuk nvrc ngbshekhhi' nbvk ch, jc"s' asje ch knvr fhvhh,v ,tubv/ c,jhkv kt vcb,h nh vhvc,tubv' do kngbsh kt vhu vrcv pryho re

vhshgv avhh,v ,tubv/ favdgbu kneuo'vfk fcr vhv crur kbuQ vpmugho fcr pubu/vhh,v vrdav eav ak vko unugev/fajzrbu kghr' fuko fcr hsgu gk vtxui/thk, zu ghr eybv' fuko nfhrho t, fuko'xhnpyhv nhujs, ha k,uacho kjc"s ugkfi v,ecku garu, ykpubho/

"rcho autkho knv gav vw ffv thl zvhfuk kvhu, vrh vo vhu csrl kanjjhhkho"' tunr rta vhahcv vrc cbsyuch./"uvatkv vzu re mrhfv kvdchr tmkbu t,v,phkv uv,jhbv uvceav kcea fcr t,vv,dku,/ wstkth dku,w/ kt re nu,o akv,nhnho thbu nuci fk vdku, vzu ktnucb,/ fl tu fl' knjr, ,nhnho vafhnueuo ugrfu vskeu, nrfzhu, uvnahfucpghku,/ nuci avfk bgav crdau,ngurcho' tck tbu husgho azvu rmubo akv,nhnho z"k"/

cgrcu ak tu,u huo' akhah' vuctuknbuju, chruakho v,nhnho hubhchyui unav duki uknjr, cmvrh

17 dhkhui nxw385|~|

nrtu, eaho bdku kghbh fuju, vvmkv avdhgu kneuo v,tubv

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huo rchgh vuct knbuju, v,w kuh vbsk/

chahcu, jc"s v,txpu ,knhshv,nhnho ktnhr, ,vhkho krput,vpmugho ukhnus nabhu, kghkuh ban,vvrudho/ vtuuhrv vhh,v ak tck unugev'tuko chjs go zv vdchru v,nhnho t,ncmgh jbufv uvnahfu kzfu, rccu,jhhkho' txhrho ujukho cnmuu, vjd/v,nhnho ,knhsh vhahcv cerh,-d,'aabhho njcrhvo beypu c,tubv veykbh,'n,eaho gshhi kgfk t, vtxui tukovnahfu cncmgho/

gk p,jh vhahcv ,ku v,knhshovakujho nusgu,/ "uhsuo tvri" bf,c cvo'ucvnal mhyuy nahj,u ak vrch: "cuusthatxur kvrvr tjr nhsu,hu ak vec"v'

tck thi vphrua avscr gmnu nuci cafk"/v,knhsho eurtho t, vscrho auc uauc'unbxho katuc nvo ghsus ujhzue/

cfbhxv kjsro vnau,; ak hub,i chyuiunav duki g"v' bjn. vkc/ vnhyu, bu,runxusru,/ fucg vac, ak nav bu,r nhu,ogk vnhyv' nzfr, nnh avhv fti re kpbhhnho tjsho ugfahu thbbu/ do vjbufhu,bu,ru ao' cp,j vjsr nhu,nu, nmpu,ahskheu cvi/

do pghku, jbufv ak ch, jc"s cthk,bnafv ch,r at, )rtv nxdr,( kvph. t,tur vjbufv kzfro ak vvrudho g"v/nxhc, vjbufv ccxhx mv"k atkhv vhuvcjurho csrfo' kt bgrfv chuo vtxui tlvht v,ehhnv knjr, cva,,pu, bmhdh ch,

jc"s nthk,/ chuo vnjr, vhh,v tnurvkv,ehho nxhc, jbufv rc, na,,phoctjs ntuknu, vghr' tuko st get'aabhho nvajebho vrtahho afcu pmugho/

"cgecu, ,aucv crurv av,eckvnvrch ctnmgu, vwtdru, eusaw' vjkybucfk zt, kehho t, vfhbux uvzgebu kao flt, vajei vjc"sh rw nhftk uuhdk nfprjc"s" nxpr vrc trz cbsyuch./ "nhftk'kns cnvhru, t, vyexy uvkvhc t,vhksho/ kturl vfhbux vusda avutn,ehho kghkuh ban, vvrudho ukrput,vpmugho/ cp,hj, vfhbux jzru ntu,vhksho gk preh ,vhkho uabho garvpxueho' ucheau t, v,dku, vrch cdtukvvtnh,h, uvakhnv' tu tz htnr vwkmru,hbu sh/

18|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

"tbjbu nceaho nnl

cao fk go hartk///"cyro vjk nat vvkuuhv ak kuh vbsk g"v' chea tchu' vrc hartk-hux; vbsk

nhshsuvrc hmje-sus druxni' rcv ak ndsk vgne' kerut kpbh x,hn, vdukk' nxprauru, af,c:

"zfhbu kcut cakhju,u ak vrch ktr. hartk fsh kzrz t, vdtukv/ jacbu abzfvkdsk tu,l k,urv kjupv ukngaho yucho' kvhu, jh"k ak vrch kvcht t, vdtukv/vesn, tu,bu czrhzu, akl uvdg, kaht vaknu, fjhhk nch, sus' ,knhs nmyhhichahc, w,unfh ,nhnhow ckus' ubpk, cerc cnkjn, ch, sus kvcht t, vdtukv'fahmt, cncmg jbufv kjhhkho/

"kuh vher' tbjbu nceaho nnl cao fk go hartk a,dhg kfxt vfcus' kvec"vhjs go fk vrchho: vcga"y' vndhs nnzrhya' tsnu"r vzei' tsnu"r vtnmgh' vmnjmse' tsnu"r vnvr"a' tsnu"r vra"c' tsnu"r vrhh"m uvrch/ ,rghau guknu,' gsn,h?! gs n,h?! afcr ,euhho bcut,u ak vrch "gbuuho vdhg zni dtuk,fo" uahjzhrkbu t, vrch hjs t,l uvut hdtkbu/

vngaho vyucho

kzfu, vbpyrhonxpr v,w abhtur zkni bcui'

nvpmugho c,tubv:

"cnechk krfc akbu ahmt kpghku,'hmt rfc bux; ktzur tjr csruo fshkehho ao pghku,/ ktjr aangu gkv,tubv veav' jacu akt kvnahlcnxkuk/

"vo atku t, vrch ctnmgu,vwtdru, veusaw' uc,aucv btnr acjdvjbufv jucv kvnahl ukvph. tur'uavngaho vyucho vkku hvhu kzfu,vbpyrho' ukfi vmuu, vabh cjr vnahlt, vnxkuk knru, veuah"/

v,w kuh vgbsk' hnnv kpbh v,tubv' cnvkl ncmg jbufvvrv"j rw tkhvu bhhnre cpghku, ktjr v,tubv' kzfu, vpmugho

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tkpho byku jke chuo rchgh cvkuuh,uak v,w hub,i chyui/ nxg vkuuhv kprjnhujs abdsg c,jhk, prhj,u' vhv eavunmnrr gcur fuko/ nxpr ncbh vnapjvv,gkpu cneuo uvcfhu, ergu t, vkc/evk rc uc,ufontu, ,knhsh v,nhnhourtah vhahcu, nfk hahcu, jc"s ctr.'vdhgu knxg vvkuuhv/

^

"hubh"' xhpru jcrhu ktjr vvkuuhv'"vhv cjur jxhsh' nupbo' aey untuschhai' kt tvc kv,cky' go zt, favhvnsucr cncmgho chhabu,u vhh,v bgkn,"/

vrc nbjo ngbsk drubrrta vhahcvcerh, d, cv kns hubh cjusaho vtjrubhoxhpr t; vut gk tuphu vnhujs: "hub,ichyui vhv cjuraey unkt ,ufi/ hub,iav,durr ctaekui vhv wvnp,j ak fkvnapjvw' fph afhbu zt, cbh vnapjv/cac,u, jupav cjr hub,i akt kv,pkkcch, fbx, jc"s fh to kcer cc,h fbx,tjrho cghr ukjzur ao scrh ,urvnahju,hu ak vrch/

"napj,u nmtv nf,c af,c tjsvdctho kvbvk, vhahcvcerhh, d, ucuceav kajrr t, hvub,i fk ac, kch,ucfsh ahufkkcer cch, vfbx, ukjzecscrh ,urv t, vn,pkkho"/

"hubh vhv cjur aey ntus ubjct tkvfkho' fngy kt v,cky' ,nhs a,e/ recnvkl vahgurho fabatk atku,' nhsv,dkv fh vut nfhr t, vxudhv' husgtu,v ubnmt cgunev/ kgh,ho do vhvautk atkv avrt,v kfuko avut bnmtvrcv hu,r cgune nfuko"' nxprhojcrhu/

vnaphg aku chahcv eybv ckus cvkns gs kpbh fnv jusaho' nxpr gk cjurafkph ju. brtv ftjs ncbh vjcurv' tckvhv nhujs c,fubu,hu/ "fava,,;cv,uugsuhu,' brtv vhv kfturv fhuacuneahc fnu fuko' tck p,tuo vhv nghrvgrv jfnv ufgcur rdg nnahl cveacv'

bjct tk vfkho fsrfu ,nhs"/

vrc hux;-hmje cuyni' vnadhjvfkkh chahcv ckus nxpr: "tbh zufr tu,uf,knhs mbug uaey/ faatk,h tu,u nvvut guav ctaekui cac,u,' v,crr khavut pugk fcr gfahu nna fakhj _eurt c,urv kpbh vmhcur ujuzr gk ahju,ak vrch/ nsucr ccjur thfu,h ntusQ cjurgech cgk fharubu, uhjs go zt, bjct tkvfkho utvuc gk vcrhu,"/

^

akhj vrch nkl vnahj ctaekui vrcnbjo drkhe' nxpr avut nfhr t, hub,ifngy gar abho/ "nsucr ccjur anrtvungusi ufk ngahu uvkhfu,hu cbugo/ cvhu,uci cfur cnapj,u' gzr ntus ,nhs kfk cbhvch, ucs-ccs std kerco/ vhv cgk-eurtcch,-vfbx, ak xcu ufaxhho kerut ao'vhv vukl kerut cch,-fbx, bux;/

"vhv nuxr ahgurho cc,h-fbx, u,nhsrtv gmnu akhj cfk rn"j tcrhu/ pgochea,h tu,u ahjkh; tu,h ktjr erht,v,urv/ vscr vhv ktjr aert fcr cabhc,h-vfbx, acvo bvd kerut/ fzv vhv///"

gk t; chhabu,u vdsukv' hub,i vhvcjur frhznyh u,nhs nal tjrhu t,jcrhu/ vhv nvcjurho vcukyho' cdhcuavahgur cac,u, vhv guav anjucncmgho ,nhs vhv nvjkumho/

jcrhu ak hubh nxprho fh vhv cjuraesi uchhai' kt v,dtv ukt v,batnguko gk vabh/ fuko anru ku jhcv _jcrhu' nurhu unjbfhu ftjs/

"kt vhv tpar kdruo ku kfgux/ ,nhsjhul chhabh vhv bxul gk ap,hu uneshoakuo kfk tjs"' nxpr nh akns th,uchahcv eybv' v,w b,h heuby/

ktjr axhho t, khnushu chahcveybv ckus uvjkhy kvnahl chahcv dsukvcwerhh,-d,w' vchgu nknsh vhahcvachgu, rmui' chsgo fh huxh; kjcrhucfh,v do nscheu,u uaehs,u ckhnus/

19 dhkhui nxw385|~|

v,whub,i chyui g"v

"faatk,h tu,u nv

vut guav ctaekui

cac,u,' v,crr kh

avut pugk fcr

gfahu nna fakhj _

eurt c,urv kpbh

vmhcur ujuzr gk

ahju, ak vrch/

nsucr ccjur thfu,h

ntusQ cjur gech cgk

fharubu, uhjs go zt,

bjct tk vfkho

utvuc gk vcrhu,"

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20|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

ghbhho sungu, ukccu, acurho brtuchuo akhah ckhkv cch, vvkuuhu, "andr"chruakho/ tkpho khuu knbuj, guknho t,v,w nav duki g"v' tjs nakua,v,nhnho abvrdu c,tub, vsrfhovnjrhsv/ vtkpho gnsu xchc vykh,agypv t, v,wnav dukig"v ajhhuvjxhshho beypu cp,tunh,/

cvkuuhu,u ucvkuuhv ak jcru hub,ichyui g"v av,ehhnv cxnul' byku jkertah vhahcv cerh, d,' ntu, jcrho ucbhnapjv ufi akujho utb"a avdhgu ktjrhuo gnux cpghku, ak ncmgho/ "nuhah"'nxprho jcrhu "vhv cjur nthr pbho/ jhul,nhs vhv bxul gk ap,hu/ cjur nktcjhu,' snhui ungu; nna ak wkf,jhkvtrhcgrw/

"vhh, hfuk krtu, t, nuhah huaccemv vchnv c-077 c,arh"' nxpr tjsnjcrhu verucho "go gus cjur uxprhop,ujho' vut pauy tvc kknus/ cncmghovut vhv ta kuvy,/ tbh cyuj avutnzgzg rehgho chnho tkv uncea t,vdtukv verucv"/

jcr tjr nuxh; unxpr gk tuphu:"nuhah vhv vukl kthyu' kuej t, vzniaku' fk scr bgav cbj,' nnruo ducvuumgshu vdsukho' vkl k,vkufu, rcu,' jhhkak vnahj cnkut nuci vnhkv"/

^

rta vhahcv cerh, d, vrc nbjongbsk drubrnxpr fh ftar cji kert,vfbhxv khahcv t, v,w nav duki g"v'v,rao cnhujs nrtau vjrh;/"fashcr,hgo thnu',ckjy"t vdcw sbhtkv duki'atk,h tu,v wnvhfivut ehck fzv rtayucw'uvhtvahcv: wzun,bv nanhow"/

hshs vnapjv' vrc kuh drkhe nbhu-hure' nxpr gk v,ranu,u nnav dukicnvkl jusa ,arh:"vgshbu, aku ac,vt, kch' uftar v,trj tmkh uxhpr,h gkvbvdu,hu ak vrch c,arh' vut v,gbhhikpryh pryho/ rtu azv budg ku cbpa"/

gus gk thahu,u vnupktv xhpr vrchgec eyi' vnaphg chahcv veybv ckusao kns cgcr: "nav duki vhv tjsnvnmuhbho chahcv' cjur nufar crnv

ck,h rdhkv/ vut ,px t, vxudhv kturlukrujc' uvufhj kbu fh vut tfi husg tu,vhar uvpul/ aesi nthi fnuvu/

"do ccjhbvrujbh, vut ,cg ngmnurcu,/ fl knak' favhv vukl khaui ntujrfh va,,; cv,uugsuhu, jxhshu,' cfkzt,vhv eo knjr, nueso ccuer unpehsntusakt kvpxhs ,phkv cnbhhi/ go ,uokhnushu chahcv gcr kknus chahc,cerhh, d,"/

cnvkl vwacgvw pes t, ch, vnapjvvrc anguithhzbcl' rc afub, wajnuiwcthk, urc ze"t cghr avhv nvrtaubhoavdhgu kneuo v,tubv/ kvurho vtckhovut nxr p,e abnmt ccdshu ak nuhah' cuf,c: "vuxpv cnmuu, ucngaho yucho"/knhkho tku baeu nxpr auru, go rghubu,fkavi khhauo vvjkyv vzu' jkeo xunbugk-hsu cghduk/

gk nhsu,hu vyucu, bh,i kknusnvtphzusv vctv athrgv re kpbh fnvacugu,/ chahcv cerh, d, v,ehho ncmgkhnus uv,nsv kfcus vhuo vdsuk h"yfxku/ nuhah zfv cwj,i v,urvw uchahcvv,ehho fhbux dsuk kjh,uo ncmg vkhnuscu byku jke do vurh v,knhsho'v,knhsho gmno umuu, vhahcv/ faverhtvnbjv t, anu, vnmyhhbho ucheaokgku, tk vncbv kfk ,autu, vevk' xhrcnuhah kgku, ukzfu, cnjhtu, vfphho///dhbubh vfcus vhu nnbu utkv' vgher vhv kuvv,nsv uvaehsv/

fjuy vabh gucr, aesbu,u uknsbu,uak nuhah cfk vrthubu, go jcrhu uhshshunvuuv unvgcr c,knus ,urv/ "c,knus,urv tbh zufr avut ,nhs vhv mugs crtacncmgh vkhnus' vhv ,knhs nna nhujsuvhh, hfuk krtu, tu,u kuns agu, gk dchagu,/ vhv ,knhs avaehg" nxpr v,wvkk mhhdr' jcru nv,knus v,urv/ hjs gozt,' nuxh; tjs vjcrho' vut kt tvckv,dtu,Q vhv cjur jhhfi ukcch utvckxhhg kjkaho nnbu/

nuhah ci acg garv ckcs vhvcpyhr,u/ vut v,durr go atr cbhnapj,u cafub, vr bu; chruakho uvu,hrjkk ckc vurhu' jna, tjhu utjhu,hu'untu, nfrhu' hshshu ujcrhu/

v,w nav duki g"v

vrc angui thhzbcl'

rc afub, wajnuiw

cthk, urc ze"t cghr

avhv nvrtaubho

avdhgu kneuo

v,tubv' nxr p,e

abnmt ccdshu ak

nuhah' cu f,c: "vuxpv

cnmuu, ucngaho

yucho"/ knhkho tku

baeu nxpr auru, go

rghubu, fkavi khhauo

vvjkyv vzu' jkeo

xunbu gk-hsu cghduk/

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ntu, rcu, ak ,knhsh v,nhnho utb"abyku jke cmvrh huo rchgh cvkuuhh,u ruuh,vhdui ak v,w kuh vbskg"v cbu ak rcevhk, jc"s cndsk vgne unadhj hahc,,unfh ,nhnho khuctuuhya cghr' vrchartk hux; vfvi vbsk' nakujh vrchktr. veusa/

cvkuuhv va,,pu rtah vhahcv ckusucndsk vgne ao kns vnbuj' ucrtaorta vhahcv vrc hmje dukscrd' vnaphgvrc hux; hmje durch.w' vnaphg vrc hux;hmje xdk' muu, vhahcv' nbvkh vhahcv'untu, ,knhsh v,nhnho _ ,knhshvhahcv cvuuv ucudrh vhahcv/ fi va,,purcbh jc"s' akujho uu,heho nfk rjchvtr.' nbvkh c,h jc"s ntzur vmpui'gxebho' nbvkh nuxsu,' urcbh vghr ndskvgne' crtao' rc vghr' vrc hmje susdruxni/

scrh v,gurru, emrho bat vrcdruxni' achea nvbpyr kgurr rjnh anho'ukcea nrcu,hbu bahthbu ahgnsu c,phkvkpbh rhcui vguknho kvxhr ukcyk t,veyrud/ "gkhbu kv,jze ctvc, hartkucv,kfsu, vauru,"' ert vrc druxni/ t,vesha tnr tchu' vrc vbsk' ftar ktjrnfi byni vnbuj cch, vgknhi cndskvgne/

^

csrfo jzrv nvvkuuhv v,pbu vrchux;-hmje cuyninadhj vhahcv uvrcnbjo egbhdr"n unadhj kxpr gk v,w kuhg"v: "kuh vhv cjur nufar' jchc' tvuc gkvcrhu,' anj ujcru,h/ vut vhv cjurtjrth' vmyhhi ckhnushu/ vvmkjvuvvhadho ckhnusho vhu jaucho ku/ vutbyk gk gmnu nahnu, rcu,'uknru, avdhgkhahcv re kpbh akuav jusaho' vmkhjkva,kc nvr chahcv"/

jcrhu unknshu ak kuh' vi c,knus ,urvcndsk vgne uvi chahcv veybv w,unfh,nhnhow ckus' nxprho gk cjur frhznyhubnr.' a,nhs vhv vrtaui kfk scracesuav' ujhul ,nhsh gk ap,hu/ docnvkl hnhu vtjrubho cch, jc"s cthk,'nxprho jcrhu avhv vcuky acjcurv/nfrhu cndsk vgne nxprho gk cjur ahsg

uvchi csesueh vkfv/ re ktjrubv tx;xfuo fx; nfucs uvaehg vfuk crfha,xprh khnus/

vrc ngbsh ekhhi' nbvk ch, jc"scthk,' xhpr ceuk acur gk v,kvcu,uvrcv ak kuh cfk gbhbh vakhju,/ "cpgovtjrubv arth,h tu,u' vhv zv fagv ujmhkpbh v,tubv' favdhg cnrumv nvrfcuchea kej, junr kjbufv ajcrhu afjukej, krfc/

"vftc dsuk/ zv prj abey;/ cjuravhv cghmunv ak prhjv' bdsg"' tunrvnadhj chahcv ckus vrc cuyni/ "vfrbutu,u tnbo re akuav jusaho' njusatkuk' tck vut vmkhj kv,cky cngku,huvhhjushu,/ vut vhv cjur bnr. ntus' nktjhho' jcru,h untus jxhsh/ cfk vbvdu,huvhv jxhs/ vut kt br,g nkv,nuss goeahho/ kgh,ho' faja akt hrs nxphekgune vgbhhi aknsu' vhh,h ncjhi fhmsvhv n,ear kknus go tchu vrv"j hartkhux; vbsk/

"kvhu, ,knhs chahcv rjue nvch,'thbu scr ek kcjur mghr/ ha eahho/ kuhg"v kt v,gko nveahho tkt v,dcrgkhvo/ kt ,nhs zv vhv ek' vhu rdghoeaho' tl vut ecg kgmnu nyrv' uvmkhjkbmj/ vut vhv ,ucg ngmnu kt ngy/vaehg vrcv cgcus, vnhsu,/

"kuh vut tjs afk nv angbhhi tu,u zvkhnus ugzrv kjcrho" nxpr tjs njcrhukhahcv ckus "favhh,v ndhgv vagv acvvhu mrhfho kxdur t, vdnru, ukp,ujxprho cbuat wdtukv unahjw' ct,h tkhugo xpr utnr,h ku agfahu mrhl kxdur t,vdnrt go vnjcr, npraho ukknus wdtukvunahjw' vut gbv kh: gus kt dnr,h kvfhit, vjunr kahgur njr' tu' gus kt dnr,hkf,uc t, vnpraho/ tck ta,sk kknuscvpxev wdtukv unahjw/ fk fl vhv jaucku ksg, ukvfhi t, vjunr vbkns' ugo fkzv kns wdtukv unahjw cvpxeu,///

",nhs avhh,h mrhl gzrv cwnyv nahjwvut vhv vrtaui ar. kgzur/ kuh hvhv jxr'tck cg"v' vrch nkl vnahj h,dkv uaucbzfv krtu,l ukanuj hjs th,l"/

v,wkuh vbsk g"v

"kuh vhv cjur nufar'

jchc' tvuc gk

vcrhu,' anj ujcru,h/

vut vhv cjur tjrth'

vmyhhi ckhnushu/

vvmkjv uvvhadho

ckhnusho vhu jaucho

ku/ vut byk gk gmnu

nahnu, rcu,'uknru,

avdhg khahcv re

kpbh akuav jusaho'

vmkhj kva,kc nvr

chahcv"

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rthhi: nbjo zhdkcuho

vtxui vburt go pyhr,o csnhhnhvo ak akua, ,knhshv,nhnho' trg ftar vhu csrfokwncmghow cnxdr, ch, jc"scthk,' ccxhxh mct cghr

uxchcu,hv/ vtxui vburt vut eav chu,r' ucg,vzt, rtuh kehho t, scrh v,urv "uhsuo tvri"/a,hev ak eck, shi anho ctnubv yvurvu,nhnv/ suuet a,hev ueck,-guk zu' vht tarcfujv kat, t, vhdui uvxck vburt' cgusabxhubu, kvxchr' kpkpk uknmut xhcu, _ shboknpj bpa' khdui ukyguhu,/

ucfk zt,' ngcr kbxhui kvchi t, vnmc' mrhlkvang euk crur cbuat' mu vagv' fhms ucthzvtupi gkhbu keck t, vscrho' uthl nnahfhovktv/ zv vzni ak v,jzeu,' vnal cpghku,'tck fhms? thl? nv vahgur? thl njkeho chivmgr uvhdui kchi vghsus kvnal vsrl?

sunv fh kt vhv n,tho hu,r ntar vdv"jvrc hux; vgfy akhy"t' rcv ak thk,' vghrnnbv ucnxdr,v pgku v,nhnho vakujhocmt,o kanj ukvthr t, vguko' ut, kcu,hvoak vjhhkho/ vrc vgfy xhpr fhms brthovscrho nzuuh, ghbu/ crtah, cheabu ahxpr gkncmg jbufv vbgrl cthk, cabv zu/

^ vncmgho cjbufv cthk, fcr hmt kvoao scr nzv abho rcu,///

tfi/ ncmg jbufv ,upx neuo nrfzh ctr.hartk fukv ucpry cch, jc"s cthk, cbhvuku akvrc nbjo ekhhi/ tbu nypkho ccxhxh mctvpzurho cnrjeho dsukho' nthk, mpubv umpui-ngrc' ceu vdcuku, go hrsi unmrho/ zvu eu dsukubrjc ukpgnho bsra, bxhgv ak ag,hho cfkfhuui/

ch, jc"s cthk, kt nuu,r gk t; cxhx' fnvahvt rjue' ufsh kvxphe t, fk njbu, vmct'tbjbu neckho cnal vabho ,dcur, csnu,cjurho andhgho nfk hahcu, jc"s ctr. hartk'uzt, cnyrv kvxphe ukvdhg chnh vjbufv kfktjs nvcxhxho/ cerc vcjurho ha cheua rckva,,; cncmgho abgaho cthk, ucxchcu,hv'uzv vpl kao scr fpghku, juuh,h, uthbybxhch,/

thk, vht do ghr ,hhru, uha cv nuesh,hhru, rcho apghkho cnal fk agu, vhuouvkhkv/ vpghkho ndhgho kfk tjs nvnuesho/vmuu,ho andhgho kfti' tfi gucsho cnanr,fpukv' cnal vhuo vo ndhgho kcxhxh mv"k'uckhkv cbeusu, rcu, c,juo vtzrjh hu,r/ chnh

22|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

ceruchtesa

suuet chnh vanjv ak jbufv' agv ak tur

ujhu,' eurv nturg burt afzv' go akuav

,nhnho apgku cakhju, vrch kvthr ukanj

tjrho _ thi kbu tkt kehho vurt, v,urv

"uhsuo tvri"/ hjs go vcfh ak fk ch,

hartk' ha t, vmhuuh "nktu t, hshfo"

kvnahl t, vakhju, ahjv nhujs, go

vakhj vdv"j vrc hux; vgfy akhy"t' rcv

ak thk, ujcr ch"s rcbh jc"s ctrv"e'

vghr nnbv ucnxdr,v pgku v,nhnho

vakujho cmt,o kanj ukvthr t, vguko

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jbufv vghr csrl fkk nktv c,hhrhohvusho' uguaho fk ntn. kvfbhx tu,oktuuhrv ak vjd ukzfu, tu,o cnmuu, vjd/

fk zt, cbux; kvhu,v ghr fnu fk grhhartk aha cv jbuhu, uebhubho' fhfru,uc,ho pryhho/ ch, jc"s ndhg kfk neuocakhju, vrch nv"n' uncht t, vtuuhrvak jbufv' uc"v' cfk vabho ha vmkjvdsukv ntus' fnu do vabv/ vpghku,nathrv ruao rc kt re c,juo vneunh'tkt do cvakfu, guknhu,/ cnal vabvtbjbu aungho s"aho nc,h jc"s crjchvguko' ahvusho vn,durrho cneunu,akvo xhpru kakujho vneunhho' fhcjbufv cheru cthk, uvhu bufjho cvskeu,vnrfzhu, ucrheusho/ zv tfi nathr ruaogz cebv nhsv brjc chu,r/

^ vpghku, vzt, vhh,v vxhcvktxui vburt avhv cacug vtjrui///

fi' do vabv vdhgu vrcv cjurhonhahcu, jc"s crjch vtr./ kmgrbu vrc'tjs vmuu,ho ahmt kpghku, ctjsvnjbu,' v,vpl go vrfc uakuav cjurhon,ul vmuu, nmtu t, nu,o/

^ vzgzug pes t, fk evhk, jc"sctr. veusa/ thl vevhkv cthk, ehckvt, vtxui?

nycg vscrho vcjurho abnmtho pvcjbufv' kbho cch, jc"s' tufkho tmknapju, vevhkv tu cch, jc"sQ ruthotu,o c,phku, ucgrcho' ufl bumr,v,ercu, uhshsu,/ tb"a pv kunsho kvfhrneruc t, vcjurho andhgho/ ccuerpudaho t, vcjurho cneuuv uktjr nfic,phk, ajrh,' nfhbho truj, cuerun,fubbho khmhtv ,ul fsh thjukh vmkjv_ kanug fnv agu, ktjr nfi aakuavnvo kt haucu gus' zv vko aeav kghfuk/tbh kt husg to cfkk tpar kgfk/ zvnathr ruao eav/ vevhkv fti c,juavfcsv nbaut/

fuko autkho nv tpar kgau, uthltpar kgzur/ fnv ni vpmugho tuapzu cch,vrputv vneunh/ ha nv kgau, ukgzurQkac, khs vnhyu,' kguss ukxhhg cnv aretpar/ t, zv thi fnuci kdch vvrudho' aoehhn, ,juav ak thi-tubho/

^ uhsuo tvri?!

tbh juac aabh vnerho vkku' ha cvoeuuh snhui/ cpra, anhbh nxupr gk nu, abhcbh tvri agv ajbfu t, vnafi' chuovanhbh knhkutho/ tu,o fvbho agcsucnafi' vhu akujh srjnbt' uvakujho akgo hartk )fph vsgu, cdnrt( vo vhuakujh eusa agau akhju,o cnafi/vanjv ak fkk hartk ctu,o hnho vhh,v

cahtv/ vart, vafhbv vhh,v t; vhtcahtv/ faeurv nturg fzv' nhs autkhot, vatkv thl? knv? ctv v,urv utunr,"uhsuo tvri"/ tvri vfvi' vtc vafuk'ehck dzhr,u ak neuo ca,hev uceck,guk/

vveckv crurv/ suuet chnh vanjv

23 dhkhui nxw385|~|

"ccuer pudaho t, vcjurho cneuuv uktjr nfi c,phk,

ajrh,' nfhbho truj, cuer un,fubbho khmhtv ,ul fsh

thjukh vmkjv _ ukanug fnv agu, ktjr nfi aakuav

nvo kt haucu gus' zv vko aeav kghfuk"

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ak jbufv' agv ak tur ujhu,' eurv nturgburt afzv' go akuav ,nhnho apgku

cakhju, vrch kvthr ukanj tjrho _ thikbu tkt kehho vurt, v,urv "uhsuo

tvri"/

fan,cubbho cnturg vvut' rutho dopi bux;/ vhh,v tz vurtv npura, akvec"v' tar fk tku vguxeho cvart,vafhbv cgcus, vnafi' gkhvo kvnahlcgcus, veusa nckh kvpxhe' zt, cnechkk"fk ch, hartk hcfu t, varhpv tar ar;vw"/ vfvbho-vakujho kt hfukho f,umtvnnturg' eav ffk ahvhv' kvpxhe ukukrdg' nvakhju, vnuyk, gkhvo/ hakvnahl! tukh kpgnho eav kvdhg ksrdvfzu' tck to v,urv sura, zt,' xhni ahakbu t, vfuju,' uha kpguk gk ph vbtnrcxpr v,bht "cfhv ,ehgt ckcth nxhyrtst ujsuuv ,ehgt ckcth nxhyrt st"/ hjsgo vcfh ak "fk ch, hartk" ha do vmhuuh"nktu t, hshfo"' kvnahl cakhju,/

jbufv vut gbhi ak tur _ fph avrchnxchr cnxpr ahju, eusa _ gbhhi akjhbul/ thi fnu ncmg jbufv ak vrch'anjbl t, cbh hartk ktvc, v,urv'tvc, vw utvc, vnmuu,/ ncmg zv narhaanjv ak nmuuv ckccu, hvusho/ nktu t,hshfo kvnahl ceusa' kv,pkk ngune vkcatfi vpguku, hchtu khsh fl ahutr nzkoak hartk' uhu,r kt bdhg knmcho aftkv/

tnr,h cvzsnbuhu, tjru, cviv,rthhb,h ktjr vtxui' ku hfukbu katukt, vcjurho vkku cgmno' to vo rumhoaf,umtv nvtxui ,vhv jkhau, cncmgjbufv' ,auc,o cuusth ,vhv akhkh,/

^ vhu rcho aatku thl erv fzv scrsuuet faakujho vhu cakhju, nmuuv'uvrh akujh nmuuv thbo bhzueho?

fph atnrbu' zv zni ak "uhsuo tvri"/zv kt zni keuahu, ukchrurho fkph anht/zv zni ak eck, shi anho/ tck ngcr kfl'tbu fhvusho vtnubho gk nmuu, v,urv"uanr,o nts kbpau,hfo" mrhfho kgau,vfuk fsh kvhzvr ukvhanr cmurvvnexhntkh,' akt kvdhg khsh xfbv/

tbh rumv kbmk cnv zu fsh kerut kfkvrcbho kzgue ckh vpxe fnv jaucvvzvhru, cbvhdv/ kt nabv to nsucrccjur' ctcrl tu cncudr' jhhcho kvhu,zvhrho hu,r cg, abuvdho' vi ncjhb,vnvhru, uvi ncjhb, ,aun, vkc kn,rjacfcha/ gkhbu kvsdha zt, jzur uvsda cfkvzsnbu,' fukk do vjahcu, cjdhr, jduru,chyjui/ zt, kt re jucv tzrjh,' tkt dojucv ,urbh, nucve,/

24|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

"vec"v cgmnu nmygr gk zv"eyg nahj, vrch ktjr v,tubv vnjrhsv athrgv cjw xhui ,ak"s'

cv bvrdu jnav ntb"a sfpr jc"s ukus

hsug nv af,c vrnc"o a"czni a,cut mrv / / hsgu vfk acdkk ngahvo fuw"'ukfi' "hpjs uhstd uhpapa cngahu"' tck' habo gbhbho affk anjpaho fuw kt hfukhoknmut ukt hfukho kvchi knv thrgu scrho ftkv///

ufph anmhbu cpra, ,cut' aktjrh abhnbu rhcuh gbhbho ck,h-rmuhho' nuxh;vf,uc gbhi jsa' drug hu,r _ "uvpkv vw t, nfu,l"/// scr pkt athbu nuci cafkfkk///

/ / ugk srl zv cbsui shsi _ aftar rutho nturg athbu nuci cafk fkk )doktjrh anpapaho cvngaho fuw(' mrhfho kunr t, vtn, )ukt kjpa kvmshe t,vec"v(' athi vscr nuci cafk fkk' tkt zvu ctupi s"uvpkv vw"' ucnhkt' "arhhygr"///

ucusth avec"v cgmnu nmygr gk zv / / afi' t; ahusg af,umtv nzv bgav tmkcbh hartk ngns unmc a"kch gr/// kvec"v k,urv unmuu,hw" ],nur, vngns unmcs"tbh habv' cdku,t"[' nfk-neuo' nmygr gk fl av,gurru, zu ctv gk-hsh gbhbhoftkv///

tkt nth' to nmygr nzv' knv gav vw ffv' unh ngfc cgsu?! _ vrh gbhi zvdupt vut ctupi s"uvpkv vw"///

eygho nnf,ch vrch ktjr vycj vnjrhs cch, vxpr knktfv' cab, ,ay"z

"b,gfc vngbv fh eav vhw kf,uc ktjrh vnturg cfpr jc"s' tar tjsho rmukvxchru gk-ph vf,uc ceruch tesa' tck do ao vgbhi x,uo' ure knsbu nao ahakpgnho vbvdv zu' ufhui ado ao thbu nuci vrh thbu gbhhi ak chtur tkt dzhrv auv'ukfi ct vzni ak uhsuo tvri/

/ / cnv scrho tnurho cvbudg kvxcr, vnturg' tck cv,umtu, anturg nfrhjithi neuo kxpe' ufnu athrg ktcu,hbu gk hsh vnmrhho fnv tkpho abv kpbh zv'tar fk gbhi ak gbuh udzhrv ,auc,u cmsu: uftar hgbu tu,u fi hrcv ufi hpru."/

)tdru, eusa' tdr, sw,eu(/

zv kt vhv txui cuss' ufhsug vhu ckhuctuuhya ktjrubv

aurv ak txubu, fcsho' uvo na,rgho gk pbh fk

vtr. uvguko' ugk pbh fk evhku, tb"a/ do vcjurho

abvrdu ubpmgu c,tubv zu' vhu nevhku, aubu, crjch

vtr./ fk tjs mrhl tput kgau, jacui bpa cgmnu'

nv fjxhs vut rutv avut thbu cxsr/ nv fjxhs vrch

sura nnbu k,ei ukapr _ ukcmg zt,' nckh kjfu, gs

avabh h,ei t, srfu aku/

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^

^ cgcr vrch v,hhjx nxpr pgnhoktxubu, nghi tku' vto zfurv kfov,hhjxu, xpmhph,?

cgrc k"d cgunr ,a"n' trg txuicjcrui ftar cjur hahcv neunh brmj gkhsh njckho' uvtck vhv fcs/ vakujhoatku t, vrch vto kvnahl cvfbu,k,vkufv frdhk/ v,aucv vhh,v afi' ufphavrch v,cyt cv,uugsu, "ngchrhi t,vn, nkpbh vfkv" uha kvnahl cpghku,/

xcurbh ado fti txur avtxui vburthprhg kpghku,/ tsrct' kjze ukv,jzech,r at,/

ktjr v,tubv vnjrhsv cjusa xhuui,ak"s' cv bvrdu jnav ntb"a ctr.veusa' akj vrch ktb"a thdr, nhujs,cnkt, wakuahow' cv vsdha fh ha kvuxh;cncmgh veusa' aehuno nvuuv "anhrvuvmkv"/

muu, vcjurho vhv tnur kvdhg kcxhxmcth jauc/ vjhhkho ao fubxu kert,cuto ak vcjurho' unav,cuaau nkvdhg'v,earu kcrr nv trg' utz busg vtxui/vjhhkho vhu rtaubho avdhgu kneuov,tubv/ knjr, zhni vnd"s t, fkvjhhkho' ftkphho cnxpr' ushcr gkv,tubv uvtxui/ vut vuxh; utnr fh cfkvabho avut cthzur' jc"s kt pxpxv t;jd nkcer tu,o ukvcht t, vanjv/ tjsvna,,pho vhv vrc bhhnre' tchu ak tjsvpmugho avghs fh vhv zv ngns nrdaunjze ftjs/

^

^ nv ntu,,ho kbu nanho kbufj fkvtxubu,?

fk vabho vrch khns tu,bu t, scrhvrnc"o crha vkfu, ,gbhu, afu,c: "uscrzv' srl nsrfh v,aucv vutaczni a,cutmrv uhzgeu kv uhrhgu' hhsgu vfuk acdkkngahvo vrgho vrg kvi' ff,uc wguubu,hfovyu tkvw kfo' uzv vut ahdruo kvo kvxhrvmrv ngkhvo/ tck to kt hzgeu' ukthrhgu' tkt htnru scr zv nnbvd vgukothrg kbu' umrv zu bert berh,' vrh zu srltfzrhu,' udurn, kvo kvhsce cngahvovrgho' u,uxh; vmrv umru, tjru,///"

pgnho rcu, vsdha vrch' fh fk nv

aeurv' ucuusth thrug fv eav' ha kv,cubicu ukvphe kejho/ thi auo scr avut cdsrnerv/ zv hxus nume ctnubv cfkkucjxhsu, cpry' fncutr cahju, eusa akvrch/

ksg, cshue nv rumho nt,bu nanho'zv fcr gbhhi bux;/ tbjbu kt bchtho ukt cbhbchtho/ fk tjs mrhl kgau, jacui bpakgmnu' tkhct sbpahv' cnv vut hfukkv,jze' utukh zv jauc hu,r njacui bpafkkh ak vmhcur/ nfti mrhl kv,jhk'njacui bpa gmnh-pryh' uzv budg kfk tb"a/

zv kt vhv txui cuss' ufhsug vhuckhuctuuhya ktjrubv aurv ak txubu,fcsho' uvo na,rgho gk pbh fk vtr.uvguko' ugk pbh fk evhku, tb"a/ dovcjurho abvrdu ubpmgu c,tubv zu' vhunevhku, aubu, crjch vtr./ fk tjs mrhl

tput kgau, jacui bpa cgmnu' nv fjxhsvut rutv avut thbu cxsr/ nv fjxhsvrch sura nnbu k,ei ukapr _ ukcmg zt,'nckh kjfu, gs avabh h,ei t, srfu aku/

tbh cyuj avcrfu, ak vrch nuapgu,gkhbu crhcuh gs ckh sh' tkt akpgnhozufho urutho t, zv nhs' ukpgnho ktrutho cghbhho danhu, uvcrfu, nx,,ru,/thi kh xpe ato fk tjs hgav t, jacui-vbpa cmurv pryh,' zv hcht khsh ahbuh docfkk/ zv hdruo bj, ruj krch' ubzfv keckt, vcrfu, cyuc vbrtv uvbdkv/

fanscrho gk jacui bpa' ha kvchtzt, khsh chyuh do cvuxpv vbsra,cgbhbho vngahho _ vncmgho ak vrch/tbh hfuk ka,; t, veurtho cfl acthk,hhxsbu ahgur acugh jsa cwkeuyh ahju,wabehho vabv fukv kg"b vcjurho' ufivjkybu kvrjhc t, wncmg jhbulw/ faruthoajxrho kbu akuav ,knhsho bpktho' gkhbukgau, vfk kvrcu, ,knhsho cnuxsu, akvrch/ tbu bdchr t, vrhauo cdbh vhkshoucch, vxpr' udo kvcht cjurho khahcv/fnu fi' ha kvuxh; cgbhbho vngahho cfkneuo uneuo kph gbhhbu/

^ cnerho aftkv' ha rchoannvrho kvmchg gk vpdo ukunr fhmrhfho jhzue cgbhhi pkubh tu tknubh/ thltfi tpar ksg, nvu vgbhhi atbu bsrahokv,jze cu?

cjusa ,nuz ,an"z' bpmg eav cjurnertui vhhyx c,tub, srfho/ cv,uugsu,verucv shcr vrch gk fl ajacui vbpamrhl kvhgau, bufj vnjkueu, vpbhnhu,aarru kmgrbu ctu,v ,eupv cerc tb"acertui vhhyx/ vrch tz vuxh; utnr fhktjrubv vhu fnv ufnv rnzho nkngkv akth achgu, rmui' fnu nmht, pxuk cxpr,urv' ufi cnzd tuuhr eav avhv ctu,v,eupv )xupu, creho udanho ufuw('ufaxhnbho tku kt gzru _ erv nv aerv/

crur akt ,nhs tpar kveha gbhhikgbhhi' unerv tjs knerv abh/ uchjs gozv' pauy afk ahpur ctvc, hartk hchtre ,ugk, ucrfv/ tck tbh juzr utunr'aeav ksg, gk nv uknv erv nv aervcacug vtjrui/ tk kbu kafuj t, scrhvrch cahj, a"p bat ,ak"s' atnr'"habo gbhbho affk anjpaho kt hfukhoknmut ukt hfukho kvchi knv trgu scrhoftkv"/

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pauy afk ahpur

ctvc, hartk hcht re

,ugk, ucrfv/ tck tbh

juzr utunr' aeav ksg,

gk nv uknv erv nv

aerv cacug vtjrui/

tk kbu kafuj t, scrh

vrch cahj, a"p bat

,ak"s' atnr' "habo

gbhbho affk anjpaho

kt hfukho knmut ukt

hfukho kvchi knv trgu

scrho ftkv"/

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^ ukxhuo?

fnv pgnho angbu cahju, ak vrch gkjhhkho abpku czni avdbu gk vgo vhuaccmhui' ado gkhvo btnr )g"p vdnrtxbvsrhi eh' c( "txpu kh jxhsh fur,hcrh,h gkh zcj"/ fahvush bvrd cdkk vgucsvavdi gk hvush tjr' vrh vut cdsr afur,crh, go vec"v cnu,u/ ugk fhumt cu btnrcjz"k )pxjho b' t( "thi fk crhv hfukvkgnus cnjhm,i"/

do v,nhnho vkku ahmtu cakhju, akvrch kgau, wncmghow' ncmgh vdbv gk vgovhuac cmhui' tku vo fkh vbae vrujbhhoandhbho/ fk zhfuh ak hvush cnmuuv'canjv ak nmuuv' ctuuhrv ak nmuuv' durokhu,r anhrv uvdbv gk go hartk/

v,nhnho vkku bx,keu cag, nhkuh,pehso cvhu,o akhjh vrch fsh kvdi gkgo hartk' ugkhvo tpar kunr wthi fk crhvhfukv kgnus cnjhm,iw/ thi kh auo xpeaneuno vut ctu,o guknu, bgkhoubadcho/

rtuh kzfur t, vjchcu, vnhujs, akvrch kncmg jbufv/ tnbo vrch hhxs t, fkgar, vncmgho' ufk tjs nvo her ujchcchu,r' tl chjs go zt,' bsnv kh avhh,vjchcu, nhujs, kncmgho ak jbufv' ugksrl kaui vrnc"o )vkfu, jbufv p"s vh"c("nmuu, br jbufv nmuuv jchcv vht gsnts"/

cab, ,an"u' ftar bygbv ygbvcnapy vxprho g"h vms afbds' ajc"s ktteyhc' ufuw' vrch fbrtv vx,fk gk zv

fnghi ygbv actv nkngkv' uvrch vurvkvsphx t, vtkcunho ak jbufv fshkvrtu, kguko fh jc"s vht tfi teyhch,/thi xpe akfk akhj ha tkcuo pghku,nncmgho tjrho' vbj, ,phkhi' jkue,

ba"e ufuw' utpar vhv kvfhi tkcuo vnrtvwpghku, teyhch,w nncmgho aubho' tukocfk zt,' vrch chea kvfbhx ,nubu,npghku, jbufv )utnbo vhv zv c,eup,jbufv' ucfk zt,' vfk cvadjv pryh,(/

ncmg jbufv nrtv thl ajc"s nthrvt, wvjumvw fbr jbufv a"nmuuv kvbhjv gkp,j ch,u ncju."' usuuet czni ajaul fbrjbufv "nmuu,v na,aeg vjnv" ukaondhgv jc"s kvthr ukjno ukdku, tjsu,vw/

ucthzv fuj? cfuj vwhjhsvw' fhsugajxhsu, jc"s vht vwhjhsvw ak v,urv'ukfi cfujv kdku, tjsu, vw do cneunu,vfh rjueho uvfh jaufho' ado zv eaurkbru, jbufv' fhsug apj vani avhv j,uocju,nu ak vfvi vdsuk avhuubho ktyhntuvu' nrtv gk vwhjhsvw acbpa'avhuubho kt hfukho kynt' uvht batr,yvurv' ucfujv kvthr t, fk fuju, vbpago tur vwhjhsvw/

uzv tukh vjchcu, vnhujs, ak vrchkncmg jbufv cu gxeu v,nhnho chnhovtjrubho ucagu, vtjrubu, kjhhvo _kvthr t, vguko ctur vwhjhsvw' whjhsvwcbpa' nv andkv cguko t, vwhjhsvwvfkkh,/ cfk pgo anskheho t, bru,jbufv cguko' ndkho t, vfj vwhjhsvwcbpa tmk fk tjs ngo hartk' unthrhot, vneunu, vfh jaufho' uzv hcht kflavrch _ ban, nahj _ vwhjhsvw ak fkkhartk _ h,dkv cguko ,hf; unhs nna'nkl chuphu ,jzhbv ghbhbu/

v,nhnho vkku bx,keu

cag, nhkuh ,pehso

cvhu,o akhjh vrch fsh

kvdi gk go hartk'

ugkhvo tpar kunr wthi

fk crhv hfukv kgnus

cnjhm,iw/ thi kh auo

xpe aneuno vut

ctu,o guknu, bgkho

ubadcho

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nuxsu, jhbul gk yvr, veusa

tvkh nbjo - tvkh ,urv

byph bhjunhina,,pho tbu cmgru utcku vfcs ak hshsbu vher nbvk

chahc,bu' nxur ub,ui knktf, vw cstdv uctvcv kfk ,knhs

vrv", rw nthrahw anaubhgk pyhr,v csnh hnhv ak tju,u vjxusv

nr, arvg"v

ufi aukjho tbu t, ,bjunhbu

kfk vnapjv vherv uvjaucv ahjhu

vneuo hbjo t,fo c,ul atr tckh mhui uhruakho

ukt ,uxhpu kstcv gus' uczfu, vv,gxeu, cgcus, veusa'

jhbul jhhkh ch, sus' bzfv kbmjui nkl nch, sus cv,dku,u

kghi fk u,hf; unh"s nn"a

cao vvbvkv' muu, vnjbfho uv,knhsho

vrc hux; jhho vfvi rtzgbpgks

vrc mch vhra kuxyhd vrc pbjx rppury

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vwyc, qjd vxprho

cabho vtjrubu, bpumv vndnv

kf,uc zfrubu, ukvsphxo fxpr' fnu

do kvumht ktur xprho gk snu,

jxhsh, zu tu tjr, nv v,ugk,

cfl? vto zv kt xu,r t,

vgherui vjxhsh ak chyuk

vwtbhw? nv nbhg jxhsho hahaho

kf,uc xpr nzfrubu,hvo? fnv

cfkk gukv kvumht ktur xpr? uvto

fsth kvaehg czv ncjhbv jxhsh,'

bpah, ufkfkh,? ^ gk fl ugus

cf,cv vctv

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nt,: nbjo zhdkcuho

"zv xpr ,uksu, tso" uhavnpraho gk kaui pxue zv'an,uksu,hu ak fngy fk tsoctar vut' tpar kf,uc xpr'mrhl re ksg, thl kgau, zt,/

cabho vtjrubu,' vukf, vndnv un,pay,hu,r uhu,r: zebh vjxhsho ngkho gk vf,c t,zfrubu,hvo nhnh bgurhvo' t, tar rtu uangu'ufi xhpurh jxhsho aangu cnal vabho' fnu dohunbho avugku gk vf,c/ to pgo' ftar bpyrtjs nzebh vjxhsho' vhu fu,cho gkhu ntnrvgrfv' emr tu trul' vnaryy euuho ksnu,u'vrh afhuo kt nx,peho cfl' uvgh,ubhonprxnho f,cu, trufu,' uvmtmtho t; pugkhokvgku, t, vscrho gk vf,c' gkh xpr/ kt pju,/

knu,r kmhhi fh ndnv zu vhbv ncurf, chu,r/ftnur' pgo vhu nx,peho cntnr emr avhvn,nm,' utukh kt' t, snu,u ak vtha' vrhafhuo nxprho fvbv ufvbv' na,skho knmu,ukveh; t, snu,u ak vjxhs nfk fhuui' tocnhsu,hu v,runhu,' cnhs, jxhsu,u' v,earu,ukrch' fnu do hksu,u uabu,hu vtjrubu,/

kngav thi cscrho nauo echgv nsuhhe,'afi fcr kpbh garho abv' vhu jxhsho avgku gkvf,c t, euru, jhhvo vxugrho' uprxnu t,vscrho gus cjhhvo/ fl ksudnv vhu bjaubhoujkumho:vrv"j rw nthr tcmi cxpr "turu,ctphkv"' vrv"j rw cbhnhi durusmeh' akhj akvrch cthrupv cxpru "xpr vzfrui" ucnhs, nvdo vrv"j rw hartk dwhheucxui cxpru "zfrui kcbhhartk"/ zv vtjrui tnbo vgkv gk vf,c t,zfrubu,hu' tl vo bgrfu uvuspxu fgarho abvktjr pyhr,u/

t; gk ph fi' fu,cho uu,heho' gurfhoujuerho' hfukho kxpr gk pbhu, rcu, avoneckho nms napju, aubu,' ucvi v,gbhhbu,rmhbh, kf,hc, xpr gk snu, herv uerucv/vatku, vnmuhu, vi: "fnv zv gukv?" "thlguaho t, zv?" "vto zv fsth?" "vto tbahohdku v,gbhhbu,?" ugus fvbv ufvbv/ pgnho rcu,vrghui bupk nhs ktjr v,aucv katkvvrtaubv///

cf,cv vctv bbxv karyy t, prhj,v,upgv vncurf, vkzu' gk ,uksu,hv' gk vxhcu,agunsu, ntjurh vrmui kvumht xprho ktur'nhs, vv,gbhhbu, cerc vmhcur' udo )fi' do zvaheuk bfcs///( vfsthu, vfkfkh,/

vrch vrhh"m ngussgk pbhu' jxhsu, ,nhs w,hgcvw t, nhs,

vhhau,' vghxue cwtbhw ucnv anxchc/ kfturv',upgv zu ak f,hc, zfrubu, thahho uvspx,iktur guko' vht x,hrv nvu,h, k,chgv zu ak,ur, vjxhsu,/ eav krtu, tput t, tu,odsukh vjxhsho uvhahaho' jke nvo nbhbu kghk'artu cjhhvo snuhu, nupktu, ak jxhshouvbvdu, jxhshu,' guaho scr afzv gk sg,gmno/

sunv afl vo tfi pbh vscrho' thkukt gauzt, gk ph vurtu, npurau, ak f"e tsnu"rvrhh"m' aguss ushrci kvgku, gk vf,c t,vzfrubu,' nnv artu uangu cjhhvo/

vrch vrhh"m gmnu' chksu,u rao hunbho rchoucvo nnv artv uang chksu,u cjmr tchu' f"etsnu"r vra"c' uzt, gk ph ghsuso v,nhshuvck,h puxe ak tchu urcu,hu/ tku vemu cgcuruagu, heru, npz' do gk jacui vkhnusho' fshahufk krauo gkh dkhui/ utfi' czfu, rahnu, tku'bu,ru chshbu xhpurho thbxpur n,uksu,vjxhsu,' gus cyro v,dkv turu vcvhr ak vcgkao yuc vesua/

bsnv aghsus v,upgv vjk ktjr hmht,vjxhsho nruxhv cabho ,a"u-z' tz vurv vrchvrhh"m kfnv nvjxhsho ahranu t, zfrubu,hvonvpghku, abga,v gk hso cruxhv' ufi t,anu,hvo ak tb"a uv,knhsho agxeu cpghku,vpm, vhvsu, cneunu, ucznbho vaubho/

ch"j cyc, ,a"y f,c gk fl tsnu"r vrhh"mkas"r rw ci mhui anyuc:

hcut cf,ucho nanh go hshsbu tb"auv,nhnho hjhu ctrv"e ,"u ucatr vneunu,atpar kv,scr gnvo cf,c cgbhi zv' ukakujvfk tkh' uhjs,h nh ahxsr fk vnf,chouvhshgu, tar hdhgu cgbhi zv )td"e j"h tdr,dwaxv(/

ucf"s cacy ,a"y f,c ku auc:

bvb,h cnts nvjky,u vyucv knktu,cea,h tar hgurr t, hshshh v,knhshoutb"a' sw gkhvo hjhu' kva,,; t,u gnu' ugkhsu knktu, t, tar vgnx,h gkhvo krauotha tha nfkku, vgcusv cvjze, v,urvukhnus st"j ctr. nuks,bu/ uvah", hmkhjouhdhs kfuko crf,h cdanhu, ucrujbhu,/)ao'tdr, dwamj(

tjs ntku af,cu t, zfrubu,vo cgecu,vvurtv vbzfr,' vut vjxhs vrc nthr duretuug"v' at; akj t, rahnu,hu ktsnu"r vrhh"magbv ku:

eubyrx vzfrubu, aakj bfui b,eckcnugsu' ,usv ucrfv/ ubfui vut urtuh tar fkv,knhsho vzebho ahw hranu zfrubu,hvo

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vrtuhho kzfur)ao tdr, dw,rhc(/

cnf,c tjr nuxh; vrhh"m:

kt tfjs' fh kg,ho erucu, tmygrgk tar jxhsh jc"s cfk sur kt vgkuxpr do ngbhhbh vngahu, uvnturgu,'avhu cvo tkph nup,ho humtho nsrfhvycg///tnbo cvnal vnf,c nxhhd vrchvrhh"m ufu,c:

tck go zv vbbh njcc hu,r t,xprhvo uf,chvo cchturh vgbhbho tarangu tha tha cg,u ucznbu' ntku xhprukbu vbpktu,/

sunv agk fl nfuubho scrhu ak vrchnv"n' ktjr avrc tkhvu hujbi durtrhvakhy"t' rcv ak jukui' f,c t, vxpr",uksu, hmje thhzhe" gk snu,u ak vjxhsvbusg uvnupkd vrc hmje thhzhe nvunhk'uchea t, vxfn,u ak vrch kxpr:

npurxo athi buvdho czv]k,,vxfnv kxprho[ kthsl npurxo scrhnurh ujnh tsnu"r cjahcu, rahn,zfrubu, fb"k u,ugk, vpm,o ufuw/ ungavrc _ arutho zv cpugk/ uhvh rmui ahcrlceruc gk vnudnr uxnul kzv hcar yuctusu, v,ugk, afcr v,jhk ufuw/ tzfhrgk vmhui uhcar yuc)"vhfk nbjo"' gnw e(/

kt ngy pgnho shrci vrch t,vjxhsho kvgku, t, zfrubu,hvo gk vf,c/fl cnf,c af,c vrch krc jhho nrsfhprkuc )"keuyh xhpurho"(' vuxh; umhhicf,c hs eusau:

pauy abfubv ucnts rahn,uvxhpurho ugk nb, kvsphxo cnal vzni_ unv yuc cvuxp, mhui vneur )nnhang ufhu"c(/

cnf,c tjr mhhi vrch:

ntar eck, vrahnu, aku u,"jgkveur, ruj abdro cerht,o' ugk tj,fnv ufnv fahxusru fuko/

ucnf,c bux; ju,o vrch: ccrfvkcauru, yucu, // ufi _ angkv )ucrhcuh(gk vf,c nxhpurh ugbhbh rcu,hbu bahthbuu"jxhsho vrtaubho" ak ftu"t nvo _fi huxh; uhuxh; n,ul crhtu, uanjv/scrho tku nghsho gs fnv vjahc vrcht, zfrubu, vjxhsho/

tjs vxprho vjaucho nxprhvzfrubu,' vut xpru ak vrc rptk bjni fvi"anugu, uxhpurho"/ cvesn,u kxpru vutnxpr fh ktjr ajcrho uhshsho gussu tu,ukvsphx t, zfrubu,hu' vut atk gk fl t,vrch' uvahc: "fsth ufsth"/ ktjr nfi t;ehck zhruz cbuat fachi vh,r f,c: ///vr"suanugu, uxhpurho nrcu,hbu vesuahoufuw///

nfk neuo' ha jxhsho avhxxu vtokprxo t, zfrubu,hvo' vdo anmtu fhngbhhbho vo t, vmhcur' vkfl vsphxu xprak jhsuah ,urv af,cu ucxupu vfbhxu t,euru, jhhvo/ fl vut vakhj vhaha vrcaknv nyuxuc cxpru "ranh chturho" tucxpr "ctr nho jhho" ahmt ktur ktjrubvgk vrv"j rw aknv dkprhi' facaukh vxprzfrubu, arao kgmnu/ fl do cxpr "gktcu,hbu ugk hhjuxo" tusu, rahnu, araovrv"j vnuvk vrc jhho guzr nrhbucxeh"thi vut xpr chudrphv cnuci vneuck/nsucr cu rcu, gk tchu ak vnjcr // udo gkrcbh ernbmwud aesnu kvo' tl thi vutguxe czfrubu, hksu,u ak vnjcr / / cakvgucsv angcr kfk xduku,hu v,hhjsuvmyhhi cnhujs cgbuuv ucmbhgu, nupkd,uni vx,o scr zv kt hvhv ku krmui"/

nf,cho krch'

avpfu kxprsunv fh zu tfi vxhcv avjkv kvbhg

t, vdkdkho c,juo rahn, zfrubu,uvspx,o/ fl tfi fu,cho vnjcrhovaubho cvesnu,hvo vaubu,:

"f"e tsnu"r akhy"t vmhg kpbh nvabho' kvgku, gk vf,c nv aang,hurth,h nvnaphgho' njxhsho utbahngav"' fu,c vrc hvusv jhyrhe g"vcvesnv kxpru vjauc "rahnu, scrho" cuvut ngkv t, zfrubu,hu' ucgher xhpurhjxhsho nnv aang cgcr/

"nxcc vxhcu, xhcc" _ nuxh; vrcjhyrhe _ "apgo f,c,h kf"e tsnu"rakhy"t xhpur aang,h nvnaphg vrv"jvnaphg rw anutk drubo z"k tx,rni/ueck,h nf,c ,usv nf"e uceav kvnahlkf,uc nv aang,h' ufv bnal abho tjsu,_ nzni kzni f,c,h kf"e nv aang,h' uflb,ec. vjunr wrahnu, scrhow nv abspxczv"/

do vrv"j rw hartk dwhheucxui g"vnxpr cp,hjv krahn, zfrubu,hu:

chuo cw nr jauui' cnkt, jnhaho abvng, vfbxh cpgo vrtaui kvhfk esau akf"e tsnu"r vra"c bcd"n )chuo dw nrjauui ,rx"j(' bfbx,h kvhfk esau ak f"etsnu"r akhy"t' ugku zfrubu, neuyghonnal vzni/ f"e tsnu"r akhy"t vghrcvzsnbu, zt,' atrauo zfrubu,h nnalzni vhu,h ckhuctuuhya/

jxhsho tjrho nuxhpho unmhhbho doxhcu, napj,hu, avchtuo krauo t,,uksu, hnh jhhvo/ fl knak fu,c vrv"jrw nrsfh auxyrni cnhkho emru,un,unm,u, cwp,j scrw kxpru: "chshorugsu, vbbh nkt czv rmui cbh ahw krauogkh bhhr' t; cehmur' euru, hnh jhh kvhu,kzfrui/// to fh' nh tbh unv tbh unhvu zvahvhv ngubhhi c,uksu, hnh jhh' tck hkshawh cheaubh kt pgo ukt pgnhho ufuw ufkgus fuju,h uzfrubh t,h' vbbh nnktcea,o///"

gk ph nyrv zu' fl tfi do ert kxpru:"kngi hsgu // cbho huuksu"/

vrv"j rw nthr tcmi g"v' t; vut mhhixhcv zu: "//t, fk zv ran,h ktjrabg,r,h kvpmru, cbh ch,h acheau krauot, vscrho kzfrui guko' kngi hsg surtjrui"/ tuko vhu ku bhnueho buxpho'jaucho kt pju,:

"kehho nv abtnr whusu kvw jxsuubpktu,hu kcbh tsow ran,h t, ,uksu, jhhut, tar gcr gkh cruxht vxuchhyh,'acvo bhfrho jxsh vw ubpktu,hu vrcho

30|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

,bupv kt ngyv ehcku zfrubu,vjxhsho' nvo ugkhvo' czfu, yrbsvw,auru,w av,rjc ntus cabhovtjrubu,/ w,auru,w tku njukeu,canju,' csrl fkk j,ubu,' ftarvj,i uvfkv tu vurhvo' ndhaho,aurv kturjho vctho kanujcanj,o _ utku vo nf,chonrcu,hbu bahtbu abakju kvurho tuvxcho' zfrubu, upreh jhho "kngi hsgsur tjrui"/

fhsug' banu, vvurho gs akuasuru, ndhgho kanuj canj, bauthmtmthvo' vrh sunv anturg zv tfin,tho kprxo t, xhpur jhhvo aktu,o zebho ajhu csuru, bgkho hu,r'uha kt ngy kknus nnbvdhvo uturjjhhvo unhsu,hvo vyucu,/

w,aurvw csrl fkk' vht jucr,sev )tu gcv(' ugku,v vfxph, bnufvcvrcv ngku, fxph, ak xpr' fnu dofnu, vzfrubu, uvgcusv vbsra,'vpju,ho cvrcv uhu,r ekho kchmug/

,aurv btv

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avmhkubh nfk vxfbu, atrcu kh"/

fbrtv acfk zt,' vgucsv avut nsphx xprzfrubu, gk gmnu' kt b,bv ku nbuj' ucvnalvscrho vhv jauc ku kvcvhr "//thi fuub,hcxhpurho tkv kprxo tusu, gmnh tu kgau, khao' nyr,h cxpr vzv kxpr thl cnal abhorcu, ,j, nkfu, eav' gnsu tb"a jxhsh jc"scnxhru, bpa' kt re cfj' tkt do cpugk' gkanhr, v,urv unmuu,hv/ ukfi bert vxpr caowturu, ctphkvw' kvuru, fh do ctphk, vjualvfpuk unfupk' cdku, vakyui vxuchhyh vrag'kt pxeu vturu, vdsukho ak "br nmuv u,urvtur" fph avo nutrho cjxhsu, jc"s"/

utfi' fngy fk xprh vzfrubu, knhbhvoahmtu ktur cabho vtjrubu,' guxeho cprehnxhru, vbpa cjhh vjxhsho avhu cgne vcft'ntjurh nxl vcrzk/ zu cshue vhh,v nyr,u aktsnu"r vrhh"m cceau zt, "krauo tha thanfkku, vgcusv cvjze, v,urv ukhnus st"jctr. nuks,bu"/

sur avukl ubgko"vsur vbufjh"' tunr rw abhtur zkni crdr

nvfu,cho cwch, nahjw aguxe rcu, cvhxyurhvvjxhsh,' "to bjke tu,u kabhho' vrh jkeuavv c,ul nturgu, nxhru, vbpa ujkeu vabh jhcmko ak tku' to fcbho uto cv,uugsuhu,jxhshu, cvo xupru xhpurho rcho/ tnbo' jkeuvrtaui ak vsur vukl ubgko/ cabho vtjrubu,bx,keu nt,bu snuhu, jxhshu, rcu, avhu jkepghk njhh nxhru, vbpa cruxhv cabho veau,chu,r' vjk nabu, v,r"p ugs whmht, nmrhowvnpurxn, cabho ,a"u-z' ftar tz hmt rucnbhhi jxhsh jc"s ntjurh nxl vcrzk tk trmu,jupa uruujv"/

fnh arthhb, rcho nvsur vzv' nv kngavnbhg tu,o kxpr ukrauo?

"rtah,' ha gshhi kt ngyho akt nufbhokvumht nhkv nvpv gk v,eupv vvht/ gshhi vojhho cpjs dsuk' ungshpho t, nktf, va,hevn,ur, vshcur/ rcho ntkv afcr bx,keu kch,gukno' vu,hru tjrhvo cbho futcho' ,r,hnang' kt re cdkk vpyhrv' tkt do cdkkvgucsv avo rmu ksg, nv gcr gk vtc tu vtocnal garu, cabho' tl bu,r wjur ajurw cgcro/

"tku afi nufbho kxpr' rcho nvo tfinceaho kvgchr ksur vct t, nreo vjhhovvo' veahho kms vnhsu, vyucu, avhu tz' fnuvx,peu, cnugy' kvgrhl t, nv aha' t,vjxhshaehhy vtu,byh ak vsur vvut' vtjuuvvjxhsh, uvshcue jcrho cbhjuj ak pgo' ugus"/

vrv"j rw hjzetk cruscp,j xpru "turjxhsh cjual vxuchhyh" nxpr gk vadjv pryh,nupktv avbhgv tu,u kvspx, zfrubu,hu:

"thbbh xupr ukt ci xupr' unms ycgh u,fub,bpah kt vhv gukv gk sg,h kf,uc xpr zhfrubu,/tnbo gcrv gkh nxf, jhho xugr, ueav knsh'cnhujs cabu, bgurh chnh vakyui veunubhxyh'tck cfl thbbh aubv ntkph jxhsho agcru tu,obhxhubu, utu,o eahho' utukh dsukho hu,rnagcr,h tbh/ usth athbbh ngz kvauu, t, gmnhktu,o jxhsho tdshho' cgkh nxhru, bpa gmunv'ahacu abho rcu, cfkt vruxh tu vudku kxhchr'cak gcus,o kngi vjze, vhvsu,/

"to cfk zt, vdg,h kvjkyv kf,uc t,zhfrubu,hh' vrh zv re cak vgucsv atbh husgcchrur armubu ak vrch vut ahhf,cu xhpurhvzhfrubu,' ungav avhv fl vhv:

"vdg,h ktrv"c cab, ,ah"t' ctu,v g,vdhgu ktrv"c vrcv pkhyho avmkhju kvhbmknthnh vautv vburtv unrshpu, veunubhxyhocruxhv vxuchhyh,/ vpkhyho vhu rcho' unnhktnuci akt vhv ek kvx,sr cjhho jsaho/ bux;gk vcghu, vrdhku, ak vv,teknu, ctr.jsav' vv,nussu, go apv jsav ufuw' xckbucgher neahh prbxv dsukho/ utfi' gcrv gkh,eupv eav acv xck,h gubh unjxur uceuah rcvct,h kjo vch,v/

"kfi vup,g,h ntus ftar ctjs ntu,ohnho ct kch,h vrv"j rw bhxi nhbsk' nnzfhrhuak vrch ugurl vwanugxiw' vut dhkv kh actcakhju,u ak rcbu' avurv ku ksku, nnbh ngynzhfrubu,hh/ vscrho bangu kh nuzrho knsh/ftnur' v,nuss,h tz go eahh ehuo cxhxhho'ugmo vnjacv gk xhpurh zhfrubu, vh,v nnbhuvktv/ ag,o ak vzhfrubu, ctv ftar fcrndhgho tk vnbujv utk vbjkv ukt fagucshoeav fsh kvcht kjo vch,v/

"tck favrch ncea thi autkho atku,/vxfn,h c,bth ukt hgcur' aanh kt hhrtv ukthhnmt cxhpur zhfrubu,hh/ fhbh,h t, gmnh "nbsk"ufl v,prxo jke npra, bsush fbgr crjchruxhv cdhkhubu, wanugxiw )utjr fl vscrho do,urdnu kgcrh, ubspxu cwahju, kbugrw ndhkhuifxku ,ak"t(/

"ctu,o hnho gshhi arr pjs npbhvxuchhyho' uzu tj, vxhcu, kvgkn, anhukahbuhho abgau cpryho gucs,hho rcho/ fhuotbh nrdha ci jurhi kxpr t, vscrho fvuuhh,oukehho cfl caknu, rcv hu,r t, cea, vrch"/

cvnal vut nuxh; t, vxhcv avuxhputjrho: "ha kh xhcv buxp, kf,hc, vzhfrubu,/vkut thi tso husg g,u uznbu' utbh jp. ahkshhubfshh hecku nnbh whruavw zu uhhsgu fhms jhu

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hvusho ujxhsho c,btho vthunho akruxhv veunubhxyh, ufhms nxru t,bpao gk anhr, vac, uvgbe, jhbulhvush khkshvo"/

xhpurh jxhsho'

uxhpurh zfrubu,to kjke t, vxprho ahmtu gs fv'

tpar kjkeo kabh ntphhbho nvu,hho:xhpurho gk vrchho ujxhsho csuru,gcru' uzfrubu, thahho/

ftar vrv"d vrc nav vckhi' rcvak erh, d, urta hahc, w,unfh ,nhnhowcghr bfbx kwhjhsu,w cjusa ,arh ,ak"z'atk t, vrch vto rtuh kprxo xpr gktchu zebu vrv"j vrc aknv zkni vckhi/vrch v,gbhhi vto fuub,u kxhpurhotusu,hu tu xhpurho-zfrubu, abf,cu gkhsu? mhhi bfsu fh nsucr cxhpurho abf,cugk hsu/

f"e tsnu"r akhy"t: "vto mhhi nnhang?"

vautk: "fi"/

f"e tsnu"r akhy"t: cfkk zvu scrbfui/ tnbo: )t( ni vrtuh kcrr kpbh fi_ nfhui abspxu fcr xpurho nzebhvjxhsho vuu"j ufuw pgrktuu' uvuu"jufuw rptk fvi _ to kt bspxu )cvb"k(/)c( fsth vhv kxdbbo _ fhuui ahfukkvhu, af,co cxdbui kgmnu/

utfi' vrch guss ntus t, vxhpurhogk snuhu, jxhshu, _ ucsuuet jxhsho_ fph atpar kknus nvhjhsu, kv zfvvjxhs rw tct pkhxehi/ cnvkl vhjhsu,v,tubi vrch nv"n fh tmk vcjurho"jxrv kjkujh,"/ farw tct v,gbhhikchtur vnhkv "kjkujh,"' vxchr vrch:"mrhl kxpr xhpurho njxhsho avhuhvusho jxhshho )"jxhswag thsi"('ufuub,h csuuet njxhsho _ kt nrchho'afi' ftar nxprho tusu, rch' bvhvet xket sg,l azvu rhjue cthi-grulufuw/ nv athi fi fanxprho njxhshokunsho nfl ufuw" )vhfk nbjo gnw rft(/

vrv"j rw nrsfh auxyrni' vdo abhfrfh vxfho kvgku, t, zfrubu,hu re kngiucvpmr, hkshu' vrh acscrho af,ckzfru ak vrc haafr suc durch.' mhhi t,jahcu, prxuo vzfrubu, csuuet' gksnu, jxhsh, fnu,u: "//ufnu avfk

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zv buxj vatkv archo autkho ftarvo guaho t, vmgs vrtaui kert,hhauo vjkyv napj,h,' kvsphx xprzfrubu,/ go vatkv vo ctho kxuprv,uri' unceaho t, gzr,u/

ucfi' atkv zu vht jkeh, ckcs/ gku,vspx, xpr vht jkeh, ckcs/ kpbhvvspxv ha gus nxpr akcho jaucho ktpju,Q f,hcv' knak///

ucfi' vscrho ,kuhho cfu,c ucxudvjunr anuct kpbhu/ ha anchtho wjunrdkow rc' ufg, bu,r "re" knhhi' kf,uc'kaf,c' kgrul ukvfhi kspux/ ha athichso ntuo' uvo nceaho avfu,c hgavt, vgcusv nvjk' hf,, rdkhu kgaru,nfhrho uneurcho ucbh napjv' hrthhi'hekhy' hgkv gk vf,c ufuw/ nuci agcusvzu vht fpukv unfupk,' usura, hdhgv uznirc hu,r' uv,dnuk cv,to/

ktjr avfu,c xhho kvgku, vfk gkvf,c' af,c ugrl fscgh' ha kvjzhr t,vjunr vf,uc kcbh vnapjv' fsh ah,busg,o gkhu/ vdvu,' ,heubho ucsrl fkk dovuxpu, kruc wnuajkhow chs tni k,ulaks vxpr vehho/

cakc zv nuct vxpr kwnchbhowanfhrho t, vtha tu v,eupv' uvonuxhpho' nghrho unthrho' udo tkvbfbxho kdu; vxpr/ re ktjr nfi bakjvjunr tk ndhv kaubh nemugh)uvnjnhrho do kabhho( fsh kbeu,u nxhdupxuk,' kjss t, v,jchr vkaubh uk,eit, vadhtu, abgknu ni vghi/ )ngbhhiaffk agucrho gk vxpr' ,nhs bnmtu,adhtu, buxpu,' ugk fl n,bmkhovnjcrho nrta "adhtu, nh hchi///"(/vdvv kaubh, hfukv kbug xchc v-005a"j' ,kuh cnhs, nemughu,u ak vndhv'bxhubu uvfr, grl gcus,u/

fg, bhdaho tk akc vghnus' uzunktf,u ak vdrpheth/ zv cubv nxdr,kgnus vxpr )n,tho t, vdusk uvghmucgk ph ygo vnznhi(' unxdr, zu wnkuuvw t,fk gnush vxpr/ k,ul vnxdr, vut humet, vyexy andhg cshxe )tu cnhhk(/ vuteucg t, dusk vtu,hu,' vruujho chivauru, uchi vnhkho' aukh vgnus/ fk tkvw,urnhow rcu, kguch vxpr )anauo nvjauc krcho///(/ cvnal vdrpheth wha,ukw

t, v,nubu, cnheuo vbecg gk phvurtu, vfu,c tu ci vnapjv vtjrthgk vpe, vxpr/ kfk ,nubv becg duskvcv,to kjahcu,v/ drpheth nnumg kuejcgcur gcus,u f-2-3 sukr kfk gnus/vnjhr ha,bv to vgnus nurfc do nnrthneunu, c,j,h, vgnus' xrhev tu ghcusnhujs ak v,nubu, ufuw/

ktjr nfi vdrpheth nfhi t, vfrhfv/gcusv zu bgav cruc nujky ak vnerhonuk fu,c vzfrubu, tu tha vnapjvveruc/ nkcs ,ufi vxpr' zvu tjsvprnyrho vjaucho uveucgho ak vxpr)uvnfhru,///( ghmuc frhfv hfuk kbug chi001$ k-004$/

c,uo xhsur vxpr fuku' vut juzr kcbhvnapjv kvdvv tjrubv' kuust aktwbpkuw eygho' av,nubu, tfi nnuenu,cneuni vrtuh/ re ktjr vthaur vxuphbhdaho tk vspux go vatkvvtukyhnyhch, "fnv gukv kvsphx xpr?"v,njur bgav cnharhi gk ph fnu,vspho' guch udusk vs;' )mcgubh tu ajurkci(/ vspx, xpr nnumg ci 082 gnushocdusk xybsryh ,gkv 21-51 a"j/

to an,o kc' t, njhr f,hc, vxpr'af,ucu ugrhf,u' kt becbu' afi vscrho,kuhho cfu,c' cnhs, vgcusv vnubj,kp,ju' rn, nemughu,u' ufnuci nvu,vgcusv vbsra, nnbu/ tl thi xpeac,njur vfukk ak vxpr' gher vvumtvnuaeg, cu' ukt cfsh/

napju, rcu, afcr ndhgu, kakcvzv' guau, t, vjhaucho vfkfkhhounceau, kxd,/ vnjhr vfukk vut tfikt ngy gcur napjv jxhsh, nnumg,acxl vfk rumv kprxo zfrubu, jauchoak tha jauc kt pju,/ tuko cnjacvbuxp,' vxprho do bnfrho ktjr nfi'ujke ni vgku, nujzr,/

fti ,kuh ntus vto vxpr tfi f,ucvhyc' cgk ,ufi rc ungumc cmurv btv/atku, tku hecgu cnhsv rcv cfnvgu,eho hhnfr vxpr/ ffk ahhnfr hu,r'ha xhfuh kvjzhr t, vgkuhu, utukh t;kvruuhj fnv pruyu,/ nfk neuo'nxfhnho pv tjs vfu,cho' vgurfho'vnu"kho uvnphmho' kv,gar nzv thtpar///

nv gukv kvsphx xpr?

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cvadjv pryh,' fl cuusth do scr jauc zv'avprxuo vut k,ugk,u vdsukv ak vsur vmghr'utphku vncudrho' tkv ftkv hufku kej, sudnvjhv nmhur ak hvush avhv ,nho uapk crl cfknvu,u///"

gk beusv zu gnsu cvrjcv hu,r c"scrvnapjv" cp,hjv kxpr "jxhsho utbah ngav"'abf,c gk snuhu,hvo ak vrc tvri tkhgzrmhhykhi vh"s ucbu vrc hvuag vgahk g"v:"cerht, vxpr' ffk an,esnho hu,r' kunshokvfhr neruc t, snuhu,hvo vbtmku, ak xctutct afk jhhvo vhu eusa k,urv unxhru, bpa'ntz vhu,o bgrho mghrho ugs rdg vx,keu,ongknt shi' n,ul rda jxhsh nruno/

"xpr zv thbu x,o kheuy chudrpht abf,ccgcur cbh vnapjv' tkt jhcur ntk; annbu bh,ikvafhk ukknus fhms mrhfv kvhu, vbvdvjxhsh,' ufhms vht srl vv,earu, vrtuhvkrcu,hbu bahtbu n,ul chyuk nujky' ,ul vsdavgk vms vjxhsh vpbhnh uvgnue avhv nuaracgmo bpao uban,o"/

scrho sunho f,c do vrv"j rw nbjo jbzhiahw' cscrh vesnv kxpr "sus gcsh" ksnu,u aktchu vrc sus g"v: "zv xpr _ xhpur _ ,uksu,tso' nvbvdu,hu ungahu vyucho udo nngavtcu,hu // gk v,ugk, cprxuo xpr fzv fcr bf,ccfnv xprho' axhpurho ftku ngurrho kv,jzekkf, csrl vw ukv,jze ctnubv )fukk tnub,msheho usceu, cvo(Q gus zt, av,gurru,veurtho ,cht ,ugk, knh afu,cho nnbu reahvhu vscrho nsuhheho fvuuhh,o ukkt ,trhonhu,rho acvo thi ,ugk,' utsrct' fk vnuxh;durg/ ugk xhpurho ftku ha kunr avo ccjhb,wdsukv ahnuav hu,r nkhnusvw )fl nang nahj,cw bhxi ,a"t(///"

zfrubu, jxhshho/

kt njer vhxyurhxprho rcho ahmtu ktur' drnu kjcrh

vnjcrho "kgeo t, vt;"' fk tjs uxhcu,hu/"zv kt vhv cshue fl"' tunr pkubh avut gmnuvhv ao' "vpghku, cfkk bga,v gk hsh nhavutjr uc,eupv tjr,"' htnr tknubh' ugus vadu,fvbv ufvbv/

rcho nvnjcrho tfi nchgho t, jaaonth-shueho bufj vabho vrcu, ajkpu uzfruboatukh vjk kcdus "vscr vzv vhv eav nts aktvgk,h gk vf,c eruc kzni aang,h' re vhuczfrubh uzv abho rcu, gcru nhuo angh' unh husgto hgkv chsh kf,uc vscrho ktn,,i fnu

aang,h"' fu,c vrc hvusv jhyrhe g"vcvesnv kxpru "rahnu, scrho"/

vut fnu tjrho' vchbu fh vgkt, vzfrubu,thbu re rmubu ak vrch' tkt do nura, rujbh,-jxhsh, gahrv ksur vct' ugk hxus v,ucbv "ktgah, _ kt adh,"' vchbu fh gsh; xhpurho goadhtu, pv uao' ntar cfkk kt/

nv kbu hu,r nnf,cu vbuec ak vrch nv"ncgbhhi' vn,tr t, vbjhmu, cvspx, vxprhocsurbu:

//uv,hbj cjxhsho vrtaubho' cuusth ktbmyrfu kfdui st/ fh nujo ukco zfho ufuw/ tckchnhbu tku' tar npbh mue vg,ho ufuw b,nynuvkccu,' unuaegho cgbhhbh danhho' cdanhu,fk gbhhi' gs athbu brda R thhskehhy tuisgrvuhcbehhy cbpa ]= gshbu, uv,gku, cbpa[/ukfturv' zv eav k,ei gk-hsh scr vafkvuvcbv' fh kt hdhg' gx uugy bhy tbrhrgi'uutrgo gx thz mu thhsk' R; sgrnhy Tbvhhcgi]= zv kt "hdg"' nauo azvu scr gshi nhsh nfshkv,jhk ghnu[/ nv athi fi nup,ho uxhpurhbpktu, vmsheho' apugk runnu, cbpa' hmhtvurmui kbgr t, gmnu cnem, nvdanhu, ufuw/uzv pugk vzzv do cbpa vapkv' tu vbnmt,cnmc apk do fi)tdr, nnuma"e cw acy,rm"c(/

cwhjhsu, kv zfv vrc rptk bjni fvi cyrovumht ktur t, vnvsurv vabhv ak xpru"anugu, uxhpurho"' gussu gk fl vrch ctnru"kpgnho n,gurrho khrt, anho nxhpur'hu,r ntar ngbhbho tjrho"/

"t, vnxr vzv tbh tfi ngchr kjxhshorcho anxrcho kv,rthhi ukxpr t,zfrubu,hvo"' tunr rw abhtur zkni crdr agaru,rcu, )to kt ntu,( rthubu, crzunv vf,hc,haku/ "t,o ,nhs ncfho nsug vsur vmghr vutfzv ufzv/ tsrct' cutu u,xpru thl vhv tmkfo/gk jke ncbh vsur vmghr cuusth vscrho haphgu/thi kh xpe cfl"' n,tubi crdr xpe kvo xpecrthui kf,cv zu' ukt ngy cmse/

sudnt nujah, kvapg, xhpurh vzfrubu, gkvsur vmghr' vut vxpr "bds vzro" ak vrv"j rwtvri jzi' ahmt ktur cab, ,an"t' uvhvnvxprho vrtaubho ap,j cpbh vsur vmghrmuvr knxhru, vbpa ak vhvusho cruxhv cjhhvhuo-huo/ vxpr' abjk vmkjv gmunv uvuspxcnvsuru, rcu,' vpl kkvhy do cvmdu, abugsukvnjha t, vjhho ngcr knxl vcrzk/ tkphova,,pu cgaru, nupgho abgrfu ctr. uctrmu,vcrh,/ gs vhuo buvdho akujho rcho kvgbhe t,vxpr kneurchvo' abvbho njunr erhtv tu,byhkms zrhe, ghsus ujhzue cv,erco kjhh ,urvunmuu,/

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thl tfi cuseho ngaho ugucsu, avhukpbh ahaho-acgho abv?

"zu ctn, kt nktfv pauyv/ rtah,mrhl kcut go hshgv uvfrv crurv akvjunrQ pryho gk v,eupv' gk vnmc aarr'hshg, scrh hnh vjxhsho ctu,v ,eupv'dhtudrphv utphku nbytkhu, ufuw/ tfi' hajxhsho akt nna zufrho' tck do tbjbuvmghrho kt ,nhs zufrho nv vhv kpbh garugarho abv/ ucfk zt,' na,skho kgau,t, vnexhnuo' katuk t, vnruthhinfhuubho aubho' ktn, drxtu,' kcsuecxprho _ ucgher keuu,/

hfukho kv,prxo scrho ktnsuhheho?

"cvjky hfuku, kvhu, ,eku,"' ncvhrcrdr unchi kti tbh ju,r' "tck cauo tupitxur kanur t, vzfrubu, cfxp,/ thi tsoaj; nyguhu,/ tck c,nubv vfukk,' xhpurhvjxhsho nktho cgrdv jhuch,' xpudhoctvcv jxhsh,' nhsu, yucu,' nxhru, bpa_ fk tkv nebho unbjhkho grfho avsurvmghr kt nna nfhr"/

rw tcrvo rhhbh.' nh af,c ugrl t,vxpr "jhhk cahru, vrch"' vn,gs t,zfrubu,hu ak vrv"j rw hmje )thmwev(

dtbzcurd' cgher t, pghku,u cnal vabho'bu,i zuuh, buxp,:

"zfrubu,hu ak rw thmwev nxprhocgher gk pghku,u cmt"j ucwra, tvkhhux; hmjew ctrv"e cabho vrtaubu,kbahtu,/ nsrl vycg' vhu aygbu ach, xprtknubh tu pgukv pknubh, abga,v' ktvhh,v fph avumdv cxpr/ tuko ha kzfur'afk thrug jauc abgav' vhu tbaho rchoagxeu cvfb,u' fk tjs nvfhuui aku/cvjky hh,fi afk tjs rtv t, vscrhonzuuh, rthhv aubv' utku fnu tku scrhobfubho' uthi x,hrv nvu,h,"/

vrv"j rw hartk dwhheucxui guns gkfl cvesnv kzfrubu,hu vnvuuho nxnljhho nr,e' tnhi ucr xnft/ vut kt aukkt, vhfuk, kadu, tu kvcht t, vscrhocmurv kt bfubv' tl ncea krtu, t,vscrho c,nubv fkkh, urjcv cvrcv:

"rahn, zfrubu,' ufi f,hc, ,uksu,uvgrf, thaho' vbv cnsv hsugv unfrhgvvht js mssh,' vhhbu fph juah urtu, ghbhvfu,c/ do husg tbh tar fk gbhi ufk thaafu,c tbh tusu,hu' nv avbbh fu,c vut rejke eyi/

"tnbo kcs zt, aveurt hfuk kshheczv tj"f )tjrh ertu t, vxhpur tu t,vnturg( fph vcb,u ujuahuQ vbv fanzsnikerut t, vnturg tu t, vvgrfv thah,ngus tw uhu,r' hfukho kshhe nchi abhvo tuhu,r ukvumht ,nubv crurv fnu avht'vhhbu ahfukho kvpahyv nvvaepv akvfu,cho/

"ugus bux; gk zv' avrcv pgnho tjshusg tu rutv thzv gbhhi uvut jke ni fkvnturg' uthi hsug ku fk vpryho uvdurnhovaubho' tck nchi vrcv fu,cho bakovscr ukuca murv tjr, kdnrhQ nmsakhnu, vgbhi' kt nms tan, tu vagr,vfu,c' uftar h,ecmu fk vjkeho nfkgbhi utha' ,,eck murv tjr,/ tar nzvnuci gs fnv vut k,ugk, kfk nv afu,curuao fk tjs nnturgu, jhhu cehaur gogbhhbho uthaho fkkhho"/

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"tur jxhsh cjual vxuchhyh" _ vrv"j vrc hjzetk vkuh crusQ "turu, ctphkv"_ vrv"j vrc nthr tcmiQ "tjs vhv tcrvo" _ vrv"j vrc tcrvo ptrhzQ"tbaho jxhsho vhu" _ vrv"j vrc zkni nav vhmjeh uvrv"j vrc tcrvo srhhzhiQ"trcgv jxhsho" _ vrcbho vjxhshho: tkhvu kuhi' tcrvo kuh xkuhi' anutk buyhe'tcrvo prhzQ "ctr nho jhho" _ vrv"j vrc aknv dkprhiQ "crul tunr uguav" _vrv"j vrc crul prhzQ "dcurv hvush, cnkfu, vrag" _ vrv"j vrc thhzhe erxheQ"dzg jxhsho" _ vrv"j vrc tkhvu ptr' vrv"j vrc crul ahprhi' vrv"j vrc hubvthhskeup' vrv"j vrc ztuuhk thhskeupQ "sus gcsh" _ vrv"j vrc sus jbzhiQ "vthaakt bfbg" _ vrv"j vrc tkhgzr bbxQ "vkc ak mp," _ vrv"j vrc kuhchxyrhmehQ "vnaphg" _ vrv"j vrc aknv zkni vckhiQ "vpryhzi" _ vrv"j vrczuat uhkhnucxeh )vpryhzi(Q "zfur ktcrvo" _ vrv"j vrc tcrvo kuh xkuhiQ "zfruikcbh hartk" _ vrv"j vrc hartk dwhheucxuiQ "zfrui"_ vrv"j vrc jhho atukcrueQ "zfrubu,hh"_ vrv"j vrc anrhv aaubehiQ "zfrubu, pui duktd"_ vrv"jvrc nuywk khpah.Q "jhhk cahru, vrch"_ vrv"j vrc hmje dhbzcurdQ "jxhshovrtaubho"_ jauch jxhsh rcu,hbu bahthbuQ "jxhsho utbah tn," _ vrv"j vrctvri tkhgzr mhhykhi vh"s ucbu vrv"j vrc hvuag vgahkQ "hrt, vw tumru" _ vrcrw thmwv sgr n,nhsQ "hartk bj vdsuk" _ vrv"j vrc hartk bj ckhbhmehQ "kheuyhxhpurho" _ vrv"j vrc nrsfh prkucQ "zfrubu,h" _ vrv"j vrc hartk kuhiQ "kngihsgu // cbho huuksu" _ vrv"j vrc nrsfh auxyrniQ "ndsk guz" _ vrv"j vrcgzrhtk zgkhd xkubhoQ "bds vzro" _ vrv"j vrc tvri jziQ "napj, euckbuc nsurksur" _ ,uksu, napj, euckbucQ "xpr vzfrui" _ vrv"j vrc cbhnhi durusmehQ"gk tcu,hbu ugk hhjuxo" _ vrv"j vrc jhho guzr nrhbucxehQ "rw ngbsk" _vrv"j vrc ngbsk puyprxQ "rahnu, scrho" _ vrv"j vrc hvusv jhyrheQ"anugu, uxhpurho" _ vrv"j vrc rptk fviQ ",uksu, hmje thhzhe" _ vrv"jvrc hmje thhzhe nvunhkQ ",uksu, vrc tcrvo jhho ruzbcuho"Q ",ptr, thhzhedraui" _ vrv"j vrc thhzhe draui nhb./

rahnv jkeh, ak xprh zfrubu, )g"p t"c(

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garu, auyrho nktu t,vfhfr vnrfzh ak ehhccghmunu ak jbufv vabvQjkeo v,trdbu kert, vyexvdsuk ampuh kv,ehho

cvnal ujkeo gxeu cvfuub, v,bugvvxutb, ksrfho jkuphu,/ cnrfz vfhfrv,buxxv k,kphu, vjbufhv vtshrv cducvnraho ak 51 nyr/ fcth, jhku. nhujs,vbnmt, cahru, knerho jrhdho ckcs'vuznbv fjusa kpbh vjd' fsh ahufku kvhgzrcv kvskev/

vp,g, vgrc vh,v cheuru ak rtaghrhh, ehhc nr ktubhs nhftkuch.mwrbucmeh/ chjs go vrc nav txni ucbunbjo ngbsk' bmhd jhhkh mctu, vw' vugkugk-hsh vnbu; vdsuk fsh kvskhe t,vjbufhhv vgbeh,/ vrc txni fhcs t, rtavghr cvske, vana' uktjr nfi chea t,vkphs gk nb, ahskhe vut cgmnu t,vbru,/ katk, rta vghr vnup,g' nsugvut thbu hfuk kvskhe t, vbru, cgmnu'bgbv vrc fh jucv zu nuyk, gk hvushockcs/

ghbhu ak rta vghr v,kjkju/ vut pbvkrc utnr: "fcus vrc' t,v vrtaui cgukoatbh tunr ku t, vscrho vctho/ zv xusfnux cnapj,bu gus n,eupv vjaufvakpbh 06-07 abv/ tbh hvush ci ktohvushv!"///

vrc vvnuo vjzhr ca,hev t, vkphskhshu vrugsu, ak rta vghr' unknk th,uhjs t, vnhkho vg,heu, aauo ruj huubh,'tu tbyhanh, kt ,fcv kguko: "crul t,vvw /// tar ehsabu cnmuu,hu umhuubu/// agavbhxho ktcu,hbu chnho vvo czni vzv"/kcrf, "avjhhbu uehhnbu uvdhgbu kzni vzv"'vhh,v nangu, fpukv///

tjrh vvskev uahr, wvbru, vkkuwu,fbh, ngbhhb,' vuzni rta vghr' azv g,vxhpr gk hvsu,u' knxgsv vhvush, akvevhkv vhvush,' ao ehck t, pbhu nbf"kvevhkv vnxur vrc hgec zhkcrni/vxgusv vpfv nvr ntus kv,uugsu,jxhsh, cva,,pu, vrc suc cgr erxhe'nrtaubh vakhjho kghr' vnaphg vrctkfxbsr phhbduks' achjs go vrc vrtahvrc nav txni' vphju t, vbhmu.av,gurr cercu ak rta vghr/ pj vanivyvur veyi vpl kkvcv n,kej,cghmuno ak hnh jbufv/

th tpar kxeur t, vevhkvvhvush, ak ehhc' nckh kat,ghbhho tk vnrfz' vkt vut ch,

vfbx, wcrumehw vdsuk uvnputr' nrahounvusr' cycurv ak ehhc rc,h/ ch, fbx,zv bcbv kpbh hu,r nntv abv gk hsh tkh-vvui vhvusho vtjho tkhgzr utrhv khhc

kch, crumeh )agxeu chi vh,r cven,vak nxhk, vcrzk crjch nzrj thrupv ufivhv kvo t, vzhfhui knfhr, xufr cfkrjch ruxhv udkhku,hv(/ vcbhi vg,heajuuv urtv thi xpur pudrunhouv,gkkuhu, chvusho' bxdr gk hshvxuchhyho ktjr vnvpfv vdsukv/ ecum,

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nnkfv hv

pghku, jc"sh,

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pghkho n,bug, vbugr wveunxunukw ahdrvnf,c kakyubu, cnuxecv uvushgu fhnfhuui athi pghku, cch, vfbx,' vrh vorumho kvpfu knugsui/ nuci ancueao bh,iumu thxur ,phkv upukji s,h vuyk gk ch,vfbx,/

cshgcs' cfl bhmk vcbhhi c,eup,

vbtmho hn"a' astdu kvjrhc ukaru; fkcbhi hvush s,h/ t; gk ph fi' kt bjv rujogs avpfuvu kturuu, xuxho' fsh kczu,ukvaphk/ ktjr vx,keu, vbtmho' jzrvneuo kana t, v,rcu, veunubhxyh,',jhkv fnugsui kbugr vhvush ucvnalk,htyrui cucu, khksho///

ch, vfbx, cjurcbu uccbhhbu' vutccutv ak vevhkv vhvush, cehhc' axckvvi nvansv danh, gk-hsh vakyui vdrnbhuguzrhu vtuerthbho' uvi nvansv rujbh,gk hsh vakyui veunubhxyh/

ktjr bphk, nxl vcrzk' vjkv vhvsu,cnzrj thrupv kva,eo kthyv/ fnu kgrho

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re ktjr avrc txni byk pyha tuuhr

uvjk kcbu, cgmnu t, ch, vfbx, vnrfzh

cehhc' vchbu ,unfhu fh vut rmhbh cfuub,u'

untz vo th,u kturl fk vsrl/ ntz' cpre

zni emr hjxh,' vxphe vrc nav rtuci

txni kcbu, evhkv nputr,' nuxsu, rcho'

ut; kxhhg knuxsu,' hahcu, utrdubho

jc"shho anju. kwghr vchrv akuw ehhc

vgucsv avut jcr thah ueruc kbaht

tuerthbv' re nxhhg, ku kxhhg kfk gbhhbh

vhvsu, ctuerthbv' uvut guav zt,

cfarui rc ucbpa jpmv xhpurv ak

evhkv/// xhpuru ak rc///

vush, ccrumeh

nt,:nbsh sheayhhi

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tjru,' do kehhc vdhgu pghkho abhxukvphj ruj jhho hvush, cneuo acu vua,eeuk vhvsu, garu, abho/ ufl' c,jhk, ab,,ab"u _ ktjr arfa bhxhui rc cpghku, gocbh bugr humth tuerthbv cnxdr, pruhheywhksh mwrbuchkw _ nmt gmnu vrc navrtuci txni ndhg go rghh,u vrcbh, jbvfakhjh vrch kehhc/

fatbh bfbx kjsr vncut ckaf, vrctxni' tbh numt tu,u gnux c,gusu,

vuerv nthbxpur trdubho uthahontuerthbv unjumv kv' vfukku, chi vh,rnuxsu, ,urv umsev ctr. hartk ucguko'c,h jc"s uhahcu,/ nv,nubu, agk vehrbhcyho rcbho' nbvhdh nshbu,' rtahnnaku, ubahtho' uthaho cfhrhonngrfu, vakyui vtuerthbh uvhartkh/fuko nchgho t, vgrf,o uvuer,okpguku,hu vdsuku, uvcrufu, ak vrc navrtuci txni/

jhhu ak vrc txni gmnu' auuho xhpurnhujs/ vut gmnu buks ckbhbdrs' zfvkvfhr t, vhvsu, neruc cghmuno

ak vhnho vtpkho ,j, vakyuiveunubhxyh/ cnvkl vabho vvi zfvknf,cho ukjhzueho rcho nvrch cbuathhvsu,/ gk rcho nvo' vrc txni thbu nufigshhi kscr' tuko scr tjs fi vmkjbu kjk.nphu/

j,ub,u vh,v tnurv kv,ehho cjur;,an"u' tuko vurh ta,u rmu kehhnv ceh./ctu,v abv hmt vrc hmje eudi nruxhvubxg krch/ cwhjhsu,w xhpr chi vh,r gk flavnapjv rumv ksju, t, vj,ubv aktxni keh./ vrch vdhc utnr ahgau t,vj,ubv ffk vnueso uwcayurgow/ vurhvfkv _ knru, akt anru ,urv unmuu,ctu,v ,eupv _ ehcku gk gmno t,vurt, vrch' uvjkhyu gk ,trhl kugzhcjur;' av,crr ntujr hu,r fjd vdtukvh"y cfxku///

kpbh vj,ubv akj vzud vg,hsh nf,ckrch kcrfv/ t, vnf,c ehcku hnho tjshokpbh vj,ubv ctnmgu, akhj avdhgntrv"c/ vrch akt rmv ahjasu cocearho go wvrch nkhuctuuhyaw' akjnf,c ckh kudu ucj,hnv bshrv ntus _canu vesua ckcs kkt ao napjv///

vehruc vdsuk kt ,o czv/ ctu,o hnhovhv vrc anutk vcr cakhju, vrchcruxhv/ ktjr zni nv bpda vrc vcr govj,i' avznhi tu,u kj,ub,u/ ctjsnshuujhu f,c gk fl vrc vcr krch' ufgcurnxpr hnho ehck vurtv kvdhg kkbhbdrsukj,i t, napj, txni vmghrv fs, navuhartk/

vj,ubv vnj,r,h, tfi vh,v cahtwvayugrow' fcea, vrch/ 051 thavx,uppu kvo cch, eyi uanju chjs govzud vntuar' cv cagv anfubh, e/d/c/jb,v nju. kch, ugecv tjrh fk vbfbxhokch,///

fl zfv vrc txni kt re knf,c kfcusbhauthu )scr kt afhj ctu,o hnhotpkho(' tkt do kakhj thah ak vrchagns ,j, vjupv uvaht t, vzud vntuar/

vannv vrujbh, avh,v cehhc'va,epv vhyc cnrtv ch, vfbx,/knru, avakyubu, v,hru kfk ktuo

keck cjzrv t, bfxhu vrujbhho avuktnuczni vakyui veunubhxyh' vrh acpugk' rejsrui eyi c,ul veunpkex vdsuk ak ch,

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vrc txni go hkshu neckho sukr kmsev nvrch

nf,c nvrch kj,ub,u ak vrc txni' cruxhv ak tu,o hnho/

gk nb, akt hzvu t, vear go "abhturxui"' kt bakj vnf,c gk bhhr vnf,cho

vranh ak vrch' udo cj,hnv kt bzfr ao vnapjv

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vfbx,' vujzr khsh vakhj vrtaui cehhcvrc cgrk erxhe/

vrc txni cgk nr. f,nhs' ktv,nvnv unhs bfbx kpgukv/ ktjr avahdt, vnxnfho vranhho kfl avncbv ahhlkhvusho' vdha g,hrv kch, vnapy/v,chgv vudav cjath njaa kprmhtbyhanhu, uvpdbu, crjucv ak ghr/ ktjrshubho nnuafho' gzcu ajebh ,htyruivcucu, t, vcbhhi cjd jbufv ,ab"j'uvcbhhi ac khsh vevhkv vhvush,/ tunsinvhr vgkv fh ha kap. t, vcbhhinvhxusu,/

fgcur abv' cjbufv ,ab"y' fhbx vrctxni t, rtah vevhkv _ hvusho jnhouyuch kc th,o reo earho tnhmhocnvkl pghku,u cghr _ uvushg kvo fhcsg,u kajzr t, vcbhhi fph avhv kpbhavukto/ vdchrho bsu crtao uthjku kuvmkjv' tl kt hu,r nfl/ vrc kt br,gnv,ducv vmubb,' uvmvhr fh to kt hnmtvnhnui vsrua kpugkho vrh vut cgmnuhcbv vfk nvnxs ugs ypju,///

knjr, ccuer vdhg vrc kch, vfbx,favut jsur ruj unr. bgurho/ chshu tjzcpyha tuuhr arfa cjbu, xnufv' ucahtvnr. vjk cachr, vehru, vnhu,rho/// gsnvrv pa,v vanugv cghr fh vrc txnirmhbh cvjky,u' ufh gz rmubu krtu, t, ch,vfbx, ac khnhu vyucho uvhpho/ fgcurnxpr agu, v,fbxu auc tu,o dchrhouvjku kdhhx fx; kngi vnyrv vbgkh,'kvac, fcusu ak ch, nesa ngyk,ptr,u/ fgcur abv uakuav jusahockcs jzr ch, vfbx, k,ptr,u fchnh eso/

cpurho ,a"x bjudv cruc ptr uvsrjbuf, ch, vfbx,' cva,,pu, tkphhvusho nehhc uvgrho vxnufu,/ cevk vrcbfju do nxpr hvusho eahaho av,rdaukrtu, t, vch, tu,u zfru fch, fbx,pghk' juzr khnhu vyucho fnrfz ukcvevhkv vhvush, cghr/

faeuk v,phkv ac kvhang crjucvvnrfzh ak ehhc' vjk vrc txni' go vsr,pbhu ujhufu vkcch vfuca' kcut cscrho gocgkh gxeho neunhho u,uach ju. cnyrvkdhhx fxpho fsh kveho jhh evhkvnxusrho uncuxxho/ fhuo' ktjr fnv abu,pghku,' vut hfuk kvmchg cxhpue ucbj, gkthnprhv hvush, acbv/

fmgs rtaui bp,j cghr ch, xpr hvusha,j,hu u,j, ch, vxpr vbux; cvbvk,vak vrcbh, jbv txni' kunsho ntu,

,knhsho hvusho/ ch, vxpr vrtaui bnmt,j, bhvuko ak vakhjho vrc dcrhtkdursubucuvrc nrsfh kcbvr./ fi bp,jvhahc, w,unfh ,nhnhow kbgrh vghr vcudrhout; k,nhnho anju. kdcuku, vghruvnshbv/ cbux; kkhnusho vxshrho' tkvnxhhgho cpghkuhu, kvpm, ,urv uhvsu,cghr' crtau, vhahcv guns vrc tkhgzrrchbuch.w' ukmhsu fnaphg nfvi vrctkfxbsr phhbduks/

cnxdr, vwncmghow vbgrfho crjchvghr' csheu, ,phkhi unzuzu, jhbo kfk

sura' vfar, nycjho kkt ,nurv' eurxhocyvr, vnapjv ufuw' njzhrho gyrvkhuabv cvpj, ruj hvsu, cghr/

jhh vevhkv gukho purjho/ vevhkvcrtau, vrc txni' stdv do kahru,hruujv gcur hvusho ath,rg durko/ vnuyuvnsrhl t, vrc chhxus npgk jxs afzv'vut kvcht yuc kfk hvush ckh ear kngnsuvphbbxh' rn,u vthah, tu tphku srd,uvrujbh,/ ufl' rupt nhujs aneck t,nafur,u neup, vevk' sutd kgrul xccchi hvush vghr vncudrho athi hso nad,

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vrc txni gk reg ,vkuf, vrfcho go vjbufhu, crjucu, ehhc

ktjr bhauthu' xhhg vrc txni rcu, cyhpuk chksh mwrbuchk avugku trmv gk hshmt"j/ vut yhpk cvo cnxhru, vjk nvecumv vrtaubv/ vrc txni pgk rcu,kehruco khvsu,/ cjhul rjc vut nxpr gk tjs vhksho cecumv vrtaubv axck ntusurmv kjzur kvurhu/ ctjs vhnho v,uugs vrc txni go vbgrho' ucakc nxuho vmhgktu,u ,knhs gxev: to vut neck gk gmnu kknus chahcv' vrh vut nufi kyux th,ukrch gk jacubu!

ktjr kcyho nnuafho vxfho vbgr kv,jhhc ukgcur kknus chahcv/ fnucyj' zfvkyux krch cab, ,ba"t' ao std ku vrc nna fnu ci' ut; bfbx th,u khjhsu, kj,bhcr nmuuv/ vhuo nana tu,u gko mghr frcv ak nshb, ehrdhzhv////

,nhfv chks avbhcv ,autv rujbh,

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kkf, kc,h rputv' ukcsue t, crhtu,o/ceun, vereg ak ch, vfbx, pugk wch,,njuhw asutd nsh huo kvzb,o ak ntu,hvusho athi hso nad, kebu, p, kjoutrujv jnv/ vevhkv do nafhrv shru,nhujsu, vnanau, eur, dd jnv ubghnvkhvusho jxrh ch,' ucfl napr, cnem,t, jhhvo vgmucho/

duk, vfu,r, ak trdubh vruujv vutkkt xpe ch, vh,unho vhvush' vaufi c,ul

cbhi hphpv c,ul hgr gcu, nju. kghr/vcbhhi cneuru tnur vhv kvhu, adrhru,huer,h, ak nshbv zrv' tuko vgbhhbhovx,cfu uvcbhhi vumg knfhrv/ vrc txnidhkv t, vnusgv cgh,ui' utz v,crr fhcgkhu ak vch, vhbu nvhvusho vrtaubhotu,o vfhr vrc ktjr cutu ktuerthbv/ch, vh,unho bp,j cjbufv vabv' uvutcbuh cyuc ygo gk ph vfuub,o ak ngmchpbho uhugmho jhbufhho' cpheujv ak

vrcbh, jbv txni/ vht bykv gk gmnv t,vpruhhey vntpar khksho tunkkho tkuch, jo nxur utuvc' ,ul n,i jhbul hvushufkkh thfu,h uyuc/

fnu fi hhxsv vevhkv ahru,h vpgkvktbaho nvngns vchbubh uvdcuv' fsudn,judh tunbu, uhmhrv' ahru,h ehhyrhbdfarho vndhgho kfk phbv cghr' ufi nxgsvhvush, farv knvsrhi vpugk, ccbhi ch,vfbx, vdsuk' unana, t,r jucv kfkvhvusho vndhgho ktuerthbv knyru,gxeho tu va,yju, gk ecrh mshehoujpmho cnzui far uygho/

vrc txni kt nx,pe czt,' uvut stddo kch, vecru, vhvush cghr abxdr nzniuvhvusho btkmu kecur t, n,hvo cc,hecru, duhho/ gbhhi jauc zv ct gk ,heubucabho vtjrubu, czfu, ven,v ak wjcrteshatw' urfha, jke, tsnv dsukv nju.kghr/ zu v,esav uvpfv kch, ecru,hvush/ fk vahru,ho veaurho cyvr,uecur, bpyrho' fukk jke, vecr' bh,bhojhbo kfk hvush n,uach vghr/

zv vhv cshue kpbh ab,hho/ ccjhru,abgrfu ctuerthbv' vpxhs uheyurhuabeu kuheyur hbeuch.w' tkt atz

v,crr fh ,umtu, vcjhru, zuhhpu/ ntu,tkpho nhktu t, vrjucu, vnrfzhho cehhcvchrv' csrhav kcjhru, juzru,/ vhv zvcghmunu ak jur; tuerthbh er ueput' tlvnubh vnpdhbho vhu bjuaho/

vrc nav txni vephs akt kv,grcukbyu, kms zv tu tjr' tl cfk zt,' vutuevhk,u stdu kxpe a,hv jnv uahru,hoxbhytrhho knpdhbho aavu crjucu,vxnufho kch, vfbx,' ucfl vbmhju eckgo uguko t, gns,o vbhyrtkh,/ gucsv zufnu do earho buxpho ayuu vrc ujcrvbtnbho ak vevhkv' vebu krc ngnsnnak,h nhujs frc vevhkv vhvush,ctuerthbv/ nhbuh zv ntpar krc kgnuskgzr cthi xpur ,junho kfk hvush vnshbvuvncerho cv' vjk njxhsh crxkc vcthokva,yj gk ehcru ak rch bjni ctuni'ufkv caheuo c,h gknhi cfprho ucghhru,bhsju, crjch vnshbv/

t, pghku, vevhkv nbuuy vrc txnifakhnhbu vnbf"k vbnr. uvnxur vrc hgeczhkcrni/ abhvo guaho khku, fhnhokvnahl ukp,j t, vjhho vhvusho cghr'to cvad, ,emhcho uto cearhoucpghkuhu, aubu,' fnu do cpghkuhu, c,ul

40|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

nrmu ak vrc txni'jmv nzni t, dcuku,ehhc utuerthbv/ fhvushcgk kc jo atuvc kgzurkfk bmrl' v,dhhx vrckgzr,o ak nbvkhnuxsu, rcho ctr.hartk fdui hahcu,jc"s' c,h jc"s' c,hxpr jc"s ut; ktbahopryhho abekguknacrho fkfkhhoeaho/ fk zt, fnucicmurv nfucs, ak n,icx,r kkt prxuo tuyucu, vbtv fkavi/

tjs vmssho vhpho ak pghku, crufv zu' v,dkv c,eup, vgehrv uvdhrua ak,uach dua eyh; umpui vaunrui/ vrc txni vdhg ntuerthbv cnyrv kjze t, hshvoak ,uach vneunu, vkku/ fnu fi' c,eup, vnkjnv vtjrubv cmpui' ftar fk ,uachvmpui avu cnekyho' kt hfuk vhv kac, ctuerthbv cjhcue hsho bufj v,nubu,veau,' uvut vjkhy kgau, ngav/ vut bj, ctr. hartk crta nakj, bshcho' uvdhgktzur nufv vyhkho' uvjk kxhhg ktufkuxhv vtzrjh, ctxpe, nzui jo hahru,knekyho cvo avu kngkv njusa ,nho' ufi cgzrv junrh, urujbh, kjhhkhovkujnho/

ahtu ak vncmg cmpui vhv kkt xpe cjkue, grfu, j,", nhujsu, untu,ykh,u, eybho ub,hb,o fxdukv kanhrv uvmkv kfk vjhhkho vkujnho cdzrv/ fnu fi,ro akuav xprh ,urv kzfu, jhhkh mv"k/ tkv vufbxu cruc ptr uvsr kcxhxh mv"kak dukbh uvmbjbho' cbshcu, vevhkv vhvush, ak ch, fbx, "cukauh crubht"cnuxecv cvbvd, vrc hmje eudi ucva,sku,u ak vrc txni/ tjs vxprho vufbxkcxhx dsus 15 ak dukbh axpd cnvkl vnkjnv tchsu, eau, cercu, vnrho ak chb,dwck/ xpr v,urv vdchr t, ,jua, vchyjui uvrho t, vnurtk vapu; cerc kujnhvdsus/

cnvkl vnkjnv vcjhi vrc txni cpghku,o vbnrm, ak ybeh vnmuu, aahnaufjp"e esnh kpghkuhu, vjc"shu, vrcu, abgrfu cayj' tuko vut ao kc do fh jkenvbhhsu, nhuabu, unnvru, kv,ekek/ ctu,o hnho dnkv ckhcu vjkyv tu,v vdahocjusa ,arh vtjrui _ ,runv ak ybe ncmgho jsa ahmyr; kngrl bhhsu, jc"sctrv"e/

vrc txni nchg t, ,euu,u fh hufk kvuxh; ukgzur kc,h jc"s ukpghku, mhcurh,gbhpv ak akujh vrch ctr. veusa/

akuav xprh ,urv' ybe nmuu, jsa' untu, ngah jxs

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vevhkv cnyrv kdcav ukvuu,v kevhkvjhv ,uxx, ushbtnh,/

ccheur agrf,h chnh jbufv cevhkvvhvush, cehhc' vhv nrda kgnus neruc gk,bup, pghku, tshrv cvpm, tur vjbufvcrjucu, ehhc/ pghku, zu vhh,v nsh huo'cva,,pu, tkpho ncbh vghr/

chuo rtaui )br akhah ak jbufv( bgrlprxunh bhxt uehsua vw jxr ,esho cfhfrvghr vnrfzh _ tu,u fhfr cu rhfzu vbtmhohn"a t, hvush ehhc csrfo vtjrubv/kngkv njmh rcc, hvusho nehhcuxchcu,hv' vchyu cjbufhv vtshrvav,buxxv kducv 6eunu,' cnvkfvv,rda gs sngu, rta ghrhh, ehhc avuznikvskhe t, vana uvusv chvsu,u!///

knjr,' huo abh' vx,uccv ahhrv akgaru, fkh rfc go jbufhv gk vdd unuzhevjxhsh, gkhzv/ vahhrv vchtv t, caur,vtur uvbhmjui kfk hvush vghr/ cnechk'v,txpu cch, vfbx, ntu, nbhmukhvautv' jkeo bkjnu cbtmho fjhhkho tufpryhzbho chgru,/ tkv jhho t, vevhkvcnxdr, vpghku, vhunh, uvacugh,/ vrctxni rhda tu,o favauuv t, pguku,hvokjanubtho abkjnu gk vruj vhvush,/ktubhs etupni' vnana fhuac rta tdus,vuuyrbho )vkujnho cbtmho( ctuerthbv'chrl canu ucao jcrhu vkujnho uvbhmukhot, vrc gk pghku,u vrcv uvgzrvvvuntbhytrh,' ufasngu, v,rdau,cghbhu' vdha krc ,aurv go grl rdah rc _nskhv tu,v ehck fkujo cbtmho cnkt,06 abv knkjnv/ "thbh hfuk kvchg t,rdau, vgrf,h u,us,h vgnuev krc txnicmurv junrh,' ukfi cjr,h kvgbhe ku t,vscr vher kh chu,r///"

chuo akhah bgrfv cwch, v,cahkwaceun, vereg' nxhc, jbufv dsukv gcurntu, mghrho hvusho/ cnvkl vnxhcvangu vbtxpho scrho tusu, jd vjbufv/ fibgrfu kvo najeh jbufv uvumdu kpbhvopgkukho ukvyuyho/

vnxhcv vnrfzh, bgrfv chuo rchgh' brahah ak jbufv' gcur bshch vkc a,unfhocevhkv ucnuxsu,hv vnputrho/ t,vngns fhcsu cbufju,o ntu, tbahon,unfh vevhkv unrtahv' nvo tbahgxeho bfcsho' pukhyhetho neunhhouadrhrho/ fuko v,fbxu uctu kfbx jbufv'cu fhcs cbufju,u baht tuerthbv nruheyur huabeu/

vbaht vdhgv cahhrv ntucyj, vhyc'

uvut v,eck cjhcue jo gk hsh vrc txniunbf"k vevhkv vrc zhkcrni' vbnmthognu ugo kaf,u cearho jnho fk hnu,vabv/

vgrc bp,j cscrh crfv abat vrctxni kfcus vturj' ucscrh ,urv gk nvu,jd jbufv unangu,u kgo vhvush/ scrhcrfv jnho bat do turj vfcus' baht

vnshbv' achrl t, jcrh vevhkv u,unhfv'uvzfhr nxpr vecku, chi vtunvvtuerthbh, uvgo vhvush/ vut vchg,nhfv ck,h nxuhd, cevhkv ucgunshocrtav/

nr utsho rchbuch.w' vnfvi fbahtveubdrx ak vevhku, vhvushu,ctuerthbv' vskhe t, bru, jbufv chjs

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go tbah nhnak cfhrho cyex zhfrui kjkkh vautv

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go vbaht/ nr rchbuch.w chrl gk vbru,fceh urdhk' favevk gubv wtniw ceuk roujze/ ktjr ahr, wvbru, vkkuw gk hshnevk, ch, vxpr' vueri xry vnrtvbahtho urtah nshbu, vna,,pho cvske,bru, jbufv' facbhvo nueri eyg uhstu cubrtv baht tuerthbv gmnu nskhe t,vjbufhv cabv agcrv' scr agurr ,autu,rcu, cerc vevk///

vrc txni vzfhr t, vnmc ctr.hartk' ,ul fsh verb, xry uhstu nhujsgk vgzrv uvxhug avdha vrc khvushocmpui vtr. c,eup, vkjhnv ubphk,veyhuau, ceh. vjuk;/ vxry gurr

v,rdau, rcv cerc jcrh vevhkv' archonvo xhhgu fxph, cpguku, tku/

kert, xhuo vgrc vdha vrc txnikturj vfcus dchg vuerv dsuk gauh fx;yvur/ ktjr nfi jukeu kdchrho v,unfhouv,urnho' ,gusu, vuerv nhujsu,unfucsu, cj,hn,u vthah,' u,nubvnnuxdr, ak ch, vfbx, vdsuk cu v,ehhovthrug/ cdnr vjkuev v,hhac vevkkv,uugsu, jxhsho kcch, go cjurhvhahcv ujcrh vevhkv/

hnho tjsho xhhr,h cevhkvucnuxsu,hv' va,,p,h cthrughovaubho' veybho uvdsukho' ugec,h

neruc tjr pghku,u ak vrc athbu husghuo ukt khkv' cgau,u ngk ungcr kfkhvush apubv tkhu ccea, gzrv/

^ ven, cpre zni emr' evhkvnputr, go nuxsu, nputrho cxnul/ nvvktv?

"kpbh nxpr acugu, ebhbu jke, tsnvrjcv cthzur vycj cctch htr' cu rmjuvbtmho ntu, tkph hvusho/ gk jke,vtsnv vzu tbu n,fubbho kveho ch, fbx,kghkuh ban, vbrmjho' ufi nuzhtui kvbmj,hvush ehhc abvrdu cautv' ahgzur kvhkjoc,upg, vfja, vautv uvtbyhanhu,avjkv kv,pay crjch nzrj thrupv"'tunr vrc txni/

"fnu fi tbu n,fbbho kvnahl ukap.t, c,h vecru, vhvusho crjch tuerthbvvnubho ngk tk; t,rho/ cpugk' ahpmbu

uahenbu jke eyi ntu,o c,h gknhi' tlgshhi gcusv rcv kpbhbu"/

kxhuo nxpr kbu vrc txni' fh cfbx akrtah vevhku, veybu, cehhc uxchcu,hvabgrl kpbh acug' char kprbxho fh ceruchhxsu v,nhnho vkunsho chahcv' ahgurhdtukv unahj cfk ghr ughhrv cxchcv' uzt,fhhauo vakhju, vtjrubv avuykv gkhbugk hsh vrch nv"n' kvcht t, vdtukvcpugk nna/

42|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

hvush herjcr vevhkv vhvush, cao drhe'v,erc khvsu,/ ctj, vpgnho cvivdhg kch, vfbx,' xhpr ku vrc txnigk vurt, vrch kvbhj crfc j,",ueup, msev fxdukv kanhrv uvmkv/,ul fsh shcur' vgbhe ku vrc txnit, vgrfv vtnurv/

nxpr hnho ktjr nfi gcr drhe,tub, srfho eav aah,ev t, pkddupu v,j,ui/ vauyrho acjbu t,v,tubv ktjr v,rjau,v' vhuvnunho nfl avut hmt nnbv jh/ktjr acugu, ak aheuo thbybxhch'jzrv v,juav kfk tcrhu cturj bx/tu tz vdhg kch, vfbx, kcrl wvdunkw/ktjr v,phkv xhpr csngu, t, bxvmk,u czfu, vj,", ueup, vmsev'cgusu nrho ,runv bfcsv kpguku,vevhkv/

xhpur bux; cph vrc txni' gk nrhjzetk etzteuc/ vxhpur n,jhk cbxatrg cch,u ak hjzetk/ ta,u ahabvcxkui' gcrv ctnmg vkhkv khauicjsr vahbv acp,ju vh,v ecugvnzuzv fahrv/ seu, xpuru, ktjr nfi'erxv v,erv cxkui cturj np,hg'uvrxv t, vxkui kjkuyhi/ nhu,rkmhhi nv vhv eurv thku kt vg,hevvthav t, neuo nafcv kjsrvanur gk hsh vnzuzv///

nfk ,fuk, vxkui' vscr vhjhsabu,r ako' vhv vjbufhv vnufxp,avh,v nubj, gk vns;/

vtha av,pgo ntus ngumn,vbx' vjkhy k,ruo xpr ,urv kzfu,rghh,u/ cnvkl vnkjnv cmpui' vdhgnr ezteuc chjs go vrc txni' unhninrch, npguku,hu cerc vjhhkhouvtzrjho/

xhpurh banu,

vrc txni go vbdhs nr utsho rchbuch. rchbuch. )cnrfz(

cyex vuerv ag"h veri kyuc, hahcu, jc"s avuenv gk hsu

vrc txni cnarsu/ nnahfho cgahhv

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crf, nzk yucn,ul rdah dhk uanjv' badr ubakj czv t, nhyc vcrfu, uvthjukho khshshbu guz' au,pbu knktf, veusa' nxur ub,ui cfk khcu

ubpau kvpm, caur, vdtukv uvdutk cfk rjch ,ck' v,w vnmuhhi upghk bnr. unvgunsho rtaubv cjzh, nkjn, ch, sus'

guxe cnxhrv ucb,hbv khku, fhnho cvfb, vguko keck, pbh nahj' crul vfarubu, urc vngaho

v,w jbulahw phhxhikrdk cutu cearh vahsufhi gc"d VFKV vnvukkv ahhbt dtkst,jhw thhsknti

unabv crfu, kvurhvo vjaucho ahjhu

hvt rguut ni anht ahzfu kveho ch, btni chartk _ ch, jc"s tnh,h nua,, gk hxusu, th,bho ak v,earu, kf"e tsnu"r

nkl vnahj akhy"t' cbhhi gsh-gs nkt crf, vw gs ckh sh' uhvt cgzro sr ngubho keck vapgu,hu ucrfu,hu ak f"e tsnu"r

nkl vnahj akhy"t cdanhu, ucrujbhu,' uhvt fk zv vfbv erucv kj,ubv vdsukv _ bhauth fbx, hartk go vec"v' fafcr

"bzfv zgvi zhl nhywi rchwi sT knyv ngarv ypjho uvut hdtkbu"' ubfrhz kpbhu canjv dkuhv uceuk dsuk t, ",rug, nkl cu":

hjh tsubbu nurbu urchbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs!

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nrch. ,urv ujxhsu, unbvk rujbh chahc,bu

vrv", tvrui susahw eupmwheukrghh,u jbv ckv,jhw

kvuks, c,o a,jhw

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vxpr "vw yc, _ shsi bmj"artv tur cacug agcr cap,vtbdkh,' vhuuv vp,gv rc,hdo knh abjacho knunjhocprahh, vxprho/ do vo'

ahsgu pryho rcho ntjurh vekgho' dhkuaknru, garho vabho ajkpu ntz' hagshhi pryho rcho vkuyho cgrpk' uhatbaho buxpho avhu ngurcho cprav' ugsvhuo kt busg jkeo/

tjs nvo vut vrv"j rw navcudunhkxeh' ,uac afub, ertui vhhyx'aja; t, ngurc,u cpra, vxprho cxpravumht ktur' utdc fl dhkv fnv vurtu,np,hgu, ak vrch' akt vhu hsugu, gs fv/

atkv terth,

avskhev burv tsunv,jhk,v ak prahh, vxprho' ncjhb,u

ak rw nav' vhh,v cpdhav terth, cjur;,an"v go ci susu' vchckhudr; vrctkhgzr fmni/ cnvkl ahj,o' atk fmnit, rw nav' fcsrl-tdc' to vut nfhr t,bfsu ak vrch vrhh"m' c/d// rw nav bhsc t,vnhsg vnugy avhv ku gk c/d/' uvpkhd

kbuatho tjrho cahj,o/

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unfhuui avut kt nchi c,juo' vut nufikako ku xfunho btho gcur vhhgu.' udokvgbhe ku tjuzho bfcsho gcur vxprhoahmkhj knfur gcuru cgzr, earhu cerctxpbh vxprho/

fmni kt vgkv gk sg,u fnuciavxprho bdbcu nxprhh, khuctuuhya' uvplkvhu, hs hnhbu ak c/d/ cnfhr, vxprhovg,heho uvbshrho kxujrh xprho crjchvguko/ vut ehck khshu rahnv nxusr, aktrcg ntu, xprho g,heho' uv,ceakvgrhl t, njhro ukbxu, knmut kvoeubho/

cpdha,u go rw nav' chea fmni kgnusgk yhcu ak c/d/ zv/ tuko nfhuui akrw nav_fnu fk jxhsh jc"s _kt vhv an. aknuad gk vdbhcv vdsukv vn,jukk, ccbhhixprhh, khuctuuhya gk hsh c/d/' kt vhvauo scr nhujs cnhsg abhsc tusu, c/d/'ufmni vnahl cnfhr, vxprho/

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ahhfho vxprho! gherh v,dkh,' cf,cv akpbhbu

ak ci susu fmni' unfhuui ahsg aci susuvut chckhudr; npurxo _vear vhv crur/

vchckhudr;

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fmni' hvush har-srl' bcvk ntus kangvscrho vbshrho cjrhpu,o' uvcvhr nhskrw nav anfti uthkl hb,e fk ndg govdbc/ vut xhpr krw nav aktjrubv vjkkjaus avxprho thbo ndhgho nneuru,farho' ktjr aatk t, c/d/ kneurvxprho ubgbv c,hrumho kt crurho/ fg,vut vchi vfk///

rw nav ,jer t, ci susu gk vxprhoagcru srfu' uftar ang avut njzhechshu rahnv npury, ak ftrcg ntu,xprho' vchi azv vnp,j kvac, vxprhovdbucho kxprhhv/ vut chea nci susukvgchr ku t, vrahnv' uktjr azv vtjruixhrc knxur t, vrahnv njaa avscrh,dkv kc/d/ agauh k,cug tu,u gk nghkvcthnubu _ vmhg rw nav avut hcutknarsu ak fmni uhg,he t, vrahnv cxsrterth' fsh avdbc kt hzvv ansucrcvg,e nvrahnv avut vgchr/ kzv fmnivxfho' ufl vdhgv rahn, vxprho khshuak rw nav )ntujr hu,r v,crr avhu gus051 xprho abdbcu ukt vuphgu crahnv'tck ruc vxprho vuphgu crahnv zu(/

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cs ccs vugcrv vrahnv kvrv"j rwhvuagzhrehbs nhruakho' avhv vrtauiksuuj gk xprho abdbcu nvxprhhvun,dkdkho chi txpbh vxprho vg,hehocguko' uktjr avprahhv v,dk,v' vjkcva,sku, kvjzhr t, vxprho afcrbnfru ktxpbho crjch ,ck/ jxhs bux;

agxe czv cthrupv' vhv vrv"j rw phhchauuTdk' ado vut ehck vg,e nvrahnv/vrahnv vzt, vekv ntus gk vjhpuahotjrh vxprho/

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cv,to kvufju, ahmhd"/

rw nav pgk ctzur bhu-hure' cv,tokrahnu, aehck nci-susu' uktjr gcusvntunm, vmkhj kt,r garu, xprho/ fk xpraehck' vugcr knzfhr vrc drubr' avjzhrukneunu vycgh cxprhh, khuctuuhya/

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vrch ncea pxe shi

nrc kt jc"shctjs vhnho pbv vnzfhr vrc drubr krw

nav' utnr avrch ngubhhi keck pxe vkf,hnrc puxe shbho' usuuet nrc athbu jxhsjc"s' ahecg knh ahhfho vxprho/ vrc drubratk t, rw nav to vut hfuk kt,r rc jaucahufk kpxue cxudhht rdhav zu/ rw nav vnkh.gk vrv"d vrc tprho phak vraeuch.' tc"svtkhhi ujcr cs"m mtbz ekuhzgbcurd trmu,-vcrh,' abjac ftjs njauch vpuxeho cbhuhure/

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ftnur cpbho vf,cv' ktjr abusg kfmni avxprho agcru srfu bdbcu nxprhh,u akvrch' vut xhhg kci-susu kt,r t, vxprho ukvahco kxprhhv/

ftar shuuj gk fl krch' uf,c avut anj ntus gk fl agkv chsu "kvjzhr gyrvkhuabv"' veh; vrch nhkho tku' uvuxh;:

uvrcv hu,r nzv g"h]gk hsh[

1/ hcea ntku aebu xprho afph vbrtv tpar aahhfho kxprh, f"e tsnu"rnvurhh". zm"k/

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cuusth hnahl ucvuxpv ufuw/

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vbuat ak ,akuo gcur snh v,huul gkv do tmk fmni' nfhuui agk tjs vxprho anfryro ehck t, snh v,huul' cxl 009 sukr' uftar veubv vjzhr kxprhh, khuctuuhya t,vxpr ,nur, vxfuo aahko )kt fukk snh v,huul(' vut xhrc kako kfmni t, snh v,huul/fmni f,c gk fl krch' uvrch vurv kako ku t, snh v,huul/

ctjs nnf,chu' f,c fmni krch avut neuuv avrch nfhr ku yucv gk vxhug kpshuivxprho/ gk vnhkho "nfhr yucv"' vuxh; vrch:dsukv/

cvnal vnf,c f,c aha ku "ceav u,chgv" buxp,: gk tjs vxprho' avhv tnurkvnfr cxfuo ak 000'03$' vut vhv tnur keck snh ,huul cxl 005'1$' unfhuui aktjrabusg avxprho dbucho veubv vpubybmhtkh xhrc kebu, uvgxev fukv v,cykv' vrh bdroku vpxs ak 005'1$' uvut ,ucg avrch hpmv tu,u do gk fl/

vrch veh; t, vnhkv ",chgv"' uf,c fl:

?!kpkt dsukvchyuh _fhsug unpurxo/ nbvd ch, vrc afk andhg nv"ch,"_na,skho kvjzhr cveso/ ukt kvhu, g"s kuv ktha nkuv/

uck"b )ufph avzfr,hcv,ugsu,( afahchtu f,c andhg xfuo pw]pkubh[hjzhruvu _gs"z cbsu"s ]gk srl zv cbhsui shsi[ fahcht f,c nrc nurv vurtv )cju"n ]cjuainapy[(andhg ku xfuo pw _hecku/ tzfhr gv"m/

cgecu, ,auc, vrch pbu rw nav uci-susu krc vraeuch.' uktjr aghhi cpryh v,chgv'pxe anfhuui avxpr kt bnfr gshhi' ufg, husgho fcr ansucr cxprho atxur knufro _vrh vo fxprho dbucho ath tpar k,cug cdhbo phmuhho/

ngbhhi kmhhi' acpxe zv ecg vrc vraeuch. anfhr, vxprho txurv vkf,h, nbhnuebux;: do kygb, vms vabh' ansucr chruav' vrh gk ph vkfv ftar tjs vhuraho ,upx jkenvhruav euso jkuev' thi czv ebhhi' utxur ku knfur )juai napy' xhni egu' xgh; hj(/unfhuui acxprho tku nguko kt bga,v jkue, hruav _thi kms vabh auo ebhhi czv'

uveubv nnbu xprho dzhkv vo chsu/

vec"v guzru

vdsv ak pxj abdbcv nvxprhhvvdsv zu bnfrv c-000'96 sukr'

uktjr agcrv nxujr kxujr'

vtnhr njhrv k-005'841 sukr!

rw nav pgk ctzur bhu-

hure cv,to krahnu,

aehck nci-susu uktjr

gcusv ntunm, vmkhj

kt,r garu, xprho//

ktjr avmkhju krfua

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ak cgrl 000961$/

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vxprho nhs khs ftar

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vxprho vacuhho kxfuo

gmuo eruc k-000234$

aauknu gk hsh vrch/

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rw nav bxg hjs go vrv"d vrc hvusvekni ntrktuu g"v' kch,u ak vrc vraeuch.cuuhkhtnxcurd' uabhvo xhpru ku gk vprahhvgk fk pryhv/ vo vmhdu kpbhu t, gns,u akvrch' afkk kt nsucr cxudhht ak hruav'nfhuui avxprhhv thbv rfuau vpryh ak vrchvrhh"m' tkt rfua mhcurh ak jxhsu,khuctuuhya' ucheau t, juu, sg,u vvkf,h,/

vrc vraeuch. vtzhi ceac rc kscrho'uktjr aang t, fk vpryho' chea avu, ak42 agu, fsh ksui cpryh vxudhht vbshrv/

ftar vdhg knjr,' tnr ku vrcvraeuch.' agk ph vkfv thbu hfuk kpxuecxudhht cyro hang t, vms vabh' unauo flthbu hfuk kunr juu, sg, vkf,h, vto nsucrcrfua pryh aahhfho cu shbh hruav' tuansucr crfua mhcurh ak jxhsu, jc"s'unnhkt fk v,chgv bupk,/

tuko' tnr vrc vraeuch.' cbudg kgmonfhr, vxprho gk hsh c/d/ _ha pxe vkfvcrur ujs nangh' athi ku auo vratv knfurtphku xpr tjs/

uvrc vraeuch. vxchr: do to bbhj' fphavms vabh yugi' ansucr crfua pryh akvrch vrhh"m' ujkho gk vxprhhv fk shbhvhruav _vrh nfhuui avhurau, ak vrchvrhh"m vi cbu,hu' aa,hvi bautu,' vrhkxprho ha shi ak bfxh nhkud' afk gus vcgkbvbv npru,hvi' thi vtav hfukv knfur t,veri/ unfhuui acbhsui shsi' vcgkho ak cbu,vrch vrhh"m _zt, tunr,' vrch udhxuvra"d _bvbho nphru, vxprho uthbonraho knfur t, vxprho' vrh gk ph vkfvthi auo vh,r knfur t, vxprho/

vrch:ksju,

vbxhgv kekhpurbhvktjr gcusv ntunm, vmkhj rw nav

kvdhg kfnv txpbho avhu crahnv avgchrku ci-susu' ukpsu, garu, xprho/ cakc zvchea rw nav kbxug kekhpurbhv' kao vhvbuxg cfk eh. kdhux fxpho kngi hahc,,unfh ,nhnho' cv fhvi fnbvk jhbufh/

vut chea nvrch crfv kbxhg,u'ukvp,g,u vurv ku vrch ksju, t, bxhg,u'ukvnahl kgxue cpshui vxprho/ c,auc,uvsdha vrch acfk rdg avxprho kt jzrukneuno' gucrho vnjzheho cvo gk nmuu,gav ak "uvahc t, vdzhkv"' unh anxudk

kpguk czv nx,fi do cgchrv gk nmuu, kt-,gav ak "kpbh ghur kt ,,i nfauk"!

uzv kaui ,auc, vrch:

]hahc, ,u,"k[ _ab,hhxs g"h cgkvxprho ufuw

vdzhku, cghbi gunsu,' ucnhkt cfk rdgnna_ zv athbu nahcv gucr cn"g nv",]=cnmuu, gav ni v,urv[ unzv nuci cbudgkzv ahfuk kxhhg )ucpry afcr zfv ugavuvmkhjcgzv"h cbudg kxprho tjsho(utphku cneuo xpe tn,h _v"z]vrh zv[xpe cn"g nv",ucbudg kvnxhhg b,ux; dovnk", )skpbh guur( _snv",/ ue"k/

cnechk kp,e' tnr vrch knzfhr vrcdrubr' ahtnr krw nav kgfc t, bxhg,u gskgrc rta jusa nbjo tc/

rw nav vchi n,auc, vrch' avut gshhihfuk kxhhg cvac, vxprho/ vut batr thputcbhu-hure' uvnahl kv,gbhhi tmk txpbhxprho/

fgcur fnv hnho busg ku gk txpi xprhobux; aebv nvxprho vdbucho/ vut hmr th,uear cnvhru,' vgnhs tu,u gk junr,vscrho' uchea kxhhg cvjzr, vxprho/ tu,uxujr xprho xhrc c,jhkv kjau; t, anu,veubho' cygbv avut njuhhc kxushu,/ rektjr avxchru ku gs fnv jnurv vdbhcvnxprhh, khuctuuhya' uthku chyuhho jrhphov,cyt vrch bds tku vnjzheho cxprho'vxfho kvgchr t, anu, vtxpbho arfaunnbu t, vxprho/

tkt avhh,v cghhv buxp,: vtxpbhoarfau nnbu t, vxprho' vhu tnurho kakoku snh ,huul' ufg, ktjr ahecku t, fxpouhjzhru t, vxprho' vo vrh kt haknu ku t,snh v,huul' ubnmt avut npxhs xfunh fx;dsukho/

nfhuui ansucr ctso jrsh' vuxfo gksg, abhvo katuk t, vrc tprho phakvraeuch./ ktjr aang t, ygbu,hu' pxevrc vraeuch. fh ntjr anfr t, vxprhoc,uo kc' n,ul njacv avdbc vut cgk vch,vtnh,h ak vxprho' ha kako ku t, snhv,huul/

fl vmkhj rw nav kpsu, gus garhoxprho!

kert, rta jusa tc' chea rw nav auccrfv kbxhgv kekhpurbhv' uvpgo ehck t,crf,u ak vrch/ cbux;' chea vrch nvnzfhrvrc drubr knxur krw nav afg, vut cuusthnchi avhv fsth kvatr cbhu-hure///

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vrc tprho phak vraeuch.pxe acfk nerv thi kms vabh

xnfu, vkf,h, knfur t, vxprho

ctjs vhnho pbv

vnzfhr vrc drubr krw

nav utnr avrch

ngubhhi keck pxe

vkf,h nrc puxe shbho

usuuet nrrc athbu jxhs

jc"s ahecg knh ahhfho

vxprho/ vrc drubr atk

t, rw nav to vut hfuk

kt,r rc jauc ahufk

kpxue cxudhht rdhav zu/

rw nav vnkh. gk

vrv"d vrc tprho phak

vraeuch. tc"s vtkhhi

ujcr cs"m mtbz

ekuhhzgbcurd trmu,-

vcrh, abjac ftjs

njauch vpuxeho cbhu

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vut vhv jxhs jc"s

nucve' nrtah wfukk

jc"sw ctrv"e anubv

gk hsh tsnu"r vrhh"m'

uhjs go zt, ahna frc

vfu,k vngrch c,eup,

vcrhyho uvhv ktj,

vsnuhu, vnrfzhu,

crucg vhvush chruakho

vg,hev' gs kbphk,u

chsh vpurgho vgrcho

cab, ,a"j' tu tz bpk

gk nanr,u f,umtv

nrxhx ak pdz wch,

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jxhs sduk' rc pgkho

avhv tc sutd kvnubh

,uach hruakho vg,hev

^nuda krdk garv

cyc,' huo cu vuyk

vnmur gk hruakho

snu, jxhsh,

aunrvfu,kaunrvfu,k

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vrc hmje tchdsur turbayhibuks cab, ,rb"d chruakho'ktchu vrc nav hvusv khcturbayhi uktnu nr, rhhzhk/vrc turbayhi vhv cr tcvi

ubmr knapjv jc"sh, jaucv/ cnal ntvabho ahnau vut utcu,hu' trcgv suru,ktjur' fnnubho cfukk jc"s ctr. veusa/

vpkt,u vhh,v kt re czfu, tcu,'tkt cger czfu, gmnu' ftjs ncbh mhuivherho vnxuktho cpz' tar fk hnh jhhuvhu prav tj, ak jhh ,urv' gcusvunxhru, bpa cgs hruakho uxchcu,hv'utar gns gk nanr,u cvdb, hruakhovg,hev uarhs nesabu "vfu,k vngrch"gs hunu vtjrui/

cmghru,u kns chahcu,hv ak hruakho'ucvhu,u mghr fcr b,prxo f,knhs jfonucve ucgk farubu, nupktho/ chi vatrkns chahc, "tvk nav"' uvhv ktjsnv,knhsho vnmuhhbho ao/

ktjr af"e tsnu"r vra"c hhxs t,hahc, ",ur, tn," cjcrui kpbh nkjn,vguko vrtaubv' gcr vrc turbayhikknus cv/ knru, akt kns euso kfi t,,ur, vjxhsu,' vmkhj czni emr kgku,cngku, vjfnv ak vknusho vgnuehoc,ur, jxhsu, jc"s/ vut vnahl ckhnushuc",ur, tn," gs pru. nkjn, vgukovrtaubv/

nkjnv zu pdgv eau, c,uachhruakho' uvumhtv t, vrc hmje tchdsurnsw tnu, ak vkfv/ chnho vyrupho vvob,dkv fgxei mhcurh pghk uvhv au,; cfkpguku, vvmkv abgau chruakho chnhovvo/ czfu, vb,hbu, vxprsh, atcu,hurfau cfx; nkt' hfuk vhv kv,vkl jpahnpjs vauyr uvzwbsro v,urfh tar trcukfk mghr hvush fsh kdhhxu kgcusu,mcthu,/ fl hfuk vhv kgzur kfnv njcrhukvnky nhsh v,urfho/

fnu fi vhv pghk cgcus, vvmkv k"nzhvrgc" arcu tz chruakho' ukbpdghocndpu, vscr uyhpux-vcvru, tar payuchruakho cabu, vnkjnv/

cnvkl cheuru ak tsnu"r vrhh"mctv"e cab, ,rp"y' cher docnarsh wfukk jc"sw )cafub,

wntv agrhow chruakho(/ vzsnbu, zu bumkvg"h dcth fukk jc"s kvpmhr crch fh htu,

keck gk gmnu t, bahtu, vwfukkw/ vrchv,bv t, bahtu,u ceck, cgku, nujky,gk vfukk' nhbuh tbaho nmsu cvbvkvucbux; kfl sra afk jcrh vfukk h,jhhcukgnus c,ebu, avut h,ei/ vbvk, vfukkvxfhnv kfk v,btho/ cakc rtaui nhbvfct fuju t, vrv"j aknv hvusv khhctkhgzrucuvathr t, vvbvkv veusn, gknfubv gs tar hakj t, ,ebu, vfukk/

ntr. hartk bxg vrch kju"k' cherctrv"c ucnshbu, buxpu, ure tjrh fnvabho akj t, ",ebui" vfukk ucu ,bthorcho kvhnbu, fjcr cfukk jc"s )fduikv,pkk cechgu, cchf"b jc"s' kknusjxhsu, ugus(/ ktjr txhpu, nnuafu,'v,ecku pv tjs fk ,ebu,hu vew _ vuthktsnu"r vrhh"m keck gkhu t, vbahtu, akfukk jc"s/

ktjr eck, vbahtu, nms vrch' grl

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nt,: nbjo zhdkcuho

vabho tar cjr cvo vbaht cgmnu akhy"t / / urw hmje tchdsur turbayhhi hm"u

vrc hmje tchdsur turbayhi

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nxpr ahbuhho cvbvk, vfukk _ ukms ctfuju vrv"j vrc tkhgzruc' vuxh; unhbvthah, do t, vjxhsho vrc sus kcbuiuvrc turbayhi fjcrh ugs vnbvk nygnu/cfl vjk kngav knktu, kngav t,,pehsh tcu,hu cfukk/

fnmupv' vrc turbayhi r,o t, fknrmu ufhaurhu fsh kbvk ukfkfk c,cubvt, mrfh vfukk vu,he vzv' abnxr khsu/caru,u cfukk vhv tc kntu, napju,

gbhho ak vhauc vjc"sh' tknbu,huuh,unhu/

gk pdhav avhh,v crhdt' nxpr cbu'nr anutk tci-tur )turbayhhi(: "fabpdatch cpgo vrtaubv go vtsnu"r nri hux;hmje z"k' cab, ,rp"y crhdv' v,pgkvtsnu"r nnbu gs nts uceau kgcur tkhukrhdv ukvhu, ku knzfhr/ tuko' tch z"k'atvc, vtr. cgrv ckcu hu,r nfk' uh,rgk vmg,u vnuaf, ak tsnu"ru' gk t;avhv sjue ctu,v vagv"/

npbv jauc urc grl jk cjhh vrcturbayhi ktjr nkjn, vgukovrtaubv' go fhcua hruakho chsh

vcrhyho/ tu tz env v,gurru, cerchvush hruakho ktrdi t, jhhvovmhcurhho/ rcho nhvush vghr bjkmurtaubho kgcusv zu/

cjusa ,arh ,rp"y vjkv pra,vfu,k vngrch' tar ,pxv neuo jauccjhhu ak vrc turbayhhi/ ctu,o hnhov,ehhnv txhpv cnvkfv vujky kvehougsv a,pej neruc gk gbhhbh vfu,kvngrch kyuc, vhvusho actu kpuesu' tlzfuhu,hvo bpdgu nhjx vgrcho uvakyuivcrhyh/ ao vuugsv becg k"ugs, vfu,k"/crta vuugsv nubv vrc turbayhi/

cpruyueuk abrao tz' branuv,pehsho avuyku gkhu ugk wugs vpugkwapgk khnhbu:

t/ cfk hnu, vfbux )fkunr' v,pku,(uznbh vfbux gkhu kvnmt ao/

c/ cnal fk vzni avhvusho bnmthoao' gkhu kvadhj gk vxsrho/

d/ gkhu kv,cubi gk gcus,o akvanaho ukvcht kpbh vugsv czni vfheruc vmgv ngucs, kxsur gbhbh vvfbxu,ak vfu,k' ugk hxus hshgu, eusnu,/

s/ gkhu kbvk pbex ukrauo t, fkvnerho cgkh grl vn,vuuho gk hs vfu,k/

v/ gkhu kgnus cear go vnayrvvbnmt, xchc vfu,k' uto tpar do goafhbh vneuo/

u/ cnerho nprhgho humtho ni vfkkgkhu knxur kuugs vpugk ak vugsv/

fi vuyku gkhu ,pehsho xpru,hho'vhhbu' ktxu; t, fk vjunr vbspx uvhsugcgk pv chjx kfu,k cnal suru,' ufikvhu, do vnzfhr ak ugs, vfu,k/

vnafur, aku becgv k-01 kt"hkjusa/ tuko' vugsv gmnv v,prev nhstjrh dnr ,pehsv' tl vtjrhu, vnshbh,uvear vngah vfrufho cpeuj gk vfu,k'batru chsh vugs vktunh utdus, hartk'tar do ahknu t, nafur,u/

,nur, xfuo pguy zv' "nafur, rgc"'vut gcs cgcusv eav unprf,' tl vutrtv c,pehsu vtjrth' fnahn, eusa/gcus,u cfu,k vhh,v eav utjrth,' udonxufb, cnsv nxuhhn,/ "chnho ucnmchovhu,r eaho kt vjxr,h fngy huo tjsnkcer t, vfu,k' ukt pgo gns,h cjze,xfb, bpa' ukt vhv scr anbg tu,hnknktu, t, gcus,h caknu, uctnubv"'f,c ctjs nnf,chu kuugs vguknh/"vgcusv vht do eav cnuci vdupbh'cac,u, tbh bnmt cfu,k ni vcuer gsvgrc' eruc ka,ho garv agu, chuo/ huohuo tbh bnmt gk hs vfu,k agu, tjsu,/kcs zv vrh vht gcusv tjrth, ntskanur gk vxsrho cfu,k ugk vhjxho govafbho vgrcho vdrho cxchc, vfu,k'utbh juac fh anr,h fk vzni gk gcus,hu,pehsh ctnubv/

"tck' nmch vjunrh vut fhuo eavnts' fh nafr,h vht eybv chjx kmrfhvch, uvnapjv' uzv vfrhjbh kpbu, tkhfocceav fh ,,jacu go fk vb"k u,emhcukh nafr, vdubv ctupi atufk kv,prbxnzv"/

50|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

cvurt, vrch vrhh"m' t; nubvvrc turbayhi kgnus crta trduijcr, ,vkho vguknh, aveho vrch)hjs go vrc aknv hvusv khhctkhgzruc(' tar t, nrfzv ecgchruakho vg,hev/ cch, vfbx,jc"s hacu nsh huo nbhi hvushoutnru ,vkho kakuo go hartkcguko/

abh vrcbho br,nu kph,ujvtrdui' uvumhtu nf,c kmhcurvrjc cceav kvmyr; kjcrv/

cgecu, zt, vjku kv,ehho nhsh huo ,phku, utnhr, ,vhkho cmhui ak susvnkl g"v vaufi cvr mhui' xnul kneuo vnesa/

vrch vrhh"m kt vx,pe cfl' tkt chea kvrjhc hu,r uhu,r t, trdui jcr,tunrh ,vhkho/ gk ph vurt,u vumht trdui "njbv hartk" nf,c fkkh ahugs krcbhoudcth c,h vfbx, cguko' ucu erhtv kjze t, jcru, v,vkho ufi khhxs jcru,jsau,/ knf,c zv mur; nf,cu vfkkh ak tsnu"r vrhh"m ufi t, ,ebu, vjcrv/,ebu, tku jucru cznbu gk hsh vnaphg vrc tk,r ahnjuch. uvrc turbayhi ktjrab,ceau gk hsh vrch vrhh"m kjcri/

crta jcr, ,vkho vguknh,

ecr sus vnkl g"v

agr xpr agrl vrc turbayhhi

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vrc turbayhi kt vdzho ceuah gcus,uucdusk vtjrhu, vnuyk, gkhu' ucgher'vxfbv arhjpv gkhu cgcus,u vnxurv gkhs vfu,k/ fl' knak' nxupr gk hsu cwhunivfu,kw nhuo vac, f"z ,rm"z: "tjrhv,pkv vesnbu tbh uvrc dhrayhi kkf,vch,v/ factbu crjuc vakak, gk hsv,bur ak grch vguns cphb, rjuc jcruiang,h p,tuo euk hrhv uvrc dhrayhi bpkktr.' cmgev: vrdu tu,h! vxhcu,h nhs t,pbh ktjurh uvbv grch mghr v,erc knukhgo tesj chs/ mge,h cfk fjh uvgrchbcvk ucrj"/ fk zv' fnuci' kt nbg nvrcturbayhi kcut auc knjr, ccuer kfu,k/

vrc turbayhi vhv batr nsh ac,ujd khs vfu,k cnal ruc agu,vhuo/ vhu, ucac, btxrv verhtv

c,urv khs vfu,k gk hsh akyubu, vnbsy'vhu vn,pkkho bfbxho kch, cxnul kfu,k'ueurtho ao c,urv ujuzrho kfu,k k,pk,vnux;/ ktjr v,pkv vhv vrc turbayhiauvv cfu,k gs vmvrho/ tjr vmvrhovhv juzr kfu,k uauvv ao gs vkhkv' gsatjrui vn,pkkho vhv guzc t, rjc,vfu,k/

krc turbayhi vh,v vapgv nrdhgvdo gk evk vn,pkkho/ cznbho n,ujhovrdhg t, vruju, vxugru, uvbpjsu,/ vutecg ku neuo nhujs khs vfu,k acu gnsfsh kvprhs chi vdcrho uvbaho' ukt abvunguko/ guns vhv agu, rcu, gk vrdkho'uchsu frl a"x uaubv t, preu/ kph gsuhu,btnbu,' vhv dunr t, fk va"x cnal abv/auyrh nayr, vfu,k' ajhccuvuuvuehruvu nts' rmu ktpar ku kac, kbuj'tck vrc turbayhi xhrc ctnru: wto ktjhvhvusho txur kac, khs vfu,k' nsugndhgv kh zfu, zu?w

do go vgrcho afbh vfu,k anr gkhjxho yucho/ hjxho yucho tku' kt nbgunnbu kv,kubi cpbh vakyubu,' ftar tkuvprhgu k,pkv' kfkfu t, vfu,k cehtumutv/

frc npej' ct-fj vrcbu, vrtah,uvnuxsu, vktunhho' vhv vrc turbayhineck' cao vnuxsu,' pbh thaho jauchouturjho ranhho actu kcer khs vfu,kvngrch/

vapg,u ak vrc turbayhi payv dongcr kfu,k uxchc,u' uvhh,v docjhh vghr vg,hev chruakho cv

v,durr/ vut bfbx kdur cv cab, ,"a'ucndurhu cghr nmt ku fr brjc kpgukvkngi vjhu, t, vhauc vnsuksk cghrvg,hev/

fabfbx kdur chruakho vg,hev' nmtcneuo hauc sk avkl uvmyne' vkluv,buui' gs avdhg cabho vtjrubu,ktufkuxhv skv c, aka, tkph bpa/ jkedsuk nvo vhu gbhho uskho' uchbhvo vhvtjuz vzebho dcuv/ jkeo knsu chahcu,ujkeo vzseeu knjkev vxumhtkh, akugs vevhkv' ure nhguyo vhu jbubhoupugkho afhrh huo' tar neuo prbx,ovhv nju. kjunu,/

fk thn, avh,v n,rda, n,hju,fkavh crjuc vgrch' vhv vrucg vhvushnbu,e uguns cpbh xfb, rgc/ nmc zv mhgruchu,r uvut v,rhg gk fl cpbh vnuxsu,vnuxnfho/ vrc turbayhi rtv' ucmse' fhkt bufk kvjzhe cneunu, vesuaho'uchjus cfu,k vngrch' to kt hvhv crucgvhvush hauc crht' ncuxx ncjhbv fkfkh,ucgk vfrv ktunh, ahvt bfui kvdi gkhu/

vrcv nr. uzni vesha vrc turbayhiknahnv abyk gkhu knaul fuju, mghrhokrucg' kjze t, vtufkuxhhv vhvush,ukp,j cneuo neuru, prbxv/ chzn,uvueo ugs ak thaho aubho nvmcurvhruaknh avfhi ,fbhu, kveho c,hnktfv u,gahh, ch,' kcbu, cbhbhonau,pho gk vndraho vrheho csruovrucg xnul kjunv' ukrfua t, vjmru,avhu kgrcho ctzur vhvush cghr vg,hev'uchhjus crjuc verthho/

tuko' veahho vhu dsukho' vfr,vbjhmu, kpguku, tkv kt jsrv cnhsvnxpe, kvfr,o ak vnuxsu, uvmcur uktbnmtu vfxpho vsruaho' unfk v,fbhu,vdsuku, kt hmt fngy fkuo/ nuci ntkhufh thku cumgu v,fbhu, kaheuo vrucgvhvush tphku cjkeo' fh tz vhv durkvhauc vhvush cghr vg,hev aubv kdnrh/

vrc turbayhi std keck fx; k,nhfvcgbhh vghr vg,hev nneuru, aubho/ vuteck fxpho nhvush gahr aanr gk gkuoanu' ntdus, "tjuuv" avut vhv tjs

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vtjho vnfucsho c,ufv' unvnugmvvs,h, ak evhk, hruakho/

vut vhv neck cch,u t, vgbhho ub,ikfk tjs utjs nvo t, vndhg ku nsh huochunu uvhv gxue cfl cnal fnv agu,/to fh scr zv vfchs gkhu npt, avhvgxue ckhnushu ucnjerhu v,urbhho' eckzt, gkhu ctvcv/

vrc turbayhi pgk do kngi jhzuevnmc vrujbh ak hvsu, vghr vg,hev/kao fl hxs hahcv abertv "nsraanutk" gk ao f"e tsnu"r nvr"a' uyuchvtcrfho cghr knsu cv cagu, vkhkv/

ghbo ak vcrhyho vhh,v mrvcpguku,hu vrcu, kchmur vjhhovhvushho crucg vhvush' ufl'

cnjmh, jusa yc, ,a"j hmt vrcturbayhi t, vghr vg,hev kxsr t, gbhbh"fukk jc"s"' ugbhbh jcr, "vfpr vgcrh"/ccutu kuugs vevhkv fsh kvmyr; kahhrvfsh kauc kch,u chruakho vg,hev' vup,gnrv najxnu vtbdkho kpbhu t, vsrl uktb,bu ku kjzur kch,u' cygbv a,pehsu khsvfu,k vngrch bx,hho' uthi ku nv kgau,gus cghr/ naygi aao ch,u' vushgu kuahgchru tkhu t, ta,u uhkshu/

vgucsv akt hfuk vhv kjzur khruakhovg,hev' mhgrv tu,u nts' uvut gavntnmho fchrho kjzur kch,u/ gk t; gm,hshshu vrcho ugk t; ,jbubh tnu vzebvkfuko vhv tunr ugubv: "ao neunh' chitjh kxck' ukt pv/ vkt jhho ao' crulvao hvusho rcho ughr aknv bkjn,uguns, gk bpav"/

ktjr ntnmho rcho uck,h puxehonmsu unms durnho jaucho tjrho fnuvrc vrmud z"k ubaht vugs vktunh stz nrhmje ci-mch z"k' vurav vrc turbayhikauc kch,u/ nhs cvdhgu cakuo f,c nf,c,usv kuugs vktunh ukbahtv: "tjrhact,h cakuo chuo grc rta jusa tsrtw cmvrho cghr vg,hev nmt,h kh kjucvkvusu, kfo' uchhjus kbahtfo vnfucs nrhmje ci mch ukfk tkv aypku cscr' kpguktmk vakyubu, kvrau, t, auchknapj,h kghr vg,hev aatp,huv,tnm,h fk vzni kauc ukjhu, cv hjsgo h,r tjhbu vb,ubho cnmur"/

c,jhk, vnmur vgrch gk vghrvg,hev chnh nkjn,-vgmntu,'vuzni khruakho vjsav cear

kgbhhbh v"fukk" tl kt bg,r kvpmru,hshshu kvhatr ghno' chhjus ktjr abusgku ach,u pum. ucbu bpmg/ tjrh ntnmhorcho nmsu ua,skbu,o ak thaho sdukho'fnu hmje ci-mch uvrc vrmud' cpbhvakyubu, vcrhyhho' vurav ku kjzur kghrvg,hev/ khshsu ctrmu,-vcrh,' aatktu,u knv suuet v,gea krs, kneuo-vxfbv' gbv: "to bdzr gk nti-svut kgku,erci gk esua, hruakho vg,hevuneunu,hv vesuaho vrh tbh njuhc cflnfk tso tjr"/ ch,u' agns gk vdcuk chivrucg vhvush uchi vrucg vgrch uahnagnsv ktbah-vndi' bjrc fuku ugkv ctagk xprhh,u vdsukv uf,ch-vhs vjauchoaku/

tck vrc turbayhi kt v,hhta/ vutv,hhmc nhs caur, rtaubh vndhbhoub,nbv knbvk vgbhhbhovtsnhbhxyryhchho ak ,uach vrucg/cnal akua, vjusaho acvo fhvic,pehs zv' vrtv t, hfuk,u cvxsrhgcusv' vdbv' ughsus vruju, cfkk'ukngav vhv vtjrth kfk ayjh-vjhho/hunhho kpbh bupku' xhhg chshu nna kvchtkecurv cndra c,h-njxv t, ndhbhvrucg abpku ctu,u acug' uvut' ftch"vhhauc vhai"' tnr t, v"esha" vtjruigk ecro/

ac, y"z cfxku ,a"j vh,v vac,

vtjrubv acv ceru vhvusho khs vfu,kQygo nhujs vhv kcheur khs vfu,k cac,zu/ frdhk vkl vrc turbayhi tjrui vch,v/

ntz vfrz, vnshbv kt hfuk vhv vrcturbayhi krs, hu,r kfu,k/ tuko'nvscrho vraunho cf,c hsu chunbuvthah abnmt ktjr nu,u' tbu knsho gkvnal v,gbhhbu,u cfu,k ucanhr,vrvhyho uxprh v,urv abatru cjmrayrtux/ cvnal vut nmhhi cmgr fh thiguaho ehsua cac, khs vfu,k' fkunr:cjsru acjmr ayrtux' uthi n,pkkhohu,r/ std,u vrcv kbgav khs vfu,kbnaf, gs khuo y"u ctsr abh ,a"j atzfph vbrtv' kt rtv xhfuh nnah kjzurkfu,k vngrch chnho verucho' cdkkvnmur gk hruakho vg,hev/

chuo zw cthhr ,a"j' f,c kc,u uj,bun,ul vrucg vbmur' unf,c zv vdhg tkhvocsrl kt busg,/

"akuo ucrfv kj,bh vher nts vrctcrvo vfvi rtyv vhuw ukc,h vhervnr, rfhk ,jhw ukc"c vxuprho vu,heho'tar jhho uvsxv uhgec nthr uanutkveyi vhuw/

"ehckbu t, nf,cfo vher nhuo swcthhr uanjbu nts kanug gk akunfovyuc h,i vah", ukt hxhr t, jxsu nt,bukguko/ tbu bnmtho c"v cakuo tbh vtnt,jhw' tcrvo uarv vh"u/ bcea t, jxshvah",/

"chuo vjnhah gzcu vjhhkho vcrhyhot, vghr vg,hev' unhs keju cjurhbu vh"ut, gns,o/ tuko gs vrdg vtjruivgrcho n,ehpho tu,bu ckh vr;' chuouckhkv cnrdnu, ucfk nhbh fkh najh,/hanur bt vah", gkhbu uhmhkbu nfk mgrubze ngkhbu ungk fk gnu hartk tni xkv/

"cvzsnbu, bxhg, nju,bh vrw hjzetktkhgzr vhra vh"u act tkhbu kcrh, nhkvubuxg jzrv kch,u/ vbbh nuxr chsu nf,chgkhfo u,ecku nnbu prha, akuo nt,bu'vut vhv pgnho tjsu, cch,bu' vhvturjbu cxgusv akhah, ca"e/

"nmc vfkfkv do fti eav "xsbtstrgt js vut" cpryho tmkbu c"v hu,ryuc ntar tmkfo' beuv fh bgcur cakuocgzv"h t, vnmc veav vbufjh/

"chuo vahah erv cghr vg,hev txui'cjur mghr ngsu, vnzrj' v,tuuv kda,kjun, vghr ukv,fup; ngk vjunv' mk;grch avrdha cu hrv gkhu updg crtau'vcjur k"g n, tjr fl/ vhuo bpmg cjur

52|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

vgucsv akt hfuk vhv

kjzur khruakho vg,hev'

mhgrv tu,u nts' uvut gav

ntnmho fchrho kjzur

kch,u/ gk t; gm, hshshu

vrcho ugk t; ,jbubh tnu

vzebv kfuko vhv tunr

ugubv: "ao neunh' chi tjh

kxck' ukt pv/ vkt jhho

ao' crul vao hvusho rcho

ughr aknv bkjn, uguns,

gk bpav"

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njcrh vvdbv agns cnanr cjmr hahc,wpur, hux;w/ beuv kvah", fh kt herutmkbu j"u hu,r nerh txubu, j"u ///

bt kprua cakuo vurhfo vh"u/vhu cakuo ujhu cyuc ucbghnho/tchfo vntjk kfo fk yuc/hmje tchdsur/zw thhr ,a"j hruakho vghr vg,hevnxpr cbu' nr anutk tci-tur:

"trcgv hnho ktjr vecurv vrtaubv'chuo rtaui h"s cthhr ,a"j' ccuervafo' vjkv vpdzv eav nts gk vayjvnmunmo akbu cc,h njxv ngns,v,u,jho ak vkdhui vgrch cvr vzh,ho/tch utnh aafbu ctjs vc,ho vehmubhhocc,h njxv' v,gurru keuk vvrgavveav/ tch byk hshu uvxphe kcrl wgkbyhk, hshhow' ucu crdg pdg rxhx ak pdzcnuju uvut n, cneuo/ tnh vrcbh, bpdgvcgure so rtah crdk' uktjr hhxurhoburtho cnal ag,hho' bpyrv do vhtnjuxr xnh rputv/

"vtvucho uvbghnho cjhhvo ucnu,okt bprsu/ pdz tuhc tjs pdg cabhvo/ uvo'afk jhhvo vhu arar, ak nxhru,' dcurvuvercv' nmtu t, nu,o cerc gk vneuoavhv neusa kvo nfk/ ufl batru abhvoecurho chruakho vg,hev/ fl vjzhruabhvo t, ban,o cjhe hruakho vg,hevafv vhh,v tvucv gkhvo"/

vrc turbayhi' vhv gbu dsuk umbugnts/ vut va,sk kvx,hr ,nhsnghi tjrho t, dsuk,u c,urv/

pgo atku jcru uhshsu veruc: jchch! knvt,v n,jne nghi rutho' vktcfarubu,hl uchshgu,hl t,v ncht crfvkhartk? gbv vrc turbayhi c,nhnu,:"thzv rfua bnmt crau,h atbh nx,hru'thzv h,rui ha ch kdch cbh mhui cbh dhkh? ufhnv tbh husg avo thbo husgho?"

vrc vrmud z"k' vrc vrtah ktr.hartk' f,c gkhu cntnr nhujs: "ceark,pehsu vesua c,ur wnadhj vfu,kw vhvct tkh kg,ho erucu, ucvzsnbuhu, vvibh,i kh kvfhru' kknus t, xduku,huvheru,' kvgrhl ukvuehr nts t, thahu,uvyvurv' vzfv' vtmhkh,/ ci k,knhs jfodsuk jrh; ugxei npurxo' vhv rw hmjeturbayhi do vut ,knhs jfo rauo/ jsurn,ur, vjxhsu, vjc"sh, v,gkv kahtak hrtv ghkth, uak gcusv ackc' xduku,kt fk fl nmuhu, do chi ,knhsh jfnho/

t, ,pehsu vneusa nkt czrhzu, rcvuc,shru, nup,h, ubnmt ,shr uneusafrufho tmku hjs"/

vrc bhxi ykuaehi' njauch jxhshjc"s ctrmu, vcrh,' f,c gkhu: "vthdcrt hehrt vesua uvyvur rw hmjeturbayhi zmue"k azfru nna kt hxurnnujh ukch/ vfr,hu ntz njkhpu, nf,chocgbhbh fukk jc"s ugus' tck kt ,tr,h khtu,u cmurv cvhrv fk fl fnu avfr,hucacugu, aavh,h ctr. veusa/ ,nhnu,u'payu,u' tnub,u csw' tsheu,u ktsnu"rnkhuctuhya akhy"t ukjxhsu, cfkk' bgoscrhu umbhgu, srfhu' utvc,u vbprzv' nnags knxhru, bpa cfk gmnu,u unvu,u'khruakho vg,hev ,ucc"t' gs akt vh,vcu bhnt akt vh,v yvurv' utl ure ctr.hartk' cfk phbv acv' uchjus' chruakhovg,hev' cjcrui ucfukk cfkk' acu nmtxpue bpah/ cahru,u vbkccv vhv ftckntu, napju, vgbhho ak vhauc vhai'ktknbu,hu ukh,unhu/ tbh kt tufk kafju'ekx,r pbhu guns kbds ghbh/ zufr tbh tu,ucvukhfu tu,h cfk vneunu, vesuahoufnv bvbv kvjhu, bpah cachg, ghicesah tun,bu"/

vrc turbayhi t; pda t, vdtuivrudmwuch cghru suhbxe cab, ,rp"j/vdtui' fhsug' vhv ncyk cvck phu fk dsukchartk/ vrc turbayhi vjkh; t,u scrhoc,urv' uktjr nat un,i jo cscrh vkfvypj ku vrudmwuch gk f,pu utnr ku: "vktt,v ci tso"! fbuh bshr tmk vrudmwuch/

vut jubi cfharui f,hcv' cxdbuinkuya ucvhr/ vut ,px gbhhbho nxucfhocnvhru, bpktv uhsg kvrmu, tu,ocbhxuj ek' cvxcrv btu,v u,nmh,h,/vut f,c uprxo nxpr ntnrho unjerhocnbvdho esunho uvkfu, tr. hartk/cnal garho abv gxe cjcur dsuk gk xpr"vgrul" ak rch b,i nrunt gk ph xudhu,va"x/ fi vfhi kspux xpr njerh gkjxhsu, jc"s utr. hartk/ vut grl abhxprho ak ,knhsh jfnho an,u uvathrutjrhvo t, jhsuahvo cf,c hs/ vtjsvut xpr "nab, hutk" vsi c,uksu,jxhsu, jc"s unjukkv/ uvabh vut xpr"nbj, rhc"t" ak vrc rw hmje jrh;npyrcurd/ n,ul vvesnv kxpr tbu ruthot, dsuk,u c,urv/

vf,cv vufbv cxhug vxpr vjauc "aunrvfu,k"' abgrl g"h cbu nr anutk tci-tur/

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vrc turbayhi n,tr cnf,cu t, v,ktu, apesu tu,u cghr vg,hev

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dzhrv akt

nunav cnhkutvknru,1dzhr, vec"v ccrh, chi

vc,rho akpbh acbh-hartk hfbxu ktr.-fbgi uhhrauv' vo hvhu cdku, eav _ "drhvhv zrgl ctr. kt kvo' ugcsuo ugbu tu,otrcg ntu, abv' utjrh fi hmtu duw" _kngav vdku, cnmrho bnafv re 012 abvun,ufv vgcsu, bnafv re 68 abv' uabhorcu, ntus vo jhu cnmrho cnbujv uakuuvucruujv fkfkh,/

h,hrv nzu nxupr cpra,hbu2avo drucjck vtr. vnaucj chu,r cnmrho _ tr.duai' uao jhu c,ue; uv,gmnu uv,rcu'"uhac hartk ctr. duai uhtjzu cv uhpruuhrcu ntus"' "uhtjzu nkaui tjuzv"' fkunravo jhu ao c,ue; ucnbujv fcgkhonujkyho ukt fdrho ugcsho/

bux; kzv vh,v kvo cgku, th,bvutnh,h, gk tr. duai fhuui aeckuv chruavnarv tnbu' fnxupr cnsra3aprgv b,it, tr. duai karv "kphfl hacu cbh hartkctr. duai ctr. arv tno"' uto-fi cuusthakt vrdhau ao drho u,uach trgh' tkt

cgkho dnurho/

]tdc' vnsra4npra t, scrh v,urv"uhtjzu cv"' cmurv vpufv: "vtr. vh,vtujz, cvo u,upx, tu,o / / ftso acgkfurju tjuz cv"' fkunr ahartk b,pxu cgkfurjo ctr. duai' uzv n,tho kdzhr, crh,chi vc,rho ahvhu hartk drho ctr. ktkvo/ ukvghr ascrh vnsra n,thnhokbheus vnhkv "uHhJtGjOzU"' anangu,v atjzut, hartk ctr. duai cgk-furjo' fhkphrua ra"h ahartk tjzu ctr. c,ue;npbh rmubo u,ue; cgku,o vhv mrhl kvhu,vbheus "uHh

DtLjJzU"5[/

uto-fi mrhl kvchi: vh,fi ascrh vw kteuhnu cnhkuto ukt vh,v dzhr, vagcusuvgcsu,?

abh pbho

knhnua vdzhrvtjs vhxusu, ak pbhnhu, v,urv _

akfk scr abh pbho unhnsho: vnhns vdanhuvnhns vrujbh uvo eaurho untujsho zvczv ftjs nna/

pgnho rcu, fajukv pbv krch ccea,crfv krputv akhnv njukhu' gbv vrch"cshe, v,phkhi uvnzuzu,"' ufacse nmtavo pdunho/ uvscr pkt: vkt vcsheu,vrputhu, nmtu ajhhse' tu uhrux ufhumt-czv duro kjukh' ufh vrch cmhuuhu kcsue t,faru, v,phkhi uvnzuzu, juke gk tu,i,umtu, rputhu,?! nv dro knjkv: vpxukc,phkhi ucnzuzu,' tu vcghv vdanh, phzh,cdu;?

nknsbu vrch' aabh vscrho bfubhou,kuhho zv czv' abh nhnsh vhvush' vdu;vdanh uvbanv vrujbh,' ntujsho zv czv'uxhc, vjukh urhpuhv ,kuhv cabhvo do hjs]t; fh pgnho rcu, v,heui vrujbh drouvaphg do gk vnmc vdanh' gs afkk ktvhv murl crhpuh danh' fh vtso vjkhof,umtv nv,heui vrujbh[/

]cvzsnbu, tjr, vxchr vrch gmnu t,vbuat' cmurv em, aubv:jcrh ecum,whcbvw vpugkho go xyusbyho hvushhoctrmu, vcrh,' vhu chjhsu, tmk vrch'uktjr avrch xhho kscr kpbhvo' atkvrch to ha knhavu atku,/ tjs nvotnr aang atbaho ndhgho krch go cghu,rputhu,' ukpgnho vrch nurv kvo kbvud

54|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

thl bxhr ngmnbut, vguk vdanh-phzh?dzhrv danh, an,ehhn, re crujbhu, hxusu, vjxhsu, gk vzhev

chi bpa udu; gk vurtu, vrch kcshe, ,phkhi unzuzu, uvear

kmur, vx,keu,u ak sus vnkl ncy nhujs unr,e kpra,-

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ufavdhg vg, unktl vnuu, ct khyukt, ban,u vyvurv ak sus vnkl' kt hfk'fh vut vhv nue; cvhkv ak esua, v,urv/nv gav nktl vnuu, bgbg jze cthkbu,acjmru ak sus' utz hmt sus nch,u kjmrkrtu, nv n,rja' ufahrs nvnsrdu, bpkuvjkhe unjn, vbphkv vpxhe krdg eykvrvr c,urv/ ctu,u rdg bumr ceg uprhmvcvhk, vesuav' utz hfuk vhv vnktl khyukt, ban,u/

vcv ubsnhhi fhms vhv n,tr t,vv,rjau, tso athbu rutv cx,rhvbanu,: vut vhv nmhd t, vscrho cmurvpaybh,' sus vzei ci acgho abv bpkuvjkhe cnsrdu, ubjcy cnfv eavavnh,v tu,u/ vto ,htur zv tnh,h ubfui?crur afi! tl jz"k ndkho kbu t, vpivbx,r adro knuu, _ vvpxev cesua,v,urv vndhbv unmhkv' vht adrnvkvpxe, vjhho/ uabhvo vscrho gukhocebv tjs ucc, tj,/ kms vdanh phzh aknfv vnuu, nx,,r pi rujbh bx,r akvpxev cvhk, esua, v,urv vndhbv/

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c,ur, vbx,r nuxcr adzhr, vgcsu,hfukv a,,ehho ca,h muru,: tu gk vdu;vdanh' ahgchsu tu,u cgcusu, phzh, eav'tu gk vfuju, vrujbhho bpahho ak vtso'ahgnuk uh,tn. cfuju kknus ,urv ukehhonmuu,/ fl phra vzuvr vesua t, vpxueahartk vugcsu "cgcusv eav cjunruckcbho": "wgcusv eavw _ zu euahtQwcjunrw _ zv ek ujunrQ wuckcbhow _ zvkcui vkfv"/ fkunr avgnk vrujbh c,urv'vut vgnk atkhu fhuubv v,urv cscrhv gkvgcusv veav' uvut avjkh; t, euahvagcus uvgcsu,/

cnhkho tjru,' kdzhr, "ugcsuo ugbutu,o duw" tfi nangu, fpukv: kdu; vdanh

ukbanv vrujbh,' tck fahvush n,tn.ubuyk gk gmnu ,dcur, ak gcsu, ugnkrujbh' tu tz vut nxhr ngmnu t, vgcsu,vdanh,-phzh,/

kfi zv acbh hartk jhho cruujvunbuj, bpa danh, thbu xu,r kdzhr,vagcus uvgcsu,' fh ftar vhvush n,tn.ugnk cfk fuju, dupu ubpau cgcus, vwckhnus v,urv ucehuo vnmuu,' vut durocngahu kcyk t, dzhr, vagcus uvgcsu,vdanh,/

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vrch tunr achnhbu tku' hnh vvfbvkdtukv vakhnv' avbbu vsur vtjrui akvdku, uvsur vrtaui kdtukv vakhnv'vdzhrv hfukv kv,ehho do cnuci vrujbh'gk-hsh avhvush ncyk t, gmnu fkphvec"v unmuu,hu' ccjhb, "ubpah fgpr kfk,vhv"' tz vut nehho t, vdzhrv cnucivrujbh uauc thbu zeue kehhnv do cnucivdanh _ uvut hnahl kjhu, cguko jhhobmjhho ukkt vpxev/

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vjbufhhv vsuke,' ut; nguss tu,bu hu,rn,nhs/ kt bu,r kbu tkt kmpu, cfhkhuighbhho krdg cu hpej vw t, ghbhbu' ftarbrtv t, vrch dutkbu' utz bufk kvusu, kvwcanjv ucvkk gk azhfbu kvhu, njhhkhuvbtnbho ak vrch akhy"t' ugk acjr cbukvhu, ntkv atphku vvgko uvvx,rvburt kt vmkhj "kvafhjo ,ur,lukvgchro njueh rmubl"/

huo akhah' f"j fxku' br rchgh

cmgr uczgzug n,eck, vhshgv nvtr.gk scr v,tubv vnjrhsv cv thcsbu akavntjhbu carbu _ v,nhnho hub,i chyui'nuhah dukiukuh vgbskg"v/

cc, tj, gumrho vjhho nkf,/v,nhnho nx,uccho vnunho' au,eho'juaaho kvchy tjs cpbh vabh/ vtunbo?!///akav ,nhnho?!/// vkc nxrc kgfk!knang tuzi stcv bpabu/ pv uao brtho,nhnho anzhkho sngv' tkv nfhrhofbrtv neruc t, tjs vvrudho tu fnvnvo/ knv' rch?!/// gs n,h?!///

crta gucr, vnjacv: "gs fnv dsukmgru ak vrch crdgho tku?!/// tc tuvcarutv cxck hkshu' cxck vnapju,vjxhshu, athcsu vhuo t, vher kvo///"

utz' n,ul vjual vburt' ncgs kckcukukvx,r' nckhjv beus, tur crurv: vrchakhy"t! vrch vyuc uvtuvc/ nbjo nahcbpah/ vrch aaupl tur ubjnv gs ckh sh/ceruc ntus h,dkv vrch' ukmru,hbu hhtnrsh!

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fuko nzsrzho kerut fnv preh ,vhkhongune vkc krput,o vnhhsh, uvakhnv/

ukcauru, yucu, hu,r: cnal vmvrhhobuj,ho c-077 fnv ntb"a str. veusaavdhgu vbv kfcus jd vjbufv ujkeo t;havu fti cgz"v gs kvw yc,' cu hnktu 02abv kjd vwshsi bmjw vdsuk cab, vw,an"z/

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huo rchgh' f"y fxku' br jnhah

fcfk huo nhnh vjbufv' n,ehho xsrkhnusho nkt gs nbjv' uv,nhnhonthhaho tu,u cepsbu,/ hmuhhbu kacjv,nhnho akt npxpxho t; sev nwxsrjxhsu,w cfk cuer' uzt, knru, vghhpu,vnmycr, nvkhku, vgnuxho ckg"vcncmgho ucnxhcu, jbufv cc,h neurchogs kagu, vkhkv vntujru,/

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vkhkv' ncer rta ghrh, bhu hure nrckuncrd cnuzhtui mctu, vw akhs 077/cgecu, fl' xudr, vnayrv t, phb,vrjucu, ehdxyui _ thxygri ptreuuh/

v,w hvusv duki ahjhw athcs _ k"g _t,nuk t, tjhu c,tubv vnjrhsv' vdhg

kfti vkhkv csrfu ntuxyrkhv ktr.veusa/ jcrhu v,nhnho ndhgho czv tjrzv tk jsru acpbhnhh, 947 una,skhokva,,; cmgru vburt ukbjnu/

ucpbhnhh, 4141 n,ecmho v,nhnhocvzsnbu, anjv hu,r' vht v,uugsu, huovuks, ktw v,nhnho abfbx vgrc kab,uvgarho' cagv yucv unumkj,/ vjbufhu,vsukeu, cp,j vjsr nfuubu, t, cgkvanjv keck, vjkyu, yucu, unthru,'ctupi ak nuxh; uvukl' gs kv,bummu,uvnhhsh, ak turu ak vrch nkl vnahj/

huo jnhah' tsr"j yc,' br ahah

kfcus r"j ajk kvhu, c,ul jbufvnumtho ntrui veusa cw xprh ,urv atjsnvo vut vxpr ,urv ak nahj uvabh vutxpru vthah ak vrch/

fcr tna b,ku vnusgu, vncaru, gkfhbux vhksho vgbe avukl kv,ehho vhuoc-077' cnvkfu hhgrl do ngns wkrtu,ukvhrtu,w' ftar cg, ucgubv tj, h,tjsuhvusho rcho crjch vguko' go ngnsvvskev tmk vrch/

utfi' kert, vagv a,hho n,nkt 077cvnubh hksho uhksu, actu go njbfhvokngns vdsuk/ vhksu, unuru,hvi nnkthot, jkeu vngrch ak vch, afukk do t,chn, vv,uugsuhu,' ufk ,knhsh vwjsrhowgo nknshvo nnktho t, vjke vnzrjh/

tbu v,nhnho n,pbho n-077 npbhvhksho uha vvukfho kgzr, baho _av,ruebv nhuachv _ kmpu, nao cnvklvfhbux' tu,u njcc vrch fk fl' fhsug/

t, vfhbux nbjv chs rnv vrc angui

vgfyazufv kvbju, fcr abho rcu,fhbuxho aftku' cbufju, vrch/

cagv akua n,jhk ,phk, nbjv govrch/

ktjr xhuo jzr, va".' buyk vrc susfvbuct, archy vvbjhv unznhi t, rw kuhdusayhhikscr cpbh vhksho gk jbufv/ vrcduksayhhi guav t, zv cmurv nr,e,cnhujs uktjrhu nznhi vrc fvbuc t, vjzivrc nav ykhacxehkvske, vbru,/ktjr vvskev nzfv vrc ykhacxeh t,vevk cwhvh rmui/// ahcbv///w go vjzbu,vnhujs, aku' uvevk nmyr; canjv/ktjrh zv' ncrl vrc fvbuc t, vevkccrf, fuvbho/

v,uugsu, xhuo vrnc"o vn,ehhn,vgrc buat, xdbui jdhdh n,nhs uzt,cgecu, anj, cr nmuuv vna,kc, cv/vj,i vut v,w nbjongbsk buhnici akhjvrch ctci hvusv' ut, vv,uugsu, nfcshocbufju,o fnv naphgho jxhshhonvwafubvw' nhshsh ueruch vnapjv/

tch vj,i' nzfv t, vevk cmrur xhprhnup,' jkeo ng, avu,u cwecumvw uruconjhh vakhju,/ )rtv nxdr,(

cnal vkhkv' ndhg k-077 trdz vnfhkt, vxpr vjsa ahmtu zv g,v ktur wbchtnerclw' cvumt, rw hrnhvu crbucr'uv,nhnho n,pgkho cnhujs nvwfhcuawvbshr abpgk cvumt, fzv xpr/

huo ahah' csr"j yc,' br achgh

v,phkv jdhdh, utrufv' unhhs cxhunvnzsrzho jhhkh ch, sus kfhuui vwncmg,phkhiw anaukc vpgo go wncmg jbufvw'

vrv"j rw nav ykhacxeh cvske, vbr vrchghecum, neurcho nmyknho khs vjbufhhv c-077

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facfk vncmgho vaubho jusr, fnucivakhju, vhjhsv abu,rv: eck, pbhnahj msebu cpugk nna/

,phk, nbjv ndhgv' uzt, ,vhvvpgo vtjrubv vabv ak vske,vjbufhhv cnbhhi ak vrch/ anub,vbru, gunsho nufbho' unhhs cxhuojzr, va". bhda vjzi vrc ykhacxehuguav t, nktf,u btnbv/ cxhuov,phkv nzsrzho fuko kvske,vjbufhu,' v,nhnho cjsrhvo utb"acc,hvo/

ac, eusa' pra, ne.'

wzt, jbufvw

vjbufhhv ak 077 suke, cahtakhnu,v u,ptr,v' nzfhrv kevkavbv vbv nx,hho vjd vbpkt' uhakbmk t, vhnnv vtjrubv kekhyvnktv ak fk gbhhbh jbufv/

,phk, ngrhc go vrch n,jhkvcagv jnav kjna utk gnus v,pkvbhda vrc aknv khhc tcrnuch./

krdk ac, wzt, jbufvw ukrdk nkt,rcg abv nhuo cutbu kwecumvw'ntrdbho cudrh hahcu, mp, uerhh, d,xgusu, ac, jdhdhu,' ctuuhrv nhujs,/cudrh mp, nehhnho t, vxgusvc,knus ,urv wtur nbjow' ucudrh erhh,d, nehhnho tu,v cch, tj,nnapju, vwafubvw/ vxgusu,vnhujsu, nbumku, kjhzue vwtvc,rghow uvrda, vnapj,hu, vtnurvkarur chi v,nhnho/

kjhu, nahj' zv v,pehs' kt k,,kadrv kvevu, t, vjhu, avrch nklvnahj akhy"t vcghr cbu/ uvsrl vrtaubvkfl vht kknus auc uauc t, scrhu akvrch' fh scrhvo ak msheho jhho unjhho/

tmk v,nhnho' tku kt re napyhghsus' tkt echguhu, czni ucbpa/ nv bvsrvnjzv krtu, cagv nuesn, ak cuer huovac, t, vaukji vtrul vjumv t, fkrjcu ak 077' nue; nfk msshu cauru,fpuku, ak cjurho vvudho hjs cscrnkfu, vacugh/

"/// gs fsh fl abrda tmku afk znianahj msebu gshhi kt ct cpugk ucdkuh'hnhu jxrho///" fl nfrhz vwcgk eurtw v,urit, veyg nvahjv' uvntzhbho aungho'

npbhnho un,gurrho/

,phk, ajrh, go vrch n,jhkv cagvgar cshue' unneuo gnhs, vjzi cueg euknufr anzfhr kfuko t, vburtho achnhvabv' vkt vut euku vgrc ak rw nrsfhcreuch.wakfcus xhuo jd vjbufv vjkhykzfu, tu,bu cjzbu, jxhsh, nhujs,/

kerht, v,urv numtho nvtrui t,wxpr ,urv ak nahjw uxpru vthah ak vrchnkl vnahj/ vwcgk eurtw ndhg knhkvvabhv cprav' vkt vht ,hc, wne.w'uv,nhnho n,tpeho akt kunr ceuk t,vwtvtw vhsug ahumt nphu ak hvush "ftarvut aung t, vnhkv ne. unhhs bzfr ce.

vhnho uce. vhnhi"' fscrh vrchcwne. b"tw/

ktjr xhuo vvpyrv gukvgk vchnv vrc hux; hmjeekrujuzr gk ahj, eusa nvrchakhy"t nkl vnahj/

ktjr ,phk, nux; nfrhzvdcth vrc zkni khpxergkwv,uugsu, eusa nhy sgr rchnkl vnahj///w a,,ehho cagvtjs ujmh/

v,uugsu, ak vrch/vjhhkho ak vrch gauhhonjunr nhujs/ auo vgkouvx,r kt hfuk kvo/ fcr akagarv abv akt rutho t, vrch'tl vtnubv cugr, cahtgumn,v/ gunsho cv,uugsu,unjfho kv,dku,/

vrchux; rhhmgx bgns gkvxpxk ueurt ceuk nxprxghpho nvwscr nkfu,w vacugh/cxhuo verhtv vut tunrwkjhhow krch usura ngune khcuudrubu' cao fk cbh hartk t,vv,dku, ak vrch kghi fk',hf; unhs nna/

ntujr hu,r' n,tjsho kvoabh j,bho kaukji tjs'uverucho uvhshsho n,ecmhouctho/ nvr ntus purmhorheush vwhjhw cnbdhb, wanj,anjw/

fcfk ac,' nbumk znivwrguut srguuhiw kxsr bhdubhocnrfz 077 ukjzr, st"j/,nhnho rcho btkmho kvhgsrnthrugho hjushho tku uzt,

cgecu, wvevk, evhku,wuwnxhcu, ac,w avo ncmgho fg, cafubu,nrujeu, crjch bhu hure/

ktjr ngrhc uverb, vuhstu' nfrhzvrc heu,htk rtphu"r nyv ahrv uznrvgk rheush anjv ah,ehhnu fg, kfcus wzt,jbufvw ukfcus eck, pbh nahj msebu/ chirdg nugnsho vturdi ungrf, vvdcrvuvrheusho bnafho agv trufv fngy gskwxsrw vn,jhk cagv acg ujmh cshue/

vrc dgrkhmeh kt nuu,r gk xhuovrnc"o' vrc rtp kt nuu,r gk vprprtu,uv,nhnho zufho ni vms kxgus, nkuuvnkfv nktv cfk yuc' fhsv vrjcv akwkaf, guah jch,hiw/

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fk vbuyk pruyv

nthuc _n,crl

cv,uugsu, vcr nmuuv kcbu xhpr vrc buhni' akhjvrch ctci hvusv: vhv zv cg, avu,h cwecumvw/ tj,nvjbuhu, vecugu, tkhvo vhh,h bfbx nhsh huo ahahkwncmg ,phkhiw vh,v jbu, knumrh jank unerrho/

ctjs vpgnho abfbx,h tkhu' vut xhpr kh t,vxhpur skvki: vhv zv ftar bxg,h tk nufr xhyubthdsuk ak nfahrh jank' nnbu tbh eubv re kgh,ho bshru,/ktjr afcr vgnx,h gk vnath, t, vebhv' ubhda,hkako ku' dhkh,h k,svn,h aafj,h t, trbeh cch,/

vnufr vxfho kv,par gk ghrcui ahcyhj t,v,akuo cvzsnbu, vfh erucv' uvscr vfh her-grlabat,h gkh tz vhv sukr ak vrch/ b,,h ku t, vsukr'ubxg,h/ fnuci aktjr nfi akj,h ku t, v,akuo' tktat, vsukr ak vrch afj,h kcea uvut batr tmku/

ktjrh em, hu,r nabv' fabmrf,h kvdhg auc ktu,vjbu,' vbv crdg vrtaui' fabxg,h gk vrjuc cu gnsvvjbu, cpgo agcrv' vhv bsnv kh avjbu, thbbv/// vhtpauy kt vh,v ao! ktjr ncy neruc hu,r' vcb,h azvtu,v jbu, tkt avht vpfv kcbhhi dsuk///

bfbx,h kcbhhi uatk,h t, vnzfhrv ahacv cfbhxvvhfi tbh numt t, vnufr ak vjbu, agnsv fti pgo/vnzfhrv vchyv gkh cpkhtv' utnrv: "nv' t,v juacafzv nvr bh,i kvhpda th,u?!/// mrhl k,to pdhav' uktbrtv kh acjusa veruc ha ku zni pbuh cfkk///"

cehmur' n,crr anrdg eck,u t, vsukr ak vrch'v,jhkv vvmkjv kvthr ku pbho cmurv gk ycgh,kjkuyhi!

kcxu;' favmkj,h kvhpda th,u' vut tnr kh:",ang' tbh nufi k,, kl nv at,v rumv' tck re ktt, vsukr ak vrch///"

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muu, hugmu,

nemughu,

jc"shu,

nfk vtr.

dr ctr. veusa

ungubhhi

kprxo nusgv

c"ch, nahj"?

mkmk hahru,:

0700493-250

nbsh cuxyunxeh'

njke, vnusgu, ak

"ch, nahj" ctr. veusa

~

tdr, ,bjunhona,,pho tbu cmgrv ak vthav vherv uvjaucv' nxurv ckc

ubpa kvpm, ,urv ujxhsu, cfk t,r ut,r

vdcw sbhtkv,jhw duki

ukcgkv vrw susahw

ukfk cbh vnapjv vfcusv

gk pyhr, cbo vher' v,nho vnmuhhi'

jhh"k cmctu ak vrch abpyr cg, nhkuh akhju,u'

akhju, vrch nv"n' ctupi ak tur uanjv cv,payu,

v,w navg"v

vneuo hbjo t,fo c,ul atr tckh mhui uhruakho'

unfti ukvct tl yuc ujxs hrspufo cyuc vbrtv uvbdkv fk vhnhoQ

bjnv ubhjuo ,rtu cvnal vgcusv vpurhv c"hpumu nghhbu,hl"

vpm, ,urv ujxhsu, kbanu, mntu,' gs kehuo vhgus "et,h nr"'

cdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv u"unjv vw sngv ngk fk pbho"

cv,dku, vrch nv"n ,hf; unhs nna

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knyv nygo usg,kgh,ho tpar kjauc ukeuu,' fh th

tpar krs, gus nvneuo tkhu hrsbu gs fv/kti gus tpar kvdhg ktjr fk vyguhu,agau rtah vakyui chartk cnujovnguu, vck,h b,px?

tck pgo tjr pgo tbu n,csho'unchbho fh thi dcuk khrhsv/ favo hursho'vo hursho gs k,vuo/ rta vnnakv tvustuknry bpda cnumth ac, go tcu ntzihn"a' favut ncht gnu vjkyv kvpahrntv nhkhui sukr ahnnbu yrur urmj/v,eaur, vhartkh,' avht vzrug vncmg,ak tuhcbu csg, vevk' vpfv t, tcu ntzikesua ngubv' are ghnu bufk kvdhgkvxfo' uvfk hcut gk neunu kakuo/ flnbxv tuknry kvphj ruj jhho cnnak,u/

vtnrhetho fcr kujmho gk hhauo aknp, vsrfho' ufk nh asnhhi fh xhpurvvhb,eu, vut xu; pxue' ktur vnvkunu,ajypbu' n,csv auc/ n,crr akrugukragu, thi dcuku,/ rta vnnakv vrhhusg vhyc anvfx; vzv hhrmju gus hvusho'vhk",' fsh kvdchr t, vkj. gk hartk/rta vnnakv husg vhyc aajrur vtxhrho

hcht krhcuh phdugho' fph afcr vufjcpgnho veusnu,/ vfx; annak, vsnhovjkhyv kvgchr ktcu ntzi' vut fx; ycukcso hvush/

cgus rta vnnakv nckhd gk hrhvyhkho kgcr asru, utaekui vacug)cneuo txyrydh( ufchfuk n,ehhn,vpxe, ta' vrh achartk bj,u jnhahoyhkho/ tphku ar vchyjui avpl zv nfcrkkgd ukabhbv' nchi xu; xu; fh vpxe, vtan,pra, fjukav/ vyrur neck prx pgotjr pgo/

ufl' cgus arta vnnakv neso,vkhfho kajrur njckho' vrh nvgcrvabh nnahfu, zrugu, vchyjui kdragaru, napju, nc,hvo kkt napy ukktshi/

vsrsur vck,h b,px vzv' thbu hfukkvhu, nuxcr cafk tbuah/ to cgcr vhukms vabh th-tku yhgubho avhv kvo ngyneuo cvdhui' vrh afhuo vfk n,bvk ctupiak knyv nygo usg,/

v,aucv vhjhsv vht kvcht t,vscrho kngkv nygo usg,/ kvph. t, scrvw zu vkfv kkt vpxe' knju, kkt vr;/ zvgmnu hcht kvjka,i ukchyuki ak vdzhru,

vburtu, vnrjpu, gk huach tr. veusa/

nv chi byurh-er,t

ktuknry? nakj, vnfbv gmnv "byurh er,t"'

tbaho vn,jzho khvusho jrsho' bpdaukpbh acughho go baht thrti uva,,pucfbx kvfja, vautv/ vupg,o gurrvprucuemhv' uzf,v cmse kdhbuhho ujrnu,nfk fhuui/ tnbo' cngahvo ak tu,vecumv nyurp, ,tc, prxuo' kt crur nvnhs, vbze adrnu ctupi ngah kchyjui gohartkQ vbze vut c,juo vmvr,h uvjhkukvw vdsuk adrnu/

nthsl' vpdhav ak tuknry go hu"rvrau, vpka,hbh,' jnurv gar, nubho'u,cht cuustu, dnurv ktxubu, jnurhocdu; ucbpa vhk",/ tu,u tcu ntzi vbuatc,utr vbaht vpka,hbh' gav t,vsueyury aku gk vfja, autv' uvbv'vpkt upkt' fti vfk far uhar uvut bjacvhuo k",euu, vakuo" ak vhartkho/ tznsug pdha,u ak tuknry go tcu ntzi'nfjha vautv' bjac, kkdhyhnh, hu,r?unv do avht nchtv cfbphv ngahoupguku, adurnho kbze kgo vhvush' cgusacpdha, tbah vbyurh er,t vehmubhho'vbze vhv crnv vvmvr,h,?!

rta vnnakv uarhu n,gknho cnfuuinfk vburu, vtsunu, vnvcvcu, ctzvrvrmupv/ vo bu,bho knnahfh srfo akvbtmho hn"a kvnahl cngahvo mgs tjrmgs kgcr "vp,rui vxuph"' chshgv crurvk,umtu, avo nuchkho tkhvo/ fuko fcr

60|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

akhnu, vtr.

xnl nkl ccktk hruakho

"ha anugu, agunsho kajrr tk; njckho rumjho ,nur,

vjhhk dkgs akhy ahjhw kturl hnho yucho' uvw h,i ahaujrr

ceruc/ jucv gkhbu kmt, ukvcvhr t, scr vw zu vkfv

anuct, cnabv nxw dhyhi s; nvw g"t czv vkaui: wthi pushi

t, vacuhhi h,r gk fsh snhvi npbh ,heui vgukow

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rtu t, v,umtu, ak vuh,urho gs fv'ukphfl' vvnal csrl vzt, nvuuv cdhsvkfk scr/ ah,u; pgukv go tu,o rumjho'vrh vut cdsr pag bds go/ fk tjs ahuacfhuo cechby vchyjubh' husg cmurv crurvfh fk tu,i vgcru, ak nkhubh sukrho ktcuntzi' zv fx; byu kyrur vrmjbh ahuchkkvnal vphdugho/ vscrho thbo cdsrbcutv ukt cdsr g,hsu,' tkt nmhtu,/

to t, tu,o ehmubhho n"byurh er,t"ha kbsu, ukvjrho' vrh t, nr tuknryunnak,u ha kvgchr ni vguko/ fh ,gchrnnak, zsui ni vtr. ccht, nahj msebu,hf; unhs nna/

tck tanho tbjbu fkh v,eaur, mhhbu vacug abv

knjk,u ak trhtk arui' nnbv kt eo gsvhuo/ kt mrhl k,tr kt; tjs neurthbunv erv ntz' ftar fk vnxdru, bacru/vnkjnv ckcbui' vxfbu, nvsruo' vgukovnuxknh umhr vrag ak yvrti-snaeav,gurr k,jhhv' pkhyu, vpv ak rtavnnakv' uvv,srsru, ak vngrf,vakyubh,-nayr,h,-mcth,-napyh,/

rcho autkho thl zv erv kbu?

vrch nv"n ,nhs nknsbu' fh fahaeuaht' mrhfho krtu, fhms v,urvn,hhjx, kfl/ cnfhr, hux; f,uc avtjhohrsu knmrho uhrsv gkhvo vmrv vdsukvgo hux; kpbh av,uusg tk tjhu uvtahnoavo nrdkho' tnru vtjho tha tk rgvu"tck tanho tbjbu gk tjhbu tar rthbumr, bpau cv,jbbu tkhbu ukt angbu gk fictv tkhbu vmrv vzt,"/

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nt,:ah dpi

nsug pdha,o ak tbah "byurh er,t" vehmubhho cfbx nfjhah

vautv zf,v kdhbuhho nfk vemuu, uthku pdha,u ak tuknry go

tcu-ntzi' agav t, vsueyury aku gk vfja, vautv' zf,v

k,acju,? nv vpka,hbho hgau go ntv nkhui vsukrho ahartk

ngchrv kvo chnho tku? unv erv garho utj, abv cshue' ktjr

ahj,u vbcuth, ak vrch cgbhhi ajrur njckho?

mv"k pugk fnu rucuy gk ph ,f,hcho nshbhho kt-aeukho/

c,nubv _ rucuy mvkh nskhe bru, jbufv ctjs vcxhxxho cacug agcr/ mhkuo su"m

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kmgrbu gcrbu nvsurv ak nfhr, hux;c,ufbh, vvhb,eu,/ napj, vpag ak aruiga,v ngaho akt hhgau ctkph hvushocmurv ngurr, jkjkv/ re nvb,ubhovtjrubho vn,prxnho gukv fh ahgurvnjku, cerc ndurah dua eyh; vufpk'akt kscr gk prbx,o ufcuso abdzku nvo'ufi cghu, eau, unru, cakuo ch, ucrhtu,vbpa ufuw/ ftar rthbu cmr, bpao' vrharuc vmhcur gns caey ni vms' uvgsh;kmpu, cv,rjauhu, ctnmgu, vgh,ubhouvnxfho/

fhuo' fabv unjmv tjrh' ftar fkvnmhtu, cnzrj v,hfui va,b,v )nzrj,hfui jsa///(' fsth abvhv fbho go gmnbuubgav jacui bpa buec gk nv uknv vdhgtkhbu vmrv vzt,' "cv,jbbu tkhbu uktangbu"/ fukbu zufrho vhyc t, vnapyhovmurnho uvneunnho ak jkeho brjchocmhcur' fukk tbaho n,ufbu' "nv ha kbuth,o? ahmtu nao' zv kt gxe akbu"/rcbho ajaau n,duc, vakyui' gnsu nvmsfthku vdhrua vtfzrh unxhr, vayjho zvnavu akt budg tkhvo/

cshue kpbh 12 abho:

vrch nscr ak

ajrur txhrhocfkh v,eaur, purxo cvrjcv pxe

vvkfv ak vdtui vrc dskhv texkrus'njauch rcbh tb"a' bds ajrur vtxhrho dokt cgs vjzr, dkgs akhy/ ufl fu,c vrctexkrus "ha anugu, agunsho kajrrtk; njckho rumjho ,nur, vjhhk dkgsakhy ahjhw kturl hnho yucho' uvw h,iahaujrr ceruc/ jucv gkhbu kmt, ukvcvhrt, scr vw zu vkfv anuct, cnabv nxwdhyhi s; nvw g"t czv vkaui: wthi pushi t,vacuhhi h,r gk fsh snhvi npbh ,heuivgukow/

"gk fi jucv kgurr t, fk puxeh vsurkmuu, gk vnpkdu, vs,hu, ctupitukyhnyhch kv,bds cfk ,ue; kmgs nyur;afcr bgav cgcr uvcht rjnbt khmkikjurci dsuk/ fhsug avajrur veuso aktk; njckho ,nur, abh acuhho dro khhxusvthb,hptsv ukvrd tkph bpau, nhartkvhk",/

"nfhui avnbvhdho bcufho vo ctr.uftar hthru kvo scr vw zu vkfv uh,rhgunpbh jurci dsuk agkuk mgs fzv kvcht ktpju, ndhrua dua eyh; uvnjckho hrtu czvgus bhmjui ugus jukav xupbh, rj"k akvnnakv ubmhk tu,o nvgchrv ak kt,gnus gk so rgl"/

fnu ,nhs cahju,hu ak vrch nklvnahj tbu numtho ,aucv kfk scr ugbhhi/uctupi nsvho' cshue cnumth zt, jbufv,an"u kpbh 12 abho' vrch shcr cvrjcvucmgr rc ak vahyv vzt,' ugs avrchnfbv t, vajrurho vxhyubthho vkku",nhsho fxsro":

t; njck thbu pujs n"guba" akhahcv cch,-xuvr hartkh _ tsrcv: aoheck t, mrfhu' tfhkv' a,hv ushrv _ni vnufi _ nv athbu zufv keck ftarn,dkdk cfpru/// unv do a,ul zni emr,,cmg ghxev ak wvjkp,-acuhhow'acv hajrru tu,u' chjs go gus ntu,njckho fnu,u' gcur 5-3 hvusho' fphavhv cgcr ubgav fcr ctupi ak",nhsho fxsro"/

ucahj, pra, ne. ,as"n vrch shcrcftc gk fl ath-xhuo vpgukv vbmrf,'vchtv cxupu ak scr kajrur tkphnjckho:

sucr fnv-pgnho atrmu,-vcrh,vh,v ngubhhb, cxhuo vpgukvcakhnu,v' unygo zv _ gzc bahttrmu,-vcrh, t, ghr-vchrv k,eupvnxuhhn,' n,ul ,euv ahbmku t, vznifsh kxhho t, vpgukv/ uknru, zt,'vmurl kv,rpx cpbh vduh ukhat-jicghbhu vut gs fsh fl _ ado ftar fk-tjs-utjs nchi cpayu, ado vduhnxfho ungubhhi cscr' npjsho vo kgau,zt,!

uf,umtv nzv _ ndhgho knmcamrhfho kajrr t, tkph vnjckho'uktpar kvo kjzur kneunu,hvo ctupinturdi' ukvnahl _ rjnbt-khmki _ cfkpguku,hvo!

fuub, vscrho thbv knjkue, ukshuiav,bvk ctr. hartk vto vhv murlkajrr tkph njckho ,nur, ajruro akaav hvusho _ kt gk zv nsucr g,v' fhto gk vscrho avchtu khsh nmc zv _",jk,u cpahgv uxupu ctubx"! azvuvvrda aha murl kvfbg ,hf; unhs cpbh

fk kj.' vhpl vdnur nvbvdv ctupi ak"dtui hgec"! uftnur' aura vcghv vht_ rda vbjh,u, cpbh vduh uvmurlkv,rpx cpbhu ukhat-ji cghbhu/

ucahj, pra, uhac ,an"j vnahlvrch kscr cbuat zv utnr:

vnmc vcyjubh ctr. hartk vuklun,srsr ctupi ncvhk _ gs ahaneunu, ahvusho bnmtho ao cxfb,bpau, nnaQ vurdho hvusho cpugkrjnbt-khmki' cagv afnv ntkvan,pehso vscr' kt guaho sh fshk,pux t, vnjckho' fbrtv nauoaftar h,pxu tu,o uhmyrfu kypk cvo',gnus cpbhvo vcghv ak "nv htnruvduhho"' uvmurl kvmyhhr cghbh vgukof"tbah-akuo"/

do ftar fcr ,pxu njckho uvuahcutu,o cch,-fkt _ vrh fgcur znivjkhpu ntu, rcu, nvo ,nur, fnvhvusho cussho/ ncjhbv vkf,h, _ h,fiaha neuo kscr' afi xu; xu;' nvacuhhoak cbh-hartk' fk tjs nvo vut "gukonkt"' tck' tku avjkhyu gk ajrurntu, vnjckho _ kt chrru cthzv,btho nu,r vjhku;' ucthzv ,btho txurunuakk tphku ncjhbv cyjubh,'ufnpurxo afnv nvnjckho avujkpu _b,pxu cpguku, jckbu, gk hshvo gmno/

xnl nkl cck

tk hruakhotbu bnmtho grc muo vgahrh cyc,'

gkhu btnr "xnl nkl cck tk hruakho"/

nna chnho tku rutho cnuja fhms fkvtunu, mrho gk hruakho' uvnkfuhu,n,dru, cfk vbudg ktr. veusa ctupi aktrthbu ngukoQ tl fph avrch nkl vnahjvcyhj' afhuo kpbh vdtukv' v"xnl nklcck" zv nkaui xhug ugzrv' usuuet n,ulvv,dru, ak tunu, vguko' vo hxhhgu kcbhhartk/

gkhbu nuyk ch,r at, uch,r guz'kgau, vfk ado crdgho vxpurhouvtjrubho ak vdku,' banur gk aka,vaknuhu, akhnu, vgo' akhnu, v,urvuakhnu, vtr.' u,hf; unhs nna hvpfuhnho tku kaaui ukanjv uanj, guko gkrtabu/

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ukcbh hartkvhh,v turv uanjvntu, c,h jc"s utkph pghkho' kt vu,hruvabv auo phbv jaufv/ kfk neuo vo

vchtut, tur vjd uanj, vdtukv/ ntu, tkph jbufhu, thahu, unrfzhu,

vthrucnvkl hnh vjbufv t, nrfzh vgrho' t, vebhubho vdsukho' p,jh

vjbuhu,' vnrfzho vrputhho' ,jbu, vnayrv' ns"t unfch vtaQ t, ,th

vngmr uc,h vfkt ut, vnuxsu, vxhgushho/ cv cg, _ ntu, tkph jbufhu,

thahu, unrfzhu, vthru t, nrfzh vgrho ctur ak anjv yvurv ujxhsh, <<

ahhr, vtur ak nuac "cre,"nphmv t, tur vjbufv utur vdtukv

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gne hzrgtkhrhs jc"s av,ehho cenpux vnfkkv

vtesnh, cgne hzrgtk' gns do vpgocxhni "ngy tur sujv vrcv jual"/ t,vhrhs ehho fnu cfk abv akhj vrch nklvnahj kgne vrc tkhgzr dchr./vxyusbyho vrchobjapu k,fbho akjc"s/

cfbhxv gnssufi bru, ac, eusaatu,u thhau ,knhsu, "ch, jhv" ujhkeubru, ac,ujunr hvushgk ac, ujd vjbufv/aht vhrhsvhv cvskev vnrfzh, atu,vgrl vakhj vrc dchr.' ado bat scrhonr,eho gk vear ak jbufv tz uvhuo kturahju,hu ak vrch/

jsrvctjs nhnh vjd v,ehhnv cnkui si

ehxrhv' nxhc, jbufv nputr, knapju,bpdgh vyrur' cxhni "vtur hbmj"/ vghrjsrv hsgv nftucho unvkunu, ak phdughyrur eaho cabho vtjrubu, uvu,hrvnapju, acuru,' vurho afukho' tknbu,uh,unho/ ch, jc"s cbhvuko ak vakujhovrc hujbi cuyni uvrceukhbnux eupmhebr,o kgnus khnhi vnapju, chnh adrv ujdgk nb, kguss ukjze t, vnapju,/

fnu fi' cfk huo nhnu, vjd hmtu pghkhch, jc"s kfk c,h vgxe cghr uahnju t,veahaho uvdknusho' favjhsua vabv vhvjbufhhv dsukv unthrv avu,ebv gk dd ch,vvx,sru,' nguz npt"h vvhxyurh,/

tkebv' ngrc vaunruich, jc"s tkebv acngrc vaunrui

cvbvk, akhj vrch nkl vnahj' vrc hmjeegbhd' grl pghku, gbhpv cjd vjbufvcerc,uach tkebv uvxchcv/ do tbahvchyjuiujhhhkh mv"k vrcho vnar,hocthzur'kt eupju/ vuskeu jbufhu,mhcurhu,' cjbuhu, uc,h gxeho' cgnsu,ucnjxunho/ fnu fi jukeu snh jbufvuxupdbhu,' uvrcv tur uanjv/

ctr hgeckrdk p,hj, ab, v-001 khauc ctr

hgec' bgrl yex nnkf,h' tu,u p,j akhjvrch kctr hgec _ vrc anutk cernicvske, bru, jbufv chjs go ar vtumr nrtcrvo vhrazui/ vrc cerni t; bat scrhokpbh vna,,pho cvonapju, nhhxshvhauc/

prsx-jbv frfur

cnvkl hnh vjbufv vuskeu jbufhu,cgaru, rcu, ak c,h gxe' phmrhu,'ntphu,' nxpru, ugus _ cbux; kjbufhu,vnrfzhu, cghr/ ,nhnho n,u,"k b,bhvgcru nhsh grc chi c,h vgxe abgbu canjvkvske, jbufhhv/

hksh prsx-jbv zfu kfhbux jdhdh kfcusvjd abgrl cn,b"x vghrubh' cfhbuxva,,pu fntv hksho f"h/

do ksucrh vruxh, acghr bgrl fhbuxcn,b"x vghrubh ucu va,,pu d"f garu,rcu, ak tbaho baho uy;/

frnh murfnhsh abv' hmt vrc sus ruzbpks' nbvk

mghrh jc"s frnh mur' kcxhxh mv"k cthzurdua gmhui g"n kvcht kfk jhhk ujhhk t,anj, vjd/

cfk neuo tkhu vdhg' v,eck canjvgk hsh vjhhkho azufu kehho t, nmu,vske, vbru,' kyguo xupdbhv ukanugahjv ak vrch gk nvu, vjd unmuu,hu/

ch,r ghkh,do vabv trdi nrfz mctu, vw cghr

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ch,r ghkh, cbhvuk v,nhnho hthr abhhsruhgec mhbtnui t, nxhc, jbufvvnxur,h, an,ehhn, nhsh abv khkshvghr/ vfbx bp,j g"h vnbjv vrv"j dhtnkfv ap,j go nru.khnh ch, abh cxhpurjbufv/ ktjr nfi xhpur xus vbr vakhahuvske, bru, jbufv/

ahtu ak vgrc vh,v vupg,u ak rphjbi veuxo' arh,e t, vhksho cnal agvtrufv/

cxu; vfbx grl vnbjv jhsui buatprxho gk nvu, vjd utvc, hartk/ cbux;kfl bgrfu vdrku, chi vna,,pho gkprxho herh grl uxprh eusa/ vprx vdsukvhv tupbh vrho/

cxhuo vfbx hmtu fk vhksho ntuarhonvah vnfucs ,run,nrfz mctu, vw ch,rghkh, afkk xupdbhv' pruxpey nvusr' usnhjbufv' unktho c,ufi jxhsh' acgz"vhnahl kvthr t, srfo/

hksh asru, udua eyh;kngkv njna, tkph hksho nndurah

dua eyh; umpui vaunrui uhksh asru,'va,,pu cjd vjbufv chnh fh; uvpbhbd gbeatrdi wvnyv vguknh kvmk, vgo uvtr.w,j, vfu,r, "cjbufv anjho go vhkshovdhcurho"/ vvpbhbd v,ehho chaucho hscbhnhi' ghi murho' bhmi' frnhv' ach aunruiuasru,/ vthrug turdi cah,u; ch, jc"sjck gzv uasru, uch, nahj mpui vaunrui/

vhksho va,gagu cn,ebho n,bpjhouva,,pu cpghkuhu, aubu, kfcus jbufv/ fibvbu nfhcus ua,hv avuctu gcuro jhbo/casru, ntu, vhksho ecku do n,bu,heru, grl/ hmuhhi fh ,ul fsh pghku,bj,yhk etxo xnul kneuo cu v,ehhovvpbhbd/ hu"r vnyv vrc akuo sc uukpt'cher cnvkl vhuo cthrugho av,ehhnuutnr a"go hartk mrhl kvphe kejuk,nul ukxhhg cndurah dua eyh;ucasru,"/

cgecu, vmkj, vncmg' vjkhy vnyv

vguknh kvdchr t, grhf, hnh vfh;uvvpbhbd do khhaucho chvusv uaunruiuhhauch eu vghnu,/

fpr xctjbufv cfpr xct vabv vdhg kaht ak

pghku,/ nrfz jc"s cbhvuku ak vakhj vrc

hutk hnhbhhmt cncmgh jbufv kfk afcu,vtufkuxhhv ukdhktho vaubho/ vpghku,vehpv tkph na,,pho' tbaho baho uy;:nxhc, jbufv khksho ckuuh nupg kvyuyhonsvho' ufi "vske, jbufhh, vgbe"cva,,pu, ntu, tbaho baho uy;/ rtavghrhhv nr hvusv ci jnufucs cvske,vjbufhhv/ "tha vta" rh,e t,

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ahhr, bhhsu, jc"s vphmv t, caur, vdtukv"ahhr, vybeho keck, pbh nahj msebu' vrch akhy"t nkhuctuuhya ncrf, t,

fk ch, hartk ccrf, jd jbufv anj unthr"' zu vhh,v vvfrzv aangu tkphon,uach tr. veusa cnal jd vjbufv gk hsh ahhr, vybeho ak bhhsu, jc"s crtau,vrc sus bjaui/ vahhrv bgv crjch vtr. uprxnv t, bx jbufv ucaur, vdtukvctuzbh tkph hvusho/

ccueru ak huo akhah _ br rchgh ak jbufv' hmtv vahhrv ncxhx bhhsu, jc"scbmr, ghkh,' khuo dsua ugnux ak pghku, crjch vtr./ vahhrv bgv nvmpui kfhuuivnrfz ,ul fsh pghku, chaucho ucgrho acsrl/ cfk neuo tkhu vdhgu' v,eckuvybehxyho canjv cuky,' grfu vskeu, nrfzhu, ufhbuxh hksho' jhkeu tkphxupdbhu,' gkubho usnh jbufv k,uacho cruc ahrv uzhnrv/

t, ngy vagu, abu,ru kvo knbuj, vkhkv gau vybehxyho cfpr jc"s' uvafoccuer auc vhu gk vrdkhho kert, hunv vabh ak vahhrv/ do fti zfu haucho rchoknrtv vnrda ak vahhrv vnuphgv famkhkh vnuzhev creg/ fnu crhyutk ecug _eck, pbho vbkvc, ak v,uacho vnmyrpho kahrv ukrheusho' vhh,v bkvc,/ xhunuak huo zv vhv cvskev nrfzh, cerh, tubu uktjrhv v,uugsu, jxhsh, akvybehxyho go tb"a cneuo' gk hsh hu"r bhhsu, jc"s vrc sus bjaui urw tch ytuc/vv,uugsu, bnafv gs vagu, veybu, ak vkhkv/

t, hunv vakhah hhjsv ahhr, vybeho k,uachv vsrunhho ak vtr.' ftarkpbu, grc vmphbv _ kgcr cxhx vhgs cbmr, ghkh,' ,ul fsh pghku, chaucho acsrl/vabv vuao sda nhujs gk ngcr cmhrho nrfzhho fsh kprxo ffk vbh,i t, caur,vdtukv ak vrch akhy"t avbv vbv nahj ct/

vahhrv vupgkv cgzr, muu, "ybehxyho" nhahcu, jc"s ctr. _ cnhujs hahc,jc"s cbmr, ghkh, _ abyku jke ck,h bprs cvfbu, vrcu, kahhrv/ vtjrtho cpugkgk vahhrv vhu rw rtuciturciuv,nhnho nav f.' nav bjaui' nbsh dchr.uhuxhytuc agcsu hnho fkhku, kvmkj, vahhrv uchmugv cpugk kbj"r vrch nkl vnahj/

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vna,,pho cnupg ta nsvho/

fi bgrfv nxhc, jbufv kbahocva,,pu, fntv baho aangu vrmtvnr,e, cbuat: "vtur ach" nph vrmv nrajr msue/

cnvkl vjd bgrfu ncmgho cgxehoucebhui grho' vukseu jbufhu, cneunu,nrfzhho ucch, vrputv "nthr" gknjkeu,hu' ufi c,jb, vnayrv' nfch ta'ns"t' uccxhxh unumch mv"k vafbho kfprxct/

hruakho _ vr bu; afub, vr bu; vhruaknh, zf,v ktrdi

fbx jbufv nrvhc kfjnhaho nhkshvafubv/ vfbx v,ehho cnrfz vpxhvafub,h' ctrdubo vnumkj ak pghkhmctu, vw' ucxhugo ak v,nhnho hmjehduki' hux; abpxeh' kuhe ybbcuho' tpktvri' uvubjv cyuc ygo g"h nrsfh mhhzkr/

ktjr tnhr, 21 vpxueho uvske, brahah' vfr, whjhw uabho gar vpxuehovuzni vajei rw ardh zgkhd' knupg nemughdsua cvunur ucnxrho jhbufhho' avathruju,o gk fk vhksho/

tkui nurv _ kc vaunruivncmg go jhhkh mv"k ak ch, jc"s

tkui nurv ckc vaunrui v,jhk chuo rtauickhkv cvske, a,h jbufhu, gbe cmun,,puj ucmun, vjyhcv agk hs afo/

fgarho ntb"a uv,nhnho avdhgu nth,nr'hmvr unhahcu, ,u", cmp,' rjucu,' turhvusv' usk,ui/ vpghkho hmtu cacgvrfcho ubprxu kturl ukrujc vaunruicnyrv kvdhg knpda thah go f-005'2jhhkho vnpuzrho ccxhxhho' njxunho',mphu, uhaucho rcho cayj dsuk/

rw hmje xbsruhnhmvr ,fbi nxkukhonsuheho kfk tjs njna, vrfcho apgkucnal vjd/ vaht vhv cgarv cxhxhoav,ehhnu cvo vskeu, gcur jhhkho rcho/vjhhkho hmtu cahrv tshrv urheushobkvcho/

nbvk ch, jc"s' vrc hvusv ruchi'aabho rcu, guxe cncmgho tkv' vhvnup,g ngumn, v,euuv kdtuk, hartk g"hnahj msebu/

p,j ,euuvbr akhah ak jbufv vuske cch, jc"s

p,j ,euuv cnxhc, jbufv go napju,bpdgh vyrur/ vnxhcv bgrfv gk hsh vnyvkngi bpdgh vyrur ak "mghrh jc"s" uch,jc"s/

vrc bp,kh khpxerp,j cscrho gkvnxrho njd vjbufv' uvznhi t, nbvkvpghku, cch, jc"s vakhj vrc nuyhdurkhektnhr, pre ,vhkho/ rdg nrda vhvftar v,fcs cvske, vbru,nr rjnho ciakuoav,tkni nrghh,u fbr, c,hv z"k

abrmjv cphdug cghr/

chuo jnhah' f"d fxku' v,ehho cwshurfpr dbhow grc kjd vjbufv' cva,,pu,fntv sucrh ruxh,/ vrc nthr uurzucukve, vfkhznrho ak mghrh jc"s gauanj' ,ul fsh n,i vxcr nnmv gk nvu,vjd/rta vghr chrl uvrc nrsfh durkhetnr scrh ,urv/ cbux; hmtu pghkh ch,jc"s kauueho ukrjucu,' vskheu jbufhu,uahnju t, vgucrho uacho/

rn, ditjs vthrugho vnrdaho chu,r cnal

hnh vjbufv ccurx, vhvkunho vhartkh,vht vvskev vnrfzh,' kert,v n,fbxhojcrh vcurxv' ebhhbho' ncerho uturjho/vvskev bgrfv ctuko vgxeho vnrfzh'cva,,pu, rta ghrh, rn, di nr mch cr'baht curx, vhvkunho nr tch pz' bahtvcurxv ktcbh ji nr aknv tas' ubahtvfcus ak vpsrmhv vguknh, nr anutkabhmr/

"kcs nvvskev vnrfzh, _ nuxrvrcjdh vkuh' nbvk ch, jc"s ccurx,vhvkunho _ tbu n,prxho cfktrcg,cbhhbh eunpkex vhvuknho' unzfho t,vhvusho cvske, bru,' njkehoxupdbhu,unphmho t, anj, vjbufv"/

mpui vaunruiwch, nahjw cmpui vaunrui cbhvuku ak

vrc turhtk durphek' pgk chnh jbufvcaht vnr. cfk tzur mpui vaunrui ueuv,pr/ cagu, vhuo grfu v,nhnho fhbuxhhksho afkku tnhr, pxueho' jhsubho'prxho uvmdv nr,e, vnnjhav t, bxvjd/

nsh grc' vdhgu v,nhnho kfk vcxhxhouvnumcho actzur cgzr, vjbufhu,'vxupdbhu, vjnu,' uvgrfv vnvusr,

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afukk, snh jbufv/ vjhhkho anju kert,cuto ak vjc"sbheho upmju cahrvurheusho abxjpu k,ul vkhkv/

jhpv _ buuv atbich, jc"s buv atbi cbhvuk vrc tcrvo

ruzbckygrl cfk grc vskev nrfzh, cdrbsebhui/ ctjs vhnho vuskev vjbufhv gk hshrta ghrhh, jhpv nr hubv hvc/

pghku, nrda, v,ehhnv cnuacvvdrnbh, cghr/ cjzh, nrfz "acg nmuu,kacgho tunu," ag"h ch, fbx, "bmjhartk" vuenv jbufhv cducv jnhavnyrho/ cvske, vjbufhv fucsu vtjhohgec ujhho curucxehnh avhv npes njuzvmpui cnayr, hartk ufhuo gucs cjehru,cnars ncer vnshbv/

hruakho _ eynuifntv ujnhaho hksho v,fbxu knxhc,

jbufv dsukv agrl ch, jc"s eynuicbhvuku ak vrc ,nhr exyhtk/ t, pbhvhksho ehck vnbjvvrczkni buyhe'arh,e t, vhksho cxhpurh dcurv akhksho hvusho ,j, akyui vrag vhuubh/

ktjr nfi gkv kcnv ,htyrui vcucu, akakunh cvmdv bpktv "gehct uvnghhivexuo"/

kert, xhuo gkv tjs vhksho kvskhebr rchgh ak jbufv' ubgrfv vdrkv gkprxho herh grl/ chmht,o ehcku vhkshoprx' xupdbhv' gkui kjbufv usnh jbufv/ t,vnxhcv khuuv v,w b,i suhsuch. cbhdubhvturdi t, vfk thrdi' rfz vpghku, vrckhrz ,uck cxhug vrc aknv anhsg' ucbu,,hfui wch, jbvw chruakho/

,k tchc,k tchc' vghr kkt vpxev vthrv

ctur bru, vjbufv/ nrfz jc"s uxbhphu cghrvmhcu vabv f"j jbufhu, nrfzhu, crjchvghr ucnrfzh vafubu,' fsh kvthr t, vghr,k tchc ctur vjbufv/ vjbufhv vnrfzh,vumcv gk cnv gbeh, cfhfr shzbdu; unshgrc vskheu cv t, vbru, rcbho uthahmhcur cva,,pu, ntu, n,uach vghr/

chi vthaho avskheu t, vbru,: vrchubv nmdrakhy"t' vrc vrtah ktr.veusaQ nr tkss nzrjhhu"r vnugmvvs,h,' nr b,i uukuln"n rta vghr' nrtchdsur evkbh' vbgr bhr yhnxhycaonapju, bpdgh vyrur urw bgni aeukbhehu"r tdus, hshsh jc"s ,k tchc/ t, fukothrj vrc hux; dgrkhmehakhj vrch c,ktchc hpu/

cbux; vuskeu jbufhu, nrfzhu, cghrcva,,pu, tkpho n,uach vghr c:dhb,ahbehi ndd ch, vfbx, wdtuk, hartkw g"hvrc atuk rhhmx/ cfhfr vnshbv g"h vrchux; hmje pherxeh/ crjc, eup, jukhovnrfzh, akhs hahc, jc"s jzui tkhvu' g"h,knhsh vhahcv' ucafubu, crn, tchc dw'buuv ar,' ,ufbh, kw' ,k crul' vna,kvubtu, tpev g"h vrc sus tuaeh/ cvsrhux; g"h vrc ds pskui/ cerh, akuo g"hvrc jbbhv kchuc/ chs tkhvu g"h vrc suszuvr/ cbjk, hmje ucndskh gzrhtkh g"h

vrc tar dkhx/ chpu g"h vrc tkhvu ,no/ccckh usrl bnhr g"h vrc akuodkhmbayhhi/ cfufc vmpui g"h vrc anutkkpehcer/ crn, tchc vjsav' ndskh btni'n,jo xh tbs xti utzurh ji g"h vrc nbjonbsk dgrkhmehucafub, v,euv g"h vrctprho sdi/

jukui,uach werh, ar,w cjukui zfu kjuuhv

nhujs, cjbufv vabv/ cyex anj unrdavuskev vjbufhv cfhfr acnrfz erhh,ar, cva,,pu, thah mhcur uevk rcn,uach vafubv' keuk mkhkh vanjv ak rwgnh nhnuiunrtu, nahsur jh ak vske,bru, jbufv ngrho unshbu, nrjch ,ck/vgrc turdi gk hsh vrc sus durtrhvap,jcscrho gk nvu, jd vjbufv/

thrug dsuk bux; v,ehho cbr achghajk jbufv cwnrfz xstow cerhh, ci durhuicghr/ vakhj vrc sbhtkx,vuistd kvpe,gbe cprxuo vbx/ vabv jukeu xupdbhu,'xchcubho uprxho kfk vna,,pho/ cnvklvfhbux zfu vhksho kmpu, cvmdv nrvhcvgk ch, vnesa/

dbh ,euuvcvskev vnrfzh, atrdi vrc draui

abur' nbvk ch, jc"s dbh ,euuv' va,,puntu, n,uach vneuo/ rta vnugmv vskhet, vbr uvrc abur ert preh ,phkvkakunu ak hub,i' cbu ak rta vnugmvabpmg eav cnkjn, kcbui/vna,,phompucnupg kvyuyh ta nrvhc/

cthrug va,,pu vrc abhtur zkniuhkvko urghh,u' vakhjho vjsaho avdhgukpguk cnxdr, ch, jc"s dbh ,euuv cafub,dcg, xchui vjsav uvhuer,h,/

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hruakho' nrfzpghku, gbpv urjc, vhe; xchc ncmg

jbufv vjkv chruakho go fbhx, jdvjbufv/ ntu, tcrfho ntb"a uv,nhnhohmtu nsh huo tk kngkv njnaho nueshoak vjbufhu, vdsuku, vpzuru, cnrfzhomhcurhho cghr' uvchtu kgucrho uacho t,anj, jd vjbufv/cfk neuo vuskevvjbufhv cruc go' favakujho buathoscrho ngbhbt shunt/

nhsh grc bgrfu vskeu, vnrfzhu,vnturdbu, g"h mghrh tdus, jc"s cbhmujoak vrc bp,kh vfvi ruyumuu,u cabhnuesho nrfzhho: cjbufhu, vgbe cfhfrmhui ucrjc, vnachr cva,,pu, evktkpho' uckuuh ,znur,u vbusg, ak rw nbshfvi/ chi vturjho av,fcsu cvskeu,jbufhu, vgbe' ckyu cnhujs vrcbhovrtaui kmhui vrc nrsfh tkhvu' vrc ztcsc xkubhorc nrfz vghr' vrc tkhvutcrdwktc"s ctr acg' vrc tprho cudrsrc evhk, jc"s crnu,/ ufi var rw tkhhah' j"f vrc nthr prua uvgxei vrcjhho nhkr/ fnu fi fucsu cvskev jcrhnugm, vghr/

thk,chnho akpbh utjrh vthrug vyrtdh

uvnmgr ak nu,o c,tubv njrhsv akakua, v,nhnho' v,ehhnv cghr pghku,jbufv' tj, vdsuku, anehhnho c,h jc"sctr./ nbvk ch, jc"s thk,' vrc nbshekhhitrdi vskeu, nrfzhu, rcu,cneunu, mhcurhho aubho cghr/ tj,vjbufhu, vdsuku, vuenv cebhui nuk vhovnvuuv nues nahfv ktkph ,hhrhovpuesho t, vghr/ t, vbr vakhah vskherta ghrhh, thk, nr nthr hmje vkuh/ rtavghrhhv chrl t, jc"s gk vhuznv vbpktvak wprxunh bhxtw uvuxh; ado vut knsnjc"s una,sk kvskhe jbufhv cfk thrug

tkhu vut nuzni cnal hnh vjd/ rc vghrvrc hux; vfyshcr gk nangu, vjd ugkvkejho agkhbu kej, nhnh vjbufv dochnhbu tkv/

do ktjr vthrug vyrtdh uvnmgr' ktpxeu vncmgho' uvo vnahfu cmko' tlcaht vwayurgow/ vrc tcrvo tkhvubhhnreacbu zuat bpmg c,tub, vsrfhoveav' yx kthk, kcer t, cbu vntuapzcch, vrputv huxpyk/ vci vpmug cheantchu kmt, ukvcht t, anj, vjd cpbhvjhhkho cneunu/ vrc bhhnre tfi hmtkcxhx tudsv 08 kanj t, vjhhkhoukvcht kvo t, anj, vjd/ cnvkl vyexabgrl cneuo ahcju vjhhkho t, pghku,jc"s' jhzeu t, hsh tch vpmug uthjkuvjknv nvhrv kbpdgho/

nh,rfnt,hho tbaho vxcu cnumth ac,

kv,uugsu, jxhsh, go vrc hthr fkc/xchc aukjbu, grufho vgchr vrc fkcahgur c,bht kna,,pho/ "vrc fkc vmkhjkvnjha kbu fh fhvusho_ vfk ,kuh cbu'cnjac,hbu uccjhr,hbu vthah,' uktcxuccho tu,bu"' xhfo tjs vn,uugsho/

vrc abhtur zkni eur.' akhj vrchchauc xhpr: "vgrfbu fh eruc k-09 thahcutu/ cpugk btkmbu kvgchr na,,phorcho ktuko xnul npt, juxr neuo/vna,,pho hmtu bpgnho nvvrmtv'utbaho rcho atku tu,bu n,h tbu n,fbbhot, vvrmtv vctv go vrc fkc"/

shnubvvacug jbfv ra, vjbuhu, vdsukv

csruo "njxbh vaue" t, p,hj, tjsnxbhphv cnrfz vebhu, vjsa cshnubv' gkfcha shnubv thk,/ nfhuui avxbh; bp,jctjs nhnh jbufv' vznhbu nbvkh vneuo t,

vrc hartk dkhx' nbvk ch, jc"s cghr _kvskev nrfzh, ak bru, jbufv' fjkenthrugh jbuf, vxbh;/ cthrug va,,puvnbvkho' vgucsho' ntu, keuju, uecumvn,knhsh v,nhnho aauvho cshnubv fxhugkakhj chnh vjbufv/

cfk tjs nhnh vjd v,prxu ,knhshv,nhnho cmuu,t go vakhj ufnv npghkhch, jc"s cnrfz vnxjrh cghr uccxhxhmv"k/

ch, atinxhc, jbufv nrda, cnhujs'

v,ehhnv cch, ati gcur napju, bpdghvyrur cghr/ vakhj vrc anutk rhhbh.p,j cerht, pre ef"t c,vhkho/ tjrhuvuzni kvske, bru, jbufv nr tkcry,urdwniaafk t, cbu vjhhk cnkjn, kcbuivabhhv/ btuo nr,e bat vrc aknvtzutkxrc hauch vnugmv tzurh, gne ch,ati/ cnrfz vnxhcv v,ehho yex f,hc,tu,hu, cxpr ,urv vnhujs vbf,c kghkuhban, fk bpdgh gk hsh mghrh jc"s/ nr dchztsv abpmg cturj tbua cphdug xhprknapju, gk bx vjbufv vpryh aku ftarac kvfr,u cbr anhbh ak jbufv fbds fkvxhfuhho/

fnu fi ehho ch, jc"s cvbvk, vrchgec anukch.cxhug ,knhsh v,nhnhonndsk vgne' ncmgho xchc kagui cfknjbu, mv"k ctzur vcegv ucnumcho cdcukvhrsi/ ecum, v,nhnho vdhgv do kjhhkho

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vnrujeho abnmtho cayj vvrrhun,tnbho chrh cta jhv/ vnpesho gmrut, vpghku, uvsrhfu t, vjhhkho kveahckscrh vakhj vrc rhhbh. ut; vmyrpukrheusho uktfhk, vxupdbhu,/

dcg,hhoch, jc"s cdcg,hho vmhc vabv

jbufhu, gbe cmn,ho vnrfzhho ak vghr:jbufhu, cducv 3nyr ehcku t, pbh vcthokghr cmun, furzhi-tku; asv ucmun, grchbjk-apg yk/ cnrfz vghr vumcv jbufhvcffr budv uvabv do cebhui dcg,hhovvunv/

cnvkl vhnho fucsu rcbho uthah mhcurcvskeu, cneunu, vnrfzhho uvvunho/

verhu,fakua ntu, nhksh verhu,'

jc"sbheho' jucah fhpu, xrudu, uftkuathbo aunrho ,urv unmuu, kg"g' dsauchuo rchgh' br ahah ak jbufv' t, tukoch, vfbx, jc"s vnrfzh cerh, anutk'knxhc, jbufv nputr,/ vhksho vup,gukrtu, xchcui dsuk nvkl chbhvo ugukv gkvcnv' ao dhku antjurh vxchcui gunsvnkns rw sbh ci gzrtaxhpr kvo t,xhpur vjbufv cmurv nr,e,/

cvnal bgrfv nxhc, jbufv cch,tcu, cerh, ho/ nbvk vpghku, cnrfz "bpa

jhv"' vrc pbjx phzo' nceakvusu,k,nhnho axhhgu rcu, ctrdui vhuovnumkj: jhho tcrchv' jhho tkhgzr phzo'abhtur crubayhhi' nuhah crubayhhi unbshphzo/

pghkuhu, rcu, v,ehhnu cerhu, gk hshpghkh ch, jc"s cfk t,r ut,r/ cbr achghak jbufv v,fbxu ntu, n,uach erhh,numehi uturjho tk vvskev nrfzh, cubykv jke napj, rdc _ napj,u akvjhhk vjyu; tkss rdc/ vvskev v,ehhnvcfbhxv kch,u ak vjhhk vjyu;' chuzn,rta ghrhh, erhh, numehi nr jhho murh/cngns vnrda batu scrho rcv ak vghr'vrcsusnthr srueni' rta vghrhhv' j"fsus tzukthutjhu ak tkss' averht nf,cnrda/

nzfr, c,hvch, jc"s cnzfr, c,hv' cbhvuk vakhj

vrc trhv drhbcrd' ehho pghku, gbpvcnvkl jd vjbufv/ nhsh huo v,ehhnvvskev nrfzh, cva,,pu, garu, tbahoaehcku xupdbhu, jnu, uyrhu,/ cbr jnhahvskhe t, vjbufhv vcgkho ak jcr,dkhsu, pksni nr tcrvo aku/ cbr achghvskhe t, vjbufhv rta vnugmv nr nthrsvi/

fnu fi v,ehho chauc fhbux hkshonhujs chuo jnhah br achgh' cfhbuxva,,pu ntu, nhksh vnuacv aangu t,xhpur vjbufv/

ruao rc vu,hrv "ahhr, vtur" akbhhsu, jc"s ctr. veusa agcrv cnuacv'vpdhbv t, gumn, vtur vjc"sh uvchtvt, caur, vdtukv uvdutk k,uacho fuko/

gnbutkntu, va,,pu cvske, vjbufhv

vnrfzh, ak ch, jc"s gnbutk cbhvukvakhj vrc hvusv tkjrrcnxdr, vncmgvtrmh ak mghrh jc"s kngi bpdgh yrur _"vtur hbmj"/ rta vghrhhv vrc haghvu

trbrhhlfhcs t, vtrug cbufju,u/ fiva,,; npes jyhc, vaunrui tk"nrubhjkhcv' vnxhhg rcu, kpghku, ch, jc"sccxhxh vaunrui/

rta vghrhhv bat nhkho jnu, tusu,ch, jc"s ufi gk pghku, vrc tkjrr kngibpdgh vyrur cghr/ tk"njkhcv ahcj t,pghku, ch, jc"s kngi vjhhkho'uv,fcskvskhe t, vjbufhv/ cxu; vthrug vgbhevrc tkjrr ktk"njkhcv jbufhhv nvusr,ftu, vuerv gk ah,u; vpgukv cnal vabvfukv/

b,bhvfacug kpbh vjd hmtv ghrhh, b,bhv

cenphhi prxunh ntxhch cahkuy jumu,'cneunubho' uc,jb, vrshu vneunh, tusu,vvskeu, vnrfzhu, ak jc"s cghr/ utfivabv vh,v va,,pu, dsukv cnhujscyexh vvskev/ ntu, rcu, ak tbahova,,pu nhsh grc cfk tj, naka,vvskeu, vnrfzhu, av,ehhnu cnsrjucvrmk' fhfr mhui' ucebhui chd pukd/

chuo jnhah vuesav vvskevknapju, bpdgh vyrur' t, vbru, vskhen,i njpus cbu ak ac,th njpus vh"sabvrd cphdug cmun, ch, khs/ scrh crfvbat jcr nugm, vghr rw gehct hmjehvguns crta vasukv kngi napju, bpdghvyrur cb,bhv/ cnumth ac, v,ehhnvvskev kghbh tkph mupho kpbh p,hj,naje cthmyshui vghrubh/ ktjr ahr,vbru, vkku go fk vevk' bat vrc mchuhkvkoscr ,urv tusu, vjd/ bmhhi artavghrhhv vdcw nrho phhrcrd fhcsv t,vvskev cbufju,v/

chuo rtaui v,ehhnv vskev nhujs,ctnph-,htyrui vnputr ak vnfkkvvtesnh, cb,bhv cva,,pu, fjna ntu,hksho uvurho/

chuo abh ehho ch, jc"s mpui b,bhvfhbux hksho dsuk ctuko ch, vfbx, "ctr-jhv"/ t, vbru, vskhe vrc mch uhkvkonbvk ch, jc"s mpui/ vbjv t, vfhbux vrc

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hthr ngusv' nbvk dbh jc"s arh,e t,vhksho cxhpurh unajehu/ veyg vtunbu,hvuda g"h vajei hvusv auerui/

chuo jnhah v,ehhnv nxhcv kgukhonjcr vgnho cch, jc"s cerhh, burstu/vgukho vuexnu cxhpurho ucscrho gk vjdavudau g"h vrc nthr uurzuc nmghrh jc"sckhuuh muu, vbdbho vnemughho ackve,u/

fnhsh abv pesu ,knhsh hahc, jc"scb,bhv t, nrch, vjbuhu, uc,h vgxecghr grfu ao vskeu, bru, ujhkeuxupdbhu,/ fi cheru pghkh jc"s cc,h ntu,napju, cnxdr, cheurh ch,' ao vskheuvo bru, xhpru tusu, vjd uvchtu t, turvjd knapju, rcu,/

gk vpghku, vgbhpv bhmj vrc bjxukha' nbvk vpghku, cch, jc"s/

,k-nubsjbufv anj cnhujs gcr gk ,uach ,k

nubs/ t, vpghku, vnhujs,trdiakhjvrch vrc gnro ag,k/cfk huo' zfu

nbvkh vjbuhu, cghr ucnrfz vnxjrhkcheuro ak ,nhnho nhahc, jc"s cb,bhv'avskheu th,o jbufhv kprxuo vbx ut;v,uugsu th,o gk nangu,u ak vjd uzhfutu,o ccrfv gk xupdbhv yghnv/

cbux; v,ehhnu nxhcu, jbufv khkshvghr cebhui vnrfzh/ cnxhcv tnru vhkshot, 21 vpxueho' angu t, xhpurbxvjbufv ukxhuo ehcku xupdbhv/

cre,fnhsh abv hmtv do vabv ahhr, vtur

nvhhauc cre, kgcr vhhaucho uvghhru,acxchcv:tkgs' rta vghi' tur hvusv'hvus' auvo' erh, tubu' xchui' tjhxnluerh, asv-v,gupv/ vahhrv gmrv cfkrhfuz tbuah ugussv t, vevk kehho t,nmuu, vjd/ fnu fi juke junr vxcrvuxupdbhu,/ ntrdbh vahhrv vhu vtcrfhosus npgh' nbh cryucunbh msue/

cnvkl vjd v,fbxu garu, nhkshvnuac cwch, vgow kfhbux mctu, vw/ t,vfbx vbjv cyuc ygo vrc mnj vkk'arh,e t, vhksho cxhpur bx jbufv'tnhr, pxueho' jhsui gk jbufv uahrvuznrv/ gk mkhkh vnuxhev vupes vrc jbulnav' afkk do vske, br rchgh ak jbufv'jkue, prxho gbeh, ufnuci xupdbhu,jnu,/

rjucu,nsh grc nkhku, vjbufv' hmtu ,knhsh

hahc, jc"s wsg,w crjucu, kpghku,hhjush, ctzurh chkuh urhfuzh bugr ctzurvnrfz/ vevk ajdd ckhku, vjbufv cnrfzhvchkuh' b,ek hu,r npgo c,upgv vktnufr,: ctnmg vnxhcv vnuzhev n,jkp,kahrh jbufv uvevk nuzni kvske, bru,jbufv nrfzh,/

ktjr vvskev uahr, "vbru, vkku"'vanjv vtshrv vum,v cfk pgo njsa

uvevk bxj; cahr, "tbh ntnhi ccht,vnahj"/ tso zr avhv bfbx ktu,oneunu, vunho agv av,nhnho pgkucneuo' kt vhv ngkv csg,u akt nsucrcnxhc, jbufv neurh, go jc"s/ ntrdbhvpghku, nxru kwch, nahjw fh cnrfzhorcho vumrfu thaurho nhujsho gk nb,kvhfbx knrfzh vchkuh fascr zv ,utonrta cgcusv ntunm,/ cneunu, rcho t;v,ehhnv vvskev cvznb, vcgkho uscrzv dro kehsua vw dsuk/

thzur ho vnkjcbr akhah v,txpu ntu, turjho

actu kv,trj cnkubu, ho vnkj crjcvnuk webhui ghi v,fk,w/ vgrc v,jhk cscrhvxcr gk nangu, jd vjbufv nph vrcangui tkvrr'akhj vrch kju; ho vnkj/kvske, vbr fucs tha gxeho nvebhuiuktjr nfi vmyr; vmhcur cngdkh anjvkahr,u ak vakhj' ckhuuh tuni vbdhbv rwgucs nubhx/

kxhuo vgrc vuskeu zheueh shburavthru t, tzur nkubu, ho vnkj/ rtuhkmhhi avabv' fk khkv vuskev vjbufhvckhuuh nuzhekh' scr avcht tkph ,hhrhokva,,; ukej, jke canj, vjd/ tfi zvvhv njzv nsvho krtu, tbaho vukfhocyhhk, vnkubu, ubvbho nahr, jbufv/

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sev vkhfv n-077^nkui nputr^cpurny eyi xyhhk dcuv shru, xyushu nputru,

@ nycj nmuhs cnhyc vafkukho vnusrbho: nerr' nherudk yuxyr' nhjo

@ truj, cuer' nerr go a,hv fk vhuo/

@ ykpui jupah

@ thbyrby nvhr jupah

@uhstu@vjkp, nmgho undcu,

@aru,ho utncyhv nputrho

@xcubho uanpu capg

@aru, nkt!

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rta vghr bhu-hure cafub, ertui vhhyxtur khvush tuzdrs tuerthbvzebh umghrh nrhtupuk jddu t, jbufv

adrhr hartk cvskev cch, jc"s pubvxnk vbhmjui nuk xnk vjhru, vtnrheth/ vabv krtaubv vumcv vjbufhv cthaur vrauhu,

rta nnak, ebsv go jc"s ctuyuuv

vvskev vnrfzh, cnbvyi bhu-hure

nthrho guko,nubu, nvske, jbufhu, mhcurhu, crjch ,ck

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tkph hvusho cvskev vnrfzh, cnhktbucdao xuj;/ ertet pukhi

jbufhv gauhhv mnj neunh/ puryu tkdrhjbufhhv crjuc rtah cx/ ptuku crzhknthrho t, vbucr drnbhv

bru, vjbufv cugrho cuurav pukhi

ahhr, jbufhu, cnuxecv ruxhvprxunh bhxt ,eaur,h nuk cbhhbh vxh/ti/ti/ ctykbyv dwurdwhv

dr ctr. veusa ungubhhi kprxo nusgv c"ch, nahj"?

mkmk hahru,:0700493-250nbsh cuxyunxeh'

njke, vnusgu, ak "ch, nahj" ctr. veusa

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buksu knz"y^ knapj, rw nav tkdrckh' ch,r _

kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw dhk tkhtx' cbh cre _

kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, gzhzv' cbh

cre/

^ knapj, rw draui ckuku' gpukv _

kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw tcrvo

ckuku' gpukv ghkh,Q napj, rw nav nkfv'

gpukv/

^ knapj, rw nav hvusv ckhhl' akhj

fe ts"a nv"n uukxkh' ntxmuxyx _

kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw hgec

nhr' nurhxytui/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo ci zfrhv' bmr,

ghkh, _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw haghvu cbhnhbxui' akhj

f"e ts"a nv"n dkgbuuhu' thkbuh _ kvuks,

vci/

^ knapj, rw hux; creuch.' ertui

vhhyx _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw hartk dhhxhbxeh' ertui

vhhyx _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj,durch.' nuxecv' ruxhv _

kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw hgec drbayy' x/ ptuku'

crzhk _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw

angui drbayy' x/ ptuku' crzhkQ napj, rw

yuchv khmni' bjk, vr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw zkni sucuc' ertui vhhyx

_ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rwhgec aknv vkuh vcr'

fpr jc"s cw _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvo

knapj, rw tcrvo tk,r vkuh vcr' bjk,

vr jc"sQ nr, mhpurv vcr' fpr jc"sQ

napj, rw anutk kbdzo' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo sucgr khpt

uutdak' ertui vhhyx _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw abhtur zkni uhkvko' dbh

,euv _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonr,

uhkvko' hruakhoQ napj, rw nrsfh tvri

uhkvko' hruakhoQ nr, tx,r shbv egbhd'

hruakhoQ napj, rw sus hutk

vkuh uhhbpks' cbh creQ

napj, rw

anutk

hvusv vkuh uhhbpks' hruakhoQ napj, rw

anaui dkhbry' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw nbjo ngbsk zhrehbs'

nubyrhtk' ebsv _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw hux; jhho nbsk jurh'

nushghi _ kvuks, vcbho b,btk nbjo

uabhtur angui uvc, rjk jhvQ ukzebhvo

napj, rw hgec jurhQ nr, nkfv rjk mpth/

^ knapj, rw anutk jkhkh' bjk, vr

jc"s _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw

jhho jkhkh' bjk, vr jc"sQ napj,

jchchti' zrjhv/

^ knapj, rw nav sus vfvi fvi' cbh

cre _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj,

vrc akuo sucgr vfvi fvi r"h ch, vr"n

bjk, vr jc"sQ napj, rw aknv ruzbcrd'

nbf"k hahc, ,u,"k cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw anutk vfvi fvi' tbehbu'

ekhpurbhv _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw zkni kua' p,j ,euuv _

kvuks, vci hartkQ ukzebhvonapj,

aphdkni' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw zkni khpxer' chhdwhi' xhi

_ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo kphsu,' cutbux

thhrx' trdbyhbv _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvo

napj, rw nbjo sbhtk kphsu,' cutbux

thhrx' trdbyhbvQ napj, vrc sus nthr

srueni' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n urc vghr

erh, numehi/

^ knapj, rw sus xgrygr' ertui

vhhyx _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw hutk crul purxy' fpr

jc"s _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw

hux; purxy' vrmkhvQ nr, guzh, abhturxui'

fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw sus phar' vrmkhv _

kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw thhk pks' bu"b chahc,

jj"k mp, _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw trhv etrp' x/ shhdu'

ekhpurbhv _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw hvusv euzkucxeh' fpr

jc"s _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw

hgec euzkucxeh' hruakhoQ napj, rw hux;

hmje bprxye' fpr jc"sQ napj, rw hartk

bprxye' fpr jc"sQ napj, rw zuat puhzbr'

kus/

^ knapj, rw b,i eue' fpr jc"s _

kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw tkhvu

eue' fpr jc"sQ nr, prkv eue' fpr jc"sQ

napj, rw tkhgzr khpt eurmuuhk' nbvk ch,

jc"s bjk, vr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw gupr erhpur' akhj f"e

ts"a nv"n euxeu' pru _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw hutk jhho ruzi' nbvk

hahc, jj"k rtaui kmhui _ kvuks, vciQ

ukzebhvonapj, rw hgec trhv ruzi' p,j

,euvQ napj, rw pbjx yrcbhe' fpr jc"sQ

nr, jhv mchv druxni' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw sus ruzbxui' nuxecv'

ruxhv _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw nrsfh ruzbpks' ertui

vhhyx _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw dhk tcrvo aphbskr'

akhj f"e ts"a nv"n nubyrhtk' ebsv _

kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonr, aphbskr'

nubyrhtk' ebsvQnapj, rw nav bjuo

esbr' bjkhtk/

^ knapj, rw hartk nav tury'

sgbuugr' eukrsu _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rwhbto ci trua' akhj f"e

ts"a nv"n turbh, _ kvuks, vciQ

ukzebhvonapj, rw hgec ci trua' p,j

,euvQ napj, rw sus tcrvo' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw kvc vkuh crubzcrd'

g,kh, _ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj,

rw mch vkuh crubzcrd' gpukvQ napj, rw

jhho vkuh kuhi' jhpv/

^ knapj, rw nbjo ngbsk dkhmbayhhi'

akhj f"e ts"a nv"n mwrbuch.' tuerthbv

_ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw

hartk mch dkhmbayhhi' bjk, vr jc"sQ

napj, rw hmje dkhmbayhhi' hruakhoQ

napj, rw anutk mch sus abur' ndsk

vgneQ nr, thyt ehhkt ruzbcrd' kus/

^ knapj, rw hux; vgfy' turtrv'

tubyrhu _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, vrc akuo sucgr vfvi

vgbsk' r"h ,u,"k tur hvusv _ kvuks,

vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw abhtur zkni

tkhvu vfvi vgbsk' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n

unbf"k nuxsu, wtur nbjow mp,Q napj,

vrc hmje vfvi vgbsk' tc"s nubyrhtk'

ebsvQ nr, mhpurv vcr' fpr jc"sQ napj,

rw jhho anutk nbjo ngbsk khcruc' kubsuiQ

napj, rw nrsfh tkhvu abhtur' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw bnutk vrua' b,bhv _

kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw ngbsk

xtko'b,bhv/

^ knapj, rw nav khhc uucr' akhj f"e

ts"a nv"n sbhhprupyrucxe' tuerthbv _

kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, vrc

haghvu uucr' hruakhoQ napj, rw mch

ruzbpks' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw tkhvu uhbcrd' cbh cre

_ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw si

uhbcrd' hruakhoQ napj, vrc nav hvust

khhc kbst' rc vghr cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw hux; jrxubxeh'

nuxecv' ruxhv _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw hgec vfvi fvi' erh,

d, _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw hjzetk nkns' ertui

vhhyx _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw akuo sucgr nrzk'

akhj f"e ts"a nv"n ktux _ kvuks,

vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw dcrhtk nrzk'

akhj f"e ts"a nv"n mp,Q napj, rw

nav jhho nrzk' hruakhoQ nr, rhat

pherxeh' mp,Q napj, rw tvri

uuexkayhhi' hruakhoQ napj, rw nav

cmktk uuexkayhhi' hruakhoQ napj, rw

mch thhzbcl' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw huro bhcui' rjucu, _

kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo hgec cbhnhi

prkayhhi' erh, anutk _ kvuks, vc,Q

ukzebhvonr, pbhbv prkayhhi' hruakhoQ

napj, rw hartk vukmcrd' bjk, vr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw tvri sus eupmwhe'

nadhj chahc, jc"s ctr acg _ kvuks,

vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw ekubhnux

eupmwhe' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n jsrvQ

nr, tx,r eupmwhe' erh, t,tQ napj, rw

angui euri' hruakhoQ napj, rw anutk

drunl' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n ch, sdiQ

napj, rw nav ayri' ahedu/

^ knapj, rw akuo ruzbpks' ertui

vhhyx _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw b,i auxyrnti' ertui

vhhyx _ kvuks, vc,/

vdhgu knmuu,^ knapj, rw hvuag hmje cuybhe'

tuyuuv' ebsv _ kvdhg vci v,w tkjbi

hvusv khhcknmuu,/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo uhdkr' huvbxcurd'

sruo tprhev _ kvdhg vci v,w aknv

knmuu,/

^ knapj, rw mch vkuh uhhbpks'

hruakho _ kvdhg vci v,w anguiknmuu,Q

ukzebhvonapj, rw anutk hvusv vkuh

uhhbpks' hruakhoQ napj, rw hgec abur'

hruakho/

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^ knapj, rw abhtur zkni jtbhi'

nbvk wugs kvpm, ahju,w' ertui vhhyx _

kvdhg vci v,w rptkknmuu,Q ukzebhvo

nr, dhyv dtbzcurd' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, fvi' pkto vrcur' pkurhsv

_ kvdhg vci v,w sus vfviknmuu,/

^ knapj, rw gzrhtk fvi' rjucu, _

kvdhg vci v,w nbjo ngbskknmuu,/

^ knapj, rwnbjo ntbhx buhni'

akhj f"e ts"a nv"n tci hvusv _

kvdhg vci v,w abhtur zkniknmuu,/

^ knapj, rw nbjo ngbsk xucuk'

rjucu, _ kvdhg vci v,w hux; hmje

knmuu,/

^ knapj, rw ac,h mheuuauhkh'

ertui vhhyx _ kvdhg vci v,w hgec

knmuu,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw gnro

stcacxeh' crzhk/

^ knapj, rw hgec crul etrp'

ertui vhhyx _ kvdhg vci v,w nbjo

ngbskknmuu,Q ukzebhvonr, etrp'

ertui vhhyxQnapj, rw pr. vgfy'

ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw hartk rhcr' bjk, vr

jc"s _ kvdhg vci v,w nbjo ngbsk

knmuu,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw pxj tprho

rhcr' cbh creQ nr, arv jhv nhbsk

aeukbhe' bjk, vr jc"s/

ctu cearh ahsufhi^ knapj, cshjh' hruakho _ kcut

vci v,w tkhvucearh ahsufhi gc"d

turh,knapj, rw hjzetk dzh,' mp,/

^ knapj, cuecrd' purykbs _ kcut

vci v,w rtucicearh ahsufhi gc"d nrho

auabvknapj, asuch.' ebyui' tuvhu/

^ knapj,rw ds ci-srur' ngku, _

kcut vci v,w nav sbhtkcearh ahsufhi

gc"d tx,r ahhbskknapj, rw aknv

nthr ntre' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n

nfcho-rgu,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw gnux

erbhtk' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, dukunc' hxusu, _ kcut

vci v,w trhvcearh ahsufhi gc"d

thkbh,knapj, hgecuc' bjk, vr jc"s/

^ knapj,rw sus uutdk' kubsui'

tbdkhv _ kcut vci v,w jhho cearh

ahsufhi gc"d jhvknapj,pkhe' nhtnh'

pkurhsvQ ukzebhvonapj, rw b,i uutdk'

kubsui' tbdkhv/

^ knapj,uutebpks' kux tbdwkx _

kcut vci v,w suscearh ahsufhi gc"d

c,hvknapj, rhmwcurd' huxyui' yexx/

^ knapj,rw hgec hvusv uhhzgr' uhbv'

tuxyrhv _ kcut vci v,w atuk hjzetk

cearh ahsufhi gc"d bjnvknapj, rw

anutk vkuh vcr' ertui vhhyxQ

ukzebhvonr, mhpurv vcr' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj,uxer' erh, vrmud _ kcut

vci v,w nthrcearh ahsufhi gc"d tx,r

knapj, rw hux; atuk ci-gnh' mp,

^ knapj, kcryuc' ertui vhhyx _

kcut vci v,w nbjo ngbskcearh

ahsufhi gc"d rcevknapj,egbstk'

nubyrhtuk' ebsv/

^ knapj, nthhgr' mpui nhtnh chya

_ kcut vci v,w hvuag cearh ahsufhi

gc"d jbv knapj, duksanhs' puxyuuhhk/

^ knapj,rw nhftk nkns' erh,

t,t _ kcut vci v,w hux; hmjecearh

ahsufhi gc"d zvcvknapj, rw hux; svi'

fpr jc"s/

^ knapj,rw angui bnbh' kubsui'

tbdkhv _ kcut vci v,w nrsfh cearh

ahsufhi gc"d jbvknapj, uuhbtrz'

yurubyu' ebsv/

^ knapj, xnnv' ayrxcurd' mrp,

_ kcut vci v,w zknicearh ahsufhi

gc"d aygrbtknapj, ar;' nubyrhtk'

ebsv/

^ knapj, xecku' ertui vhhyx _

kcut vci v,w vhracearh ahsufhi gc"d

jhv rjkknapj, nhbeuch.' nubyrhtk'

ebsv/

^ knapj, phhbayhhi' ahedu _ kcut

vci v,w nhftkcearh ahsufhi gc"d

tx,rknapj, nurhxui' yruh/

^ knapj,rw crul phhxhi' ahedu _

kcut vci v,w jbulcearh ahsufhi gc"d

ahhbt dukstknapj, rw jhho thhskni'

akhj f"e ts"a nv"n tnvurxy'

ntxmuxyxQ ukzebhvonapj, rw b,i

khhc dhbmcrd' cbh creQnr, vhbst rjk

prhsni' hruakhoQnapj, rw jbul vgbhl

puabr' taekui/

^ knapj, rw sus pksni' hu"r ugs

vbj, ckv"e ertui vhhyx _ kcut vci

v,w kuhcearh ahsufhi gc"d jbvknapj,

rw anutk tar chdui' akhj f"e ts"a

nv"n x/ ptuku' crzhkQ ukzebhvonapj,

rw anutk thhzhe vkuh ptpte' ertui

vhhyx/ nr, turbayhhi' cbh cre/ napj,

rw mch vhra chdui'

akhj f"e ts"a nv"n x/ ptukt crzhk/

^ knapj, rw nav muuhck' kubsui'

tbdkhv _ kcut vci v,w mch hgeccearh

ahsufhi gc"d jbvknapj, rw tkhvu

ctrcr' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, ruzbcky' tkfxbsrhv _

kcut vci v,w trhv khhccearh ahsufhi

gc"d jbvknapj, cghgr' shyubv chya'

pkurhsv/

^ knapj, rw nrsfh haafr ruzbpks'

ertui vhhyx _ kcut vci v,w tcrvo

crfhv cearh ahsufhi gc"d aygrbt

knapj, rw cmktkduykhc' syruhy/

^ knapj,rw hrjnhtk rul' cbh cre

_ kcut vci v,w hux; hmjecearh

ahsufhi gc"d tx,rknapj, rw abhtur

zkni prhsni' rjucu,Q ukzebhvonapj,

rw b,i khhc dhbmcrd' cbh creQnr, vhbst

rjk prhsni' hruakhoQnapj, rw jbul

vgbhl puabr' taekui/

vehnu ch, chartk _ch, jc"s

^knapj, rw mch trbcrd' hruakho _

kbhauth vci v,w tprho sus gc"d nghi

rjk knapj, rw bjuo fvi' frnh hux;/

^knapj, rw hvub,i cbhnhi vkuh

curdi' fpr jc"s _ kbhauth vci v,w

abhtur zkni vkuh gc"d rcev knapj, rw

nthr ruzi' p,j ,euvQ ukzebhvonr,

curdi' cbh creQnapj, rw hartk

bprxye' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw tkhvu nav ckfni'

ertui vhhyx _ kbhauth vci v,w sus

trhv khhc gc"d surh, scurv knapj, rw

tkhvu nzrjh-tkpbsrh' cruekhi' bhu hureQ

ukzebhvonr, nrho ckfniQ nr, nrho

nzrjhQ nr, strt bhhnti/

^knapj, rw jhho hvusv crachmeh

_ kbhauth vci v,w hartk gc"d jbv

pgrkt knapj, rw jbul vgbsk dkprhiQ

ukzebhvonr, gsbv dkprhiQ nr, juv

scurv auxygrnti/

^knapj, duksayhhi' mp, _ kbhauth

vci v,w jhho nthr gc"d duksv tx,r

knapj, rw mch uhdkr' hruakhoQ

ukzebhvonr, hufcs zknbuc/

^knapj,vufni' rtaui kmhui _

kbhauth vci v,w tkhgzrgc"d rubh,

knapj, tdhhc'

rtaui kmhui/

^ knapj, rw hgec zuvr' cbh cre _

kbhauth vci v,w jbbhv gc"d bjnv shbv

knapj, rw sus angui jss' ndsk vgneQ

ukzebhvonr, dwukh cufrh./

^ knapj, kgvgr' nhtnh' pkurhsv _

kbhauth vci v,w tcrvogc"d sbv

knapj, f.' bhu vhhci/

^knapj, rw pbjx sus vkuh xdk' cbh

cre _ kbhauth vci v,w jhho akuo vkuh

gc"d thhkv aygrbt arv knapj, rw

nrsfh vkprhi' nhruiQ ukzebhvonapj,

rw hgec sus ybbcuhoQ nr, auabv vkprhi'

cbh cre/

^knapj, rw tvrui xhycui' hruakho

_ kbhauth vci v,w susgc"d rjk tx,r

knapj, rw trhv sus vkuh yureuc' mp,/

^ knapj, xktygr' ertui vhhyx _

kbhauth vci v,w trhvgc"d nbujv

knapj, ksrni' puxyuhhk/

^ knapj, rw hubv prsehi' akhj

f"e ts"a nv"n x/ shhdu' ekhpurbhv

_ kbhauth vci v,w tkh gc"d zksv

knapj, rw tcrvojzi' akhj f"e

ts"a nv"n nhktbu' thykhv/

ukzebhvonapj, rw draui ngbsk

drkhe' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n

urcv ak evk, nhktbu thykhv/

nr, uhkvko' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, prhsni' etbztx

xhyh _ kbhauth vci v,w zkni

gc"d jbvknapj, ytkgr'

kux tbdwkx' ekhpurbhv/

^knapj, rw nhfkernr'

ertui vhhyx _ kbhauth vci

v,w akuogc"d ehhkt

knapj, jbuch.' nubyrhtk'

ebsv/

^knapj, rw tkhnkl

ruzbcky' ertui vhhyx _

kbhauth vci v,w akuo

sucgr gc"d tx,r nrho

knapj, rw anjv cubo

phetrxeh' ertui

vhhyx/

chsidim@gmail.comkgsfubho _akju nhhk:

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nt, abhtur zkni kuhi

fngy acg abho jkpu ntzva,,p,h cjdhdv vdsukv akvbj, tci vphbv av,ehhnvchahcv eybv w,unfh ,nhnhowkhuctuuhya ccbh cre/ zufrbh

vhyc t, vanjv vdsukv aarrv tz fafukoaru t, vnhkho "anjho ccbhhi ako"'cbhmuju ak ,knhs vhahcv stz gnh,khxyuubs/ tu,u neuo cshue' tu,u ,nhoavpl cb,hho ktcrl' tck kt tu,u cbhhi/ tzvhv zv ch, fbx, hai ci eunv tj,' vhuo zvcbhhi dsuk unruuj ci aa eunu,' nutr cturheru,' nruuj untuczr vhyc' cuve uncrhe/tuuhrv ak wjsaw/

tur vheru, aceg njkubu, vcbhhi' ktvhv eaur re kjbufhu, vnthru, ak vcjurhoavthru t, vwju.w/ tkt xhni vhfr kjdhdvvdsukv vn,rja, cpbho ucueg, vjumv/cyro tbh bfbx' tbh puda tjs nmuu, vhahcvndhg kthrug favut kcua xhryue ak ac,'scr nghs aha fti kt x,o anjv/ anjvdsukv ak vrjc,-vsg,' ak xhpue' akvakn, nahnv _ anjv aeav k,trvcnhkho/ "anjho ccbhhi ako"/

75 dhkhui nxw385|~|

anjoccbhhi akoanjoccbhhi ako

jdhdv zu ak jbuf, cbhhi hahcv-eybv w,unfh ,nhnhow khuctuuhya ccbh cre' vhuuv

npdi rc-gumnv ak ehsua vw uehsua ao khuctuuhya' ftar cnal agu, vdhgu czv

tjr zv tsnu"rh vghr' rcbho' rcbh afubu, urtah hahcu,' thah mhcur ubfcsho/ fk

tkv nfcsho cbufju,o t, vthrug vdsuk kfcusv ak ,urv ukfcusv ak jxhsu,

ukfcuso ak ,knhsh v,nhnho' bru, kvthr' usuuet chnh jd vjbufv/// xehrv

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sunv fh kt vhv nugs n,tho hu,rkjdud t, jbuf, vch,' ntar chnhvjbufv' huo abh' br rchgh ak jbufv/

vsucrho vrcho abtnru cjdhdv' kt hfkukvnjha t, zv yuc hu,r' fk tjs cchyuhuucxdbubu _ zv vhuo ak v,nhnho' ,knhshvhahcv' tar bertho "bru, kvthr"/

vyhc kjss zt, rcv vrtah ak ,k-tchc hpu vrc hartk nthr ktu' favzfhrfh vcbhhi vjsa bcbv ckcv ak afub,wprsx f.w suuet' afubv acgcr vhh,vneuo ak tufukuxhv jkav' usuuet cneuozv vjkhyv vbvk, w,unfh ,nhnhow cghrkveho t, vhahcv' fsh a,vhv turkxchcv/ "czfu, vhahcv' vpfv vafubvkneuo ak ,urv' ftar napju, rcu, akhvusho hrth anho ndhgho kdur cv"/

vthrug bp,j cjzr, ntnr st"j gkhsh v,w jhho hgec skphi' cbu ak v,urovbfcs vrc tvri vkk skphi/ to ,rmu' zu

,nmh, vuuhhv _ cbu ak vdchr vbsci tunrntnr jxhsu,' ujcrhu v,nhnho kunshoccbhhi ak dchrho///

t, scrh vp,hjv buat vnbjv vsdukuvuu,he vrc bp,kh ruy/ vut nzfhr t,vhnho vrtaubho ak vhahcv' ftar acgv,knhsho )"fbds acg, ebh vnburv"( knsucabv vrtaubv ak vhahcv c,btho eahontus/ gs abusg vscr kf"e tsnu"rnnjbucet akhy"t' uzv vznhbo kknuscgzr, vbaho ak ch, nsrau/ "c"v vhahcvdskv uv,rjcv' ubjac, vhuo ktj,vhahcu, vjaucu,' a,upx, t, neunvcwnzrjw ak hahcu, jc"s ctr. veusa"'tunr vrc ruy cpt,ux/

fnu kvakho t, vscrho' n,fcs vrcsi bp,khi' r"n chahcv un,knhshvvrtaubho ak vhahcv' kat, scrho/ vutnzfhr t, vbsusho ak vhahcv nabv kabv'ftar vut gmnu vhv ,knhs' uncrl t,

vbvk, vhahcv vrc aknv ruzbcrd' vnbf"k'ucbhu vrc kuh uvrc anutk' azfu kvgnhscbhhi nputr kkhnus ,urv gcur ,knhshv,nhnho vnvuuho bru, kvthr/

gk btunu ak vrc bp,khi nzfhr vnbjvvrc ruy t, ntnr jz"k "ufk cbhhl khnushvw urc akuo cbhhl' tk ,erh cbhhl tktcubhhl"/ vrc bp,khi vut vnjav ak vpxue"cbhhl" ufhuo vut n"cubhhl"' c,pehsufr"n chahcv/

czv tjr zv buatho scrh ,urv ucrfvvdtui vtshr vrc nthr ntzuz' rta hahc,wfxt rjnhow urc vgsv vyubhxth, ctr.veusa/ rta vhahcv vdtui vrc cbhnhieuprni' anpkpk cgbhhi "nvsrhi nivnvsrhi" cjbufv' scr vn,ehho ckhnusoak ,knhsh v,nhnho chahcv/

ceac rc bang btunu ak nbf"kvhahcv vrc aknv ruzbcrd' vtha avehot, vhahcv ugnk gkhv cgar tmcgu,hu/

76|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

chn, vbahtu, vnputr, cg, btunu ak vrv"j rw hvusv khhc drubr

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vut p,j ceuk jbue nv,rdau, t,vpxueho "zv vhuo gav vw bdhkv ubanjvcu" u"avjhhbu uehhnbu uvdhgbu kzni vzv"/vut mhhi cscrhu t, vbdhs a,ro ntubuunvubu gcur vhahcv vrc tvri vkk skphi/vut xhpr fh fact tkhu krtaubv ucheat, gzr,u' vahc ku vrc skphi fh ha ku abhcbho akujho' ufh vut nrdha jucvrtaubh, kxhhg kvo/ vrc ruzbcrd vmhg kutput ktn. do tu,u kci/// utfi' kt reavbshc xhhg ku hu,r ntar kcbhu vakujho'tkt avo gmno stdu kgzur ukxhhg kven,cbhhi vhahcv ctupi ak "nvsrhi nivnvsrhi"///

fnu fi vzfhr t, vbshc vbfcs vrcnhfk nthr duksvhra' abscu kcu k,ruot, vwztkw vnputr' vnvuuv nafi ujnnvkkhnus ,urv ujxhsu,/

ceac rc bangu scrhu ak nzfhr vrchvrc hvusv khhc drubr' ashcr cv,rdau,

77 dhkhui nxw385|~|

vevk vrc cjdhdv vdsukv

vrv"m vrc hartk vdr ci f"e tsnu"r nuhzwbh. ncrl t, ,knhsh v,nhnho/

nhnhi: vvbshc rw vkk skphi/ nantk: vrc aknv ruzbcrd nbf"k vhahcv

vbshc vrc duksvhra njke wsnh jbufvw k,knhsh vhahcv

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rcv gk ,pehso ak ,knhsh v,nhnhokvhu, bru, kvthr' ufh ,pehso cguko vutkvthr t, vguko cturu ak nahj' ucfl vosunho kbru, jbufv _ tar cbhdus kbru,vnesa' nuskeho suuet caehg, vjnvucrau, vrcho suuet' fsh kvthr t,vguko gs ksrdv v,j,ubv acu/ "nauo fl'vanjv ak jbuf, vch, fhuo' thbvanj,o ak v,nhnho chahc, jc"s ccbhcre ckcs' tkt anjv ak fk vghr' vnshbvuvguko fuku' fh zv cbhhi a,pehsu kvhu,jke nvtr, vguko ctur ak dtukvunahj"' tnr vrc drubr cv,rdau,/

vrc vrtah kagcr urcv ak ,k tchchpu vdtui vrc hartk nthr ktu' ahcj t,

v,urnho a,rnu nvubo kcbhhi abcbvsuuet cneuo avhv bjac cgcr kwjualw'ufhuo mchui vafubv vukl una,bv czfu,vvapgv vjhuch, ak vneuo/

scrh crfv bat vnrt-st,rt vdtuivrc nav hvusv khhc kbst' agns t; vutgk vear chi nvu, jd vjbufv kjbuf,vch,' tar abhvo gbhhi ak jbhfv-jhbul/

t, crf, vghrhhv vcht vrc hgectar' n"n rta vghrhhv' axhhg rcu, kngiven,v ak vhahcv hjs go rta vghrhhvveuso vrc nrsfh erkh.' tar t; vutfhcs t, vjdhdv cbufju,u/ vut mhhi t,vpxue vbtnr cjbufv "uvskheu bru,cjmru, esal"' tar zvu vzni vn,tho

chu,r kven, cbhhi bux; ak ,urv u,phkv/

jdhdv zu nvuuv do npdi rc-gumnv akehsua vw uehsua ao khuctuuhya'ftar kturl fk vagu, ndhgho czv

tjr zv tsnu"rh vghr' rcbho' rcbh afubu,urtah hahcu,' thah mhcur ubfcsho/ fktkv nfcsho cbufju,o t, vthrug vdsukkfcusv ak ,urv ukfcusv ak jxhsu,ukfcuso ak ,knhsh v,nhnho/

ntu, n,uach vghr' ,uach vafubv'tb"a ccbh cre u,knhsh vhahcv' nnkthot, vwztkw vdsuk uvjsa ak vhahcv vnutrctur heru,/ fuko ctu krtu,' kv,rao'kv,rda ukvmshg kcbhhi vdsuk uvnputravueso cghr v,urv uvjxhsu,' vcbhhi cukunsho ,urv ,nhnv' bdkv ac,urvupbhnhu, v,urv/

do rcbh jc"s' jcrh ch, shi rcbh jc"s'rtah hahcu, unbvkhvi' akujho nfk t,rut,r' rtu kgmno jucv uzfu, kva,,;cngns vjdhdh uvnputr/

chi kchi bangho preh ahrv uznrv gkhsh rw gnh, khxyuubs urw tprho nbskxuicbhmuju ak rw nav tcrvo/

tuuhrv ak v,runnu, vruj uv,rdau,aurr, ctuuhr/ cakc nxuhho enho fk,knhsh vhahcv nneuno' uhumtho crheusxuj; ak bhdubh jc"s anjho/ gk pbhvobhfr, cvo anjv yvurv ak ,nhnh-kcvkunsho ,urv ,nhnv' fathp,o vdsukvak rcu,hbu bahtbu' ukbj, ruju ak vrch/

ktjr scrh crfv emrho ak vrc ztcsc xkubho' rcv ak nrfz hruakho'bangu ceac rc scrhu ak vbshc

vbfcs a,ro t, vwztkw chahcv' vrc nhfknthr duksvhra/ vut vzfhr t, vurhuvherho agk ano b,ro vwztkw' cvhu,onfbhxh turjho sdukho' do c,eupu, eau,chu,r' fnu do t, tmhku, kco cnjbu,vvansv/ vut nchg ,euuv fh vneuo hdruokvo bj"r/ vut pubv tk v,nhnho' ,knhshvhahcv' unmhhi t, vgucsv fh fk banu,v,nhnho bcjru gk hsh vrch vra"c'urcu,hbu bahtbu vnvuuho cjhb, wfvi vdsukwcsuro/ "t,o pj vani vj,uo cju,nu akfvi dsuk' ugkhfo kanur nfk nanr gk pjvani ahvhv yvur unthr fscgh" ucrfokvmkhj ckhnushvo ukvhu, neuarho krchctupi ak "nuxh; uvukl"/

78|~|jw yc, vw,ax"z

fhcsu cva,,pu,otsnu"rho' rcbho' rtah hahcv udsukh ,urv fhcsu cva,,pu,o t, vthrug

avhv kfcusv ak ,urv ujxhsu,/

vtsnu"r nxkubhoakhy"t/ tsnu"rnnuszh.akhy"t/ tsnu"r nnjbucetakhy"t' tsnu"r nat. akhy"t/ tsnu"r nkuckhiakhy"t/ tsnu"r nxyrheucakhy"t' cbh f"e tsnur nuuhzbh.: vrv"m rch hartk vdrakhy"t' vrv"m rch nbskvdrakhy"t/

vrc nav hvusv khhc kbst' rc vghr uns"t c"c/ vrc hartk nthr ktu' rcvvrtah ak ,"t-hpu/ vrc hubv nmdr' vrc vrtah khartk/ vrcnthr nzuz' rtahahcu, fxt rjnho/ vrc haghvu vrmk' rcv ak bmr, ghkh,/ vrc nrsfh anutktafbzh' rcu ak fpr-jc"s/ vrc hmje hvusv hruxkcxeh' rc bjk, vr jc"s/ vrcnav vckhi' rc vghr erh,-d, urta hahc, w,unfh ,nhnhow cghr/ vrc crul cugzhureuch.' rc evhk, jc"s kus/ vrc nbjo ngbsk dkufucxeh' rc evhk, jc"srjucu,/ vrc ztc sc xkubho' rc nrfz hruakho/ vrc hvusv khhc drubr' nzfhru akvrch/ vrc hux; hmje ckhbuc' rc nrfz vghr cbh cre/ vrc tprho cudrs' rc evhk,jc"s crnu, cw' hruakho/ vrc yuchv zhkcrayruo' rc ch, vfbx, ahfui jc"s'hruakho/ vrc nbsk apri' shhi ur"h bugo v,urv/ vrc tvri aphrt' ns"t prsx-f./vrc nav uucr' shhi unu"m evhk, cgkzt ccbh-cre/ vrc jhho mch aphrt' rc evkjxhsho crn, tkjbi/ vrc bjuo ruyayhhi' rta hahcu, bzr v,urv/ vrc hux; nthrtkyni' rc jud j,o xupr/ vrc nbav zkhfv' rcv vxprsh ak prsx-f./ vrc aknvdkcr' r"n chahc, jfnh kuckhi/ vrc sus ghsi' nrcbh prsx f./ vrc hgec vfvi f.'rta hahc, w,unfh ,nhnhow vnrfzh, cfpr jc"s/ vrc ztc vkuh xdk' rta hahc,w,ur, tn,w chruakho/ vrc jhho akuo shhya' rta fukk wmnj msew ur"n ,u,"kw,ur, tn,w/ vrc angui nav shxehi' rc cch, fbx, jc"s ccbh cre/ vrc jhhoaknv shxehi' rc evhk, jc"s cerh, t,t uakhj vrch cghr/ vrc tar hgeceupukuch.' rc afub, wbuuv vakuavw ccbh cre/ vrc hgec egbhd' rta fukk crxkcccbh cre/ vrc dskhv texkrus' nkpbho tc"s cjhpv/ vrc hux; hmje epki' rcx,rhv/

vrc jbul dkhmbayhhi' nbvk ,hfui wch, jbvw chruakho/ vrc yuchv ckuh' rcafub, wbuuv hgecw unbvk wch, jbvw chruakho/ vakhj vrc hux; hmje uuhkabxeh'rta hahcu, jxhsh jc"s cmp, ucjhpv/ vrc tvri tkhgzr mhhykhi' nakujh vrchctrv"e/ vrc sus bjaui' nbf"k bhhsu, jc"s ctrv"e/ j"f rw nthr prua' j"f hgecfvi' n"n rta vghr rw hgec tar' rta vghrhhv kagcr rw nrsfh erkh.uthahorcho buxpho/

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vrc vrtah khartk vdtui vrc hubvnmdr' n,eck ccrfv gk hsh vnbjv/ vutnmhhi t, vnznur aha evhku, vbuvdu,ktnru chnh vjbufv "nznur ahr jbuf,vch, ksus"' ach, vnesa bert gk anuak sus vnkl knru, akt vut cbtu' tukovut nxr bpau gk ch, vnesa' ukfi bertgk anu/ vrc nmdr mhhi t; vut t, vgucsvavhahcv bcb,v cafub, prsx f.'uv,nhnho vnx,uccho go dnrt tu goxpr jxhsu, crjucu, vafubv' vrh vonaphgho nnhkt gk vxchcv/

kert, xhuo n,fcs rw hutk hartkduksvhra' ci vbshc v,uro' kvskhet, bru, vjbufv' ftar ktjr nfi

pumj, v,znur, cbghn, "vbru, vkku"'keuk ahr,o vbkvc, ak v,nhnho/ ftarvo ndhgho kw,bugvw vanjv ak "fshkvusu, ukvkk"' vo eupmho gk neunu,hvocanjv rc,h/

zu vagv cv bfbx cbu vdsuk ak f"evtsnu"r nuuhzwbh. akhy"t vrv"m rchhartk vdr/ vut nchy cvbtv c,nhnhovnbdbho cv,kvcu, rcv' uktjr nfincrfo cscrh crfv emrho/

cxhuo vgrc ndhgv vvp,gv akv,nhnho _ j,bh vanjv' ftar vbshc rwnhfk nthr duksvhra np,hg cwsnh jbufvwbfcsho kfk tjs n,knhsh vhahcv/ vutgmnu guns unjke ctvcv ucv,rdau, t,ngu, jbufv kfk tjs nvcjurho' uvonusho ku vustv fpukv' do gk vwztkw vdsukuvnputr acbv cgcuro' ctupi ak vrjc,vsg,/

utfi' tjs vscrho vnpkhtho avhuccbhh, vhahcv' vut akturl fk zni vcbhhvv,nhnho vnahfu kknus cv,nsvucaehsv ccbhhi ch, vfbx, vhai cgus agkdchu' cu-czni' bcbv vcbhhi vdsuk uvjsa ciaa veunu,/ re ktjr azv vuako' bvrxvcbhhi vpbhnh/ rcho mhhbu gucsv zucva,tu, kms vacjho vdsukho gk gmovcbhhv abga,v cthfu, nrahnv ,ulvepsv gk vrjc, vsg, ugk vbujhu,vnexhntkh, gcur v,knhsho/

fk vahru,ho vpfu kznhbho gcurvcjurho/ jsrh ahgurho nruujho' nutrhountuurrho fk mrfo/ tphku gk vpryhoveybho chu,r' jac muu, vbvk, vhahcvagv ahacu go vnvbsxho u,fbbu t,veunpkex vtshr vzv/ bh,i krtu, zt, do

cpryho aukhho' kfturv/ fl tpar krtu,"cuhso" cfk jsr cpbhnhv' scr akt ehhocauo hahcv tjr,/ "fk jsr cpbhnhhv mrhlkvhu, beh unxusr' kkt jpmho nhu,rhonuakfho gk vrmpv tu n,j, knyv"'nxchr rw kuh ruzbcrd unh abhmj gk vgcusvhjs go tjhu rw anutk/ "fl do go jsrfchxv cu hufku aufbh vpbhnhhv kfcx t,cdshvoQ nzdbho kjhnuo uehrur' jsr tufk

rjc hshho' nycj naufkk' rhmu; cuvecsudntu, xxdubhu, cjsrho ucpruzsurhoufuw/ vcbhhi cbuh crnv vfh dcuvv ncjhbvdanh,"/

thi xpe ago vakn, vcbhhi' hzfuv,knhsho kfpk crfv "anjo ccbhhiako"' ugo zt,: "ctur pbhl ,cvheo"' uthin,tho kzv hu,r ntar chnh tur vjbufv///

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vrc nmdr uvrc kbst cagv ak eur, ruj nvhadh v,knhsho

vrc rubzcrd nbf"k vhahcv kuj. t, hsu ak vtsnu"r nnjbucet akhy"t/

nhnhi: vtsnu"r nnuzwh. akhy"t

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מש הש מול ן, מאב ם, ש עמד הוא לרוחה, עורות פ עיניו ה. לאט וקעת השאליו ק מרת חזה, המ לעבר מפנה טו מבמו אל מגנט רב עצמה. לא היה זה כוח כ בשומת את ת ך ש מ רהיב ש המ קיעה הש יפי את למשך יכול היה לא בר ד שום לבו. חינתו, אותו הזמן. מב צוע ב שומת לבו הפ תו. בר אחד קרה עכש לו נעצר. רק ד העולם כ

ן. חרבדינה, מ ב יותר ב היפה ית הב זה היה לעין גלה נ ש אר הפ ש. ממ ל ש ארמון פנים. ב י היה רמז לאוצרות ש קש חוץ, ב מבמיון לא יכול אדם ד אפלו ב ה ש כיות חמד שזה היה! ל ית. אבל כ או את הב לראות, מל

היה ואיננו! ירות אד אש לשונות אופפות עת, כיסודיות אכזרית. ית, מכלות אותו ב את הבלנגד ם. ד שותת ולבו ית הב על ב עומד והוא חרבות לתל היפה ית הב עיניו הופך בר. עומד חסר אונים, איננו יכול לעשות ד

בכי חנוק. ח ב לות והוא מתיפ יו כוש רכ בא אל אחד, זה היה לא יוק, ד ליתר לאחר מחדש שו פג נ ש אחים ני ש נים. שנה. ש ים ת וש רים עש ך מש נ ש ארך נתק ל יוסף ובנימין. הם נפלו אחד על צואריו שיר מסב רש"י כו? ב הם מה על ובכו. ני השי- ת ן ב כה על חרב יוסף ב מרא) ש י הג (על-פ

ל ש חלקו ב היו ש לים ירוש ב ש ש קד המ

ילה ן ש כ ן מש כה על חרב נימין, ובנימין ב ב

ל יוסף. יוסף ובנימין רואים חלקו ש היה ב ש

לנגד ית מוחש כה צורה ב ן החרב את

עיניהם והם בוכים.

מוזר, מאוד הו מש פה יש אבל

ן ם לב? אף אחד לא בוכה על החרב מת ש

ן ל אחד בוכה על החרב תרחש אצלו. כ מ ש

הם לא ל י ש האיש ן החרב למה? ני. הש ל ש

כואב להם?

כי נותן בר. הב ן שום ד כי לא מתק הב

אב הכ על ומקל הסוערים לרגשות רקן פ

ב צ כי לא גורם למ יש, אבל הב האדם מרג ש

להיות טוב יותר.

וצריך ר מת ני הש ל ש עיותיו ב על

יהודי ן רוחני אצל לבכות. אם רואים חרב

ייטיב ש אותו כנע לש ים נס מ ש וככל אחר,

רכיו זה לא עוזר, בוכים מתוך רחמנות את ד

ר לעשות. לו. יותר מזה אי אפש ב ש צ על המ

לו. ידים ש ן נמצאת ב רות לתק האפש

תוכנו ב מזהים אנחנו ר אש כ אבל

ן חרב רואים אנחנו ר אש כ הי, לש כ עיה ב

בוכים. לא אז אצלנו, תרחש מ ש רוחני

ידים זה ב ש ב. כ צ ן את המ צריך לפעל לתק

ה על פ הרי טובה ש לבכות, טעם אין נו ל ש

אחת מאלף אנחות...

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