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t/ cbudg kjusa tkuk _ jusa vrmuiuvrjnho _ autk tsnu"r vzei )cntnrs"v "tbh ksush usush kh r", tkuk"(: nfhui"actkuk vut zni v,dku, h"d nsu,vrjnho" _ "knv vo hnu, vjuk uthbohuo yuc"?

huo-yuc)ugk-srl-zv ac,( njukenhnh vjuk czv atz nthrv esuavnhujs, )"nert )eusa("(' aguav t,vhuo khuo-yuc/ unfhui acjusa tkuknthrho h"d nsu, vrjnho' avo "vtr,gkhubu, nts" )esuav bgkh, chu,r('an,dkho cakhnu, chuo vfhpurho _ vhumrhfho kvhu, huo-yuc ukt hnh vjuk/

unctr tsnu"r vzei "gk-ph nak knklaeuso cutu kghr humthi tbah vghrkert,u uneckhi pbhu casv utz rathi fknh arumv kmt, kvechk pbhu uvut neckt, fuko cxcr pbho hpu, unrtv pbhoaujeu, kfuko' uckf,u vghrv vrh vovukfho tjrhu' utjr-fl ccutu kvhfknkfu,u thi bfbxho fh-to crau, ut; dozt, vnucjrho acgo uhjhsh xdukv" )uktfnu avhw casv(/

ufnu-fi cjusa tkuk' bnmt vec"v)nkl nkfh vnkfho vec"v( chjs go cbh-hartk c"asv"' ucbh-hartk neckho turpbhu h,w casv/

gs fti ,ufi vchtur cntnr/ tcktsnu"r vzei thbu nxhho cphrua v,hru.katkv nsug hnh jusa tkuk vo hnh vjuk/

c/ uha kunr vchtur cv,hru.:

vesuav vnthrv chuo-yuc vht hu,rbgkh, )uthbv cv,kcau,( nguko vgahw'ukfi huo-yuc txur cgahh, nktfv _ fhgahh, nktfv ugucshi sjuk vo cx,hrvkeck vesuav vnthrv chuo-yuc' ucfshkeck vesuav shuo-yuc mrhl "kmt,"ngbhbh v"juk" )csudn, vfbhxv kvhfkvnkl' asruaho ,btho nhujsho(Q nv-athi-fi vdhkuh sh"d nsu, vrjnho cjusatkuk vut kfk hvush' t; abnmt cngnsunmc sjuk )c"asv"( _ csudn, vnklcasv' afk tjs hfuk keck pbhu/

ukfi tkuk thbu huo-yuc _ fh zuvhngk,u sjusa tkuk' avdhkuh vut kfk tjsutjs ncbh-hartk' ugs kzv agcr ujytfuw' uvdhkuh sh"d nsu, vrjnho acjusatkuk bu,i ku fj kgau, ,aucv/

tnbo gshhi mrhl kvchi: v,ufi shuo-yuc vut kt re cthxur gahh, nktfv'tkt do nv ahuo-yuc vut "nugshokanjv"/ ]utphku huo-yuc ak rta vabvathbu "nugsho kanjv" _ vrh bux; kzvado crta vabv habu vjhuc sfcus ugubd'mrhl kvhu, do anjv[ ufatunrho atkukthbu huo-yuc' vrh aukkho )kfturv( dogbhi vanjv )udo fcus ugubd(/

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utz susu eruc keck ,aucv ntvcv"/

ucpry afb"k cjusa tkuk vec"v vutfnu "nkl casv"' a"nrtv pbho aujeu,kfuko" )aajue vut csudn, anjv( _ vrhzv mrhl kgurr anjv do tmk cbh hartk'fnho vpbho kpbho/

ut;-gk-ph-fi' kt re akt nmhbuacjusa tkuk hvhw jhuc sgubd uanjv' tkth,hrv nzu: vnak s"nkl casv" _ atzvut "nrtv pbho aujeu, kfuko" _ vutchtur gk zv atkuk thbu huo-yuc' azv aukk)kfturv( jhuc vanjv ctkuk?!

d/ uhuci zv cvesho vhsug ajusa tkukvut jusa vvfbv kabv vjsav/ uha kunr'avvfbv stkuk kabv vjsav vut csudn,gbhi vjhbul )fskeni x"z(/

cgbhi vjhbul nmhbu scr pkt: cfshahvush hufk kehho nmuu, fah,jhhc cvo)ci h"d uc, h"c(' vrh zv ,kuh chshgu,hu czv'cjhbul aehck kpbh zv ceybu,u/ t; gk phfi' ni v,urv thi nmuv npura, ucpbhgmnv kjbl cbhu ucbu,hu cnmu,/ ]utphkunscrh xuprho _ habv aekt uyrht cdsrhjhucu ufnv sgu, czv[/ ukfturv ,nuv:nfhui ajhbul vut vhxus sehuo fk vnmuu,)fahdsk( _ vh,fi athi mhuuh )ni v,urv(kjbl?

kfturv vhw tpar k,r.' atsrcv:nfhui ajhbul vut scr vnufrj )fb"k(' vrhhgau zv ngmno' ukfi thi mrhl mhuuh gk zv/

ugk-srl athi mhuuh gk "nfahrh nmuv"]ksudnt: cnmu, nhkv' thi mhuuh kvfhithznk ufuw' tu nmu, ,phkhi' athi mhuuhkej, gur cvnv kgcsv ukgau, nnbv ek;ufuw/ ugk-srl-zv catr vnmuu,[/ fh cfshkehho vnmuv nufrj k"nfahrh nmuv" _vrh ktjrh ahabu vmhuuh kehho vnmuv' thimurl cmhuuh kv"nfahrho"' fh zv fcr nucingmnu/

s/ tck ctn, ha jhkue gherh chi jhbulknfahrh nmuv:

khnus v,urv seybho ueybu, thbu revfar uvfbv kehuo v,urv unmuu, akvofahdsku' fh to zv do gbhi kgmnu/ ugsacscrho nxuhhnho' ehuo v,urv unmuu,seybho vut bgkv hu,r nehuo v,urvunmuu, ak vdsukho/ ufph anmhbu cfnvnsrah jz"k dusk vghkuh s"vck ,hbueu, akch, rci"/

ugk-ph-zv batk, vatkv: zv athimhuuh gk "nfahrh nmuv" vrh zv fh vo re

vfar kehuo nmuv urmui vec"v/ nv athifi v,urv unmuu, seybho' nfhui avo duptrmubu ak vec"v _ vhu mrhfho kfturvkvhu, nmuv )tkt nfhui akt ahhl kh,imhuuh ujhuc gk veybho' vhw mrhl kvhu,mhuuh ni v,urv gk vdsukho kva,skaveybho hehhnu nmu,(?

v/ uha kunr vchtur czv' aehuo v,urvunmuu, ak veybho vut "kngkv" ndsrnmuv/

ugk-srl vgbhi seck, guk nkfu, anho'athi zv cnbhi vnmu, ]t; gk ph anucicpayu, aeck, guk vut gbhi kgmnu )uktre vfar kehuo vnmuu,([/ fh mhuuh )nmuv(n,tho ktjrh zv avtso ha ku fcr vgukkmhh, kmhuuhh vnkl' tck zv dupt aneckgk gmnu t, guk vnkl _ thi n,tho gk zvmhuuh' uzv avtso neck gk gmnu guk vnkl'guav zv kt nms mhuuh vnkl' tkt gus kpbh-zv' nms gmnu/

ufnu fi vut cbudg keck, guk nkfu,anho' azv ahvush neck gkhu guk nkfu,anho' vrh zv ct njn, vhvush dupt )uktcdsr "nmuv"(' fh cbh-hartk cycgo gcshoak vec"v' fh kh cbh hartk gcsho/

u/ uha kunr' azvu )gher( gbhi vjhbul:kvrdhk hksh hartk amrhfho kmhh, ukehhokmhuuhh vec"v c,ur,u' agk-hsh-zv pugkho'aycg veck, guk nkfu, anho aha tmkfk hvush' hvhw tmko cdhkuh/

ukfi ehuo v,urv unmuu, seybho thbu"nmuv" )t; gk ph athi zv re vfar kehuo

v,urv unmuu, kfahdsku' tkt zv dupt vutrmui vec"v( _ fh ehuo v,urv unmuu,akvo vut kngkv ndsr "nmuv"/

fao aeck, guk nkfu, anho )do akvdsukho(' t;-gk-ph anuci cpayu, athizv "vfar" kehuo vnmuu, tkt azv duptrmui vec"v' ut;-gk-ph-fi thi zv "nmuv"'fh eck, guk vut kngkv ndsr nmuv' zveaur cgmo nmhtu,u ak vhvush'

gk-srl-zv vut do ehuo v,urv unmuu,seybho' fh gher vvsdav czv anjbfhoeybho kehho ,urv unmuu, vut gbhi eck,guk nkfu, anho/

uha kvuxh;' aeck, guk nkfu, anhoseybho vut cpry tjs hu,r gnue neck,guk nkfu, anho sdsukho: tmk dsukho' t;aveck, guk akvo ct )kt re nms vmhuuh'tkt cgher( nms nmhtu,o )nms vycgscbh hartk "kh cbh hartk gcsho"( _ t;gk ph fi' tpar "ah,grc" czv vvcbvakvo cdsku,u ak nkl nkfh vnkfho)afhui avut nkl dsuk ufuw nufrj kvhu,gcsu(Q nv athi fi eybho' fhui a"ktu cbhshgv bhbvu"' veck, guk akvo eaur cgmonmhtu,o' vv,earu, vgmnh, shartk govec"v/

z/ uha kunr' adw gbhbho tku _ )t(jhbul' )c( eck, guk nkfu, anho' )d( ehuov,urv unmuu, _ ha sudn,o cnal hnhvabv _ cjhkue achbhvo:

gher vgcusv srta vabv vut _ nvacbh hartk nf,hrho t, vec"v knkl'uneckho gk gmno guk nkfu,u h,crl'ufsth,t cdnrt cbudg k,ehg, aupr srtavabv ]a"nmu, vhuo caupr"[ "tnr vec"vtnru kpbh fuw nkfhu, fsh a,nkhfubh gkhfofuw ucnv caupr"/

uveck, guk srta vabv vut v"hxus"kehuo v,urv unmuu, cnal fk vabv/ azvunvygnho gk vao "rtavabv"/ fh veck,guk srta vabv vut v"fkk" annbu cthofk gbhbh gcusv cnal fk vabv )unubvdhonnbv( _ csudn, vrta' acu fkuk jhu, fkvtcrho )unubvdho nnbu(/

tck zv dupt acrta vabv nf,hrhocbh hartk t, vec"v knkl _ vrh zv nmsakpbh zv )kpbh vgcusv "a,nkhfubhgkhfo"( vo eaurho go vec"v cv,earu,gmnh, akngkv nkv,cyt cmhur nhujs'tphku kt mhur fkkh s",nkhfubh gkhfo"/

ucfsh av,earu, zu ,,dkv _ gk zvctv vgcusv sjusa tkuk avr", stkuk

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mhuuh )nmuv( n,tho ktjrh zv

avtso ha ku fcr vguk

kmhh, kmhuuhh vnkl' tck zv

dupt aneck gk gmnu t,

guk vnkl _ thi n,tho gk

zv mhuuh' uzv avtso neck

gk gmnu guk vnkl' guav

zv kt nms mhuuh vnkl' tkt

gus kpbh-zv' nms gmnu

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vut "tbh ksush usush kh" _ kgurr ukdku,vv,earu, gmnh, shartk )"tbh"( govec"v )"sush"(/

uha kunr' azvu nvygnho kzv acbudgkjusa tkuk thi shbho nhujsho )cdnrtucrtaubho(' uvgbhbho acbh hartk guahocjusa tkuk ),ehg, aupr' tnhr, nznurksus vw turh' ufhu"c( vo )cgher( re nbvd)avdsr snbvd vut nv acbh hartkn,bvdho fl nms gmno _ csudn, eck,guk uehuo v,urv unmuu, seybho' athbucdsr nmuv fh to eaur cgmo vnmhtu,'fb"k(/

j/ uha kunr' azvu do vchtur czv'avdhkuh sh"d nsu, vrjnho anthr cjusatkuk _ adhkuh zv vut )csudn,( t,gru,tskghkt ub,hb, fj kvgcusv stkuk _ vutcsudn, "nkl casv"/

cagv avnkl bnmt cvhfk nkfu,u _nkuca ccdsh vnkfu,' uf,r vnkl crtauufuw' "nurda," cdsku, dsku,u ungk,ufnkl/

nv athi fi favnkl casv _ ktbrth, )fk fl( dsku,u urunnu,u ]ucpryftar casv "neck t, fuko cxcr pbhohpu, unrtv pbho aujeu, kfuko"' azuvhvbvdv vhpl gbhi vrunnu,[/ tck t; gk phfi' unvth ygnt dupt' habu ghkuh cnklcasv _ asuet casv bnmt, gmnhu,u)akngkv nrunnu,u fnkl(/

ugk-hsh-zv acjusa tkuk habv gmnu,uak vec"v )akngkv n,utr "runnu,' huphnkl"(' uctupi avut "neck t, fuko cxcrpbho hpu, unrtv pbho aujeu, kfuko" _vrh zv ngurr tmk cbh hartk "fnho vpbhokpbho"' kv,ear go vec"v go gmnhu,o'"tbh ksush"/

y/ ugk-ph-zv tpar kvxchr thlavnak s"nkl casv" )cntnru ak tsnu"rvzei( vut chtur gk zv atkuk thbu huo yuc/ucvesho:

nvygnho a"fk ngahl hvhu kaoanho" u"cfk srfhl sgvu" thbo nmuv _ha kunr' fh zv nuci ngmnu: nfhui a"tbh ktbcrt,h tkt kana t, eubh" _ nucicpayu,' afk scr aguav mrhl kvhu,kana t, eubu' uthbu mrhl kmhuuh gk zv/

uha kvuxh;' azv a"fk ngahl hvhu kaoanho" u"cfk srfhl sgvu" thbo nmuv _vrh zv nfhui a)cpry tjs( vo kngkv ndsrnmuv )gk-srl ab,ctr kghk cgbhi jhbul(/

uvchtur czv:

nmuu, vo cfkk mhuuhho nvec"v cbudgkgbhbho pryhho )tu gbhbho buxpho kgmovnmhtu,( ak vtso' avtso hgav scrnxuhho )nmu, gav( tu akt hgav scrnxuhho )kt ,gav(/ tck vvfrv cbudgknmhtu,u cfkk _ afk nmhtu,u bcrtvcfsh kana t, eubu _ zv eaur go gmonmhtu,u/

ugk srl zv vut do cbudg k"fk ngahlhvhu kao anho" u"cfk srfhl sgvu" _ fhv,ufi akvo ncyt t, vvfrv afknmhtu,u' ufk pguku,hu' vi kana t, eubu/

ugk-ph-zv hun,e vahhfu, s"nklcasv" go zv atkuk thbu huo yuc:

zv acjusa tkuk vec"v fnu "nklcasv"' azv eth gk gmnu,u ak vec"v _mrhl kgurr tmk cbh hartk vgbhi s"tbhksush"' afk v"tbh" aku )gmo nmhtu,u(vut "ksush"'

ugbhi zv s"tbh ksush" nusda suet chnhvjuk' fagxueho cgahh, nktfv ugucshisjuk ut; gk ph fi guav zt, kao anho _act nms vvfrv uvvrda afk v"tbh" akuvut )re( kana t, eubu/

h/ gk-ph fk vb"k ha kunr' azv athimhuuh acjusa tkuk mrhl kvhu, canjv'

ukt re athi mhuuh gk zv )ni v,urv udo ktcscrh xuprho( tkt akt bnmt tphkucscrh vtjrubho' fukk do sruah jxhsu, _t;-gk-ph akt hfuk kvhu, anjv hu,rdsukv nzv avec"v neck t, fk tjsutjs' c"xcr pbho hpu," u"nrtv pbhoaujeu, kfuko" _ vut fh vanjv sjusatkuk vht kngkv ndsr mhuuh )tphku ndsrmhuuh snbvd vf,uc cxprho(:

vanjv shvush actv n"tbh ksushusush kh"' nzv agmo nmhtu,u eaurv gogmnu,u h,crl )akngkv n,utr nkl(' vhtkngkv ndsr mhuuh/

uha kvuxh;' azuvh do vvxcrv czvavnak snkl casv vut chtur gk zvatkuk thbu huo yuc' azv aukk )fb"k x"c(do jhuc vanjv ctkuk:

anj, huo yuc' nfhui avanjv vhtnvdhkuh tur anthr chuo yuc' kfi vhtcnshsv uvdckv' kph ngk, vtur svhuoyuc/ ukfi ha gk zv mhuuh ujhuc/

nv athi fi vanjv acjusa tkuk'vctv nzv av"nkl casv"' nzv acbhhartk eaurho go gmnu,u h,crl _ vrh zvkngkv nnshsu, uvdcku,' ukfi thi zv cdsrmhuuh ujhuc/

ht/ nvchtur vb"k cngk, jusa tkuk_ habv vurtv dsukv avht hxus cjhh vhuohuo ak hvush:

ktjrh ahvush nehho fk vnmuu,anjuhhc cvo' fukk do vnmuu, anscrhxuprho' uvshbho nrtaubho utjrubho ufuwfnuct caukji-grul' udo c"aukji grulvjxhsh"' ugs do nbvdh hartk nfk judujud' uvvurtu, vnhujsu, nrcbho unbvhdhhartk acfk sur usur' gs f"e nu"jtsnu"r baht surbu _ rutho cpugk'abatrho rhcuh gbhbho cnal vhuo targkhvo thi vurtv npura, caukji grulufvb"k/

ucpry ajke jauc nvo vo gbhbho:thl kbmj t, vhmr acu' uvbxhubu,anxchcu ufuw ufuw' fk tjs utj, cgbhbhu/

thi khvush nv khrt ukpjs nzv' ucusthkt kjfu, gs anhavu hcut uhdhs kuvurtu,' tsrcv: czv n,cyt gher vgcusv_ ahvhw gcusv cfj gmnu' ah,hhdg goafku vut kjpa uknmut c,urv )"vpl cvuvpl cv sfukv cv"( ugk hxus fkkh v,urvvvurtu, thl amrhl kv,bvd cfk nervnxuhho' "cfk srfhl sgvu" u"fk ngahlhvhu kao anho" _ ahvhw sudnt jhw cfk

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anj, huo-yuc' nfhui

avanjv vht nvdhkuh tur

anthr chuo-yuc' kfi vht

cnshsv uvdckv' kph ngk,

vtur svhuo-yuc/ ukfi ha gk

zv mhuuh ujhuc/ nv athi fi

vanjv acjusa tkuk'

vctv nzv av"nkl casv"'

nzv acbh-hartk eaurho

go gmnu,u h,w _ vrh zv

kngkv nnshsu, uvdcku,'

ukfi thi zv cdsr mhuuh ujhuc

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vbvdu,hu' fph ahvush jke ngnu akvec"v' n,bvd/

ugk-srl-zv _ cbudg kehuo vnmuu,'nehhno hvush cshue gk-ph mhuuh v,urv' kt,uxhpui ukt ,drgui j"u' tck chjs go zvbh,i kvcb,u avut hnmt cfj gmnu vsrlthl kehho vnmuv c,fkh, vhuph uvhsur:cvhsur nmuv' ns, jxhsu,' kpbho naur,vshi ufuw/

usuet gk-hsh-zv _ nrtv nvu hvush:akt re anehho nmuu,hu ak vec"v )fnuaguav scr bux;(' tkt aczv n,cyt,gmo nmhtu,u' "tbh kt bcrt,h tkt kanat, eubh"/

hc/ gk tj, fnv ufnv fabnmthocjusa tkuk )ucpry ktjrh afcr gcru zwhnho vrtaubho' avo vhe; ako sacg,hnh vacug' vfukk fk ahbuhh vcrhtv( _favnkl bnmt "casv" khs fk tjs utjs'atz habo gus fuju, ahvhw "tbh ksush"'vngurr t, v"usush kh"' udo fvfbv keck,nkfu,u h,w crta vabv' uehuo vnmuu,cnal vabv vctv/

uvtupi cpryhu, thl ahvush mrhlkgau, vgcusv stkuk _ kt btnr cphruac,urv acf,c ucxprh ,urv acgk-pv' fhzv bh,i kfk tjs utjs' ah,cubi kph fkkhv,urv thl amrhl kjze hu,r t, vearaku go vec"v/

ucusth _ gk-hsh ehuo vvurtu,avpuxeho csuru, akph zv fcr vuru'ucfkku, _ atkuk vut jusa vjacuiuv,aucv gk fkku, vgcusv cnal vabv'fnrunz do cjnav vr", s"tkuk"' fbds,urv gcusv udn"j' ,aucv udtukv' fukkucnhujs _ vnbvdho sjusa tkuk cau"gutjrubho )fnsucr kghk ctrufv(' unvo:vnbvd ktjk kfk tjs utjs f,hcv uj,hnvyucv' vnbvd kpapa csesueh nmuv' kcsuev,phkhi unzuzu, ufuw/ vnbvd kvrcu,cmsev' ugus/

hd/ nzv ha gus khnus gherh: ftar

hvush nx,fk nxchcu urutv scrho nbudshouvpfhho' n,jhk cu gmnu: vbv nrdha thlav"nkl" bnmt chjs t,u c"asv"' ucrdgaktjrh zv n,jhk hmru vrg kp,u,ukv,gxe cgbhbho vpfhho' fph ahsg thbacbpahw' ugk-srl-zv vx,hru, vaubu,uvvpfho arutv nxchcu cguko )"asv"('fukk vbxhubu, aha ku nvguko anxchcu _

thbu mrhl kpjs nzv' kcruj ukv,jctcsw tnu,hu vnmunmnu, _ fh tsrcv: flcrt vec"v nkf,jhkv t, vguko' gukonkt cgbhbho vpfhho' n,jhk nbanv udu;ubpa vcvnh, ak hvush _ go vfuubvavvpfho hgurru t, gcus,u ak hvush'kkjuo bds hmru uvnbdsho ancju.' ugk-hsh-zv kdku, fju,hu vpbhnhho/

ukfi mrhl hvush ksg,' a"fh ,mtknkjnv gk tuhchl"' vut humt knkjnv'tck vut "gk tuhchl"' akt cgrl kngkvntuhchu' fh fk nmhtu,o vht re fsh kgurrfju,hu vpbhnhho' fb"k/

ugk-zv ha khvush vkhnus nhujs sjusatkuk atz vec"v vut "nkl casv":

v,fubv s"asv" )gucshi sjuk( vhtb,hb, neuo nnumg chi ghr knscr' gbhbhosvhpl fuw ]uckaui vntnr stsnu"r vzeigk "nscr"' agbhbu vut "tr. kt zrugv"'"zrug" cgbhbho ak "kt"' gbhbho ck,hrmuho[' t; gk ph fi vukl v"nkl" k"asv"'utsrcv _ suet ao bnmt gmnu, vnkl)fb"k x"j(' ugk-hsh-zv av"nkl casv" _vrh zv b,hb, fj do khvusho abnmthoc"nscr" kgau, ,aucv/

unzv mrhl hvush kknus' akt kv,b,env"asv"' tkt tsrcv _ nnbv ,umhtkjo _ kmt, kao' ukdku, ao vnmhtu,ak v"nkl"' n,jhk cbudg k"asv" )cdu;ubpa vcvnh,' gucshi sjuk( aku' udo cbudgk"asv" fpauyv' aao bnmtho hvushoakg, g,v vo gshhi csrdt s"asv"' unph.hvsu, do tkhvo uchbhvo/ utsrcv _ suetgk-hsh-zv n,dkho fju,hu vbgknho' ugskgmnhu,u' fb"k/

hs/ ucbudg kpugk:

cyj hbmk fk tjs utj, vzni sjusatkuk kjze vear s"tbh ksush usush kh"fukk gk-hsh gahh, jacui mse cbudgkgcusv cnal vabv sg,v' gk nb,kvakho' do nkaui akhnu,/ ucnhujs _ gk-hsh vuxpv c,urv' ,pkv umsev' ,aucvudtukv/

udo kvaphg gk vtbaho anxchcu'fukk _ tku abnmtho csrd, "asv"'unnumg k"nscr"' fb"k/

ucgnsbu cab, vevk uab, ,anju,anj _ custh hjypu cacugu, vtjrubhokvuxh; ch,r at, uh,r gz' cgahh, fhbuxhvevk stbaho baho uy; kngi hknsu uhrtut, vw tkehfo' utha t, tjhu hgzuruuktjhu htnr jze/ ucnhujs _ cbudgkvgcusv avzni drnt sjusa tkuk/

unfhui ajusa tkuk vut do vfbv krtavabv _ vrh zv do vzni vn,tho kgurrt, fk tjs utjs cbudg kvva,sku, kgzurkvzeue kzv _fk vnmyrl cfk vmrfho _cfsh ahufk kehho crta vabv "tfkunanbho ua,u nn,eho"' fnsucr fnvpgnho ctrufv/

yu/ cvnal kvtnur kghk tusu,vvsdav cpry cjusa tkuk gk vgcusv cfjgmnu _ nmhgho scr ahcyt cdkuh hu,r thlahvusho nuxhpho cgcus,o cfj gmnu:

fvfbv kabv vjsav' h,jhku cfk neuouneuo )tu gk fk pbho keck vjkyvkv,jhk cabv vctv( kveho cbhbhojsaho' c,h ,urv' c,h ,pkv' c,h dn"j' tufuko' tu fuko hjs/

uvv,jkv )tu gk fk pbho vvjkyv(fcr ,vhw ,hf; vfbv erucv kkf, chjs govnkl casv kghr vchrv ukvhfk nkfu,u'ucpayu, _ khruakho ghr veusa' erh,nkl rc' cch, vnesa vakhah )afcr gunscbuh kngkv(' ugs _ cesa vesaho' u,hf;unhs nna/

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aupy' auyr udo bcht'

knru, v,ufi vaubv chi

aka, v,pehsho' vrch

nv"n nnkt t, aka,o

ucfl nzfv tu,bu kehho t,

vurtu,hu' kv,erc tkhu

ukanug ceuku' ucgher kvhu,

jke nvdtukv vakhnv

ftar eurtho c,urv t, pra, aupyho' cnhujst, vpxue vrtaui cprav "aupyho uauyrho,,i kl cfk agrhl"' ucvnal _ vpxue "bchtteho kvo nerc tjhvo fnul"' bzfrho ctupiycgh cahjv vnupktv nac, pra, aupyho

,ba"t/ cahjv zu nctr vrch nkl vnahj akhy"t tusu,vvcsk achi "aupyho" )uauyrho( uchi "hugmho"/ fl afkpgo an,pkkho "vahcv aupyhbu frtaubv uhugmhbufc,jhkv" husgho fcr knv vfuubv/

cvnal ndhg vjke avpl kvhu, vnpurxo chu,rcv,uugsu, zu' cu vrch nyhk t, v"pmmv"' ftar vut nctrtusu, vaupy uvhug. acfk sur' unao gucr kbcht ukbcutvctupi fkkh' ucpry csuru,hbu' ftar kert, vdtukv juzr,vbcutv khartk' unmuuv gkhbu kprxo fh zfhbu uvec"v nhbvaupy' hug. ubcht ksurbu' tar chi scrh bcut,u vht vbcutvvgherh, a"ktk,r kdtukv"/

,nhs hsgbu ascrh vrch vo scr vw' aafhbv nscr, n,uldrubu ufuw/ jxhsho hsgu kv,hhjx tk vrch ftk aupy' hug.ut; fbcht/ tuko vfrzv crurv fzu' vht cfk zt, cdsr jhsuanhujs' ufl vht v,eckv' ftar nfti uthkl' ha kbu kt ret, vmhphhv kdtukv' kt re t, vcyj, v,urv kdtukv' uktre t, caur, vdtukv' tkt t, bcut, vdtukv/ zu abtnr,kt re gk-hsh baht vsur' vaupy uvhug. acsur' tkt gk-hshvbcht _ vrch nv"n/

vnangu, vnhujs, ak caur, vdtukv ftar vhtbtnr, cmur, bcutv' vht cfl afg, thbbu re nmphokdtukv' thbbu re ntnhbho ccutv verc' tkt husghoavdtukv ndhgv nhs/ h,hrv nfl' btnr kbu kprxo caurv zu"kt re c,ur jfo uaupy' tkt c,ur bcht azvu cuustu,"/

ftar n,cubbho gk fk vbvd,u ak vrch' cpry cgbhhbhovgunsho fhuo gk vpre' rutho tbu fh ha cfk tjs nvo t,vnhns ak aupy' ak hug. uak bcht/

tjs vgbhhbho vcugrho vut vnmc vcyjubh ctr.veusa' nv anfubv gbhbh akhnu, vtr./ to fh fph avrchgmnu vsdha' nzni thi nsucr tusu, vanhrv gk akhnu,

vtr.' tkt anhrv gk jhhvo ak nkhubh vhvusho vdrho ctr.veusa' ut; cguko fuku/

vrch vmhd t, vscrho c,ur "hug."' fph an,tho ksurbu'vsur vrtaui ak vdtukv/ vut nxchr' nbne' nufhj unctrcyuc ygo' gk ph vafk vtbuah' t, vxfbv ac"ndghovnshbhho"' vut nmchg gk v,umtu, vthunu, vgauhu,kv,rja' nrtv ctmcgu sudntu, nnv afcr erv unzvhrnpbh vg,hs/ vut nufhj fh do kahy, tku vgunsho crtau,vnnakv' ksuru,hvo' ukngi vthbyrxho akvo' gkhvokbeuy cnshbhu, ak th bfubu, kuuh,urho/ tkt akmgrbu'vtnubho gk fl kt nxfhnho keck t, vgmv ak vhug./

ufl do c,ur aupy _ zv anurv kgo t, napyh v,urv'nurv vrch' t, vthxur vvkf,h acuuh,urho ktunu, vgukogk ayjho cfkk uctr. veusa cpry/ ftar bux; kjunrvnhujs cfl akt zufrho fh tr. hartk bh,bv kgo hartkgk-hsh vec"v' vrh ha t, vthxur vjnur nms "peuj bpa"/to bh,i vhv kmpu, fh kpju, vntnhbho c,urv hsdku cvkfvpxuev zu' n,crr fh do fti aheukho aubho unaubho vufhjufh aupy ak vsur vut tjs uhjhs _ vrch' ftar nckgshu'thi nh anurv tu neck t, sg, v,urv cntv tjuz/

ufl do catr vbuatho' fdui akhnu, vgo' vstdv kjhbulhvush' ufk buat ubuat' scrhu ak vrch btnrho fhug. ufaupy'ufph abufjho ksg, auc uauc' fbcht/

ufl do cbudg kakhju, vgherh,' caur, vdtukv/ vrchtunr zt, fhug. _ nxchr kbu gs fnv vdtukv vht yucvuvfrjh,' ufhms vghxue cgbhhbh dtukv unahj' vut vsrlvbfubv uvn,thnv kzni zv/ faupy _ vrch nkns fhmsvdtukv nufrj, ubsra, gk ph v,urv' ufbcht _ ncar t,caur, vdtukv/ txur kbu kvprhs chi aka, vjkeho/ gkhbukvxchr kfk hvush vi t, vgucsv avdtukv vht yucv cgcuru_ fhugmho' vi t, vgucsv avht nufrj, gk ph ,urv _faupyho' uvi t, vbcutv aczfu,v tbu cyujho cfl avdhgzni vdtukv' ukt npxheho kvfrhz n,ul tnubv uhshgvcrurv:

hjh tsubbu nurbu urchbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs!

vjuyvnauka

scr vngrf,

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kg"b vrc zkni hust c"r akuo haghw shhya g"v

p,do vacug cgbhhbh dtukv

gs do cfkku, vguko _ctupi afk

vguko' do guko nkaui vgko uvx,r // bgav

rau, vhjhs jsur cbeusv vtj, uvhjhsv shjhsu

ak guko // fph andkv t, gmnu "cercbu" g"h

"bcht teho kvo duw fnul"' baht vsur a"vut

vfk"' "mshe hxus guko"'

gk srl tci va,hw _abnmt, cneuo

nxuhho cguko vzv vdanh' uehhn, ,nhs ckh

ahbuhho )tphku kt vahbuh sdbhzv' fvtrui

abdbz ufhu"c(' gk srl aupy ubcht aehho

)bmjh( cfk sur )fxhni kdhkuh tkeu, ctupi

,nhsh( _annbv vua,, fk vguko fuku/)nahju, a"p aupyho vw,ba"t(

vacug vjxhshf"e tsnu"r vzei

fh vtso g. vasv )aupyho f' hy(

ha g. avprh akvo ngy nzghr uvo dcuvho kngkv crta vthkiufk ekhpu, vthki nmyrfu, ahvhv em, phru, kngkv/ uha gmhoavphru, rcho un,jhkhi nhs xnul ktr./ ugo fk zv tpar ahvhvvphru, vnugyho hu,r yucho/ uzvu nak kguxe cnatu un,buctnubv' ktpueh thki xre us"k/

)wntnrh tsv"z vemrhow gw eyz(

f"e tsnu"r vtnmgh

huci nnak mnhj, vthki' aha cu cw scrho: vtw dupu ak thkivmunj cdhkuh' uvcw arau tar ctr.' uvara vut gher ehunu ujzeu,nhs/ ufl vut cfk banv tkeh,' sf,hc "fh vtso g. vasv"'ufkku, banu, hartk bnaku kthki _ukzt, ha cbanu, cwnsrhdu,: vtw fk nv avtso n,gurr kcu c,pkv ufubv cnuj ukc uficgxe v,urv unmu, u,aucv' avfk vut cjhb, tur pbhnh act umunjcv,dku, dnur' fnak v,dku, fj mnhj, vthki kgau, prh fuw/ tcknsrhdv vcw vut cjhb, vara ak vbanv annbv unjn,v suet ctubnal fj uguz kv,gurru, re avut ccjhb, vvgko' gk srl varadanh avut ynui cvgko unfju vbgko ct cjhb, fj vmnhjv acthkicdhkuh cfk g, uagv/

)eygho nwagr v,aucvw ms't(

f"e tsnu"r vmnj mse

ksus vw turh uduw ),vkho fz(

vygo knv tunrho nznur zv crta jusa tkuk: kvhu, fh crtajusa tkuk nthrho h"d nsu, vrjnho avo turu, gkhubho/ uzvu"ksus vw turh uhagh": "turh" vhhbu vnaf, tur pbhnh' "uhagh"vhhbu vnaf, tur neh;/ vbv busg akvhu, vnaf, vtur nkngkv vutsuet faha fkh knyv cnv ah,tjz vtur // uzvu gbhi "ac,h cch,vw":"ch, vw" // vi tu,hu, v,urv abertu tcbho anvo bgau"c,ho" ufkho kdhkuh tur thi xu; crul vut/

)wtur v,urvw gec ,epc-d(

f"e tsnu"r nvr"aaupyho uauyrho ,,i kl cfk agrhl)rha pra,bu(

svbv ha sw "agrho" cbpa' svhhbu rthv uanhgv urhj uscur//umrhl kvhu, cfk vagrho "napy ushi"' svhhbu ahvhv gumo ghbhunrtu, crg' ufi cscur akt hscr scrho cykho ufvth duubt' unnhktkt hang zuk,u' uvrhj vut gbhhi vrvurh gchrv aeahi ngchrv/

)wxpr vntnrhow ,rf"y gw afs(

f"e tsnu"r nvura"cfh vtso g. vasv )aupyho f' hy(

vgsr vtvcv uhrtv vdo avht cseu,' ndhg nzv vpdo kngkv

hu,r kvhu,u cnsrhdv dcuv hu,r fuw/ svbv f,hc "fh vtso g. vasv"fuw' ugk srl nak g. prh' vrh vphru, avi cducv vthki fabupkhogk vtr. vrh vo bupkho cnrje hu,r ni vthki fuw/ ufnu fi cg.vjhho sbanu,' nh avut cnsrhdv dcuv vrh vbphkv )r"k( vht knyvhu,r fuw' ugk fi' cnh anms ngk, ban,u vrh vut ahhl kgcusvstvcv uhrtv' vbv vgsr vgcusv guav cu rhjue dsuk hu,r ugkuk j"uhu,r krg r"k' uvhhbu kcs zt, avf,o gk cds jauc drug hu,r fuw'vbv vut gkuk j"u khpuk hu,r crg r"k/

)wvnal ,gr"cw j"t gw enz(

f"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m

fh vtso g. vasv )ao(

thki fathbu guav phru,' bgav kthki xre/ hfukho kvhu,"hvush-a"x" uhjs go fl xre/ mrhfho kvhu, thki guav phru,/ nvauuv ,ur,l ugcus,l fagshhi kt vtr, tur' fsh kvfbhx tur ctsoabh/

)wkeuyh scurhow )ckv"e( j"t gw 381(

f"e tsnu"r nkl vnahj akhy"t

vuh nrcv kjeur t, vgsho)tcu, t' y(

ha kpra gk srl vrnz:

t/ to crmui vtso ksg, to rath vut kxnul gk pkubh _hjeurvhyc t, "gshu"' vhhbu gk ph ntnr rz"k "euru, ch,u ak tsonghsho gkhu"Q ha kcsue thl brtho euru, uf,kh ch,u' thzv xprhoha ao uthku ,nubu, ,kuhu,///

c/ famrhl vtso kvjkhy cbudg kvbvdv c,urv unmuu,' gkhu"kjeur" t, v"gsho" aku' vhhbu ghbhu utzbhu' a"hxpru" nv artuuangu cngns vr xhbh/

)wchturho kpreh tcu,w p"t gw 06(

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v,uugsu,nghi hjhsu,

ntumr vnkl

fnv pgnho f,c f"e tsnu"r

nkl vnahj akhy"t av,uugsu,

vht nghi hjhsu,/ kpbhbu ngbv ak

vrch c,ufi zv:

2( gbh,h nfcrcv,hhgmu, go hshshoufuw/ ukpkt dsukaautk guv"p uguv"p!

3( vbvdv hunh, g"p au"g/

4( nbvdh huo vuks,/

5( bgbv gk fk atku,hu' unv ,ugk,ahatko guv"p?!

ufk v,uugsu, g,v' vht nghi hjhsu, _kvrumv czv/

tzfhr gv"m/

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nt, vrc jhho kuh-hmje dhbzcurd

naphg chahc, ,u,"k vnrfzh, _ fpr jc"s

ctjs ndkdukhu ak vnaphg rwngbsk puyrpx' facrj npbhnceah bpau xufbh ve/d/c/kpbh ntxru' v,jct pgocch, tj, nnapju, tb"a/

ktu,v napjv vhv ci eyi' avhv tz jukvnts cnjkv nxufb,/ facheru gnu tmkrupt nunjv' ecg vrupt gcur vhks xsrako ak ,rupu,' tncyhu, jnu, unrhj,dupu cxudho aubho ak najv kph xsrnxuhho/ vrupt vzvhr nts akt kabu, t,vxsr' nauo afk ahbuh cxsr vscrho gkukkdruo k,umtu, vpufu, kdnrh' gs fsh xfbvnujah, kjhh vjukv' jkhkv/

tnu ak vhks yhpkv cu cnxhru, rcv/vht anrv vhyc gk vurtu, vrupt'uvephsv knktu, tu,o cshue kph vxsraecg/ pgo tj, yg,v vtnt' uckh nahoahb,v t, xsr vscrho' fl aerv cshuevscr nnbu jaa vrupt/ nmcu ak vhksvjnhr nts' uvhv brtv avut fngy duxx/

vtnt' avhh,v nzugzg, fukv nnvaerv' kt hfkv kvrdg krdg/ vht rmv cch,

nehr kehr' favht ,uka, t, agru,rtav unnrr, ccfh kkt vr;' ,ul athbvnpxhev knknk ceuk bhjr: "uuTx vTc thldhyTi' uuTx vTc thl dhyTi?!" ]= nvgah,h' nv gah,h?![ vrh cnu hsh drn,hcgmnh knmc zv! nv gah,h' nv gah,h?!

tjrh fnv rdgho cvo kt hfkv vtntkvrdg' gmrv kp,g t, nrum,v ucfhh,v'uvjkv autk, t, gmnv ceuk: "uuTx dhhthl thmygr yTi?" ]= nv vukf, tbhkgau, gfahu[? nv guaho gfahu?

rw ngbsk' av,jct tz cch,' rutvuaung t, fk vnjzv ukcu bacr cercu _favhv nxpr zt, ktjr nfi' vhv nnahlnhs' c,juav ak vekv: c"v/ vhks v,dcrgk vnjkv' v,rpt' ufhuo vut "jxhshagrhubdgrnRi"/

tz rth,h cnuja' tunr rw ngbsk' nvphruav vtnh,h ak ,aucv _ ucabhvnucbho: njs' rth,h cnuja nv phruavak jryv gk vgcr _ akt hfukho kvrdgt; krdg' nnrrho ccfh cerhtv ngunevkc: "uuTx vTc thl dhyTi' uuTx vTc thl

dhyTi?!" ]= nv gah,h' nv gah,h?![ vrhcnu hshh drn,h kfk zv!

nthsl' rth,h cnuja t, vngcr vjskgherv ak v,aucv _ kt re vcfhuvnrhru, gk vgcr tkt cgher veckv gkkvct' vpgukv uvngav cpugk nhs fshk,ei t, nv atpar/ fh fahusgho avnmceav usruav pgukv nhhsh,' nchbho atxurkvhatr cnrhru, uccfhu, ckcs' tktjhhcho kgcur nhs kpgukv ukngav avutvgher: "uuTx dhh thl thmygr yTi?" _ nvguaho gfahu' nv guaho gfahu?

xhpur sunv habu gk tsnu"r vzei'aatkuvu pgo _ nv phruav ak ,aucvujryv tnh,h,' uvut gbv utnr: ,aucvujryv tnh,h, vht fnu vxujr nvghraekuc atnr "tbh n,jry"/

ctu,v ,eupv vhv veur dsuk cruxhv'unh vbvr eptu uvpfu kerj/ vbvr vgnue'achnho f,heubo vhu zeueho kxphbu,ukrpxusu, fsh kgcur tu,u' vpl knayjkci ak erj' tar gkhu vhv bh,i kgcurcchyjv crdk' tu cnzjku, ak akd/

v,uugsu, jxhsu,h,

nv gah,h?unv guaho gfahu?ftar gurfho t, jacui-vbpa vpryh ak

jusa tkuk' ucnhujs t, jacui vbpa cbudg

kgbhi zv cnhujs _ nv gah,h unv tbh guav

kvcht xu; xu; kxhunv vnujky ak vdku,'

ukv,dku,u vnktv ak nkfbu nahjbu _ scr amrhl kvhu, budg' ucuusth vut

tfi budg kgmo nmhtu,u ak fk tjs utj, nt,bu nna

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nagcr veur vdsuk uvtuuhr v,jno'vjk do verj agk dch vbvr kvpahr' tckgk pbh vayj kt rtu ntunv/ nkngkv vhvnayj verj brtv hmhc cshue fnu kpbhjusa ujusahho/ re vafk vhar' uvncudrhocgkh vbxhui cgcr' vzvhru akt kbxu, kkf,gk pbh verj/ afi vnayj vjhmubh gkukkvhacr n,j, krdkhho' utpar cc, tj,khpuk knmuku, vbvr' kkt auo tparu,anhavu hufk kv,erc ukvmhk/

tck tu,u duh naekuc' vjkhy avuthu,r jfo nfuko/ vut kt h,p,v ktkuvnbxho kgmur tu,u csrfu vjaucvuvbjumv krdk gxehu/ vut kt h,gfcnkvdhg kneunu, tkhvo mrhl vut kvdhgcdkk tzvru, athi kvo fk cxhx _ vrhngk pbh vayj brtv nayj verj fv jzeuhmhc/

vut vnahl kkf, cmgsho cyujho gkdch nayj verj agk vbvr' favut kugdkfk vjuaaho uvnzvhrho/ c,jhkv tnbovhh,v vsrl hmhcv' uvut v,crl ckccu gkjfn,u agnsv ku akt kaho kc kfkjaau, vauut' ukvnahl csrfu kvahd t,nyru,hu kkt vprgu,/

tck kp,g p,tuo thrg cshue nvafuko vzvhru npbhu: nayj verj ktvjzhe ngns nfucs dupu unatu ak vxujrnaekuc/ vut bacr ,j, rdkhu' uvxujr bpktk nh vbvr vzugpho uvxugrho' kkt fktparu, kvmkv/

fabpk tk ,ul vnho' zge vxujr cnrbpau: tbh n,jry! n,jry gk akt ang,hkfk vtzvru,' n,jry gk ajac,h gmnhjfo nfuko' n,jry gk acnu hshh vct,ht, gmnh kgcrh-ph-pj,' kycug cnh vbvrvzugpho uvxugrho/

jryv fzu' tnr rchbu vzei _ fnu akvxujr naekuc cagv artv t, v,umtu,nvbvd,u vbkuzv _ vht jryv tnh,h,/ nhan,jry gk jythu jryv fzu' cruravjryv aku vht tnh,h,' utz nucyj vutakt hauc gus kfxkv kgcur gus gk dzhr,vnkl j"u/

kt kcfu, _ kgau,!fl tunr f"e tsnu"r akhy"t nkl

vnahj tusu, gbhi vcfhv1: "gbhi vcfhvfpauyu' cgbhhbh vguko' vut cfsh kvek gkvcufv/ ufbrtv cjua' aftar vtso cufvgk gbhi vnhmr unghe ku' thi cfujv akcfhv zu k,ei navu cscr adro tu,v' tkt

acfv _ uhruuj ku/ ugk srl nv af,uc"vhh,v kh sng,h kjo uduw"/ nzv nuci' tarfaha chsu k,ei t, vgbhi' vrh' tsrcv' thineuo kvrdhg ruju ccfhv' tkt mrhl vutkgau, uk,ei/

"ukfi' farutv "jurci nesau" akjchru _ na,,; cmgru ucufv' tck )gher(v,heui ucbhi ch, vnesa njsa thbu ,kuhcu tkt cjchru/ vut hfuk unjuhhc kgau,kjchru/ t( g"h ahufhju )csrfh bugo(' c( g"hahgurr rjnho uh,pkk gkhu/ tck vchyukcpugkak vjytho adrnu kjurci vnesaachs jchru' ,kuh cjchru' avut cgkcjhrv/ ucagv agav t, fk nv acfujukgzur kjchru' uktjr fk zv rutv anesajchru jrc gusbu _ vbv budg vgbhi cbpauuhcfv gkhu ufuw/

"tuko cagv arutv vtso t, jurcich, vnesa vpryhaku' tz thi ku kvx,pectbjv ucfhv' fh to kva,sk k,ei ukcbu,njsa' g"h ahgcus gcus,u kvcht t,vdtukv vpryh, cbpau2/ kcs cto vcfhvvht sngu, ak ,aucv' atz vcfhv gmnvvht ,heui' ugbhi ak cbhi' ufnu abtnr ahnvsng,h cbtsl uduw/

"ukpgnho vcfhv njkhav gcus,u ccbhivnesa aku' ctnru ckhcu fh fcr hmt hshjuc,u ccfhv ufuw/ ukfi cfhh, hux; ucbhnhivhh,v _ fk tjs _ gk ch, vnesaacjkeu ak vabh/ uhgec kt cfv gk jurci

ch, vnesa' fh to vhv eurt t, ang' fhhgec vut tchvo ak fk cbh hartk' ukfi vivnafi uvi ch, vnesa vo c"jkeu"' ukfigxe c,heui ucbhi ch, vnesa ///

"tnru jz"k "fk sur athbu bcbv )ch,vnesa( chnhu ngkhi gkhu ftku vutvjrhcu"/ ugk srl zv ha kunr cbudg kfktjs3' nv akt bcbv ch, vnesa chnhu vhtnpbh ach, nesau vpryh vut jrc4/ togcus,u vpryh,' ch, vnesa aku' vhvehho cakhnu,' vhv ct nahj ucubv ch,vnesa _ vfkkh/ uvv,cubbu, czv _fuub,v u,fkh,vkt vtbjv uvcfhv' fh tovpgukv uvgahv _ vdtukv vpryh, ucbhich, vnesa acbpau' ugh"z hnvr uhnahl t,vdtukv vfkkh, ucbhi ch, vnesa cneunu'g"h nahj msebu' ceruc nna"/

ha bcht chartkvrch nkl vnahj ,ucg usura nt,bu'

npmhr uzuge auc uauc' gus vpgo ugusvpgo _ kpguk/ kvrgha' kvfrhz ukprxo'kvaphg gk gmnbu gk cbh-ch,bu ugk fkvbnmtho xchcbu/ ucvsdav nhujs,' do tovgbhhi gshhi kt beky cakhnu, tmkbu!

"kvfrhz ukprxo" kfuko _ uprxuo'fhsug' thbu bgav ceuk gbu, jkuav _"avec"v tunr )g"h gcshu vbchtho( ///avhuo nna rutho cghbh car crf,vdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv!

ucpry fph avrch nsdha zt, gus hu,rcahjv vnpurxn, ak ac, pra, aupyhovw,ba"t: tjrh avrch nctr ao ctrufvgk ph vrnc"o t, v,btho vsruaho kvhu,bcht _ ftar ct nh anujze kbu fjfoumshe uguav tu,u, unup,ho' tu tunrscrho ag,hsho kvhu, ub,ehhnu scrhu' tuavghs ku bcht tjr avut bcht/

afk tjs nakua, v,btho vkku cpbhgmnu nxphe fsh kvjzhe t, vtso fbcht/uvrnc"o thbu ndchk zt, kzni nxuho tukneuo nxuho' tkt do cznbbu udo cju.ktr./ ucpry avrnc"o fu,c ctdr, ,hniac,trhl nxuho )afcr gcr nzni( ,jzurvbcutv khartk' "uthi xpe ajzr, vbcutvzu vesn, nahj"/ ucpry vbcutv ahabvcnkl vnahj gmnu kpbh vdtukv' fvfbvkakhnu, vbcutv tmku tjrh vdtukv/

uvrch nsdha atmk baht surbu "f"enu"j tsnu"r' ubnal csur atjrhu gk hsh,knhshu")=nhkho cruru, vnscru, gkvrch akhy"t gmnu( b,ehhnu fk akua,

vtnt' avhh,v nzugzg, fukv

nnv aerv' kt hfkv kvrdg

krdg/ vht rmv cch, nehr

kehr' favht ,uka, t,

agru, rtav unnrr, ccfh

kkt vr;' ,ul athbv npxhev

knknk ceuk bhjr: "uutx vtc

thl dhyti' uutx vtc thl

dhyti?!" )nv gah,h' nv

gah,h?!( vrh cnu hsh drn,h

cgmnh knmc zv! nv gah,h'

nv gah,h?!

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vscrho _vi vtu,u, uvnup,ho agavuguav fph arutho cehuo crfu,hu do vhuo'vi cfl atnr scrho vg,hsho kvhu, ufkscrhu v,ehhnu' uvi avghs ku bcht tjravut bcht!

uto fi' tunr vrch' jkho gkhu scrhvrnc"o atjrh ab,crr kbu avut bchttxur kvrvr tjrhu ukjauc cbcut,u antthbv tn,' abtnr "kt ,bxu t, vwtkuehfo"! ntjr avscrho atunr voscr vw nna abtnr tkhu/

ukfi: "mrhl kprxo tmk gmnu utmk fknh ahfuk kvdhg tkhu _ amrhl keck ukej,gk gmnu )ch,r juze( t, vvurtu, ugmu,ak "aupyhl" u"hugmhl" acsurbu _ "ntinkfh rcbi" cfkk' ucpry baht surbu _ actcvnal krcu,hbu bahthbu akpbhu' aupysurbu uhug. surbu ubcht surbu ///

"kprxo kfk tbah vsur' azfhbuavec"v cjr unhbv cgk cjhrv' anmsgmnu vut akt cgrl bgkv ntbah vsur'ahvhv v"aupyhl" u"hugmhl" ubcht vsur'ahurv vurtu, uh,i gmu, cbudg kgcus, fkcbh hartk ufk vtbaho ssur zv' cfk gbhhbh,urv unmuu,' ucbudg kvbvd, jhh vhuo-huovfkkhho' do cvgbhhbho s"cfk srfhl)sgvu(" u"fk ngahl )hvhu kao anho("'

"gs _ vbcutv vgherh, _ vbcutva"ktk,r kdtukv"' u,hf; unhs nna "vbvzv )nahj( ct" ///

"uhjs go zfu, zu _ ha kfk tjs ntbahsurbu vtjrhu, keck gk gmnu t, "aupyhl"u"hugmhl"' ukmhh, kvurtu,hu ugmu,huvyucu,"!

ucvgrv 611 ao' cear kbcutv a"vbvzv nahj ct": "kt re c,ur jfo uaupytkt c,ur bcht' azvu custu, _ rtvntnrh tsnu"r vzei vemrho gw abd-s"/

ufl fu,c rchbu vzei cntnrho vemrho

ao: "gbhi jfo gsh; nbcht phrua vjfovtnh,h cjfn, vtn, hfuk kvahd cjfnvghktv cguknu, gkhubho gs ahahd cjfnvghktv vg,hsu,/ tck cva,kaku,vguknu, hfuk kvhu, ah,vpl vscr/ fh vutrutv vgbhi cjfnv ghktv' utn, vut afivscrho ao' tck vgbhi habu do cfkvguknu, aknyv gs ava,kak vscr kzvvguko vapk' uhfuk kvhu, akt heuho scrhvjfo npbh fnv nbhgu, ah,vuu czv vguko'ut; gk ph fi tn, vhv cneuo artv vutufuw us"k/

"nv athi fi cjhb, bcht' bhc ap,ho'vut cjhb, shcur' vut tnr uhvh' fh ucrujphu fk mcto fuw' ukfi to ct vgbhicva,kaku, gs avdhgu kcjhb, shcurcbcht _ custh heuho fh fcr bgav us"k/

"uhuci czv gbhi nv af,uc czvr avhvrtuh kvhu, ve. cab, ,"j' ucusth rtvvtn,' tck vgbhi vut fb"k fh vut rtvcjhb, nahj cjfnv ghktv )fh cjhb, nahjhabu cfk guko( ugs ahvhv cjhb, nahjcfti ba,bv npbh fnv nbhgu, ab,vuu/

"tck to vhv vscr ct kphu ak bcht _custh heuho ckh auo ahbuh/ fh cjhb,tkeu, an,dkv knyv kcjhb, shcur ahcutzv cguko vut jhu, zv vguko uehunu' ucrujphu fk mcto fuw/ gk fi fk scrh vw chsvbchtho kt bpk scr trmv tphku eumu akhu"s/ tck nv avahdu vjfnho vhv cvoahbuh' t; fh vo cngkv hu,r bfcshoanahdho aura vscr knyv' t; gk ph fikt kjfnho kjo' us"k"

uct vrch akhy"t utunr gk flavbtnr fti vut c,ur bcht' azv jhhckv,ehho cuustu, fti knyv kkt ahbuh!

^

ftar gurfho' to fi' t, jacui-vbpavpryh ak jusa tkuk' ucnhujs t, jacuivbpa cbudg kgbhi zv cnhujs _ nv gah,h

unv tbh guav kvcht xu; xu;kxhunvvnujky ak vdku,' ukv,dku,u vnktv aknkfbu nahjbu _ scr amrhl kvhu, budg'ucuusth vut tfi budg kgmo nmhtu,u ak fktjs utj, nt,bu nna/

fscrh vrch )vhuo huo f"d yc,(:"ctbju, kcs kt buuag/ vtbjv vht refp, vnbguk kp,uj t, vkc ukpeuj t,vghbhho akt kac, cjhcue hshho' re kxsrgcusv upugk' tha tha ctar hufk kpgukukgau, c,gnukv kjhzue v,urv' vrcm,v,urv uanhr, vnmuu,' zv cf,cu uzvcbtunu uzv cfxpu"/

ucgbhhbbu _ kgau, vfk cfsh kvchtcpugk nna t, v,dku,u vxuph, ak nkfbunahjbu akhy"t kghbh fk car ,hf; unhsnna/ ucpry"kprxo tmk gmnu utmk fknh ahfuk kvdhg tkhu _ amrhl keckukej, gk gmnu )ch,r juze( t, vvurtu,ugmu, ak "aupyhl" u"hugmhl" acsurbu_ "nti nkfh rcbi" cfkk' ucpry bahtsurbu _ act cvnal krcu,hbu bahthbuakpbhu' aupy surbu uhug. surbu ubchtsurbu ///"

ugmo vvjkyv akbu kpguk czv ,cht,hf; unhs cpugk nna ukghbh fk car t,v,dku, nkfbu nahjbu akhy"t' abrtvtu,u cpayu, cghbh car guns udutk t,fukbu cdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv ,hf;unhs nna/

"hjh tsubbu nurbu urchbu nkl vnahjkguko ugs"!

1(keu"a j"h gw 841 uthkl/

2(rtv tdv"e x"s/ keu"a j"c gw 296/

3(kvghr npx"s vrnc"o )vkw ,aucv p"d v"s nehsuahi n'

c(: mrhl fk tso ahrtv gmnu fuw gav nmuv tj, vfrhg t,

gmnu ut, fk vguko fuku kf; zfu, fuw abtnr umshe hxus guko/

4(rtv cubv hruakho xhw ps n,heubho' ato vhv mshe tjs

juzr c,aucv akhnv csuru vhv ct nahj/ ughhi rnc"o ao/

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o"cnr@,urb,eksv

@vghe

a @ ,umj @a"e

inz;ux@vjhrz

zrhjv

,k tchcbhu hure,k tchcbhu hure ,k tchcbhu hure ,k tchcbhu hure

xu; zni

erht, ang

jmu,

vhuo uvkhkvaehgvznbh vac,

fbhxvhmhtv

vznbho n,hhjxho knrfz vtr./ ctzurh vvrho uvgneho gauhho kvhu, ahbuhho gs nxpr seu,

hruakho 14:6 84:7

,k tchc 20:7 00:8

jhpv 35:6 10:8

bhu hure43:7 43:8

prhz54:8 35:9

kubsui20:8 41:9

nuxeuuv44:8 40:01

kujacugh

nurv ahgur kkhnus vrnc"o vhunhhuodw preho khuoxpr vnmuu, pre tjs khuo

ahahdw tkuk

ac,sw tkuk

rtauivw tkuk

abhuw tkuk

akhahzw tkuk

rchghjw tkuk

jnhahyw tkuk

ahahhw tkuk

pre h/

vkw ,runu,// cprehotku/ pre t/

pre c/

pre d/

pre s/

pre v/

pre u/

pre z/

vkw n,bu, gbhho buxj crfu, v,pkv uxhsuri/ )t( crul t,v// buxjvuhsuh// guav akuo ufuw/

buxj crf, vnzui/ crul t,v// taha chhw/ bjk,h gsu,hl uduw/xpr znbho uvut xpr akhah// vkw ac,// cpreho tku/ pre t-c/

pre d-v/

pre u-j/

pre y-ht/

pre hc-hs/

pre yu-hz/

pre hj-f/

huo ahah' dw tkuk

ac, eusa' sw tkuk

huo rtaui'vw tkuk

huo abh' uw tkuk

huo akhah' zw tkuk

huo rchgh' jw tkuk

huo jnhah' yw tkuk

ao: buxj crfu, v,pkv uxhsuri/ )t( crult,v// buxj vuhsuh// guav akuo ufuw /

ao: buxj crf, vnzui/ crult,v// taha chhw/ n"g ebs/

n"g ebs/

nk", af/

nk", af/

nk", afc/

nk", afc/

nk", aft/

60:6 80:6 52:9 43:9 54:21 00:1 32:7 25:7

70:6 90:6 52:9 43:9 44:21 95:21 22:7 05:7

70:6 01:6 62:9 43:9 44:21 95:21 12:7 94:7

80:6 11:6 62:953:9 44:21 95:21 02:7 74:7

80:6 21:6 62:9 53:9 44:21 95:21 91:7 64:7

90:6 31:6 62:9 53:9 34:21 85:21 81:7 44:7

01:6 31:6 62:9 63:934:21 85:21 71:7 34:7

acug pra, aupyho _fh ,mt

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abh tbaho n,ul evhk,jxhsh jc"s ctuzcehxyi'rw nav xusech. urw zuxhtrhcehi' vpfu kgahrhocnvkl abu, vnkjnv/

jxhsho tkv' cdhk vgnhsv' v,durru euso-kfi cgrho ughhru, cneunu, aubho cruxhvubnkyu ktuzcehxyi cg, avdrnbhov,esnu k,ul ruxhv/ fnu fk atrvpkhyho' vo vdhgu jxrh pruyv urgchokkjo/ knrcv vnzk' cshue tz' ftarnpgkho aubho mmu kruc fsh kxpe t, mrfhvmct' jhpav vnnakv tbaho nvhnbhouhghkho ahufku kbvk npgkho tkv/ untjravjxhsho _ cvhu,o tbaho ngrchho ucbh,rcu, _ ckyu cbu; vtufkuxhhv vtxhh,h,vprhnhyhch,' untjr akt cjku cn,i

aujs kpehsho' vo ecku naru, jaucu,/

cabho vvi vhv crur kfk' fh mhu, kjuephruau kjhu, c,ul gubh naphk' utbahovjku kpbu, kpghku, ck,h jueh,/ vauevajur adad' uxjru cu tbaho nfk ngns/cs ccs' vjku do vnbvkho uvpehsho kzkzkcjuc,o vranh,Q chi avhv zv cakyuivneunh' cnyv vnayrv tu cc,h vjrua,'vo hhmru uxjru cnduui numrho ctupi ck,hjueh/ do vaujs vpl kturj-jhho/ mrhlvhv re knmut t, vsrl tk vgunshocrta/

tkv agku gk srl gehp, vjue' ktbgmru ctnmg vsrl/ vo vnahfu kauuecaue vajur' gs afnv nnbvkho tkv'chbhvo tbah jc"s' mcru _ go vzni _ vuikt ncuyk/ vo hsgu fh guba fcs mpuh knh

aguxe cpghku, ck,h jueh, fnu zt,' tlvnmc vhv fzv afk tjs vrdha fh chi fljhhu b,ubho cxfbv n,ns, ckh fk earkngaho avut hgav/

tu,o jxhsho tnhsho vhuu ra, aktbaho veaurho cearh tjuuv vsueho/ vovhu ,nhs nufbho kgzur kfk nh abzeekxhug/ pgnho rcu, vo ahknu t, ,akunhvaujs vbsraho gcur tjhvo' xhhgucvad, neunu, gcusv' ustdu do kehuovmrfho vs,hho/ vo trdbu "nbhhi" akjc"s acu v,ehhnu "ehsuaho" cac,u, ufiv,uugsuhu,/ vueo "jsr" ak jc"scnj,r,' ufi "hahcv eybv" gcur jhbulvhksho/ crdg anuxsu, vs, uvjhbul vfarknapju, tbah jc"s gnsu gk ,hko' vopbu cnkut vnr. kstud do kjhbul hkshvo

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ak h,r vpkhyho vhvusho acghr/,fbhu,hvo vhu frufu, cxfbv' tl vo dnrutunr kpguk cnxhru, kngi vhvsu, fphagau kngi ahpur nmco vjunrh/

trcgv wjsrhow

cjusa ujmhc,jhk, eh. ,a"s )4491(' cher tmkh

tjs vjxhsho' rw tkh khpxer anu' uceabhkhhxs "jsr" khksh vpkhyho cyaeby/ vutvcyhjbh atufk kvhatr fgucs cch,vnktfv ak rw nav xusech.' fsh atnahlkvhu, nucyj npbh vdhux kmct/ byk,h t,vt,dr/ ctar knafur,' cea,h kt hu,r

ntar vafr atpxhs cneuo gcus,h gecjxrui agu, gcusv/

cjusa achi pxj kacugu,' ven,hakuav "jsrho" cneunu, aubho cghr/tjrh jd vacugu,' ven,h t, v"jsr"vrchgh' fagarho hksho kunsho cfk tjsni v"jsrho"/ abho rcu, ktjr nfi' ctr.hartk' pda,h fnv ni vhksho vtkvabatru s,hho/ napju,hvo vhu cbh vgsvvtafbzh, anumto nruxhv untuerthbv/tcu,hvo ahr,u cmct' uvtnvu, uvhkshocrju ktuzcehxyi go pru. vnkjnv/ vokt hsgu ntunv gk hvsu,/ fnv ni vbgrhotphku kt bhnuku/

v"jsrho" hmru ra, nj,r,h, ak,urv/ crjuc tuemwh khns rw nav b,idurkhe' tha jc"sQ rw zkni khhc txyukhi'

bfv nkjnv' khns cxumdurushe gk hs npgkvyfxyhkQ rw tar zgkhd khns crjucbucthv/ nknsho tkv vhu tbaho ncudrhovnxurho cfk kco k,knhshvo/ vov,tnmu kvjshr cvo tvcv khvsu,/ vokhnsu t, fk vrnu,' nerhtv cxhsur gskhnus dnrt/ cjd vacugu, cher,h tmkvrc bjuo kceucxeh avhh,h n,hhg. gnufk vzni/

"tbh ctn, jhhc kunr t, crf,wavjhhbu uehhnbu uvdhgbu kzni vzvw' tnr,hku/ a,h vnkho wkzni vzvw vi rtah-v,hcu,ak zkni khhc' nav b,i utar zgkhd/ thkuktvo' vwjsrhow vkku kt vhu ehhnho"/

tjrh jd vacugu, trdb,h "jsr" bux;crjuc prupxhuzbh ucu khns rw navv"khyuute"/ ktjr agzc t, fvub,u' eck

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rw jhho cbhnhi crus t, v,pehs gk gmnu/

vvadjv uv,jzuev vhu ctjrhu,hvckgsh,/ tbh ,fbb,h nv hknsu v,knhsho'cjb,h tu,o' std,h a,vhv truj, mvrhofk huo' uahkn,h t, afr vnknsho ufi t,snh vafhru, vjusahho gcur jsrh vkhnus/nygnh cyjui' vnknsho kt hsgu tphkunvhfi ndhg afro/

vvumtu, vauypu, ak tjze,v"jsrho" vkku vhu gmunu,/ nafuru,vnurho gmni vx,fnu cgarho tk; ruckhokjusa/ ctu,u zni' nafur, jusah, akpugk cruxhv vhh,v acg ntu, ruck kjusa/truj, vmvrho vhunh, uvafhru, vjusah,gcur trcg, v"jsrho" t; vi gku garu,tkph ruckho/ ,emhc gbe zv tar aukocgheru gk hsh fnv jxhsh jc"s tnhsho'vpjh, ctupi nangu,h t, vfbx,o/ tukonsh pgo vmkhju kvaphg gk nfrho hvusho'do ftkv vrjueho nanhr, nmuu,' k,ruochs bshcv kvjze, v"jsrho"/

vnahnv:

kafbg t, vvurhovnahnv veav vhh,v kafbg vurho

kvrau, khkshvo kknus c"jsr"/ vhh,hn,jhk gk hsh cheur cagu, vgrc tmkvvurho' nbxv kafbgo fh hkshvo mrhfhokeck nuad fkavu gk hvsu,' ufh vscr kthgkv kvo ntunvQ ,nhs vsda,h atbhguav zt, fnmuuv kzfu, vurh' ukt cdkkauo ruuj fxph/

cnerho acvo vhu vvurho nxfhnho'vhh,h numht njcr,' ruao cv t, tu,hu,v"tk;-ch," favi nudsku, ufi t, vbheus'unkns tu,i khks fatbh na,nacnechkho vpubyhho cruxh,/ ,ul hnhotjsho' tjrh avhks kns t, fk v"tk;-ch," cch,u uvhv hfuk tphku kerut nkhoaknu, uauru, aknu,' vhh,h tunr kvurhoabh,i kvrjhc t, hshgu,hu ak vhkschvsu,' cch"x nhujs avueo kt nfcr/vto nxfhnho vo kakuj t, hkso k"jsr"zv? zu kt vhh,v vjkyv ekv nmso' fhuiaphruau ak mgs fzv vhv kvumht t, vhksnch,-vxpr vxuchhyh/ ruco ak vvurho ktvxfhnu npbh vxhfui vfrul cvyp,",gnukv" s,h, khks' ufi cnbhg,u nkkf,kch,-vxpr vxuchhyh' nv abjac fpghku,"eubyrv-rcukumhubrh,"' tu frhduk/ ctu,o

nerho ngyho abgbh,h cjhuc' kej,h t,vhksho uvct,h tu,o tk v"jsr"/

zu vhh,v gcusv nxufb, chu,r/ toeuso kfi jaa,h kjhh' g,v dsk pjsh phfnv/ go ngaho fnu agah,h' vhh,v chsvakyubu, tparu, kvtahnbh c"pag" aktbh,i kvfjhau/ ctupi ranh' vhh,h jhhkcmct' tar vumc kgcusv c,gahh, yfxyhkmcth, jhubh, chhmur jckho knmbjho/vhh,h eup. kcheur "bhnuxhi" cch,vjrua, ccuer ucgrc' tl t, vhuo fukuvesa,h kgcusv cra, v"jsrho"/ tojkhkv vhh,h b,px' tzh kt re tbh' tkt dongchsh' nav xusech.' vhhbu mpuhho kgubanuu,' uvut cvjky vhv nusg kfl/ cfk zt,'ja,h azu jucv vnuyk, gkh/

vnknsho uvhksho hsgu vhyc fhvkhnus c"jsr" btxr cthxur jnur' uvovhu grufho knerv ahfbx p,tuo ncerck,h rmuh/ cfk "jsr" vhv neuo nx,urkynui cu t, xprh vkhnus vhvushho' ufineuo ao vhu anurho najeho umgmughocnerv ahzseeu kvo/

vxc,t nthhn,:

tsuuj kakyubu,!chuo jurph tjs' vcjhi tjs

v,knhsho' bgr phej ci trcg-garv'ctbah vb/e/u/s/ vn,ercho kcbhi akvo/cnvhru, vcze bgknu fk vdnru,/ vbgr drrg. tauj npb, vjsr' uftar vtbaho bfbxupbhnv' vo nmtu kve, hksho vsujpho t,rw zkni khhc tk g. vtauj' favo muvkho'",rtu! nmtbu xbyv ektux!"

",,chhau kfo!" dgru cvo tbahvakyui/ "thi kfo nv kgau,' re kv,gkkctso zei? gzcu tu,u kbpau!"

vbgrho jsku nnajeo' uvturjhovx,keu favo nrumho/

erv pgo arcv ak jreuc uj,bu rwhgec prhsni akju tkhbu hks ak afi tuvs/knjr,' vcht gnu vhks t, jcru/

hnho tjsho ktjr nfi' vdhgv k"jsr"vxc,t ak vhks vabh' thav npukhi' upb,vtk rw tar zgkhd catkv' "vtnbo b,bvkfo vnnakv rau, kkns hksho c,bthoftkv? vx,fk gk vjsr vzv! vut ktvhdhhbh! urtv t, xprh vkhnus vtkv' vog,heho ugcaho/ vto zu vsrl kkns hkshoeybho? to thbl nrtv kh t, rahuivvurtv akl' tmyrl ksuuj gkhlkakyubu,"/

rw tar zgkhd bcvk c,ul ,ufu' tl cucneuo tnr kv fh nnhkt vut v,fuuikxdur t, v"jsr" cgus hnho tjsho/ vutvpxhe kkns uvushg kh' "juaabh aceruchkahbu gkhbu!"

"vn,i ngy"' cea,h nnbu/ "tbjbubhhar t, vvsurho"/

tnr,h krw hgec prhsni ahxpr kafbu'tch vhks' fh v"jsr" bxdr' utbu nceahokt kakuj gus t, abh vhksho/ vn,bu hnhotjsho' utz p,jbu t, v"jsr" auc' uvutvnahl kpguk gs avpkhyho vhvusho gzcut, vghr go xhuo vnkjnv/

c"jsr" vhv bgr avdhg nruxhv' caoeudi/ tnu vhh,v dhx,u ak tvri edbuch.'tjhu ak khhzr edbuch.' abnbv go mnr,vnpkdv uvhv nhugmhu vcfhrho ak xykhi/cgkv vhv nbvhd eunubhxy hsug' tl xykhirmju ccruykhu, c,eup, vyhvurhoc-8391' uvht bnkyv hjs go cbv kyaeby'czni vnkjnv/ cdkk earhv vnapj,hhojaabu keck t, cbv ci vaa-garv k"jsr"akbu' tl jaau,hbu vhu naukkh hxus/ ktjrathav zu rt,v fhms abh tjhu utju,u akcgkv kt bepu tmcg kvmhk t, tjhvoavumt kvurd gk kt guuk cfpu' vhtv,tfzcv nru, ni veunubhzo/

c"jsr"' v,eso cbv ckhnushu

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cnvhru, rcv' u,ul zni emr vdhg krnvacv vhv hfuk kknus dnrt/ vut vdhgkvjkyv agkhu kgcur nhs crh,-nhkv/cnvkl vbh,uj' fart,v tnu t, ftchu'vjkv kcfu,/ tl vbgr vhxv tu,v chsuutnr' "nh tao agkh kgcur t, zv g,v'cdhkh?" vmghr vzv vnahl kknus go rwzkni khhc cnal ,eupv trufv uvpl kvhu,hvush s,h/

v"jsrho" vnahfu kv,ehho gs tkuk,a"u )xpyncr 6491(' fk zni ajxhsh jc"sutbh batrbu cyaeby/ t; pgo kt vhh,vkbu ,erh, ck,h bghnv nms vakyubu,uzt, nauo abeybu cmgsh zvhru, ehmubhho/h,fi do avakyubu, cjru kvgkho ghi fkgus bfju cruxhv pkhyho pukbhho cjuaco'"vkku custh thbo nnshb,bu _ pukbho vo"/

rcho ni vhksho aknsu c"jsrho" akbugshhi ehhnu fk nmuuv avhv ctparu,okehho' cg, avhdru nruxhv akuaho abvhu,r ntujr/ jke nvo av,hhacu ctrv"ctu chartk' tphku akju t, cbhvokhahcu,/

^

vv,teknu,

ctr. hartkftar vdgbu ktr. veusa' v,tfxbu

cnal fjusa cch, dhxh rw nrsfh ayrbcrducch, tjhhbh rw hartk prhsni ccbh-cre/cvnal afrbu ao shrv' uv,jkbu cjhhojsaho/

ncjhbv rujbh,' vrda,h cdi-gsi/ nch,hhfuk,h kvtzhi caehev keuku, khnusou,phk,o ak vhksho c,knush v,urvvxnufho' euku, agnsu cbhdus dnur kaeyvnujky aarr cfh,u, vkhnus vnj,r,hu,cruxhv' njaa ant hhjapu gk hsh nrdkhvjra ak vnayrv vjath,/ njkubu, ch,hhfuk,h do kvzhi t, ghbh cnrtu, vbvsrhoak hvusho vbuvrho kc,h vfbx,' cac,fnu do chuo-juk' nrtu, agnsu cbhdusnujky kykh,u, ak hvush ruxhv avujctun,j, knghkho' njaa kghbt chat/

eav vhv kv,rdk kjhh vjupa nrshp,vs,/ ftar vkf,h kch,-vfbx,' vja,ht, mgshh' njaa aguecho tjrhh/ p,tuobzfr,h avdg,h fcr ktr. hartk' uvnrdkhobatru cruxhv/

gus tauc

kfti ceruc///kgun, vnmc vrujbh vngukv' vnmc

vdanh kt vhv vyuc chu,r/ pv uao nmt,hgcusu, nzsnbu,' tuko v,ea,h knmutgcusv nxusr,' uvnmc vfkfkh cch, ktvhv aphr/ fbrtv acdkk dhkh vn,eso' ktvmkj,h knmut gcusv ecugv/

tjhu ak tch g"v' rw ngbsk jzi' v,durrctr. hartk' ufbrtv aktjr aang gkvnmc vfkfkh veav' vjkhy kgzur kbu/ huotjs vdhg kch,bu hvush bjns avmhd t,gmnu cao sus' hshs yuc ak sush' rw ngbskjzi/ vut vdhg go aeh, dsukv ak ,puzho/

"rw tvri jzi"' pbv tkh cjchcu,/ "tbhdr cnuac wdbh hujbiw/ ha kh ch, go naemnus/ tbh ndsk pru, ugupu,' udo di eyi hakbu/ cshue fg, v,pbv vch, akhshbu' utbhrumv kvznhi tu,l kcut ukdur tmkbu"/ vutb,i kh t, f,uc,u' uvathr tu,h go ,euuvjzev avbv bx,sr do cdanhu, cg,hsveruc/

gk nb, kvdhg khhauc dbh hujbi vhh,hmrhl kbxug crfc, utjr-fl ctuyucux'avurhs tu,h cp,j vhhauc/ vhhauc fukuvhv rjuc tjs' anabh msshu c,ho mnush-ereg/ kfk napjv vhu dhsukh ereg' kuk ak,rbduku, tu rp, ak pru,/

vfcha vrtah rtv fbrtv znbho yuchohu,r' afi ftar vdg,h kao vhv vfchankt cxj; cumh' ubtkm,h kcuxx ccu. kktndphho/ jhpa,h t, f,uc,u ak sus' hshsbuvjsa' fakp,g bgmru khsh xux ugdkv' ucgkvgdkv atk tu,h t, nh tbh njpa/ tnr,hku atbh njpa t, ch,u ak sus' uvut vdhc:"vhu, uha kl zei trul' ha kh fcus tkhl'utej tu,l cgdk,h"/

favdg,h kch,u ak sus' vut anj ntuskert,h/ vut vznhi tu,h kac,' uvjkcvrmtv trufv gk jhhvo vyucho akgucsh vtsnv chhauc vjekth/ "fuko ftinrdhaho napjv tj,/ vhksho vukfhokch, vxpr vnnkf,h' vvurho gucsho fkvacug ujhho ctjsu, tnh,h,/ vto ,eckt, vznb,h kdur th,bu?"' xhho c,euuvk,aucv jhuch,/

tck tbh fcr kt ang,h t, vnalscrhu/ ftar ang,h nnbu atbah vhhaucgucsho cnal fk vacug' xhrc,h kvtnhiknang tzbhh/ vtnbo' fti ctr. veusagucsho acug ako' fukk ac,?! atk,htu,u: "tnr, at,o gucsho cfk hnu,vacug' unv go ac,?"

sus vaphk t, ghbhu/ brtv vhv abdg,hcbeusv rdhav adrnv ku kth-bghnu,/ "fi'vrc jzi' tbjbu gucsho do cac,/ tck _nhvr kvuxh; _tk kl kstud/ tcvhrkfuko at,v humt ni vfkk' ukt ,,ceakgcus cac,"/

rtah vhv xjrjr gkh/ "nv?!"' atk,hcbvn, kch' "t,v gucs cac, ccjhr,lvjupah,? tuh uuhh' cruxhv vrh nxrbu t,bpabu cpugk nna fsh akt kgcus cac,'ut,o gucsho fti crmui uccjhrv?"/ kchv,fuu. cerch/

ctu,o rdgho gku czfrubh scrhu aktu,u pehs ruxh axby ch gk ajuac tbhafk vhvusho ctr. hartk aunrh ,urvunmuu, vo/ hsg,h tnbo akt fuko aunrhogk ekv fjnurv' tck gs fsh fl _ jhkukac, knvsrhi _kt ,htr,h kgmnh/ vhh,hvnuo nnv adhkh,h' ugmuc ntus gkactrmbu vesuav njkkho ac, ckh behpu,nmpui/

sus gus bhxv kafbg tu,h keck t,vmg,u/ "thi kl nv kstud' tbjbu bknstu,l fk nv amrhl ksg, cgcus, vtsnv/ucbudg kjhh vs, _ha kbu ch, fbx, eyi'abp,j cjdho' tu knbhhbho bshrho ftarknhavu ha htrmhhy"/

fnuci avac,h cakhkv nujky,

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kvmg,u vbshcv kv,durr cnuac' tukockch vjky,h atbh gus tauc kfti ceruc/kt fsh kdur fti' tkt fsh kgzur kbanu,vyvuru, vkku kauc tk tchbu acanho/hmt,h nch,u ak sus fastdv dsukv ckch/kt std,h kshr,h' tkt jac,h fhms tufkkxhhg ktbah vhhauc kauc kjhho vrujbhhovtnh,hho ak vgo vhvush/

ccheurh vabh cdbh hujbi' hhxs,h ,knus,urv kagu, tjr-vmvrhho/ vhksho knsucch, vxpr vnnkf,h gs vmvrhho' ucagu,tjr-vmvrhho ehcku nb, hvsu,/ ktjrashcr,h go vvurho gk jahcu, vgbhhi' vovxfhnu' uthku vhksho epmu nanjv uvhuntuarho kknus t, v,urv vesuav/

ac, jdhdh,

cnzfr, c,hvctj, nbxhgu,h kdbh hujbi' hjs go tjs

nhshsh' rw tk,r ahhbr' gcrbu srl hhaucdsuk vbnmt cxnul' uanu "nzfr, c,hv"/ao rthbu ch, fbx, dsuk' ucjmr huachoabh hvusho zebho/ bhdabu tkhvo' uvoehsnu t, pbhbu ccrf, cuer yuc/ "nv t,onjpaho?"' atku/

"tbu rumho kgzur kfo kanur ac,"'gbhbu/

vabho prmu cmjue n,dkdk' fthkuxhprbu kvo cshjv btv/ "bfui' ha kbu ch,fbx,' ukt x,o ch, fbx,: ch,-vfbx,akbu bcbv gk hsh ruyahks! tck re kgh,horjueu, n,pkkho cu/ ruc v,uacho ftigucsho cfk hnu, vacug chhmur numrh jkc'uvo thbo aunrho ac,' ufnuci athbopuesho t, ch,-vfbx,"/

kt v,pgk,h nscrhvo' ujzr,h utnr,havdgbu vbv cnyrv kjze t, vhvsu,cneuo/ tjs nvo' avhv dcth ch,-vfbx,'tnr kh: "fahdsku agru, cf; hsh _ tz,ufk kvaphg/ jnhaho abv jkpu ntz hhxusvnuacv' uthi fti kt s, ukt ac,/ go nh,scr? vhvusho fti n,bvdho fnu duhho!"/

"unv go vhvusho vxprshovn,durrho cms vabh ak nzfr, c,hv'vto vo ngubhhbho kanug gk hvsu,?"atkbu/

n,duc,u ak vdcth tpar vhv kvchiado humth gsu, vnzrj vxpheu kv,rjenvauraho vhvushho' tuko tbh urw tk,rahhbr vjkybu kbxu, t, nzkbu/

gmrbu khs ch,-vfbx, vxprsh/faatkbu t, vhksho avx,uccu cjmr vhfibnmt dcth ch,-vfbx,' vo vmchgu kfhuuivnfuk, vafub,h,' ao gcs vdcth/ ktjrfnv seu, hmt vdcth nvnfuk, ucanjvrcv ehck t, pbhbu/ vhv brtv azv zni rcakt rtv hvusho go zei nkt cnzfr,c,hv/

vhh,v kbu ahjv bghnv ntus' govakfu, ngahu,/ vut vznhi tu,bu kac,verucv' utnr ahushg kfk vhvushovxprsho andhs vdhg kghr' uckhk ac,tjrh vxgusv tufk kat, scrho cpbhvevk ukvmhd t, ,ufbh,h k,knus-,urvgcur vhksho/

kngav' hksh nzfr, c,hv fcr angutusu, v,knus ,urv vpugk cdbh-hujbi/ voknsu cch, vxpr vnnkf,h hjs go hkshvhhauc dbh hujbi' uvkku ah,pu t, jcrhvocdusk vzfu, ak kunsh v,urv/ vurhvo'avdhgu nreg nxur,h' anju kanugavntrdbho ak v,knus-,urv cdbh hujbindhgho kgau, ac, cnzfr, c,hv/

chuo ahah kej,h cecue hhi' jku,usdho' uhmt,h ksrl/ nfhuui ayro vhh,hceh capv vgcrh,' xhfn,h go jcrav,durr crjucu, vxnufv knzfr, c,hv'ahcut th,h uhscr go v,uacho cap,o/cagv zu ak grc ac,' ftar vdg,hkrjucu, fcr kt vhh,v ,jcurv nxusr,

knzfr, c,hv' ubtkmbu kbxug gk tupbhho/zv vhv njzv kt adr,h cghr _ abh hvushos,hho buxgho gk tupbhho///

favdgbu knzfr, c,hv' vbjbu t, jpmbucch,-vfbx, uv,fubbu keck, ac,/ kmgrbuvdsuk kt vhv nbhhi keck, ac,' uv,pkkbuchjhsu,/ ktjr v,phkv hacbu abhbukxgus, ac, mbugv/ cxhuo vxgusv angbusphev csk,/ cp,j gns cjur mghr' avmhdt, gmnu fmghr s,h' uchea abcut kcercch,u/ grfbu cheur emr cch,u ak vmghr'uanjbu ntus krtu, avut aunr ac,ufaru,' vfk fs, nav uhartk/

nhvrbu kjzur kch,-vfbx,' fhuui akphv,ufbh, vhhbu tnurho kvrmu, kpbhv,uacho ktjr ag, xgus, ac,/ vnjzvabdkv kpbhbu ccutbu kch,-vfbx,' vhvjkunh: nfk vfhuubho bvru garu, hvushokanug t, vbtuo ak vwndhsw/ vhh,v zuvpgo vrtaubv ahvush s,h ndhg kbtuochhauc' uvv,rdau, ak v,uacho vhh,vrcv/ jcrh shcr cv,kvcu, rcv gk jahcu,vjhbul vhvush/ kt vcb,h vrcv nscrhu'abtnru cgcrh,' re an,h kc aftar shcrgk gbhhbho ak nxhru, bpa' jhbul' ac,uruxhv' vut vmchg kgcrh/ vcb,h avutnscr gk vvhxyurhv akh cruxhv' urth,havscrho nrdaho t, vevk/

knjr,' c,phk, ajrh, ak ac,' ch,-vfbx, vhv nkt npv kpv' uvtuuhrv vhh,vjdhdh,/ cagu, vmvrhho cherbu cvrcvc,ho ubufjbu ksg, a,uach vneuo thbogucsho cac,' ut; grfu xgusv go ntfkhac, nxur,hho/ nv rc vhv vbhdus chi mhsvvxprsh ak nzfr, c,hv' kmhsv vtafbzh///

ccheurh vch,' cheau v,uacho ksg,nsug vdgbu unvh nyr,bu/ ftar xhprbukvo atbu cuseho tparu, kp,uj ,knus-,urv cnzfr, c,hv' urumho ksg, to vohakju t, hkshvo k,knus-,urv _ vovdhcu cv,kvcu, ucanjv' uvcyhju kakujt, hkshvo knxdr, vjhbufh,-s,h, abehocneuo/

kt thcsbu zni' unhs ktjr vac,vusgbu kvurho gk p,hj, v,knus-,urv/,ul hnho tjsho vmkjbu kvahd nurhonufarho' thk,rbu neuo khnusho' uflvjku jhho ak ,urv npgnho cnzfr, c,hv/

dtuuv hvush,v,knus-,urv' avjk go jnav

20|~|dwtkuk vw,ax"z

kt v,pgk,h nscrhvo'

ujzr,h utnr,h avdgbu vbv

cnyrv kjze t, vhvsu,

cneuo/ tjs nvo' avhv

dcth ch,-vfbx,' tnr kh:

"fahdsku agru, cf; hsh -

tz ,ufk kvaphg/ jnhaho

abv jkpu ntz hhxus

vnuacv' uthi fti kt s, ukt

ac,/ go nh ,scr? vhvusho

fti n,bvdho fnu duhho!"

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,knhsho' dsk nhuo khuo/ fngy cfk huobuxpu ,knhsho jsaho/ ccuer vhu vhkshokunsho cc,h vxpr vnnkf,hho' ucagu,vgrc vhu ndhgho k,knus-,urv' ucnalfnv agu, xupdho k,ufo ,ufi hvush/vnurho vbjhku k,knhsho kt re hsg hvush'tkt do vrcv hrt,-anho' tvc, vwutvc, v,urv/ uvhksho ehcku vfk ctvcvuc,nhnu, hksu,h, yvurv/

pgo cacug vhh,h ndhg kcheurc,knus-,urv' fsh kv,gsfi cnmcv,knhsho' ukcsue nv mrhfho kapr ukjze/

huo tjs bhda tkh tjs vvurho' uxhprcv,rdau, dsukv:

"cbh' abvbv ntus nvkhnusho uvtuuhrvc,knus-,urv' vjkhy kkf, go fhpvumhmh, cfk agu, vhuo' do cch, vxprvnnkf,h/ vnurv' athbu s,h fnuci' ntuskt vhv acg rmui nvupg,u vs,h, ak cbh'uvut kt jsk kvmhe kcbh ukbxu, kafbgukvxhr t, vfhpv uvmhmh,/ ftar rtvantnmh vafbug aku gukho c,uvu' vpbvt, cbh knbvk' ado vut bhxv kvaphg gkhukvxhr t, vwxnnbho vs,hhow/ ftar cbhvnahl kv,gea gk gns,u' gk,v jn,u akvnbvk' vut jy; t, vfhpv nrta cbh' zretu,v czgo gk vrmpv uvjk kmguecvhxyrhhv/

"nhs faang,h gk vnerv' vumt,h t,cbh nch, vxpr' ubxg,h krauo tu,ukhahcv cghr verucv/ fg, vut kunschahcv' untus nrumv ao/ phrxn,h t,vnerv fti cevhkv' ufnv vurho vkfucgecu,hh' vumhtu t, hkshvo nch, vxprvnnkf,h uakju tu,o kknus chahcv"/

v,rda,h ntus kanug gk v,umtu,vcrufu, ak v,knus-,urv/ auc v,crr fhdsuk fuju ak vtur kdra vrcv ni vjual/sh cfnv agu, avhks kns c,knus-,urv'fsh kvebu, ku t, v,ue; uvgeabu,vhvush, akt kvxhr t, vfhpv uvmhmh,/

ftar xhpr,h gk fl kjcrh' rw tk,rahhbr' vut va,uno ntus/ vut v,eavkvtnhi abtuo tjs cch,-vfbx, ucheurhvch, agrfbu knjr, cc,ho' drnu kflafnv hksho hvushho gzcu t, ch, vxprvnnkf,h ugcru kknus chahcv/

vznb,h tu,u kcer auc cnzfr, c,hv'ukrtu, cgmnu t, v,umtu, vcrufu,uvnvpl vjhbufh av,jukk cneuo ntzcheuru vtjrui/ vut bpda go vhkshoakunsho c,knus-,urv ut; pda chkshoagcru kknus chahcv/ vv,pgku, aku

vhh,v dsukv fk fl' acxhuo vcheur vjkhykgzuc t, nar,u ccbh-cre ukv,nxrkjhbul hksh hartk/ ntz uvktv vhv kbu rwtk,r kgzr rc/ do ftar p,jbu ch, xprkcbu,' vdhg rw tk,r kkns tu,i/ vut vbjhkdo kvi t, tvc, vw utvc, v,urv' uktjk; zni rc gs agaru, cbu, gcru nvjhbulvnnkf,h kc,h vxpr ak "ch, hgec"/ rwtk,r xhhg kvi tjr-fl knmut ahsuln,tho uzfv kveho napju, btnbu,chartk/

fl wfcabuw t, nzfr, c,hv' knru,ayro dsku kbu agru, cf; vhs)fv,cytu,u ak tu,u hvush tafbzh aktvtnhi abmkhj kvfbhx xnnbho s,hhoknzfr, c,hv(/

kt pju, nyaebyctu,o hnho vhu gukho czfrubh

vwjsrhow ahhxs,h cyaeby acruxhv/jac,h gk vhksho vhvusho vdrho ctr.veusa' tl njuxr hsg thbo nusgho kguarvrujbh vgmuo ak ,ur, hartk' uvcb,havmurl cp,hj, wjsrhow ctr. hartk'thbbu pju, nvmurl avhv cfl cyaeby/

rth,h t, vvmkjv vnupktv kv zfh,hcven, ,knush v,urv' uvjky,h kv,nxrkgbhhi/ nfhuui avec"v kt jbbh cfharuikdhux fxpho' kt hfuk,h kat, t,vvumtu, vfxphu, uvtrdubhu, vfrufu,

cvpgk, ,knush v,urv/ pbh,h thputktrdui rn", )ra, nugsho ,urbhho(cbhvuku ak rw tkgzr ebhd' uvo keju gkgmno t, vjke vtrdubh' cgus tbh nnahlkhhxs gus ugus ,knush ,urv/ cnechk' vhhbugurfho do ndchu, cc,h vfbx, ccbh-cre'kfhxuh vvumtu, vnrucu,/

bss,h nghr kghr unhhauc khhauc'ucjxsh vw vmkj,h kgurr t, vbeusvvhvush, vjcuhhv cgune bpau ak fk hvush/evhku, akhnu, v,gurru unapju, rcu,ranu t, hkshvo k,knush v,urv avuenucneuo/

kanj,h vrcv' vhu gus trdubho armukvmyr; kgahhv vncurf, vzt,' ure vhumrhfho nh ahp,j t, vmhbur gcuro/vush,h kvw gk ab,i kh t, vhfuk, kgxuecgcus, eusa zu' uvnaf,h cnkut vnr./ flpgk,h ,eupv trufv go hshsh vrv"j rwnav hruxkcxeh' nh abhvk t, jsrh ",urvtur"' u,eupv nxuhhn, t; gcs,h cah,u;pgukv go vwpghkhow/

cnal abho tku' udo kturl vabhovctu,' vuznb,h kvrmu, cpbh evkho aubhondhktho aubho' cfk rjch vtr.' gk vjhhovhvushho cruxhv/ xhpr,h gk nxhru, vbpaak hvusho an,geaho kanur gk turjjhho hvush knru, rshpu, vakyubu,/,hturho tku pgku ruao gz gk vaungho'aruco angu krtaubv gk vjhho vhvushhongcr knxl vcrzk/

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vacug hnktu aa-garv abhoktnhr, vahjv vhsugvcac, pra, aupyho ,ba"t'cv vurv f"e ts"a nklvnahj "kprxo kfk tbah

vsur azfhbu avec"v cjr unhbv cgk cjhrv/ / ahvhv v"aupyhl" u"hugmhl" ubcht vsur'ahurv vurtu, uh,i gmu, cbudg kgcus, fkcb"h ufk vtbaho acsur zv / / gs vbcutvvgherh, _ vbcutv a"ktk,r kdtukv"u,hf; unhs nna "vbv zv )nahj( ct""/

chi kunsh ahjv zu' habu shui cdsr ,ue;vbcht ubcut,u/

_ pauy athi fk xpe j"u avfrz, f"ets"a nkl vnahj "vbv zv )nahj( ct"vhbv bcutv crurv gk-ph dsrh vvkfv' ufphavrch nushg cahjv zu gmnv' tar vbcutvvht "kt re c,ur jfo uaupy' tkt c,ur

bcht azvu custu,"/ vshui vut re' vto jkgk bcutv zu )t( dsrh v,urv' tu )c( dsrhvbcutv' fskvki/

zt, tunr,: )t( vto vjhuc kvtnhicbcutv zu vut npbh vnmuuv abmyuhbuc,urv "kfcs nknshv uhusghv" )fncutrcrnc"o vkw ,knus ,urv(' atjs npryhnmuuv zu vut' akt kjkue ukt kvrvr tjrrcu )cauo gbhhi(/ tu )c( avjhuc kvtnhicbcutv zu vht npbh vnmuv "kanug nivbcht vnscr canu" )ak vec"v( )fncutrcrnc"o vkw hxush v,urv( ufi vnmuv "aktkbxu,u" )t, vbcht(/

uvbpet-nhbv czv vut ca,hho:

t/ cto btnr azvu n"dsrh v,urv" _ha kjke chi "jxhs" knh athbu-jxhs)kg"g(: tmk jxhs' vtnubv cscrh vrchjhhc, kvhu, nna fnu scr vw ak vbcht

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"cdsrh vvkfv"' azvu csunv nna kvthxurkvrvr tjr rcu fuw' ucpry cscrho avrchtnr ckaui bcutvQ tl nh athbu njzhegmnu kjxhs ak vrch _)tnbo vutnjuhhc kfcs t, vrch ffk dsuk c,urv'tck( thi gkhu vthxur ak kvrvr fuw' uto-fi' th-tpar kvyhk gkhu t, vjhuc keckctnubv cbcutv zu fscr vw tk vbcht nna'tkt zv ffk gbhi ac,urv acgk-pvahfukho "kbxu," u"kvrvr" u"kjauc"///

kgun, zt,' to btnr azvu ndsrhvbcutv _ vrh thi fk neuo kjke chi jxhskchi zv athbu njzhe gmnu jxhs' fh vnmuv"kanug" kvbcht vnscr canu vht chi tovut ,knhs vbcht tu kt' ukfi vthxur"akt kbxu,u" jk gk fk tjs utj, ncbh-hartk/

c/ cto btnr azvu "ndsrh v,urv"' th-tpar kunr tar th-vtnubv cbcutv zunvuuv jxrui ctnubv ctjs nhxush vs,unhxush vtnubv cvwucgher nh"d vgherho)"khsg avt-k nbct t, cbh vtso" / /u"afk scrh vbchtho tn,"(' fhuuiavtnubv cbcut, vrch bucg, nvjhuckvtnhi cscrh rcu' ujhuc vtnubv cscrhrcu thbu tjs nh"d vgherho tkt re pryfatr v,urv ]tnbo' rtv keu"a jy"z gw045' axpheu, crch vut jxrui c"tbfh"u"kt hvhv kl"[/

kgun, zt,' to btnr avut n"dsrhvbcutv" _ vrh nh athbu ntnhi cscrhbcutv zu vrh zv nurv gk jxrui chxusugher vtnubv]tkt atukh ha kjke ctoth-vtnubv vht chshgv tu akt chshgv)fcfk atr gherh vtnubv([/ )urtv czv

keu"a jf"d gw 1-09/ jk"s gw 1-021/ jh"ygw 771 uthkl(/

gk-srl-zv ]una,kak nnbu[ habu shuitjr cpay vahjv: vto f"e ts"a nklvnahj n,hhjx kbcut,u-aku tu kbcut,uak f"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m/

kngav' atkv zu eaurv go vatkvskghk: cto vbcutv vht fpauyv' thixhcv )kfturv( kunr cpay vahjvavfuubv kbcut,u ak f"e tsnu"rnvurhh"m' fh vfk husgho af"e ts"a nv"nvut baht jc"s vachgh' baht vsurut,payu,t snav csurbu' uvrh zv n,thoavut bcht surbu cpayu,/

tl cto thi nsucr cbcutv fpauyv )_bcutv "crurv"' tck kt "fpauyv"( _ tzha neuo kunr tar vfuubv "fpauyv" vht

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gk f"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m' uffk "dsrhv,urv" _ vrh "fk nv a,knhs u,he g,hskjsa btnr knav cxhbh"' unfk-afi nvabaht vsur "njsa"' to fi nuci vutvscr tar f"e ts"a nv"n "nrjhc"u"npra" scrh rcu,hbu bahthbu aesnu ku'ucpry f"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m/

fnsunbh tar ni-vbfui' utukh ni-vvfrj' kgnus gk beusu, tku' cnhujsafbrtv zv budg cngav cpugk' fskvki/

ucfkk mrhl kv,jac cnv af"etsnu"r )nvura"c( b"g fu,c cthdr,-esauvhsugv )tdru,-eusa j"t gw ahc' tusu,cbhi chvn"e aeuso kehcu. dkuhu,'ua"custh cht, nahj euso kcbhi hruakhoucbhi chvn"e"Q ucgbhhi ci sus usus fuw(:"uto htnr vtunr athi kbu gxe cbx,ru,kcrr ukkci vscrho' to fi vut thi ku gxec,ur, rchbu b"g' ukt h,kv fux vrgho akucebv jfn, rchbu b"g"/ unzv nuci' snh afiha ku gxe c,ur, rchbu _ vrh nuyk gkhukcrr ukkci vscrho!

tbxv' fnv atpar cnxdr, zu' kcrrukkci xudht zu' ucpryhu, cakuav jkeho:t/ vto cahjv nsucr gk bcutv fpauyvnna ]ufk vbucg nzv[ tu re snhui uauuhuikbcutv' tck bcutv re c"dsr v,urv"Q c/vto nsucr re gk phrua bcut,u ak f"etsnu"r nvurhh"m ]avht do-fi _ kph zv _re c"dsrh v,urv"[ tu azuvh bcutv ak f"ets"a nv"n cgmnuQ d/ vto ha kjke chijxhs knh athbu njzhe gmnu jxhs )kg"g(:

kt scrh ,urv'

tkt scrh bcutv!fk vnghhi cahjv' huufj krtu, afk

v"cbhhi" ak vusg, gbhhi vbcht uvbcutvvncutr cahjv' vut gk vjhkueachiscrh-,urv kscrh-bcutv )xgh; jw cahjv(/kt re zu' tkt athbh rutv fk neuo ksjuecphrua vahjv fh kt nsucr cbcutvfpauyv nna'

uksudnt' mhyuy tjs )nxgh; jw(:"ufao ahabu vmhuuh kanug k"aupyhl" cfkvznbho' fn"a cpra,bu: "uct, duw tkvaupy tar hvhw chnho vvo"' fi vut docbudg kbchtho _ fnu af,uc ktjrh zvcprav: "bcht nercl ntjhl fnubh hehokl vw tkehl tkhu ,angui"' ufph antrhlvrnc"o cxpr vnsg' a"nhxush vs, khsg

avt-k nbct t, cbh vtso"' utusu,vnmuv kanug kbcht' fncutr ao pryhvshbho czv // uh,hrv nzv _ cfk sur ahhla"bcht teho kvo duw fnul"' fph anctrcrnc"o a"fk bcht ahgnus tjr nav rchbuthi tbu ntnhbho cu npbh vtu, kcsu fuwtkt npbh vnmuv amuv "nav c,urv fuw"'z/t/ afk bcht vut vnal ak bcut, navu,ur,u // ucsurbu baht surbu f"e nu"jtsnu"r"/

thbh rutv fkk thl tpar kvgnhxcphrua ahjv zu tar thbu bcutv fpauyvc"dsr vbcutv"/ uzv cbux; kgucsv tarfk xcrt zu s"bcutv _ cdsrh v,urv" ]tucthzv xdbui avut _ tck ctu,u ,ufi[' vutjhsua gmuo nts!

habv gus beusv fkkh, ugherh, cahjvzu' tar fbrtv kt jsrv gshhi ]kdnrh[c,usg, fnv nvkunsho uvnhhanho cpugkscrh ahjv zu' uvht: tar vvsdavcahjvzu vht kt fk-fl gk v"bcutv" ]s"vbv zv)nahj( ct" ufuw[' tkt vvsdav vht gkvbcht_ avec"v cjr unhbv bchtvsurkfk tbah vsur _ umrhfho kecku cfk pryhjhhbu ]kt re cgbhhbh ,urv unmuu,[' fukkdo"bcut,u vgherh," _ a"ktk,r kdtukv"ufuw/ ut, zv]amrhfho keck ukanug nivbcht[ _ jucv kprxo/

ftar tbu nusgho kgucsv zu' vrhkf,jhkv tbjbu nfuubho kvchi t, vscrhocfhuui tjs _ avnsucr vut c"nmu,vbcht"' ukt c"nmu, fhcus vjfo"/ hvhv zv

ehmubh nsh kpra avnsucr vut tusu,phrxuo juc, vanhgv kscrh jfnho cshuefnu juc, vanhgv kscrh vbcht///

nh vbcht?ug,v bgcur kbeus, vabhv _ vto

vbcutv vht ak f"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m' tuak f"e ts"a nkl vnahj:

ftar ndhgho knxebt tar vnsucrcahjv vut tus, bcht-surbu' uc,ur bchtfpauyu_ vrh n,gurr vmurl ksg, gkthzv bcht nsucr/

cto nscrho gk bcutv avht "dhkuhc,urv"' tz kt nabv fk-fl knh nhhjxhot, zv' ucsudn, shi abpxe caukji-grulafukk t, vnjcr )vch,-hux;( uvnpv)vrn"t(/ tck ftar nsucr tusu, zv"azfhbu avec"v cjr unhbv cgk-cjhrv"'vrh nufrj khsg nhvu/ ucgbhhbhbu _ vrh zvbudg kpugk: cto vfuubv kf"e tsnu"rnvurhh"m' tz vmhuuh s"tkhu ,angui" kt jkfkph f"e ts"a nv"nQ tl to vfuubvc"bcht surhbu" vht kf"e ts"a nklvnahj _ vrh nufrjho tbu kvtnhi tkhuukanug kuufuw/

_ tck knv kv,pkpk cxcru,? bghhi btcahjv gmnv ubrtv vto ha neuo kunrakt nsucr tusu, f"e ts"a nv"n cgmnu]tnbo cahjv nuphg vkaui )ufph amuyykghk( "afk bcht vut vnal ak bcut, navu,ur,u // ucsurbu baht surbu f"e nu"jtsnu"r"' ufnv pgnho tunr f"e ts"anv"n cahjv zu gk "f"e nu"j tsnu"r"v,utr "baht surbu" _ tck nufj nvahjvtar czv thi f"e ts"a nv"n aukk t,gmnu fkk ufkk' tkt tsrcv vut fukk t,gmnu[' ufskvki:

t/ ctu, hu"s acahjv tunr vrch:"kprxo / / amrhfho keck gk gmno / / t,vvurtu, uvgmu, s"aupyhl" u"hugmhl"acsurbu / / ucpry baht surbu _ vctcvnal krcu,hbu bahthbu akpbhu _ aupysurbu uhug. surbu ubcht surbu / / ufpxe-shivrnc"o vb"k' ato ha ktjs vngku,uvaknuhu, amrhfho kvhu, kbcht unrtvtu,u, unup,ho _ fph arthbu uruthocvnal ehuo crfu,hu' tmk baht surbu"/

vkaui "bcht surbu"' thbu aukkv,hhjxu, kbahtu,u ak f"e tsnu"rnvurhh"m' ukthsl _ thbu aukk do t,bahtu,u ak f"e ts"a nv"nQ tsrct _ fk

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vvsdav cahjv zu vht kt

fk-fl gk v"bcutv" tkt

vvsdav vht gk vbcht _

avec"v cjr unhbv bcht

vsur kfk tbah vsur _

umrhfho kecku cfk pryh

jhhbu fukk do "bcut,u

vgherh," _ a"ktk,r

kdtukv" ufuw/ ut, zv _

amrhfho keck ukanug ni

vbcht _ jucv kprxo/

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vchyuhho uvchturho cnhkho "baht surbu"'nufhjho fh vfuubv vht kf"e ts"a nv"n'fhuui ascr pauy' crur uhsug kfk vgukofuku' do knh athbu jc"swbhe' af"e ts"anv"n vut vbaht vachgh _ cvnalkrchho' ufi "vnal ehuo crfu,hu" "uhtnrscrho vg,hsho"' vrh tnbo rthbu t, zvtmk f"e nu"j tsnu"r' ufph arthbu zt,tmk "vcga"y" u",knhsu vv"n" u"donzebh" )tsv"z( )kghk cahjv zu vgw 89nxpr vjehrv kvm"m(' ufi tmk fk vrchho'tck vto kt rthbu urutho t, zv cnmhtu,tmk f"e ts"a nv"n?!

c/ "uh,hrv nzv:"bcht avghs ku bchttjr avut bcht _ fph avut cbudg kbahtsurbu' ubnal csur aktjrhu gk-hsh ,knhshufuw _ vrh vut cjze, bcht uthi zv vabhmrhl jehrv"" )ao(/

cnhkho tku fcr b,jcyu rcho' unckhkvhfbx cpkpukho trufho atf"n' trauonv atpar kctr ukvxchr )cehmur(' uvut:aftar rch b,nbv kbaht jc"s' vrhv,nbu, zu ctn, vht kt gk-hsh vjxhsho]nmhso mrhfv kvhu, re "eck, vnkfu,"['tkt gk-hsh vbaht veuso' avbaht vjsavut nnkt-neuno)gbhi vxnhfv nsurksur ufuw fpauy' urtv ahj, f"; nb"t,ah"c(' uzv duptnvuuv vusgv ugsu,n"bcht tjr avut bcht" _ fh tjsn,pehsh vrchho vut "agk hso ,jzurvbcutv khartk" )fncutr kghk cahjv zux"y' ghh"a(/

gk-ph-zv brtv kpra cpayu,)kfturv( fuub, nhkho tku' af"e ts"anv"n nxchr )crnz gk fk pbho( azv duptavut baht surhbu vht vrthv gk vhu,ubcht' fhuui azv avut bvhv rch vut gk-phgsu, bcht tjr )f"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m(/

ukfturv vxcr zv mrhl kvxphe gk-phvncutr kghk x"y )fb"k(' tck fhuuianhavu hfuk gshhi kv,gea avfuubvc"baht surbu" vht gk f"e tsnu"rnvurhh"m' kfi nnahl cahjv: "ubnal csuraktjrhu gk-hsh ,knhshu fuw"' aha-kunraczv nxhr fk mk ak xpe' afi vut docbudg tkhu _ vbaht vachgh nnkt-neunuak f"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m/

d/ "fhui antnhbho cscrh vbcht' ktnauo atku scrhu ak vbcht' tkt nauoatku scrh vec"vgk-hsh bcht zv! ]tphkukt scrh vec"v abtnr gk-hsh bcht abh'tck kt btnru tkhu[" )ao(/

suje dsuk kpra avscrho kt xuccho

gk bcut,u ak f"e ts"a nv"n cgmnu'avut nscr gk bcut,u cgmnu' ukt nvaang nbcht abh _ f"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m/ue"k/

s/ "habv vvurtv fb"k' amrhfhokprxo kfk tbah vsur' azfhbu avec"vcjr unhbv cgk cjhrv' anms gmnu vutakt cgrl bgkv ntbah vsur' ahvhwv"aupyhl" u"hugmhl" ubcht vsur' ahurvvurtu, uh,i gmu, cbudg kgcus, fk cbh-hartk ufk vtbaho ssur zv / / gs _vbcutv vgherh, _ vbcutv a"ktk,rkdtukv" u,hf; unhs nna "vbv zv )nahj(ct" )ao(/

cscrho tkv kt rutho v,hhjxu,nhujs, kf"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m' utsrcv/

]habo vnshheho fti avfuubv vhtkf"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m fh f"e ts"a nv"n"nmyy" nbcutu,hu ]tnbo cahbuh-kaui

em,[ _ "ktk,r kdtukv"/ ushue zv pktvut cghbhh' fh cgmo' vkaui "vbv zv)nahj( ct" vut nahr vahrho uav"a rcv]fnmuhi cvgw 811[' vto zv "mhyuy"nvnsra drhst?! csudn, zv' vfrz, f"ets"a nv"n "gbuho vdhg zni dtuk,fo" _kzv bert "mhyuy" nvhkeuy angubh?! vrhdo ftar nav rchbu ct knmrho utnrkcbh-hartk cao vec"v "pes pes,h" _zv vhv "mhyuy" nhgec tchbu uhux; vmshe)rtv pra"h anu, d' h"j(?! tkt cruraf"ets"a nv"n n,hhjx kbcut,u cgmnu[/

v/ "gk tj, fnv ufnv azv fcr ct docshcur )"bhc ap,hho"' gbhi vbcutv(' fbvudktjrubv kcyt scrho cshcur' fukkucnhujs _ avbv vbv ctv vdtukv" )ao(/

uvut vgher: pv th-tpar kpra fkkavfuubv gk f"e tsnu"r vrhh"m _ czv"abvud ktjrubv kcyt scrho cshcurfuw"/ ucphrua n,hhjx suetkf"e ts"anv"n cgmnu/

vto vrch vrhh"m

vhv bcht?uto hatk vautk )fnuzfr kghk(: vrh

cahjv zu dupt n,hhjx f"e ts"a nv"ncgmnu kf"e tsnu"r vrhh"m fbaht surbuufbchtsurbu? _ a,h ,aucu, cscr:rtah,' h,hrv nzu nmtbu cahjv zu )cx"y('v,hhjxu, kfkrcu,hbu bahthbu f"bchthsurbu": "ucnhujs csuru, vtjrubho' ftarbh,ux; vgbhi sdhkuh pbhnhu, v,urv' vjknv"nmuv kdku, zt, vjfnv" cznivtrhz"k' utjr-fl _ "hpumu nghhbu,hljumv" gk-hsh "dkv xusu tk gcshuvbchtho"' vo vbo bchth surbu gs "bchtnercl duw fnubh" )cvhu,u t,payu,tsnav acfk srt usrt(' uvo "aupyhl"u"hugmhl" ssurbu//"/ ]ucvgw 09 ncht a"thisur athi cu fnav"[/ urtv do ahj, a"prtv ,ba"t: "avec"v tunr )gk-hshgcshu vbchtho(' kfk tjs utjsnhartk//"/ vbv rutho cgkhk tar f"ets"a nv"n fukk v"t,payu,t snav"ssurbu go fk rcu,hbu bahthbu _ a"vovbo bchth surbu"u"aupyhl" u"hugmhl"csurbu! ]ufph athi x,hrv czv kf"etsnu"r vrhh"m _ fi thi auo x,hrv czvkf"e ts"a nv"n baht surbu[/

abh,' cahjv zu dupt bnmt vxcrkbjhmu, vv,fkku, ak bcht surbu

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ftar nsucr tusu, zv

"azfhbu avec"v cjr

unhbv cgk-cjhrv" vrh

nufrj khsg nhvu/

ucgbhhbhbu _ vrh zv budg

kpugk: cto vfuubv kf"e

tsnu"r nvurhh"m tz

vmhuuh s"tkhu ,angui" kt

jk fkph f"e ts"a nv"nQ

tl to vfuubv c"bcht

surhbu" vht kf"e ts"a

nkl vnahj _ vrh

nufrjho tbu kvtnhi tkhu

ukanug ku ufuw

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"urcu,hbu bahthbu csuru, akpbh zv":"uchjs go zfu, zu _ ha kfk tjs ntbahsurbu tjrhu, keck gk gmnu "aupyhl"u"hugmhl"' ukmhh, kvurtu, ugmu, yucu,aku _ uckaui rcho / / azv ct )unhuxs gkvvurtu, ugmu,( s"aupyhl" u"hugmhl"'"nti nkfh rcbi"' urcu,hbu bahthbu csuru,akpbh zv _ atz ha kzv do v,ue; _fnuci kfk tjs ccjhb, gmv yucv )ukt recsrl mhuuh(' atphku to vut tujz ngmnu)utphku to ha ku xhcv gk-ph ,urv uau"gnnv ktjuz ngmnu(' vrh hjhs urcho vkfvfrcho _ fsg, v"aupyhl" u"hugmhl" _rcho"/

vbv vvxcr knv f"e ts"a nv"n fukkt, gmnugo f"e tsnu"r nvurhh"m ugorcu,hbu bahthbu _ fsh "kvek"' "ccjhb,gmv yucv"' knh aha ku "cghu," keckvurtu,hu ugmu,hu sf"e ts"a nv"n' fhuuia"tujz ngmnu" ugk-ph au"g / / ahhsg azvdo vurtu, ugmu, sfk vrchho _ "rcho"'uvut vrh "hjhs"/// ]unuci aczv bfkk do"kvek" kzv aha ku euah "keck"u"kvtnhi" af"e ts"a nv"n vut bchtsurbu _ chsgu ath-tnub,u zu vht do th-tnubv c"rcho" _ bcut, fk vrchho///[/

)cfkk tpar "kveau,"' nsug f"ets"a nv"n n,hhjx kf"e tsnu"rnvurhh"m f"baht surbu"' utphku "nahjacsurbu" ufuw _ tl gk fl cvzsnbu, tjr,th"v(/

nmuuv abudg,

khxush vtnubvkph vtnur kghk' af"e ts"a nv"n

vut bcht vsur fpauyu' a"vw akju" knxurbcut,u kfkgo hartk' vrh bp,r do vshuivto th-tnubv cu avut bcht vw ucbcut,uvht th-mhu, knmuu,"kanug ni vbcht"u"akt kbxu,u"' uzv budg k"hxushvtnubv"'udo azv kt nabv chi to tjs njzhe gmnukjxhs tu ktu suuet' vw akj t, vbcht dotkhu' uvut njuhhc cnmu, fcfk atrvnmu, n,rh"d nmu,' ubudg khxusvtnubvaku/ uctnubv cbcht bfkkdo vtnubvcbcutv vgherh,!

ctn, thl tpar "kv,gko" nvnpuracahjv: "kprxo tmk gmnu utmk fk tkuatkhvo tpar kvdhg_ amrhfho keckgk gmno"Q "habv vvurtv fb"k' amrhfhokprxo kfk tbah vsur / / cbudg kgcus,

fk cbh-hartk ufk vtbaho csur zv / / hakfk tjs ntbah surbutjrhu, keck gkgmnu / / ha kzv do v,ue; vnuci kfk tjsccjhb, gmv yucv / / ctupi afk vguko/ /go fk pryhvo upryh pryhvo bgav rau,vhjhs jsur cbeusv tj,uhjhsv shjhsu akguko / / fph andkv t, gmnu "cercbu"gk-hsh "bchtteho kvo duw fnul"' "bahtvsur avut vfk"' "mshe hxus guko / /"]vvsdau, thbi cneur[/ vrh thi czv humtni vfkk!

vto kn,bdsho jxr

cgherh vtnubv?tkt afti heav vneav: "nh anl

ktha ar uaupy gkhbu?!"Q vrh czv at,vtunr agk fuko jk jhuc vtnubv cbcutv zu_ vumt, kgz )r"k( gk fnv ufnv ncbh-hartk?

vngbv kzv vut: "kt gkh ,kubu,hfo"/fk nh anx,fk cahjv tkhct sbpahw'"kknus v,urv ukt kkns k,urv"' huufjkrtu, afk tjs utj, ncbh-hartk njuhhckvtnhi cbcht vw _ f"e ts"a nkl vnahj_ ubcut,u/

tkt ac,ur "hug." _ ukt c,ur "aupy")rtv ctrufvcv,jk, ahj, a"p aupyho(_ fsth kvcvhr nem, xudht zu:

atkv-ygbv zu vht fkkh, cbudgkjxhsu, upbhnhu, v,urv cznbbu cfkk:vto nh akt husg gbhhi tvc, vw fphancutr cjxhsu, )tu cdkk akt rtvgbhhbho tku' tu artv tck thbu nchi tu,o(_ bfbx cdsr fphrv ctnubv cvw j"uQ ucprygk-ph bdkv? uzuvh nna tu,v vatkvcgbhhbhbu/

f"e ts"a nv"n n,hhjx katkv zucscrho crurho nts' ckeu"a jke k"v gw82 "uvbv fao avut kgbhi dhkuh tjsu, vwcn",' agk hsh zv bakk gbhi vah,u; / / gksrl zv vut tjr n,i-,urv' acgbhi tjsu,vw dupt b,dkv cpbhnhu, v,urv tupi gnuehu,r ctjsu,u h,crl/// ]uczv dupt' cnalvsuru,' n,dkho nzni kzni cpbhnu, v,urvtupbho gnueho hu,r cvcb, gbhi tjsu, vwcseu, hu,r[/ ut; gk ph aeuso ab,dk,vvcbv zu ctjsu, vw kt ahhl kunr avgsrvhshgv czv vut gbhi ak jxrui updo j"uuj"u' nfk-neuo' ktjrh afcr b,dku cgukochturho tkv cphrua vtnh,h stjsu,vao' vrh nh athbu kuns untnhi cvo vrh-

zv pdo ctnubvcvao' uvrh-zv cseu,sseu, gbhi ak fphrv ctjsu, vao/

"ugk-srl anmhbu crnc"o apxekvkfv s"vtunr aha ao rcui tjs tckavut du; ucgk ,nubv" vrh-vut nhi'uvrtc"s vahd / / uvxcr, ahy, vrnc"o'st; gk ph avhu "dsukho uyucho" axcruavec"v vut "du; ucgk ,nubv" uj"ukeru,o cao "nhi"' nfk-neuo' ktjrhab,dku ub,prxnu vchturho ufuw cxprhdsukh hartk' ath tpar kunr fi uazvucx,hrv ktjsu, vao )fnu achtr vrnc"ocvkfu, hxush v,urv(' to-fi ng,vvxucrfi npbh nangu, pauyh vnertu, tu nnvartv cscrh tdsu,' vrh vut cdsr "nhi"/

"ugk srl zv fi vut cgbhbbu' sktjrhab,dkv cpbhnhu, v,urv vphrua vtnh,hctjsu, vao' tar thi auo nmhtu, ckgsuh,crl' vrh nh athbu ntnhi czv vrh-zvcseu, sseu, gbhi ak fphrv ctjsu,uh,crl/ ufb"k _ athi kvcht auo rthw nzvacsuru, akpbh dhkuh pbhnhu, v,urv kt vhwhsug phrua zv ctjsu, vao' uto-fi vrhtpar atnubv cvao hfukv kvhu,cakhnu, do ckh hshgv zu ctjsu, vao' fhkpbh v,dku, zu cguko thi cvgsr hshgv zuauo pdo j"uQ tck kthsl' ftar "vfk gavhpv cg,u" ub,dk,v pbhnhu, v,urv' fukkdo vtupbho vgnueho acvcb, tjsu,uh,crl' vvukfho un,dkho nsur ksur' vrhzv juc gk fk tjs utjs nhartk kknusgbhbho tku ukvtnhi cvo"/ gf"k vahjv)ghh"a ucvgru,(/

ctoha kjke chi jxhsho kthbo-jxhsho' vut tukh czv tar tmk nh athbu-jxhs )kg"g( _ vrh zv )ckaui vahjv("cseu, sseu,"' utmk jxhsho zvu ktusuuet re "cseu, sseu,"////

vto kt durnho

khvusho kvfak?brtv athi murl kvuxh; fkuo' fhuui

avscrho nscrho cgs gmno/ tlv"neav" gshhi hfuk kvnahl ukveau,: nvv,ugk, n"dhkuh" scrho tku' vrh zv"nfauk" ktkv athbo rumho kknus' kvchiukvtnhi ufuw? nsug kt vuatru vscrho fnuavo' uvkt vjxhsho hsgu chi-fl t,vtn,' utkv athbo njzheho gmnofjxhsho _ chi-fv thbo neckho zt,?!

"euaht" zu npkhtvtu,h cntus: vto

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vec"v kt vhv mrhl )j"u( k,, kbu v,urv_ chsgu azv hdruo ufuw uk"dku,"?ucgbhhbhbu: vrh txur kbcht "kfcuabcut,u"' uto-fi' tsrct _ "euahh,u" vhtkvhpl: knv hnbg j"u vbcht yuc ncgkhu?ucpry vcaurv vfh-nanj,avh,v th-pgo a"vbv zv )nahj( ct" cpugk _ agkzv tnr nav rchbu cdku, nmrho "akj btchs ,akj"/

ufk vbf,c gs fti vut cva,sku,vcb, scrh vahjv/

khnus zfu,'

tu v,jneu,?ug,v kvnuro nfk vb"k cear kngav

cpugk: bsnv kh tar v"murl" kvgnhxuksjue cahjv tar zu bcutv "jkeh,"'uckh kvrtu, "ctmcg" gk f"e ts"a nv"n'bucg n"vkhnus-zfu," u"tvc,-hartk"fkph nh agshhi eav gkhu keck gk-gmnuukvtnhi cf"e ts"a nv"n ubcut,u go fkvna,ng nzv' uftnur vfh tpar kunr azvnurv gk jxruictnubv j"u?

unzv "na,kak" "khnus-zfu," "fpuk"_ utukh vut gher veuaht _ cto vbtnrcahjv zu vut fpauyu nna' vbv vtjrhu,gkhbu_ vjxhsho _ vht rmhbh, cntus'agkhbu kv,hhdgctn, uckh vr; kvchtscrh f"e ts"a nv"n cfk ,epo kfk tjsutj,csurbu' ucpry cgbhhi vfh gherh zv _hxus ugnus ctnub,bu' uazvu v,jk,vdtukv ]fncutr cahjv[ ufuw' uvv,raku,czv _ j"u uj"u _ jnurv cntus!

tnbo' dhav zu u"khnus zfu," zv' zrvvht ntus' uftnur' vht nprhgv kngavcpugk:

t/ thl tpar kvx,fk c"ghi antkh,"gk hvush' tphku zv acjhmubhu,u thbu jxhskg,-g,v? knv bbhj krdg tar habu hvush

athbu neck j"u thzu nmuv a,vhw' ucpryngherh vtnubv' uthzv nhi "khnus zfu,"vut zv' tar tbh )v"tbh" vhsug( hfuk"kvtnhi"' tck vzuk,/// vto fl jubfbu!?

c/ thi kbu rau, kvxhr ukvjkha t,tjrhu,buuzfu,bu knxur kfk tjs utj,ncbh-hartk ukafbg tu,o keck t, scrhf"e ts"a nv"n' utar vut bcht vsurakuj nt, vw ufuw' ctn,kt azv kt fk-flcrur' tu achi-fl kt hecku t, zv/ tsrct'nms tvc, hartk tnh,h,_ vrh mrhlkva,sk cfknhbh va,sku, atnubv zutnbo ,vhw cdkuh ukdku, bhmu. nahj _ vutf"e ts"a nv"n _ tmk fk tjs utj,!

d/ thzv nhi srl vht zu "kvurhs naek")"pRruuRxgri"( cscrh f"e ts"a nv"n)utphku kgmnbu///( cdkk thzu euahv avht)us"k(/ tsrct' fkaui vahjv: "ucpayu,:cgnsbu cv,uugsu, jxhsho csw tnu, sf"e

nu"j tsnu"r baht surbu _ mrhl fk tjs'tbaho baho uy;' kfk krta keck gk gmnuvjkyu, yucu, kehho t, fk vvurtu,yucu, ugmu, asucru cv,uugsu, _ nhuxsgk ,urv acf,c u,urv acgk-pv' uscrh,urv uvurtu, srcu,hbu bahthbu' ahvhw"aupyho ,,i kl cfk agrhl"' afk zw agrhvtso' cw vghbhho ucw vtzbho aku' cw bjhrhvt; uphu _ hubvdu gk-ph vurtu, ,ur,buvesuav fph abnxrv gk-hsh "nti nkfhrcbi" cfkk' ucpry gk-hsh v"aupy" u"hug."vsur _ baht surbu"/

vrh khnsbu f"e ts"a nv"n uvurv kbutar mrhl kva,sk ckhnus-zfu, gk fkhvush ctvc,-hartk tnh,h,' ukfi th-tpar kmt, ckh khnus-zfu, uvut atparkunr gk srl vncutr ckeu"a jke k"v gw16 )rtv ao ctrufv( cbudg kjhbul eyiab,dsk udr tar "to nms ycg vscrhobju. zni ak khnus uvfbv gs ahufk kehhofk vnmu,' vrh zni vfbv zu )ni-,urv(n,jhk re tjr ab,dsk / / mrhl kvhu, sfkzv bfkk cgmo vjhuc"/ ugk srl zv tparkunr cgbhhbhbu' tar czni vsrua kkhnusvgbhhi kt jxr c"ehuo vnmuv"/ tnbo mrhlkzfur tar zv kt puyr nv"juc gk fk tjsutjs nhartk kknus gbhbho tku ukvtnhicvo" ]fnmuyy kghk nkeu"a jk"v gw 92[/

knxebt _ fk tjs utj, ncbh-hartkntnhbho ctnubv akhnv cvw ucnav gcsuuct,payu,t shkhw csurbu _ vut f"etsnu"r nkl vnahj akhy"t' tmk rucovut cdkuh' utmk vnhguy agshhi mrhl kdku,tmko t, zv' vrh zv re vahfcv vjhmubh,'fncutr ctrufv c,bht ucst"j' ucpryc,ur, f"e ts"a nv"n ctrhfu, ucpryu,vfh nupktv' ufukbu ftjsneckho gkhbunkfu, ubcut, f"e ts"a nv"n' uf"ets"a nv"n numht t, fk tjs utj,nt,bu ndku, kdtukv/

hjh tsubbu nurbu urchbu nkl vnahjkguko ugs!

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cto ha kjke chi jxhsho

kthbo-jxhsho vut tukh

czv tar tmk nh athbu-

jxhs )kg"g( _ vrh zv

)ckaui vahjv( "cseu,

sseu," utmk jxhsho zvu

ktu suuet re "cseu,

sseu,"////

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ngns jkue, vsukrho cfk huortaui' vhv ngns badc/ czvtjr zv vhu gucrho kpbh vrchgnl ch, hartk' khytho kmsjxhsho' tsnu"rho urcbho'

ehcumbheho ubyurh er,t/ chi vpubho bh,ivhv krtu, augh guko/ fuko nceaho gmvucrfv/

fuko ftjs gcru kpbh vrch nkl vnahjucheau kv,crl cgbhhbhvo vthahho tukhyuk gmv/ fk tjs zfv krtu, cghbhodanhu, t, v,nnau, vcrfu,' fatmkjkeo vnpda vck,h tnmgh go vrch ahbvt, jhhvo vthahho cmurv srnyh,/ ghbhvrch' fhsug' muphu, nemv vguko ugs xupu/

vxhpur vct thrg kpbh fgarho ujnaabv cjkue, wkgejw usukr cgrc vuagbvrcv' uvx,hho ctjs nhnh veh. vjnho akbhu-hure kpbh akua abho' cmurv pkth,/

^

"napj, rw )ao vnapjv anurcngrf,( vht napjv jrsh, vbnbh, gkjxhsh tkfxbsr un,durr, ccuru-ptre"pu,j, unxpr, vrcbh, rjk vbsknmp,/"tc vnapjv kns cgcr chahc, jc"scnubyrhtk unao anurv ku jhcv h,hrvkjxhsu, jc"s ukrch nkl vnahj cpry/napjv ahsugv cvfbx, vturjho vdsukvakv' cgk, vkhfu, ubhnuxhi humtho ndsrvrdhk/ fk thn, atbjbu ndhgho k-077'tbjbu na,skho kcer tmko/ go vabhobrenu earh hshsu, yucho/

kpbh ab,hho' favahjv chbhbu dkav gkdsku,u ak vrch nkl vnahj' cheav vtokxpr xhpur ajuu,v cgmnv/

fcr abho trufu, avo nbvkhocvmkjv jbu, knmurh jank utkeyrubhevccuru-ptre' jbu, acxhhg,t sanhtnmkhjv unadad,/ jxhsh jc"s rchorufaho nvo numrh jank aubho' chhjuscjusa vjdho fajxhsho rcho ndhgho nfkvguko tk wch, jhhbuw/ vo hsugho fbscbhodsukho vnprhaho nvubo kmsev cghi hpv/

fk zt, gs kpbh akua abho' fagxevdsukv avo cmgu' bfakv fakui jru.' uvhtdrrv cgecu,hv vpxsho nrucho/ vjbu,vnahfv kv,bvk' tl vnfv vfxph,vdsukv' drnv ktch vnapjv khpuk kshftuiunrnur gmnh avkl uvjnhr/

vtuuhrv cch, vpfv kvhu, ygubv uktzurn,/ fk vbhxhubu, kvgku,u gk srl vnkl'bjku fakuiQ vut kej t, vvpxs cmurvthah, asrsrv t, nmc ruju/ vvko vhv

dsuk' do cerc cbh vnapjv vnmunmn, udocerc jcrhu' hshshu unfrhu/ fuko vfhrvuc,ur hvush anj ukcch anxchr pbhokfuko' bfui kgzur cfk nmc/ nv avfhthphhi tu,u' vhv vjhul v,nhsh abxul gkpbhu/ ntz vnpkv vdsukv' vch, va,bv/

vthav art,v avnmc vukl unjnhr'vjkhyv kbxu, w,rup, pktw habv uyucvavufjv fhghkv _ kvdhg tk vrchnkhuctuuhya do ftar kt rutho tu,ucghbhho danhu,' kcea t, crf,u ukv,pkkafnu cgcr crfu,hu vchtu nzur u,hebu t,vmrhl ,heui' fl do gfahu cuusth vrchhang t, ,phku,hv/

fnu cgcr cngnsh jkue, vsukrhovhsugho' do gfahu ga,v kgmnv nbvdecug kvdhg tk vrch cfk huo rtaui/ vhtvhh,v guns, cwkuchw ak 077' neuo jkue,vsukrho' ung,hrv ,phkv' eurt, preh,vhkho uncea, nvrch ahgurr gk cgkvrjnho nrucho/ t, nbvdv zv vjkv ctnmgvjur;/

jkpu nxpr jusaho' ugk-t; avnmc ktva,pr' v,nhsv uvnahfv kv,pkk/

vtav ncea,:

rch' ,i kh xhni!ctjs nhnh veh. vcjhbv tju,v

cbxhgu,hv chnh rtaui' nckh atha hsg ktipbhv nugsu, unvhfi vht juzr,/ huo rtauitjs' fajzrv nbxhg,v' tzrv tju,v tun.uatkv kti vht vukf, cfk cuer ak huortaui/ ,jhkv xhrcv ka,; tu,v cxusv'tl v,jneuhu,hv re vdchru t, xerbu,vak vtju,/ ktjr nxg ahfbugho' v,rm,vuxhprv kv gk bxhg,v tk vrchnkhuctuuhya/

v,ducv vrtaubh, ak vtju, vhh,vvko/ vto do tju,v vjxusv bpkv crujv'ure gbhhi ak zni gs avscr h,dkv?!,duc,v vrtaubv vhh,v kunr cdkuh t,sg,v gk ngahv/ "jxrho kl rcbhoutsnu"rho msheho ccuru-ptre at,vukf, tk vrch nkhuctuuhya?" rybv'"nhkt vhv tpar krtu, t, vrchnkhuctuuhya' tu tz vhh,h nchbvQ vutcvjky mshe dsuk ajukk nup,ho' tckgfahu? gar abho tjrh dw ,nuz t, vukf,kcea suuet nnbu crfu,? nv erv kl?!"bzpv cv xpe cfgx xpe crjnho/ "re zv

jxr kh' afuko hhsgu ado tju,h bpkvcshftui"/

vht bpdgv ntus nscrhv vpudgbhho aktju,v/ tju,v afv vhh,v erucv kkcvukbpav uxhhgv kv rcu,' fl nscr,?! vht'art,v t, vrch ut, v,nnau, crfu,hu'kt vxfhnv kscrh tju,v/ vrchnkhuctuuhya vut kt gus mshe ukt gustsnu"r _ tck thl bh,i hvhv kvxchr zt,ktju,v?!

chuo rtaui ak vacug vct auc vdhgvtk vrch' uvpgo vhh,v kv ceav nhujs,:wrch tbh husg, atbh ngzv' tck tju,hmjev gkh/ fhms txchr kv t, atbh guav'tbt ,i kh xhni a,phku,hh n,ecku,///w

vrch gubv

uaukj sukr crfvbhu-hure/ jusah veh. vjnho vbhxu

rcho tk vcubdkux acvrho/ rcho nvbahouvhksho bnmtu, ao cjusah veh.' cgusvcgkho nmyrpho cxu; acug kac, eusa/

do ctu,u huo rtaui' ktjr axhhnvkv,pkk tmk vrch' nhvrv kjzur kch,vaccuru-ptre/ tju,v afg, fcr vchbvnthpv vht juzr,' btbjv eku, uvcyhjvkgmnv acacugu, verucho hvhv kv sh znichjs cvrho cfsh kvchi nv gucr gktju,v ukbxu, kxhhg kv cnhs, vtpar/ vitrzu t, vnykykho uktjr fnv agu, fcrpreu tu,o cch, vehy akvo cvrh bhu-hure/

cvzsnbuhu, aubu, nmtv vtju, gh,uhn,tho kypy; kv fh auo scr kt va,bvntz avjkv kv,pkk tmk vrchnkhuctuuhya' ucnechk fcr vfhbv gcurvrahnv ak rcbho njukkh nup,ho avhthfukv kpbu, tkhvo ukcea t, crf,o/"rcho buagu ncrfu,hvo"' vpyhrvuvuxhpv: "nkcs zt,' atu,o tpar krtu,uha kl go nh kscr///"

tju,v re gmnv t, ghbhv' ubzfrvchnho vnthrho cvo tfi gcrv nuk pbheusau ak vrch' cvsr, nkfu,' ucheav t,crf,uQ ehckv nnbu sukr' angv t,crfu,hu ubgbgv ku crtav/

kert, xu; acug vcgkho ak va,hhovmyrpu tkhvi cshr, vehy acvrho'facgkv ncht gnu grhn, nf,cho avumhtvcuer n,hc, vsutr akvo cch,o ccuru-

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ptre/ vht rprpv cekhku, gk vnf,cho'fuko fngy vhu ak jcru, aubu,' jacubu,'prxunho aubho ufsuw/ vht vcyhjv kgmnvkac, gk vbhhru, uvjacubhu, cvzsnbu,tjr,/

nf,c tjs cuss uaubv nfk vnf,choms t, ghbhv/ gk vngypv v,buxxv aonapjv nafub, ertui vhhyx/ kt trduiukt gnu,, jxs' napjv akt vfhrv uktangv tusu,hv/ vht vx,erbv unhvrvkp,uj t, vnf,c/

kvp,g,v' n,ufu bpk ayr ak sukrcuss/ ktjr aertv t, vnf,c vnmur;avhv f,uc ctu,hu, gdkdku,' nxusru,ucruru,' mbjv cvko nujky gk tjsvfhxtu, agnsu cerc, neuo/ hshv rgsu'ahbhv beau uvht vrdhav avht guns,kv,gk; cfk rdg/ tju,v uatr cbhvnapjv agnsu cjsr' bcvku bufj nmcvubhxu kvrdhgv/ re ktjr seu, trufu, acvmcg kkjhhv/ vht txpv t, cbh napj,v'ucvo tju,v' uverhtv t, vnf,c/

vnf,c vjzhr tu,v garho abvtjurv/ "thzu vadjv pryh,' thzv xhninsvho ehck,h nvrch nkhuctuuhya"'vmkhjv kxbi cndundo/

"vhv zv cvuagbv rcv kpbh kngkvngarho abv' cch,bu vhu mrhfho kv,trjturjho rcho' utbh vfb,h fnu, dsukv aktufk/ gk-t; vkj. vdsuk ak vchaukho'hsg,h atbh rumv kbmk t, vhuo ukvdhgkertui vhhyx fsh kvhu, cngns jkue,vwkgejw ak vrch nkhuctuuhya/ chea,hkvadhj gk v,cahkho unhvr,h kmt, crfckertui vhhyx/ v,ur vhv trul ntus/ tkphbaho gnsu ujhfu cxckbu, c,ur av,esoktyu/

"ktjr agns,h fngy agv c,urafngy ukt v,eso' vcb,h agus zni rctmyrl kvn,hi gs atdhg tk vrch/farth,h avagv n,tjr,' vcb,h akttufk kvnahl gus c,ur/ kpbhh gnsv thav

abrt,v fthav rmhbh,' nasr, thnui/vjky,h kxnul gkhv unckh kjauc vrcv'vcvr,h kv aha kh turjho rcho kjd'uvgunx vut dsuk/ chea,h tput a,ceawkgejw usukr do cgcurh ut; b,,h kv t,anh uao tnh/ fnu fi mhrp,h kv gk p,et, f,uc,h/

"vthav vcyhjv canjv knkt t,cea,h' utbh jzr,h vch,v cnvhru,kvnal vvfbu, kjd/

"fnv hnho ktjr nfi' vscr bafjnzhfrubh/ pgo tu pgnhho bzfr,h czv' tl khkt vhh,v vf,uc, tu vpryho ak vthavagnsv c,ur/ vht nmsv kt akjv fkuo'utbh jac,h acuusth vht v,rdav uafjvkcea cgcurh/// fl tu fl' tbh kfagmnh

vhh,h ntz tmk vrch gus nxpr pgnhouzfh,h keck sukrho kcrfv/

"fg,' naehck,h t, vnf,c' nx,cratu,v thav tfi ehhnv t, vcyj,v ntz'ukejv cgcurh sukr ukgej' tkt avhtvjkhyv akt kakuj zt, ctnmgu, vsutr'npbh avscr kt vhv bhrtv kv rtuh unfucs/vht vjkhyv kvdhg cgmnv kcuru-ptreukvcht kh t, vsukr ctupi thah/

"cpugk vscr v,gfc gus ugus/ cnvklvbhehubu, kert, jd vpxj' pdav t,vsukr uvkgej vcyhjv kgmnv auc acpgovctv a,dhg kcuru-ptre vht ,hej ghnvt, vsukr )t, prux, vkegj gmnv vhtjhkev kcbh vnapjv ckh, crhrv' fsh akthhnfr kduh( tl cpugk vscr bafj nzhfrubvauc' uvsukr vnahl kafc cch,v ftciathi ku vupfhi/ cfk ,eupv' ftar bzfrvcu' vcyhjv kgmnv avpgo kt ,afj' uflbsjv vscr cnal abh gaurho uhu,r/

"chuo rtaui cagu, vcuer _ mhhbvvthav cnf,cv _ vht rt,v t, vsukrcpgo vnh-husg-fnv' uvjkhyv avpgo vhtfcr kt hfukv ksju, gus t, vgbhhi' utovht kt buxg, kcuru-ptre' tzh vht ,akjt, zv ctnmgu, vsutr' vgher ahhakj/ufl tfi ga,v/ zu vngypv go vsukrav,eck gcurv nhshu vesuau, ak vrch"/

^

vnxpr, vchyv fg, tk tju,v uatkv"bu// vrch nkhuctuuhya zv gus tsnu"r turc' dsuk ffk ahvhv?"

fg, vhv ,urv ak vtju, kvhu,vnunv/ tfi ha nbvhd kchrv zu/

gxehu ak vcgk jzru cnal vhnhokadad ukemur ruujho/ do to gshhi tu,uxfuo tcus kt ac kdnrh _nfk neuo'nmcu vbpah ak vcgk vkl uva,pr pkthofph avhv cgcr/

ghbhho muphu, knrjue fcr tnrbu _g,v re bu,r kv,pkk ukcea t, vv,dku,/

30|~|dwtkuk vw,ax"z

"chuo rtaui cagu, vcuer

_ mhhbv vthav cnf,cv _

vht rt,v t, vsukr cpgo

vnh-husg-fnv' uvjkhyv

avpgo vht fcr kt hfukv

ksju, gus t, vgbhhi' uto

vht kt buxg, kcuru-ptre'

tzh vht ,akj t, zv

ctnmgu, vsutr' vgher

ahhakj/ ufl tfi ga,v/ zu

vngypv go vsukr

av,eck gcurv nhshu

vesuau, ak vrch"

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nrfz jc"s khumth ruxhv csruo ekhpurbhv

tdr,t sbjn,tcmgr rc ehckbu t, vcaurv vnrv

gk pyhr,v ak vtav vjxusv ach,v vhv p,uj kruujv'

uzf,v ahu"j ahjhu akujho uguxeho cncmgh f"e tsnu"r nv"n

nr, ktvg"v

ta, jcr ak vth dcrt rct as"r uakhj f"e tsnu"r nuvrhh"m uf"e tsnu"r nv"n

akhy"t kju; vngrch strv"c' gns ,nhs cgmv u,uahhv kngi nuxsu,hbu vew'

vrv"j vrv", rw nbjo anutk sus vkuhg"Vrhhyahe

uaukjho tbu t, ,bjunhbu vfbho kcbhu vrc tcrvo tctvkuh'

vrc anguivkuh' vrc hux; hmjevkuh' vrc tkgzrvkuh' vrc kuhvkuh'

vrc akuo sucgrvkuh' vrc hgecvkuh'

ucbu,hu nr, scurv uuhkvgkonr, arvekhhiunr, jbv jbufvahjhu

nbjo mhui ucubv hruakho hrpt t, hdubo vdsuk uh,i kvo fuj uguz kvnahl ch,r at,

uch,r guz cpguku, uncmgh veusa' u,hf; unhs nna heuhho vhhgus "unjv vw tkueho

sngv ngk fk pbho" _ cv,dku, f"e tsnu"r nkl vnahj akhy"t cfk ,ptr,u' ubfrhz

kpbhu: hjh tsubbu nurbu urchbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs!

ccrf, fuj"y' cao muu, vakujho uvgucsho

vrc bp,kh vgr. uphhdh gxyukhi

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akuhnh' hks ci 11' bjackhks bcui uphej/ vurhosutdho' ch, bgho'najeho kruc' jcrhobtnbho/ jxr ku re scr

tjs: tct! tct ah,hhjx tkhu kpju,ctu,v rmhbu, fnu avut n,hhjx kgxeho'kjcrho ukgbhhbhu vauypho/

akuhnh n,ear ktct kgcusv' vutncea kaujj gnu/

"tct?"

"akuo akuhnh/ nv akunl?"/

"c"v' rmh,h kscr th,l gk navu///"

"cuusth akuhnh/ tck tbh nts gxuefrdg' bscr vhuo ckhkv cxsr?!"

cpgo tjr, akuhnh n,ear kxkuktrhak tct/ vut csrl ntbavu ktbavu/

"tct?"

"akuhnh jnus akh' tbh cahjv tjr,frdg' bscr cpgo tjr,"/

ckhkv ntujr' fatct ac vch,v'akuhnh ndhg ktct uchsu eupv nktvcayru,/

"tct' ej!"

"nv zv?!"

"zv fx; akh/ fk vjxfubu,"/

"tck cachk nv?" kt nchi tct/

"tbh rutv at,v gxue nts' ufk agvtmkl auuv fx;" _ gubv akuhnh/ "tz tbhdo rumv kebu, nnl agv cachkh/ ej' zvfk vfx; aha kh///"

v,xrhy vzv numd gk dch ekhp avphetrdui wtcu, ucbhow vguknh/ vekhp nmhcnrtv nuk vtc vgxue uvyrus cfk agu,vhuo' unrtv ku fh cagv akfk gbhhbhvguko ha ku zni' gcur cbu thi ku t,vrdgho vjaucho kvo bzee vhks' gucsvvnasr, khks azni thfu, ak tct tparkebu, re cfx;///

kpbh acg abho ert nrt st,rtsevhk, jc"s mp,' urcv vrtah akvghr vrv"j rw kuh chxyrhmeh g"v

kdcth ch, vfbx, wvhfk kuh hmjew/ vutxhpr kvo fh ang gk huznv kfbx hjshu t,vtcu, uvcbho hjshu knal agv cacug' gknb, ahknsu hjs/ vut chea nvdctho: vrcabhtur zkni druzni' vrc huro ngusvuvrctvri ahpni' kp,uj nxdr, sunv docevhk, jc"s mp,/ vdctho tfi bgbukhuznv utrdbu t, vnxdr, vjsav/ ntz zumcrv ,tumv' utunmv fcr gk hsh fnv

nevhku, jc"s vdsuku, ctr. hartkucguko/

huznv zu neurv ctrdui wtcu, ucbhow _trdui fkk guknh ufkk hvush' aao kuknyrv ktjs t, fk vurh vhksho kag,khnus tj, cmuu,t cnal fk acug/ vtrduintds c,ufu evkho nduubho' njucahvfhpu, vxrudu,' ugs kwbyurh er,tw'ucfkko' fnuci' evhku, jc"s/

evhku, rcu, buxpu, trdbu nxdr,sunv/ cfpr jc"s' knak' veho t, vtrduikpbh faa abho hu"r vuugs stz vrc nbjokrr/ vrc krr bhxv knmut nxdr, a,jzet, vear chi vvurho khksho/ nhavu zreku t, vrghui' urw nbjo vrho t, vfppv/ntz ugs vhuo n,emc uugs fpr jc"s t,vpghku, kfk turl vsrl/

k,, khks t, tct!nv nmhg wtcu, ucbhow unv zv cshue?

ucfi' cnxdr, wtcu, ucbhow nuznbho fktc ucbu )tu cbhu( kag, khnus tj, cnalvacug/ csrl fkk nsucr gk ac, tjrhvmvrhho' cneunu, tjrho vnxdr,n,ehhn, chuo jnhah cgrc/

cnvkl ag, vkhnus n,hhacho vtcucbu kwjcru,tw/ vo hfukho kcjur cfk buatkhnush ahjpmu: jzrv gk junr vkhnushocwjsrw' khnus kncji' xhpur jxhsh' ahjvkpra, acug ugus ugus/ cxhunv ak vagvnjukeho khksho nn,eho' ucbux; _ hksavdhg go tct _ bfbx kvdrkv gk xprufsunv/

nncy rtaui zv brtv navu rdhk knsh/navu fnu whahc, grcw cn,fub, ngy aubv'tuko faaungho t, v,kvcu,o aknjbfho nvaurv vrtaubv' fnu do vurhokhksho nvnxdr, vzu' n,jhkho kvchiansucr cnavu nhujs/

nv vwdkhew crghui vzv ak khnusacugh go tct?

"pauy ntus"' ndshr zt, cshhebu,vrc druzni )atdc' nana cakavw,pehshow: njbl' ntrdi wtcu, ucbhowcmp,' uvurv anephs kvdhg nsh acug gocbhu( "ctcu, ucbho vhks neck tct!"

"cnmc ak vhuo"' nxchr tjs vvurhokwch, nahjw' "eav ntus kvgbhe khks t,nkt ,aun, vkc vrtuhv/ vch, yuni cjucuvnubh nyku, hunhunhu,' stdu, uxhsurhoaubho/ fatkv bdnrho ntujr ckhkv' vhks

fcr hai cn,heu,' utct utnt ghhphontus/ tnbo fukbu na,skho kvgbhe kfkhks nvhksho t, ,aun, vkc vrtuhv' tck,nhs zv go wjmh kcwQ tbjbu nscrhoun,hhjxho khks' tck vrta b,ui gnuecnyku, agus gunsu, cpbhbu/

"cnxdr, vbpktv vzu vtct wnufrjwfchfuk kmt, ngmnu unfk yrsu,hu/ ha kuagv cacug' uvut husg avhks ntus njfvkv' vxhcu, vjhmubhu, vi nn,eho'vdrku,' wfuko vukfhow ufuw' tck vxhcvvtnh,h, vht avhks rumv t, tct aku're aku! fti zv hfuk kv,nna' tct ndhggo vhks' ufcr vvkhfv kch, vfbx, vhtnavu gcuru/ zv fnu ahumtho kebu, khksbgkhho ksudnv' gcuru fcr vsrl zu juuhvnrda,/

"tjr fl ndhgho kch, vfbx,/ hjshunumtho t, vxprho' ukpgnho njkhyhochjs thzv xpr kej, )uzv ntus jauc(/tct n,hhac nuk vhks' pu,jho cbhju,tt, vxpr' uauegho cag, thfu, athifnu,v/

"fsth do kaho kc' atmk hksho ntusjauc vbuat ak wnv htnruw/ ha hkshoagcuro gmo zv avjcrho hrtu t, tctaku n,hhac th,u _ zv bu,i jahcu,nxuhn, khks/ vbv' do vut ndhg go tct/fsth ahheju zt, cjacui vurho ajuachoathbo hfukho kvdhg' vhks ja vrcv pgnhoem, bju, fh vut kt nmkhj kvcht t,tct wafuko hrtuw avut kuns th,u///"

rw tvri vkprhi' njbl uu,he utjrthwtcu, ucbhow nfpr jc"s' nmhd vx,fku,ngbhhb, buxp, gk vgbhi/ "ag, vkhnusvemrv vzu hfukv kabu, t, cxhx vjahcvak vhks/ cw,knus ,urvw vhks husgakunsho fh wjhhchow/ p,tuo ndhg tctathi ku auo ncji cjusa vct cdnrt' uktmrhl kvhu, cch, vxpr canubv ccuer/utct' aguav ,nhs fk nhbh scrhowjauchow urmhbhho ak wdsukhow/ p,tuo tctndhg' uknal agv akhnv aeug fk fukuckhnus go vhks/

"nv zv tunr khks? akhnus vut do scrjauc' kpju, fnu vcbeho uvgcusv atctgxue cvo/ vci vrh ,nhs aung unpbhoavgcusv' vcbeho' vdnjh"o ufuw _ zvwvrtaubv cnkfu,w/ gfahu fatct kunsagv ,nhnv' zv tunr khks ado khnus zvscr ntus jauc! nuci antz do vci ngubhhikjeu, t, tct ufavut kuns vut nrdhado fi avut guav wnavu ak dsukhow"/

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rw tvri kt nmhg' tck nscrhu bh,ikknus fh fsth do fandhgho jzrv vch,v'kscr go atr cbh vch, gk vkhnus _ nvknsu' thl vhv' nv ehcku ufuw/ jna seu,buxpu, tku hgnheu chks t, v,ucbv fhkhnus vut navu fk fl jauc' gs atctuwvdsukhow nscrho gk fl _ zv buat ahjvcch,/

njbl uu,he tjr gnu aujj,h nxchr:"ag, vkhnus vzu vht vcxhx kveacvuvear chi tct kci/ tjs vpxhfukudhovhsugho nxpr fh vdhgu tkhu pgo vurhoaguxeho cnemugu, jupahho/ vhv kvohks fci jna-garv apauy kt v,hhjxkvurhu! vo kt vhuu gcuru thzavuduro aha kv,jac cu cfkk/vvurho phryu t, vcghvcpbh vpxhfukud' voxhpru gk ftc vkcakvo' ugk std,ong,hsu ak vhks/vpxhfukud ert khkskahj, chrur/ faangvhks gk stdu,hvo akvurhu vpyhr: wfavhh,h eyiurmh,h ngy kac, go tct tu tntkeck yhp, hjx kcch _ vo vhu gxuehockhnusho k,utr' cerhhrv _ kt vhv kvozni cachkh/ vhuo' do tbh gxue/ vhuo kh thizni cachkow///"

unv neck vtct nvkhnus?

"ucfi' do tct wnruuhjw nvgxe' uktngy/ fatct kuns go vhks vut bvhvngusfi cbgav go vhks/ vurho rchongusfbho re ctxhpu, vurho tu gk-hshv,gusu,' uzv ngy nsh/ kgun, zt, _ tctandhg kwtcu, ucbhow husg nv eurv govhks uthl vut v,eso nsh acug/ utfi'vnjbfho nghsho fh bhfr, v,esnu,uva,pru, tmk hksho anmyrpho knxdr,vnhujs, vzt,' uzt, nakav fhuubho/ nmsvhks _ vut husg avut tnur kknus gotct' uzv ngnhs cpbhu t,dr ksg, fnvahu,r ukgau, bj, ruj ktct/ vtct nmsun,jhk kvhu, nusg kbgav go cbu' usuj; fkvg, do t, vnurv udo t, vhks kv,esoukva,pr/ udo vnurv _ cgecu, vtru,huak vtct ao hu,r kc khks' ukv,nussuhu,vnhujsu, aku )cfk cgk nemug _fanhavu wguns gk vrtaw vscrhon,esnho vrcv hu,r yuc(/

"nkcs zt,' vear gmnu go vhks nxcvbtv pbhnh, ktc/ fk tct vrh tuvc t,

vci' uto kt vhu yurshot, nbuj,u vhv jp.

kcku, gnu fk vg,/ flaagv go vhks cuusthnxhcv gubd kfk tct' doto vhks kt cshue hsgvhyc t, vjunr/

"uvgukv gk fukbv _cgecu, vkhnus bgav vtc

ngurc cjhh vci/ vut nchi amrhlkstud khks' kt re ktufk unkcua' tkt dokkhnus/ p,tuo vut aung xhpurho nvwjsrwavhks kguko kt hxpr tu,o faneahchoku cjmh tuzi' tct n,jhk wkjhu,w t, vciaku/ vut na,uee hjs gnu kanug t,vvnal ak vxhpur vnr,e ak vnkns' udocgcusv tct p,tuo bgav n,uj cagv garccuer/ avrh fg, n,jhk vci vjnus t,vncji cjuna )ukt re fnpej wfnv ehck,cncji?w(/ nuci avear vrdah chi vtc kcivukl un,jze' uvscr ,uro ntus kvnalvsrl ak vtc uak vci"/

tphku vnurho nruuhjho nvgbhhi/ rwtvri vkprhi nxpr fh pgnho rcu, vurhobhdaho unmchgho gk eyg nxuho aktvuxcr frtuh "vci akh dndo ceyg vzv/atk,h gus tct ahac khsbu uvnmc vhvsunv' tukh pauy kt vxchru t, zv nxpheyuc?" sudntu, tku ugus rcu,' nmchgu,cchrur gk ,run,v ak agv ekv go tctuhks chjs"/

zv kt ncjivscrho a,utru kghk kt ,nhs

nsuhheho/ ha hksho akt ngubhhbho kvdhg

cfkk' ha ftku andhgho' tuko zv kt wvuklwth,o/ cbeusv zu habv ,nhnu, sgho chivnjbfho: cwtcu, ucbhow vtc kt ndhgkcjui t, cbu gk vjunr vbkns cwjsrw' zvkt hhkl! vhks re hear t, vagv vbpktvkxhyutmhv ak n,j uvapkv' ucuusthahxrc ka,; pgukv/ wtcu, ucbhow mrhfvkvhu, agv ak juuhv gcur vhks/ khnuscwfh;w go tct/

tuko nv to vtc rumv cfk zt,ksg, nv nmc vkhnusho ak cbu?

"t, vkhnus cwtcu, ucbhow fsth ahbvkvhks"' nxchr tjs vvurho cngbv katkvzu/ "fsth katuk tu,u nv vut rumv kknus'cthzv junr vut n,eav ucnv vut rumv,uxp, vxcr/ vhks rutv atct ndhg kgzurku' kt kcjui tu,u' ucsrl fkk hcea t,vgzrv/ fl heck tct t, vthbpurnmhvvsruav ku' uvhks t, vdhcuh uvgzrv avutfk fl zeue kvo/ tbh ctupi thah njzhe,nhs xprh gzr kbuatho vbknsho/ fatbundhgho kwtcu, ucbhow tbh nmhg khks kknusnavu bux; cbuat vbkns cwjsrw/ thzavuvxcr tjr kbkns' v,hhjxu, ak vrchkbuat' cfh,u, vdcuvu, bh,i kknus dow,uxpu,w ek bux; nwagrh ,uxpu,w ufsunv'zv ntus ,uro///"

cneunu, acvo wtcu, ucbhow n,ehhocac, _ fuko hfukho kvdhg/ tuko fazvn,ehho chuo juk' bumr, cghv kjkenvvurho/ fti bgns, shknv nxuhn, cpbhjke ni vvurho/ vo gxueho cagu, vkku'jkeo tphku gucsho ctu,v agv' nvguaho? gs fnv fsth umrhl kverhc cachkvagv vzu?

rw tvri vkprhi nxpr gk v,nussu,nduub,: "tbh nfhr tct agucs c,juo cu hakcer cc,h vkeuju, cagu, vgrc suuet/vut xhpr kh ctupi thah fh vut guav v-f-k gk nb, ahuo jnhah cgrc hvhv pbuhgcuru/ zu ,runv gmunv/ vhks vzv husgatct ndhg fk huo cagv gar cgrc _favut fngy cnhyv/ tuko chuo jnhahtct ndhg cnhujs cachku fcr canubvcgrc! uvukl kknus th,u/

"vurho tjrho aukjho go vhks cjurncudr tu xct ufsuw/ kmgrbu habo doh,unho k"g atbu sutdho knhavu ahknsgno///"

njbl tjr bjr. csg,u: "tct athi kutphku agv tj, cacug khks aku _ nmcudrug ntus! fk tct jhhc kac, go cbu pgocacug nkcs agv cac,!"

34|~|dwtkuk vw,ax"z

agv cacug? zv ngy!

fu,c f"e tsnu"r vrhh"m:

"vfrz, ttnu"r )vra"c( ctj,vv,uugsuhu,: fao avbj, ,phkhi cfkhuo vht nmuv sturhh,t gk fk hvush'nckh vcy to vut dsuk c,urv tu thapauy/ fl juc dnur gk fk hvushkvesha fjmh agv njacv cfk huotusu, jhbul cbhu' ukgau, ffk acfujuuhu,r nfph fuju,hu kstud ukpguk gkcbhu ahkfu csrl acv nsrhfhotu,o"/

)vhuo huo f"c yc,(

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unv to vvurv gucs czni vzv?

"gk vvurv kbxu, kv,trdi cfk srltparh, kert, tu,v agv a,vhv pbuhv'uto fku fk vehmhi _ gkhu kpbu, agvtjr, ctu,u acug gk nb, kknus govhks"/

"tbh kt hfuk kapuy t; tjs"' nuxh;tu,u njbl uu,he "tuko nbxhubh fnurvunvfr, bpa v,knhsho' tbh kns fh vbuatjauc afngy fk scr fsth kverhc gcuru"/

unv guav tct go fnvhksho f"h?

vnjbfho xcurho fh fsthpauy kjke t, vzni chivhksho/ habo vurho tjrho'aaukjho t, tjs vhkshokknus go jcr ctu,v fh,v hjsgo vtct ak tu,u jcr/ gmvngbhhb, tjr, vht kknus gofk vhksho navu tubhcrxkh _ahjv' xhpur tu navut aahhlkfk vhksho' ufl kknus hjs gofuko/

fnv vht vvhgbu,?

"tmkbu c"v na,,pho cfk ac, kngkvnnt,hho zudu, ak vurho uhksho!" nmhhivrc druzni/ "vvurho ntus nuehrho t,vgbhi' uctho cvnubhvo nhsh ac,/ dovevhkv n,dhhx, kyuc, vgbhi' tbuneckho ,runu, xshru, ak nn,ehouprxho nweri trhv khhcw g"a vrc epkig"v' nwdkdk veusaw unwxupr jc"s"/

cfpr jc"s na,,pho do fi fntvujnhaho vurho uvhjx vnxprh sunv do

cevhku, tjru, fdui: rjucu,' bjkv' kus'hruakho ugus neunu,/

"ctupi fkkh' vgbhi gav ku ao"' nmhhitjs vvurho "uvvurho nfhrho cjahcu,vgbhi unusho kntrdbho ayurjho nsh acugkehho t, vnxdr, vbpktv vzu' ucfk,eupv vukl udsk nxpro ak vvurhovna,,pho cnxdr, vbpktv vzu/ cuusthafk agv afzu vht ag, eur, ruj ubj,nhujs, krch nv"n akhy"t///"

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nusgvfk vnfhrho tu husgho gk jxhsho

ahmtu nruxhv cabho ,a"u-z

cwgakubhowuavu cnjbu, vngcr go napj, vrv"j

rw jhho thhzhe ertxbhtbxeh-rhhbni g"v

uvrv"j rw hartk eue g"v

ucpry tku avhu cerui go rw hartk eue

urw hux; ertxbhtbxeh-rhhbni g"v czni

avpukbho prmu uassu t, vtbaho acerui

_n,ceaho kv,ear kmurl ,hgus

u,usv nrta

yk: 8570-107 )817( 1-00

ptex: 5436-158 )817( 1-00

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36|~|dwtkuk vw,ax"z

xhnyv tuphhbh,

crucg vtbehu

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vathpv v,danvvhv zv cab, ,rm"c' ftar vrc nthr

tafbzh chea nvrch vrhh"m kakuj cjurhojc"shho kabjth/ gk ceav-natkv zuvahc vrch vrhh"m' fh "vscr bju. cntus"tuko thi nvhfi knni t, vumtu, vvdhrvkao' kfi fsth ahbxv kcea nhnui ncbhvevhkv vneunh,: "uvao h,crl hgzurtar vscr vyuc vzv cvrcm, v,urv hmtnvfj tk vpugk" )td"e j"c gnus ap(/

abho jkpu ntz _ ukrdkh vnkjnvathp,u ak vrc tafbzh v,danv cnkutv'ftar garu, ,nhnho ,knhsh hahc,w,unfh ,nhnhow ctuyuume' vdhgu cgkfrjo kabjth "nmgsh vw dcr fubbu"/

vrc nthr tafbzh ehcko cntur pbhoubjk. juaho kgzr,o/ vut eky tu,ocdanhu, ucrujbhu,' cfl aveho gcuronxdr, khnus hahc,h, _ gk ph vurt,tsnu"r vrhh"m _ cv vo knsu uehcku t,nzubo/ cfl kngav vueo xbh; w,unfh,nhnhow cabjth/ bux; k,pehsu frc vghrustd,u vrcv kfkk vpkhyho' ehck vrctafbzh gk gmnu t, bhvuk vhahcv uvstdvkfk tjs n,knhsh v,nhnho/

abhho nvcjurho vncudrho bhvku t,vhahcv crtah, srfv' v,w trhv khhcergngr avhv nbvk vdanh' uv,w hux;uhhbcrd abhvk t, vms vrujbh' fukk veargo vrch vrhh"m/ chahcv v,ehhnu xsrhkhnus fnu cfk hahc, w,unfh ,nhnhow

tjr,/ cxsr jxhsu, knsu v,nhnho kphvxsr vneuck chahcu,Q vmghrho vjkucntnrho ekho nwkeuyh ,urvw uktjr nfiknsu wsrl nmuu,hlw' vncudrho hu,r knsufcr t, vwvnafhow vgnueho ak vrchvra"c/ nsh pgo vhv vrc tafbzh ndhgknxur ahgur cwbdkvw cpbh ,knhsh vhahcv/

chnh spdrt ucac,u, v,ehhnuv,uugsuhu,/ t, vv,uugsuhu, vdsuku, cjdhvdtukv _ h"y fxku uh"c ,nuz _ vhvntrdi hvush cao rw crul ayhhi/ tnbo'vv,uugsuhu, chnh spdrt vubvdu yro cutoak v,nhnho kghr' gk hsh vrc tafbzh' tlgo cuto ak v,nhnho' ehcku vv,uugsuhu,duui jze hu,r _ ftar nxpr vna,,phodsk' udo vbhdubho uv,ufi vu,tnu krujw,unfh ,nhnhow/

czni wrgut srguhiw ak ac,' vhuv,nhnho n,txpho hjs unbdbho bhdubhojxhshho' kph vxsr/ cfk ac, budbu bhdubhotjrho' fav,w aknv vufkgrr avhv wcgknbdiw nucve' gns crta vnbdbho/ fhsug'rta vhahcv ak w,unfh ,nhnhow ctuyuumevdv"j hvusv gcgr vh"s' wgav xsrw cbhdubhkhuctuuhya uvut b,i kvo anu, unxprho'uaknvwkv zv vhv ceh cntv ujnhahobhdubho go vao uvnxpr/ fatnru ku'knak' kahr bhdui wak huo yucw nxpr akua'vut hsg nhs kthzv bhdui vfuubv/

ctu,v g, ak chi vgrcho cac,u,eusa' ftar cch, vnsra bhdbu t, vbhdubhoutjr fl jzru ntnr st"j' tpar vhv kjua

avcjurho jhho ctuuhrv vtuybyh, akw,unfh ,nhnhow fnu chnh akuuv/ fk tjsc,uru vhv juzr ntnr st"j' tck vhuwjuzrhow nucveho' chi tkv ha knbu, t,v,nhnho: tcrvo hmje dtrpbek' anutknav ksrvbskr' uanutk sus rhhyahe'ajzru ntnrho cyuc ygo ut; vxchru t,,ufi vntnr/

va,sku,

vrch vughkvnxpr jusaho ktjr cut ecum,

,knhsh vhahcu, kabjth' vgbhev nnak,ebsv uhzu, gcur v,knhsho aavu cabjth/ftar busg gk thaurh uhzu, tku' p,j vrchvrhh"m cnxg a,skbu, cfsh keck nxpruhzu, dcuv ffk abh,i gcur ,knhshv,nhnho/ kcxu; v,ecku re ,ag nvuhzu,gcur v,nhnho/

go vhuusg scr thaur vuhzu,' ahdrvrch vrhh"m ncre krc nthr tafbzhahstd k,ag neunu, cxphbv ahumt,nabjth' gk nb, av,nhnho hufku kvdhgkebsv:

"cceav kva,sk kvahd neunu,anurho kxphbv vrtaubv gcur v,nhnhovnjzheho uhzu, ebshu," ),rduo ntdru,eusa tsnu"r vrhh"m jke uw tdr,tw,ens(/

37 dhkhui nxw316|~|

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vbxhgv hmtv kpugk cnvkl jusa ,arh,a"c/ vprhsv njcrhvo vhh,v nrda,'ktjr avecumv fukv v,dcav c,ul nxg,ktu, ntuyuume kuhkbt unao khpiukabjth acxhi/ vbuxgho vntuarho vhuv,nhnho: hmje vgbsk' ngbsk ygbbcuho'hux; rtsk' nav tkhvu drkhmeh' anutkayhhi' nbjo ztc drhbdktx' hux; uhhbcrd'

mch etyktrxehutrhv khhc ergngr/

v,agv vdhguknubyrhtk acebsvchuo cw nrjauui ,a"c'ao hhxsu gk ph vurt,vrch vrhh"m xbh; jsakhahc, w,unfh,nhnhow' tu,v bhvkv,w hmje vgbsk'khnho rcv ak evhk,jc"s cghr/ go ven,vhahcv' f,c vrchvrhh"m k,nhnho fhgkhvo kvaphg gk

tb"a uv,nhnho vdrho cnubyrhtk' figkhvo kpguk cfsh kvcht ,knhsho mghrhokhahcv' ukcer cc,h vfbx, vkt-jc"shhoukxpr gk vhxurho agucrho chnho tkvnna hvush thrupv ucrh, vnugmu,:

///tusu, vhxurho uvmru, atjhbu cbhhartk cfkk xuckho ucbh ,urv cpry

cpukhi ukhyt utar mrhfho kprbxo gkt,r udo kvumhto nao u,prxnu tusu,,knhsh v,nhnho tar cruxhv' utarcatbfthh uamrhfho kvchto knshbv zu'u,scr tusu, gcus, vphshui acuhho _a,j, vbvk,h _ anjzheho t,v,knhsho cfk vnshbu, ukcxu; ,gurrut, vmghrho uvbugr kcut kc,h fbxhu,keucg gh,ho k,urv)td"e tsnu"r vrhh"mj"u tdr, tw,,emd(/

kert, jd vdtukv h"y fxku' vurvvrch vrhh"m fh v,knhsho hux; uhhbcrdukhhc ergngr hxgu kyurubyu' uhyku jkecv,uugsu, h"y fxku vneunh,' ao hscruscrh v,gurru, uhxpru gk ,knhsh ,unfh,nhnho c"abjth' ruxhv' khyt upukhi"/

t, neuno ak nbvkh vhahcv hux;uhhbcrd utrhv khhc ergngr avhdru kebsv'nhkt v,w anutk sus rhhyahe acfarui rcucnxhru, bhvk t, vjacubu, vfxphhouatr gbhbh vhahcv/

"ju. njc"s"!,eup, avu, v,nhnho cabjth' vhh,v

,eupv eav kt re bpah,' cak vrhjue'tkt do ncjhbv danh,' ftar v,nhnhobzeeu kgzrv danh, kmurl ehuo/ c,eupvvrtaubv tnbo kt vhv njxur ctufk' tlfx; krfha, cdsho kt vhv kvo' afi rucovdhgu fafngy re fu,bu,hvo kdupo/ cflgzr kvo hvush tnhs axhhg crfha, cdshoubgkhho/

st get' avnkcuaho tu,o ebu' vhurdhkho' cgus avo v,rdku kkcua jxhshcsnu, jkhpu, trufu,' tu,i kt bh,i vhvkvahd cabjth/ gbhhi zv mhgr t, v,nhnho'fhui aczni avu,o cuhkbv' ehcku vurtvnvrch vrhh"m: "tk ,jkhpu kcuafo sjukusac, eusa"/

cnal vzni vnmc vdanh vjrh;/vnkjnv vguknh, drnv kcghu, fkfkhu,jnuru,' ukt vhv nh ahxhhg knni t,vumtu, vhahcv vnhbhnkhu,/ fl do cjurhoajku ctu,v ,eupv' kt vhv ktha fx; fshkako kruptho uk,rupu,/

acgv ,knhsh hahcu, bpyru cabjthf,umtv nnjku, apesu t, vneuoc,eup, vautv/ chi vacgv' tjsv,nhnho _ anutk tcrvo jbuch. g"v/vkv vhv jukv fcr abho nxpr euso kfi'tl cabjth v,srsr nmc crhtu,u gs avkl

38|~|dwtkuk vw,ax"z

jchcu, nhujs, kevhk, abjth

ctrfhui vnf,cho ak vrch vrhh"m hanp,j nf,cho go phruy nsuhhe _fnvnf,cho bakju cfk jusa njusah vabv' uknhvo hugsu/ nnp,j zv tpar kgnus gk vfnu,vgmunv ak vnf,cho avhv vrch vrhh"maukj nhsh jusa cjusau/

cnp,j vnf,cho ak jur; ,rp"y'ajkeu n,prxo fti krtaubv' ncjhbhocbeusv ngbhhb,:cjusa ,arh ,rp"y f,cvrch 89 nf,cho _knru, yrsu,hu vrcu,cnvkl vjusa' fhsug huer vzni c,arh tmkrcu,hbu bahthbu' uknru, ajke dsuk nhnhvjusa th tpar fkk kf,uc nf,cho/

cjusa jaui' cy"z vhnho vrtaubho akvjusa f,c vrch vrhh"m 311 nf,cho/ cyc,_561 nf,cho/

cy"z jaui becg aj,ub, vrch uvrcbh,jhv nuaet ,,ehho ch"s fxku' ucu chuobakju vvznbu, _untz v,gxe vrch vrhh"m cgbhhbh vj,ubv' unhgy cf,hc,nf,cho/

ny"z jaui gs kxu; vjusa f,c vrch vrhh"m abh nf,cho ckcs! cjusa fxkufuku ha 82 nf,cho ckcs' ftar jmh nvo guxeho cj,ub,u ak vrch )vznbu,ufhum"c(/

unv bpkt vscr' aknru, vghxue vrc cj,ub, vrch' phbv vrch vrhh"m nznbu'uahdr acgv )!( nf,cho ktbah evhk, abjth ujtrchi acxhi/ gk reg nhguyvnf,cho cjusa zv' brtv fh zf,v evhkv zu khjx ak jhcv nhujs, nvrch vrhh"m/

"verhtv uvesuav" ncar gk vdg, ,ag, v,nhnho kebsv

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kguknu/ thi nhkho k,tr t, vmgr vdsukatp; t, tjhu v,nhnho go pyhr,u aktjs ncbh vjcurv/

ctu,o hnho yrupho vehnu hvushtrmu, vcrh, t, "ugs vvmkv"' cnyrvkgzur khvusho vbnmtho ,j, vfhcuavbtmh ukpkhyh vnkjnv/ "ugs vvmkv" tfidhhx uakj xfunh fx; dsukho kcbh vhahcu,cabjth' srl auuhh.' afi trmu, vcrh,gnsv cnmc nkjnv go hpi/ ngypu, vfx;bakju tk vrc nthr tafbzh' gkhvi muhhictu,hu, dsuku,: "ju. njc"s"/

vhh,v zu fphu, yucv dsukv' afi chnhnkjn, vguko vrtaubv veaho' xhhgtsnu"r vra"c rcu, kpkhyho nnshb,khyt' fnu do vgucsv ac,eupv akpbhpru. vautv gnsu vrch vrhh"m ujauchvjxhsho cear tsue go rtah vgukovkhyth v,urbh' cvo vrcbho kch, crhxeuvdtui vrc jhho guzr druszbxeh rcv akuhkbv/ tl gxebho urcbho khythho ctrmu,vcrh, nmtu cegv kv,dsr cv' uacu kkcu,t, ta vnjkue, vhabv chi jxhshokwn,bdshow' vdo acfl xhfbu t, jhhv,nhnho axcku njuxr cnzui u,rupu,/

tjs nrtah vrcbho vkhythho vhvc,jhk, vnkjnv cabtjh urtv t, vgzrvvgmunv avdha vrc tafbzh kpkhyho' donjudho khytho' ckh kjxul yurj untn. _ut; gk ph fi' vnahl kkjuo kkt ktu,'cgau,u vfk fsh avpkhyho vjc"shho kthecku nfxph v,runu, abtxpu nhvushtrmu, vcrh,/

vrc nthr tafbzh kt hfuk vhv kxcukt, vscr' uhsg fh v,urnho _ avhu hvushonfk vjudho _ kt jacu awugs vvmkvwna,naho c,runu, kmrfho pukhyhhomrho/ ckh, crhrv unygnh pheuj bpa'vgchr fxpho do gcur jxhsh jc"s cabjth/

ktjr ,eupv gcrv hahc, w,unfh,nhnhow ktfxbhv tjr, crucg "vtbehu"/vhv zv thzur hu,r xhbh nvtzur veusoQv,uacho vhu xhbhho fnu do vc,houvjbuhu, avhu cxdbui xhbh prhnhyhch uktthrupth nusrbh/ cneuo zv vahdu ch,avjsr vdsuk aku ahna do fch, nsra udofjsr tufk/ ktjr fk trujv vhu nbeho t,vaukjbu, uhuacho kknus ctu,u vneuo cutfku/

hpi na,ky,

gk abjthh"z fxku ,a"c/ 55/7 cuer/

ntu, nyuxho hpbhho vjku kvpdhz kktrjo t, cxhx vmh vtnrhebh vgbe cprkvrcur cthh vuuth/ ftkphho ujna ntu,jhhkho tnrhethho bvrdu cn,epv zu uvmhvtnrheth cprk vrcur bhzue tbuau,/v,epv zu vht adrnv kfbhx, trmu,vcrh, knkjnv go hpi avhh,v cgk,crh,v ak drnbhv/ fcr chnho vrtaubhoktjr vn,epv vvhxyurh, cwprk vrcurw'bfcav abjth chsh hpi/

to v,nhnho ehuu kcruj knzrjnthn, vnkjnv' vrh afg, jzh, vnkjnvercv tkhvo/ ta u,hnru, gai gku nrucg"vubehu" cu afbu rcho nvpkhyho' fnu dow,unfh ,nhnhow/ juph abjth bxdru'uv,euu, kvpkdu, buxpu, ktrmu, vjupavrjueu,' bduzu ubgknu go gai vnkjnv/

t,t uct h"y fxku' rta vabvkjxhsu,/ gk t; nmc vnkjnv veav' thtpar khuo zv kkt v,uugsu, jxhsho/,knhsh v,nhnho v,trdbu kv,uugsu, hjsgo pkhyho buxpho/ fhuui agk fk vtzrjhojkv juc, wvvtpkvw cagu, vkhkv' vzsrzuv,nhnho kfxu, t, fk vjkubu, ctukovhahcv' uvv,uugsu, bgrfv fs, ufshiknru, vercu, veaho cju./

vfhcua vhpbh t, abjth vuako ,ulzni emr' uhvush vghr nmtu gmno ,j,akyui pru-btmh/ jaau, vjku kjkjk cercvhvusho vneunhho fnu do cerc vpkhyho/c,jhkv vushgu vhpbho fh ng,v hvhu

vhvusho ,j, pheuj uvadjv akvakyubu,/ tha vnnak vhpbh nr thbumuevavhv gs fv nnubv gk gbhhbh vhvushocabjth _ vugcr n,pehsu' ucneunuv,nbv mu,unu eucuyv' hpbh avhv hsugfpru-drnbh nucve/ t, hsu veav jauvhvusho gs nvrv/

pjs tp; t, hvush abjth/ vnuadhowrshpu,w uwnjbu, rhfuzw avhu gs g,vahhfho knshbu, vfhcua vbtmh' vpfu g,verucho n,nhs/ pjsho ujrsu, akt vhunufrho fti cgcr' nmtu kvo nafi ckccu,fuko/

vjrsu, dcru' ftar hjhs, x/x/ vdrnbhvdhgv cnxdr, ,srul vmcth ab,bv drnbhvkcgk, crh,v' ujhhkhv va,fbu cnkui

39 dhkhui nxw316|~|

xpr jacubu, ak vhahcv

v,uugsu, jxhsh, cabjth

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wptrew cnrfz abjth/ nrtv vnshovbtmho nguyrho cmkch erx undphhonxunrho _ vhv nufr vhyc khumth drnbhvutuxyrhv avhuu t, ruc hvush abjth cg,vautv/ vnrtu, vkku gurru zfrubu, nrhonvgcr vkt-rjue/

cduc vtrhu,do cnmco vfkfkh ak tkph vpkhyho'

vurdav vrgv bhfr,Q humtho ni vfkk vhucbh vhahcu, aehcku xfunh fx; dsukhoctshcu, wugs vvmkvw/ rn, jhhvo vdcuvvhjxh, kpkhyho vtjrho' gurrv t,jasu,hvo ak vakyubu, vhpbho/ vo jeruusrau kkt vr;' ukt vrpu nntnmhvokvchi nvhfi ndhg vfx; avugcr khgsucsrfho bx,ru,/ ,jhkv vznhbv vcuka,vhpbh, t, rta hahc, nhr vrc jhhoanukch. kjehrv' utjrhu zuni do vrcnthr tafbzh/

tnbo hjxho yucho arru chbu kchivakyubu, afcsuvu uvuehruvu ntus' tlcfk zt, vut jaa fh kt hhmt jhnvjehrv/ cyro vkhf,u knarsh vcuka,'kca ,frhfho n,j, kcdshu/ "kt vhv fkxhfuh ahzfv kmt, jh nduc vtrhu,"' xhprkhnho cbu vrc nav tafbzh' ure cbhxhohmt cakuo/ vrc tafbzh vmkhj cjehr,ukafbg t, vjuerho fh thi ngaho pkhkhhoctupi vjze,o ak cbh vhahcu,' uvo nmsov,bmku gk vyrjv uth vbghnu, adrnu ku/

vdrnbho vjku kcjua cesrv vtzrjh,cabjth' uvxh,u t, akyubu, hpi bdsvhvusho vjhho c,junhv/ vvx,v ga,vt, akv' ucakc nxuhho' gcru vnzhnu,kpxho ngahho/ abjth _ neuo vrhfuzvdsuk ak pkhyho hvushho _ bcjrv gk hshakyubu, hpi kneuo vrtaui acu hcumgwvp,rui vxuphw/

cjusa nbjo tc ,a"c' vdhgu kabjthabhho ndsukh vnrmjho vdrnbhho/ emhix/x/ dwuz; nhxhbdwr' avhv npurxo fcr tzcfhbuh wvemc nuuravw' ao veho t, dyuuurav uvhv tjrth gk dhrua rccu, n,uachvdyu tk vnuu,/ tkhu vmyr; vbx vhni'rumj busg kanmv' akhnho vhv npesu aknjbv vrhfuz crdi ckzi/ abhho tkv fcrvpfu knunjho kvans, hvusho/ vo vdhgugk nb, kkns t, vhpbho fhms kcmgcabjth t, wvp,rui vxuphw!

chuo ahah tjs' ctnmg jusa tkuk'bgrfv cnpes, jhk vho vhpbh cabjth

hahcv xush, avhh,v ,jhk,v ak "vp,ruivxuph"' csnu, vans, vhvusho/ abhvemhbho vdrnbho bpdau go rtah vmctvhpbh cabjth ugo tbah vnnak vhpbh cghr/vnzhnv vhh,v kvanhs t, fk vhvushovaufbho cabjth/

cjxsh vao h,crl' vhpbho xhrcu kp,gkrghui vvansv/

ctu,v ,eupv do sucr gk dhruavhvusho nabjth/ vtsnu"r ntnahbucvxchr tz ktbah vakyui vhpbhho' fh tohdrau t, vhvusho' tjr fl huru kvovdrnbho kdra do t, vxhbho at; vo thbobnbho gk wdzg vtrhw/ vhpbho vchbu t,vnurfcu, acngav vdhrua uvakfu,hu'ujzru cvo do nvjkyv zu/

tuko pyur ckt fkuo' th tpar'ucneuo vansv udhrua' vuyku gk vhvushoaurv ak dzhru, eau,/ cbh vevhkvvxprsh, ajhu gs g,v cguar utuar' xckunfl cnhujs/

dyu unjbu, ngmrfanktv abv knkjnv chi hpi kcgku,

vcrh, _ vjkhyu vakyubu,' kvdku, cmunhujs t, fk wtzrjh nshbu, vtuhcw' svhhbub,hbho tnrhethho ucrhyho' duhho uhvushoftjs' knjbu, ngmr/ chi vnduraho vhu dorcho ncbh vevhkv vxprsh, acghr' avhucgkh tzrju, crhyh,/ vo bfktu cnjbu,ndusrho' c,btho eaho chu,r ufk rfuaovujro/

cakc vct' vpfu vhpbho t, rucg"vtbehu" knghi dyu' tkhu vugcru hvushorcho/ hvusho avnahfu kdur nju. kdyuvx,uccu jpah' tuko k,uach vdyu vhvtxur kmt, nju. krucg "vtbehu"' unhab,px' bebx cxfuo dcuv/ tnbo kt vhh,vxfb, jhho nnah,' tck gmo vavhv cdyugurrv jaau, gzho' fhui ahshgu, nxuhnu,tusu, vbgav cthrupv' fcr vdhg ktuzbhvcjurho' uvo jaau ado tu,o xudrhocdyu fmgs rtaui' unh husg nv hvhvcvnal///

vpeusv vmcth, tusu, ven, vdyuu,hjuo vhvusho cu' hmtv chuo h"c ctsrrtaui ,a"d/ tjs ncbh vhahcu, aavvcabjth f,c chunbu chuo zv:

"fnvkun, rgo gk esesbu vdhg,bup,tuo dzr, vdyu/ scr tar nguko kt hfukkgku, crghubbu' n,ehho vhuo/ tbu eurthot, vpeusv vmcth,: w,juo vnuac gcur

vpkhyho actu tjrh 7391 ],rm"z[ becgcrjucu, achi uuh-xhhs unurvs rts/ hakgcur ,ul akuav jusaho nvhuo/ atrv,uacho hmtu nao uhpbu t, vneuokctho/

"tbu eurtho auc' un,pktho: vtozuvh vnmhtu, vnrv tu re jkuo ckvu,?thpv tbu bnmtho? cthrupv? dyu cnzrjvrjue? cabjth?"/

go prxuo vdzhrv' juhhcu hu,r ntk;napju, kgcur kdyu' ruco npkhyh drnbhvutuxyrhv/ tkv' go vdhgo kabjth v,durrucrucg vubd-ehu vgkuc/ ktjr av,cxxuengv' gcru kv,durr crcgho nusrbhhohu,r' ufg, tukmu kauc krucg vgkuc abxdrgcur vhvusho ckcs/

vrc vjc"sh najrr

gmurho khythhocnvkl ven, vdyu' vehnu vhpbho

ugs, dd ak hvush vdyu' nghi "husgi rty"avhv bvud cdytu, thrupv/ ugsv zu bertv"tdus, vxhug uvxgs vtafbzh, cabjth"'ucehmur fub,v gk ph rtah v,hcu,ctbdkh,: wxervw/

ugs, vshur apgkv ,j, trdui vdd'vjkv kstud kneunu, shur gcur tkphvhvusho avdhgu ktfkx t, vdyu/ t,hahc, nhr vjkhyu ktfkx cncbv nhujs'actjs ntdphu aufbv jcurv ak buusho' cbhckh ch,' ajkeo vhu ahfurho ugcrhhbho/,knhsh vhahcv vdhgu tk kaf, vwxervw'uvushgu fh kt hxfhnu kva,fi cncbvvnsucr/ tbah vwxervw fgxu' uvyhjuscrho eaho ccbh vhahcv/ vruju,v,kvyu uprmv nvunv cneuo/ gs nvrvvuzgev vnayrv vhpbh,' uvauyrho nckhkjauc pgnhho' txru garu, ncjurhvhahcv uvuchku tu,o kngmr ,j, nanrfcs/

jrsv rcv tjzv chahc, nhr/ vfk vhunusgho kxfbv vnrjp, gk rtah vcjurhoabtxru/ "zvu nrs cehxr!" mge kgcronpes vnayrv' "t,o nursho!" cghbhvhpbho vhv zv guui nxpr tj,Q unfhuuia,knhsh nhr xhrcu kmhh, kvjky, vugsvav,nb,v gk hsh vakyubu, vnuakhocjxu, vehxr' vrh vo nursho cehxrgmnu/ vhv crur avcjurho bnmtho cxfbvdsukv uha kvmhko cveso vtparh/

"akhj sju; r. kvzghe kgzrv t, vrc

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tafbzh"' nxupr cxpr whahc, nhr _vzrhjv cpt,h esow' "avhpbho fcsuvuntus urtu cu xnfu, rujbh, sdukv/ vut ktv,nvnv t; rdg unhvr kru. tk cbhivnayrv' kva,sk kngi vtxhrho ukceat, ajruro/ tkhu bkuuv do s"r fvi' hu"rvwxervw cfcusu ucgmnu/

"jxsh anho dkuhho brtu do cnervvzv/ gk t; vjunrv vrcv ahjxu vhpbhokwv,eunnu,w' ,jbubhu ak vrc tafbzh batuprh' uktjr khkv tjs cntxr' aujrruvcjurho"/ ,bth tjs v,bu gno _ fk tjsnvcjurho mrhl kj,uo fh nfti ukvcthmhh, kfk mu ehxrh/ gk nxnl zv j,o dorta hahc, nhr vrc anukch.' re tz hmtuvtxhrho kjupah/

cxpr vbzfr nxfnho t, vprahvcv,pgku,: "vhv zv nerv bshr chu,ragcrhbho avgzu wknrus cehxrw' zfu krtu,auc t, tur vhuo"/

vrch vrhh"m

sutd k,nhnhokturl fk v,eupv' ehcku v,nhnho

gzrv ck,h puxe, nvrch vrhh"m afcrvdhg ktrmu, vcrh,/ ha kvsdha fh chnhvautv pgk vrch vrhh"m kngi fkk gohartk csrfho rcu,/ njs _ bhxv kvmhkt, tku vkfusho ,j, fhcua btmh/ nthsl_ xhhg ktku vbnmtho ,j, grhmu,u akxytkhiQ tku do tku vhu cxfb, jhhonujah,/ cs ccs vut pgk rcu, kehuno ak,knhsh nuxsu, jc"s ccrh, vnugmu,'trmu, vcrh,' ctr. veusa ucabjth/ crucvneunu, vkku vhh,v zu stdv kehuovnnah' bufj vnmc fkfkh vdrug aarrctu,v ,eupv cruc vguko/ tk vrchvrhh"m vdhgu erhtu, "vmhku" nfk gcr'uvut gav fk achfk,u fsh kvuahg ukxhhg/

avu,o ak v,nhnho cdyu "vtbehu"gurrv stdv rcv tmk vrch vrhh"m' avchiavdrug nfk hfuk keru,/ v,nhnho vushgugk nmco krch vrhh"m cncreho abakjusrl acshv/ ftar ang vrch vrhh"m fhnmc v,nhnho cabjth cfh rg/ vut p,jtput cntnmho ghkthho cfsh kvumhtondku,o' uchi vatr pbv krcbho uthahmhcur ahvhu ku kgzr/ chi vh,r gkv rghuikvumht t, v,nhnho nabjth cgxe,vjkp, acuhho/

kstcui kc' gxev zu kt hmtv tkvpugk' uv,nhnho cabjth xcku jrp, rgc/vrch vrhh"m akj fk vg, xfunh fx;khahcv' tl xfunho tku kt vxpheu/

gk t; v,btho veaho' v,nhnhovnahfu kaeus fk vg, gk khnuso/ tnbo'gk reg khnuso' vuyrsu v,nhnhoneruchvo abatru ntjur ,j, vfhcuavbtmh/ vo vjkhyu tput cvjkyv bjuavkknus ukv,pkk fscgh' kzfu, tjhvovb,ubho cmrv ucachv/ cgus ghbh utzbhfuko vupbu kjsau, nvjzh,' vrhav,nhnho vuxhpu kgxue ukaeus ckhnusoch,r at,/ faangu gk xcko ak tjhvov,nhnho abatru cpukhi' athi kvo cnvkvaehy t, rgcubo' trdbu jchku, nzuiucdsho uakju csrfho jathu, k,nhnhocpukhi/ vhv zv ncmg nxucl avmkhjcbhxho dsukho/

vncudrho achi v,nhnho avdhgu kprev"tha nesa" va,sfu ubhatu cnzk yuc/v,w hux; pryuch. bat kthav c, knapj,ytkgr' napjv npukhi avhdrv kdrnbhvunao kabjth/ v,w pxj rchbuch. batktav c, nnapjv humt, drnbhv/

nh axhhg rcu, k,nhnho ukfku,hvo'vhh,v vrcbh, yuhct khct tafbzh' agzrvkvo kvahd chdus btv uvumtu, kj,ubv/

guko vhahcu, fnu cfk neuo ucfk zni _ do cdku,

abjth vhu tku jxhsh jc"s avgnhsu ,urvgk ,hkv/ vrc tafbzh xhhg cvurt, vrchvrhh"m kt re kw,unfh ,nhnhow tkt xhhgdo kveho t, hahc, nhr avdhgv kabjthgo rtah vhahcv' fnu do hahcv buxp,cgcur ,knhsh vhahcu, vjxhshu, cpukhi'avdhgu cecumu, eybu, ukt nducau,/ gcurtku vtjrubho' veho t, "hahc, vnzrjvrjue"' crtav gns vut gmnu/

neuru,: ",ur, nbjo"' "tdru, eusatsnu"r vrhh"m"' "nuxsu, v,urv cthrupvccbhbo ucjurcbo"' "ncmg vmk, v,urv nivautv"' ",uksu, jc"s ctrmu, vcrh,"'"jurci thhrtpg" )s"r hmje kuhi( "ntrdgizaurbtk"' "hahc, nhr _ vzrhjv cpt,heso"' wch, nahjw unux; wv,nhow' fpr jc"s',aurv kj,ub, uuhkhabxeh ,ax"c' wdbzlehsua vaow' whs uaow urthubu, thahho/

41 dhkhui nxw316|~|

tjsu, chi vjudho cabjth na,ep, nusgv ceuc. ,urbh ahmt ktur cabjth _

,knhsh hahc, w,unfh ,nhnhow ncrfho t, rta hahc, nhr krdk anjv napj,h,

,knhsh hahc, nhr cabjth

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HtJruj jrhah, nrghsv eku, t, gkuu,

gmh vturi vdcuvho/ nnrje bang, tsuu,dkh vho vajur' n,bpmho cv,nsv gk vjukvrl cjuphv ak htkyv/ nbds baepho muehvvrho' th,bh gs/

gk t; ag, vmvrhho vjnv' cjuravgmho arr mk bgho uakuuv exunv/ gk tcidsukv huac f"e tsnu"r vra"c unghhicxpr abyk gnu/ nsh pgo vut gumr' ,ukvt, ghbhu cbeusv bgkn, uaueg cvrvurhu/ha ukg,ho vut n,bgr' buyk t, gyu uruaokgmnu/

cnrje kt rc nnbu huac cbu hjhsu hux;hmje hjs go vtcrl vrc abhtur xkubho'uvo kunsho hjshu' kty' cbhju,t' ctuuhrvrdugv/ nsh pgo eo rw abhtur nneunu'nurv khux; hmje kjzur ukabi t, khnuso'ucb,hho vut n,hhac nuk pbhu vnthru,uvyvuru, ak tsnu"r vra"c' uabhvomukkho kguneu ak khnus n,ul vxpr achshvrch/ hux; hmje kt nchi vrcv' vut nchynrjue urutv t, tchu nscr urw abhturaung ceac rc/ kg,ho rw abhtur neavceuk dsuk' nbh; tdusku ckvy' tct neahc

veacv trufv' utz nahc krw abhtur cbj,'ceuk rdug uakuu/ ha uktjr scrhu ak tct'rutv hux; hmje t, pbhu ak rw abhturnmvhcu, canjv' favcg, vbtv nmhpvt, pbhu/

nyrho tjsho nao huac, vrcbh,aygrbt arv' bvbh, t; vht nzhu vneuouvagv/ vht nbmk, vzni k,jchc tvucgkhv _ c,phrv tu cnktf, vtrhdv/krdkhv nubj hkeuy eyi ucu cecue jkcunhbh wnzubu,w/ nsh pgo vht eurt, kcbvubu,b, ku nhbh ,rdhnt' ut; aukj,ctnmgu,u do kthav vrch ukrw abhtur/

njzv pxyurkh zv khuuv t, napj,abhturxtvi vmghrv _ vauak, vjnhah,uvahah, kch, khuctuuhya _ fngy fk huocg, avu,o c,eup, vbupa chtkyv' chivagu, tj, cmvrhho ukgh,ho gs vagvacg tu do anubv cgrc' g, jnv trdnbh,hurs, cvsr exuo kycuk cnhnh vhovajur' nuk ghbhvo vn,pgnu,/

nturg kt adr,h juuv hux; hmjec,eup, bupa zu' ftar vnkl tkfxbsrvakhah' vdhg tk ghr vju; uvbupa/ "bzfrtbh njzv cut vnkl tkfxbsr vakhah'gnhs, vurhh gk ju; vho chi vnjfho

krtu, t, vnkl uarhu' nrtv tjuz,khctsht' trnui vnkl ufrnu' pdha, vnklcrjuc cvkhf,bu cgrc pxj kch, vychkv"'nxpr tsnu"r vrhh"m/

HcJh"y fxku ,rn"u/

"duy huo yuc! duy huo yuc! kabv yucvckhnus vjxhsu, ucsrfh vjxhsu, ,f,cuu,j,nu"/

crfv jxhsh, nxur,h, vneuck, chijxhsho' cgs, vkhuctuuhyaho ctar vo_ tl kt chtkyv vrjuev/ tukh vhu fnvtcrfho cbh ,urv ahsgu tusu, vjd h"yfxku' tl tkv kt vhu ahhfho ksrfhvjxhsu, uturju,hv/

t, vrda, vrhjue uvbhfur' vafhjutsnu"r vra"c uvtcrl rw abhtur xkubhockhnus jxhsu, ucv,uugsu, cmuu,t jst/thi nrje ahfuk kvrjhe jxhs nvhfk srfhvjxhsu, unbvdhv///

hux; hmje vmghr hac cxnul' ang t,scrhvo tl kt nna vchi t, gunevscrho/ tuzbhu bsrfu faang kp,g gbhhiwpauyw hu,r vhumt nph eusau ak tchu:

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ghr vbupa uvju;

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"nh ahjzhe gmnu cwhsh, vsk,w akvrch _ ,vhv ku vmkjv cfk vnmyrl ku"'xj tchu/

hux; hmje ep. nneunu/ ceuk ruuhv,kvcu, ert: "tct! tbh rumv kvjzhegmnh cwhsh, vsk,w ak vrch' vhfi vhtvwhsh,w?" cvchbu fh hsh, vsk, vhtfpauyu' uthi tkt kvuahy t, vhs upauyktjuz cv///

hux; hmje civaa ujmh' gshhi kt vchifrtuh "gcrh"/ kt re hshgu,hu keu cjxr'tkt do nknsu abafr kao khnus zv' ktvhv shhei ukt gav nktf,u fvudi/ kthhpkt tput ahux; hmje tvc kv,pkk cgkpv ukt n,ul vxhsur _ gucsv akt vhh,vkachgu, rmui tchu/

vtc vsduk' baht hartk' vchy chksuvey vna,uee' uceuk nsus vahc:

"hux; hmje! v,phkv cbuxj vrchun,ul vxhsur ckh adhtu, _ vht whsh,vsk,w/ to ,,pkk ctupi zv' vrh cfl,jzhe cwhsh, vsk,w ak vrch"/

^

cfk nvkl avu,u cbupa' na,sk hux;hmje kv,nhs ckhnusu uguav fk achfuk,ufsh kdruo bj, ruj ktchu' gk nb, ah,jze

uhufk kvhu, gnu ukknus gnu cmuu,t jst'tc ucbu hjhsu/ nx,cr fh cnhsv rcv vmkhjcnahn,u zu:

"vbbh kuns cyuc uvbvd,h harv cghbhtch' fh vut kuej tu,h kyhhk t,u cvrhougk ap, vho' unehho vcyj,u kxpr kh

xhpurho nmsheho' dtubho' jxhsho ucgkhnhsu, yucu, utbaho pauyho vgucsho t,vah", c,uo kcc akt gk nb, keck prx")jke nvxhpurho nuctho ctrhfu, cxprv,uksu, tsnu"r vrhh"m j"t gnus 32uthkl(/

HdJtnbo htkyv' ghr ehy vht' ucfk zt,

phfu cv jhho hvushho/ vhv cv "ekuhz",phkv ak jxhsh pukhi av,durru cghr/nfhuui acghr kt vhh,v evhkvkhuctuuhyah,' tu ch, fbx, ak jxhshjc"s' vhv tsnu"r vra"c' nkuuvu ucbu'n,pkkho t, ,phku,hvo cayhck vjxhsh/knru, ngnsu uhhjuxu' vephs tsnu"rvra"c atha kt hhsg t, zvu,u vtnh,h,/tnbo kt pra nvmhcur' tl ffkk vhvnfubx c,ul gmnu/ cbh vevhkv nmso hsgufh whvush yucw' brtv f,knhs jfo' bnmtchbhvo' u,u kt/

nsh pgo cpgo vhv tsnu"r vra"c bu,ifx; kdcth ukana cch,-vfbx, vjxhsh'cgcur gbhhbh ch,-vfbx,' fnu vhv n,pkkecug' ccjhb, "jcr tbh kfk tar hrtul"/

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vrc abhtur xkubho

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^

jusa tkuk ,rn"u*' jusa vrjnhouvxkhju,/

tsnu"r vra"c bvd fsrfu ceusa fnucvhu,u ckhuctuuhya _ ,phku,hu vhutrufu, unnuafu,' n,ul sceu, pbhnh,gmunv' nryhy,-kc/

fl cjusa tkuk' ugk tj, fnv ckhkrta vabv _ vkhkv cu vhu rcu,hbu bahtbun,pkkho ctrhfu, rcv cnal agu,trufu,/ n,pkkh v"ekuhz" akt ygnu ygnvak jxhsu, jc"s' v,pkku grch, ctuuhrvjdhdh, ubrda, kfcus vabv vjsav/tsnu"r vra"c hac gno c,phkv' tukofsrfu ceusa vtrhl c,phkv vrcv ktjravevk xhho t, ,phk,u uv,pzr kch,u/

",phk, f"e tsnu"r vra"c crtavabv uhuo vfhpurho _ gbhhv gyh k,tr,phk, mshe ugcus,u ctku vhnho/ vbhdubhoabhdi cg, v,phkv vnuafho t, vkc'uvcfhu, abdgu gs bhnh vkc' uscrh v,phkvahmtu nphu vesua' aesua umshe n,tjsun,sce cvec"v' uguns kpbh fhxt eusauuncea rjnho gk gnu hartk' pgkuv,gurru, ,aucv cfk tjs utjs' k,eingahu' ucyuk hau,u unmhtu,u' ukkf, csrlyucho fk vabv fukv"' ,htr khnho vjxhsvrc hvusv jhyrhe t, ,phk,u ak tsnu"rvra"c ckhkv rtaui ak rta vabv/

ana v"ekuhz" artv fh vrch gusun,gfc c,phk,u' mhuuv gk vduh' kvcshk'avhv nbev t, ch,-vfbx,' akt hfcv t,vtur ukt hbgk t, ch, vfbx, gs ,uo,phk,u ak vhvush vturj' cgus vut gmnu'vana' vkl kch,u kxgus xgus, jd/

naxhho vana ktfuk xgus, huo-yuc'bzfr chvush abatr cch, vfbx,' unmpubu

vjk kbeu;: fhms vathr fl hvush ,knhsjfo kcsu cch,-vfbx,?

vut jzr tput kch,-vfbx, fsh krtu,nv eurv/ nabfbx' rtv t, vduh gunscpruzsur' ucufv cfh gz/

"nsug t,v cufv?" bsvo vana/

n,ul xgr, cfhu vahc vduh: "guns kutso ubpau humt, ufhms kt tcfv? rdhk tbhkanug fhms n,pkkho canjv uarho cag,v,phkv' tck fti guns ku tso ubpauhumt,/ bzfr,h tput cmru, vthahu, akh_ vwshtshegw n,v' vcvnv v,pdrv' tnhvzebv jukv' un,jae kh kcfu,"/

vana vvnuo bfbx kch, vfbx, uvtzhit; vut k,phk,u ak tsnu"r vra"c' fshkvchi knv vduh n,fuui cscrhu/ vut angt, vrch n,pkk cbghnv jc"sh, fuca, kc'nryhyv t, bhnh vbanv' n,nudd ccfhuucsngu,hu/ naang fl' t; tmku bp,ju abhnghhbu, ak sngu,///

c,uo v,phkv' vkl vra"c ktfxbhh,u

ckuuhh, vrc abhtur xkubho' aavv gnucghr/

HsJnav,erc huo fhpur' chea tsnu"r

vra"c ndcth v"ekuhz"' keck wnpyhr hubvw'nbvd tu,u vhu bahth jc"s nephsho kanurcnal vabho/ jfl vdcth csg,u kftiukfti' uvahc:

"cvhfk vdsuk ak ch, vfbx, thbbuhfukho kfcs t,fo' tck cnbhhi veyivn,ehho cjsr vxnul' ,ufku kgku,"/

xcr tsnu"r vra"c uvxfho' ut; b,inrta bscv vdubv cgcur ch, vnsra/

t,t uct huo fhpur/ vrch vra"c gnscphb, ch, vfbx, uv,pkk cv,kvcu,gmunv/ chuo zv whmt nvdcku,huw hu,rn,nhs/ do vdcth' avhv wcgk vch,w pauy'kt v,eav kzvu, t, vturj ftha ngkv'nuro ngo ubadc/ crtu,u afl' bnkl csg,uuertu kgku, kwnpyhr hubvw cvhfk vdsukuvnfucs hu,r eck go uguko/

ktjr huo fhpur ja vdcth rda tnuifkph tsnu"r vra"c' uxhpr ku fh abhotrufu, ha ku wjzevw gk wnpyhr hubvw'unauo fl kt rmv c,jhkv kuu,rQ tckktjr artv t, vvbvdv uvgcusv aku chuofhpur' vaphg gkhu vscr gnueu,' uvutvurv kerut ku kgku, knpyhr/

cnvkl tu,v ahjv ak ehruc-bpa' aplvdcth t, mru,hu unr kcu cpbh vrch' uxhprku gk mru,hu vpuesu, tu,u cjhhu vpryhho_ t; fh kt hsg fh vut tsnu"r mshe'nruno ngo/ chi vatr v,kubi fh ha ku ciathbu apuh csg,u' rjnbt khmki/ tsnu"rvra"c chrfu cvmkjv uccrhtu, _ uvciac uvcrht ftjs vtso!

)neuru,: kheuyh shcurho j"s gnusho 6731

uthklQ xpr vntnrho ,ah"t gnusho 19-29Q ahj,

h"y fxku ,a"c(

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hux; hmje ep. nneunu/

ceuk ruuh v,kvcu, ert:

"tct! tbh rumv kvjzhe

gmnh cwhsh, vsk,w ak

vrch' vhfi vht vwhsh,w?"

cvchbu fh hsh, vsk, vht

fpauyu' uthi tkt kvuahy

t, vhs upauy ktjuz cv///

*( gk ph echg, vrch nv"n cnp,j ntnrh tsnu"r nvura"c' anxg htkyv vhv cjur; ,rn"u' ugkph vnpura ctd"e ak f"e tsnu"r nvura"c actnmg jusa tkuk ,rn"u jzr kkhuctuuhya _brtv fhvxhpur vnuphg fti thrg tu cjusa ,arh ,rn"v tu cjusa ,arh ,rn"y _cvo kt vhv vrch vra"cckhuctuuhya/

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"kjhu, go vzni"

kert, tkukhsug aprahu, vacug nfhku, vurtu,

kvbvdv vbsra, nvtso ctu,u zni' ugk ficuusth avprahu, tu,i tbu eurtho cakvhveh.' vnuchku, kert, jusa tkuk' n,uu,fhuui jauc kgcus, v,aucv _ ak tkukcpry uak v,aucv v,nhsh, cfkk' ahvushnjuhhc cv huo huo/

b,jhk cpra, nyu,' cv sbv v,urvcgbhhi bsrho atso busr/ btnr cdnrttusu, xhc, vbsr _ atso vrutv anmcucehuo vnmuu, vut kt hmhc' uvut gkukkv,p,u, kgchrv' tu avut gmk kgau,nmuuv' gk fi vut guav bsr tu acugv akthkl tjr vph,uh tu afi hgav t, vnmuuvvbsra,/

cvnal n,tr, v,urv t, cea,o akcbh rtuci ucbh ds keck bjkv cgcr vhrsi fhvhv kvo nebv rc/

ncutr c,ur, vjxhsu, avygo vpbhnhkceav zu vhv' fh jaau nvph,uhho akghxue cdanhu, vguko/ gk fi kt rmukv,prbx nnxjr tu nfk tunbu, tjr,

acg, vghxue cv gkukho kafuj avec"vvut vnfkfk jhho ubu,i prbxv/ vo bzvruakt kv,gxe cgcusv vntpar, ktsokjauc a"fuju ugumo hsu" _ vhfuk, akuknmut t, vrdg vn,tho ut, vxjurvvn,thnv kebu, uknfur _ vo avchtu t,vruujho vdsukho/ tu avfarubu, aku avutph,j' gnsu ku khhmr navu nhujs ufi vktv/

vo cjru kvhu, rugh mti _ ghxue acuhfukho krtu, ceku, t, vvadjvvtkueh, gk fk mgs uagk: to vw kt nurhsdao _ thi nrgv' ufi to kt ,vhvv,rcu, ak vmti uvcer kph vxsr aecgvcurt _ kt hgzur czv auo hmur tbua/ gkfi rmu cbh rtuci uds kvhu, cgcr vhrsivnzrjh acu hufku krgu, t, mtbo ukvrdhanjucrho kec"v/

cvnal' cpra, nxgh' nuphg gbhhi grhvneky' vnvuu, anhrv ndutk vso avutvhmr vrg vjp. kapul t, snbu _ zt,tunr, khbue nvesuav akbu gk hsh avutnjyht tu,bu/ gk fi' vgmv kvhnky ndutkvso vht fbhxv kgrh neky' avo "scrh,urv eukyho" _ nxdr, v,urv' tar recvepsv nktv gkhvo hfukho kvhbmk npbhvhmr vmnt khyuk t, bpabu/

nh vo vzeueho kghr neky? rumjhocaddv/ fkunr _ kt tbaho arumho' jkhkv'cnzhs kgcur gk scr vw' tkt xud ak tbahoavguko vzv ufk vph,uhho aku hfukhokvaphg gkhvo srl tjs nvjuaho'vnuapgho ndhruhho vjusrho srl vagrhovp,ujho cdu; vtso: vghbhho )rthv('vtuzbhho )anhgv(' vt; )rhj(' vpv )ygo('ut; vhshho uvrdkhho )jua vnhaua(/ dutk

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njacv jxhsh,

kjze t, vjuxi vrujbhwvahsulw chi pra, aupyho )tar tu,v eurtho c,urv c,jhk, jusa

tkuk(' uchi jusa tkuk' aanu vut rtah ,hcu, ak vpxue "thbv khsu

uan,h kl" )vnscr gk rumj caddv abx kghr neky(' runz avmc,

anhrv gk gmnbu ugk ch,bu' cbuxj vvhsurho ak jusa tkuk _

vupf, tu,o' kghr neky tar kdutk vso thi rau, kvhfbx k,ufv

vrc jhho tafbzh

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vso rus; suuet tjrh tbaho tku fh vuthusg avo n,gurrho ceku, kekuy t, nvavguko vzv nasr/ fh vjhhabho ak bpavcvnh, tmko ntus jsho' uvo njpahot, vdhruhho vkku/

gk fi tbaho tku zeueho kanhrvngukv' ff,uc c,jhk, pra, aupyho _"aupyho uauyrho ,,i kl cfk agrhl"/ votku amrhfho kvx,hhg cbsrho fsh atobfbxu ranho kt rtuhho cp,jhvo _ kthhdrru kgahh, jytho/ vo tku atnurhokvhnky kgrh neky _ kvhnmt cneuoanbu,e nfk vdruhho vkku' fnu vnscr' tuasu, vnrgv ak vmti/

wvahsulw chi pra, aupyho )tar tu,veurtho c,urv c,jhk, jusa tkuk(' uchijusa tkuk' aanu vut rtah ,hcu, akvpxue "thbv khsu uan,h kl" )vnscr gkrumj caddv abx kghr neky(' runz avmc,anhrv gk gmnbu ugk ch,bu' cbuxjvvhsurho ak jusa tkuk _vupf, tu,o'kghr neky tar kdutk vso thi rau,kvhfbx k,ufv/

tk ,tnr

wkh zv kt hervw! cdkk vxhfui vdsuk vturc ktbaho

ftku vn,pgkho nph,uhh vguko' jhhchovo ksg, crta ucrtaubv nv nmco/ txurkvo ahygu' tu ah,gknu ni vxfbv' ugk figkhvo kcjui t, gmno ukcsue: kvhfi khcoughbhvo ufuw bnafho? thku dhruhho nscrhotkhvo?

vo mrhfho kbvud gk ph vbtnr c,jhk,v,bht "utphku fk vguko fuku tunrho klmshe t,v' vhv cghbhl frag"/ vguko xcurawmshew vut cgk ruc zfuhu, uwragw vutcgk ruc guubu,/ tl to zu vnangu,vtnh,h, ak fhbuhho tku' thbu nuci fk flvjhxrui agkuk kvhdro ktso to hjaucavut mshe ukt rag/ tunbo h,fi agsh;ahjauc avut rag' utz vrh huxh; cnmuu,fsh ktzi t, nmcu/ tck do nh ajuac avutmshe uha ku ruc zfuhu,' nsug akt hnahlkvuxh; zfuhu,? vrh gsh; ku kvuphg go hu,rzfuhu,! vhshgv avut mshe ,guss tu,u'afi hjauc ato vdhg kruc zfuhu,' vrhcbek hdhg kruct sruct ufi vktv/

tl kph chturu ak tsnu"r vzei' mshe

vut tso athi ku gchru, fkk _ tphku kttj,/ v,utr mshe n,tr kt re t, nmcjacui vzfuhu, uvjucu, aku ccbe vtkueh'tkt cgher nghs gk vpbhnhu, aku _avguko vzv ufk vscrho vndrho uvnp,hoaha cu thbu nscr tkhu fkk/

bh,i ksnu, t, vgsr vv,hhjxu, akvmshe kguko vzv kth vv,hhjxu, akmnjubh nuacg tk rhcuh vpruxpeyhovndhgho tkhu csutr gk fk nhbh phmu,yghnu, czuk' cnakuj gs vch,/

kgun,u' tso avut cgmo rag tu frag_ chbubh' sunv knh athbu curr ctufkup,eh vphmv cphrua ndrho tu,u/ tso fzvkt hfuk kjhu, c,juav nuygh, avut msheuthi ku nv kjaua nph,uhh vguko vzv' fhvut gkuk jx uakuo kvpxhs t, fk guknuczv ucct to kt hsg t, nmcu vtnh,h'uavut zeue kdsrho uxhhdho ugrh neky/ fhha fbdsu dutk so anjpa t, vso _ vutvbpa _ aku kyntv j"u' vut cruc ypau,ugkuk kkf, ku cakuuv kert,u cjuacuadutk vso vut hshs bpa aku/

gk fi mrhl kvzvhr t, vtso nrdgkhs,u ugus kpbh zv: "vhv cghbhl frag"'utk ,,p,v kjauc athbl mrhl anhrvuvdbv unjhmu, dcuvu, kjxuo t,vpurgbu,/ cpry cznbbu' favph,uhho cthocfnuhu, tshru, unx,grho fruj athbvnmuhhv' urcho rcho jkkho vphku' r"k/

jkkho tku vhu bnbgho to kt vhutbaho jhho cygu,' czjhju, sg, vtunr,

tbh nxphe ncudr uwkh zv kt hervw! vosunho ktu,u ,hbue vrumv kgau, fk scrkcs: ka,u, nvfux kcs _ t; azu fuxzfufh, agkukv khpuk ukvhacr' ktfuk t,vnre kcs _ t; avut jo uru,j ugkukkvhapl gkhu' tu kgcur fcha kcs _ t;anfubhu, yxu, cu vkul uauc/ fl do buvdhotu,o ekh sg, ccuto kgcur t, fchajhhvo: gunsho gk fl at; tjs kt h,grccgbhhbhvo fh wtbh husg kcs thl kvx,srw!

dcuku, nufhjho

gkhubu, ukt bjh,u,kgh,ho bnbgho tbaho nkdsur t,

gmno cxhhdho vntparho v,csku, nvhmrvnp,v cdkk jahcv nuygh,' vnhhjx,ngns bju, ktso nudck/ fsth ahauu t,nmco knmc ak crhtu, ujukh danhho: tsovcrht cfk tcrhu udhshu' thbu nudckctfhkv ua,hhv uhfuk ktfuk uka,u, ffkvgukv gk ruju/ tl nh axuck k"g nxufr _vrh vut nudck akt ktfuk n,ue' unhaxuck nskeu, caesho j"u _ vrh vutnudck nktfuk er/ tbaho tku' vnudckhocdkk nmco vcrhtu,h thbo hfuk kvhsnu,ktjrho ctfhkv jupah, ak fk scr/ voneckho vdckv zu fscr nuci upauy uthborutho czv tpkhv' ukt jaho bjh,u, uktauo ,juav kt bghnv tjr, kdch atrvtbaho/

to fi' fk afi uek ujunr acnmcveaur cjhh vbpa avo vjhho vbmjhho' tzuusth ucuusth athi nv kjua th buju,rdgh, cdkk vvfrj kvhnbg nkmrul t,nbgnh vguko vzv/ ucpry athi kjuacbjh,u, fkph vczho ku gk fl avut bnbgnkvtzhi tu kerut tu kdkua cfk vnshvvrjuev nch, nsrav ak ,ur, vjxhsu,fnrje anho utr.' tu abnbg nksrulct,rho acvo kt hufk kanur gk ghbhuahchyu tl ure cnrtu, mbugho ufarho/ fhre msheho dsukho unurnho ngo thbozeueho kfk vdsrho uvxhhdho' uvnkghdhovkku thbo bfkkho cevko ak tbah ngkvtku/ vo duhho tu hvusho vruspho tjrvduhaehhy aha cguko' uthbo jaho kbpaouthbo neahcho kftc ukbze vrujbh vbdrokv/ vto npbhvo ha kjua th buju,?

uvrh kvhpl mrhl kvhu, _ avo tku

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nt,: vrc jhho tafbzhrc evhk, jc"s c,k-tchc

jkkho tku vhu bnbgho to kt vhu

tbaho jhho cygu,' czjhju, sg,

vtunr, tbh nxphe ncudr uwkh zv

kt hervw! vo sunho ktu,u ,hbue

vrumv kgau, fk scr kcs:

ka,u, nvfux kcs _ t; azu fux

zfufh, agkukv khpuk ukvhacr'

ktfuk t, vnre kcs _ t;

avut jo uru,j ugkuk kvhapl

gkhu' tu kgcur fcha kcs _ t;

anfubhu, yxu, cu vkul uauc

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ahrdhau t, ,jua, vbjh,u, uvth buju,/gk srl nv abtnr gk vnmrho "uheumu npbhcbh hartk" _ avhu vhvusho feumho cghbhvnmrho cdkk avbvd,o vnrunn,uvnuxrh, ckyv kyucv ukngkhu,t' kgun,vnmrho avhu wgruu, vtr.w/

hvush mrhl kjua baht, rta to vutnmkhj kv,csk ukv,bzr nph,uhho'uvvzsnbuhu, kfl rcu, vi: uh,ur gk eurxtu vcrtv nygo neuo vgcusv cneuoaha cu ni vfhgur uvntux' tu vhnbgu,nva,,pu, cyexho ankuuho cnuxhev tunupgho athbo kruj vhvsu, ufsunv/cnmcho nghi tku sh kvhzfr cbtnr cearknrdkho actu krdk t, tr. hartk/ faacuknscr tk go hartk u,tru t, vnpdaakvo go vgbeho' vo tnru: "ubvh fjdchocghbhvo ufi vhhbu cghbhbu"/ fkunr' nsug _ksg,o _ vchyu gkhvo vfbgbho fgkjdcho? npbh afi vhu euso fk cghbh gmno!zv vcxhx kv,bvdu, ak "dhcurh fuj guahscru": kt kvhu, jdcho!

gk fi' vau"g n,jhk c"tk hcua npbhvnkghdho"' fh ehuo hxus zv vut vfkh kfkv,urv/ fh to h,chha vtso nfk tjsutjs anchg t, sg,u urghubu,hu kph nmcruju ctu,u rdg )vn,jk; una,bv jsahokcerho cdkk fk nhbh nturgu, vgucrhogkhu _ to hai yuc tu kt' to tfk yuc tukt' to vx,cl cgcusv tu cch, tu crjucgo nti svut' tu kph nv artv uangcrjuc tu ctjs vnfahrho vrjucu,hho('vrh akt hufk kehho t; xgh; caukji gruljkhkv/

gk fi' nh apu,j t, xsr hunu c"tkhhcua npbh vnkghdho"' kt hjkhy kbvk t,jhhu _ avo vscr vher ku nfk _ gk phkdkud ak nh akt hvhv/ vut do hzfur aktbh,b, ktso tparu, kjhu, gus pgo njsa'tkt fk vjhho atjrhvo ct vguko vct_ erh di gsi uhnu, vnahj' guko v,jhvak banu, cdupho _ vfk ,kuh cjhho fg,/to fi nh vut zv uthzv vut agkhu hxnulvtso uhbvk t, jhhu?

cshev hxush, ak

vngrf, vjhxubh, ha vxucrho aheju t, vmhcur ftn,

nhsv/ vo yugbho anv ahfuk vjcr uvafikgau,' ukneunu, atjrho hfukho kkf,'ukph,uhho aha ftku vntparho kgmno

kvhja; _ cuusth hfukho do vo' fh vrhfuko dsku hjs uknsu ctu,v hahcv ufuw/ tlthi xcrv zu bfubv' fh t; to vtso husgavut rmhbh uth,i crmubu kgau, bj, rujkvw' gshhi thi zv tunr anv ajcru hfukkvrau, kgmnu _ hfuk do vut/ fh fshkuust nv vht fnu, vph,uhho anu,r kukvhja; kv' vut mrhl kvhcse euso fktmk rupt ahgav ku xhsr, csheu,' gk nb,kecug nv nmc crhtu, vdu; uvbpa akuuto vut hfuk kgnus cbxhubu, tku tu kt/

nh vut rupt vbpau, anuxnl kgrulcsheu, tku? zvu vrc' vnaphg ufsuw avohcmgu t, vcshev vthah, uvpryh, kfktso' uhushgu ku vto ha ku nv kjauangbhhbho nxuhnho tu avut njuxi npbhvo/uto kt bnmt gshhi nh ahgrul ktso cshevzu' tz kg, g,v _ ahbvd kjunrt uktkeukt jx uakuo' fh to hdkv avut njuxi_ kt vpxhs! tl to hbvd cjupahu, ftsocgk rn, budsbho dcuvv ukcxu; hdkv athbunjuxi _ vrh j"u fcr bjkv cjukh' vwhrjo' anh husg n,h uthl hmt nnbu/

vzfrbu csheu, agucr tso rdhk gk nb,kcrr to ucthzu nhsv vut hfuk kgnusc,btho vngrgrho t, vngrf, vjhxubh,/nuci to fi atso vtnur kgnus c,bthoeaho ck,h ahdr,hho _ bmrl kcsheu,nangu,hu, hu,r/ nh arumv kvhu,txyrubtuy' knak' bsra nnbu fuar dupbhngukv vbcse cephsv cncjbho rcho gknb, ahufk kgnus cahbuhho vnruchouvgmunho an,rjaho chmhtvnvtynuxprv ucjzrv tkhv' ufi cnmcjuxr vnaek vehho nju. ktynuxphrv' fhthi vut sunv kkjmho vehhnho cguko vzvcdkk fuj nahf, vtsnv/

hvush aha ku banv zfv ugshbv avhtjke tkuev nngk nna' vhumt tk jhh vhuohuo vjunrhho uvdxho _ fnuvuftxyrubtuy vgucr ahbuhho srxyhhocsrfu nvtynuxphrv acv auky fujvnahfv tk nmc juxr vnaek/ bsnv kuavut nrj; jupah untuar kgau, frmubu'ucgmo vut bja; kjcrv tduthxyh,ujxr, nhbhnuo ak ,rcu,' vnjpa,kvhsnu, kcgkh jhho cfk srl avht' g"hvxr, fk guk ufk kcua ufk rdhau, kzuk,/vrhju; cjkk vn,hrbh n,ul akvuc vhmrhocathpv khvbu, nvrdg vgfauuh juxo t,vtso nkvchy kfhuui ak vrdg vct _unkv,pfj/

vhvush _ vtxyrubtuy' mrhl to fi

cuusth ucuusth kgcur csheu, epsbhu,ukjzur gkhvi kgh,ho nzunbu, auc uauc fshkuust to vut nxudk kgnus cfk zv/

fh to suru, eusnho f,bthoutnurtho ufsuw' ajhu c,eupv avguko ktvhv fk fl nzuvo' uvyhbup, kt vh,vbdhav fnu avht chnhbu _ jhpau fk nhbhzvhruhu, uxhhdho ukt xnfu gk gmno fkkufkk' to fi tbu' chnho acvo ,hc, vsutrakbu ut; md vnjac ufsuw nktho c,nubu,uc,fbho vnchtho t, ph,uhh vguko vzvk,ul c,hbu _ fk afi uek ujunr atbuzeueho kdsrho uxhhdho/

kunr sh ktshau,

ukerhru,!ktkv vxunfho gk juxbo vrujbh tpar

kunr: nh kbu dsuk nhgec tchbu' tar vchiakpbh ahumtho kjri _ neuo avut jruit; ak guko' zt, tunr, neuo avrg aobdha chu,r' mrhl kv,jze/ gk fi vkl kknuscch, vnsra ak ao ugcr' ucbux; _ bgmrcneuo ch, vnesa kv,pkk/ utjrh fkvva,sku, vrujbh, vzu vut gav guspgukv jaucv: ao dsr knrtau,hu' fxnkkjh. ukjunv avut rumv khmur chbu uchivbvb,bu, uvrntu, acjri' gk nb, ahufkkvhbmk nfk vwjhu, vrgu,w vtbuahu,vbnmtu, cv/

nxupr gk vrv"j rw jhho guzrtkpruch. atnr: rtu zv pkt _ vkf,hkeup, vruptho ubfbx,h kjsr avut jsrrupt ugau kh csheu, cnfahrho nxuhnho'uv,umtu, vrtu aha kh kj. so dcuv uxufrdcuv ufuw/ ugk fi tnr kh vrupt atzvrcntfkho tku utku' untz tbh bzvr nvo fnunta/ uvrh zv cxv"f xphe xphet _ xpeto vtso vzv vut rupt nunjv atcjb,uuusth,' uvnfahrho _ xpe to vo tnhbhoun,uebho' utukh vo kt nsuheho' t; gk phfi tbh bzvr nfk nv abtnr kh cdsrhouxhhdho kanhr, vcrhtu,/

uvrh kgun,u _ tsnu"r vzei tunrc,bht ato guaho scr zv' vrh zv nyntt, vbpa ctupi fzv' uto guaho tujuacho unscrho fl _ zv nynt t, vbpactupi fl/ uzv vrh usth uusth tn,' ckh fkxpe uxphe xphet acguko! ucfk zt,' thizv nr,hg ukt nzgzg' ugucrho gk zv kxsrvhuo t; afk tjs ntnhi cnav uc,ur,u'ucfk zt, vut juac: kh zv kt herv!

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cscrhu ncyt rw jhho guzr t, vcghvvgherh, csurbu _ vtshau, kdch vmurlkv,hhjx crmhbu, vfh dnurv kfk dsr uxhhdvnxudkho knky tu,bu ncjhbv rujbh,/

to ba,na cnak aku' bh,i kunrahabo ftku ado c,juo vrputh thbondkho rmhbu,' uvo thbo nmhh,ho kvurtu,vrupt uvrputv cjuaco awkh zv kt hervw/tl vo thbo zufho kvgrfv ukjheuh' kvpl_ tbaho tku kt numdho krtuuv ftbahoaha kvsnu, tkhvo/// csrl fkk nuehghot, juxr vtjrhu, avo ndkho/

tl cbnak _ cgcus, vw' kt nuehghotso anaje cta vzrv ak v,tuuv ujuacakt hhfuuv/

cznbbu asrdu t, vhjx avpl nerhru,k/// dtuuv gk vp,hju,' fchfuk' atso zvndkv fkph vguko vdsuk/

dhav ck,h vdhubh, zu tpar knmut cnvaerv kcjur ajcru vcjhi athi ku nmcruj uzv fcr bnal fnv zni/ atku fnvpgnho: nv eurv th,l? uv,jne/ gs apgoxhpr ku cxus avut kt hfuk kgmur cgsgmnu nkej, jpmho athbo aku' uvutjuaa ato zv huusg crcho _ hvhv nzvekui kfk vnapjv ukt re ku' uzv hdruo bzekahsufho ak tjhu utjhu,hu uak gmnu ufuw/

tnr ku jcru: tk ,std! tpbv tu,lknhavu ahfuk kypk czv ukvumht tu,lnvcghv vzt,' ufi vhv/ akju knypk nhujsufgcur zni pda t, jcru cnmc ruj bgkvnguss/ uatku: thl vnmc _ vto bdnk,nzv? utnr ku: kt bdnk,h' re khnsubh thlkvchi azv bumr njxfho cdhk vhksu,ukvrdha yuc go zv///

fl cshue guav guko vaer _ nknst, vtso kv,dtu, cprhe, vguk aku' ugkfi thi vut ja cxhfui ubu,r tsha fkphvthcus ksg, vrujbh avut duro kgmnu/ gkzv zuge vrch nkl vnahj cahj, f"j bhxiaaeugho cdku, pbhnh, cgcus, vw' ubuj kbuahnal fl gus zni/

jauc kmyy t, scrhu ak vrch nv"n)tdru, eusa frl hw gnw efc( kecum,bgru, af,cu ku cab, ,ay"u avi jau,erhru, chjxi kgbhhbh ,urv unmuu,:

"nuci upauy anujv vbbh cfk guz gkvchyuh acxhuo nf,ci "ho verhru,vbnmt fcr cbu"///

vhxus knjtv akh vut: ///vtcu, akvignsu cnal gahrhu, abho cntce eav)cvnal npury avnkjnv vh,v gk nb,akt kvhyng cxchcv( uhmtu cbhmjui dnur

nnbu/ ///tkt aktjr agcru k,bth jhhobujho hu,r' tar vshnhui nygv athbibmrfu, kvtce g,v gk ehuni utnh,h,nmhtu,i' fhuui athi tha rus; tu,i unfrhjtu,i ctupi dkuh kgcur gk s,i j"u' vrh _fycg cbh tso _ brsnho vjuahovnzvhrho t, vtso faxfbv turc,kehunu/ ucnhkt _ xfb, tuhc n,jpackcuah tuvc dsukv vrcv hu,r"/

"gs vhuo vtjrui"///to cab, ,ay"u vrch nv"n fu,c

aturc, xfbv ehunh, umrhl kvhtce gkgmo hvsu,bu _ chnhbu vxfbv dsukvugmunv acg,hho/ gk fi sh kbu cv,nussu,go bxhubu, avec"v nerv kpbhbu ng, kg,'uthi kbu kp,uj jzh,u, buxpu, cnkjnvvgeucv nso gk bpau,hbu ubpau, hkshbuctnmgu, jahp, c,hbu kvapg, vgukovdsuk uveur. ctkph vczeho nrmsho/

vrh tbu nceaho cfk cuer "bt tk,chtbh khsh bxhui" fsh akt kcut khsh czhuij"u/ tz thl h,fi abmgs jxrh zvhru, k,ulbxhubu, eaho chu,r' fthku vhu ghbhbugmunu,? nh ajhhu herho ku _ kt h,nvnvuh,ehi ngrf, nhdui a,jxuo u,nbgnncerho kt rmuhho kjsur tk ,ul ch,u _vut ncmru vrujbh/

thi zv nabv to vut dr crhfuz akjxhsh jc"s tu th ao cakhju, _vnkjnv vrujbh, gk bpau,hbu ubpau,mtmthbu bhya, cnkut guzv cfk neuo'uvmgs vrtaui kert, vbhmjui vut _vmc, aupyho uauyrho ahupesu gk

cheur, vdcuku,' uhnbgu t, jshr,vtuhcho pbhnv' jkhkv/

tbu' jhhkh vrch nkl vnahj' thbbuhfukho ktpar kgmnbu kprua ni vguko vzvukjhu, casu, vnrgv fnu cbh rtuci uds/tl tbu nmuuho khmur csw tnu, akbu _ cfkneuo akhju, acu tbu bnmtho' do to vutc"jrui t; ak guko" _ btu, sat akesuav nuepho cjunv vgumr, t, "jruivt;" nkjsur tk dbbu' ao brgv t, mtivesuaho avupesu chshbu ctuuhrv akehrc, tkueho nna fnu cbh rtuci uds/

ctjs vpxueho vtjrubho ak junascrho' tar )kph sgv nxuhhn,( nav _nph gmnu tnru' btnr "gs vho vtjrui"/ra"h tunr ao "tk ,erh vho vtjrui tktvhuo vtjrui"/ uphrau ajuna scrho _vut nghi v,jk, v,urv acgk pv abtnrvgk hsh vjfnho acfk vsuru,/ ugk fi fuub,vpxue vht av,urv avbjhku kbu jfnhhartk' vfukk, cgher rhcuh ak xhhdhouvhsurho ujunru, u,ebu, vctu, kdsur t,jun, ch, hartk _ vo ahuchku tu,bu "gsvho vtjrui _ gs vhuo vtjrui"' fphannahl ao ra"h "///gs ahjhu vn,ho"/

kph zv tpar tukh kvchi nsug suuetcsurbu sur vdtukv v,rcu vxhhdhouvvbvdu, uv,ebu,' unsug tbu mrhfhoktjuz cvo fnumt akk rc _ fh vivnmghsu, tu,bu tk vdtukv vtnh,h,uvakhnv/

btnr cnabv: "rau, vdcuv cfx; rau,vvshuy cjzev"/ uvfuubv akebu, nvesa_ abert wrau, vdcuvw eubho gk hsh fx;'ukebu, nvshuy eubho gk hsh webhhi jzevw/uphra tsnu"r vtnmgh t, pbhnhu, scrhuak v,bt: kvfbx k"rau, vdcuv" avutrau, vesa _ vesuav _ zv g"h fx;'nkaui "bfxu; bfxp,h"' tvc, vw/ ukmt,n"rau, vvshuy" zv g"h jzev' cjuzeucfuj uceck, guk kepu. nvcu. unvchmvukvgnhs gmnu cnmc ak ghr neky _kxdur gmnu cnxdr, vau"g' fukk fkvdsrho uvxhhdho/ nv atxur _ txur! ckhkyhhj ukgdk phbu,' tkt kvephs gk fk nvabtnr avut vrjev uzvhru, h,hrv _ gsabzfv krtu, t, vhuo vtjrui ak vdku,cv,dku, vrch nkl vnahj' vhuo acu hgchrvw t, ruj vyuntv ni vtr.' utz "nklavakuo aku haho gkhbu crfv uakuo" _ukt bsg gus nkjnv rujbh, nvh' fh ,nktvtr. sgv t, vw/

)scrho abtnru cv,uugsu, jxhsh,(

49 dhkhui nxw316|~|

tnr ku jcru: tk ,std! tpbv

tu,l knhavu ahfuk kypk czv

ukvumht tu,l nvcghv vzt,' ufi

vhv/ akju knypk nhujs ufgcur

zni pda t, jcru cnmc ruj

bgkv nguss/ uatku: thl vnmc _

vto bdnk, nzv? utnr ku: kt

bdnk,h' re khnsubh thl kvchi

azv bumr njxfho cdhk vhksu,

ukvrdha yuc go zv///

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vrch vrhh"m n,tr cahju,hut, vtuuhrv vnhujs,cghhrv khuctuuhya ftarvdhgv ac, ncrfho jusatkuk/ bsnv afl nna

nrdhaho cfk ch, jc"s t, vtuuhrvn,jk; ut, vpghkuhu, vnhujsu,uvntphhbu, t, jusa tkuk/ ,atku fkakhj' "nv zv tkuk cachkl" u,rtu thzvjhul nhujs ak scr vnuci ntkhu kfk nhanchi gbhhi/

vrc aknv creuch.' akhj vrch crtaphbv: "tkuk? zv ncmg aupr' jkue, mbmbu,sca' cshe, ,phkhi unzuzu,' ahgurhonhujsho' v,uugsuhu,' nv zt, tunr,' vrhwvnkl casvw! tbaho n,gbhhbho vrcv hu,run,ercho/ ha nangu, hu,r gnuev kfkvpghku,/ vi cfnu, uvi cthfu,/ ctho hu,rtbaho k,phku, ukahgurho' udo vo hu,rp,ujho kanug' keck' kehho' kv,erc"/

vrc cbh chyui' nakujh vrch cnuacvnbjnhv: "tmkbu ruc vmhcur vut ngsu,vnzrj' un,jhk, vjusa tunrho "xkhju,"fk huo kpbu, cuer/ cfk abv tbu cujrhohuo tjs' unznhbho mhcur dsuk ak hkshouncudrho nfk ehcumh vxchcv' n,jhkhokunr xkhju, c-4 kpbu, cuer' nnahfhoc,phk, ajrh,' uktjr v,phkv' vturjhoneahcho kahgur ,urv uv,gurru, nph rcvnuacv' akhj vrch' vrc sus ugebhi/ vscrfcr vpl knxur,/ baho msebhu,' zebu,nbjnhv' nfhbu, cv,rdau, nhbh ntpvnxur,hho )xphb.w ckg"z( kfcus vn,pkkhoutunrh vxkhju,"/

vahr vbfuicch, ati vfb,h kpbh nxpr abho s;

nhujs ak fnv nbhdubh jc"s vn,thnhokjusa tkuk ukgcus, jacui vbpa vbvudvcjusa zv/ afpk,h t, vs; cgu,eho rchoujhke,h tu,u kna,,ph vahgur ukhns,htu,o t, fk vahrho/ ktjr fnv bxhubu,kkns t, vjcrho t, vnbdhbu, kahrho')kt nna fuko vmkhju///( vjky,h kasrdt, vgxe/ chrr,h n,h vv,uugsu,vnrfzh, ak j"h tkuk chahc, jc"s cndskvgne' ubxgbu' cecumv nturdb,' fkna,,ph vahgur' kv,uugsu, chahcv/ ao'fl ehuuh,h' hangu vjcrho thl nt,hho,nhnho arho "euk sush" tu "tarh nh akt

jyt"' zv cuusth hgav gkhvo ruao ckhnjv/

kh,r chyjui mhkn,h gus fnv garu,gu,eho ns; vbhdubho' uv,jk,h kjke kfkvcjurho cv,uugsu,/ kp,g' rta vhahcvvrc hmje dukscrdvcjhi cjkuev ktn,ufbb, ak spho vgucrho nhs khs/ vrcatk wnv eurvwQ vct,h ku s; tjs ucea,h_ crau, vrc _ avcjurho hahru t,vahrho "vnfuubho" kjusa tkuk/

vrc dukscrd gcr gk rahn, vahrho'unauo nv vut kt v,kvc nruc vahrho'tck vhv ahr tjs anna nmt ji cghbhuuvut vurv kbdbu auc uauc/ zv vhv ahrancyt t, vear vgnue ak jxhsho tkvrch' ut, vvapgv afk jxhs necknbxhgv krch _ ",egu cjusa' cjusavachgh' aucv hartk"/ nt,hho vcjurhojzru ubhdbu t, vahr vzv' utbh' cghbh rujh'fcr vnrt,h gk fbphho' yx,h krch' uar,hgo fuko "tv vhh tv hv hh! ,egu cjusa'cjusa vachgh' aucv hartk"///

ctkuk buxgho krch !nhuo vkfh khahc, jc"s ugus euso

kzv' knsu tu,h rcu,h unaphgh vjxhsho

avgcusv vnhujs, kjusa tkuk vjxhsh' zuvvfbv kbxhgv krch/ vhuo tbh nbxv kvbjhkt, vthshtukudhv vzu khkshh ukneurchocch, jc"s ukfk nh anufi kanug/ thi dcukkntnmho afsth kvaehg fsh kvhu, tmkvrch cjusa ,arh/ tbh rutv cnuja afknh avhv tmk vrch )cpry c,arh(' va,bvkyucv knal fk vabv' ucfk vabv vctvvut jh cmhphv uvfbv k,arh vct/ vutnufi kknus agu, rcu, chuo uckhkv t, fkvnabhu,' ntnrho upreh ,bht cgk pv fshkvruuhj gus sukr ugus sukr' anjkehocncmgho kert, vbxhgv krch/ tbh rutvt, vcbu,' anuu,ru, gk fk ,gbudh vjupavdsuk' unbmku, fk rdg kgcusu, cehhybu,jc"s' ftar fk tdurv anruuhjho nbumk,knyrv tj, ckcs _ kbxhgv krch/

zv nna ngurr vgrmv udtuuv jxhsh,'krtu, nms tjs mghrho afk ntuuhhvo zvkyhhk' kcku,' ukebu, t, nhyc nu,dhvtupbv vn,jsa,/// unms abh' mghrho)umghru,( jxhshho afk vjupa vdsuk'kunsho unabbho preh ,bht' ntnrhounabhu,' u/tu n,nxrho kgcusv cehhybu,'fsh kyux krch/

tbh jhhc kvsdha' cbhdus k,kubu,uktbju, atbu aungho ktjrubv gk "nmcvbugr chnhbu" anuapgho nruju, zru,

50|~|dwtkuk vw,ax"z

tkuk cch, jc"skpbh nxpr abho' bxg,h go zud,h uvhksho kac,

cudru, ak wch, jbvw mp,/ cxgus, ac,' avpfv

kv,uugsu, jxhsh,' khns tu,bu vrc hux; hmje

jhyrhe' nbvk v,hfui uvxnhbr' t, vahr vct:

"tku utku tunrho' tarh nh abxg k-077' tarh nh

abxg k-077' unh akt bxg' heuo uhxg' heuo uhxg'

vut unapj,u"/ kknsbu awtarh nh abxg k-077w

xhpurho nch, jc"s

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vnbacu, ufuw )uctn, mrhl kvzvrukv,pkk( tck rutho cnuja afk vmghrho'v,nhnho vherho )uzv fukk _ cbprs _ dot, cbu, jc"s( abxgu ubuxgho krch' guahot, vvfbv vrtuhv' na,,pho cncmghvkhnus uvcjhbu,' una,,pho cxsrhvkhnus uvv,uugsuhu, c-077' vmghrhovtku' naujrrho unrujeho nfk vruju,vrgu,' fh ha kvo re ruj tj,' avht ruj

vjxhsu, uta vv,earu, krch' k,ur,uukvurtu,hu vbmjhho/

tmkbu cch,' faarho t, vznhru, ckhkac,' ha eyg tjs avhksho mugeho cjhu,gmunv/ zv veyg "hvt rgut enhv s,arhgk gnhv" ftar vo nfuubho t, vfuubvnakvo gk ,arhc-077/

kpbh nxpr abho' bxg,h go zud,h

uvhksho kac, cudru, ak wch, jbvw mp,/cxgus, ac,' avpfv kv,uugsu, jxhsh,'khns tu,bu vrc hux; hmje jhyrhe' nbvkv,hfui uvxnhbr' t, vahr vct: "tku utkutunrho' tarh nh abxg k-077' tarh nhabxg k-077' unh akt bxg' heuo uhxg' heuouhxg' vut unapj,u"/ kknsbu awtarh nhabxg k-077w/

51 dhkhui nxw316|~|

kh,r chyjui mhkn,h gus fnv garu,

gu,eho ns; vbhdubho' uv,jk,h kjke

kfk vcjurho cv,uugsu,/ kp,g'

rta vhahcv vrc hmje dukscrd

vcjhi cjkuev kt n,ufbb, ak spho

vgucrho nhs khs/ vrc atk wnv

eurvwQ vct,h ku s; tjs ucea,h _

crau, vrc _ avcjurho hahru t,

vahrho "vnfuubho" kjusa tkukvs; ajuke ucu ahrh jusa tkuk

nt,:vrc hgec anukch.'nbvk ch, jc"s'ch, ati

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chi gsh bhauthi

kgsh nnubu,c,junho rcho bsraho gsho ahghsu

cpbh ch,-vshi uh,tru t, xhpur vngavav,rja' tck ha vcsk chi gsho cshbhthau,' bhauthi udhruahi' katr vgsho'ksudnt kgsh nnubu, vnghsho gk vkuutu,tu pesubu,:

cshbh nnubu,' vgsho vo "gsh chrur"'a,pehso kcrr t, vgucsu, uk,tr t,xhpur vngav av,rja' fsh avtn, ,uusgkch,-vshi' gsho tku bjumho re cnmcavtbaho n,uufjho chbhvo' ksudntfapkubh yugi avut kuuv jnhaho aek fx;'utknubh yugi avut vkuuv ntv aek fx;'uvgsho nxprho kch, vshi nv vxfuovtnh,h ak vvkuutv' ufl nubgho aerhoudbhcu,' fscrh jz"k1"kt thcru xvsh tktkaerh" )= vgsho ehhnho re fsh knbugaerho(/

tck cshbh thau,' fnu bhauthi udhruahi'vgsho bertho "gsh ehuo"' nauo avo ktre mupho nvms cngav av,rja' tkt vodo jke nnbu! vo bu,bho cu ,ue; uehuo/kfi vo bjumho do cnerv athi njkue,chi vmssho uvfk nusho cxhpur vngavav,rja' knak do vtha udo vtav nushoabgav yex j,ubv uvut b,i kv ycg,utnr "vrh t, neusa, fuw"' ucfk-zt, fshk,, ,ue; kngav vehsuahi _ mrhfhogsho/ vgsho cgmo bufju,o humrhounehhnho t, vthrug/

ehsuahi vbgaho akt cpbh gsho' tphkuto vtha uvtav nusho avscr v,rja _vngav thbu bjac ehsuahi' uvo batrhoruueho kfk scr ugbhi' fh vgsho vovnehhnho ubu,bho ku ,ue;' fscrh vnabv:vnesa tav akt cpbh gsho' t; gk phaabhvo nusho _ thi juaaho kehsuahuQtck ghsh chrur' cvkfu, nnubu,' vrh cgmodo kkt vgsho' vkuuv jhhc kvjzhr t, jucuknkuuv/

xhfuo vscrho: gsh chrur ncrrho nvavhv' ugsh ehuo vo au,pho cngav avhv'cfl avo nehhnho ubu,bho cu ,ue;'uckgshvo thi ehuo kngav vehsuahiabgav/

gsho vndkho bx,ru,vmurl cgsho vut re faha scr bgko

ubx,r u,pehs vgsho kdku, t, vbgko'ufscrh tsnu"r vzei2: "gsho avht vds,vbtnbu,' thi ahhl tkt gk scr vbx,rubgko nghbh vfk' gk zv mrhl gsu, // tckgk scr vbdkv _ thi mrhl uthi ahhl gsu,"/

cscr vbx,r gmnu habi abh tupbho:

1( ngav dkuh abh,i vhv kmpu, ukrtu,ucghbhho' tkt ag,v' ktjr ngav'n,uufjho abh vmssho nv cshue vhv' uthich, vshi hfuk kvfrhg' afi vshhbho kt rtut, vngav uvtn, thbv hsugv kvo' kfimrhl aabh tbaho byrkho artu' h,tru

52|~|dwtkuk vw,ax"z

kvghs gk

vdtukv verucvvdhruahi nprhsho unb,eho kt re chi vearho vdanhho-phzhho ak cbh

vzud' tkt do chi vearho vpbhnhho' chi banu,hvo ascev zu czu cg,

vbhauthi' ug,v cdhruahi' vi bprsu, kabhho ncy nhujs unr,e kpra,-

vacug' kph nsrah jz"k' veckv uvjxhsu, ktur ,ur, jc"s

aukji ac,

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nt,:vrc hux; erxhe'rc tzurh c, jpr _ gne jpr

cpbh ch, vshi uhcrru cpbhu nv vhv' uflvut hufk kpxue ukvfrhg chi vmssho/ gshotku bertho gsh chrur/

2( ngav aha cu do pgukv bx,r,uxnuhv ni vghi' pgukv rujbh,' uvgsho ktre mupho cngav vdanh' tkt vo dopugkho uhumrho t, vngav vrujbh vxnuhnvghi/ gsho tku bertho gsh ehuo/

kfi gsh ehsuahi udhruahi vo gsh ehuo'fh j,ubv thbv fnu j,hn, juzv uvxfo chiau,pho' tha utav' kcbu, ch, tjsukv,jhhc zv kzv cjucu, uzfuhu, danhu,'tkt h,hrv nzu' cj,ubv bumr, pgukvrujbh, gnuev uxnuhv:

kt re vdupho ak vcgk uvtavn,jcrho cj,ubv' tkt do vbanu,/ cg,vj,ubv n,rja, hmhrv pbhnh,' abanu,cbh vzud n,jcru,/ uzv gune scrh v,urv"usce cta,u uvhu kcar tjs"' athivfuubv re ksceu, phzh, danh,' ndurhocch, tjs ufsunv' tkt do ucgher ksceu,nvu,h, pbhnh,: banu,hvo ak cbh vzudn,nzdu, ubgau, nmhtu, tj, nna/

do vdhruahi nprhsho unb,eho kt re

chi vearho vdanhho-phzhho ak cbh vzud'tkt do chi vearho vpbhnhho' chibanu,hvo ascev zu czu cg, vbhauthi'ug,v cdhruahi' vi bprsu, kabhho' uchmugpgukv rujbh, bx,r, zu' bgah, cfuj abhvgsho' avo vnehhnho tu,v/

kfi bpxev vvkfv avgsho mrhfhokvhu, tbaho farho' hhrth anho ubehhonjyt uguui ugkhvo kvrvr c,aucv kpbhrthh, vgsu,' fh vo humrho pgukv rujbh,gnuev _ cbanu, vesuau, ak cbh vzud/

gsho gk vdtukv

verucvkt re cgbhbh nnubu, uthau, bsraho

gsho' tkt do cgbhi vhxush ak vtnubvcvw: vbcht haghv3eurt kgo hartk "t,ogsh"' vphrua vpauy cscrhu' ahartkbjacho k"gsh chrur" vncrrho undkho kfkcth ,ck avguko thbu vper uvut kt bcrtun,ehho ngmnu' tkt "ha nbvhd kchrv zu"/

vut vcurt uvut vnbvhd ufk nv anrjacguko fuku' vfk nt,u h,crl/

c,ur, vjxhsu, nuxcr ahartk thbore "gsh chrur"' vo kt re ncrrho undkhoaha tkueho cguko' tkt vo do "gshehuo" vo fthku nehhnho t, vec"vcguko' fh czfu, v,urv uvnmuu, avoguaho vec"v aurv uaufi cguko' zt, ugus'tunr vrch "hartk vo gsh ehuo nauo ahakvo fuj' fchfuk' gk-hsh gcus,o c,urvucnmuu,' kvnahl t, gmnu,u unvu,u ak vwtk vguko"/

ni vgsu, gk nmhtu, vcurt tk vgsu,kprxuo caur, vdtukv verucv: "tbhntnhi ctnubv akhnv ccht, vnahj" zvtjs nakuav-gar vgherho c,ur, vw/tnub, vhvush cdtukv verucv thbv refnu gsh chrur' re kdku, t, vgucsva"vbv vbv nahj ct" uhdtk t, vgukofuku' tkt h,hrv nzu hartk vo "gsh ehuo"gk vdtukv' cfuj tnub,o cnahj' vut cuthcut/

gk-hsh ahartk ntnhbho ccht,vnahj' ukunsho uvudho cgbhbh dtukvunahj unmpho kcht,u cfk rdg urdg' gk hshzv vo nzrzho tu,u kcut ukdtuk t, hartkcdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv' knyv ngarvypjho cnvrv chnhbu' ceruc nna/

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3( pre nd' pxue h-hc/

,ducu, uvgru,-vtru, h,ecku canjv'knhhk:

53 dhkhui nxw316|~|

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vhvush cdtukv verucv thbv re fnu gsh chrur' re kdku,

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54|~|dwtkuk vw,ax"z

hunbu ak ,nho c-077

wtbh ksushw

ak hnu, vnahj///huo rtaui' f"t nbjo tc

cwecumvw np,jho v,nhnho chbhvojhh napjv/ tj, vv,cytuhu, vbghnu,kgbhhi vht ,upg, vv,uugsuhu, huo vuks,/"vkhkv cgar v,uugsu, huo vuks, knhftkn,j, kgzr, baho" _ vanugv gucr, npvktuzi' uvkc n,rjc/ fuko ctho' ukt wnpbhvmhuuhw' pauy bgho kac, chjs/ rw tcbrnahj huac fti th,bu' bhfr gkhu avutnrdha yuc chi v,nhnho' ufandhg ,urukscr ,ucg vut nvhuacho vuxpvuv,jzeu, ctvc, hartk/

huo abh' f"c nbjo tc

a,hho nvvurtu, khuo vuks, vo:wv,uugsu, anjv khshshuw uwvapgv gkvzuk,w/ ha anmkhjho kakc t, a,hvvurtu, hjshu/ ftar kv,uugsu, huovuks, akl ndhgho garu, neurchohartkho nbhu-hure vdsukv' huacho c-077'tunrho kjhho una,papho chi v,nhnho'vrh aehhn, t, abh vgbhhbho ucvhsur/ flcgmo brth, vgrc v,uugsu, huo vvuks,ak v,w huxh kuh ava,kcv kv govv,uugsu, vacugh, ak huo abh cphbvvnzrjh, _ mpubh,/ huxh pugk fk vabv govhartkho ufg, vo vdhgu kjdud gnu t,anj,u/ cv,uugsu, huacho fgarv ucnalvkhkv vdhgu fti gus rcho/ vneurchobrtho ntus nrudaho nvavu, cch, akvrch tu,u vo fk fl tuvcho/ "kjhho' huxh!hjh vnkl! ahvhv kl nzk yuc u,nahl kcut,nhs go vjhul akl ugo vcrfu, ak vrchnkl vnahj///"

huo rchgh' f"s nbjo tc

fhbux v,gurru, nhujs cnhbu n,ehhovgrc c-077/ zvu fhbux antrdbho fnvnnapju, tb"a cafubv' hshsho ak napj,jcuav' kzfu, c,o a,jhw tar bpmgv eavc,tubv vthunv cxu; vacug agcr/

vjke vngrch bjke kabhho g"hvnjhmu, unhs tjrh ngrhc zurnho garu,rcu, ak tbaho ubaho k,pux t,neunu,hvo/ t, vfhbux nbjv rw sus akuophhpucnvkfu buatho scrho vns"t vrctvri hgec auuhurw aknv nthgxeh/ vrcauuh nmhg kunr t, ahgur v,vhkho ak huojnhah uvevk guav fscrhu' uvrc nthgxehnscr gk vchyjui cvw ctupi swyrRfy duyuugy zhhi duyw/ "n,ercho kab, vw,ax"j_ tunr vrc nthgxeh _ ufukbu bzfrhocahjv ak cw bhxi vw,an"j ftar vrchshcr azuvh ab, vx"j kbahtu,u ak vrchvrhh"m utar x"j zv cdhnyrht wjhhow'ucear kzv gurr vrch tz gk vfrz, whjhvnklw' uto-fi _ nxhho vrc nthgxeh _do vabv vn,erc, zuvh abv veaurv gojhho ugo jhho bmjhho"/

vrc phhp ncht cscrhu t, wcgkvyurhow afu,c gk vnhkv wakuow )cearkpbjx "vbbh bu,i ku t, crh,h akuo"(avht cdhnyrht wzvu nahjw' unnahl vrcphhp utunr akngi v,dku, vnahj fsthafk tjs hdhg kakuo go jcru' uto tujzcfgx gkhu ufhu"c' hkl tkhu uh,phhx gnu/ntujr hu,r xhpr kh vrc phhp amkmk tkhutw ntb"a nghr tjr, ctnrhev' uxhpr kuampv cfhbux ctnmgu, w077 khhuuw ucshuevhv ctnmg kf,uc nf,c jrh; knhavu

cgecu, gbhhi nxuho/ faang t, scrhvakuo uvrhgu, erg cneuo t, vnf,c/

huo jnhah' f"v nbjo tc

vhuo tjrh ajrh, n,ehhnu, fnvv,uugsuhu, cr nmuuv/ caukji tjs huac,napjv ntb"a stuxyrkhv ucaukji tjrnapjv nvafubv/

wtbh ksush ak hnu, vnahjw fl zugeu,vgrc fu,ru, vnusgu,/ zvu vbuat gkhuhhnxr vkhkv vahgur vghubh cdtun"a g"hvrc bjni aphrt/ fk nh akns vacug wscrnkfu,w nchi nhs t, parv ak vfu,r,uthbu hfuk akt kvzsrz kgcr vahgur/ tfi'thi xpe' cwscr nkfu,w purx vrch gcusvak wtbh ksushw nxud jsa unjusa/ kt gustso apk u,j,ui vnbxv kv,erc kec"vvgkhui uvbadc/ kt gus du; nudck unruje/vhvush _ gkhui vut! vut gucs nms ban,uvnhujs, go vec"v' nms vwhjhsvwajusr, cfk vfuju,/ uckaui vrch akhy"t:"gcus, vtso nknyv kngkv )tbh ksush(vht/// csrdt gkhubv )ngkv( akngkvnnshsv uvdckv' kvhu,v nms nmhtu,uvtnh,h, uvpbhnh, svtso///" vut tartnrbu: wtbh ksush ak hnu, vnahjw/ vrcaphrt nrjhc t, vshcur cbuat unurhskpryho ngahho t, tupi vgcusv vbsragp"h vahjv vfk-fl dtuk,h,/

huo ahah' f"u nbjo tc

vwxtcuhhw xugr vhuo ctupi nhujs/v,nhnho humtho kfcua guko go vnhkho

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55 dhkhui nxw316|~|

vvhxyurhu, nvwscr nkfu,w vacugh:"ucpayu,: kvfrhz ukprxo cfk neuouneuo _ cscrho vhumtho ni vkc _avec"v tunr )g"h gcshu vbchtho( kftu"tnhartk "rtv tbfh bu,i kpbhfo vhuocrfv"' ugs avhuo nna rutho cghbh carcrf, vdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv"/

pudaho t, vhvusho vtvucho' nxprhokvo cpgo vnh husg fnv gk vbcht' gkvbcutv ugk vv,nnau, vnna erucv/vhvusho vn,ueho neahcho' n,gusshouvtur acghbhho juzr ubhm,/ "tz t,v tunrhcut?! nv tbh hdhs kl' ahcut fcr!///"

ac, eusa prw rtv' ncv"j

tkuk' z"l nbjo tc

ac, ncrfho tkuk/ thl avabv gcrv/nh vhv ntnhi?!/// ecumv x"j! do kfo zvherv' bmku fk rdg!///

cwscr nkfu,w vacug na,na vrchcchyuh wR ac,wshegr thsw )hvush ac,h(favfuubv vht gk hvush nruno nfk vdckvavht' kngkv nvguko' vbanv nthrv/nxupebh to ha neuo cu jaho t, vgbhhi

hu,r yuc n-077/ fti' fabfbx ac,' ctn,vfk nthr/ 077 n,nkt' pbh fuko nthrhoufk phbv zuge, ac,hu,' jdhdhu, udtukv/

vagv 52:8 ndhgv uweck, ac,w humt,ksrl cruc anjv uahrv/ ttjj/// vwkfubrbbvw ak 077/// gus t,dgdg kzv/// go xhuokfv sush purm, ahr, vhjh ngune vkc'uzuvh vvzsnbu, akbu k,, purei krdavtvcv krch ukvgbhe srur kkhcbu vxugrc,aue,u krtu, fcr t, vrch akhy"tcaht ptru uvsru/

cudrh mp, gurfho vgrc xgus, ac,c-077/ zuvh vwac, ncrfhow vjnhah,knxur, vbpktv' uvtuuhrv jnv un,uev/huacho n,j, vwgzr, bahow' xugsho'n,uugsho unbdbho/ jusa tkuk n,ercuw,egu cjusaw bang fti crnv/"th///th///ththth ,egu cjusa cjusavachgh aucv hartk"/ tl nx,hho vbhduiutjs v,nhnho bgns kscr: "tarhbu atbuweTfi zhlw cbhdui vzv unfhrho ngk,u/vrcv wvafkvw thi cu cbhdui vzv' nna kt're wshcur vn,jhkw ak ntnrho' tl vrcvchyuk ha cu' v,earu, krch' tnubv'vhtjzu, uvhsceu,/ vjxhs vpauy kt angukt vchi fngy fkuo nvntnrho' tck vutvhv eaur krch"/

va". cnbhhi v,vhkho vut rw bjuoepkhbxehucajrh, rw nbjo ngbskrhhmgx/ kwt-k tsuiw ngbhe vrc rhhmgxbhdui anj ak wvepu,w/

do t, crf, vjusa ncmg vrc rhhmgxufi t, nux;/

,hf; go xhuo v,phkv nuxg, chn,verhtv kgcr trui veusa cfsh ktpar t,vvfbu, kv,uugsu, ak vrch' unhs n,ehhogk dcv nbhhi erht, v,urv bux; gcurj,bho/

vv,uugsu, ak vrch n,jhkv c-03:1keuk ahr, vwhjhw ak vevk vguns nufikeck t, pbh nahj msebu crdg zv nna/

kgrl c-03:3 bp,j, v,uugsu, akacgv )!( j,bho chjs caukji vtrulacnrfz/ cecueh vkjhho t; vo ctu,unxpr' to fh cmcgho aubho uffk agucrvzni vtuuhrv n,jnn,/ tjs nrdgh vahtvut ftar wntra r"j fxkuw pur. p,tuonphu, vevk uc,ul fnv rdgho numthofuko t, gmno gunsho gk vxpxkho' hs gkf,;' ruesho ueupmho gs kc vanhho/vj,bho anjho canj, tjhvo v,nhnhoagus hfukho wkac, cch, vw ukjhu, govrch kngkv nnshsv uvdckv/

fhbux v,gurru, nhujs c-077,vkho krput, vjukho

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xhruc peusv tu

mhu, kpeusv?vdhrua vnjphr cacug agcr ak a,h

napju, hvushu, njcrui' vgkv auc gkxsr vhuo t, buat vxrcbu, uth vmhu,kpeusu, ck,h nuxrhu, ak dhrua hvushontrmo ucfl ktpar nxhr,o khsh vtuhc/garu, vnxrcho kpeus, vdhrua' ,ul dhcuhnkt ak vvurho' vcht k,ucbv rc,h cercmhcurho rjcho' avnmc vzv kt hfuk hu,rkvnal/

to c,eup, vdhrua ndua eyh;'vxrcbu, vhh,v nuemv njn, nhtux' urecdkk sg,o vndundn, uv"nnkf,h," akrcbh vmhubu, vs,h, avgshpu t, gkhubu,vnshbv gk vvkfv' ,ul th mhu, kpxhe,uvvkf,h, ak vrc tcrvo aphrt _v,tpar karui kcmg t, vdhrua cmurvjkev fk fl/

cprgu, jcrui ,ax"z v,jkbu kdku,,upgv nsvhnv/ suuet vjhhkho vpauyhovchbu ath tpar kvnahl cnmc vzv/ tnborcbho aubho an,prbxho nnaru,nnak,hu,' vuru kvo akt kxrc' tcknmpubo vyvur uvmu vtkueh dcr uvfrhgt, vf;/

xer ak gh,ui wvtr.w cgnusu vrtauidhkv aakha nvmhcur ,unl cxrcbh jcrui_ gucsv vnghsv avfk ,kuh cvxcrvbfubv uchfuk, kvcht t, vdhav cmurvavmhcur hekuy uhchi akvpul t, vjhhkkwrucuyw' zv xupv ak vmct uvnshbv dohjs/ rthbu cv,b,eu, jhhkho acnal abvujmh gcru ayhp, nuj pxhfukudh, fshkcmg t, vv,b,eu, cbjhau, ukkt

rdhau,' ucxupu ak scr zv vcht kvrxujurci gs aeav krtu, t, hartkna,jrr, nvnmc vzv/

tu,v txfukv aygbv avxrcbu, ,chtkvrx vmct' jytv ktn, uknyrv/ vmhu,vghuur vut tar vcht kjurci vmct/ pju,nabv ktjr nfi' hartk vpxhsv cnkjn,kcbui ucjzh, vsrunh, cmurv naphkv/ thmhu, kpeusu, dhrua' vht thbv xhrucpeusv' tkt vmnsu, bfubv urtuhv knvu,uak vmct _ kanur gk vchyjui ugkvtzrjho ukvkjo ctuhc/ thl hh,fi aktjrfk nv aerv' gshhi nghzho k,, tu,ipeusu, kjhhkh hartk?! nh atfi jp. jhho'jhhc kaho fg, t, veu vtsuo gk dcukvmhu, uvjuehu,/ to kt baho fg, t,vdcuku,' tpar kv,fubi fcr ngfahukyhkho gk nrfz vtr. ntzurh hvusvuaunrui/ akt ,dhsu akt vzvrbu/

unhkv buxp, krcbh vnfhbu, vmcthu,uvmhubu, vs,h,:

fcr nxpr abho fuko jaho avmhubu,vjhkubh, vdhgv kxu; srfvQ vv,b,eu,vufhjv fh aura vtxui kv,hhacu, chvusvuaunrui uctr. hartk' bgumv cnnkf,hu,vnzuhp, uvnxufb, ceu ajkefo nuchkho/fnv gus v,b,euhu, t,o mrhfho fsh kcmg,ufbh, v,b,eu, tnh,h, nneuru, vrag?fnv zni gus ,myrfu kvhu, "gcshofbgbho" ak vakyui? vdhg vzni kva,jrrnfckh vdku,hu, ak v,rpxu, kakyuivjhkubh' uksg, cvfrv tnh,h,' av,urvuvvkfv ngk fuko' fukk ngk vnshbv'juehv uxnkhv/ crdg anmuuho gk jhhkkgcur gk thxurh ,urv' ha kunr: gs fti!vsrl vnzuhp, uvparu, pxu nvguko/vmhcur fhuo rumv kanug scrho crurho'uvut zfth kfl!

vrch nkl vnahj

gk vdhrua njcrui cahju,hu ak vrch nv"n' ha ,ue;

ujahcu, rcv kv,hhacu, cjcrui/ vacug'ftar vdhrua njcrui uvahnua cjhhkhokdra hvusho ,px t, vfu,ru,' fsthkvcht t, v,hhjxu, vrch nac, crtah,,ak"y gk jcrui uahnua mhbh cjhhkhocdhrua hvusho:

chruakho _ gshhi huacho fnv ntu,hvusho' tuko cjcrui _ ghr vtcu, _ ktvbhju tphku khvush tjs uhjhs kv,hhaccv!!! ufavhvusho v,geau ugnsu gkrmubo kdur cghr vtcu, _ dzru vhvushodzhrv )wjuew( anu,r kv,hhac tl renju. kdcuku, jcrui! _ ucfsh kvn,het, vdkukv vnrv' ertu kzv ao _"erh, trcg"/

ugs fsh fl: favhvusho rmu kap. t,ch,-vfbx, ak tcrvo tchbu vbnmtcjcrui _ kt vbhju kvo kgau, zt,! _ukt zu ckcs' tkt t; vfrhju tbah mct_ ahpbu nao t, vhvusho!

tar fk zv ct f,umtv hahrv nfl'akt nbhjho khvusho kebu, tsnu,chvusv uaunrui ucpry cjcrui! _fakgun,-zt, )fg, nufrjho kdku,gucsv zu( _ ta"; eubv eregu, ubfxhochvusv uaunrui' cjcrui ucafo _ uvfkbrao gk ano!

cdhrua vtjrui athrg cacug agcr'vrxu vjhhkho ch, fbx, g"a akvc, px'uvscrho vdhgu kfsh tcxurs ak nna'krtu, fhms jhhkho ufuju, chyjui bvpfhokakujh vtuhc cnkut nuci vnhkv/

56|~|dwtkuk vw,ax"z

akhnu, vtr.

jhhk' xrc!

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nt,:ah dpi

ab,hho kv,b,eu,' utbah vnushghi n,jhkho kxpr fh vo vzvhru

cznbo nnv ahuumr cayj to bmt ngzv/ favfk n,rxe cpbho

chnho tkv' fuko n,bgrho/ vcghv vht at, vscrho vkku tbu aungho

re fg,/ knv euso kfi vo kt v,rhgu fk zt,? knv vo b,bu knvkl

vzv keru,? knv vo kt vbhju t, vnp,ju, gk vaukji uxhpru kgo

hartk annak, hartk guns, kcmg nvkl nxufi nthi fnu,u?

tnrbu kfo? ab,hho kv,b,eu,' ukp,g tbah

vnushghi n,jhkho kxpr fh vo vzvhrucznbo nnv ahuumr cayj to bmt ngzv/favfk n,rxe cpbho chnho tkv' fukon,bgrho/

vcghv vht at, vscrho vkku tbuaungho re fg,/ knv euso kfi vo ktv,rhgu fk zt,? knv vo b,bu knvkl vzvkeru,? knv vo kt vbhju t, vnp,ju, gkvaukji uxhpru kgo hartk annak,hartk guns, kcmg nvkl nxufi nthifnu,u?

vrch nkl vnahj ,nhs zge acfkbuath vchyjui' nh atnur kvjkhy' zvvsrd vchyjubh avut vnuxnl vhjs kgbhhi/do tha chyjui cshnux abnmt cngrf,vnshbh,' vut fcr thbu wcr xnftw cgbhhbhchyjui/ vhhbu nmpho ntbaho vudbho akthcutu ktjr ngav uhdhsu wtnrbuw _ tktjhhcho kxrc cag, tn, kvhu, jkenvngrf, vnuaj,,/ nv hgzur avovzvhru to b,bu _ do ca,hev _ kpagvzv kv,cmg? to t,v husg azv gunskeru,' gkhl ftha nushghi kv,pyr ukxprkgo hartk nv t,v husg' ukt kvhu, au,;kngav avut cdsr txui/ vrh rucu ak gohartk ,nl cdhrua njuxr b,ubho unayhp,nuj ak vwtskrhow/ fl t,nuk cdua eyh;'unjr zv herv cfk hvusv uaunrui/

uvbv b,ui nsvho: fk tzvru, btnbhtr. hartk' vjk nvxfnh tuxku' v,danutj, ktj,/ fk vcyju, vantk uvnrfz'v,puddu fkt vhu/ vfk v,rja cayj/uh,hrv nfl' vnmhtu, cayj gus hu,r eavnbcutu, vzgo/ tz knv tbjbu gshhi bnmthocgns, apbh bhxhui ak vantk? knv auc

nbxho knfur kbu azv hvhv cvxfnv uvfkhcut gk neunu cakuo? uto vvxfo vbufjhtu,u neso rta vnnakv chnho tkv kthvhv js mssh' tz vyhkho ndwbhi kt hfuubukbnk v,gupv tu fpr xct? vjntx kthmkhj kva,ky gk ayjh hvusv uaunrui fphagav cgzv? knhavu ha ,gus, chyuj gkvvxfo akt auuv t, vshu agk vbhhr?

nh armv kvchi kti vuchk vdhruangzv' fsth ahert scrho atnr vacugtku; )nhkw( tvrui ztch prea' rta tn"ikagcr' cfbx agxe cnkjn, kcbui vabhhv:

"vf,uc, kfk nv av,rja cab,hhovtjrubu, cjzh, vsruo' vhh,v gk vehr/neckh vvjkyu, nmhso ertu' angu _

ucjru kej, t, vxhfui"/

ufl nuct chshgv vgh,ubth,: "cahjvagrl go f,cho mcthho' vusv emhi cfhrcnyf"k fh nsucr cxhr kj. chyjubh/ vutshcr gk v,bdau, ck,h bnbg, ukt vhxxkerut khks canu: eyhuau, ngzv' vgrhl'vi re gbhhi ak zni/

"gk ph vnhsg abtx; cmv"k' thi xpeaha neuo kstdv/ wvcghv vnrfzh, akbuw'tunr vduro vmcth' wvht afkph ju. _ gzvbrth, ntus aeyv/ ha tnbo nyjhextnho utz fk vghbhho bautu, srunv'tck cpugk' vreyu, vkku thbi vscr avfhnsthd tu,bu/ ctupi prsuextkh' zv bnmtc,j,h, rahn, vthunho/

"nscrho vhuo gk ,xrhy tjr kdnrh:31 tk; jhhkho nauru, jntx' trcgjyhcu, go npesho nudsrho' ,ur, kjhnvgk ph ,junho' thnubho uvfaru, cfkvnemugu,' rfa uvcrj, yhkh b"y fnu akjhzctkkv uatr tnmgh kjhnv/ wfk zv ktbcbv kauut' tkt kghnu, nukbuw' tunr emhicfhr anfhr vhyc t, vngrf, vgz,h,/ wdokpbh vv,b,eu,' trdubh vyrur kt hacucjuxr ngaQ tjrhv vo ehcku nghi rujdch, nth,bu' cgher gk-hsh gzhc, mhrphksphw/

"fngy fk duro chyjubh' vnb,j t,vnmc vgfauuh cgzv' gurl veckv zvhrvknv athrg csruo-kcbui caa vabhoaesnu knkjn, kcbui vabhhv/ havnzvhrho fh vn,bv trufv nsh kyhpukcrmugv' ,cht k,umtv gdunv gus hu,rnfph arthbu ceh. 6002/ wvvcsk vhjhsw'nxchr tjs vdurnho' wvut amv"k grulunufi kcmg cgzv pghku, rjcv unehpv'fukk thnubho uvfbu, prybhu,/ vfsur bnmtfrdg tmk vsrd vnshbhw/

"nscrho vhuo gk ,xrhy tjr

kdnrh: 31 tk; jhhkho nauru,

jntx' trcg jyhcu, go

npesho nudsrho' ,ur, kjhnv

gk ph ,junho' thnubho

uvfaru, cfk vnemugu,' rfa

uvcrj, yhkh b"y fnu ak

jhzctkkv uatr tnmgh

kjhnv/ wfk zv kt bcbv kauut'

tkt kghnu, nukbuw' tunr emhi

cfhr cnyf"k anfhr vhyc

t, vngrf, vgz,h,

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buksu knz"y^ knapj, rw sus tchsi' rtaui kmhui _

kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw mhui

tchsiQ napj, rw tkhvu vkuh kuh' rtaui

kmhui/

^ knapj, rw anutk tkcuho' ch,r

gkh, _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw hgec ztc tkckhv' ertui

vhhyx _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw

pbjx tkckhv' bvrhvQ napj, rw nav

ruzbahhi' jukuiQ napj, rw atuk ruzbahhi'

jukuiQ napj, rw aknv uuhti' jukui/

^ knapj, rw mch vhra crtui' ctr

acg _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw

nrsfh crtui' rjucu,Q napj, rw nbjo

vfvi ekhhbni' ctr acg/

^ knapj, rw cugz dwubx' eurk xprhbdx

_ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw tvri dkhx' gnbutk _

kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw tcrvo

hux; dkhx' cbh creQnapj, rw anutk

yrfybcrd' erh, anutk/

^ knapj, rw jhho nbjo aknv srue'

ch,r gkh, _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvo

napj, rw cbhnhi srue' hruakhoQ nr, c,hv

srue' ch, anaQ napj, rw hjhtk nhfk vdr'

hruakho/

^ knapj, uuk;' nkcuri _ kvuks, vciQ

ukzebhvonapj, rw shhi rpxui' khsxQ

napj, rw hvuag rxehi' kubsui/

^ knapj, rw abhtur zkni uhkvko'

akhj f"e ts"a nv"n crkhbdyui' uurnuby

_ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw hmje

uhkvko' ertui vhhyxQ napj, rw hmje

rxehi' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n crkhbdyui'

uurnubyQ nr, tst rhhzk rxehi' nrueuQ

napj, rw anutk thhzhe vkuh ptpte'

ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw hux; hmje zekheucxeh'

ertui vhhyx _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvo

napj, rw nav zekheucxeh' akhj f"e

ts"a nv"n syruhyQ napj, rw jhho

durch.' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw hux; vfvi fvi' hruakho

_ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw hgec vfvi fvi' sruo

tprhev _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj,

rw nav

ktupr' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n rus thhkbs _

kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw jhho sus

tvri yhpbcrui' kubsuiQnapj, rw tkgzr

ekni yhpbcrui' kubsui/

^ knapj, rw thki kcht' rjucu, _

kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw gucshv

vkk/

^ knapj, rw sc khsr' tkgs _ kvuks,

vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw mch khsr' kusQ

napj, rw anutk vkuh xdk' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw tar ndhsa' ,k mhui _

kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw hux; nhhrx' ch,r gkh, _

kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw dskhv

nhhrx' fpr jc"sQ napj, rw hux; cutrui'

vrmkhvQ napj, rw jdh ruyayhhi' gnbutk/

^ knapj, rwrtuci angui xuhxv' fpr

jc"s _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw

tkhvu xuhxv' erh, d,Q nr, xuhxv'

hruakhoQ napj, rw hux; jss' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw jhho pudkni' ertui vhhyx

_ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw nbjo ngbsk pksni'

rtaui kmhui _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvo

napj, rw crul pksni' fpr jc"sQ nr,

prhhst turbayhhi' cbh creQ napj, rw kuh

prxni' bjk, vr jc"sQ napj, rw hmje

nthr xuxucr' rtaui kmhuiQ nr, mchv

cruuni' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw gunrh prh' ,k tchc _

kvuks, vci/

^knapj, rw kuh hmje ebkxeh' akhj

f"e ts"a nv"n crhxk' ckdhv _ kvuks,

vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw b,i ebkxeh'

bjk, vr jc"sQ napj, rw tkhvu eue'

naphg chahc, jc"s cbh cre' fpr jc"sQ

nr, prkv eue' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw nav etmhi' ertui vhhyx

_ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, etmhi'

ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rwnbjo ngbsk egbhd'

rjucu, _ kvuks, v,tunhoQ ukzebhvo

napj, rw hgec anutk egbhd' fpr jc"sQ

napj, rw tvri nav ahhbr' fpr jc"sQ rw

tvri jzi' cbh creQnapj, rw tkhnkl ajr'

nbvk nuxsu, jc"s rjucu,/ napj, rw sus

tkfxbsr zuat egbhd' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw anutk rpupury'

tykbyhe xhyh _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw dhsh ayri' ,k tchc _

kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, ayriQ

napj, xubdu/

^ knapj, rw dht ako' b,bhv _

kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonr, anjv ako'

rn, diQ napj, rw tcrvo ytuc' b,bhv/

^ knapj, rw hujth turi' ctr acg _

kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw nrsfh

turi' rgbbvQ napj, kuh' eunnhu,/

^ knapj, rw ngbsk tbdk' ertui vhhyx

_ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw kuh crus' ertui vhhyx _

kvuks, vc,/ kzebhvonapj, rw akuo

sucgr vkuh crus' ertui vhhyx/ nr, yhhck

crus' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw tprho crbayhhi' mp, _

kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw cbhnhi

crbayhhi' bjk, vr jc"sQ napj, rw jhho

crul kcehcer' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n

afub, nbjo cdhi' mp,Q nr, jhv jbyag

kcehcer' yhr, vfrnkQnapj, rw aknv

tvri vbhd' hruakhoQ nr, arv jbv vbhd'

hruakho/

^ knapj, rw akuo sucgr dukscrd' kus

_ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw

hartk dukscrd' crhbut' mrp,Q napj, vrc

crul cugz hureuch.' rc evhk, jc"s kus/

^ knapj, rw sbhtk drtcxeh' hruakho

_ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw nbjo ngbsk drhbayhhi'

ertui vhhyx _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw akuo szwti' mrp, _

kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw nbjo ngbsk vckhi'

hruakho _ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj,

vrc hux; hmje vckhi' rc evhk, jc"s rn,

aknv hruakhoQ nr, rjk ayri' hruakhoQ

vrc nbjo ngbsk khcrni' rc chvWf vnrfzh

uakhj f"e ts"a nv"n taekuiQ napj,

vrc sus nav khcrni' tbyuurpi' ckdhvQ

napj, rw akuo kcryuc' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw zgkhd kbdzo' uutuxygr _

kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw abhtur zkni jhhch'

rjucu, _ kvuks, vc, tx,rQ ukzebhvo

napj, rw bp,kh jhhch' rjucu,Qnapj,

vrc hmje hsdr' rc evhk, jcWs ,gblQ

napj, rw akuo ngyu;' kus/

^ knapj, rw tkh nukr' nubyrhtk _

kvuks, vc, ahhbtQ ukzebhvonapj, rw

hux; nukr' kubsui/

^ knapj, rw akuo hartk nhhsbmwhe'

fpr jc"s _ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvo

napj, rw hgec krbr' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw anutk xcd' cbh cre _

kvuks, vc, scurv ktv/

^ knapj, rw kuh gevuhz' ertui vhhyx

_ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw draui

eupayhhi' kubsui/

^ knapj, rw ngbsk pukhabeu'

nexheu _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw mchhmje prbxhx' grs

_ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj,

xruxh' erh, ycgui/

^ knapj, rw akuo sucgr etr;'

ertui vhhyx _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw hux;hmje egbhd'

nuxecv _ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvo

napj, rw tkgzr nrsfh egbhd' naphg

cevhk, jcWs bmr, ghkh,Q napj, rw sus

tkfxbsr zuat egbhd' hruakhoQ napj, rw

hartk skuuhi' gnbutk/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo aujy' ertui

vhhyx _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw jhho ayri' kux tbdwkx

_ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw brhv ankuc' bjk, vr

jc"s _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw hgec hutk aphkni'

ertui vhhyx _ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvo

napj, rw draui vhhnx' kubsui/ napj. rw

hux; crul aphkni' ertui vhhyx/

vdhgu knmuu,^ knapj, vgfy' xbsyui' sruo

tprhev _ kvdhg vci v,w nbjoknmuu,/

^ knapj, kgxygr' ahedu _ kvdhg

vci v,w nbjo ngbskknmuu,/

^ knapj, rw gzrt npgh' kus _ kvdhg

vci v,w kuh hmjeknmuu,Q ukzebhvo

napj, rw msue npgh' cre,Q nr, ana

ngyu;' cre,/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo tkhvu bhhnre'

kus _ kvdhg vci v,w nbjo ngbskknmuu,Q

ukzebhvonr, zkyv dkb. )bhhnre(' cbh

creQ nr, mhpt crfvi' rhdt' kychv/

^ knapj, rw nthr mch mheuauhkh' kus

_ kvdhg vci v,w nbjo ngbskknmuu,/

ctu cearh ahsufhi^ knapj, rw hux; hmje vfvi

tvrubuc' hu"r mt"j ctrv"e' fpr jc"s _

kcut vci v,w akuo sucgr vfvicearh

ahsufhi gc"d mhpurvknapj, vrc hux;

hmje uukuxuc' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n urc

rn, hahQ ukzebhvonapj, rw nbjo ngbsk

vfvi tvrubuc' yurubyuQnr, thst rhcehi'

fpr jc"sQ nr, uukuxuc' ertui vhhyxQ

napj, rw nrsfh tkhvu abhtur' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw hux; hmje thhskeup'

hruakho _ kcut vci v,w hubvcearh

ahsufhi gc"d scurv ktvknapj, rw nbjo

bjuo drkhmeh' ertui vhhyxQ ukzebhvo

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napj, rw nav tkhvu dgrkhmeh'

nubyrhtkQ napj, rw nrsfh mch drhbuuks'

fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, thhrgx' tdurv vhkx _

kcut vci v,w jhho cbhnhicearh

ahsufhi gc"d ktv knapj, sv-zwur' tue

ptre/

^ knapj, vrc nbjo ngbsk

dkufucxeh' nzfhr ch"s rcbh jc"s urc

evhk, jc"s rjucu, _ kcut vci v,w

jhho tkhvucearh ahsufhi gc"d jbv

pgktknapj, vrc nbjo ngbsk

uugfygr' rta fukk bjk, vr jc"sQ

ukzebhvonr, prhhst dkufucxeh'

yurubyu ebsvQ nr, arv fvi )nhaukuchi('

hruakho/

^ knapj, rw tvri khhc vfvi sufi'

hruakho _ kcut vci v,w nbjo ngbsk

vfvicearh ahsufhi gc"d crfvknapj,

rw hmje nuzheby' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, vhyhi' tr. veusa _

kcut vci v,w dkcearh ahsufhi gc"d jhv

knapj, esbr' hruakho/

^ knapj, vgbskr' sruo tprhev _

kcut vci v,w hrjnhtkcearh ahsufhi

gc"d tx,rknapj, rw zkni tbxsurpgr'

kubsui/

^ knapj, jzbuc' ntbtktpti _

kcut vci v,w tcrvocearh ahsufhi

gc"d rcevknapj, ertxbhhtbxeh'

vubkuku/

^ knapj, nbskxui' ekhckbs _ kcut

vci v,w akuo cgrcearh ahsufhi gc"d

arv nkfvknapj, cruo' pkycua/

^ knapj, rw hjzetk nreuch.' akhj

f"e ts"a nv"n yhr, vfrnk _ kcut

vci v,w hux; hmjecearh ahsufhi gc"d

jbvknapj, rw hux; xy' erh, d,Q

ukzebhvonr, jhv jbyag kcehcer'

yhr, vfrnkQ nr, xy' jhpvQ napj,

aknv duyk' hruakho/

^ knapj, xuhxv' erh, t,t _ kcut

vci v,w hujthcearh ahsufhi gc"d arv

knapj, rw thki zkni' mp,/

^ knapj, rw ekubhnux eupmwhe'

akhj f"e ts"a nv"n jsrv _ kcut vci

v,w tcrvocearh ahsufhi gc"d jbv

knapj, rw yuchv surui' c, hoQ

ukzebhvonr, tx,r eupmwhe' erh,

t,tQ napj, rw angui euri' hruakhoQ

nr, mchv surui' dcgQ napj, rw tcrvo

hgec vraeuch.' hruakho/

^ knapj, ruzbctuo' rhcrshhk _

kcut vci v,w navcearh ahsufhi gc"d

rjk bgnhknapj, xtkru;' nubxh/

^ knapj, aro' hcbv _ kcut vci

v,w bhrcearh ahsufhi gc"d nkfv

knapj, rw bjni scurvhhx' c, ho/

vehnu ch, chartk _ch, jc"s

^ knapj, tchr' rta vghi _

kbhauth vci v,w hdtkgc"d tuphrv

knapj, jnnh' ch, ana/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo anutk cuehgy'

akhj f"e ts"a nv"n fpr jc"s _

kbhauth vci v,w akuo hgecgc"d jhv

nuaetknapj, rw hmje dukscrd' akhj

f"e ts"a nv"n ur"h ,u,"k ndsk vgneQ

ukzebhvonr, tx,r zhxk cuehgy'

ertui vhhyxQ nr, zhxk jbv uhkvko'

hruakhoQnr, hufcs zknbuc' ndsk vgne/

^ knapj, rw nbjo ngbsk hmje vkuh

crus' fpr jc"s _ kbhauth vci v,w

abhtur zknivkuhgc"d bjnv shbv

knapj, rw sus yhhfyk' naphg cbmr,

ghkh, Q ukzebhvonapj, rw hartk crul

vkuh crus' fpr jc"sQ napj, rw hmje

rusrni' p,j ,euvQ napj, rw jhho nbjo

yhhfyk' hruakhoQ napj, rw anutk vkuh

durch.' kus/

^ knapj, dukscrd' yurubyu _

kbhauth vci v,w zknigc"d ahhbt

knapj, uhhx' mwruky/

^ knapj, rw nrsfh nbav durkhe'

bjk, vr jc"s _ kbhauth vci v,w

hrjnhtkgc"d xygrbtknapj, rw

anutk jhho prbek' bjk, vr jc"sQ

ukzebhvonr, mhpt crfvi' kus/

^ knapj, rw angui ssui' erh, t,t

_ kbhauth vci v,w tnhrgc"d nghi

knapj, tsrh' nmpv rnui/

^ knapj, rw hux; hmje sgrgi'

phyxcurd _ kbhauth vci v,w hjzetk

gc"d knapj, druxcuho' yurubyuQ

ukzebhvonr, sgrgi' ertui vhhyxQ

napj, rw hgec vfvi f.' r"h ,u,"k

vnrfzh, fpr jc"s' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw ekni vuruch._

kbhauth vci v,w gzrt jhhogc"d ehhkt

vsxknapj, rw hartk zgkhd vfvi

ehhdgi/

^ knapj, rw draui phak vkuh

vhhnx' kubsui' tbdkhv _ kbhauth vci v,w

hartk rptkgc"d jbv phhdkknapj, rw

akuo vkuh durch.' ahedu' thkbuh/

^ knapj, rw dhnpk tcrvo vhra'

ertui vhhyx _ kbhauth vci v,w

abhtur zknigc"d scurv ktvknapj, rw

nthr gzrt dhykhi' ntrex' ebsv/

^ knapj, rw tvri vkprhi' fpr jc"s

cw _ kbhauth vci v,w nbjo ngbskgc"d

scurv ktvknapj, rw anutk hgec

egbhd' fpr jc"sQ ukzebhvonr, rjk

vkprhi' rtaui kmhuiQnapj, rw yuchv

ckuh' nbvk ch, jbv urc evhk, jc"s buuv

hgec' hruakhoQ nr, shbv egbhd' hruakhoQ

napj, rw anutk nbjo ngbsk abhturxui'

hruakho/

^ knapj, rw nrsfh vraeuch.'

hruakho _ kbhauth vci v,w nbjo ngbsk

gc"d xhnv rjk knapj, rw hgec mch

ayhhbcrd' hruakhoQ ukzebhvonr,

tx,r eurby' prsx jbvQnapj, rw aknv

ayhhbcrd' hruakhoQnapj, rw hvuag

huzch.' nbf"k nuxsu, ,ur, tn, umnj

mse hruakho/

^ knapj, fvi' dcg, vnurv _

kbhauth vci v,w sus vfvigc"d hgrh,

knapj, rw nav nkfv' dcg, vnurv/

^ knapj, rw pbjx khpxer' tkgs _

kbhauth vci v,w cmktk tkhgzrgc"d

rcev nuaetknapj, rw mch vhra

trhv khhc nruzuc' ertui vhhyxQ

ukzebhvonapj, rw nbjo ni khpxer'

,k tchcQ napj, rw nbjo vfvi erhabr'

cbh creQnapj, rw nbjo ngbsk nruzuc'

ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, nhkr' jhpv _ kbhauth vci

v,w tchc jhhogc"d ykknapj, kuh'

mp,/

^ knapj, rw gzrhtk nhpgh' fpr

jc"s _ kbhauth vci v,w nbjo ngbsk

gc"d jhv nuaetknapj, rw trhv

gucshv' fpr xctQ ukzebhvonapj, rw

gucshv nhpgh' cre,Q napj, rw xgshv

ngyu;' cre,Q napj, rw bhxho gucshv'

fpr xctQ nr, rjk bhxho' bx mhubv/

^ knapj, rw jhho gnri' yhr, vfrnk

_ kbhauth vci v,w nbavgc"d tpr,

rjkknapj, rw hux; hmje tckxeh'

akhj f"e ts"a nv"n bmr, gkh,Q

ukzebhvonapj, vrc zkni yuchv

tckxeh' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n urc rtah

nuksuchv/

^ knapj, rw hgec pduy' erh, ho _

kbhauth vci v,w navgc"d bjnv shbv

knapj, rw mch vhra nhhsbmhwe' fpr

jc"s/

^ knapj, rw jbbhv phzo' jhpv _

kbhauth vci v,w bsc hgecgc"d rcev

knapj, rw

sus mheuauhkh' kusQ ukzebhvonr, shbv

tktauhkh/

^ knapj, rw hgec nbjo mhhdr'

hruakho _ kbhauth vci v,w tkjbi ztc

gc"d jhv nuaetknapj, rw hux; hmje

khcruc' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n uhu"r nfui

kuh hmje fpr jc"s cwQ ukzebhvonapj,

rw sus mhhdr' hruakhoQ napj, rw nav

ruzbpksQ nr, rjk rushlQ napj, rw jhho

anutk nbjo ngbsk khcruc' kubsuiQ

napj, rw nrsfh tkhvu abhtur' fpr

jc"s/

^ knapj, rw tvri tkhgzr mhhykhi'

akhj f"e ts"a nv"n mp, _ kbhauth

vci v,w nbjo ngbskgc"d jhv jxhv

knapj, rw ngbsk jbi erhmwcxeh' ,k

mhuiQ ukzebhvonr, rcev mhhykhi'

nubyrhtk' ebsvQnapj, rw nrsfh mch

drhbuuks' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw tvri mheuauuhkh'

bjk, vr jc"s _ kbhauth vci v,w

hmje jhhogc"d khkl tx,rknapj,

rui' c, ho/

^ knapj, evbhtk' erh, anutk

)pkurhsv( _ kbhauth vci v,w sus

nthrgc"d ahrvknapj, rwhgec

gsh' pkurhsvQ ukzebhvonapj,

rw jhho tcrvo evbhtk' erh, hoQ

nr, nrho kuh' erh, jhho/

^ knapj, rw akuo eych'

bx mhubv _ kbhauth vci v,w

vrtkgc"d bgnv rcev

knapj, rw hug. rhsh' bx

mhubv/

^ knapj, rw hux; hmje

aur' ertui vhhyx _ kbhauth

vci v,w sus khhcgc"d ahhbt

arv knapj, rw aknv khhc

tcrnuch.' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw tkhgzr

aur' p,j ,euv _ kbhauth

vci v,w tchcgc"d c,

mhui nurhvknapj, rw

rptk jhho xkunui'

akhj f"e ts"a nv"n

gkh' nyv cbhnhi/

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huo afuku nahjrcbho' naphgho' akujho ugnl' kms tbah nemug nucveho' gxeu cnal huo ako

ckhnus gbhhbh dtukv unahj' srfh vxcrv upgukv' wjhuw t, vnuadho uv,gmnu

cnyrv vgherh, _ vfb, gmnu uvguko fuku keck pbh nahj * ranho nhuo ghui

cgbhhbh dtukv unahj agk hsh wnyv nahjw ctr. veusa

nt, abhtur zkni kuhi

kjhu, go nahj huo ako' zv kt scrpauy/ tck zv nrda' zv njhv t, vbpa'ukt vhh,h ndzho azv tphku xuj;/ zu vh,v

v,juav vthah, akh cag, grc ntujr,ak huo abh' f"c cnbjo tc' ftar vx,hhoku huo trul unr,e abxc fuku xchc gbhhbhdtukv unahj/

to kapuy gk ph nrtv vpbho' zu kt

vh,v v,juav vthah, akh ckcs' tkt akjxhsho buxpho' ahmtu crheus xuj; uxugr"hjh tsubbu nurbu urchbu nkl vnahj kgukougs"/ vrdkhho ehpmu' vkccu, v,rubbuuvbpa v,gmnv ch,r at, ctnubv vth,bv

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fh buat nahj udtukv kt hhrs nxsr vhuo_ vthah uvmhcurh/

tbah nemug

gk phrxuo ncmg nahj"huo afuku nahj"' zu vh,v vfu,r,

ab,bu rtah "nyv nahj" khuo vghui vab,hvbgrl nsh abv cabv "ahgxue c,fbhoucfkho ngahho kvpm, caur, vdtukv"'

fph abf,c cvznbv nrvhc,-vghi abakjvkc,h tb"a chartk/

utfi' thi xpe avhuo fuku vuesakjhzue uvgmn, vv,earu, krch uvtnubvfh gus rdg ey h,dkv vrch wnkl chuphu,jzhbv ghbhlw' cdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv/zu do vh,v v,aucv ktku aatku: nsugmrhl kehho huo ghui kjxhsh jc"s tusu,dtukv unahj' ufh vnyrv vht kafbgvnaufbgho?!

v,juav vpbhnh, ak v,jzeu, pbhnh,ctnubv crch ucdtukv vercv' knru, dkhvjual vtuppho tu,bu nfk gcr' vh,vv,aucv vbtu,v/ fi' do tbu jxhsh jc"s'vtnubho gk ,ur,u ak vrch' mrhfhokvhpda' kknus' kkci' kanug ukvpbho aucuauc t, vbuatho vkhnushho' vghubhhouvvaep,hho veaurho kdtukv unahj/vtuuhrv vjxhsh, vkcch, ak wac, tjhodo hjsw uvnpda go hshsho ujxhsho

vrc jhho tafbzhvrc hux; hmje uuhkatbxehvrc nav uuhhbcrdvrc gnro nuhtk

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ktjr pdha, vrgho' vwakuo gkhfowvkcchho' v,hhacu vfk ctuko vnrfzhkp,hj, vnuac vrtaui' tu,u vbjv vrcnbjo ngbsk vrtkabhuuy cfharui rc t,vshubho chuo vtrul vzv/ chi btuo kbtuoxhpr xhpurho' jzr gk tnru, u,hck t,scrhu capg rghubu, ngbhhbho cgbhhbh dtukvunahj/

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sudntu, gk v,nussu, huo hunh, cgcus,vakhju, cthykhv/

cakc zv batu scrho tbah nemugvguxeho cbuath hjxh mhcur' ahuueuvxcrv/ vrtaui acvo vhv nr anutkkhtbh'nunjv kahuue prxuo uhj"m'avxchr thl tpar kvrjhc t, ngdkvhshsho uv,urnho ak vakujho/ tjrhushcr gu"s ,unr rhyrxeh avbphe rghubu,kvpm, caur, vdtukv cnvhru, uchghku,'fl ackjhm, fp,ur tj, bh,i kprxo t,caur, vdtukv knkhubh tbaho/

vrc gnro nuhtk'nrmv cfhr cnfuiwtxbyw cmp, uvtha avgchr gs fv ntu,vrmtu, cbuath dtukv unahj' gns gkvsrl kvgchr nxrho emrho ueukghocgbhhbh caur, vdtukv' ctupi ah,eckuuhhfbxu ckccu,/

t, xhuo vrnc"o grl vdv"j vrc hux;hmje uuhkatbxehakhj vrch ktv"e' rta

hahc, jxhsh jc"s cmp, ujcr tdu"j ctr.veusa/

vnuac vrtaui bj,o ckhnus ghubhunr,e nph vrc nav uhhbcrd' nrmvcnfkk, ch, rcev urta fukk wtaktcrvow' tusu, vear chi ab, vanhyvkdtukv' gk ph ahju,hu ak vrch/ cnalagv trufv chtr vrc uhhbcrd ahjv akvrch favut nkuuv c,rahnho ucmhyuyhoavhu chsh fk tjs nvna,,pho/

xhnpuzhui cgbhhbh dtukvktjr ,phk, nbjv' bgrfu pdhau, rgho

ak pghkho' gxebho' naphgho urcbhoavdhgu nfk emuu, vtr.' uanjho canj,tjho-jxhsho/

vgrc n,jhk krs, ucagu, tkunnahfho kvdhg fk vg, gus ugus akujho'pghkho ujxhsho _ ftkv acnal vhuo vhuyrusho cghxuehvo vaubho' ufg, vo cthokvakho t, vhuo uknkt t, vnmcrhovpbhnhho/ thi xpe acuto ak ntu,buxpho' nuxh; ,juav ak jdhdhu, ctuuhrv/

ktjr ,phk, nbjv cruc go' n,fbxvevk vdsuk ctuko rjc vhshho ak tuknhnushghi kxgus, grc jdhdh,/

vrc nbjo ngbsk vrtkpu,j t,vjke vbufjh ak huo vghui' unznhi t,vdtui vrc jhho tafbzh' rcv ak evhk,jc"s c,k tchc' kat, t, vnat vnrfzh/

ktjr nfi n,jhk xhnpuzhui cgbhhbhdtukv unahj cvbjhh,u ak vrc aknvvkpri' r"n chahc, jc"s cmp,/vxhnpuzhui bgrl cva,,pu, ptbk tbahjhbul uvurtv: vdtui vrc dskhv texkrus'vrc hux; dhbzcurd' rc evhk, jc"s urtahahc, jc"s crn, tchcQ vrc jhhotafbzh' rc evhk, jc"s c,k tchcQ vrc

62|~|dwtkuk vw,ax"z

vrc xgbsr uuhkatbxehs"r huxh crnr anutk khtbhvrc nbjo ngbsk vrtk

jke nvevk chuo vghui

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hartk vkprhi' akhj urc evhk, jc"scvrmkhv/

atku, batku, do nfhuui vnbjv udonfhuui vevk' ftar gk vpre guku, atku,cbuat vxcrv udhav kvpm, caur,vdtukv' ufi cpi vjhbufh cvjsr, buatvdtukv kkco ak hksh hartk/ nv,aucu,vrvuyu, t,v rutv tbaho ancytho t,vtnubv akvo crch/ tbaho ajhho t,vayj/

scrh crfv ujhzue bat vrc anutkvfvi vbsk' hu"r uugs vpugk ak wnyv nahjctr. veusaw _ vngav vut vgher' gk

vzfu, uvjucv ak fk tjs utjs khyuk jkeukvhu, au,; cdupu ucnnubu cpguku, wnyvnahjw/

tjrhu shcr vrc trhv eso'r"nchahc, jc"s ckus uvcht cap,u vnhujs,uvgahrv neuru, ,urbhho ktnub,vjxhsho/ cxhuo shcr s"r huxh cr'nrmvkryurhev ctubhcrxhytu, jhpv ucr thki'cbuat ,eaur, ck,h nhkukh, _ fkh jhubhkvmkjv/

^

fgar agu, rmupu, ak dtukv unahjgcru gk ntu, vna,,pho/ to ,rmu

,ertu kzv whuo ghuiw/ tpar do krtu, t,zv fwhuo ak vfrv uvpbnv cbuat vdtukvw/tpar do whuo juuhh,h ctuuhrv ak nahjudtukvw/ vms vnau,; kfk zv vut vbeusvgkhv gns tjs vsucrho: "jauc kv,fbxkg,ho ,fupu, ukv,jze ctvc, jxhshoctuuhrv ak nahj udtukv' fsh abgcur t,vrdgho vtjrubho ak vdku, n,ul tjsu,jxhsho un,ul tnubv gzv fh vbv vrch nklvnahj ct udutkbu ,hf; unhs nna"/

nv vpkt antu, vjxhsho hmtucrheus jxhsh bkvc: ahau uanju canj,vdtukv?!///

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thdus ,knhsh vhahcu, vnrfzh _ ch, nahj 077

crf, tjhon,ul rdah dhk uanjv' ctvcv utjuu, tjho' badr ubakj czv t, nhyc vcrfu, uvthjukho khshshbu guz'

au,pbu knktf, veusa' nxur ub,ui cfk kcu ubpau kvpm, caur, vdtukv uvdutk cfk rjch ,ck'nvgunsho rtaubv cjzh, nkjn, ch, sus' nxhhg cnr. kpghku, t,"v

v,w vbgkv nbjo ngbskahw vkprhikrdk bhauthu gc"d a,hw

c, khshshbu vbgkv' v,unl unxhhg rcu, kpguk,bu'

vrv"j hgecahjhw egbhdunabv crfv knapju, vbfcsu, hjhw

hvt rguut ni anht ahvt ch,o _ ch, jc"s tnh,h' nua,, gk hxusu,hu vth,bho ak vus f"e tsnu"r nkl vnahj akhy"t'

cbhi gsh-gs nkt crf, vw gs ckh sh' uhvt cgzro sr ngubho keck vapgu,hu ucrfu,hu ak f"e tsnu"r nkl vnahj akhy"tcdanhu, ucrujbhu,' u,hf; unhs nna banj fukbu canj, guko cdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv' ubfrhz kpbhu canjv dkuhv uceuk

dsuk t, ",rug, nkl cu": hjh tsubbu nurbu urcbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs!

vbvk, thdus ,knhsh vhahcu, vnrfzh _ 077

sev vkhfv n-077^nkui nputr^cpurny eyi xyhhk dcuv shru, xyushu nputru,

@ nycj nmuhs cnhyc vafkukho vnusrbho: nerr' nherudk yuxyr' nhjo

@ truj, cuer' nerr go a,hv fk vhuo/

@ ykpui jupah

@ thbyrby nvhr jupah

@uhstu@vjkp, nmgho undcu,

@aru,ho utncyhv nputrho

@xcubho uanpu capg

@aru, nkt!

22112255--119966--77119977339955--337744--881177

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do vuu,heho nchi jcrh tdu"j thbozufrho xsr, fhbuxho fv numkj,' fphatrdbv cacug vtjrui ugs, vjhbul aktdus, jxhsh jc"s ctv"e' cva,,pu,ftk; ujna ntu, vurho ntb"a nfk tr.veusa' cvo btnu yuch vnrmho vjxhshhoutbah vnemug/

ano vyuc ak hnh vghui vukl kpbhvogus nabho gcru' tl brtv avabv gauvntrdbho "ephm, nsrdv" cthfu,vvrmtu, ucfnu, vna,,pho/ vscrvcuky chu,r vhv vdhuui vdsuk crahn,vnrmho avuphgu cnusgu, vvznbv' ftarkms rcbh jc"s unaphgho fnu vrc jhhoaknvshxehi' vrc nrsfhchxyrhmehuvrchaghvuvrmk' vuphgv rahnv nfucs, aknjbfho utbah nemug nvaurv vrtaubv/

vbuat vnrfzh: "akuo ch, uvapg,u gkjhbul vhksho"/ vnrmho v,ceau kv,nescabh vbuatho vjaucho _ akuo ch,ujhbul' ucear chbhvo/

hruakho

kmt, go vhksho

k"ncmg nahj"vfbx vrtaui bp,j cwtuknh tprhuiw

chruakho cva,,pu, fnt,hho ujnhahovurho nfk vxchcv' cvbjhh,u ak vrc hruisu,i' xdi nbvk ch"x jc"s cghr dbho/

t, vvrmtv vrtaubv bat vrc angui

uhhmvbskr_ cbuat "vch, vjc"sh _ncmr jxhsh nthr"/ cxdbui fuca kccu,ert kmhcur vvurho kjze t, vv,earu,akvo uak vhksho krch nkl vnahj' kecug

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bj,nu cvmkjv hnh vghui aktdus, jxhsh jc"s ctv"e

hruakho' fpr jc"s' bmr, ghkh, ump, _ tku vhu vgrho azfu ktrj t, xsr, hnh

vghui cbuat jhbul jxhsh aturdbv gk hsh ugs, vjhbul ak tdus, jxhsh jc"s

ctv"e/ ntu, vurho ktkph hksho angu' veahcu' vrdhau uvpbhnu nxrho cgkh

jahcu, rcv cbuat vjhbul vjxhsh' vebhh,u uvyng,u tmk hkshvo ranho ushuuj

nt, akuo sucgr zkmni ,nubu,: cgrua ckbhmeh

vrc aknv ckprrw hubv prxcurdrvrc hrui su,ivrc uhhmvbskr

fnt,hho ujnhaho vurho ntzur hruakho na,,pho chuo vghui

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khnus go cbh vch, cahju,hu vesuau, akvrch ukmt, go vhksho kncmgho' ucprywncmg nahjw tar "vo vfhruvu ,jhkv"/

tjrhu shcr vrc s"r jbul nhusucbhe_nbvk njkev cnrfz kcrhtu, vbpa cctracg' cbuat ftuc ak v,gkku, ck,hnfuub, )c,jhk,v( ak vurho chksho/vfu,r, kvrmtv: "aaa/// tmkbu ktnscrho gk zv"' nafv evk rc avtzhicaehev/ cnal agv trufv pra aurv akv,hhjxuhu, nuygu, ak vurho khkshvout, v,umtu, veau, avi gkuku, kdruokhksho cv,cdru,o/ cgzr, nmd,nnujac,' vxchr crvhyu, thl ,ducv ktbfubv ak vurv tu juxr ,aun, kc' pudgu,cbpau ak vhks vrl' kgh,ho pdhgv tbuav/vrc nhusucbhe t; vurhs t, vscrho krnvvngah, favut ncht sudntu, rcu,kyguhu, bpumu, ak vurho' kms vxcrnsuese thl k,ei t, vnguu,/ cxhuov,p,j shui gr chi nxpr vurho krcnhusucbhe utjsho t; bdau kvhuug. gnucpryhu, cgbhhbhvo/

ktjr ,pk, nbjv vuzni rw hubvprxcurdr'nunjv c,juo vthbyrby'kvrmu, cbuat xfbu, vthbyrby kakuoch, ukjhbul/ rw hubv vu,hr t, vbufjhovnunho cvmhdu cpbhvo t, xfbu,vthbyrby tj, ktj, wgk vaukjiw' favut

nerhi gk dch nxl sudntu, rcu,'vnnjhau, fhms bh,i ctnmgu, kjhm,fp,ur tj, kvdhg kjual vfh dsuk aehhocguko vzv/ cxhuo scrhu vut nnkh. akt

kvfbhx cauo tupi t, vthbyrby kch,' fhnsucr cxfbv dsukv vi khksho uvikncudrho/

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ntu, na,,pho chuo vghui cfpr jc"s

vevk vdsuk cch, vfbx, "bjuo hmje"cfpr jc"s

vrc nrsfh tafbzhvrc kuh prhzvrc jbul nhusucbhevrc nhftk uuhhdk

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j,o t, vfbx vpxhfukud vjc"sh vrcaknv ckpr nfpr jc"s' abat vrmtvntkp, cgbhhi vapg, vshcur cakuo ch,ucjhbul/ tkhnu, nhkukh, vndhgv crdg akfgx tu thcus ga,ubu, _ kpgnho drugvhu,r ntkhnu, phzh,/ vvurho nufrjhokvaehg njacv cyro fk shcur chi vcgkktav tu chi vurv khks/ vrc ckpr vhvngah cscrhu' uvcht sudntu, nufru, njhhvhuo-huo cch,/

eruc kjmu, vkhkv bgk vrc su,i t,vfbx vrtaui cvfrz, "hjh tsubbu" uc,pk,grch,/

fpr jc"s

vrc tafbzh'

gk jahcu, fbxh vjhbulvfbx vabh bp,j knjr,' chuo akhah

cgrc' cch, vfbx, "bjuo hmje"acahfubho _ fpr jc"s' cvbjhh,u ak vrcnhftk uuhhdk/

tha kt mhpv fh fcr cagv vrtaubvak vfbx h,nkt tuko ch, vfbx, vdsukcntu, vurho nvfpr unvxchcv gs tpxneuo! tbah tdu"j gnku fk vg, kvuxh;

xpxkho chrf,h vtuko tl do vo v,nktucnvrv uvntrdbho btkmu kmup; ffk abh,it, vhuacho ctuko fsh ahvhv neuo kfkvctho _ zebh tb"a kms zudu, mghrhoactu neruc unrjue kva,,; cfbx vjaucuvngbhhi/

ktjr scrh p,hjv ak vnbjv vbfcs'uerht, nf,cu ak vrch nkl vnahj cgbhivjhbul' gkv tk vsufi vrc s"r jbulnhusucbhe kat, t, vrmt,u cgbhi vhjxuvdhav vbfubv ak vurho khksho' uchivurho kchi gmno/ nhkv kt bfubv tuv,hhjxu, kt n,thnv durn, kpgnho guukathi k,ebu cbpa vhks' uvrh zu nnav,gkku,' do to thbv nudsr, ffzu gk hshvvurv/ vp,rui vhjhs kfl vut ksg, zt,ukvnbg nfl/

tk vtuko bfbx vnrt st,rt vdv"jvrc nrsfh anutk tafbzh' favut nkuuvcnbvk vpruhheyho ak tdu"j ctv"e vrcnbjongbskckhbhmeh _ ntrdi hnh vghui'ucnzfhr tdu"j vrc rtucieupmwhe/ vevkeo gk rdkhu kfcus vnrt st,rt avdhgkfcs t, vfbx vjauc/

cscrhu gns vrc tafbzh gk v,pehsvjauc uvgherh ak vto cjhbul vcbho' gsabpxe kvkfv fh ruue kt hkns ,urv

khksho _ do to vut nkns nunjv _ npbhvtnvu, anchtu, t, cbhvo kch, vxpr/ukfturv vrh tpar kcea avtcu, hchtut, vcbho cneuo vtnvu, ukt kuu,r gkvnkns vnunjv? tuko v,urv vgshpvakt kuu,r gk vjuo vtnvh ankuuv t,vhks k,knus ,urv' do gk jacui nknsruue nunjv/ cvnal scrhu shcr vnrtst,rt gk vjahcu, acgrhf, fbxh jhbulfdui tku' ucva,,pu, cvo/

t, vvrmtv vnrfzh, bat vturjvnhujs khnh vghui: vrc kuh prhz _ naphghahc, jc"s ckubsui' cbuat "thl cubho ch,jxhsh csurbu"/ cnal fag,hho vtzhivevk vgmuo kscrhu vhumtho ni vkcvjxhsh ak vrc prhz' avrcv cxhpurhousudntu, ntchu vjxhs vrc crul prhzunxcu vjxhs vnpurxo vrc tcrvo prhz/

cxhuo scrhu shcr vrc prhz gk vjucvkvjshr cjhbul vhksho t, vtnubvvkuvy, ccaur, vdtukv ak vrch' ucprycbudg kvfrz, veusa "hjh tsubbu nurbuurchbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs" uvtnubvavrch jh uehho cdu; danh fpauyu/ tovrch guss cfk ,bugu, dupu vew t, vfrz,"hjh" anx,hhn, cnhkho "kguko ugs" _zge vrc prhz _ vrh crur akt hfuk kvhu,czv auo vpxe' tkt zv bnal fpauyu"kguko ugs"!

cxhuo cheau vntrdbho knxur ,usvnhujs, kdcth ch, vfbx, "bjuo hmje"ukxdi hu"r ugs fpr jc"s vrc jhho rhhfni_ axhhg rcu, ktrdui vfbx/

bmr, gkh,

kvaehg cch,' kt pju,

nvpm, vnghhbu,tbah tdu"j ctv"e kt byku huo tjs

knbujv' ufcr knjr, _ huo rchgh _v,ehho vfbx vakhah cxsrv cch, vfbx,"jc"s _ nhujs" acbmr, gkh,'cva,,pu, f-003 vurho ntb"a cmpui/

fcr cagv trcg tjr-vmvrhho vjkukv,ec. garu, vurho ntb"a nfk hauchvgne' kvrmtv vrtaubv tu,v bat vrckuh prhz/ vch, vjxhsh uvjhbul vjc"shvtu,byh' vhu do fti cnrfz vrmt,u akvrc prhz/ favut ncht xhpurho njhhuvthahho usudntu, cvo b,ek cnvklgcus,u vjhbufh, rc, vabho' sn,v

66|~|dwtkuk vw,ax"z

jke nvevk chuo vghui cbmr, gkh,

vrc haghvu vrmkvrc sus yhhfykvrc jhho aknv shxehivrc hux; jhho dhbzcurd

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vrmt,u ak vrc kuh prhz kv,uugsu,jxhsh,' fl ascrhu vbkvcho jsru hu,rkkccu, vaungho/ "thl tbjbu rumho ahrtuhkshbu? vrh vo nchyho cbu ukunshonv,bvdu,bu! gkhbu kjbl kfk krta t,gmnbu' fh vfk n,jhk nsudnt jhv"/

vnbjv vu,he' nbvk ch, vxpr jc"scbmr, gkh, vrc sbh kuh' nznhi t, vrcnav uhhbcrdncbh cre' njbl unrmv cjxs'kat, t, scrhu/

cnal agv trufv auyj vrc uhhbcrdt, xhpuru vthah uvnrda ak cbu tar bpkynnxdr, khnush,' uktjr fnv dkdukho acjzrv knxkuk khnusho chahc, jc"s cmp,cxhugu ucvfuub,u ak rta vhahcv vrchux; hmje uhkatbxeh/ cbugo ucrda vxhevrc uhbcrd t, vkejho nxhpuru vthahvn,thnho kfk vurv ctar vut' unbv tj,ktj, t, vxhnbho abrtho tmk hks fcrcdhk vrl' agkukho kvcht cxupu ak scrkbahr,u nvnxdr,/

cakc zv vtzhbu vbufjho kscrhu akvnrt st,rt vdv"j vrc haghvu vrmk'acrl t, tbah tdu"j gk cjhr,o kgrult, vfbx cbmr, gkh,' uvuxh; fnv beusu,jaucu, cbuat vjhbul uvjucv vvkf,h,kzv/ do vnaphg vrc sus yhhfyk batscrho ugurr t, vmhcur cgbhhbh vjhbulvjxhsh vjc"sh/

akhj f"e ts"a nv"n urta hahc,jc"s crn, tchc ujcr tdu"j _ vrc jhhohux; dhbzcurd' nxr t, crf, tdus, jxhshjc"s ctv"e/

t, vvrmtv vtjrubv bat akhj f"ets"a nv"n urc evhk, jc"s cerh, t,t_ vrc jhho aknv shxehi' cbuat: akuoch, uvapg,u gk jhbul vhksho/ agv trufvrh,e vrc shxehi t, vevk cxhpurhoucsudntu, ab,ek cvo cnvkl akhju,u'ctnmgu,o vufhj cchrur gs fnv vfrjhakuo ch, kjhbul vhksho' favut nmyytdru, eusa rcu, nvrch nkl vnahj cgbhijahcu, vvaegv ctav uchksho' kt pju,nvpm, vnghhbu, tu khnus vjxhsu,/

mp,

nv gucr kvo crta?vfk vukl tjr vjh,uo/ vfbx vtjrui

av,ehho cghv"e mp,' vhuuv xhuo n,thokxsrv vnumkj, ak hnh vghui/ ftrcg

ntu, vurho vmyuppu ctuko ch, vfbx,"ch, kuh hmje" acerh, jc"s' kfbx jhbulnrda avu,to cephsv kevhk, tb"acneuo/

p,j t, vfbx' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n'rta hahc, jc"s cmp, ujcr tdu"j ctv"e_ vrc hux; hmje uhkatbxeh' ashcrcgbhi v,earu,o ak vhksho krch nklvnahj/

vrc kuhprhzb,ivrmtv jxhsh,nr,e, ugns cscrho bkvcho gk flagcus, vjhbul mrhfv kvgau, cjhu,njusa, nsh huo' ukt fnmu, tbahonkunsv/

ktjr ,pk, nbjv vznhi vrc aknvvkpri' avbjv t, vfbx cfarui' t, vrcnhftkuuhhdk nfpr jc"s' kat, t,vvrmtv vabhv cbuat: nv gucr kvocrta? _ shuuj nvayj ngcusv go bugrbuar/

vrc uuhhdk bhmk t, farubu,hu fshkvmhd kvurho t, nv agucr gk ,knhshovbuarho nnxdr, khnush,' gus yrovbahrv' unv hfukho vvurho kgau, fshkvmhk/ scrhu gurru vsho rcho cevk'ntjr ansucr cbeusv futc, kvurhorcho/

tjrh ,pk, nbjv vtzhbu vna,,phokvrmtv jaucv ak rw hubvprxcurdrgkxfbu, vthbyrby/ scrh jh,uo bat vnrtst,rt vrc nrsfh chxyrhmeh' cgbhivear chi vurho knurho uvnau,; chbhvo/

cxhuo verhbu vntrdbho t, vxry"uvahc kc tcu,"' agurr v,rdau, rcvcevk/

^

brtv fh nkcs gmo vpgukv vjaucvacehuno ak fbxh jhbul tku' humt, nvocaurv utnhrv bjrm, ktb"a ctv"e gkvnal gcus, veusa ak tdu"j ctv"eupguku,hv vjaucu, kyuc, tb"a ",nhshifxsro"' ut; ch,r at,/

cfk vfbxho' hmtu vna,,pho nvfbxcygo ak gus' faphvo nkt ,usu, krtahugs, vjhbul ak tdus, jxhsh jc"s ctv"egk vhuznv vcrufv uvtrdui vnumkj/

vntrdbho nceaho kmhhi fh do tkuabcmr nvo kva,,; cfbxho jaucho tku'hfukho kvahd ekyu, nfk vvrmtu, ak hnhvghui )do nabho eusnu,( cnarsh ugs,vjhbul: ,/s/ 5202 fpr jc"s' 51927/ykw: 7660069-30' pexw: 9127069-30/

67 dhkhui nxw316|~|

,uach erhh, jc"s cmp, ntzhbho ceac rc kbtunho chuo vghui

vrc nav uhhbcrdvrc sbh kuhvrc nrsfh chxyrhmehvrc hh"m uuhkatbxeh

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v,nhnho payu gk

asv v,gupv

atrk sv duk

chnho tku' trdi ch,jc"s cbhukh cvbvk, vrc susztuuh' pghku, brjc, casvv,gupv atrk sv duk cprhz/nxpr ,nhnho v,dhhxuknahnv ufl kngkv ntrcgntu, hvusho vbhju ,phkhi'kngkv ntkphho fryhxh,phk, vsrl jukeu' kngkvnjna ntu, nycgu, jukeugk nb, k,, kmsev fakhju,nmuuv' utkph pruxpeyho gkacg nmuu, cbh bj jukeukduhho/ fnu fi xhhgu v,nhnhokvnubh hvusho ceck, f,uc,ch, jc"s khgs bxhg,o/

vruptho ncuspay

v,fbxu cgrc go

jc"s c,k tchc

garu, xyusbyho krputvaknsu cabv vtjrubvccuspay' v,fbxu kgrc nrdaaturdi gk-hsh ch, jc"scvubdrhv/ vxyusbyho

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68|~|dwtkuk vw,ax"z

naje vdtukvafuca t, vguko

zgzug: zud akujh vrch nv"nvu,epu gs zuc so czwhyunhrzgzug rc cerc vakujho utb"a crjch

vguko' ktjr acagu, vgrc ak huo abh vacug'vufu cbh vzud bjuo ucrfv ,nrhi akujh vrchnkl vnahj' agv agau srfo nnrfz vghrzwhyunhr kfhuui ch, vfbx,' gk nb, kxhhgkmurfh vhvusho/ fntv nyr kpbh vdg,o kch,vfbx,' vdhju abh crhubho dkujh rta uv,bpkugkhvo' vhfu tu,o kkt rjo nfu, bnrmu,crtao upbhvo ucrju nhs/

kpbh gzhc,o t, neuo' tjs vn,bpkhobgmr krdg khs vakhjv vdcwcrfv ,nrhi'angumn, vjcyu, bpkv gk vereg' v,fup;uvfv ctdru; t,pbhv uvnahl kcruj/ tjsvgucrho artv t, vnmc vzghe tncukbxunayrv avdhgu nhs kneuo/ cbh vzud bxgu gotncukbx kch, vrputv' ao chmgu cvovruptho xsr, yhpukho/

"vn,bpkho yro tu,ru"' tunr vrc ,nrhi'"tck nms vnayrv rutho ah,u; pgukv nkturmui tnh,h kt,r tu,o/ vscr vfh jaucanfbhx ,euuv kg,hs' kph v,ranu, akh' zv _avhuo fti czwhyunhr nufbho kvx,fk gk fk

nerho ak nfu, khvusho c,eupv tjrubv c,ur,upgv ukt x,o xsr, nerho cussho kkt eartjs kabh/ ffk vbrtv aha rmui rhtkh kxpekhvusho jhho aeyho"/

hu,r n-003 akujho gk pbh vdkucux ahjeugo jbhfh vegnpho akvo' t, vnaje vjsa"vcrhjv ndku," avupe gk hsh ncmg nahjvguknh/ ntrdbyhbv ktuxyrkhv' pukhi' ugusvrcv nshbu, ctrv"c vnaje vhv kvhy dsuk/

cfnv mgsho ekho vakujho hfku kvurhs t,vnaje vhpvpv nt,r vthbyrby/ vvurtu, vipauyu,/ ktjr ahgur emr gk nahj' vehhybhovahdu srfui unxnfho absrau kmt, ndku,/ fshkvmkhj' vo bsrau kvxchr kpehsho cnanr,nsug fv jauc kvo kgzuc t, vdku,/ fk zv vhvmrhl kv,rja ckh ahh,pxu gk hsh xufbh vdku,/

akhj tjs bsvo kanug jbhl cegnp go regnugy chvsu, nfrhz: "tbh rumv kgzuc t, vdku,fsh axc,h ,rdha yuc"/ jbhl tjr bhxv kafbgt, vpehs go vbhnue: "hvhu nn,eho ckh dcuk!"crur afk jbhl xhho t, vnaje go vcbv

gnuev hu,r cnuadho "dtukv" u"dku,"/

fnv nbvkh egnp shuuju azv vhv vnajevyuc chu,r avehhybho ahjeu ntuso/ cdihartk trdbyhbv ,hrdnu t, vnaje kxprsh,/

vrc crul vgfy' nakujh vrch cekhpurbhv

vakhj vrc bjuo ,nrhi upmhg,u

tjs vnsrhfho naje go vhksho cnaje vdtukv

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avakhnu t, khnushvo ufhuonanaho frupthocc,hrputv rcho ctr. hartk'vgku juuhu, nvabvavgchruccuspay' cnvkfo bvbunvpghku, vcrufv ak jc"scneuo/ vo vusu kakujho:vrc crul tuckbsruvrcanutk rxehi/

tjs vna,,pho v,cytutnr:"ha adrhru, uha jc"s'tck jc"s vhtvadrhru,vtnh,h,"/ cnvklvgrc juke ahruikna,,pho/cgrc va,,; dovrchvuagrxehi' tchu ak vakhjufi vrc ci-mhui khpxer akhjcpyrcurd' acgcr pgkcakhju, cghr/

nczeho<<<<<<<<<<

chuo rchgh' kert, vagv 00:6 ccuer'vf,v xup, yurbsu go ruju, cnvhru, chi 081

k-712 en"a jkeho brjcho crjch cruekhiuxyyi thhkbs/ husgh scr tunrho abhu hure kt

ujcr uugs ak ncmg nahj tnr: "zv nsdo nhhmdnnv atbu rumho kvahd c,fbhu, nahj _ahvhuhmhr,hu, unafhku, kbugr' hksho uncudrhocauuv"/

nbvk vncmg' vrc jhho vraeuch.nxfo:",hc, sutr akh nktv udsuav cnjntu, ughsusnakujho cfk vguko fuku/ vrch b,i kbu nahnv'ugkhbu knkt tu,v cvmkjv"/

yurbsu ccruekhivxupv pxjv gk ertui vhhyx ,nhnho bhmku ckc-ho

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nbhhi jc"sh

gk to vsrl

fatso s,h v,pktkerut nusgv gk ehrxuprnrey gk znbh ,phku,ah,ehhnu crjw ckush pubs'vut kt vtnhi knrtv ghbhu'unhvr kv,ear kakhj vrchartk ruchi' ntkcbh athart, vhuznv/ kpkht, vgucrhouacho' v,ehhnu vnbhhbhocznbho apurxnu cmsshvrjuc/ vrc ruchi tnr ahueodo tuvk gk nb, ktpar t,ehuo vnbhhi cg, ahrs dao/

dcth vnbhhi vhbu hvushnthkhbuh cao trbuks tcrnxandhg kbpua cghr khhe dwurdwcjsah vehh./ tjsnvna,,pho cnbhhi vhbu jcrch, vbcjrho suc vhhehbsuntre erubbcrd/ vnbhhinar, t, vctho kbpua ctzurkhhe dwurdw/

cnhbukv ecru t, xpr

v,urv avuaj,

cvmp, ch, jc"s cacug agcr vuct kdbhzv

xpr v,urv avhv cncbv ch,-jc"scnhbhtukv ackubd-thhkbs/ cyex nhujs bdbz xpr-v,urv cjke, ch,-vfbx,cwch,-vjhhow cbhu-nubyhphurh/cvzsnbu, zu vchg vrc tbakpgrk' rc ch,-vfbx,' t,vgrf,u kakujho vrcho

nczeho<<<<<<<<<<

rt,v xupv afzu fntv ugarhoabv/

",uach vghr v,gurru keukxup, rgnho tfzrh, avsvsvseu, trufu,"' fl ,htru fkhv,eaur, t, av,rja vcuer/afubu, aubu, crjch cruekhiucgher vafubu, ch rhsdw uxtbxyptre bhzueu/ vnjzv abdkvk,uach vghr ccuer vhv fnu,kua nvnmhtu,/ garu, c,hobatru kkt eur, dd' ,jbu, rcu,crfc, v,j,h, wxtcuuhw hmtunfkk ahnua' gmho rcho b,kaunxchc,o favo juxnho fchahougureh ,bugv rtahho' ubrtv vhvavghr hmtv nakuu,v/

,uach vafubv avtzhbukshuujh nzd-vtuuhr cag, vxupvangu t, vjztho nxprho fhxup, vyurbsu jukp, fg, ngkertui vhhyx' cshue ngk ashr,thxygri-ptreuuhh/ tkt acakczv batrv vxupv cdcvho' uflbhmkv vafubv npdhg, vxupv/

bx dsuk:v,nhnho bhmku

nvxupv ckc-hoaav ,nhnho vnxhhgho kakhj vrch' vrc

khhck cuhndryi' hmtu kauy cxhrv chuo akhahvtjrui' cagv 05:3 tjr vmvrhho' ktjr ahgurccyhju, abh,i kvo gk hsh nbvk vafr,vxhru,/

vnxkuk vhv tnur kvhu, ci ag,hho' tukonvw nmgsh dcr fubbu' uvo vgchru t, fk vkhkvcxhrv/ re chuo rchgh xnul kagv aa ccuerbnmtu crhtho uaknho gk hsh nanr vjupho aktrmu, vcrh, _ ktjr aahhyu ckc ho eruck-41 agu,/

vahuy vaey vjk kvx,cl ftar grpkxnhl vjk krs, gk vthzur/ ctu,v agv vhuakua xhru, gk vnho unbvk vneuo akjkvjzhr t, fk fuki/ a,hho nvi bnmtu uvujzruknzj' uthku vakhah, _ gkhv ayu v,nhnho _kt bnmtv' nfhuui aayu kfhuui eubyhey/

vnbvk vushg knanr vjupho gk xhrvvbnmt, cnrjeho c,ul vgrpk/ cnal fk vgrcuvkhkv bgrfu jhpuaho bnrmho/

gh,ubh bhu-hure vchtu cvrjcv t, vxhpur'

uvwbhuzshhw aujj go tjs v,nhnho vbhmukho'v,w kuh ehrabcuhonertui vhhyx axhpr fh"pjsbu nvck,h busg"/abhho nvcjurho' avhukcuaho ccdsho ekho kmurl vahhy rgsu neur/re cbx xupr, vyurbsu ava,ukkv kt vdhgvkneuo/

ftar butau knmut numt' vjkhyu kvyhkgudi ukjfu, gs ahdhgu kvmhk tu,o/ vo gussutjs t, vabh' v,pkku' uvmyuppucphb,vxhrvfsh kanur gk juo vdu;/ cnal vkhkvdkho ghrgru t, hmhcu, vxhrv/ pjsbu avxhrv,,vpl"' nxpr kuh/

re cjna vajr vjk kvpmhg' ubangu,rugu, nxhru, cthzur/ v,nhnho vjku karuecnaruehu, ueuko bang/ nanr vjupho vdhgvcagv00:6 ccuer/ vo bnmtu cnrje 8 nhhkndtrsbhrx thhkbs' favo jdurho cjduru,cyhju, ucnmc yuc/ vo vugku gk xphb, vmkvckhuuh xhr, vnanr/

npes nanr vjupho ckubd thhkbs' euryyrnuby' nmhhi aknru, av,nhnho vhu kkttnmgh ,eaur,' vo vafhku kvathr vusgv gknxkuk vahy tmk vakhj vrc khhck cuhndryiugo cgk vneuo/ ku vhv kvo tnmgh ,eaur,'vhu nmhkho tu,o agu, rcu, euso/ vrc khhckcuhndryi xhpr avut btk. kv,nuss go vrdg,vurh fk v,nhnho )jkeo ntr. veusa( uc"vavfk vx,hho cbx dsuk/

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vakujho vgbheu n,bv krch:

vspx, jnhav xprh ,bht kert, fw nbjo-tc' huo vvhkukt ak rch

kuh hmje b"g tchu ak vrch' vgbheu akujh jc"scezjxyti n,bv krch: vspx, jnhav xprhw,bhtw avuspxu crjch ezjxyti' cgrho:txybv' pckusr' tuxy enhbdurxe' yrzumwhnegby/

ncmg zv vjk gk-hsh nbvk eri xhug khvushezjxyti vrc nav sus vfvicg, avu,ucezjxyti ktjr jd vpxj/ cjusa vtjruivuako vncmg gk-hsh v,knhsho vakujho v,w

abhtur zkni vfviuv,w nbjo hvusvvauvhocezjxyti cjusah veh. cpghku, go hkshvehhybu,/ vgu,e vrtaui fcr vxphe kvdhgctnmgu, ,uro vncmg vrchux; hmje vfvinbhu-hure krch' nhs knjr, fw nbjo tc/

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actu kgzr,u ktjr vpdhgvveav cch, vfbx,/

ktjr vdbhzv vufrzgkvjkyu, yucu, cjhzue khnusv,urv' nbhgv nshcur cg,erht, v,urv uc,phkv/ ch,-vfbx, do n,fbi xhuo xpr-,urv ah,ehho cg, jbuf,-vch, ak ch,-vfbx, cg,ahaupmu cu vjkeho abhzueu/

ccrzhk j,nu xnhbr

hvush numkj cnhujs

eruc k-07 mghrhoumghru, vdhgu do vabv'kxnhbrhui vnhujs' xnhbr wkuhhmjew abnal ftjs-garhuo/ gk vtrdui vkudhxyhnbmj chs rnv vakhj kch,jc"s nurunch vrc susuuhynticgzr,u ak sbhtber/ kneuo vuctu yuchvnrmho abatu scrhocgbhhbh hvsu,' tnubv udtukv/

cneuo v,ehhnv pghku,gbpv' danh, urujbh,/ nduuirc ak vrmtu, uahgurho'xhnpuzhubho uxsbtu,c,junho nduubho chvsu,/ fkzt, nkcs yhukho cjhevycg' tyremhu, upghku,

nczeho<<<<<<<<<<

c"tur ,nhnho" nxfnho,fbh, eh. numkj,

fgarho mghrho sucrh tbdkh, nrjch vgukova,,pu c,fbh, veh. vab,h, ak hahc, wtur,nhnhow cfpr jc"s/ gcur rcho nvo' vhh,v zvvv,bxu, vrtaubv cjhhvo ak guko vhahcv/

nhsh abv cabv ntrdb, hahc, wtur,nhnhow hahc, eh. gcur mghrho hvusho nrjchvguko tar guaho t, mgshvo vrtaubhokert, v,ercu, k,urv ukjxhsu,/ cabv zubranv gus vmkjv nxjrr, anmyrp, krm;vvmkju, vab,hu,/

gk t; aruc vzni vuesa kkhnusho' wtur,nhnhow kt shkd gk vbupho uvneunu,vesuaho ctr. veusa/ vkhnusho v,ehhnuchahcv cfpr jc"s' uvac,u, bgrfu cneunu,aubho ctr.' nmp, acmpui ugs knmpv rnuiacsruo ujcrui acnzrj' fl avna,,pho zfukhvbu, nnxkukho nr,eho cfk thzurh vtr./

cbux; kahgurho vrdhkho abnxru gk hshvrcbho vnaphgho abhtur zkni dpbh' yuchvcukyui' nbjo ngbsk erxhe' aknv f.' nthrkcbubh uhmje nrb.' vna,,pho byku do jkecxsbtu, nhujsu, cbuath faru,' ch, vnesaumhmh,/

v,ufbh, vathrv ruao gz gk fkvna,,pho uvathrv tu,o cear jze govrch' ftar fngy fuko vjkhyu kvhatr ukknuscnxdr, vhahc,h, vrdhkv anpghkv hahc,wtur ,nhnhow cnvkl vabv/

ct,r vthbyrby vnr,e ak vhahcvgro.mimimTrhO.wwwhfukho mghrhohvusho cdhkth 71 gs 53 kv,rao nxsrhvhahcv' kveahc ukknus nntdr ak ntu,ahgurho nuekyho' ufnuci' hfukho do kvhraok,ufbh, veh. vctv/

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dupbh, uxpuryhch, nhsh huo/"vmhntui uv,auev akvmghrho ck,h bh,i kahgur"'nxpr tjs vrcbho/ "pgnhorcu, erv avahgurhovx,hhnu tck vo batruucheau kknus do gs vagu,vntujru, ak vkhkv/ knru,anzd vtuuhr vhv dauo fngykfk hnh vxnhbr vtuuhrvvhh,v jnv unrunn,"/

v,nhnho angu gk

jc"s cautv

t, hnho akhah urchghcacug vtjrui bhmku ,knhshv,nhnho chahc, eh. wjhhkhch, susw ag"h t,"v vnrfzh077 gs ,uno/ cbux; kxsrhvkhnus vrdhkho fnu dovyhukho' zufho ,knhshv,nhnho kxsbtu, unajehovnebho kvo grfho jxhshhocsrl juuh,h, unr,e,/

chuo rchgh' anguv,nhnho vrmtv ntkp, nphvxupr vjxhsh vrc abhturzkni crdr agurr tmkv,nhnho t, vgbhhicv,gxeu, c,uksu,hnhjc"s' udukk cnal agvtrufv t, nxf, hmht,tsnu"r vrhh"m npukhi ,j,vakyui vbtmh' chnh vautv'fph agukv nnxnfho ugsuhu,'uvprhl ygbu, ak xuprhonaubho gk v,bvku, vrchctu,o hnho/

nczeho<<<<<<<<<<

cacug agcr bp,jv ,grufv ak ,knhshc,h-vxpr ckychv cbuat "hksh kychv fu,chounmhhrho bds vautv"/ vthrug bgrl ctrnuiecku,-vpbho uvnuzhtui vg,he ak rhdv' vxnulktrnui vbahtu, ak kychv/ t, v,grufv p,jbahtv vjsa ak kychv' nr ukshx zykrxhjsgo rghh,u/ cbux;' vdhgu kp,hj, v,grufv: arvju. nr tryhx pcrhex' baht thdus vevhku,ak kychv nr tresh xufrbeu' adrhr kychvchartk nr erkhx thfbctunx' adrhrh trv"c'ebsv' drnbhv' pukhi' khyt' tuerthbv' mwfhv'jcrh vprknby' tbah gxeho rcho' rtahtubcrxhytu,' jcrh evhkv nfucsho ugus/

v,grufv bp,jv cscrh crfv ak vrcnbjo-ngbsk crfvi' huzo untrdi vpruhey/vrc crfvi vdha kbaht ah nhujs _ nbur, fx;favut nchg t, v,euv kcbhh, ch,-vnesavakhah aturu,hu hthru t, vguko fuku/

c,grufv vumdu hu,r n-002 gcusu, aubu,:mhurho' gcusu,-hs' ahrv' gcusu, njer gkvautv _ prh gcus,o ak v,knhsho cnalahav jusaho/

fnu-fi vumdu sdnho nsuhheho ak hu,r n-02c,h-fbx, ak kychv u,grufv ak garu, c,h-fbx, avhu ckychv kpbh vautv/ "v,grufvvzt, vht vnal ak v,grufv av,ehhnv kpbhab,hho ujkev numd ctupi ecg cnuzhtui wvhfk

aknvw chruakho"' xhpr vrc crfvi/

vpruhey vhbu cnxdr, vbmj, anu ak vrcb,i crfviz"k akhj ak vrch urcv ak rhdvukychv/ fhsug' vrc b,i )bu,ewv( crfvi z"kgnkabho gk vumt, xpr gk rcbho uc,h-fbx, akkychv/ cbu unnahfu' vrc nbjo crfvi' vakhot, vpruhey ut; vrjhcu/ cnxdr,zu hmtu kturgs g,v kngkvn-01 xprho/

thrug vp,hjv vjdhdh xuer cfkh-,eaur,rcho nvthzur adhku v,gbhhbu, rcv c,grufv/

baht kychv cp,hj,,grufv kg"b vakhj

nuzhtui hvsu, kychv

baht kychv uvrc crfvi cyex vp,hjv

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שעת סיפורגביר במושגים של הרבי

תיק פתוחבריחה חפוזה

רואים גאולהדברי קבלה

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נחמה ה ב הב להרדם. ה קש לחיה'לה אוהבת. היא ש טת ל הק לא וגם לידה, לא ופה, ה, ל ש ה ט ולמ לחדר רגילה חיה'לה יק, ק ד מזרון על נה יש היא פה שונה. הכל ים ה אנש מיכה ויש הרב רית ואין עוד ש ואין כלחיה'לה ירה הסב א אמ ירה. מכ לא היא שמח על אסור לה להתלונן. היא צריכה לש שאן, כ מצא נ ש מי ל כ אן. כ נמצאת היא ש זה מלחמה תוללת מש חוץ ב מוגן. קלט, מ בגע. ר חס וחלילה להפ ונופלים טילים, ואפשיק. ולהז ילים לא יכולים לפגע אן, הט אבל כנוח, לא ומאוד קלט מ ב פוף צ ש אפלו אז ביל ש ב ש מבינה היא מתלוננת. לא חיה'לה ה ב הב על אפלו הכל, על ר לות וה ש ים חי

נחמה.

• • •

יים. ש הק למרות מתלונן לא אסף ם גחה פ ש עיר מקלט, רחוק מהמ אסף חי לבד באסף, ם. ל מכ רחוק מהחברים, רחוק לו, שם לי כונה. גואל הד שוגג, ב הרג יהודי אחר באסף אבל אותו, להרג ורצה אחריו רדף גואל ם, ש קלט. המ לעיר יע והג מהר רח בעיר מקלט, לחיות ב בו. לפגע יכל ם לא הדבל ער והס ל הצ כ לות. ואסף יודע ש ש ג זו ממרק ים. החי על לו ומר ש ש מה זה י כ וה, ש

טוח ומוגן. קלט הוא ב עיר המ ב

• • •

ם היום יש לנו עיר מקלט. חדש אלול גצריכים אנחנו ה נו. למ ל קלט ש עיר המ הוא

עיר מקלט?

דוש- היא חלק מהק מה ש נו יש נש לכלהוא עברה עובר הודי י ש כ ש. ממ רוך-הוא בלו. הוא מוציא את מה ש ש אלו "הורג" את הנ כ

מאה. מה ומעביר אותה לט ש החיות מהנ

ו"הרג" עברה עבר ש מי צל ינ יצד כהאלוקית? הוא צריך לברח לעיר נפשו את ברים הד ל כ את לעזב צריך הוא מקלט. אליהם היה רגיל. לעזב את ההתנהגות הלא שובה שובה. הת חיובית ולברח לעבודת התהיצר-הרע ומר על האדם ש ש קלט ש היא המ

לא יוכל לפגע בו.

מזיד יכול להיות עבר עברה ב וגם מי שמזיד היה רוצח ב ם ש ש קלט. כ עיר המ מוגן בך ט, כ פ ש קלט עד למועד המ עיר המ מוגן בכונה, יכול לברח לעיר עבר עברה ב ם מי ש ג

יל את נפשו. שובה, ולהצ ית ת קלט – עש המ

נות מ הזד ה' לנו נותן אלול חדש בעלינו מוגנים. ולהיות מקלט לעיר לברח ל כ את לעזב די כ האלו הימים את ל לנצנס להכ מאחורינו, טובים הלא לים ההרגולעשות אלול חדש ל ש המוגנת לאוירה נה טובה אי יכתב אותנו לש וד שובה, וה' ב ת

ומתוקה.

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את בקדש לשמש שזכה צאנז, חסיד הנו ריך אפרים ר' בסעודת אפרים ר' נוכח אחת פעם זצ"ל. מצאנז האדמו"ר מלוה מלכה שנערכה באולם ארועים בפתח תקוה. ר' אפרים חסידי ספור לספר כנהוג מעשה' חסידישע 'א לספר כבד במוצאי שבת. ר' אפרים עלה על הבמה, והפתיע את הנוכחים

כשבקש לספר ספור על הרבי מליובאוויטש.

אודותיה תקופה באותה נסב ספורו, התגורר ר' אפרים התעסק הוא במונטריאול. וכיון אלקטרוניקה, במוצרי וצדקותו בגדל קדשתו שהכיר מידי נוסע היה – הרבי של להתברך לחלקת דולרים פעם

מפי קדשו של הרבי.

שנת תש"נ היתה שנה קשה לא עסקיו אפרים, ר' עבור צלחו, וחובותיו העמיקו וגדלו תקופה באותה ליום. מיום נסע ר' אפרים עם חסיד צאנז לבקש מנת על הרבי אל נוסף את ברכתו בענין צבורי מסים. ואכן ברכתו, את העניק הרבי מאותה לצאת הצליחו הם באותו מדהים. באפן בעיה אפרים ר' בקש גם מעמד שיצא מהחובות מהרבי ברכה המעיקים עליו, הרבי הביט בו במבט חודר, וברכו בזו הלשון: אייך וועט באשעפער “דער אייערע אלע באצאלן העלפן

חובות, און ווערן א גרויסע גביר!" (בעזרת ה' תשלם את כל החובות שלך, ותהיה גביר גדול!) ר' אפרים עמד נדהם! הוא מעולם לא היה גביר, ולא בקש להיות גביר. הוא הבין שאם

הרבי מברך כנראה יש דברים בגו, ושמר את הדבר בלבו.

באותה תקופה הציעו לר' אפרים לפתח עסק גדול בברזיל.

אינו רעועים שהעסקים בתקופה ועוד חדשה למדינה לעבר ענין של מה בכך. ר' אפרים חקר ודרש והכין תכניות מפרטות,

ונראה היה כי בברזיל תצליח ידו לעשות עסקים גדולים.

הרחוקה, לברזיל משפחתו כל עם אפרים ר' אפוא עקר מהכא התרוצץ הוא ב'ביזנס'. להתענין החל בואו עם ומיד כל אולם ועוד, ועוד השפעה בעלי אישים עם נפגש להתם, ר' של פניו על טפח שעבר יום האירה לא ההצלחה אפרים. לו פנים, וחובותיו הלכו ותפחו. כל עסק ששלח בו ידו – הפסיד נאמדו כבר וחובותיו מיד,

בסביבות מיליון דולר!

מה עושים? ר' אפרים היה בקשרי ידידות עם שליח הרבי לברזיל - הרב ביגון, זה האחרון של הנפולות בפניו משהבחין ידידו הציע לכתב שוב לרבי על

מצבו.

את קבל אפרים ר' לרבי כתב הוא ידידו, עצת בפרוטרוט על מצבו ואף הוסיף אותו ברך שהרבי במכתב

'שיהיה עשיר גדול!'

עשרה באחת למחרת! תשובה הגיעה כבר בבקר הורה הרבי הרבי, ממזכירות את לבדק דברים: שלושה ידידים עם להתיעץ המזוזות, שהוא כותב והרבי מבינים,

יזכיר את הענין על ציונו של הרבי הריי"ץ.

בהוראותיו זלזל מעט ולכן "ד, חב חסיד אינו אפרים ר' של הרבי. הוא גם ידע שההוראה 'לבדק מזוזות' הנה הוראה שהמזוזות שכיון וחשב הרבי, ידי על פעמים הרבה שנתנת

חדשות – אין צרך לבודקן.

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כך עברו שלושה חדשים נוספים, והמצב רק הולך ומחמיר.

לברזיל הרחוקה, נפשו – הוא הגר עד ידע את ר' אפרים לא

ורק נתוספה לו צרה על צרתו.

במוצאי שבת אחד נגמר הגז. ר' אפרים נגש לחדר הגז על

מנת לחבר בלון גז חדש, ולפתע הוא מבחין כי המזוזה בחדר

נעלמה! לאחר חפוש קצרצר מצאה ר' אפרים על הרצפה זה

זלגו ודמעות לבו, אל אותה אמץ הוא ומלכלכת. מאבקת

מעיניו שכך תתבזה מזוזה בבית שלו?

גם המזוזה, הוא ספור את וספר הבית בני אל חזר הוא

ויחד המזוזות, בדיקת בדבר הרבי של הוראתו את הזכיר

החליטו כי מיד למחרת ישלחו את כל מזוזות הבית לבדיקה.

והטלפון – אפרים ר' מספר – שניות ששים עברו ...לא

מצלצל. על הקו אחד מידידיו שהזמינו לסעודת מלוה מלכה.

באותה סעודה נכח גם גביר גדול ובעל השפעה. ר' אפרים כבר

נסה כמה פעמים לבקש את עזרתו, הלה התחמק.

ברצונו כי הלה לו סמן אפרים, ר' כשנכנס מיד הפעם,

למחרת נקבעה ביניהם הפגישה מלים. מספר עמו להחליף

ר' עם לפתח החליט... כי אזנו את הלה גלה ולמחר בבקר,

אפרים עסק משתף!

'התקימה אפרים ר' מספר ביותר' קצר זמן פרק 'כעבר

ברכת הרבי 'ווערן א גרויסע גביר', איני יכול לחשף עד כמה

כבר שנה שבאותה אמר זאת רק הרבי, של ברכתו הגיעה

שלמתי את כל חובותי בסך מיליון דולר!

אוויטשער לליוב 'כי אפרים ר' מסים לדעת' אז 'למדתי

רבי יש 'משגים'. כשהרבי מדבר על גביר הוא מדבר במשגים

גבוהים הרבה יותר ממה שכלנו חושבים'.

מתוך דבר מלכות לנוער - פרשת עקב:

לאחר שהדפיסו את התניא אפילו בכתב ברייל, ברור שהגאולה צריכה לבוא.

בתמונה שלפניכם מסתתר רעיון

מתוך 'דבר מלכות לנוער' על פרשת

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זהו את הקשר ושלחו אלינו

להזמנת 'דבר מלכות לנוער' חייגו:

04 - 6462770

במלחמת צבא נפוליון נגד צבא רוסיה סייע אדמו"ר הזקן לצבא רוסיה לנצח. בכ"ט הצרפתי. הצבא בתוך לרגל מרגלים כמה שלח הזקן אדמו"ר מנחם אב תקע"ב כשהגיעו כוחות צרפת לעיר ליאדי, עזב אדמו"ר הזקן את

העיר. במשך המסע לאחר כמה חודשים הסתלק אדמו"ר הזקן כשהיה בכפר

בראש הקודש. לארץ חסידים קבוצת לראשונה הגיעו תקל"ז אלול בה' פיענא.

גם הצטרף איש. בתחילה מנתה כ-400 והיא מויטבסק מענדל מנחם ר' עמד הקבוצה

אדמו"ר הזקן לקבוצה אך באמצע הדרך החליט להשאר ברוסיה. אחת הספינות ובה כ-80 חסידים טבעה בים ורק

כ-30 מהם ניצלו. בתחילה התישבו החסידים בעיר צפת, אך בהמשך עזב ר' מנחם מענדל את צפת ועבר לטבריה.

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ניו יורק, ה'תשמ"א

הגן כולו כאילו הסתחרר מול עיניו של ג'ף, השולחן העגול לא כיצד לרגע הבין לא ג'ף במחול, פצח כמו ישבו, לידו נופלות הכוסות מעל השולחן המסתובב במהירות כה מרובה. הוא ניסה לעכל את דבריו של ג'קי. לעזוב את ארצות הברית שעליו עד גרוע, כך כדי עד הוא המצב האם למה? לאלתר?

לברוח, כאילו אכן היה פושע אמיתי?!

"לפי המידע שהשגתי, בארבעים ושמונה השעות הקרובות עד בערבות להשתחרר תוכל ממנה לחקירה, שוב תלקח יציאה עיכוב צו נגדך יוציאו כמובן, זה, ובשלב למשפט,

מהמדינה." המשיך ג'קי בשקט, אך ברהיטות.

"אם לומר את האמת, מנסיוני, יהיה לך מאד קשה להחלץ מן התיק הזה, אף שאני מאמין שתשכור את שרותיו של עורך לעזוב לאלתר, לך כידיד, אני מייעץ לכן, ביותר. דין מומחה בטרם תגיע למצב בו לא תוכל לעשות זאת. כך תוכל לבנות את

חייך בארץ אחרת, נקי מכל חשד, ומשוחרר מכל רדיפה."

ג'ף אמר אחר." למקום גם אחרי לרדוף יכולים "הם בעגמומיות.

לא עדיין מכיון שבעצם זאת, יעשו לא אך הם נכון, "זה הועמדת לדין, ולא הוצא נגדך צו מעצר. בכך שאתה עוזב כעת

את הארץ אין שום עברה על החוק, והמדינה בה תהיה אינה מחוייבת לקבל את גרסתם. מה גם שתוכל תמיד לשנות את

שמך."

ג'ף הרגיש כאילו אלפי פטישים קטנים הולמים במוחו ללא התפרעו אלו אך במחשבותיו סדר להשליט ניסה הוא רחם.

והתפזרו לאלפי מקומות.

דממה נשתררה בגן, ג'קי הביט בו בהבנה, מאפשר לו לעכל את דבריו. הוא ידע שהנחית כעת על ידידו מהלומה כבדה, אך בטובתו של רוצה הוא אכן ברירה אחרת. אם לו הייתה לא

חברו, הוא היה חייב לדווח לו את המצב לאשורו.

בעיניים בידידו מביט ג'ף, לבסוף התנער ג'קי." "תודה, אני למעני, כל מה שעשית מעריך את "אני מאד מעורפלות. יודע שזה לא דבר פשוט. אני מודה לך מאד. תמיד אזכור לך

את חסדך זה שעשית עמדי."

"האלוקים לג'קי. ידו את מושיט ממקומו, התרומם ג'ף בכל הצלחה לך ויתן למעני, שעשית מה כל על אותך יברך מעשה ידיך. אשוב כעת הביתה ואחשוב על הדברים שאמרת.

אני מקווה שאצליח לעשות את הדבר הנכון ברגע הנכון."

דברי על "חשוב ידידו. של המושטת ידו את לחץ ג'קי ברצינות, ג'ף." אמר. "אני יודע מה שאני אומר, האמן לי."

"אני בטוח בכך, ג'קי. אך אתה מבין, עלי לעכל את הדברים. זה לא פשוט לחשוב על כך ברגע אחד שאתה צריך לעזוב את

מקומך, ולנדוד לעבר הבלתי ידוע."

"אני מבין אותך." ג'קי חש רחמים על חברו. "אך לטובתך, השתדל לעשות זאת במהירות, כי כל דקה יקרה כעת."

"בהחלט, ג'קי. ושוב תודה. מי יתן ואוכל להשיב לך כגמולך הטוב ביום מן הימים."

השחוחה דמותו אחר מביט לשער, חברו את ליווה ג'קי

תקציר: שמואלי מתעורר בבית הרפואה, הוא מתלונן על כאבים ברגל, ונלקח לבדיקות לברור המצב. ד"ר ליבטון מצמצת את "מאונט הרפואה בבית לעבוד ועוברת בקליניקה, פעילותה סיני" בעקבות התגיירותה. ג'ף נפגש שוב עם ג'קי, ידידו ממס ההכנסה. ג'קי מבהיר לו שהחשדות נגדו כבדים ביותר, ומייעץ

לו לעזוב מיד את ארצות הברית.

"ו ל

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משהו, הנבלעת במכונית ההדורה. הוא ריחם על חברו שנפל הרהר מאד', מקווה 'אני אחרים. של לנקמתם שווא קרבן בלבו, מבטו עוקב אחר המכונית הנעלמת באופק, 'שהוא אכן

יחליט את ההחלטות הנכונות, ובמהירות.'

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התעופה נמל לכיוון במהירות נסעה הצהובה המונית "קנדי". השעה היתה אחת אחר חצות הלילה. ג'ף ישב במונית,

בין תיקים ומזוודות, מתוח ודרוך, ובליבו תפילה.

לא הוא בלהות. כבחלום עליו חלפו האחרונות השעות הצליח להבין איך הגיע הביתה לאחר השיחה עם ג'קי, מבלי ליצור מיהר כשהגיע, מיד בדרך. לתעות או תאונה, לעשות

קשר עם ראביי מונק, ולהתייעץ עמו.

ראביי מונק הציע לו לקבל את הצעתו של ג'קי. "הוא אדם ההכנסה. מס במסדרונות המתרחשים בתהליכים שמתמצא אם הוא יעץ לך לנהוג כך, סימן שהוא יודע מה שהוא אומר.

לדעתי, עליך לצאת לדרך עוד הלילה."

"עוד הלילה?" זו היתה נראית לג'ף כמשימה בלתי אפשרית. סוכן עם קשר יוצר הטלפון, ליד היה כבר מונק ראביי אך הנסיעות שלו, מסדר בעבור ג'ף כרטיס טיסה לטיסה היוצאת

בשלוש לפנות בוקר לכיוון ישראל.

שניה פעם מוזר. הרגיש הוא חפציו. את לארוז פנה ג'ף זמן קצר שהוא אורז את חבילותיו. המזוודה הכחולה בתוך והחל אותה, שלף ג'ף למיטה. מתחת בנאמנות לו המתינה למלאה בפיזור נפש. ראביי מונק נעלם וחזר כעבור רבע שעה עם מזוודות נוספות. ג'ף מילא אותן במהירות, לא שם לב כלל

למה שהוא מכניס למזוודה.

יצא ג'ף ארוזות, המזוודות כל היו כבר כשעה, כעבור דברים. מספר משם לקחת לו חשוב היה המשרד, לכיוון בידו, יוותר הרכוש, אם מכירת של את הסידורים הטכניים רחוק כבר כשיהיה יותר, מאוחר יערוך ללין, והתשלומים

מכאן, דרך עורך הדין של החברה.

סיבות עקב כי לה והודיע לין, של לביתה צלצל רק הוא אישיות, המשרד יהיה סגור בשבוע הקרוב, והיא מקבלת ימי חופשה שלא מן המנין. לשמחתו, לא שאלה לין שאלות רבות מדי, מן הסתם שמחה על החופשה שנזדמנה לה באמצע השנה,

סתם כך, ללא סיבה מיוחדת.

במשך השני כביתו שהיה המקום מן אחרון פרידה מבט את נשך הוא לבו. את לקרוע המאיים בצער חש ג'ף שנים.

שפתיו. אין זמן עכשיו לבזבז על רגשות.

הוא חזר חזרה לביתו, נותרו לו עוד כשעתיים עד ליציאה לשדה התעופה. הוא בילה אותם בחברת ראביי מונק, מנסה לנצל כל פרור של רגע שנותר לו במחיצתו של האיש שגילה את האחרונה, התקופה כל במשך למשען לו שהיה עבורו, האור

בגשם וברוח.

ממנו נפרד לך," להודות אפילו להתחיל יכול "אינני התקופה כל במהלך למעני שעשית מה כל "על נרגשות. ג'ף כל דרך אותי, ללמד התחלת בו הראשון מהרגע האחרונה. מה שעברת יחד אתי, כל העזרה, התמיכה, והעידוד שהגשת לי במהלך המאורעות הסוערים שעברו עלי. הזכות הזו תעמוד

לך לנצח, אני בטוח בכך."

פרידתם את קטעה צפצוף, בקול שהגיעה המונית רק כל את הממלא בצער שוב הרגיש ג'ף השניים. של הנרגשת

ישותו. מי יודע אם ישוב עוד אי פעם ויפגש עם ראביי מונק?

עתה ביושבו במונית, משחזר את השעות העמוסות שעברו הוא לרווחה. לגמרי לא לנשום מעט, אך ג'ף היה יכול עליו, ארץ של הבטוחה אדמתה על רגליו ידרכו שלא עד כי ידע, ישלח מונק שראביי קווה הוא רגוע. לחוש יוכל לא ישראל, לו לרבי מיד בבוקר. אמנם, ראביי מונק הבהיר את המברק שוב ושוב, כי ברגע שכתב, המכתב נתקבל אצל הרבי, והברכה תגיע. אך ג'ף ידע כי אילו היתה לו תשובה בכתב מהרבי היה יכול להיות רגוע יותר. כעת, עליו להתאזר באמונה תמימה, כי

הרבי אכן ברך את הצעד אותו הוא עושה כעת.

המונית עצרה בשערי שדה התעופה. ג'ף ירד ממנה, ממהר להשיג עגלת מזוודות. עתה הוא עומד לפני השלב היותר קשה, שלב בקורת הדרכונים. הוא חשש מאד מהשלב הזה, אף על פי שג'קי הבהיר לו כי עדיין לא הוצא נגדו צו עיכוב יציאה. מי

יודע? אולי השתנו דברים וג'קי לא יודע מכך?

הוא לרווחה. ג'ף מעט נשם סוף במטוס, סוף רק כשישב ימצא עוד לא כל לגמרי מן הסכנה, עדיין לא השתחרר ידע, מכריעים, היותר השלבים אחד אך ישראל. בארץ עצמו את

כבר עברו.

השמים אל לוחש עצמו מצא הוא עולם". של "רבונו עלי, "שמור המטוס. המראת עם במהירות, אליו שהתקרבו ושלם, בכל המובנים. אני ישראל בריא לי להגיע לארץ עזור מאמין ובוטח כי כל מה שעשית, הכל לטובתי. ואולי, רק בזכות זה אגיע לארץ ישראל - ארץ הקודש. שם בוודאי אוכל להוסיף ולהתעלות עוד יותר בדרך אבות. עזור לי, אלוקי, שתהא דרכי

מעתה סלולה ובטוחה, ללא אבנים ומוקשים."

המשך יבוא בעז"ה...

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"ולא רק בנושא זה" נשמע קולה של האבן ממשיך ומספר. "עוד הרבה שאלות ומחלוקות – הדינים לפני הגשו ישראל בעם שהיו הכריעו והם, הגדולה. שבסנהדרין החכמים מספקים שהיו הדינים כל את ופשטו ביניהם

בזמן הגלות"

את נצל וחיליק לרגע, השתתקה האבן "ומה מענינת: שאלה להשחיל ההפוגה למשה 'הלכה עליהם שנאמר ההלכות עם

מסיני'?"

"אוהמ... שאלה מצינת!" החמיאה האבן. בררו הללו הדינים שאת לשמע תתפלאו "לא בכבודו רבנו משה מאשר אחר לא ... אצל לו נאמר בדיוק מה להם אמר הוא, ובעצמו!

בסיני מפי הגבורה, ומה לא..."

כל העת שדברה האבן, לא הייתי כל כך הזמן... כל עלינו הביט מישהו מרכז. לכאורה, סימה, כשהאבן עכשו, את במהירות הפניתי דבריה, את זה הוא מי – לראות לצדדים, מבטי

שמסתכל עלינו כל הזמן?

ונשוא עבדקן אדם זה היה - - -בעינים ובחברי בי הביט הוא פנים. אף מבטו את הסיר ולא מצעפות,

לרגע, בוחן את התנהגותנו.

קדשה של הלה אליו. התקרבנו אפפה אותו. נכר כי הוא עסק כל חייו

בלמוד התורה בקדשה ובטהרה.

חיך, – מתקרבים אותנו כשראה ורמז לנו בעדינות לגשת אליו.

לרגע הזה חכינו. המתנו לשמע מה בפיו של האיש. מבטו הרחום רפרף על

כל אחד ואחד מאתנו.

בידו הימנית – אחז ספר עב כרס, שבחזיתו מקבל הוא 'בודאי "קבלה". המלה בלטה לחנם 'לא בחטף. לעצמי הרהרתי גדול...'

מכסו דק של קדשה'...

"שלום עליכם חביבי – חילי צבאות השם" אמר ברך. "עליך השלום – מורנו ורבנו" אמרנו

במקהלה.

בעת אחריכם "עקבתי שוב. חיך הוא המשיח. מלך לרבי הדורון את שהגשתם נשגבים, רגעים באותם מאוד התרגשתי בטאו יותר מכל את תכלית הבריאה כלה. כל ש

הכבוד!!!" החמיא בשקט.

זוכים יום כל לא התרגשנו. אנחנו גם וצדיק שמעודד אותנו, ומחמיא במקבל לפגש הגלות ברגעי עבודתנו על

האחרונים.

ואנו ושבטינו, במשפחותינו התענין הוא ענינו לו בנימוס על כל שאלותיו. כשסימנו לענות על כל מה ששאל, החל מפליג במחשבותיו. נכר היה כי הוא רוצה לפתח את פיו, מה שאכן ארע

בתוך דקה מאז הפליג אל הבלתי-נודע.

אמר לשיחה" ראויים אתכם "מצאתי זה, בשלב נעימים. בדברים ופתח סוף-סוף, יומני, התקבצו ובאו עוד אנשים סביב המקבל,

והקשיבו אף הם לדבריו.

יש ואחד אחד ואמר, "לכל פתח "בעצם" מגלה שליט"א, הרבי משיח. ניצוץ בנשמתו בכלם – אנשים, נשים וטף – את ניצוץ המשיח הפנימי שיש בו, בנשמתו, ועל-ידו הוא מקשר כל את ומאחד אחד, בהשם ישראל עם את

העם סביבו".

"כיצד עושה הוא זאת?" נשמע קול שואל בקהל שהסתופף סביבנו.

נשיא הדור – הוא כולל את "כי בכחו ולכן הדור, של הניצוצות כל נשמתם ניצוץ את בכלם לגלות בפנים המקבל השיב הפנימי",

מאירות.

נמצאים המשיח בימות "אבל היהודים רק ולא היהודים, כל הרי מלך הרבי של הגאלה, דורו של דור המשיח?" הקשה יהודי שעמד לידינו,

כשמצחו מתקמט לרגע.

וענה: התבלבל לא המקבל שבדור, המשיח הרי הוא "הרבי ואם-כן, הוא היחידה הכללית של כל

הדורות כלם!"

המשך יבוא בעזרת ה'...(מעבד מתוך חוברת למודים, קעמפ 'אורו של משיח')

קודת יום פאנחנו, חילי צבאות השם, נמצאים בצבא הכי מיחד בעולם, ומקבלים, כל הזמן, הרבה כחות מהרמטכ"ל

– הרבי שליט"א. ולכן, היצר הרע מנסה כל הזמן לבלבל אותנו, ואומר לנו לעשות עברות "כי אף אחד

לא רואה"... אבל – כחילים,

ל!!! לב לא נתבאלא נאמר לו בגאון ובגאוה כי יש לנו "שופטים

ושוטרים" ובצבאות השם מתנהגים על פי רצונו של הקדוש ברוך הוא ועל פי הוראותיו הקדושות בתורה, ובכלל לא משנה לנו אם מישהו מסתכל או לא! וכך,

היצר הרע "יברח" ויתבטל לגמרי, והגאלה תגיע תכף ומיד ממש!!!

(על פי שיחת ד' אלול תשמ"ה – לצבאות השם)

מאת: י. שרייבר

בוע - אבן קום הק מ ים שוב החברים ב ש יח, נפג ש ליט"א מלך המ י ש ל הרב דושות ש הב לידיו הק ד הז טמון - כ ל הענקת המ ש ש רג עמד המ קציר: לאחר המ תת מעט, אך החברים ש לעיל. האבן מתעט רקים ד פ תארת ב ה המ רך הארכ ים והחדשות שנתוספו מאז יצאו לד חדוש נים הם על ידי האבן ב עת, מתעדכ ה. כ נ הפ

יב. יכים להקש - ממש

לה ברי קב ד84

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מאת: ד. לאון

מקובל לחשוב, כי ההצלחות הגדולות הם דווקא במחנות הקיץ הגדולים. מסתבר שלאוו הוא מנחם' ישראל-אור 'גן קעמפ דווקא.

הוכחה טובה לכך.

תלמידי 'חדר אור מנחם' ב'קראון הייטס', ז' עד ב'חדר' ללמוד נשארו המלך, שכונת מנחם-אב, זאת בשעה שחבריהם מ'השכונה'

יצאו לחופשת הקיץ הרבה לפניהם.

הם לא קופחו. הנהלת ה'חדר' ארגנה להם קעמפ מיוחד במינו בקמפוס המרווח במרילנד, מנחם' 'בית ישיבת של הרב הישיבה ראש של באירוחו לרשותם שהעמיד רוזן שיחי' דוד בצורה אותם ואירח הקמפוס, את נשמת לעילוי הכלל, מן יוצאת בת שרה שטערנא השליחה רעייתו

יבדלחט"א הרב שלמה זלמן.

משטחי בתוכו מאכלס הקמפוס דשא ענקיים ורעננים, מגרשים נוחים ומשוכללת, חדישה גדולה ובריכה

וכמובן, חדרים מרווחים וממוזגים.

הגיעו מ-770 התמימים בחירי להוות את צוות המפקדים, והצוות הגשמי.

וטיולים פעילויות ממגוון נהנו החיילים ביום מהם: כמה לפניכם ומרתקים, מהנים אותיות' 'משחק התקיים לקעמפ, השני פוזרו אותיות עם פתקים מאות מרתק. במשטחי הקמפוס, ועל החיילים הוטל לחפש אותם. אחרי שעות של חיפוש חזרו החיילים להרכיב עליהם כשעתה הפעילות, למתחם מכן לאחר מהאותיות. מילים שיותר כמה

נערכה 'מכירה פומבית' בין הסיירות, כשאחת שלה האותיות כל את משקיעה הסיירות בקבוק ב... וזוכה הקופסאות, אחת בקניית

אקונומיקה... לא נורא...

הסיירת קנתה ביותר, הגדול הפרס את הגדולה וזכתה בפרס באמת גדול... חייל עם דגל משיח. את החייל שיחררו לדרכו, לפחות

הדגל נשאר...

ביום חמישי יצאו החיילים ל'יום אוהלים'.

תוכן עם אוהל לעצמה הקימה סיירת כל שלימות 'אוהל לדוגמה: לגאולה, הקשור תכנים ועוד העם' שלימות 'אוהל התורה',

מגוונים.

משחק התקיים האוהלים, הקמת לאחר בכל רצו החיילים המשחררת'. 'הפעולה המתחם במטרה להתחמק מ'התופסים' - הרי שנתפס חייל כל המסורים. המפקדים הם הובל לפינה צדדית, ל'גלות', כשהתנאי היחיד

לשחרורו הוא שחברו יקבל על עצמו החלטה טובה ובכך ישוחרר מה'גלות' שנכפתה עליו...

בערב שבת שחו החיילים בבריכה הגדולה בגוף בריאה "נפש המפואר, שבקמפוס

בריא".

אותיות תחרות התקיימה עצמה בשבת הסיסמה את לחבר מוטל הסיירות כשעל "זאל שוין זיין די גאולה". הסיירת שמצליחה במוצאי המנצחת. היא הסיסמא, את לחבר ע"י 'מערכונים' מספר נערכו שבת צוות המפקדים. החיילים לא הפסיקו לרגע אחד את צחוקם, שנשמע היטב

ברחבי הקמפוס...

'יום את בכנפיו הביא ראשון יום מתגעגעים הורים עשרות ההורים'. הגיעו לבקר את בניהם ולראות במו יחד המוצלח. הקעמפ את עיניהם עם ההורים התיישבו החיילים להכין ולאחר מעץ, יפהפייה צדקה קופת מכן סעדו את ארוחת הערב הטעימה

והמזינה בצוותא.

יום שני תפס את החיילים באמצעו השוכן בעולם, הגדול לאקווריום טיול של החיילים הסמוכה. העיר בבולטימור, כבוד והמגוונים השונים האולמות בין טיילו והתוודעו למאות סוגי דגים, כרישים ויצורים

שונים ומשונים החיים במצולות הים.

בהמשך היום 'קינחו' החיילים בשיט מהנה על מימיה הזכים של נהר בולטימור, תוך כדי שהם שרים משלל שירי הקעמפ, ובכך הפכו

את השיט לשיירת סירות, שיירת הגאולה...

ילדים מעדכנים את מדור החדשותילדים שעושים פעילות 'צבאות השם' מוזמנים לעדכן את מדור החדשות באמצעות התא קולי

התקשרו לטלפון: 9493770-08, הכנסו למדור 'צבאות השם' והשאירו הודעתכם

מחנה קיץ-גם במרילנדחופשת הקיץ ב'קראון הייטס' התחילה מזמן, אך 'חדר אור מנחם' יצא לחופשה אחרי כולם.

ילדי ה'חדר' נהנו מקעמפ מהנה ומיוחד, איך בדיוק? בכתבה שלפניכם.

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ציור: מענדי גינזבורג, רמת אביב

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מאת: בן אוריהאל :ור

אי

ניתן לשלוח רעיונות לבדיחות קרש, המוצלחים שביניהם יפורסמו בעז"ה

משפחת גינזבורג ממשיכה במבצע לימוד

תניא בעל-פה, כרצונו של מענדי:

כל ילד שמקבל על עצמו ללמוד פרק תניא חדש

בעל פה, מתקשר לטלפון:

6431447-03ומקבל ספר

תניא מהודר עם סמל צבאות ה', שהודפס בחדרו

של מענדיויהי רצון שעל ידי לימוד התניא נזכה להתגלותו המיידית של הרבי מלך

המשיח שליט"א

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מאת: אברימי ג.

ניתן לשלוח פתרונות, שאלות והצעות ל:

צבאות השם אה"ק ת.ד. 1035 נצרת עילית, מיקוד: 17110.

פקס: 6578485 - 04bemachane@gmail.com :אימייל

תא הטלמסר שלנו במערכת 'נחייג ונשמע': 9493770 - 08

בתפריט הראשי הקישו 5. בתפריט הבא הקישו 1.

שימו לב: אנא אימרו את שמכם המלא, הכתובת ומס' הטלפון בקול ברור - לפני

שאתם משאירים את ההודעה, כדי שנוכל להכניס אתכם להגרלת הפרסים.

לפניכם חמשה משפטים שהוצפנו, כל אחד באופן אחר. עליכם לגלותם מתוך רשימת הצפנים הנמצאת למטה.

פתרונות לשעשועונים מגיליון מס' 111:

החל מחמשה עשר באב מתחילים לאחל"כתיבה וחתימה טובה".

המבולבלהמבולבלהצופןהצופן

בתכשו מו זכבנשז מבנש

תמב כגזצפ פיאנפא כתשמפטמי

לגע אשספפיבכש את

אמתי לגבנבוכ ובאמתי ליבובו

תמט כגהגט הגהגט כט

האות הקודמתכל אות מתחלפת באות

שלפניה.

במקום האות ס' כותבים נ', במקום

ח' כותבים ז' וכן הלאה.

במקום א' כותבים ת'.

דילוגיםבין כל אות לשנייה

מוסיפים אות מיותרת, ממנה

הקורא צריך להתעלם.

למשל: המילה אחבגאר היא

בעצם המילה אבא.

האות הבאהכל אות מתחלפת באות

שאחריה.

במקום א' כותבים ב', במקום ב'

כותבים ג', וכן הלאה. במקום

האות ת' כותבים א'.

את-בשהאות הראשונה מתחלפת

באחרונה, השנייה בזו שלפני

האחרונה וכן הלאה.

אל-בםאחד עשר האותיות

הראשונות מתחלפות באחרונות

כך שהאות א' מתחלפת בל', ב'

מתחלפת במ', ג' מתחלפת

בנ' וכן הלאה.

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