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vlio THI±Ngiai thoqi ttiy bat
I 0 I chdrig nh® .ang. nd.nh dc de i e€r. Thlzn tq! boo
gib. chi bi€I chdc rang nhttng S .ur6.n€ nhuo.in rndu Thisn Onr.hal tlch ri8uyit lay lh6m dan udo .6i nha nhi±ng gio. mrdrc ro.ilien tuc lam Ibm phi{n dd.
Xura ed lan ngtie .huy€n ks ngdi Toe-Tmng do.rr`an iu rna vdo tiic udii an thii cd. Bin gal ng`ailr\ Kl\arn-Tdr hobng-h6u ngae nhian hdi`t .Anh dd .aThien mb ¢6n dn man lain sao thdnh Phat diro.c?. Nguicuori ddp .Ph6{ ld Phat. qnh ld anh, anh charig canldm Ph¢l, edng nha PhQl chdng can lam anh I .... Llyi ndith¢. "h Tthl6n phd ch&p. Lien kfidc nghe kB chay§n ngai Dqt-rna Hiie-\\NGng \n6i gdTih nu:¢c bb cdi cang \d Thi€n (``Sn thdyban sdi,, c6ng pha de nhG¢). G`an ddyi tGi` ape cao~ri Nto V`e C&a.€ cia rvhdl-Hanh (t}ng c6 doqn td¢ gtd i)i€t qu6t nha, lan c`aa•iea mh lbng thor-lh®.,I md hsh phori-ph¢i ttrc thi cane ld Th.Snr`oi. Mb d`ati doc.r nay -t6i cbri nh& -Nho*l.Hqnh ld mSt\hang b€ con t)dra ng`oi dn coprn vdi` qua lrirng lu¢c vtra ng6mtrbi mura vi.`i da ggri ld durq'c trqn8 thai ii6 tut, thcr .h®i -.rangthai Thisn ~ c&a thane b4 I.`.on nhd ngh6o dd. Tren cdc sdehbdo, gap ba*t ks doqn ndo. bat #do r\6i vS Thi€n t6l cang doc.r`qi cdi 81 harp v5i in.Inh thi nlhdr {`nhi?a .khi ch{ nh6' mane-mdn-e}
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ban rfu; Peter Ponper Press. Moan. Vernon' New_ Yorft, I_95?.Lfin d6 t6i dt[qlc -doc nhirng giai thoqi nh6 dl-darn_ rp .Tpi§n
i;ia -;au sa.c .b&ng-sdng cha nh&ng loqi boa c?c. fiat. dTdrtt?I-azale.a¢ha miBn tram, phdng phff.i mtri ha¢ng thanh thanh cia
hoa magnolia, di5i khi durdi b6ng rtrng riggr? rn¢r ra?i loqi.rr6u•;g~a;..=g°=;-ii-i ;io phd lay cdc canh cay va tti xuo'n€ nfur tT l'8ru.
ih`an ion nh&ng dti ng6n, 8iai thoqi vS Thi€n cdc ban doc_ sa.addy d¥tt ft8 Iqi. I^eo. ba.a I.n ndy. Dd !d nftfrng {rt!v?n cd fdei-u'ng -:t-ep-;h3e i;.c. cho trt thdrc` giti?_ ta iq khdm |>hd thay cdibat lTc the thdm cia lS tri dcrn thaaan.
Thqu¢ ld mat ..hdi d6 6u in dan kit6i hat kh: c:hng. :a ?a.=_.-_h5 m=i;: -a;nh n.gh.a Thi€n, nhu:iig vb.i nh&ng ai 5hgrc h6n n±!en;6i -;6i a Thi6n id 8\.? , .hi t6i cans hsn n[hian tra ldri : : :.:3?•E.n{.nf h:;I-I-i-.;i; than cia .6i .. ihi€n td mSt trqng thai Ni€l-
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Khi ca .hfim tihep huang Thisn thai dS dz hieu T?Et I.d`un. ir-thi¢-;;;;-ni;6:b6ng ti d¢ng phd a+ap. ¥ .n.h= chi.€..:. t.b±•=Ou.ednyti=;;;";;;rig-oririi-;-a -ihi ;$ 6-p`. Nha't -a€nh .kp6:B cliiu &5
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lS.trl chat rip va kh6 ckng hia lam ..sao ch¢.p .dTq.a dbng..i:a:aI-Qi kh6;a n-;trng trl3n mien trong the turorrig sinh tt€orng 1¢p.
Cori cd th3nh thai borl l¢i gitra lblig triilg du:o.ng khde invdi cdi Tin\n, v5i ki€ri thdrc ¢&i con c& tron3 m¢l giay ph&t ndodd vhng quay du:g.c leri cao kh6i inat ntr6.c va tim hiau dqi durolng
bang c&i nhin - db ld cdi nh±n baa qu&t - cia nd l&c dd.
Ch&n 1} g6i gh6m trong m8i truyen Thian ting nha quadi6m chi xoe len sot sang m¢£ l`an. Chng tn¢. cau.h6i, dirng hyvqn8 c61iai c6u trd lb.i lan lurgy i y nhu: nhau.
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« N!iuriig mt>t mat khdc Yoka dai-nhan, ti.ongcu6n Gi&c-ng¢-ca ci.Ia ngufri, lai lidi 'klloiig cd th`.rchrrii. kh6ng c6 phat ; ke hieii gia, k6 thoiig minlitl'ifinl` lri ch€ing qLia nhu I)Qt be, nhtr tia c[tdp, cdt]:+`y kl`6iig day, loe sang dfiy lai t5i inb 'd5y. Phaich5ng tat t`a `ilii-Tiig ldi ci'ii` ¥t7ka {tai nli.All den lari]`ti']ig lb.i p]id dinh ?
a Nhy cdc con, n6u cac con ndi a c6 „ cac conplid nhan Yoka dqi nhan ; n6u cac con n6i ¢k]`Ong.cdc con phan d6i ldri Phat day. N€u d`'rc PhSt cdt]ay, khong hi8ii Ngai s§ giai quy€t v5i`-de ra sao.
.Gid nliu cdc con bi8t chacinii`h ddrnghanva i.en nao cl]i'ing ta ,gal. Ph.41. chL'ing ta c6 th§sdiig sa`igtdi thu hL15n Ngai va chi§u chien !di
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DAO THIEN
I. AO Td n6i : -Dao khi day phi thtrchg rza.®oOo
Theo Ao-ngh]a-thtr Upanishad : Brahman (D.i iiga) |acat nga v€L trv dai-d6ng ; Atman (Tieti-nga) la cai tiga cfnhan phde bi?t, nhtrng squ phifo bi?t d6 chi la gil ttrchg v| binchat ci hai d8ng tinh v6.i nhau. Cau dinh nghia .k} difu vgthtrc tai d8ng nhzt Brahman -Atquan nhtr sau : *Cai ng5 6ttotig |chg ta nh6 hon hat-goo, nh6 hon hat mi. nli6 howl ha`tcii, nh6 hoe hat ke. Cting c4i nga 6 tronglbng ta, Ice howtrfi ddt,16in hcrnbatJ khl quyen,len hcrn ci bati trdi, lchhon tgt ci moi th€gian.» * VI Viy trong UpanishadBralimgrvi Atman thurJng d`]`gc ddng fan len, kh6ng phan bi?t...
- Trong b`i <Tri Lai Ph6o Dung H6i V8 Sac KI`o.a Pha®Th6nli » ed. Kh6nh.Hi th:8n.su dd.: Lt c6 cau :
PC[kn kh6ri len .hs rnw2o dau thureyng.Nh¢. nguye& baa ham g161 .a tiung.
N90 T6t T6 phien dich :I
Ki%n khan in& lqi din 16ng stuNhQt nguy€l ndm quanh hat cdi mbrig.
T6m lti Brahman fa mS. thvrc tai v6 ham hfng cdru, vdra® ngDai, vdra d trong tat ci nhGhag than xic hGru hen, laagabn phat sinh ra vo tru, ¢h5n t4inh va mu6n vat trong v8 trti.
Dao 9i Varuna' dip ldi con la chins Bhrjgu h6i vS Branmain : -Cfi do day mqi vat sinh ra, Cfi nh® d6 moi vat s6ng¢iaqnc, va cai 6 a6 mpi vet tr& v§ sac rii chat. Con hay trytip hi§u l&y, edi d6 fa BrahmazL.)
Trong Taittiraya'.''Upani3had, TOY?tTasi Brahman drioncqpan niem nhtr met cai t@ chin c6 ba con 'chim nh6 dad rala Viraj, Hirany+ garbha va tshvara.
Khi Toy?t-d6i droic quad ni?in la dSc-lap ttr-hGru thlgpi \a Viraj; khi, drqic col la tinh than cda va trq thl gpi laHiranya,garhha; khi dtrgr coi la Thtrcrur.d€ hthi-ng3 tftLgp] , la lshvara. Ishvara trd thanh Brahma {than Sing.tao).VishLu (than Bio tha) va Shiva (than Hay-di?t) la ba chd!cthin c6 lief. h€ nhaa fqui vdi nhau. Thvc-tai chang phii la`®ng.,ed cia tat ca nhGmg y ri?in iran diy rna li ,ap rd85ef.
ip)jt kh6ng the di€n ti duqic bao chin tat Ci nh6ng,y`nismdi bite kia.
TOY ,nhien cans c6 gang dinh nghia wh dinh tlnh Brah-Baa baa nhi€ti ta chng cam thfy bit man bay nhieu. Gang m¢a 'cahgth#y moi sv rna,ti dan thi8u sot. R6t' cuSc n,gul6.i ta`hi6n lu6n phii ttr n'hic nhd la Brahman kh6n€ the m8 tidrgc ni5 phai thqrc hi?n. TrorL& MandGkya Upanisbad c6 n6itdi b6n tr?ti± thai thqua .hieni'Brabman minb bach va chan xfcla : thdrc, m6ag, ngd-say~kh6ng-mSng va trpe gifc thuan toy,Trong trang thai thdrc, ttr nga the hiea qua nhtrng d6i ttrcrngben ngoai cda giic qtian ; trong trang thai msng, tdr ng5 tfiebien trong met th"; gidi inh t.Joihg va c6 svr th¥c nghiSm t€I nhi ; troag trana thai ngzz-saji-/:A6ng-m¢ng. ttf nga tr6 nee
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thuin nhst, kh6ng phan bi?t chd trfe va khich the, .tlnh tcaavtrot ra kli6i cic inh togng y ni?in Va doc vqBg; nhtrgg 1*e rang c6 trfe bi ng§ nhan la mat trang thai v8 thdrc .tiy?t dfaDen m6i n6i them trang thai thdr ttr, trang thai trquc giftthtlin tdy hoan toaa vtrqt ra kh6i the gi6.i inh tirqug va )ni€m lu6rng nguyen, thirc gqr dbag nhat crfu trfe vdi khfclthe, tifuaga vdi dai-nga.
Trong Chandogya Upanishad c6 thuat lei dq ng8n ditim chanmga ^tman gifra hai dai di?a cda Thin va Qdy ndtrSauS
Met h6m dztig Thtrqing-d€ Prajapati n6i : «Chan.-a*Atman kh6ng bi tea 16i lam nho-nhti6c, kh6ng bi t8n hai vitu8i gia, dau krfe hay stu ch€t; kh6ng bao gid. d6i, kh6ng ba?gib. ]thit. Chin-ng5 kh6ng ham mu6n g1 vi lu6n ltrfuday dd. Ngtr6.i nao nhan bi€t dLrgc Atman s€ la chtia t§ c&.tit ci moi th€ giati, tr& men bat dr vi clap dtrqic hanh phdcvich man.I
Cic than linh va loai qu9 d§q nghe r6 ldi n6i ed.d5ng Thtrqingrd8 Prajapati, cac than linh chqn Indra, con lchiqu9 chon Virocafia de gdi`d€n lam d? tfr Ngai.
Sau met thb'i gian tu tap la ba mtrcyi hai nzm, ci halduoic Prajapati g9i den va bao rang : «Cii nga\ rna cfc ngtrofthfty a trong trbng con mat la Atman. D6 cting la cii nga m|cfo ngtrof th5y 6' dtr6ri nu6'c hay trong tgm gtrong soi. Haydi xe`m cii ng5 Zy rdi tr6 lei n6i cho ta nghe.»
May h6n sac Indra va Virocana trd lai r)6i: «Thtfiangai, chdng t6i da thfy edi ng3 cda chtlng t6i. Chting t6i nbinth5y a trong guong diy d& hinh inh cda than x6c su6t tdydfu tdi dtrd/i chan. .
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Prajapati day tigp `{Nay cic ngtrof hay coo dau, tbay d8iquan ao mdi fbi lai di soi gtrong ntia xem.*
H6m saLu ca hai tr& lei mtrng r6r khoe r3rig : «Chting t6ith8y cai riga 6. trong gtrcmg rat ttroi a?p va sach-s6» N6irong ci hal hoan hi ra di.
Qu9 vtrong Virocana trd va day lei cho clang loai caiaban thdrc sai ram Zy v6 chan riga. V§ ph`an Indra. khi didroic met quang drr6.ng, bang suy nghi lai va tthan thaymlnb da vSi lam. That th8, n€u hinh hai thav d6i rna cfi ng5a trong cfiflg thay d8i theo thl khi hlnh hai ch€t di, cai ngagy tat cting kh6ag con. Nhtr vay, cai ng5 phin i`hi8u a tronggtrJng hay dLr¢i ntrdc dau phii la chin nga bat di?i i
Iadra ben trd lei v6.i Prajapati, gi5i bay thfc mac etainn va kin drrqhc h9c them.
Prajapati bat lndra tu tap them ba mtroi hal n¥m nthrfu m6i day ti€p: "cai nga hanh phdc trong gifc m§rig, dffy|a chan ngap Indra sung str6ing ra v3, nhtrmg di dro'c nfodreyng lai t]6ng thfy nga vqc y nghia caa 16i day. Thtrc the,cat n8a tron8 giac mSng kh6ng phai t>ao gi6. ctlng hanh phdc,na c6 nhi3ti khi` dau ddt ci va trfe ch8t lan tinh than. rJhtrqSy cfi nga a trong tr.§ng kh6ng the .nao la chan n8a Atman.
Met lah n&a lndra tr& lai gi8i day thac cafc Zy vdiPrajapati. Cans nhu lan tru6c. Iadra phai to them ba mtrcrihai nan ndra, Praiapati tt:di day ti6p: "cat nga t>in chienthanh tinh trong giac nga-Say-keh6ngTm¢ng, a6 c`nlnh la ,chapage.»
hdra gnp ngbl vl tin chac raa nay da dot duqc chanlf nea vui ve ra v3. Khi/gan t6i nor bang lai thfty toe lengot ni§m ng¢ vvre khac : trong gi5c ngd-say-kh6ng-fr.§ng
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cai ng3 1h6ng tv biet 'minh. Nhtr vay cii nga v6 thdrc 3j'lh6ng the nao la Atman hoan toan safig sti6t dro'c.:~ Kh6ng nan ch£, Indra quaytr& lei tim Prajapati. Lan flay
d5ng Thtrcmg.D8 chi bat lndra tu them nzm n5m nfra. Saud6.ngai day rang :«H6ri lndra, ngucyi da hieu bi€t du.arcchin nga nhey squ thanh tan ben chi va long khao khat timstr that. Than xic nay chi la vat chat v6 thtr6.ng va la ncritrti ngu tarn thai c&a chan nga v6 hirih, b5t tfr. Chdrng naochan ng5 con 6 trong than xac thl cting c6 v6 sinh hqut theoxfu, t6t, strdng, kh6. Nhung that ra n6 a tren h6t moi hoancinh d6i nghich. Cangnhu gi6 may, sam chop v6n v6 highnhung cting c6 khi xu5t hi?n thanh hlnh ttrgng tr6n n`6n trdir6i lei tan bi€n di, chan nga v6 hinh ccing trd ngq trotignhdrng than xfc vat chat hfru hen. Khi than xac ch€t, a.6 I.:.i,tr6. vS 1,gp nh%t v6'i dai nga v6 cdrng.].
Dq ng6n tren day trlnh bar cho ta thgy cfc giai doanthtrc hi?n chin nga Atman, ttrcyng ttr v6'i b6n giai doan thtrchi¢nBrahman d5 dtrcrc m6 ta trong Mandakya Upar]ishad :thd.c. m6ng, ngd.say-kh6ng-m6ng, va `trtrc giacJ thtrc hi?nchin nhtr d8ng nh5t h6a Atman-Brahman.
Du ng6n tren cting gitip ta phan bi?t than v6'i qu9, phanbi?t chang phai do hlnh thtrc ben ngudi rna do gil tri tanlinh nSi tai. Qu9 vtrong Viracana kh6ng th¥c hi?n duquchan ng5 ch; vl d5ttr oman v6'i tri thi'rc v€ cai ng5 hi¢n ttrgng,trong khi chtia t5 cfc vi than la Indra thtrc hi?n dtrcrc channga vl tbinh tan va ban chi trong viec hoe h6i va thtrcnghi?in tan linh. Oi, con dtr6ingditlm chin ly qua that chath?p va ben nhgn nbtr ltr6'i dao coo rat kh6 vtrort qua. (I)
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` aThtra .I phu. th6 nao la Dao. thdr;{So . chanth¥c ?»`
«Thtr dao thu®nghang ngay la dqo cha`h`th¥c»Thi§n-su dip.
Qvay con phai hoe the nao d8 dat dao ?D
«Nguof cang hoc cang xa dqo !»
«N8u con khong hoe {lqo lam sao con dqt dqochb duqrc ?»
cd±£Pnah°kkhh6°nngg,:hal:%Cthc£;,.m£::ct:3:gkh`6hnag,::8:cdi minh bi8t h{`y kliong bi6t. Bdrng di ki€m Dao.ddrrgllm hiau Dao, dtrng khoac len Dao nhfrng
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An ST clap : «Ndi nhy mdi d?p lam sao I »' Nha Su a Thtra tien siph, tbi khpng h6i ngudi
v6 ntii. rna h6i v§ bqo »
vi an .i : «Khi thsy chtra vu¢t duqic ntli Llii lammo tbay dqt duorc Dqo ? »
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M¢tlaacb d¢dr tdi thinh gido Tu¢ Trungthuqrng si (1) : Boo la g1` ?
Ngai dip :` «Daodch6 kh6ngh6i. H6ikh6ngphaila dao?
Ngudri d¢ tfr igi `i6i : .
vay :{rgijaf.6k-h%:%?:o v6 lam la dqo, th`Ta TinttNgai ddp :
«V0 tan khong phai la dao. van kh6ng c6 dqo,rna cnng cha,ng cd tarn.»
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C6 nguoi tdri h6i moL vi 'rhia,n.3u :
«Xin tien sinh ch{ pido cho big.I Dao in I.h8 nao ?»
vi thien su ddp :«d ngay trude mat ngrcri.»«Sao de tfr khong nhin thay g1 cho d¢ idr ci ?»«Vl nguof con mai nghi ve ban than nguoi.»
«Thura Thien-s.u ve phsn ngudi thl sao, ngudiod tbay Dao khong ?»
«Khi con gift cai nhin d6i `tai, phan bie( cdinay fa, cdi kiaAA6ng Zcz, thi cai nhln con ngup lanti:ong me mdr chang the (hay duqrc cdi gi »
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(1) Ng.i I.fi thuc la T.an.Qu6c.Ting, eon dd.c Htrng.D®o~Vtrong.€nli rLiot Kh.in-Th ho.ng h4u d§ tdrng o6 cong d6rih gi* Nguyen vadurty. Dhong I-¢c Htrng.-Nhuqrng.Vtrcn a.
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®Thua Thi€n-3ur. khi d5 cd c&i nhln tbuanthanh khdng con ph^n hiet la vdi *A6ng (a n@a Lhllieu c6 tha}. Bqo hi§D hien khong ?.
•Klii d5 khong con /a va k/long !a thl con al 11k6 mu6n nhln dao nfra ?»
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cfin:hcajndi`:,:::£S¥[¥.hcut;5hfgg.¥:6in8hhnug-kchh?:gkhaj niem hit-kh6ng cting phai duqrc clap v5 n6tde giai phbng cho thquc tai Lidrng nd chan hba. Ctingnhu khi h6i -:«Neu cd ngurd.i da ng6i ch6t.vat trenmat cot cao tram ]]0, lam the nao ds c6 the vuctx&hon nfra 17ay gidr ?» MOL .l`hia.n~8u da ddp :« Ngudridd phai {1.?t tdi giac ngo de c6 the cnng mat ltlcddrng a ca b6n bbuotig trdri.»
Tdi day chtlng ta d§ chqm Iran vdi Hu-v.d r6i.Vay xin hay bu{'rc sang Hu-vo I
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AI HAY KHONG CC) C6 KHONG LA GI
Cd phai Thi§n hay d§ cap den hu vO, den tr6ngr6ng, den cai khong ?
Thi§n su Kok`ishi goi mbn de: «Oshin!»
O.shin thura: t{Da.»
Kokushi gQi: «Oshin!>
Oshin thua: «Dq.»
Kokushi gqi ntia. «Oshin!»
Oshin thua nti:a: «Dq »
Kokushi tien sinh n6i: «Ta Kin 16i d5 99i di gellai ten nguo.i nhu `'ay. Nhurng lhTrc ra chlnh ngtroiphai Kin 16i ta mdi phai,„
Phai chang. Oshin phai xin 16i thay vl ngachap ?
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rm cHu Fgiv Ttrc GIANG ctru THIEN criBat nhs ch6n v6 t6niNhan kh6ng ng8 diec kh6ngQua, hien, vi lali PhatPh5p t'Inh ban tucrng d6ng
L} Thdi Ton
CtENG CAC CIA LEO BAN VE Y NGHIA DAo TH|EN
Dao Phat v6n kh6ng gibng,Nguor.I kh6ng, mlnh cang khrGng.Tru6c, r`ay, sou c6c Ph6\Ph6p tilhh van cang chung.
' Nco Tat T6 d!ch
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Btrc Bodhidharma lL.ra chon trong dam de tfrke xtrng ding nhat trao v bat cho. Ttr day cdc vitrurang man d§u theo lap lt]c trao y bat dd. GuninTa vi trudli'g man lhi'r nSm, tuyen b6 s§ lrao y batfho.mdn de ncho v.i6l duqrc bai ke ham ngu day rt`'iy :`gh?a cda Th.lan phai.
Thien.sinh tl.udng-trang ben ghi len giri}. ti!\ik¢ tihtr onu :
•lhan ta, c6y b6 de,
Hdr ta nhu gu.cing ki..Tu hpc gia. guang $6ng,Kho bei phb con chi.
Kh6ngmdn de nao dam I.a but thi dua `id!'rhie.n-sii`h tru...mtt-hhrg tlt'i. Na` tdi hoai`g ht}n.
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veno. met Thtsn sinh dan em khdc, mdi lam httc6ng viec vh `i.r b6p len. Q.ia halnh long. Yeno dtrng|fli doc I.ai k¢ trco b a.a lir`}ng, r6i nguech ngoqcvi8t rn¢t bi\i khdc ngri.`. I.en durdti :
86 D`e v6n chang c6,Glrong sang cong llu v6,Van ph6p deu ohur rGa,H6i btii phb ncri m6?
Tdi khuya sur phu gQi Yeno t6ri phong, ndi i
«Tada dqcbai ke c.t®ia ngurcyi. nay ta chonnguoi lam k6 k8 vi. Hay nhan tan do vl chi€c batn|y. Nhumg cdc su huynh nguoi tat n6i long ghen¢, vay ngttoi hay dtri Thi§n vi¢n ngay den naytrong khi ho con ngd de trdnh moi phien mu¢n.»
Hem sau vi su huynh trurdng-trang hay tin benttr6 khac du8i theo. Tdi trura thl bat kip Yeno,Evilur huynh xong vho dinh giang lay y bat. Yeno Oatnl`i~rng thd' d6 xu6ng dudng, n6i :
ti Nlia.i`g thtr nay ch8mg qua chi c6 Sid tri tucrngirui`g : n6u qua sur hi`yiih qua chap vao nhfrng thtrdti Kin ctr tqu `ien cam lay.D
Vi su huynh ham hd ctli xu6ng nhac li8n.nhung ca cho lan bat d§u nang tqua nut, kh6ng.saonhrfuc nhich n8i. Sau chng vi su huynh danh n6i :
`« xin dqo hdru thtr 16i cho, gia day toi chi mu6n
|inh ldi ch! gido v" ngoc c[i.i dao hfru, ch`.Tkl`^ng can chap vho nhfrng vat nhu the n`~ra, »
I.cno n^i `
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« Vay hay xin iigdrng nghi u¢f ndgr cfia fa, zJ¢fI kt.a frh6n'g pridz. cdtl Za. Xin cho hay liien sur huynh
a dau ? Va Oho bi8t them. khu6n mat su huynh rasao khi chlnh cac vi phu mau cda. sur huynh cfingchua cat ti8ng chao ddri?»
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D6I THAI TON iHAM VAN THIEN CH±
Tic.h tich L5ng-gis nquyet.kh6ng kh6ng dS h5i chuTri kh6nq, kh6ng g16c ha.uTan mu6I nhiem thong chu.
Hiie-Minh Thisn-Sur
DAp Lcrl THAI TON H6I vE Y NGHIA DAo THIEN
Non Gis vtrng ngLly€t I?nhBi`en th8m ch;6c thuyan kh6ngHj5u th~au khGng vi5 c6,Rtrng rh.I"en mac ru8i rang.
N86 Tat T6 dich.
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Ni c6 Chiyono tu Tlii6i. da bao liam r6i rnavan chua dat `tir().c g!€'ic ng¢. Vao mo[ dem tr#ngkia ni cO Zach mat thting nude day, lang nhinbang trang in hlnh trong dd. Chqrt dai tre phLrtdart, thting bung ra ttrng mai`h, nude ho thodt h€t,bbug tr5ng ph.an chi€u (`t:ing mfft theo. Ni cb Chi.yono chQt gi&c ngo 16 kholig cd c6 klidng ben vi8tmen ].ai ke rang :
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X6cl. nu6c.qua day,Dai tre ai dot,
• Thijngv6d6y {ung.
Nu6c ao ra hat.
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Joshu tien sinh mai tdi nan sdu muoi tu@i mdri
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M¢t laL` c6 mbn d¢ Lei h6i: «Su phu dgy phaiphL.ii rd Oho tan tr] that sqch r6ng, gidr day lam dett.r da lr6ngi.6ngr6i, Kip su phu chi gido d¢ Lfrphai lam gL ti8p?»
•l`ien sinh ddp : «Hay quang h€t ra ngoai!»
.Thu& su phu tL`ong tan trl de tii c6 con g`nfra dau ina su phu truyen phai quang h8t ra ngohi?D
ra,d¢a¥6:6nrga:dah¥hd6t:nggqdutra:gt::g:ttha{5|]{u££6:Scd g} (rong tan trl.*
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Subhuti dip Lham: cNhung nao con c6 ndi gLve hu vO dau».
Ti8ng n6i vang vQng : .Nguof khbng ndi v€ huut, chting ta ctiDg khong nghe tbay n6i ve hu vo.D6 mdi that la hu vbl-
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Dieu tiinl\ hu v6 bat khd pl.®nHu v6 tan ng¢ dsc ha nanNgQc ph"an scrn thuqrng $3c: thchng nhuSnLjen ph6t 16 trung thap vi can
Ng¢-Kn Thien-suTHI TICH
Hu v6 tinh 'ay kh6 vin noi,Rieng bung h+ va h.Iau dugrc thai.Tren n&i ngpc thieu, mau v5n nhuao.Trong lb sen n&, sac €hu®ng tudFi
Ngo Tat T6 dichoOo
Tovo mdi in..-di hal (u8j. Nh`rng dj= ta TliienBinh tqi danh t¥ Ken,nin. To.vo ciilig mu6n nhu cdcd&o hthl khdc duqrc a.ir phu ban clio mat cb:Tg .ind8 ngay den Buy ngaii]. Vac moL }iu6i i`hi§u kia,dot ddng Ltlc [huaf` tien nh.{L chLi ldi p.hbng su phukhe g6 tieng c6ng bao st| hien dien cua iiiinh, ctLi
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:a: dc#o su phu, r8i khoanh tap ,yen lang klnhL ,„Giay |au su phu I;r idr ngang dan. cat 8iong :
«Toyd,'hay Oho ta nghe tigng v6 cfi8 liaiban (ay.» .
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Tbyo v8 hal tay.Thi§n su gal dau :
«t Dur¢c lfim,\ gidi day ngucrl hfty Oho td hgheti8ngL`'6 Cfla mat ban tay.»r
Toyo ~vdr tang. Sau cting chtl ctii chao thay,xirirlui ve phbng suy nghr.
T6i ham sou ciiti tdi. ddng long mat bdrn tapkh6 95 len ti8ng c6ng. V! su phu ndi : «Khong phai\
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khbng g{`j t.bng b&o hieu, chti Jfin# lai]g Ldi ng6i\.a cl.Ji dati `: ,
«Thua supbu, de tfr da nghe durqrc ha-d¢nga-thanhl»
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Ti8ng keu thoat ra ngoAi`ca T6 lan chu&ngl
Thi§n.sinh Doko tdi gap. mat Thien-su, n6i :a De tfr duong di (lm chan ly. Xin su phu cfil
Oho de tfr cach ren luyen tan trl nhu the nto d8dql ducrc chin iy. »
Thi§n-su dip :« Lhm g1 cd tan tri, vl vay ngucri khong tha
tlnh chuyenren luy¢n no. Lam gi c6 chan+ly, vlvay nguof khong Iba da! duqrc n6. »
« N8u khong c6 tan tri da Fen. khong c6 chAn|y da noi, thl lam sao quatih sur phu hang ngayvan cd dam Thien-sinh quay qunn kid de ngne, vahod h6i, va ien luyen v§ Thien ? »
` a Nhurng ta l.arTt g` £t mat ttic d5t dday rna bao
c6 ch6 cho cdc Thi§n-sinh tu tap? Ta lam g1 c6 lurdirna bao hang ngtry chi d?y cho li:I Th€er`..siith ? »
« Trdri oi, sao sun phu lai cd the ndi sai den hhuthe dtrqrc? » A/
« Ta da khbng c6 lu6'i\ds nbi thi lam sap ta.cOthe n6i8aiv6ri`ngucridurqrc?».' ` `
Tdi dayDokoxdlqyThiensuvandi: \'« D¢ 'tfr khong theo h'8i s'\dr phu. B¢ tfr kh6ng
hieu n8i su phu. »'l`.hi§n.sLr dip : ,
< Cblnh ta cfil]g con khong hieu n6i La co m&~oOo
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' M¢t nu cudi ghi nhah cho 'y thtlc bat hqnb
nao ngung dQr]g vs hu vd : '` ''
Yamaoka, thud qbn la mdt Thi§i`-sinh tr6th6i',hhenh hoang, lan dan tdi thaqu Th,i§n-suI)okuon, Yainaoka li6i thao thao :
::6ti:¥h[a%C::t:I:na:dr:;:iE:;`ccifnn:g:c:6axna:r.6::cmacn:g{nhaii va. Cfd i.di gi tren` ddi nay rna la that dau.Cai chlnh that la HtT VO. »
Dokuon mi¢ng ngam 6ng di8u, binh than ng6inghe, kh6ng th6[` nfra ldri. r.hcrt lien sinh vd ltrychi8c gay va btit lhsn giang mat cai that mqnh lenngurdi Yamaoka. Yamaoka giat nay mlnh vdngdtrng dtry, gian dii,
Dokuon (ien sinh dism tinh cff I ldri :
« N€u qua thquc ch&ng cd g1 tren ddri nay lath¥c.va tat ca la hu vo, thl s¥ gian dtr rda nguorittr dan den? Hay suy nghr ve dieu dd I »
M^l du ngon xira k8 chuyen mat Thien-sinhkhi thay thay gio ng6n toy tr6 len thl cting batchudrc gicr theo nhu vay. Lau dan thanh I.h6i quen.` Mat horr thay nan lfty ngdn [ay tr6 dd chat nghi8n,
vtrt di. Thi6n sinh la het vang trdi. Thay quat «Im.R8i gio ngdn tr6 len. Thien sinh bat gidc tuan theothai quen .I-mg girr ng6n lr6 cha minh len. Nhungd6n khi nhln xu6ng thl...
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Thi5n sinh b6ng cdi dau trtrdc su phu, giacng¢.
Den day thTc chang con g1 arm dep hen, tronv€`n hon, trdn tria hcyn la nhac tdri ban cau luc bd€(tho cia ndai Ttr Dag~ Hanh ? Phan K8 Binh dich?)
C6 th}\ c6 tu. may maly.K+.6ng thl c5 the gian nay oQng kh6ng
Thd. xem b6ng nguy€t dbng sang\ Ai hay kh6ng c6 c6 kh6nq la g`1.
Hu VO VA THu.C Tatve uz. n/tl., u6 bdz uz. cda dqo I.ao chlnh la thd
hanh dons vO tru, vo can, h6n nhien thanh thincda Thien.
i]u vo dau c6 xa thirc tat ICau chuyen vui sau day nhtr mat gqch n6i
gifra hu.vo vdi thtrc tqi :Selfkyo tien sinh .ndi vdi mat tu sT mom de :- ¢Nguoi c`6 th8 htri`g gidr hu.-vo duqrc c`hang ?»Tu si,.rddp :-«DQ de d¢ tfr xin thdr.» Doqn c]i\im hal tay I?i
thahh hinh chi8c ly d8 giii liu.vo ct'`.1 khoang khbn\g.Sekkyo tien-sinh: «Khong duqrc t6t lam, ngLroi
chang hLi.ng giti. duqrc c]ii trci`g d6. DTu sI Lhua: «Vay xin Su-phu chi gido cho
cdch nao kha hon..'l`idn siiih ben nam chat lay mtii ngudi mom
de vh th&ng canh giirt mqnh met cai.Ti8ng ngueri mom d¢ thet`len : «6i chao, dau
qua str phu Oi I „i" {D6 la each nan gi fr lay hu-vb d6 con a 1»
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\nhu ddi thl an, khdt thl u6ng, ,ai, chdi mlnh thitha thri. »
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Nhi§u nil sou met Thien sinh den disu nghivan `tren h6i lSi Thi§n-str Ummoii. H6i xong ThienLsinh xd met cdi r6i ddrng thang char. Thi§n-suUmmon bat than dting dau gay choc th€®`ng v8 phlatrurdc kthi6n Thien-sinh phai lui v¢i lqi d8 trdnh.Thien su gal gh ,ih5t len :
«Ha /hn. hay bi6t la ngudi khong mtl I ».Doan Thi6n-su bao Thi§n-sinh ti8n len may
budic. Thi§n-sinh voi-va [uan theo. Thien su cangst, gth dac y :
« Ha ha, v¢y la ta bi8t nguoi kht`7ng disc nfra 1»Sau`do Thien.su hal Thi8n~sinri c6 bigi ongul,
i bao Ibm vay la i`gu y g1 khong ? Thien-sinh cu`ngkl,nh dip/:" y
a Thua su phu qua thquc d¢ tfr khdng hi8"Thi§n su clng reo ldn :« Ngu¢i ttidy dtry, nguroi dau cd cam I.
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Ten tr¢m (cting rat... Thien) de I?i lt tied r8isdra\`soqn bur¢c ra kh6i cia.
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duqrc hgc thanh tai sdm hcm d§ con trd ve s5nBbc ngtrdi. Vay n8u tdi hau ha v6 su can man gtipdoi thl trong boo lan toi thanh tai ? »
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•Thua Thien-su, xin ngudi Oho hay c6 thTcla cd thien dudng,va dia ng`]c hay khong ? »
Vi Thien.su h6i lql:^< Nguof la ai v&y ? »«Thua tdi lA NgT Lam Quan ci.Ia clang voa
chl ton, »« VO ly I Nha vt]a nao rna nlian ngu.o.i lani iig`.r
lam quan. Ta trbng ngucri thuc chang khdc moltten an may I »
Nghe tdi dd chang r`gqu ldm quan v6 v6 lei`thaiih guam ldn deo ben minh, ddi mat loi]gsong sqc.
Vi Thien~su cueri ngat :a Ha Ha, nguoi lai deo gu.ryrm deo ghi€c titin .a
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«I,qi clAy cO, toi s§ gil.ip ro qun dtrchg». Tanzann6i `'ay I.6i 1`€ cO tren hai lay va mang sang datl]en kia durdrl`g. `
R6i ca 11.qi lisp tuc di, khbng n6i nang g1 vdi
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dtrtyc Oho n`guroi hay cdch den lei blnh an nhi[ngtrof yeu can ».
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anh ta lrdr can b¢nh n6iig nay bqd ngilqc ciaann ta,
« Ngiroi hay mang c]`t+ng n6ng nay bqo nguqrccia iiguo.i ldi day {a xem n6 ra sao nao. »
«Thura thay con kliong cd n6 ngay ]tic nay.nell khong lhe trlnh thay xcm duqrc. »
«V4y khi nao nguof cd nd thi loi c6 n6 IflfOho ta xem. »
« Th.tin lhay viec d6 thuc khb. T{hi con ;A ra
Tub¢]i:"I:bmdt.5nfj:aLt nift.I:ay Xem. thi e rafig lil.|a«Nhur vay lhl theo thian y cda la. can henh
ndng nay ]i.?o ngu.crc d6 dau phai ]a mat thatihphan c6 ]iL-ru trong I]an tf nh nguof. Da khorig t]h.ii|a thanh p7.@n c6 hfrLi trong lian tlnl` thi lft nd t¥ngoai vao Da tqu ngoai vao lhl ta de hgtii lnc ddrnguof chi vj¢c ltr datih rmilih Oho den khi canl]¢nh n.bng nay l]ao nguo'c kli6ng ch!u n6i pba.ico gib chay tr6n di noj khdc, the la k[i6i h¢iih ! `,>
o0oNg`rdri Rit{o mat lan tim dell Tlii§ii.`q`r Nan.en
xin [ien sinb giai {hich dun cho va'n de con n86r`g
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:]`t]ab£!,t:?:8a?h:i;it¥€`t']ttieEdrnj]8aLnc°:`,J:g£`:hna¥6nTtab:ng6ng. Ch!qng ]tf`o lhu ng6ng nh6 thanh ng6ngl{.yn. Bay gidr riliai tAtn sao d81fty duorc ng6iig raiii!`` kh6ng phai dSp va chai, cting.khong phil gistch6t ng6ng ?
Nansen tier. sink v6 manh hai ban tap haoh`'rn8 :
« Riko I »Doi .mat Riko sang len .« I)a thua tieii .`inh day ? »a Ngur¢i thay kliong kia, con ng6ng da r& r@il»
o0oCon ng6ng t]a ra r6i I Tqu do, giai thodt the
hi¢n ngay tro'ng taln tri mii`h d6 I Dn ndj haypigh! loanh qmnh lhg nao van la :
C6i ngii6o3n ct~ing b&i lbnq ngurdri md t`a.
•THI±N B1 LANG BANG
H6i Thi§n su lkkyu con Ice mat Thien sinhr!h6 tu8j, m¢thbm ddnh va chigc chen c8 la d6gin l)ao cfia thay, Lrolig long lo sqr lam. Vdr{` lticdb ngh® c6 ti6ng burdc cban tl`hy di tdi, Ikkyuvoi dau nhting manh v6 sou vat do.
a Thua thay -Ikkyu c`in,g kil`h h6i -tqi saovan vat ]qi c6 ]tic piiai lu.iy di¢i ?»
a HdrLl hii.b tat hfru hoqi -Thby clap - d6 lale duong nhien trong lqo vat. Ngudii iiao. vat iiao]]at luan c&i gi c6 tu tat c6 ngay tan, c6 sinh i5ic6 ngay diet ,»
Ltic d6 lkkyu mdri chla mfty manh chen v5ra rna rang :
«Thua thay horn nay chi€c chen cda thay,cti»g vdra tdi s6 bE hdy diet mat r6i I.
o0o.Mat ngtrdi m`1 tdi th#m ban n6i chu}i¢n mai
dan khuya mdi ve. TI.udrc khi va ngtrdi mti ljaoban:
a Anh lam on Oho toi mtrqrn cry den 16n8.»
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« Anh mang den 13ng lam g1 I Ban cd vl v¢ymh anli th5y r6 hcrn?»
a Danh vay nhung d§ cho ngudi khac thay rnalrdnh »
a Ngu vay thi day anh ckm lay den 16ng I INgurdi md ra v§ lay cam dYen 16ng c6 gan
n€n can than, long thcr thdii ham-hoan. Nhung mdidLrqrc `.ai burdrc da «Pam!» Cd ngu~di dam lamphil anh La.
« D6 khi, khong trong thay den long cfi& ngurdita 8ao ? »
« Con lieu, sao khong thap n8n len ? »
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Thisn-8inh TokLisan chisu chieu thudrng vanden nha thay, Thien-su RyuLan, de vdra dam dqovdra nghe thay,giang day. Ben db da khuya lfi.inr6i rna Tokusan van con nhi§u disu mu6n h6ithAy, Ryutan tien-sinh mdi bio :
« Sao ngtrcri khong v8 ngd di ? »Tokusan cdi chao thay, Yen man cda di ra
nhtrng r6i quay lei :'« Thua thay ben ngoai t6i den nhu m¥c.»« Thl nguoi cam cay Den nay 1»N6i dogn R}'utan tien-sinh chap ngqn ngn
:re?::?nob;cntihnugngoT°c::Sdaa?u¥§ap8h±£°athL¥ddc@v]aftyri8!phut tat ngon men.
o0oM¢t ngudi. I&i bu6n giau c6 den xin vi Thi§n.
•u np Oho Ln¢t v8 cau d6i hay m¢( bai,van mien ti
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.canh h?nh phpc udc mong cL.i!` ca gia dlnh n]inh.Vi thi§n su hq btlt vi8t ngay :
T6o phq chict.Cha ch'et. i:Con cltzt.
¥i::i;[i!h¥gn6.:ug,j%th€`nn%Vh:1;nt.ohn6jc;nth`imd,a`,g1 phai y ngudri khong, rna s!io i`#ueri lqi T`gu}enrda gia dlnh con dau-don nh`r vi`]}. ? »
a Ta dAu cb nguy§n r`.ii` I Nhdrng ldri ta vi6t t]i€hthi la ldri can chtlc in.4 iit`tir.`qinh €ii t.ring it.frc mong'nriu vay. Nay nhe, ta cr`u cr i.It. nLiv¢i nao lrorg gi€i
dlnh pguoi cL~ing s6ng den thduh 18 phu. .1`{` 1aican--chdc. khong cd ngu¢i con nao 'ch8l lrudr clia.H6i, con i`lian hqnh ptii'ic nao hcyn t ann `ll`o nhir `.aytna ,lqi ch6t cd trSt lT nhu vay ? »
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MaDyia m¢( con ng`rdri lam lhudri`# trzin liic
#enngd:,avnc.'i',CJ|`;6rtfik`f6nm,`an¢i`.Cj6T||a8n.:s`:r..°Thhie9:su lido y hay tsp trung iu tu6ng Iria llm 16.i g.aidip Oho c!.`u h6i nay: a The n.`o la ti6ng v6 ci.inm6, ',ln lay?»
A Mainyia ra v§, r@idBu tliufl la khdng silo
Thien su nbi ldn :
met tuan suii trd lei lactim duqrc cau Ira leri.
.Hay I.udc in kh6i day. Ngucyi t)du c6 cliiu 18ncot`gsu}' tu. Nguroi con in.ii nghT `.6 li§n hi]c, `'amhiing lac thtl trsn lLlc. Cd lht. mar rn ngLToi cll5t.Iuc de nguoi mbi thtiy duqri. ldii giii dip,.
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Tusn s9u Mamyia lqi t6rj. Khi vi Thi§n-su h8i :•1Th€ nao. da tim ihay cau gi.ai ddp chtia ?D thl yban mdi nan cha( lay ngqui`, ren ]eii r6i ngaX116[1g. C118(. .
«Durqrc ]fim. Iig`rcri da lhett ldi la khu]'en mh
chat, nhunar con ti8ng v6 mat ban lay 3hl sao ?.Mamyia h6 nifr mat mat va clap : aThura van
.chura llm duqrc ldri giai ddp.>V! 'J`hian-s`r qudt Ion .. tt K6 ch€t khbrig ndi!
llfiy dii.ng day cu6n xeo kh6i ncri day I .
o0oTliien su N.lil.ill ham ttd c6 mol bng kl.dch
I.di `h6i v6 Thiaii. Nlurng ddng le den d8 nghe.thl vi khdch ctr ndi hodi nhti.ng y ki8n rieng cdamlnh.
Ldt sau Nan-in rmdi tta. Thien.sur rot Ira vaochen.cria bng kh.+ch day r6i ima van lisp tuc I.6thoai.
SOU ctlng one khdch khdng gift kien nhan
:i::;Cchne¥aaand6±yt!rdann:r6"j[s{a!:?dad°6nh:g]]iE8k:£3Lgdqung (hem duqrc g1 nfra dan ! »
Thien-su ngdriig rot tra « Bdng vay thun hien
£`gu,'uvaki:an:'¥£¥:8:gb8t';6tngh]P6hnu:hajn6:g6JedT6i,P8any,n8u hi§n hGru khong Oho (Oi met chi€c chen rdhg.»
oOoTqi K).o(o c6 hai Trii§n-(tr mat a hen Nan.
mat a tien Bac. M6i ben dsu cd mat Thien-sinhtr6 tu5j iigay ligay phu trdch cac viec vat nhu dichql, thai ccym, nan nude. Thi§n sinh I]en BficThien-t¥ hal.g iigay cdr vdo gidr d6 (hi di chqr mLia
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rau. port lan chqt g€T`p Thisn-sinh ben Nan Thian.Tin ngang dudrng. I,lii6n sinh ben Nan I? miengh6i trudc :
¢Bqo hfru di dau vay 9.Thi§n-sinh Bac ddp :«Dbi chan nay dua den dait toi di den day..
Thien-sinh Nan kliong liit<t ndi sao, ve thuatlai chuy¢n vdi thr`}'. rlhr`y khong mu6n t]b m`ii`hphai lep v€ di`nh mdcli i`iide : '`N6u mai gap, h6ilai cau cti, chac con C`~iiig (]`I.crc nghe clAp l€.`i nhurvtry, ldc dd con h6i tliem : CIA sd. tl`io l]dru khongc6 chan, dao hfrii s6 ili idi d.ill?D
« Qua nhien ham sou hal Tliien-sinh lei gapnhau.
• {{ Dao hfru di d€`u vay 7»
« Gib cu6n tdri dau t6i di ttyi dffy.»Thien.sinh N"n I]iam mat li`m clii^`ng h€g`:ig,
tr& ve van k6 tlii`i}'. 'I`h-iy [rdch : S€`o con kho|ighal,lai la: hay gia sti. ntiu klt6ng cd gib ?D
Tdi hem sau riri.a liai 1`liien-sinh gap nl`!iu.Tbi5n sinh N.im h6i : « D{}o hfr`` di dan `iay ?*Lan nay 'rhi§n-sinh Bfic tia ldi don gian: .Thu€`dqo |ifru, t6i di qua rau I.a " oOo
Th} van v¢y. da hdi in6i y Thi8n nhu matque diem, chi bat len chieu sang met lan. phaithtrc tinh, pha cliap, LI.i'`L\h 16i mbn. I)a, Thi§n I
• (Cbn iu`ra)
TAM THAY Lcyl BAT
Trdi lanh lanh s6t ba ngay li§ii durdi 25 t]O.a sdi.#Oii nlm vay ithat la hi€m c6, nhai lad€\y chi mdri cu6i thang mudri mat. Ban Leibao la c6 ljao ngoai Nha.trang. Chi°ic vay.rTotikh6ng doc hdt]. Ba lau ldiJkh6ng {]Qc I]do. Ca ngaymdv trdri va,n vri, rat it khi cd m®iliLf, dh c6 cting lanhfi.ng tin i`.f`ng duo. Gib hiu ti€Lt, y LihLr gib hefi mayv£Lo mi`ifrrig ngay dau thu mien Bac. G16 th.1 nhLr th8ive tan in?in liem de phd len van vat ducrng 'qeutram. La toi nh4 Lqi mtla (hu miei` [3fic.
Hlnh nnur Sting cd cat gi durcr,ig lieu tram haph6i trong toi khi tdi v6 tdi lrirdc cfra nha khoangcu6i hem, va nhln thay thang b6 d6. Thang be naovay,? Thua dd la mat thang nhs lai MS.
Thing be xinh'lam. Lan dad gc¥p nd, tbi c6cnd y den nu'dc da trang ,tr6o va mar L6c tor hot
I;h:g¢;::gi::liar.6i,?`rnnggh,r6:hcfha&nngg{i]`:£;.`i6:ndgo{:`,nfhhtrng y nghi I(urcrng ttr, men r6i lan salt khi gap nd|Gn cfin clicri vdri lG lr6 cnng x6m, toil cting chi cqi
i`b nh`T .i.#.n nqan di.i'` tr6 Viet khAc su6t nghv )6nhs a Iindr`ig xom can l<io tirom€ ti.T. CLio den matnqay, cash d!\v mat thaLig, t6i hay I.in tlia'.`g b6 hiI.6t`g. No ng€-` stip vaorchao dau clang chien bdnh.Va{iing tdi ngay d6 tot mdi bi€[ dlch n6 fa m{.item be lai M§. Ngudri me [igay ngay di lam, nhdr bachi'i nha tr6ng con, chieu vS thi con da bi nan nhuvay. Nghe n6i ngu'di me khdc nhi6u lam. Sau mayngay nan lief glurdrng, kl]i nhdc nhacLh durqrc thangbe benra ddrng trudc ct'fa, mat nfra'mat bong,ba , trang x.6a. Tdi c6 y dinh m£,ch ngurdri me mentim Lhdr pommade cb sinh 16 nubi da. cho n6 dslrdnh da mat thanh qeo san stii sau nay, nh.urnsnghe ndi. ngudj me {ta va van dora con di bdc slden men thai va yen t€\m. Toi nghi¢p thang be thatrinh. Tdi On I.?i khuonmal thang be may hamtrtrdrc day l!i. L`b cliua bi nan, khubn mcit nhln dan
fuaanng,`:gfihg,ndgna.y{hi:gv:hEfuv:i:I:;dn8gnandg°±nT]!.i`that ngudri nay msang ngudii nQ, cting cdi mieng hoii`hdn khi chti } nghe ngudii khac noi. Chfic chan i`dPih¢at{n%gns%?g68:°d;£'E]'tr:[ngh:`8rxama#]3:gdi:#:
xqu L& vdi mpi nghich ly pin phang hi¢n da}. ray\Lrqng xa hoi nha. ,
(rot bay gier quen sang otl nhtrng hinh anh dfidua nhu vay, tn*c Oho hie`n tqi. hdr lifrng Lroi qLia,`tchi khi can thi8t mdi thu thap k} tic).
Nhln nfra mat th&ng be boi`g bang trang xd!`,tot can mong thucyng tich ctia n6 mau lanh. va t¢IOho nd khong duoic s6ng tjen que cha nd, noi in.4vfin d§ an loan cho mang s6ng dorcrc y thdrc {l€nmdrc chu ddo t6i dQ. Ncri nay, true huong me nd,mpi sinh vat, Lhtrc vat durong bi chi6n tranh ddy'
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X`eb=:gnoeo=nc€&.E\8S6Ln>gn!g.:a,"sP6\'=.%=f8;£`£t\he&hu&"thp£:r=b8n
lam g1 cd thi gi¢ d8 nghl dell an loan.Sang sdm, trdri lanh dudrl 25 do, dtLa con Lrai
::£t:n[bbn£,Cctiahotj°tngiqh]`Qgc.nga6pdi{;a:6f£?droa±:';gy'Ba(a cbai \'an lam (trc lian clian nd nnu vay. Nonghgchdlt lenyen xe: thoa[` chi8c xe hot laodao, tdi khi dd da mdl (qm vdrng, nhung dflng ndng6i clap `.an xLieu veo ; day la chi8c xe dqp cdiichi nd thai. nell hoi lorn vdri nd.
May di hQc nhur vay r6i day `i€ thu lhap durgc?), t.on? Tbi h6i Lhain tihir. vay.. Cdi hQcs§gitlp con cd liem si ? Dan cd I Quunh ta thi8u giI:6 cb ]]ang cap vao haii# f¢f J;nA cda o^6h /opi.. hoaci?5n f¢f a;o^ in van cL.rr ky vb lierm s!. Str hoc a hoantanh nLrdrc nha gid' day khdug li6 bio ttam la tan•khan lou sing lurong lam.
Bu6i chi§u. trdi lr6 lai lanh nhir sdrig sdm.dual hai muoi lam d¢. Gi6.chisu ain u hun nhieu.Tt}i gap th&ng l}e lai MS. No d!~` g5. lt6 bang bang
ghT:tri}:a:h£F.anLhfrAnnggci`h{~`a::3ti;`:.v(TJfi`gvtt6°i`cbbaJi::t Cn khoang mtil J7i !iQng t.L.ta nb. L\-a i`ghichg rna(nhln lot, va L0i nhan ra theiii moL di6u :-nd khong{.bn dd doi mat md' lJn nhu xLLr€` nti.A. i.oh mat bi|:btig nay ]]e l]&n li`i, vhnh mat d6 h6n, `i¢nh hoan,
&ch6:,¥irS,.,nngccad,:hc.L`o6,e3:nnthhin:6d}i!aht!ra6nghumaant;P¢j:k|]dc, nhung lan nay `76 n6 khdc xu!` nhieu. i`hieulam. Vi trdri lqnh nen me mac cho nd' them chi8cdo len .ngan .ben n`o,pal. Ca-do lan qu@n f`tin.g x¢cxech. Kla, .n6 vdra ngap ngttng chqy `sang le dudrngvtra hi8ng mat nnln chi€c xe Hond!` tien +di..Nd
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dL`rng lqi ben le durdrng kia,,rna nhu dtrng lai Lrongmat tlidri `gian vrlih c`fru khoiig mt}l li8ng vans vqng.Bay 8idr thi lfii thay hinh ann 'tan¥ rhiroug ct®Ia nbco {]`r¢m tliem ca phaTi nhan. nhuc, hoan (oan hbahcyp vdi h6i r6nh, vdi ngLrdr]. va vat t`fia ttat nirdckh\S!` kh8 nay, true hfro.ng kh6n kh8` ct.i8 m¢ h6.Ban que ch{` nd, ngudi.ta dfi ll`.em mt}I lan nfruthalih cdng I.quc T.r~j. irohg cu6c d8 bo I`gu}'et-cauVinh tiuang.dd an nham g1 den ltd ? (iidr day rit.>hohn toan lh qua in?: l`h mat tliatin. phan duon8nhien She vat vao gdnli cbiu {1inh menh phti i]hangc`.lil dam c.on dan ducrng thu qii6c nan.
(,()o' Cut.`]c ddi day dac ntifrng phi 1} nhu. the db.
The nhan mang narig he luy nhu the tld. Nhungdan cd phai vi the con ngudri chi con mat i.dohnhln vA m¢]t 16i di : Chap i`han did nguc I
l{h6ng. dtrc Phat co du ngon sau nay ve thanphan con ngudii :
Ka/Ab¢> hanh kia bi h8 dL]@I. Y cL]?y den bar vqud
!E`n:3§,Lnxgu[6:Tng:`cnh¢:nt:ymv]%ndgT:;t?.a¥rnehnt'd`::[`;`':.:'!%h6 doi du6i liuL m6i duong `gam lhel; dtrdri chany mat con h8 d6i khac.cting durong gain lhet, dchnmat ngud nliin nhu mu6h' thai mien cho y btiong
Laa¥:oaniT°:::infi.atDcahyunchh°u¢g,i.drmh3tntr'afrn%g:8t8i::(ngay den) l]a( daLt ga.in liham day nho. Y bi8L daynho sdm muon r6i ctittg hi gain nham cho dtlt.Nhung iigay trudrc matt y, sat ben thanh +irc, lamat chtlm []ho mong ngo(. M¢t Lay nan gitr daynho cho kh6i }}i roi, con la.v kia,y c.§ vdi.hdi laycbbm nho inQng.
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'l`an-D.4 thquc c.ting da I.ai Thien vdi thai d¢ cao
q`iy €hfip iihan cu¢c s6ng nhu vay :Giang scrn con n(-tng gdnh tlnh,Gidi chLra cho nghi, thl m`inh ctr di.Bao gi:I lrdri bho lh6i di,Gianb Scrn cat {gdllh la tl.`I n()Ill ngori.
Bfri iihh d'i, nhir `g con s5iig lhi con they cha
::inn:'h`T::''ch:i:h:[!'[{¢g8,'jj:|i:[]:;:Tt{::6ftyd:'§.e:h:.,EGO:I;:'£!Lgr±ihas chien vtrc sail,`'dav nho ron chua ddrt'th} conkhdng t[uen lhudng :htrc chtim nho mong ngol.CbtuT` i`ho ci`wg riQng ngQt khi dorqrc Lbudng thtrca mpL hoan canh nhu `.ay.
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Ben `'ai lot moo mat scri 10Tiq dai nhu t6c.tl u.dng th] idi van nhs di nhu Dh6 mt:>t scri tdc sau.R6 rang nh6Jan ra. Tr.a T6i met l`ian sau nd danho len, vh m¢L (hang sol.i. nd da c6 lai chieu daibe thlf ,iihu .G.
Tn6 thi /h[.¢n f dn cring nh.T dc can ttr dau nhb-a ? Thlch harp vdi m6i lrtrdrng nao ?
oOoTdi {]a`' ddi`g lu tu6ng cia tdi chart <nay chieu
v§ mat y nghT : Ltuong xa. Toi (qm dtlng ,nd lam
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lap k€I ihdc cho tap... tf oi I.4 tsp gi day) cho iaa
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¢ Docs fr nu¢c i`h!`` : Trr`n Tlidi-T0ng (1198.]358)a ngoi viia 33 "u`ni, nhudrl`g ngoi cho con, 19 hamldnh ra a cung ]}ieic. thQ 6t) I(i6i ;
Tran.thf nli-Tdiig `12t(}.129.I a ngoi 21 nam,nhub.ng rigoi 13 n<im, {}1o 51 tu6i;
xongT:§:`-,I,ur:8-[De.?,{:I:;,,ash:`r`:;cac&Ngnu}%in;:;urntrundg:abng, .bf t` n ]{i6p-Bat`...
D6 la iihfi.iig gtrong ]t.uoiig xa. Thi§n IP,ham-Ijai gii]p Viel Vu.ong C!.`ii-Ti6n xong thl
di mat chi6`` lhii}'an nh6, rii T6. ndr-man. qua Tarn-giang vao NE!ri.h6 ..
Truong-Lurcrng tliet bqo Tan xong len ntrikhugt dqng;..
Nguy8n.Trfii sou khi Thai-T5 hang ll`!iv rdr..I?i (rieu dinh cL~Lng kliong lcri g1 cho nirt'rc, I!Li .^ncb (he gay str hism khlch, ]]cn ti.6. ve vui `.di ;
C_6n-Srn c6 su6i_ ntrit.c trong,Ta nghe su6i chay nl;u` Gun-g dan ctitii
D6 {1a nhfrng gt]'ong cda biiong xa..Thi§n !Sdch C8-Hpc Tinh.H{)a k8 lruy¢n K!i8ng-ld
vhomi8u Hoan-con,g nudrc L6 nhln chi6c lp d6nudcqud day thl d8 lien than rang : < [1ai 6i, addi chfing cdi g1 ttay in.A khbng d8 I » Va khi -I.i`ngtdr h6i cdch gift sao Oho day m\ khdng d5, ngai ln.`ldri : «Thong minh rh^nli frl nan gi fr I]ang cdchngu don, c)ng loo to honfuLhien h+ nan gi@ bang
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etch khiem cung, sti.c kho6 hon ddt. men gi fr ,b&hgii'nh nhLlt nhdt... D6 la cdch d6 bdL di d§ gidr chokh6i day rna khong d6.
• Au d6 cting cting tinh than vdi ldi n6i cda Lao.Tfr a be than minh lei sau, the rna than mlnh ddrngtrubc: gac than mlnh ra ngoai the rna than m|rihvan con: bdi mlt]h khdng cd 16ng rieng, men duqrcLh6a long rieng. ]
Do n8p s6ng chan lha[ quin blnh cia Thien I
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