vnaphg gurr t, vjxhsho kv,ear krch nkl vnahj uvrch vrac ... · cneuo zv rw pr. gcs cyrheuyzw/ nxpr...

cpre veuso xupr' fh c,eupv arwpr. v,durr cghr xhnprupuk )chr,erho( vhv buxg cfk hnu, vacug

chi vfprho uvghhru, anxchc kghr' ucac,vhv naphg' kuns un,uugs go hvush vghrgmnv/

t, vbxhgu, vkku' bhmk rw pr. do ktxu;xprho gcur xprhh,u ak vrch vrhh"m/

fhsug' va,sk vrch vrhh"m kvrjhcukvdshk t, xprhh,u/ vjxhsho avrcukbxug cakhju,u kghhru, vaubu,' hsgu fhmrhl kbmk t, vbxhgv do kthxu; xprho

athi kvo sura uncea _ uftkv vhu rcho/rw pr. t; ehck vurtv nhujs, nvrch cgbhizv/

ctzur erho )cghr erxbtctztr( vhv jhvdtui rch jhho jzehvu nshbh' cgk v"ashjns"/ rcho nxprhu batru ao do ktjragzc t, ruxhv ubxg ktr. veusa/ xprhotku vhu gkukho kkf, ktcsui' uvrch cheakdtuk tu,o/ rw pr. tfi gav fnmuu, vrch'uctj, vbxhgu, aku bfbx kxprhv cghrertxbtctztr' tkhv vugcru vxprhouvuj,nu cju,n, akv' uvjk nchy nxchc

ftjs ancea kerut xpr nxuho/ ktjrnxpr seu, vcjhi fh guecho tjrhu unhvrkgzuc t, vneuo/ euso ahmt vjumv' bhdautkhu vnnubho uatku tu,u kncueau/ vutvahc c,nhnu, fh vut ct krtu, xprhongbhhbho/ chso vhv fbrtv nhsg nueso'uvo tnru ku c,ue; _ "tbjbu husgho at,vakhj ak abhturxui!"///

ctu,v agv tparu ku kmt,' tck vhvcrur avo kt hxkju gk vngav/ ccutuvch,v nhvrv zud,u kvfhi khs nhy,ucecueho ak ,rupu,' kgyu; tu,u canhfu,'

ich, nahjy"z acy vw,ax"t 32

vnaphg gurr t, vjxhshokv,ear krch nkl vnahj

uvrch vra"c uvrhh"mtnru ku "hhar fj!"///

zni emr ktjr vx,keu, f"e tsnu"r vrhh"m' gurr vnaphg vsduk rw pr.

numehi t, jcrhu vjxhsho kv,ear krn"a/ cjd vxufu, ,ah"t v,uugs agu,

trufu, ftar vbuat vgherh vhv vv,earu, krch vjsa/ ktjr vv,uugsu,

vtrufv ct kch,u fsh kjyu; ,bunv emrv' ufav,gurr vhv brda chu,r/ vut

xhpr kcbh vch, fh rtv cjkunu t, tsnu"r vra"c' tsnu"r vrhh"m uf"e

tsnu"r akhy"t' utsnu"r vra"c tnr ku _ "pr.! R hhar fuj pRr shhbg

rhhs"/// ̂ pre abh utjrui ksnu,u ak vjxhs vnaphg vsduk rw pr. numwehi

snuhu, jxhshu,

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uftar ctu knjr, fsh kjeur tu,u _ufbrtv do fsh ktxru _ ,htrv kpbhvocsrnyhu, t, "njk,u veav" ufhms vuteusj njuo/ fl hhdgv tu,o gs agzcu t,vch,/ fajzru knjr,' fcr bgko rw pr.nvayj gs hgcur zgo/

kxhuo vngav' fsth kvuxh; acxupuak scr vxprho vncueaho vdhgu khshtsnu"r vrhh"m gk-hsh rw tvri navprhhshi )nhshshu ak rw pr.(/ ktjr avmkhjknky t, vxprho' b,px ubapy kgar abu,ntxr/

kert, xu; abu, v-"p" vjkuveunubhxyho kvse t, vrshpu,bds vs, u"fkh veusa" crjch

ruxhv/ kt pkt tput angahu ak rw pr.kvpm, hvsu, cxhnprupuk uxchcu,hv vhukmbhbho cghbhvo' uvo vjkhyu "kypk" cuchs eav/

,duc,o vrtaubv vh,v vanmv cfkhv,eaur,/ cg,ubu, vneunh, vjku kvuphgntnrh vx,v' cvo ,utr rw pr. f,knhsuak vrch abhturxtvi nkhuctuuhya' aduranruxhv njn, pghku,u vtbyh-xuchhyh, _"uthku fti nnahl numehi cpghku,eubyrcukmhubrh, zu"' zgeu vgh,ubho/c,jkv kt v,jac rw pr. cf,cu,vtrxhu, vkku' tck ftar jzru uvuphgupgo tjr pgo uctrxhu, dsukv hu,r _vchi fh vut nufrj kgcur kneuo tjr/

c,jk, ab, ,rm"t' bxdr "ch,vnycjhho"' cu ajy rw pr.' uvut ger kghrptckucxe avh,v cprcrh kbhbdrs' uktjravx,sr cneuo vcht t, rghh,u uhkshu/cneuo zv rw pr. gcs cyrheuyzw/ nxprjxhsho hmru fghi npgk eyi' gcusvah,uph,' ftar vnbvk vhv vjxhs rwanutk cmktk tkyvuhz/ chi vjxhshoanmtu ao t, prbx,o kkt jhkuk ac,'vhv rw pr.' rw tcrvo tkhvu pkuyehi' rwnrsfh xksucbheuc/ cbu ak rw pr.' rw hux;'vhv nfhi cch, t, vnfubu,' uktjr dnrvfb, v,umr,' vhv rw pr. buxg kkbhbdrsknfur t, vxjurv _ uhu,r nfl' kpdua t,tb"a av,durru cghr/

cfk ac, v,pkk rw pr. cghhrv cszgmehxuuhrkt' vnruje, 6 e"n nptckucxe/vnbhi vzv vhv jath uv,ehho cch,u akvjxhs rw hartk angui eknbxui/ rw pr.ucbhu vhu vukfho t, vnrje vzv nsh ac,'do cakd ucfpur/ pgnho rcu, v,ehhnv

v,uugsu, jxhsh, ktjr v,phkv' ftarrta vnscrho vhv vjxhs rw tcrvo tkhvupkuyehi' njauch vjxhsho av,durructzur/

ab,hho hnho v,durr rw pr.cptckucxe' ucab, ,rm"d gcr go napj,ukdur ckbhbdrs gmnv/ cghr zu v,pkkc"eupgmhaegr auk"' vnbhi vjc"shantjurh ch, vfbx, vdsuk/

cghr zu' ahuacho cv jxhsho rcho'nsrl vycg n,ehhnho nbhhbh ,phkv'un,fbxho kv,uugsuhu, jxhshu,' ujhhevhkv ,uxxho pugkho _ fk zt, cjathucnj,r,' n,j, ktpo ak vcukacheho/

abho tkv vhu vabho veau, cvi bkjnuveunubhxyho cjxhsh jc"s' utku jhu jhhohvushho ujxhshho ,ul nxhru,-bpa dkuhv/ctu,i abho btxru jxhsho uvudku/ rchobjeru ugubu' urcho tjrho bakju ktr.dzhrv ugecu,hvo kt busgu gs vhuo vzvQ

ucfk-zt,' vnj,r, vjxhsh, kt pxevnkv,ehho t; kt khuo tjs/

tjs vnhujsho chi vkujnho vkku' vhvrw pr./ ch,u ckbhbdrs vpl kvhu, nuesnrfzh ak vpghku, vjxhsh,/ ch,u vhvkbeusv ,uxx, ak jhho jxhshho _ ftiknsu jxhsu, ufti v,uugsu tb"a knru,vxfbv vgmunv/

knru, acabho vrtaubu, kv,durru,uckbhbdrs' vhu ao gus jxhsho rcho udsukho'rw pr. vhv nrtah vnscrho uvn,uugsho'uzt, fhuui avut kt vhv hsug frc tunaphg' tkt gxe cyrheyzw' kfi vravkgmnu kvhu, kscr hu,r ntjrho' fhuuiavrdha akt vhu guecho tjrhu/

rw pr. do vhv chi npghkh nj,r,vhahcu, vtrmh,/ cnxhru, bpa gmunvv,tn. kvahd t, vfxpho vrcho avhusruaho kvnal ehuno ak xbhph ",unfh,nhnho" av,ehhnu cvhjct/ vut gmnuvhv nrtah v,urnho' uzt, gk jacui p,vkjo aku uak cbh ch,u/

vut do vhv vtha akhns t, jcrhuk,, xfunho dsukho kmsev' uvgzrv kzuk,,pxv jke bhfr nngahu upguku,hu/ ckbhbdrsvhv hvush cao tcrvo trehi akt vh,v kuprbxv/ farw pr. ang zt,' vkl kjxhshoutx; gcuru fx;' uktjr nfi ebv ku cvnvfsh ahvhv ku nnbv prbxv///

favhv nscr cv,uugsuhu,' vgzrvkzuk, vhv vbuat nrfzh tmku/ vut shcrrcu, gk fl ajxhs mrhl kuu,r gk aku'kjxul t, p, vkjo ngmnu uncbh ch,u'kngi jxhs tjr abnmt cmrv _ scr zv vhvecug unuci ntkhu ncjhb,u' ufl vut bvdcgmnu udo vaphg gk tjrho cfhuui zv/

ctu,i abho thunu,' vhu vntxrhocerc vjxhsho k,upgv ,shrv/ rcho hacuabho trufu, urcho kt jzru vch,v/ rw pr.vhv nephs kvdhg kc,ho cvo bu,rv ger,vch, avh,v nyupk, chkshoQ vhv bfbxvch,v' tunr akuo' ukpgnho tphku nx,pecgmo vcheur vjyu; kkt tunr uscrho _vgher' kvrtu, kto ukhksho acurh-vkc fhjuacho gkhvo ufh thbo kcso///

vut do vhv vtha akhns t, jcrhu k,,xfunho dsukho kmsev k"ngns"/

vxhpur vct hnjha zt,: cvhu, vrchvrhh"m crhdt' v,eckv hshgv cerc tb"acruxht aha eahho cbuat fxph v"ngns"'gs fsh fl absrav gzrv do nvjxhshocruxhv _ knru, actu,v agv gav vrchgmnu ntnmho kgzur ktb"a cruxhv/ kao fl

dhkhui nxw 113ch, nahji33

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vdhgu vjxhsho vsdukho rw bhxi bgnbuc urwtkjbi )"jtbhg"( nruzuc kch,u ak rw pr.'uchjs gnu vgrhfu t, fk tjs ntb"ackbhdrts fnv vxfuo agkhu k,, kngns/fhui arw pr. ngmo ycgu vhv rjc-kc ukttvc t, vmnmuo' vut shcr gk xfunhormhbhho/

utfi' tcrfho fnu rw jhho nhbetuuhyag"v' tu hckj"y rw anutk prux ahw' b,bu tzxfunho dsukho ucghi hpv' ugus rcho/ chivjxhsho vhv hsug akbhdrts vmyhhbvc"ngns" )ufk zt, nkcs v,nhfv vecugvkfk gbhbh vnj,r, vjxhsh, cruxhv'abertv cao vfukk ",unfh ,nhnho"(uvfk vusu, kvapg,u ak rw pr./

gs fsh fl vh,v vapg,u ak rw pr. gkvtcrfho' aftar cabu, nkjn, vgukovabhv' ct cbu hvusv khc kjxhs rw jhhonhbeuch.w kcea ,runv k",unfh ,nhnho"ukt vhv crau,u fkuo' tnr avhu ku fnv"dtksgbg mgbgrktl" _ nycgu, zvc akgarv ruck _ tl b,i tu,o krupt ahbhhokv,ehi nvo ahbhho kta,u/ to vrupt fcrgav zt, _ vfx; tcus' tck to gus ktgav zt, _ hej tu,u nnbu uhnxur k,unfh,nhnho///

kt pkt tput' ftar cab, ,rj"mbtxru ckbhbdrs garu, jxhsho' hrthougucsh vw _ urcho nvo brmju chrhv'vuykv gk rw pr. vnahnv vfcsv ak bhvukgbhbh ",unfh ,nhnho" crjch ruxhv'uvgxebu, vmhcurh,/ vdtui vjxhs vrctcrvo tkhvu pkuyehi avhv nrtah gs,vjxhsho b,i ghbhu crw pr. utnr ku emru,:"pr.! bgo thcgr"/

cab, ,rm"z' buks ku cbu akuo sucgr/huo fbhx,u ccrh,u ak tcrvotchbu vhv ctu,u huo cu bfbx cbu

hvusv khhc kcr-vnmuv/

akua abho ktjr nfi' cab, ,"a' zfvkvfbhx t, c,u duyg kjupv go v,w kuhhmje aphrt/ vj,ubv v,ehhnv cjmr ch,uak vjxhs rw xbsr prhsni' av,durr cemvvghr _ vrje nghbho zru,/

cab, ,a"t prmv vjzh, chi ruxhvkdrnbhv/ vdrnbho v,ercu cnvhru,kkbhbdrs' urw pr. crj nthn, vjhv vbtmh,hn"a' knzrj vnshbv/ abh cbhu vdsukho'anutk uhux;' batru ntjur ckbhbdrs/

acugu, tjsho ktjr nfi' bfbx cbu rwhux; kghrhhv' ushcr go tjs vpehshovduhho ao' u,nur, aujs btv vumht gcuru

fryhxho vntarho anjzheh vfryhxhojhhcho kgzuc t, kbhbdrs kyuc, vnkjnv/favfryhxho chsu vkl tk ch, vfbx,unxro krw anutk prux' rw hartk nthrnubh.' urw thxr ekucdby/ fl vmkhju kvnkynkbhbdrs vnupmm,/

ktjr ykyukh srl rcho ueaho vdhg rwpr. kyaeby actxhv v,hfubv' cv gav t,fk abu, vnkjnv/ do fti jzr uv,dkvctnub,u v,ehpv' crujc sg,u ucjhu,vjxhsh, vneurh, avh,v ycugv uxpudvcbpau/

do chnho eaho uyrupho tku' faktvh,v p, kjo cch,' kt na nnbu vchyjuiufuku vhv nkt tnubv u,euv/ vut do ahnaneur ghsus khvusho pkhyho rcho' do aktnjxhsh jc"s av,dkdku fnuvu kyaebyuxchcu,hv/

knru, vmru, uvhhxurho' vnahl rw pr.kgzur kfk hvush bzee ffk hfuk,u/ vut vhvaukj t, cbu hvusv khhc kgnus c,jb,vrfc, ak yaeby' fsh krtu, to jxhshobuxpho ndhgho kghr' ufavhv numt ftku'vhv nznhi tu,o kv,durr cch,u gs ahnmtuneuo ndurho nakvo/

ctjs vhnho pda c,jb, vrfc, fnvcjurho utcrfho avdhgu nrhdt' chbhvo rwbyg crfvi )fhuo rcv ak rhdt( uthrj tu,occh, vurhu/ cmku ak rw pr. bvpfu vkku gsnvrv kjxhsho///

cpgo tjr, vdhg bgr hvush akns cch,xpr nnak,h ak veunubhxyho/ vut vdhgkghr ktjr avnnakv akjv tu,o kxhchrfsh kvmhk tu,o nfkhui chsh vbtmho' ugmrcsrl k,jb,-chbhho cyaeby/ favx,uccfv ufv pda t, rw khhck numehi nx,uccc,jbv unjpa jxhsho/ kbgr vhv tj jxhs'uvut pbv tk rw khhck uchea nnbu knxurs"a ktjhu/ faang zt, rw khhck' bfbx gnucscrho urtv fh bgr hvush kpbhu/ vut vjk

kbxu, kafbgu kvatr cyaeby' tl vkvxhrc/ rw khhck cjfn,u vjk knaul tu,ucahjv gs avcjhi fh vrfc, hmtv ksrfv'tu tz tnr ku: "fg, vrh thi kl neuo ktfukukhaui' to fi ct tkhbu"/// vbgr vxfhonjuxr crhrv' ufgcur zni kt-rc jzr kjhh,urv unmuu,///

fl cdru hkshu ak rw pr.' uvo gmnopgku rcu, cgzrv ktjrho/ vo bhvkugxebu, nxugp, kvad, ,kuah nzui' tu fkxhug jhubh tjr/ czfu, gxebu, zu batrunapju, hvushu, rcu, cjhho!///

c,uo vnkjnv vhv zv cbu hvusv khhc'avusu, kgxebu,u vpghkv zfu napju,rcu, ak tb"a kvdr nruxhv srl kcuc' cgusabh vcbho vtjrho' hux; uanutk' vhupghkho bnrmho cvpgk, vnj,r, vjc"sh,/cachk fl "zfu" kvhapy kabu, ntxrnnuafu,' ure fgcur abho rcu, vmkhjukmt, ngne vcft' kvmyr; knapjvukveho t, ch,o/

c,ul ntu, vnapju, vjc"shu,ahmtu nruxhv ccrhjv vhsugv srlpukhi' vhv do rw pr. unapj,u/

ktjr bsusho u,ktu, vdhg kptehbdacdrnbhv' ao vn,hbu ntu, napju, gstar hxusru vbhhru,' ufk napjv ,nahlvktv csrfv/

do pv vhv rw pr. nrtah tb"a/ vut vhvnrtah vuugs ak vbvk, ",unfh ,nhnho"'ugxe cvapgv gk tb"a uv,nhnho avhucneuo/

fg, tnbo vh,v tparu, kknus ,urvukehho nmuu, cthi nprhg' tl fti mmu ugkucghu, unahnu, nxud aubv/ tb"a vdhguknjbu,-vngcr cdrnbhv fpkhyho jxrh fk'acurho urmumho' ftar rcho nchbhvovu,hru eruch napjv nnsrdv rtaubvcruxhv' jkeo vdsuk huacho cc,h-xuvr tu"x,o" xuckho jhho eaho unrho/ fshkv,tuaa nnurtu, ruxhv ukv,jhk kcbu,jhho jxhshho' utphku jhho burnkhho x,o'vhv vfrj cnbv dsuav ak chyjui tnh,h'ucfuju,-bpa rujbhho nhujsho cnhbo/

do cakc zv v,dkv rw pr. ftjsvnhujsho acjcurv/ cv,uugsuhu, av,uugsctu,o vhnho' jhze t, kc tb"aQ vhrcvkscr gk tvc,-rgho jxhsh, atxur kvkvhpdo j"u _ do fafuko n,eaho kvahdt, p, kjno/ vut do shcr gk fl ajucv gkfk tjs k,, sg,u unrmu kanr t, vjhbulvneurh ak ",unfh ,nhnho"' kanur gk

snuhu, jxhshu,


vurt, vrchf,cv zu n,prxn, cgh,ubbu

cgecu, vurt, vrch nkl vnahjkvrc hvuag sucrtuuuxeh ahf,ucxpr gk vrc pr. numehi _tar xprzv hvhv yucv vi kban,u ak rw pr.uvi ktb"a vjxhsho/

vjunr abspx cf,cv veusn,ucf,cv zu bkej nvjunr abkeykmurl grhf, vxpr/

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aknu,u nfk nanr' ukt k,, kpdug cufnkut bhnv _ cnrjc fnu cnhmr/

kv,uugsuhu,hu ak rw pr. hmt ao nhujs/ftnur' vut vhv njauch v,nhnho' knsidsuk ujxhs nupkt cgk pv nphe nrdkhu,'ufi naphg afuko bvbu kturu/ ftar vhvn,uugs fhs vw vyucv gkhu' do vzebhouvnfucsho acjcurv kt pmu pv _ knru,a,nhs vhv nufi k,, t, v"fcus" ktjrho'do kmghrho nnbu/

rw pr. hsg kbmk t, tj, vxduku, vfhheru, cjc"s _ uvut gbhi vv,uugsu,/ vutjubi cpv nphe nrdkhu, uvv,uugsuhu, akuvhu knup,/ cfj phu vhv nual kccu, ucjithahu,u vhv nexho t, evk aunghu/c,hturhu vbpktho vhv nb,e t, vaunghongukno ungchro kguko afuku nbujv'nbuj, tvcv ubscv' ctvc, rgho zv kzv'nbuj, tn, utnubv crcu,hbu vew/ tb"a

uv,nhnho avhu cruxhv cabu, vzgouvnkjnv vhu zeueho knhku, vbujo aku/rcho tnru ato kt vv,uugsuhu, vkku' vothbo husgho to vhu fg, gnbu vhuo cfkkuaunrh ,urv unmuu,///

vv,uugsuhu, aku vhu hjhsu, cnhbi uktre cdkk farubu,hu vcrufho' ahsg kjzur dogk v,bugv cxhpurhu nscrh hnh eso uvgnhsfnu jh t, fk nturg' udo kt re cdkk ahsgkbdi ueuku vbgho vrghs bhnh vbanv/ ukt recachk aar ukdo wkjhhow hjs go fukofhshsho urgho tvucho _ tkt cdkkacycgu tvc fk hvush tvcv gmnh,fpauyu' uvhv bhfr fh ha ku bghnu, h,hrvkgau, yucv kzuk,u/ vut hfuk vhv kv,kcackcuah vwneckhow' udo vhv si t,vnxucho ctupi ak ndhg kneuno' vutpauy vhv gr urdha///

nthsl' knru, dsuk,u uhsgbu,u _ vut

vhv cyk chyuk nujky cpbh tso agxec,pehs nxuho ctupi ranh _ akt kscrto vkv vhv guav t, vscrho gk-ph vurtvak vrch/ tu-tz vut vhv bzvr nkv,grccscr/

cfkk vut vhv nguss t, vmghrhokpguk ukgau, cfk ,junh vjhho vjxhshho'uvhv buvd fkphvo cfcus/

ctu,i ghbho yucu, avhv nchy gk cjurwgucsw avhv n,pkk ctrhfu, _ fl vchyuvx,fk gk mghr vguxe cncmgho/ vut vhvtunr: "cjur vguxe cncmgho thi klkngkv nnbu' vrh vut nruno ubhat ph-fnvnvwgucshow vnpurxnho vtshrho avhuckhuctuuhya _ fh mghr pauy zv phry tuhx,fkh, vfuubv ak ,nho"/

kg,ho erucu, vhv npkht t, vchyukak cjurh jns/ athp,u undn,u vhu krtu,t, mghrh vmti eaurho uneuarho cear


vrc anutk sus rhhyahe' vrc pr. numehi uvrc jhho nrsfh thhzhe jseuc' cpdhav go nr abhtur zkni az"r cg, cheuru cnubyrhtk

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tnh.' cchyuk tnh,h krch' uzv vhv bjactmku ktuar tnh,h/ kt vhv tmku scr jchccguko ntar mghr vneuar krch' zv vhvtmku her nfk vui///

ktjr ,eup,-nv vnahl rw pr.cbsushu ugzc t, ptehbd acdrnbhvuvdhg kptrhz cmrp,/ rw pr. v,durr

cnal zni-nv cnkui "xguugr" cu ahfbvvnnakv pkhyho rcho/

cjusa tkuk ,a"y vxfhnv nnak,thrktbs kgzur khvusho rcho cfl ahgxeucnktfu, eusa c,junhv/ cgecu, zt,bxgv ecum, aujyho _ ktjr vxfnv

ntsnu"r vrhh"m _ kthrkbs fsh kajuyao/ fakuaho utrcgv jxhsho vhu cecumvvzt,' urw pr. chbhvo/ vo avu aofjusahho hnho uktjr nfi jzru kptrhz/

ctu,v ecumv vhu do hvusho aktntb"a/ nsrl vycg vo jhu cehruc kecum,vjxhsho' ukbds ghbhvo bp,j guko jsa/ vokt vx,hru t, v,pgku,o nvmurv cvv,pkku tb"a uv,uugsu cac,u,/ do hvusho,uach vneuo ctu kjzu, c,phku,hvouv,uugsuhu,hvo ak vjxhsho/ kt ngy nvov,ercu k,ur, vjxhsu,/

^

krw pr. vh,v jhu, nhujs, cbuat

vwv,earu,w tk vrch/ ,jhkv vhv zvtsnu"r vra"c _ cvhu,u cjur chahc,",unfh ,nhnho" ckhuctuuhya _ ktjr nfiv,earu, uchyuk nujky tk tsnu"rvrhh"m' uktjr nfi kf"e tsnu"r nklvnahj/

ktjr jd vxufu, ,a"j' bxg rw nrsfhrhcehi nmrp, kbhu-hure/ euso bxhg,u tnrku rw pr.: vjuac vhbl anchi t,v navucrch' uhhpgk tmkl navu crtu,l t, vrch?vtn, vht' athbl nchi crch' ukguko kt,chi/ tck ,zfur scr tjs:vfk fsth' refsh abanv stmhku, ,,i cl ncy/

buat vv,earu, uvv,cyku, tk vrch'vhv kbuat ecug cv,uugsuhu, aku/

snuhu, jxhshu,


fabgnus gk vmyhhbu,u utuphu vnhujs ak rw pr. numehi' tuhu,r bfui "rw pr."' fph afhbuvu' vbv ,emr vhrhgv nkpry zt,'ukfi bx,pe ceuho tjsho ksnu,u vgahrv ak jxhs zv' azfvuvgahr t, jhh vjxhsho nal abho rcu, cneunu, aubho/

fhuui athi kbu fkh nhsv kagr ns, dsku,u c,urv uhrtvcjxhsu, ucgcus, vao' gk fi gkhbukrtu, zt, n,ul txpekrhtakbu/ ubtnr fl' fa,rmv khsg nvu,u ak tso pkubh _ ,cji cnvjhu,u unvu vjchc uvesua tmku/ ut; tbu tnr: fh nnhs, fnu,uak vjchcu, uvhuer arfa rw pr. k",nho"' ucpry k,nho arwpr. rtv tu,u wgucsw _ nzv tbu hfukho kagr dsuk,u c"gcusv"/

cpbh jxhsho wgucshow hsugho' vhv krw pr. chyuk dsuk' knru,vhu,u rta vnscrho cfk neuo' uknru, vhu,u ncudr cabho/favhu huacho cnxhcv ubugsho hjshu' vut vhv huac ftko nna'ucchyuk tnh,h vhv au,v cmnt t, scrh v,nhnho/ tu tz ghbhuvgdunu, vchgu t, mgru ut, dgdughu' ccjhb, n,h hdhgu ngahkngahu ak ,nho zv///

vgrm,u ujchcu,u k,nho vh,v npkhtv' ukt re kgucsujxhs eaha' tkt do favcjhi ccjur mghr anrtv xhnbhwgcusvw: trhfu, c,pkv' mucrTfbehhy' erht, ang agk vnhyv"nhy R ebhhya" _ nhs vhv n,cyk cpbhu/ vghbho aku fthkub,ebtu cmghr zv uhjs go zv vhu nchgho jsuuv' fthku tunrhortu dhsukho adhskv ,unfh ,nhnho/

nauo fl nucb, dsuk vtvcv uvnxhrv ub,hbv avhv tmkuknuxs esua zv ",unfh ,nhnho"/ nat, bpau cjhho vh,vk,nul c",unfh ,nhnho" cdupu fpauyu/ fk nv avhv hfuk k,ruongahru, farubu,hu _ ,ro/ cbpau ,ro gs nxhru, bpa nna'ucntusu _ czcz vubu ufxpu cfk vg,ho' do fakgmnu kt vhv kunzui fsh xgusv tj,/ vut kt re vhv ,uro' tkt do n,rhotjrho ctxhp, fxpho kyuc, vnuxs/ cfk vnshbu, agcr cnal

hnh jhhu' fthku vuyk gkhu juc esua zv' k,nul' kjze ukgzurkehho t, ,unfh ,nhnho/

tukh npbh acthahu,u vdhg k,fkh, unyr, nsrhd, ",nho"vtnh,h' unavchi cvhadh tuar bpkt zv' ja cgmnu fh ,pehsuak ",nho" tnh,h kstud kyuc, vzuk,' ukfi jhhc vut kbmurukbyur gk fro jns zv' ukanur gk byhgu,hu uprjhu vbjnsho/

utfi vmkhj czv cnsv nrucv' ugcus,u cnxhru, bpa vhtavthrv ku pbho cvmkj,uQ go zt, th tpar kfjs vnmhtu,avao jbbu cfarubu, nmuhbho ucxduku, nhujsu,' tar vusu,kvo zfv kvmkj,u/

rw pr. vhv njubi ckc yuc' nuj mkuk' bpa crhtv' udocjhmubhu,u: ncbv dupu jxui ubvsr' ghbho hpu, ujnu,' ncynjufo' pbho nxchru,' euk cyuj ujze' nbdi bpkt' cgk rda jo'n,ui ucr sg,' cycg rujc vkc/

fcr cgusu ctr. vsnho chnh gkunhu' dcr ugkv gk rchonjcrhu cgcus,u vpurhv cgxebu,' kguss kjze ukgzur t, tb"auv,nhnho cfk vtupbho/ xduku,hu vnhujsu, ak ,ehpu, vkc _vughku ku bds vnubgho ungfcho nch, unju.' aphruao ak scrhotku hsugho ktku agcru t, gne vcft/ farubu,hu ujuahuvcrufho ak tvcv uhshsu, tnh,h, ungurcu,u chi vcrhu,' gnsuku krfua kco ak tb"a uv,nhnho ukakco uka,po cgcus,vpm, vnghhbu, ujhzue vs,/

vhusg scrh vhnho vvo vchi azu kt vh,v gcusv ekv fkk'ufrufv cxfb, nu, fpauyu' uknru, zt, pgk ugav nckh j,/

utnbo' gus nahnv fcsv ungnxv eav kej gk gmnu' cnvavrdha avagv sura, kguss ruj tb"a' kvse earh vtvcvuvhshsu, chbhvo' actn, zv khns tu,o cnkjn,o gk anhr,v,urv uvnmuu, chnh vzgo uvans' ufi ucgher kanur gk yuvr

ksnu,u ak rw pr.nt,: vrc thhzheauuhh

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cvzsnbu, nxuhn, tnr: "jxhsho rdhkhoagk fk gbhi vo pubho tk vrch' ucsrl fkkneuck kjauc afk gus bnmtho cguko vzvpubho krch acsurbu uthku ktjr trhfu,hnho uabho pubho krchho anbuj,o gsi'uftar vbanv mrhfv "gzrv" kngkv' vhtnjpa, ear tk vrchho acdi gsi/ tck zuygu,' udo kngkv jxhs batr eaur krchachnhu///

go vx,keu,u ak f"e tsnu"r vrhh"m'vrcv kgurr t, tb"a uv,nhnho kv,earctn, uc,nho tk vrn"a/ fcr cjuk vnugspxj ,a"h' fjusahho ktjr vvx,keu,'f,c nf,c krc hartk dwhheucxui: "///tb"apv nxurho ktsnu"r akhy"t' utsnu"r

akhy"t vut vrta sfk tb"a spv cfk ///ucsrl fkk sg, tb"a do cpv avbahtu,ahhf, ktsnu"r akhy"t///"/

cjd vxufu, ,ah"t v,uugs agu,trufu, ftar vbuat vgherh vhvvv,earu, krch akhy"t/ ktjr vv,uugsu,vtrufv ct kch,u fsh kjyu; ,bunv emrv'ufav,gurr vhv brda chu,r/ vut xhpr kcbhvch, fh rtv cjkunu t, tsnu"r vra"c'tsnu"r vrhh"m uf"e tsnu"r akhy"t'utsnu"r vra"c tnr ku _ "pr.! R hharfuj pRr shhbg rhhs"/ ]=pr.! hhar fj gcurscrhl[/

cab, ,ah"c gzc rw pr. t, thrupvuvdhg kv,durr cnubyrhtk acbesv/

vpgo vrtaubv arw pr. vdhgkv,uugsu, ak vrch nv"n' vh,vcv,uugsu, juk vnugs xufu, ,ah"s/ cakcnxuho vrch pbv tkhu utnr ku wkjhhow' urwpr. v,pgk umge ceuk ucv,rdau,' "kjhho'rch!"/

vv,earu, vgmunv ak rw pr. crchctv khsh chyuh' chi vatr' cfl antzavrch akhy"t ehck t, vbahtu,' vjkkjzur ntnrho ak vrch cgk-pv/ ctu,o


v,earu,o cthkbt sjhh' f"e rcu,hbu bahtbu/ gk pry zv veshanhyc fuju,hu ufarubu,hu/

vut vhv jxhs ahsg fh kt sh kruno t, gmnu cngk,vnsrhdu, tkt mrhl kvrho do t, apk vnsrhdv' ukt sh krj;cguknu, vgkhubho tkt mrhfho kgau, do t, vguko uhuach ,ckahvhw cu ruj;/

rw pr. hsg t, vjhho vtbuahho kfk pryhvo' uvhv ccjhb,auab, vgneho _ ccjhb, gune hsg' ngune ruo uvi ncjhb,gune ,j,/ re vusu, kzv vhv hfuk cv,uugsuhu,hu kvfbxcscrho vbfbxho tk vkc do kcgkh-c,ho pauyho/ vut vhv numtgno apv nau,p,' apv nucb,' apv crurv' tl n,uck, cbghnvesuav ucbj, ruj' ufl vmkhj kvfbhx kngdk zv do t, vrjueuahrdha t, gmnu ftjs nvjcrht/

dsukv kdhnv anerc,' utfi dsk uvdshk ckdhn, kjhho uehrcrjueho' udo verucho cnxhc, rgho ac, tjho khs akjicac,u, uchnh spdrt cmuu,t ujhcur/

fl vhv kt re chnh vjdho uvac,u,' tkt cfk anjvnapj,h, ak nhusghu unfrhu tu ntb"a' do ftku akt vfhrovhv kuej jck crta uvhv vruao aanj,u ak vzuk, vhtanj,u ctn,/ kt pkt tput afk fl vrcv tvcuvu' jhccuvuuvgrhmuvu _ kt re tku abvbu nv,uugsuhu,hu' nfj vvxcrvvnupkt aku' vkji vbpah vngusi' vbhdui vkcch' vrdauvv,kvcu, ujfn,u cvsrfv uvapgv _ tkt do tku akt zfukvbu, nnxhcu, tku vgrhmuvu ujhccuvu cdkk thahu,u vnupktv'achjs go farubu,hu vhv cchyuk umbhgu,/ gk pbhu vhu bxufhogkhzu, uanjv ucfuju vhv kvaru, tuhrv ak akuuv ucyjui gkfk tso avhv ct gnu cndg ctu,v agv/

ufv nxfo gkhu tjs vjxhsho av,jno kturu chnh veurvburt' chnho vvo cnshbv vvht: vkt vhu vrcv naphghodsukho tl nv nhujs vhv cu crw pr.? _ ksg,h zuvh vkjkujh,Qavrh ckh nho thi scheu, uvearho vo hcahoQ ckh kju, vtsoja fnmhtu, kgmnu' scr bprs' tar do fanusv cnmhtu, vzuk,tck thi vut nrdha tu,v/ rw pr. vh,v cu kjkujh, zfv zu' fjvnsce unjcr avhv tpar kvsce cu' uvhv cfuju kvsche ukjcrdo t, vtjrho/ czfu,u hsgbu aha jxhsho ucgher ha rch/

ungbhi nts acrw pr. bnzdu cu a,h ,fubu, nbudsu,' ftarnms tjs vhv cchyuk nupkt nuk fk jxhs utphku mghr agxecncmgho' tl chjs go zv kt vhxx kgnus crta fk scracesuav/ kt vh,v tmku gbuuv ak aerQ vut hsg t, ,pehsuucbhdus ktku ardhkho kpyur gmno ctunro wkt tbh vthaw' uwktzv vzniw vut vhv tunr afavagv sura, tz zvu vneuo uzuvhvagv _ ucneuo athi tha ta,sk kvhu, vtha///

ukt re vkjkujh, vbpah, xhdk khhmr cv,uugsuhu, aku' tktdo vkju, acghi/ vsng vbum. vhv brtv kg,ho c,ul scurhuvbkvcho' uzv vhv nuxh; ryhcu, kvse vear ak rhgu,' ucpryfasngv zu vhh,v n,dkdk, gk kjhu' tu tz vhv cfuju ak vjunrvher vzv kdca uksce t, vhuacho cnxhcv kdua tjs ctjsu,dnurv/ rw pr. kt vhv cukg cfh' tl vhu pgnho aghbhu vgnueu,uvjnu, vhu n,nktu, nho jnho' bkvcho uru,jho fr,hj,uuv,kvcu,u vbpah, aku///

kt re cv,uugsuhu, vhv ,gbud kanug scrhu' ahju,huutnru,hu' tkt do' ucpry' t, ahgurhu cjxhsu, avhu bghnhoktuzi vaungho/ uha avhv nkns bhdubho kcjurho mghrho' fhuuiavhv nbdi bpkt' uvhv njcc nts t, v,knhsho _ nufi knktrmubo/

rw pr. zfv urtv nturu, chnhu' rtv uvfhro ugns gkhvo'ucfju vhpv c,htur uxhpur vhv nuxr kbu' uvhv nzrho t, vturkbanu,/

knru, vhu,u nrtah vgxebho unzebh vjxhsho undsukhvnaphgho' unnmuhhbh vn,uugsho _ vbv vnui hshshu hsguvu hu,rnfk zv fhshs urg pryh kfk tjs utjs' ufi vhv vhjx' ufzv rmvahvhv tmko/ utfi' vut vhv ctn, hshs bgr. uher' rg jchcunfucsQ vut tvc t, vpauyho ut, vvnui _ uvo tvcuvu tvcvgzv/ knru, dusku c,urv ucjxhsu, uvpkt, farubu,hu vbgkhounsrd,u vrnv' vbv hrs uvaphk t, gmnu kva,kc ukv,tjs gofuko ugo vguko' uf,pehs vb,cg n",nho" kvgku, ukcrr t,jkeu cguko/

ucgku,u gk vngkv' vgkv t,u gnu dua gmuo nguko v,j,ui'tar vjrh. batr fti gnbu jru. ujeue ckc rcho ck hafj kbmj/

vnal cgnus 14

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nv t,v zufr?vjhbul vpryh akh v,jhk cab, ,rn"u

cvhu,h cdhk jna/ tch ]f"e tsnu"rnvura"c[ vhv autk tu,h tz: "uuTxdgsgbexyu?!" )nv t,v zufr?(1/

pgo tj, vfbhx tu,h tch tk vztkvdsuk' uatk tu,h? nv t,v zufr?! ugbh,hku: tbh zufr hvush btv )R ahhbgo thsi(' gozei amhsu vtjs vhv js )"R aph."(' uhtnrkh tch: zv vhv vxct )f"e tsnu"r nvr"a(/

c( tbh zufr rga cch,' uatk,h: vhfivxct?! vtha avjzhe tu,h vgnhs tu,h gkvjkui' urth,h evk dsuk cjmr )vh,v zuvkuuh,u ak f"e tsnu"r nvr"a abx,kech"d ,arh ,rn"d(/ tjr fl vhh,h rutv' thlatch )vrch vra"c( n,pkk cztk vhfiavxct )vrch nvr"a( vhv huac/

hvhv kl nnv kmjue!crahnv tjr, brao vnuct kghk

cahbuhho uvuxpu,: tch )vrch vra"c( rmvakt tafj t, vxct f"e tsnu"r nvr"a'ukfi vhv autk tu,h: "uuTx dgsgbexyu?!")nv t,v zufr?(/ utnr,h ku akuav scrhoavbbh zufr:

t( kxct vhv zei tsuo' ums tjs vhvnjuss )"aphmhe"( _ ftar ,htr,h )ntujrhu,r( t, vxct kpbh zebh vjxhsho agshhizfru t, vxct' vo ecgu avbbh n,tr bfui/

c( pgo vuahc tu,h vxct ushdsd tu,h)"dgyuegy"( umje,h tnr kh vxct: kRl'kRl! su uugxy vTci pui uuTx mu kRfi!),mje' ,mje! hvhv kl nnv kmjue(/ntujr hu,r vxchr kh tch aftar hvushvukl gk nxhru, bpa vut muje/

d( ftar vhh,h cdhk ab,hho ujmh'vcjb,h avnx,uccho cch, cufho' uvrhnutu,h atufk kvchy nvjkui' urth,h avjmrnktv tbaho' uvo cufho _ zu vhh,vvkuuh,u ak vxct/

]crahn, khuctuuhya nvrch vrhh"m)purxo krtaubv c"ch, nahj" cdkhui 702('nxpr vrch vrhh"m gus fnv nzfrubu,hu tku:

vzfrui vrtaui akh vut nvjsr cugnsv nhy,h veybv///

vzfrui vabh akh vut ntus anj:bangho euku, ntus bghnho' tbaho gunshogo fkho aubho chshvo' tjs guav fl chsu'vabh guav tjr,' unfk vpguku, vkkubang, ahrv utbaho n,runnho kngkv/

tbh cgush gk vjkui nb,r crdkh urues'do tbh rumv kkf, kao' kvhfi atbh nchycghbh' tl zdudhu, vjkubu, thbo nraho/


kert, hu"s acy vbbu nsphxho

pre bux; nahju, veusa ak vrch vrhh"m

nahj, khk abh ak jd vxufu, ,a"z

nuda g"h vrc crul akuo fvi

cgrhf,: h/ ci crul

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ntujr hu,r fav,cdr,h' busg,h azuvh,v j,ub,u ak vsus ngbsk )cbu vmghr akf"e tsnu"r nvr"a( cac, tjrh acugu,,r]n"c[' ftar vhh,h fngy ci ab,hho[/

vrch vra"c bfbx kjsruak vrch nvr"a

vhh,h tuvc kaje cztk vhfi avxctvhv huac/ cjsr vvut vhu: akuav fxtu,dsuku, "ergxkgx" nrupsho go dhuuRby]=cs[' vhu eurtho kvo: "utdtbdgergxkgx"/ aukji gduk/ ngk vaukji ,kuhnburv dsukv nzfufh, go vrcv bru,/ cmsvhv aukji f,hcv/

ftar vhh,h ct tk vxc,t )vrcbh,rcev ta, f"e tsnu"r nvr"a(' vhh,h buvdkaje cztk ak vxct' nypx ugukv gkvfxtu, vdsuku, uhurs nvo/

pgo cvhu,h cjsr rutv tbh thl atch)vrch vra"c( bfbx kjsr' rmhbh nts jdurgo tcbyu )"dRrygk"(' ubhda tk vjkui nnukvfxt ak vxct )vrch nvr"a(/ cfkk)ctu,u zni( v,jhk kvhu, tmkh srl tr.aubv kdnrh fkph tch' vcjb,h azvu tctaubv kdnrh!

crtu,h zt, bcvk,h ubjct,h ctj,nvfxtu, vdsuku,' urmh,h krtu, nv tchguav/ uvbv rutv tbh thl atch n,fup;ngk vaukji cvrfb, vrta' up,tuo tbhaung v,hhpju, thl avtct cufv _ tbhbcvk,h nts: vtct cufv!

zv kej zni nnual' ktjr nfi hmt tchnvjsr tjurbh, )fapbhu tk vjsr( urth,ht, pbh tch vcufhu, kdnrh/ ftar v,cdr,h'chtr kh tch t, nangu,o ak fk vscrhovkku/

xhpurh jxhshovo vrdkho vjxhshu,!zv vhv cab, ,rn"u/ ceh. ,rn"u bxg

tch )khtkyg(2' unxr tu,h ,j, vadj,vnkns rw bhxi3/ rw bhxi xhpr kh vrcvxhpurho nrcu,hbu bahtbu/

ftar tch jzr vch,v' vut vjzhe yucvkrw bhxi gcur vxhpurho axhpr kh/ fadsk,htnr kh tch: t,v mrhl kvfhr yucv krw bhxi'vut vgnhs tu,l gk vrdkho' vrdkhho akjxhsu, vo vxhpurho' uzv ndhg tk vrta!

xhpurho nnahfho undkhot, gmo vbpa!

cvzsnbu, tjr, tnr kh tch: gk hshxhpurho nnahfho t, gmo vbpa!

_ gmo vbanv vht vrh cv,gknu,'uvtr, vbanv ahurs, knyv vht cv,dku,'ugk hsh vgcusv ak vtr, vbanv ahurs,

knyv avht cv,dku,' vht pugk, ghkuhcgmo vbanv kngkv/ vtr, vbanv guavyucv kgmo vbanv' gk hsh vgcusv akvtr, vbanv fti knyv c,urv unmuu,'vht pugk, aguko vtmhku, nebt cgukovgahv! vturu, ak tmhku, ugmo vbanvnebtho cvtr, vbanv fti knyv! _ ugkhsh xhpurho ndkho t, gmo vbanv!


vrch vra"c bfbx k"hjhsu,"kjsru ak vrch nvr"a ktjr vx,keu,u

vxhpur vbspx fti tusu, fbhx,u ak vrch vra"c k"hjhsu," kjsru ak tchu vrchnvr"a ktjr vx,keu,u' xupr g"h vrch vrhh"m cgus a,h vzsnbuhu,:

t( cxpr vahju, ,a"s gw 6: cjsr vdsuk ak xch vrch nvr"a gnsu a,h fhxtu,dsuku, urjcu, rfu, unrupsho cnah/// tjrh znbh vkhnus cjsr vhh,h tuvc chnhvhksu, akh kv,hhac ctj, vfxtu, vrfu, vkku' ukjauc tusu, vxhpurho aang,hnfcr nvnkns akh rw heu,htk' udo t, vxhpurho vjsaho avhh,h aung ctu,u zninvjxhs rw jbul vgbsk b"g/

ctjs vhnho hac,h ctj, vfxtu, vdcuvu, uvrjcu, cjsr xch vrch nvr"a'uv,cubb,h cxhpur aang,h nvjxhs rw jbul vgbsk acdnrt nxupr arw hvusv vbahtnxsr vnabv vhv ndhg tjrh vx,keu,u ngknt shi cfk ac, kcer cch,u/// famhhr,hkgmnh cnjac,h thl arw hvusv vbaht ndhg kcer cch,u cfk ac,' jac,h cag,ngav acuusth ndhg do xch vrch nvr"a kcer cjsr aku cfk ac,' utukh do cfkhuo!

pgo tj, fahac,h cvfxt vdsuk uvrjc cjsru ak xch vrch nvr"a uv,cubb,htusu, jhh banu, vmsheho uvbvdu,hvo cdi gsi/// c,ul fl aung tbh thl anhavunscr nts ckja ucufv' p,j,h t, ghbh urth,h thl atch )vrch vra"c( nkucacxhryue nah uvayrhhnk ak ac, )xhhckgbg vhygk(' jdur cjdurv fnu k,pkv' gunskhs vaukji ak xch vrch nvr"a' tujz chsu bhhr ueurt cu ucufv' bcvk,h nts nfluhmt,h caey ni vjsr/// ctu,u zni vhh,h autk fk scr t, vnkns akh veuso' rwheu,htk' uvut b,i tz kvchi t, vgbhi kph vcb,h/ utz v,gurr tmkh vvrda agkhkv,nxr tk tch kt re fnu ci tk tchu tkt do fnu jxhs tk vrch/

)xpr vahju, ,a"s gw 6 uthkl(/

c( cntnr s"v rtah, duho gnke cxv"n ,r"p gw h: sesuav kt zzv nnneunvu,anhah esuav cesua,i vo gunsho fuw' uneuo v,urv uvgcusv ak mshe cesua,uvut do ktjr gku,u njhh vdupu, kjhho vtnh,hho' uvtr, tur gcus,u batr cneunu'sha kunr avneuo acu kuns cgxe c,urv ufk fkhu ava,na cvo kmrfh vgcusvesua,u gkhvo njkeh chruru cguko/

urth,h pgo fh f"e ttnu"r vrv"e tsnu"r ]nvura"c[ vf"n bfbx kjsr tch f"ettznu"r ]tsnu"r nvr"a[ zmuekkv"v zh"g' uvhu gus xsrh vjsr fnu avhu cjhhu )zvvhv cgrl cab, ],r[n"v tu ],r[n"u(' ubfbx kcua cjdurv' ugns tmk vaukji knukfxt ac,u' uap,hu bgu, fnscr' ucfv vrcv/

_ gbhi zv vuct g"h f"e tsnu"r nv"n cv,uugsu, ak ac, pra, uhert vw bhxi,an"z )keu"a jk"c gw 42 uthkl(' uvrch chtr tz: t( aesua, vneuo uvfkho akvmshe do ktjrh vx,keu,u vht ctu,v esuav fnu avh,v cjhh vmshe akfi vrchvra"c bfbx khjhsu, fnu avhv bfbx cjhh vrch nvr"a' agbhi v"hjhsu," vutv,tjsu, vhjhsv ak vjxhs vbfbx khjhsu, go vhjhsv ak vrch/ c( avesuavuvehuo vbmjh sneuo ufkh vmshe vut csudn, vehuo vgmnh uvbmjh ak vfkho ak

gar xphru, ak guko vtmhku,/

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mrhl kprue t, vnygi!fk banv' favht hurs, knyv' vht

kuej, gnv nygi )"cRdRwz"(/ tl mrhlkprue t, zv )"pRbRbsgrbgngi"(' fh to ktzv hhatr xdur c,rnhk )"yTrcg"(/ tnbovfk bnmt fti' tl zv xdur c,rnhk' ukfimrhl kprue t, vnygi/

v,uugsu, ak pgo!anj, ch, vautcv tmk tch )vrch

vra"c( vhh,v n,jhkv ckhkv vabh ak jdvxufu,4/

pgo vhu n,uugsho ctupi tjr kdnrh:vhu huacho fk vkhkv gs vcuer' utznvxufv vhu vukfho kycuk cneuv )"dhhi thiuuRxgr"(' utz v,jhku kjauc tusu,v,phkv' uvhu n,pkkho nh husg n,h/

hvush thbu huai!rw bhxi vnkns xhpr kh tusu, v,uugsu,

anj, ch, vautcv tmk tch )vrch vra"c(/

tch shcr tz tusu, erht, ang agkvnyv' tar erht, ang agk vnyv mrhfvkvhu, fk vkhkv' kt mrhl khaui! cfkk hvushthbu huai!

tch shcr tz tusu, vrjnbu, vdsukvagk vbanv cagv ahuabho' vdo af,uctar cg, vahbv vbanv gukv kngkv

uautc, kv ruj jhho' tl zvu re nvaautc,/ tl gk hsh vgcusv caue ftiknyv vht kuej, gmnu,!

jua cxhpurhokrw bhxi vnkns vhv jua cxhpurho' vut

vhv neck dsuk nf"e tsnu"r nvr"a b"g'uvhv ku jua krauo t, fk nv aang cg,vv,uugsuhu,/

ftar vhh,h autk tu,u kpgnho chturgk xhpur' vut vhv buvd kgbu,: t,v ,angt, vxhpur' uftar ,dsk ,chi/

jzrv gnh ,b"ltnh )vrcbh, aygrbt arv _ ta,u ak

f"e tsnu"r nvura"c(' vh,v knsbh,'ftar kns,h ",b"l" tmk vnkns vakhahakh rw anaui5' vh,v vtnt juzr, gnh t,preh v,b"l/

khaui ukv,jno chivjxhsho!

ndhk jna vhv tch kuej tu,h kfkvv,uugsuhu,' ucv,uugshu, ak anj, ch,vautcv vhh,h huac cxufv ubrso aokpgnho/

pgo6bfbxv tnh kxufv' urm,v kvumht

tu,h fhui abrsn,h' tl tch kt b,i' utnr:ahhai fti/

bgb,v tnh utnrv: vto zvu v"frjotc tk cbho"?! vkt kt btnr "to" )"frjotogk cbho"( tkt "tc"!

gbv kv tch: fi' zvu ctn, "vfrjo tcgk cbho"!

bgb,v tnh utnrv: vrh er )tz vhv ercxufv uruju, vhu buacu,(' uvut hfuk jkhkvkvmybi!

gbv kv tch: vut kt hmybi' ahhai chivjxhsho' vut kt hmybi' vut h,jno'ujnhnu, zu ,xphe ku ksurh suru,!

)uxhho f"e tsnu"r ]nvurhh"m[akhy"t(:

zv bert nxhru, bpa gk jhbul!

1( rtv do keuyh shcurho j"t ebj' t/ xv"n

,a"y gw 681/ ,a"h gw 562/ ,ah"t gw 371/

2( tusu, zni vbxhgv khtkyg rtv jbul kbgr gw

75/ ua"b/

3( rtv tusu,hu xv"n ,a"y gw 402/ ,ah"t gw

641/ uthkl 492 uthkl/ keu"s j"t es' c uthkl/

ez' t/ xv"a eh. va", gw 86/ ,a"t gw 051/ ugus/

4( rtv do xv"a ,rm"t gw 841/ ,a"c x"g 81/

ugus/

5( rtv tusu,hu xv"a eh. vwa", gw 92 161/

xv"n ,a"t gw 861/ ugw 103 uthkl/

6( rtv do xv"n ,ah"t gw 09/

v,uugsuhu,


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hnho yro bspxu xprh vntnrho' uf,ch vhsvhu nugyho chu,r' unfubu, mhkuo yro vhucaue/ knru, zt, rw pr. vhv huac ckhku,ung,he t, vntnrho fph abvd cruxhv'uktjr nfi vhv juzr gkhvo cmhcur/ chshcbhu ahw anurho gs vhuo njcru, ucvintnrho trufho ak vrch/

gcur jxhs fnu rw pr.' acbgurhu v,rdkkjzur ntnrho cxdbubo ak tsnu"r vra"cuvrhh"m _ zv kt vhv ek/ tck vut hsg fhfabaht jsa gkv kbahtu,' mrhl kjzur t,vntnrho aku///

cngaho tkv vcht khsh chyuh kej akxhpur gkhu vhv juzr pgnho rcu,: ctj,nv,uugsuhu,hu ak tsnu"r vra"c' hac rwnhftk sgr Rkygr' unhavu vx,hr tu,unvrch/ vrch xhni kvkv akt hx,hr' utnrku _ "R hubdgr jxhs' R Rkygr jxhs _ahhi mu euei"/

fl vhv ckhnus ,ur,u ak vrch' ugktj, fnv ufnv av,nxr cdupu' bpau unnubukehuo vurtu,hu ak vrch nv"n/

pgo chea vrch npkubh kgau, gbhinxuho' tl vkv v,jne c,utbu, aubu,/tnr ku vrch: "Ty thz pr. ntmehi' gr thzgkygr pRr thhl tui gkygr pRr nhr' tui grpTkdy///"]= vbv pr. numehi vut hu,rncudr nnl unnbh' uvut nmhh,//[/

nxpr rw hartk ruchi: "cac, pra,crtah, ,af"t' v,uugsu ,knhsh vhahcvcnubyrhtk/ ctu,o hnho vdhg nbhu-hurev,w akuo cktbe avhv tz ci 41 abv/

ctu,v ,eupv vjk vrch kkns bhdubho ckhkanj, ,urv' ufavdhg vkv knubyrhtkcheau nnbu ahahr t, vbhdui vjsa akvrch' ayro vdhg kebsv/ knru, arw pr.fcr vhv tz haha unaphg nfucs' vut bsj;chi fk vcjurho uv,fup; kveahc kbgr citrcg-garv fsh kanug gus vpgo ugusvpgo _ cnal fk vkhkv _ t, vbhduivjsa/ fzv vhw tupi vchyuk ak rw pr.///"

nuxh; unxpr vrc hgec auuhh:"fabxg,h kj,ub, tjh vrc thhzheav,ehhnv cbhu-hure' bxgu hjs th,h,nhnho rcho k,jb, vrfc, fsh kkuu,h/vfk resu ucrfu tu,h ccrf, wnzk yucw gcurvj,ubv' ucgher gcur vzfu, avh,v khkbxug krch' bxhgv avh,v kt-nmuhv ctu,ohnho/ nv nts v,pgk,h krtu, t, rw pr.chi vnkuuho' uvut rues hjs go v,nhnhofthku vhv tjs nvo/ uvgher vut' Rz xwthzbhay dhuugi R aphk' bTr gr vTy zhl yRegdhvRkyi dkhhl nhy sh thcgrheg ,nhnhouuTx vTci sTryi dhyRbmy ]=azv kt vhvnaje' tkt vut ctn, vjzhe t, gmnuauuv tk v,nhnho aresu ao[/

^

eav k,tr cpryho t, thahu,u ak rwpr./ vut vhv jxhs tafuku, _ avfk cu/vut bhji c,fubu, rcu, ubshru,/

vxhpur vct aju,o t, vf,cv' hnjhazt,:

pgo bxg cbu rw khhck ktbdkhv/ cvhu,uao b,cea kcer cch,u ak vrc aknvavhv vaujy ak vwpkgmgkw cptrhz/ rwaknv vhv hvush bfcs cerc jxhsh pukhi/

vut vhv nju,i ak vtsnu"r nctcuc'ujxhsh pukhi uvubdrhv vhu nrcho kvdhgtkhu/

fabx,kev ta,u' xdr t, gmnu cjsrceunv vabhv ak ch,u' ukt rmv krtu, pbhtha/ fnv nvtsnu"rho udsukh vjxhsho ctukch,u fsh kbjo tu,u' tl ntuo kt gzrQ c,uvushgv canu fh vut gmuc uthbu rumv krtu,t; tso/

fact rw khhck numehi kch,u' cheanvc, a,ushg ktchv fh vut ct/ kt jkpuseu, rcu, urw aknv hrs njsru uhac go rwkhhck ag,hho ,nhnu,/ vscr gurr ,svnvchi jxhsh pukhi' uvkku atku tu,u nsugxhrc krs, krtu, t, pbh vtsnu"rho udsukhvjxhsho acheru cch,u' uthku gcur rw khhcknumehi bg,r/ bgbv rw aknv utnr kvo fhktjr pyhr,v ak ta,u' vjk kv,cubicbgav xchcu' urtv fh kt nmt tn, tmkt; tjs ntsnu"rh pukhi avfhr tu cercvjxhsho vbgkhoQ gs fv vfhr re hvushtjs avhv hvush tnh,h _ uvut rw pr.numehi' tu,u vut ngrhl hu,r nfk tsnu"rhpukhi ujxhshvo vbgkho/ nauo fl' faangt, vao "numehi" _ vrdha avut mrhlkrs,///

neuru, k,uksu, jhhu ak rw pr. cabh

vpreho: rahnu, cbhu: rw anutk' rw akuo

sucgr' rw anutk ungsuhu,hu ak rw hux;Q fpr

jc"s dkhui 505Q rahnu, scrho/

vnal ngnus 73

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"dtukv hvush,"

-v,kuhv ctunu,

cpre veuso vuxcr fh cdtukv vg,hsvhyku jke t; tunu, vguko: "fh tz tvpultk gnho apv crurv kerut fuko cao vw"_do vo h,uusgu knkfu,u ak vec"va,hrtv cdkuh' kghbh car/

gbhi zv' thbbu re "pry mssh" cdtukv'nghi ",pturv" jhmubh, kvakn, v,nubv'

tkt vut eaur go gmo gbhbvak vdtukv:

cntnrh jz"k nuphg nxpr pgnhovrghui' fh vdku, uvdtukv thbo re "cghv"ak go hartk ckcs' ftar vec"v fchfuk"mupv ni vms" unjk. tu,o ccut vzni nivdku,/ vdku, uvdtukv ahhfho do kafhbvgmnv/ cgus fhuo' czni vdku,' vguko nfxvunx,hr gk vtkueu, acu )ukfi btnr "dkuktsuo afhbv gnvo"' nms vvgko uvx,rgk tkueu, ahabu czni vdku,( _ vrh kg,hs

kcut hrtu cnuja fhms vguko ufk vbcrthoacu "kt bcrtu tkt ntnh,, vnmtu"Q vturvtkueh vbgkv chu,r "hhmt nntxru" uhthrcdhkuh cfk vguko/ uczv ,,cyt dtuk,vafhbv' "ktuent afhb,t ngprt"]=kveho vafhbv ngpr[/

bnmt to-fi' fh vfr, tunu, vgukocnkfu,u ak vec"v urthh,o cnuja )kmscbh hartk( fhms fk scr cguko vut tkueu,_ bucg nnvu,v ak vdtukv vg,hsv: dtuk,vafhbv' vxr, fk vvgknu, uvvx,rho' gsatphku duhho hfukho krtu, cnuja t,vbvd, vec"v cguko/

do akhnu, dtuk,o ak cbh hartk

,kuhv cfl/ fkunr' akhnu, vdtukv ak cbhhartk ,kuhv cfl avgukohdhg kchruruuzhfufu:

,fkh, ufuub, crht,u ak vhvush vhtknyrv tj, uhjhsv: "tbh bcrt,h kana t,eubh"' uckaui v,bht eshat vadur cph fkftjs nh"c vpxueho: "uzv fk vtso

u,fkh, crht,u/ / kvhu, ku h,w shrvc,j,ubho"/ cnhkho pauyu,: v,urvuvnmuu, thbo "tnmgh" tu "scr bux;" gknmhtu,u ak vhvush' fh to _ vo fknmhtu,u ujhhu unvovo bucgho _ "tbh kt

bcrt,h tktkana t, eubh"' ftar cflcubv vhvush kec"v "shrv" cguko vzvvdanh/

bnmt thput' fh cagv achrur vguko ktvdhg gshhi kahtu thi zv re vgsr"akhnu,"' tkt fk nmhtu,u ak vhvushbnmt, jxhrv _ vrh fk ,fkh, ehunu vutkvcht knmc cu vguko nana fshrvnuakn, kec"v' ufk zni agbhi zv thbbu bpgkcakhnu,u' jxr nnhkt cgher nmhtu,u akvhvush/

nduhU, kdtukv

vhcy bux; habu kdtuk, vguko' ngcrknangu,u chjx kgo vhvush:

nt,: hvuag nbjo

c"zfu, vacgv" c"zfu, vacgv"hzfu tunu, vguko hzfu tunu, vgukok"vdsrv gmnh," k"vdsrv gmnh,"cbcutu, aubu, nuzfr jkeo ak tunu, vguko cdtukv vg,hsv:

"tz tvpul tk gnho apv crurv kerut fuko cao vw" @

vto jkeo cdtukv vut "gbhi" jauc fakgmnuQ tu ant zvu

re "pry" kvakn, dtuk, hartk' tl jahcu,o vgmnh, ak

vtunu, ,,cyk ugs ahhjac fthku bfr,u uthbo? @ n,crr

fh czfu, acg vnmuu, avo nehhnho _ hvhv kvo jke

nangu,h cdhkuh ak hnu, vnahj @ dtukv kf-u-k-o

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cpre veuso vuxcr' tar kg,hs kcuttunu, vguko "hertu fuko cao vw"/ ufphanpra ra"h gk vpxue "ang hartk vwtkuehbu vw tjs": "vw ag,v vut re tkuehbu_ ukt ak tunu, vguko )fkunr atunu,vguko n,fjaho tkhu uthbo nfhrho cu('hvhw kg,hs kcut "vw tjs" _ tjs uhjhsafuko nfhrho cfl fh vut tkueh vgukouthi ck,u/

kgbhi zv bh,i kv,hhjx cabh tupbho:

nms tjs bh,i kunr fh vfr, tunu,vguko cnkfu, vw thbbv nyrv fakgmnv'tkt tl-ure nmc vn,jhhc ndtuk, gohartk/ ,fkh, vdhkuh kg,hs kcut ,vhv rekngi go hartk )fph azu ,fkh, nmhtu,vguko fuku: "crtah, _ cachk hartkabertu rtah,"(' uvxhcv kfl ado vduhhohhnmtu tz vht _ fpry cdtuk,go hartk'fsh ahufk knkt t, ,pehsu u,fkh,u: khnusv,urv uehuo vnmuu, cakhnu,/ ukfi mrhlkvhu, guko vnufar un,tho kfl' guko cu"kt hrgu ukt hajh,u"' ugs avtunu, gmnot; hxhhgukcbh hartk cgcus,o )"ugnsuzrho urgu mtbfo" ufuw(/ ufnx,g; nfl'h,gku knmc cu hfhru cnkfu, vw cguko/

tl bh,i kunr ctupi tjr: vdtukv gcurfkk vguko thbbv tl urepry cdtuk, gohartk' ha cv ,fkh, cpbh gmnv: v,fkh,vtnh,h, vht acfk vguko _ fukk tunu,vguko _ hurda a,fkh, crht,u vht kmurlzhfufu uchruru/ tnbo ,fkh, crht, vgukouvdtukv vht cachk hartk_ tl xu; xu;fkvguko ucruthu vhbo ngah hsh vec"v'uvfuubv vgkhubv ccrht,o-vo vht chrurouzhfufo/ ehho to-fi gbhi cpbh gmnu cflat; vo "hfbxu" knmc vdtukv/

gbhav eukeyhch,?!

a,h dhau, tkv na,epu, cjz"kucnprah vnert:

cbcut,u vtjrubv ak ckgo' cv nsucrtusu, "tjrh, vhnho"' btnr "srl fufcnhgec ueo acy nhartk" )afhsug zvu nklvnahj(' unxhho: "unj. pt,h nutc uererfk cbh a,"/ ehhnho abh phruaho cnhkho"uerer fk cbh a,": c,rduo tubekux nprat, vnkv "uerer" nkaui akhyv' "uhakuycfk cbh tbat" _ nkl vnahj hakuy gk fkcbh vtso/ tl vtci-gzrt npra "uerer" _nkaui vrhxv' fkunr tunu, vguko h,cyku

kg,hs kcut/

njkue, sunv bnmt, cdnrt cphruavpxue "uvakhah, cv hu,r" _ tar kg,hskcut hatru cjhho re akha ntufkuxh,vguko/ rha keha xucr tar tu,u jkeahatr vut "akhah ak ao"' re akhanmtmthu ak ao _ cbh hartk/ tl rch hujbijkue gk fl unahc ku ckaui ngbhhb,: "ktbhjt knrhhvu stnr, vfh' tkt tphkuakhah ak cbh bj" _ vec"v thbu "nrumv"nphrual cpxue' tkt ctn, ctu,u akhaahatr bfkkho do cbh bj _ jxhsh tunu,vguko/

usrua chtur: fhms h,fi kunr fh kg,hskcut hfr,u fk tunu, vguko _ vrh habibcutu, rcu, unpuryu, chhjx kneuno aktunu, vguko cdtukv vg,hsv' fnu tu,iavuctu kghk: "tztvpul tk gnho apvcrurv kerut fuko cao vw ukgcsu afotjs"' ufnpura chaghv "uvhv ctjrh,vhnho bfui hvhv vr ch, vw/// ubvru tkhufk

vduho/// uapy gnho rcho"' ugus bcutu,rcu, vn,hhjxu, cmurv npura, ktunu,vguko kg,hs kcut/ fhms to fi n,thnhokfl vphruaho vnscrho gk fl atunu,vguko hfr,u kg,hs kcut?

do mrhl kvchi kdupu ak gbhhi: thl h,fi

cfkk kunr fh kg,hs kcut "x,o fl" hnu,ufk tunu, vguko' fukk tku akt v,jhhcucguba gk ngahvo _ vrh "yuc vw kfkurjnhu gk fk ngahu"' vto hxpv vec"v t,jxhsh tunu, vguko vmsheho' hjs govragho?

nv zv "erer"?

jucv thput kunr fh kph fk vphruahotunu, vguko hu,ru cjhho kg,hs kcut/ thit; ahyv vxucr, fh vec"v hfrh, t, fkvduhho gk kt ntunv/ vnjkue, vht crucspbhnh ugnue hu,r _ cthzv tupi ,,ehhonmhtu,o ak vtunu, kg,hs kcut: vto voh,ehhnu fnmhtu, jaucv cpbh gmnv' tuant ,,cyk jahcu,o uvo hvhu re ypkhokgo hartk/

uvo vo abh vmssho avuctu kghkcnvu, dtuk,o ak tunu, vguko: vto vhtre jke upry cdtuk, go hartk' tu antha nyrv cpbh gmnv cfl avo ha,,puc,vkhl vdtukv uhfhru cnkfu,u ak vec"v/

kph vtupi vrtaui fh dtuk, tunu,vguko vhbv pry cdtuk,o ak go hartk'bnmt thput fh nmhtu,o ak tunu, vgukoc,urtunv uhau, cpbh gmnv_ n,cyk,/thi vo zufho k"vdsrv gmnh," chjxk,vkhl vdtukv' kt ftunv ukt fhjhsho'tkt nanaho c,pehs nabh ckcs' f"curdcnfub, vdtukv" vnxhhgho uguzrho kgohartk/

]sudnt kscr _ ngnsu ak vgcscvkfv: hsug fh gk ph vvkfv nmhtu,u akvgcs cykv kjkuyhi' "nv aebv gcs ebvrcu"' uvut nana fchfuk fjke ndu;vtsui[/

uzu vnjkue, cchtur vpxue "uerer fkcbh a,"/ vsgv vnscr, gk "erer" fvrxufhkhui thi nangv fpauyv' vfjs, tunu,vguko' tkt fncutr kghk _ fhkhuiv"nmhtu," uvjahcu, vgmnh, ak vduho/zvu do vvxcr csg,u ak rha keha cphruavpxue "uvakhah, cv hu,r"' tar tu,uakha fukk re t, cbh hartk _ re vohjacu fnmhtu, cpbh gmnv' uthku knmhtu,tunu, vguko ,vhv nangu, nabh, ckcs'fnakhnho t, dtuk, go hartk/

kgun, zt, vphrua vabh cnkv"uerer"' nkaui akhyv' nsdha t, vvhpl:akhyv nurv gk fl aehhn,nmhtu,

vbaky, chsh nkl vnahj' avrh "thi nkl

vsgv vnscr, gk

"erer" fvrx ufhkhui thi

nangv fpauyv'

vfjs, tunu, vguko'

tkt fncutr kghk _

fhkhui v"nmhtu,"

uvjahcu, vgmnh, ak

vduho/ kgun, vzt,

vphrua vabh cnkv

"uerer"' nkaui akhyv'

nsdha t, vvhpl:

akhyv nurv gk fl

aehhn, nmhtu,

vbaky, chsh nkl

vnahj' avrh

"thi nkl ckt go"

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ckt go"/

unv bpkt kph zv shue kaubu ak rchhujbi vnahc kscrh rha keha cnhkho: "ktbhjt knrhhvustnr, kvu vfh"' kec"v'c,ur tsubo ak tunu, vguko' "kt buj"cphrual' avrh cfl vhbl nger t, nkfu,uutsbu,u gkhvo' vec"v "ngsh;" suet fhtunu, vguko tfi h,ehhnu c,ur nmhtu,gmnth, vbuyk, jke cdtukv/

vo cgmno hrdhau

vvfrgv chi a,h vsgu,' vi cvkfv uvic,ur, vjxhsu,' vhbv ftupi vabh:

nvrnc"o brtv fh tunu, vguko hykujke gmnth c,vkhl vdtukv ukt re fprycdtuk,o ak hartk/ zt, ktur vgucsv fhcfnv neunu, vut ncht zt, fgbhi cpbhgmnu: "uhjzru fuko ks, vtn,"' "ukt hvhvgxe fk vgukotkt ksg, t, vw ckcs" _apayu, vkaui nurv fh vfubv t; ktunu,vguko/

]uhun,e fh czv vukl vrnc"o kahy,u'tar "fk vneck acg nmuu, ubzvr kgau,ivrh zv njxhsh tunu, vguko' uha ku jke

kguko vct'uvut aheck tu,i uhgav tu,inpbh amuv cvi vec"v c,urvuvushgbu gkhsh nav rchbu"/fkunr' eck, vafr nu,bh,cfl ahehho t, acg vnmuu, nms vmhuuh

avhv gkhvo cn,i ,urv' t; afcr eusobmyuu gkhvo czni bj/ scr zv nkns fh n,i,urv pgk jhsua t; cbudg kcbh bj uacgvnmuu, akvo/ fao ago hartk jhhccnmuu, nfj n,i-,urv' ukt cdkk vmhuuhhoaesnu ku _ csunv kfl gk cbh bj kehhot, vnmuu, suuet njn, vmhuuh cn,i ,urv/nfti gukv' fh v,urv nhhjx, ngkv gmnh,

ktu,i acg nmuu, ]ngcr knyr,ofvfrjhu, k"haucu ak guko"' akfi bmyuugkhvi ktjr vncuk[' csunvkehuo vnmuu,gk hsh go hartk/ ucv,to kfl' hecku dot, afro kg,hs cpbh gmno)ukt re fpryujke ndtuk, go hartk([/

fnu fi cxpr v,bht fan,tr t,vngkv vgmunv a,vhv kg,hs kcut' ktjrafu,c fh "tz hzsfl danhu, vdu; uvgukouhufku keck dhkuh tur vw" _ nnahl unuxh;fgbhi cpbh gmnu: "unh,rui vvtrv khartkhdhv jual vtunu,"/ tu,v vtrv ,vhveaurv ktunu, vguko gmnoQ tn, tfi fhvht ,cut gk hsh "vvtrv khartk"' avrhcrur fh gher vdhkuh hvhv kgo hartk' tlhjs go zt, vdhkuh ktunu, vguko h,puxneuo fakgmnu kt re fpry cdtuk, gohartk/

nvu tfi vvxcr kfl? vrh kfturv'nmhtu,o ak vduho )uvguko cfkk(' vhbv re"cachk hartk ucachk v,urv" _ fhms tofi h,fi kv,hhjx kdtuk,o fgbhi cpbh gmnu'

athbu eaur kdtuk,o ak hartk?

cvfrj thput kunr fh t; gbhi zv dupt_ va,,pu,o vgmnth, ak tunu, vgukocdtukv _ budg khartk/ fkunr: akhnu,vdtukv ak cbh hartkvht suet cflatunu, vguko na,,pho ctupi gmnthcdtukv ucvfr, nkfu,u ak vec"v/

cagv atunu, vguko n,bvdho frtuh_ "kt hdzku ukt hajh,u" _ tl chyukoktkueu, vut re f,umtv nagcusokhartk ucvo gmno thi vscr brda _ tzhjxr c,ufbv ak vdtukv: "uvhv vw knkl gkfk vtr."' unnhkt jxr do cdhkuh akvdtukv kgo hartk/ fk gus vguko gmnu

kt ja t, nkfu,u ak vec"v _ uvgukovrh ahhlkgo hartk )"cachk hartk"( _ufnu fi fk gus jxrv tmk tunu, vguko'nar,h go hartk )"uvhu nkfho tunbhl"('v,juav vgmnh,ak "hsg fk pguk fh t,vpgk,u" _ vrh jxr tmk cbh hartk cdhkuhvdtukv: vnar,ho akvo kt nrdhahocnkfu,u ak vec"v/

suet cagv avguko fuku' fukk tunu,vguko' nrdhaho cgmno_ nms gbhbo vo

_ t, nkfu,u ak vec"v' tzh zuvh aknu,vdtukv' ubpgk, akhnu, vfuubv ak "shrvc,j,ubho" uakhnu, vdtukv tmk hartk/

]neuru,: keu"a jf"v gw 091/ v,ugsuhu,

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huo rtaui' sw acy

vhuo vdhgu k-077 v,nhnho vkunsho chahc, jc"scpury-kusrshhk acpkurhsv' cvbvk, vrc nuyh gb,h/vo vdhgu gk nb, kavu, cnjhm,u ak vrch akhy"tchuo vdsuk uvesua huo hw cacy' udo fsh kvcji gkvjunr aknsu g,v' cnxdr, vkhnusho keck, wxnhfvwkrcbu,' tmk rta vhahcv c-077 vrv"d abhtur zkni

kceucxeh/

,phk, nbjv cnbhhbu ak vrch akhy"t' go ahr,vwhjhw uvrheusho kpbhv utjrhv' vugcru vhuo cahsur jhkfhbux vpghkho vdsuk cgbhbh dtukv unahj abgrl vhuoctr.-veusa )rtv hshgv bprs, cdkhui(/

ktjr ,phk, nbjv bgrl vhuo tjs vngnshovnrdaho chu,r vn,ehhnho cnal fk vabv c-077/vnsucr cfhbux hksho nhujs )wrRkhw( kfcus hu"s cacy'fhbux acnvkfu n,pkkho vhksho ,phk, nbjv cch,vnsra ak vrch cnbdhbv vhsugv' tjr-fl juzrho gkjke nvntnr wct,h kdbhw cgk pv' tunrho t, abho-gar vpxueho unbdbho t, vbhdubho akhns vrch cnalvabho/ cfk huo ndhgho nwtvkh nbjow k-077 fh,u,akhnu, ak hksho ntu,v afc, dhk' go nknshvo' uftivo gurfho t, vvfbv vfh n,thnv kert, vhuo vdsukuvesua/ rtuh kmhhi fh fhbux zv n,ehho ktjr xhuovkhnusho chahcv uvfbv zu vht gk jacui znbo vpbuhak v,knhsho/ t, vfhbuxho cnal vacug nbuuy nhshhuo chunu vrc pbjx rppury' xdi vnbvk vjhbufh/

ucbhnv thah,: do tmkhbu' v,nhnho vauvho srlecg c-077 ujuzho cgaru, fhbuxho ugmru, aubu, cnalvabv' bdg kkhcbu cnhujs vfhbux vzv' nauo aftar tburutho cnu ghbhhbu t, vtnubv vkuvy, uv,nhnv akhksh hartk' uaungho cthzu rmhbu, ufuubv yvurv vonehhnho t, vurtu,hu ak vrch nv"nQ cthzu v,kvcu,,hbueu, ak ch, rci nabbho cgk-pv t, vntnrunbdbho cjuo rc _ scr zv pugk do gk vntzhbho/ tarhjkeo udsukv zfu,o ak vhuznho uvncmgho ak rghuincurl zv' athi xpe avut duro krch bj, ruj nrucv/uhvh rmui ahang vec"v t, auug,o ak hksho tku' vckathi cu jyt' uhjha t, vdtukv vakhnv ubrtv tu,vdo cghbh vcar akbu/

vgrc bgrfv cruc ptr uvsr jdhd, cr-vnmuuv kcbuak vrc aknv tkhvu nreuch.' nrtah v,unfho

cpghku, ch, jc"s cnshb, nexheu/ hjs go napj,uak bgr vcr-nmuuv' vdhgu k-077 do vakhj vrtahknshb, nexheu' vrchux; hmje nhhzkha'ugnu jcur,neurcho akjkeo zvu vcheur vrtaui cch,u ak bahtvsur' ch, nahj _ 077/

cnvkl xhuo vrnc"o abgrl vgrc' vzfhru vsucrhoavhuo' sw cacy' vut huo vuks,u vntv ak nzfhr vrchnv"n' vrc jhho nrsfh thhzhe juseuc g"v'tarcnal kngkv nhuck abho ahna ftha xusu uhs hnhbu akvrch nv"n uvhv vnumht uvncht ni veusa pbhnv/cv,uugsu, xupr rcu, gk v,cyku,u vnujky, ak vrcjuseuc tk vrch nv"n ugk v,fubv vnhujs, akwanhr, vxusw ab,crl cv/

huo abh' vw acy

cfk rjch 077 b,ku nusgu, nxudbbu, vnzfhru,kmhcur vrjc' fh cgus jna hnho ckcs' ndhg hu"s cacy'agk fi gk fuko kv,fubi vhyc kcht,u ukvxphe kxhhot, fk vvjkyu, vyucu,' afk tjs utjs ehck gk gmnuctupi thah/

vfnu, vrcv ak vtbaho vctho chuo anj,okch, nahj 077 ducr, uvukf,/ fngy nhsh huo habvanjv fzu tu tjr,' tl chnh erht,-v,urv vtrughovnanjho vkku fnu gucrho fk pgo aht jsa/ flksudnt vhuo' cu gku k,urv j,i uabh bgrh cr-nmuuv'uvdcth grl "nh acrl" kakua huksu, go gukkhvivrfho abuksu t,nuk knzk yuc/ uhvh rmui ahrcu anju,chartk uabzfv kcar re cauru, yucu,/

ktjr v,phkv bgrfu a,h v,uugsuhu, ak bgrh cr-nmuuv ajzru gk vntnr fbvud/ tb"a uv,nhnho hacukhs vaukjbu, avhu grufho kxgusv fhs vnkl' uchrfut, vbgrho uvurhvo vntuarho ahdsku k,ptr, frmuif"e ts"a/

csrl fkk' thi cxsrh vwecumvw ahgurh bdkvnxusrho' ju. nahguru vacugh ak rta vhahcv vrcabhtur zkni kceucxeh' vbnxr gk hsu nhsh huo jnhah/vhuo tck v,carbu gk fl anxpr cjurho' cghsusvvbvkv' trdbu ahgurho nxusrho cbdkv kph vbuathovbknsho cghubt/ vahgurho hhnxru gk hsh vrc aknv

hvusv xdknhsh huo abh/ vhuo fcr bnxr gk hsu vahgurvrtaui' cgbhhi ahy, ra"h u,uxpu, c"nusv cayr

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af,cu"/

vahgur vacugh vecug ak v,nhnho aknsu chahcu, jc"scmp, ucjhpv' bnal vhuo kv,uugsu, rc,h go vrc gupr

nhusucbhe' vnana fr"n unaphg chahcu, tku/ cscrhu gns gkvmurl vjhubh kvph. t, caur, vdtukv uvdutk kkt ktu,' fnucicsrfho vn,eckho gk sg,u ak tso' tck ckh kpjs kunr t,sg,hbu uckh khcua nscrhu ak vrch nv"n uvbvd,u cwngav rcwavrtv kfk vguko cnal abv ujmh' faguss t, ahr, whjh tsubbuw/

huo akhah' uw acy

vhuo vdhgv ecumv bfcsv uxxdubh, ak turjho nmrp,' tarruco vdsuk thbo wjc"sbhehow cnuci vneuck uvdkuh' fh toneurcho avdhgu k-077 cgm, vnaphgho' kngi havu cnjhm,u akvrch nv"n chuo vdsuk hu"s cacy' cnyrv ascr zv hjze tmkot, vear chbo kchi baht vsur akhy"t/

fnu fi vjku krtu, vhuo t, rtaubh v,nhnho uvtcrfhoavdhgu ntr.-veusa' unfk emuu, ,ck' k-077/ vnau,; kfukovht v,auev vcugr, uvrmui vgz kavu, tmk vrch akhy"t chuoacu ehck gk gmnu t, vbahtu,' wrta vabv kv,earu,w' n,ul,euuv th,bv utnubv pauyv ahuo zfth zv rtuh ckt xpe kvhu,vhuo vdsuk' cu h,dkv nkfhbu nahjbu eck go uguko/

ngbhhi kmhhi: favdhgu vnubhu, vmvucu, nasv-v,gupv upreut, nygbo vtbuah khs 077' bh,i vhv kvcjhi fh ruc vcthotujzho chshvo t, jucr, vvfbv vnputr, ahmtv ktur krdkkert, hu"s acy///

huo rchgh' zw acy

vhuo vdhgv ntr. veusa ecumv bfcsv nrcbh tb"a ahjhu'crtao rcu ak fpr jc"s vrv"d nrsfh anutk tafbzh/ rtuhkmhhi fh vrcbho bhmku t, vvzsnbu, ucnvkl avu,o fti nxruahgurho k,knhsh v,nhnho/ knak' vrc tafbzh nxr ahgur ghubhngnhe k,knhsh hahc, wtuvkh ,urvw' tar vtzhbu cruc eackscrhu ut; v,pkpku ghnu cdnr vahgur/

cagu, tjr vmvrhho vdhgu k-077 ,knhsh hahc, jc"s cuubmhvacthykhv cvrfc nkt' fukk fk vrcbho uv,nhnho/ nhs ftarhrsu nvrfcho avchtu tu,o k-077' prmu k,ufu fruj xgrv cahrvtshrv ak wakujh tsubbuw' ahrv avephmv nneunu t, fk nh abfjc-077/// vahrv uvrheus vxugr bnafu seu, rcu,' facnrfzvngdk rues rta vhahcv vrc bugo uudbr' nguss undchr t,vanjv' unxchc gunsho ,nhnho utb"a unx,fkho cv,rdau,cnjzv/ ktjr nxpr seu, v,jk; vahr kwhjh tsubbuw uvngdk xj;th,u do t, vmhcur vdsuk/ euku, vahrv vzu v,grccu goeuku,hvo ak ,hbueu, ak ch, rci actu,u vzni jzru cgk-pv gkntnr wct,h kdbhw/ veuku, vkku gku vanhnv fnbjv ckukvkec"v' ftunrho: rtv gs fnv tbu nufbho kdtukv' tbt dkv fcrt, tchbu rugbu!

vgrc bgrl xhuo wxpr nsgw kvrnc"o uv,jk, wxpr tvcvw/ t,xgus, vxhuo abjudv cruc ptr uvsr ,rnv napj, rhhyahekghkuh ban, tch vnapjv' vakhj uvas"r knshb, ekhpurbhvcnal hu,r nhuck abho' vrv"j nbjo anutk sus rhhyaheg"v'avgrc vut huo vhhTrmhhy aku/

huo jnhah' jw acy

cahgur vghubh vacugh cgbhhbh dtukv unahj va,,pu vhuogaru, cjurho' jkeo turjho avdhgu nfk rjch ,ck/ vna,,phovtzhbu cruc eac k,nho nav ruzbcky'tar chtr cyuc ygo t,vahjv vhsugv ak vrch akhy"t ccw bhxi ,an"j cgbhhi vfrz,whjh vnklw' vfrzv vnuxhpv jhu, cnkl gmnu/

vgrc bgrl xhuo vkfu, cvrnc"o ,ul fsh v,uugsu, nhujs,fvfbv kert, hu"s acy/ t, ,jhk, vv,uugsu, p,j vdcth vrcnbjo bjuo drkhmehceyg nvwscr nkfu,w' tjr fl pmj vevkcbhdubu ak vrch vrhh".' bhdui wvchbubhw/ vahjv uvbhdui b,bu t,vtu, kp,hj,v ak v,uugsu, trufv ungbhhb,' cva,,pu,vnaphg vrc aknv zkni kbst' v,uugsu, avx,hhnv re cag,vzrhjv ak huo ahah///

cnal fk vkhkv b,ku crjch vafubv nusgu, veurtu,k,uacho ukturjho kcut k-077 ukva,,; cv,uugsu, veusa akvrch nv"n chuo ac, eusa' ufnu fi khyuk jke cv,uugsu,


ntu, hksho nnuxs vjhbul "tvkh nbjo" cfhbux vnhujs c-077vnaphg vrc gupr nhhsucbhe cv,uugsu, go ,knhsh vecumv

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jxhsho vrc,h a,grl cnumth ac,/

cfk khk ahah buvdho nxpr cjurho' vnxurho kgbhhi' kbxugkafub, curu-ptre ukjke ao' cc,h-vfbx, uchahcu, vrcu,' t,vwscr nkfu,w ueubyrxh whjh vnklw vacughho' hjs go dkhubu,wch, nahjw nv,eupv vtjrubv _ agk ,ufbi vthfu,h' acu vpm,caur, vdtukv' sunv uthi murl kvfchr nhkho/ v,ducu, vbkvcu,ak v,uacho uvkunsho ao' vanjho unusho gk jkue, vahju,uvdkhubu,' vchtu t, vntrdbho kdca pgukv brjc, kfcus hw acy/utfi' vgrc hmtu akuav rfcho' gnuxho kghhpv cjunr rc nvrdhk'kfhuui afubu, pktycua ucuru-ptre/ cafubu, tku jukeu ftkphhoahju, ak vrch ufjna, tkpho dkhubu, ak wch, nahjw/

huo ahah'grc vhuo vdsuk uvesua hu"s acy

vvfbu, kfcus vhuo vdsuk vdhgu kahti/ vscr v,cyt cflacxsr jxhsu, uc,phk, ajrh, cnbhhbu ak vrch nv"n vhvvsuje rc fk fl' gs atpar vhv ksnu, t, v,phkv k,phk,ajrh, ak grc rta-vabv' uvrh fcr vzfrbu ahuo zv nfubv tmkjxhsho cao wrta vabv kv,earu,w/ ktjr v,phkv hmtu fkv,nhnho kncmgho' ftar tk v,nhnho vauvho pv cnal fkvabv vmyrpu vhuo ntu, ,nhnho avdhgu nfk rjch ,ck' nvo dotku are gfahu uvdhgu k-077' vathru t, nzusu,hvo ckuch ak077 _ ado nrtvu' dsua cnzuusu,' nzfhr t, hnh jusa ,arh _v,pkku unhs uhmtu kncmgho///

vcuer _ tjrh srl trufv ak fanubv agu, _ vdhgu k-077jnhav tuyucuxho nvghr nubyrhtk acebsv' nktho udsuaho gstpx neuo cjxhsho bkvcho ,uach vghr uv,nhnho vkunshochahc, jc"s vneunh,/ crta vctho tc"s snubyrhtk urcv akevhk, jc"s cghr' vrv"d hmjevfvi vbsk/

fnu fi vdhg tuyucux nvhahcv vjc"sh, cghr puyxuuhkacnshb, thhuuv' tjrh bxhgv ak garho ua,hho agu,///

vhuo do vdhgu atr ,knhsh hahcu, jc"s acrjch trmu,-vcrh, uebsv' ut; natr vnshbu, acrjch vguko vdhgu bmhdhorcho' nvo zufho cdurk/

knxkukh vncmgho vrdhkho uvjsaho' vmyrpu tjs-garybeho aturdbu cnhujs gk hsh wnyv ahhr, vybehow vnbuvk nygownrfz jc"s vguknh keck, pbh nahjw/ vybeho' amuhhsu cjunrvxcrv nduui utuhhau ccjurho bkvcho uctcrfho bnrmho' hmtukfcua t, afub, nbvyi' kc khcu ak nrfz vxjr vguknh' ,j,uiathi ,j,ui knyv nnbu/

v,nhnho ajzru nvncmgho nxpr rdgho kpbh fbhx, ac,'xhpru gk ntu, vbju, ,phkhi' afkku nxpr tbaho ahmtunvvdsrv ak werep,t skt nbj ,phkhiwQ jkue, ntu, ba"e kcbu,hartkQ jkue, fnu, dsukv ak junr vxcrv gk nbvhdu,u ak vrchnv"n cnal abu, bahtu,u' ufnuci _ gk vcaurv tu,v vurvkprxo kfk tbah vsur: vdtukv fcr cp,j ugkhbu kvhu, nufbhounzunbho kert,v!

do jkeo ak cbh bj kt eupj ut; kvo juke junr vxcrvcap,o' go vxcr gk acg vnmuu, akvo ugk fl avdtukvvtnh,h, ,ughk do kfkk vtbuau,' cfl a,cht aey uakuuv kfkvguko' agk fi do vo mrhfho kcea t, cht,v verucv/

ngk chn, vv,uugsuhu, ak f"e ts"a nv"n b,kv ncgus huo'nygo dcth 077 uvwnyv vguknh kvct, vnahjw' aky gbe unrvhcghi vnznhi t, fk vevk vdsuk uvesua kv,uugsu, vhuck go vrchnv"n' krdk nkt, jnhaho abv khuo acu ehck gk gmnu ctupirhanh t, vbahtu,/

xnul kaehgv pubv vkuch acfbhxv kwztkw vdsuk nfkvnzuusu, uvnghkho' uatr vscrho vbnmtho ao srl ecg cfkhnu, vabv/ vaukji vdsuk vguns ao fuxv cbhhr fx; gk nb, afkvmhcur hufk kvbhj gkhu t, bru, vbanv' fvurt, vrch nv"ncnf,cu khuo vvhkukt vrtaui ak vrch vrhh". b"g/ vhv zv njzvrc vus krtu,' tjrh fbhx, vac,' ntu, bru, aguuv sukehounesaho t, vtuuhrv vnhujs,/

khs ,hc, vakhj mhcur vuskeu' cbux; kjna, bru, vaguuvvrdhkho' abh bru, aguuv dsukho ugcho' fbvud cnal fk vabho/

,phk, grch, ak grc ac, v,bvkv n,ul ,juav rdah,gmunv ak v,gku, rujbh,' fhtv kkhk wrta vabvw/ vjzi' vrcnrsfh creuch.' aku do vzfu, kvhu, akhj mhcur chnho vburtho'vbgho c,phk,u urhda t, fuko/ vaht vhv fnuci ktjr vahrvvtshrv ak vwkfv sushw' ftar fk vevk vgmuo ehck gk gmnu'crda rc ucv,kvcu, nhujs,' t, nkfu,u ak vrch fbaht hartk'cahr, nhku, veusa whjh tsubbu / / kguko ugsw/ vahrv vzu' n,ulrheus' trfv agv trufv/ knru, vsuje vrc uvmphpu, vnrucvvx,sr ngdk ruesho gbe abg ntrui-veusa ugs ktjrh chn,verhtv/ fk v,nhnho uvtcrfho nepmho unznrho cjuo uckvyt, vnhkho vesuau, nckh hfuk, kvpxhe' ufk vevk vrc adsat, 077 nmyr; nfk vfhuubho/ vdcth btk. kspue nxpr pgnho gknb, kxni atpar kvnahl c,phkv fxhsrv' tuko gumn, vrdau,ukvy vv,earu, vtshr atppu t, fk vn,pkkho' vnahfu kkuu,t, vbufjho gs tjrh v,phkv _ ugs kxhuo vv,uugsuhu,vnhujsu, abgrfu cnal fk vkhkv/

ktjr v,phkv' v,erc vevk kgcr chn, erht, v,urv' gkhvbhmc v,w abhtur zkni durh ajzr cgk-pv' fvurt, vrch nv"n' gka,h vwtu,hu,w vrtaubu, nntnru vtjrui ak f"e tsnu"rnvurhh"m b"g _ wct,h kdbhw vah",/ fk vevk ntzhi kscrhucsrhfu, ucveacv nktv/

ktjr v,phkv v,pzru vn,pkkho kxgus t, xgus, ac,uktjrhv btxpu uv,ecmu kgaru, v,uugsuhu, cc,hvo ak tb"acfk rjch vafubv/ fnuci ado cch, nsrau ak vrch v,ehhnvv,uugsu, rc,h' cbhmujo ak vdcth vrcnbjo bjuo drkhmeh

uvnaphg vrcjhho akuo sucgrkhpxer' tar cnal agv trufvhac uchtr t, vear vgnue vehho chi rch uchi jxhs' gk ngk,uvdsukv ak huo hu"s acy' huo vv,earu, uhuo vvf,rv ak vrchfbaht hartk/

huo a"e pra, ct' hu"s acy' wrtavabv kv,earu,w

vjk nagv acg ccuer vjku c-077 nbhhbh erhtv-c,urv' gknb, afk vmhcur hufk kgku, vhuo k,urv' fvurt, vrch nv"nkhuo vvhkukt/ cwztkw vdsuk kcsu v,ehhnu kpbh v,phkv acgerhtu,' zt, kcs nvnbhhbho cabh vjsrho acwztkw veyi/ ufleuku, verhtv ucrfu, vgukho v,grcku go euku, v,nhnho

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utb"a ahacu rfubho gk xprh vjxhsu, uvdu cst"j/ rtuh kmhhiacagv anubv fcr vhv 077 nkt npv kpv cntu, tbahoavafhnu kxsr jxhsu,' uvrh hsugho vscrho af,c vrch akhy"tckuj wvhuo huow' cao cgk vvhkukt' avsrl kv,ear tkhu vht gkhsh khnus ,uru,hu' ntnrhu' uahju,hu/ khnus zv mrhl kvhu, cshcursuuet _ fanuxcr cwscr nkfu,w vacugh' gk ngk, surbu gkvsuru, veusnho/

kpbh v,jk, v,phkv pr. vevk cahrv brda, ak whjh tsubbuwuktjrhv cahr, wahcbv ch, vnesaw' facghbh fuko bhfr, vmhphvkrtu, zt, cghbh vcar akbu' ,f; unhs/

cnbhhi vnrfzh hugsu fk vgkhu, k,urv _ kngy gkh, vnpyhrcv fucs fcus vrc vnrt-st,rt' vrc tcrvo tzsct akhy"t _kj,bho avacug hcbu t, ch,o chartk/ nxpr vgkhu, kt vxphekfnu, vrcv ak vj,bho ugus akuav nvo gku k,urv c,phk,nbjv av,ehhnv nhs ktjr ,phk, nux;/ fnu fi rtuh kmhhi t,nxpro vrc ak vn,pkkho agku kcrl t, crf, wvdunkw' nauoavdhgu k- 077 cyhxv chunhho vtjrubho/

tjrh erht,-v,urv gkv kcnv turj nthykhv' vrc bugo

uudbr' akhj vrch nv"n kuubmhv urta hahc, jc"s ao/ vut jzrcyuc ygo ucapv crurv gk vwscr nkfu,w vacugh' ,ul avut aosda nhujs gk v,cytuhu,hu vnupktu, ak vrch akhy"t cahjv zugk ngk, surbu' sur v,ahgh nvcga"y' avhbu sur tjrui kdku,usur rtaui kdtukv' tar hzfv kjhho bmjhho banv cdu; ckt vpxechb,hho/ t, scrhu vbkvcho xhho vrc uudbr cvfrz, veusa whjhtsubbuw' fafk vevk vdsuk juzr tjrhu cv,rdau,/

ktjr ,phk, nux; uvfrzu, vdcth cscr vv,uugsuhu, vhuoucnumth ac,' vznhi vdcth t, vrc aknv zkni kbst' naphgchahc, jc"s ccbh-cre' kgku, kchnv ukjzur gk tu,hu, dw uswnvntnr wct,h kdbhw/ vrc kbst tfi jzr cturl ruj gk vntnr'ftar nxchcu vmhcur vrc vguec tjr vscrho cv,gbhhbu,' ton,ul xpr tu jucr,' tu an,ul v,rfzu, cscrho vbtnrho cgkpv/

ktjr ,phk, nux; vjkv vv,uugsu, vesuav go vrch nv"n_ gk vaukji pruav npv mjurv kkt rcc' ugkhv nubjho cecuehhi' udchg kehsua' unzubu,' uxnul kaukji fxtu ak vrch akhy"t_ ufk vevk vjk pumj cahr, whjh tsubbuw' ftar fk tjsnvna,,pho ncea nmpv un,jbi krdg vdsuk ak vv,dku,'

n,pkk cfk khcu avrdg vzv hdhg gfahu' nauo athi huo hu,r rtuhkfl uthi agv hu,r farv ntar vhuo cu vrch akhy"t ehck gkhut, vbahtu,' ahvhv do vhuo cu h,dkv vrch kghi fk fnkl vnahj/

ktjr vahrv bgns nzfhr vch,-shi-mse sfti' afub, wf,rgkhuiw )ertui vhhyx(' vrc kuh hmje aphrt' uchrl t, vrch nv"ncao fk vevk' uayj t, cea, vevk avrch h,dkv ,f; unhsuhaho e. kdku, vthunv cv tbu aruhho/ cdnr scrhu bgns vrchux; rhhmgx gk vxpxk' ujzr gk ahj, eusa ak vrch akhy"t/cdnr vahjv tnr "kjhho" uthjk kfk vmhcur: vhuo bzfv krtu,cnu ghbhbu t, v,danu, scrh vrch akhy"t' fh surbu zv vhbu surrtaui ak vdtukv!

c,ul fl v,trdbu nxchc garu, v,uugsuhu, eybu, ak j,bhoucgkh anju,/ nfhuui anaphgho "kt jxrho" c-077 chuo afzv'uvdanhu, t; vht vhh,v capg fhs vnkl' th kfl vxhcuvn,uugsho agu, trufu, gs mt, a"e ut; ktjr nfi' favonscrho unxchrho gk vzfu, vdsukv ak surbu' fph avht ncutr,cwscr nkfu,w vacugh/ c,uul' chi euku, vn,uugsho uvbhdubho'bnafu verhtu, c,urv uvgkhu, vvnubhu, _ nna gs kaehg,vjnv' ftar fk ,uach vafubv' v,nhnho' uvturjho' gku k,urvchuo hu"s cacy/

ktjr ,phk, nbjv v,ecmu fuko xchc vnaphg vrc pbjx )rwphbhg(etr;' tar jzr gk vtu, vjnhah, uvtjrubv ak ntnrwct,h kdbhw/ ktjr nfi v,hhac fk vmhcur kxsr bhdubho utnhr,st"j' gs ,phk, grch, ak numth ac,/

numth ac, eusa hu"s acy

nhs cmt, vac,' ktjr vvcskv' mpu vbufjho c-077 cnrtu,eusa nvrch akhy"t cg, vv,uugsu, ak h"t acy cab, ,ab"c/tjr fl hmtu krjcv akhs 077 uknsrfv angcr kfcha' gk nb,kunr t, xsr wehsua kcbvw' utjrhu _ ahrv urheusho' ckhuuh fkhznr' fvurt, vrch cab, ,ab"c/

dcth ch, vfbx,' cgzr,o vbnrm, ak nxpr cjurho' thrdbut, vwztkw vdsuk kert, vv,uugsu, vdsukv ak hu"s-h"t acya,grl vgrc/ utfi' t, vevk vesua avdhg kva,,; cv,uugsu,

tjs ngar, vybeho ahmtu k,vkufv cgrc hu"s acyrheusho jxhshho cehsua kcbv crjc, 077

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ehsnu aukjbu, nfuxho cnpu, mcgubhu,' frtuh kngns' uvognuxho fk yuc/ vms vrujbh ak vv,uugsu, vhv t; vut nfucschu,r' ftar aurv ak butnho nfucsho shcru gk jahcu,u akvhuo unv tbu mrhfho kknus ukvphe nnbu/ gk vv,uugsu, vdsukvcusth ,ertu cf,cv trufv unhujs, cdhkhui zv' ufti crmubhkjkue juuhu, nvagu, aktjr vv,uugsu, vranh,' zu avx,hhnvkgrl cagv tj, ujmh tjr jmu,/

ucfi' vwztkw vdsuk vhv dsua caukjbu, go tufk abatrnvv,uugsu, vnrfzh,/ gk fk aukji v,hhac naphg unxchcu

v,dussu ecumu, ak cjurho vmntho kanug ucukgho caehev fknhkv vhmt, nphu/ fl ksudnt bh,i vhv krtu, t, vrc pbjx

etrpuvrc hmjenthr durtrh n,uugsho unxchco n,dusshogaru, ,nhnho' vrc ac,h xkcyhmeh' akhj vrch ctbyuurpiacckdhv' huac un,uugs agu, gk vvcsk chi jxhs un,bdscxhpurho unakho ngbhhbho/

vrc bugo uudbr' rta hahc, jc"s cuubmhv' n,uugs go ,knhshvhahcv cgcr ucvuuv' ,ul fsh avut nxchr t, vvcsk achivsuru, akpbhbu kchi surbu zv' ugk vjhkue chi huo hw acy veaur

vrv"j ztc uuk; drhbdkx uvrv"j khhck numehi cv,uugsu, c-077vrv"j rtuci nyuxuc urw tcrvo ytuc n,uugsho c-077

,nhnho nru,eho kv,uugsu, go vrv"j ac,h xkcyhmehvrv"j jhho hmje fvi' vrv"j hmje nthr durtrhw uvrv"j pbjx etr;

vrv"j bjni aphrt n,uugs go ,knhshu nhahc, "tvkh ,urv"vrv"j anutk cuyni' vrv"j nhftk dtknc n,uugsho c-077

hunbu ak ,nho c-077

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hu,r krch vrhh"m' fhsug ahu"s vhbu cxsr vva,kaku,' khuo h"tcacy' veaur go vrch akhy"t' ugk fl h"t vhbu ngk kxsrvva,kaku,/

vrc rtuci nyuxucv,uugs go rw tch ytucuchjs vo vxchrufk tjs csrfu vut t, vngkv vdsukv ak huo vv,earu, tkvrch/ fnu fi v,uugsu vrc heu,htk pksnigo ,knhsh vhahcv/vrc sus bjauigo tcrfho ,uach vafubv' uturjho/ go cjurhonwtvkh ,urvw unhahcu, tjru, v,uugs vrc bjni aphrt

uv,uugsu, buxp, vhh,v go vrc tvri khc rxehi' ftar nfk

aukji cueg, ahrv ubhdui tjr/ fl tpar vhv kanug t, "vuttkuehbu" chjs go "vrch akhy"t thi fnul cguko"' ut, bhdui "fhtbu gnl"' chjs go ahr, "hjh tsubbu"/ fnu fi' v,uugsu cwztkwveyi ecumv ak hartkho avdhgu nkux-tbdwkx' crtao vakhjvrc tnh,h hnhbh' uvo ntzhbho kscrhu vaupgho ak vrc aknv

zkni kbst/ bhxh, kvzfhr fti kpju, t, vv,uugsuhu, vnrfzhu,uanu, rtah vnscrho' wtuko sgu bt rcu,h fh rcho' vo uthtpar kpuryo' gk fi hvhu cghbfo fthku vhh,h puryow/ ufl trfuvscrho cnal fk vkhkv' gs vagv acg ujmh ccuer///

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huo afuku nahj huo afuku nahjftk; tha va,,pu c"huo ghui _ huo afuku nahj" av,ehho cacug agcr ctuknh

wnushghiw crn,-di/ cnal agu, trufu, hacu vpghkho' vakujho unbvkh c,h jc"s

uva,,pu caurv nrahnv ak xsbtu, uvrmtu, cgbhi vfb, vguko keck, pbh nahj

msebu ̂ yuch vnrmho utbah nemug vmhdu aurv ak pguku, usrfho nemughu, kvpm,

caur, vdtukv cfk neuo/ kt bpes neuno ak tnmgho uhzutkhho nrahnho avnjhau

t, vpm, caur, vdtukv ̂ huo afuku nahj!

nt,: hux; hmje vkuh

pghku,

jke nevk vna,,pho chuo afuku nahj

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tpar vhv krtu, t, vcg,vv,rdau, gk pbhvo ak ftk;vna,,pho chuo vghui agrl

"nyv nahj" ctrdui vrc anutk vbsk'cacug agcr ctuknh "nushghi" crn, di/kt cfk huo nzsni ktu,o na,,phokgzuc t, ghxuehvo vrcho cpghku,ucakhju, cgrho vaubu, crjch vtr.'ukgxue huo ako xchc buat tjs unrfzh:"nahj!" ,j, vxhxnv: "kjhu, nahjcjhh vhuo huo"/

fcr cmvrh vhuo vjku kvdhg akujho'nbvkh c,h jc"s' pghkho ugxebho tktuknh wnushghiw/ xsr vhuo vjk ca,hogarv cmvrhho uvx,hho cagu, veybu,ak vkhkv cv,uugsu, jxhsh,/

xsr vhuo ,ufbi cephsv nrta gkhsh nbvkh "nyv nahj"' ftar fk rdgnbumk kvuxh; ukvjfho cakhju,vgherh, avyhk vrch nv"n gk vakujhokvfhi t, ghru uneunu keck, pbh nahjmsebu/

buat zv bhsui cnal vhuo nfhuubhoaubho ucmuru, aubu, unduubu,: nvvhcyvjxhsh' vknsbh' vjhbufh' vphrxunh'vnemugh' vvpe,h uvuhzutkh/

huo zv vhv do huo vfbv kert, hwacy' go xhuo ab, vjnhaho kbahtu,f"e tsnu"r nv"n' unsrl vycg' vshubhouvvrmtu, bxcu do xchc nangu,uunvu,u ak vhuo' ufhms kvgchru kmhcurvfkkh/


vrv"d vrc nrsfh anutk tafbzh' urc unrt st,rt fpr jc"s:

pxe vkfv avrch vut nkl vnahjt, ruc scrhu hhjs vrc tafbzh tusu, ahkuc

ak vtnubv cnahj hjs go vvkfv vpxuev/

vrnc"o puxe "hgnus nkl nch, sus uhkjuonkjn, vw uhbmj"' unmhbu fh vrtc"s kt jukegk vrnc"o cgbhi vzv' fkunr avut nxfhoth,u/ cabho vtjrubu, hmt kh kscr vrcvcuuhfujho' n,ul tvcv uanjv' gk vbuat akzvu, vnahj/ vhv tjs aygi vhh,fi kunr fhvrch vut nahj' uthpv zv f,uc crnc"o' unvhdhsu crjuc ufuw ufuw/ ucfkk' nsug pubho ktbahoavo rjueho gshhi nhvsu, utnubv' utunrhokvo avrch vut nkl vnahj/ tnr,h ku' ,dhs khgo vtbaho vkku t,v hfuk kknus t, vvkfvcrnc"o ahgnus nkl nch, sus? hvush aheuouhbvk t, vguko uhfu; t, fk vguko?

thl tpar kknus t, vvkfv vzt, avht kfturv kt rhtkh,? _ ucfkk' vrnc"ovhv juer uphkuxu; uhsg apu, rcu, ut; vhv rupt nafhkQ to fi' thl f,c vkfvafzt, fh chuo ni vhnho heuo hvush uhbvk t, vguko uhec. bsjh hartk ufuw?

tnr kh tu,u hvush tbh ctn, n,chha kknus t, vvkfv vzt, go tbaho nvrjuc/tnr,h ku: to fl vcghv vht kt ctnubv tusu, vrch' tkt cvkfv npura, crnc"o!

tbjbu jxhsh vrch vukfho csrl avrch v,uuv kbu' utbu ntnhbho cfk nv avrchtnr uf,c _ uvrch chxx t, scrhu cgbhi nahj gk scrh vrnc"o fhuui avrnc"oncht t, scrhu fpxe vkfv aeucg ujusr cguko/

vrv"d vrc hux; hmje uhkabxeh' rta hahc, jc"s cmp,

vrch vgkv t, nahj gk xsr vhuocnal vhuo shcru fti fk vzni' fg, mrhl

kxfo ukvdhg ksrdv ak kgau, ngav/

fph avhv czni tcrvo tchbu' agurr t,vtkueu, cguko uvfrhz gkhv cpbh fk cthvguko' fl vhv go vgbhi ak nahj/ cguko fngyafju nnahj' gs avrch gurr t, vbuat vzvuvgkv tu,u kxsr vhuo/ fhuo' cfk vzsnbu,nscrho gk nahj' njfho knahj un,gurrhocmhphhv ugahhv kngi vnahj/ zv vscr avrchnv"n vjshr cguko/

vv,txpu, fakgmnv' afuko v,txpu ftivhuo' zuvh vfbv dsukv uhpv chu,r khuo eck,vbahtu, ak vrch' uhuo eck, vnkfu, gk hshvgo/ xduk,u ak huo zv ceck, vnkfu,' ctkhsh chyuh nujah chw acy ,ab"d' favguko fukumpv cngns ak vfrz, "hjh" ueck, vnkfu,/

fk tjs abnmt fti vut adrhr kntu, rcu, ak tbaho' ugkhu kvcht cpbhvo t,vnxr ak nahj udtukv/ gkhbu kzfur nh tbjbu' nv nuyk gkhbu uthzv fuju, bh,bu kbu! vranv nvhrv uzrhzv cp,j vfhbux/

,hehv nuvsr, ujunr vxcrv nduui

kfk pghk

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cfbhxv ktuko vfhbux juke kfkna,,; ,hehv ucv nduuiprxunho uvpeu, jsau, cbuat

nahj' dtukv uv,earu,' ufi ,fbhvnvusr, tusu, xsr vhuo vmpuh/ chivatr vuda kna,,pho vdkhui vjsa ak"tzrjho cnshb, vnahj"' ufi jucr,jsav unvusr, "05 abv zv njfv kl"uvpruxpey vmcgubh "vdtukv ngbhhiugfauuh"/

chi fv ufv vjk vtuko vnrfzhkv,nkt cakujho upghkho aanju kpduazv t, zv/

fcr cagu, tjr-vmvrho vnuesnu,hacu vna,,pho cxsr, vrmtu,uxsbtu, fhms kvcht t, vbuat ak nahjudtukv ctupi vn,eck' ctnmgu, nshvu,eaur, _ ftar nunjho cnemug xerusrfho utupbho aubho cbuat/

t, vnuac vrtaui p,j uvbjv vrchgec anukch.' nbvk ch, jc"s cch,ati/ ktjr nfi fucs ctnhr, prev,vkho m"y vrc ztc exkni' naphgcfpr jc"s/

"pu,jhi cscr nkfu,"' uvrc kuh hmjedhbzcurd' naphg chahc, ",unfh ,nhnho"vnrfzh, cfpr jc"s juzr gk ahjv akvrch cgbhi vpm, caur, vdtukv cfkneuo/

cnvkl vnuac batu scrho vrchrjnhtk durkhe' nbvk ch, jc"s cjukuiQ

pghku,


vrc akuo sucgr eknbxui' akhj vrch cxhbxhbyh' tuvhu

vnkjnv ak vrch nv"n _ kvcht khnu, vnahjvrch nv"n mhyy t, bcut,u ak vrch

vra"c fh hcut huo ahvhu cu tbaho ahtnru wtbhntnhi ctnubv aknv ccht, vnahjw' uvo hvhujxhsho ah,pkku ctrhfu,' uknru, zt, vohhkjnu bds vnahj/ zu vh,v bcutv ak vra"cashcr fh tj, vnyru, vnuyku, gk ,knhshv,nhnho zv kvhkjo bds tkv a"jrpu gecu,nahjl"/ t, vnmc vzv tbu rutho vhuo/

vrch vra"c v,jhk kdhhx t, vjhhkhoknkjnv' cfl ap,j t, ",unfh ,nhnho"/ vrchvrhh"m gav thnubho go vjhhkho cabho veau,ak ruxhv vxuchhyh,' uvrch nv"n kej t,vjhhkho keu vnkjnv/ scr zv tpar krtu, fcrcahjv vrtaubv ak vrch ktjr vbahtu,' atnrfh to ha tjs ajuac fh vrch hbvk t, jc"suvjxhsho hufku kac, cnbujv' vrh afk tjs

utjs nvjxhsho unjhhkh ch, sus mrhl ksg, fh nsucr cnmc ak nkjnv umrhl kf,ucdy frh,u, kfk vpbhu, vthahu, uvfk mrhl kvhu, nhugs kvdan, nyr, vakhju, _kvcht khnu, vnahj/ zv vhv vv,jkv ak vrch/

favrch veuso shcr gk vdtukv "ktk,r k,aucv ktk,r kdtukv" zu vh,v cdsrceav u,phkv/ nv athi fi' csurbu zv sur vachgh' avrch tnr kbu wsudrhw zv sur tjruiak dku, usur rtaui ak dtukv' zv kt gbhi ak ceav' zv gbhi ak bcutv/ vrch tnrzt, gmnu' atbjbu nscrho gk nahj thi zv fceav tkt fbcht vsur/

prupxur hrnhvu crbucr' hu"r "nyv nahj"

vguko nufi kdtukvfhuo vguko n,eso hu,r uhu,r' usuuet

favguko n,eso c,junh vnsg uc,junho rchobuxpho' vrh abh,i knmut scrho nsvhnho fhmsscrhu ak vrch tusu, nufbu, vguko kdtukvvukfho un,nnaho/

tpar kmhhi sudntu, rcu, vnnjhau,avnsg juzr c,aucv cnkut vnuci' ucgmo dovnsgbho n,jhkho kvfhr cvaepv v,urbh, akvguko' ags kpbh abho xpuru, vhu cdsr vaepu,"dku,hu," uhabu,/

nsh abv vukf, un,rcv vxpru, cgbhbhoaubho annjhav fhms vguko n,fubi kdtukv/chi vh,r ha tphku xpr aguxe cgbhi ak ,jhh,vn,ho' ftar nsgi duh )!( gurl nauutu,n,nyhu, srfi vut ndhg knxebv' a,jhh,

vn,ho vht kt re tparh, tkt do vfrjh,/ fl nxeb, vnsgbho do kdch dhk vguko'vx,cruhu, aubu, ufsunv/ to mrhl xhnbho atbu bnmtho c,ul ,eup, hnu, vnahj'fph avrch nv"n tunr _ vrh tku vxhnbho vcrurho chu,r/

"vhfuku, vnsvhnu, ak wtumr 077w"/

vrc dhsh arui

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vrc cugz ekh' nbf"k nuxsu, jc"scerhu,' vrc znrubh mhe' akhj vrchcc,-hoQ vrc hdtk phzo' rta hahc,"bpa jhv" cerhu,Q vrc dhsh arui' avmhdt, t,r vthbyrby "tumr 077" vnfhkt, fk ,ur,u ak vrch/ scrh xhuouj,hnv ak vnuac vzv bat vrc hartkvkprhi' rc uakhj evhk, jc"s cvrmkhv/

vbuatho vnrfzhho agku cxsbtu,vo "k,ei guko cnkfu, a-s-h"' "surbuzufv kjhho bmjhho"' "kjhu, nahj cjhhvhuo huo"' "fkho kvpm, gbhbh nahj"/fnu fi vu,uu,v ,fbh, pgukv kert, hwacy/

cnvkl vxsbtu, vrmv do nr tvrikhpah.' nbf"k ahuue jcr, turbdw kmhcurvjrsh' aaryy srfho fhms kbmk t,vyfbukudhv vjshav ak vykpubhovxkuktrhho kvpm, caur, vdtukv/

fnu fi bat scrho nr dch xghs' nbvkahuue jcru,' av,uuv srfho kvpm,caur, vdtukv cnshv ucdhnheho aubho/

v,fbh, ak agu, vgrc bp,jvcwctbegyw vjdhdh' ftar chi-kchi nnahfho kvdhg kneuo gus

ugus akujho upghkho akt hfku kgzuc t,ghxuehvo ctnmg vhuo/

t, archy vvbjhv buyk vrc hux;


vrc hdtk phzo' rta hahc, "bpa jhv" cerhu,

mrhl kunr t, nxr vtnubv cpayu,fan,cubbho vhuo xchc' rutho fhms

n,eck vgbhi ak nahj cguko/ v,ear,hkneuo fkavu utnr,h ktu,v tav atbu cearth,v fh tbu nmpho kdtukv ukv,dku, nklvnahj nhs/ vuxp,h fh tbh eurt kv kvmyr;kpguku, ungaho yucho fsh kvjha t, vdtukv/vscrho v,ecku ccrfv/ vtav tnrv: "fi' kzvtbjbu njfho fk vg,/ ahcut fcr"/ nckh kpryctuzbhv' vscr vhv crur kjkuyhi atbh n,fuuikrch nv"n ukt knahj uhryutkh/

sudnt buxp,: kt nzni bfbx,h kj,ubv akcbh napjv/ bhda tkh tjs n,knhsh kagcr'utnr,h ku nhs "hjh vnkl vnahj"/ vkv autkknh t,v n,fuui/ tnr,h ku cpayu,: "krchnkhuctuuhya ufh nv vatkv?" uvkv tunr tcktmkfo kt vjkhyu' ha chbhfo uhfuj/

ktjr ahjv emrv cv vcvr,h ku fh do chmht, nmrho vh,v th-cvhru,unjkueu, cbuat vdtukv' gs act nkl nkfh vnkfho udtko/ kcxu; bgbv tu,u ,knhsutnr "kh thi fk cghv czv' tbh kt hfuk ktjk kgmnh nahj hu,r yuc nvrchnkhuctuuhya' tck knv t,o jkueho csgu,"/ n,crr avcghv vtnh,h, acgukojuacho fthku ha njkue, cgbhi _ ut, vbeusv vzt, mrhl kakuk/ mrhl knmut t,vsrl avevk hchi ackhuctuuhya ha sgv tj, cgbhi vzv/

vrv"d vrc dskhv texkrus' rc utc"s jhpv

nv gahbu gs fv fsh "kpeuj t, vghbho?"kpbh gar abho vrch tunr kbu anahj vdhg

_ "gbuuho vdhg zni dtuk,fo"/ ktjr ,eupv zutnr vrch amrhfho kpeuj t, vghbho ukrtu,anahj fcr pv' uhabv tphku v,dku, ak vnklvnahj/ jmh abv ktjr nfi vrch autk-zuge:fcr jmh abv atbh tunr kfo fh nahj bnmtuthpv t,o?

gar abho jkpu ntz' utbjbu mrhfho katukt, gmnbu thpv tbjbu uthpv v,dku, vnklvnahj/ tbjbu sur vachgh aeaurho krch _ ktcdkk atbjbu jfnho dsukho tkt fh fl vyhkugkhbu nanho kvhu, csur zv _ uzv gar abhoatbjbu mrhfho kpeuj t, vghbho tl thbburutho t, nmhtu,u ak nahj tusu,hv shcr rch/to kt bhej t, vgbhi ak nahj crmhbu,' thtpar kgcur kxsr vhuo/ mrhfho kgcus cgbhi akv,dku, vnahj ctupi ak kngkv nygo usg, gs ctupi ak nxhru, bpa/

vhu suru, atnru k"ek acekho" knxur t, vbpa gk ehsua vw/ fg, tunrho k"ekacekho" _ eck pbh nahj/

nr tvri khpah.'

nbf"k ahuue cturbdw kndzr vjrsh'

"fhms kbmk t, vyfbukudhv vxkuktrh,

kvpm, caur, vdtukv"

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tcrvo phzo' nbvk ,knus-,urv jc"scerhu, aguns gk vjdhdhu, acv,fbxu,ac, tjho do hjs' ftar vfk ctho ksuiukscr cgbhbh nahj udtukv/

rtaui vbutnho vut vrc aknvnshhbmwhe' hu"r tdus, jxhsh jc"s ctrv"ea"nyv nahj" vut ,j, jxu,u/ vrcnhhsbmwhe neck ccrfv t, pbh vctho'

cnvkl vctbegy bangu scrho nph

vdtui vrc nrsfh anutk tafbzhakhy"t'rcu ak fpr jc"s' ashcr gk vvear chivtnubv kcht, vnahj uvms vvkf,hacscr/ fnu fi mhhi t, vmurl cv,kfsu,vjxhsho xchc v,pehs vgherh kvfhi t,vguko keck, pbh nahj msebu/

prupxur hrnhvu crbucr' aujj tusu,nufbu, vguko keck t, caur, vdtukvQvdtui vjxhs vrc dskhvu texkrustc"s

cjhpv' axhho t, vrnc"o uktjr nfi batnat jumc kvcu, cgbhi v,jzeu, vpm,caur, vdtukv cfk neuo _ ftar vgcusv,jhkv crta ucrtaubv fk tjs kgmnu/

t, vnat vnrfzh bat vakhj vjxhsvrc akuo sucgr eknbxui' akhj cxhbxhbyhctrv"c/ cnal agv trufv xer vrceknbxui t, bcut, vdtukv abhct vrchnv"n' ujhze t, vbufjho kvnahl cvpm,scrh vrch nckh kv,chha npbh vnkghdhovaubho )vscrho cnkuto huphgu ceruccg"v(/

vrc anutk vbsk' nnyv nahj' xercemrv t, gcus, "nyv nahj" cabvvtjrubv' uert kfk tjs k,ruo nfaurhukngi vnal vpghku, uvrjc,v/ vdtuivjxhs vrc hux; hmje uuhkabtxeh' rtahahc, jc"s cmp, t; vut ert kbufjhokgnus cear rmu; go "nyv nahj"' nnbutpar keck rghubu, ugmu,' ufi fkho aubhokvpm, caur, vdtukv/

xhho t, nxf, vbtunho vrc ac,th

ckulert kpghkho kv,dhhx kngrfvvtjrubv ak aknu, vtr.' avhtnnkjnu,hu ak vnkl vnahj/

cnvkl vgrc vuerbu nrtu, nahju,veusa ak vrch tusu, zvu,u ak vnklvnahj "nbjo anu"' ufi eyghonv,uugsuhu, hw acy cabho ajkpu/ fnu fivunja nupg khhzr nsvho vncht t,caur, vdtukv do ctupi "nusrbh" zv/

kert, xhuo vuertv aurv ak vjkyu,

pghku,


vrc hartk vkprhi' rc uakhj cevhk, jc"s' vrmkhv

vsrl av,uuv vrch k"pehj, vghbho"cabu, ,ba"t u,ab"c v,uuv vrch kngkv

njnhaho vurtu, utupbho agauhho kzrz t,v,dku,u ak vrch nv"n/ ha fnv nahnu, agkhbuksg, fsh actnmgu,o bufk kpeuj t, vghbhoukvx,gr gk vngrfv vgherh, kvjha t,vdtukv/ fk tjs mrhl ksg, nv bsra nnbu/

vrch nv"n akhy"t vgnhs t, fk vurtu,hugk tj,: unahjhxy ctnub,u hjhv! fk vncmghoavrch vurv kgau, ukpguk cnal vabho' nzuzv',phkhi' msev' rnc"o ufuw _ mrhfho kvhu,jsurho cbeusv tj,: fhms vo nukhfho keck,pbh nahj msebu/ mrhl ksg, avfk bucg n,ulvbeusv vpbhnh, vgucr, cfk vpryho akvpghku,' uvht beus, nahj/ vrch rumv abpejt, vghbho ubrtv fh nahj fcr fti' uto bpejt, vghbho' brtv t, vfk tjr,/

vrch do nsrhl tu,bu fhms puejho t, vghbho _ gk hsh vhsur uvuxpv c,urvucnmuu,/ zv crnv vfkkh,' ucrnv vpryh, tunr vrch nv"n' vuxpv ckhnus ,ur,oak rcu,hbu bahtbu' uvrch npry gus hu,r: cpry c,ur,u ak nahj' ucpry cgbhbh dtukvunahj/ vrch ncea abkns t, vahju, uvntnrho ak vrch cgbhbh dtukv unahj fshabsg nv vnkl vnahj gmnu tunr gk vnmc cu bnmt vguko/

vrc anutk vbsk' "nyv nahj"

arar, ak pguku, kvfb, vgukofhbux zv thbu tkt v,jkv ak "pgukv bnaf," _ arar, ak pguku, utrugho

rcho ahhgau czni veruc unyr,o ,vhv knkt t, vakhju, vgherh, avyhk gkhbuvrch _ kvfhi t, gmnu ut, vguko keck, pbh nahj msebu/

tbh rumv kvzfhr cnhujs t, gkui "vdtukv ngbhhi ugfauuh"' gkui nvusr amucr,tumv ftar hu,r uhu,r akujho kuejho fnuhu, nnbu fsh kjke knfrho uknuapgho'ucfl kvfhi t, vxchcv akvo keck, pbh nahj/

fg, tbu bnmtho cpra, ct' unxchr vrch avfuubv vht ksrdv tkueh, bgkh,chu,r/ ugk fl btnr "ct tk prgv"' anav rchbu pjs kvdhg ksrdv fv bgkh, banvcdu; danh' uvec"v tunr knav ct th,h hjs kprgv' ktu,v srdv tkueh, dcuvv/kdhkuh vzv tbu njfho gus vgrc vzv' a,hf; unhs brtv krtu, t, vrch nv"n cdhkuhucghbh car cdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv/

nr dch xghs' tha ahuue jcru,

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ngahu,' favnrfzh, acvi vht grhf, ntvahgurho cgbhbh dtukv unahj chnho achi hwacy kh"t bhxi vcgk"y/ fnu fi ehck gkgmnu "nyv nahj"' ktrdi aurv ak hnh ghuitzurhho' ftar chnho tkv h,txpu vpghkhouvakujho ctu,u tzur' uh,jzeu cgbhbhdtukv unahj' ucsrfho kvpm, vcaurvvgherh, ktbah vghr uvxchcv/

chi btuo kbtuo' vbgho t, vgrccbdhb,u vjxhsh, rw sc rujnehi' cbdubhojxhshho ucnjruz, ahrh dtukv unahj/

vctbegy vx,hho cv,uugsu, jxhshopbhnh, abnafv gs vagu, vntujru, akvkhkv' ftar chi vn,uugsho vhv vnaphgvrc zkni kbst' naphg chahc, ,unfh

,nhnho ccbh-cre/

vbufjho v,pzru n,ul rda ak anjvujhu, kert, xhuo vgcusv vdsukv akkvcht kv,dku,u ak vnkl vnahj canjvucyuc kcc/

f,hc, vbtunho bga,v cgzr, "bjhhd ubang"'

uv,usv b,ubv kvo/


vrc aknv nhhsbmwherc ahj ctj, vxsbtu,/ nhnhi: vrc nbjo ngbsk prhsni' vrc egbhd' vrc kcehcer'

vrc tcrvo anutk cuehgy uvrc bjnhv anrkhbd

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cgrdv uv,rdau, nhujs, v,uugsu hjshu ctrcg tnu,hu ak baht vsurfavghbho fku, tk neuo veusa cmhphhv keck t,

n,b, vhuck n,b, vhucktkph jxhsho nfk rjch vguko ctu kjud t, vhuo vdsuk uvesua hu"s acy

cch,u ak baht vsur ̂ ,nhnho nfk vhahcu, utb"a nfk vhcau,

juu ac, crucs aubv kjkuyhi _ ac, vhuck

mhkuo:khtur t/

v,uugsu, vhuck

jke nevk vtkpho cv,uugsu, vhuck c"ch, nahj" 077

rm; hnho tpuph esuav v,gku,rujbh, uv,canu, ntuhr, jmru,eusabu ch, rcbu accck ch, nahj'

vdhg kahtu cnumth ac, eusa' hu"s acy'ftar tkph jxhsho' nfk rjch vguko' hacuhjs kv,ugsu, jxhsh, jdhdh, kfcus huovvhkukt ak f"e tsnu"r vrhh"m umhui 05

abv keck, vbahtu, g"h vrch nkl vnahjcdkuh' ctrdui dcth ch, vfbx, uvnyvvguknh kvct, vnahj/

cneuo ucagv cv zfv tu,u evkjxhsho kv,uugs go vrch nsh abv cabvchuo vdsuk uvesua _ ao' do vabv'ccyjui nkt' canjv uctjuv' cpr. dgdugho

gz krtu, t, nkfbu cnktu, huck knkfu,u_ v,ercu vjxhsho ckhco ucbpao tha tkrgvu' bhdbu' tnru "kjhho"' uthjku zv kzvacrdgho vkku nna "bzfv zgvi zhl nhyirchwi sT knyv uvut hdtkbu"/

"v,uugsu, vhuck" bf,c gk aky gbeavumc gk chn, veusa' chn, vv,uugsuhu,

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ak vrch/ utfi' vpgo' vh,v ,juav aubv/ckc fk jxhs bufj phgnu rdau, ak tnubvumphw' utkv vuchku cjpzui )jhuch fnuci(knxebv pauyv ucrurv: pv batc fuju,guspho kvdcr, vgahv' kprhmv rjcv gushu,r ak junu, vdku,' kvpm, nghhbu,vjxhsu, uvdtukv gus hu,r v"jumv"/

pu,jhi cscr nkfu,/ vevk mpv cgrdvcntnr ct,h kdbh nv,uugsu, hw acy nab,,an"t' vnueri krtaubv cuhstu/ tjr flert nzfhr vcs"m safub, ertui vhhyxvrv"j rw kuh hmje aphrtcmuu,t govevk t, preu ak vrch uktjrhv t,vfrz, veusa "hjh tsubbu"/

mhubh srl kabu, sur t, vv,uugsu, vnputr, vbjv vnbjv

vrc anutk nbjo ngbsk cuyni' avthrcji t, hhjusu ak vhuo vzv cu jk npbv rcnangu, umghsv dsukv eshnv csrl knhnuav,fkh, ak crht, vguko' gk hsh bahthvsuru, ugs kbaht vsur vachgh survdtukv/ vnbjv mhhi fh cntnr vrtauibf,cu ubxnbu fk mhubh vsrl cnxkuk vgcusv

ahugs ksurbu' fukk t, vxhuo _ nh vdutk/

vut xhpr akpbh jnhaho abv fagu,ehvntnr vrtaui "ct,h kdbh" atnr vrchcngns eck, vbahtu, vupmu crjch vguko'vdhg gu,e tjs do khshu ak vdtui rwuugkuuk crhxegr' faxhho kerut t,vntnr v,cyt ctuzbh neurchu ucbh ch,u:"vut tunr gk gmnu avut nkl vnahj"/

"t, vzfu, kvchi zt, b,i kbu vrch fcrtz' vhuo kpbh huck abv/ vhuo tbu fcr gk x;vdtukv _ fscrh vrch vcrurho _ ugkhbukv,fubi kghsi vjsa avhuo vzv nxnktu,u hu,r nfk huo tjr"' tnr vrc cuyni/

vevk tunr "kjhho"' uchb,hho tkvsufi vuzni cfcus vnrt st,rt ujcrvcs"m vrv"d tcrvo tzstctakhy"t/vrc p,j t, scrhu ccrf, jxhsho kcch,"crufho vctho kfk vturjho" uktjr nfip,j cnxv ntkp, cv ehar t, ngk, vhuovdsuk kpra, vacug )rtv nxdr,(/

aey nujky va,rr ftar vjk vsucrvct vrv"d hmje vfvi vgbskakhy"ttc"s urc tb"a cnubyrhtk' k,tr ukxpr t,zfrubu,hu vnr,eho nvx,keu, vrch

vrhh"m b"g ugs kbahtu,u cpunch ak vrch/

huo dsuk nfk dsuk vrc vgbsk ,htr whjhsu,w avh,v ku go

vrch ctu,v ,eupv/ fjxhsho rcho' vpmhrdo vut avrch hyuk khshu t, archyvvbvdv/ faatk t, vrch "nv hvhw gomhcur vjxhsho?" gbv vrch ahabo vktntnrh jxhsu, rcho nvrch veuso/ uvrcvgbsk atk vto bvhw fjxhsh crxkc ajhhore go f,ch jxhsu,? tbu rumho rch! tbun,jbbho avrch hyuk t, vbahtu,! knangscrhu' vrch jhhl/

vrc vgbsk xhpr achjhsu, buxp,ctu,v ,eupv vmhd cpbh vrch akua rthu,vnufhju, fh vrch vut vnbvhd vct/ vtj,_ vrch nhkt ,pehs zvv kzv anhkt vrchvrhh"m yro gku,u gk fx vbahtu, tjrvx,keu, vrch vra"c' vfuubv vh,vk,pehs v"nbvk pugk" ak hahc, ,unfh,nhnho cu bat vrch veusoQ ufl vrch'v,nbv gk hsh ju,bu b"g kbvk ukpej gkvcjurho cab, ,rm"v cjusa ,arh' uvrchv,gxe czv cnr. cnal fk vjusa' upgo


vrv"d hmje vfvi vgbskvrv"j kuh hmje aphrtvrv"d akuo sucgr khpah.vrv"j hux; jzi

vrv"j pbjx vfvi payrvrv"j bugo uudbrvrv"j anutk cuynivrv"j jhho hmje vfvi fvi

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t; ert kh ukgus cjur cvuagbt rcv uvurvkh kjzur cgk-pv gk vntnr ak vrch vrhh"matnr cac, juk-vnugs/

vrc vgbsk vmhd cpbh vrch wvufjvwbuxp,' ftar grl vauutv chi vrch uf"etsnu"r v"mnj mse" b"g/ vrch f,c vgru,gk ntnrh ju,bu cshue fph agav v"mnjmse" kntnrh f"e tsnu"r vzei b"g/

vrthw vakhah, v,cxxv gk xhpurathrg tjr vx,keu, f"e tsnu"r vtnmghb"g ftar ecum, jxhsho vjkhyv kbxug tkvrch nruzhwi zm"k ukjcur kjxhshu/ cac,vrtaubv angu w,urvw nnbu acnvkfv tnratn, rtah ,hcu, ",ur, nbjo tur"/vjxhsho avchbu t, fuub,u acu gkgecu,hvo kjmru ak vmnj mse/ favdhgu

kkhuctuuhya' angu av"mnj mse" tnr,urv cshue gk tu,u gbhi urnz kfl acnkvtn, ha ,ufi gnue tl kt dhkv nvu/ tu tzxhpru nv aangu nvruzwhbgr' uv,earu'fnuci' cjckh gcu,u, tvcv tk v"mnjmse"/ cw,urvw zu va,na vrc vgbskftnmgh-vpmrv avrch hxfho khyuk t,vbahtu,/

vut xhfo t, scrhu cvxcr, jahcu,anhr, fk pry upry cjhh vv,earu, akjxhs ufsudnv mhyy scrho atnr vrchcgbhi jahcu,v ak "ajhy, khuctuuhya"/phrua vnuad vut at, vtjrhu, kfaru,vajhyv uvbheur buyk vrch gk f,phu/ zt,ftar vaujy kuns jxhsu,/ cvzsnbu,tjr,' atk vrc vgbsk t, vrch unv go

tkv akunsho xprh jxhsu, fkkh, f"bugotkhnkl" u"esua, kuh"' ugk fl gbv vrcha,ufi vxprho vkku csrl fkk vhbu phruagk v,urv uthku jxhsu, jc"s vhbv"v,cubbu, cdsku, vt-k"' ure nzv bh,ijhzue chrt, anho/

vrc cuyni vmhd cpbh vevk t, vakhjcnbmwxyr actbdkhw vrc hux; jziuvznhbukat, scrho cgbhbu ak huo/ cyui crurueukj bat scrho jumcho gk vbsra nth,bufhuo/ vrc jzi tnr fh kbds ghbhbu mrhfvkgnus fk vzni vtvcv ak vrch tkhbuunxhru,u athi kv tj urg' ucs ccs "fnhovpbho" kvahc tvcv' k,, t, fk nmhtu,bukgbhbh vrch/ vrc jzi vsdha' a,nhs ucprytjrh huck abho ak bahtu,' tjrh aangbufv vrcv nvrch fk tjs husg cshue nvnmpv nth,bu vrch/

cgbhi vzv xhpr gk cjur hvush ac,uokhnushu c"hahcv hubhcrxhyh" vjkhykva,ko do cjfnu, jhmubhu,/ vcjur abhjicfarubu, nmuhhbho vg,he t, ndurhu kthao cnrfz ngrc trmu,-vcrh,' ao braoktubhcrxhyv vneunh, uv,eso ckhnushugs azfv k,utr v"prupxur" vbfx;/ tck'kstcui kc' vkhnusho vkku kt vyhcu goban,u uvmghr hrs nsjh tk sjh/ xpeu,vjku kebi cnuju/ vut ja x,hru, chivjhbul uvaep, guknu nhksu, kchivjhsuaho apda ckhnushu/ nmc ruju vjkkrs,/

vcjur vjkhy knmut tha s,h jfofkccu ath,u hufk kaujj ukgau, em, xsrcnjacv/ jhpa ujhpa gs anmt/ vhw zvcabu, vhu"sho vnuesnu,' unhusgbu ang gkvrch vjsa ak khuctuuhya/ gus ctu,u vhuoyhkpi krc jseuc' vmhd t, gmnu fprupxurtl kt vzsvv canu/ vrc jseuc vahccjhuc kcea, vwhjhsu,w umhhi fh nsucrc,eup, vn,bv ak jmh abv/ vcjur angt, zv uvjk kvpmhr: "nmch eav' hvsu,h,kuhv gk juy se' tukh tpar kzrz cnavu"/vrc jseuc vurv kvn,hi/ "tatk t,vrch"' tnr/

fgcur seu, xpuru, jzr kjsru' uvahckprupxur avrch nmss cfl athi murlkyruj kcut kbhu hure knyrv zu ckcs/ ,ufkkgau, zt, cneuo ndurhl/ ctubhcrxhyvvneunh, ha prupxur ahufk kvahc gk fkatku,hl' da tkhu/

vmghr vjuhr fxhs/ v,crr avprupxurtkhu vpbv tu,u vrch vhw/// vut gmnu/ vrch'pauy rnz ku aku gmnu ha t, v,aucu, kfk

v,uugsu, vhuck


nhnhi kantk: vrv"j jhho xrcrbxehQ vrv"j hvuag sucruuxehQ vrv"j rptk

uuhkatbxehQ vrv"j bjuo uukuxucQ vrv"j hux; jziQ vrv"j akuo ngbsk xhnpxuiQ

vrv"j aknv nyuxucQ vrv"j jhhek jbhiQ vrv"d hmje vfvi vgbskQ

vrv"d tcrvo tzsct' uvrv"j kuh hmje aphrt

nhnhi kantk: vrv"j hartk angui eknbxuiQ vrv"j kuh hmje aphrtQ

vrv"j akuo sucgr khpah.Q vrv"j jhho hmje fviQ vrv"j anutk cuyni

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v,vhu,' uthi murl kyruj ukvyrhj tjrhokao fl/

vrc jzi vphe t, vkej vycghnvxhpur/ kpgnho vhmr vrg np,v kvtnhiakt vfk crur shu/ amrhl keck vurtu,nsuhheu, hu,r/ kbeusv zu tbu mrhfho kahokc' ukbvud gk ph vtn, acnmpubu ak fktjs/

cscru gk vtvcv vgmunv avrch nerhifkphbu xhpr vrc jzi tphzusv nr,e,athrgv cab, ,ak"t/ crta-vabv'v,ehgu, v,cmgu ctupi jke' fl' gsv,ehgv vtjrubv tu zu akpbhw/ tz bang vhw'fghi bxhui juzr ubabv' fchfuk' kcmg t,v,ehgv/ vrch vjkh; aupr' v,fxv hu,rcykh,u' vchy gk vevk' ure ktjr agvtrufv vakho t, v,ehgu,/

ctu,v agv' gns ku tcrl mghr aktbpes czju"e' ujac ckcu: nv bvsr vnjzv/thku h,i kh vec"v hks cabv zu tcht tu,ucabv vctv kfti' k,ehgu, ak vrch/knjr,' fagcr cjkue, wfux ak crfvw' tzrtun. chea t, crf, vrch kvhpes chksho/vrch atk tu,u to vut zufr gshhi t,vvcyjv/// vtcrl vahc cjhuc uehck crfv/k,ehgu, cabv vctv' vut bhmc go ,hbueuvrl' fvcyj,u/

fagcr cfux ak crfv' uvpgo' fnuci'go vhks' tnr ku vrch )cgrl czv"k(: "zvtjs nvhksho ak v,ehgu, )vfuubv crurv(/

vrc jzi jzr uvsdha absra nth,bukvahc tvcv krch/ "tpar kgau, t, zvctupbho aubho" tnr uvuxh; nbeus, ncyufakhj "farutho c-077 hvush neurc actkfti go akhj ghru anerc tu,u' hajahcu, rcv kda, ktu,u hvush' kvthrukvxchr ku pbho' kerc tu,u hu,r/ thi kbunuad kpgnho fnv hzg ufuju, bpa vuaeguchvush vzv gs avdhg kfti/ zu juc,bu/ zu dozfu,bu/

chw acy zv b,tjs fukbu ,j, archyvrch ubpgk t, v,dku,u fnahj/

bmhdho nrjch vgukosrha,-akuo ntr. veusa vcht vturj

vrc akuo sucgr khpah. hu"r hs ktjhontr. veusa ajhze t, vevk cscrhobkvcho/ ugurr t, vevk vbfcs kmt,nvv,uugsu, go vjkyu, ngahu, cearkgbhhbho ak vrch ucnhujs cgbhhbhovgunsho gk vpre kvcht t, dhkuh vnahj'ugnhsv gk nanr akhnu, vtr. uakhnu,vgo gk-hsh ,heui jue nhvu hvush/

t, kubsui hhmd vrc jhho hmje fvi

avgkv beusu, euberyhu, kvdcr,vpghku,/ vrc pbjx payrbat scrhocmrp,h, kecumv vdsukv avdhgv nnshb,mrp,' uvbuto vtjrui' aj,o t, vgrc vhwrta hahc, jc"s cubmht acthykhw' vrcbugo udbr/

kxhuo vusv vnbjv kntrdi vv,uugsu,

vrc hgec vrmud' ukbdhs vrc akuo sucgr

srhhzhiacjxu,u bgrfv vxgusv vjdhdh,/

vv,uugsu, vdsukv' ajkev vranhbj,o xnul kagv tj, tjr jmu,' n,ulthjuk fkkh unau,; kfk avrch h,dkv ,hf;unhs nna' vnahfv kv,uugsuhu, eybu, tk,ul vkhkv/


vbaht ja t, gnu btunu ak vrv"d tcrvo tzstct

rtah,' tcrl t, vturjho ahjhu ccrf,"crufho vctho" cao fk evhk, afub, "ftimuv vw t, vcrfv"/ huo esua zv afk nvu,ubaht surbu' sura v,cubbu, buxp,' ksg, vhycnv vut gbhbu ak vbaht/ ertbu vhuo cpra, ctavec"v muv t, cbh hartk ahatku nnmrhofkh fx; uzvc uanku,/ ra"h nctr azt, npbhakt htnr tu,u mshe ugcsuo ugbu tu,o ehhocvoQ utjrh fi hmtu crfua dsuk kt ehho cvo"/

batk, vatkv vycgh,: vto zv avec"vvcyhj' thbu xhcv nxpe, do kehho? vto renpbh atcrvo tchbu gkuk kygui ygbu, _vec"v nehho vcyj,u? ugus' ha kvchi nsugbtnr "tu,u mshe"' ukt bf,c cphrua "tcrvotchbu"?

uscr ,nuv bux;: hsug a,eup, dku, nmrho bjac, nkhs, hmje' afcr ntzn,ehho vgbhi a"dr hvhw zrgl"/ tck ao kt f,uc thpv/ zt, tunr, ajke nvzni hfukkvhu, cnmrho ujke cneuo tjr/ tck cprav aertbu vhuo f,uc crur "unuac cbhhartk tar hacu cnmrho akuaho abv utrcg ntu, abv"' ufti n,gurr, atkv eavavrh cbh hartk kt vhu c,ul tr. nmrho ,eupv fv trufv?!

v,aucv kfl bgumv cscrh vzuvr vesua cpra, vacug aknru, anav rchbu jaakv,erc kprgv "f,r sekhpv" vnxufi cdanhu, ucrujbhu,' nxr t, bpau ufi vkl/ zuvnxhru,-bpa ak baht vsur' uzv v,jhk fcr csuru, veusnho' tmk vtcu, vesuaho/f,uc czuvr' amgr vagcus vjk fcr chnh vtcu,/ va"l gk v,urv nctr cfl t,vpxue avzfrbu' utunr akt f,uc fti acbh hartk vhu ctr.nmrho 034 abv' tktcnmrho/ fkunr' vnmrho udcukho' euah vagcus' tfi vjk chnh tcu,hbu/

kfi tunr ra"h "akt htnr tu,u mshe"/ re tcrvo tchbu' ahjs go abu,hu baknv,eup, vagcus hfuk kygui avdhg zni dtuk,fo ugahru,fo/ nms cbh hartk gshhi ktjkpu 034 abv/ nfk neuo' fti rutho t, vva,,pu, vnktv ak vtcu, cfk vgucrgk vcbho/ ukfi' do rmv tcrvo tchbu ahmtu crfua dsuk/ fhsug' fk vfx; uvzvc avhwcnmrho ctu,o abho zro nvguko fuku act "kacur cr" nhux; vmshe/ tcrvo tchburmv acbh hdtku t, fk vbhmumu, vjcuhho ctu,i tumru, ucgher' kverhi eck gouguko avvapgv kguko gucr, srl hux; vmshe' srl baht vsur/

t, zv gkhbu kjeue ckc cnktu, huck abho kbahtu, cdkuh/ ntcrvo tchbu gsdtuk, nmrho gcru acgv suru,Q ntsnu"r vzei' avjk csrl vjxhsu, kvfhi t,vguko kert, vdtukv ugs kdtukv cpugk' do fi acgv suru,/ rthbu cnhujs tmk vrcht, mgr vdku, uvagcus' t, vgbhi vzv avbaht ja t, mti nrgh,u/ hgzur vw afbcut,vrch vdhg zni dtuk,fo' bzfv krtu, cghbhbu ,hf; unhs nna/

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