vnxphe uugy muaygki druhxi prtdrto

prgzhsgby ctrte tctnt uutkyzhfgr dgegby kgrbgi t pre thi"nxf, xyhnukux" pui vnxphetdgbyur' uutx vty trtbszahry thhidguutkshdg tui prgmgsgbyktzgxyhnukux pkti ptr sh aytcnhydkhsgr thi tkg dgdbygr thi tkgprtdrtngi tui tkg tpyhhkubdgi' muvgkpi trhhbcrgbdgi nhy anjv tuibj, sh vhhkhdg hnho yucho purho tuipxj/

chho vnxphe xyhnukux thz bhayptrvtbgi ehhi tngrhetbgrptkhyhe' ehhi sgphmhy shkgnt' ehhishpgrgbmi muuhai pgsgrtk tuixyghy' btr thhi mgbyrtkg hxusmudkhhl tztbx tui tzgkfgx: tkgpuk-yhho shrgey eghr xyg; thitkg prtdrtngi tui drup-vhhngi' uuhtuhl tkg xyg; thi tphx tuitsnhbhxyrtmhg' cteungi sh zgkcgmgi prtmgby vbjv thi sgzhdbhrygdgagpyi ptr tkg uuhfyhdgdgcruhfi pui sh prhhkhfg tuikgfyhdg hnho yucho tui tkg ygdsgrmuuhai/

sgr dgstbe pubgo "xyhnukux"chh vnxphe thz tbdgeungi' dtb.thbygrgxtby' uugi sh tdgbyur vtytbgregby uuh dgpgrkhl sh rgdhrubdsruey pui tkg rhfyubdgi mu abhhsivhk; prtdrtngi uuhphk gx thz btrngdkhl' tui tphku ngr/

stx thz btyurkhl dgeungi mukhcsh dgpgrkhfg rgxgxhg uutx thztbdgeungi tuh; tngrheg tui shdtbmg uugky' nhy etbxeuugbmi tuh;hgsi yrhy tui arhy pui rgdhrubdtuhxdtci/ tuhc tzuh' thz sh zgkcgrgxgxhg tuhl chygr tui dgpgrkhltuh; sh aytc nhydkhsgr zgkcxytui zhhgrg napju,' chz ngi vtky

chho mhhki hgsg pruyv' ngi auhbyhgsi stktr uutx uugry tuhxdgdgci'tuh; t ptrbgo uutx thz bhay dgzgidguutri tnuuhhbhdxybx sh kgmygzgfmhd htr/

bgngbshd thi ctyrtfy tz sgrptrbgo pui vnxphe xyg;' thi tkgtpyhhkubdgi tui dgdbygr' sgrdrhhfyvhhby t mtk pui btby mu yuhzbynapju,' hgsg thhbg ptr zhl tbahobaho uy;' uugry ektr uuhphk

nhkhtbgi thshag stktri egbgiuugri tpdgauhby surl t %01shxetuby cnal sh hnho yucho mhhy/pui sh tbsgrg zhhy' uuhctks ngirgsy pui tzuhphk napju,' yuyvnxphe rgprgzgbyhri t dtrergpyhdg etxyungr ctzg uutx shrhyghk thbsuxyrhg ptrayhhy zhhgrduy thr uugrs' fuj tui thhbpkux/

tzuh truo' zgvbshd uuh gx vtkynhy sh getbtnhg' uuhphk fuj tzuhphk

napju, vtci tkx etxyungrx' tuiuuhphk dgky nwegi aptri thitzuhphk thshag vhhzgr' vty vnxphetubygrdgbungi sh vhxytrhag teypui trtbszahri t 01 prtmgby vbjvptr sh aytc nhydkhsgr muthhbeuhpi tkg uuhfyhdg tryhekgituh; purho tui tuh; pxj/

btl cgptr rta jusa tsr vtyvnxphe truhxdgahey crhuugi mutkg aytc nhydkhsgr' thhbngksi shduyg caurv uugdi sh 01 prtmgbyvbjv/

thi sh crhuugi zgbgi dguugi

bhxi ,ax"yApril ‘09 . No. 58 .

( 18 (פארזעצונג אויף זייט

01 prtmgby shxetuby pkti trtbszahry ptr vnxphe xyg;thi tkg dgdbygr tuh; drtxgrh' pkhha' nmu, tui ctke-xghkx'- prtdrto dhkyhd pui r"j tsr chz grc achgh ak pxj vcgk"y

akji gurl:

"vnxphe xyhnukux pkti" vgkpy trhhbcrgbdgipurho tui pxj thi vubsgrygr thshag ayhcgr

t bhhg ayushg uutx tbyaprgfymu gpgbgi t xgbztmhtbgkg sgctygtungyuo' yuy tbmhhdi t ngdkhfehhytz egrhszagx nhywi pbho mu shntng vgkpi tuhpcuhgi sh aprtltui rgsguushdehhy pui t ehbs' tuiuugdgkgl uutx euei tuh; ptrtuhxntfi ptrptxi t uuhfyhdg dgmhhdptrwi tbyuuhekubd pui ekhhbg ehbsgr/

sh ayushg euny pui gbdktbs'uutu sh grmhtubd xhxygo zgvy trgsuemhg' mgchxkgl cnal sh htri'thi sh aprtl ptraytbs tui

uutetcuktr pui ehbsgr/ ptragruugngi sh rgdhrubd vty ctaygkymu yrgpi sh turztl sgrpui ztdithmy tz sgr fngy tuhxakhxkhfgrctbu. pui egrhszagx – tsgr ctdhx'thi crhyhai ptrktb. – uutu shcghchwx pbho euey muo uugd ptrtuhxyuy ngdkhl aphki t rtkg thi sgoprtckgo/

tntkhdg htri zgbgi tkg ehbsgruugdgkgl dguugi tuhxdgaygkydruhx tui crhhy' tui stx ehbs thzdguugi thbdtbmi khdbshd' uuh thi tcgyk' vtkybshd sh thhdgkgl tuhpwipgrzti uutx vty dgayupy shegrhsza' dguugbkhl sh ntng/

thi sh 069wgr htri vtci dgbhygthbszagbhri grphbsi sgo ctdrh; puit "mtnkhhd egrhsza'" tui sgrdgcruhl mu ptrbgngi uuh uuhhbhdgrpkt.' tui uugri mtndgkhhdy uuhabgkgr tui drhbdgr' vty dgntfytxtl ekgbgr sgo ehbswxpktyptrng tui gx dgsrhhy muoprtby' tuuge pui sh ntngwx ckheitui etnpkhngbyi/

mgchxkgl cnal sh htri zgbgi shekhhbg egrhszagx dguutri shngrxyg ctbumyg ehbsgr uugdgkgl'tui vhhby mu ytd yrgpy ngi zhhgrzgkyi t druhxg egrhsza nhy tpktfg pktyptrng tuhpwi tntkhdiayhhdgr/

thbgo pgks pui ehbsgrtbyuuhekubdgi' ztdi gexpgryi tz shnuj tbyuuhekubd pui t ehbs muuhaidgcury tui 3 htr tky thz abgkgr

athbu husg katuk:

egi rhfyubd pui cghch-egrhszatpgeyhri aprtl pui t ehbs?

ayushg apgeukhry tz/// tpar

sh xngygbgtruhx pui nmrho////////////////////////////////////////////////////////03

grayg "xuptry drupg" ptr ntngx//////01

duyg gmu, ptr t dgzubyi huo yuc/////////////////63

vnxphe ytd xgruuhxgx//////////////////////////////////////02

bhhg etkuo: rput, vbpa////////////////////////////////////62

t rgbmk chfurho////////////////////////////////////////////////////////82

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dhhgbshd muo srue///> duyg kupy: vhhpgrctrhe te-

xhszagi ygrtph thz ngdkhl duyptr ehbsgr nhy tuyhzo' tcgr gxuugry bhay dgsgey pui thbaurgbx/

< dkty far: bhhg dgzg. vhhxykhhdi "ktbs pui tpayto" kghcktuh; prufy tui drhbmhhd' bhxkgl tuiruhg pkhha' tcgr sgr dgzg. vtytzuhphk wkgfgrw uuh t ztkmi yhak/

> crufho vctho: sh uutfi vhhciti tbmueungi thi aphygkgr shprhag "rgzhsgby" steyuhrho dkhhltruhx pui etkgsza/

< vuhy ayrtki: sh REMICXEkghzgr ygfbhe pui tuhd fhrurdhg thzduy ptr xgrhhgxhx vuhy tuhxaktdi/

> hj.: etbdrgx uugy ngdkhlmuyhhki sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" tdgbyur thivtkc' thhi vgkpy ptr ngshmhbgitui sh tbsgrg ptr gxi zhfgrvhhy/

> mprsg-fbho: wrtntst pktztwthi egbgsh kupypgks thz sh srhygthbzgeyi-rhhfxyg vtygk thi ktbs/

< btl pxj: t dtr pubeykhfgrgdhngby pui phbtyx egi gkhnhbhrish tkgrdhag rgtemhg sgrmu' ztdi"shue tubhuugrxhyh" steyuhrho'tcgr nwztk gx bhay pruchri tkhhbx/

> xyrtygdhg: sh cgxyg rgzuk-ytyi chh grbxyg nuj dguutuexi thzpui "ygntztktnhhs" tui rtshtmhg/

< dgzubyg getbtnhg: tkxrgzukyty pui sh rgxgxhg' dhhgi ngrngbyai thi ngshek etkgsza/

> chygr-zhx: "vhh-dkhhxhnhe"gxi tui yrubegi thz ptrchbsi nhy"gebh" prtckgngi' ztdy ayushg/

< vrjc, vsg,: t bhhg ektxngshmhi uutx uugry ayushry egditkzvhhngrx egi tuhl ptrnhhsi tuirgsumhri nuj atsi pui yrtunt/

> hdg, nmt,: etbdrgx cta-ygyhdy "xhkuugr-tkgry" mu vgkpizufi ptrkuhrgbg nhy tkzvhhngrx/

< vtsnv: uuhhxg vuhz pktbmyti drhbmhhd tui dguuhrmi muo dgzuby/

> nej: "yurt" uuhk euhpi "b/ h/ngshek etkgsza" pui uutkvtktwx"uugxyagxygr vtxphytk/"

2vnxphe dtzgy| bhxi ,ax"y

thi mudrhhyubd muo druhxi tuisrtntyhai vnxphe prtdrto uutxuugry mudgaygky ntbytd juv"npxj thi "pti-yhho tngrheg" aphkpkt.' vtci sh ptruutkygrtbdgvuhci mu trtbszahri stx pkt.kuhy sh dgcruhfi pui vnxphe' tuitvgraygki sgo kgcgshdi aphktry uuh gx ptxy ptr sh yhhgrgetbxungrx pui sh tdgbyur tuizhhgrg erucho tui ctdkhhygr/

dkhhfmhhyhd vty sh etnptbhdgktzy uuhxi zhhgrg ekhgbyi' tuiptygbmhgkg ctzufgr pui dtbmirthti' tz ntbytd' sgr srhygr ytdjuk vnugs )knxw tprhk ( 31' thzstx aphk-pkt. tphmhgk dgaktxi'zhhgbshd tpdgshbdgi surl vnxphetuhxakhxkhl ptr sh etbxungrx'hubd tui tky' uzr kt h,grccanj,hbu/

"pti-yhho" tngrheg dgphby zhlthi ekhpuutus bhu szagrxh' truo tagv tui 02 nhbuy uugd pui erh, hutktui ntbxh' tui t ebtpg agv cgrlpui cruekhi/

tbeungbshd muo aphk pkt.

uugki tkg ctyhhkhdyg ehbsgr tuigruutexgbg aytre dgbhxi pui shrhhsx tui tpyhhkubdgi' dguutbsi kuhysh gkygr tui tunaygbsi/ sgrdtbmgr prtdrto pui vnxphe uugrymudgaygky' uuh ptrayhhy zhltkhhbx' dgbmkhl tunzhxy' tui shtdgbyur uugy muaygki dgbud tui btl"ytuegbx" ptr tkg etbxungrxuuhphk ngi uugy strpi/

sgr juk vnugs prtdrto uugrytbdgphry surl sh vnxphe prthgeyiettrshbghytr nrx/ eyhbt ,jhw/ zhvty ptryhhky xpgmhgkg"thbptrntmhg etrykgl" ptr tkgxgruuhx ettrshbghytrx' nhy shpubeykhfg thhbmkvhhyi pubgoprtdrto' tui sh xgruuhxettrshbghytrx ahei stx truhxptr sh gkygri ahjhu tuiprtuuhhsgrx' tbdgvuhci pui rtajusa bhxi/

ptrthtr juk vnugs pxj vtyvnxphe mudgaygky t xpgmhgkiprtdrto thi zgkci aphk pkt.'"pti-yhho tngrheg'" tui vhh htrtbyaprgfy sgr prtdrto mu zhhi

btl agbgr tui cgxgr' vgfgr tkggruutryubdgi/

thi mudtc mu tkg aphkgrhhgitui teyhuuhygyi' uugy ptreungi tctzubsgr ptraygkubd ptr hubdkgltui t ctzubsgrg ptraygkubd ptrnhhskgl' uuh tuhl t ctzubsgrgsrtntyhag ptrcrgbd nhy sh ekhhbgehbsgrkgl uutx uugy zhh sgreuuheitui sgrprhhgi/

pui rujbhu,wshdi aytbspubey'uugry sgr dtbmgr prtdrto dgphrytubygr sh vadjv pubgo nadhjrujbh fkkh pui vnxphe' uugkfgr thzpgrzgbkhl trtpdgptri muthcgreuei stx pkt. pui tbvuhc chzmuo xu; btl thhsgr vnxphe vtydgaktxi etbyrtey nhy shptruutkygr' tui kuhy zhhbgtbuuhhzubdgi vty vnxphe c"vdgegby muaygki sgo prtdrto gkyvr, veusa/ sh prhbmhpi puivnxphe vtci st btftntktuhxdgrupi t ehsua vao' tui shetnptbh yuy zhl duy muaygki mu

anj, huo yuc:

"vnxphe" uugy muaygki druhxi prtdrtosgo juk vnugs thi "pti-yhho tngrheg"

prtdrto ptr xpgmhgkg etbxungrx thz ntbytd juk vnugs - aphk-pkt. dgaktxi ptr tbsgrg ctzufgr - vnxphe ctxgx mudgaygky th"v pui tkg dgdbygr -

xgruuhx ettrshbghytrx rgsi nhy gkygri tui prtuuhhsgrx

ckuhz dgmhhkyg ygd yhhki tpfkk hartk pui sgo tunctarhhckhfivhxytrhai ntngby' "crf, vjnv'"uutx uugy th"v ptreungi cruc ptruvsr thcgr sh dtbmg uugky sgoeungbshdi grc pxj thbsgrprh cagvyucv unumkj,/ chh "vnxphe" eunysgr vhxytrhagr ngns nhy btl tctzubsgri ctshhy/

gx thz sh grayg ntk thi

vhxytrhg pui sh tdgbyur uutx ngivty sgrdrhhfy t "crf, vjnv'" tuitkx sh mgbyrtkg vhk; tdgbyur ptrtzuhphk yhhgrg thshag ehbsgr tuizhhgrg napju, ahjhu' vty vnxphedgbungi ptr dtr uuhfyhd mu ntfizhfgr tz tkg hubdkgl' cjurho tuigruutexgbg thsi uugkfg cteungixpgmhgkg vhk; pui sh tdgbyur ztkiegbgi nhyvtkyi sgo dgvuhcgbgo

ngns thi zhhgr ayty cruc go/ctks btl purho vtci sh

shrgeytri pui "drup-vhhngi" tui"pgnhkh eghr" dgktzy uuhxi shngbgszagrx pui tkg drup-vhhngi'tui tkg shrgey eghr xyg;' nhy tvhhkhdi ru; tz tkgx uutx buhyhd ztkuugri grkgshdy tz sh yhhgrg ehbsgrthi sh drup-vhhngi ztki uugrimudgdrhhy ptr "crf, vjnv" tui

ngi ztk zhh truhxbgngi muztngi nhytkg thsi mu ztdi sh crfv "guavngav crtah,/"

thi ptk pui etbxungrx uutxxwthz tunngdkhl mu ntfi drhhy tuh;dtb. prh muztngi nhywi druhximhcur' uugki sh aytc nhydkhsgrbtl tk. yti uutx zhh egbgi tz shehbsgr ztki egbgi truhxeungi ptrjmu, vhuo tui ztdi sh crfv tuh;

zhhgr ayhhdgr/thi sh zgkcg mhhy vty vnxphe

dgahey thhbngksi tkg "pgnhkheghr" prtuuhhsgrx' tz zhh ztki tuhlzhfgr ntfi mu ktzi sh ehbsgr thizhhgr ayuc truhxdhhi muo vhxytrhaingns tui nhyvtkyi sh dtbmgdgaggbha/

thcgrhd mu ztdi' tz sh aytcnhydkhsgr tui prtuuhhsgrx puivnxphe tungyuo bgngi muo vtrmish vhhkhdg tuhpdtcg' tui uugki ntfizhfgr tz sh yhhgrg ehbsgrkgl eungitruhx nhy aytk. tui uuhrsgmuztngi nhy tkg thsi nxu; vgukougs xupu mu tbyhhk bgngi thi sgovhxytrhai ngns' tui tpdgci acjuvustv ptr vah",' kguav turhodsukho fh kguko jxsu' tui sgrchhn,pkk zhhi gx ztk auhi zhhi tur jsagk mhui ,thr ubzfv fukbu nvrvkturu/

kvdhs ccuer jxshl:

"vnxphe" cjurho tui ehbsgr uugki th"v duynhyvtkyi "crf, vjnv" grc pxj vcgk"y

bhu htre xyghy uuhk tuhxrtyiuuhphk mhdtrgyi xghkx btr ngdkhl'tui thhbg pui sh teyhuug grbxygpkgbgr thi tkctbh thz mu khhdi tvuhfg ayhhgr tuh; tkg dgagpyiuutx ptreuhpi ytctet prtsueyi/

vhhby mu ytd' ptr t dgagpy muegbgi ptreuhpi mhdtrgyi' nuz ngithhbdgci t hgrkhfg 001$ tpmtkptr sh xyghy ygexghati sgpy/sgr dtuugrbtr pktby mu vgfgri shxung mu 000'1$ ptr dgagpyi nhyxghkx chz thhi nhkhti' mu 005'2$ptr dgagpyi nhy xghkx chz 01$nhkhti' tui phbg; tkpho ptr druhxgdgagpyi uugkfg ptreuhpi hgrkhlxjurv thi ctyrg; pui vgfgr mginhkhti stktr/

ekhhbg chzbgxgr' uuh sgkhx'

tsgr btl ngr sh ktetkg xtryxgbsuuhya-etuug-mhhyubd-ktygrh-mhdtrgyk cusegkgl' vtcituhxdgsruey atehrbsg tuhpcruhzthcgr sgo pkti' ztdbshd tz zhh uugkidkty truhxdhhi pui chzbgx' uuhhkmhdtrgyi xghkx thz t pubstngbypui zhhgr ygdkhfg thhbeubpy/

tcgr khcgrtkg tui tbyh-ytctet drupgx vtci dgkuhcy sgoptraktd/ "su ptreuhpxy tprtsuey uutx ntfy ngbyaiaytrci' ztkxyu ctmtki t yhhgriprhhz'" ztdy t uutryztdgr ptr "shmgbygr ptr t ytctet prhhg bhuhtre/"

chzbgx gexpgryi zgbgi bhay

gk chgur jn.:

dgagpyi uugki yhhgr ctmtkimu egbgi ptreuhpi mhdtrgyi

pkti pui khegr thi drtxgrhx dhhy uuhhygr



thhbg pui sh phkg ptrcrgbd grygr thi "pti-yhho tngrheg"

prgzhsgby ctrte tctnt vtytuhxdgekhci sh dguugzgbg vgkyetnhatbgr pui bhu htre xhyh' sr/ n/vtncurd' mu ayhhi thi aph. pui sh"g;/ sh/ gh/" tdgbyur uutahbdyti'tui ctkyhntr vgky etnhatbgr sr/szataut atrpxyhhi tkx bungr 2gezgehuyhuu thi sh btmhtbtkgwngshmhi tui gxiw tdgbyur/

chhsg btnhbtmhgx vtcituhxdgrupi kuhc thi sh etrhstri puingshmhbgi tui vgky eghr' uuhctkschhsg zgbgi duy grptri thi erhyhagxgeytri pui ngshmhi' zh tkx druhx-aytyhag vgky etnhatbgr tuitkx dgvhk; vgky xgergytr chh shekhbyti tsnhbhxyrtmhg' tui gr tkxktbdtrhdgr phshgyrhati uugkfgr

vty tuhpdgvuhci sh tktro egdi"vuxyi tui etks" ngshmhbgi ptrekhhbg ehbsgr/

nhy sh xgbty ctaygyhdubd puisr/ vtncurd gruutrygy thi shbtbyg ygd – atrpxyhhi str; bhayehhi xgbty ayhmg – uugy zhl gpgbgit aptdk bhhg ckgyk thi "g;/ sh/gh/" vhxytrhg' thi t mhhy uugi shtdgbyur uugry dgpktdy nhy tzuhphkprtckgngi tui sh dtbmg vgky eghrthbsuxyrhg thi sh ptrthhbhdygaytyi dhhy tsurl vhxytrhagyuhaubdgi' ngrxybx muo cgxgritcgr tuhl gyuutx bhay tzuh duy/

tubygr sh cua tsnhbhxyrtmhg'

tbtkhz:

bhhg "g;/ sh/ gh/" vuhpyi btr aph. pui vgky rgptro

vgky eghr tbyuuhekubdgi thi uutahbdyti tui tkctbh


drup-vhho xyg; tui "pgnhkh eghr" prtuuhhsgrx eurtzahry truhxmubgngi sh ehbsgr

3 vnxphe dtzgy| bhxi ,ax"y

uutry pui rgstemhg:uugr gx vty tbdgprgdy surl tptex uugdi sh zgkygbg njkv uutx thhi uutry sgrpui thzSETALOFOSNE' chyg zhl ptrchbsi nhy sh rgstemhg uuhhknhr egbgi bhay tuhxkhhbgi thhgr arhpy/

vhk; mu akhbdgi ytckgyi

muo crhuu arhhcgr uugdi bhay egbgi akubdgiytckgyi vtc thl dguutky mudgci uutx fwvtc dgvgrypui thhbgo uutx vty dgvty sgo zgkci prtckgo' bhaydgegby trtpakhbdgi t ytckgy cauo tupi' tui tbuyrhatbhxy vty dgdgci ti gmv ngi ztk zhltuhxkgrbgi tuh; "go/ gbs go/" egbshx' gray tuh; shphmgkg tui btfsgo truhpdhhi gykhfg aytpkgi chz ngiuugy zhl sgrkgrbgi mu akhbdgi ytckgyi/

tuhl thz uuhfyhd mu dgsgbei tz txtl ngshmhbgi ytrngi bhay "ertai" uuhhk gx ptrkhry sh tpgey tsgregi ngi j"u khhsi etnpkhetmhgx/ sh cgxyg ztl' uuhauhi sgrntby thi sh rgstemhgwx gbypgr' mu prgdi tduyi ptrntxhxy uutx mu yti' tui tk. uugi t steytrptrarhhcy t ngshmhi ztk ngi prgdi tuhc nwegi gxvtci thi pkhxhdehhy tsgr ehhgshd )yaugck(/

) - (ntbxh

thl egi mudgci ti gmv zhl mu kgrbgi akubdgiytckgyi' uutx thl vtc dgzgi pui thhdgbg grptrubd' tuiptr uugngi thl vtc gx dgztdy vty gx c"v dgvtkpinna tuhpwi pkt./

thr ztky trhhbkhhdi sgo ngshmhi tchxk yh; thinuhk' tui btfsgo yrubegi gpgx nhy t ///ayruh/ csueunbuxv tz sh ngshmhi uugy trtpdhhi/ chho yrubegi pui tdkgzk uuh dguugbkhl' egi sh ngshmhi ckhhci auuhngi' tcgrnhy t ayruh uugry gx dgmuuhbdgi mu uugri trtpdgakhbdgithi sh grayg xgeubsg/

) - (cruekhi

argegshdg jkunu, chh ekhhi ehbs

nhr vtci dguutky tbprgdi uugkfg gmu, tsgr tbsgrgngytsi nwegi bumi uugdi t ekhhi ehbs' nna ckuhz 2 tui tvtkc htr' uutx uugey zhl tuh; fngy hgsg btfy puiargegshdg jkunu,' tui btfsgo kuhpy zh truo thi ayuctz tbsgrg ztki tuhl tuhpayhhi tui tbykuhpi/// ngi vtyauhi dgrgsy muo ehbs txtl' tcgr gx vgkpy bhaysgruuhhk/

uutx thz sh cgxyg uugd mumudhhi mu sgo?) - (

uutuhkg trdtbhztmhg mu tpvhyi mgki

cbudg sh gbhi pui tpvhyi mgki )crhuu' dtzgy jusayc, x"y(' vtc thl dguutky ntfi tuhpngrezto tzxwthz st t vhhnhag uutuhkygyhdg trdtbhztmhg nhywibtngi "evkv etrs"' ti tpyhhkubd pui "sur harho'" uutxdgci zhl tp sgrnhy cghsus uvxfn, dsukh hartkakhy"t/ zhhgr xgruuhx thz vgpkhl tui cjhbo' tui zhhaygki mu uutx ngi str; nhy pubeykhfg tbuuhhzubdgi/ gxthz uuhfyhd mu rupi uuh prhgr/

crfv uvmkjv'c/ c/cruekhi

bhay ptrbtfkgxhdi t "xyrgp"

tkx ekhhi ehbs vty nhhi zui zhhgr tpy dgkhyi pui t"xyrgp" thbpgemhg/ hgsg ptr uutfi vty gr dgpgky puijsr/ zungr thi etbyrh' tz thhi ehbs vty dgvty phcgr'thz gr dguugi sgr muuhhygr/ tzuh thz dguugi htr btl htr/

thhbntk vty nhhi ehbsgr steytr nhl zhhgrmudgrgsy truhxmubgngi zhhbg ntbskgi )ytbxhkx(' tcgrtzuh uuh ngi vty gx auhi sgntky bhay zhhgr dgyti'vtc thl nhl bhay mudgftpy sgrmu tui dgekgry tz nhysh mhhy uugy sgr prtckgo tuugedhhi/

bu' bu/ vhhby mu ytd thz nhhi zui t hubdgrnti b"h thi sh03wgr htri' dgcgbyay nhy t ayuc nhy ehbsgr eg"v'tui ngi vtky btl chh tk";' gr tkhhbx vty hgsi htrgykhfg ntk t xyrgp' nhy vuhfg phcgr' uutx ntfy thoauutl tui khhdy tho thi cgy tuh; t vtkcg uutl/

gr vty auhi pruchry gykhfg nhykgi' thi mudtc mush tbyhchtyhex hgsi ntk ctzubsgr/ gr bgny nukyh-uuhytnhbgi' muuhh ehuuh hgsi ytd' ztk. uutxgr mudtrdkgi' tcgr chz sgruuhhk vtky tkgx chho tkyi/tpar egi tubz thhbgr dgci ti gmv?

t ntng-ctcg) - (

gebh anhrgf. ktzy thcgr xetrx

chyg trhhbaygki nhhi prtdg thi sh khhbgrx dtzgy'tpar egbgi khhbgrx nhr gbypgri/

thl vtc dgbumy sh anhrgf. "ekgrgxhk")ELISARAELC( ptr "gebh" vuhy prtckgngi' tui gx vtyyteg dgvtkpi' tcgr gx vty dgktzy mhhfbx/ tuhc vtythhbgr ti gmv uuhtzuh pyur mu uugri sgrpui' chyg aheygx trhhi uuh abgkgr' t stbe/

) - (uuhkhtnxcurd

vhk; btfwi ptrkhri "jua vygo"

pu,jhi cfcus tfxbht – sh grayg mhhyubd thi sgruugky vty dgvhhxi "dtzgyt sg tnxygrsto'" zgvytuhx tz sh "bjaubho" uugri dgrupi dtzgy' tui tzuh tuhlthr nhywi zhhi sh grayg mu arhhci uugdi dgzuby tuh; shvhhnhag thshag aprtl/

tkgbptkx' muo gbhi/ chh tubz thi napjv vty thhbgrti thbygrgxtbyi prtckgo' svhhbu' gx thz dguutritpdgbungi sgr jua vygo pui gxi/ tbdgvuhci cgrl muuhhhtr murhe' thz gx muchxkgl dguutri auutfgr tuiauutfgr chz guugbyugk thz btr dgckhci sh vrdav tuh;atrpg zuhgrg ntfkho/ chho vhhbyhdi ytd thz stx tuhlauhi bhayt ngr/

ptrayhhy zhl tz ngi thz dguugi chh txtlsteyuhrho' ktetk tui thi sgr prgns' ti ehhi auorgzukyty tsgr tphku t shtdbtz/ ngi vty bhaythcgrdgvhpy ehhi uuhytnhbgi tui nhbgrtki' tcgr ehhiauo cgxgrubd/

ngdkhl tz tbsgrg uugki yrtfyi' bu' bhaweav' bhaydgpgrkhl' gx thz tphku duy ptr shgyg muugei/ tcgr puisgr btby zgvy ngi gx thz bhay tzuh pauy/ bhay cjhbovty vah", trhhbdgkhhdy etkhr' ygo tui rhj thi hgsgntfk )tdc' sh jua vrhj trchhy c"v thi cgxyitrsgbubd(' btr k,ugk, crujbhu, udanhu,/

sgrhcgr cgyi nhr uugr gx vty auhi dgvgry pui tztprtckgo tui uuhhxy xhh uutx ztk t yucv yti tuiarhhci muo dtzgy/

) - (

rgstemhg:t pxjwshdg tryhek sgo jusa ctarhhcyt ruthbhryg jua vygo tkx xhnpyto pui "cgkxptkxh" uutx thz dguutri cgxgr btl gykhfg uutfi/ thrrgsy pui tptr htr' tcgr tpar euny gx pui gbkhfiturztl' tpar t bgruu yh; thi pbho tsgr mhbd thzdgagshdy tsgr mgsruey ts"d/ tpar egi tehhrtprteygr vgkpi ptr tzt xtry ztl/ thi hgsi ptk't farwi tui prhhkhfi pxj/

"fgnhag" vtuk-uuhy cruhy?

thi sh kgmyg bungri pubgo "dtzgy" uugry phkdgrgsy uugdi "vtuk uuhy" cruhy tui dgcgexi' uuh aytrestx thz kgmybx tuhpdgftpy' gx thz cgxgr ptrwidgzuby' ptrwi ntdi tui ptrshhtubd xhxygo' tt"uu/ stxthz tkgx tn,/

tcgr kgmybx vtc thl dgftpy t bgbygri ckhe tuh;sh "buyrhati pteyi" pui dguuhxg vtuk-uuhy prtsueyi'tui ctngrey tzuhphk fgnhetki tui prgzgruugyhuux tzxwthz nhr thbdtbmi tuuge sgr tpgyhy pui bumi tzgkfgztfi/

thi tn,wi' uugi ngbyai uutkyi dgzufy cruhy nhyetri xhrup' dto' tui phr grkhh prgzgruugyhuux' uutkyngi dgckhci nhy sh "phhbg" uuhhfg ahhbg uuhhxg cruhy/tcgr tz ngi uuhk suet vtuk-uuhy cruhy ptr zhl tui shehbsgr' uuhhk gx thz txtl ngr dgzuby' rhhl tui rhhi puithbsuxyrhgkg prtmgxi' uuhk ngi yteg bhay sh tkgzhhyhdg thbdrhshgbyx uutx khdi thi ahhbg uuhhxg tcgrtundgzubyg cruhy/ ngi uuh suuet sh vtryg' cruhbg'crgegkshdg gfyg vtuk-uuhy' sgr prtckgo thz' tz bhayhgsgr vty mhhy tui dgsuks mu khhbgi sh uuhfyhdgbuyrhgby thbptrntmhg' tui "guko duko" euhpy tkgx

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"vnxphe dtzgy"


uutx vty sh uutubsgr uugrygr "vtuk-uuhy/"bhay tkg etnptbhx vtci sgo prtckgo' tui nhhbg

uugrygr zgbgi j"u bhay dgmhky egdi ehhbgo shrgey/tcgr thr tkg vtuk-uuhy etnptbhx' uuhky stl muaygkidgzubyg prtsueyi ptr ngbyai uutx zufi mu euhpi suetdgzubyg prtsueyi' ht? bu' zgbgi nhr tuh; thhi sgv/ egizhhi tz nhy sh tkg zhhyhdg thbdrhshgbyx thz vtuk-uuhybtl tk. cgxgr uuh uuhhxg cruhy' egi zhhi' ktnhr vgriuutx tbsgrg ztdi/

) - (

btl t "dkuygi-prh" ngvk mu cteungi

nhr vtci dguutky ntfi tuhpngrezto ptr ngbyaiuutx zufi mu euhpi tkygrbtyhuug ngvk uugdi dgzubyvhhy'shgyg tsgr tbsgrg xhcu,' tz nhr bumi kgmybx "RUOLF EERF-NETULG ESOPRUP LLA" tui sh ngvk thz zhhgrduy' gx vty t duyg ygo fngy uuh dgvgrhdg ngvk' tuingi bumy gx thi sh zgkfg ntx uuh dgvgrhdg ngvk/

ngi egi gx pruchri ptr xhh uugkfg "rgxgph/" nhrvtci gx auhi pruchry tuh; xptbsza eghe tui euehx'tui gx thz tuhxdgeungi zhhgr dgkubdgi' ftya chh euehxstr; gx khdi thi tuhuugi tchxk kgbdgr/ mu ntfi t yhhdpui sh ngvk thz tchxk auugr' uuhhk gx mgrhhxy zhl zhhgrabgk' tui jku, vtci nhr btl bhay pruchry/

drtsg' thi duyg xupgrntregyi tui thi vgky pusxytrx' ftya bhay tkg' egi ngi vhhby yrgpi t dtbmgtuhxuutk pui dgzubyg tkygrbtyhuug ngvk' pui gykhfgetnptbhx' xhh pui stvh' tui xhh pui tuhxktbs' tphku puituhxyrtkhg/

sh gher thz' ngi ztk gxi muo dgzuby/ tui dkhhcy nhr'txtl ngr ngbyai bumi tkygrbtyhuug ngvk uuh thrnhhby/

) - (ntbxh

dgrul thi nuhk pui ktu-etrc shgyg

thhbgr vty tbdgprgdy uugdi t auugrg dgrul thi nuhkuutx euny ngdkhl mukhc t shgyg pui "ktu etrcx" tuitxtl prtyghi/ gx thz ngdkhl tz hgbgr thz dgrgfy'uuhhk tuh; tzt shgyg gxy ngi txtl drhbmhhd tui dguuhxgprufy uutx ntfi "gxhs rhpktex" tui stx egi crgbdgitzt dgrul/ ngshmhbgi ptr gxhs rhpktex egi vgkpisgrptr' uuh tuhl sh mhhi pu. prtsueyi pui sr/ f".'uugkfg egbgi zhhgr duy vgkpi egdi tzt dgrul thi nuhk/

) - (uuhkhtnxcurd

thl khhs pui t auugrg dgrul thi nuhk' tcgr bhayuugdi shgyg' btr uugdi t "PIRD LASAN TSOP" )pkhxhdehhyrhby trtp zhhgr yh; thi nuhk' chho vtkz( uutx khhdy zhlti chh sh ntbskgi tui stx crgbdy sh auugrg dgrul/ thlvtc auhi dgbungi ngshmhbgi tuhxmuyruegbgi sh srhp'tcgr gx vty btr dgvtkpi tuh; t eurmg mhhy/

uugr gx vty ti gmv sgruugdi chyg trhhbahei uuhprhgr' hhar fuj/

) - (

nwegi gbypgri ptrwi crhuu arhhcgr thcgr t dgrulthi nuhk pui t "ktu etrc" shgyg' tz uugi ngi gxytxtl prtyghi' uuh pkhha ts"d' nuz ngi bumi "sgbykpktx" mu rhhbhdi sh mhhi ctks btfwi gxi uuhhk btr tzuhuugry ptrnhyi sh dgrul uutx egi ptrckhhci thi nuhk/hhar fuj ptrwi trhhbkhhdi sh gmv/

) - (

t akgfyg dgrul thi nuhk egi eungi uuhhk gx pgky tuuhfyhdg gbzhho thi ntdi nhywi btngi "crtngkhi")NILAMORB( uutx vgkpy ptrshhgi sh prtyghi/

sgr gbzhho dgphby zhl btyurkhl thi phhbgpk/ tuhl egingi gx euhpi thi ptrgo pui ytckgyi tsgr yrtpi/ tuhlegi ngi euhpi t drhbg drtz uutx vhhxy TAEHW-TEEWS AMGAM NEERG uutx thz zhhgr rhhl thigbzhhnx/

) - (

uugdi sh dgrul thi nuhk pui "ktu etrc" shgyg tuitxtl prtyghi' uutky thl dgrtyi mumubgngi gbzhhnx'tsgr gxi btyurkhfg zuhgrg phek )uutx eungi thiprhszahsghr' bhay sh ctykgl(/

vtby mhygry chh t ehbs

kgmybx thz dguugi t crhuu thi dtzgy uutu thhbgrprgdy ti tuh; t ehbs uutx sh vtby mhygry/ graybx'zhhy bhay sgrartei' stx thz bhay sh prtckgo uutxptxhry thi sh gkygrg htri/

thl vtc dgvty t eruc thi sh napjv uutx t cjurstry vty dgvty sh mhygrbha' tui t steytr vty thoctruthdy tui dgztdy tz gx vty t btngi' "gxgbatkyrgntr/" gx thz st t uutuhkygyhdg drupg uutxdhy thbptrntmhg sgruh;' tuhpwi ygkgpti bungr 7663-783-888-1/

sh cgxyg ztl thz' bhay mu ntfi ehhi gxe sgruugdi/thr ztky bhay ptrvtkyi stx ehbs ptruutx zhhbg vgbymhygri' gx uugy btr dhhi tuh; sh bgruugi/ zhhy ruthd tzstx thz cfkk bhay ehhi ngshek prtckgo tui ngi str;bhay zhhi ctztrdy/

) - (

thl vtc tuhl dgvty sgo prtckgo tz sh vtby vtytpyntk dgmhygry' tui sgr prtckgo thz dgvhhkydguutri uugi thl vtc tbdgvuhci t "ktu etrc" shgyg tuidgdgxi txtl prtyghi tui pgy/ thl chi bhhdgrhd mh stxuugy tuhl vgkpi ptrwi ehbs uutx ngi vty tbdgprgdy

sgruh;' tui tuhc ht' zhhy nzfv t, vrcho tui ktzy uuhxithi dtzgy/

) - (

vhk; ptr dgrusgr thi sh tuhgri

uugr gx vty thbptrntmhg thcgr sgo prtckgo puiekhbdgbshdg dgrusgr thi sh tuhgri' uuhtzuh nwegi gx vhhkibtyurkhl' ztk gx chyg nhyyhhki ptr tbsgrg/ gx egitbvtkyi gykhfg ygd thi t mh' tuhpvgri tuh; t ytd tuimurheeungi tuh; gykhfg ygd btftntk' tt"uu/

hhar fuj/) - (

uuhfyhdg buyrhgbyx btl "ntdi tpgrtmhg"

thl uuhk mudgci tptr uugrygr muo crhuu thiprhgrshdi jusa uugdi sh uuhfyhdehhy pui bgngi"uuhytnhbgi" tui tbsgrg buyrhgbyx btl t "ntditpgrtmhg" mu ptrkhri uutd/

thl vtc dgvgry pui t steytr tz ngi str; zhhgrtfyubd dgci tuh; "etkmhuo" btl t ntdi tpgrtmhg' muntfi zhfgr tz sh chhbgr zgbgi dgbud aytre tuhpwintngby tui tuh; sh eungbshdg htri/

) - (

"khhxhi" ptr phnpkgl thi nuhk

sh kgmyg ntbtyi zgbgi dgktpi crhuugi uugdi thhygruutubsi thi nuhk' uutx ngi nhhby sgrnhy' kfturv' shctetbyg "egbegr xturx/" uuhk thl mukhhdi tuictaygyhdi uutx thhbgr vty auhi dgarhci ptrhdg jusa'tz sh uuhytnhi uutx vhhxy ENISYL thz zhhgr duy ptrsgo/ ngi str; bgngi thhi uuhytnhi hgsi ytd/

thl vtc aytre dgkhyi pui sgo prtckgo' tui btfwitbvuhci bgngi sgo uuhytnhi zgbgi sh phnpkgl dgeungiuuhhbhdgr tui uuhhbhdgr chz zhh zgbgi tuuge' tuhxgr tntktntk dtr zgkyi uutx tzt egbegr xtur egi btltbeungi/

) - (

thl vtc txtl dgkhyi pui "egbegr xturx" thi nuhk'chz thl vtc dgphbgi t anhrgf. uutx thz zhhgr yhhgr'ngsheghs ctmtky gx bhay' tcgr gx trchhyuutubsgrkhl/ sh erho vhhxy LOSAHTHPA' tui nwegi gxcteungi thi duyg ptrntxh dgagpyi/

) - (

ptr thhygr ckuygri thi nuhk uuhhx thl auhi ktbd tduyg tui drhbdg gmv' ngi ztk truhpanhri t yrtpi"pgrtexhhs" nhy t ehu-yhp tui ctks uugy sh uuhhytdthbdtbmi tuugedhhi/ gx vgkpy zhhgr abgk' csue unbuxv/

thl vtc tntk dgprgdy t steytr mh stx thz tprtckgo' vty gr dgztdy tzt yrtpgkg thz cfkk bhayehhi prtckgo/

) - (

thl vtc tntk dgkhyi pui dtr uuhhytdkhfg phnpkglthi nuhk' tui dtrbhay vty bhay dgvtkpi' chz thl vtctuhpdgvgry mu bumi "yuy-pghxy" chho pumi sh mhhi tuithl bu. pauyg cghehbd xtust/ zhby sgntky thz bhaytehhi zfr pui sgo prtckgo/

) - (


ptr uuhhytdkhfg ckuygri thi nuhk egi ngi euhpi tbtyurkhfg rputv uutx vhhxy LIO EERT EET' tui gxvgkpy c"v zhhgr phhi/

) - (

vhk; ptr turhbtrh rhpktex

///btr vah", egi thhl ctmtki ptr sh vgrkhfgvhkpctrg trchhy/

fwvtc dguutky tbprgdi tuhc thhbgr uuhhxy gpgxuutx egi vgkpi ptr t ehbs nhy t "XULFER YRANIRU"/sgr steytr vty dgvty ptrarhci ptrwi ehbstbyhchtyhe tuh; t htr mhhy' ztdbshd tz ngi nuz gx ytimu ptrnhhsi thbpgemhgx' tui vtpbykhl chz t htr uugysh rhpktex auhi vtci tuugedgdtbdgi/ pteyha thz gxbhay tuuge' tui gx thz btl dguutri grdgr/

uuhki nhr uuhxi tuhc thhbgr vty gpgx mu vgkpisgruugdi' ngshmhbha tsgr tkygrbtyhuug uugdi' uutxnwegi yti mu ptrnhhsi ti tpgrtmhg ptrwi ehbs? tuiegi thhbgr ztdi thhdgbg grptrubd uugdi tzt tpgrtmhg?thz gx dguugi nhy vmkjv?

hhar fuj pui ptrtuhx/) - (

rgstemhg:t mhhy murhe vty thhbgr trhhbdgaheymuuhh steyuhrho uutx zgbgi xpgmhtkhxyi thi sgodgchy/ thhbgr thz sr/ etudti )NAGOK /RD( pui druhxivgebxge aphytk thi bhu szagrxh )gr euny thhbntk tuutl ehhi nhsgkytui' tuh; 5678-849-548/ sgr muuhhygrthz sr/ dkgxcgrd )GREBSSALG /RD( pui "xubh stubxyghy"thi cruekhi' bgci uuhkhtnxcurd' uugkfgr vtytuhxdgvhhky t nhhsk pui tzt prtckgo nhyt dgkubdgbgo ngyts cx"s/ sh ygkgpti bungr thz 7591-072-817' tsgr 9214-072-817/

vhk; ptr zgkygbg dguutuex chh sh tuhgri

nhr vtci dguutky tbprgdi tuhc thhbgr vty grptrubdnhy t zgkygbg dguutuex chh sh tuhgri' uutx vhhxy"etkgxyhgytung" )AMOTAETSELOHC(/ stx thz titbztnkubd pui tpdgbumyg vuhy mgki yh; thi sh tuhgriuutx egi crgbdgi grbxyg thbpgemhgx tui str; drubykhlctvtbsky uugri' tpyntk nhy tpgrtmhgx/

nhr uuhki uuhxi chh uugngi ngi thz dguugi' uutx vtyngi dgyti' tui uutx zgbgi dguugi sh rgzukytyi/ uknmuvdsukv hjac/

) - (

dtr aytreg wxprhbdw chh wcrghxgxw?

t drgxgr ehbs chh tubz yrtdy crghxgx musgrbgbygri sh tuhcgrayg tui tubygrayg mhhbgr' uutxthz dguugi zhhgr uuhhy tpdgruey tui gx thz auhi c"vvhca cgxgr' tcgr xwthz btl tk. st t vhcag uuhhyehhy)nwegi btl trhhbkhhdi t phbdgr thbmuuhai(/

sgr sgbyhxy ztdy tmhbs tz mu ntfi ngr ptrarhystr; ngi khhdi t dtr aytreg xprhbd muuhai shtuhcgrayg tui tubygrayg mhhbgr' uuhhk sh dguugbkhfgyrhyngby pui ekhhbg dunhx thz bhay dgbud thi sgo ptk/nhr vtci nurt pui aytreg hxurho uutx tzt xprhbd egicrgbdgi/ uutx vtkyi tbsgrg? uutx thz thhgr grptrubd?uutx thz sh tkygrbtyhuug uugd? hhar fuj ptr nhyyhhkish auru,/

) - (

duyg gmu, uugdi etkgxygrtk

t btyurkhfg uugd mu rgsumhri sh akgfygetkgxygrtk uutx thz mu vuhl )LDL(' thz mu gxi t

ygkgr "tuyx" )STAO( hgsi ytd/ sh rgzukytyi egbgisuhgri ktbd' jsaho tui tphku t htr' tcgr guugbyugkuugy sh etkgxygrtk trtpdhhi th"v/

uuhsgrtuo mu vhhci sh duyg etkgxygrtk )LDH(' thzzhhgr duy mu gxi hgsi ytd t kgpgk "ets khuugr tuhk")LIO REVIL DOC(/ sh ngrxyg tuhxdgvtkyi uugdi faru,thz sh ets khuugr tuhk uutx euny pui btruugdhg/

) - (

uugdi vuhfg etkgxygrtk uutx ngi vty tbdgprgdythi dtzgy' uuhk thl mudgci nhhbg thhdgbg duyg rgzukytyic"v surl sh ptkdbsg uuhytnhbgi:

* 2 "dtrkhe" )ebtck( ytckgyi' muuhh ntk t ytd* 3 "etkgxygrtk rgdukghati etnpkgex"

ytckgyi' 2 ntk t ytd' tui* 2 "tngdt 3" ytckgyi' muuhh ntk t ytd

tuhl vty nhhi steytr nhr dgrtyi mu gxiuuhhbhdgr eudk' ntfi thcubdgi tui ptrkhri uutd/

vmkjv rcv') - (

vhk; ptr "gx/ gx/ thh/" cgbgphyi tui puckhe vhrhbd

t btbygr eruc chh tubz thz ctrgfyhdy mu "gx/ gx/thh/" cgbgphyi uugdi grbxyg auutfehhyi tcgr shpgsgrtkg cttnyg vtci tpdgztdy sh tpkhetmhg' yrt.sh ektrg tui ertbyg thbptrntmhg thcgr sgo auugrinmc/ thmy str; ngi uutryi tuh; t puckhe vhrhbd' tuigx thz druhxg prtckgngi/ uutx yuy ngi? vty thhbgrgrptrubd thi sgo pgrzgbkhl tsgr tkx gxei uutx yuysgrhbgi?

sh pgsgrtkg cttnyg chho "gx/ gx/ thh/" prtdrto'uuh ctetby auhi ktbd tui uuh thr vty duy dgsgey thidtzgy t mhhy murhe' zufi tpmuztdi hgsi thhbgo uutxeuny tubygr sh vtby' tui btr chh t vhrhbd tsgr tdgrhfy ektdg uugki zhh btfdgci' tui sgntky tuhl btrbtfwi uutryi t htr' muuhh tsgr ngr/ sgrmu str; ngivtci t duyi kthgr' uutx etxy yhhgr dgky' tui tznwegi gx bhay ctmtki cteuny ngi t rgdhrubd-ctmtkyg kthgr nhy auutfg rgzukytyi/

chho vhhnhai guko thz st uuhhbhd thbptrntmhg thisgo dgchy' tui zhhgr txtl napju, khhsi sgrpui/ nhrvtci zhl phk btfdgprgdy thcgr sgo chh vhhnhag"xtagk xgruuhxgx" tdgbyuri' tcgr sgruuhhk ti grptkd/

uugr gx egi tubz truhxvgkpi thi sgo gbhi ztk zhlchyg ptrchbsi nhy sh rgstemhg' uknmuv dsukv hjac/

) - (

vhk; ptr t tpdgauutfyg euk

thl vtc dguutky prgdi tuhc thhbgr vty ti gmv munhhi prtckgo/ thl pkgd vtci t aytreg euk' tcgrtbeungbshd mu sh 02-81 htr thz sh euk dguutri vhhzgrhd'tui tuhxgr sh vhhzgrhdehhy phk thl tz stx rgsi eunynhr ti zhhgr auugr' nhhi dtbmg du; uugry tbdgayrgbdychho rgsi/ uugr rgsy btl tuhc thl uuhk rgsi vuhl ptr tayhe mhhy' knak chho kgrbgi' uugr thl nna auutl/

thl vtc pruchry t uuhytnhi tui tuhl "uutuhxygrtph" tcgr ti grptkd/

t hhar fuj ptr trhhbaygki sh auru,' tui hhar fujpui ptrtuhx ptr tkg gbypgrx/

) - (uuhkhtnxcurd

rgstemhg:"xphya ygrtph" uutky dgegby duyvgkpi mu yuhai' phzha' sh uugd uuhtzuh thr rgsy' tz stxrgsi ztk truhxeungi drhbd/ tcgr sh auutfehhy uutx thrkhhdy trtp str; drubykhl dgzgi uugri surl t duyisteytr cgptr nwegi rgsi pui ygrtph/ tuhl' cnal shhtri' zgbgi dguugi gykhfg crhuugi uugdi aytrei sh euk'nhy sh ptkdbsg gmu,: tubygrzufi uugdi "btsukx" tuh; shayho cgbsgr' aktpi chhbtfy nhy t hunhshphhgr'

tuhpetfi nhkl nhy ebtck tui yrubei btr sh nhkl' tuit ygtrhg tz "xpkgbst" muegr grzt. egi tpauutfi sheuk tui gx tuhpvgri ntfy murheeungi t duyg ayhng/tuhl vty ngi trhhbdgarhci uugdi duyg xphya ygrtphxyuugkfg thz duy thi murhe tuhpkgci sh euk btl tertbevhhy' tpgrtmhg' xyrtue tt"uu' sr/ egrtk ngbkh'0464-557-212/

sh ygrtphxy egi tuhl zhhi duy ptrwi ytyi uutxvty tbdgrupi uugdi ti 8whgrhd hubdgk nhy "btsukx" tuh;sh ayho cgbsgr/ thi dtzgy 15' pui jusa yc,' vtythhbgr trhhbdgarhci uugdi pubeykhl sh zgkcg prtckgo'uutx ntbfg vtci dgztdy gx str; tpgrtmhg' tui shygrtphxy vty thr dgvtkpi zhhgr duy cx"s/

xfbv pui etrcti ntbtexhhs

thi gbypgr pui sh rgstemhg mu t crhuu kgmybx' vtythr dgarhci tz hgsi ntk uutx sh "etrcti ntbtexhhstktro" mhbsy zhl ti str; ngi truhxkuhpi pui ayuc tuirupi sh phhgrkgagr/

thz gx yteg tzuh? txtl ntk egi gx ekhbdgi puiuuhhbhd kupy tui tz ngi gpgby t pgbxygr tsgr muuhhvgry gx tuh;/ tui tz gx ekhbdy uuhhygr tui ngi bgnytruhx sh ctygrh ptr t nhbuy tui nwkhhdy gx murhe thzgx t prtckgo?

) - (

rgstemhg:tuhc ngi uuhhxy vubsgry prtmgby puiuutx sh tktro phhpy – knak sh dtz dhhy thi druhxi'chho etfi-ctei kfcus ac,' tui gx vgry tuh; btfwigpgbgi sh pgbxygr' thz bhay ehhi prtckgo/ pui tzuhphkdtz tui uuhhbhd kupy egi pui sh dtz truhxeungi "etrctintbtexhhs" tui tz nwktzy trhhi prhag kupy' sh tktrouugry ayhk' tui ehhbgr vty bhay ehhi xhnpytngi puietrcti ntbtexhhs ptrdhpyubd' thz stl t xhni tz shxfbv thz trhcgr/ uugdi truhxbgngi sh cgygrh thz shzgkcg ztl – tuhc ngi uuhhxy vubsgry prtmgbyptruutx sh tktro phhpy' tui gx vgry btfsgo tuh;'thz bhay ehhi prtckgo' tcgr dgsgbey tz stx thzpheuj bpa pui vgfxyi ptrbgo tui bgny gx bhay ptrdrhbd j"u/

tui tz nwrgsy auhi' thz thmy' btfwi ruei sgo zhhdgr'btftntk sh ptxhdg mhhy mu yuhai sh ctygrhx chh tkgxntue tui etrcti ntbtexhhs tktrngi/

tuhgri thbpgemhgx chh phmk ehbs

thl vtc dguutky tbprgdi uutx nwegi tubz rtyi muyugi nhy t ekhhbg cghch' 7 jsaho tky' uugkfg vtyauhi chz vhhby dgvty 5 ntk tuhgri thbpgemhgx' tui zhstr; bgngi tbyhchtyhe ti tuhpvgr/

thz st gpgx cgxgrx ptr tzt ekhhi ehbs' ngshmhbhatsgr btyurkhl' tz stx ehbs ztk bhay khhsi tzuhphk/

sh gkygri') - (

vhk; ptr "rgxykgx kgd xhbsrtuo"

chyg trhhbkhhdi sh ptkdbsg auru,' tui gx uugy nhrzhhi t dguutkshdg yucv/ thl ptrsgfyhd tz thl khhsy pui"EMORDNYS GEL SSELTSER"' tui thl vtc dguutky uutxstx thz' tui uutx ngi yuy thi tzt ptk/

t druhxi hhar fuj pui ptrtuhx' pui thhbg uutx khhbythhgr tuhxdtcg pui sgek mu sgek/

) - (

rgstemhg:tuh; uuhphk nhr tunsteyuhrhoptrayhhgi' tui bhay zhhgbshd thi sgo nmc' thz gx tztthbgrkhfgr srtbd mu atekgi sh pux' gx ktzy bhaynbujv tuh; t ayhe mhhy tui egi suhgri pui nhbuyi chzagvwi/ sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" vty auhi ctaygyhdy t ngshmhisgrptr' tcgr txtl vtkyi tz bgngi t aytregngshmhi ptr sgo muuge kuhby zhl bhay/


vhk; ptr "SERUZIES ESNECSBA"

nhr vtci dguutky tbprgdi tuhc thhbgr egi vgkpinhy gmu, tsgr thbptrntmhg uugdi t xhzagr prtckgouutx vhhxy SERUZIES ESNECSBA/ gx thz pui sh nhksggrkhh xhzagrx' tzt xtry ptrdktmubd uutx suhgrydgmhhkyg xgeubsgi tui ngi thz ztptry murhe uuhdgvgrhd/

nhr vtci tbdgvuhci nhy dguuhxg ngshmhbgi tcgrsgruuhhk zgvy ngi bhay ehhi duyg rgzukytyi/ nhr uutkyisgrhcgr zhhgr nfhr yucv dguugi uugr gx egi trhhbaheixhh uugkfg grptrubd thi sgo dgchy' ngshmhbha tsgrtkygrbtyhuug ngytsi/ hhar fuj pui ptrtuhx/

) - (

vhk; ptr "khagi xekgrtuxhx"

nhr uutkyi zhhgr dguutky vtci grptrubdgi tsgrthbptrntmhg' ngshmhbha tsgr btyurkhl' ptr tprtckgo uutx rupy zhl SISORELCS NEHCIL/ chygptrchbsy zhl zhl nhy sh rgstemhg uuh prhgr uuhhk xwthzzhhgr srhbdgbs/ hhar fuj/

) - (cruekhi

suray uutx ktzy zhl bhay tpayhki

auhi t kgbdgrg mhhy uutx thl khhsy pui t aytregsuray uutx uugry fngy bhay dgayhky surl yrubegiuutxgr/ thl chi auhi dguugi chh ti "TSIGOLONIRCODNE"tui btl steyuhrho/ zhh zgvi "shvhhsrghati" tuh; ygxyrgzukytyi' tcgr zhh uuhhxi bhay pui uutx stx euny/

thhi steytr vty nhr dgwgmvwy mu gxi ztkmhdgaphhzi' tcgr gx vty bhay dgvtkpi/

tuhc t khhbgr vty auhi dgvty tzt nhi ptk tui vtygpgx ti gmv sgruh;' chyg gx trhhbaygki/

) - (

sh "khrhe" vgr ntahbeg tui thr bhhgx sgeubd

thhgr bhhgx tryhek uugdi sh bhhg "khrhe" vgrintahbsk vty muuhai sh auru, truhxdgcrgbdy t vhcabgdtyhuug ngxgsza' fthku ngi str; ctvtkyi tuhgrintahbskgl uugdi "cuav" tsgr tbsgrg xhcu,/ ptruutxgpgx? uugr vty stx dgztdy? uutx thz sh cuav? thlegi bhay dkhhci tz "vnxphe dtzgy" ztk surfktzi tzt"ngxgsza" muuhai sh auru, pui t bhhgx tryhek' ftyathl ptrayhh thr vty dgnhhby pauy mu thbptrnhrikzfu, t, vrcho/ nhhi ehbs yrtdy vgr ntahbskgl tuigx pgky tho dtrbhay c"v ngr uuh t muuhhyi/

pteyha' tcgr' vgray btl tk. t ayhek xyhdnttui cuav thi sgo dgchy' ftya gx thz

tunptraygbskhl/ uugi t ntng dhhy nhy thr ehbs muosteytr' tui gr shtdbtzhry' ktnhr ztdi' yhhp 1shhgchyhx' uugy sh ntng ctks bgngi sh rhfyhdg arhymu vgkpi stx ehbs/ tcgr uugi sgr steytr ztkshtdbtzhri grbxyg vgri ptrkuxy uutx str; t vgrntahbeg' uugy sh ntng uugri cktx tui ehhbntk bhaymurhe eungi muo zgkci steytr/ bhay chh hgsi thz tzuh'tcgr chh dgbud thz stx ht t nmhtu,/ vh,fi?

ty sh stzhdg tunptraygbskhfg xyhdnt ntfy zufimu bumi ekhhbg ntahbgi uuh sh "khrhe" uutx zgbgictvtkyi pui hgbgnwx ckhei' tcgr thi euutkhygy zgbgizhh dguugbkhl auutfgr uuh sh cgxgrg druhxg ntahbgi/

anugxbshd thcgr sh ygng nhy btl t ntng' vgr thlsh zgkcg rgtemhg tuh; thhgr bhhgx tryhek/ ptruutxztk ngi uugki ctvtkyi sh vgr ntahbskgl' "tubzgr ehbsnhy vgr ntahbgi thz tzuh prhhkhl tui muprhsi tzdtrbhay egi zhhi cgxgr'" ztdy nhr hgbg ntng/

tui nhr zgbgi drhhy mu yti kngav mu vgkpi btlgkygri thi sgo dgchy' tui drhbsi t "xuptry drupg" ptrgkygri pui ehbsgr nhy vgri ntahbskgl/ sh ygkgptibungr thz 8988-812-817' tsgr 5143-995-817/

tdc' tz ngi arhhcy auhi' thz st duyg bhhgx' tz shctrhnyg tushtktszahxy agrkh ptkte pui pkgycuaeuny kgmybx ehhi uuhkhtnxcurd mu zgvi vhhnhagptmhgbyi/ sh ygkgpti bungr thz 2872-124-817/

) - (

thbptrntmhg uugdi "vhhptu-yhhrthshzo"

nhr uuhki tbprgdi uugr gx vty grptrubd thi"vhhptuyhhrthshzo'" bhsgrhdg yhhrths pubemhg' uutx gxnhhby' uutx ngi yuy sgruugdi' tui uutx zgbgi shrgzukytyi/ hhar fuj/

) - (

rgstemhg:nhr uugki th"v vtci t drubykhfgtryhek sgruh; thbgo mueubpy' tcgr tuhpwi aph. dtpkthz sgr ctshhy pui "vhhptu-yhhrthshzo" tz sh ekhhbgyhhrths dkgbs uutx khdy chho vtkz )chho wgpkw thiprtby( egi ngr bhay prtsumhri t vtrnti uutx thzuuhfyhd ptr txtl pubemhgx thi egrpgr' tui ngi nuz gxgrzgmi surl bgngi hgsi ytd t ytckgy' "xhbyrths"tsgr t szagbgrhe uugrxhg sgrpui )knak'kguutyhhrtexhi(' uutx thi sgo khdy sh vtrnti uutx shyhhrths ntfy auhi bhay tkhhbx/

pui uutx ptxhry stx? dguugbkhl uuhhxy ngi bhayehhi turztl' tcgr gx thz tbdgbungi tkx ti "tuhyt-thnhui" prtckgo' tz sh thnhui xhxygo pui egrpgrctyrtfy sgo thhdgbgo yhhrths tkx t "aubt" tui yuygx tzuh ktbd tytehri chz gx uugry ruthbhry/ tuhl egit bhsgrhdg yhhrths eungi pui yrhyngbyx ptr vhhpgr-yhhrths )mu aytreg yhhrths(/ t bhsgrhdg yhhrthsntfy sgo ngbya nhs' auutl' puhk' bgruugz' mubgngiuutd' tui btl txtl tuntbdgbgnkhfehhyi – pauy' zhhiegrpgr ptrpgky t dtr uuhfyhdg vtrnti ptr tzuhphkpubemhgx muo kgci/

phkg nhkhtbgi ngbyai' ftya ngr pruhgi uuh ngbgr'bgngi tunaukshdg yhhrths ngshmhbgi hgsi ytd tuh;

kgcbxkgbdkhl' ti ehhi auo prtckgngi tsgr zhhyhdgtpgeyi/ gx uugry tzuh trhhbdgctei tkx yhhk pubgoxsr vhuo hgsi muprh muo dgzuby/

"vhk; ptr t thshag ntng"

kgmybx thz grahbgi thi sgo rucrhe t crhuu tubygrwiegpk "vhk; ptr t thshag ntng/" thi sh ekhhbg egpk'thi sh eurmg uugrygr' khdy zhhgr t druhxg auugrgprtdg/ zhhgr txtl tuhxdgnuyagyg ntngx uuhki vgriti gbypgr tuh; sgo/ zhhgr txtl ntngx uutx aphribhay dgbud cfuj tbmudhhi nhy sh ytd ygdkhfg uuhryatpyegbgi aphri t dgphk pui ptrkuhrbehhy' tui stx crgbdytuhl ptkag pjsho' gbezhhgyh' ptkag snhubu,' ufuw/

t ntng thi tzt gragpyg muaytbs egi zhlthcgrvuhpy prgdi auugrg prtdgx tui aphri mucrtfiuugi zh dhhy tuhpwi dtx tui ctdgdby t hubdg ntng' euhoj,ubv dgvty' uugkfg ayupy nhy tkg fuju, t stckegrhsza uugi mu thhi zhhy dhhy btl nhy t srhygr eg"vuugkfgr dhhy btl bhytntk thi buhrxgrh/ tcgr stxanhhfk tuhpwi pbho mhhdy tzt dkhekhfehhy' tztmuprhsbvhhy' uuh stx prhhkhfxyg ngbya tuh; sgr uugky/prgdy zhl sh tbsgrg t prtdg' pui uutbgy bgny zhltzuhphk anjv' tzuhphk xhpue thi kgci? stx mucrgfy zhhbtl ngr/

stx pkt. thi sgo rucrhe thz mudgaygky ptrwimhcur mu prgdi tui egbgi vgri gbypgrx' tui xwthzptraygbskhl bhay stx ptxhdg pkt. mu tuhxanugxi shektrg gbypgrx tuh; tubzgr prtdg uutx str; vtci tektrg crhhyg ctvtbskubd/ nhr uugki tcgr pruchri mukhhdi gykhfg hxusu, thi eurmg uugrygr/

graybx' tuhc t steytr ptrarhhcy ngshmhbgituiqtsgr uuhytnhbgi' ztk ngi gx bhay vtkyi ptr drhbdbtr bgngi uuh ptrdgarhci/ ti tuhxdgagpygr nuj egij"u uugri mucrtfi tui dgagshdy k"g/

muuhhybx' ztk ngi dgsgbei tz ngshmhbgi yugi btrctruthdi tui dhy fuj tz sgr ngbya ztk zhl egbgiaytrei' tcgr gx vgkpy bhay muo gher uutx ngi uuhkptrcgxgri/ knak' uugi thhbgr vty aytreg mhhi uuhhytdpui t aytreg thbpgemhg' tui bgny ngshmhbgi muptryhhci sh hxurho nwztk gx bhay aphri' sgntky tuhcnwuugy dtrbhay yti muo thbpgemhg uugi sh hxurho zgbgibhayt uugy sgr prtckgo btl tk. tbvtkyi/ btr muegbgi ctvtbskgi sgo gher prtckgo' sh thbpgemhg'bgny ngi ptrsgo ngshmhbgi nwztk egbgi surfphri shctvtbskubdgi/

tzuh tuhl' uugi ngi bgny ngshmhbgi tuiqtsgruuhytnhbgi' str; ngi zhl vgray bgngi thi sh vtbytrhhi nhy ygrtph tsgr tbsgrg duyg nhykgi mu egbgikgrbgi uuhtzuh ntfi tui tbvtkyi stx kgci kgfyhd tuiprhhkhl/

tui st euny ngi muo gher hxus pui kgci' tz sgrngbya ztk tuhpbgngi stx xsr vjhho nhy muprhsbvhhy'sh uuhryatpy thi ayuc' sh uuhryatpy nhy sh ehbsgr'tz tphku thi sh mhhyi uugi gx thz auugr ztk ngi gxegbgi duy sgrvhhci tui bhay uugri mucrtfi/

knak' uugi t ntng thz tuh; dtbmg bgfy mu bhhgi tahhbg ekhhs ptr t anjv' sgntky uuh auugr gx ztkbhay zhhi' tcgr uugi zh euey tuhpwi ekhhs uuh ahhi gxuugry nhy hgsg chxk trchhy' cteuny zh jhu,/ hgsgruuhhxy uuh auugr gx thz mu ntfi tzt bhhgi trchhychhbtfy' thcgrvuhpy btl t dtbmi ytd uuhryatpy nhysh ehbsgr tui vuhz trchhy' tcgr sh vbtv pubgo ekhhsthz aytregr' tui stx aytrey sgo ngbya' sgr nujdhy btftbtbs sh "ngxgsza" tz ngi str; bhay uugriptrkuhri' tui uugi sh nhsehhy thz auhi nnatunsgryrgdkhl ftpy ngi t srhnk tui ngi thz murhenhywi dtbmi fuj/

stx zgkcg thz nhywi tuhpaygki t thshag ayuc/tuhc sgr ngbya egi bhay aphri sh anjv tui vbtv puituhpaygki tui grmhgi t vhhkhdg thshag ayuc nhyehbsgr tui teyhuug uuhryatpy' sgntky uugry ngimucrtfi tui ptrkuhri uugi sh trchhy uugry auugr/

bu' gx thz drhbd mu ztdi' tcgr hgsgr prgdy' uuhtzuhyuy ngi stx tuhxphri "kngav"? sgr gbypgr thz muktbd tui druhx ptr t crhuu thi sgo rucrhe' tui gx thzauugrg vtrguutbhg' tcgr gx kuhby zhl tbmuayrgbdgi' gx


kuhby zhl mu thbuugxyhri thi sgo/ uugi nwvty gx auhitruhx cx"s' uugi ngi vtky auhi stry' egi ngi zhl bhaydkhhci uuhphk cgxgr sgr nmc uugry' stx egi btrptrayhhi thhbgr uutx nhy sh rhfyhdg uugdi thztbdgeungi mu sgo c"v/ sgr xsr vjhho uugry thhi ehhypui dkhe tui muprhsbvhhy/

vah", ztk vgkpi nhr tkg ztki zgvi khfyhdg thshabj, pui tubzgrg ehbsgr/

k/ v/ctrt ptre

mu sh yhhgrg thshag ntng ,jhw uugkfg vtytrhhbdgahey sgo crhuu btl vhk;/

btrntkg auutfehhy vgray chh tkg ntngx' tcgrthhgr nmc thz uuhhy truhx pubgo drgbh.' tui "btrbtfsgo" uutx thr zgby auhi dguugi chh t steytr tuithr zgby btl tk. bhay dgvtkpi dguutri dhc thl thhlgykhfg gmu, tui nhhbubdgi pui pgrzgbkhfg grptrubd/

1/ tuugeptri ti sh ehbsgr zhl tchxk tprugi/2/ gxi tui aktpi btrntk/3/ bgngi thhi ntk t ytd

1 NIMATIV SLEUQES ORREF' suet stx tui bhayehhi xtcxhyuy/

4/ kgrby hgsi ytd thi xpr "anj, vjhho/"5/ ntfy phzhag thcubdgi tsgr bgny t abgkg

aptmhr hgsi ytd tsgr uuhhbhdxybx 3-2 ntk t uutl/6/ ntfy thhl ptrbungi nhy gpgx tbsgra' thbsruhxi

pui ayuc' tkx "ptry-yhho/" tpar zgby thr muphk thiayuc/

7/ tpar thz fsth thr ztky dhhi mu thhbgo uutx yuythi sh gbhbho' suet nhy t ,urvwshdg vaepv/ tcgrdgsgbey tz stx egi suhgri muuhai 6 ntbtyi tui t htr/gx nuz bhay zhhi nhy ngshmhbgi/ dhy gx mhhy tui gx uugythhl cx"s cgxgr uugri' vah", ztk thhl ctdkhhyi/

dgsgbey' tz thhgr dkhekhl kgci thz thi thhgr vtby'thhgr yhhgrgr nti tui zhxg ehbsgrkgl uutryi tuh; thhl)nhy dgsuks(' zhhgrg jaucg ntng/ gx kuhby shvtrguutbhg/ jze uhtn. kchl/

t thshag ntng) - (

mu sh ntng uutx uugry abgk gragpy' egi thl ztdipui grptrubd tz dhhi tuh; t "yrgs-nhk"' tuh; t duygxphs' 02 nhbuy hgsi ytd' thz gpgx uutx egi vgkpinurtwshd duy' xhh phzha tui xhh ptr ruthdehhy/

) - (

thl tkhhbx chi dguugi thi sgo nmc t mhhy murhe' tuish ztl uutx vty nhr dgvtkpi thz gxi txtl prtyghi/hgsi muprh bgo thl t duyg "prtyghi aghe" tui stx dhynhr fuj tuh; t dtbmi ytd' thl chi nna dguutri t bhhgrngbya/ ptrayhhy zhl' stx thz thi mudtc mu gxibtrntk tui aktpi btrntk/

uutx zh arhhcy uugdi btfuuhhgi pui tbyhchtyhe' str;zh pauy bgngi "prt-chtyhex" uuh "gxhstpgkux" uutx

aygky mu sh duyg cteygrhg uutx tbyhchtyhe khhdytuuge/ tz ngi vty bhay sh duyg cteygrhg aphry ngiauutl' tui sh nuj trchhy bhay ektr/

) - (

yhhgrg thshag ntng ,jhw'thhgr muaytbs thz txtl ngr yrgpkhl uuh thr

nhhby' btr thr zgby sh dkhekhfg uutx vty sh jhzue tuieurtza mu arhhci t crhuu thi gpgbykhfehhy ptr vhk;/sgr zfu, ztk thhl chhayhhi tui thr ztky uugrituhpdgrtfyi muztngi nhy tkg/

sh duyg bhhgx thz' gx thz c"v st vhk;' tui txtlthshag ntngx uugkfg vtci dgvty thhgr nmc zgbgivhhby tzuh prhskhl tui ruthd' phrbshd t ruthdg kgci tuit vgrkhfg ayuc/

tmhbs' gykhfg teyugkg pubeyi/1( gx thz uuhfyhd mu ptrayhhi tz hgsgr ngbya vty

ti tbsgrg ntx xyrgx uutx ngi egi ytkgrhri/ gx thzzhhgr uuhfyhd ptr hgsi ngbya mu ptrayhhi sh thhdgbgntx' tui tzuh truo egi ngi trchhyi tuh; zhl mu vhhcish ytkgrtb. mu t vgfgrg ntx tui sgrchh tuhlrgsumhri sh xyrgx uutx ngi vty/

2( ntfy zhfgr thr aktpy dgbud/ gx thz bhay ngdkhlmu ztdi dgbud aytre uuh uuhfyhd stx thz/ gragpyehhypui bhay aktpi yuy ptrgrdgri xhh uugkfg prtckgotsgr nmc uutx t ngbya str; ctvtbskgi/ tz thraktpy bhay dgbud chhbtfy' bgny t srhnk chhytd/

3( gxy btrntk tui dgzuby/ t dgzubygr shgyg yuytxtl ptrcgxgri sgo dtbmi dgzubyvhhy pubgo ngbya'tpgeyhrbshd muo duyi tkg dgchyi pui kgci/ rgsumhryetpghi )etuug' yatetkts tui etkt(' tui vtky shmuegr muo nhbhnuo/

4( ntfy rgdukgrg thcubdgi/ pruchry mu truhxdhhi puivuhz tui bgngi t aptmhr gykhfg ntk t uutl/ stx uugytuhxkupygri sh bgdtyhuug gbgrdhg pui egrpgr tui thhlvgkpi aphri tuhpdgprhay tui gbgrdha/

5( uugdi sh ptchgx uutx thr vty sgrntby thbgocrhuu' uutky thl thhl dgrtyi mu rgsi nhy t ygrtphxyuutx ptrayhhy sgrmu/ thl tkhhbx egi pgrzgbkhlgykhfg ngbyai uugkfg vtci dgvty sh zgkcg ztfi uutxthr tui zhh zgbgi dgvtkpi dguutri nhy sh rhfyhdgygrtph/

thl ktz thcgr chh sh rgstemhg sh btngi pui tvhhnhag pruh ,jhw uugkfg vty auhi dgvtkpi txtlntngx thi thhgr nmc/

) - (kgheuutus

t ckhe tuh; "hhxy thbpgeatbx"

btfwi zhl tpnuyagi zhhgr auugr t ktbdg mhhy nhyhhxy thi egrpgr' tui anugxbshd nhy txtl trunhdguugdi sgo' vtc thl dgzgi uuh xtl ngbyai khhsi sgruh;tui ngi uuhhxy bhytntk uutx gx thz tui uutx mu ytisgruugdi/ sgrhcgr uuhk thl trhhbaygki t ayhek

thcgrckhe sgruh; thi vnxphe dtzgy/pui uutx euny hhxy thi egrpgr?* uugi t ngbya bgny tbyhchtyhe ngshmhbgi tui

ngi bgny bhay ehhi "gxhstptkux" sgrmu' sgntky uugrish duyg cteygrhg tpdgaytrci tui sgntky egbgi zhlaytre ptrngri sh hhxy mgki tui egrpgr tsgr shptbdux uutx euny pui zhh/

* sgr prtckgo thz tbaygehd' ngi egi gxthcgrbgngi pui tbsgrg surl ctrhrubd' tt"uu/

uutx zgbgi sh xhnpytngi pui hhxy?dguugbkhl uugi t ngbya vty thcgrhdg hhxy thi

egrpgr' yuy gx tuhxektpi grdg.' chh hgsi ngbyatbsgra' muo chhaphk:

* t ptbdux tuhxaktd tuh; sh vuhy'* ptbdux tuh; sh bgdk'* t hhxy thbpgeati'* t aytreg rhh. mu muegr tui btagrhh uutx

uugry bhay tpdgayhky nhy t btrntkg ayhek zhxehhy'* hhxy egi trtpakgpi t ngbya tui ntfi

zhhgr nhs'* tphku ti sh xhnpytngi' egi ngi uuhxi surl

"nuxegk ygxyhbd" tuhc ngi vty hhxy thi egrpgr/uuhtzuh uugry ngi pyur pui hhxy?* tuhc ngi vty ptbdux tuh; sh vuhy tsgr bgdk'

tui sgr steytr dhy t anhrgf.' uugy gx vgkpi btrtuhc ngi vty thcgrdgftpy sh ptbdux pui t muuhhyi/tuhc sh ptbdux euny pui txtl hhxy thi thhdgbgoegrpgr uugy sh anhrgf. bhay vgkpi' tsgr uugy gxvgkpi tuh; thhi pkt. tui sh ptbdux uugy tuhxektpigrdg. tbsgra' uuhktbd ngi vhhky bhay sgo aura: shhhxy/

* t steytr egi ptrarhhci aytreg ngshmhbgiegdi ptbdux' tcgr gx egi crgbdgi dguuhxg zhhyhdgagskhfehhyi/

* t duyg ztl egdi hhxy thz gxhstptkux' tuistx thz duy mu bgngi thi hgsg mhhy tphku ngi khhsybhay pui hhxy/

* thl tkhhbx vtci dgbungi t uuhytnhi nhywibtngi XEMYZ pui sh phrng STCUDORP DRADNATS tui gxvty c"v zhhgr duy dgvtkpi/ dgsgbey: sgr uuhytnhi vtyt faru, atkv tui thr strpy prgdi thhgr shhi sgruugdi/

* rgsumhri tsgr ptrnhhsi muegr tuietrctvhhsrghyx ntfy abgkgr pyur uugri pui hhxy/

* ngi ztk zgvi mu tuhxnhhsi stx gxi ntarunx'uutx thz btyurkhl thi sh zgkcg etygdtrhg uuh hhxy tuiahngk/

gx thz rtyzto tz uuh btr ngi ctngrey t hhxyprtckgo' ztk ngi gx ctvtky ctvtbski nhy shrhfyhdg nhykgi' uuhhk tz ngi ktzy gx dhhi egi ngi zhhgraytre khhsi sgrpui tui sgntky suhgry t ktbdg mhhytruhxmuerhfi sgrpui/

hhar fuj ptrwi trhhbkhhdi sh auru,') - (

abhhsi bgdk kfcus ac,: muo dgzuby!

thl vtc dguutky tuhpngrezto ntfi uugdi ti gbhiuutx uugry vhca ptrbtfkgxhdy' tui stx thz mu abhhsish bgdk ptr zhl tui ptr sh ehbsgr hgsi grc ac, eusa/

gx vty auhi ngrgrg ntk ptxhry tz ekhhbg ehbsgrvtci zhl trundgerhdy tui zhl mudrtszagy tui muertmythhbgr sgo tbsgri/ gx thz auhi dguugi t ptk uutx tehbs pui ehbsgrdtryi vty dgstrpy khdi thi aphytk puish thbpgeati uutx gx vty cteungi pubgo tbsgriehbswx anumhdg bgdk/

tui stx thz auhi tuhxgrsgo uutx sgr aukji grulpxewy tz ngi str; zhl abhhsi sh bgdk hgsi prhhytdkfcus ac,' tui tuhxgrsgo uutx xwthz t atkv puijmhmv chh byhk, hsho/ gx thz bhay thhsk tui bhayvhdhgbha mu vtci ktbdg bgdk/

uugr uuhhxy uuhphk ergbe nhr uutkyi dgegbyptrnhhsi uugi nhr dgci ngr tfyubd tuh; vtci dgabhygbgbgdk' uutu anu. tui cteygrhg vtci zhl bhay uututrhhbmuftpi/ tzuh uugy ngi vtci zhl dgphry uuh sh vkfv'tui tuhl vhyi stx dgzuby cx"s/

hhar fuj') - (


duyg ngshmhi ptr gmhru,

ptr tkg uutx vtci tbdgprgdy sh kgmyg jsaho uugdit duyg gmv egdi "gmhru,'" uuhk thl thcgrdgci pui thhdgbggrptrubd' btfwi khhsi sgruh; ktbdg htri/ thl chi gbskhltbdgeungi mu t duyi "szah/ thh/" xpgmhtkhxy' uugkfgrvty nhr dgdgci t ngshmhi uutx vhhxy "ptukh-gygkhidkhhetk" )LOCYLG ENELYHTEYLOP( tui zhby sgntky thzsgr prtckgo thbdtbmi dgvhhky dguutri c"v/

t stben/ d/

ctrt ptre

vhk; ptr ktbdhgrhdg rhbgbshdg btz

ptr sh gkygri uutx prgdi ti thcgr zhhgr ehbswxrhbgbshdg btz pui tptr htr btftbtbs/ nwegi cteungi thiptrntxh xpgmhgkg yrtpi tuhpmuaytpi sh btz tui gxtrchhy duy/

tuhl vtc thl dgvgry pui duyi ehbsgr steytr chhgzr, jukho thi erh, hutk' sr/ sguuhs xhnth' t rgxgph mugpgbgi t ptraytpyg btz/ ngi dhxy muztngi vtbhd nhykgnti ztpy tui ngi dhy ptrwi ehbs t kgpgkg thhbntk thiytd' tui ngi zgvy uutubsgr c"v/ pruchry gx tuhx/

) - (rgstemhg: btr dgsgbei tz nwytr bhay dgci vtbhd ptr

t cghch' bhay btr uuhhk gx egi zhhi ekgchd thi vtkz' btruuhhk zhhgr ntdi egi gx btl bhay dgvgrhd ptrshhgi tui gxegi crgbdgi etnpkhetmhgx j"u/

thi prhgrshdi jusa vty thhbgr dgarhci uugdi t ehbsnhy t rhbgbshdg btz ptr gykhfg htr/

sh ntng vty pruchry gkhnhbhri uuhh.' muegr' tt"uu'tcgr thl vtky ngi uutky dgstrpy sh grayg ztltuugebgngi nhkl tui nhkfhdx tui stx uutky dgstrpyvgkpi kgzi sgo prtckgo/

) - (

vhk; ptr ehbs nhy "gprgexhg"

thl chi t "vnxphe rgz-vgc" aytc nhydkhs ptr tehbs nhy "gprgexhg'" sgr zgkygbgr aprtl tbyuuhekubdprtckgo uutx thz dguutri tbdgprgdy ptrhdi jusa thidtzgy/

thi chi drhhy truhxmuvgkpi tui nhyyhhki thbptrntmhgpui nhhi grptrubd thcgr sgo muaytbs/ nhhi btngi tuiygkgpti khdy chh sh rgstemhg/

) - (cruekhi

zfrubu, pui egnp – t rputv ptr sh pux

hhar fuj ptr thhgr tuhxdtcg tui sh cgxyg uutubyaituh; aygbshd' tui dgsgbey uutx sh vhhkhdg jfz"k vtciauhi ktbd dgztdy tuh; thhl' "fk vnzfv t, vrcho thijyt ct gk hsu/" thl uuhk btr trhhbarhhci t ekhhbhdehhy'uutx nhywi tbeuo pui "egnp xgzti" thi sh btbyg jsahouugy gx duy mubh. eungi' tui tphku auhi thmy tuhl/

zhhgbshd t hubdk pui truo 21-11 htr chi thl dguugi thixtyntr hubdgk egnp )stx dhhy auhi murhe thcgr srhhxhdhtr( tui thl vtc aytre dgkhyi tuh; ptrauuhmyg pux'chh sh phbdgrx' tui gx vty dgertmy zhhgr dgpgrkhl/chhbtfy thi cgy vtc thl bhay dgegby tuhpvgri muertmi chz gx vty aytre dgckuyhdy/

zgvbshd gx dhhy tzuh uuhhy chi thl dgdtbdgi muo"buhrx"' ti gkygrgr ths nhywi btngi drhbvuy' zhhgr tithhsgkgr jaucgr ths ]vrv"j rch bp,kh drhbvuy z"k –

rgs/[/ gr ctyrtfy nhl tui ztdy nhr' "ptr sheungbshdg muuhh uutfi euo mu nhr hgsg btfy tui fwuugkshr tbanhri t ztkc' tui cx"s uugy zhl tkgxtuhxvhhki/"

hgsg btfy ptrwi dhhi aktpi vty gr thhbdgyubegi tayhek uutyg thi t crtbpi dkgzk tui trundganhrynhhbg phbdgrx pui sh pux/ gr vty nhr tuhl dgdgci tchxkpubgo ztkc thi t crtbpi dkgzk' nhy t uutyg' tz tuhcthl egi bhay tbeungi mu tho ztk thl egbgi tkhhbxanhri/ tui' fl vuv/ thi uuhhbhdgr uuh muuhh uutfi thz ngrbhay dguugi ehhi zfr pubgo prtckgo' gx thz dguugithbdtbmi tuhxdgvhhky/

xu; zungr vtc thl tho dgprgdy uugkfg ztkc grvty dganhry – tz thl ztk gx egbgi euhpi ptrthbsgrvhho – vty gr dgztdy bhay ngr tui bhayuuhhbhdgr uuh/// ani zh,/ thl prgd tho' "thr nhhby gxgrbxy?" tui gr gbypgry nhy t payu,' "ht/" pauygtuhk pui thhkchryi' tsgr tkhuu tuhk uuh nwrupy gxvhhby/

gx thz duy thr ztky trhhbkhhdi sh ptr auru,'dgarhci pui t dtr muprhsgbgo khhbgr' tzuh truo ztkituhl tbsgrg thsi vbtv vtci pubgo ctagpgrwxthbvtkyxrhhfg prufy/

h/ a/ctrt ptre

ehsua vao thi t ntbxhgr "vuy xytr"

thl nuz st tuhxsruei gykhfg kuhc uugrygr thcgrsgo dgyrhhgi jauci hubdgrnti uugkfgr trchhy chh thhlthi vnxphe' nu"v hutk auutr. vh"u pui erh, hutk/]rgstemhg: shrgey eghr xyg;' etbetrs crusgrvhho/[

thl chi dguugi chh eruhz vuy xytr thi ntbxh euhpit vuy' thz trhhbdgeungi sgr hubdgrnti nhy thhbgr puish cjurho pui vnxphe euhpi t vuy/ sgr hubdgrnti thzdguugi ptrbungi fngy t vtkcg agv tuhxuugvki t vuy'gx ztk zhhi dgbud ahhi tui crhhy' tui gr vty fxsrdgprgdy tuh; nchbu, mh gx thz yteg ahhi tuh; tho' duytui ptxhd ptr sgo cjurwk/

thl arhhcgr chi t ytyg pui dgzubyg cjurho c"v tuithl euh; ptr zhh vuyi thhbx muuhh' dgdtbdgi uuhhygr/ tuist ayhhy sgr jaucgr rw hutk tui thz bhay muprhsi chzgx uugy zhhi 051 prtmgby duy/ thl chi nna truhx puiv,pgku,/

thl arhhc sh auru, st ayhhgbshd thi sh aurvtpmubgngi nhhi vuy thbgo dgagpy/

vmkjv'n/ h/ e/

atkv tuh; "gpk xhhsgr uuhbhdgr"

sh kgmyg muuhh ntbtyi vty ngi dgrgsy thi sgorucrhe uugdi "gpk xhhsgr uuhbhdgr" )gxhd pui gpk(' vtcthl dguutky ztdi tz gx egi vtci grbxyg atku, thifaru,/

tchxk prhag tuhxdgsrueyg khngbg thi uutrhnguutxgr tuh; t khhshdg ntdi egi cgzvah", tuhpyti stxzgkcg mu rhhbhdi tui "shytexhphhgi" sgo egrpgr

ruhyg nhkl uuhfyhd ptr ehbsgr

sh ygng pui ruhyg nhkl kuhpy sh kgmyg jsaho thidtzgy' tui thl vtc dguutky mudgci tz ruhyg nhkl thzyteg dgzubygr uuh sh ckuhg' xpgmhgk ptr ehbsgr' uugkfgnuzi gx vtci' tui vkuth ztki sh nuxsu, vjhbul ytegmuaygki btr ruhyg nhkl/

sh pgy pui ruhyg nhkl' tui sh pgy pui btyurkhfgpuygr )bhay sh "dgnhayg" nhy ntrdtrhi( thz zhhgruuhfyhd ptr ehbsgr' gx ntfy zhh zty tuh; kgbdgr' tuigx thz tuhxdgmhhfby egdi vhxyi tui ptrehkgf./

) - (

tptr auru,q z/ nhkkgr

gx thz nhr dguugi thbygrgxtby mu khhbgish tkg thcgrkgcgbhai pui ptrahsgbg ngbyai'uuhtzuh zhh vtci zhl dgaytrey thcgr zhhgrgbpahu,wshdg auugrhdehhyi' tui uuh uuhreztongshmhbgi zgbgi dguugi ptr zhh' nna t haugvufuw/ stl aphr thl' tz fsh nakho mu zhhi sgochks uutx nhr khhbgr vtci cteungi thz stluuhfyhd mumukhhdi nhhi thhdgbg thcgrkgcgbha/

ht' thr vty mudgyrtpi' thl chi tuhl puish uutx vtci dgbungi ngshmhbgi' tui btl uuhngshmhbgi/

tbdgvuhci vty zhl gx uugi nhhbg xpheu,tui euugbekbhai tui tcxgxhgx vtci nhrdgayupy mu zufi vhk;/ tbdgeungi chi thl mu tsteytr/ sgr steytr vty nhr ptrarhcingshmhbgi tui sgrchh dgztdy tz tzuh uuh gregi zhl bhay tuhx nhywi vhhnhai kgcbxayhhdgr' ztk thl zgvi mu dhhi rgsi mu thhbgouutx ptrayhhy ht mu thshaehhy tui muygrtph uutx gr ztk nhr ctdkhhyi' tuhxrgsi'ntfi ygrtph' tt"uu/

kngav vtc thl dgzufy tvgr tui dgzufytvhi' tcgr muo xu; vtc thl ctaktxi tzbgv' uutx pgky gx tuhx mu dhhi mu thhbgo' sgrgher thz stl tz thl bgo ngshmhbgi' bhhi? bu'stx uugy auhi "phexi" sgo dtbmi prtckgo/thz uutx str; thl dhhi tuhxptei ptr hgbgonhhbg thbgrkhfg prtckgngi tui auugrhdehhyi'uutx pgky gx tuhx/

dhhy tzuh tsurl t ayhek mhhy tui thlaphr dtrbhay cgxgr/ thl chi btl tk. uuhthhbdgaptry thi t ,phxv pui xpheu, tuieuugbekbhai/ dhh thl murhe muo steytr )thlvtc tho bhay sgrmhhky tz fwchi bhaydgdtbdgi mu ygrtph uuhtzuh gr vty dgvhhxi('gr vgfgry nhr sh ngshmhbgi' gx vgkpytuusth bhay cgxgr' uuhhk///

tui st euo thl muo pubey: ngshmhi tkhhbxti sh rhfyhdg ygrtph vgkpy bhay/ thl uutxfwvtc zhl tzuh aytre dguutky truhxsrhhgipui nhhbg prtckgngi vtc dgvtkyi thi thhidhhi muo steytr uutx vty dgvtkyi thi thhivgfgri sh ngshmhbgi tui sh zhhyhdg tpgeyi puish tcbtrntkg vuhfg stzgx vtci bhaydgapgyhdy muo eungi/

chz sgr ctagpgr vty nhr dgvtkpi tuijubi sg, dguugi mu ht dhhi zufi sgo rhfyhdinunjv' uugkfgr thz yteg grayuhby dguutripui sh vuhfg stzg ngshmhi uutx thl vtcdgbungi/ sti vty ngi nhr tbdguuhzi t vhhnhaishhi akhy"t uugkfgr thz tuhl t nunjv thbgopgks pui "tu/ xh/ sh/" tui gr vty nhr aytredgvtkpi/ tzuh truo nhy tkg vhk; thi pkt.'sgr steytr' sh ngshmhbgi tui sgr nunjv thiygrtph' vtc thl c"v tbdgvuhci mu zgvi duygrgzukytyi' tui thl stbe sgo rupt fk car tzsh stzg ngshmhbgi uugri ekgbgr tui ekgbgrtui thl chi auhi fngy tuhpwi uugd trtp puingshmhbgi/

thl aphr ptr t pkhfy tuhpmuekgri sgoguko tz ngi ztk bhay ntfi nhhi ygu, thisgr mueubpy/ vtky ptr sh tuhdi tz ngshmhbgitkhhbx thz dguugbkhl bhay uugrs ti ygrtph/ntfy zhfgr tz thr uugry ctdkhhy nhy shrhfyhdg ygrtph tui thr zgvy cgxgrubdgi –sh ptrarhy nuz bhay zhhi abgk' gx egi suhgrit ktbdg mhhy' tcgr ngi nuz ht zgvi tfxsrwshdg prtdrgx' muchxkgl muchxkgl/

tui ktnhr vtpi tz sgr rupt fk car ztktubz tkg vhhki pui sh ekhhbg nhjuaho chz shdruhxg argegshdg prtckgngi' tui nhr ztkitkg zhhi dgzuby tui aytre


- vnxphe bhhgx -

sh xtng grayg "xuptrydrupg" muztneubpy ptr xpgmhgkgntngx uutx dgbhxi pui "vnxphe"vgky tui hungi xgruuhxgx thzdguugi ti tunatmctrg grptkd'kuhy uuh gx dgci thcgr sh gkygritui aytc nhydkhsgr mudkhhl/

uuh tzuhphk tbsgrg phtbhrbsgvhk; pui sh tdgbyur ptr xpgmhgkgehbsgr tui zhhgrg napju,' thz sgr"vnxphe xuptry drupg"thbmhtyhuug tuhl muo grayi ntktbdgeungi thi ayty erh, hutk' ptrntngx pui t xpgmhgki ehbs thiayuc/

tui uuh tzuhphk tbsgrg dgkubdgbgvnxphe prthgeyi ptr etbxungrxtui zhhgrg gkygri' thz sgr "xuptrydrupg" thbmhtyhuug pktbhry tuidgphry dguutri surl nrx/ eyhbt,jhw' sh uugygrti ettrshbghytr puivnxphe prthgeyi uugkfg vtybtftntk thcgrrtay sh tdgbyurtui sh gkygri nhy t dtrgrptkdrhhfg tubygrbgnubd uutx thzc"v dguugi nhy vmkjv uuhhy thcgrtkg gruutryubdgi/

sh tdgbyur vty auhi ktbddgvgry sh thbygrgxg pui gkygri'yhhk nhy dtr aytreg kgfmubdsgrmu' mu tbvuhci tzt "xuptrydrupg" prtdrto/ mu ptrzhfgri sh

cgxyg pktbhrubd tui rgzukytyivty nrx/ eyhbt cnal t ktbdg mhhytuhxdgprgdy gkygri surl t"xuruugh" tbprtdg' uutu ytygx tuintngx vtci dgktzy uuhxi zhhgrnhhbubd' zhhgrg cgptrmudi tui ckhei'uuhtzuh tzt prtdrto ztk uugrituhxdgaygky' tuhc zhh vtkyi gxthz buhyhd/

kuhy sh gbypgrx pui gkygri thzdguugi ektr tz ngi zufy tztptzhyhuug prthgey' vty shprthgeyi ettrshbghytr tbdgvuhcituhxmupktbhri uuhtzuh mu crgbdgisgo prtdrto muo kgcgshdiptruuhrekhfubd tuhpwi agbxyi tuicgxyi ptrbgo/

tkx sh grayg xgxhg pui sgoprtdrto' thi t dguuhxi zhi tzt xtry"phkty prthgey" mu zgvi shteyugkg thbygrgxg sgruh; tuiuuhtzuh gkygri uuhki gx zgvituhxdgaygky thi nmhtu,' thzdguutri trtbszahry t "xuptrydrupg" muztneubpy ptr ntngx puixpgmhgkg ehbsgr thi erh, hutk' thictahhsgbgo anjv ztk pui "htxhwx"rgxyurtby' yteg thbgo ytdnhyuutl prw ,runv' rta jusa tsr'mu ptruuhrekhfi "nabfbx tsr nrchicanjv/"

yrt. sh ctahhsgbg mudrhhyubdgi

tui dgmuhnyg pkt.' zgbgiguugbyugk tbdgeungi txtl' txtl'ngr ntngx uuh gruutrygy'ctakhxbshd thi sh kgmyg nhbuy htmu grahhbgi chho "xuptry drupg"yrt. sh dgnhayg dgphki sgrmu puiptrsgo/ ptry' tcgr' vty ehhbgrbhay dgztdy "mr kh vneuo'" btr shbaho msebhu, vtci cteuugodgntfy pkt. ptr tkg cxcr pbhohpu,/

mu sh ctayhnyg mhhy' tuh; ahhidgsgeyg yhai' vty shettrshbghytr tbyptbdgi sh jaucgntngx' tui ngi vty ctkstbdgvuhci sgo prtdrto/ tkx dtxyrgsbgr pui sh nxhcv thz dguugi shjaucg cgk, srai nrx/ eruhx ,jhwpui ntbxh' uugkfg vty gkgeyrhzhrytkg ntngx nhy t dguutkshdgtuhpyrhy tuh; jhzue tui anj,vjhho/

t kgbdgrg mhhy vty zh dgvtkyidgaptby tkg ctyhhkhdyg dgxy nhythhi duy uutry btfwi tbsgri' nakho'tbgestyi' ngavwkgl' xhpurhmsheho tui kgcgshdg chhaphki puiytd-ygdkhfi kgci/ sh thbgrkhfgcgbsgkg uutx vty ptrthhbhdy shktbdg ehhy pui pgrk uugrygr thzdguugi sh yhpg vtrmhdg tnubv pui tthshag ntng' sh tvcv muo vhhkhdictagpgr' sh zhxg tbgregbubd uuhtkgx uugry tzuh uutubsgrctrdgphry surfwi rcubu ak guko tuh;yrhy tui arhy' tui sh vaknv uutxngi cteuny pui tbeuei tkgx nhywiduyi ckhe tbayty nhy bgdtyhuugdgphki/

muuhai tbsgri' vty zh grekgrysgo "duyi ckhe" nhy t chhaphkuuhtzuh t ngbya auuhmy sh zgkcgchho ytbmi tuh; t j,ubv uuh chho zhlnuyagi nhy t auugrg ztlthbsgrvhho' knak kuhpi nhy t ehbsmuo steytr' uutx nhhby' tz shauuhhx thz trhdhbgk sh zgkcg thitkg tunaygbsi' gx thz btr sgrdgstbe tui dgphk thi ngbyawx nujuuhtzuh ngi yhhyay tp sh auuhhx'sti thz stl stx gpgx uutx sgrngbya egi zhl sgrkgrbgi mu yhhyaicgxgr tuhc gr ptrayhhy tz sh tkgztfi zgbgi thi tn,wi trhhi sh zgkcgduy ptr tho/

eungbshd bgbygr muo "chnhovvo czni vzv'" vty sh rgsbgrhi,jhw ctytby sh ctetbyg nuxrvafk pui bx purho' uutx uuh nwzgythi sh ndhkv vty zhl sh ngavptrmuhdi cnal 21 htr/ nhy tpauywi ckhe pui t ngbya uutky grehhbntk bhay muztndgaygky thhiyhhk nhywi tbsgri uutx zgbgitpdgyhhky tzuhphk htri' tcgr uutx

zgvi nhr thi sh ndhkv? uutuuutubsgrkhl sgr hs sw vty dgphryhgsg pry tui pry nhy tzttunctarhhckhfg trsgbubd'tuhxdgaprhhy thi tzuhphk htri' tzuhvhnkha tuhxdgrgfby tuhpwi vtr/

teurty stx zgkcg aphky zhltp ptr tubzgrg tuhdi' nhywi tbeuopui tubzgr yhhgri xpgmhgki ehbssuet mu tubz thi ayuc' tkx thhiphmhbeg thhbmkvhhy pui t rhzhdgdgahfyg uutx thz tuhxdgkhhdy puivhnk cnal t ktbdg mhhy' tpar dtryuhzbygr htri' thi uugkfi nhr vtcibhay ehhi vadv' tui nhr strpi ytiuutx nhr zgbgi dguutricttuhpyrtdy mu yti kuhy sh cgxygpui tubzgrg fuju,/

ktnhr zhl ptraygki – thzdguugi sgr tuhxphr – uutx uutkydguugi uugi nhr vtci sh "rujveusa" mu zgvi sh ptrchbsubd puitkg yhhki thi sh dgahfyg pui tubzgrxpgmhgki ehbs' tsgr tphku btr shyhhki pui ckuhz 21 htr' tui ntfisgrpui t ndhk, tx,r' uututuhxygrkha b,pgk uutkyi nhrdguutri pui zgvi tzuh ektr tuictahhbpgrkhl tz gx uutky bhaydgegby zhhi t vtr tbsgra tui gxthz thhi ktbdg ehhy pui vapgu,yucu, tui bxh bxho?

tzuh zgbgi dgpktxi sh pgrkuugrygr uuhhygr tui uuhhygr' nhytzt nak tui nhy tzt vsrfv'sgrubygr sh gcusv pui ch, vnesa)"ngi vty ngkv dguugi pauygvtby-trchhy mu sh drgxyg bj, rujptrwi ctagpgr"( tui btl tzgkfgdgkubdgbg chhaphki/

yhhk ntngx vtcitrhhbdgprgdy' dggpby tchxk shvgrmgr tui dgkupygry sh ktbdthhbdgsrueyg dgphki' tui sh rhfyhdggbypgrx gp"h ,urv utnubv zgbgidguugi uuh ctkzto tuh; sh yhpxygbanv xyrubgx/

sti mu rgsumhri tsgr dtrptrnhhsi tbdgmuhdgbg ntngbyi thiayuc' thcgrvuhpy uugi gx eungitzgkfg vgpyhdg tui ptrbungbgmhhyi pui purho tui pxj' vty nrx/eruhx ,jhw ptrdgaygky thrtuhxdgprutuuyg nhyk uutx vtyauhi tuhpdgktfyi txtl thshagayucgr' tui stx thz sgr uugduuhtzuh t "uutexhi" trchhy egdi tphzhag dgzubyvhhy prtckgo' tz ngiprtuutmhry sh thnhui xhxygo mutytehri t phmgkg crgek pui tiertbevhhy tui stx cuhy tuh; sgoegrpgr mu zhhi tpdgvhyi pui sgoertbevhhy thi thr dtbmg dgaytky/

stx zgkcg egi t ntng yti zhlmu ctahmi egdi tbdgmuhdgbg mhhyi'

egdi xyrgx' surl bhay uutryi chzmuo auugri nhbuy tui sgntky zhlxprtuugi sgrnhy' btr thi t ruthdgmhhy ztk ngi zhl tuhxwnakwi thi nujt auugrg xmgbg thi ayuc tuiptbytzhri uuhtzuh ngi rgtdhrysgrmu tzuh ruthd tui prhhkhl nnanhy ygo di gsi/ tzuh egi ngi ytithhbntk tui btftntk' uuhktbd ngivty auhi t ptryhdg "thnhuixhxygo" rgtemhg tuhxdgaygkythi nuj' tui' uutubsgr thcgruutubsgr' uugi gx euny yteg sgrmuthi kgcgshdi nmhtu,' t ehbs vtytuhxdgdtxi t dtbmg ctyk tuhk'tsgr tbdganhry sh dtbmgprhszahsghr nhy erghtbx' aphkyzhl tuhx sh ptbytzhryg ruthdehhythi dtbmi kgfyhdi dgaytky tui shayuc vty yteg t ygo di gsi/ stxthz ptxhd tui chhvhkphd ptr xhhuugkfg ayuc' tcgr btl txtl ngrthi t ayuc nhy t yhhgri xpgmhgkiehbs/

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sgr zhhdgr thz auhi dguugi btl shctayhnyg mhhy uugi sh ntngx chho"xuptry drupg" muztneubpy vtcidgktbsgy murhe thbgo anjv ztkpubgo rgxyurtby/ ht' zhh zgbgiptry st thi sh danhu,wshdg uugky'tui sh tunatmctrg kgemhgx pui shsrav uugy duy mubh. eungi ytd thhitui ytd tuhx th"v/

mukhc sgo druhxi grptkd' ztdynrx/ eyhbt ,jhw' uugy vnxphetbvuhci pkgbgr pui tuhxcrhhygrisgo prtdrto tuhl thi tbsgrgdgdbygr uutu sh tdgbyur aygky muvhk; tui xgruuhxgx' kuhywi ptrktbdtui cteuugnkhfehhy pui sh gkygrithi hgsi dgdby ctzubsgr/

tuhl thz thi pkti mutvgraygki tzt prtdrto ptr shytygx pui xpgmhgkg ehbsgr' graythi erh, hutk tui sgrbtl thitbsgrg aygy th"v' ztdy nrx/eyhbt/

uuhhk sh tnubv' jhzue tui anjvuutx sgr thmyhdgr "xuptry drupg"prtdrto vty thhbdgpktbmy thi shbtby mu vubsgry ctyhhkhdygntngx a,jhu' thz dgbud muptrvgrkhfi sh gcus, veusa chh zhlthi ayuc tuh; dtr t ktbdg mhhy/

tui hgsgr egi bumi tztbxdgzubygrvhhy' nhy bj, tui prhhs/thhi ntng tuhpwi pkt. vtynhydgyhhky uuhtzuh zh trchhy auhiktbd tuh; zhl mu vtci sgo mudtbduutx sh rgsbgrhi vtytrtpdgaygky' tui vty sgrmhhkytz stx vty thr cx"s dgvtkpirgtdhri kgmybx mu tzt "duyayhek" pui t ehbs nhy "stuixhbsrtuo" )tuhxdgdtxi tuh; sgrgrs fngy t vtkcg dtkti drghpszaux(/ tbayty ktzi sh xmgbgtbsrhhgi t chhzg ayhnubd thi ayuc'vty zh dgdgci t eue muo vhnk tuisti muztndgrupi tkg thrg ehbsgrmu zhbdgi thbthhbgo "gcsu t,sw canjv" tui "khvusho vh,vturv/"

czfu, baho msebhu,:

grayg "xuptry drupg" ptr ntngxpui vnxphe thz ebtegshdg grptkd

prtdrto thi btl dgdbygr gruutrygy btl vmkjv thi erh, hutk

t zgkygbg tuhxuutk pui n,bu,ptr sh pukg vubsgrygr ehbsgrkgltui gruutexgbg etbxungx chhvnxphe' tkx "nakuj nbu, thakrgvu" kfcus purho' thzptruutbsky dguutri thi "tpheuni"dgatbegi kfcus huo yuc pxj' tuigruutrygy tbmueungi mu zhhgr mhkthi mhhy muuhai sh muuhh dgvuhcgbgohnho yucho pui dtukv/

sh n,bv uutx vnxphe vtyctaygky kfcus purho ptr tkgetbxungrx thz tuhxdgaygky kuhywigkygr pui hgsi ctzubsgr/ uuhctksgx thz tzt zgkygbg uutrhngdgatbe' thi t rhzhdg euutbyuo puibgbygr mu yuhzby uuh mu phbg;vubsgry' vty vnxphe dgstrpy

ntfi t druhxg "etxyuo nghs"trsgr chh t druhxg phrng trhcgrsgo tyktbyhe tegti' tz sh n,bu,ztki tbeungi ctmhhybx/

tcgr ptr xhh uugkfg turztlvty sh phrng bhay dgegbymuaygki sh xjurv ctmhhybx/ tuh;purho vty vnxphe truhxdgaheyuutrhng mgykgl ptr tkgetbxungrx mu ngksi tz sh n,bu,zgbgi btl "thi yrtbzhy" – tuhpwiah; thbnhyi ho – tui uugki th"vtbeungi thi mhhy ptr pxj/ uugi shauru, uugri dgkhhby uugki sh n,bu,auhi zhfgr zhhi ptryhhky ptr hgsithhbgo' vtpgbykhl' tz hgsgr ztkegbgi dgbhxi pui t phhbg cteuugnghuo yuc zni jhru,hbu/

chi dtukv kdtukv:

uutrhng "nakuj nbu," ptr vnxphe etbxungrx

uugry "tpheuni" n,bu,ahhbg ptxhdg n,bu, ctaygky ptr tkg etbxungrx thi vnxphe' ptrapgyhdy surl tuhxkgbshag phrng nhy ah; yrtbxptrytmhg


- vnxphe bhhgx -

tv' gbskhl' tz ngi sgrkgcyc"v btftntk///

uuh btr sh ptrvtbd thz dgptkituhpwi vnxphe ac, v,jzeu, ptrxpgmhgkg gkygri ahjhu ngrxybxuutx egbgi auutl thsha' uutx vtyzhl dgaktxi zubytd nhytd prw,runv nhy tunctarhhckhfg jhzuetui grvuhcgbehhy' thz dgeungi shprhhkhfg ngksubd tz vnxphe thz btlbhay ptryhd ptr ,ax"y/

bhay btr thz sh tdgbyur bhayptryhd ptrwi htr' btr ngi vtkygray chho tbvuhc/ thi tbsgrguugrygr' sgr muztneubpy ptrgkygri tuh; ac, aekho thz btrdguugi tzt xtry "vesnv" mu t dtrphhgrkhfg ac, v,jzeu, uutxvnxphe aygky th"v mu vhh-htrzungr ptr vhhnhag gkygri gkyvr, veusa' tui yteg tuh; ntngkaui g"s hartk xct/

sh pktbhrubdgi ptrwi vhhnhaiac, vtkyi btl thbnhyi ctvtbskyuugri' tui pubeykhfg thhbmkvhhyiuugki gray truhxeungi thi jusathhr tsgr xhui vcgk"y/

tzuhphk thz ektr' tz vnxphe thzbtfdgeungi sh ktbdhtrhdg dgcgyipui gkygri ahjhu nhy xpgmhgkgehbsgr chh sh tdgbyur' tz ngi ztkmuaygki t vgrkhfi ac, v,jzeu,tuh; zhhgr aprtl' bhayptrayhhgbshd tuh; rhfyhd shjxhshag thsha/ vnxphe vty stxmudgaygky nhywi drgxyi ptrdgbhditui dgyrhhatpy' tui yteg gk yvr,veusa uuh tkg htri' uuh ctrhfygythi vhhbyhdi bungr cruc ptr uvsr/

nhy sgo prthgey trhcgr cagvyucv unumkj, tzuh dgvuhci tuivgrkhl' euny ngi murhe muo tkyi'tvgrmuaygki t prhai dgvuhcgbgoac, v,jzeu, ptr xpgmhgkggkygri' ftha tjs ckc tjs' nhywivhhnhai pkto tui crusgrkhfg

vgrmgr/thi sh kgmyg htri' thz sgr

hgrkhfgr ac, vj,zeu, dgprtuugydguutri tuh; t druhxi ptrbgo nhyphkmtkhdg dgxy' fuko tvucho fukocrurho' tui nhy sh xgusu, ac,eusa fhs vnkl' tui stx uugry cx"sgruutrygy tuhl vhh htr muoeungbshdi ac, v,jzeu,/ tcgr uutxngi vty ctngrey hgsi htr ngr tuingr chho ac,' tz sh tjsu,'uutrhnehhy tui jhzue uugry uutx thtr ngr yhpgr tui dgvuhcgbgr' tuigkygri yugi stx aytrei agmi tuitruhpeuei' kgfmbshd uutx t htr ngrtui ngr muo dguutkshdi "nghi gukovct" ygo uutx tzt ac, v,jzeu,aygky tvgr xhh thi rujbhu, tui xhhthi danhu,/

tzuh truo' hgsi htr zhby ,ax"s'thz sgr "vnxphe ac, v,jzeu," thgrkhfg dgaggbha uutx ctdkhhy shgkygri ahjhu t dtbmi ehhkgfshdhtr' dgcbshd ptr sh ytygx tuintngx drtbshgzg stzgx pui kuhygrtnubv' cyjui' jhzue' eurtza'tuhxvtkyx ertpy tui gntmhtbgkgaytrehhy tbmudhhi nhy sh gcus,veusa pui t yhhgr tuhxgrdguugbkhfiehbs thi ayuc/

gx dkhhcy zhl auugr tz sh mhhykuhpy tzuh abgk' tcgr vnxpheaygky auhi tvgr sgo prtdrtodtbmg zgex htr c"v/ thi htr,ax"s' chho grayi ntk' zgbgi

dguugi dgnhayg dgphki chh t druhxgmtk gkygri' sgntky btl tbdgchbsimu sh tntkhdg gptfg pui "ctvtkyinhkhygrhag xusu," uugi truhxeungimu prtuugi tzt dguutkshdgr ac,v,jzeu, thbthhbgo thz dguugi gpgxpui uutx txtl vtci zhlmurhedgmuhdi/

zhby sti zgbgi surfdgktpi zgexhtr tuhpwi kuj' tcgr thbgo dgchypui gpgbykhfg eurtza chhxpgmhgkg gkygri zgbgi tpdgktpi

dtbmg khfy-htri' ehhi ptrdkhhl fkavut mu ckuhz t mhhy murhe' tuitpdgzgi mu sh nuygr-aprtl thzvhhnhag ntng kaui tsgr gpgxtbsgra' thz ektr tz gkygri puixpgmhgkg ehbsgr vtci t yhhgrgtuhpdtcg thhbx thi sgr uugky' tuivnxphe pruchry gx mu ntfi uuh ngrdrhbdgr tuhpwi vtr. tui drhbdgr thiayuc/

ptkdy btl ngksubdgi thi sheungbshdg uutfi th"v/

uvabh naucj,:

vnxphe pkgbgr tbdgvuhci c"v tuh; prhag hgrkhfg"ac, v,jzeu,"

ptr gkygri ahjhu thi wntng kauiw

sh dtksgbg ehhy pui rgdhrubdthbxpgemhgx chh vnxphe vhk;prtdrtngi vty mucteungi tprhag rhbdgkg' nhy sh vgrkhfgthcgrzhfy tuh; "rgz-vgc'""rgxphy" tui "xgruuhxettrshbghati" chh sh tdgbyurwxvgky tui hungi xgruuhxgx thirtekgbs etubyh/

cnal t dtbmi nhyuutl prw,runv vtci sh rgdhrubd cttnygsurfdgphry t drubykhfi thcgrzhfytuh; sh stzhdg srhh prtdrtngi' uutxvnxphe xgruuhry ptr phkgvubsgrygr etbxungrx pui hgsigkygr tui zhhgrg napju,/

"xgruuhx ettrshbghati" thzsgr pubstngby pui vnxphe vhk;'nhy sgo uutx hgsgr etbxungrptrntdy t "xgruuhxettrshbghytr" uugkfgr thzsgzhdbhry mu vgkpi sgo etbxungrtui sh gkygri nhy tkgx uutx thzbuhyhd ptr zhhi tsgr thr uutuhkzhhi'sgrubygr rgdhrubd prtdrtngi'xpgak gs' steytr tptuhbyngbyx'yrtbxptrytmhg' xhh uugkfga,skbu, uutx euny tubygr/ sgr"xgruuhx ettrshbghytr" thz tuhl

st mu vgkpi sgreuuhei tuisgrprhhgi sgo etbxungr' nhy dgcin,bu, chh t dgcuryxytd' t uuhfyhdgsgrdrhhfubd' kfcus jbufv tui purho'tt"uu/

"rgz-vgc" thz t uuhfyhdgrprtdrto ptr etbxungrx thi ayuc'mu ayhhdi uuhhygr kuhy sh ntexhnuongdkhfehhyi thi thhbektbd nhy sh"dtukx" thbgo "thh/ gx/ ph/" pubgoetbxungr/ "rgxphy" thz dgmhky mudgci ptr gkygri tui prtuuhhsgrxtchxk nbujv pui mhhy mu mhhy/

sh tkg srhh prtdrtngi uugritbdgphry nhy dgyrhhatpy tuipubeykhfehhy' kuhy tkg ptrarhpyipui sh rgdhrubd cttnyg' tui stxzgbgi zhh thmy dgeungi zhfgr ntfi/thcgrhd mu ztdi' tz sh rgzukytyizgbgi c"v dguugi vgrkhl tui zuhcgr'

ti ehhi auo prtckgo tsgr dgzg.ptrkgmubd/

tkzt' dgcgbyay thz vnxphe muvtci tzgkfg dgyrhhg' yhfyhdg tuitjrhu,wshdg aytc nhydkhsgr thitkg tpyhhkubdgi mu tbphri sh vhk;prtdrtngi tuhpwi agbxyi tuicgxyi ptrbgo/ utkv anu,o' fukotvucho fuko crurho/

* nrx/ prhhzkgr ,jhw'ettrshbghytr pui "rgz vgc" tui"rgxphy" chh vnxphe thi rtekgbsetubyh' tui sgr xupgruuhhzgr nu"vhutk cgrbtyv vh"u' shrgeytr tuutpgrghatbx/

* sh xgruuhx ettrshbghytrx:nu"v tkhgzr zuxht thhzhetuuhyavh"u' nu"v nav ytncgr vh"u' nrx/cktl ,jhw' nrx/ ptrdgx ,jhw' nrx/ntretuuhya ,jhw' nrx/ zhbdgr ,jhw

tui nrx/ ayhh; ,jhw' tui sh "go/ gx/xh/" xupgruuhhzgrx nu"v tar ztcgkvh"u chh sh ngbgr tui nrx/ bhxbctuo,jhw chh sh pruhgi/

* nrx/ rhhl ,jhw' ettrshbghytrpui "thbygrbgk etbyrtk" chhvnxphe prtdrtngi thi rtekgbs tuitrtbsza etubyhx' tz tkgx ztkkuhpi pubeykhl tui prtpgxhtbtkkuhy tkg ptrarhpyi/

sh rgdhrubd cttnyg uugkfgvtci surfdgphry sgo tushy zgbgidguugi egbykhl zhhgr muprhsi pui shuuhryatpy' pui sh dgyrhhatpy' tuisgr mudtbd cfkk pui sh sgrntbygaytc nhydkhsgr mu zhhgr trchhykyuc, sh etbxungrx/ thhbg pui shmhki pui sh tuhxdtcg uutx thr vtkythi vtby thz yteg stx'tuhxmurhngi sh dgyrhhatpy pui

tzgkfg dgkubdgbg xyg;/"sh thh/ gx/ ph/wx zgbgi duy

dgarhci'" vtci sh tushytrxctytby thi zhhgr tphmhgki btyh.muo tushy/

"zhh mhhdi t ctktbmhryguuhryatpy' tzt uutx crgbdy truhxxhh uuhtzuh ngi aygky mu sh rhfyhdgdgcruhfi ptr sh etbxungrx' tui xhhuuhtzuh sh rhfyhdg mhki uugrisgrdrhhfy muo ntexhnuo uutxngdkhl/" tui zhh dgci mu tz "sh rgz-vgc pkgbgr aygki trtp zhhgrektrg mhki ptr sh prtuuhhsgrx' tuistx thz t rgmgpy ptr duygrgzukytyi/"

"tkg phhkx zgbgi zhhgr ahhinxusr' tui drhbd mu ptrayhhi'"arhhci zhh muprhsi/

tkg aytc nhydkhsgr uugkfgzgbgi dgeungi tubygr sgo tushy'arhhci sh cttnyg' "mhhdi truhx tzgkygbg xhnptyhg tui uutrhnehhymu sh ngbyai nhy uugngi zhhtrchhyi' tui zhhgr ctmhtubd nhy zhhthz vgpkhl tui dgyrhh/"

etngbytri zgbgi thcgrhd/ gxckhhcy btr thcgr mu prgdi: "vhfhsnh ehsua vao?"

uvhh,o behho:

vgrkhfgr "tushy" tuh; "rgz-vgc' rgxphytui xgruuhx ettrshbghati" thi rtekgbs

vnxphe aytc nhydkhsgruugki bhay tuhxdgci muphk mhhymu khhbgi sh eungbshdg "pgbxhgtetuby" xyghyngbyx tbvuhctprhk' ptrwi grayi euutrytkpui 90w' uuhxbshd pui ptrtuhx tzsgr dktctkgr phbtb. erhzhx tuidgpgrkhfgr xyte ntregy ertlvtci muztngi trhhbdgrhxietktxtk yh; thi sh uugrs pubgorgyhhgrngby tetuby/

thhi duyg ztl uutx ruc aytcnhydkhsgr vtci tuhpwi ntngby'thz "mhhy'" zhhgbshd' thisurfabhy' dgbud hubd mu vtci cx"smgbskhdgr tui mgbskhdgr htricgptr ngi egi cfkk tbvuhciyrtfyi pui truhxbgngi dgkypubgo pgbxhg tetuby uutxvnxphe aygky mu tuh; tdtksgbgo yt. tuh; sh dtksgbghtri/

tuhc tzuh' kuhby yteg bhay muapgbsi mhhy tui tbdxy tuh; shchygrg ptrkuxyi thi sh pgbxhgtetubyx sh kgmyg htr' thhbgrngr tui thhbgr uuhhbhdgr/ sh"cgxyg" tui "ngrxyg ertbyg"rgyhhgrngby tetubyx' uuh puirgdhrubd tdgbyuri tui rhzhdgetnptbhx' vtci tuhl dgkhyietytxyrtptkg ptrkuxyi' 02'03' 05 tsgr dtr 07 prtmgby thiuutxgr trhhi/

ckhhcy btr thcgr mu ptrdgxituh; sgruuhhk pui sh "rtukgretuxygr" rhhzg thbgo pgbxhgtetuby' tui bhytntk gpgbgi shxyghyngbyx uutx eungi ti sheungbshdg ygd' btr trhhbkhhdi shdtbmg etp tui nuj' vtr. tuibanv' thi sh gcus, veusauutx ngi yuy mu vgkpi thshagehbsgr/

pgbxhg tetubyx puivnxphe aytc nhydkhsgr:

///bhayt uutx mu zgvi


- vnxphe bhhgx -

thi sh ygd uugi thshag vhhzgrtungyuo zgbgi ptrbungi nhy"ear"e" mu ntfi rhhi kfcus huoyuc' nhy sh kgmyg vfbu,trhhbmucrgbdgi sgo pxj thi ayuc'nhy sh rhzhdg drtxgrh tui vtrsuughrtrsgrx kfcus hu"y' nhy sh kgmygtuhxphmubdgi thi tkg uuhbekgi' tuh;tkg ehbsgr pui ekhhi chz druhx' tztkgx ztk zhhi vgfxy drhhy tuimhfyhd zuhcgr uugi ngi drhhy zhl muodruhxi xsr btfy – – –

thi sh zgkcg mhhy ptxhry///tkgx stx zgkcg dgbuh chh vnxphevhhngi' thcgregrgbhai mu ntfipxjwshd' vgpyhdg vfbu, mu ntfirhhi sh ayucgr' txyrtbtnhagdrtxgrh trsgrx fhs vnkl' shkgmyg grkgshdgf. thbuuhhbhd tuithbsruhxi' tuh; tkg ehbsgr pui ekhhichz druhx' tz thi sh vhhkhdg btfyztki zhh vgrkhl ahhbgi tui dktbmi uuhcbh nkfho' tz fchfuk c"v nhy shpnkht ak ngkv ztki trtpeuei tuh;sh vnxphe vhhngi tui aytkmhriuuhtzuh thshag ehbsgr – tphku thi shauugrxyg tunaygbsi – yugitprgfyi sgo khk v,esa vjd/

sh phhgrubd pui huo yuc znijhru,hbu thi nthgxygyhag vnxphevhhngi thz bhay ehhi prhag bhhgx'

vtkybshd gykhfg htr apgygr zhbysh tdgbyur vty dgvty sh zfhw muprtuugi khk v,esa vjd thi thhivhho nhy yhhgrg etbxungrx'btfsgo btl thhbx' tui apgygr btltbsgrg/ tcgr sgr mudtbd' shtyntxpgrg' sh anjv' esuav tuiv,runnu, uutx auugcy thi shkupyi' stx thcgrrtay tkgngihgsi thhbmhdi htr ngr tui ngr/

sgr dtbmgr huo yuc thi tkgvhhngi' tui xpgmhgk sh xsrho' uugritpdgrtfyi gk yvr, veusaknvsrhi ni vnvsrhi' ti ehhi auoetnprtnhxi/

tcgr sgr vuhfpubey pubgodtbmi hu"y pxj thz stl zhfgr sgr"xsr btfy" – nhy tkgx uutx shmuuhh dgvuhcgbg uugrygr tbyvtkyi– uutx aphdky tp nhywi dtbmiprtfy thi sh xpgmhgkg vhhngi' gxvhkfi "esa urj." tui "nv ba,bv"'xwuutrpi zhl sh uuhhxg ehykgi thi shtuhdi uuh khfyhdg zui ayrtki' ngigxy sh fzh,ho nhy ptrntfyg tuhdibtl v,kvcu,wshdg kao hjuswx' ngivuxy pui nrur tui atktyi' sh ehlthz ptrpkhhmy thi zup tui pkhhanhy frgnzkgl tui ptkag pha tuijrux, tui zhkcgr ptphr tuietrytpgk tui cgrd nhy dgahr/

thi tkg vnxphe vhhngi uugrydgkhhdy t dguutkshdgr hxus muxgruuhri hgsi ehbs kuhy sh junru,uutx grqzh vty dgzgi thi ytybwxvuhz – t napjv gxy bhay ehhi pha'uugki sh xyg; uuhxi ptr zhhgr ehbsbhay mu dgci pha/ tz sh napjvbumy ptr frpx etrytpk tsgrrgygl' tsgr chhsg' uugy ngi ptrwiehbs tuhl dgci stx zgkcg – tui shzgkcg ztl thz nhy hgsg thhbmhdgnbvd tui junrt uutx sh xyg; zgbgithbptrnhry thcgr t ehbswx napjv'mu ntfi zhfgr tz tphku thi t drup-vhho pui vnxphe dhhy hgsgretbxungr tuh; sh uugdi pui tubzgrgvhhkhdg gkygri/

thi tkg drup-vhhngi pui vnxpheeuhpy ngi thhi sh jaucxyg tuinvusrwshdxyg nmu,' pkhha' tui tkgtbsgrg ntfkho' bhay euebshd tuh;sh vuhfg etxyi' uuhhk sh yhhgrgehbsgr ptrshbgi stx cgxyg tuiagbxyg' xhh t dtb. htr' tui btlngr pxj chho xsr/

tui sti' uugi gx euny mu "apuljnu,l"' dhhy t ehbs mu muo yhr tuigpgby gx nhy ykhgbsg vtpgbubd tzty ty' vbv zv ct///!

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tcgr/// stx tkgx dhhy bhaytuhytntyha' zhfgr bhay' btrdgcgbyay thz vnxphe mu vtcitzgkfg dgcgbyayg aytcnhydkhsgr thi hgsg vhho ctzubsgruugkfg aygki tvgr sh dtbmgdhdtbyhag trchhy mu ntfi ngdkhltzt prhhkhfi tui vgrkhfi huo yuc'muo pukxyi ctshhy pui "znijhru,hbu" ptr sh yhhgrg thshagehbsgrkgl' hubd tui tky' thi shvnxphe rgzhsgbmi/ ptr sh tdgbyurzgkcxy thz sh tubygrbgnubd tntxhuug prthgey thi hgsi dgchy'tcgr uugi sh xpgmhgkg banu, dhhgizhl zgmi muo "xsr" cruc ptr uvsr'uuh rhfyhdg cbh nkfho thi sh vhhkhdgbtfy' thz tkgx tuhxdgmtky' tkxduy tui rgfy' tkgx yhhgr tuivhhkhd/

thi kuh; pui sh kgmyg htri'cag, vnxphe vty trtbszahryngr tui ngr vhhngi mu zhhi tpgidgvgrhd tuh; pxj tui tphku prtuugish xsrho' zgbgi trhhbdgeungi ngrtui ngr "khuu-thi" napju, tuiaytc nhydkhsgr thbgo erhhz puinapju, uutx vtci sh zfhw muprtuugi t xpgmhgki "xsr btfy" thithhbx pui sh drupg vhhngi/

thi ntbxh:

chh "ptxh auugxygrvhho" uugyhu"y dgphry uugri surl sh "khuu-thi"xyg; ptrptke nu"v nrsfh hux;rttc vh"u unapj,u/

chh "etbetrs crusgrvhho" uugyhu"y dgphry uugri surl sh "khuu-thi"xyg; ptrptke nu"v hutk dgkc vh"uunapj,u tui nu"v navatprtbtuuhya vh"u unapj,u/

chh "ptragh crusgrvhho" uugyhu"y dgphry uugri surl "khuu-thi"xyg; ptrptke nu"v thkui ngusvvh"u unapj,u/

chh "drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho" uugyhu"y dgphry uugri surl "khuu-thi"xyg; ptrptke nu"v nav duyntivh"u unapj,u/

chh "tregshgi crusgrvhho"uugy hu"y dgphry surl "khuu-thi"xyg; nu"v hutk vtkgbsgr vh"uunapj,u' muztngi nhy zhhi auutdgrnu"v anutk ztbuuhk uuhhbdtryi vh"uunapj,u/

thi erh, hutk:

chh "ghegrx crusgrvhho" uugyhu"y dgphry uugri surl "khuu-thi"vhho ngbgszagr nu"v khpt kuhpgrvh"u unapj,u/

chh "shbuc tubzgrvhho" uugy hu"ydgphry uugri surl jaucg aytcnhydkhsgr' uutx sh sgzhdbhrygnapju, uugki th"v ctayhny uugrithi sh eungbshdg ygd/

thi cruekhi:

chh sh stpkyg "16wxyg xyrhy

crusgrvhho" uugy hu"y dgphry uugrisurl sh aytc nhydkhsgr nu"v navsuc auutr. vh"u tui nu"v atukebtcktl vh"u unapj,o/

tjrui tjrui jchc' thi "xtuy 9tubzgrvhho" uugy vhh-htr muograyi ntk dgprtuugy uugri sgrvhhkhdgr huo yuc pxj' tbdgphrysurl nu"v anutk cbhnhi ktbst vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhw unapw shktbdhtrhdg dgyrhhg egfgrhi thi shdrup-vhho/

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sh stzhdg jaucg tui dkhekhfgnapju,' vo ucbhvo ubahvoucbu,hvo ufk tar kvo vfk cfknfk' uugki tvgraygki t xsr btfynhy tkg phyaguuegx crujbhu,udanhu, uuh thi tkg thshag ayucgrpui fkk hartk/

tui gx thz bhay drhbd ptr tnapjv zhl mu ptrbgngi cnal tzthuo yuc uuh pxj nhy tbphri t vhhoptr xpgmhgkg ehbsgr' uutx bgnytrhhi stx tuhxruhngi sh jn.'trhhbcrgbdgi sgo huo yuc' tfyubddgci tuh; dgci ngshmhbgi ctmhhybx'tuhxaygki t xegszaugk puictagpyhdubdgi' tuhpzhhi hgsg btfykuhy rtytmhg tui btl tui btl/

bj, ht' nmuv ht' tcgr xwthzbhay drhbd/ t duygr dgvtky ht -txru jd pxj eungi th"v auugrgyagex - tcgr xwthz ptry bhaydrhbd/

sgrhcgr thz sgr ptxhdgr trytuhxmusruei' tuh; uuhphk gx ktzyzhl nhy pauyg uugrygr' t vfr,vyuc ptr sh tkg napju, uutxvtci sh zfhw tvgrmuaygki huo yucnhy tzt vhhkhdg trchhy uutx zhhuugki trtpkhhdi cnal sgo dtbmipxj nhy sh vhhkhdg ehbsgr/ yhhgrgthsi tui thsgbgx' thr tkhhbx uuhhxytui tbgregby sh auugrg trchhy' thrvty stx tubygrdgbungi nhywidtbmi vtr. tui banv' tui uugitkhwvu vbcht uugy trhhbeungi chh"apul jn,l" uugy gr tkgx duyzgvi tui truhpdgyrtdi sh ctrhfyichz muo fxt vfcus tkhhbx/ ugk hshzv hapg apg rc ptr thhl tkg'ehbsgr tui ehbsx ehbsgr' prbxvcruuj tui tuar uguar nhy vrjc,vsg,' gs cht, vdutk/

nhy sh crfu, tui vfr, vyucuugri tuhl dgcgbyay sh mgbskhdgrshrgey eghr xyg;' egfgrx'gxhxygby ngbgszagrx'ngbgszagrx prtdrto shrgeytri'tui rgzhsgbatk xgruuhxgxshrgeytri' uugkfg vtcigrngdkhfy sgr dgvuhcgbgr huo yucztk tzuh ahhi tui vgrkhltrtbszahry uugri/

fukfo tvucho fukfo crurho'tarhfo dcurh vjhk ptr thhgryhhgrg trchhy kyuc, sh ehbsgrcnal pui dtbmi htr' tui phkptfhdngr thmy chho zhl muaygki tzuhvgrkhl kfcus huo yuc/ thi sgo zfu,uugki nhr ceruc zufv zhhi muoubtfk ao ni vzcjho uni vpxjhocnvrv chnhbu/

pu,jhi vsk,:

"zni jhru,hbu" phhgrkhl mudgdrhhy thi phk "vnxphe" drup-vhhngi' grayg

pxj thi "xtuy 9 tubzgrvhho"xtuy 9 tubzgrvhho thi uuhkhtnxcurd: napj, ktbst - 16wxyg xyrhy crusgrvhho: napju, ebtcktl tui auutr. - ghegrx crusgrvhho: napj, kuhpgr - shbuc tubzgrvhho: aytcnhydkhsgr - tregshgi crusgrvhho: napju, vtktbsgr tui uuhhbdtryi - etbetrs crusgrvhho:napju, dgkc tui atprtbtuuhya - drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho: napj, duynti - ptragh crusgrvhho:napj, ngusv - ptxh auugxygrvhho: napj, rttc - kabv vctv chruakho

grc pxj ,ax"j thi ghegrx crusgrvhho


- vnxphe bhhgx -

sgr bhhgxygr vnxphe prthgeythi cruekhi' sh "83wxyg xyrhyauugxygrvhho'" dtktphry ptrtuhxc"v' nhy sh ntxhuug rgbtuutmhgtrchhy chh sh prtfypukg rgzhsgb.thi puki auutubd/

sh vnxphe auugxygrvhho' uutxthz thhdbykhl t stpkygr prthgeyptr muuhh drupgx pui xpgmhgkgnhhskgl ,jhw' vty btruutxcteungi t erhyhag "drhbg khfy"pui xyghy tui xhyh cttnyg muegbgi dhhi uuhhygr tuhpwi uugd chzsgr prthgey ayhhy ptryhd kaouk,ptr,/

ptr sh stpkyg drup-vhho vtyvnxphe tpdgeuhpy t vgrkhfgcrtubxytui dgchhsg chh sh 21wygguugbhu tui 83wxyg xyrhy' thi vtr.pui ctrt ptre/ cnal sgo uuhbygrvty vnxphe tbdgvuhci sh buhyhdgrgbtuutmhg trchhy mu ntfi shdgchhsg ptxhd ptr sh etbxungrxahjhu uugkfg kgfmi tzuh ktbd mueungi tvgr ruthd tui muprhsi/

uuh gx dhy thcgr nu"v hutkprhhbs vh"u' gezgehuyhuu shrgeytr

pui vnxphe thi cruekhi' vty ngithi sh ygd dgdtxi t prhaipubstngby ptr t rhzhdg"gexygbati" uutx uugry dgcuhy chhsh rgzhsgb. dgchhsg' mu ntfi pkt.ptr tkg etbxungr nhy vrjc,vsg, tui mudgaygky nhy tkgcteuugnkhfehhyi/

kuhywi pkti' uugy sh dgchhsgmgyhhky uugri nhy thhi drup-vhhotuh; sh grayg ayte tui tctzubsgrg drup-vhho tuh; sh muuhhygayte/ hgsg drup-vhho uugy vtcithr ctzubsgrg etl' shhbubd ruo'khuuhbd ruo' tui ahhbgtuhxaytphryg akt; mhngri nhytkg mudgvgri/ sh bhhgauugxygrvhho' uuh sgr ayhhdgr puivnxphe chh tkg drup-vhhngi' uugrydgrupi tuhpwi btngi pui sh dtx uutugx dgphby zhl' uhert anu chartk"83wxyg xyrhy auugxygrvhho/"

ptr vnxphe uugry sgr bhhgrprthgey dgrgfby tkx sh pgryg tuiphbpyg drup-vhho uutx sh tdgbyurphry ti thi bhu htre xhyh/ thiuuhkhtnxcurd dgphby zhl sh "xtuy 9

tubzgrvhho'" tui thi ctrt ptrevty vnxphe auhi muuhh htr murhedgdrhbsgy sh stpkyg "16wxygxyrhy crusgrvhho" uutx ctayhhytuhl pui muuhh drup-vhhngi tuh; muuhhctzubsgrg aytei pui t ahhbgrgzhsgb. dgchhsg/

tzuh truo vtky vnxphe' thitkg dgdbygr muztngi' chh pgrmidrup-vhhngi ptr yhhgrg etbxungrxdruhx tui ekhhi: 1 shbuc tubzgrvhho'2 ghegrx crusgrvhho' 3 xguugixprhbdx auugxygrvhho' 4 etbetrscrusgrvhho' 5 ptragh crusgrvhho'6 ptxh auugxygrvhho' 7 drgbsuuhucrusgrvhho' 8 tregshgicrusgrvhho' 9 xtuy 9 tubzgrvhho'11-01 16wxyg xyrhy crusgrvhho'31-21 83wxyg xyrhyauugxygrvhho' tui 41 uutbtnghegrcrusgrvhho/

uuh dgztdy' vty ngi btruutxdgdtxi sh pubstngbyi ptr t bhhgdruhxg "gexygbati" uutx uugytruhpdhhi ptrtkgk nhy tkg ayteipui sh dgchhsg' tui thi sh eungbshdguutfi uugki sh trchhygr pkhhxhd

trchhy mu ptrgbshdi sgo dtbmigexygbati uuh abgkgr' kaouk,ptr,/

thi sh zgkcg mhhy vty nu"vhutk prhhbs vh"u tpdgvtkyipgrzgbkhfg nhyhbdgi nhy sh gkygriahjhu pui sh nhhskgl uutx zgbgictayhny mu eungi uutuhbgi thi shstpkyg auugxygrvhho' zhh mu

vtkyi thbptrnhry uugdi sh prhagtbyuuhekubdgi tui pkgbgr tuh;uuhhygr chh sgo prthgey/

sh gkygri ahjhu vtcituhxdgsruey muprhsbvhhy tuh; shptzhyhuug thbptrntmhg tui eueitruhx tuh; t abgkg tui drhbdg uugdptrtuhx chz muo drtbshgi gpgbubdcagv yucv unumkj,/

vh,v krta phbv:

ntxhuug rgbtuutmhg trchhy thipuki auutubd c"v chh bhhg stpkyg

auugxygrvhho thi ctrt ptrepubstngbyi dgkhhdy ptr druhxg "gexygbati" mu ptrstpkgi rgzhsgb.

thi sh uugky pui vnxphe thz sgojusa dguutri tpdgmhhfby tvhxytrhagr uugbspubey uugi shtdgbyur vty muo grayi ntktuhpdgbungi ti thhdgbgo pxhftktdmu trchhyi puk-yhho thi tphx kyuc,sh uutexbsg mtk ehbsgr tuigruutexgbg etbxugnrx nhyxpgmhgkg dgcruhfi/

vnxphe aytc nhydkhsgr' thiaph. pui sh tdgbyurwx buhrxgx tuidrup-vhho ngbgszagrx' ctdkhhyidgyrhh tui prtpgxhtbgk t druhxgmtk etbxungrx uutx strpi tbeungimu ygrtph tuiqtsgr ngshmhbgituh; sh tbuuhhzubdgi pui t pxhftktd'cag, sh prgxerhcatbx uugripteyha dgarhci surl t bhurtktdtsgr pxhfhtytr/

chz vhhby vty vnxphe dgvtygrptrgbg tui zgkcxaygbshdgpxhftktdi mu yti sh sgkhetygtrchhy' nhy ctshhybsg vmkjvcx"s/ tcgr sh mtk etbxungrxuugkfg dgbhxi pui sh xtry dgyrhhgvhk; thz tuhxdguutexi tuh; tztdguutkshdi ptrbgo tz vnxphe vtytbgregby sgo ,fkh, pui tuhpbgngiti thhdgbgo puk-yhho pxhftktd muzhhi thi tphx hgsi ytd tui ayhhi thiaph. pui sh pxhftktdhag trsgbubduutx thz buhyhd chh tkg etbxungrxuutx strpi stx vtci/

ptr sh erhyhag tui xgbxhyhuugptzhmhg vty vnxphe thmytuhpdgbungi sr/ tcrvo hgec "gkgi"

cktu b"h' t ctrhnygr nunjv ptrxpgmhgkg etbxungrx' uugngbwxbtngi ekhbdy ptzhyhuu thi sgopgks' chh gkygri' tdgbyuri tuixyghy cttnyg mudkhhl/

thi sh htri zhby vnxphe thzptrcrhhygry dguutri thi bhu htrexhyh' ayhhy sr/ cktu thi aph. puish pxhftktdhag dgcruhfi puivnxphe etbxungrx thi bhu htrexhyh' nhy duyg rgzukytyi c"v/tmhbs' zufbshd sgo rhfyhdietbshsty mu grphki sh bhhgtjrhu,wshdg ptzhmhg' vty vnxphedgphbgi sgo cgxyi pgrzti thi sr/cktu' t hrt uako tui uutrhngrctahhsgbgr ngbya uugkfgr phryti grkhfg ,urvwshdg ayuc' tui thzdgyrhh tui thcgrdgdgci ptr hgsietbxungr nhy vtr. tui banv/

ngi str; bhay ehhi cgxgrietnpkhngby uuh zhhi pgrzgbkhfgthhbktsgbubd vhh-htr ptr shetbxungrx thi "16wxyi xyrhycrusgrvhho" mu eungi prtuugi tjbufv nxhcv chh tho thi ayuc' uuhzhh uutkyi dguugi thhdgbg ehbsgr/ sh

phhgrkhfg nxhcv thz c"v ytegdguugi tztbx tui tzgkfgx/

thi t anugx nhywi shrgeytrtuu tpgrghatbx nu"v hutkcgrbtyv vh"u' sruey gr tuhxdguutkshdg muprhsbvhhy tz tztetkhcgr pxhftktd uuh sr/ cktu vtyzufv dguugi mu cteungi sgotjrhu,wshdi tny' uutx uugy thogrkuhci zhl tpmudgci tuhxakhxkhlnhy sh etbxungrx pui vnxphe hgsithhbmhdi ytd tui zhh vgkpi thi sgotzuh uuhfyhdi dgchy puipxhftktdhag xytchkhygy/

nu"v haghw uugrmcgrdgr vh"u'shrgeytr pui rgzhsgbatkxgruuhxgx chh vnxphe thi rtekgbs'uugkfgr vty tuhpzhfy tuh; shetbxungrx thi tryhdg drup-vhhngi'thz vgfxy muprhsi pui zhhi zhhy muvtci tzt prtpgatbgk tuiuutrhngr ths uuh sr/ cktu mu bgngish pxhftktdhag khhmgx thi shvtby/

etbxungrx thi "shbuctubzgrvhho" thi erh, hutk – ztdynu"v hutk uuhhzgr vh"u' shrgeytr

pui vnxphe rgzhsgbatk xgruuhxgxthi trtbsza etubyh – uugki uuhhygrcteungi sh buhyhdg pxhftktdhagxgruuhx surl sr/ gzrt dtnpgk b"huuh chz vhhby' uuhctks sh stzhdgdrup-vhho thz euutkhphmhry chh bhuhtre xyghy thi t vgfgrg' ngrthbygbxhuug ngshmhbhag etyg-dtrhg' nhy thr thhdgbgo pxhftktd/

rgsbshd uugdi sh tuhpbtng puisr/ cktu' ctytby rw haghw t vuhpyprhbmhp chh vnxphe' mu"xytchkhzhri" sgo pxhftktdhaimuaytbs chh etbxungrx' hubd tsgrtky' uugkfg eungi trhhi thi t drup-vhho pui sh tdgbyur/ dguugbkhl eunytzt etbxungrx pui sh thhdgbggkygrbwx ayuc tui sti thz sh ygngbhay tzuh rgkguutby' tcgr thi shzgkygbg ptk uugi ht' tsgr uugi ngieuny bhay shrgey pui sh thhdgbggkygri tui sh pxhftktdhagmuaytbs str; t bhhg drubykhfgtrsgbubd' sgntky uugy vnxphebhay rugi chz grqzh uugy zhhi shngrxyg xytchk uutx thz ngdkhl musgrdrhhfi csrl vycg/ tpyntk

nhhby gx prhag ngshmhbgi' tpyntknhhby gx trtpbgngi pui ngshmhbgiuugkfg crgbdgi bhay sgo rhfyhdi,fkh,' tpyntk thz gx tetnchbtmhg pui sh muuhh ztfi )bhhi'gx thz bhay ehhi ptrtstex(' tcgrsh tubygrayg aurv thz' ntfi sgoetbxungr "xytchk!" ti ehhi auoetnprtnhxi/

thbgo dgchy pui pxhftktdhg'dhy gr mu ptrayhhi' thz sgr dgcruhltbsgra chh hgsi/ thhbgr vty tprtckgo nhy ygbyrtnx' thhbgrnhy gexyrgng thhbztnehhy uutxntfy auugr mu gxi tui ptrcrgbdgi'thhbgr egi zhhi "vhhpgr" tuh; tdgpgrkhfg ptrbgo' tsgr tdrgxhuu'tt"uu/ tntk egi zhhi t prtckgo puixhzagr btfuuhhgi' tsgr srukhbd'tuntuhpvgrkhfg ctuugdubd' ttt"uu/

sh ztfi strpi pxhftktdhagvhk;' tui t pxhftktd str; zhhi dtrgrptri mu egbgi tpatmi t nmc'tpuugdi tkg ngdkfehhyi' tuictakuxi uugkfg uugd mu bgngi'vtby thi vtby nhywi pxhfhtygruutx btr gr ngd kgdtk ptrarhhcish xtry ngshmhbgi/

ntfi t etbxungr thbddtbmixytchk uuhphk xwthz ngdkhl thz dtrt auugrg nktfv' ztdy rw hutkuuhhzgr/ gx egi suhgri jsaho tuihtri' ztdy gr' tcgr "vnxphe uugybhay thhbrugi chz nhr sgrdrhhfi sgo,fkh,' tui sh etbxungrx ptrshbgidtrbhay uuhhbhdgr pui tubz/"

rput, vbpa:

"vnxphe" bgny trhhi bhhgo "puk-yhho"pxhftktd ptr xpgmhgkg etbxungrx

sr/ gkgi cktu thz ctrhnygr nunjv thi pgks pui xpgmhgkg vhk;


- vnxphe bhhgx -

sh gkygri pui t dkhekhfg drupgxpgmhgkg cjurho ahjhu ngxyi auhish phrvgbd chho nthgxygyhai"uutbtnghegr crusgrvhho'" shbhhgxyg prthgey pui vnxphe thirtekgbs etubyh' uutx ntrahrycx"s ptrtuhx hgsi ytd tui vtkyfngy tuhpwi auugk pui uugri dggpbythi btbyi mueubpy/

tuhpwi uugd mu ptryhdi sgoprthgey tui gx drhhy ntfi mugpgbgi cx"s' thz sh kgmyg ygdptrdgeungi t "puckhe vhrhbd" surlsh cturs pui uuhkgsza tuuyagxybty rhsza' sh prtfypukgdgdby thi rtekgbs etubyh uutu shcrusgrvhho dgphby zhl/

chho vhrhbd zgbgi dguugi tdruhxg mtk ktetkg thhbuutuhbgruugkfg vtci dgprgdy ptxhdgprtdgx pui sh uuhkgsza cttnyg tuivnxphe ptrayhhgr' tui zhh zgbgidguugi muprhsi pui sh gbypgrx/ sgr"vhrhbd" thz ptrgbshdy dguutri tkxt ngns ehsua ao anho' uugi shcturs nhydkhsgr vtci thhbayhnhdsurfdgphry t rgztkumhg tz shvnxphe crusgrvhho egi dhhiuuhhygr/

szagrtuo etrch' sgr nghtr puiyagxybty rhsza' thz dguugiegbykhl xhnptyha muo vnxpheprthgey ptr sh xpgmhgkg cjurho'tcgr zhhi ptzhyhuug nhhbubd tuhpwibhhgo crusgrvhho vty gr bhaydgcuhy tuh; thhdgbg dgphki' btrtuh; kgcgshdg pteyi/ cgptr sh"vhrhbd" vty nghtr etrch dgntfythhdgbg "vtuo uutre" tui zhlbtfdgprgdy uutx yuy zhl chh shtbsgrg phbg; vnxphe drup-vhhngithi rtekgbs etubyh/ sh vhho-trchhyvty dguuhzi' ptrayhhy zhl' tz shdrup-vhhngi: etbetrs crusgrvhho'ptragh crusgrvhho' ptxhauugxygrvhho' drgbsuuhucrusgrvhho tui tregshgicrusgrvhho' zgbgi tkg stx agbxygtui cgxyg uutx thz ptrvti thi sgodgchy pui ctahhsgbg rgzhsgbmi ptrxpgmhgkg etbxungrx/

tuhxgrwi nghtr' vty tktetkgr thhbuutuhbgr chho "vhrhbd"tuhpdgyrgyi mu ztdi uutx gr vtypgrzgbkhl dgvgry pui nghtrrtcgry prgbek' sgr prhgrshdgrnghtr pui "uugxkh vhkx'" tz sh muuhhvnxphe drup-vhhngi thi sh tryhdguuhkgsza "zgbgi t aytk. ptr shdtbmg dgdby' zhhgbshd duyg afbho'uutubsgrctrg ngbyai' sh vhhngi

zgbgi thi duyg vgby tui uugridgvtkyi zuhcgr/"

nhy tzgkfg duyg drhxi thz bhayehhi uutubsgr tz sgr uuhkgsza vtytzuh drhbd tui xhnptyhactaygyhdy sgo prthgey/

sh rgdhrubd thz muprhsi

sh bhhg crusgrvhho' uuh dgztdy'dgphby zhl thi sh vgrkhfg"yagxybty rhsza" dgdby' tprtfypukg rgzhsgb. fngy uuh bhh'uutx vnxphe vty cx"s dgegbycteungi tkx sh ptxhdg dgchhsgptr t bhhg crusgrvhho/ uuh tkgvnxphe drup-vhhngi' uugry sh bhhgcrusgrvhho tuhl dgrupi kuhy shbtngi pui sh dtx uutu gx dgphby zhl'tui thi sgo ptk thz gxuutbtnghegr rtus/

sh tdgbyur vty cnal sh kgmygjsaho trhhbdgkhhdy druhxg fuju,thi sh dgchhsg' nhy ntxhuugrgbtuutmhgx' gx ztk zhhi mudgptxymu tkg dgcruhfi pui sh cjurho uutxuugki th"v stry uutuhbgi ruthd tuimuprhsi/ sh drupg cjurho ptr shcrusgrvhho thz auhi ctayhnydguutri ktbd murhe' kuhy uuh shrgduktmhgx arhhci ptr' tui tzuhvty vnxphe dgegby pktbhri shrgbtuutmhg trchhy kuhy shtunaygbsi tui dgcruhfi pui hgsi

thhbgo ctzubsgr' mudgptxy nna"etxyuo nghs" ptr zhhgr uutuhkzhhitui ngdkhfehhy mu ayhhdi cx"s/

ptrayhhy zhl' tz tzt vnxpheprthgey uugry tbdgphry nhy shtdgbyur muztngi nhy sh "tnrs"s"thbxytbmi pui sh xyghy tui ktetkgrthti/ sh cttnyg strpi pui mhhy mumhhy btftntk thcgreuei uuh sgrprthgey vtky' tui' tuhc tkgx dhhyuuh dgrtyi' dgci zhh sh "drhbg khfy"mu dhhi uuhhygr' tui tzuh dhhy sgrprtmgsur uuhhygr tui uuhhygr cnalt mhhy-tpabhy pui thcgr muuhh htr/

tmhbs' ayhhgbshd tzuh btby muogbsdhkyhdi ctaygyhdubd puitnrs"s mu gpgbgi sh bhhgcrusgrvhho' vtci sh cttnygdguutky trtpeungi zgvi pgrzgbkhlsgo dtbmi prthgey' cgptr bhu htrexyghy dhy sgo tphmhgki "ht" ptruutbtnghegr crusgrvhho/

tui mu ntfi sgo ctzul ngrtpgeyhuu' thz gx dgntfy dguutrithbdtbmi tundgrtfyi/ thbgo zgkciytd uutx tnrs"s cttnyg vtcisufdgphry sh hgrkhfg tushy tuh;"ptxh auugxygrvhho'" uuhctrhfygy thi prhgrshdi dtzgy'vtci sh cttnyg dgbungi t ayhkgtunuugd ehhi yagxybty rhsza tuidgdtbdgi ftpi t ckhe tuh; shmueubpyhdg uutbtnghegrcrusgrvhho/ sgr chks thz zhh

egbykhl dgptki' c"v' kuhy uuh zhhvtci dgktzy uuhxi sh vgfgrgcttnyg chho tnrs"s tdgbyur' tuivnxphe egi dhhi uuhhygr nhywiprthgey/

t ngbgszagr ctmhhybx

ayhhgbshd tzuh btby muo gpgbubdpui sh crusgrvhho' thz vnxphedgdtbdgi t yrhy uuhhygr tuitbdgvuhci mu zufi t ngbgszagr ptrsh drup-vhho/

cnal sh kgmyg gykhfg htrivty vnxphe egbgi dgkgrby shdguutkshdg tuhpyu pui tuhpbgngi tvhho-ngbgszagr t ayhe mhhycgptr sh drup-vhho gpgby tphmhgksh yuhgri/

kuhy uuh gx dhy thcgr nu"vhaghw uugrmcgrdgr vh"u' uutx tkxshrgeytr pui rgzhsgbatkxgruuhxgx chh vnxphe thi rtekgbsthz gr sgr vuhpyptrtbyuutrykhfgr pgrzti ptr shktetkg vnxphe drup-vhhngi' zgbgish tuhpyugi pui sgo mudtbd zhhgrektr thi phkg dgchyi/

* sgr bhhgr ngbgszagr egi zhlpui ptrtuhx ctegbgi nhywi dtbmiprthgey btl thhsgr gx euny shvgpyhdg trchhy chhytd tuichhbtfy/

* sgr ngbgszagr egi tzuh truoruthd tui drubykhl thcgrdhhi shpgrzgbkhfg tunaygbsi pui hgsietbxungr thi sh bhhg vhho' muztnginhy sh gkygri ahjhu' vnxphe buhrx'steyuhrho tui ygrtphxyi pubgoetbxungr' tui tuhxtrchhyi t ktbd-ygrnhbhdg pkti muo cgxyi ,fkh,ptrwi etbxungr thi danhu, tuirujbhu,/

* sgr ngbgszagr egi zhl ruthdtpdgci nhy sh auugrg tuixgbxhyhuug trchhy pui tuhpbgngi"shrgey eghr" aytc nhydkhsgr'xyg; ptr bgfy tui ac, eusauhu"y' egfgr' tui uugkfg btl thngr

aytc nhydkhs ngi str; vtci/ )thiuuhhyi mueubpy thz tuhl dgpktbytuhpmubgngi t "khuu-thi" ptrptketkx aytc nhydkhsgr' tcgr bhaytzuh abgk/(

* sgr ngbgszagr muztngi nhysh xgruuhx ettrshbghytrx pui shetbxungrx thi sh bhhg vhho egbgidrubykhl thcgreuei tui tuhptrchhyitkg buhyhdg vhk; tui xgruuhxgxuutx sh etbxungrx strpi vtci'uugdi vgky eghr' ygrtph' xpgakgs thi xeuk tuhc ngi thz hubd' sghvgc tuiqtsgr t szatc tuhc ngi thzgkygr' tt"uu/

sgr rgzukyty pui tzt mhhykhfgxhxygo thz' ztdy rw haghw' tz uugi shdrup-vhho uugry gbskhl dggpbycagv yucv unumkj,' ptky tkgxthi pkt. cx"s tuhpwi agbxyi tuicgxyi ptrbgo/ tkgx thztrtbszahry pui ptrtuhx' sgrngbgszagr thz auhi fzei urdhk' shshrgey eghr xyg; zgbgi auhiyrgbhry tui drhhy ptr sh vhhkhdgtrchhy' sh ngsx-ruo thz phkaytphry tui vgrngyhaptraktxi' sgr egfgr ayhhy thiehl' sgr uugagr thi ktbsrh' tui shprhszahsghr' prhzgr tui pgbyrhektzgyi zgbgi tkg tbdgphky nhyfk yuc uyuc/

tkzt' tkx ngbgszagr pui"uutbtnghegr crusgrvhho" vtyvnxphe tuhpdgbungi nu"v navytncgr vh"u/ t nuxygrvtpygr tuipkhhxhdgr "xgruuhx ettrshbghytr"chh sh tdgbyur thi ntbxh t ktbdgmhhy' vty zhl rw nav tuhxdgaygkymu zhhi t pkhbegr tui dgyrhhgr gxeitui a,ski kyuc, sh mgbskhdgretbxungrx thi zhhi ptrypgk' bhaytemgpyhrbshd ehhi "bhhi" ptr tigbypgr uugi t vnxphe etbxungrstr; vtci xhh uutx' xhh uugi' xhhuutu/

sh tdgbyur yuy vtpi cx"s' tuitzuh tuhl sh etbxungrx uutx zgbgictayhny ptr sh bhhg crusgrvhho'tui zhhgrg jaucg gkygri ahjhu' tzsgr tuhxuutk uugy crgbdgi shrhfyhdg rgzukytyi' thi t cjhw puinav hscr uvtkew hgbbu' gr ztkegbgi tbphri sh crusgrvhho gk nhnbuju, kao uk,ptr,/

uugi sh auru, uugri dgkhhbyvtky ngi chh sh kgmygtrtbszahrubd thi sh crusgrvhho'tuhxaytphri sh dgchhsg phex-ptryhd mu zhhi drhhy' tuhc tkgx dhhycx"s nhywi rgfyi pux' tuh; shgbsdhkyhdg ctaygyhdubd pui shxyghy mu gpgbgi sh drup-vhho thibtbyi mueubpy/

ckhhcy btr thcgr mu tuhxuutryish ptr uutfi' ngr tsgr uuhhbhdgr'chz uugi sh bhhgxyg vnxphecrusgrvhho thi ntbxh uugy cx"sgpgbgi sh yuhgri tui yhhgrg cjurhjns ahjhu uugki trhhbeungi tuikgci uuh thhi druhxg ctahhsgbgnapjv' muprhsi tui dkhekhl' nhytkg zhhgr dgcruhfi mudgaygky surldgyrhhg aytc nhydkhsgr 42 agvthi ytd ti tuhpvgr chz nahj uugyeungi/

zni jhru,hbu:

"uutbtnghegr" prthgey thi ntbxhdhhy ptrtuhx c"v' ngbgszagr dguutri

tuhpdgbungi ptr bhhg crusgrvhhodtr prhhbykhfg "vhrhbd" thi yagxybty rhsza uuhkgsza ctaygyhdy prthgey'vgrkhfg "uutbtnghegr crusgrvhho" thz 6wxyg vnxphe drup-vhho thi rtekgbs'tuhpbtng pui "ngbgszagr" cgptr gpgbubd thz tuhpyu nhy zhhgr duyg rgzukytyi


ti tkyg shkgnt thi shetrhstri pui prtxytyg egbxgrvty cteungi t prhag stzgptzhyhuug ckhei' uugi sh "tngrhegixtxhhgyh tuu ekhbhek tbetktszah"vty tphmhgk rgetngbshry tzngbyai pui sh nhygkg htri tuivgfgr ztki ygdkhl bgngi sgongshmhi "phbgxygrhhs")EDIRETSANIF( uutx vty zhltruhxdgaygky mu rgsumhri shrhzheg pui prtxytyg egbxgr/

sgr ngshmhi' uutx uugryptreuhpy thi zhci wcrgbs bghowuugrxhgx – sh ngrxyg ctetbysgrpui thz "prtuxetr")RACSORP( – thz tphmhgkctaygyhdy egdi vtr uutx ptkytruhx )wctksbgxw pui gkygr' bhaypui xpgmhphag ergbe(' tui btl tmuuge' tui ayushgx vtci dguuhzi tzsurl bgngi sgo srtd zhci htrbtftbtbs uugry rgsumhry sh rhzhegpui prtxytyg egbxgr nhy dtbmg52 prtmgby/

sgr prtckgo thz btr' uuh sgr"dtzgy" vty ctrhfygy thi tc,ax"j' tz sgr ngshmhi vty tzhhyhdg agskhfehhy/ thi sh zgkcgmhhy uutx sgr srtd rgsumhry shrhzheg pui tkg grkhh prtxytygegbxgr thi tkdgnhhi' yuy gx htvgfgri sh rhzheg pui thhi dguuhxgzgkygbg prtxytyg egbxgr uutxthz ngr dhpyhd tui ntfypuk uuh tkgtbsgrg dguutuexi thi sgo dgchy/

sgntky' fngy t htr murhe'vtci ptragr aytre dgzufy musgrdhhi uuhtzuh egi zhhi tztptzhyhuugr srtd ztk crgbdgi tzt

bgdtyhuug rgzukytyi' tphku btr chht ekhhbg mtk ngbyai/

tui sh ptragr vtci egbgidgkgrby duyg bhhgx tz sgr ngshmhivty tzuh aytre ptrcgxgry shprtxytyg' tz ngi vty dgegbyftpi ctvtkygbg mgki pui sh dtragskhfg xtry' uutx uugi nwbgnybhay sgo srtd ckhhci sh mgkictvtkyi pui sh ygxyi tui chtpxhxtt"uu/ thi tbsgrg uugrygr' uuhcgxgr sgr ngshmhi trchhy' tkxngr thz ngdkhl mu ftpi dtragskhfg zgkygbg dguutuexi uutxngi vty prhgr bhay dgegby uuhxitz zhh gezhxyhri/

"phbtxygrhhs'" ztdy sr/ phygrxetrshbt' ag; pui fhrurdhg chh"ntngrhgk" aphytk thi ntbvgyi'"str; uugri tbgregby tkx shgrayg ektr thcgrmhhdyg ngshmhimu ptrnhhsi prtxytyg egbxgr/"xetrshbt tkhhbx thz dguugi pui shdrgxyg pgxhnhxyi thi sgo dgchy'tcgr sh tuhxphrkhfg ayushg vtytho thcgrdgsrhhy muo duyi/

tui sr/ grhe ekhhi' shrgeytr puiturt-tbetktszah chho ctrhnyi"ekhuuktbs ekhbhe" thi tvhht' khhdymu tz "phhbtxygrhhs" egi ptrnhhsitzuhphk uuh 000'001 ptki hgrkhl/ sr/erhxytpgr ktdtygyhx' t druhxgrxpgmhtkhxy thi sgo dgchy chh "go/sh/ gbsgrxti" thi ygexgx'etngbyhry uuh stx dgarhcgbgprhgr' tz dgbud ntk uutky dguugicgxgr ti ehhi auo yrhyngbyx – tuish ngrxyg ptrnhygbg egbxgr ptkisurl phhbtxygrhhs uutkyi ytegdguugi pui sgo xtry/

tcgr bhay tkg steyuhrho vtcidgvtkyi pui sgo "tuhpyu'" tuivtci btl tk. ptrphry egdi bumisgo srtd tkx ruyhbg ptrnhhsubdnhyk pui prtxytyg egbxgr/

stx vty zhl thmy dgyuhay muocgxgri/ surftuhx sh kgmyg vtkcghtr' vty sh ptrthhi pui egbxgrxpgmhtkhxyi zhhgr drubykhlayushry sh ygng tui gbskhldgeungi sgo ntbty muo tuhxphr tzsgr ngshmhi ztk ht uugri dgbumyruyhi surl tkg uutx zgbgi auhithbgo gkygr pui bgngi t hgrkhfgprtxytyg egbxgr xerhbhbd/

cgxgrg ckhe tuh; tkyg shkgntuugdi prtxytyg egbxgr ngshmhi

bgngi "phbgxygrhhs" zhci htr mu ptrnhhsi njkv?

"szatbxti gbs szatbxti" – shrhzhdg vgky thnpgrhg uutx grmhhdyvubsgrygr prtsueyi pui"xpkgbst" muegr grzt. chz ngbykvgky ngshmhbgi chz bgdk abhhsgrxtui vhdhgbg khbhgx chz dtr yhhgrgtptrtyi ptr aphygkgr – vtyctrhfygy t dgzubyi prtphy uutuexpui 41 prtmgby ptr sh kgmyg srhhntbtyi tui btl t cgxgrg mhpgrptrwi dtbmi phbtbmhgki htrdtbd/

ptrwi pgryk euutryk vty shetnptbh ptrshby 7/2$ chkhti thiprtphy' tcgr sh drtx xghkx mhpgrpui 51$ chkhti thz dgptki phbg;prtmgby pui t htr murhe uuhhkgykhfg uuhfyhdg ngshmhbgi zgbgidgdtbdgi auutfgr uuh gruutrygymukhc szagbgrhe etbeurgb. tui

tbsgrg turztfi/xghkx pui crgbs bgho

"rhxpgrsgk'" t ctetbyg ngbykvgky ngshmhi' vty dgyrtxegythcgr pgrmhd prtmgby zhby tuduxy'uuhhk sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" vtyctaygyhdy t "szagbgrhe" uugrxhgsgrpui/ thcgrhd mu ztdi' tzsgkhetyg ngshmhbgi ptr ngbykvgky egbgi btr dgyuhay uugri surlt pxhfhtytr tui ehhbgo tbsgra'tphku btr chh t yuha pui crgbs bghomu szagbgrhe' uuhhk sh ertpy tuictaytbsyhhki sgrpui egbgi zhhitbsgra/

thi sh zgkcg mhhy thz shetnptbh muprhsi pui sh uutexbsgctbu. pui "xpkgbst'" uutx sh phrnggrmhhdy tubygr sh etnptbh btngi

"ngebhgk" tkx grzt. ptr muegr/btl t ctzubsgrg duyg uuhbek ptr shetnptbh thz sh ctaygyhdubd pui"zhryge" tkx ti "tuugr shetubygr" ngshmhi egdi tkgrdhagrgtemhgx/

ptrwi dtbmi phbtbmhgki htrdtbdvty "szatbxti wi szatbxti"dgvty xghkx pui 36$ chkhti' nhy tprtphy pui fngy srhhmi chkhtistktr/

tcgr stl vty sh etnptbhwxag; gezgehuyhuu' uuhkhto sgkstui'tpdgztdy t dgvtky vgfgrubd ptr90w' ztdbshd tz thi tzgkfggetbtnhag mhhyi yuy gr zhlctdgbhdi nhy sh prhgrshdg dgvtkypui 8/1$ nhkhti tui gr str; bhayngr/

dgzubyg prtphyi chh prtsumhrgr pui xpkgbst' ctbstzagi tui tptrtyi

t bhhg ngshmhi egdi tpuuhhfi thztsurl muuhhyg ptzg ayushgx nhyptzhyhuug rgzukytyi' tui uugy zhhidrhhy ptr ti tpkhetmhg mu sh "g;/sh/ gh/" chz tbsgryvtkci htr truo'ztdy sh xti shtdt etnptbh"tpyhngr ptrnt" uutx grmhhdysgo srtd/

sgr ngshmhi' uutx vhhxy "prtu-kh;-ktuzgxhi'" trchhy tncgxyi chhtpuuhhfi pui thbpgemhgx tsgr puitrunptri txtl' thi t stzg puithhbntk t ytd tuh; srhh ygd/

*"xgkgexg" )AXELEC( tui

"kgexgprtu" )ORPAXEL( zgbgimuuhh ptpukgrg ngbyk vgkyngshmhbgi ptr sgprgxhg chhgruutexgbg' tui pxhfhtytri zgbgituhl ctrgfyhdy gx mu dgci ptrehbsgr nhy ngbyk auutfehhyi'tcgr "ptrgxy ptrntxuyhekx'" sh

etnptbh uutx ntfy chhsg srtdx'uugry thmy ctaukshdy surfwihuxyh. sgptryngby thi tunkgdtktbtbxhri sh ngshmhbgi tkx duy ptrehbsgr' ftyahd sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" vtygx ctaygyhdy btr ptrgruutexgbg/

chh tkg prgxerhcati srtdxngd xhh uugkfgr steytr ptrarhhcixhh uugkfg ctaygyhdyg ngshmhiptr xhh uugkfg muuge – knak' tuhct steytr vtky "txphrhi" thz duyegdi ntdi crgbgi' tsgr tz"ngyptrnhi" thz duy egditryrhhyhx' ngd gr gx ptrarhhcisgrptr – tcgr t etnptbh ytrbhay tsuugryhhzi zhhgrwx t ngshmhiptr gpgx tbsgra uuh shctaygyhdyg muuge/

tbsgrg etnptbhx zgbgi auhidgeungi tubygr mhuuhkg tui tphkuerhnhbtkg ektdgx thcgr tbtbxhri

ngbyk vgky srtdx ptrtunctaygyhdyg muugei tphkusteyuhrho ngdi gx ptrarhhcisgrptr' tui thmy thz dgeungi shrhhg tuh; "ptrgxy"/ sh ektdg puihuxyh. sgpy/ ztdy tuhl tz"ptrgxy" vty tubygrdgeuhpysteyuhrho nhy yhhgrg dgatbegi'rgxyurtby ntkmhhyi tui ctmtkyguutetmhg/

thcgrhd mu ctytbgi tz tpdgzgiuutx yuy zhl thi pgsgrtki dgrhfy'zgbgi ngshmhbgi ptr ngbyk vgkyprtckgngi mu sgkhety tz thhbgruutx bumy stx ztk egbgi tkhhbxyuhai gpgx ti t pxhfhtytr/

*

gkygrg pruhgi tui ngbgr vtcibhay ehhi druhxg dgzuby ptrshbxyipui ygdkhfg "nukyh-uuhytnhbgi'"

ztdy t bhhg ayushg' mukhhdbshd tz shayushg vty yteg btfdgeueyfngy muuhh vubsgry yuhzby ngbyaitcgr gx thz bhay dgcuhy tuh; shzgkcg vuhfg xytbstryi puidguugbkhfg ptraubdgi tuh;ngshmhbgi/

tuhl ztdy sh ayushg dtrbhaytuh; "nukyh-uuhytnhbgi" ptr hubdggruutexgbg' ntngx' tui ekhhbgehbsgr' uutx chh sh ctpgkegrubdetygdtrhgx euny sh nukyh-uuhytnhi tuh; sh rgetngbstmhg puisteyuhrho mu aytrei sgo egrpgr'thnhui xhxygo tui dgzubygtbyuuhekubd/

tkgx muztngi' vty sh ayushgdtrbhay "njsa dguugi'" tcgrxwthz dguugi thbygrgxtby mu zgviuuhtzuh sh tkdgnhhbg nhsht ntfy tdtbmg xgbztmhg sgrpui uugi euebshdthi sh thhbmkvhhyi ckhhcy tkgx chho

tkyi/

*sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" vty dgktzy

ngksi t murhe ru; tuh;"gzhyrtnhhxhi" tbyhchtyheytckgyi' 005 n"d stzg' pui shetnptbh "drhbxytui" nhy tigexphhrghati styuo pui nth 90w'mukhc ngdkhfg prtckgngi nhyngytctkhzo thi egrpgr/

ytckgyi pui sgo ngshmhi nhyti tbsgrg gex/ styuo' tsgr bhaythi ytckgy ptrgo' tsgr pui tmuuhhyg etnptbh' zgbgi bhay thisgo murheru;/

ptr ngr thbptrntmhg thcgrsgo crhhy ctbumyi tbyhchtyhe egingi prgdi thi ktetkg ptrntxhx/

kuhy sh etnptbh zgbgi cfkkbhay ctrhfygy dguutri ehhibgdtyhuug tpgeyi pui sh murhedgrupgbg ytckgyi/

ngshmhi tui ngshmhbgi * ngshmhi tui ngshmhbgi

sh rhzhdg ptrntxh cgbgphyphrng "ngsetu" vty ctrhfygy tayuhbgbsg 23% uutuex thi pgrygeuutrytk ptrshbxyi tkxrgzukyty pui sh auutfg getbtnhguutx yrhhcy ngbyai mu bumiszagbgrhe ngshmhbgi tuiqtsgrnghk-trsgr ptrntxhx mu aptridgky/

sh etnptbh' uutx aphky trtkg thi sh ngshmhbgi pui %02tngrhetbgr chrdgr' vty dgvty472$ nhkhti thi prtphy ptrwipgryk euutrytk' tuh; xghkx pui

ebtpg 31 chkhti stktr/thi sh zgkcg mhhy vty sh

etnptbh dgzgi t 01 prtmgbyvgfgrubd thi "nghk trsgrptrntxh" chzbgx' mu 62 nhkhtiprgxerhcatbx ptr sh srhhntbtyi/ thi kgcgshdg ptrntxhxvty sh etnptbh dgvty 811 nhkhtiprgxerhcatbx/

ptrwi dtbmi phbtbmhgki htrdtbd80w' vty sh etnptbh dgvty 1/1$chkhti prtphy tuh; 15$ chkhti thixghkx' t uutuex pui thcgr mgiprtmgby vgfgr t htr murhe/

ngshmhi thnpgrhg"ngset"cgbgphyhry

pui chygrg getbtnhg

- ngshmhi atpg -


"yrhhgk kthgr" drupgx thi bhuhtre xyghy khhdi druhx srue tuh;tkctbh mu ntfi mhuuhkg tbektdgx'uuh "ngkprgeyhx" egdi steyuhrho'txtl ngr etxyctr tuh; shtbdgektdyg shrgey tui tbsgrgtunshrgey' tui tuhl ztk ngi vtcingr mhhy btfwi gphzts mu ektdi thidgrhfy/

sh tsuutetyi zgbgi zhhgrmuprhsi pubgo ptkhyhai yuha thitkctbh' nhywi etbyrtk puisgntertyi thi dtuugrbtrwx ptkt.tui thi chhsg vhhzgr pui xyghykgdhxktyur/ druhxg pkgbgr uutx shkthgrx vtci bhay dgegbysgrdrhhfi nhy ngr prt-chzbgxrgpuckhetbgr thi xyghy xgbty thzauhi vhhby ht ngdkhl tuhxmuphri' tuizhh vtci bhay dguutry mu ktbd mutrtpkhhdi sh pux/

kuhy ctrhfyi' khdy tuhpwi yha

thi txgnckh thhi chk uutx uugysrtntyha vgfgri sh etxyi pui"ngkprgeyhx" thbaurgbx uutxsteyuhrho ctmtki hgsi htr zhl muahmi pui sh txyrtbtnhag ektdgx'tui stx uugy tuhytntyha vgfgrish etxyi pui vgky eghr thitkdgnhhi surftuhx sh xyghy/

sh tsuutetyi uuhki tuhl ntfikgbdgr sh mhhy tpabhy chz uugi t"dgagshdygr" egi tbektdi tsteytr tsgr chzbgx ptr mhuuhkgetnpgbxtmhg' uutx uugy ntfidrhbdgr mu crgbdgi ektdgx/ kuhythhi dguutdyg pkti' uuhki sh "yrhhgkkthgrx" tz tuhxgr cteungi dgkypui khhgchkhyh tui etnpgbxghatithbaurgbx' ztki chzbgxgr tuhlstrpi ctmtki ayrtpi nhy shetnptbhwx thhdgbg dgky thi dguuhxgxtry ektdgx' t arhy uutx thzctks ptrstny dguutri ptrwi

"tubygrdrtci sh prhbmhpi pubgouutregrx etnpgbxghati xhxygo/"

sh prhhzi pui "ngkprgeyhx"thbaurgbx thi bhu htre xyghy thztzuh txyrtbtnha vuhl' tz sh kgmyghtri mhreukhry thi tkctbh tntxhuug rgptro pkti thi sgodgchy' uutx egi ngdkhl vhcargsumhri sh etxyi pui vgky eghrthi bhu htre xyghy' tcgr sgr pktithz ehhbntk bhay dgdtbdgi mu uuhhythi tkctbh tui nhy sh vhhbyhdguuhbyi thi xyghy rgdhrubd thz bhaygruutrygy ehhi cgxgrg rgzukytyi/

thcgr t htr murhe vty shxyghy thbaurgbx sgpy/ dgkhhdy tmhhyuuhhkhdg "ntrtytrhuo" tuh;ngkprgeyhx thbaurgbx prhnhunx'tcgr stx kuhpy tp gbsg hubh tui shkthgr drupgx uuhki zhl ntfi drhhyptr txtl vgfgrg prhnhuo etxyitui ngr dgrhfy ektdgx/

tunhuxyh.:

kthgrx sruei tuh; tkctbh mu ntfimhuuhkg ektdgx yhpgr tui yhhgrgr

bhu htre xhyh thhbuutuhbgruugkfg uuhki surfphri t "ngsheghs"ctmtkyg ntdi tpgrtmhg muptrkhri uutd' uugki stx btr egbgicteungi thi phbg; aphygkgr thi shxhyh tui bhay grdg. tbsgra' kuhyt prhai pkti pui bhu htre xyghyvgky sgptryngby/

sh xyrtygdhg thz dgmhky muvgkpi sh xyghy ptrkhri phbtbmhgkguutd surl thhbmhgi sgo ptxhe tuh;ntdi tpgrtmhgx uutx sh rgdhrubdctmtky surl "ngsheghs/"guugbyugk thz gruutrygy tz"ngbgszas eghr" pkgbgr uugkibtfdhhi sh zgkcg xyrtygdhg tuituhl ctmtki uutd ptrkuxytpgrtmhgx ckuhz thi t dgekhcgbgmtk aphygkgr/

tz sh xtry ntdi tpgrtmhgxzgbgi dguutri ptpukgr thi bhu htrepubey uuh thcgrtk tbsgra' str;ngi stl bhay ztdi/

tunmtkhdg ngbyai hubd tui tkyvtci auhi ptrkuhri mgbskhdgr tsgrdtr vubsgrygr puby surl thhbg puish phr grkhh tpgrtmhgx' surfsgozhl tuhxdgvhhky pui ptrahsgbgnjku,' tui zhl dgrtyguugy stxkgci tuh; dgzubyg ktbdg htriktuhy"t/ sh phr grkhh tpgrtmhgxzgbgi cgbs' dgxyrhe chhpgx' sut-shbgk xuuhya' tui sh pgryg " rtu-gi-uuhh/ hgsg xtry vty thrg ngku,tui jxrubu,' dguutbsi chh hgsingbya ctzubsgr/

sh tpgrtmhgx zgbgi tzuhptpukgr' nhy tzgkfg duygrgzukytyi' tz ngr tui ngraphygkgr ftpi zhl ti sgruh; uuh t

rgyubd ahpk thi t cruhzbsg ho/ shsurfabhykhfg prhhz ptr tzttpgrtmhg thz muuhai 000'51$ tui000'82$ tkgx muztngi' dguutbsikuhywi ptmhgby' uutd'etnpkhetmhgx tui aphytkntbatpy/

tzuh truo zgbgi sh xtrytpgrtmhgx tuhxdguutexi tkxntxhuug "ega ntahbgi" ptraphygkgr tui steyuhrho/ muochhaphk' thhi druhxgr "szah/ thh/"fhrurd pui thxy xhhs ntbvgyi'ctrhny thi sh dtbmg uugky sgrptr'vty fngy thcgrdgktzy zhhigrptrgbg pgks tui trhcgr muopgks pui uutd ptrkuxy tpgrtmhgxuuhhk gx thz tho drhbdgr tzuh tuisgrmu nhy agbgrg ptrshbxyi/tuhpwi tbsgri zhhy xpgeyruo vtysh "uuheytrh ngntrhgk" aphytkthi cruekhi pruchry tbmuvuhci shxtry tpgrtmhgx zhhgbshd tuhpwiauugk pui ctberty tui kheuuhstmhg'tkx t prutuu mu ckhhci kgcisurfsgo/ sgr "eub." vty bhaydgvtkpi tui sgr aphytk thz auhiktbd trtp pui sh ntpg/

"ngsheghs'" ptr ngbyai uutxvtci gx shrgey tsgr surl"ngbgszas eghr'" ctmtky dgriptr sh xtry tpgrtmhgx' uuhctkstuhxvhhki thhbgo pui "yhhp 2"shhgchyhx chh sh 04 thz ehhiptrdkhhl chkhdgr uuh ctmtki shchygrg etbxeuugbmi pui shertbevhhy chh sh 05' tui stx thzbtr rgsbshd pui thhi thhbmhdg njkv'cag, sh cgbgphyi zgbgi tuhldguutkshd mu ptrnhhsi vtr.

ertbevhhy' xyrtue' tui ti t ahgurprtckgngi/

tcgr ctmtkbshd tzuh crhhyeuny nhy t prhhz' tui sh vgkysgpy/ cttnyg thi tkctbh vtci zhldgftpy tz gx dhhy t ayhek "vperuugky" thi sgo dgchy' tui ngi str;ntfi trsgbubd/

thz sh vgky sgpy/ tuhpdgeunginhy t pkti' tz ngi uugy tbvuhcinhy trsgbubd thi bhu htre xhyh'uuhctks stry eungi ptr sh ngrxygntdi tpgrtmhgx pui thcgr shdtbmg xyghy/ uutx vhhxy trsgbubd?tz "ngsheghs" uugy ntfi tetbyrtey nhy ckuhz phbg;aphygkgr mu ctmtki sh tpgr-tmhgx stryi' tui xhh uugr nhy"ngsheghs" tsgr "ngbgszagseghr" thi bhu htre xhyh uugy egbgintfi sh tpgrtmhg thi ckuhz thhbgpui sh phbg; aphygkgr/

sgr pkti uugy suhgri nhbhnuo tvtkc htr tuhxmuphri "kngav'"uutrahhbkhl kgbdgr' ngdkhl tphkuthcgr t htr mhhy/ tcgr sh xyghythz auhi teyhuu thi sgo pkti/

sh xyghy vty dgntfy t khxygpui 52 aphygkgr thi bhu htre xhyhuugkfg vtci dgntfy sh xtrytpgrtmhgx thi 70w' tui hgsgr tuh;sh khxyg egi trhhbahei t drubykhfgtpkhetmhg mu cteungi sh ngsheghsetbyrtey/ sh xyghy uugy tuhxuugkiphbg; aphygkgr pui sh 52/)thbsruhxi pui b/ h/ xhyh thz sgrdtbmgr pkti bhay dhkyhd/(

kuhy gexpgryi' vty ngi shcgxyg rgzukytyi chh aphygkgruutx ntfi ngr tpgrtmhgx/

tuhpwi uutdatk:

xyghy uuhk btr 5 ngsheghs-ctmtkyg"ntdi tpgrtmhg" grygr thi b/ h/ xhyh

prgzhsgby tctnt euny tubygrdruhx srue mu ctayhngi btftntksr/ szati vtugrs tkx "vgky mtr"pui tkg dgzubyvhhy prtdgx tuictvtbskubdgi thcgr "drtubs zgrtu"trchhygr tui rgyubd ntbatpy/

sr/ vtugrs' sgr dguugzgbgrshrgeytr pui pgsgrtki"teupghatbgk xghpyh gbs vgky"tdgbyur )cgxgr ctetuby tkx"tuat"' tsgr AHSO(' thz thi 60wctayhny dguutri surl prgzhsgbycua mu sgo tny' tkxettrshbghytr pui tkg dgzubyvhhyprtckgngi chh "drtubs zgrt" tui shyuhzbygr rgyubd ntbatpy uugkfgvtci dgtrchhy stry btl sh 11-9ygrtr tyteg/ tcgr thi hukh 80wvty tho cua tpdgztdy pui tny tuisgr szatc thz dgckhci khhshd/

sh pubeykhfg tui rhfyhdg dgzuby

prtckgngi uutx rgyubd trchhygrtui btbyg afhbho vtci dgkhyi pui"drtubs zgrt" ptrpgxyhdubd' thztunngdkhl mu uuhxi chz t ktbdgmhhy/ tcgr xwthz tbdgbungi tz shkupy stry' tbdgztpy nhy fkgrkhhfgnhetki pui sh ptrcrgbygdgchhsgx tui tubygrgrshagntygrhtki' vty dgagshdyyuhzbygr phhgrkgagr' ptkhmhtbyi'tbsgrg rgyubd ntbatpy'sgntkhati trchhygr tui ktetkgthhbuutuhbgr/

chh t etbdrgx etnhyg zhmubdmuuhh htr murhe vtci steyuhrho tuiphhgrkgagr agpi ptrktbdy tz sgrbhhgr "11-9 dgzubyvhhy mtr" sr/vtugrs ztk drhbsi t prtdrtobtfmudhhi sh drtubs zgrtu ntbatpyuuhhbhdxybx 03 htr' uuhhk btr thi tztktbdg ygrnhi uugy ngi egbgidrubykhl ptrayhhi sh atsbx puihgbgo pkt./ pteyha vty gr bhaygxphgy mu drhbsi tzt drubykhfgrprtdrto cgptr gr thz dgpkuhdi puitny' tui erhyhegr vtkyi tz tuhctctnt aygky tho murhe uugy grht egbgi tvgraygki sh uuhfyhdgthbmhtyhuug/

tctnt dgcgyi mu thcgraygkivgky mtr ptr "drtubs zgrtu"

sh "ngsheghs" prtdrto thi bhuhtre xyghy vty sgo htbutrdgvuhci sh tpmtk uutx sh rgdhrubddhy ptr steyuhrho tuixpgmhtkhxyi mu sgei sh dgzubyvhhypui ehbsgr tui ptnhkhgx nhyauutfg ptrshbxyi/

tuhdi steyuhrho' xpgmhtkhxyituh; vgr-ertpy tui tuhgrintahbskgl' tui gbkhfg gexpgryithi t dguuhxg pgks' uugki cteungit vgfgrubd pui truo %02/

sh prhhz uutx "ngsheghs"ctmtky ptr steyuhrho muptrarhhci t prgxerhcati ptrcrhki tsgr etbytey kgbxgx uugytruhpdhhi nhy dtbmg pupmhdprtmgby' tcgr prhhsy thhl btlbhay' uuhhk ngi rgsy xl vfk puiekhhi dgky/

chz vhhby pkgdy sgr tuhdisteytr cteungi muuhai 4$ chz 51$'dguutbsi tuh; sh tuhdi muaytbs' tuipui thmy tui uuhhygr cteuny ngimuuhai 7$ chz ntexhnuo 02$/

dguugbkhfg steyuhrho uugkicteungi t vgfgrubd pui"ngsheghs'" dguutbsi kuhy zhhgrptl' tcgr tuhl bhay ehhi druhxgdgkygr/ xpgmhtkhxy thi rtshtmhguugki tcgr cteungi t abhy thizhhgr tpmtk/ thi dgdbygr uutu gxzgbgi ptrvti uuhhbhd steyuhrho'uugki sh tryhdg steyuhrho cteungit ctzubsgrg %01 vgfgrubd ngr uuh

steyuhrho thi tbsgrg dgdbygr/tuhl uugy sh xyghy dgci t

ctzubsgrg vgfgrubd ptr pruhgi tuiehbsgr steyuhrho uutx zgbgi yhhkthi ngsheghswx "ntnx" prtdrto'tui tuhl ptr phshgyrhatbx tubygrsh xyghywx "ph/ ph/ gh/ xh/"prtdrto ptr dgzubyg ehbsgr/

muo grayi ntk' uugkisteyuhrho cteungi ngr dgky ptruuhzhyi uutx zgbgi xhhdgxegszaugky pui ptrtuhx' tui xhhpteyha mudgaygky' thi "bhaychzbgx" ayubsgi' uuh chhbtfy'zubytd' tui kgdtkg jdtu,/ shtpthbyngby nuz zhhi ptrtuhxctayhny tuh; sh stzhdg tuhxbtomhhy' tui bhay dgftpy thi sh kgmygnhbuy/

dkhhfmhhyhd vty "ngsheghs"dgntksi tz sh yruhgrhd ctetbygcrhuugi mu ngksi tz "sh hgrkhfgntexhnuo mtk steytrtpthbyngbyx thz auhi ptrbumy"uugki tuhpvgri mu eungi' surl t bhhgprtdrto uutx uugry thhbdgphrysgo zungr' tz "ngsheghs" uugyvgfgri sh ntexhnuo tpthbyngbyxpgr htr' dguutbsi kuhy shdgzubyvhhy pubgo ngbya' tuisteyuhrho uugki egbgi txtldrhbdgr tpgkhri ptr t "uughuugr"mu grkuhci ptr t ptmhgbyngr steytr uuhzhyi thbgo zgkcihtr/

"ngsheghs" vhhcy tpmtk ptrsteyuhrho tui xpgmhtkhxyi

- rgdhrubd thi ptkhxh -


tuhxdgrgfby tkg dgagpyi uutxzgbgi sgzhdbhry dguutri ptr shvnxphe xyhnukux pkti'thhbdgyhhky kuhy sh dgdbygr puintbxh tui ahfui xeuuhrt' erh, hutk'uuhkhtnxcurd' ctrt ptre tui shthcgrhdg pui bhu htre xhyh/

thi tpxyghy' cteungi sh xyg;01 prtmgby vbjv chh "drgbs pusntregy" tsgr "rtekgbs farntregy'" uuh tuhl chh "pghpgrpkgxyhe pktx"' ptr tkg drtxgrhtui vhho dgcruhfi/ thi uuhkhtnxcurddhhy sgr vnxphe pkti chh "xtuyxhhs xupgrntregy'" tui ptr xyg;thi ctrt ptre tui tkg tbsgrgyhhki pui bhu htre xhyh chh "95wygxyrhy drtxgrh" thi ctrt ptre/

thi tkg dgdbygr' uugry tuhlmudgaygky sh 01 prtmgbyshxetuby thi gykhfg ktetkganurv nmv cgegrhhgi' tui chh

gykhfg ktetkg cuyagr dgagpyituh; tkg pkhha dgcruhfi/

uuh btr sh crhuugi nhy shpubeykhfg thhbmkvhhyi zgbgitbdgeungi mu tkg aytcnhydkhsgr' uugkfg zgbgi muzhhy tuimuaprhhy tungyuo pui xygyithhktbs chz ehhnhag kghe' thz sgrpkti ctdrhxy dguutri tkx t dtrprhhkhfg thcgrrtaubd/

ngi vty euho dgdkhhcy tz stxthz yteg t nmhtu,' tcgr ctks btl5 tzhhdgr hgbgo ytd' r"j tsr' uugixhh uugkfgr aytc nhydkhsgr vtygpgx thhbdgeuhpy thi thhbx pui shctayhnyg dgagpyi' vty sgr"rgxhy" dgahhby tui dgkuhfyi: chhsh tubygrayg aurv vty zhl

dgkhhby ekhp tui ektr' 01 prtmgbyshxetuby' trtp t mgbyk pubgo xlvfk/

ptrayhhy zhl' tz vhhbyhdi ytdnhy tzuhphk thbygrgxtbygshxetubyx tui rhcghyx tui fkgrkhhetxyungr ctdbtshbdgi thi tzuhphkdgagpyi' egi khhfy tubygreungi tptrnhaubd nhy sh vbjv tui hgbgvbjv' tcgr vnxphe vtytrtbszahry sgo xyhnukux pktinhywi zgkci prhbmhp thcgrtk' tzsgr mgi prtmgby shxetuby ztkcrgbdgi sh ntexhnuo vbjv ptrwietxyungr/ tuhc nwstr; gx rgfgbgicgptr tsgr btl ti tbsgri jacui'ztk tk. kuhpi sgr xhxygo tz sgretxyungr nuz truhxeungi nhywi

ngrxyi cgbgphy pubgo vnxphexyhnukux shxetuby/

vnxphe tdgbyur' thi btngi puitkg btby mu yuhzby napju,' yuyyteg st tuhxsruei ti gpgbykhfgstbe cagr c, rcho ptr tkgxujrho tui dgagpy thhdgbyungruugkfg vtci sh zfhw tbyhhk mu bgngithi tzt uuhfyhdi shxetuby prtdrtomu vgkpi tzuhphk thshag vhhzgr/vah", ztk thhl ctmtki fpkhfpkhho' nhy vapgu, yucu, tuiruujho gs ckh sh/ ]nhr uutkyituhxdgrgfby sh bgngi pui sh yhhgrgxujrho' fuko tvucho fuko crurho'tcgr uuhctks gykhfg uuhki ckhhcitbtbho' ktzi nhr tkg bgngi thi tcjhw pui n,i cx,r/[

uuh dgztdy' thz sgr prtdrtodguutri dhkyhd rta jusa tsr'thbgo ytd anrchi cu canjv/ uuhctetby ayhhy bhay thi sh puxehopubeykhl uutx nwngd ht tsgr bhayyti mu ptrngri anjv' tui tuhcnwegi nhy tzt xyhnukux shxetubysgrprhhgi vubsgrygr tuivubsgrygr thshag vhhzgr' vfkruuj/

sgr prtdrto kuhpy uuhhygr tituhpvgr chz muo zni vske, vbru,pui grc achgh ak pxj/ thi tbsgrguugrygr' uuhktbd gx thz ngdkhl mudgbhxi pui sgo vnxphe shxetubyprtdrto kfcus huo yuc pxj' tzuhktbd thz gx dhkyhd/

ckhhcy btr thcgr mu uutubyai't farwi' kgfyhdi tui prhhkhfi huoyuc' tui vkuth ztki nhr zufv zhhi muocgxyi xyhnukux pkti pui vah",tkhhbx' sh dtukv akhnv' tui nhynahjwi thbthhbgo prtuugi sgo ercipxj thi ch, vnesa' tni/

akji gurl:

"vnxphe xyhnukux pkti" vgkpy trhhbcrgbdgipurho tui pxj thi vubsgrygr thshag ayhcgr

tui uuhfyhdgr uuh tkg tbsgrg htri/thcgrvuhpy thz stx tzuh thiaprtl' uugi sh anugxi tui uugrygruutx stx ehbs vgry tuhx btl

thhsgr gx egi dgvgrhd rgsi zgbgipui sh uuhfyhdxyg akhxkgi ptrwiaprtl tui uutetcuktr pubgo ehbstuh; kgcbxkgbdkhl/

tuhc tzuh' vtci sh ptragrdguutky uuhxi' thz ngdkhl tz stxehbswx zhmi thi t egrhsza gykhfgagv t ytd' tuuge pui ctetbygpgrztbgi tui nhywi pbho mu sh

prgnsg dtx tuh; tuugd uutx bgny

tuuge pubgoehbs shdgkgdbvhhy mu

"rgsi" nhy shntng tui vgri uutx zh

ztdy' ktzy thcgr tbgdtyhuug tpektbd tuh;sh mueubpyg aprtl tui

rgsi aytpk pubgo ehbs?sh btmhtbtkg

grmhtubd nhbhxygrhuothi gbdktbs vty

ctaygky sr/ x/zhshhe' t prtpgxtrthi"sguugktpngbyk

xhhetktszah'" mu

ayushri sh ygng/ zh nhy btl tdtbmg aytc ptragr vtci cnal tktbdg mhhy btfdgeuey fngy srhhyuhzby ptnhkhgx thcgr tkg aygytui aygykgl thcgr dtb. crhytbhg/

zhh vtci dgphbgi ptrtuhx-euebsg egrhszagx tkx uuhhy ngrptpukgr uuh murhe-euebsg' fngy 51egdi 1/ tcgr thi sh uugdgkgl tuh;murheuugdx vtci sh cghchx"dgrgsy" nhy sh ntng thcgrstpky ngr uuh cghchx vtci dgrgsynhy zhhgr ntng thi egrhszagx uutxeuei tuh; ptrtuhx/

ngi uutky dgegby ekgri tz shxhcv thz pauy: gkygri uutx zgbgingr rgsguushd nhy zhhgr cghch vtcisuet uugdi sgo dgeuhpy t egrhszauutx euey tuh; murhe tuigrngdkhfy stx anugxi' tcgr bhaytz stx thz gpgx ptrchbsi nhywitbyuuhekubdgi pubgo ehbs/

vtci sh ptragr dguutky ytegstx pgxyaygki' tui zhh vtci stituhxdgekhci gykhfg mgbskhdgrgkygri tui zhhgr cghch' tui zhhtbdgctyi chhsg xtry egrhszagxtuh; pupmi nhbuy/ thi sh stzhdg

pgryk ayubsg' vtci sh ntngx nhysh egrhszagx tuh; rheuugryxdganugxy nhy zhhgr cghch stpkyngr uuh sh ntngx nhy ptrtuhxegrhszagx' tui zhhgrg cghchx vtcidgktfy txtl ngr uuh sh cghchxuutx vtci dgeuey tuh; ptrtuhx/

thbygrgxtby' drtsg' tz gx thzbhay suet stx tkhhbx tz ngi eueybhay tuh; sh ntng tsgr uugr gxphry sh egrhsza/ gx thz suet sgrntbdgk thi xhh uugkfg etnhubhetmhgmuuhai sh ntng tui cghch/ shptragr zgbgi dguutri thcgrmhhdythi sgo uuhhk uugi stx ehbs vtytbdgftpy sh ntng tsgr ytyg chhovgbyk tui aptmhry thbthhbgo'tphku stx ehbs vty sti dgeueytuh; ptrtuhx tui bhay tuh; shntng' thz sgr "anugx" muuhaintng tui ehbs dguugi btl cgxgr uuhuugi stx ehbs thz dgkhdi thiegrhsza nhywi pbho mu sh ntng/]tbftpi chho vgbyk tui dhhithbthhbgo thz thi sgo dgchy dguugish zgkcg uuh vtkyi stx ehbs thi shvtby/[

sr/ zhshhe thz nusvtz sh mhhy uutx tcghch zhmy tsgrkhdy thi egrhszathi tsurfabhykhfg ytdthz bhay nna tzuh ktbd'tui gx egi btl tk. zhhitz sh thcgrmhhdgbhaiuutx sh ptragr vtcidgphbgi thz btrtunuuhfyhdg tbgestyiuugkfg vtci bhay ehhiertbyg tpgey tvgr tsgrtvhi thbgo ehbswx mueubpy/tcgr stl' ztdy zhshhe' thz gx

dgbud tuh; mu ntfi uuhhygrshdgayushgx nhy ngr pubeykhfehhy thisgo dgchy/

thhi ztl thz ektr' ztdy sr/zhshhe thi t "dtxy gshytrhgk" thit uuhfyhdg prtnhbgbyg tuhxdtcg'tz tpdgzgi thi uugkfi rhfyubd shegrhsza thz dguutbsi' ztki gkygrianugxi nhy t cghch uuhphk gx dhhy'chh hgsg dgkgdbvhhy/

tui btl t ztl euny st muotuhxphr' arhhcy zhshhe' tz egrhszaptreuhpgrx tui ntbupgeyaurgrxztki bgngi mu egbygbhx uuhphkzhhgrg prtsueyi egbgi ngdkhltpgeyhri sgr mueubpy pui zhhgrgcghch etxyungrx' tui "ktnhr ntfizhfgr mu ctgvri sh grayg etnptbhuutx grmhhdy t drhbdg mtnkhhdegrhsza uutx egi vtkyi t cghchthi chhsg rhfyubdgi tui thzgptrsgck ptr tkg gkygri/"

athbu husg katuk:

egi rhfyubd pui cghch-egrhszatpgeyhri aprtl pui t ehbs?

ayushg apgeukhry tz/// tpar

( 1 (פארזעצונג פון זייט


01 prtmgby shxetuby pkti trtbszahry ptr vnxphe xyg;thi tkg dgdbygr tuh; drtxgrh' pkhha' nmu, tui ctke-xghkx'- prtdrto dhkyhd pui r"j tsr chz grc achgh ak pxj vcgk"y


muprhsi pubgo pkti' ztdbshd tz uuhthhsgr ntfi ngbyai tuhpvgri murhhfgri' uugy gx zhh gbsgra yrhhcimu euhpi sh xjurv tuhpwi auutrmintregy' tui sh xyghy uugy btlsgrkhhdi dgky/ ngi atmy tz shxyghy ptrkhry hgrkhl 006$ nhkhtithi ayhhgri mukhc mhdtrgyi xghkxtubygrwi yha' tui tuhc sgr prhagrayhhgr tuh; dgagpyi dhhy thiertpy egi sh ayhhgr ptrkuxytruhpdhhi chz 1 chkhti stktr' ztdi

ctrhfyi/thcgr dtb. bhu htre xyghy'

zgbgi st truo 52 yuhzby dgagpyiuutx ptreuhpi mhdtrgyi/ kuhy thhictrhfy thz ngdkhl tz fngy vtkcpui sh dgagpyi uugki thbdtbmitrtpbgngi mhdtrgyi pui shptkhmgx' tuhc sh xyghywx pkti dhhytrhhi thi ertpy/

tui gx zgvy tuhx uuh sgr pktiuugy yteg ptruuhrekhfy uugri'uuhhk uuhphk khcgrygrhgi tui prtu-chzbgx drupgx gx uugki zhl aygkiegdi sgo pkti tkx chzbgx tuhx' thzptry bhay ptrvti ehhbgr uutx ztkzhl tbbgngi nhy vhmhdg prtygxyiptr xo vnu, mhdtrgykgl/

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thi tbsgrg dgzubyvhhy tuidrtxgrh tbyuuhekubdgi:

sgr pkti mu ktzi drtxgrhxptreuhpi tketvtk' uuh uuhhi tuicrtbpgi' dhhy uuhhygr thi tkctbh'yrt. sh argekhfg tptzhmhg puikhegr xytrx tui zhhgrg tsuutetyi/

bhu htre thz pui sh thhbmhdxygxyghyx thi tngrheg uutx vty btltzt dgzg./ gexpgryi mhhdi ti tuh;bhu szagrxh' uuh tketvtk thz tdrtxgrh prtsuey pubey uuh etkhrxtust' tui stl zgbgi ptrvti dgbudtui btl khetr dgagpyi nhy phhbgthhbeubpy/

stegdi steyuhrho' vgkycttnyg tui sh "ntngx tbyegdisrhhuugi ahfur" ettkhmhg ztdi tzgrkuhci sh dgvgrhdg ptreuh; puitketvtkhag dgyrtbegi uugy 1(dgci ptr ehbsgr akgfyg dgstbegiuugdi yrubegi muphk' 2( ntfidrhbdgr mu euhpi tketvtk tubygr12 htr' tui 3( vgfgri sh rhzheg puisrhhuugi tubygrwi thhbpkux puitketvtk/

sh xyghy pktby mu ptrshbgiprhag 061$ nhkhti t htr surlgrkuhci prhag yuhzbygr dgagpyimu ptreuhpi tketvtk' uutx hgsgthhbmhdg "khetr khhxgbx" crgbdytrhhi 000'5$ t htr ptr sh xyghy/

gk chgur jn.:

dgagpyi uugki yhhgr ctmtkimu egbgi ptreuhpi mhdtrgyi

pkti pui khegr thi drtxgrhx dhhy uuhhygr


eungi tui ptrrhfyi sgo prtckgokao uk,ptr,/

sgr prtdrto vhhxy "rhxytr")EROTSER(' tui vnxphe thzdguutri ctaygyhdy surl shrgdhrubd mu xgruuhri sgo prtdrtoptr xhh uugkfi shrv thhdgbyungrvgfgr 06 htr' thi cruekhi tui thirtekgbs etubyh/

sgrhcgr egi vnxphe yti"gngrszagbxh rhpghrx" uutx egiyrgpi chho stl' xygpx' ptrya'ptubsghati' uuh tuhl egi stx zhhichho gkgeyrhe xhxygo' uutxgr tuixugr' xhh uugkfg pktnchbd' vhhmubdtui ehkubd' mucrtfgbg uuhbstux'tsgr xhh uutx egi zhhi t xfbv chhodhhi – uuh atekshdg yrgp'mucrtfgbg yhr' ts"d/

thi thhi aurv: xhh uutx thi ayucngi str; buhyhd ptrrhfyi uuhhk gxthz t rhzheg pui xfbv ptr sh vuhzthhbuutuhbgr' egi "vnxphe rhxytr"ptrrhfyi tuh; sh vgfxygxytbstryi pui euutkhygy/

sgr prtdrto egi tuhxzgvi "muduy mu zhhi tn,'" tcgr gx thz tkgcgshdgr nmhtu,' uuhhk sh rgdhrubdthz drhhy mu ctmtki ptr dguuhxgetxyi pui ptrrhfyi t vuhz' nhywimhk tz ngi ztk egbgi ckhhci uutuhbgithi ayuc dgzubygrvhhy ti ehhi auoprtckgngi' tui ngi ztk bhaystrpi apgygr vtci sh rhzheg puistrpi tbeungi mu t buhrxhbd vtuo/

sgr mhk thz' mu vtkyi sh vuhzcteuugo tui "xgh;'" nhy drhbdgmuyrhy ptr sh thhbuutuhbgr thi vuhz/

"vnxphe rhxytr" uugryphbtbmhry surl sh bhu htre xyghyvtuzhbd sgptryngby' tui thz yhhkpui sh uutexbsg mtk prtdrtngi chhvnxphe uutx uugri mudgaygky surlsh tuhytrhygyi pui vtuzhbd tuixtagk xgruuhxgx' thi mudtc mu shxgrhg "xpgmhgkg vhk;" prtdrtngipui tnrs"s/

zhby "vnxphe rhxytr" thz trhhithi ertpy thcgr t vtkc htr murhe'vty sgr dguutkshdgr prtdrto auhituhpdgrtfyi mgbskhdgr napju,thi cruekhi' ahfui xeuuhrt tuintbxh' uugi thi zhhgrg vhhzgr zgbgigbskhl ptrrtfyi dguutri grbxygprtckgngi csrl fcus tuiprtpgatbgk/

sh "rhxytr"prtdrto uugrytbdgphry surl nu"v hartk nrsfhrtzbcgrd vh"u thi tpxyghy tui surlnu"v hutk crgfgr vh"u thi bhuhtre xhyh/

ptr ngr thbptrntmhg' tsgr mutuhxphki ti tpkhetmhg ptr"vnxphe rhxytr"' rupy sh"mgbyrtkg thbyghe" khbhg puivnxphe' tui sh yrgbhryg aytcnhydkhsgr zgbgi drhhy tuhpmubgngithhgr ru; cxcr pbho hpu,/

thi tpxyghy thz sh bungr 0020-305-548' tui thi bhu htre xhyhthz sh bungr 0048-783-817gexygbati 201/

tur cnuacu,o:

phkg vhhzgr tuhpdgrtfyisurl vhk; pui uutexbsg "vnxphe rhxytr" prtdrto

( 36 /tkgngi (פארזעצונג פון זייטtui' vtcbshd sgo pukxyi

tjrhu, tuh; danhu, tui rujbhu,mudkhhl' ztdy vnxphe kuhy shtbuuhhzubdgi pubgo nadhj akhy"t'tz sgr juk vnugs prtdrto thzptry bhay ptxhd ptr druhxghubdkgl tui cjurho uutx zgbgi c"vdgzuby tui aytre tui gkygri ztkizhh bhay ahei tkx ctdkhhygr/

uuh tkg htri' uugy vnxphemuaygki pukg yrtbxptrytmhg muojuv"n prtdrto pui tkg vhhnhagdgdbygr thi bhu htre' kuhy uuh shxgruuhx ettrshbghytr uugkithhbngksi ptr sh gkygri/ ptr "msvksrl"' uugy vnxphe vtci txpgmhgkg pkt. thbgo ptre uutxuugry mudgaygky "far kpxj" ptreurmg thcgrchhx knvsrhi nivnvsrhi/

mu ptrzhfgri t ruthdg trsgbubdtui dganteg ptrcrgbd ptr hgsimudkhhl' uugry thhbdgaygky t xsrvhuo kuhywi zhhdgr pubgo ytd/ pui 11ptrnhytd chz 2 tzhhdgr btfnhytdcgrl' uugy stx pkt. zhhituhxakhxkhl ptr etbxungrx tuizhhgrg ctdkhhygr uugkfg eungi nhysh ctxgx pui vnxphe/ napju, uutxeungi nhy thhdgbg yrtbxptrytmhg'tui tkg etbxungrx uutx eungishrgey pui sh drup-vhhngi nhy shvnxphe uugbx' uugki egbgi eungi pui2 tzhhdgr chz 03:5 btfnhytd/

uuh dgztdy' uugy vnxphe thi sheungbshdg ygd truhxahei ptxy

etrykgl nhy ngr pubeykhfgthhbmkvhhyi pubgo prtdrto uutxuugri tuhxdgtrchhy cag, nhr dhhgimuo srue/

ptr ngr thbptrntmhg egi ngirupi sgo thhdgbgo xgruuhxettrshbghytr tsgr nrx/ eyhbt

,jhw/ tui gx ckhhcy btr mu ztdi t,phkv tz sgr kgcgshdgr juk vnugsprtdrto ztk crgbdgi anj, huo yucptr sh dgvuhcgbg etbxungrx' hubdtui tky' tui zhhgrg jaucg napju,tui ctvgkpgr' fuko tvucho fukocrurho/

anj, huo yuc:

"vnxphe" uugy muaygki druhxi prtdrtosgo juk vnugs thi "pti-yhho tngrheg"


thz sgr kgmygr "g;/ sh/ gh/"etnhatbgr dguugi sr/ gbsru uutigatbctl' t ctrhnygr egbxgrxpgmhtkhxy pui "gbsgrxti"mgbygr thi ygextx' tui ngi vtytho ctyrtfy tkx dtr duy dgthhdbyptr zhhi ptzhmhg/ tcgr shprtckgngi pui zhhi ptrdhhgr zgbgidguugi muphk ptr tho mu ptrrhfyi/hgbgr thz dguugi sr/ ertupgrs' puictru; t uugygrhbtr' t steytr ptrcvnu, tui jhu,' tui sh ngshmhbhaguugky vty btl chz vhhby bhaytuhpdgvgry mu ayuhbgi uuhtzuhnwegi ctayhngi t pgrsixpgmhtkhxy tuh; t pgsgrtkgtdgbyur uutx vty ngr tsgruuhhbhdgr etbyrtk tuh; fngy 57prtmgby pui sh tngrhetbgrgetbtnhg' sgrubygr tkg gxi' tkgyrubegi' tkg ngshmhbgi' tkgngshmhbhag ntahbgi tui tptrtyiekhhi tui druhx' tkg gxi tui yrubegitui ngshmhbgi ptr jhu, tui cvnu,)auhi' vty gr ht dgvty gpgxahhfu,(' tui tuhl tchxk etbyrtktuh; uuhytnhi xupkgngbyi tuitkygrbtyhuug rputu,/

tkgbptkx' eungi vtncurd)thsha tpaytnhd( tui atrpxyhi )tths( trhhi thi t auugrg sgkhetygmhhy chh sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" tui shngshmhbhag thbsuxyrhg vtpy muzgvi srtntyhag ptrcgxgrubdgi uuhtnabgkxyi/

tcgr ptr sh tctnttsnhbhxyrtmhg thz sh "g;/ sh/ gh/"ckuhz thhbx thi t xgrhg dgzubyvhhyprtckgngi uutx ngi str; vhhki'tui ngdkhl tz uuh auugr sh tdgbyurztk zhhi ptrwi uuhhxi vuhz' zgbgi shtbsgrg yhhki pui sh tdgbsg ngdkhlngr auugr tui etnpkhmhry/

thi pgsgrtki "xyhnukux pkti"vty tctnt dgktzy trhhbkhhdifngy 007$ chkhti ptr "vgky eghrrgptro'" ftya sh pubeykhfgthhbmkvhhyi pubgo pkti zgbgi btlbhay ektr' tuhc zhh gezhxyhri cfkk/sgr prgzhsgby vty thhbhdg uutfimurhe tpdgvtkyi t "vgky eghrxtnhy" thi uuhhxi vuhz' tcgr sh

thhbg ztl uutx ngi vty ektrctaktxi chho xtnhy txhpv thzdguugi mu/// ntfi ti txhpv/ tuutryztdgr ptrwi prgzhsgby vtydgztdy tz chz gbsg htr uugy zhfgrtruhxeungi t vgky rgptro pktinhy tkg thhbmkvhhyi/

kuhy gexpgryi' xhh uugkfgvgky rgptro pkgbgr gx uugritbdgbungi' uugy gx btr egbgimuaytbs eungi nhy bhhyrtkhygypui chhsg ptryhhgi ti ehhi ptkhyhe'tui stx thz bhay gruutrygy muptxhri cgptr gbsg htr/ tuhl ztdish gexpgryi tz mu rhfyhdrgptrnhri sh vgky eghr xhxygothi tngrheg uugy ngi nuzi 1(ptrzhfgri tz hgsgr chrdgr' druhxtui ekhhi' vty vgky thbaurgbx' 2(khhdi ngr dguuhfy tuh; ptrnhhsiergbe kf,jhkv uuh tuh; ctvtbskgiuugi zhh zgbgi auhi st' 3( rgsumhri shetxyi pui dgrhfy ektdgx egdisteyuhrho tui aphygkgr' 4(rgsumhri sh etxyi pui ngshmhbgisurl ktzi "ngsheghr" sruei tuh; shthbsuxyrhg ptr yhpg shxetubyx' 5(rgsumhri drhhzi pui steyuhrho tuiaphygkgr' tui 6( thhbphri tcgxgrg xtphxhehryg xhxygo puingshek rgetrsx tui gkhnhbhrichurtertyhag ptphr trchhy/

dkhhfmhhyhd' stvh thi bhu htrexyghy vty sh vgky eghrthbsuxyrhg tbdgvuhci t ntxhuugptkhyhag erhd egdi sh cuszagypkgbgr pui dtuugrbtr pgygrxti'uugkfgr cteuny 42$ chkhti pubgo"xyhnukux" pkti tcgr tbaytyrgsumhri abhyi mu uuhfyhdgprtdrtngi tui aphygkgr' uuhk shpgygrxti tsnhbhxyrtmhg bumi shdgky mu gkhnhbhri ayhhgrvgfgrubdgi uutx gr vty dgvtydgpktby tuh; cgxgrg ptrshbgrx/

sgr cuszagy pui bhu htre xyghyptr vhh-htr str; uugri ctaygyhdychz tprhk 1/

dhhgbshd muo srue ztdi tkgtbshhyubdgi tz sgr cuszagy uugytsurl dhhi thi mhhy' tcgr shthhbmkvhhyi pubgo cuszagy uugridgvtkyi thi drgxyi dgvhhnbhx chzsh kgmyg nhbuy/

tbtkhz:

bhhg "g;/ sh/ gh/" vuhpyi btr aph. pui vgky rgptro

vgky eghr tbyuuhekubdgi thi uutahbdyti tui tkctbh



]ptrzgmubd pui jusa tsr[

hahcv ,urv ujxs

chh "hahcv ,urv ujxs'" xhh thi erh, hutkthi tui xhh thi ntbxh' thz sgr xsr vhuo tdtbmi ehhkgfshd htr mudgaygky kuhy shtyntxpgrg pui t rhfyhdg hahcv' muo drgxyiptrdgbhdi tui ,fkh, pui sh yhhgrg cjurh jnsahjhu' fuko tvucho fuko crurho/

",urv ujxs" thz ygfbha ti tpyhhkubd pui"vnxphe sgh vgchkhyghati"' t druhxgrvnxphe prtdrto ptr mgbskhdgr etbxungrxuugkfg zgbgi auhi tuhxdguutexi sh aukg htritui ayhhdi uuhhygr tubygr t ptrnty puiptxhdg teyhuuhygyi thcgrwi ytd/ pteyha'tcgr' dgphbgi zhl tubygr "sgh vgc" tuutexbsg mtk druhxg cjurho nhy dgvuhcgbgbanu, tui vuhfg pubemhgx uutx egbgi tuivtci khc mu zhmi gk v,urv ugk vgcusv tuh;

zhhgr ayhhdgr' tui ptr zhhgryuugdi vtyvnxphe dgdrhbsgy sh "hahcv ,urv ujxs/"

sgr ",urv ujxs" tpyhhkubd thi erh, hutkvtky auhi thbdhfi chho tpmhhfgbgi dtbmgmuuhh htr zhby thr drhbsubd' uutx thz cag,udguugi t vhxytrhag uugbspubey thbgo pgkspui vhk; ptr xpgmhgkg cjurho/ zhby sti vtyvnxphe thhbdgphry sh zgkcg dguutkshdghahcv tpyhhkubd ptr xpgmhgkg cjurho thirtekgbs etubyh tui thi cruekhi/

chh sh hahcv thi erh, hutk thz bhay ktbdmurhe dgprtuugy dguutri t prhhkhfg"dgcuryx-ytd" ptr thhbgo pui sh jaucgcjurho ahjhu' fnr tkyr aknv rhhznti vh"u't ahhbg nxhcv chh uutx sh cjurho vtci tbyhhkdgbungi tui zhl dgprhhsy nhy zhhi anjv/ btfwicgbyai vtci zhl sh cjurho tui fkh eusatruhxdgktzy thi t phhgrkhfi ytb. kaouk,ptr,/

tcgr tz xwthz tbdgeungi jusa tsr' thz shtyntxpgrg thish hahcvtrhhbdgeungi thish cjhbv pui"nrchi canjv/"sh cjurho vtcituhpdgbungi t"purho rc" uuhsgr nbvd cfk,pumu, hartk'tui yteg bhayehhi tbsgri uuhsgr yhhgrgrvrc aknvwkgrhhznti akhy"ttc"s rtstnxe/tui nhy t rceungi tkg

dgyrhhg ayuc-ngbyai tui neurcho/ tkxsun". vevkv thz dguutri tuhpdgbungi vcwvjauc cba"e uutkuuh vh"u' tkx rta vevk thzctayhny dguutri vcw vjauc neho gukv ak",urv" fnr draui uugrmcgrdgr vh"u' tkxdcth thz ctayhny dguutri vcw vjauc fnranutk tkgzr atuk pgksnti vh"u/

rta jusa tsr thz ptrdgeungi sh ngns"vvf,rv" tui euho t uutl apgygr vty auhisgr p"r akhy"t dgphry yha thi vhfkvhahcv' nhy sgr ctyhhkhdubd pui tkgneurcho' tkg jcrho thi hahcv' tkg jcrhopui "sgh vgc'" tui sh dgyrhhg aytcnhydkhsgr' tui ptrayhhy zhl nhy nuzhetkhagctdkhhyubd/ chh sh nxhcv zgbgi tuhl dgeunginhyvtkyi xpgmhgk pui ntbxh sh cjurho puitryhdi "hahcv ,urv ujxs/"

sgr guko vty zhl dguutai mu t rhfyhdgxgusv' nhy jkv tui pha tui fk yuc uyuc'cag, sh jcrho tui xyg; zgbgi ptraygkypurhnwshd tui sh anjv dhhy thcgr tkgcrgdgx/ sgr rc vp"r akhy"t vty dgntfypurho ehsua tui humt dguugi kuhy tkgnpraho/ sgr shhi akhy"t vty sti dgztdy,urv kfcus vnxhcv' tui sgr rta vevk vtynxfho dguugi mu tkgo cxcr pbho hpu,/

zubytd ptr purho thz btftntk dgprtuugydguutri t druhxgr yha' tui sgr rtstnxegrrch akhy"t vty tpdgyrgyi pui zhhi fxtnkufv tuh; thhi ytd tui gx dgri thcgrdgdgciptr t jauci dtxy purho rc/

sh vhxytrhag rcbhag rtytmhg thzdgeungi btfsgo uutx sh jaucg cjurh vhahcvpui sh "n,hc,t dcuv" thi erh, hutk vtcituhxdgsruey drhhyehhy mu eungi nanj zhhi shxpgmhgkg cjurho pui "hahcv ,urv ujxs"tuh; zhhgr ayhhdgr' nhy vtr. tuikgcgshdehhy/ tz sh cjurho b"h uuhki vtci sh

zfhw nanj mu zhhi sh yhhgrg cjurho thz stlyteg t dguutkshdg ztl' tui zhh zgbgi dgeungiprtuugbgi t purho yha nhy sh cjurho pui",urv ujxs" tuh; t ptrbgo pui uhbugu tnu,vxhpho/ sh vgrmgr vtci dgeuutki' tkgctyhhkhdyg cjurho' pui sh n,hc,t tui pui shhahcv' vtci zhl nanj dguugi kfcus sgotbeungbshdi vhhkhdi huo yuc purho tui zhfgrtuhxdgwpugkwy tkgx duyx ptr zhl tui dtb.fkk hartk/

tcgr yrt. sh dtr ptrbungbg tuiprhhkhfg ygd thi hahcv' zgbgi sh ahgurh ,urvbhay dgaygry dguutri j"u/ ngi kgrby hgsiytd juna ra"h tui teyugkg vkfu,' shcjurho aygki zhl muo ptrvgr tuh; uutx zhhvtci dgkgrby' hgsgr fph vhfuk,/

thbygrgxtby' tz sgr rta vevk' fnrdraui uugrmcgrdgr' vty dgyrtdi sgo yhyukkfcus jusa tsr' tcgr gx thz ctzhry tuh; tvhhkhdg muuge pui t dtbmi htr/ gr vty zufvdguugi mu sh vuhfg tny tstbe zhhi pkhhxhdgtrchhy thi/// nmu, f,hc, xpr ,urv/ xwyhhay'auhi zhby thbnhyi uuhbygr vty gr tbdgvuhci tntxhuug dgvuhcgbg prthgey pui tkhhbx ktziarhhci t xpr ,urv kzfu,u ukvmkj,u/

hgsi ytd chho stuugbgi thi vnxphe dhhygr truo nhy t xpgmhgkg puaeg ptr sgovhhkhdi muuge' tui thshag ehbsgr zgbgi zhlna,,; nhy ahhbg dgkygr gr ztk egbgi nehhozhhi sgo "ug,v f,cu kfo t, vahrv vzt,/

tui tzuh tuhl hgsi ytd eungi ptr shahgurho fxsro thi hahcv' uuh tuhl sh tbsgrgyhhki pubgo xsr vhuo ptr zhhgr dgzubyg,fkh,' uuh thcubdgi' ygrtph kuhywi dgcruhl'teyhuuhygyi tui tuhxpkudi' tt"uu' tkgx nhywivuhpy mhk sh cjurho ahjhu ztki ayhhdi thirujbhu, tui danhu, sh ntexhnuo uutx thzngdkhl/

"ntexhnuo uutx thz ngdkhl" uugrytuhxdgyhhyay chh sh aytc nhydkhsgr tuh;hgsg pay tui ahyv uutx thz ngdkhl' sgrgher thz sh cjurho ztki zhhi vgfxy muprhsi/

thi sgo dgchy thz thbygrgxtby musgrmhhki uutx thz dguugi chho "hahcv ,urvujxs" thi ntbxh sgo uuhbygr' tz sh ,knhshvhahcv' uuh hgsi htr' zgbgi kfcus sh hnhvaucch"o dgptri tuh; erh, hutk zhl na,yjzhhi chho mhui vnmuhb, pui rchbu vew nxtyntrzh"g cgk uhutk nav tui tuhxwpugkwi vapgu,yucu, ufk nhkh snhyc/

thhbgr pui sh cjurh vhahcv' nhy dtb.phhbg pubemhgx c"v' vty dgsgbey pubgojhbul cch, tct zhhi ahhfu, nhy jxhsu,ctcuc/ uugi gx thz dgeungi muo vayju, chhomhui pui xtyntrgr rchwi zh"g' thz grnhydgeungi nhy jae' tcgr gr vty dgbungieurtza mu ztdi ptr sh aytc nhydkhsgr tz gr

khvusho vh,v turv:

vnxphe ytd xgruuhxgx ckhgi thi tkg tpyhhkubdgi

cjurho pui vnxphe sgh vgc thi rtekgbs etubyh tuh; t ctzul chho erh, hutk nmv cgegrhh/khbex uugry dgzgvi nu"v hmje thhzhe kguuh' nbvk pubgo nmv cgegrhh dgcgbshd nmu, ptr

thhbgr pui sh yhhgrg cjurho nhy zhhi dgyrhhgi aytc nhydgkhs nu"v khhc prgbegk vh"u


uutky zhhgr dguutky dhhi muo mhui pui sh mshehch, ctcuc zh"g/

bu' sh aytc nhydkhsgr vtci dgritbdgbungi sh ceav tui dgntfy sh buhyhdgtrtbszahrubdgi/ tz nwegi grphki tzt grkhfg,auev pui t yhhgri grkhfi cjur akt ygoygo jyt' thz stl t dguutkshdg sgrdrhhfubd/

ufl vuv/ grc rta jusa tsr' uugi gx thz tdruhxgr g, rmui fhsug' zgbgi sh xyg;truhxdgptri muo ctcucgr jkev uutu gxdgphbgi zhl sh mhubho pui f"e vtsnurh"ovdv"e nuvr"a nctcuc zmue"k ucbu vdv"enuvrb". nctcuc zmue"k' tui sgr yhhgrgrcjur vty thhbdgrhxi nhy uutrhng ,pku,u,jbubho tuh; zhhi ayhhdgr' uutx thz zhfgrdguutri tbdgbungi kngkv tui naphg dguugifk yuc ptr tho' zhhi jaucg napjv' zhhbgjaucg aytc nhydkhsgr chh vnxphe tui dtb.fkk hartk/

murhe thi tpxyghy' vtci sh cjurho auhitbdgvuhci mu "ntfi pxjwshd" sgo vhfkvhahcv' tui sh uugi pktyg pui sh hahcv' tuigx yuy zhl tuh; yhai tui tuh; cgbe nhywintfi pxjwshd fvkfv knvsrhi ni vnvsrhi/ shcjurho zgbgi vgfxy muprhsi mu bgngi tbyhhkthi sh vhhkhdg nmuv/

tcgr/// vtky! thhi uuhfyhdg ztl thz chh"hahcv ,urv ujxs" dtr tbsgra' pubeyetpuhgr' uuh tkg tbsgrg hahcu, tuh; sh dtbmguugky ti tuhxbto/ uutx thz? st vty ngi bhaytbdgbungi sh dhrxt pui "chi vznbho!"

auai purho thz sh hahcv thi chhsg aygydguugi tpgi ptr sh cjurho' tui tzuh zgbgi shyuhgri pui sh hahcv crhhy tpgi' nhy tvhkfhdg euk ,urv u,phkv' chz t ytd ptr grcpxj/ tui/// uutx nhhby thr uugdi sgo eurmiprhhytd btl pxj? ht' sh hahcv ,urv ujxsuugy zhhi dgvgrhd tpgi txru jd' uuh hgsiprhhytd/ nhy fngy tkgx thz ",urv ujxs"dkhhl muo guko vhahcu,' tcgr sh thhbg ztl thzsh hahcv aytk. mu zhhi tbsgra' chi vznbhoktzy ngi ptr tbsgrg/

"sgh vgc" kao uk,ptr,

"sgh vgchkhyghati" thz sgr pubstngbypui "ytd xgruuhxgx" chh vnxphe thi tkgdgdbygr' nhy t ctzubsgrg dkgbmgbsg "sgh

vgc" mgbygr thi erh, hutk' ntbxh tuiuuhkhtnxcurd/ thcgrtk thz sgr prtdrtomudgaygky gk yvr, veusa' ctzubsgr ptrgruutexgbg cjurho tui ngbgr' tui ctzubsgrptr gruutexgbg nhhskgl tui pruhgi/

"sgh vgc" thz dgmhky ptr etbxungrxuugkfg zgbgi auhi truhx pui sh ehbsgrhagaukg htri tui strpi uuhhygr vtci sh buhyhdgvhk; ptr zhhgrg dgcruhfi' tui mu ayhhdiuuhhygr hgsgr kuhy zhhgrg ngdkhfehhyi/

tuhl thi sh prtdrtngi' uugi ngi vtytrhhbdgyrgyi thbgo jusa anrchi cu canjv'thz thcgrtk ptrdgeungi t xgrhg prhhkhfgnxhcu,' thcgrtk kuhy sh ytktbyi pui shaytc nhydkhsgr tui sh thcgrdkhekhfg prhhspui sh etbxungrx/

chho "sgh vgc" thi uuhkhtnxcurd'bgngbshd t kgemhg pui sh jcrho chho "hahcv,urv ujxs" thi tpxyghy' vty ngi tuhlnf,hr dguugi t "rc vpurho" uugkfgr vtynanj dguugi sh yhhgrg etbxungrx thi tdganteg tyntxpgrg pui khvusho vh,vturv/

gykhfg ytd cgptr purho thz ptrdgeungit phhgrkhfg nxhcv kfcus purho ptr tkgetbxungrx thi sgh-vgc' uutu gx thz xpgmhgkdgeungi zhl ctyhhkhdi sgr rc vp"r akhy"tnhy sh pukg yrtdg fbvud' ayrhhnk tuidtksgbgr etpygi' ctdkhhy nhy sh neurchotui nar,ho/ kfcus sh "yha" nxhcv' thzxgruuhry dguutri t pukg xgusv fhs vnkl'jkv tui pha' tui sgr rch akhy"t vtydgyhhky "arhho" pui t dgrhhfgryi phak/sgrchh vty ngi dgzhbdgi ptxhdg bhdubho kfcusjusa tsr' tui sgr guko vty zhl nanj dguugicanjv umvkv/

sh rcbhag yrtdg pui jusa tsr thivnxphe thz tuhl grahbgi chho "sgh vgc" thintbxh' uutu gx thz ptrdgeungi t dgvuhcgbgnxhcv nhy sh ctyhhkhdubd pui tkg cjurho pui"sgh vgc" tui pui hahcv ,urv ujxs/

tkx "tc ch, shi kfcus purho" thzthhbayhnhd dguutri tuhpdgbungi vrc pv nphenrdkhu, rch anutk nhkkgr akhy"t' cujifkkh shahcv ,urv ujxs ag"h vnxphe/ tkx shmuuhh dctho zgbgi dguutri tuhpdgbungi zhhbgdgyrhhg aytc nhydkhsgr cnal sgo dtbmihtr' nu"v jhho pgksnti vh"u tui nu"v hutk

nav vgraetuuhya vh"u/ sgrrch akhy"t vty dgztdy pktophhgrshdg scrh ,urv tuitbdguutubyai uutrhng crfu, gsckh sh/ vrc tkhgzr prhgsrhl'sgr gxei tui a,ski chh jmru,nkfho uarho' thz nfucs dguutrituhpmuyrgyi nhy scrh crfvujhzue' uutx vty aytretuhxdgbungi chho dtbmi guko/sgrbtl vty ngi zhltruhxdgktzy thi phhgrshdgygb. tui sgr guko vtytuhxdgwpugkwy vapgu, yucu,thi zfu, pui sh dguutkshdganjv/

murhe thi uuhkhtnxcurd' thish thcgrhdg ygd thz sgr "sghvgc" prtdrto tbdgdtbdgifxsr' nhy sh teyhuuhygyi tuixsr vhuo ptrwi ,fkh, pui tkgetbxungrx/ thbygrgxtby musgrmhhki' tz tuhl vhh htr vtcish etbxungrx pui vnxphe sgh-

vgc dgvtkpi muztnaygki sh "xhbe antygx"uutx uugry ptreuhpy cfk ,pumu, hartk ptrt farwi pxj knvsrhi ni vnvsrhi/

tcgr sgr vuhfpubey pui sh vfbu, muo pxjvhh htr thi sgh-vgc thz dguugi stx thhbpteixpgmhgkg tkunhbuo cgegkgl thi pktxyhe'tubygr t vadjv ngukv' ngi ztk stx egbgibumi tuh; pxj c,fkh, vfaru,/ cnal sgodtbmi uuhbygr' vtci sh vnxphe etbxungrxtuhpdgtrchhy "muuhh dtbmg yrghkgrx" nhyfar kpxj cgegkgl/ xwyhhya' "akaho huoeuso vjd'" uugi gx euny mu sh yhhgrgetbxungrx thi vnxphe sgh-vgc' egi tuhlmurhedhhi dtbmg srhh jsaho/

tui uugi sh pxjwshdg ztfi zgbgi dguugi duythhbdgptey nhy t anhrv ngukv' zgbgi shetbxungrx tbdgdtbdgi nhy zhhgrgthbygrgxtbyg teyhuuhygyi/ mc"a' tuh;kfcus purho' vtci sh nhhskgl thi sgh-vgctpdgctei "etkhryg" jku,' thi sh dgk-drhi-ruhy ptrci pui t "ektui'" tui hgsg nhhsklvty tvhho dgbungi tzt phkptrchdg jkv mu shgkygri kfcus purho/

t druhxgr vuhfpubey pui anj, purho chhvnxphe sgh-vgc vhh htr thz dguugi shdruhxtryhdg xgusv uutx thz trtbszahrydguutri ptr sh nhhskgl pui tkg vnxphe "sghvgc" prtdrtngi pui tkg dgdbygr' tuh; rta

nhy ,fkh, tui euutkhygy ptr t cgxgr kgci

sgr rch akhy"t pui ,urv ujxs thi erh, hutk/rgfyx ayhhgbshd uugry dgzgvi sgr shhi akhy"t

sgr rch chh shscrh ,urvprhhkhfg nuzhe chh hahcv ,urv ujxs thi rtekgbs


jusa tsr' thi druhxi prtfypuki "vnxpheygrgx" ztk thi ntbxh/

sgr vuhfpubey pui sh nxhcv thz dguugi shctyhhkhdubd pui sh jaucg 21wyg ektx,knhsu, pui ch, rjk sxtyntr puiuuhkhtnxcurd/ thi sh yrtshmhg pui zhhgrdgkubdgbg ptraygkubd chho vnxphe nxhcv

ptrthtr purho eyi' thz tuhl vhh htrtrtbszahry dguutri tz sh jaucg ch, rjknhhskgl ztki trhcgreungi ehhi ntbxh mutuhpnubygri tui sgrprhhgi sh yhhgrg nhhskglpui vnxphe/

sgr dgstbe pui tzt tunctarhhckhfgnxhcv' bhay x,o' khdy auhi zhhgr t ktbdg

mhhy thi sh pkgbgr pui vnxphe' nhywi mhk tzsh etbxungrx pui sgh vgc ztki ptrcrgbdgiuuh ngr muztngi nhy tbsgrg nhhskgl zhhgrhtrdtbd uutx zgbgi c"v puketo dgzuby tui

aytre' tz zhh ztki zhl aphri uuh thhdgbgauugxygr' thi tpgbg prhhbykhfgdgzgkatpy' jcrwygx muuhai jcrwygx'nhy tkg cgbgphyi tui jhzue uutx eunysgrnhy/

vhh htr thz sgr uutubya' btftntk'ptruuhrekhfy dguutri tstbe sh jaucgprhbmhptk pui ch, rjk' vrcbh, abgctkd,khy"t' tui sh a,skbu, pui vrcbh,vmshe, nwxtyntr uuhkhtnxcurd,khy"t' uugkfg vty shrhdhry sgo dtbmiprtdrto pui sh nxhcv/

sh anjv tui dgvuhcbehhy pui shnxhcv thz auugr trtpmuntki' tcgr gxthz dguugi tztbx tui tzgkfgx/ ngi vtydgdgxi' dgzhbdgi tui dgytbmi tui zhlnanj dguugi kfcus sh druhxg bxho uutx

vah", vty ctuuhzi chnhovvo czni vzv/

gx thz dguugimudgaygky t rhhfg nhytdxgusv kfcus rta jusatsr' ctdkhhy nhydganteg nuzhe tuiprhhkhfg dgnhygr/ shnhhskgl pui 21wyg ektxvtci ptrdgaygky t"pkgh" ptr sh sgh vgcnhhskgl' tuh; zhhgrthhdbtryhdi ayhhdgr' uutxvty tuhpdgkgcy tui njhwdguugi tkg etbxungrx/bhay dgbud nhy sh "pkgh"'vtci sh jaucg dgxy stitrhhbdgbungi sh xpgmhgkgjcrwygx thithbygrgxtbyg aphki uuhsh cgxyg auugxygrx' tuimu zhhgr anjv thz bhaydguugi ehhi drgbh./

gx thz auugr mu ngxyiuugkfg rgtemhgx zgbgi

dguugi ngr rhrbs tui srtntyha' pui shetbxungrxw gkygri uugkfg vtci bhaydgegby eungi mu zhl pui tzt dgkubdgbg nxhcv'uutu zhhgr yhhgr ehbs vty ptrcrgbdy nhytzuhphk jaucg ,knhsu, ch, rjk thi zhhgrgkygr' mu sh gkygri pui sh nhhskgl uugkfgzgbgi dgckhci vgfxy thcgrrtay pui tztdgkubdgbg yrhp' nhy tzuhphk jhbul' jxs tuijhzue/

"hahc, vn,nhsho"

chho "sgh vgc" thi erh, hutk thz' uuhctetby' dguutri thhbdgphry auhi t ayhe mhhymurhe sh "hahc, vn,nhsho" tpyhhkubd' ptr tdgmhhkyg mtk cjurho uugkfg egbgi dtr duydgbhxi pui tzt mudtc muo ygdkhfi prtdrto/thi sh rtngi pui "n,nhsho'" vtci sh cjurhot xsr pui truo 00:5 btfnhytd chz 03:7'tubygr sh dgyrhhg aytc nhydkhsgr nu"vhutk thhdbgr vh"u tui nu"v jhho vgra kguuhvh"u/

sh xyg; dhhgi nhy sh cjurho stuugbginbjv tui ngrhc )uuhbygr( thi chvn"s "gyr,zebho'" sgrbtl eungi zhh thi "sgh vgc"mgbygr mu ztdi ,vkho tui ptrcrgbdgi nhyptxhdg teyhuuhygyi kuhy zhhgrg ngdkhfehhyi/thhi ytd thz ctayhny mu ptei xprho thi"chvn"s tcbh mse" thi sh "gmh ,nrho" dgdby'thhi ytd thz ctayhny ptr thhbptei bhxkgltui btagrhh ptr dgagpyi' tt"uu/ ngi ftpytphku trhhi mu ntfi thcubdgi ptrwi dgzuby/

thi "n,nhsho" uugry tuhl mudgaygkyahgurh ,urv ptr sh cjurho' thi juna ra"h'tui thi vkfu, ac, – tsgr vkfu, huo yuc thish uutfi cgptr hnho yucho/ ngi ntfy tuhlmhhy mu kgrbgi jacui tui arhhci/ thbmuuhaithz st puhzg nhy t dganteg thcgrchhx/cehmur' tkgx uugry mudgaygky muo druhxiptrdgbhdi pui sh jaucg cjurho tui zhhgrggkygri ahjhu/

mukhc sgo druhxi ptrktbd ptr sh"n,nhsho" tpyhhkubd vtci sh aytcnhydkhsgr thi sh kgmyg uutfi nxsr dguugi shcjurho thi muuhh fh,u,' tz sh cjurho thi hgsgfh,v ctzubsgr ztki egbgi cteungi sh

khvusho vh,v turv:

vnxphe ytd xgruuhxgx ckhgi thi tkg tpyhhkubdgi

sgr purho rc pui sh "n,hc,t dcuv" thi erh, hutkchh nanj t jauci ,knhs pui hahcv ,urv ujxs

purho yha chh cruekhi sgh vgc tbdgphry surl vnxphe purho rc akhy"t pui cruekhi

xgus, purho thi "drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho" surl khuu-thi xyg; nu"v nav duynti vh"u unapj,u


ntexhnuo tuhpngreztnehhy tui ,fkh,' tui shrgzukytyi rgsi c"v ptr zhl/

"xeuk rgxphy" chh sh ekhhbg

uugi gx euny mu "xeuk rgxphy" ptr shvnxphe ehbsgrkgl thi rtekgbs etubyh' zgbgish aytc nhydkhsgr thhbgr ngr gbyuzhtxyhapubgo tbsgri uugdi sgo ,fkh, uutx zhhcrgbdgi ptr sh ehbsgr' nhy prhhs tui bj, hgsithhbmhdi ytd/

sgr "rgxphy" prtdrto uugrymudgaygky hgsi btfnhytd' uuh tuhl hgsizubytd cnal sgo ytd' tui tkg tbsgrg ygduugi sh aukgx pui sh ehbsgr zgbgi dgaktxi'knak kgdtkg jdtu,' uutetmhg uutfi tbvuhctui gbsg zungr' tt"uu/ sh aytc nhydkhsgr'nu"v tkhgzr dgrybgr vh"u' nu"v nthr anjvrtynti vh"u' nu"v angui erhhzgk vh"u' nu"vtkhw ayhhbng.' khhdi trtp t dguutkshdgtrchhy tubygrwi tuhpzhfy pubgo prtdtoettrshbghytr nu"v tkhw hgec bhhuuhryv vh"u/

kuhy uuh rw tkhw hgec sgrmhhky' vty zhlsgr prtdrto tbdgvuhci nhy ckuhz zhci ehbsgr'tui vtky auhi vhhby chh btby mu srhh nbhbho'tui stx thz ckuhz chh sh hubdkgl tpyhhkubd ptrzhl/ cnal sh mhhy thz dguutri tuhxdgtrchhy tpkhhxhdgr xsr vhuo' mu ntfi zhfgr tz tkgehbsgr cteungi sh ngrxyg cgbgphyi pui shptr agv uutx sgr prtdrto yuy pubemhtbhrithi t dguugbkhfi ytd/

ngi ntfy thcubdgi' tui ngi kgrby zhlarhhci' gykhfg kgrbgi zhl yhhpi tuh; tetnphuygr' tui tbsgrg dhhgi truhx mu ptxhdgtrchhyx pkgmgr thhi btfnhytd hgsg uutl/ chhyhhk ehbsgr thz st t dguuhfy mu kgrbgizuhcgrehhy' thcgrvuhpy uugi gx euny mu gxi'tui sgrptr uugy ngi tpyntk trhhbbgngi shehbsgr thbgo "etfi" prtmgsur tui muztngituhptrchhyi t phhbgo btfyntk/ mc"a' tuh;stbgraytd btfnhytd' "khk ahah" ptr shyhhgrg ehbsgrkgl' uugry trtbszahry t "ac,nxhcv" nhy t xgusv pui ac,wshdg yatkgbytui eudgk tui khhfyg dgyrtbegi/

tui gx thz tuhl st sgr "jmhu ksw'" tzthhbgr pui sh drgxgrg ehbsgr' hgsg uutl tmuuhhygr' uugry nfucs mu ztdi t "scr ,urv"pubey uuh chho gfyi ac,wshdi yha' tui uutxnhhby thr' zhh trchhyi sgruh; t ytd-muuhh tuingi euny muo yha nhy ti tn,wshdg scr ,urvtui gx dhhy t bj,/ sgrbtl dhhy ngi truhx thit rheus kfcus sgo ac, eusa uutx ayhhy ty

chho auugk/sh ehbsgr yugi zhhgr dkhhfi mu

ntfi "tryx gbs ergpyx'" tui ngivty trtbszahry ptr zhh mu ntfieubmkhfg prthgeyi nhy vtk./ shehbsgr vtci auhi dggbshdymuztnaygki tkhhbx "jkv ygmgr"tui tphku aygbsgrx uutx nwegitrtpkhhdi tuhpwi yha tui kgrbgisgruh; huno ukhkv/

thi t dgkubdgbgo yrhp' zgbgish ehbsgr pui "rgxphy" dgptrituh; t yrhp ehhi erh, hutk' uutu zhhvtci ctzufy thi sh tryhdg "nmvcgegrhh" ag"h evk hyc kc' tui zhhvtci pgrzgbkhl nhydgvtkyiuuhtzuh thsi drhhyi mu anurv nmu,muo vhhkhdi huo yuc pxj uutx eunyauhi ti tzuh abgk/

tuh; kfcus jusa tsr' vtci shehbsgr nhydgvtkyi sh dgvuhcgbgnxhcv thi "sgh vgc" muztngi nhysh druhxg/

trhcgrdhhgbshd muo ntbxhgr"rgxphy" prtdrto chh sh nhhskgl'thz auhi dtr dgvuhci' bhay x,o/kuhy uuh gx uugry sgrmhhky thi shphkptrchdg "rgxphy dtzgy" uutxuugry truhxdgahey surl sh aytcnhydkhsgr pubgo prtdrto mu sh gkygri hgsguutl' thz auugr mu uuhxi uutu nwztk tbvuhci'uuhhk t dtbmi jusa tsr thz dguugi thhi ktbdgehhy pui rhhfg teyhuuhygyi tui anjv ubj,/

thhi vuhfpubey chh sh nhhskgl pui"rgxphy" thz dguugi t dtr eubmkhfgr "tryxgbs ergpyx" prthgey' tz hgsg ehbs vtytkhhbx' nhy vhk; pui sh xyg;' muztndgaygkyt "purho ptpgy atu" - stx vhhxy' gykhfgngbyagkgl hgsgr thhbgr tbsgraptraygky' sh dtbmg ztl muztndgaygky puixjurv tui chsx' tui trhhbdgptey thi txpgmhgkg sgetrtmhg tkx t ptryhdg

prthgey/ muegr zhx uutx nwegi zhl dtrbhayptraygki/

sh ehbsgr nhy sh xyg; vtci dgctei vniytai' ngi vty dgntkguugy druhxg ahksinhy nrsfh vmshe tui tx,r vnkfv' tuikvcshk pui vni' tjaurua tui ua,h/ zubytdptr purho' uuhctks zubytd thz st ngr mhhyptr teyhuuhygyi' thz dguutri trdtbhzhry t"purho etrbhuutk" uutx vty njhw dguugi tuisgreuuhey sh ehbsgr tui zhh uugki gx bhay tzuhabgk ptrdgxi/

chh sh "etrbhuutk" thz stx dtbmg pkt.bhay dguugi muo sgregbgi' btr sgetrhry

tuhpwi ayhhdgr pui auai vchrv pui tkg phrzhhyi tui tphku sgr stl nhy sh ptsktdg/ shehbsgr vtci dgeuutki ti t ahgur/ ngi vtydgzubdgi tui ptrcrgbdy/ tuh; btfnhytd zgbgidgeungi t xgrhg "ektubx" nhywi dtbmiptraygkgf. tui sh ehbsgr vtci bhaydguutuxy uutu zhl tvhi mu yti ptr anjv tuivbtv/ tuhpwi uugd tvhho vtci sh ehbsgrdgbungi nakuj nbu, mu sh gkygri ahjhu/

sh anjv thz uuhhygr tbdgdtbdgi chznhyuutl prw uhev"p' uugi sh ehbsgr vtci zhlctyhhkhdy chh sh j,ubv pui nrx/ dtksnti)drtx( ,jhw' t dgyrhhg aytc nhydkhs chh


t dgcuryx ytd phhgrubd chh hahcv ,urv ujxs thi rtekgbs

vni vgbdy chh vnxphesgh vgc thi rtekgbs

sgr dgvuhcgbgr ytb. chho purho rchipui hahcv ,urv ujxs thi erh, hutk


"rgxphy" ptr t ktbdg mhhy uugkfg vty thmyzufv dguugi mu dhhi tubygr sh jupv cagv yucvunumkj, gc"d vj,i vher b"h/ sh ehbsgr zgbgidguugi ahhi tbdgyti' nhy t "vnxphe eruhi"tuhpwi etp' tui vtci trhhbntrahry thi j,ubvztk srtntyha nhywi ytey tui trsgbubd pui tnhkhygrhag duutrshg ]aaa/// zhh vtcidgtrchhy sgruh; t dtbmg uutl ptrtuhx[' uutxvty ctuutubsgry tkg erucho tui dgxy chh shj,ubv/ btfwi ytbmi vtci zhh tbdguutubyai shfkv tkg duyg crfu, pui yhpi vtr. tui stitvhho nhy sh aytc nhydkhsgr' ktzbshd shdgvuhcgbg ntngby ptrckhhci thi zfrui tuh; tktbdg ktbdg mhhy/

chho "xeuk rgxphy" ptr sh nhhskgl tuiekhhbg ehbsgr thi erh, hutk thz dguugi dtr tdgvuhcgbg ayhnubd cnal sgo dtbmi jusatsr' uugi zhh vtci xhh ptrcrgbdy tui dgaphkythi sh tyntxpgrg pui bx purho' tui sgrchhtuhl trhhbdgkhhdy sh zgkcg vtrguutbhg thi shehbsgr mu sgrdrhhfi sh ntexhnuo cgbgphyipubgo rgxphy prtdrtuo/

ctks rta jusa tsr thz tbdgeungi shprhhkhfg tyntxpgrg thi rgxphy' uugi ngivty sgetrhry sh dtbmg prtdrto mgbygr thish etkhri tui ygngx pui huo yuc purho/ shehbsgr vtci dgntkguugy "nabfbx" ahksi'tui ngi vty dgyhhky "vni ytai" chh nhytd/

thi zgkci ytd vtci sh aytc nhydkhsgrtrtbszahry t dtr prhhkhfg thcgrrtaubd ptrsh ehbsgr – tz sh jaucg ,knhsu, pui "ch,prunt nubetya" thi ctrt ptre zgbgitruhxdgptri xpgmhgk ehhi erh, hutk' musgrprhhgi tui sgreuuhei sh ehbsgr pui vnxphergxphy/ sh nhhskgl pui nubetyagr ch, jhbulkcbu, vtci zhl tpdgdgci nhy sh ehbsgr zhhgrdgyrhh tui vtrmhd' zhl dgaphky nhy zhh'dgvtkpi ntfi t srtntyhag ptraygkubd'dgntfy nhy zhh purhnwshdg ntxegx' tui zhhmudgaygky t duyi prhhkhfi ytd uutx tkguugki ktbd dgsgbei/

tbeungbshd mu zubytd cgptr purho' uugi sh"rgxphy" ayubsgi zgbgi kgbdgr uuh tbsgrg

ygd' vty ngi tvgrdgaygky t dtr kgcgshdi"etrbhuutk" prtdrto' tui sh ehbsgr vtci zhlnjhw dguugi/ zhh vtci dgntfy nakuj nbu,'dgntkguugy' gx zgbgi dguugi cusegkgl puiptpetri' pghbyhbd' yrgpi ctvtkygbgszagkh chbx thi cgrd nhy muegr' tt"uu/

tcgr aphkgrhh tui purhnwshdx thi sgrzhhy dgkhhdy' uugry chho rgxphy prtdrtodgkhhdy druhx dguuhfy mu vhhci sh ehbsgr kuhyzhhgrg tunaygbsi tui ngdkhfehhyi/

mc"a' chh tubz druhxg' zgvbshd uuhtzuhehbsgr ntfi t "rhzhdg yurgo chkshbd" pui

thcgrdgsrhhyg etpx' euny ngrxybx tanhhfk tui thi grdxyi ptk t bgruugzehhyptruutx zhh ntfi nhy duyg etpx tzgkfgayu,ho/ sgrmhhky tcgr nrx/ prhhbs ,jhw' shettrshbghytr pubgo rgxphy prtdrto' tzkuhy uuh ygrtphxyi tui gexpgryi sgrmhhki'thz sh stzhdg aphkgrhh zhhgr "ygrtphushe"ptr ehbsgr' uuhhk gx thz t dguutkshdg duygngyts mu vgkpi sh ettrshbtmhg pui nuj'tuhdi tui vgby' uutx vhhxy chh shprtpgxhtbgki "vgbs gbs thh ettrshbghati/"

btl t duyg ftya aphkguushdg ngyts musgrdrhhfi sgo zgkci mhk thzntfi "xyrhbdhbd chsx" –truhpkhhdi ekhhbg sgetrtmhgayhekgl tuh; shbg cgbsgkgluuh t ehhyk – tui stx vgkpyzhhgr duy tbyuuhekubdgi shettrshbtmhg ngdkhfehhyi puinuj/

ptr "drtx ntytr xehkx"thz st t xgrhg xpgmhgkgxeuytr-ctursx uutx vgkpysh ehbsgr nhy dhhi tsgr kuhpithi rhfyhdi ctktb./

tui hgsi stbgraytd ntfyngi t "ac,wshdg xgusv" nhyt ac, ytyg' ntng' crusgr'auugxygr' tkg truo sgoac,wshdi yha/ ngi mhbsykhfy' ngi ntfy ehsua' tuingi zhbdy znhru, nna uuh chhoytyi thi ayuc/ sh "crusgrtui auugxygr" ehbsgrkglyhhki tuhx ac, pgegkgl ptrtkg ehbsgr thbgo rgxphyprtdrto/

chh sh gkygrg ehbsgr thirgxphy uugry sgr prtdrtotuhxdgaygky btl ngrthbygrgxtby' kuhy sh cgxgrg

ptraytbs pui sh ehbsgr/ ngi vgkpy zhhtuhxkgrbgi etfi tui ctei' ngi dhhy truhxtuh; tuhxpkudi mu zgvi bpktu, vcurt' tui ngictey hgsg uutl t phhbg nzubu, tuhxdgaygkytui sgetrhry kuhy sh xsrv pui sh uutl/

"xyrhhuu xgnhbtr" ptr sh druhxg

tui st eungi nhr mu thhbg pui sh ngrxygthcgrrtabsg xuexgx dgahfygx chh vnxphesh kgmyg mhhyi' sh uutexbsg prtdrto"xyrhhuu xgnhbtr" ptr gruutexgbgxpgmhgkg pruhgi tui nhhskgl nhy dgbud vuhfgpubemhgx tz zhh ztki egbgi kgrbgi tui duyptrayhhi uuhfyhdg kgemhgx tuhpwi ytd-ygdkhfi kgci' tuh; ayuc uuhryatpy tuiguugbyugk tpar tuh; trchhyi thi t duygszatc/

sh etbxungrx zgkcxy' tui zhhgrg gkygriahjhu' sruei tuhx tuntuhpvgrkhfg bj, tuimuprhsbvhhy pui sgo "xyrhhuu" prtdrto' uutxthz t ctzubsgrg tpyhhkubd pui vnxphe "sghvgchkhyghati" thi ntbxh/ guugbyugk uugrydgpktby mu thhbphri tzt vnxphe prtdrtotuhl thi tbsgrg dgdbygr' tcgr bhay thibtbyi mueubpy/

sh vhk; uutx uugry mudgaygky tubygr"xyrhhuu" thz tuhxdgaygky thi ptrnty pui t"xgnhbtr'" uuh gkygrg ,knhsu, thi ch, jhbul'uutx ntfy vhca tuhx thi dgci t ptzhyhuugckhe ptr sh etbxungr zgkcxy thbgoprtdrto' uutu ngi kgrby nhy zhh ahgurho thivkfv' prav' vhxytrhg' huo yuc' tui zhhcteungi thbygbxhuug kgemhgx tuh; etfi'ctei' pktbmi' ayuc uuhryatpy' tt"uu/

tui sh rgzukytyi tbyuhai bhay c"v' uuhgx dgci thcgr sh nhhskgl' sh gkygri tuiaytc nhydkhsgr mudkhhl/ sgr prtdrto uugrytbdgphry surl sh "xyrhhuu ettrshbghytr"nrx/ erga ,jhw' nhy sh yhfyhdg aytcnhydkhsgr nrx/ vtx ,jhw tui nrx/

khvusho vh,v turv:

vnxphe ytd xgruuhxgx ckhgi thi tkg tpyhhkubdgish cjurho pui ghegrx crusgrvhho tuh; uutetmhg thi pktrhst

ptraygkyg "pghbygrx" chh etbetrs crusgrvhho


kgpetuuhya ,jhw/sgr vuhpy mhk pubgo prtdrto' uuh dgztdy'

thz mu cuhgi sh nhhskgl hgsi kuhy thrngdkhfehhy' thcgrvuhpy uugi gx euny muuuhfyhdg ztfi chh pruhgi tui nhhskgl' uuh ayucuuhryatpy' etfi' ctei' bhhgi' ntkguugi' ntfickungi' tui tuhl tuhpwi rujbhu,wshdi dgchy puistuugbgi' ahgurh ,urv' anhr, vkaui' vkfu,huo yuc' thshag vhxytrhg' tt"uu/ hgsithhbmhdi ytd' tuhxgr sh ptkdbsg "ngbhu" puiteyhuuhygyi' stuugbgi sh nhhskgl nhy fuubv'

gxi dgzubyg tui btrvtpyhdg prhaytd tuinhytd nhy t btfnhytd thcgrchhx' ntfidgzubyg thcubdgi' tui ayhhdi vgfgr tuivgfgr nhy prhhs tui aytk./

thi eurmi' ztdy nrx/ erga ,jhw' "tkgxuutx nhr yugi nhy sh pruhgi tui nhhskgl thzptr t ,fkh,' tui yteg t ,fkh, ptr hgsi muayhhdi kuhy thrg thhdgbg ngdkhfehhyi/" thithhi zt.' uuh aknv vnkl ztdy thi nakh' jfn,baho cb,v ch,v/

tmhbs thbgo jusa pui anjv' thz shtyntxpgrg thi "xyrhhuu" prtdrto mgbygrdguutri vgfxy prhhkhl tui kgcgshd pui rtajusa thi uuhhygr btftbtbs chz btl auaipurho' bhay btr ptr zhl zgkcxy btr zhh vtcituhl mudgaygky dgvuhcgbg anjv ptr btltbsgrg' mc"a' ptr sh yhhgrg thsgbgx thi"phhi uugkh" buhrxhbd vtuo thi rtekgbsetubyh/

thr zgvy' thhi ytd hgsg uutl' dhhgi shetbxungr pui "xyrhhuu" mu sh pruhgi thibuhrxhbd vtuo' ngi ptrcrgbdy nhy zhh' ngizhbdy nhy zhh' nna ngi yuy zhh sgreuuhei tuh;

t ptrbgo uutx nwegi bhaydgbud trtpkhhdi nhy uugrygr/

thmy cgptr purho' thz sgruugfbykhfgr ctzul trhhibtl vgfgr thi sh etrhstripui anjv' uugi sh nhhskglzgbgi dgeungi ptraygky'zhh vtci dgcrgbdy ptxhdgnakuj nbu, ptr sh pruhgithi buhrxhbd vtuo' tuidgzhbdgi nhy zhh bhdubho puipurho thi t ftur/ sh pruhgivtci bhay dguutuxy mhstx thz t jkuo tsgr tkgcgshdgr di gsi' tui gxprgdy zhl pauy' thz stxngdkhl mu ctarhhci?

tuh; rta jusa zgbgish "xyrhhuu" etbxungrxtuhl dgeungi nhyvtkyi sh mgbyrtkg rtajusa tsr nxhcv thi "vnxphe ygrgx" nhy shnhhskgl pui ch, rjk swxtyntr uuhkhtnxcurd/ti tbsgri ytd zgbgi zhh dgptri ehhi cruekhi'mu ctzufi sh rhhfg purhnwshdg tuhxaygkubdpui "thshai ehbsgr nuzgtuo/"

thhi ytd vtci sh nhhskgl dgcteituhxygrkhag "yatetkts yrtpkx" tui stxdgyrtdi tkx nakuj nbu, mu sh dgagpyi tuichzbgxgr uutu zhh dhhgi trchhyi gykhfg ntkhgsg uutl/ ti tbsgrg ytd vty ngi' thi sh

xgrhg pui bhhgi' tuhpdgbhhy t rhzhdi "vni"ayhe pui khhuuby tui stx tbdgaytpy nhyuutyg tui xjurv' tui sti vty ngi"tuhpdgvtbdgi" vni tuh; t vuhfi ayrhe/

tcgr sh cgxyg thcgrrtaubd pui shnhhskgl thi "xyrhhuu" thz grmhhdy dguutri thiehl' uutu thi sh xgrhg pui zhhgrg yrgbhrubd muetfi vtci zhh dguutky ntfi gpgx zhhgr duyptr zhhgr gkygri ahjhu kfcus purho' tcgr zhhvtci bhay dguutky ehhi "szatbe" uuh btagrhhtui khhshdg gxi/ tzuh truo zgbgi zhh

tuhpdgeungi nhy t dgbhtki dgstbe muntfi "vni ytai ebhagx" – prgdybhay/// ngi vty dgntfy srhh-etkhrebhagx' pui xuuhy ptyghyt' xeuuta'ptprheg' tui tbsgrg ptrchdg drhbmhhd'tui tuhxdgaygky sh ebhagx srhh-gehd uuhrhfyhdg tpgyhykhfg vni ytai/ thhintng vty apgygr dgprgdy uuhtzuh vtytzt rag uuh vni dgegby ntfi ngdkhltzgkfg duyg ntfkho uutx zgbgi njhwtzuhphk thshag ehbsgr xhh chho pktbhrisgo prthgey' xhh chho etfi tui ctei' tuixhh chho gxi kfcus huo yuc/

tzuh mh tzuh' egbgi sh pruhgi tuinhhskgl pui "vnxphe xyrhhuu" prtdrtothi ntbxh txtl cgxgr phri t ayuc tuietl uuhryatpy vhhby tui thbgo mueubpycx"s/


auugr mu sgregbgi sh ptraygkyg pui tregshti crusgrvhho

eubmkhfg nakuj nbu, mudgaygky surl sh yhhgrgnhhskgl pui "xtuy 9 tubzgrvhho"

eubmkhfg "ptpgy atu" nakuj nbu,mudgaygky surl sh yhhgrg nhhskglpui "vnxphe xeuk rgxphy"thi ntbxh


tesnu, nhkhi

tkx pu,jhi cfcus tfxbht' uuhk thltpdgci acj uvustv ptr vah", ptrwicteungi sh dgkgdbvhhy mu arhhci thi"vnxphe dtzgy" thcgr sh ygng pui"rput, vbpa/"

thcgrhd mu ztdi tz sh ygng thz zhhgrsgkhety tui tuhl zhhgr uuhfyhd/ ngr puitkgo' thz sh ygng t ztl uutx nwuuhkuuhxi tui ptrayhhi' tcgr stl vgray tdguutkshdg tunptraygbsgbha tuitunektrehhy/ sgrhcgr' cgptr nhr egbgitphku tbvuhci nhy xhh uugkfg teyutkguugrygr' uugy zhhi t ayhek trhhbphr puigykhfg tryhekgi' ptr t nhbhntkgsgrvgr uutx thz stx "rput, vbpa" tuingbyk vgky' tui sti uugki eungi shteyugkg tryhekgi pui kgcgshdg vhk; tuigmu,/

muuhai sh prtdgi uutx eungi tuh; thish grayg nhbuy' zgbgi: uuhtzuh mushtdbtzhri tui pgxyaygki tz thhbgrkhhsy tuh; pxhftktdhag sgphmhyiptruutx thbgo dtbmi gbhi vgray tzttkdgnhhbg xusu,wpukg tyntxpgrg uugigx ntfy zhl tz t napjv nhydkhs khhsy`uugi tui uuhtzuh ctakhxy ngi tz thhbgrstr; bgngi ngshmhbgi uutx thz sgr,pehs pui ti grkhfgr vhhnhagrpxhftktdhagr ygrtphxy` uutx thz sgrjhkue pui t pxhftktd tui pxhfhtytrtui' ugk fuko' uutx thz cfkk sgr "sg,,urv" uugi gx euny mu ngbyk vgky tuipxhftktdhg/

thl chi n,pkk tuh; xhhg,t sanhtthi hgsi uutry pui sh tryhekgi' tuivtpgbykhl uugki nhr egbgi ahhbgi t khfytuh; ruc tuhc bhay tkg tunektrehhyi/hvhu krmui tnrh ph uduw/

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aygky thhl ptr tzt vhfh ,nmh: tytyg pui t ayuc nhy ehbsgr eunytvhho chhbtfy pui sgr trcgy' tui mu zhhinzk vty gr zhl ptrehky tui gr vtytphku phcgr/ bu' thi t dguugvbkhfg ytduugi gr yrgy btr trhhi thi ayuc prhhgizhl sh ehbsgr mu thvo' gr vhhcy tuh; shekhhbg' uuhmky zhl nhy zhh' tui gx aygrythvo bhay tz sh ehbsgr ytbmi thvo tuh;sh texkgi tsgr tuh; zhhi auhx/ tsrcv'stx thz zhhi drgxyg ptrdgbhdgi btl tauugrg ytd trcgy/ tcgr vhhby btfyphvky gr zhl bhay duy tui stx uutx gregi ytkgrhri uugi gr thz dgzuby thz thvo

auugr mu sgrvhhci ptrehkygrvhhy/ dtb.t btrntkgr grahhbubd chh hgsi ngbya/

uugy thhbgr ztdi tz gr thz ertbetuh; sh bgruui ytngr uugy gr zhl stituhprgdi tuh; sh nhbsgxyg dgrusgr nmssh ehbsgr? uugy thhbgo sgi thhbptki muztdi tz gr thz sgprgxy ytngr uuhhzy grdtb. auutfg thbygrgxg ptr zhhi ta, jhk,jhw uugi zh sgrmhhky thvo tz sgo afiwxt srhygr auugxygr-ehbs uutx uutuhbybgci zhhi ytyg tuh; t afhbu,wshdg cktevty t ahsul dgyuvi vhhby nhy zhhi jcrwxpkhngbhe? ytngr zhhi crusgr thz ngrytkgrtby uugi gr thz ptrehvky' uugysgi thhbgr sgi juas zhhi sgo hubdgrntitz gr thz gpgx t nrv ajurv pui shnapjv' tzuh mu ztdi? bhhi/

gx thz zgkcxyptraygbskhl tz hgsgrrgtdhry tbsgra mu t ptrehvkubd' tuithcgr tkgx' thz ngi ruvhd uuhhk ngiuuhhxy uutx sgr prtckgo thz' tui ngiuuhhxy uutx sh kgzubd thz/ gr vty tetks uuhhrux uutx t steytr zgvy puisgo uutx zhhi vtksz thz ruhy/ tuhl uuhhxyngi uutx sh rputv thz tui pyur ti gxe/thi thhi uutry: ngi zgvy tui ngi egitbytpi sgo prtckgo/ gx thz etbergy'ngi egi gx khhfy shtdbtzhri tui ngi egigx nhy etbergyg nhykgi vhhki/ tuhxgrsgo thz hgsgr chh sh zgkcg nhhbubd tz nginuz dhhi mu t steygr gx ctvtbskgi/ sgrsteytr thz ti tpheurx uuhhk gr vhhkynhy t "ntsgrbg" nhyk pui tbyhchtyhe'cag, thi prhgrshdg suru, vty ngi ngrdgbumy ebtck' ani zh,' tt"uu/ tsrcv'ytngr uugy thhbgr bhay dhhi muosteytr uugi gx egi zhhi ti grbxygthbpgemhg uugy ngi thvo dtr vtkyi ptrt ntcs gmnu ksg,/

stx thz tkgx uugi sgr ytyg thzaytre ptrehky nhy phcgr/

tcgr uutx yuy zhl nhy ti tbsgrgvhfh ,nmh: aygky thhl ptr t ytyg thz– mukhc xhh uugkfg xhcv' mh thr tsgr gruuhhxy ptruutx tsgr bhay – zhhgr tpythi t auugrg dhxyg/ tzuh thz gr t dtb.btrntkgr ngbya' tcgr gr uugry zhhgraytre cthhbpkuxy pui zhhbg nuyi/ tbahakunhbu vtci thvo auhi ktbd shtdbtzhrynhy "sgprgxhg/" sh dtr druhxgprtpgxtri thi chvn"s vtci auhi truh;dgekgcy tuh; tho t xyhegr tz gr khhsydtr tuh; "chhptkgr-shxtrsgr" )ftya zhhuuhhxi euho uutx stx nhhby(/ sh zgkcgngbyai uutx uugi thhbgr ctektdy zhlptr zhh thcgr t pauywg ptrehvkubd uugkizhh ctks ztdi "gx thz auugr mu uuhxi uutxshhi prtckgo thz – zgv uuh abgkgr mu

dhhi mu t steygr'" ty sh zgkcg zgbgituhptntk dtr druhxgr nchbho uugi hgbgrvty "kfturv" bhay ehhi phzhagrprtckgo btr uuh gx zgvy tuhx tigntmhtbtkgr prtckgo/

sgr ngbya tkhhbx vty tuhl cteungietkyg pux mu xhh uugkfg ctvtbskubd/ dhhimu t steytr uugdi sgo tsgr stxthcgrrgsi nhy t ptfnti thi sh gbhbhouuhk gr bhay' uuhhk sti uugy gr vhhxi t///uutx tpar uugy gr dtr nuzi thhbgngigpgx t ngshmhi tuh; t ayhe mhhy tuisti thz gr ti "tpdgzhdkygr/" ytngr thzbtl hgbgr dtr t cjur thi sh htri' sti thzgr thi t dgptr pui nuzi thhbdhhi tuh; tmuuhhyg ektx ahsul/ tuhxgr sgo' dhhi mut nunjv c,ur, vbpa tsgr' uuh ngi rupygx' t pxhftktd' stx thz stl "zhhgrbhay tuhxdgvtkyi'" vdo chh phzhagngshmhbgi tui steyuhrho egi ngi yrgpish zgkcg "bhay tuhxdgvtkybehhy" chh shptragr tui zhhgrg ayushgx' chhsteyuhrho tui zhhgrg ngytsi tuingshmhbgi' pubey tzuh tsgr tphku ngr uuhchh dhhxyhag tui gntmhtbtkg ygngx/

bu' tuhc tzuh' tuhc chhsg xtrynunjho zgbgi auutfg xjurv' tui shvhhkhdg jz"k ztdi stl tz "yuc acrupthokdhvbo'" sgntky ztk ngi yteg bhay dhhimuo steytr cfkk' btr chh hgsgauutfehhy tsgr thbmhsgby thi dgzubymuaytbs ztk ngi btr bumi sh thhdgbgbtyurkhfg nhykgi? tv' chh phzhagertbevhhyi uugy bhay zhhi tzt ekgr'ptrayhhy zhl/ tcgr chh ngbyk vgky ht'ptruutx yteg?

tdc' tz thl vtc sgrntby sgo ntnrjz"k "yuc acruptho kdhvbo" vtc thldgzgi t yhhgr pay pui vhhkhdi nvra"tzh"g' tz "yuc acruptho" – sgr steytruutx vtky zhl sgr cgxygr pui tkgtbsgrg steyuhrho' gr dhhy thi "dhvbo'"uuhhk zhhi aytk. tui dtuv ktzy tho bhayprgdi ehhi nhhbubdgi pui tbsgrg' tuisgrhcgr egi gr agshdi zhhbg ptmhgbyij"u' uutx gr uutky bhay dgeungi sgrmutuhc gr vgry ht tuhx uutx tbsgrg ztdi/

vfkk' ptruutx yteg chh ngbyk vgkyuugy ngi srhhgi t etp ptr sgoctyrgpbsi ngbya uutx ngi uutky bhaydgyti chh t phzhag thbpgemhg tsgr xhhuugkfg grbxyg muaytbs?

rcu,h' ktnhr rgsi tpgbg rhhs/ uugi gxeuny mu sgo dgchy vgray tzttuhxygrkhag mgnhagbha/ gx zgbgiptrvtbgi ngr nhhbubdgi thi sgo dtbmigbhi ngr uuh gx zgbgi ptrvtbgi ngbyaiuutx egbgi zhh tuhxsruei/ gx thz dguutri

t nmc tz sgr thhbgr uutx uugi gx eunymu t pauyg vhbgr-tuhd uugy gr nusv zhhitz gr "egi zhl bhay tuhx thi sgo' prgd tsteytr'" thz sgr zgkcgr thhbgr tdtbmgr nchi tuh; sgprgxhg' tu/xh/sh'chhptkgr' gbezhhgyhx tt"uu' tui thi uutxctayhhy zhhi "nchbu,"? tz uugi gx eunykngav mu vgkpi thhbgo uutx khhsy tuh;thhbg pui sh auutfehhyi uugy gr thopgrzgbkhl trtpeuei tui ctyrtfyi tkxt ertbegr ptrauhi – tsgr tho dgcieurtza mu bgngi vhk; chh t pxhftktd'stx auhi bhay' mukhc "tpheurxu," uuhprhgr sgrntby' tsgr mukhc "dgky'" uuhhk"uuhhxy stl hgbek' tkg pxhftktdi zgbgibhay ngr uuh dgky dhhmhdg ptrauhbgi uutxntfi zhhgr prbxv tuh; hgbgowx mru,/"ptrvtbgi tzgkfg uutx ygbvwi dtr tz tpxhftktd uutx ptrayhhy tzuh duy muhgbgowx prtckgngi nuz zhhi tz gr tkhhithz "dgrhvry chho sg,/"

tkx rgzukyty' uugi gx euny mu bgngit ngshmhi ptr ngbyk vgky' tphku ngibgny t auutfg stzg pui t auutfictruthdubdx ngshmhi' vgray t at-ayhkehhy/ ngi ytr bhay rgsi/ sgr ytrbhay uuhxi' hgbgr ytr bhay uuhxi' tui ngiktzy zhl trhhi thi aerho tuietbxphrtmhgx uuhtzuh mu "vtkyi sgoxus" yrt. tkg chygrg auugrhdehhyi/ sh"xus" btrhaehhy ntfy tundkhekhltunaukshdg ngbyai/

tpdgvhyi ztk zhhi tzt thhbgr uutxvty tk. ehbs dgbungi t ayhe mhhyngshmhi uuhhk gr vty bhay dgegbydgvgrhd thhbzhmi srhh agv thi t mh mu zhhinknswx muprhsbehhy/ ytngr ptrdgxyngi stx mu sgrntbgi chho ahsul' tuisrhh jsaho btl sh j,ubv vty sh auuhdgrnhy t pkhy, pv gx sgrntby ptr thraburwx srhygr euzhi' sti vw hanrbu/ gxuugry t vhnk dgarhh uutx vhhxy ngivty thhbdgbtry t dgkubdgi nhhsk nhy t"bgruui ertbegr"?! stx tz sgr hubdgrntithz dgzgxi tkg htvri gk v,urv ugcusvtui zhhbg jcrho ztdi tuh; thvo tz gr thzti grkhfgr' phhbgr' dgantegr' tui sgrptey tz gr nhy zhhi ta, jhk ,jhw vtcitzt akuw ch, tz sh afhbv ruvy chh zhh thiayuc' stx tkgx aphky hgmy bhay ehhirtkg/ sgr gher thz' tz sgr hubdgrntivty thi t prhgrshdi dkduk dgbungingshmhi egdi t bhayhdg pxhftktdhagrsgphmhy' str; ngi hgmy jruc ntfi tch, btni chartk/ ehhi mhbdk-ngekgrxpgvki stl bhay tui gx uugry auhi dgcuhydd gk dd ngau, tui xcru, thcgr sgohubdgrnti uutx zgbgi bhay dgayuhdi tuidgpkuhdi/ ngi uugy auhi vgri sgoeungbshdi ac, chi dcrt kdcrt tz "hgmyuugi thl sgrnti nhl murhe dgsgbe thl tzyteg sgr hubdgrnti vty zhl tntktuhpdgrgdy tk. cjur uugi thhbgr vtydgrhhfgry thi zhhi mhngr////" – ht' tzuh?sgntky nuz zhhi tn, uutx ngi ztdy tuh;thvo tz gr "vty mu yuvi nhy shbgruugi/" ptruutx bhay' gx etxy sgiyhhgr thi erto?

stx kgmyg nak thz ckuhz thhiyruhgrhdgr ptk uutx sgr arhhcgr pui shauru, vty tkhhbx chhdguutuhby/ bu' uugkthl ztdi tz stx thz x,o suetwshdgragu, tui kaui vrg mu ptrngri njkue,chh thsi? tcxtkuy bhay! thsi zgbgirjnbho cbh rjnbho' cbh tcrvo hmjeuhgec/ btr uutxwzag sgi' stx thz bhayngr uuh t rgzukyty pui ti tkdgnhhbgmunhaubd uutx vgray chh tubz thcgr shdtbmg ygng pui pxhftktdhg tui crhtu,

vrc j/ n/ zuat vtbaygygrtryhek 11

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vbpa' uutx tuhc ngi uutky dguugi ektrgrsgrhi uutky ngi zhl ptraptry txtlgdn, bpa tui yteg ht dgegby dgci tigmv ptr t duyg prhhbs uutx gr vty muyuvi/ sgr ptey sgruuhhk thz tcgr' tzthhbgr vty thhi xcrt tui sgr tbsgrgr tmuuhhygr/ thhbgr vtky ngr pui ngshmhi'zhhi afi vtky ht pui pxhftktdhg' sgrsrhygr uuhk dtr pruchri vtngtpgyhg' tuisgr pgrygr thz bhhyrtk – hgsi ytdvtky gr nhy t muuhhyi/ tl tui uuhh thzthhbgr uutx yrgpy zhl thi t ngbyk vgkyprtckgo' tui gr muztngi nhy sh napjv"prgdi zhl btl" uutx mu yti/ thhbgr ztdy'"pxhftktdhg? jx uakuo!" sgr muuhhygrtdy' "btr ygrtph uugy vgkpi/" sh uuhhcwxdguugzgbg kgrgrhiwx afbvwx nungwxauuhdgrwx auugxygr vhhxy auhi ptri ehhi

hudtxktuuhg' uuhhk zh vty tubygrdgvgrychh t j,ubv muuhh htr murhe' uuh thhbgruutx egi duy gbdkha vty dgztdy tz thihudtxktuuhg thz ptrvti thhbgr uutxvhhky surl mgntki dguuhxg ayhhbgr uutxzgbgi dguugi dguuhhey thi ctray/ shrgzukytyi zgbgi nna uutubsgrkhl' "gxthz st xytshx" sgruh;' tui "gx thztphku gprtuuy surl sh wg;/ sh/w gh/w///" gxnuz zhhi tz hgbg thz dgrgfy uuhhk sh gbdkhathz stl tzuh pgrpgey uuh etkhptrbhgtkhhbx/ dkhhcy nhr' uugi gx uutky bhaydguugi tzuh yruhgrhd uutky stx dguugi duyptr t ebtegshdi purho aphk/

ptruutx vgray yteg tzt mgnhaubd?thl vtky' uuh sgrntby prhgr tuhpwi aph.dtpk' tz stx euny pui sgo uutx tbsgrauuh t phzhag auutfehhy – uutx ngi egi

khhfy shtdbtzhri' nwegi gx zgvi' tbytpi'nwegi ygxyi sgruh; tsgr ftpi t chks'gx thz tchgeyhuu – thz t pxhftktdhagrprtckgo tzuhbx uutx ngi str; zhldgbmkhl ptrktzi tuh; sgo uutx sgrkhhsbsgr srhey zhl tuhx tui kuhy uuhngbyai atmi tp zhhbg nhbgx tsgrphvrubdgi/ sgr prtckgo thz' tz bhaytkgntk egi t ngbyai zhl tuhxsrueipubeykhl uutx gx euugyay thvothbguuhhbhd' tui stx egi zhl tntk uugbsiuuh rgphbhry zhhi aprtl thz/ tui uugi gxeuny mu vgri sh atmubd pui tbsgrg'tphku sh btbyg ngbyai truo' uugry stlhgsgr tbsgra ctthhbsruey tui euny mutbsgrg tuhxphri/ thi tbsgrg uugrygr thzt ngbyk vgky prtckgo' dguugbkhl' bhaytchgeyhuu btr xuchgeyhuu/

tuhc tzuh' tkzt' uutx thz sgr uugdtruhx? uuhtzuh egi ngi yuhai sgo grayickhe tuh; sh dtbmg ztl pui ngbyk vgkygx ztk bhay zhhi tzuh tuhxdgaygky muagshdi sh ctyrgpbsg ngbyai? stx uugythr th"v khhbgi thi eungbshdi tryhek/

b/ c/ gx thz nhr ektr tz t mtk khhbgrahjhu uugki rgtdhri mu sgo trhhbphrtryhek' nhy t nhhbubd tz gykhfgtuhxsruei st zgbgi ngdkhl tchxkatrpgr uuh buhyhd' tcgr gx thz bhay ehhipgrmuptk/ sh ygng pui "rput, vbpa" chhtubzgrg crhsgr tui auugxygr str;uuhfyhd' zhhgr uuhfyhd' vtci t ekhbdgbshdiuugegr zhhdgr' pubey uuh uugi ngi uuhktuhpuugei thhbgo pui t dtr yhpg akt;/thl vt; cx"s tz sh uugrygr uugki vtcish rhfyhdg rgzukytyi/

nu"v vgrak uuhhx vh"uprgzhsgby tuu sh cturs'

vnxphe tuu rtekgbs etubyhkrdk anj, vuks, vbfsv ,jhw

*

nu"v nthr uugryvhhngr vh"ugezgehuyhuu shrgeytr' vnxphe

krdk anj, vuks, vbfs b"h*

nu"v hartk akuw dtkscgrdgr vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhw

vhho ngbgszagr' etbetrs crusgrvhho

ucbo nu"v hutk dtkscgrdgr vh"ushrgey eghr xyg;' tregshgi crusgrvhho

uzudw vjaucv ,jhwkrdk anj, vuks, vbfsvqvc, ,jhw

*

nu"v pbjx nrsfh ctbst vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhw

shrgey eghr xyg;' shbuc tubzgrvhhokrdk anj, vuks, vc, ,jhw

*

nu"v sus crhhgr vh"ukrdk anj, thruxh c,u vfkv vjaucv ,jhw

shrgey eghr xyg;' vnxphe xeuk rgxphy' erh, hutkgc"d vj,i vher fnr hutk nthr vh"u

ci nu"v tkhnkl yhhykcuho vh"u*

nu"v heu,htk tvri sus ruchbayhhi vh"unghbygbgbx ngbgszagr'

vnxphe tuu rtekgbs etubyhuzudw vjaucv ,jhw

krdk anj, vuks, vc, ,jhw

nu"v haghw hmje ruchi vh"ucturs ngncgr' bhu htre xyghy vnxphe txtxhgahtikrdk bhauth c,u vfkv vjaucv ,jhw gc"d vj,i vher fnr hutk tkhnklvh"uci nu"v sus mch ngr.vh"u*

nu"v sus tvri prhgsnti vh"ukrdk anj, thruxh c,u vfkv vjaucv ,jhwshrgey eghr xyg;' xtuy 9 tubzgrvhhogc"d vj,i vher fnr bp,kh vhrmetvh"uci nu"v tvri ztc dtksayhhivh"u*

nu"v aknv cbhnhi dtksnti vh"ukrdk anj, bhauth c,u vfkv vjaucv ,jhwshrgey eghr xyg;' vnxphe xeuk rgxphy' rtekgbsgc"d vj,i vher fnr tkhnklvh"uci nu"v tkhgzr xd"k drtxvh"u*

nu"v trhtk dwcrt vh"ukrdk thruxh c,u vfkv vjaucv ,jhw shrgey eghr xyg;' vnxphe xeuk rgxphy' erh, hutkgc"d vj,i vher fnr hgec hutkvh"uci nu"v nav fuutivh"u*

nu"v hmje tvri phagr vh"u' nuvk nunjvuzudw vjaucv ,jhwngbgszagr' ptragh crusgrvhhokrdk anj, vuks, vbfsv ,jhw*

nu"v jhho nthr ntrdtrgyi vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhwshrgey eghr xyg;' sgh vgc' rtekgbs etubyhkrdk anj, vuks, vci b"h

hvh rmui nkpbh tchbu acanho a,ruu fukfo ruc bj, sesuav uvrjc, vsg,nfk humth jkmhfo kao uk,ptr, gs cht, vdutk


xwtrt ac, dguugi/ ckuhz sh vhhkhdgsrhh uugrygr egbgi stx ahksgri: nghiguko vct/

uugr gx vty dgvty sh zfhwnhymuvtkyi' thz tvhho nhy ti tumr puijhzue tui anjv uutx grbgry tuh; thhchdzhl tui sh c"c ,jhw tui sh dtbmg napjv/trtpkhhdi sh dtbmg dgahfyg pui prhhytdchz zubytd' thz cfkk bhay gpgx mu uutx tpgsgr tui ptphr zgbgi dgntfy dguutri/tcgr pyur ckt fkuo th tpar' uugki nhrctytbgi gykhfg vuhfpubeyi' thi t cjhwpui hu,r nnv aertbu kpbhfo f,uc fti'tui tuhl thi sh cjhw pui thi nuesountujr/

sh ctyhhkhdyg gkygri ahjhu zgbgidguugi jaucg ytygx tui ntngx hrthouaknho' uugkfg vtci tzuhphk htridguutry tuh; t "vnxphe ac," tuh; zhhgraprtl' tcgr tpdgzgi pui sh stnhbtb. puigbdkha cnal sh dtbmg mhhy' thz shtyntxpgrg dguugi t dgnhhbztng aprtlpui vtr. tui banv' tnubv tui tjsu,'uutx tkg vtci zhhgr duy ptraytbgipubgo tbeungi chz muo tvhhndhhi' tui tuh;uuhphk xwthz ngdkhl uugki sh ptr auru,sgrmhhki tchxk pui uutx stry thzptrdgeungi/

sh druhxg ctuutrpi

chho "ehsuat rct" btl nux; thzdguugi mu ntfi "ehsua" fhs vnkl' tcgrsh vhhkhdg yuhgri uutx vtci zhl sgntkydggpby zgbgi dguugi ptxhd yteg btr uuhchh sh pxueho pui sus vnkl' atu agrhortahfo' p,ju agrho uhcut duh mshe' zvvagr ksw msheho hcutu cu/

stx vhhxy tzuh/ gx thz dguugi shzgexyg htr uutx vnxphe aygky tvgrt ac, nghi guko vct' t ac,muztneubpy ptr gkygri puituhxgrdguugbkhfg ehbsgr' t ac, zhltuhxmuatkygri tchxgkg pui sh gcus,veusa thbsgrvhho' t ac, pui nbujv tuipui "eungi mu zhl" tui pui "zhl murheyrgpi nhy zhl" tui pui tvhhndhhi tui tdkgy yti sgo ctvtkygbgo nktl thbgoauutfi ehbs nhy ngr vtr. tui tvcv uuhcgptr/

tcgr uutx thz tbypkgey dguutri'uutx vty gexpktshry' sgo thmyhdiac,' sh zgexyg ac, v,jzeu, pui sgoxtry' thz dguugi gpgx uutx vty btlehhbntk cgptr bhay ptxhry' t ztl uutxvty hgsi thcgrrtay tui tphku ptzhyhuutruhxdgbungi pui sh fkho' t ztl uutxnwegi ztdi stx thz tpar dguugi sgr mhkptruutx vnxphe vty kf,jhkvdgdrhbsgy sgo dtbmi dgstbe pui tzt ac,v,jzeu, – tcgr gx vty ptrydgsuhgry dtbmg zgex htr sh thhz ztkuugri tzuh ngfyhd tuhpdgcrtfi/

bu ztd auhi uutx/ht' phhi' thz sgr guko dgzgmi tzuh

truo t druhxi ehsua yha' yhhk nhy shykh,ho tuh; sh pkhhmg tui yhhk nhy shac,wshdg abhpxkgl' tui ngi vty zhluutrho muztndganugxy/ xu; fk xu; vtyngi auhi dgvtkyi vhca yh; tuhpwi uugdthi sh bxhgv uutx vty zhl tbdgvuhciprhhytd btfnhytd' tui sh rhhzbsgptxtzahri zgbgi auhi dguugi zhhgr ektrcteuugo mu zhhi thbthhbgo tubygr thhistl/

vty zhl tuhpdgaygky sgr ctrhnygrgxei' nrch. ,urv tui ytyg pui ti

tuhxgrdguugbkhfi ehbs' nu"v tcrvoprtbe vh"u' tui tuhpdgrhxi t ctncg/xwyhhya' hgsgr thhbgr thi ehsua ztk' tituhxbto' ztk zhl tuhpaygki tui zhlptraygki nhywi btngi tui ztdi ptruutxgr thz dgeungi/ ]thi uuhhcgr auk' tuhlchho ehsua btfwi stuugbgi' vty zhhrgchmhi ,jhw tuhpdgrhxi sh zgkcg ctncg/[

tui' uutubsgr thcgr uutubsgr' ehhbgrthz bhay truhx pui ztk' btr hgsgr vtydguutry nhy dgsuks uugi sh rhhg uugytbeungi tui nwuugy gbskhl trtpktzi sgoayhhi pui vtr.' gx ztk pauy mgdhhi thish pkto phhgr pubgo vhxytrhai ntngby/

sh xmgbg pui sh "thbyrtsteati" puihgsi ctzubsgr thz dguugi dtb. gbkhl mu t"ctuutrpi" – gx zgbgi dgpkuhdi txtl"pgekgl" tui dgktbsgy tuh; sh egpgkglpui tkg tbuugzbsg' truhxuutrpbshd puimhhy mu mhhy t auutubd yrgri uutx ngivty bhytntk dgzufy mu ctvtkyi/sgntky zgbgi duy dgeungi sh druhxg mtkbgpehbx uutx ngi vty mudgdrhhy'trhdhbtk yteg ckuhz ptr sh egz eufi tuiantk. vgrhbd tt"uu chho ehsua' tcgrtuhl duy mu uuhai sh tuhdi pui sgo druhxictuutrpi/

tv' thz stx dguugi t xmgbg mudgsgbei! stx egi ngi bhay ctmtki/

tui ngi thz dgdtbdgi rubsg sgo yha'thhi ytyg nhy t pgek' btl t ytyg tuizhhi pgek' btl t ytyg tui xwpgek' tuitzuh uuhhygr/ muuhai sh tbuugzbsg zgbgidguugi thhbmkbg aytc nhydkhsgr thivnxphe' tsgr sh ngbgr pui pruhgi xyg;thi vnxphe' tui uuh srtntyha thz dguugiuugi sh aytc nhydkhsgr vtci tuhlctuutrpi sh xmgbg nhy ctvtkygbgpgekgl pui sh thhdgbg napju, tui

dgauuhxygr/ ht' pubsruhxi thz ngi tpauygr xgruuhx ettrshbghytr' tsgrsgr uutuhkgr nti pui t xyg; thi sh gzr,baho' tcgr yh; stry ctvtkyi dgsgbeyngi sgo nmc pubgo crusgr' auugxygr'tui muntk pui zhl zgkcxy nhy htri murhe/zhfgr ptrktbdy ngi stx bhay tuhpwi"rgzungh" chho grphki t szatc' tcgrtmhbs ptrayhhy ngi vhca cgxgr shvtr. tui banv uutx sh tkg aytcnhydkhsgr khhdi trhhi thi zhhgr trchhy/

ti tbsgrgr ptygr vty dgbungi stxuutry' sgrmhhkbshd sh ptzhyhuug tpektbdchh zhl thi ayuc zhby sgr tbeuo pui tyhhgr nhhsgkg nhy "stui xhbsrtuo/" ztdysgr ytyg' tz sh crtuuehhy tui eurtzapui vtsguugi tzt yhhgr ehbs ti ehhi auocuav' btr pubey ptregry' nhy anjvtui bj,' vty zhl uuh thcgrdgftpy mu tkgnapju, tuhpwi ckte truo tui truo' tuihgsgr dkhhfy trhcgrmuahei sh ehbsgr zhlmu aphki nhy sh nhhsgkg' tzuh khckhl tuiuutrho/

ty sgr ptzhyhuugr nuxygr tuh; jhbultui jxs thz ctaygyhdy dguutri pui btlt ytyi' uugkfgr vty sgrmhhky tz zhhijsr hubdgk vty zhl duy tpdgkgrby uutxnhhby t xpgmhgki ehbs' vtcbshd tdgauuhxygr thi ayuc nhy "stuixhbsrtuo/" sgrmhhky sgr ytyg tz thisgo jsr' fngy hgsi ytd' euny txpgmhgkgr hubdgkg tuh; "nghbxyrhnhbd"gykhfg agv' tui "nhhi hubdgk thz dguutrizhhi aunr' ahmbshd stx ehbs ehhbgr ztktho bhay yagpi tsgr ctwgukvwi' btrhgsgr ztk zhl aphki nhy tho uutuhk tuicfcuswshd/"

muuhai sh ytyg pgegkgl vty zhlptrdgaygky sgr ptygr pui zhci ehbsgr'

ytd-cul - ac, v,jzeu, ptr gkygri - ac, aekho ,ax"y

""tt rrggbbmmkk cchhffuurrhhoo//////""


hgsgr thhbmhdgr pui zhh shtdbtzhry nhy titbsgrg auutfehhy' ngr grbxy tsgruuhhbhdgr/ muuhai tbsgri vty gr ctytbyzhhi stdv tuhpwi mueubpy' uutx yuy ngiuugi sh ehbsgr uugri druhx tui gruutexitui vtkyi thi ayuc tkg muztngi thzstl bhay gpgx uutx thz ngdkhl csrlvycg/

phhi' gr vty dgztdy zhhbx/

vhhsrtxtpgkhx tuhpwi yha

tcgr apgygr thi sh rubsg puithbyrtsuemhgx tui ptraygkubdgi' thzdgeungi sh rhhg tuh; t ytyi' t druhxgrkhyuuhagr xujr tui btl t drgxgrgrkgcgshdgr nuxr xpr/

ywgr zhl ptrdgaygky uugr gr thz' puiuutbgy euny t thsi' uutx gr yuy' tuiptruutx gr thz st/ vty gr dgbungisgrmhhki sh vhxytrhg pui zhhi ehbs uugkfgsteyuhrho vtci sh grayg nhbuyshtdbtzhry nhy "vhhsrtxtpgkhx" tuh; tauugri ptrbgo tui dguutrby sh gkygri zhhztki gruutryi stx trdxyg j"u/ btlfngy t htr mhhy pui tzuhphk grkhhtpgrtmhgx tui etnpkhetmhgx' thz stxehbs truhx pui tubygr sh aphytkhagvgby mu sh gkygri thi ayuc' thi t auugritui auutfi muaytbs uutx thz dgckhcitzuh gs vhuo vzv/

gx thz dguugi t dtr auugrg ngshmhitrtpmuakhbdgi' tui sh gkygri vtcidgzufy jhzue tui eurtza nhy t ,urvwshdgvaepv/ zgbgi zhh tbdgeungi mu t druhxirc akhy"t uugkfgr vty zhh dguuhzi tcrhuu pui t dsuk chartk zm"k' uutu grarhhcy tuh; xpgmhgkg ehbsgr vhnkhaguugrygr nna' ztdbshd tz hgsgr pui zhh thzt "n,bv dsukv ni vanho" uutx sgr curtfk guknho vty dgatbei suet ptr shytyg tui ntng' ufuw ufuw/ sgr crhuu vtytzuh njze dguugi sh gkygri' tz zhhsgreuuhei zhl sgrnhy hgsi thhbmhdi ytd/sgr ytyg thz' ti trhhbmudhhi thithhbmkvhhyi' zhhgr prtnhbgby thi sh uugkypui dgzubyvhhy' tui gx euny tho tuhx muyrgpi thshag napju, thi auugrg nmcho'bhay x,o' tui nwrgsy pui frtbhag ztfiuutx egbgi tbvtkyi ktbdg htri tui gxthz zhhgr' zhhgr' auugr mu yrtdi tztpgek/ vty gr aygbshd chh zhl gykhfgetphgx pui sgo crhuu tui gr yhhky gxaygbshd ptr tzgkfg napju,/ "tui gxvgkpy' thhchd'" ztdy gr/

tsurl zgbgi htri' sgrmhhky sgr ytyguuhhygr' sh ayuc thz dguutexi c"v' chzthhi ytd vty t steytr shtdbtzhry btlt phmk ehbs nhy/// ti gbkhfi prtckgo/ shntng ,jhw vty ptrphry tzgkfg cfhu,muo ytyi' tcgr gr thz dgckhci pgkzipgxy' bgngbshd sgo crhuu thi sh vtby tuiztdbshd ptr zhhi pruh' "chz hgmy vtci nhrdgvty thhi n,bv dsukv' thmy vtci nhrmuuhh n,bu, dsuku,/" tui tzuh dhhgi zhh'apti btl apti' gs vhuo vzv/

tui sti vty gr tsrgxhry sgo ytyiuugkfgr vty dganugxy pubgo ztrd uutxuugy zhhi uugi sh ehbsgr uugki tuhpeungithi sh gruutexgbg htri' uutu uugki zhh dhhi'uutx uugy zhhi?

"thl ptrayhh bhay'" vty gr dgztdy/"tz thhbgr vty tzt dguutkshdg n,bv' tuihgsi ytd thz t ctzubsgrg tumr' uutx thzpay pui ztrdi tuh; htri truo? sgrzgkcgr ctagpgr uutx dhy tubz sh n,bv'sgr zgkcgr ctagpgr uutx ctztrdy

vhhby stx ehbs' uugy ctztrdi ntrdi tuhl/uugr zgbgi nhr mu yrtdi sh stdu,?"

sh tyntxpgrg hgbgo ntngby egingi bhay ctarhhci' pauy tui drts/

tui sgr ytyg bgci tho vty duytuhxdgsruey sh dgphki pui tkgctyhhkhdyg uugi gr vty trtpdgkhhdy uuheusat crhl vut nhy sh dtbmg pnkht akvtkyi nhy sh stzhdg gpgbubd pui thshagvgrmgr thi sh prtuuhztrhag auvk puiktsza vtygk uutx vty dgatekyvhnkgi/ xwthz tphku st t xhpur thi sgogbhi pui vhhkhdi cgkzgr rc zh"g' uugkfgrvty tntk prhhytd mu btfyx dgyrtpi tthshai cjur zhmi tui kgrbgi thi chvn"s'zhhgbshd tbdgyti thi pukg nhkhygrhagnubshri/ sgr cjur vty dgkgrby tuhpwieuk' nhywi dtbmi crgi uuh t cjur thihahcv' tui sgr mshe vty zhl bhaydgegby tpuutubsgri pui sh xmgbg/ stkgrby gr dnrt ,uxw tuhpwi euk prhhytd mubtfyx thi chvn"s' tui st thz grctekhhsy uuh t ptkbgr ruxhagr zgkbgr/

truhxdgaygky vty zhl tz ngi vtydgbungi sgo cjur thi sh trnhh nhydguutks/ ngi vty tho dgktzy zhhi prhhpui nhkhygr thhi ytd thi sgr uutl' tui grvty tuhxdgekhci sgo ytd ac, mu zhhiprhh/ bu' hgsi prhhytd mu btfyx' thi shgrayg nhbuy uutx gr vty dgegby' thz grdgktpi thi ch, vnsra mu kgrbgi shvhhkhdg ,urv' tui tzuh dgkgrby hgsgngdkhfg nhbuy chz numth ac, eusa uugigr vty dgstrpy murhe dhhi thi nhkhygr/sgr mshe zh"g thz dguutri nkt v,rdau,'tui dgztdy sgruh; tz sgr vhhkhdgr cjurthz/// ngfc sh dtukv akhnv' uuhhk sh bj,ruj ptr vah", pui tzt nxhru, bpa uugybhay zhhi btfsgo uutx nahj uugy eungi!

vty sgr ytyg tuhxdgrupi nhyptytx: vgrbshd uuhtzuh sh tkg jaucggkygri dgci zhl tp nhy zhhgr yhhgr ehbsnhy nxhru, bpa nna' tui sgrmu nhy tzttvcv muo ek tsui gk fk vngaho' egingi tuhl ztdi tz stx thz ngfc sh dtukv'tzt dguutkshdi bj, ruj vty fchfuk puish stzhdg ytygx tui ntngx ahjhu/

uugi sgr ytyg pui sh muuhh ehbsgrvty dgvgry sh nurtwshdg shcurho vtygr dguutky crgfi sh kupy nhy tanhhfgkg' vty zhl tbdgrupi muo guko:"thh go xtrh" ptr tuhpvtkyi sh dtukvakhnv' tcgr thl yu ptr sh ehbsgr shcgxyg uutx thl egi/ gr vty mudgdgci tzstx thz dguugi sh grayg ntk thi zhhikgci mu sgrmhhki nhy thhbmkvhhyi shdgahfyg pui zhhbg muuhh xpgmhgkg ehbsgrthi ayuc/

tui thr vty dgnhhby nwvty dgvgrystx kgmyg pui vhhsrtxtpgkhx? bhaysgo ac,/ vty zhl tuhpdgaygky thubdgrnti tui sgrmhhky uugdi t ehbsuugkfgr thz dgcuhri nhy"vhhsrtxtpgkhx" thi t auugri nmc/steyuhrho vtci ptrdgztdy tuhpwi ehbszhhgr auugrg ztfi/

ngi vty dgstrpy khhdi t "atby" thinuj' tcgr hgsi ntk thz sh tpgrtmhgsurfdgptki' btftntk tui btftntk/cnal sh grayg phbg; htr pui sgo ehbs'vty gr dgvty ngr uuh t "stzgi"tpgrtmhgx tuh; nuj uugdi zhhivhhsrtxtptkhx' tui gr vty nnadguutuhby thi aphytk cnal sh dtbmgmhhy/

tcgr tz sgr ctagpgr uuhk/// "thruuhky uuhxi uutx thz dguutri nhy sgoehbs?" vty sgr hubdgrnti dgprgdy' "stieuey nhl ti/ ht' stx chi thl tkhhbx/"

sgr hubdgrnti thz bhay btr dgzuby tuiaytre c"v' btr vgkpy ti t ahgurthshag ehbsgr' druhx tui ekhhi' tuhl zhhidgzuby tui aytre/

tui stx zgbgi sh pgegkgl pui ckuhzgykhfg ytygx' aygky thhl ptr uutxstry vty zhl tpdgyti vgrbshd txtltxtl ngr tzuhphk dgahfygx tuigrthbgrubdgi uugdi xphhbg chphsg' tuyhzo'xgrgcrgk ptkxh' stui xhbsrtuo' tui btltui btl' uutrhng drhxi pui xygyithhktbs' erh, hutk' pkgycua' xtuyptkxcurd' ctrt ptre' euuhbx' ntbxh' tuibtl tui btl/

vhhby prgd thl thhl' str; ngi yrtdithcgrhdg stdu,? ytyg tui ntng dgci zhltuuge uuhphk ngi egi' nhy sh khcatpytui vtr. uutx egi btr eungi pui frjotc gk cbho tui to vcbho anjv/thcgrhdbx? ek tsui gk fk vngaho/

t ekhhbg uugkygkg

chh sh gzr, baho vty zhl tpdgyti tmuztneubpy pui tnubv tui jhzue thcgrtkg crgdgx' tcgr thhi gphzts pubgoac, eusa thz ctyrtfy dguutri surlphkg ctyhhkhdyg tkx thhbx pui shvuhfpubeyi pubgo dtbmi ac, v,jzeu,/

dguugi thz gx chho "ctyg" btl shxgusv prhhytd mu btfyx' uugi sh ntngxvtci tuhxdgaphky ti tjsu,wshdg xtryaphk' tz ngi ztk zhl ctegbgi thhbg nhysh tbsgrg/ sti' kuhywi thhbphr pui sh aphk'vty thhi jaucg pruh dgstrpy tuhpzufimuuhai tkg baho msebhu, thhbg uugngi zhegi auhi mgi htr/ bu' zhhgbshd sh graygntk chh tzt ac,' thi t uuhhyg vtygkthi tpxyghy' thz sgi ngdkhl mu yrgpi tktbdg ctetbyg? tcgr sti thz dgagistx tungruutrygyg' ti tbsgrg jaucgpruh vty zhl tbdgrupi tz zh nhhby zh vtythr grdg. dgzgi tntk/// mu ntfi sh ngaveurmkhl' zgbgi sh muuhh jaucg rchmhbwxdgdtbdgi muztngi thi ch, jhbul kcbu,tkx ehbsgr' tui thmy chho ac, vnxphevtci zhh zhl dgyrtpi thbthhbgo muograyi ntk btl srhhxhd htr/

trhcgr chh sh ngbgr ztk thz tuhldguugi tzt "ekhhbg uugkyk" gphzts uugithhbgr pui sh xgruuhx ettrshbghytrxvty zhl mganugxy nhy t ytyi pui tigruutexgbgo etbxungr' ngi vtydganugxy tvgr tui tvhi chz xwvty zhltruhxdgaygky tz sgr ytyg vty tntkdguutuhby thi ti tbsgrg ayty' tui sgrxgruuhx ettrshbghytr vty tkx ehbsdguutuhby yhr chh yhr sgrbgci tui vtyzhl sgntky tzuh phhi dgaphky nhywixpgmhgki ehbs pui hgbgo ytyi/

tui sh ekhhbg uugkygkg thz bhay dguugisuet ptrchbsi nhy srtntyhag gphztsithi sgo ztk tsgr thi gzr, baho/ stxdtbmg ac, thz dguugi thhbdgvhky thi titjsu,wshdg tyntxpgrg nna nghi gukovct' thsi pui tkg ahfyi tui erhhzi' puitkg gei bhu htre' zhmbshd muztngi fthatjs ckc tjs nhy tzt thbgrkhfg prhhstui jsu, vbpa/

nbujv uanjv

cfkk thz sgr dtbmgr ac, dguugi gpgxtzt dgante tui uutrhnehhy' uuh gx ztdimudkhhl tkg uutx zgbgi auhi dguugi tntkchho vnxphe ac, v,jzeu, tui sh uutxvtci thmy dgvty sh prhuuhkhdhg muo

grayi ntk/sgr huac rta pubgo prtdrto' ncutu

ugs mt,u' thz dguugi sgr ctrhnygr gxeitui pv nphe nrdkhu, nu"v akuw hux;vgraetuuhya vh"u' uugkfgr vty auhiptrthtr chho ac, v,jzeu,trtpdgkhhdy t dgbhyg trchhy pui ac,aku"o uncurl tui thmy vty gr nuxh";dguugi nhy btl t dgkubdgbgptrzhmgratpy/ chh hgsg xgusv' tui btlngr' pui yugnhw prhhytd btfnhytd chz p,ajrh, zubytd nhytd' vty sgr ptrzhmgrtrtpdgkhhdy t nhhxygr trchhy' dgdgcisgo yti' nanj tui njze dguugi sgoguko nhy ahhbg uugrykgl tui ckhmhdgdgstbegi/

sh xgusu, ac, eusa zgbgi dguugimudgaygky fhs vnkl' nhy t ac,wshdiygo tui dgante' sh faru, aytpk tuhpwivgfxyi xytbstry nhy t nadhj ,nhshpui sh grayg nhbuy chz btfwi tvhhndhhi'tubygr sh vadjv ngukv pui vdtui rchcbhnhi drucgr akhy"t/

t jzi thz dguutri mudgaygky dtrptxhd' nu"v cbmhui uuhhx vh"u puictkyhntr vty ptrdgstuugby tkg,phku, ac, eusa/ jzi uuhhx vty tuhltbdgphry sh znhru, ahru, u,acju, cnaltkg xgusu, tui nkuv nkfv' ctdkhhy nhyt etpgkg hubdgkhhy ytktbypukg cgkhznr nhy phhbg ayhngx/

pui kgheuutus' tku utku

sgr dtxy rgsbgr pubgo ac"e thzdguugi vdtui vdsuk vrc sus yrgbeakhy"t' rta hahcv mgbskhdgr htri thikgheuutus tui t ctrhnygr tsrgx thiehruc rjueho/ zhhi ytktby mu "ehruc"vty truhxdgahhby thi sh xgeubsg uutxgr vty dgktbsgy thi vtygk' ctdkhhynhy tzt xtry hubdg kuxyhdg anjvghktv – yrt. zhhi ahhbgo gkygr swhtrhl hnhu uabu,hu cbghnho – uutx vtygkgeyrhzhry hgsi thhbgo cnal sgodtbmi ac,/

ctdkhhy nhy sh pkhbeg ygb. tuictdrhxubdgi' tui zhhi zhxgr phbekshdgranhhfk' thz vrc yrgbe akhy"t thhidruhxgr ayhe uuhhl vtr.' uugkfgr thznna mgdtbdgi vgrbshd pui sh ytygx shdgahfygx uutx vty zhh dgcrgbdy muoac,/ gr vty ptrdtxi vhhxg yrgri tuh;sh pkhhmgx pui vgkshag ytygx' tuisgrbtl vty gr zhh tbdguutubyai tkgcrfu, tui vapgu, yucu,' ctdkhhy nhy teua tuhpwi aygri/

uuh ngr vrc yrgbe akhy"t vty zhlctegby dgntfy nhy sh dgxy tui zhhgrgvhhkhdg prahu,' vty gr egbykhl ngr tuingr ctbungi sgo ctshhy pubgo ac,' sgoctshhy pui vnxphe' tui xpgmhpha shgcus, veusa pui nu"v jhho ngbsk eyhbtvh"u uzud,u vjaucv uvnvukkv ,jhw'uugkfg vtci tvgrdgaygky sgo dtbmiac, v,jzeu, ptr sh gkygri ahjhu' uuhzhh yugi stx auhi kao uk,ptr, zhby,ax"s fuko auuhi kyucv/

tui stx thz dgeungi tzuh vgrkhl muotuhxsrue chh sh chhytd xgusv ptr shyatkgby' uugi gx thz sgr ctayhnygrntngby ptrwi buto vfcus mu ztdi zhhisrav/

pkhbe uuh t hubdgrnti thz sgr jaucgrrta hahcv akhy"t truhpdgaprhbdgi muo"aygbsgr'" btl thhsgr sgr yaghrntivty dgegby tuhxrgfgbgi tkg acjho


cpbhu/ tcgr btl thhsgr gr vty dgegbyeungi muo uutry' zgbgi sh yrgri uuhhygrdgpktxi tui xwvty dgsuhgry gr ztk zhlctruthdi/ bu' xwthz uugrs dguugi mu uutryiuuhhk sh uugrygr pubgo rta hahcv vtcitubygrdgvuhci sgo dtbmi vtygk nhytkgx uutx sgrhbgi chz muo fxt vfcus/

tkx "pu,jhi cfcus tfxbht" vty grtsrgxhry sh vuhpy tbphrgr pubgo ac,'tui vty dgbungi sgrmu sh ctetbygngav pui vhhkhdi tnurt rw zhrt' uuh shdnrt sgrmhhky tz thhbntk hgsi jusa thzgr trhhi thi pktngshdi tuhuugi tui bhaydguutri tpdgcrhy t vtr' fthku kt vhw/ shdnrt ztdy gr vty gx dgyti mu uuhxituhc sgr phhgr pui dhvbo uugy vtci takhyv tuh; tho thi guko vtn,' tuiuuhctks gr vty zhl bhay tpdgcrtyivty gr yteg dguutuxy tz sgr dhvbouugy bhay auky zhhi tuh; tho/ ztdy shdnrt tchxk apgygr' tz mukhc sgo nbvdpui rw zhrt tui sh vhhkhdg nsrhdu, uutxngi vty dgzgi sgrpui' vty ngi thotbdgrupi "eyhbt'" uuh gx uugry uuhhygrsgrmhhky thi sh dnrt cvnal/

"sh nsrhdv pui rw jhho ngbsk uzudw ,jhweyhbt' ztd thl ektr' thz tzuh vuhl tuivhhkhd uutx nwegi dtrbhay tpatmi' ptrtkgx uutx zhh yugi ptr sh xpgmhgkgehbsgr thi ayuc' ptr tkg ehbsgr puivnxphe tui zhhgrg gkygri' tz ehhi dhvbouugy tuh; zhh ehhbntk bhay auky zhhi'"vty sgr rta hahcv dgsubgry nhy zhhiergpyhdg ayhng/ "uuh ptxhd thz yteg tzzhh vtci sh zgkcg btngi uuh ngi vtytbdgrupi sgo vhhkhdi tnurt rw zhrt:eyhbt!"

vrc yrgbe akhy"t thz trhcgr mu shctetbyg nmuv thi sh uutfgshdg xsrv'napyho' "npbh ahcv ,euo uvsr, pbhzei" – tuh; thsha' ngi str; zhltuhpaygki ptr ti tkyi ths' ptr t,knhs jfo' ptr t xpr ,urv' ufuw/ tuhluugry dgcrgbdy thi sh dnrt' tz uugi tths vty dgcrgbdy "chfurho'" vty ngizhl dgstrpy tuhpaygki thcgrtk uutu grthz tsurl tuhpwi uugd mu hruakho ghrveusa/

ztdy sh dnrt' tui tzuh uugrydgwpxewby kvkfv' tz t "pugk'" thhbgruutx vtky thbnhyi sh trchhy ptr t cgkvch,' thz pyur pui "npbh ahcv ,euo" tuiytr zhl bhay tuhpaygki ptr ehhbgothbnhyi sh trchhy' uuhhk sgntky thz grnjuhc mu trchhyi t dtbmg mhhy tui ytrbhay tuugedgci t xgeubsg ptr gpgxtbsgra/ tcgr' thhi tuhxbto thz st' tzuugi t ths dhhy tsurl bgci tho nhy"chfurho" tuhpwi uugd muo ch, vnesa'str; zhl tphku sgr pugk tuhpaygkithbnhyi sh trchhy/

ptruutx? ra"h tuhpwi pkt. ztdy sgrygo' uuhhk sgr uutx crgbdy chfurho thzstl dguugbkhl t pauygr ths' thhbgr uutxdhy zhl tp nhy ptrgo trchhy' zhhgy tuiauhpgky tui abhhsy tui chbsy/ bu' uugi grdhhy tuhpwi uugd uugki tho ngbyai bhaytuhpbgngi tkx t ,knhs jfo btr nwuugytho thdbtrhri' sgrhcgr vhhxy sh ,urvvew ngi ztk tho tpdgci sgo rhfyhdifcus tuhpwi dtbmi uugd uuhhk gr thz nerhczhhbg prufy thi ch, vnesa' gr crgbdythmy chfurho ptrwi vhhkhdi ctagpgr/

"yhhgrg vhhkhdg gkygri'" vty sgr pvnphe nrdkhu, dgarhdi tuitubygrdgaprhbdgi uuh t hubdgrntbyahe/"thr zgby uutuhkg grkhfg ytygx tuintngx' nhy payu, tui ,nhnu,' nhy tehbs thi ayuc uugngi thr strpy uutai

tui uuhai' phygri tui zuhcgri' chbsi tcgbsgkg tuhpwi ehbs' chbsi t ctbstza'yrtdi tui crgbdgi tvgr tui tvhi' gxthz chygr auugr' ngi str; tzuhphkzhhgi tui auhpkgi tui drtci tui zhhiptryti sgrnhy ytd thhi tui ytdtuhx/// ztky thr tcgr uuhxi tz thryrtdy chfurho ptrwi vhhkhdi ctagpgr'yteg sh auugrg trchhy pubgo pauyiptrngr tuhpwi phhdi cuho' yteg shauugrg trchhy pui t ytyg tui tntng muuhai sh phr uugby pubgo etltsgr pkgh-ruo tsgr steytrwx tphx'mu sh phru, pui tzt trchhy yhhky sh,urv vew sgo drgxyi fcus' mu sgostr; zhl hgsgr tuhpaygki ti tuhxbtotuhpwi dtbmi ktbdgi uugd muo ch,vnesa/"

tv' ctkzto' ctkzto kfcus ac,eusa/ sh yatkgby btfsgo thz dguuginghi guko vct' tcgr bhay tzuh uuhhyuugdi sh danhu,wshdg ygo uuh uugdi shvhnkhag uugrygr pubgo rta hahcvuutx vty uuhhygr dgsubgry thi sh zfrubu,tui ayurgngi btl tk. chh tkg tbuugzbsgchzwi vhhbyhdi ytd/

tui zhhgbshd sgr vtrmhdgr cgk anjv'tui ayhhgbshd tuhpwi auugk pui jusa tsr'vty gr zhl grkuhcy tuh; t uuhhkg muctrdi t ayrhhnk pui thhbgo tui gxtbyti tuh; t nhbuy/ uutx thz ahhl muztdi' xwthz tho duy dgaytbgi' nhy shpktnhdg murv' zhkcgrbg shuebt eshat'tui jxhshagr dtryk/

tcgr tz thhbgr vty tho t prgddgyti' "tcgr sh abhpxk khdy btl tk.chho etkbgr?" vty gr dgkhhdy thhi vtbytuhpwi ayrhhnk tui xwtbsgrg tuhpwietkbgr' tuhxrupbshd "tku utku///" tui tnabfbx tsr anhhfk vty gexpktshrychho dtbmi guko/

nav utvri cfvbhu

thi sh etrhstri pui xpgmhgkg vhk;thz ktbdg htri ctrhny sh "nav tui tvriptubsghati'" t uutuhkygyhdgtrdtbhztmhg uutx aygky mu tkg grkhhn,bu,' teyhuuhygyi tui dguuhxgphbtbmhgkg ayhmg ptr xpgmhgkgetbxungrx' tui mu sgrmhhki uuhphk"vnxphe" etbxungrx vtci auhi dgbtxipui sh ptubsghati uutkyi mgi tzgkfgtryhekgi bhay gxphgy mu ctarhhci/

vhh-htr muo ac, v,jzeu, vtyvnxphe dgvty sgo fcus tz vr"r hgecvfvi etpktui akhy"t' uugkfgr vtynhhxs dguugi sh ptubsghati tui phry gxti kao uk,ptr,' thz dgeungi zhlctyhhkhdi chho ac, v,jzeu,' uutx vtyphk mudgdgci muo rhhfehhy tuiuuhhyrhhfbsg vapgv pubgo dtbmi ac,/

tuh; zhhi thhdbtryhdi ayhhdgr vtyvrc etpktui tuhpdgyrgyi chh tkgxgusu, tui dgdgci mu vgri pui zhhbgktbdhtrhdg grptrubdgi nhy xpgmhgkgehbsgr tui zhhgrg napju,' uutx gx nhhbytubygrvhhci zhhgrg dgnhygr tui zhh ntfianhhfkgi' uuh uuhhy sh ehbsgr ptrayhhgiuutx ngi yuy ptr zhh tphku zhh egbgibhay tk. truhxmhhdi sh ektrg dgphki tuietnhubhetmhg/ cnal sgo ac, eusa vtyvrc etpktui sgrmhhky mgbskhdgr tuimgbskhdgr tzgkfg gphztsi uugkfg vtciuuhrekhl tubygrdgvuhci sgo guko muvuhfg xpgri/

chh aka xgusu, vty gr tuhpdgyrgyinhy uutrhng scrh ,urv' ctzhry tuh; t

uutry pui vhhkhdi j,o xupr zh"g tuhpwipxue chh n,i ,urv' "kl rs'" uutx vah",vty dgztdy ptr nav rchbu ptr n,i,urv/ stx thz t rnz' ztdy sgr j,"x' tznwegi bhay tbeungi vuhl btr tuhc ngichhdy zhl trtp ptr sgo' tui kgbhbhbu thzgx t rnz mu sh vhhkhdg trchhy puixpgmhgkg gkygri' uugkfg chhdi zhl trtpmuo yhhgri ehbs' vtsguugi tui pkgdi stxehbs tzuh dgyrhh' bhay euebshd tuh;dtrbhay' tui nhy sgo thz ngi zufvtbmueungi zhhgr zhhgr vuhl/

tzuh vty sgr jaucgr dtxyctkztnhry sh ytygx btftntk tuibtftntk' nhy scrh jhzue tui dgvuhcgbgdgstbegi pui tnubv tui cyjui uutx uugytuh; ktbd dgsgbey uugri/

crf, vjnv nhywi phsk

numth ac, eusa vty hgsgrnhydgvtkyi btl t srtntyhagr chhaphkpui "ek tsui gk fk vngaho'" chh t dtrsrtntyhag ptraygkubd uutx vtydgntfy sh gkygri tchxgkg ptrdgxi sgo"st" tui sgo "hgmy" tui zhh uuhrekhltubygrdgvuhci chz sh vgfxyg xpgri/

sh vhxytrhaehhy pui "crf, vjnv"sgo grc pxj vcgk"y egi ngi bhaythcgratmi' tui vnxphe vty njhw dguugish gkygri nhy tphrcrgbdgi sh dgvuhcgbgdgaggbha tkx sh mgbyrtkg ntngby puinkuv nkfv/ sh kgeygrx zgbgi dguugiptrktai tui sh uutby vty tuhpdgahhbynhy sh zui' kcbv' fufch kf, tui nzku,' thit drubykhfg grekgrubd tuh; tkgthhbmkvhhy pui crf, vjnv/

btby mu t srhh-pgryk ayubsg zgbgitkg tuhdi dguugi dguutbsi mu sh bpktu,vcurt pui sh nvkl vjnv' sh ,eupu,vabv' sh njzur dsuk tui njzur eyi' shahyu, muuhai jfnhbu z"k tui uuhtzuh tkgxeuny muztngi tzuh tunctarhhckhlpubeykhl tuhpwi vtr' hgsg 82 htr'teurty uuh chh aa, hnh crtah,' muochkhtbxyk pui t xgeubsg nna!

uugi sh ptraygkubd thz ptryhddguutri' thz sgr guko btl tk. dgzhmi uuhtrtpdgbtdky mu sh grygr' euho egbgbshdeungi mu zhl pui sh uutubsgr pui ctagpgrthi sh dtbmg crhtv' pui sh zui chz sh kcbvchz sh tunmtkctrg aygrbx/ tv' atuxchc ghbhl urth' fuko cjfnv gah,/

btl t eurmg vpxev vty ngi uuhhygrnnahl dguugi sh xgus,t ssus nkftnahjt' tui uuh ptxhd thz sti dguugi chhsh xgusv pui sus nkl hartk jh ueho muvgri t phsk aphkgr uutx uugi uugkyuutky dguugi uugky uutky gr uugi dguugiuugky ctrhny thcgr sh dtbmg uugky)zhbdy stx abgk(/ sgr phsk aphkgr' vrckhy akhy"t' thz ktbdg htri t ctrhnygrnrch. ,urv thi sh xtuy ptkxcurd dgdby'tui mu sgr zhhy aygky gr tvgr titunctarhhckhfg phsk-aphkgrhh mu ctrhrish yhpxyg banv xyrubgx/

gr vty nvbv dguugi sgo dtbmi gukonhy vgrkhfg bhdubho pui tntk tui ahhbgkhsgr pui vhhby' tui gykhfg ntktuhxdgaphky ctrhnyg eub.-uugre chz mu23wxykgl pui t "btuy" tza ngi vtydgstrpy mhpi sgo aygri mh ngi jkunwytsgr gx thz kgcgshd chho vnxphe nkuvnkfv/

muo akux vty tuhpdgyrgyi vrcprtbe akhy"t' uugkfgr vty dgntfy t"xl vfk" pubgo dtbmi ac,' thi eurmitrtpdgaygky sh hxusu, uutx sh cgkhsrabho tui crtuug gkygri vtcituhxdganugxy cnal sgo dtbmi ng,kg,' tuhpwi ayhhdgr uuh gr ztk uugki bgngisgo dtbmi tunctarhhckhfi dgvuhcgbgoac, v,jzeu, tui gx thhbebhhyai thi trgbmgkg' tzuh gx nhydgci ptr hgsithhbgo tkx msv ksrl/

ngi nuz ztdi' gx thz tho dgkubdgi c"v'uuhhk ty sh rgbmgkg chfurho khdy btlprha tui nubygr chh tkg gkygri uutxvtci zufv dguugi mu nhyvtkyi sgovhhkhdi ac, aekho/

tui tz sgr cgk srai vty dgaktxizhhbg yhhgrg uugrygr' tui sgr zhhdgr vtydgektpy vtkc muuhh ptrytdx' thz sgrguko tuhpdgaprhbdgi nhy t prhaehhy tuizhl t ktz dgyti thi rheushi ghkthi uutxvty dgateky vhnkgi/

sh nuzhe vty dgaphky' sgr phskgrvty dguutrhny' sh pux vtci zhl dgvuhci'sh pbhnwgr vtci dgpktny' sh tuhdi vtcidgdktbmy' sh vgrmgr vtci zhl sgreuuhey'sh banu, vtci dgeuutki/ ytygx nhyuuhhxg ztei tui ytygx nhy uuhhxgetpgkgl vtci dgytbmi sgceg tui rch rwtkhnklwx ytb./

uuhhy uuhhy thi sh thhdgbg vhhzegkglvtci sh xpgmhgkg ehbsgr auhi tzuhdgkgfmy mu zgvi zhhgrg gkygritvhhneungi tuhpdgrtfyi tuituhpdgktfyi nna uuh bhh/


thi ktbs puhki' bhay uuhhy pui sh ctuutuxyg aytydtrkh.' dgphby zhl stx aygygkg eruxbtu/ ehhi druhxgayty thz gx ehhbntk bhay dguugi' tcgr ngrgrg thsivtci stry dguutuhby/ yhhk pui zhh vtci zhl ptrrgfbytkx jxhsho pubgo vhhkhdi mshe sgr dtrkhmgr rc' vrv"erw crufwk vkcrayto zh"g' t zui pui vhhkhdi mtbzgr rcsgr scrh jhho zh"g/

thi eruxbtu vty sti dguutuhby ti tbdgzggbgrjaucwgr ths' t druhxgr guar tui cgk msev npurxo'uugkfgr thz yteg bhay dguugi pui sh jxhsho pubgodtrkhmgr rc' tcgr pui sh tbsgrg zhhy thz gr tuhl bhaydguugi ehhi egdbgr mu tho/

thhi ytd vty ptxhry tzt ngav' tz sgr jaucwgrths vty tbdgvuhci akgfy mu aphri' sh dgsgrho zgbgitho bhay dguugi thi trsgbubd' tui uutx gr vtytrhhbdgbungi thi nuhk vty gr ctks tuhxdgcrtfi k"g/zhhi nmc thz dguutri auugrgr tui grdgr pui ytd mu ytd'tui sh ekhhi-aygykhag steyuhrho vtci tho dtrbhaydgegby vgkpi/ dgky vty gr stl dgvty' vty gr zhltruhxdgktzy thi uugd ehhi shhyaktbs' zhl mu ktzitubygrzufi chh sh druhxg prtpgxtri pui cgrkhi' tui vgrizhhgr nhhbubd/

sh cgrkhbgr prtpgxtri vtci tho drubykhltubygrzufy' tui ctaktxi tz ngi nuz tho tpgrhri tuizgi uutx yuy zhl thbguuhhbhd thi egrpgr/ chh sh tpgrtmhgvtci zhh tbysgey thi zhhbg dgsgrho t dgpgrkhfidguutuex k"g' uutx vty zhl auhi dgvty mgaprhhy tuh;ngrgrg pkgmgr/ zhh vtci ctks ctaktxi tz gx thzbhayt uutx mu yti ngr' zhh vtci tuhpdgdgci vtpgbubdgituh; tho' tui tho "dgdgci" ngrxybx phr uutfi mu kgci/

sgr ths thz murhe tvhhndgptri mucrtfi uuh t atrcitui tbdguuhhytdy tuh; zhhi chygri nmc/ sh yruhgrhdgcaurv thz ctks ctetby dguutri thi aygyk tui vtytkgngi tuhpdgmhygry/ hgsgr vty stl tho tzuh dgagmyptr zhhi duyvtrmhdehhy tui phkg mseu, uutx gr vtyptryhhky/ tui hgmy - thi zhhbg cgxyg htri - dgphby grzhl khhsgr thi tzt nhutawshdi muaytbs/

zhhi pruh ti ehhi ptrzuhngbha thz ,hf; unhstrhcgrdgptri ehhi dtrkh. muo mshe' uuhhk ftya zhhvtci zhl bhay dgvtkyi ptr zhhbg jxhsho' vtci zhhtcgr dtrbhay dgvty egdi tho' uuh sgrntby/ tmhbsthi tzt g, mrv vty zh dgvtpy tuh; t bx thi zfu,pubgo mshe' sgrhcgr thz zh trhhi muo dtrkhmgr rctui zhl tuhxdgdtxi ptr tho thr chygr vtr./

uuh ctetby' vty sgr vhhkhdgr dtrkhmgr rc zh"gdguugbkhl bhay dguutky dgci ehhi vcyju,' muztdituh; rputu, tui haugu,' tui gr pkgdy btr uutubyai/tcgr tbdgvuhci thi htr ,rx"v' sgntky thi zhhikgmyi htr tuh; sgo guko' vty gr ht mudgztdyektrg vcyju,' tui gr vty sgrchh tuhxdgcgyidrgxgrg xfunho dgky ptr zhhbg mseu, tui vuhfggbhbho/

sh ngav vty ptxhry thi hgbgo htr' tui sgrmshe vty yteg dgztdy ptr sh pruh tz gr egituhxwpugkwi t rputv tuhc zh khhdy trtp sh xung puisrhh vubsgry rhhbha/ sh pruh vty dgri nxfho dguugi'zhhgbshd ahhi ptrngdkhl/ chh zhl vty zh sgntkybhay dgvty sgo druhxi xfuo' tcgr zh vty dtb.

abgk dgphbgi uugr gx ztk thr ctrdi sh xung' zhhgbshdctuutuxy tkx rhhfg tui ptrkgxkhfg pruh' tui zh vtygx trhhbdgcrgbdy ptrwi mshe/

sgr mshe vty thr dgztdy tz zh ztk dtrbhay ztrdi'thr nti uugy cgzr, vw vtci t rputv akhnv ceruc/ tuish pruh thz murhe tvhhndgptri nhy druhx vtpgbubd thivtrmi/

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ti tbsgr aygyk bgci dtrkh. vhhxy htxkuh/ strythz chnho vvo dguugi t jaucwgr rc' uutx zhhi rchmhi thzdguugi ti thhbhek pui vrv"e rw suswk eatbucgr zh"g )tuhlt zui pubgo vhhkhdi mtbzgr rc zh"g(' tui sgr dtrkhmgr rcthz dguugi zhhi gkygr pgygr/

uugi sgr rc vty dgvgry tz zhhi gkygr pgygr sgrdtrkhmgr rc vty mudgztdy t rputv ptr hgbgo guar tuigr vty dgbungi sgrptr srhh vubsgry rhhbha' vty grdgekgry chh zhl' tz nx,nt vty sh pruh tho bhayptrmhhky sgo dtbmi tn, thcgrwi dgpgrkhfi nmc pui thrnti' tz gr vty tzt dguutuex tui xwthz auhi zhhgrmgaprhhy' uuhhk uuhtzuh egi ngi sgi muztdi t rputvakhnv tuh; tzt ptk uutx sh steyuhrho dgci bhay ngruuh phr uutfi/ ngr pui tkgngi vty sgr rc nurt dgvty'tz tuhc sgr ths uugy j"u aytrci thi sh eungbshdg ygd'uugy gx zhhi t druhxgr jhkuk vao' hgsgr uugy uuhxi tzsh vcyjv pubgo dtrkhmgr rc thz bhay neuho dguutri/aubtho tui n,bdsho vtci stl khhsgr bhay dgpgky hgbgmhhyi' tui zhh uugki auhi vtci "xjurv" uutx mu ptrmhhki'tui sgrmu vty gr sgrptr dgcgyi dtbmg srhh vubsgryrhhbha/

vty sgr rc ctaktxi tz gr nuz auhi trhcgrptrimuo gkygr pgygr' tui tho ptrmhhki sgo dtbmi tn,' uuhchygr sgr jukv vtky' tui uutx sh druhxg cgrkhbgrsteyuhrho vtci tuh; tho dgztdy/

uugi sgr dtrkhmgr rc – uugkfgr thz dguugi ctuutuxytkx tuhxygrkhagr phej tui jrh; – vty sgrzgi sgo

rc tbeungi' vty gr ctks ptraytbgi tz gpgx grbxydhhy st ptr' vty gr tho dgprgdy ptruutx gr thzdgeungi mu ptri' tcgr sgr rc vty zhl btfbhay dgvtydgptxy nuvy mu ztdi sh rhfyhdg xhcv ptruutx gr thzdgeungi' vty gr zhl tbdgvuhci truhxmusrhhgi tz xwthzbhay ehhi uuhfyhdg ztl tui gr str; x,o gpgx grkgshdit ekhhbhdehhy/ tcgr sgr dtrkhmgr rc vty bhaybtfdgktzy/ "ztd nhr sgo tn,' su chxy zhfgr bhaydgeungi mukhc gpgx t ekhhbhdehhy/"

bhay vtcbshd muphk crhru,' vty sgr rc ctks"nusv" dguugi ptruutx gr thz ctn, dgeungi' "fwvtcdgvgry tz sgr rch vty mudgztdy t rputv ptrwi guarpui eruxbtu tui dgbungi sgrptr srhh vubsgry rhhbha' tuifwvtc dgekgry tz nx,nt uuhhxy bhay sgr rch tz sgrths thz auhi dguugi thi cgrkhi chh sh drgxyg prtpgxtritui zhh vtci tho tuhpdgdgci///" t/t/uu/

sgr dtrkhmgr rc vty ctks thhbdgzgi tz gx pgkybtl sgo thbdi rc tchxk tnub, msheho' uuhhk uuhtzuh vtygr tphku dgvty tzt njacv tz zhhi vcyjv ztk bhayneuhho uugri/ vty gr zhl sgrhcgr dgbungi arhhgi tuh;tho nhy atrpg kaubu, fsrfu ceusa' "thl vtcdguutuxy tz su uugxy nhr bhay ptrdhbgi sh srhh vubsgryrhhbha/// stx dgky str; thl vtci ptr nhhbg gbhbho' tuiuutx dhhy nhr ti uutx sgr ths vty thi du;///? uutx dhhynhr ti uutx sh cgrkhbgr steyuhrho ztdi tuh; tho///?thl chi sgi t steytr uutx xwztk nhr thbygrgxhriuutx gr vty chh zhl thi du;///?! thl str; ckuhz ztdi thhiztl' gr ztk vtci t rputv akhnv! tui thl str; thobtr trtpcrgbdgi kgci pubgo kgcgshdi ctagpgr' tui ngrthz bhay ehhi bpet nhbv cfkk/"

sgr mshe vty btl uuhhygr dgarhdi tuh; tho )fhsugthz stx dguugi srfu ceusa' tui gr thz dguugi zhhgr atr;chh tzgkfg ztfi' vtcbshd dtr vuhfg gbhbho nhy zhhbgatrpg kaubu, tui tuhxsruei' trtpmubgngi eyrudhot/s/d/( tui btl sgo ktbdi "pxe" vty gr tho nnaptrahey pui tho' gr ztk zhl murhe tvhhnptri/

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gx zgbgi tsurl dgbuh tfy ygd' tui sgr guar puieruxbtu thz tuhpdgaytbgi pui cgy' ftjs vtso/ grthz murhedgdtbdgi mu zhhbg dgagpyi' uuh dtrbhay uutkydguugi/

zhhi uuhhc' tcgr' thz btfbhay dguugi tzuh ruthd/ zhvty zhl aytre thhbdgcgyi chh tho btftntk mu ptriehhi cgrkhi tui zhl ktzi tubygrzufi chh sh steyuhrhostryi' mu zhhi zhfgr tz tkgx thz yteg thi trsgbubd/sgr ths vty dgptkdy' tui tbeungbshd ehhi cgrkhi thzgr zhl dgdtbdgi tubygrzufi chho zgkci steytr uutxvty tho tubygrzufy stx grayg ntk/

hgbgr vty tho tubygrzufy thhbntk tui btftntk'tui gr vty zhl dgvuhci sh tuhdi crgngi nhy uutubsgrtui zhl tuhxygrkha dgwjhsuawy' "xwthz bhayt ehhi zfrpui ehhi njkv! stx thz sh grayg ntk thi nhhi dtbmgngshmhbhag etrhgrg uutx thl ctdgdi nhl nhy tztztl/"

sgr guar thz murhe tvhhndgptri dgzuby tuiaytre/ zfu,u hdi gkhbu ugk fk hartk' tni/

h/ a/ p/ v/q xhpurh rputv

sh cgrkhbgr dgci phr uutfi?

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pui thhchd ti thz sgr tuhxsrue "zni jru,hbu"chh thshag ehbsgr' thi thr trdhbgki ctshhy zhhgrt ctwygnwygr tui duygr tbztd' xpgmhgk btl sgoctpgk pui jfz"k tz "cfk sur usur jhhc tsokrtu, t, gmnu fthku vut hmt nnmrho/"

tcgr mu ptrayhhi uuhtzuh "zni jru,hbu"aygky zhl truhx thi t rhfyhdi teyugki ptrbgouugrbshd tuhxdgkhhzy pui nhhi prhuutyg chygrggbdatpy' vtc thl ptrarhci sh ptkdgbsg mhhkimu pruchri ptrmhhfgbgi sh prtckgngi' auugrgtunaygbsi' tui tkg chygrg etnpkhetmhgx uutxgx crgbdy nhy zhl sgr bhay tzuh ctetbygr"cgkkx ptkxh" uuhhrux/ sgr muaytbs thz btlbhay uuh dgvgrhd puckhmhry dguutri nhy tkg thrgpteyi tui sgytki muuhai tubzgr vhhnhagi guko'tcgr' ptrcrgbdgbshd muuhai sh phr uuhhxg tuidkhhfdhkyhdg uugby pui nhhi vhhzk thi t ,eupv puit ahhbg ptr uutfi' ptr ehhi auo ths dgstfy'dkuxy zhl nhr zhhgr mu nhyyhhki nhhbg dgphki tuithhbsruei' vdo bhay tzgkfg atehrgsbg tsgrdgpgrkhfg' uvhw zv afrh tuhc t ths uutx dgphbyzhl thi zgkci jsr uugy gpgx zhl sgrkgrbgi tuh;kngav' tsgr gf"p tuh; preh njacv zhl muctruvhdi tui bhay uugri tbdgmuhdi/

tmhbs' shrgey mu sh pteyi/

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vdo auhi dkhhl thi sh grayg ayubsgi pui hgbgo khkac, eusa vtc thl dgaphry t ayhek gbsgrubd thi nhhixsr' vty gx nhr bhay cfkk dgftpy tz gpgx dhhy ptrtruo nhr/

tuhl ac, thbsgrprh uugi thl vtc yugo dguugi stxayhek pha tui dgaphry t ygo pui "rtxy" ckg"z vtcthl dtrbhay juas dguugi/ tchxk etp uuhhytd thz stlbhay ehhi nmhtu, uutx ztk ctuuhhzi truhxmubgngi tngbya pui zhhi dguugbkhfg ruyhi/ sgo thbmhsgby nhy shpha vtc thl ptrauuhdi nauo akuw ch, unauo fcus ac,'ztk gx vhhxi tz sh pha thz dguugi sh dgkubdgbxyg tuh; shuugky nna uuh hux; nuehr ac,wx pha cag,u/

tcgr btfi tuhpayhhi tui mu zhl eungi pui sgo ahbvcac, ,gbud thz auhi dtrbhay dguugi uutx mu ctvtkyi/nhhi cbh ch, a,jhw vty nhr nushg dguugi tz "xtnyhbdwzdtuthbd ti'" uuhhk nhhi dgzhfy tuhxsruei vtci dgwnxrwytzuh vhkfhd tui uuh nhy nhhertptbgi tuhxdgarhdi: vtky!uutx thz dgagvi nhy shr?!

"t ptrerunyg nuhk" thz sh ngrxyg cktxg yhyukptr sh murv jsav pui nhhi pbho uutx vty gbyvtkyitxtl ngr uuh ckuhzg drhntxgi' nna t bhhg ctagpgbha'uuh sgr kcua pui jxhsho utbah ngav' thz tkgx tuh; nhhipbho dguugi dgptrgny pui rgfyx tuh; khbex' pui tuhcimu tubygi' ujuzr jkhkv/

mu nbjv uaka xgusu, chu thl auhi dgdtbdgi nhyuutekshdg yrhy' uugi cag, ngav phk thl hgsg nhbuy uuhnhhi etp aptky zhl pui hxurho' xpgmhgk thi sgo ayjuutx truo sh khbeg tuhgr uutx vtci uuh ctsrtgy nhrmu ntfi ptr t acr fkh uuh ehhbntk cgptr/

nhhbg jcrho thi ch, vnsra vtci bhay ptraytbgiuutx thz dgagvi nhy nhr' tzt grbxyehhy pkumkubd puithhi nhbuy tuhpi muuhhyi/tn,' fh t,v vut shhi unufhj'gx thz yteg cghmuno ak hnh vaucch"o' tui hgmy thzstl cghsi rgut srguhi uugi hgsgr ths ntfy t ayhekjacui vbpa/ tcgr stl' gpgx t ayhek anhhfk tuhpipbho ngd ngi stl truhxdgci' bu' anhhfk' gpgx' tcgrdtrbhay' uuh pui thhz chi thl dgckhci ptrpruhri mutfyubd dgci tuhpi nhhi bhhg xus uutx ctdkhhy hgmy nhhidtbmg uugzi/ btr nhy tzt geabu,wshdg ptrtkhz vtc thldgegby murhevtkyi sh erung drhntxi pui truhxeungithi zhhgr prtfyhdg dktb./

etp auuhbskgi' tuhd yrgri' thhbdgakgpy )bto( thi shdtbmg khbeg jke pui pbho' aphhgi pui nuhk' bhay egbgigxi – yrubegi – rgsi – anhhfki' zgbgi pui hgbg nhbuytui uuhhygr dguugi nb, jkeh udurkh ptr sh eungbshdg ygdtui uutfi uutx vtci ptrpuketny thi pukxyi zhi puiuutry tubzgr tuhcgbsgrntbyg "thhdgbg nmrho/"

t abgkg bxhgv thi gngrzagbxh ruo numth ac, eusa– btfwi cteungi grbxyg srttubdgi pui ptrahsgbg ztlegbgr tz stx angey k"g nhy t xyrtue – vty dgdgcisgo gbsdhkyhdi btngi ptr tzt thbygrgxtbyg nmc/)prgdy nhr bhay zhby uugi t phr tui srhhxhd hgrhdgr

thbdgrnti ftpy t xyrtue' vhhby muytdx nhy tztauugrg getbtnhg tui tzt phkptrchdg uuhhxg vuhz thztkgx ngdkhl/(

tuuge ayupbshd uuhfyhdg chzbgx nhyhbdgi utx zgbgidguugi tuhpi yha tui thcgrktzbshd zhh tuh; titunctetbygr zni thbgo mueubpy' vtci zhl nhhbgvgby dguuhdy tui dgsrhhy chho hubdgi abv rtaubvsteytr thi "yrhtza'" uugkbshd tuhxakhxi sh kgmygngdkhfehhyi pubgo prhgrsgrntbyi k"g/

fjmu, vkhkv' uugi thsi vtci trhhbdgftpy shkgmyg akubd pubgo nkuv snkfv etuug vty nhr sgrsteytr tuhxdgrupi nhy t anhhfk )dgftpy sgoytygr(: "cgkx ptkxh!"

zhhi vuhfg tuhxru; vty – tuhxgr thi sh ktbdgaphytk etrhstri – bhay tpdgvhkfy thi grdg.'trhhbrgfbshd nhhbg njacu,' uuhhk thl vtc c"v sgobtngi ehhbntk bhay dgvty dgvgry/ tpar thz gxauhi tntk dguugi sgrntby thi vnxphe dtzgy' uutxuugry chh tubz tsurfdgkhhby pui sgek mu crgek' tcgrtphku ht thz gx dguugi tuhxsrhekhl btr chh sh"ytckgyi" tpyhhkubd uutx ngi phry zhl chh tubzvhhnhag mu khhbgi btr uugi sh tbsgrg tryhekgi zgbgiauhi thbdtbmi tpdgbumy tui nwvtky btl thbnhyijusa/ ]drtsg thz ht dguugi ti tryhek uugdi "cgkxptkxh" gykhfg htr murhe' tubygrwi egpk "ptkagyrgri'" tcgr cgxgrx vty stl bhay ehhi ahgur///–rgs/[

tkgbptkx' pui stry tui uuhhygr thz auhi bhaydgckhci sh tpmhg pui bhay uuhxi' tkgx truo nhr shbgexyg ayhe mhhy vty dghtngry' dgarhdi tui zhldgcgyi "cgkx ptkxh/" tkg nhhbg juaho zgbgi dguutriuuh ptrygnpy muztngi nhy sh vuhfg stzgxetryhztui uutx zgbgi thi nhr trhhbdgpktxi nhy tabgkg rhygo/

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"cgkx ptkxh" thz t uuhhrux – vdo bhay ehhitbaygehdg cfkk – uutx sh ektrg turztl sgrpui thz

dgbmkhl tunctetby tphku thi sh vhhbyhdg ptrdgarhygbguugky/ nhy tkg tuhxyrgpubdgi' grphbsubdgi' ayushgx' tuiygfbhe' thz btfbhay tuhpdgeungi tphku t nem, pui tzhfgrg xcrt uuhtzuh stx ptxhry' vdo apgeuktmhgxzgbgi st krjmv/

sgr uuhhrux ptrtkhzhry dgbmkhl thhi zhhy pubgo pbho'uuhhk gx ntfy tuhpauugki sh vuhpy bgruu uutxetbyrtkhry sh dtbmg zhhy pubgo pbho – nhy ahei tuicrgbdgi ngxgszagx tvhi tui murhe pubgo nuj – tuiguugbyugk uugry sh bgruu tzuh aytre tuhpdgauutki tzgx uugry gbd thi sh "vtkygr" uutu gx khdy' uutx ntfytz sh bgruu ztk uugri mgsruey tui bhay egbgipubemhtbhri/

sh xhpytngi pubgo uuhhrux rgfgbgi trhhi )kfk vpju,'tcgr bhay tuhxmuakhxi ngr( sh ptkdbsg: t vtkcg pbhoegi zhl bhay rhri pui pkt.' t ptreruny nuhk chho rgsitui gxi tui muntk tphku x,o tzuh' bhay aphri dgvgrhdehhi ygo tsgr ht phki t ntsbg ygo chh hgbg zhhy nuhk)knak sh cgxyg pha vty t ygo pui "rtxy"(' bhayegbgi gxi tui akubdgi chh hgbg zhhy' hgbg tuhd ntfy zhlbhay mu dgvgrhd )chho zhl yuckwi thi neuv zgvy ngi shahhbg ckuhg uutxgri(' hgbg tuhgr vgry dtr aytre tiehhi auo ctktbx' sgr ayj tubygr sh tuhgr yuy fxsrzhhgr uuhh' tui btl/

sh grdxyg thz btl uugi gx euny mu vtbskgi nhytrunhdg' uumc"a tz ngi egi bhay ektr truhxztdi t "p"tsgr t "c" ufsuw' sh tkg tu,hu, uutx eungi nhy shkhpi/ nwegi stx duy aphri surl cgyi t ayhek"ptprheg" chh prhaytd tui pui nuhk euny truhx"uutuurhdg" uutx ehhbgr uuhhxy bhay uutu nwegi euhpitzt tryhek tsgr ptruutx gx euny/ tsgr su uuhkxynxchr zhhi ptr thhbgo tz su chzy "gprtuus" ptr tntrydgza )uutx thl vtc txtl dgstrpy bumi mukhc nhhirhgk gxyghy ptl(' tui vgri vgry zhl t naubvwshdgrektbd pui "guurtuus"' t kgbduuhya nna ccjhb, survpkdv' sh ztdxy thhi ztl tui hgbgr ptrayhhy t muuhhyg/ht' thl ptrayhh auhi zhhgr duy sgo guba/

btl t auugrhdehhy uutx ktzy bhay tbdhhi nhywi ytdygdkhfi xsr' thz tz sh tuhdi yrgri tui uuhhytdi fxsr/gx thz yteg srhbdgbs mu ptkdi sgo steytr uutx dhcy

ttrruuhhxx ppuuii nnmmrrhhoo

tcrvo c/ ruhznti


dguugbkhl yrtpi mu ctruthdi tui vtkyi btx sh tuhdi' tuisgrbtl gx musgei t dtbmi ytd tsgr kfk vpju,chhbtfy nhy t "pgya'" uutx vtky gx prha tui vtkymurhe sgo ngbya pui khhsi btl ngr/

zgkcxy ptraygbkhl' tz tuhc sh tuhdi pubemhtbhribhay dgvgrhd' ptky tuuge sh tpmhgx pui surfayupigpgx mhhy nhy khhbgi tsgr kfk vpju, thcgrckhei shvhhbyhdg mhhyubdgi tui tuhxdtcgx nfk vnhbho/ uugr rgsybtl mu euei tuh; t etnphuygr xerhi thz jx nkvzfhr'shhbg tuhdi uugki gx shr bhay nujk zhhi/ tphku sgosteytrwx rgmgpyi uugy shr t muuhhygr nuzi ptrkhhbgi/tcgr ctn, uutx str; ngi zhl tzuh tprgsi' nhy shvhhbyhdg tuhxuutk pui yuhzgbygr ,urv tui jhzue yghpx'tui xwztk bhay tuhxdgrgsy zhhi sh etkyg khbhgx' thzngi stl bhay thi tzt ptrkgdbvhhy uuh ptr pgrmhd htvrmurhe' nwayhhbx dgztdy/

thbygrgxtby thz btr uuhtzuh sgr ngbyakhfgregrpgr thz tzuh tuhxdgaygky tz tuhc thhi ztl yuhdbhay uugy tkgx uugri nhydgakgpy' tzuh truo thitzgkfg ygd ayrgbdy zhl sgr egrpgr zhhgr aytre ti'vhu, tz btr thhi zhhy pbho pubemhtbhry' tuhytntyhatrchhy hgbg zhhy txtl aygregr uuh btrntk' sh fuju,uugri sgrhcgr tuhxdgbumy zhhgr abgk gx ptsgry zhl tduyg akt; pui t duyg ptr agv thbnhyi ytd mu egbgidgvgrhd tbdhhi uuhhygr nhy sh nhbhnuo xsr vhuo uutxngi nuz/

tuhc ngi uuhk yrgpi sh ngrxyg ptxhdg prtzg mu duynxchr zhhi sh dtbmg xuntytfg nhy thrg tkg thcki tuibtfuuhhgi truo tui truo' ptxy zhl zhhgr duy mu ztdi tzsh nmc thz nna ccjhb, "jmh bze'" uugi ngi phky tz ngiegi bhay tbdhhi nhy btrntkgi xsr vhuo vhu, vtkc puish juaho zgbgi bhayt/

uuh dgztdy' thz sh trdxyg ztl mu vtbskgi nhyngbyai/ uugi sh chzy muuhai ngbyai vtxyu muuhh crhru,'tsgr mu tuugedhhi pui stry' tsgr mu yvui uuh hgbgostrphai rw nav pui sgr tkygr vhho' uutx chho zhltruhpzgmi tuhpwi cti tvhhnmurhhzi pubgo hrhs thi stbmhd'vty tho t ths dgprgdy "akuo gkhfo' uugr zgby thr?"sgr gbypgr thz dguugi eur. tcgr atr;: "thl vhhx nav'pui ayty pagnhak' 24 htvr tky' rhhfgr bhay' ptrntdt uuhhc nhy zhci ehbsgr' ehhbgr pui zhh btfbhay thiahsufho' thl zul bhay mu yvui hgmy chzbgx' tui tuhc thrvty btl t atkv mu prgdi' chyg ntfy gx abgk uuhhkthl chi nhs tui uuhk thhbsrhnkgi/"

nna tzuh nuz ngi nesho zhhi hgsi uutx thz thi shhidgdbuutry gr ztk zhl bhay sgrargei pui uutx gr zgvy'"gx thz t pauywg uuhhrux uutx dhhy cg"v trhcgr' gx thzbhay egyah' gx zgvy nx,nt tuhx ptb"h' t vtkcg pbhotrchhy bhay thbektshbd nuhk tuhgr tui tuhdi'ngsheghati trchhy bhay' uugy surfdhhi egi zhhi chz srhhuutfi egi zhhi chz srhh jsaho' uutx btl prgd abgk uuhhkthl uuhk zhhi ruvhd tui abgk ptrdgxi sgrpui/"

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sh ngshmhbhag uugky thz aytre njuke mu gx thz stcfkk uutx mu yvui ptr cgkx ptkxh' mh va,sku, thzcfkk uuhfyhd tui buhyhd tsgr uuhrezto' tsgr ac utk,gav gsh; tui sh thhbmhdxyg gmv thz "mhhy vhhky/"

ktnhr bhytntk tbvuhci mu rgsi pui sh ptrahsgbgtkygrbtyhuug vhhk nhykgi uutx vgkpi ptr tk. tui ptrtkgngi' pui xucxhyuyi ehnt"u k"g chz murheaygki tchhi thi pkt./ pui bhsgri ckuy srue tui thcgruutd chzthhbayhki tkgrszahx' trhhbdgrgfby vtngtpgyhex'tehuptbyagr tui btyurkhfg vhhk nhykgi chzehbhtkhszah ufuw' uuhhk sh vgkpi tusth st tuhlpukaygbshd kuhy sh gsu, pui zhhgrg ptreuhpgrx – nhrrgsi st yteg btr pui pauyg ngshmhi nhy uutx sgrctagpgr vty jubi sg, dguugi sh jfn, vrputv tubz muvhhki/

drtsg zgbgi st tzgkfg uutx vtkyi aytre pui ptrimu sh yruegbg uutrhng pkgmgr uuh trhztbg' cpry thbnhyiuuhbygr uugi sh egkyi zgbgi st aytre' uutx yhhk arhhcimu egky tk. t rhzheg pteytr muo dtbmi prtckgo/ btlnhhbg ptraubdgi tuh; sh nhhbubd uutky thl dgztdy tz thibhu htre dhhy gx tuuge cg"v btl t mhhy tpabhy muuhhsrhh jsaho' cag, thi trhztbg dhhy gx auhi tuuge btlckuhz tfy chz muugk; uutfi/

gf"p kvkfv ukngav phri zhl steyuhrho mu

ptrarhhci t vuhfg stzg pui etryhztui uutx thrtuhpdtcg thz mu uuhhl ntfi sgo vuhpy bgruu tui thrmurhe crgbdgi mu thr aytbs/

sgo etryhztui – ztk nhr tuusth nujk zhhi ptr pudgzhhi cfcusu – euny zhl t pukg sgeubd uutx thz bhayhgmy thi nhhbg thbygrgxi trhhbmudhhi thi sh dtbmg nvkluutx stx yuy tk. tuhpwi ngbya/ fkku ak scr: zhl phkiuutx uuhhbhdgr ccjhb, "tso/" uumc"a bhay egbgi aktpichhbtfy' zhhi nhs t dtbmi ytd' bhay vtci ehhi tpgyhy'trundkhyai nhywi dhhxyhai dgnhy uuh chho ytyi thiuuhhbdtryi' thhi nhbuy vhh chz mu sh vuhfg xpgri' tui shbgexyg nhbuy trtp chz mu sh vrh jual' bgruugz tuh;yuhzgby' tui/// thr uuhky btl?

tui tuhc thz cgkx ptkxh ptr zhl bhay dgbudntxdgcbs mu tpaygki sgo dtbmi xhxygo pui tbdhhi uuhdgvgrhd' aygky zhl sgr etryhztui tvgr mu zhhipukaygbshdg shxptzhmhg' unv ajhxr zu vakho zv' hgsgrpruchry stx cgxyg pui zhhi zhhy' tui sgr ngbya puicar uso thbsgrnhy uugry muyrtyi kuhy sgo rmui vw uuht ayhe tapv' ht' uuh gx ayhhy' tso kvck snv/

ptrayhhy zhl tkhhi tz ,phkv tui ,vkho fk vhuo ufkvkhkv zgbgi nhr aygbshd duy dgeungi tui cpry thi shmhhyi uugi thl vtc aytre npmhr dguugi mu truhxeungitui chheungi nhhi thhdgbg nmrho uutx ngi vty nhrctagry pui vhnk' uuhxbshd sgrchh tz vdo stx thz zhfgrsh cgxyg tui agbxyg ptr nhr uutx thz ahhl' stl vtysgr nhi vtbuah rgfy mu n,pkk zhhi fph ey afku uutxgx zgvy tho tuhx mu zhhi cgxgr ptr tho uuh sgr juc,vkccu, arhhcy/ thl pkgd nhr aygbshd jzrwi thi shauugrg mhhyi tz ",phkv guav njmv" – ,phkv uugyzhfgr murhe crgbdi sgo muuhhyi vtkc pbho/

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cgher uutx vty nhr aytre tbdgvtkyi tui nanjdguugi thz dguugi t vgkshag dgahfyg pui t jcr nhhbgruutx vty cteungi sgo cgkx ptkxh uuhhrux t uutl ptrzhhi j,ubv' htpx/ bhay ngr tui bhay uuhhbhdgr/

vdo thl dgsgbe bhay tkg pubeykhfg sgytki uutxthl vtc btfdgvgry pui tho uugdi zhhi nmc uuhtzuh gr thztsurl sh yrtunt thi sh yhhgrxyg tui vtegkxyg mhhythi zhhi kgci' stl cuzaguugi btl nhhbg zfrubu, vgrbshdpui tho uuh auugr gx thz tho tbdgeungi mu surfaprhhzish dtbmg thcgrkgcgbha' sh cuau, thi j,ubv ztk' chh shacg crfu,' sh cuau, chho zhl ctegbgi nhy zhhbg bhhgnapjv nhydkhsgr' stx tkgx thz stl dgbmkhl thcrhdn,tr mu zhhi/

tncgxyi thz nhr btl dgptki uutx gr sgrmhhky uugdizhhi trhcgrdhhi chnho vvo ktsgbgi zhhi rta hahcv' thhbgpui sh drgxyg tsnurh"o akhy"t chnhbu' nhywi fhcus puixhsur ehsuahi fbvud/ sgr rch' zgvgbshd tz gpgx dhhyptr' vty tho ctruvhdy/ "nx,nt vtxyu gpgx tztru"y etbt"k prtckgo' vt?"

ckuhz nhy zhhi grbxyg hrt, rcu vty gr zhl dgegbyetbyrtkhri bhay tuhxmuahxi thi t vhkfhd dgkgfygr/

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vdo thl vtc c"v bhay dgstrpy j,ubv vtci' bhaythi tzt muaytbs tui bhay eruc kzv' ptry vtc thltuhl dgvty t dguuhxg surfdtbd' uugi nhhi gkyxygrcrusgr ztk zhhi dgzuby vty thi t duyg agv knzk yucj,ubv dgntfy zhhi grayg ehbs' uutx thz ptrayhhy zhldguugi t dguutkshdg anjv thi sh napjv/ hgsgr vty zhlnna nhydgprhhsy uuh chh zhl' uuh stx uutry dhhy tuh;thhbgo uutx gxy pkhha chh hgbgowx xhuo nxf, thi shbhhi ygd' "///tui uugi shhi crusgr ntfy j,ubv prhhxyu shlbhay nhy?"

sh anj, gkhw k,urv tui sh acg crfu, uatr jkehvanjv thz btl uuh bhay uuh nhydgdtbdgi' vdo gx thzbhay dguugi tzuh tpgyhykhl stx strpi ayhhi mu t erhh.ptrvgr kfk sura uncea' hgsgr uutx vty btrtuhxdgayrgey sh vtby nhr mu uutubyai nzk yuc thzthcgrrtay dguutri nhywi pbho tui erung anhhfk uutxvty tho murhedgeuey' tcgr stx thz btl dguugi muosgrvhhci/

uutx vty nhr ctn, dgaygry thz dguugi sh nuzheuutx thl vtc dgvgry srhh ntk tzuh vuhl uuh gx thzdguugi ctn,' uutx stx vty nhr dgntfy ayhhi thi t

uuhbek tui bhay tbyhhkbgngi muphk thi sh prhhkhfg ygb./ctn, chi thl dguugi tchxk dgrhay sgruh;' uuhhk tz

chh cuth cakuo prhhytd mu btfyx vtc thl nhr dgstrpymuaytpi sh tuhgri thi chvn"s' vtc thl tuusthptraytbgi cgahru, sg,h tz nuzhe chh t j,ubv thzgpgx uuhhy muphk ptr nhhi nmc' chi thl yteg dguugiekud tui thbdgeuhpy cgmo huo vjupv tzgkfg "ghrpktdx" uutx thl vtc nhr thhbdgptey thi sh vtkcgvuhzi yta gk fk mrv akt ,cut/

sh prtckgo uutx vty zhl btr dgntfy thz dguugi tzsh "ghr pktdx" zgbgi mu druhx dguugi tui bhay duytrhhbdgphy thi zhhgr pkt.' chi thl stl t ths uutx dhcyzhl t gmv' vtc thl gx tpdgabhygi tuh; vtkc tui tzuhtrhhbdgayupy' bhay vtcbshd ehhi vadv thi uutxgrgprtckgo thl khhd nhr tkhhbx trhhi/ muchxkgl muchxkglvtc thl dgftpy nhhi nhxyghe uugi sh ayhek xjurv thztrhhbdgdtbdgi ngr tui ngr thi sh yhpgbhai' tui uutx ngrthl vtc gx pruchry mu truhxbgngi thz gx trhhi ngrtui ngr uuh mu kvfghx/

sgr guko vty dgytbmi "vhhc tuh; shhbg vgbygkglmuo ytyi thi vhnk'" tui thl vtc tuhpdgvuhci nhhbgtuhdi muo vhnk tui dgrupi "vmkv" nhy t ptrmuuhhpkubduutx st egi btl uuhhygr dgagvi' tui zhh vtci ctn,dgyui t duyg zatc gx truhxmubgngi thi xgeubsgi tiktzi aphri sh nhbsgxyg uuhhytd' hako vw pgko/ sgrbtlvty t wngncgrw tuhpdgvuhci mu nhr t srtggbsg phbdgrnhy t anhhfk' "bgexyg ntk dgsgbe! thi sh tuhgr khhdyngi dtrbhay' thi nuhk khhdy ngi btr gxi! uugr egiptrayhhi t thshag banv/

chh thhbg pui sh acg crfu,' fyuc kc vnkl chhi' uhatt, naku uhtnr' thl vtc nhr grkuhcy mu ztdi thhbhdguugrygr kfcus anj, j,i ufkv' vtc thl nesho dguugitz sh ctetbyg tuhxsrue "kt tha scrho tbfh" nhyuutx cgkh srabho ctbumi zhl fxsr' thz st vhhbychhbtfy teurty tui trhdhbgk pubeykhl tuh; uutxgrgnmhtu, gx thz dgztdy dguutri/

sh uugrygr vty nav rchbu sgr rugv btni dgztdynhy t ygbv muo fk hfuk uugi gr thz dgahey dguutri tuh;zhhi vhhkhdg akhju, thi nmrho' vty gr stl dgwygbvwytz gr egi bhay dgvgrhd rgsi' tk. t ,umtv pui uugritpdgcrhy thi zhhbg ehbsgr htri tuh; prgvwx auhx nhycrgbgbshdg euhki nhy uutx gr thz tuhxpruchry dguutri'chi thl stl hgmy thi sh zgkcg aul' bhay egbgbshd truhxztdi sh tu,hu, tui ctn, "kt tha scrho tbfh"!

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sh grayg egrbskgl pui vjzr, vgyrv khuabv' uutxvtci ctn, tbdgvhhci murhe crgbdgi sgo nmc mubtrntk )bhay sh fxsrwshdg tuhxsruei pui duyvtrmhdgthsi tz "su zgvxy auhi tuhx txtttl cgxgr///"(' zgbgitbdgeungi pubey chh phr uutfi' tbdgvuhci nhywi tuhxzgvibtrntkgr chho nuhk' tui uuhhygr dgdtbdgi nhy t zhhgrptngkhfg rhygo muchxkgl muchxkgl/ pubey uuh stxekhhi uutx ztdy auhi gbskhl truhx sgo grayi "ntnh'"tzuh vtc thl dgphky uugi sh grayg mhhbgr pui hgbg zhhyvtci zhl ctdrhxy kghbh vana/

sh pubeykhfg grvuhkubd mhhy pui sgo uuhhrux thzpubey uuh thr dtbmg gezhxygb. zhhgr ptrvuhki tui thztpvgbdhe thi hgsi hjhs ctzubsgr/ chh nhr' crul vao'hgmy arhhcbshd sh auru,' uugry tpdgmhhfgby teurtyacg ac,u, ,nhnu, pui sgo tbvhhc/ fngy tkgx thzauhi murhe muo tkyi' ju. nna pui tchxk t ptrerunygnuhk uugi thl ktl aytre ufsuw' tui btl gyuutxyrgrbshdg tuhdi/ vec"v ztk vgkpi tuh; uuhhygr/vtpbykhl cag, thr khhby stx thz gx auhi t uuhhygptrdtbdgbvhhy uutx gezhxyhry btr thi sh aptkybxdtzgy/

ht' rcu,h! chho pauywi rgsi ktfi tsgr gxi ztky thrthhl ftya t navu n,cubi zhhi uuhpk jfnv pui bpktu,vcurt gx khdy thi t pauyg pbho tuhxaygk' nhy thrgyuhzbygr uuhcrhrbsg bgruugi tui nuxekgi uutx ptrnhri shmurv tui tuntuhpvgrkhfg tuhpdtcgx pui sgo ngbyakhfidgzhfy' uutx pubey uuh chh tkgo tuh; sgr uugky' thz "thivyucv bhfr tkt n,ul vgsru/" uugi gx pgky sgntkyxthz sh cgxyg mhhy gx mu thhbzgvi tui tuhxarhhgi cpvnkt' ytyg zhxgr' "nv rcu ngahl vao fuko cjfnvgah,'" thh' ytyg' ktnhr ztdi "ban, fk jh///"


srhh aphygkgr vtci tbdgphry t zgex-ptfhdg "bhri yrtbxpktby" ehhy tpgrtmhg'uugi srhh ngbyai vtci nbsc dguugi t bhr ptrsrhh tbsgrg ngbyai/

sh "stnhbtu rgtemhg" tubygrbgnubd vtyzhl tbdgvuhci nhy "szatbx vtpehbx" aphytkthi ctkyhntr' uutu ngi vty truhxdgbungi tdgzubyg bhr tui gx dgahey mu "thbygdrhx"aphytk thi tekgvtnt xhyh' uutu ngi vtydgahey t dgzubyg bhr mu "ctrbx szautha"aphytk thi xy/ kuthx' tui stryi vtcisteyuhrho uuhhygr dgahey t dgzubyg bhr mu///szatbx vtpehbx/

sh tpgrtmhgx tuh; tkg zgex ngbyaivty zhl tbdgvuhci sh zgkcg mhhy tui tkg srhhaphygkgr' tui sh kgmyg tpgrtmhg thzptryhd dguutri 21 ayubsgi apgygr/ tkgbscbho tui neckho zgbgi thi duyi muaytbs'ztdy t ctrhfy/

"szatbx vtpehbx" vty auhi prhgrdgntfy tzt zgex-ptfhdg tpgrtmhg nhy srhhbscbho tui srhh ptmhgbyi' tcgr gx thz dguugish grayg ntk uutx tzt tubygrbgnubd ztktrunbgngi srhh aphygkgr thi tbsgrg aygy/

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"ghya/ ghya/ xh/" – sh bg. pui aytyhagaphygkgr thi bhu htre xhyh – vty cteungi121$ nhkhti thbgo "xyhnukux chk'" uutx uugydhhi mu tuhptrchhyi t bhhg xtphxyhehrygetnphuygr xhxygo ptr sh ngshek rgetrsxtui uuhfyhdg styt pubgo aphytk xhxygo/

guugbyugk' ztdi ctrhfyi' uugy sgrcgxgrgr etnphuygr xhxygo rgsumhri shxhyhwx cuszagy ptr sh aphytk bg.' surlcgxgrg etnhubhetmhg nhy thbaurgbx phrngx'steyuhrho' tt"uu/ apgygr uugy zhhi ngdkhlmu bumi sh etnphuygr xhxygo ptr tstytcghx tuh; sh ngshmhbhag xytyhxyhexpui sh ptmhgbyi' ctdkhhy nhy zhfgrvhhy arhymu vtkyi sh thbptrntmhg pui ptmhgbyi thidgvhho/

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sh "ntrdtrgy ygy. buhrxhbd tui rhvgcmgbygr" vty muo gbsg jryv dgvty tuh; tpkti mu cuhgi t ntxhuug "gxhxygs khuuhbdmgbygr" thi szatnghet' euuhbx' nhy 741tptryngbyx pui thhbx tui muuhh cgsrunx/

sgr prthgey uugry auhi ctyrtfy thcgrmgi htr' mu uugri dgcuhy bgci sh "euuhbxvtxphytk'" tcgr mukhc sh auugrg getbtnhgtui sgr ctbe erhzhx thz sgruuhhk bhay ngdkhlmu dhhi uuhhygr nhywi prthgey tui gx thz trtppui yha tuh; hgmy/

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uuh dgntksi ptrhdi jusa' zgbgi sh muuhheuuhbxgr aphygkgr tubygr sh "etrhytx"vgky xhxygo dgdtbdgti ctberty tuiptraktxi sh yhri tuh; thhchd/

sh xyghy vgky sgpy/ vty sgrhcgrptryhhky 81$ nhkhti thi xpgmhgkg drgbyx

ptr trunhdg aphygkgr mu thcgrbgngi shktxy pui ptmhgbyi tui mu vgkpi tuhpbgngibuhrxgx tui tbsgrg aytc nhydkhsgr uugkfgvtci ptrkuhri szatcx/ muuhai tbsgri' vty"btry atur – ktbd thhktbs zautha" cteungi5/3$ nhkhti ptr thrg muuhh aphygkgr thipktahbd tui prgbekhi dgdbygr/

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"uugxyagxygr xeuughr ngshek mgbygr'"t ekhhbkhfg aphytk thi crtbex chho drgbh.nhy uugxyagxygr' thz thi "ctberty"xytyux zhby t htr murhe' tcgr muo gbsg 80wthz sgr aphytk truhx dtr tundgrtfyi nhy tprtphy pui fngy t srhh-pgryk nhkhtistktr' tuh; tpgrtmhgx pui thcgr 8$ nhkhti/

gray t htr murhe vty sgr aphytktuhxdgzgi tzuh ptrkuhri tz "etktnchg" vtymurhe dgmuhdi thr pkti tpmueuhpi sgo -821cgyk aphytk ptr 52$ nhkhti/ kuhy sh"cgrdgr etnhxhg'" str; sgr aphytk'tpdgzgi pubgo prhai prtphy' ptrntfi shyuhgri eungbshdi hubh sgr 1wygr/

kuhy ctrhfyi' uugy xy/ ctrcghbx aphytktpeuhpi "uugxyagxygr xeuughr" tuitbvtkyi sh dgchhsg tkx t ktetkg shuuhzhgpubgo aphytk/

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"uuhbyrtp tubhuugrxhyh" aphytk vtygrvuhci sr/ szati etkhbx' sgr gezgehuyhuuuuhmg prgzhsgby' mu zhhi prgzhsgby tui ag;gezgehuyhuu tphmhr pubgo aphytk/

gr bgny thcgr sr/ sgbhtk uutka' uugkfgrvty dgntksi gbsg zungr tz gr rgzhdbhry mudhhi tuh; pgbxhg btl phkg htri chho vuhfitny/ gr ckhhcy btl tkx xpgmhgkgrrtydgcgr ptr etkhbx chz thbnhyi eungbshdizungr/

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"tnchukgytrh xuhrszahek xgbygrx" –ekhbhex pui aphygkgr tsgr prhuutygsteyuhrho ptr ekhhbg tpgrtmhgx uugi nwegitvhhndhhi thi zgkci ytd – uugki cteungi bhhg

ayrgbdg rgduktmhgx tbdgvuhci eungbshdihubh' mu ptrcgxgri sh euutkhygy tui shrgzukytyi ptr ptmhgbyi/

kuhy sh bhhg dgzgmi' uugki tzgkfg "gh/ gx/xh/wx" strpi thcgrdgci ptr sh xyghy vgkysgpy/ txtl ngr thbptrntmhg tuh; zhhgrgprtmgsuri uuh ngi pkgdy trhhbdgci chz vhhby/steyuhrho tui ekhbhex pkgdi ctvtkyi txtlbgdtyhuug thbptrntmhg tui etnpkhetmhgx'tui stx uuhk sh xyghy tuhxrtyi/

surftuhx 80w' zgbgi thi tzgkfg ekhbhexdguugi thcgr 006 grbxyg etnpkhetmhgx'ztdy t xyghy ctrhfy/

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dkhhfmhhyhd vtci aphygkgr tui steytrdrupgx sgrekgry erhd egdi t dgpktbyg"trytphshe xuhrszahek mgbygr" uutx 11prhuutyg steyuhrho uuhki gpgbgi thi thxyxhhs ntbvgyi' gx ztk bhay zhhi ptrchbsi nhyxhh uugkfg aphytk/ sh aphygkgr uutrgbgi tzzhh uugki ptrkhri txtl chhbgr chzbgx surl tztmgbygr tui stx uugy zhh aygki thi dgptr puictberty/

ntbvgyi aphygkgr ptrphri tz sgrmgbygr uugy zhh tubygrdrtci phbtbmhgk/ "gi/uuhh/ hu/" mc"a vty kgmybx thbuugxyhry 52$nhkhti thi tzt "fhrurdhg mgbygr" ptr"tuypghatby" tpgrtmhgx' nhywi jacui tz shdruhxg yrtshmhtbgkg "tpgrghyhbd runx"uugki tzuh vtci ngr mhhy ptr druhxgetnpkhmhryg tpgrtmhgx uugkfg crgbdgitrhhi sh grbxyg dgkygr ptrwi aphytkcuszagy/ sgr "trytphshe xuhrszahekmgbygr" thz dgpktby gykhfg cktei tuugepui "gi/ uuhh/ hu/" tuh; 43wxyg dtx/

"kgbtex vhk" – uutx vty sh kgmyg phbg;htr muztngi dgvty t sgphmhy pui 561$nhkhti – vty btl ngr ygbu,' ztdbshd tzzhhgrg ekhhbg tpgrtmhgx ptr zgkcg-ytdptmhgbyi thz dgptki mu ckuhz %15 puingdkhfi ctbu.' tui sgr bhhgr mgbygr uugyjruc ntfi sgo aphytk/ tuhl ztdy "kgbtexvhk" tz sh 11 steyuhrho uutx ayhhgi tubygrwiprthgey vtci "prhuuhkhdhgx" thi sgoaphytk tcgr zhh uugki zhl nuzi ahhsi tuhc sgrbhhgr mgbygr gpgby zhl/

sh 11 steyuhrho ygbvwi murhe tz tubygrdruhxg aphygkgr uugri zhh "sheytyhry" tuist uugki zhh egbgi "tbphri ngshmhbhagctvtbskubdgi kuhy uuh nhr zgvi ptr rhfyhd/"tuhl vtci zhh tbdgckhl dgtppgry mu drhbsisgo mgbygr muztngi nhy "kgbtex vhk" tcgrsgr aphytk vty zhh tpdgztdy/

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"ygbgy vgkyeghr'" sh rhzhdg phrng uutxphry ti 25 aphygkgr thi muugk; xyghyx'vty dgntksi t ptrkuxy pui 33$ nhkhtiptrwi pgryk euutrytk' tuh; thhbdtcgx pui2/2$ chkhti ptrwi euutrytk/

sgr mhpgr thz t ktl uutx str; grbxygxyhyagx' ztdy sh etnptbh' tcgr gx thzbhay tzuh erhyha uuh sgr phbtbmhgkgr ktl puit htr murhe sh zgkcg mhhy' thi ctyrg; pui57$ nhkhti' ngr uuh stpky sgr thmyhdgrsgphmhy/

mukhc sh auugrg phbtbmi' uugy "ygbgy"ptreuhpi muuhh aphygkgr' tui pktby muptrshbgi sgruh; truo 572$ nhkhti/ shetnptbhwx xyte prhhz ptky ti tuhpvgr shkgmyg vtkcg htr' tui vty zhl sh kgmyg ygdtrtp dgdkhyay chz sh aptyhag aytpk pui89 mgby t aghr/

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-- yyyyttttcccckkkkggggyyyyiiii -- yyyyttttcccckkkkggggyyyyiiii -- yyyyttttcccckkkkggggyyyyiiii -- yyyyttttcccckkkkggggyyyyiiiithi t dtr thbygrgxtbyg ayushg' vtci steyuhrho pui

zgfmhd ptmhgbyi nhy "sgphcrhkghytr" tuiqtsgr"pghxnghegr" tptrtyi dgntxyi tuh; zhh sh rgtemhg puicrgbgbshdg fgx tuhpwi vtr. pui t ngbya/ tui sh rgzukytyi?bhay x,o dgpgrkhl/

sh ptragr vtci dgkhhdy hgsi ptmhgby tuh; ti "th/ egh/szah/" tui dgcgyi ngi ztk sgrmhhki gpgx uutx vty zhh tntkaytre tuhpdgrgdy/ uugi sgr ngbya thz dguutri thi fgx surlsgrntbgi hgbgo gphzts' vty ngi dgegby ektr ctngrei tuh;sh "th/ egh/ szah/" uuh sh vtr. rhygo dhhy truhx pui btrntkixhxygo' dtb. gbkhl mu sh tcbtrntkg rhygo xhdbtki uugkfgegbgi tbmhhfgbgi prtckgngi chh t "xyrgx ygxy/"

thbygrgxtby thz' tz sh pukx rtyg thz bhay truh; vgfgruuh dguugbkhl' t ztl uutx ntfy sh ptragr yrtfyi tz sgrtpgey pui fgx tuhpwi vtr. thz bhay tuhcbtuh; tz ngi "uugrytbdgmuhdi'" uuhhk sgntky uutky tuhl sh pukx rtyg truh; nhysh tcbtrntkg rhygo' btr sgr fgx tpgey dhhy shrgey muogkgeyrhai xhxygo pubgo vtr. nhy dtr t vuhfg rhzheg puigrbxyg etnpkhetmhgx/

sr/ bhat dtkscgrd' t vtr. steytr chh "gi/ uuhh/ hu/" thintbvgyi' ztdy tz sh ayushg thz "t yrhy thbgo rhfyhdi uugd"mu sgrdhhi pubeykhl ptruutx bgdtyhuug dgphki tui fgx agshdistx vtr. pui t ngbya/

sh pgsgrtkg "churt tuu prhztbx" ),phxv tdgbyur( ztdythi t prhai ctrhfy tz thcgr 003'5 trgxytbyi thcgr dtb.tngrheg cteungi farwg gxi kuhy zhhgr ptrktbd' tcgr btr002'3 pui zhh yugi zhl tbdgci tkx thsi/

thbygrgxtby thz uutx t uutryztdgr ptrwi churtsgrmhhky' tz sh kgmyg htri vtci t druhxg mtk bhay-thshagtrgxytbyi ptrktbdy farwg gxi nhywi mhk mu cteungi gxi puivgfgrg euutkhygy tui cgxgr muo dgzuby/ tkx rgzukyty puisgo dtr druhxi ptrktbd tuh; farwg gxi' vty sh churtdgyuhay sh ngbhux thi tkg ,phxu, thi ktbs' tz sh ntkmhhyithcgrwi ytd ztki zhhi dgzubygr tui trgxytbyi ztki cteungi tngr ctktbmhryg shgyg/

zhby sgr yuha thi ,phxv ngbhux' ztdy sgr uutryztdgr'vty zhl yteg tpdgaygky sgr bhay-thshagr ptrktbdy ptrfaru,' tui thi sh kgmyg mhhyi euny sgr ptrktbd ptr faru,fngy btr pui thshag ehbsgr' vneuw hrjo gkhvo uhumhto nmrvkrujv untphkv ktur dsuk/

buhrxgx ptrthhbgi thi muutbmhd xyghyx vtci zhlptrthhbhdy thi t bhhg druhxg "hubhti" nhywi btngi "hubhhygstngrhegi buhrxgx"' tui zhl tphkhthry nhy sh ntfypukgbtmhtbtkg hubhti drupg "gh/ g;/ gk/ – xh/ thh/ tu/"

sh bhhg ptrthhi' uutx sgey thcgr 000'051 hubhtbx' uugykhhdi srue tuh; uutahbdyti mu aygki t nhbhnuo "buhrx pgrptmhgby rgaht" thcgr dtb. tngrheg' t rtshetkgxyrtygdhg uutx uugry ctegnpy surl xyghy tui sh vgkyeghr thbsuxyrhg/ tuhl uuhk sh buhrxgx hubhti thhbphrixytbstryi thi yrgbhrubd' xghpyh rgduktmhgx tui vgkythbaurgbx/

"ngsheghr" uutky dgegby thhbaptri 04$ chkhti thcgrmgi htr tuhc tkg ngbyai nhy frtbhag ertbevhhyi uutkyicteungi zhhgrg ngshmhbgi pui "nghk trsgr" ptrntxhxtbayty kgcgshdg tpyhhei thi zhhgr dgdby' ztdy t ayushg puish "ngset" prgxerhcati cgbgphy phrng/

sh etnptbh vty mudgaygky sh ayushg nhy tkgthhbmkvhhyi ptr vgky eghr rgptro tbtkhxyi thi sh tctnttsnhbhxyrtmhg' ztdi ctrhfyi' mu khhdi srue tuhpwi uuhhxi vuhzmu eurtzahri txtl ngr ctbu. pui nghk trsgr ngshmhbgi/

sh ptrntxh thbsuxyrhg uutrpy tp sh ayushg' ztdbshd tz"rupi ti 008 bungr thi hgbgo ge uugky thz bhay sgr gbypgr'tui su uuhhxy bhytntk tuhc hgbgr tuhpwi tbsgri zhhy yrhhck thzt ptrntxhxy cfkk/"

tui "gnchukty" yrtbxptry phrngx zgbgi sgi httpdgauhby? mukhc sh uutexbsg ntx ptrstfyi kgmyg htri thish stzhdg thbsuxyrhg' vty "churt pui thbuugxyhdhati" tphxchho "ngsheghs" vuhpyeuutryhry thi tkctbh' truhxdgahey txpgmhgkg tuhxprtdg ptr tkg gnchukty phrngx thi bhu htrexyghy/

sh tuhxprtdg cuhdi tbyvtkyi zgex zhhyi nhy ayrgbdgprtdgx thcgr tkg tpgrtmhgx uugkfg dhhgi uuhrekhl chz shehaegx pui sh etnptbh tui nwegi dtrbhay ctvtkyi/

thcgrhd mu ztdi' tz tuhxphki sh prtdg-cuhdbx nhy ptkagthbptrntmhg thz btl trdgr uuh tkg tbsgrg ptrsgfyhdygdgagpyi/

mu ntfi zhfgr tz sh cttnyg thi tkctbh grvtkyi sh prtdgcuhdbx' str; ngi gx ahei nhy "xgryhphhs" ptxy' tui vtkyisgo rgxhy ptr t rgetrs tz ngi vty yteg murhe dgahey shtuhxprtdg/

ngbyai nhy t dguuhxg etygdtrhg pui nhksg vtr.tytegx' uugkfg eungi trhhi thi aphytk apgygr uuh 42ayubsgi btfsgo uutx sh tyteg vty zhl tbdgvuhci' cteungipui ngshmhbgi sh zgkcg cgbgphyi uuh pui "xygbyx" tui gxkuhby bhay mu thhbpktbmi sh stzhdg tptrty' ztdy t prhagayushg/

gexpgryi thi gngrszagbxh etrshte eghr vtci tcgrtuugedgntfy sh ayushg' ztdbshd tz gx egi dgci t ptkagruthdehhy ptr ngbyai nhy xhnpytngi pui t vtr. tyteg'ekgrbshd tz zhh strpi zhl bhay htdi thi aphytk' uugi sgr tn,thz tz zhh nuzi pkhgi thi t ptxhdi aphytk tui hgsg xgeubsgntfy tuhx ptr zhhgr kgci tui zhhgr uutuhkzhhi tui mueubpy/

muuhh tbphrgr pui t "bhsk-xhrhbsza" ptcrhe thi ahetdtzgbgi ptrturyhhky dguutri mu 4 tui t vtkc htr yurng ptrwitruhxahei thi 60w tui 70w yuhzbygr bhskgl uutx zgbgi bhaydguutri xygrhkhzhry tui vtci tbyuuheky cteygrhg/

steyuhrho tui aphygkgr thi gykhfg xyghyx vtci zhhdgbumy tunaukshd' tui ngr uuh 003 ngbyai vtci cteungigrbxyg thbpgemhgx' gykhfg nhy ptytkg tundkhei/ shtunrhhbg bhskgl tui xhrhbszagx zgbgi trtp pui ntregy thigbsg 70w tui sgr ptcrhe thz zhby sti dgckhci ptrntfytubygr aktx tui rhdk/

sgr etnphhi thi rtekgbs etubyh tui thi erh, hutk mu dhhinhy "rgpkgeytrx" chhbtfy vty dgcrgbdy ntxhuugrgzukytyi' ztdi gxebho thi sh ctyrgpbsg dgdbygr/

thi rtekgbs etubyh vty ytui tuu rtntptu xupgruuhhzgrerhxytpgr xy/ kturgbx tbdgphry t aytreg prtdrto thi shdtbmg ytui mu yrtdi "rgpkgeygrx" tui surfsgo rgsumhri shrhzhegx pui gexhsgbyi uugi srhhuugrx egbgi bhay zgvipuxdhhgrx/

thi erh, hutk' uutu sgr druhxtryhdgr "rgpkgeytr"etnphhi thz dgphry dguutri surl uutuhkygyhdg trdtbhztmhgxmuztngi nhy sh ktetkg nuxsu, vesuaho' vty ngi dgzgi ytdygdkhl uuhtzuh sh uuhhxg ahhi tuhpwi ntbygk rtyguugy bpau,ekhhi tui druhx/ thcgrvuhpy zgy ngi muo duyi uuhtzuh tkguuhbygr ntbykgi pui ehbsgr vtci tbdgbhhy sgo "rgpkgeytr"tuh; pgrntbgby' tkx ubanr,o ntus kbpau,hfo/

t uutuhkygyhdg drupg thi gbdktbs ztdy t prhag ayushgtz prhhngrh steyuhrho thi ktbs ptrayhhgi cfkk bhay muctvtbskgi gbtrgexhg' cukhnhg tui gbkhfg prtckgngi' uutxeungi thi t etnpkhmhryg etnchbtmhg pui shgyg' tuhpphrubdtui pxhftktdhg/

thi sh kgmyg mgi htr' ztdy sh ayushg' thz sh mtk aphytkctvtbskubdgi ptr gxi-sgphmhy prtckgngi dgayhdi nhydtbmg 08 prtmgby' tcgr steyuhrho zgbgi dtrbhay cgxgrdguutri thi sgo vhbzhfy/ tzgkfg auutfehhyi ctyrgpi thcgr tnhkhti ngbyai' ngrxybx hubdg gruutexgbg' thi gbdktbs/

muuhai tbsgri' crgbdy sh ayushg muuhh gezgnpktri uuhtzuhsteyuhrho vtci ctvtbsky ptmhgbyi nhy grbxyg gbtrgexhg/ptr thhbgo vty t steytr dgvhhxi "dhh tvhho tui gx tprtbepurygr/" ptr t muuhhyi vty t steytr dgztdy "gx thzbtr t surfdtbd' ntl shl bhay uuhxbshd/" thcgrhd mu ztdi tzchhsg ctvtbskubdgi zgbgi tcxurs tuhpwi yhpxyi tuiuuhhytdkhfxyi ptrbgo/

t steytr thi cruekhi thz truhx aukshd thi erhnhbtkidgrhfy ptrwi ctauuhbskgi vgky thbaurgbx' etr thbaurgbxtui ngsheghs' surl tbphri t bg. pui ptkag tuhyt gexhsgbyitui mgyhhki sh "etxyi" muuhai zhl tui sh "dgagshdyg"auuhbskgrx/

sgr steytr thz trgxyhry dguutri gykhfg ntbtyi murhetkx yhhk pui t muuhh-htrhdg tuhxptraubd surl tyuhrbhszagbgrtk gbsru etunt egdi sh xtry auuhbskgrhhgi/ shtuhxptraubd vty auhi dgcrgbdy aukshd grekgrubdgi tsgrdgrhfy turyhhki egdi 42 ngbyai/

sgr steytr uugy ptrturyhhky uugri thi gbsg tprhk' uugigx uutry tuh; tho t ntexhnuo pui 4 htr yurng/

ngrhkgbswx xyghy kgdhxktyur vty surfdgphry "ruhztwxktu" – t dgzg. dgrupi tuh; t 7whgrhd nhhsk thi ctkyhntr nhy"stui xhbsrtuo" – mu yuhai sh "ngbyk rhytrsghati"tuhxsrue chh tkg kgdtkg ptphri tui etnhubhetmhg' mu"thbygkgeyugk shxgchkhyhx/" dtuugrbtr ntryhi tntkh vtydgztdy gr thz drhhy tubygrmuarhhci sgo chk uugi gxsgrdrhhfy zhhi yha/

cgptrwi surfphri sgo dgzg.' vtci sh kgdhxktyuridgvgry gsu,watpy pui sh dgauuhxygr pubgo ehbs' ztdbshd tzsh ygrnhi "rhytrsghati" thz bhay ptxhd ptr xpgmhgkgehbsgr tui gx thz mhhy stx thcgrmuktzi thi zgkci pkt. uuhtbsgrg tunptxhdg tuhxsruei uutx ngi pkgdy tntk bumi ptrsgo muaytbs tui tbsgrg sguugktpngbyk shxgchkhyhx/

tuhl thi tbsgrg xyghyx vty ngi auhi dgyuhay sh xtrytuhxsruei' tcgr thi sgo dgchy thz bhu htre xyghy tchxktubygraygkhd uuhhk ngi ptrktbdy bhay sgo yuha/ tpdgzgipui tuhxsruei tuh; ptphr' uugry thi bhu htre xyghymudgaygky ngr "xpgmhgkg vhk;" prtdrtngi uuh xhh uugkfgtbsgrg xyghyx' thi t kgcgshdi chhaphk pui "tnur ngy ugavvrcv/"


ayhhgbshd tuhpwi auugk puivhhkhdi huo yuc zni jhru,hbu' zgbgimgbskhdgr napju, vgfxy muprhsitz sgo huo yuc pxj uugy ngi auhiprtuugi agbgr tui cteuugngr'btfsgo uutx vnxphe vtymudgaygky t bhhg prtdrto chho

zhhsi thi ayuc tui ptrrtfyi cjhbosh atekshdg yrgp uutx vtydgntfy euku, tui drhntxi chh hgsiyrhy sgruh;/

bhay tz vnxphe "yuy thietbxyrteati'" tcgr thi kgcgshdinmhtu, vtky gx bhay uuhhy pui

sgo: uugi gx euny mu ngbyai pui06 htr tui gkygr' uugi nwuutuhby thish thhdgbg shrv' tui xhh uutx thiayuc str; buhyhd ptrrtfyi uugrimukhc t ngdkhfg xfbv' uugy vnxphe

tur cnuacu,o:

phkmtkhdg vhhzgr tuhpdgrtfyi surl vhk;pui uutexbsg "vnxphe rhxytr" prtdrto

ptr shrv thhdgbyungr pui 06 htr tui gkygr egi vnxphe ptrrhfyiuuhfyhdg prtckgngi thi xyrueyur' huyhkhyh' tsgr muyrhy pui vuhz

t ctrhnygr cul arhhcgr thztuhpdgeungi nhy t dgbhtkgrdgstbe: zhl ptraygki tkx tptmhgby nhy grbxyg "ngbykvgky" prtckgngi' tui ctarhhci shthbgrkhfg uuhryatpy thi sh dtrayrgbdg "ngbyk uutrs"tpyhhkubdgi thi aphygkgr' uuhtzuhngi dhy zhl tp nhy grbxygptmhgbyi uutx zgbgi t dgptr ptrzhl tui tbsgrg' tui cfkk uutx yuyzhl stry thi sh yhpg uutxgri pui shpxhfhtyrhag egkgri/

dgztdy tui dgyti/ gr vty zhlduy ptraygky' tui truhx cteungish yhpxyg thhbmkvhhyi pui tzgkfgtpyhhkubdgi tui sh yrhyngbyx'tcgr pkumkhbd/// yrtl/ sgrarhhcgr thz bgcgl trhhbdgptki thiyhpg auhsgrkhfg sgprgxhg tuitkhhbx dgstrpy tbeungi mu grbxygctvtbskubdgi thi tzgkfgaphygkgr/

tcgr' sgo cul vty gr ptrydggbshdy arhhci' btr nhy tanhyahe trhcgr/ sh grayg vtkcthz dgarhci tkx tchgeyhuugrszaurbtkhxy nhy sh ntxeg pui tigrbxyi ptmhgby' tcgr sh muuhhygvtkc thz auhi sgr arhhcgr tigrbxygr ptmhgby ptr zhl' ehhintxeg' tui ehhi tchgeyhuugrszaurbtkhxy/

sgr arhhcgr vhhcy ti nhy tctzul thi "ngbyk uutrs" pui taphytk uutx gr sgrntby bhay chho

btngi tcgr tkg tbshhyubdgi mhhdituh; "cgkuuhu" thi ntbvgyi/ graygky zhl ti tkx argekhl"sgprgxy" nhy t dgptr puizgkcxyntrs' tui yrgpy zhl abgktuhci thi ptraktxgbgo tpyhhkubd/sh gxi thz tunctwygnwy' sh ctsgmhngri zgbgi anumhd' tui sh auugrgctbu. pui ngfyhdg "yrgbe-uuhkhhzgrx" ktzi thcgr sh ptmhgbyizhhgr ptraktpi' euho chh zhl' uuhhkstx thz thhi tbvuhc pubgo uugdtruhx/ btl 01 ytd thz gr gbskhltruhx pui sgo aphytk' tui gr thzctks trhcgr mu t ekhhbg nhsuugxyxyghy' uutu gr vty dgphbgi tekhhbgo aphytk nhy vuhfgeuutkhygy thi t surfabhykhfgwxuctrcw ayty/

tbyegdi sh bhu htregr dgahfyg'thz stx sh cgxyg uutx egi zhhi' stxpkt. thz aphdkshd zuhcgr' shprhszahsghr thz tbdgphky nhybtrntkg dgzubyg aphhzi' sh aytcnhydkhsgr zgbgi dgyrhh tuixhnptyha/ btftntk euny gr truhxbtl mgi ytd' tui ztdy mu zhl: wthlchi bhay dguutri cgxgr' tcgr tuhlbhay trdgr/w thi tbsgrg uugrygr'sgr arhhcgr aphry auhi duy zhhithhdgbg sgprgxhg uutx bgny tidtb. ti grbxyg ptrbgo/

dhhgbshd muo srhyi pkt. thi zhhipkti mu sgntbxyrhri sh thbgrkhfguuhreubdgi pubgo xhxygo ptrgrbxyg ngbyk vgky erhzhxi' thz

sgr arhhcgr tkhhbx thi grbxyierhzhx' tcgr stl uuhk gr dhhiuuhhygr nhywi prthgey/ tui tzuheuny gr ti mu t ekhbhe uutx ctrhnyzhl nhy "thbygbxhuug tkygrbtyhuugygrtph" tui "ehhi ngshmhi ctbu.'"t etnchbtmhg uutx crgbdy bhaymuphk rgtkhxyhag vtpgbubd/

tui tzuh thz dguugi' yteg/ sgrarhhcgr thz bhay truhx pui zhhiprtckgo surl sgo "ekhbhe'" tcgrvty ctuuhzi mu gbshdi arhhci sgocul' ftya sgr mhk thz bhaysgrdrhhfy dguutri/

thi ngbyk vgky erhhzi uuhhxyngi pui thhi thhbmhdg cul thcgrwingbyk vgky aphytk xhxygo uutxthz dgarhci dguutri thbdtbmitchgeyhuu' uugi tzt tubygrbgnubdthz dguugi tunctarhhckhl auugrgruuh vhhby/ hgbgr cul thz dgarhcidguutri thi 788w' thcgr vubsgryhtr murhe' surl thhbgo uutx vty zhltrhhbdganudky thbgo "ckgeuugkthbzk tbaytky" tuh; mgi ytd tuisgrmhhky ptr sh uugky uutx stryeuny ptr/

sgr xetbstk vty dgntfy shtryhdg cttnyg ztptry muaygki1$ nhkhti ptr srhbdgbsgptrrhfyubdgi' tui gx vty dgyuhaysgr mudtbd mu ngbyk vgky chzwivhhbyhdi ytd/ t ats' ztdigexpgryi tui pxhfhtytri' tz sgrprhagr prthgey thz bhayptruuhrekhfy dguutri/


nuj tui ngbyk:

arhhcgr dhhy thi "ngbyk uutrs"mu arhhci cul tui ///ptky tsurl

ayhhgbshd thi xtng vtr. pui shvgpyhdg grc pxj ygd' thz rtyztomu bgngi thi ctyrtfy uuhfyhdgteyugkg sgrntbubdgi tui duyggmu, mu ptrzhfgri t dgzubyi'prhhkhfi' huo yuc ptr tkg thshagehbsgr cfk neunu, nuacu,hvo/

•atrpg ekhbhbd prtsueyitui "SREVOMER ESAERG" egbgintfi fgnhag crhgi tui chygrguutubsgi/ ngi ytr zhh bhay bumi'bhay vtkyi thi ayuc' tui bhytntkptreuhpi thi sh dgagpyi/ yhhk puish atrpg prtsueyi uugrithnptryhry pui tuhxktbs' tphkunhy vadjv' tcgr thi hgbg kgbsgrzgbgi sh xghpyh dgzgmi txtlauutfgr uuh thi tngrheg' tui shxfbv thz btl drgxgr v"h/ dgsgbey/jnhrt xfb,t nthxurt/

•atku, tuh; ngshmhbgi ztkngi duy thcgranugxi nhywisteytr' tui tbprgdi chh t nurvvurtv nucve/ jkhkv bhay pxewgbgitkhhbx thi tzgkfg shbh bpau,/

•arhp, jn. thz c"v vhhbytxtl cgxgr tui nxusrwshd uuhtntk' thcgrvuhpy nhywi vtkyitrsgbubd tuh; sh ehbsgrkgl' tcgrngi str; btl tk. vtkyi ti tuhd chhsh phhgri' j"u bhay bumi pkhxhdgcrgbayt;' ctykgl tsgr xhh uutxxwegi tuhpertfi/

•ngbyai uutx vtci dgvtyt "cgbs" tsgr "chhpgx" ntditpgrtmhg' ztki zhfgr ntfi puiptrtuhx mu egbgi gxi sh fzh,honmv/ mu ptrnhhsi prtckgngi' ztkngi zhhgr duy tui drubykhl muehhgi

sh nmv' chz gx uugry thbdtbmi uuhhl'tui btr tzuh trtpakhbdgi/ t dtb.htr egi ngi ntfi eubmi' tcgrtfhk, nmv thz thbdtbmi gpgxtbsgra/ uuh kgbdgr tui cgxgrnwuugy ehhgi sh nmv' tkx cgxgruugy gx trtpdhhi tui ptrshhgyuugri' tui tkx cgxgr uugy nginehho zhhi sh druhxg nmuv sturhh,t/tuhc nwegi vtci prtckgngi tphkunhy ehhgi drubykhl' ztk ngictmhhybx tbprgdi sgo steytr tuinurv vurtv uutx mu yti/

•thi etl ztk ngi tfyubddgci uugdi "etrcti ntbtexhhs/"uugi txtl pktngi trchhyi' thz shrhzheg vgfgr ptr sh dtr agskhfgdtz' xpgmhgk thi "pxj ehyagbx"uutu xwthz ngr thhbdgmuhny sh pkt.tui gx egi zhhi uuhhy pui pgbxygrx/ngi ztk tfyubd dgci tuh; duyg kupymhreuktmhg btl ngr uuh t dtb. htr/

•thi tkdgnhhi thz sgr grcpxj xgzti zhhgr vgpyhd tuiptrbungi' tui tpyntk ngrtbdgmuhdi' tui gx thz rtyztotfyubd mu dgci mu ptrnhhsiprtckgngi' uuh crhgi tui uutubsi'ngi ztk jkhkv bhay srhhuugiabgkgr tsgr uuhksgr uuhhk gx kuhbybhay mu mtki yhhgrg yhegyx tsgrbtl yhhgrgrg prhhzi j"u ptr shpgryk nhbuy ruuj/

ckhhcy btr mu uutubyai t farwi'prhhkhfi' ruthdi' dgzubyi tuibj,wshdi pxj ptr dtb. fkk hartk'tui vah", ztk vgkpi nhr ztki auhigbskhl zufv zhhi ubtfk ao nivzcjho uni vpxjho/

avjhhbu uehnbu:

sgrntbubdgi tui phhbg gmu, muprtuugi dgzubyg prhhkhfg hu"y

"ch, hartk" aphytkwxprgzhsgby tui ag; gezgehuyhuu' sr/sguuhs aukehi' vty zhhgr pkumkhbdrgzhdbhry pui tny tui thz ctayhnymu ptrktzi sgo aphytk tprhk 1'btfwi zhhi tuh; sh vgfxyrtbdhegptzhmhg ckuhz sh kgmyg phr htr/

sr/ aukehi dhhy bhay prhhuuhkhd/gr ctaukshdy sh xyghy vgky

sgpy/ thi aygki bhhg rgduktmhgxtuh; bti-prtphy aphygkgr' zhhgrgcturs ngncgrx tui vgfxyggezgehuyhuu cttnyg/ kuhy sh bhhgrgduktmhgx' ztdy aukehi' nuz grtuhpdgci dguuhxg pubemhgx tuitjrhu,wi mu xygbkh crgzbt;' sgrag; gezgehuyhuu pui "etbyhbhugovgky xhxygo" uutx thz sh ptr-prtphy nuygr etnptbh pui "ch,hartk" tui btl gykhfg aphygkgrthi bhu htre/

"muo ctsuhgri' thz sgr bhhgryuha thi rgduktmhgx bhay thithhbektbd nhywi xhxygo uutx thlvtky thz uuhfyhd mu phri taphytk'" vty sr/ aukehi dgztdy/

"ch, hartk'" vuhpyeuutryhrychh sh 1wyg guugbhu tui 61wyg xyrhythi ntbvgyi' vty dgaktxi shphbtbmhgkgr htrdtbd 80w nhy txurpkux pui 02$ nhkhti' tui sr/aukehi bumy sgo mhpgr mu uuhhzituh; sh dgkubdgbg uuhryatpytubygr zhhi etsgb./

sgr prgzhsgby pubgo "etbyh-bhugo" vgky xhxygo' xygbkhcrgzgbt;' thz gruutrygy mu ngksit mhhyuuhhkhdi grzt. ptr aukehi chzgykhfg uutfi truo' tui btfsgotbvuhci mu zufi t ptxhdg pgrzti mubgngi sh vgfxyg ptzhmhg tuh;pgrntbgby/

thhbx pui sh prhbmhpi uutxaukehi vty thhbdgphry tkx vuhpygezgehuyhuu pubgo aphytk' thz ngrdguuhfy tuh; zuhcgrehhy/

thi t prgxg thbygruuhu gykhfgntbtyi murhe' vty aukehi aytredgrgsy tz steyuhrho nuzi uutai shvgby cgptr hgsi ptmhgby' tui tzptnhkhg nhydkhsgr ztki zhl tbrupituhc sgr steytr yuy bhay tzuh/

ag; gezgehuyhuu pui "ch, hartk" sr/ aukehi rgzhdbhry tundgrtfyi

sh grayg wrhxytrw prtheghy chh vnxphe thi cruekhi thi ayuc pui t gkygrg ptrptke

rgfyx zgvy uuh sgr stl ptky' khbex ahhi ptrrtfyi surfi vnxphe rhxytr prtdrto

vnxphe uugy muaygki druhxi prtdrto

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